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from raven72d :
Do come back! 25 January 20
from raven72d :
24 Feb. 19 --- you are missed.
from raven72d :
glad you're still writing here.
from raven72d :
15 August 14... Hope you will write more.
from raven72d :
Always glad to see you write here again.
from thecity :
thank you love. I write on twitter @crackdoubt but this will always be my home. it has been for 13 years now. xx
from thecity :
Some of us still linger here...keep writing. Because we'll never truly have it figured out. xo
from raven72d :
10 March 13... Welcome back. I have missed your stories and entries.
from raven72d :
02 April 12: good to have you back. What was the story you wrote about once, about being alone on a beach somewhere--- Coney Island? ---and swimming out to sea at sunset? Am I wrong about remembering that?
from raven72d :
5 March 12... Come back and post here...
from raven72d :
15 Dec. 11... glad you're posting again.
from raven72d :
15 Dec. 11... glad you're posting again.
from raven72d :
are you out there?
from raven72d :
do come back.
from erari :
come back.
from strayrecluse :
i miss you.
from dinahsoar :
Lovely entry.
from dinahsoar :
Just fell into your diary and never wanted to leave. You are an amazingly evocative writer. Thank you.
from raven72d :
you are missed.
from raven72d :
i love the writing.
from shanmeid :
Everytime I read your updates I'm more in awe than the very first time. <3
from silentletter :
do you happen to have a tumblr?
from silentletter :
there are so many things inside of you that are also inside of me. I wish we knew each other in the real world. at this exact moment, I don't think I could wish more for anything else even if I tried. which I know sounds silly but sometimes what you want right now is not something you can help.
from raven72d :
do update...
from xxicystarsxx :
heyy, i read most of your Diary Entries. And i must say, they are really, realy deep and touching. Soem i can really relate to. And just, i like them. so i hope you keep writing...
from rhetoric :
achieving self-love is not easy to achieve, nor is it something one should expect to acquire by their early twenties. it happens over time, and is more about the process than the goal. you'll get better at it.
from raven72d :
don't disavow your Past...
from sorrowshadow :
there is a place for all of us somewhere. maybe we havent found it or maybe we first need to accept that we do belong. dont give up.
from silentletter :
oh no!! you're locked... please, let me in? my email is savemeasunset@yahoo.com. pleaseplease love. I've been reading you for years, it's one of the only reasons I come onto this site anymore. and I miss you already.
from shanmeid :
i see you've locked up... could u pls email me ur user/pass? i love to read your words... email: shanmeidesigns@starmail.co.za :)
from reckon-this :
I absolutely love the way you write.
from breathe-salt :
psst: your entries still stop the clock for me, even more than they did when i first started reading you back in the day. i am compelled to tell you, darling jen, that you should never stop writing. you are fabulous & i adore you. <3
from jazmine408 :
why dont u watch movies?
from shanmeid :
do people ever notice the smaller things in life? it's always about getting to the bigger, more important things in life, and while all of that's happening there's always the little things others tend to trample over...
from raven72d :
I love those things: hipbones, ribs, cheekbones, collarbones. Edges and angles--- lovely to look at and caress. And I always admire a girl's willpower in making them visible.
from aryssa18 :
you speak to my soul.
from raven72d :
Sundresses in thin cotton...lovely.
from raven72d :
12 july 08... beautiful entry.
from erari :
i love reading your diary :)
from sephiragrace :
You should write a book. <3 I could never go thru what you did I would be in bits and peices.
from sephiragrace :
I love your writing, its <u>truely</u> beautiful. :)
from raven72d :
You make me think of Tokyo by night, of neon streets and shadowed lonely figures... And you make me sigh for my own lost loves...
from raven72d :
Your entries are breathtaking, by the way.
from raven72d :
Will you ever follow him to Tokyo?
from thecity :
so much better if they just leave. disappear and then there is none of the pain of knowing that it can't work even if they stay.
from tragicskies :
did you know that your words sound even more beautiful when read out loud?
from kailove :
your last entry was intense. i like your writings.
from thecity :
I like a lot of this. xxo
from veganfuckk :
I stumbled upon your diary because I'm nosy and the box on the right makes it easy and I just had to tell you that your words are like mirrors.
from asiwas :
It hasn't, but it's comforting, none the less. It makes me feel less alone in this world.
from asiwas :
it terrifies me when i come here to say something & i find that you've already said it for me.
from raven72d :
October 2003---- your photos and lists and self-description... All lovely. How have you changed over these years?
from raven72d :
You're a vur' lovely random find. I adore your writing.
from dr-evil45 :
I only come to diaryland anymore to check out yours. I still am in love with the way you write. Thank you, for sharing your words. They're breathtaking
from sleepystorm :
the halloween entry? yeah, i loved that. it reminds me of home, before i moved to england. before people were from everywhere else in the world.
from pondlife :
Must be something about the American south that cultivates decadence and scandal. Cheers.
from kointuition :
I love how you capture your thoughts. Simply wonderful.
from lunarsea :
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from lunarsea :
i've found a lot of words to adore tonight. i want to feel the way you do because you make it sound like the most beautiful thing on earth.
from a3amriddle :
hello,just kind of came across your latest entry here and found myself breathless for a moment.Just wanted to say bravo,I love the rain and don't think I could have said it better myself.Bravo!!
from herdarlinsin :
from apocalipx :
i have been de - deaux - ing - u all day and some of the night.
from shanmeid :
=D ofcourse ur intriguing enough... i've never met u but just by the way u write i feel as tho' i could fall inlove with u ;) <3
from hrtlssrmntc :
you're my favourite. amazing.
from blackout- :
god, it's been a long time since i've been on here. your writing still means just as much to me as it did when i first started reading it, if not even more.
from shanmeid :
just walk away... <3
from raven72d :
You're a new discovery...and a fine writer.
from yellow-ninja :
I'm sorry about your grandfather. That's so terrible. Cancer is such a sick, dehumanizing desease.
from starcrash0 :
I dont know if you remember me.... I just started up a new diary... my new one is iRomanticize
from hotelgirl :
I love the way you write. It's beautiful...
from herdarlinsin :
You still amaze me.
from yrmartyr :
be careful, lovely.
from cannibalhymn :
I wish you would write 20 times a day. Btw I used to be on MySpace and used to comment on your blogs, but I deleted my profile. And I also used to have a different name here on Dland, but I had to move because I was being stalked. :( P.S. You should just write a book. Or like 10. So I can read them. :)
from stormyskyz :
good god. beautiful entry.
from shanmeid :
hi. i added you. your writing is really beautiful. if you want to read mine it's locked. u: little p: girl
from on-empty :
loved your entry about your big brother. I always felt a sense of loss that me and mine grew up and grew apart. adding you to my favourites. <3
from we-made-love :
I really like your writing. You have a writer's perspective... it's lovely in its sadness.
from starslacker7 :
sometimes life just breaks your heart doesnt it? sometimes its just too hard to breathe.
from starslacker7 :
i dont know why im saying this... but you honestly make me cry. everytime i read your entries my heart breaks more and more each day, because you can vocalize how i feel at the current moment.
from herdarlinsin :
You put yourself so far out on a limb away from yourself that its almost as scary as it is enchanting. Are you enchanting? yes, of course you are. I think everyone is - like you say - at a distance. but why, why do you so often belittle your own emotions and value. Do you really feel that beneath your own skin? the woman I knew a year and a half ago had some depth of compacity of her worth. now she has fallen betrothed to a level of failure. babe, you aren't every thing that you feel your less of. Some day way far off from now, a million light years off in nowhere you'll see your true self, and the positivity you carry as well. I'm definitely not complaining to you, I too was once at a place where you have been for a while now. As beautiful as your intellect is and how you display yourself over one page to the next, i'm still always going to be in awe of your presence as much as your absence. You're beautiful. And there is no time line of how to find your worth. you just do some days less than you do more on others. try to smile for me. Chrissibear still adores you. *hugs*
from herdarlinsin :
in re: to your entry, I dont understand. why do you worry about yourself so much?
from lovemetwice :
you're amazing. your newest entry made my heart swell with pride for you.
from herdarlinsin :
You've come such a long way from when I first met you 2 years ago. I'm so proud of you pretty girl :)
from lovemetwice :
ps; i missed you, pretty.
from lovemetwice :
are you fucking kidding me? that makes me sick. & the dumb bitch has a private profile so i can't even see it. i've had such a problem with people stealing my entries. will you try to show me the entry she has called lovemetwice? cause i'm going to find a way to cause a scene.
from still-lovely :
You are incredible. ♥
from life4rent :
Such a beautiful picture on your layout. <3333
from bloodylip :
add? username: car password: crashes
from stormyskyz :
that is some heavy stuff. i love your writing.
from readthisline :
You have a beautiful diary. Your writing is so captivating, that I was lost in time reading it.. I don't even know how long I've been here anymore.. xx
from herdarlinsin :
Hello m'lady. How have you been?
from drawtheline :
i'd like to talk to you. both buisness..and pleasure. neither in a creepy way. aim - lifesnotlikethat
from apocalipx :
where have you been?
from dr-evil45 :
hey girl, I miss reading your diary...so you should update!! You have such beautiful words, it makes me so jealous! Please update! :) I was reading old comments of mine and decided that I should leave you one! :) Hope life is well! xoxox Nicole
from starlet-21 :
i dont know if you check these, but i just got involved with the forensics team, and if i'm correct, you are really good. i was wondering what area you competed in, and if it was poetry or prose, if you could help me out by giving me suggestions on what to perform/read. ♥ oh, and if you just want to message me its radlikewhoax@yahoo.com or omggitskaydee on aim. thanks, jen.
from herdarlinsin :
Hey Jen I know you're gone for Spring break, but I'm here to leave you lots oflove, even if you have forgotten me. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ..*muaahhh!* All my love - Chrissy
from asiwas :
Don't you think it's weird when you read someone else's writings and believe that they could have come straight from your heart? You should stop reading my emotions. Okay... I lied, please don't.
from emostars4you :
You make the saddest things sound beutiful, love.
from tornnbroken :
you are amazing. That entry. hit close to home. and even if it didn't. you'd still be amazing.
from my-serenade :
i added you, i hope you dont mind. ex oh, letti
from velvet-heart :
Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart.
from anhelo :
i know where you are coming from: 1.16.05 love just never seems 'quite there'
from kpman :
your newest entry really hits hard with me right now. Why do we believe we love thoughs we know will not love us back? I ask myself that every day.
from fucked-- :
jen.its jenny.i love and miss you .......your words get better everday and my heart aches for you .sorry about your mom ......i love you <3
from starlet-21 :
i love when you come back to update every once in a while. your dland entries were always breathtaking. ♥ katie
from infamous- :
I'm adding you, Hope you don't mind. xo
from tsulnagrom :
:) love love love everything.
from starcrash0 :
that was hilarious. i was looking at your profile under the music and i was like "when did i click over to my profile?" because our music tastes are so similar. adorable. i love you.
from brokenreview :
Hi, we are a new review site, please request a review, thank you.
from emostars4you :
"...it hits me just how ugly and stupid and undesireable and unloveable and replaceable and naive and foolish and incompetent and horrible and irrational I really am." Darling, you are beautiful, intelligent, desirable, loveable, irreplaceable, competent, and nothing short of amazing. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise, not even yourself. I love you so much and it hurts to know that you can even think these things about yourself. Be strong, beautiful. I know you are stronger than any of those negative things you say about yourself.
from hiryuu :
It's funny how someone's diary can speak straight to your soul. xoxo
from ediehavok :
i completely understand what you mean about dying inside. I hate having to lie and pretend im ok when i just want to scream and cry. Hang in there hun (i love your layout) xxxxxxxx
from oh1963---- :
<3 thank you, yr an amazing writer, i adore you. xoxoxo
from insane-whore :
I'm speechless but I must say that I adore your layout ♥ Take care
from sleep- :
oh your post card me smile all afternoon. as soon as i get some more stamps you can expect a reply. <3
from avec-amore :
Hey! Of course you can have one!! Your password is breathtaking Hope you drop by! :) xoxox *me*
from girlsuicide :
OH doll. <3210
from girlsuicide :
THIS IS RAINY, AND THIS IS WHERE I AM. <3
from justaquickie :
hey thanks for the note! but how did you get the little heart on there?...sorry i'm not very good about all the tricks and stuff.
from a-fairy-tale :
wow! i just made the connection that you're _manufactured on livejournal. neat. i'm thejaclyneffect. <3<3<3
from herdarlinsin :
Ive missed reading your words. the way you express yourself. You do it so well and I feel compelled each and everytime I stumble back here to leave you some kind of something. But my words fail me. Im almost afraid to voice myself in any manner these days... Because Im afraid of what will come out of my mouth.
from jdu22 :
sorry, i dont know how long ago u requested it but... user- sad pw- penguin
from justaquickie :
You have an amazing ability to write how you feel. Love the diary!
from starcrash0 :
Sometimes things get so bad that the only way to describe it is that a song seemingly written to help people kill themselves fits how you feel on the inside. Sometimes things get so bad that the only cure out seems to be something you dont want to fall back into again. Theres not many real solutions to what to do when this feeling comes on... as you so PERFECTLY put it "Everything becomes a problem when it starts to become your solution." which becomes a even huger problem then your origional... Remember though that no matter what happends if you end your life you can never do so many things. And remember when it comes down to it, you can always check yourself into a mental institution... I'm actually writting how I feel, hoping that maybe it might help you to know I know how you feel. Maybe not the same issues, but the same feeling. And remember, I still need to send you peach roses someday, dollface. I love you.
from velvet-box :
I ♥ you too!
from soul-letters :
♥ ♥
from lostleanor :
Wow, you're beautiful
from cocodancer :
I have changed my u/p on my diary. I feel like too many people know it already. If you want to know it, please e-mail me and I'll be sure to send it to you! Thanks cocodancer1467@hotmail.com
from clitty :
It's true. The way you write is crazy amazing. I don't know anyone that can express themselves quite like that.
from fashiontips :
i just came here to comment on a line from your latest entry.. but the person below me appears to have beaten me to it. that line really is wonderful. <3
from emostars4you :
"Especially not while you are under the influence of intoxication and I am under the impression that this is going to be easy to walk away from." <--- That line is so beautiful!! I could totally see that being in a Taking Back Sunday song... I so adore your writing.
from dr-evil45 :
aww...thanks! You're a doll! :) xoxox
from herdarlinsin :
User-life p- sucks. You now have your key.
from dr-evil45 :
Come back and write some more of your breathtaking words! I love love love reading your diary...you are amazing! <3 *nicole*
from cherrygash :
lovely diary, you have some wicked temps too.
from candyviews :
Check out our new review site! Thanks!
from herdarlinsin :
I miss you.
from incupark :
Once I lose weight, I'll actually take pictures of ME and not just my face. And, I don't know, the lady on the bed's pretty hot... if you like that sort of thing.
from poetic-kiss :
amazing, as always jen. im really sorry to sound pushy, but do you know when this layout is going to be done? <333
from owndecadence :
you write so beautifully... <3 i love the layout as well.
from starcrash0 :
*I*THINK*THAT*YOU*ARE*FABULOUS*
from cheyancc :
Your welcome, love your diary. -H
from cheyancc :
Your welcome, love your diary.
from andrya-02 :
Username :summer password : sunshine My current favorite song. By the corrs. Its... addicting. Thanks for reading my diary! i appreciate it
from twistedverse :
hello. love your words. :-)
from jadedfreedom :
hello, you're very pretty.
from dead-wings :
you're an amazing writer. <3
from bostonxcalls :
thanks, love. <3
from starcrash0 :
I still love you dollface.
from darkoverlord :
When someone removes us from their favorites list we remove their name from the minion list. Thus, everyone moves up and their minion number goes down.
from poetic-kiss :
♥ don;t worry love. they come, and they go. i can promise you that someone sooner of later will be the perfect one for you, and you will both feel exactly the same. that i promise. some men are just far too ignorant to see the beauty in all of us women. hope things get better soon. love, rainy <333
from solace-blue :
hey dollface. i'm sorry to hear about boyface, drugs are such a harsh world. and i hate to pester but i was wondering, could you possibly post a new topic for letsdissolve? there hasn't be a new one in almost a month and i must say, i'm eager to write again. muchlove <3taryn
from emotivatedx :
I'm in love with your diary. seriously.
from darceek :
Hey, I wanted to ask you if I could use your lists here: http://andwebreathe.diaryland.com/moreaboutme.html, to make my own? Leave me a note if that would or wouldn't be okay with you please :)
from lostleanor :
Your diary is beautiful, just thought you should know
from misanthropa :
I just feel the need to say that, you are a very wonderful writer
from leely :
"boy, why can't i be your drug?" i was asking that same question two years ago. some things never change. </3
from bostonxcalls :
just a reminder: breathe. you're lovely.
from incupark :
Yeah, I know. We could just actually talk, though.
from poetic-kiss :
hey doll. just wonderin' how the templates going for this diary. srop us a line. rainy <333 ♥ ♥ <333
from velvet-heart :
Its been a long time and I havent heard from you in months. Remember to breathe and focus on the words I told you a long time ago - good things come to those who wait. Hang in there darlin' *hugs* [chrissi] p.s I'm here ... herdarlinsin- if you're curious, that is. If not, I understand that too. It's not as if I ever had anything famous to be quoted by.
from untoldthghts :
your diary is so amazing. i love the way you write and how honestyjust pours through ur sentences. i'm hooked. -h
from incupark :
<3
from autumntorn :
wow. What a pleasure it is to read your diary. You write beautifully.
from leely :
each time i see your diary in red on my buddy list, i get so excited. you write so beautiful. and everything you say, i understand it so much. everything you write is so true. fuck, i love you. <33
from soul-letters :
just sending some love dollface ♥ ♥ ♥ rainy <3333
from ragnarok2013 :
I'm officially in love with you ... your writings, I mean. I can't wait to have a full conversation with you.
from starcrash0 :
Hey, I really liked your last three entries. were the last 2 about the boyfriend or the friend? You graduated too? CONGRATULATIONS! I hope you were relived. I was. Anyway I wanted you to know youre still my dollface. MWA!
from acidreams :
Just thought you should know....your writing is beautiful.
from clitty :
haha, thanks. I stumbled across your diary the other day and really liked it, so alas, I added it. :)
from poetic-kiss :
from cut-deeper :
beautiful. im at a loss of words. all i can say is....beautiful! <3
from winning-days :
You are insanely amazing. I adore your work. It cuts right into me. -Days.
from yang-yang :
you are amazing. you are beautiful. "i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star..." (pearl jam, black)
from yang-yang :
thank you for the hearts. they are very pretty : )
from beyondsight :
I <3 your new layout.
from leely :
ive always wanted a love affair to call my own. ♥
from strayrecluse :
oh my gosh! your new template is so lovely! i love it. <3
from dr-evil45 :
Yay! Thank you so much! it's beautiful and I can read every entry! Now time to go back and finish the ones I couldn't read the ends of! Thank you dear! :) *nicole*
from bostonxcalls :
you are so lovely, it's unbelievable
from poetic-kiss :
jen, i know this is rude, but also flattering, but i was wondering if you could make me a template. i;ve seen so much of what you;ve done for other people and i love them. i would love so much for you to make one for me. please. love, rainy <333 ♥
from beyondsight :
Thank you, I love your diary too. :)
from manicfetish9 :
i love the way you write. sometimes it emotionally takes my BREATH away. and physically--i just can't breath!Please keep writing-your to beautiful to stop!
from dr-evil45 :
tried that! It is making me so thoroughly sad...I don't know why...and I could before on your old template? It's just this new one...I'm not sure what's up!
from dr-evil45 :
I can't keep reading your beautiful words because your side scrollbar isn't working, so I can't read the rest of your entries :( Help!
from gloryxxfades :
hott new layout<3
from lovetiludie :
you've been quoted ♥
from breathe-salt :
your layout is gorgeous, doll!
from fadedxme :
your new layout is the sex, babe. i'm still loving your words as much as ever. <333
from moongazer17 :
beautiful layout doll. yr words are magic and I beyond adore you. ♥
from brokenmirror :
<3 u =♥=
from starcrash0 :
i like your new layout lovly, its pretty. i hope everything is going well for you.
from stormyskyz :
thanks. nice layout, too.
from amber163 :
love the new layout doll ♥
from lunarshadow :
Hmmm, that came out wrong...that's kinda like saying I enjoy your pain. So sorry but you know what I mean.
from lunarshadow :
You're quite welcome. I look forward to and enjoy all of your entries. :)
from caustic- :
(ps. i don't remember if i told you already or not. but this is limestars//vintagetrash) <3
from caustic- :
i'm sorry for the lack of notes i've been leaving you. i've been so out of it lately. but i'm getting back in the game. haha. but yeah. your words are beautiful.. and i can relate to them. stay strong ♥
from mourninmoira :
words are very hypnotic.thank you for the trance.
from incupark :
Yep, <3.
from cut-deeper :
I tried sending you love, but there was something wrong with the link, so I'll just leave you a note instead =) I just wanted to say that you are one of the most talented people on diaryland that I've ever met. Well..not met..but..you get the point =p & dont even try to say you dont deserve praise, because girl, you do. You kick serious ass in everything Especially when it comes to designs and writing. You're so very talented! <3 I know you dont know me, & this note might not mean much because I'm a stranger, but oh well, I just had to tell you =)
from amber163 :
<3
from glass-veins :
oh, thank you! thank you! thank you! a million times over!!! i would be soooooooo happy if you'd design my lj because frankly i have no idea what i'm doing. mucho love!
from chaosreverie :
beautiful and i'm adding you
from poetic-kiss :
honey, you deserve all the sweetness in the world. yr beautiful! love, rainy <333
from breathe-salt :
REALLY? YOU WILL? thank you sooo much, jen doll! you are an angel and I LOVE YOU! <333 xoxoxo times infinity! ♥salt
from breathe-salt :
oh thanks jen doll...YOU are beautiful, and i love you beyond words. ♥
from leely :
goodness love, you sure know how to write beautiful. ♥
from asstarsdie :
you're welcome. your words are pretty. ¢¾¢¾
from dr-evil45 :
Has a guy done you wrong? Want to share about it? Go check out http://menrbastards.diaryland.com and share your story! We want to read about the slimeballs! More info is provided, so check it out, link us, and promote! Thanks!
from paper-rained :
You're very welcome, I've been reading you for a while now but only decided to add you. Your writing makes me envious. :)
from volted :
hey girly you never got back to me about the ld. i hope im still a member and im sorry for not being active....weretheshit is open for a ring.please come join ........your one of the best!!
from brain-effect :
you're welcome, love. very amazing writing. ♥ ♥ ♥
from strayrecluse :
hello love. i am back on diaryland. i told you that if i do come back, then i would drop you a note. so i did. <3 -wxaxsxtxexd
from burnt--out :
good questions. if you ever find the answers, tell me please.
from amber163 :
<3 you remind me so much of myself at times.
from ikbuhni :
hey just use andwebreathe as your username and my password is: bruised lemme know what you think. *manda*
from inaptbeauty :
hey! i posted some ways how to contact blogdrive in this copyright infringement jamie's done. click my diary to find out :)
from fadedxme :
hey! the same person stole three of my entries and my picture too. grrr. sorry this happened. <333
from xxxdirrtyxxx :
nothing even remotely close to your beautiful writing that the stupid bitch stole!
from xxxdirrtyxxx :
i warn you though; it's nothing special.
from xxxdirrtyxxx :
you're very welcome =D.. of course.. 'user' & 'temp'
from lifew0ntwait :
i'm sorry someone was so pathetic and lame to steal other people's writing. i left her a mean note. *danielle <3
from breathe-salt :
oh jen, don't worry- i knew right away that something was odd when i saw the username. you would NEVER do that. *hug* i really cannot believe this girl...but you're right, we can take care of her. <3salt
from stats01 :
i love your design. but i won't steal it! sorry someone else stole anything.
from stormyskyz :
i dislike people who do that.
from justenough :
oh i know! i never thought you would have done that. evil bitch even stole your name. agh i hate people like her!
from velvet-heart :
*hugs* I haven't heard from you in AGES. I miss you Jenifer.
from babyisblue :
i'm looking for a promise of eternity as well because forever isn't always enough... will you look with me?¿ i love you
from happydiary :
Your prose is so beautiful!! Keep up the wesome entries, I look forward to them. -Dani
from voidmylife :
thank you! ♥ I do what I can to botch up anything I mess with, it's my "trademark"... or something like that. Thank you much tho!
from leely :
i got promised "eternity" too, except i was the heartbreaker in this session and sometimes i regret it especially when i look into his eyes. </3
from manicfetish9 :
Awww sweetie you are very welcome!I just love you stuff!! It's beautiful-! -savannah->
from batouttahill :
"Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has. Lord, it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all." -DC
from asiwas :
i know you make templates and i was wondering if you could help me with mine.... my voidmylife template is fighting with me. i can't get that nasty oragne red color to dissapear. i can't find where it's coming from. when you get the chance, could you look at the html and help me? thank you! ♥
from pinkacidrain :
♥ * P.S.can i add you to my favourites?
from pinkacidrain :
&heart; yr words leave me speechless <3
from soul-letters :
you have a rare soul. that sounds among other things extremly cheesy, but you do. through your diary i can practically see your aura. your one of those remarkable people who can make people feel 101 emotions all at once. every entry of yours does that for me. i realise i don't always note you that much for someone who lists you as a favourite, but todays entry provoked me to do so. there is nothing wrong with wanting to be loved, or feeling that your the only one in the world who feels that type of pain. i feel like you do all the time. & so i wnated to tell you that you are not alone. anytime you need to talk i'm here, but you evidently have hundreds of others who would do the same. you are loved, and very beautiful with it. in all ways. *rainy* ♥ <3333333 ♥
from dangelic :
mind if i add you? i adore your words xxx
from breathe-salt :
jenny girl, darling, babyface, it is certainly NOT wrong and i love you like fucking WHOA. you are so beautiful, inside and out, and i seriously do not know what i'd DO if i never heard from you again. you are amazing. ♥
from burnt--out :
no, doll, it's not wrong. all the love you yearn for should and needs to be returned. all we need is love. all of us.
from thedevlyn :
No, that is not wrong.
from step-in-life :
I love your diary. Your words are beautiful. If only I could make my diary sound so good instead of rambling on.
from punkroker :
thanks for the hug. however, depression is fleeting these days because i decided to steal a maniquinn to love and to cherish as long as we both shall live. i'll take comfort in her plastic arms and pretend they're yours. only hers are less...affectionate. just so you know, i love you, yet i don't know anything about you.
from lifew0ntwait :
i really liked your latest entry. it was very well written. <3
from open-scars :
i miss you.
from happydiary :
Hey, Just thought I'd let you know that I love your prose and lyrical writing! I'm a newly converted fan. Keep up the good work! -Dani
from fadedxme :
that was one amazing entry, lovely. <333
from starcrash0 :
I just wanted to know so that it wouldnt passby without being recognized. what is your lj link love? Mwa!
from stormyskyz :
from breathe-salt :
oh jen, you are so beautiful and i love you. <33
from velvet-heart :
for the record, i wouldnt break your heart. but then again, i think you know this. i miss your notes. *kiss kiss*
from vintagetrash :
hello darling. this is limestars- (as you might already know) iloveyou. ♥
from cocodancer :
Hi there! Sorry, of course you can have my password. The username is guest and the password is cocolou Thanks!
from starcrash0 :
when is your birthday?
from limestars- :
i miss leaving you notes. sorry i've been out of touch for so long. iloveyou ♥
from plastic-face :
my prior username..."Lastande" is my elvish name. yeah, that was my fangirlish LOTR phase. the love is still there, just a lot deeper. and don't thank me for adding you; instead, i thank you for having such an amazing diary.
from xwords :
lovely, xwords is now open! pls view email for details. ♥ and remember if you updated, please also log in here and add a new entry (even if it's only a dot or something but preferably, paste what you've posted in dx) so people would be alerted that there's a new entry. mucho love! everyone should reply to this note, anyone who didn't will be taken down from the members list and no longer be updated with the new password. thanx you. ♥,li
from starcrash0 :
i cant move, i love diaryland to much. thanks for what you said about the entry. mwa!
from sweetreviews :
your review is up at sweetreviews. Sorry it took so long. but i think you will find it was worth it. *~Blair
from burnt--out :
it's good to be home.
from sleep- :
honestly- beautiful.___♥
from breathe-salt :
thanks babe, you made me blush. ♥
from hiryuu :
No problem! Thanks for having such a super cool diary!
from xlxclownxlx :
your writing is very pretty. compared to mine, yours is a masterpiece.
from blood-tonic :
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333
from gloryxxfades :
i havent talked to you in suchhhh i loonnng time! how is everything?<3
from tornnbroken :
youre fucking brilliant, doll...that was amazing.
from life-is-this :
"Or maybe people just convince themselves that they are in it too often." i agree. too many people say they're "in love" without even knowing what the feeling is. I've even been guilty of it before...
from life-is-this :
username: lifeisthis password: mrsandman
from life-is-this :
your writing: the most beautiful i've read. <3
from cross-wind :
Love, hugs, and chocolate kisses. ♥
from breathe-salt :
oh oh, you made me blush pretty girl. that means SO MUCH to me. you are absolutely gorgeous, and for you to say such nice things...wow. and believe me...i definitely check out your diary first, too. ♥. your words make my day so much brigther. LOVEYOU forever. xoxoxoinfinity.
from dr-evil45 :
hey girl! I loved everything you wrote in your diary, and of course you can have a u/n and p/w- use "drevil45" as the username and "times" as the password! Hope you like it! :) xoxox *Nicole*
from xwords :
xwords is currently down, we're switching to dx. explanation in email. wait for further announcement. ♥Li
from cross-wind :
B.e.a...utiful. I adore you. Really.
from leely :
your latest entry is both true & pretty <3
from tarynheart :
your diary is beautiful, you're a wonderful writer; so you're very welcome. xoxotaryn
from incupark :
How do you get only one part to be in color in your pictures? It's really pretty.
from babyisblue :
i love you sweetheart, and i love pretty notes from you ♥rach
from soul-letters :
your note warmed the coldest depths of my heart, and touched me to the point of having tears in my eyes. Life has been very difficult lately. You were the fix I needed to raise a smile. Rainy ♥ ♥ ♥
from prohibited :
I iwhs I were wonderful just the way I am. But I know I'm not. I don't admire all the stick thin models in magazines, I just want to make myself happy and I believe if I lse the weight and get the body I want I will be a happier person. Who knows, I'm probably wrong.
from stormyskyz :
i just went on a trip to london :) i'm still here. next time i'll invite you though lol. (heart)
from cross-wind :
Your words make my heart melt. Thats a good thing just in case you're wondering. Great writers have that effect on me *grins* And by the way I love you too, as many times as you displayed your love to mein my notes page times ten. *hugs you*
from cross-wind :
Just letting you know where I am (chrissy)
from velvet-heart :
I miss your notes. I miss your hearts and hugs and kisses too. I hope things are going well for you.
from lifew0ntwait :
<3
from moongazer17 :
oh dahling. i thought i gave you the pass. i'm sorry. its nothing great, but here. Username:falling. Pass:apart. love you
from fadedxme :
oh, i'm so glad you feel like you're something. i ♥ you so much, chickface. xoxox
from emotivatedx :
GASP! it would be beyond great if you and html had sex again and birthed me a beautiful conor layout =) i know what picture i want..and the setup, but i'm kind of clueless how to do everything.. do you have an instant messenger or something..?? just let me know.. thanks
from limestars- :
you are beautiful &i love you ♥
from moongazer17 :
lovely girl, whats the name of the song you posted. it sounds good. and you are, as always, amazing. ♥
from babyisblue :
i love you sweetheart and i'm so happy for you that you've found someone that can make you feel totally oblivious to your surroundings ♥rach
from complexlogic :
Your obligation-free love sounds blissful (as it probably is). I just thought I'd leave you a note because it's been so long since I have done so. Stay lovely as ever and take care of yourself.
from stormyskyz :
stormy admission
from lifew0ntwait :
<3
from thissidedown :
thank you <3 xx
from starlet-21 :
you're the best. i simply idolize you. heh. you're gorgeous and thank you veryy much. <3 - katie
from limestars- :
thanks sweetheart <3 you're simply wonderful
from velvet-heart :
Jenifer of the sweetest rainbows- I miss you emmensly and I hope you keep smiling because it makes me happy, and when you smile it means your breathing and daring to take that risk to breathe longer to feel that love collapse inside your broken lungs, so when you breathe I breathe, So let's breathe and smile together until the rain drops fade and the sun is shining on our backs. I do love you. And, Im sorry I haven't been here for you. Please forgive me.
from fadedxme :
no, please don't do that. please. it would break so many people's hearts. i've read your lj and i know you have some people that care about you. i realize you're feeling really weak right now, but you have to hang on. you're such a pretty dollface, don't give up now. <333
from babyisblue :
babie i love you and i know that your not going through the best of times right now, and probably haven't for awhile, i'm not going to pretend that i know exactly what your going through... but i'll always be available to fly away with you on pretty white wings <3
from moongazer17 :
username:falling. Password:apart. please delete note, very pretty girl.
from rockromance :
you are fucking beautiful xinfitiy. im sorry you hurt so much. <3333333
from x-girl-falls :
you fucking rock. i am SO adding you to my favorites. <3<3
from bleditdry :
we are all failures in someone else's eyes. what really matters is how we view everyone else. life can't be made up entirely of pain. if it was, then it wouldn't be pain, as you have to offset one end of the spectrum with the possiblity of the opposite extreme. this is incoherent and pointless. I'm sorry. feel better.
from starlet-21 :
aw, gorgeous. i am so sorrry. i know exactly how you feel, i went through that with my parents last night as well. the harder i cried, the louder my mom screamed at me and the more hurtful her words became. i'm here if you ever need to talk, gorgeous. you're amazing. <333 - katie
from reject88 :
your better than that. you don't deserve their shit. i'm sorry hun. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3's to you. -xx-
from down-fallen :
you're so gorgeous, you don't deserve bullshit like this. i would save you if i somehow could. xoxoxoxoxoxo
from velvet-heart :
Jenifer, I'm sorry that I have neglected you and taken your friendship for granted. I haven't been the moral support for you that I should have been, verbally, but I have been by your side nonstop- still reading your passages of escape amd wishes for freedom. I'm so sorry that I haven't left you a note in damn near a month. I'm such a horrible friend. That much was proven to me today. Please forgive for my indescretions and illmannered actions. I still adore you, very much, and I still listen to that one song Only Once by Yellowcard. It makes me think of you. *I ♥ you*
from leely :
youre the sweetest. thank you<3
from babyisblue :
i'm sorrie about your ex-boy sweetheart, but i know that things will work out for you somehow, and until you get to that point i'm just a note away :) i'll always be here for you babie, promise... i love you and your beautiful! ♥rach
from lilgirl-lost :
beautiful writing... beautiful layout. beautiful. :-)
from shes-a-bitch :
It was long overdue.
from sweetvalliz :
Hi! Thanks for the sweet note! I love your writing too-youre so honest and poetic. Im happy when I see that youve updated on my buddy list! Isnt that funny? :D Talk to you later!
from leely :
your entries lately; one word ___beautiful.
from starcrash0 :
Hey pretty. I miss you! Reading your diary is oh so confusing in that i have no clue which guy you are talking about... your boyfriend or who? oh well. i still love you!
from tornnbroken :
youre more than welcome, and i'm honored to have found you and be able to read words like yours.
from critiques :
Your review is up at http://critiques.diaryland.com/&webreathe.html
from starlet-21 :
eh, explain impromptu further. that doesn't revolved acting it out, does it? and how do you act a poem out alone? <333 - katie
from batouttahill :
c(_) and <333 Original Oratory. "Children in today's society are being forced to grow up too fast."
from breathe-salt :
(& power to the people who hold their pens weird. we rock. <333)
from breathe-salt :
doll, everytime you update, it makes my heart skip a beat. you are one of those rare people in this world that has a true way with words, and i love you for it. you're so passionate when you write, and you do it with such style. i can't get over what your prettywords make me feel. iloveyou like whoa, darling. <333
from lifew0ntwait :
you're welcome. i'm so in love with your diary. you are beautiful. <3
from sad-doll :
<3
from batouttahill :
Honey, we forensicators are naturally reckless people! You know those orators... =) I give you credit just for being on forensics. That in itself is an accomplishment. Asha \m/
from starlet-21 :
wow. i'm glad you wrote something. i was going through withdrawal. lol...anyways, glad you're so optimistic, and about the forensics team. i just joined, but have held back on going to any of the events. if i went, that is the area that i would participate in, i think...the writing one. could you tell me more about it sort of. it'd be greatly appreciated. :) <333-katie
from just-me-16 :
music is a big part of my life too. its kind of my escape. but i read some of your old diary entries...and im adding u as a fav--if you dont mind :S Luv ME byez
from limestars- :
you continue to amaze me dollface <333 love you
from starlet-21 :
thank you, gorgeous. you're beautiful, maybe even moreso than your words. <333 - katie
from down-fallen :
you are incredably gorgeous. don't leave diaryland.. please? xoxoxoxoxo
from xnevereverx :
<3 the template.
from riot- :
i'm in love with all YR diaries. you were my inspiration to make another(nolie). <333
from morceaux :
simply breath-takingly gorgeous. mind if i add you? <3
from rockromance :
its usedpolaroid. shhhh. <3333
from usedpolaroid :
you write beautiful even if youre having a hectic time. <33333
from just-me-16 :
just came across your diary. and yeah just wanted to say its good and that by the way you have a wicked taste in music
from glass-veins :
thanks for the heads up about the layout. i just trashed it and made a new one.
from gloom-flower :
i just came across your diary and read your entry "I'LL NOTIFY YOU WHEN THIS IS ABOUT LOVE" and omgs! you write like no one i've ever read before! you are so talented and put into words the feelings i only wish i could! your amazing!
from limestars- :
you amaze me, you beautiful beautiful girl.. <3333333
from velvet-heart :
You are amazing. Simply put, and just like that. I adore you Jen-Jen. Hang in there dollface, there's no other like you. Talent seeps within you- grab it, nuture it and let it explode. Its the one thing that makes you happy. I love you and I'm sorry I havent told you lately how much I appreciate you. I do- more than my heart and mind can explain. *sigh* Stay beautiful ok? I hope to speak to you soon.
from moongazer17 :
love, i was just looking at your art, and i must say, you are damn amazing. talent. for real
from velvet-heart :
You're love is a one in a million, it goes on and on and on, you give me a really good feeling, all day long...
from a-fairy-tale :
I finally added you to my favourites, excuse my laziness. Your writing est tres belle! I think the image is working now.. Let me know. xo.
from limestars- :
you inspire me girlface <33 all my love
from velvet-heart :
Have you ever wondered what life would be like without dreams? Because my dreams come true everytime you smile... good song. Makes me think of you and youre boyface.
from velvet-heart :
A hug slut *grins* I love that, And I love hugs. Especially Jenifer hugs. I've been labeled a word slut. Does that make us even then? I miss you Jen-Jen, too much for words to describe. And how are things going with Miss Transgender?
from a-fairy-tale :
Yikes. I hate how the image isn't working.. and I actually created it myself this time! When I go to change my template, the image code already has the height and width in there. I'm thinking the problem is that I had the picture on Geocities and used the code from there. My dear, would you have any solution for this, maybe a site where I can externally link from?
from a-fairy-tale :
she's back.
from rezzette :
Yeah, when she explained it I had a hard time really seeing a point. I'm not sure where to find it, but I'm looking at least.
from fuckedvirgin :
i can relate. happy vday <3
from punkroker :
that's because to make you smile is to make me smile, shugaplum
from inaptbeauty :
happy valentines luv! ♥
from velvet-heart :
Ah, mi estimado Esperanza dulce, sus palabras son tan hermosas, y yo me siento su cada palabra. Cierre sus ojos y ande alto en el rayo de luna, para en algún lugar en el mediano usted se reunirá con que sombra usted se refiere a usted mismo cuando. Te quiero, el querido
from unamerican :
i liked the projectile vomiting part. i want to learn to projectile vomit on command. i can't figure out how to puke unless i shove my finger down my throat, though. so i guess it's hopeless, really. this is gross, i apologize. i just wanted to tell you i like that line.
from reject88 :
never as beautiful as you.
from rezzette :
Yeah that's what it was, she made it sound really interesting and I thought I'd try to find it somewhere.
from reject88 :
nevermind about the template.
from reject88 :
ps - YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS. NO ONE IS EVER WORTHLESS. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND REMEMBER THAT SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE NO MATTER WHAT LOVES YOU AND NEEDS YOU. <3 xx
from reject88 :
will you make a custom template for me lovely? <3 xx
from rezzette :
Your writings take my breath away. Even in your pain they're beautiful.
from moongazer17 :
you are so damn lovely. you make me smile. thank you. I ♥ you
from irishdream :
My words are kind, yes, but truthful in the same breath. ~J's
from velvet-heart :
And, if you fall I will be here. I'm never too far away. Peaceful circles halo your pretty head and dance along your fingertips. You paint the prettiest images with your words, whether be happy or sad. But way deep down inside of you, you're waiting to burst free. And one day you will and you will be that beautiful sensation you wish to feel inside. You will. I promise. Just don't give up on yourself. I love you.
from irishdream :
You write things that are so beautiful and so real, and I can't help but take to heart the things you express. ~J's
from fuckedvirgin :
no one is worthless, remember that. i love your layout as well. <3333333333
from suicideinc :
thanks dollface :) it made my day
from velvet-heart :
You're not worthless dollface. Never have been and never will be, what makes you feel vulnerable to feeling worthless is the belief that you dont think youre that good enough. But you are. Oh how you are that good enough. Open your eyes babe, and I promise you will see a rainbow rather than rain. I heart you. Always
from breathe-salt :
doll, you are most certainly NOT worthless. <33
from usedpolaroid :
thank you so much doll, that really means a lot. <33333
from hyperchic11 :
Thanks 4 the advice....i think i took the "okay babe?" part a little to umm serious. I talk to some peeps and im all better...thanx
from lovemetwice :
you're breathtakingly beautiful, sweetheart. you're amazing. xoxo
from velvet-heart :
Being infinite and being real are almost one in the same. Because with your body you have two souls, the one outside where everything feels real and the one inside where everything is already infinite. And when you combine those two forces of nature you become one is wisdom and delight, really infinite. I adore you and I miss you. How about you leaving me a hug and a kiss sometime soon eh? You know you still rock my warbrode off. No longer just the socks, now it's the shirt, pants, and socks. You just.. rock me. Period. (((♥)))
from driftnportal :
Cool site.
from unamerican :
haha. i think i look semi-mutated. and i'll probably go blind soon since i left my eyes open and did it multiple times. huzzah!
from safetyxpins5 :
im in va. we have forensics meets every month, then today (2/7/04) i;m attending an invitational ODU. it;s cool to know someone else does it too. nice.
from thepeachtree :
Rock my grape juice stained socks. Ha, thats a new one. I've only heard of rocking socks.
from pentup-angr :
i liked how you described your life like a puzzle because that is too true.
from justanother- :
pfft. you are the insanely talented one. ♥♥
from velvet-heart :
Have you ever considered that those walls around you that make you feel weak, to feel too much, to be beautiful? Those walls are what make you who you are in the now, the past, and the present. Sometimes those walls are hard to figure out, you try to rebuild around them because you want to be invisible to the touches of others because of fear, or rejection. You don’t realize that in-between all of the past and the now that you have created a canvas of the most beautiful scenery, flowers in bloom, angels in wings, covered in gold; yourself, possibly blindly created the most wonderful of all beauties not yet being able to be defined as splendor and sweetness from your inner self. Those walls around you don’t need to be burnt down, with careless fingers lighting matches doused in kerosene. You're not that flammable. And the only flame coming from you is the torch that continues to burn in the dark, that candle of brightness coming from your heart. You’re a shining reminder of good things, and the bad you have painted along the walls of your inner self are more beautiful than you could ever imagine. ‘Open your mind’ is what I was told a few days ago, and since I have I see more beauty in myself and others than I ever was ever to comprehend before. Maybe if we all opened up our minds we could broaden ourselves to better understandings and we could all create the most amazing horizon of sunsets, sunrises, moon and stars, a better galaxy of things to come. Our walls aren’t ugly anymore. They stand for something.. Ourselves. And we are each unique in our own standing. You’re amazing and beautiful whether you choose to see it to believe it. You just are the art of so many things. So take that paint brush and that unused canvas of built up walls and paint the picture you want to see, and I’m sure your image of yourself will be more amazing than anything you’ve witnessed before. Some things just aren’t meant to be able to seen beyond the naked eye, but only for others to see and for ourselves to learn and/or from them until we are able to spread our wings and fly later on. We are all a flower in bloom. Always. And you are beautiful with walls painted of many colors.
from fucked-raw :
i love you;stand strong jen;you were made to win<3
from glass-veins :
sometimes the deepest cuts aren't the ones produced by a hand and a razor blade. (it's those who know you all too well who can jab the knife deeper than you ever could.)
from velvet-heart :
Once upon a time you were a girl so fragile that shed glass tears, but now you're a woman that bleeds rose petals. But from those petals lies the warming blood of your heart, feeding yourself a nutirent that no one can see. You will bloom again, in the night hours under the haze of the moon, only to hide away in the dawn. But even still through the motions of fear and confusion, the hurt is what keeps you whole. Live inside of love you nourish yourself with and you will whole again, I promise. ♥
from batouttahill :
<i>And she stumbled across this diary, got up, brushed herself off, and began to read. And it was good. Better'n good...but we're keeping with the biblical overtone.</i> =) "Everything will work out if you let it."
from incupark :
Hehe, I'd probably fit in your pocket back then... if it was big.
from glass-veins :
i hugged her. she cried. i hugged her again. she crumbled on the floor. (my mother doesnt like being loved these days).
from cheap-irony :
hey girly just so you know i sent you a letter to andwebreathe@hotmail.comso love you <3
from breathe-salt :
thanks doll...i really needed that. i do tend to doubt myself a lot, you're right...i have no self confidence. you made me smile. love you. <3
from justanother- :
i am for sure not hott. but thx. xoxox
from breathe-salt :
hey beautiful...iloveyou. just thought i'd let you know that. you deserve so much better than the gal who ripped up your heart. keep dreaming.
from starlet-21 :
gorgeous...can you give me a diary name idea? i'm making a diary for my pathetic poetry, if i could even call it that, under the request of my best friend who stumbled across some of them. just let me know...i'm at a loss. i need something pretty, unlike starlet. lol, thanks a million, beautiful. <3 - katie
from moongazer17 :
darling, it's my turn to blush. you're lovely and i'm beyond flattered. ♥ ♥
from wontlookback :
goodie. i cant wait <33
from chris-uk :
You know, I don't think you have told me that recently. Cheers. ;)
from justanother- :
i like figuring out things on my own too. it's strange that i actually GET the Ljournal coding but if i couldn't put together a Dland layout to save my life. i hope you figure it out. ♥♥♥
from silentletter :
my birthday is December 31. why do you ask?
from thedevlyn :
They have assholes on the road there, too? Amazing. Hope you are making out alright with all that is going on of late. IM me sometime.
from fucked-raw :
hey girly girl ;i think its looks fine but i didnt see any image but um i only know how to work the code i gave you ;so i couldnt really help you w that one but yr the smartest girly in the planet love ;you'll get it cause you rock the stars <3
from fucked-raw :
yes lovergirl ill do it email me here = hot_pink_sunday@hotmail.com yr name & pass word and ill do it <3
from punchdrunken :
oh, darling, thank you, yr too sweet. but youre the one with the INTOXICATING words. & i mean that too. <333
from eternalscars :
thank you! ♥♥♥ xox
from not-quite :
i think i have msn from a gazillion years ago my name is brokengirl14.
from darceek :
no problem :)
from breathe-salt :
i can't thank you enough for my beautiful layout. the fact that you made me a personal layout, something my very own, without me asking you to...it means so much to me. you're amazing and i <3 you. thank you thank you thank you for making my day.
from not-quite :
i could help w/ yr lj. just im me @ lamerthanmissy
from boylovesgirl :
do you think (just say no if you dont wanna) you could get me a lj code?
from wontlookback :
yay i have a lj too! i dont know how to make it pretty but add me and ill add you cause thats sweetstuff. my lj thing is saveyoume !
from fucked-raw :
ok for lj go to old system put everything on generator-then choose custom colors then use these Page background #FFFFFF Page text #000000 Page link #000000 Page visited link #000000 Page active link #000000 Page emphasized text #000000 Page title #000000 Weak accent #FFFFFF Text on weak accent #000000 Strong accent #FFFFFF Text on strong accent #000000 Stronger accent #FFFFFF Text on stronger accent #000000 then go to yr over ride box clear it then put this FRIENDS_TALK_LINKS<= <tr> <td align="right" colspan="2" width="100%" bgcolor="%%color:weak_back%%" class="comments"> %%readlink%%<a href="%%urlpost%%">ADD COMMENT?</a> </td> </tr> <=FRIENDS_TALK_LINKS FRIENDS_TALK_READLINK=><a href="%%urlread%%"><b>%%messagecount%% COMMENT%%mc-plural-s%%</b></a>|| LASTN_TALK_READLINK=><a href="%%urlread%%"><b>%%messagecount%% COMMENT%%mc-plural-s%%</b></a>|| DAY_TALK_LINKS<= <tr> <td align="right" colspan="2" width="100%" bgcolor="%%color:weak_back%%" class="comments"> %%readlink%%<a href="%%urlpost%%">ADD COMMENT?</a> </td> </tr> <=DAY_TALK_LINKS GLOBAL_HEAD<= <style type="text/css"> <!-- table { width: 50%; margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%; } /* do NOT change these numbers */ table table { width: auto; margin:0; } table table table { width: 0; } body, td, font, div, p { font-family: times new roman; } table { border: 4px dotted #00CCFF; } table table { border: 0; } body { background-color: #FFFFFF !important; background-image: url(YOUR BACKGROUND PIC ADDRESS GOES HERE!) !important; background-repeat: repeat !important; background-attachment: scroll !important; background-position: 2% !important; } /* universal font face */ body, td, font, div, p { font-family: "Arial", "Arial", "Arial", sans-serif; } /* displayed title of livejournal */ td.caption { font-size:9pt; } /* top right navigation links */ .index { font-size:9pt; } /* displayed user name in top banner */ td div { font-size:9pt; } /* top banner main navigation links */ table table table table td.meta { font-size:9pt; } /* display of date and time */ p .index { font-size:9pt; } /* subject of journal entries */ p table table td.caption { font-size:9pt; } /* displayed text in journal entries */ td { font-size:9pt; } /* currents (mood, music) and bottom banner navigation links */ table table table td.meta { font-size:9pt; } /* comment links */ .comments { font-size:9pt; } </style> <=GLOBAL_HEAD you can start from there lots of love ;jen<3
from rainbow888 :
I feel exactly the same way sometimes. It does seem intimidating for people to always want to talk to you despite the state your in. I understand. I love your layout by the way! It's beautiful. Lots of love, *Rianna* x<3♥x<3♥
from breathe-salt :
oh wow, thank you so incredibly much love. no one has ever done something like that before for me without my asking. i love it and i'll be using it. thank you. thank you. thank you. you're wonderful.<3<3<3
from justanother- :
the LJ thing is a little complicated at first i guess, but if i can figure it out than anyone can. you use the s1 system & manipulate it using overrides. i've only figured out how to change it around using the "generator" style. it's kind of commplicated because you have to splice the code together or else you can only use one global override at a time. is any of this making sense??
from beagle47 :
thank you.
from velvet-heart :
Mmmm and you taste just as sweet as I had imagined.. Oops! Did I say that out loud.. Oh well I guess Im busted now.. My the dreams I have.. You give me liquid butterflies... *Moves in closer and snuggles next to you*
from velvet-heart :
Hey a little over zealous tongue action never hurt anyone. I promise not corrupt you. *teases you and sticks my tongue out at you again and runs it along my lips*
from velvet-heart :
Awww stop it. Youre gonna make me grin really big.. And, I dont want to all up on having a big head.. and youre ten times prettier than I. I ♥ ♥ you. No Neh. *sticks tongue out at you* and you can use it anyway you like *wink*
from velvet-heart :
Gorgeous? *looks around* Where? *giggles* Not here love dove.
from breathe-salt :
do i ever ask myself those questions. quite often. i love how you write, i can't get enough of it. and thanks for adding me to your favs...for someone like you to do that, it means a lot. <3
from velvet-heart :
Yes, I ask myself those same questions everyday. I miss you.
from silentletter :
beautiful, doll, just beautiful. you're so truly amazing. <3
from leely :
i snuck back here and wanted to tell you that ill always love your writing. and for the index one up right now; i would agree with you too, yes i do. take care gorgeous ♥
from rainbow888 :
Yes, I am silly. I'm also blonde, so use that as an excuse, but really, its got nothing to do with hair colour! Do you have msn?! Speak soon, *Rianna* XxXXXXX
from fucked-raw :
hey foxy lady ;im using yr boy temp-i love that thing lol,cool to have a girl one too hehe .i love you and you are the shit ;and i want you to know <33333333
from asiwas :
yay! i'm glad you've found a reason...but you should do it for you also...but it's awesome that you have a friend like that. i have one too and she's my everything. i wouldn't be where i am today without her and her ability to always stand behind me and catch me when i've fallen...it's amazing, huh?
from asiwas :
phew, i was going to have a heartattack....ok. all better *wmile*
from asiwas :
please tell me you aren't permanantly locking this....I would seriously cry.
from down-fallen :
you+your words+your designs+everything= BEAUTY! indeed. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from velvet-heart :
After I read your entries I have so many thoughts flying though my useless peabrain, and before I come to linger at your notes page they sit there, waiting, taunting, and treasing my mind, and just as soon as I click add a note *poof* they disappear. How the fuck is that possible? Its been like this for weeks now- the one reason why I haven't left you one single note but what 2? I'm not a very good friend to you Jen. Let me go... I just want to ... fade away [with my still broken wings]
from breathe-salt :
masquerade ball indeed.¢¾ your diary is amazing...you're such a beautiful person, don't change.
from emotivatedx :
don't worry, lovely conor isn't going anywhere =) drool away.
from rainbow888 :
that is my pleasure my darling. However, i apologise for the strange comment andabout the mom and dad. I shall delete it as to not cause further offence (:P). Anyway...off i shall go. Remember, even if your parents arent there for you, theres people who are! Lots and lots of love, *Rianna* x♥x
from fucked-raw :
yep i am lol so i have 3 here and 2 on lj.lol love you <3
from cold-heart04 :
You are quite welcome. I love your diary, and your words are very beautiful. Keep up with the writings. <33
from silentletter :
I think it's been far too long since I've come here to tell you how amazing you are. I love you, beautiful girl. <3
from limestars- :
"I wondered how you would feel about it, but then I remembered that you don't feel. So I pushed the thought aside." ..i can relate girlface. you are so effing beautiful &i love you. honestly <3
from moongazer17 :
you;re welcome; & it makes me smile that you blushed. how cute. ♥ ♥
from fucked-raw :
phsssssst;i love you very much <3
from be-my-heroin :
i love the layout. and that last entry, about silent phone calls, i feel the same way. my new boyfriend and i never talk on the phone. if he calls he just ends up playing his bass and saying 'yeah..' every couple of minutes. it's sad, but i am still crazy about him.
from s-h-o-t :
Hey, thanks! Oh, and I added you to my favorites :)
from pentup-angr :
isn't your reality one of the worst feelings in the world? it sucks. it hurts. it's a pain. i want to take it all away now.
from moongazer17 :
my god, you;re stunning. ♥
from leely :
your latest entry is breathtaking. honestly ♥
from starcrash0 :
I love you pretty. My life is shit now so a letter from you would really make me happy.
from incupark :
Works for me. :)
from velvet-heart :
Now now Jen, don't get me started on the tongue talk, you cant handle it... trust me, lol I cant even handle it and I just finished *cough* Oops never mind... So yea on the tongue thing, I so know how to use it... but the question is.. could you handle it (?)
from velvet-heart :
Well then heh, I'm glad I coudl remind you, and just what is the basis of your relationship with Ms? I'm just curious, because you had told me a while back that I brought you two together (?) I still dont know how, but okay :) Glad I could help out there too then. So Im two for two? W0ot wo0t! And, so you can tell Ms. VH I said no problem *sticks tongue out at you*
from incupark :
It's the one where you get two holes in your cartilage -- one on each side of your ear -- and they're connected by a bar. My friend had a really bad infection after one of those.
from down-fallen :
wow. you. are. so. gorgeously. awesome. or something. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from velvet-heart :
You have such a poetic soul.. and how are things going with you and the Velvetheart chick person? I hope everything else is going well for you, and yea.. you so rock.
from drdiggs :
Hi from DC com/friend. ~ "Arboc", piercing looks good!! Congrats.
from still-frames :
oh i want to so so bad... but i have to wait [8months] till i turn 18 because no one will sign for me. lucky you! <3
from velvet-heart :
OMG Your hair.. your your lip.. ungh! *must control self* S h h i t!. Very hot! I love love L O V E your new look of hottness!! Rock on babyface! and you have red hair?
from velvet-heart :
Yay!! At least you L o v e me! and I dont have to worry about sassy ass notes from you *giggles* Thank you for the note, you just made my day girldface! I ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ you MORE!
from usedpolaroid :
thanks, doll. did i mention how much i love the rebel in you. lip piercings- rock the fuck on. <33
from asiwas :
rock on, I love the new look. I wish I had guts enough to completely change my look. And as in process...I mean, how did she do it, what all steps did it take, etc. Cause I would love to do it and I really want to know exactly how it all goes through. And she did do it a bit high up, but you have a full bottom lip as do I, and I don't want it up like that. But it looks good on you. Way good. It revitalizing my need to get my lip done...proving to me it just wasn't a phase. Anyway, two thumbs up, it's awesome. I'm so jealous right now too.
from eternalscars :
i ♥ the new hair and the piercing! it looks awesome. xoxo
from starcrash0 :
sexy sexy sexy! i love the new you. it rocks. the peircing is rad beauty.
from crimson39 :
I'm not that bad once you get to know me. :) I like the new hair cut, by the way.
from boylovesgirl :
thnx alot for that advice. i really like the reading idea, and of course all the other ideas but they might be a little hard. i dunno. anyways, your hair and lip is fucking awesome, so hot. <3
from leely :
ohmy, your note made me smile quite a bit. of course i will get his number if anything at least, in fear of you kicking my butt of course. haha i love you. he was so gorgeous. you should have seen him. _instantmeltdown ♥ xo.
from incupark :
Oooh, I love that piercing. My mother is extremely old fashioned and completely against piercings. I pierced my lip by myself (gave myself a labret) with a thick needle and a lot of ice back in 8th grade. Managed to hide it from my mother for a week, but it became too hard; I had to take it out and put it back in 20 times a day, which would've inevitably led to an infection and would've never allowed it to heal. So I just took it out and let it close. Now I just get my boyfriend to get all the piercings I want... which is kind of weird, but it works. I'm currently pushing him towards a suicide bar.
from tourbusbound :
I love your new hair cut, very sexy.. grr. And the lip ring, awesome. Simply awesome. I have wanted mine done for ages, but because of jobs and stuff.. not an option at the moment. Anywho, looks lovely! You are a very beautiful chica.
from justanother- :
completely forgiven. ¢¾
from bottledbitch :
you look absolutely/totally/wondrously/magnificently/stupendously.. just.. beautiful:):):)<3<3
from reject88 :
oh man. your hair IS the sex! and so is your peircing... really. i am very jealous. just beautiful dollface... xx <3
from xtooprettyx :
review is up dear! be back with the new design (if) ok? ♥Lai
from asiwas :
I can't believe you went through with it. That's awesome. I wish I were brave enough to let a needle get that close to any inch of my skin. Hmm...you should share your experience with me so that I can decide if I should go through with it....cause I'm having moral dillemas with it...anyway, that's awesome, and I'm excited for you. I bet it looks awesome.
from leely :
this mike boy sounds wonderful!! ♥
from justanother- :
i'm sorry too. ♥
from incupark :
Ha, funny. I love the logic, though.
from unamerican :
you gots to post pictures of your lip. i hope you didn't die three times like i did when i got a piercing.
from babyisblue :
i'm trying really hard to stay strong, but it's easier said than done ♥rach
from reject88 :
oh yeah. by the way... i love your deviant art pictures. completely awesome... xx
from prohibited :
Oh my fuck! I absolutely love your new layout. I just couldn't take my eyes off of it. It's just gorgeous.
from complexlogic :
Thanks for all the words of advice dear. The taping went fine and the rest of the participants said I was great and very articulate, but on the drive home I had remembered so many great insights I had and had forgotten to mention. Don't you hate when you think of the right thing to say after it's too late? I guess that applies to life in general.
from limestars- :
i cant get enough of these amazing words of yours <3 <3 <3
from cheap-irony :
i love your new layout;love it ;its wonderful---like you
from bleditdry :
I really like your template. It's striking.
from babyisblue :
sweetheart everytime your name appears in red on my buddylist your words get more and more beautifully gorgeous! i totally envy you, and love you :) ♥
from complexlogic :
Why did it make you cry dear? (If it doesn't hurt too much to respond.)
from not-quite :
oh man. i <3 you. times thirteen.
from velvet-heart :
Jen Jen Jen, things get better, remember the things we said to each other the first night we talked on Yahoo, and I sang you those songs? You told me I was too sweet for my own good. And we played the song Only Once by Yellowcard.. I still play that song as loud as it will go and sing it and think of you. I miss you, muchly.
from brokenxbones :
such a pretty template. <3
from leely :
no im not leaving. i suppose i just needed a bit of a break. writing took the best of my feelings and i found it really hard knowing that people knew how i felt and some didnt care. but lifes just like that i suppose. take care gorgeous. ill stick around if you will ♥
from limestars- :
holy fuck. i'm in love with this new layout of yours. &your words are just as gorgeous as always, if not even more <3333
from reject88 :
oh wow. your new template is beautiful i think i could cry. <3 <3 <3 <3 ...xx
from lastyeargirl :
I think this has to be the most beautiful journal I have ever seen, both layout-wise and writing. Thanky ou for joining my journalwhore ring xx
from complexlogic :
I'm loving the new template. Is that a real picture in the background? Of you? I love what you did with the b&w and then pink flower. Great stuff. Take care love.
from unamerican :
how did you come about meeting your mr. anton?
from kitty-kaboom :
I love you so much, too, also!
from incupark :
Oooh, I'm Russian. Just had to throw that in.
from velvet-heart :
You always have this way of making tears fall from these irish green eyes and faded heart. But even in those moments, I smile.
from velvet-heart :
Anything? At all?
from velvet-heart :
I don't even compare to the words you make short but so excrutiatingly beautiful on your screen. I don't even come close. You're so much more than I could ever imagine of dreaming to be. You're a cool chick and cool chicks rule, so alas I suck girlface.
from velvet-heart :
You amaze me you know. It's amazing how underneath all of the pain your carry, covering layer upon layer of scars, you still manage to pull off the perfect facade so others can't see the real you inside, and only see you barely on the surface outside. Do you still get tingles and feel an icy coldness inside when you think about certain things Jen? And when you're taking one of your magnificant photographs, does any one certain place, or time remind you of the a certain memory, good or bad, and how does it affect you? Do you slip back in time inside of your pretty lil' head and reflect on things that always made you smile, or do you remember the things that made you sad? I saw a guitar the today that made me think of you. It wasn't just your basic hip guitar... no no this gutiar had Jenifer written all over it. It was called a Rhasphody Bass.. black body and as sleek as quicksilver slipping through your hand. Tail on the upper right side that curved down into a whispy wing on the left. Painted over with pink and purple electric bolts, as if the lightening from the persons hands on it where playing bolts of thunder. And it had a pink rose on it, just towards the end; I saw it and I thought, 'Yes, yes this is a Jenfier De Boer item through the beauty and passed the glorified lyrical tunes.' I could picture you singing one of your poems as you strum your bleeding fingertips along the metal cords and play your heart out until your tears ceased to well in your eyes and fall along in tune with your cerrulean dreams. And then I took it up to the counter and asked the person there if I could put it on layway and she said it was already taken. Bastards! I was so going to get that for you... but, no they couldn't be smart enough to take it off the floor and put it away for the customer that had already purchased it. Dumb fuckers. I will never find another guitar like that, possibly not ever.. but I found it today, and it had your name written all over it. I love you and I miss you.. and you're still just as beauitful as you were 2 months ago when I first met you. You rock my socks off baby. ((hugs n kisses)) Chrissy
from eternalscars :
deviantart has me. "darker than your heart" = ♥ i looove it. *xoxoxoxoxo
from cheap-irony :
your a walking piece of art love<3
from reject88 :
sweet... xx
from complexlogic :
Thanks for the recommendation. Will do. Take care love (and I'm glad your death plans were interrupted. I'll be even more glad when the day comes that there is no need for those plans).
from velvet-heart :
I love you darling. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you!!!!!
from arwenalways :
i'm glad you didn't...you're such a beautiful person, we need more people like you.
from wontlookback :
im glad you didnt. <33
from thedevlyn :
The world is a far better place for you being in it.
from eternalscars :
darling, i'm so glad you didn't go through with it. i ♥ you. xoxoxoxo
from aliblogs :
hugs
from supershan :
I'm so glad you're still here. Your entry nearly made me cry, my experiences of suicide attempts and plans have been through someone close to me. It's painful and I hope you can remember that somewhere out there someone cares for you deeply. I hope this doesn't sound too preachy. Stick in there, girl.
from starlet-21 :
hey there gorgeous, i thought i was going to cry when i read that. you are beyond beautiful. you write things i am jealous of, you seem so sweet. you're stronger than that. don't let go, just keep holding on and talk to me if you ever need to. i promise i will never ignore you. and if you want my cell phone number, tell me and you can have it. i would post it hear so you could have it if you EVER need someone to talk to that relates, but i don't want tons of random people calling me. lol, but please leave a note and if you want it i will e-mail it to you. but meanwhile, just remember you're stronger than that and there are so many people who admire you and would miss you like hell. i'm glad you didn't go through with it. <3 - katie
from reject88 :
i'm glad that you are still here. i love you dollface. <3
from cheap-irony :
and i know that your worth everything and how wonderful and caring you are _____-donot give up jen;you are something very special and i love you very much;besides if you do that again im coming over to spank you girly<33333333
from kellybutton :
the first thing i noticed were the bright eyes lyrics all over your site. good choice. secondly, i read the entry you had posted and mourned for you. because i don't know you at all. but your situation? i would recognize it anywhere.
from insanegerbil :
why'd you change your layout?i loved the last one better.
from answermesoon :
hey! sorry it's been so long... i'm from just outside of detroit. you? p.s. i love the new layout additions. keep being your beautiful self. <3<3 katie
from velvet-heart :
I love the way you describe yourself in random words. You always manage to reciprocate yourself in everything, with your emotions and all of your heart. I don't feel that I do that anymore. I'm in between, just barely lost under the surface..and, I can't make my way back out - I need help, encourageing, something. And, I'm happy that you have someone in your life bringing you some kind of happiness. You waited long enough.. and the words along your knuckles..*grins* You kick ass :D I love you Jenifer
from velvet-heart :
I dont know that person.. at all Oh well. I miss you Jenifer.
from cheap-irony :
well is a billion love letters ok ? <333333333333333333333333
from reject88 :
i did? cool. glad your happy.... <3 <3 <3 ...xx
from starcrash0 :
SO... did you and your boyface break up? You got my letter?! Yeay! I hope you liked it. I want one back!
from velvet-heart :
You're never online and you say Instant messangers frighten you- yet.. no..nothing, nevermind. Am I doing or saying everything wrong (again)? Love you
from reject88 :
i quoted you. hope you don't mind... xx
from cheap-irony :
jenny jen jen where are you love ? ive been wanting to give you the biggest hug ,but ill give it to you when your on ,you just blow me away girl,and i love you for it ! <333333333
from leely :
i really like the new layout. your writing still intoxicates me <3dee
from babyisblue :
&& i wish that you were here darling, because i really could use that hug right about now... i♥u
from cheap-irony :
CAN YOU TELL I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT LIKE I LOVE YOU THANK YOU DOLLFACE BEAUTY<3
from cheap-irony :
love it and i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
from cheap-irony :
ok please w cherries on top ont leave,you rock the stars into heaven love,333333
from limestars- :
ooh i love the beautiful new layout. &even more so, the beautiful words that go along with it <333
from inaptbeauty :
lovely jenifer, are you leaving us after producing such a lovely layout?!?!!?! ♥ i hope not, i hope not
from paperlove :
no problem darling. i just love how you write.
from complexlogic :
You're most certainly welcome. As for your last entry...are you leaving?
from complexlogic :
Ahhh! The new layout is AWESOME.
from crabprincess :
thanks for leaving me my first note! I am actually a Virgo...crabprincess is a joke between me and a friend of mine, and 69....well sex is a part of life!
from life4rent :
I <3 your new layout.<3
from starcrash0 :
i dont get it... your hair is the sex?!
from starcrash0 :
How can I fix the dates? I don't mess with them... I LOVE the new template. two thumbs up! I love you!
from cheap-irony :
ok the stuff was sent to your hotmail box babe and i added you to my buddylist on msn and aol hope you dont mind lots of love <33333333333333333333333
from chickenabuse :
I love the new layout! I'm really glad you kept the pink girl. That really makes it. :)
from cheap-irony :
ok im on my knees ,begging please for the love of my jen;pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase make me a cool temp .i hate writing because i want something i cant make it and it just blows ,like the way your temps blow me away .your awesome so please please please ..jen
from pentup-angr :
i'm back and still love you and i dont know what you're going through but i understand and hope it all gets better my friend.
from tourbusbound :
I found you through asiwas's journal, you touched her so much I thought you might have the same effect on me. Boy was I right. Your poetic mind and soul is beautiful, I could hardly pull myself from reading all night. The feelings you express, and the way you write them down- it really is a talent. I know all this sounds cheesy, and I'm sorry for that. I just wanted to say your writing is amazing, and you have a new devoted reader.
from punkroker :
wow, i'm completely shocked at the complete and utter insensitivity and lack of rationale that your mom has. and...i just had to stop, and express that she's retarded, man. and people with the intellectual prowess that you possess. so there, i said it. what
from asiwas :
I'm glad I can make you smile...it's something I try to do. I just can't get over how well you write...your words may be all about pain and heartbreak and trying to understand something not within the human ability to understand...but they made me feel okay. I feel asleep last night not giving a fuck what else was going on in the world...I just felt good. Because I know that someone out there can put into words everything I feel inside... You're amazing, and even if you believe you are not beautiful on the outside, please just understand how beautiful your mind is. I'm so much better for finding your diary...I hope everything gets better...parents can be dumbasses, I understand. And the whole mother thing...well, she was never there for me. I know it's completely different situation, but the feelings are still the same. So here's a hug and smile....
from thedevlyn :
I am so sorry about your car. I hope they cool down and let you drive again... it's not like you were aiming for the deer.
from syndirella :
yea, get your lip pierced, anyway. i vot yes on proposition lip piercing.
from leely :
i dont like that stepmom of yours at all. lets go kick her ♥
from thedevlyn :
Mark Twain sums up your step-mother... "Let us be thankful for the fools; but for them the rest of us could not succeed."
from stormyskyz :
oh my god. fuck her, get the lip piercing. lip piercings = TOTALLY HOT.
from enjoyaudrey :
first diary in months that i actually glanced through a couple of entries back. you're amazing =]
from wxaxsxtxexd :
well, the thing is...too many people knew my thoughts and it was ruining a lot of friendships...and it was slowly eating me up inside. so i need some time to sort out my life and decide what i'm doing and what i believe in. i have a locked diary, but i'm writing for me and only me, but if i decide that people can read it then i'll send you the password. until then, take care of yourself.
from stitchreview :
This is Lindsey from Stitch Reviews. If you haven't noticed yet, our review site was 'trashed.' By who, I'm not sure, but I'm assuming an ex-reviewer. The password was changed, Pending list deleted, and a post put up saying that I had quit the site, which I haven't. Since I obviously can't log back into the account, I have moved the site to a new address (see URL). We will still review you even if you don't change it right away, but as soon as you can, please update your link. Thank you for being patient with us, it may take a bit to get the site completely back up and running.
from bottledbitch :
ahh. thank you. and you = beautiful. much more than i. ever. yes it's true. ((i hope you are fading into the weekend in the best way possible.)) i will anxiously anticipate your update. and while you think that love is expected, a given. i think more people need to live like you. not living from false attachment to attachment and just, being. and we breathe, in an effort to find out what "this" and "that" and every other ambiguous word means. we stumble through mishaps and chaos, yet we still keep breathing ((even if we never wanted to in the first place))
from velvet-heart :
Your templates rock, but not as much as you do *wink*
from thedevlyn :
Cool as always.
from complexlogic :
Wonderful! I like. Take care dear.
from complexlogic :
ohsoglad to hear that. I was scared for a second that my addiction was going to be cut off. Thanks for letting me know love, I'm excited for the new template!
from complexlogic :
A gray window with long white rectangles invaded my screen as my fingers tried to click through to your words. So dear, how long is this lockage? Not permanently I hope. Either way, take care, and write me back with a password if you don't mind.
from starlight42 :
just roaming around diaryland...just had to tell you that your entry with your friend & going to Wendy's has made me very hungry!! I'm going to have to get some lunch now!
from starcrash0 :
I have a type writter. i dont use it very often cause it is loud. yea, they are cool. well you should be getting your letter soon lovie, with lots of pics!
from asweettale :
thank you so much pretty girl <3 love you
from tearbreak :
hey. i love the way you write, you seem like a really great person and you have a spiffy taste in music. <33
from xwords :
hi jenifer.tnx for tagging...my layout is from your other site.its really cool ya know.see ya in xwords. =)
from thedevlyn :
So, whats the name of the Taking Back Sunday CD I am suppose to get?
from music2mysoul :
I guess it's sorta weird that I read your diary, cuz I really know nothing about you. But I can relate cuz my best friend ditched me too, causing my previous depression. So I've been where you are and I get it.
from velvet-heart :
I'd like to think that I am still your friend Jen Jen. And I know I haven't been around as of late to leave your eyes and heart with pretty words. I just don't seem to have the right ones anymore to bring anyone any comfort. But you are still a beautiful person to me. You always will be. ♥
from music2mysoul :
Minnesota
from thedevlyn :
Me? Run from your 'grizzly'? Please. Please tell me you have better back up than that. If not, I will send you some. Still listening to mp3s, though your links are broken...no free music today... Glad you made it home ok. Get my donation? maybe you need to change your email with them. Missed ya today.
from answermesoon :
are you from michigan? it snowed here too. snow always makes me kind of... wistful? and you're wonderful and you're stuffed bear(?) is adorable!
from starcrash0 :
Hey I didnt get to send offyour letter today cause it was typed.. and i felt bad so i will attatch a hand written one too.. i love you!
from prohibited :
And you are always so incredibly wonderful/beautiful/amazing/everything. I read and read and never tire of your words. I feel exactly the same way, a new year but no new feelings for me. I'm trying though, oh how I'm trying. x
from music2mysoul :
just wondering...where are you from?
from unamerican :
yes i did, thank you. :)
from wontlookback :
double digits? im 16, 5'2 and i weigh 95 pounds. lets talk about not eating. hun its really not healthy [obviously] but really. if you need someone to talk to, im here. <33
from xwords :
we quoted you: http://xwords.diaryland.com/convinced.html pls get the word around &&we're looking for new people to help. want to join?
from thedevlyn :
you move me.
from unamerican :
i didn't get the email - maybe i typed the address wrong? erin7ball@aol.com hmmn.
from justanother- :
i would absolutely LOVE that!! the Email is shes_come_undone@hotmail.com. thanks so much dollface! xoxoxox
from starcrash0 :
Oh my god i have to pee! Anyway I am doing better and i liked your last entry. i wrote you a letter today so i will send it on monday. i love you!
from stormyskyz :
thanks, again :)
from wontlookback :
i think online diarys are really strange. and i also dont think they help anyone too. <33
from justanother- :
awww, you're welcome dollface! i'm almost jealous you're so talented. if you don't mind me asking...do you use paints or iron ons? i'm like dying to dry to make something that beautiful. xoxoxox
from starlet-21 :
ha. if you're off your rocker, i'm way off my rocker and have been for quite some time. <3 - katie
from life4rent :
I want to become a therapist or counseller or something like that. I don't know where Michigan is but I'm bettin you're accent is way better than mine, I sound quite common, I don't know if you've ever heard an essex accent, but it's common!<3
from starcrash0 :
I put your note in my diary, if you mind just tell me and I will delete it. Thank you Jenifer.
from stormyskyz :
yeah like i said, worst dream ever. i think you're right though, it really was the fact that if he actually had gotten to me i was afraid i would have been raped or killed. that's why it was so scary otherwise i woulda been like... meh. hehe.
from unamerican :
yes yes, please tell me how to do stenciling. i would've replied to the note sooner, but i was working and working and being with daniel. if it requires more words than a note will hold, you can email me: erin7ball@aol.com.
from complexlogic :
Your words diary shirts are amazing. All addictive and have my eyes shoot across the screen with a fingertip scrolling down and clicking rapidly for more. Wonderful taste in music as well. Take care dear.
from babyisblue :
i hope that he's going to keep it aswell darling, thank you your such a sweetheart! love♥you
from justanother- :
thank you like whoa dollface! your shirts are fucking awesome. i'm in love with the dashboard confessional one! xoxoxox
from starcrash0 :
i love you jenifer!!!
from life4rent :
I know we're far apart, I'm quite far away from the majority of people on Diaryland. I live in Essex in England, it's on the far east coast of Britain. Where do you live?
from madame-me :
you really shouldnt be so hard on yourself. youre a very pretty girl and i wouldnt say that if i didnt mean it. [id also like how you made that shirt..???]
from starlet-21 :
ha, i doubt that means you would fit in a mental institution. lol. i've done that. if you can't find comfort in anything else, why not try to bring it yourself. definitely done that, though. hid under my covers whispering those same words. i'm not sure why i'm sharing this, but maybe i just want you to know that if you don't already know it, you're not alone. and remember that i am always here if you need to talk. <3 - katie
from starcrash0 :
i deleted that one heart one so lets see if this works...
from incupark :
Nobody is symmetrical but, unless your eyes are grotesquely different, you can't really tell. The only way you really see the different sizes of your eyes is in pictures or through double reflections.
from leely :
lustnluvv@aol.com <3thanks
from asweettale :
thank you sweetgirl. i know what you mean though, about him leading me on. i'm going to be careful this time. i'm not going to be so blind [at least, i'm going to try] you're beautiful &i wish you could have spent new years with me also.. it would've been fun. maybe someday sweets. i love you [soverymuch]
from leely :
can you teach me? <3dee
from velvet-heart :
I've tried to "fix it" the best way I know how. Because I hurt someone and now she hates me, I think even tho she hasn't said so, her actions show it in a way. But, I know nothing else to do but wait. But its that waiting that causes the fear of rejection. I hate rejection, but then again it all falls back on the poem I read 2 years ago *A season a reason or a lifetime* Maybe some people just are meant to be in your life, no matter how you try.
from velvet-heart :
I most defintely did not have a great time last night, I spent the whole night crying. And, I am so lost inside of myself that crying is all I want to do, I don't even have the words to express how I feel Jenifer. And, that hurts *a lot* because words used to mean everything, EVERYTHING. And now mine are meaningless and hold no value.
from velvet-heart :
Yes I notice the different eyes sizes as well, but I always looked at it as one eye sees the good things in life and the other the bad, well, that's my insane logic anyway, and I ls assume that when my eye is twitching that it is defenitely the bad eye, because its always the same eye that twitches, never one or the other- oh no they can't share can they- stupid eyeballs, with their pretty deep green colors and fucked up pupils.. mehh anyway, lovely picture and I love love your eyes. You're pretty :)
from apocalipx :
thank ][ you!
from leely :
wow. how did you make that shirt? it looks so pretty♥
from babyisblue :
happy♥new♥years♥babygirl
from velvet-heart :
Happy New Years love. May this new year bring you more happiness than your last and may you have a greater learning of more things to come. Much love, Huggles
from asweettale :
that shirt.. is so fucking kick ass. i <3 it. i updated on how my night went. i hope your 2004 is a great one, beautiful girl. i loveeee you!
from unamerican :
how did you make the shirt? stenciling or iron on transfers? if it's stenciling, i'd like to talk to you about it because i've been interested in trying that. and don't feel bad about the new year, i'm spending it at my house by myself. i'm not even acknowledging it when it happens.
from starlet-21 :
thank you, lovely. you're just absolutely gorgeous. i'm here to talk if you ever get bored. *wink* good luck with 2004 <3 - katie
from prohibited :
Ooh, how I love that top you made. Happy New Year hon, although I don't really know if you celebrate it, I'm not too sure whether I do really either. All I want to say is may next year bring you whatever you may wish. xx
from life4rent :
Have a wonderful new year darling, you deserve to. Guess what you're not the only one staying home new's year, I am too, and like you I'm afraid of next year, but I'm afraid it won't change, that it'll be exactly like this year. I couldn't deal with that. Sorry, enough of my rambling, have a great new year's, no matter what you're doing. {It's only two hours to go now here}<33
from asweettale :
have a wonderful new year, beautiful girl.. because you deserve it. <33
from babyisblue :
of course i'll tell you about mine darling... he's strong and always acts macho, but once you get inside of him and really understand him, you find out that he's this sweet sensitive guy with so much to give :) and he always tells me that he's crazy about me and i'm crazy about him :) there is a picture of him in my extras page under pictures, it's from almost a year ago but i want to scan a picture of us on new years tonight and hopefully get that up there... ♥ rach
from velvet-heart :
send it to seasons6@fidnet.com okies?!
from velvet-heart :
I have no idea but its useless now cuz I deleted the email
from etfreak :
Thank you for the help!!! I'm adding you to my fav. diaries list!!! my s/n is BlueFairy132118
from heidiann :
Hi there. Welcome to the Geek Love ring. Thanks so much for joining. I'm enjoying your diary. And it's nice to know I'm not the only one completely grossed out by loose hair.
from starlet-21 :
thank you a million and one times. you have no clue how much i hope everyone else follows suit and leaves notes. i've never met the kid, but we've been friends for over a year and a half now...maybe even two. i really don't know. but he has alwaysalways been there for me, and i did wonder how he put up with this fifteen-year old american girl; i guess last night was the last straw. *sigh* ubt, once again, thanks so much. you're the best. <3 - katie
from stormyskyz :
two-way mirror test: when you touch your finger to a regular mirror, there is a gap between your fingernail and the image of the fingernail. when it's a two-way mirror, there is no gap. careful, someone's watching you!!
from velvet-heart :
I'm gonna take the "It'll be okay" and use it- don't want to lose the one thing I've been dieing to hear for forever. Thak you for that my precious heart thank you- even though it may not have been meant for me it felt as if you were thinking of me when you said it, and it was directed straight to my heart. I love you Jen bear
from starlet-21 :
i took the "itll be okay" and the fact that i am replying to it probably seems retarded, but it meant the world even if it wasn't exactly directed for me personally. you're beautiful. thank you. <3 - katie
from starcrash0 :
hey. i am going to write you a letter soon. i miss the notes from you pretty!
from justanother- :
yeah, i guess sometimes we crave those fucked up relatsionships. i don't know why...i'm always finding reasons to fuck things up with boyface. i guess i just feel like i don't deserve him, so i know how you feel alittlebit ♥♥♥
from monkyscktoes :
thank you so much for getting the template 2 work. i appreciate it so much and its so damn cool! +) <-- happy cyclops
from velvet-heart :
Awww Jenifer! I love you so much..
from theid :
gimme your email address, i'll give you a password. and a happy new year.
from velvet-heart :
Hey girlface. I miss you doll. I hope all is well. *huggles*
from justanother- :
hey prettygirl. happy holidays! don't ever tell yourself you deserve a fucked up relatsionship. no one does, especially not you. xoxoxox
from usedpolaroid :
sorry if it is hard for you to read... i just threw this one together so i didn't have time to do that.
from unamerican :
i like it when pictures are posted in entries - it makes it more interesting or more personal or something.
from oldpenguin :
Beautiful writing. So powerful, emotional.... You really manage to convey exactly what you feel. Well, at least that's how I percieve it as. Merry Chrimbo for yesterday. Keep it up. No worries. OP
from unamerican :
thanks : ) i meant to leave a note telling you what a cute picture that was that you posted of you and your boyfriend.
from velvet-heart :
I would call you but I don't know your number dollface.. but you can always call me if you need a friend. I'm here. Always.. just a note or a phone call away.. here's my number 573-860-4762 call me anytime you want, a n y t i m e!! And yes, I learned a lesson over the holiday.. love is stronger than hate. Thanks for always being so inpsiring. I ♥ you. *hugs*
from arwenalways :
Merry Christmas...awwww...how cute are you and your guy?
from a-victoria :
Merry Christmas!
from starlet-21 :
haha, believe me, i will. i fell in love with it and i cannot wait to read more. <3 - katie
from anhnie :
& i know its one of the sevendeadlysins but how i envy you. how i wanted nothing more than to have my boyface's arms around me on christmas. ((toobeautiful4words))
from leely :
are the hearts in the photo part of the collage or your wall? if theyre on your wall; i want you to come over and madly decorate my room. and make me a collage while youre at it;) i love the photo of you & your boyface holding eachother. its truly lovely. <3dalila
from leely :
hello gorgeous. i hope you have a great christmas. take care<3
from starlet-21 :
that song IS absolutely amazing. do you have any other songs. if you do, PLEASE PLEASE share them with me...e-mail or IM, whatever. they're just so moving. *sigh* once again, you're so beautiful and always feel free to IM me or e-mail me. <3 - katie
from silentletter :
your song almost made me cry. I don't know exactly why, but it did. I think it's beautiful. <3<3<3
from velvet-heart :
I got a title for your song... Falling or Holding Hands ... I think it srocks.. but you rock the body that rocks the body.... *hugs*
from velvet-heart :
OooOOoo *faints* a notsie from Jen Jen!! Ahhhh.. *wraps myself in her lovely words and adorns my hair in the wreath of her beautiness* Thank you love.. and Merry Christams to you, too I ♥ you!!
from agirlinjuly :
hey. this is fix-my-heart..i got a new name to use the template. i just wanted to tell you...that i love it. and thank you very very VERY much. it means a lot to me. thanks again. ashley
from justanother- :
insomnia is kicking my ass too & i thought you should know you're unFUCKINGbelievable in a general sense. xoxoxox
from starlet-21 :
thanks a million, sweetheart. you don't know how much that meant to me. you're beautiful. IM me sometime if you like. just x enough. <3 - katie
from justanother- :
beautiful...as usual. xoxoxox
from babyisblue :
i really don't think that he'll hurt me again, because i know that we're meant to be, it's been seven going on eight months now :) but no worries, i have full intention of breaking his face if he does it again ;)... so tell me about your boy darling <333
from velvet-heart :
And, I feel shite
from arwenalways :
Good luck with all of your resolutions...that's a good idea, I should make list.
from darktruth :
You like good music, and I like the things that you write.
from pentup-angr :
that's stupid what your stepmother said. she's stupid. you're not the black sheep in your family, everybody else is. you're the glow in your house everybody can't stand to look at b/c they can never be right.
from velvet-heart :
Dear Jeni Bear, all of those morals and traits that your vulgar ass bitchy step mother puts you down for, are all good things, and shes just pissed off because she doesnt have any good in her, so shes trying to bring you down in it. Tell her that I said she can go fuck the bark on a tree and get splinters in her twat since she likes to make it sting so much. Muahahahaa
from justenough :
hahaa thanks :) boyface (who designed it) says thanks too. you rock so hard <33
from velvet-heart :
God dammit Jenifer! Dont give up. Where is your fighting spirit? I love you a lot- but I know that isnt enough- others love you too- and maybe thats not enough- but the important thing is do YOU love YOURSELF?! You can never be lonely if you like the person youre alone with - and most often 9 times out of 10- youre by yourself. Like me, your friends, and so many other people out there. You are NOT alone, I am not alone. Please dont give up... Im here if you need to talk- you can always email me with your thoughts. I ♥ you so very much! Hang in there baby.. just hang in there *snuggles*
from velvet-heart :
I get so jealous when I read your words. *sigh* ♥ you
from alonenafraid :
Thanks for dropping by my diary. Come by anytime. Sorry it took me so long to get back to you, I sometimes forget to check my emotions map. Glad you liked my diary. Sorry to read that things are so rough. If you ever need someone, leave me a note.
from leely :
thanks sweetheart, but all of the brilliant writing in this place belongs to you<3
from tithonus :
How can I recommend other bands that are like the bands you already like if I don't know what you already like? Also, who are you and how did you find me, RAWR? Also, you should listen to Dan Bern just because he's so fucking awesome.
from bottledbitch :
um.. milli vanilli - blame it on the rain. duh. or boards of canada/jets to brazil/the postal service/the pixies/sigur ros/ aghads;kfd. i declare, christmas does make me stupid. hope i was some help, though.
from aliblogs :
have you ever heard of a band called atreyu? i can suggest a lot of emo/punk bands, but i'm not sure what kind of music you like :)
from starcrash0 :
I love you. Youre so sweet. And I am happy you and your boyface are so cute and good together, remember sometimes that if you cant find anything else to hold on to, hold on to him, hold on to the hairpins. if you email me your address I will write you and give you something ok? emolicious85@juno.com i love you!
from babyisblue :
remember me darling?¿ we used to go flying together on pertty white wings so that we could forget that we missed someone... and now you have someone that from what i read, sounds like your head over heels for... and i got my old boy back, and it's been like magic everytime we've been together, and i love it... but i just wanted to wish you all the best and tell you that i'm so glad that your happy with this boy, because if anyone deserves to be happy it's you! ♥
from incupark :
Yeah, I believe he just might be.
from aliblogs :
aw, that's so sweet!
from barely-jeri :
Ah thanks a bunch, I totally forgot that no spaces = messes. Thanks
from hisgirl- :
Give me your email address and I'll give you my password. :)
from velvet-heart :
YaY!
from justanother- :
hey! ryan & i are supposed to be the cutest couple...now here you go being cuter than us! *goes off & pouts in a corner* <3 madyson
from brokenxbones :
noooo, not my children! hah. you're pretty.
from velvet-heart :
Youre fucking beautiful :) I love you Jenifer!
from pentup-angr :
people shouldn't say that shit that would make others feel like shit. you know, "why are you here? no one likes you" w/e happened to the golden rule we learned in kindergarden? nowhere.
from justanother- :
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
from arwenalways :
Hey, thanks for the note! *feels loved* I went on a favorite-spree last Night and was looking all over for people to add who actually had diaries worth reading...and I found you! I've only read a few entries, but you're on my favorites and that's where you're gonna stay.
from hisgirl- :
I love everything about your diary.
from velvet-heart :
Hey dollface. I feel your heart aching and I wish I could replace it with a NEW ONE, one without heartache and scars and feelings of feeling too much. I love you Jen. And I know that Im not a real life friend but Im still real. I miss your notes. Don't forget about me ok? *hugs*
from starcrash0 :
Hey lovely, thank you for the hearts and the hearts. I loved them! I want to make you feel better, even though I know I can't. and i want to know everything about you, even though I know you probably won't tell. but i can let you know that i do love you. and you are very important to me and i get happy when you leave me notes :)
from velvet-heart :
It was temporary- I have unlocked it for you ok? *huggles*
from gloryxxfades :
ooh man, i can really relate to your best friend entry. i just hate that any best friend i.ve had in the past has fallen away. ooh, hiddeninplainview! emo?♥
from leely :
bestfriends. thats the one thing that loves to cause pain in a pretty way. <3dee
from starcrash0 :
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
from velvet-heart :
Password is in my profile
from velvet-heart :
You are a princess in waiting- your fairytale dream will come true in the end. Promise. ♥
from starcrash0 :
Hey- well if you want to gimmi your address when i get the pics i will send you the doubles as a thank you/christmas gift! mwa! stop being sad you!
from justanother- :
wow...dollface, you leave me speechless. how is it that your words are almost always exactly what i have/am feeling? you are amazing. <3
from music2mysoul :
Hey, I randomly came across your diary awhile ago, and I've been reading it occasionally. You are beautiful and very talented. I love the style that you write with and I admire the way you see the world. You really see things the way they are. I just wanted to tell you to hang in there when life is rough. I know what you're going through. I've been there too. "Everything will be alright in the end. If it's not alright, it's not the end."
from heartshaped :
thank you for making me feel good. always.
from velvet-heart :
I'm sorry that you feel I push you away. I'm so sorry. SO so *SO* sorry. I never ever meant to hurt you, ever. I'm just-- words can never replace pain can they and I'm sorry I caused you more. You don't need that. I wanted to help more than anything, help you be more but as a friend I failed you, and in failing you I failed me. I understand why you don't talk to me anymore. I'm sorry Jenifer. *cries*
from gloryxxfades :
lately i've been listening to bl!nk. i don't know why. i've never listened to them for YEARS; &then all of a sudden saturday night.. boom. i especially like "you fucked up my life". do you like em? don't worry, i still love early november.♥
from silverbiker :
i know how you feel :(
from starcrash0 :
OMG I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you sooo much! so if you like denver harbor sugarcult or the format just tell me and i'll send you some pics if you want! my thank you present! oh youre so great at that!
from incupark :
That's ok, I'm sensitive about everything. *nods*
from gloryxxfades :
yeah i have it. i just wanted to know what you thought of it. i agree that it.s an aquired taste; heh i know my peers would hate it. &i love #1, 2.. no nevermind pretty much all of it. but the emotion in 1 &7 is awesome. sorry, i usually remember songs by number. did you see the dvd? they crack me up.♥
from incupark :
I didn't mean it as YOU'RE anorexic, I just remembered the commercial and that it made me want to kill the advertising companies. I'd say a high metabolism is a "blessing", I mean, I want one, so why not?
from opaque88 :
thankyou m'dear. i;ve put "1024x768 only" on my design now; yr right, it looks fucking terrible in other resolutions. erk.
from velvet-heart :
Deasrest Jen, its not always sunshine and roses for us. The things we wish we could be, or what we are meant to be doesnt always come out perfectly. That doesnt mean you are damaged so far beyond the point of repair. You will heal and you will come out the winner and you will love! Its inevitable, just like me knowing that in a year I will be on my own and Iw ill begin healing and I will find some way of being happy. Throught out the coarses of heartache and pain in life, we all learn too much about neglect. too much about strife, or never enough about acceptance or never enough about understanding or even worse yet - love. so we grow older and unwiser in only knowing how to relfect on the bad instead of ever seeing anything good in ourselves. But that doesnt mean we are incapable. We are still young children learning knew things until the very day we are no longer meant to be here. and that is what scares the shit out of meE- KNOWING IF I WILL EVER LEARN ANYTHING AND WHEN I DO WILL IT PROFOUND ENOUGH TO GET ME INTO HEAVEN And, its all of this that I'm feeling inside that's slowly suffocating me and I'm finally so scared to the point that I don't know if my frozen heart will lose conciousness. But my heart can't be that frozen, because frozen hearts can't love, and I LOVE god dammit. And I fucking love YOU! *sigh* I'm sorry I sadden you and make you worry so much about me. But underneath all of this pain of you and I, we are still beautiful people wheather we choose to believe it or not- we *are* good enough to love and be something beyond the dreams we see. We are people in love with dreams and emotions and THAT makes us human. I love you Jen. Always. And maybe someday my love will help you heal some broken scars along the way. I can only wish for such a tiny miracle. ((snuggles))
from incupark :
Make that "anorexia". Stupid spelling mistakes.
from incupark :
No I'm not kidding. But I just remembered that I saw some anti-anarexia public service announcement/commercial that pissed me off. They said, "It's not healthy and it's NOT pretty." Yeah, I wanted to kill them, who are they to tell us what's "pretty" or not?
from justanother- :
dollface, your words are still tragically beautiful. i left paperxheart- for privacy issues...but i'm still reading. <3
from apocalipx :
168.174.253.220
from apocalipx :
its not a big deal, i wont tell anyone. i had a hunch. i am eating a thumbtack.
from apocalipx :
your mildly known information tells me alot about you... =)
from apocalipx :
there's no water anywhere remotely close to you?
from incupark :
Damn, you're beautiful. I envy you.
from asweettale :
thank you for adding me<3 you're lovely. and that tree- my god, that tree is beautiful..
from life4rent :
Wow, thank you for adding me <3 {but why exactly do I intrigue you?}
from velvet-heart :
I just came by to drop you a note and tell you that you're a beautiful angel. I ♥ you!
from brokenxbones :
that tree is fantastic. and so are you!
from life4rent :
I just thought I'd leave you a quick note just to say that in those pictures you are so pretty {just in case you didn't already know.}<3
from leonmcphelps :
Why thank you. I appreciate it.
from asweettale :
i find it almost scary how much i can relate to you &the things you say. you're beautiful. absolutely beautiful.
from starcrash0 :
OMG that is so fantastic. you made it so perfectly, this was probably a typo on my part and if its hard to change you dont have to but can you but "Life is like the surf..." instead of like a surf. ah that is so great!and you'll have to tell me how to put in the loves and play list and cast again cause i havnt changed mine for a while.. thank you soooo much. hey do you know/like sugar cult? cause i am going to see them and i will take pics for you if you want! thanks!!!!
from velvet-heart :
Have you ever wondered if those other people who actually did have loving parents went through some sort of abuse or similiar crisis later on? I do. But then I wonder how they carried on inside of themselves discovering so much out of life. I want to know what it feels like. I need to see it from the inside. Finally be free to be who I want to be. As I am sure you do. And then there's that love from others that feel like glyrcine. One minute they're here, and the next they're away. Living in a rotating wheel where everyone steals instead of giving back. It makes us believe that we can't change even if we wanted to. People don't seem to realize how they cripple us more as individuals rather than nurture us in our walks of life. The paths become so beaten down that the trample forests in front of split off into so many misconstrued paths that we never know which road to choose so we regress more than heal. And there goes our pain again racing through our brains, and how we just can't contain the feelings that remain. I've spent days worrying about you, wondering if you hated me or were mad at me, and out of fear I stayed away and didn't leave you notes because I was too afraid of being rejected. Not speaking to you, being so distant; it like a part of me is missing, half of my heart, my mind and my soul. I wanted to reach out to you but I didn't want to be told to stay away. And I'm sorry if I ever made you feel anything less from me, because I love you so fucking much. You ARE my soul resource for continuing to move on. Your words feed through my veins like the rain nurturing some forgotten roots of a tree. You help me blossom and grow, inside of my own misery into something so much better. No one else could do for me what you do. And, I know this may not seem like much to you- but its me you've got- for as long as you will have me. You've always made me smile and made me cry when needed be. But those tears were never sad, always happy and filled with the joy of knowing that you cared about me of how I have been and done. Friends like you hard to find. Like a jewel in the sand, you're more precious to me than my life sometimes. And I would climb down from my own misery to praise you with my last breathe and sing hellujah to Heavens above, and give you your chance to shine with the angels. Let everything in your soul praise yourself for you deserve it, and sing in the morning from the beauty of your heart in the twilight shining brightly in the stars, and calm the storm inside of you. When the weight of world is on your shoulders through the song of your despair, with your everything raise your hands to the sky and sing a new song and wipe the tears from your eyes, and release your wounded soul and calm the storm inside and lead yourself out onto a dance floor beneath the milky twilight. You are the breath that I breathe deep inside of me, the air of the heavens. And you are that one glowing angel flowing through my hair discovering the light inside of me, as the bright stars shine above me I will continue to spread my wings to love you a little more. Never forget that. ♥ I love you Jen!
from my--mistakes :
Of course you may, darling. forever;loving-- that is what you need. <3<3<3
from gloryxxfades :
i wish i could say something to help, but i don.t have winMX. sorry. :/ but trust me, they.re really cool. hey do you have the new early november cd?♥
from parlance :
I am advertising myself.
from velvet-heart :
Im not going anywhere.. I dunno what I want or what I can do anymore. Its all just dwindling down to me isnt it? Its all what I want and how far Im willing to go to get there. But how much time do I have left? Life moves faster and swifter than my feet could ever make in its own path. Maybe my plea was heard by you- and no one else. Or maybe it was and they just *shrugs* dont care? *sigh oh well* I have you. Thats enough for me. I love you and thank you for always being here for me. *Goes back to reading her book* ::Hugs and kisses babe::
from velvet-heart :
It is true. I don't know how I know, exactly, but I'm supposed to tell you. You love so much; you've just not yet felt safe expressing it. You will, and you know with whom. Your voice has been heard. You have made a difference, more than you'll ever realize.
from asweettale :
holy. wow. yeah, i don't know what to say. this is absolutely beautiful. you're going on my favories <3
from starcrash0 :
hey pretty- aum yea i want the picture with the quote thing on the left and the entry on the right, not the background... i dont like that style. its hard to read. and if you can think of anything to make it better please tell! thanks so much!
from apocalipx :
is it cold over there by the water?
from apocalipx :
my last five entries said more than my first ten.
from apocalipx :
perhaps you should see a doctor. =) glad u understand.
from starcrash0 :
oh by the way i didnt get to go to the CTS show because i had the wrong date (i physically cried over this.) sorry love.
from silentletter :
your diary is beautiful, I've added you as a favorite. <3<3<3
from open-scars :
i'm not leaving forever dont worry. I love you far too much for that! <3<3
from gloryxxfades :
okay; charcoal it is! thanks for explaining, i can be slow sometimes. &yet again i can relate to your entry. i hate when people make empty promises just to shut me up.♥
from paperxheart- :
yes thrive. your beautiful words give me something to aspire to. & i'm adding you to my favorites if you don't mind doll. <3
from velvet-heart :
Hey Jen. (I got it right this time) I wish I could talk to you one on one. It sucks that your pc is being childish. But then again, how do you talk to an angel?
from jadoreparis :
hey dear, I added you to my favs at my desing page (Jadoreparis), hope thats ok with you? Take care =♥=
from paperxheart- :
irreversible...i don't like the sound of that. i am not sincerely questioning my ability to love properly. hurry and get back online, i thrive on your words. <3
from barely-jeri :
Hey, hope you get your computer running back on, and no need I just added you to MSN, I don't use yahoo much either.
from velvet-heart :
They say its irreversable but thats not true Jen!! Look t me.. I love. I love YOU! You WILL make it!!! Dont give up
from velvet-heart :
Dammit! I get so confused ! Its my head... it aint right. Im sorry
from gloryxxfades :
hehe, sure, you can call me charcoal. is the metaphorical meaning bad, though? oh well. ahh, &i wish that i could do those things you do. cuddling &whatnot. that boy of yours is l.u.c.k.y to have a girl like you♥
from barely-jeri :
You're welcome, and thanks for listing me. I really do love your writing, you're one of those "one in a million" finds on Diaryland. I would LOVE to get to know you better, do you have yahoo of MSN?
from velvet-heart :
I love you Stephie Bear! Never forget that.. ever
from skazi :
Kick ass layout!!! Really cool. Cee ya around.
from xwidexawakex :
eeep... broadcast the uncoolness? ♥ no girl you ARE
from xwhyxnotxdie :
Alright, well I'm always on aim so... yea.
from starcrash0 :
Ok I will email it to you tonight. i love those designs i went there before... i love love love the emo one. but i like the personalized ones better. i will tell you all about it. Mwa! oh by the way YOU ROCK
from starcrash0 :
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! member that!
from starcrash0 :
hey do you make your own templates? and if you do can you make me one?
from xwhyxnotxdie :
Hey, it's been awhile. I got a new journal. www.ujournal.org/users/xtheweaknessx/ . You can read that, if you want to. You weren't on aim when i tried to talk to you, my screename's xtheweaknessx... if you wanna talk.
from barely-jeri :
I'm in love with your diary. You say the things I want to say, I am at a loss for words. You're beautiful.
from starlet-21 :
agh. yeah, i know. my buddy list was being so weird. it deleted some names and multiplies a million by two. yours was one of them. but yeah, you're gorgeous and i love the template. feel free to IM me if you want. i'm always looking for new people *big smile* <3 -katie
from sad-doll :
you always have the cutest templates darling! <3 Audrey
from brokenxbones :
why thank you. your template is cute too. oh by the way, i've started reading some of your entries and i'm adding you to my favourites. hope you don't mind.
from starke- :
Hi, I'm retarded. "Have I DON'T this before?" Great. But I love your diary. :) :) -L
from thissidedown :
it is so beautiful.. i feel i can sit and stare at it for ages <3 xx
from crimson39 :
The entries you wrote about your ex best friend remind me so much of mine that I can't stand it. I'm adding you to my favorites.
from gloryxxfades :
my name is charlene. ugh. &i like your name a whole lot better. i want to hug you.♥
from the-accident :
no problem. but i am not nearly as talented as you are. xo.
from cutjewels :
i like your template, it's cool!
from velvet-heart :
Jenny Bear you are *not* pathetic. If anything you are far from it. You are beautiful!! It may be 12 in the morning and I may be tired, but I'm not going to sit here and leave you a note saying, "Oh my dearest heart I'm sorry your feeling down, but I'm tired and can't help you" Bullshit I can't! C'mon Jenifer! Rise above the lower feelings of darkness that's clouding your soul and stand up and fight for everything that you are inside. You are hiding behind your own Curtain of Dreams... I am here if you need to talk - I am *always* here. [pulls you close and holds your hands in my palms casting all of the magic inside of my heart onto your scars, and gives you dreams and wishes and visions of what you truly are and begs to you at your feet, please don't give up so suddenly. You're life is *not* an illusion] Please talk to me Jen, even if you have to email me (myangelsrock2@hotmail.com) I promise to respond as soon as I get home. And hell if I don't miss you as much as I miss the love of my life.. on my list of important people, you're right beside her- not below her. True I love her passionately, but that doesn't mean that my glowing love for you is going to fade. I found you and I intend on keeping you. *mwah baby* Here for you, forver and always
from velvet-heart :
It truly benefits you- now if only people see what I see behind the template and what it's saying they will say the same *hugs love bunny* I miss you heaps!
from punchdrunken :
lovely template, really! such talent! <333
from brokenmirror :
The new template IS damn awesome!! =♥=
from stormyskyz :
thanks for the note but i'm unsure if it was a compliment or an insult. i surely didn't mean the finger was for you, obviously... ohkay whatever.
from rosytears :
Yes, you do have the potential to be in the Hall of Fame. Are you interested in a re-review? If you are just request after changing your layout and the few mistakes that I pointed out. You are a really gifted writer. ♥ like that? Cool. Thanks for telling me!!
from paperxheart- :
i <3 the new template, but then again i <3 all of your templates. & thank you for the pretty words. i needed them.
from aliblogs :
i <3 the new layout! and yay thanks for offering me your old layout, i would love it! but would you mind if i use it maybe in a month or so because i just changed this one? :) thanks again!
from leely :
i think i really really love it too <3
from rosytears :
You're welcome. Did you check out your review yet? I suggest you work on your diary and come back for a re-review, because your diary really has the potential and it can get an even better score, even as high as to get into the Hall Of Fame. Hey, how do you make the hearts? Could you teach me?
from life4rent :
I <3 your diary, your layout really caught my eye and when I started reading, well, it was captivating, so I've added you to my favourites, I hope you don't mind.<3
from velvet-heart :
I'm so sorry Jenifer! Please forgive me... ?? I miss you! Gah, fucking husbands and their families *LOL* Anyway, do try to have a Happy Holiday. I love you!!!!!!
from starcrash0 :
Mwa! My beautiful rose queen i adore you!
from gloryxxfades :
what.s your name?♥ &i really like your latest entry. i can relate to it. :0)
from open-scars :
it looks like mother earth is looking out for us, because today I walked in the humming sun and instead of beating me down with its rays it carried me home. warm. <3<3<3
from pentup-angr :
you're not a bad person.
from paperxheart- :
I ♥ your randomness. I may steal that idea as I am the random heroine...Okay, that right there was random as well. & I loved both of the templates btw. I wish I could do half of what you can with HTML. But I can't so I just admire.
from starcrash0 :
fuck the hugs heres a kiss- MWA!
from velvet-heart :
Here's your friend and your hugs honey.. * i love you!*
from velvet-heart :
Leaning on the button Aand all of a sudden you're on..Hyperventilated. World wide dominated and then some far from satisfaction, Ffurther from the action. But action is your only way out. Holding back your watery eyes it's a shame I don't hear your cry. Holding back your watery eyes for your pride Steph you're a dream-believer you've got a trivi-fever inside dragging your solution to a revolution so blind-eyed when you know the outside has to sell the inside, inside is your only way out... You ARE beautiful Stephanie! You're so beautiful you're invsible to your own reflection. You look at what you want to see, instead of what you *dare* to see. Look past the shards of glass interrupting the girl behind the mirror imnage and search long and deep into the eyes of that person, and say to yourself "Mirror, mirror on the wall, to you I am untouchable and I *AM* beautiful." And today I was listening to these words as I read your words... 'I only dream in black and white//I only dream 'cause I'm alive//I only dream in black and white//To save me from myself'...ironic isn't it? You´re a shining star, no matter who you are. Shining bright to see what you can truly be. You're the star above the storm and all I want is to wrap you in my arms and keep you warm. I [fucking] ♥ you! Hang in there babe, you're doing fabulous.. *hugs and kisses from the Great Schmoo*
from pentup-angr :
it's kind of like wanting to drink water that makes you live forever, except we want water that will make us beautiful.
from gloryxxfades :
hello♥
from velvet-heart :
I wrote a song for you *blushes*
from velvet-heart :
I love the Stars one better. But either way what makes your diary beautiful is you. So in other words, you didnt an image on your diary to create you- YOU create your diary. And, I ♥ you! Je vous aime mon amour
from aliblogs :
i like the stars one
from starcrash0 :
I LOVE YOU- I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU* That is a wonderful thoughtful gift and i love it. you rock. i havnt checked this for a couple days so that is why i am writting now. M!W!A!!!!!
from rainbow888 :
Hey chica. Hope everything fine with you. Thankyou for my gift! I'm so proud that I'm on the list! *smiles to self*. Thanks again, my little chicka-bella, I'd do the same for you if only I knew how to do it!! &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; &heart; xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from stormyskyz :
i forgot to mention. i have just created a new diary for my more private, abstract thinking. i still use stormyskyz but if you would check it out i would be grateful. it is http://upnotdown.diaryland.com thanks :)
from stormyskyz :
your latest entry is so beautiful. seems you have found your perfect match :)
from velvet-heart :
And you still Magnificently Amaze me inside of my listless wonders of you- I do wish I knew you better. Te amo mi amor!
from velvet-heart :
She deleted it lol and her geustbook. What a schmoo
from incupark :
Your last entry made me all warm and tingly inside.
from open-scars :
last night it was so hot inside my house and i just needed to b.r.e.a.t.h.e so I went and layed beneath the stars on the cold cement and I could hear the cars driving past it would of been hours until I went back inside. god it felt wonderful! ♥
from aliblogs :
aww
from fix-my-heart :
i would positively adore you forever and ever and ever. may i have your email so i can email you my picture
from paperxheart- :
I absolutely *heart* my smilie doll! You've actually managed to make me smile today... <3 Madyson
from incupark :
Oooh, Subway!
from babyisblue :
i'm with you darling, i would trust my sence of direction... last time i tried to use a map it took me half an hour to realise that i was holding it upsidedown:( lol
from rainbow888 :
Yay! I did a heart! *victory dance*. ♥ ♥ ♥. YAy for hearts!! Loved your entry. It was so well written. You write like Chrissy. I was talking to her on MSN last night! Boy, that woman likes you!! Lol. HAve a lovely, lovely night, or whatveva! Love and kisses, *Rianna* x ♥ x
from rainbow888 :
It's ok my little chicka-bella. Hey, that heart you put in the note-how do you do that! Its trés cool!!! Everyone seems to be doing them and, because im really not that clever, i cant figured it out myself! *giggles*. Anyway, sweetie, take care, Love and kisses, *Rianna* x x x
from silverluna :
Your boyfriend cares for you. That why he's there. He's the shoulder to cry on. He wants to know what's going on if he was concerned about the scratches...
from paperxheart- :
& now it's my turn to tell you that you're notes make me smile. <3
from incupark :
This is close as I'll ever get to being famous. But, yes, I am the sickening object of affection of the man known as chasingavoid. I really don't know why I'm talking like this -- I've been all twitchy lately.
from velvet-heart :
You take my breath away. I so wish I could write like you. And, I miss you!
from open-scars :
oh my darling. with your everything my breath gets caught between 'ooo's' and 'ahhh's' because you won't ever get how amazing you are. Theres a million stars that I just want to dedicate to you; and when the moon shines its brightest I know its for me and you. ♥ I love you!
from babyisblue :
i'm from southern ontario darling ♥
from rainbow888 :
You lovely, lovely woman. It makes me so sad to know that you hurt yourself, because you obviously don't sound like the sort of person who should have to do that. I'm sure your loved and cared for by many. Just leaving a note of reassurance! Lots and lots of love *Rianna* x x x
from velvet-heart :
Those 3 days, times 24 hours, times 60 minutes, times 60 seconds times 62 new cuts creates a new stabbing moment in my heart with each and every cut you raise across your beautiful body. Behind your rainbow of glassy tears there lies the real you inside waiting to be held and loved, I know it doesn't help with me being even further away- not being able to hold you just once and tell you that everything will be ok with every moment, 3 times a day times 24 hours times 60 minutes times 60 seconds. Through the forests and valleys of Sacharine Kisses and Hershey Hearts you break me off a piece of the crown and fly me off into sky of rythmic tunes to elfs and fairy songs. Let's step in the circle of sugar sweet rainbows and fairy dust as we take our hands and dance along the puffy clouds of dreams and lyrical proses of our hearts, singing and humming to "Heaven let your light shine down" Te amo mi amor!
from silverluna :
I really LOVE the way you write...It has meaning...
from music2mysoul :
Thank you! :-)
from velvet-heart :
I was going to leave you this fantablous note and the internet ate it! God damn fuckert! And I pay 100.00 a month for what? Fidelity can suck on my monkey splooge! Anyway.. I will be back tomorrow to leave you spellbound with more and better beautiful words of prose my sweet princess. Te amo mi amor!
from incupark :
Wow, I love the excitement in that! And, yes, that is my personal Subway advirtisement; it's very close to my heart. I looked through the pictures you have posted as well, and I must say, you're beautiful.
from incupark :
It's no problem; reviewing you was better than doing my Spanish homework. Heh, what does "los meseros" mean? *nods* Exactly...
from pentup-angr :
oh man. i wish someone would be like that to me. you lucky darling.
from punchdrunken :
aw darling. youre a wonderful writer. how could i not add you? oh man, i <3 TJT. times like.. infinity. [[p.s. thank you for adding me.]]
from starcrash0 :
I love CTS, I am going to see them in a couple weeks! I will take pictures for you!
from inaptbeauty :
no, dont you do that dear, dont even think of it....
from music2mysoul :
Hey, do you know if there is a way for me to lock my diary from people who aren't members at Diaryland? Is there a way for them to not be able to read it anymore?
from velvet-heart :
Hey love. I just wanted to say that I do know what you're saying in your entry- but I also want you to know that I am your friend and you mean a hell of a lot to me! Please don't hurt yourself. I would be beside myself in a lonely shadow of red tears and a bleeding ulcer. I feel as if I'm not a good friend towards you and I'm sorry for that. And I'm sorry that I havent said the "right" words. I love you!
from velvet-heart :
Take your broken heart and paper scars and wrap them around my hands as we take a walk together into the light of the moonbeams under the rainbows of our red hazed tears.
from paperxheart- :
Awww, I'm glad I could make you smile then doll. I can relate to your latest entry. I'm not sure how exactly you tell someone you love to pop a breath mint nicely. <3 Madyson
from starcrash0 :
"The reason I woke up. The reason I couldn't fall asleep." that is SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL! Congradualations on being AMAZING!
from babyisblue :
way up north... well not that far... i live in canada, how about you darling?♥
from open-scars :
awww well I wouldn't call them good words, but yes i guess i have my words back! I wish i could upload videos too, I have a lot of just me watching the stars. They help me write (not good...but eh! hehe). ♥ I LOVE YOU! :-D
from velvet-heart :
Si usted quiere a mi bebé del amor, usted sabe donde alcanzarme. El corazón es suyo para el mantener, así que nunca pierde la cerradura que dí usted. Usted tiene el corazón en la mano. Para ahora, siempre y para siempre. Permita el rayo de mi quinch de besos la sed en el corazón y el rubí poéticos labios y bebida rojos de la copa que comparto sólo con usted el corazón, mi amor, mi amigo. ¡Te quiero!
from shegabriel :
hey i filled out your form. thats a good idea, thank you for the qote, im glad that it made you think of me:) i know that my writeing isnt that interesting but i am glad that you have taken some interest in me.
from velvet-heart :
Te Amo Mi Amor ♥ Always
from velvet-heart :
Hey sweetheart. I;m sorry I wasn't there to help cushion the blow of the owreds that always so seeminlgy break you. I want to cradle your heart in my arms forever and sing you tunes of happiness, but even then that would sustain you thirst enough to just be yourself. I'm here if you need to vent. Love hugs n kisses ~ me. ♥
from pentup-angr :
happy day to you too. :D
from babyisblue :
i'm glad you like it sweetheart, we'll have so much fun i promise! :) i love you darling
from open-scars :
oh thats ok darling, as long as the moon still shines you dont have to keep any notes from me. (we'll always have the moon!) I LOVE YOU! ♥♥
from velvet-heart :
Your words leaves me spinning free in a world of sweetness as I sit back and sing your lyrical proses of the sweetest sin. Yes, I'm falling into you as you carry me far enough away. Everything you say lightens up my darker side of my days. You are my thousand stars in the sky, that rocks the party in the body. Inside of my little blue plastic bag of hopes and dreams you bring me water and feed me the nutrience of Jen love. Tell me how will I ever be the same when I know that heart is whispering your name? Reading your words like seeing a candle floating on water, they're so delicate yet so enthralling. I’ll paint a ray of hope around you, circling in the air, lighted by a prayer. I see you in the light of a thousand suns and I will always hear you in the sound of the waves. Keep holding on you'll make it, here's my hand so take it. Look for me, reaching out to show, and as sure as rivers flow, I’ll never let you go. I ♥ you!
from paperxheart- :
Another gorgeous entry doll! And yes, I agree, I am strange...I mean, a stranger. Hee hee. <3
from bottledbitch :
your new layout is so/so/so/so/so absolutely wondrous. i'm in love.
from velvet-heart :
I cant say what I want to say so I wrote an entry to you.. it all of the things written at the bottom where is says "Take my scars and manipulate them into dusty waxed tears" *snuggles babe*
from velvet-heart :
An entry for you has been posted. Te amo!
from babyisblue :
we'll have a girls night out! :) we'll go to a chick flick at the movies, and then hit all the hottest spots in town, and meet boys we'll never see again, then go back to my place and eat any food we want, and stay up all night talking about everything and making ourselves all pretty! hows that sound?¿ <33
from velvet-heart :
I miss your notes and your pretty paper words with their cutting terms of understanding musical tunes singing through my broken soul. [My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why I got out of bed at all. The morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all. And even if I could it'd all be grey. with your picture on my wall. It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad...] This is what your words sing in my head, everyday. I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me.. Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you, I love you ♥
from paperxheart- :
You're words are beautiful. <3
from shegabriel :
i love to read the things you write. it is easy to become obsessed with ones words and i have become obsessed with yours. you are beauiful.
from fucked-raw :
ok stand back........im gonna hug you until my arms fall off then love you some more cause you kick some hard ass ...♥
from velvet-heart :
Stupid fucking shit never works for me gahhhhhhh.. one more time lol ♥
from velvet-heart :
Lies all lies :P You're just biased lol I &heart; you!
from velvet-heart :
Let me climb up you to the top so I can see the view from up there tangled in your hair. I have no lid upon my head but if I did you could look inside and see what's on my mind. [You give me love. Let me walk with you, maybe I could say open up and let me through??] I left a song in my diary for you...
from open-scars :
Oh darling! with YOU &&& MAGIC PIXIE MOON DUST! what more does a girl need to stay strong? Through the tears and the blood I'm here for you :-D (with stars in my eyes) <3<3 I love you!!
from babyisblue :
not a chance darling! actually i've never heard that analogy before so it can't be that cliche;)... where would you like to fly to now sweetheart?¿ <33
from velvet-heart :
I never knew I could feel such an instant connection to such a lost and beautiful soul. You make me want to fight to be. Through my glassy tears and broken heart I can feel your strength pouring in through the grapevines of my heart wrenching to break free inside of me as I feel your spirit flying higher above the angels floor of heaven spreading your silver wings of poetry, and opening the darkest caves in my mind I welcome you and I wrap my arms around myself and cry in silent peace.
from velvet-heart :
Once again you paint a pretty picture with your words and rain on my darkened soul to make me feel just that pretty enough. I love the way your words explode into my heart. So open up your heart a little more and show your world me, and come crash into me.
from redshoegirl :
How do you do those little hearts! Please tell me! They are great! I did like your diary too ;-) xxx
from starcrash0 :
=)i wish you lived near me so you can actually see you do make me smile. -Kayce-
from leely :
<3!!
from open-scars :
:-D OH! I will be watching the moon tonight and thinking of you, theres a jar of pixie dusts just glowing for you. But its waiting for the right time! so watch the moon tonight, and maybe just maybe it will be high enough to make us shine! ♥_i love you!!!!!!!_♥
from babyisblue :
exactly sweetheart! we can be strong without them, i know we can, cuz we have each other <333
from velvet-heart :
Oh hon. I never want to make any one cry, ever. (And of course it's related to you too. You're my heart too.) Why? Because Chrissy loves you. You hear me? I LOVE YOU! I love you as much as I love my own children. And somewhow you've managed to make your way silently inside of my broken heart. And I like it. You're keeping me warm underneath the broken skies of dark daylight. Together we're still amazing aren't we? Single handedly we're magnificent :D Never stop being who are. Because even though no one may like the person you are, I adore you. Always. *Love n hugs Sweetheart*
from shegabriel :
you seem to always have something interesting to say how so you keep up with a life like that? why so you feel they way you do? you intregue me
from justenough :
i just looked up that book on amazon.com __they don't have it. where did you get it from? whos the author?
from velvet-heart :
Rdhdjllybn- stands for Red Head Jellybean lol I once upon a time had red hair you see, before I decided to dye it many times over. And the Jellybean part is my nickname.. long story. I hope to talk to you really soon Heart. Love hugs and kisses Dollface :)
from open-scars :
&&& we can dance in a field of pixie dust when the moon is high! and my shoulder is the sturdiest shoulder in the wild wild west madam! ♥ LOVE times forever!
from open-scars :
oh_my! you know theres a bundle of tape waiting to fix you whenever you get torn, glitter tape with magic happiness :-D today I am going to make you a flower braclet :) I love you <3<3 and you know my shoulder is always yours whenever you need it
from open-scars :
can I cry on your shoulder beautiful? <3<3
from open-scars :
Yeah I do live in australia, and its defintly NOT COOL! hehe and have you been told just how amazingly sweet you are? You're like my candy rush! <3<3 I love you!
from babyisblue :
sounds good to me sweetheart, and we can have fun together and forget that we ever needed anyone else to make us happy ♥
from velvet-heart :
You remind me of the song Colorblind by Counting Crows; these certain lyrics jump out at me when I listen to it and you just continuously pop into my mind. I listen to it for me too, but now when I listen to it I not only think of AJ and myself but I think of you too. "I am covered in skin, no one gets to come in. Pull me out from inside. I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding. I am, colorblind" As for now I'm going to sit here and listen to the saddest songs and wonder why I am missing you so *blushes*
from starcrash0 :
I LOVE LOVE LOVE your writting. i want a book of it with a glitter angel cover. of course with peach rose petals also. this will sound sooooooo dumb but... do you know my name?
from leely :
have we met love? you seem rather familiar but almost a stranger at the same time. your diary is lovely, i must admit. i love the layout. im madly in love with the color pink; ::blushes:: & your personality seems very much like mine. lets get closer♥ im adding you <3dee
from velvet-heart :
Oh honey. *holds you tight* Be as strong as you can be. Only as strong as you can be. I love you too heart. Gnight.
from velvet-heart :
Held in hands, a warm cup Of skin always taken in by peers And friends and the heightened fears Over the years Now I know I'm not like everyone In this head I see the ground You came from, unknown, undug From where you were staying in A backyard bed until We came together Raspberry, in my hand You feel alright but I don't Know if I am I can't change What I am right now, but I'll be fine in the next life I know I can say, I'm honest With myself and with My red tasty gem And sure they will try, but They can't take away My secret loving friend And on a good day, my mind Is like the country...green wide open A breath of zen that's nice On the eyes, lonely, without a prayer Take the trip that I have I am at risk But I guess you know... Explosions From the goldfish bowl Visions Of blue girls crying stars The more the garden sings The harder it gets to stay in There are a lot of choices So many voices ruling me So many of them at once Yelling, "Everything's a mess"... Inside of my Raspberry Water
from velvet-heart :
I envy you so much.
from outoftune :
The DNA evidence is startling.
from babyisblue :
but your [[all]] that and {ohso} much more sweetheart! where would you like to fly today?¿ <3
from starcrash0 :
Peach roses? OK I am mentally sending you some. Along with ever other color. I sat and read through alot of your diary entries. they are beautiful, as are you. I like your template pretty.
from velvet-heart :
You know I sit here every day and read your entries and I still don't know your name. I call you my silent angel and I sit and think and ponder about your life and whats made you so tired to be, and then I read a little more each day and I can feel my souls strecthing out to reach you but you still have that door closed. I promise it sometimes hard to understand, but I want to love somebody like you. like a freind should love their friend. es I consider you my friend. But I also undertsand about keeping oors closed too. SOme day you will open our hearts door to me. someday. And when you do I will hand you the key to my heart and still hold yours closer to me. Hang in there sweet heart. I l o v e you :)
from velvet-heart :
HA! Lies.. all lies.. LMAO Noo way. Me??? you must have me confused with Ronald McDonald and his famous fabulous fries. LOL But thank you. You're really a truly inspirational person. And I love your diary. Can't say I love you, yet... heh get it? Yet? meh.. I must be sniffing glue today or something. Anyway. Schnoodles baby!
from open-scars :
ah well thats 97 people who are absolutly crazy_beautiful (you've defintly got the beauty-ful bit down-packed!) !!! and totally out of their minds!! ♥ love you with all my munches!
from starcrash0 :
thanks for the offer. running away is so romantic, and god knows were hopeless romantics. youre so beautiful.
from velvet-heart :
You have such a beautiful heart and your words leave me so spellbound I'm always left with so many thoughts and emotions. They run through me like a river, and I can never tell you what I feel. You're words mean THAT much to me. Reading your words is like taking a ride on silver heavenly wings. ::Snuggles::
from babyisblue :
i'll fly you as high as those pretty feathery wings will take us♥
from velvet-heart :
Just remember the words you told me a few days ago honey. There are benefitting enough for you too. Hang in there dollface. To me you're awesome. *smiles*
from sad-doll :
I <3 your new layout prettyface.
from velvet-heart :
I love your layout! It rocks my socks off! And you doo, too *grins* I'm glad I could make you laugh. Now just think of me and that entry and burst out in laughter when you're driving down the road or at the grocery store and you will just as random as me. YAY! *Snuggles*
from open-scars :
yeah i'm staying, but I don't have pretty words. I never have darling! hehe I think i'd like it if you made me stay! ♥
from wxaxsxtxexd :
thank yooouuuu! you rock!
from babyisblue :
ohno my darling i'd be lucky just to be *half* of the wonderful person you are! <333
from velvet-heart :
noooo... lol come back online I wanna talk to you woman.. Im sorry if my son said anything rude.. please ??? Mehhh its the alcohol.. gotta love liquor LOL *sigh* lfe sucks doesnt it? I wonder fi its ever going to get any better... oh well cheers to you doll. This drinks' for you.. love and hugs babe love and hugs!
from velvet-heart :
*huggles*
from babyisblue :
i love you sweetheart ♥
from velvet-heart :
I will bring the balloons and Captain Morgan and Mr Vodka and the beer ladies.. Hows that? I will think of you all day and night. I promise.. I already started in on my first drink.. here's where the pity party is.. really. Life is nothing but a waste of time for breathing.
from xweakerthan :
Haha, you spy you. You should really look into a career with... umm... the C.I.A..
from sad-doll :
Hey darlin' love the layout. You uh, ROCK! <3 Audrey
from xweakerthan :
How'd you find out!?
from self-harm :
*hugs* thanks hun <3 xxx
from wxaxsxtxexd :
windows 98. blah, i forgot everything that i wrote. give me your email because i think i sent it to the wrong address.
from babyisblue :
♥i'll be your wings ♥ and i'll fly you up high ♥ and then i'll prove to you that your even prettier than i am:) ♥
from velvet-heart :
Okay. Sorry to pry.
from wxaxsxtxexd :
i'm not sure if you got my email or not...
from velvet-heart :
Noooooooo! You cant do that. God girl, you break my heart in two so much I wish I could breathe life back into you. Please talk to me sometime. Please, for me. For you.
from babyisblue :
okay my darling, we'll be here for each other and i'll lend you my wings if yours forget how to fly ♥ we'll get through this and both be happy someday, {{promise}} i love you sweetheart <3
from velvet-heart :
((Keeps your key safe and locked away inside of my heart)) You're simply irresistable lady. Truly
from pentup-angr :
13 is the day i was born. still makes me wonder if it's lucky or not.
from babyisblue :
i know it does, but we both understand what each other is going through, so we'll get through it together ♥
from wxaxsxtxexd :
hey. i have a picture and i was wondering if you could design a template for me. i could do it myself, but it wouldn't turn out as cool as if you did it. =P
from starcrash0 :
You are so beautiful. I love your writting. iwantyou
from velvet-heart :
You're welcome, and my door is always open. *huggles*
from self-harm :
:-) *hugs and kisses* <3 xxx
from velvet-heart :
*Gives you back your breath that I stole from your heart* I'm sorry dear. I didn't mean to make you suffer from the oxygen level of reading my entry.. you too are beautiful my sweet. Many hugs n kisses my heart. I've actually missed your notes :D *wink* I hope you're doing well babe. If you ever want to chat just let me know k? I'm here... always All day and all night...
from babyisblue :
tell me about it... do you miss anybody?¿ ♥
from open-scars :
oh_my! jealous of me? I've never heard of such silly words!!! believe me darling with your beauty and talent you have (apsolutly) NOTHING to be jealous of _E_V_E_R_ expecially of me! ♥ much love
from wontlookback :
i'd like to be invisible with you. <33
from palediamanda :
Thank you for the note; I appreciate you taking the time out to comment. I enjoy your diary alot. You really pour everything out and I admire that. Also, I love what you name your entries. They're really beautiful titles. Take care.
from starcrash0 :
Your writting is amazing, I havnt found someone like that for a while now here, and it is so beautiful to read it, and the way you phrase things. Don't ever leave. The.World.Wouldnt.Be.The.Same.Without.You.
from velvet-heart :
I didn't mean in a sad waaay gurl.. LOL I meant in a good way- dur dur dur
from velvet-heart :
*Sigh* You made me cry- but not sadly. Maybe some day I will get the opportunity to know you a little better, altho reading your words do fil me with a special kind of longing..
from velvet-heart :
Your writing opens me up to the depths of my myxamatosis.. I [adore] you
from velvet-heart :
And just when I thought there was no such thing as fairies and magic dust you sweep me away under spell - again. You have a beautiful soul. *Muah*
from starcrash0 :
i really think your diary is beautiful.
from velvet-heart :
And I submit to your burning desire.
from aquietboy :
wow. i don't know what to say. speechless really. i still can't comprehend how i got from writing down my little songs so i don't forget them if i ever need them, to people writing and telling me that they get something good out of them. it just really hit home with what you wrote, and i never realized how lucky i am to have people write and tell me that. people do things all the time that make other people happy, but you never really stop to think about and appreciate it. i guess its nice that at least here, theres some kind of permanent record so it ends up staring you in the face, even if you don't get it right away. sorry this is so long, i've just been really emotional and low lately and i was just thinking that i needed something really nice to happen. and then something did. and then another thing did when i read what you wrote. thank you, i'm in your debt.
from pentup-angr :
you're reality is my tragedy babe.
from aquietboy :
and you are heartbreakingly sad. poignant and beautiful.
from bottledbitch :
"Because she can't stand anymore/ and hard liquor is the closest friend she has/ and because I know that you know what I'm talking about/ substances that go best with cigarettes" you. you have such pretty words. stories of girls just like me, i find so intriguing. maybe i can get all the answers. cheating at life, probably just cheating myself. ... and we breathe (to a beat of bitterness and discontent.)
from wontlookback :
wootwoot :)
from pentup-angr :
thank you for adding me gorgeous. you really are.
from heartshaped :
hey pretty.

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