2:53 a.m. - 2003-07-21

i'm not longer this person...

i'm leaving this diary up as a portal to the past....

....find me at http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=battle_scar ....

Last lyrics:

Staind- So Far Away

This is my life

Its not what it was before

All these feelings I�ve shared

And these are my dreams

That I�d never lived before

Somebody shake me

Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

Now that we're here,

It's so far away

All the struggle we thought was in vain

All the mistakes,

One life contained

They all finally start to go away

Now that we're here its so far away

And I feel like I can face the day

I can forgive and I�m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words

That I�ve never said before

I think I�m doing ok

And this is the smile

That I�ve never shown before

Somebody shake me

Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

I'm so afraid of waking

Please don't shake me

Afraid of waking

Please don't shake me

(chorus)

look towards the past

As we head to the future

OLD stuff.