Happy Fourth of July!
The year is officially half way over which means it's time to reevaluate how the first half of the year has gone thus far. The only resolution that I have successfully maintained is getting my makeup YouTube back up and running.
I have gained a TON of weight and I now currently weight the MOST I have ever weighed in my entire life. So I joined a gym yesterday and I'm going to 'try' to get back in somewhat decent shape if not better.
In 3 months I will have been at my job for 3 years. In the 3 years that I've moved back to Florida I have lived in 3 places, had 1 super fail of a relationship, and undergone so pretty major self reflection.
So with that being said, I'm determined to get myself in order and stop these bad patterns I've developed. I took a 5 year dating hiatus before I got into my last relationship and it was SO horrible that I don't know if I should wait another 5 years and ask for a Mulligan and try again because it shouldn't even count.
I'm 'working' today and by that I mean I'm logging in from home literally sitting here getting paid double time to do nothing. Part of me is like, 'fuck yea I'm making money and I don't have to do shit' and then they other half is like, 'I'm literally sitting here doing nothing but wasting my day while everyone else is out enjoying the holiday'. I've also decided that in lieu of this current situation I'm not going to work on Friday. I am getting some sort of 3 day weekend damn it! Oh did I mention I also started my period this morning? So there's also that...
11:00 a.m. - 2017-07-04
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