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from usb-port :
I see you.
from gonzoprophet :
you are beautiful. and i hope that you elicit the positive change your life needs.
from tsulnagrom :
I locked my diary. Username: star Password: wars
from boombasticat :
She's 20 and he's 29. That seems like a big age gap when you're that age, right? Also, you've got summer now and I'm jealous of it. And Tame Impala = yes.
from boombasticat :
On the fronts of clean white T-shirts, maybe?
from famelicose :
Some people just love to stick around, they all have their reasons.
from boombasticat :
Oh, I like that a lot.
from boombasticat :
In honor of your return: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUPdNEAEefM
from notunique :
I try to keep it in mind. Thank you. :)
from boombasticat :
I like everything about this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIdIqbv7SPo
from fuschiashock :
pretty much.
from boombasticat :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8yLwuDi2mA
from fuschiashock :
alive.
from famelicose :
My love for you burns like a fire through the grasslands, all consuming until everything is destroyed and all lives are lost.
from atwowaydream :
whatchoo talking about? someone be needing some glasses. and to update more.
from notunique :
I'm fine, no worries! New apartment next week in NYC, everything is great.
from boombasticat :
I really like that guy. Thanks for that. Check out this mellowness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0UWi5W_B4E
from silver4 :
Haha :) turned out to be a no go, but I still stayed classy!!
from gonzoprophet :
ah, i appreciate that...tumblr has the distinct feel of a boat i missed.
from nessus :
Part of us is! The carbon, etc. was created inside a star, and a lot of the hydrogen formerly existed inside a star, even if it wasn't created there.
from gonzoprophet :
so far only selkies and mermaids, giving come-hither stares
from raven72d :
update!
from lostasyou :
you what?!
from lostasyou :
Hahaha! Hi :D! Yeah I got bored of being boring and quiet, so I came back with a vengeance. DL will never really get rid of me muahahaha xo.
from a-d-w :
dog, who is like a brother. but i am ok. maybe too ok.
from gonzoprophet :
naturalilly
from boombasticat :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRUOoSKt6Kg
from atwowaydream :
If you IMed me on AOL you didn't tell me who you were, dickwad. How am I supposed to know that some random IM is from the notorious Avant? I'm too busy getting aim viruses to read between the lines.
from notunique :
what is a bedtime?
from thisisjohn :
its hard to write - when it flows, it gushes, and there are long periods where i hear and feel and see nothing.
from gonzoprophet :
it was magnificent while it lasted. did you place it there in the air? i'll believe nothing else. and further it by believing myself capable of sniffing out such a wonder
from tsulnagrom :
locked diary: username: username. password: cheerup
from atwowaydream :
Don't ask me why "are" was not like, in quotations. The Edward Scissorhands water-bed slashing part made me cry. He didn't meant it.
from atwowaydream :
Saw "where the wild things" are in the theater, then balled my eyes out like a little bitch the last ten minutes. A complete little bitch.
from boombasticat :
Meat Loaf is one of those people who, four hundred years ago, would've been the leader of some traveling-singing-swindling cult, and he would've been revered/hated. Magical curses and babies would've been named after him. I hear you about Wolfmother. I feared that revealing my feelings for them would reveal my uncoolness. And I'm sure they're annoying when they're everywhere. And that dude is kind of a dick. I think that I'm just flat-out a sucker for big guitar grooves. Like, for example, this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfJMqUN0FCE I enjoy the musical banter via Youtube clips, by the way.
from dinahsoar :
I'm lovin' your observations & insights!
from melle-belle :
Oooo, oooo what are you saving as? I'm dying to know.
from famelicose :
Lady lady lady, you need to email me. shes.something.insane@gmail.com
from atwowaydream :
::is bashful:: (hi.)
from famelicose :
What browser are you using? I use firefox on a PC and safari on my mac and it shows up fine for me. I need to actually edit it so it isnt going crazy for other people. But I'm really bad at such....things. I need to find somenoe to make one for me. ALSO HOW DO I CONTACT YOU OUTSIDE OF SLOW-GO DLAND NOTES? CMONNN LADYY :[
from atwowaydream :
Did you get kicked out of Facebook land? I've heard about people like you. The mysterious recluse. The wild, wild West. Yer worst nightmare.
from atwowaydream :
You're such a romantic. "yr" is not acceptable.
from atwowaydream :
If you have Facebook, give it to me so I can annoy you all day. I you don't, I'm jumping off a cliff in my self-abounding misery.
from biggoomba :
what is that red stain in your photo? a spilled glass of beet juice ???
from boombasticat :
Found something for you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQ1LI-NTa2s
from nessus :
Sending positively charged hope-rays to Australia.
from gonzoprophet :
i'd been scouring the internet with a sort of contained anxiety last night until i saw your note, which immediately calmed my sourceless nonsense panic. i'd spit fortune cookie wisdoms forever if you bade as much
from gonzoprophet :
j'adore
from omfggwtf :
haha ;) woop.
from gonzoprophet :
in fact, giving it a second thought, it was that instance that made me feel as though i didn't deserve any other girl...seeing her fall thus.. i, for a time, felt very strongly that i was too violent and careless a creature for anything delicate or feminine. without her, i'd never have chosen the boy i love now.
from gonzoprophet :
haha i am female. i presently have a boyfriend but i generally feel like he's a deeply rare exception to a pretty thorough case of lesbianism
from boombasticat :
Yes, thanks for the reminder. I'm woefully undereducated when it comes to classical music. I sometimes listen to Beethoven's Ninth when I need to concentrate. But: I've just discovered your compatriots, the Wolfmother guys. They make me smile. I'm a sucker for heavy guitar riff + falsetto. Probably Are they played out, down under?
from thisisjohn :
let me know how I can help you.
from opposure :
That's very sweet. I am open to that. If you ever need anything, you can always email or note me. Hugs.
from atwowaydream :
That's Miss Garbage Bag to you.
from omfggwtf :
thank you, you too! even though it's a bit late, haha oops x
from misfitstray :
I just went back to bed, no sleeping but dozing a bit away. My bed is my cave to hide from the world.
from misfitstray :
Yes. I did. I had some withdrawal syndromes like heavy headaches. Since then my consume of coffee has gotten real restricted. Mostly 1-2 cups in the morning and maybe 1 or 2 for lunch. But no coffee after lunch (just in rare cases when I'm invited for cake etc. in the afternoon) So, you don't drink coffee?
from notunique :
I have a friend who only watches really terrible not funny youtube videos, and he scrolls to read the comments before the video is over every time. He reads them all. It's a weird thing that he does.
from silver4 :
awww thank you!! it's good to feel some love ;) and glad that google link thing caught your eye.. i was def happy when i found it!
from strayrecluse :
you are too! xx
from atwowaydream :
Squeeee. But then I felt bad. Maybe it would have preferred a deep, velvety purple?
from strayrecluse :
oh so tragic, isn't it? and we're still here! x
from gonzoprophet :
don't you think? lovely fuchsia fruit ball, bearing whimsical little juice pods of enchantery
from strayrecluse :
:) who did you used to read?
from atwowaydream :
Yoshi! My hero. Mario should die for all the times he fell in a ditch and Mario made it to the bricks.
from opposure :
Thanks! It really does mean something to me that you would say that. xxx
from comebacktome :
Really? I didn't really write it in a humourous style I didn't think...
from thisisjohn :
Certainly, it must appear that there is a finite amount of water on this Earth. However, modern science, and planetary theory has taught us the opposite. Rather, water has been accumulating on the mass that became the Earth for billenia, and every time a meteor pierces through our atmosphere, with the utmost and expressive resistance, it carries with it some small amount of ice that has contributed to our earthly water as we know it. Matter, water, rock, are not finite resources, they are finite within the context of this universe, but not within the smallest seemingly-important context of this planet. :)
from gonzoprophet :
i almost hate that, at the time, it made me fearful...put me in mind of seizures and other such horrors, so i quickly tried to shake it off, divert my thoughts...but ah, if i'd felt no fear...i can't help but ask myself what might've happened
from atwowaydream :
The larry game sounds right up my alley. Why hasn't there been a game yet about the Countess Bathory and the many maidens she possibly (fingers crossed) bathed in the blood of to retain her youth in beauty? I find this infuriating.
from atwowaydream :
meow.
from boombasticat :
I, too, love the feeling you can get from being part of a live show, especially when you surrender to it.
from nessus :
Where were you? And how've you been?
from atwowaydream :
"build the beat, build it to the point where i just can't take it and make me scream, make us all scream" --isn't that the beauty of music! glad you're feeling it.
from omfggwtf :
hahaha! yeah it was pretty damn weird. i feel quite grateful to be alive today ahah. hope yours wasn't as bad as my ending!
from raven72d :
i love your entries.
from greentealeaf :
Can I get a username/password please? [2]
from raygirl999 :
Are you locked for good? Can I get a username/password please?
from famelicose :
You amaze and inspire me. I wish we could meet! I do miss you! <3
from notunique :
Hahahaha, that was fresh from that night. A girl and a guy were wrestling and her ass ended up going through the wall. It actually led to a small crawl space...
from opposure :
I am interested in your self expression.
from thisisjohn :
i can just tell, i can just sense it, but yes, its true, you are okay, you are fine, you are perfectly acceptable.
from cymbals :
thank you! courtesy of faithinpoison.com
from atwowaydream :
You also turned your notes off temporarily, and you know how that makes me want to blow people up out of frustration. You are more than worthwhile, darling. I'll always be here as long as you don't lock my ass out again.
from omfggwtf :
hahaha! *blush* no it's really horrible, i've hidden it for so long so no one knows ;). and thank you xx
from dinahsoar :
Right back atcha!
from dinahsoar :
This Nicole person farts incense? That's pretty special! Is she some kinda enlightened master?
from dinahsoar :
Thank you so much! It really does mean a lot!
from raven72d :
tell more stories...
from atwowaydream :
"Drink me, make me feel real Wet your beak in the stream Game we're playing is life Love is a two way dream" --Bjork. maybe this will help. if not, you can just call me hussy.
from opposure :
It was a strange coincidence. Actually, I've been thinking about it for weeks but I was hesitant to even put it in my own journal. I'm sorry anyone has to experience it - they always talk about what a tragedy it is for the one who commits the act, but everyone knows that the real victims are the people left behind.
from dinahsoar :
Your entry about spilling the coffee was very poignant.
from in-alaska :
ahahaha. maaaaaan, i hope so.
from atwowaydream :
Just for me? Fuckin' A.
from raven72d :
a profile after so long... but i love the entries.
from nessus :
I think I'll be able to pull it off. *fingers crossed*
from atwowaydream :
You little hussy, making me go to my buddy list and go directly to your diary to leave a note. I like the way you think. You're allowed to forget the eighties once in a while, most of the time I forget shit that happened yesterday.
from gonzoprophet :
crawl on in anytime. but be warned, thar be monsters
from boombasticat :
No way. I read things three, four times when I'm drunk, and I've left drunk notes, too. The next day, I think: whoa. Too personal. But not yours. I agree/empathize with almost everything you write. Also, you're very funny. That's a long-winded way of saying: more funny videos, yo.
from atwowaydream :
I will get a job at McDonald's just so I can tell these scooter driving nuisances that they can only have a Happy Meal because they're obviously six years old. Also, I will wear a shirt that says, 'No automobile ride, no big mac and no apple pie'. And I will go soup Nazi on them.
from thisisjohn :
love it here!
from boombasticat :
The temperature of the mind: I understand. I know this feeling well.
from gonzoprophet :
duality is a very lovely poem. it seems to have struck a chime in me that hasn't quite stopped ringing.
from raygirl999 :
Ahhh! It took me forever to leave you a note. DL said you didn't exist. Anyway I plan to start writing again either over the holidays or after school finishes for the semester. I need to clear my head and I should be fine by then. LJ is fun but not the same sadly.
from atwowaydream :
without coffee, the world would be a lazy, futile place, you little anti-note diaryland weasel. ♥
from dinahsoar :
Aha! I figured out a way to answer your note. First it said "no such user" or "user didn't set up profile" (which seems to be the case)! Anyway, I picked which "buddy" I thought most likely listed you (I was gonna try 'em all!) and, first try, found you! Thanks so much for your note. I like your diary. Stark, but stirring! Arresting! I'm gonna add you (even though no one'll be able to "note" you, because you have no profile! You MUST be an anarchist! You are not just low profile, you are NO profile! I like your style!
from atwowaydream :
No coffee, day three: Please do not do anything remotely homicidal.
from omfggwtf :
it's going to be awful!! it sounds like a really horrible number, ohhhhh. and i know! i want that bed :( shame i'm too OLD for it now, pfft.
from corposant :
I like "timber grain" very much. I can actually feel the texture. It feels like horsehair.
from corposant :
I am good, thank you for asking. Occasionally I disconnect from the internet for a few weeks, partly to vegetate and partly to fulfill real life obligations. Hope I didn't worry you.
from in-alaska :
yeah, from what i've been made aware of "dope" is fairly irrelevant also. but i'll be damned (beyonce style) if i'm gonna bother to think of a more OG adjective.

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