rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary

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::let me whisper in your ear exactly what you don't want to hear::

Shhh...

Have you ever done something because you thought it was the right thing to do, but then suddenly wish you could take it back? Wish it could be erased? To the point that you think you are going to throw up?

And there's nothing I can say to stop it. There's nothing I can do to make it better. Time has frozen in it's place. A truth has been uncovered, and I've never felt so disgusting in my entire life. I want to curl up in a ball and cry blood until my veins dry and harden.

I want my heart to choke like my voice has to. Don't speak of it.

Hush.

5:05 p.m. - 2003-04-21

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