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from dangerspouse :
Your brother is very lucky to have as caring and supportive a sister as you. All the best to both of you for his continued recovery.
from kenny-loo :
you sound just like me. basically for me, i took a shot, applied, got e-mailed back day after, interviewed the next, hired before the end of the week. it was all so new because I'm basically used to getting the "thanks but no thanks" and crying my eyes out because like you, when good things happen, I'm afraid it will get taken away by some odd occurrence. i had to go through several hoops too and in fact, I'm still in the last hoop which is basically the 90 day trial and some times i second guess myself... i have no backup sooo i tell myself i HAVE to do well and other days I'm confident but i go back and fouth alot. I'm the type of person who doesn't like to take things for granted because things don't usually go awesome for me at first try. it takes a few until finally God and the universe take pity on my poor soul. I've been employed about a month and i still have days where I'm like: "do i have what it takes?" because i feel like the moment i get comfortable, something will shift. it's a whole drama filled monologue! sometimes i am my own worst enemy i tell ya!
from notunique :
Heythanks
from kenny-loo :
i love your layout. so clean and simple. where did you get it? any specific site? I've been searching high and low for any good sites that still have them.
from gonzoprophet :
the universe has sent you me, its humble darling, to tell you that it is absolutely all full of a shining sentience. it's watching and it cares. and this stranger loves you.
from lostasyou :
just saw you in the recent entries list and i'm going to put you on my buddy list :)
from notunique :
Your 5/02/2009 entry. That stuff keeps me awake at night.
from emosister :
you are starting your junior year. wow. we have been using dland for a damn long time. do you agree its kind of built into you, just the simple idea of this place?
from emosister :
please dont hate yourself. all i know is if you didnt live like 7 states south, we'd be hanging out ALOT. i would probably think of you as my little sister and i would want to go out for coffee with you and take you on all my adventures and even though most of them involve alcohol, you could say no to it, and i'd be like your fucking awesome for staying true to your beliefes. we'd visit cemetaries at night and go streaking through parking lots. somehow, i do see you as my little sister that lives far far away.
from emosister :
caley. heres the thing. dont change what your doing just to fit in. you stick with your saying no to smoking and drinking and drugs and sex. i know you are probably really exhausted of reading about the shit i do. the thing is i do it because i want to, not so i can fit in. and i think its good to do what you want to and not worry about what anyone else wants. and as long as you are doing what YOU want, no matter what that may be, im cool with it, with the people who do what they want and not worry about what anyone else wants.
from emosister :
im glad youve learned from me. you have a good way of looking at life. i really like that. ive been writing letters to kim who i met through diaryland. if you want to write letters that would be so nice. send me your address through myspace and i will write you a letter.
from emosister :
aww. caley you are such a sweetie!
from emosister :
you should write more because i do like that entry about the cruise ALOT. <3
from emosister :
username- skeleton password- pornography
from emosister :
wow, i guess i dont know how to set up passwords. username: bangyrdead. password: pornography. sorry about that. you were 1 of the 6 people that got a password..just so you know.
from emosister :
myspace.com. do it do it do it. we're online journal buddies for life. and you rarely write at your good old dland any more. love.
from touchtheskyy :
Hi Caley, I know you probably hate me at the moment but please don't. You are not insane for thinking about mr. blue eyes. All teenage girls do that. I used to do it all the time. Most people spend the majority of their daydreaming about falling in love or about somebody cute.. you're not alone when it comes to that. For most people it keeps them sane. <br><br> You're probably sick of my explanations by now and such so I'll stop. I hope you don't stay mad at me foreverrr, gosh. =[
from emosister :
i like you lots and i miss you writing here. write here more. weve been here togather so long, what three years? dont stop now. i love old diaryland buddies.
from touchtheskyy :
Caley looks aren't everything. I sounded just like you last summer and I still donít find my self all that attractive. Youíre going to meet a guy whose going to be head over heals for youÖ who cares if itís not now or tomorrow? Would you rather a superficial relationship or one thatís more on a different/deeper level. Thatís what most middle and high school relationships are anyways. Most of it isnít even datingÖ its justÖ hooking up. And you donít even need that because you deserve so much better. Trust me! I didnít even have ANY guy friends until I went to BOCES. Most my middle school and high school years were spent with very catty and dramatic girls. And it SUCKS but look at it this way. Youíre better than that! And youíre not even like that at all. Did you ever think thatís why John always talks to you about Kasey? (As annoying as you find it) itís most likely because he trusts you unlike your other friendsÖ. Where theyíd probably be like OMGZ JOHN STALKZ KAS3Y LOLZ!11!!! Youíre an amazing person, Caley. I can't believe you don't think you're intelligent. You are sooo smart so I donít know where you get off saying youíre stupid. There will always be people smarter than us, prettier than us, friendlier than us, louder, more interesting, funnier, caring. The list can go on and on. But thatís what makes us all different. Weíd all be Stamford wives. Omg Caley I hope you feel better. <333
from dogbones :
Hello bangyrdead, I am leaving you a note to tell you about dogbones. This is not spam, I swear it on my pathetic life. hehe. Dogbones is a web listing which lists diaries such as yours and it also lists design sites and review sites, and basically any kind of site...I was just wondering if you would like to join. Just go to the site and look around and if you do decide then go to apply and follow the simple instructions. I hope to hear from you!
from emosister :
i liked your march 13 entry. i know what you mean about the kids like that who are so in "love" with a person they dated for a week. when you get to high school it tends to still happen, just not as often. -cheryl
from touchtheskyy :
"and all that shiz" LMFAO<3. I know it's lameee. It sort of fustrates me too because when it comes to love most people have no idea what they are talking about. Especially at this age :/
from touchtheskyy :
why hello there miss caley omfg
from emosister :
yeah, i miss you. it always felt like a had a little sister of some sort even though i never met you. i guess you are like a diaryland little sister.
from kickthebaby :
omfg :[ <3
from kickthebaby :
I hope everything will work out.. infact I know they will. I hope you and your mother are feeling better. <333
from soinvincible :
"I also think I.. well, never mind." ????
from velvet-stars :
OMYGOODNESS... hellogoodbye is the greatest!
from kickthebaby :
<3
from kickthebaby :
OMFG THIS IS SO COOL I DIDN'T KNOW YOU COULD.. ADD THESE... THINGYS LMFAO :O
from soinvincible :
omfg awww i'm proud of you wifey. you're going to become popular lmfaolmfao. BUT I AM JEALUOS YOU SAW MEAN GIRLS AND I DIDN'T.
from soinvincible :
:O you just HIT on me :] :]
from soinvincible :
*grabs* ;]
from emosister :
i hope we meet someday!!
from emosister :
aww caley! please dont be sad. i love you so much and i def dont think you are a big fat freak. it makes me sad that you feel this way. just remember that in the end, everything will turn out alright. (optimism at its best) much love, cheryl xoxox
from funnycide :
Catching up on your entries .. <33333 Marcus Flutie. He is amazing. I wish I had one too, don't worry. (:
from maryxxjane :
i understand that you're sick of being 13. everyone gets sick of their age sometimes, but don't take it for granted. it seems like there's so much more you could do if you were 16. but in reality i don't think that's it. when you're 13 you can get away with so much more. even thought you're a teen now, you're still a kid. so have fun! ♥
from maryxxjane :
thanks. you are too! and i'm not just saying that.
from maryxxjane :
aww. why the sad face? ♥
from mosquitoe :
that thing you were saying about smiling? yeah *raises hand* over here, I get that too. some people...some people need to be skinned and dipped in salt. or smacked, at the very least.
from emosister :
aw, thanks for the note. and i know exactly how you feel about all the other kids in middle school, they were obnoxious most of the time at my school. but just wait till you get to high school. sure theres obnoxious kids there too, just not as many. i love you so much! have a great day
from justanother- :
♥♥♥♥♥
from justanother- :
i'm not sure what i meant by goodbye. but i know i don't mean it anymore. xoxoxox
from emosister :
hello caley!!!! i just caught up on all your entries. i love youuuuuu.
from xbeautyfiend :
maryxxjane :)
from xbeautyfiend :
hey. i know you stil ldont know me, b ut i hope youre okay. i know what its like to have your fucking parents not want you. ♥
from xbeautyfiend :
hello. thank you for adding me to your buddy list ((♥)) i have to tell you that i love you design. i am in awe. i made a similair design to yours just because i loved yours so much. you can see it here: http://www.geocities.com/lacedxemotions/everythingxx.html. if you find that it is too similair to yours, then i wont use it. but if not, then thats super. lots of ♥

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