Without a doubt colours are brighter and food tastes better, the air smells cleaner and the sun is always shining in my heart. No, I am not hallucinating or delusional, I am just very happy at this point in my life. I have been trying to go back to sleep because I was up coughing half the night, but I can't sleep because there are too many thoughts in my head. There are too many ideas that I have to get down on paper before they are lost forever in the endless expanse of my mind. As I sit here typing on my laptop on this rickety, piece of shit Ikea bed, I can almost see out of the venetian blinds in the window in Deia's room and it's possible that the sun is shining today.
I marvel at Deia's little voice uttering squeaks and squeals. I think that it is hilarious listening to Kel's comments to her about Sesame Street (Sesame Place in Canada?). It still seems quite surreal that such as beautiful, perfect, living human being is something that Kelly and I made, something that contains 50 percent of each of us. Looking at her, listening to hear, being so in love with her makes me marvel at procreation. It is incredible that two people make another living being that has the potential to do so much. This is our genetic destiny. When I think about breaking it all down to biology, as human beings, as living creatures that have the ability to bear offspring, raising this child (and hopefully the other children that Kel and I will have in the future) is the purpose of our lives now. We have won now.
The End.
Love,
Michelle D.
P.S. I think that it is incredible amazing that I have steadily kept and online journal since 2001. I am currently going through the process of editing together all 3 or 4 that I have kept into one comprehensive document that I will then post in a blog entitled "My Life on the Internet"
7:15 a.m. - 2011-01-08
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