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"The Windwoman is going to be out in the fields tonight. She is tall and misty, with thin gray, silky clothes blowing all her--and wings like a bat's--only you can see through them--and shining eyes like stars looking through her long, loose hair. She can fly--but tonight she will walk with me over the fields..."

~Emily Byrd Starr of New Moon

QUOTES:

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them." ~Mother Theresa

"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." ~Mahatma Ghandi

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." ~Mother Theresa

Tuesday, Jul. 20, 2004-4:18 p.m. .

I have to be one of the most insecure people in the world.

Seriously.

I seriously feel ugly. And it's not like anyone has told me I am ugly. I just feel really unattractive.

It's mainly because of my skin (it always breaks out) and my hair. I am wearing my hair in a natural style and it the image of beauty here is long straight locks, the very opposite of mine.

And then Emerson tells me that he loves me and I just can't get myself to believe him.

I know that I have to work on this self-image problem that I have...I will never be able to have a successful relationship feeling this way about myself.

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