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Desire and magic

Thursday, May. 15, 2003 - 8:50 am

The elusive and mysterious Muckracker has struck again:

"I'm smiling brother, I think you're starting to remember. Don't lose it. It's still magical, and we still have the desire."

I'm not sure why he/she is smiling, but there's truth in the rest of it. I am starting to remember what I almost lost--today, I feel like King Lear surviving the great tempest, coming out the other side naked in mind and body. They say Lear was insane, but I say he had clean slate, a new lease on life. It will never cease to be magical for me--life. Desire.

This little scribble could also be simple about mushrooms. And that's just as cool.

Today, I'm going over to campus to half-ass (is there such a thing as quarter-ass) my last assignment. I'll half-ass it and leave a note stating how the ball was dropped. I was supposed to be observing instructional strategies of teachers. Since I'm going to be a h.s. teacher, I figure one of those ought to be whom I am observing. The jackholes had me observing a 3rd grade teacher and I'm supposed to write about it.

"Well, she claps in a particular rhythm to get their attention. Then they write a 4-sentence paragraph about their favorite planet." Shut the freak up.

Anyway........wooooooooohooooooooo, goodbye semester Spring 2003! Besides a few really good professors, you really fucking sucked ass.

Tonight: Golf w/ Josh, Burns, Tim Brown. Lunar eclipse at 10:14.

Friday: Drive to Boulder,CO. Sleep in tent.

All weekend: Bikram muthatruckin' yoga. It's gonna be awesome baby!

For the next few months: Don't say what summer going to be. Just let it be summer.

I'll write when I get back.

pjo


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