1:28 a.m. - 2015-07-06
another day another dollar
Funny how times always seem to come around full circle. I didn't ever think I would have to feel this out of control and lost again, but here I am, after all the shit that life has managed to throw at me, feeling like there is nothing I can do. Helpless again. Lonely.
Loneliness is a constant denominator lately. Which is funny, considering. Don't worry this is all just crazy hormones talking, it can all be discarded in the morning... Right?
I certainly hope that is what is happening. It's hard to think of the other possibilities. Truly being alone. Although for a while, that may not need ever be the case. They say not to count your chickens before they hatch. I assume the same principal applies here.
I still have a lot of fears left to face. A lot of shit left to deal with that I don't know how to deal. It's always a new hurtle, I just need to figure out my best angle.
Ha ha, I try to be my best.
