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Thankyou :) wow everything? Well i'm in my second term at med school now..I seem to be permanently fatigued but I haven't done all that much work. The lectures are pretty wearing as is the constant requirement to see everyone all the time just because they are there, see when I was at home, we lived maybe thirty minutes from school and all my friends were so scattered that I'd see them at school and weekends only. Now its evenings too. Not that I'm complaining. Just its so tiring. I'm still with my boyfriend :D which Im so glad about :) thats the best thing at the moment, as is the fact that we start anatomy next week - unfortunately no dissection because there is a body shortage- that is a real downpoint. Otherwise, everything is okay. Tell me about you? xxx

from littlesprite :

I'd love your new link!!! Where have you gone? I miss your diary :( I need to ask u questions..xxx

from pandora111 :

Check out my latest--I need feedback!!

from for-you-only :

I know I'm a decent person, and that I'm worth while to a point, but that's not enough for me. I don't want to be something to someone, I want to be everything to many people, and tons to others. I hate being average, and dull.

from hollow-eyes :

No of course I don't mind. Go ahead.

from hollow-eyes :

Thank you so much. It's been over two years since I've been naturally happy. It feels great to finally have a reason to live for.

from hollow-eyes :

Well.. Australians see americans as yobbo bearing overweight bludging rich drug addict losers who all live in commission flats with only pollution to breathe, with bad attitudes towards life. Basically Australians are jealous of how cheap life is for you over there and how little taxes you pay. Also we have a no gun policy here and most think that Americans should conform to no guns aswell.. to reduce murder. Personally, I wish America had the atmosphere, serenity and easy goingness that Australia has. Then i'd be moving to America in an instant for cheap living. But.. I do love Americans. They are much more exciting than Australians and I seem to fit in with them. Also take note that most Australians haven't been to America and our only reference is the movies you produce. And also.. Australians are always fighting for the Americans in wars and stuff. It's not our war to fight. And it causes shit between Australia and the other countries who hate America cause we should just stay the hell out of it but, because we threw the queen away and got a fucken dropkick Prime Minister who kisses George Bush's ass regularly we can't have the choice. He he. What do you think of Australians?

from hollow-eyes :

Why do I do anything? Because I'm radical and don't think before I leap. I think the wrong thing about this is that I actually realise it and yet never try to do anything about it. Good to hear from you.

from fraildolbaby :

it is hard sleeping alone.

from littlesprite :

Happy June to you too! Hopefully yours isn't raining..hmmm. I'm having a little trouble sleeping at the moment so my diary may be a little unarticulate. Sorry. Many smiles x

from grapecloud :

The comment box has died again! You saw that episode of The Simspons on Sunday night! Cool! I thought I was the only one who still watched it. I thought that was a really funny episode, the first one in a while. Did you see Family Guy, too? That was really funny, but I think it's funnier if you live in RI. I don't really care whether I eat healthy or not, I try too, but I figure it's hard not to eat processed foods and I'm not going to die if I do, as long as that's not all I eat. I agree with you about the true love thing, though I've never been with anybody, I have to say, that actually frustrates me more, because I can't even attract the wrong guy, and it makes me worry I won't be able to attract the right one, either. Bye. *Racecar*

from hollow-eyes :

yes yes, always the same boy. Alot of people don't agree with my thoughts and tend to comment on them. Others decide i'm interesting and try to get to know me. I like my notes they always make me smile.

from hollow-eyes :

I agree with you. When you do it every month it makes you feel as though they think you are special and important enough to celebrate every month. I'm glad someone understands. The boy doesn't, he's a stupid asshole and I've gone cold on him because every anniversary I've ever had with him, he's made me cry.

from randomlush :

Thanks for all the kind words, meg. It really does mean a lot.

from hollow-eyes :

It makes me sick to watch the transistion people go through from being down on themselves to becoming happy again. I don't know why this is, even when I think of times when I have become happy myself I want to cry tears because I feel guilty and dirty. Why does happiness promote such fear in me and why does the thought disgust me so much. These questions I have pondered over many times in oppressed states and happy states and yet never, even with professional help can I answer or solve them. I think it's tearing my brain apart.

from randomlush :

Hey, I'm curious to hear what you thought about I heart huckabees.

from hollow-eyes :

I shall answer the same questions I asked you as I fear that if I offer information on any un-asked questions i'll seem vain. I am 18 also. As you know I live in Australia in the city of Melbourne the apparent most livable city in the world and though it may seem biased I believe it wholeheartedly and affectionately. I have light brown hair and green eyes. I am 5 foot 4. The metric system measures in centimeters for height which is cm , km is for distance. I have 1 friend who happens to be my boyfriend too. He does look after me well. I do not live with my parents no. They hate me somewhat. I am not happy with the world. I never have been and never will be, I have never felt that emotion of when all you can feel or express is pleasure/love in everyone and everything and you are just ultimately happy being in this world. Why? Because this world fucking sucks. And there is your answer with using profanities. I wear black. And although I have been baptised Catholic and born Anglican I feel as though I don't have the right to be religous. I do not eat McDonalds, I despise the shit and the only time in which I really do eat is when the boy asks/forces me to, or when I have the bottomless pit feeling in my gut where I then choke down a sandwich if that. If you have any furthur questions feel free to ask. I thank you for answering mine so graciously. One thing, I do not understand which european country or south pacific country to which you are referring?

from hollow-eyes :

I am curious of you and I don't know why. How old are you, where do you live and what nationality are you? What color is your hair and your eyes? How tall are you? Do you have many friends? Do you live wih your parents? Do you like the world? Do you use profanities? What style of clothes do you wear? Are you religous? Do you eat McDonalds? Do you eat at all? I am curious of you.

from angelpunkk :

doesn't happen to anybody else... you must have a strange computer that doesn't like me. maybe in a previous life, i were a computer, and used to beat up on your computer in it's previous life... just a theory. the baby didn't get here yesterday, poor girl has been in labor for two days now, lucky i dont like her a whole lot :o) but this time it's for real, she's had an epidural, she's in a hospital bed, contractions, everything. THE BABYS COMING!!!!

from angelpunkk :

what internet program do you use? it could be that... i'll change the layout later, p to the s my sister is in labor right now, IM GOING TO BE AN AUNT FOR THE SECOND TIME!!!!

from hollow-eyes :

ooh. I blame my mother for my problem but like you I have never been diagnosed. All my life I was fed minature portions of food and it was considered normal and when I went to people's houses they would get angry cause I could never finish my meals. It made me think I was wrong, so then I just refused to eat in front of anyone that way they wouldn't notice my lack of intake. Then I was diagnosed with Candida, so I had to go on a diet that allowed no yeast, dairy or sugar. So I just never ate, and I liked how skinny I was, so I continued to not eat, then it got too hard and now all I eat is a sandwich if that. It's weird isn't it, how our minds work. I find it best not to think about it.

from xxbastardxx :

How come you're not touring osu?

from littlesprite :

Boy A or Boy B would be lucky to have you, always remember that. I hope you have fun on your travels. I've always wanted to go on a trip, wherever the wind blows me. Spur of the moment, impulsive decisions. sounds like fun. littlesprite x

from xxbastardxx :

I wish the fetus grew. Hope you read my new entry cuz there is a large peice in there for you, only you would understand. I love you.

from elvish-gypsy :

Yea, don't thank me, you should be like "You freak!" Mm hmm, I like my diary, too, and I'm glad to read that there's someone else out there that does, as well. But anyway, if you do get around to reading my songs and poetry, please note that they're nothing special, just random rhyming verses from the deep, dark depths of my twisted mind. Have a nice day.

from hollow-eyes :

I don't think giving me your telephone number is worth it. Unless you are living in Australia. I hope you don't give just anyone your number. Perhaps you should remember who you have given your number to and then consider whether they have the characteristics of a stalker. I thank you so very very much for your worry and concern for me though. No one has ever been this nice to me before. Thank you.

from hollow-eyes :

I am scared for you. I know what it feels like to be forced into sexual encounters, that shit never leaves you. When you find out who this stalker is I hope you kill them.

from hollow-eyes :

I thank you for the exeeding kindness in your note. Although, I can't help but think I would appreciate my entries more if people would stop walking down those stairs or standing over my shoulder just to see what I am doing. It prevents me from entering what I want as accurate and descriptive as I originally thought they would be. And because I do not want these assholes to know of what I am doing when their backs are turned, I am forced to only leave small brief entries and until the perving eyes stop my full potential and entirely honest thoughts will never be displayed as they should, in my mere over rated diary.. I think you understand.

from angelpunkk :

merry christmas honey! =D glad you like reading them, a lot of the time i like writing them, i took that survey from you! haha, yours was cool. hope you had a good day... or have a good day, not sure what time and day it is there but it's 8:54pm christmas night here. have a good one xxx

from littlesprite :

Happy Christmas x

from littlesprite :

That must be the biggest compliment I've ever been given. Thank you so much! Sometimes I get so frustrated with the world. It's good to know you understand. I love your diary too, it's so honest. xx

from randomlush :

Yes, I did know there was a candy named mambo. My friends and I would always get it from the vending cart in high school and eat them. Those candies remind me of high school. The cologne, however, doesn't smell like the candies...although they should try that!

from littlesprite :

Yeah! Funky cold medina! It's a random old obscure song which was sampled on a couple of coffee adverts and is funny just because of the lyrics and its general weirdness :D

from littlesprite :

Hello back. Yes, you can quote me :) I am glad you agree. There's so few of us who do.

from brio1984 :

It's not about me. Thanks for worrying though. Appreciate it. :)

from randomlush :

Why, thank you. They were interesting questions and fun to fill out. Yeah, I collected sheep. I had this worn out lamb I called lamby that I would freak out if any of my brothers touched! The whole drugs thing...it's easier to say then to do. I know it took me a long time to figure that out, and I still have a hard time... Anyway, I hope you have a great day.

from awalkin :

No, I've never seen it. I really want to though. Why do you ask?

from hollow-eyes :

men are assholes, always have been and always will be for the rest of your life. Such is life.. so be it. Stop taking prescription pills, like you continually claim, they do nothing.

from angelpunkk :

i know the feeling. i can't stop thinking of the damn song! i made the layout myself, i love it =P the song is so simple... i love the line "anyone can make what i have built". it means a bit to me because that's the way i feel, im so useless, and anything good that i do, someone can do better. beh, my jellybeans taste like toe-jam. hope all is well over there :)

from next-tuesday :

I wanted to let you know that I'm moving my diary to http://next-tuesday.diary-x.com because my friend started reading my diary. It'll be up and running soon! I hope you continue reading my diary.

from seri :

Hey girly. I'm just popin by to say hi. If you read my entry you'll know this, but visit www.zorpia.com/xeoseri You'll know why when you read my last entry ;)

from wonderchai :

there is pink everywhere. do you have aim or msn messenger? we can talk shoes properly. :D

from wonderchai :

it's wonderful that when i come to say hello - i look at your number of entries and see 41. which is my all time favorite number, for no reason at all. and those shoes also come in pink!

from brio1984 :

Just out of curiosity, who are you Argos?

from heartshaped :

<3 thank you.

from hollow-eyes :

I wasn't joking I really do love the way you interpret your thoughts.. I like your way with words, computers are evil.. I am using one right now, aware of the evil it possess' yet I continue spending hours sitting in front of the box.. how ironic

from hollow-eyes :

your vocabulary is outstanding, I commend you.. completely and utterly amazing, finally someone who appreciates words as much as I maybe even more.. wow

from angelpunkk :

sorry about the silence, not sure what to say... but meh. im still here =) hope all is well, or at least getting well. yeah im kinda tired. i'll talk to you later then eh! =D night! *hugs*

from and-i-said :

yeah i like it too. so i stole it from my dad. i don't think he really wanted it though.

from angelpunkk :

yes, one day we shall be better than everyone else! well maybe not, but hey if we wait long enough we'll be happy. really that's all that counts. my poogle is gorgeous isn't he!!! im going to paint him grey when the neopets people actually allow him to be painted grey =P

from angelpunkk :

wow, im so glad my message made you feel that tiny bit better, i wish i could feel better. life for me right now seems pretty pointless, and has for a while. i suppose that's what you get when you have things like *that* happen to you. i know how you feel, feeling like it's your fault. it's not though... sometimes it's hard to realise it but, you didn't want it, therefore it isn't your fault. not sure if that made a whole lot of sense, but im trying to convince myself right now that what happened to me wasn't my fault. im confused. i really need somebody to help me. by the way, i go on neopets too, my screen name is lil_punk_pootsie. meh... talk to you later

from raven72d :

Everyone should have charming stuffling friends.

from raven72d :

A most lovely little yellow bear!

from guerillagirl :

My Neopets name is the same as my Diaryland name: guerillagirl.

from grapecloud :

Is that a poem that you wrote? I know exactly how you feel. I've felt that way about guys before and I do now. He probably likes you though (I'm guessing it's about Troy) since he talks to you and wanted a videotape of you and your friends (I remember you writing about that a few entries back). I think it's a cute poem, you should try to make it longer though. Bye! *Racecar*

from grapecloud :

That's so cool that your sign was on ESPN2. I can't remeber where that channel is and if it was last night than the Red Sox game wasn't over yet and I was watching that. I know how you feel about not being able to hold down a job. I think my panic attacks were the reason I didn't work out at Burger King and I haven't been able to find a job since. I know exactly how you feel, and I didn't think anyone else felt that way. I'm so glad that you do, just because it's nice to know that I'm not the only one that stuff happens to. I'm sure you will be okay though. You might just need to work in a different enviroment, I know that's what I need to do. You'll find your way and when you do things will be great. I bet your team will make it to the sugar bowl and I'll try to watch it sometime when it's on. Bye!*Racecar*

from guerillagirl :

I read your message on my tagboard. And then I read another one of your entries. The writing is fluid like poetry. When I read your October 21, 2004 entry where you talk about Troy, it's so painfully beautiful. It reminded me. Just reminded me. Of many things. Look forward to more entires.

from grapecloud :

I know how you feel about Troy, I always feel that way about guys. It's great that you guys are e-mailing each other. I think it's cute that you have a lamb and blanket in your car, I have a hair straightener. I want to get a Mexican hat and put it in my car, since it plays the Mexican Hat Dance and was made in Mexico, but I don't know where to get one. I think it's cute all the things you want to do with this guy, you should just tell him, it's not like you want to go rob 7-11s or anything bad, it sounds fun to me. It's cute that you're touchy feely with him, I don't think it's a bad thing. I'm sure none of that stuff would bother him if he still wants to hang out with you, he likes being with you. Bye! *Racecar*

from grapecloud :

I checked your older page, and I think it's the 1 in the %%older%%. You can see it in your older page when you look at it, it's at the bottom of the entries listed. Try deleting the 1 that's there, it might work. Let me know if it does or not. *Racecar*

from grapecloud :

I know what you mean about wanting to ask Toni a bunch of questions, I used to think that about Wildflower because she always had this energy and she could talk about anything to anyone. What's spotlight tag? I don't know anyone else who drives and goes to the same school, so I've never played it before. As far as the September entries go, I notice you html title them with titles, so if you can remember those titles (if you can't, try going back on the last entry in the older list and keep going until your first entry and make notes of the names) you can probably put them in with html, or just check your template to see if there's any messed up html in there. You should try writing to diaryland help. Aren't you a Gold member? I think they'll really have to help you with this if you're paying for it, but it can be fixed as long as the entries are there. Bye! *Racecar*

from xxbastardxx :

Hey I want you to read something I wrote in my friends diary, so go to the favorites on PunkyBanana and click on kolie. Love you.

from grapecloud :

I can't find your guestbook, so I'm going to leave a note. I used to use the purple layout to go with my username. I kind of like the yellow one except for the lettering on it, it looks, weird. Thank you for the note, I've just been really mad at myself lately. I still can't wait to see the layout. I suck at coding too, just look at our guild layout and that's just the simple stuff. Maybe you could have Brock teach you while he codes the layout tomorrow. Bye! *Racecar*

from xxbastardxx :

I'm a wasted youth, nothing but a product of mass disenfranchisement, chiseled out of the undesireables, the public will never want me. Misfit, Hooligan, Black sheep. It's alright though, I don't want their mind fuck poison. By the way what is my password to get into your diary?

from seri :

Sidenote: Oregon has the most Socialist Party member in all the US. (From what I've been told by the Socialist Presidential Candidate.)

from xxbastardxx :

See the bridge in that picture you have of portland? That was the bridge I used to live under. That's the hawthorne. It's not that portland has the highest population of homeless people (well maybe in the summer time but certainly not in the winter) it's just the ratio of homeless people to beds in shelters to help them. I enjoy portland though, it's my home.

from argos67 :

how did i get caught up in this again?

from for-you-only :

On a lighter note, would you be interested in getting a button for your site? It makes it easy for friend's to link you, and looks good in their pages. If so, check out button-maker.diaryland.com. Also, another thing that's pretty cool to check out is pink-circle.diaryland.com - it's a writer's group diary; check it out. -Pink

from seri :

Hey there. It's okay. I mean really. I realize everyone has their form of life to deal with. Don't worry so much about me. :)

from seri :

Erg. I've not been able to catch you online since I emailed you the other day. I downloaded and added you to my Yahoo IM so let me know if I need to add you again or what. Ttyl.

from seri :

Hey there. Sorry for the long ass delay. Hope I didn't upset you too much. I sent you an email if you still want to talk to me. I'm here.

from sunnflower :

I am very honored that you added Suburban Island to your favorites list. Your diary is very honest and it sounds like you are someone who is triumphing over some difficult circumstances. I admire that.

from and-i-said :

nah, we didn't tape it. we should've though.

from list-alive :

Hello, I just started a new listing site. Come get listed (no rules)!

from xvenomx :

i mean your cody not my old cody

from xvenomx :

hey i will. he works with me. cody got pizzas when i was working.. anywyas.. i'll show him to ya

from xvenomx :

hey i need to tell you about secret dream boy!! it's so exciting!! read my diary!!

from and-i-said :

you're awesome. i'm adding you.

from littlesprite :

I make hopeless romantic decisions though.

from littlesprite :

You know I was in what seems to be the exact seem confusing situation with a boy I know x

from xvenomx :

hey byotch. this is your friend, a dear dear friend i'd like to think. i think you're a good genuine person, even though we don't know about what we should. and you know what i mean, at the key club meeting today, we're sellouts. haha

from littlesprite :

How do u honestly feel about daniel? Note me x

from pisces124 :

hey nice diary. um can i ask where you got the layout? the link wasn't working and i was wondering if it was just my messed up internet...thanks

from raschel :

Welcome to the Ocean-Diaryring. Thanks for joining!

from littlesprite :

Hi. Thanks :) and I can completely relate to your description of yourself. I often feel exactly like that.

from heartshaped :

psst. hi.

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