xtoolfreakx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -.the.good.side.of.things.- I wanted to try to write something positive for a change - get away from all this. And plus I was bored at the laundry mat and didn't have anything else to do. So here it is: I still have this yoyo that I got from Jil's house... it's in my car, in the middle console. I looked at it a minute ago and suddenly I remembered something. I was at Jilian's house and she ran to the closet to hide from me.. for some reason. She sat all the way in the corner of the closet and I sat in plain view with the door open. I remember kissing her and flirting with her. Then her mother walked in... and saw me in the closet with her daughter (no pun intended). Now that I think about it.. that didn't look too good... lol. Damn. I like the way how I'll be sitting in class and listening to the professor's lecture intintively, even taking notes. Then suddenly - all I can think about is Jilian. Everything, just feels different with her - like, it feels stronger. I don't know. I understand her and she understands me, I think. I'm also glad taht now all we have is talking to eachother - talking is good I think. So much more meaningful than the physical. Don't get me wrong - actually seeing her is great. I dream about her. But being able to talk to her, have conversation with her is nice... if only I had something to talk about.. lol. My life isn't that exciting.... I love her so much though - it's hard to think about what I would be doing without her in my life right now. Never knew that I could miss someone so much... ["Roll the window down, the cool night air is curious. Let the whole world look in, who cares who sees what tonight. I'm your passenger... "] 7:01 p.m. - 2003-12-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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