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i know, sad, right? i think wordpress happened. or facebook. or something. anyway, you can read. just send me an email at [myusername]1 at yahoo dot com and i'll give you the login.

from raven72d :

are you still out there?

from miss-k2 :

I lost your userid/password when my harddrive when tit's up. Mine will always be losing/control if I lock it up again. http://losing-control.blogspot.com thanks Janet

from second-love :

:( Im sad for those little girls...hang in there...k? I def understand the frustration and upset you are feeling on all accounts.

from x-centricity :

That woman needs to be put away somewhere away from little girls. Period.

from second-love :

OMG thats so awesome!!! What happened to cause the change? Im thrilled for you though. And ummmmmmmm WHO was the sex with? Have i missed something???

from x-centricity :

I am so proud of you. *hugs*

from x-centricity :

I'm worried about your nieces being around your mother. Do you know for certain that she hasn't been inappropriate with them? I don't want to worry you but I would think that your sister would be a little more responsible and not let that woman near her children.

from fightn4life :

Hi, my computer crashed and I put in a new hard drive...I lost everthing your pass word & user name. :( [email protected] :) Sandyz

from shoelover192 :

Hey I hope you're ok, and doing good in Texas, hope to hear from you soon! Missing you!

from shoelover192 :

Aww YAY! I can't wait to hang out with you, we'll have way too much fun :):)

from shoelover192 :

Wow, what a powerful entry. I think there's a LOT more to happen here as well, can't wait to read it! Take care :) <3

from x-centricity :

*hugs*

from shoelover192 :

Heey :) God I know, you think I should try a new layout? Aww thanks for that about my pics, you're too kind :) Things are...alright, she isn't drinking but i keep getting paranoid. After effects i suppose. haha "mum" i am proud =]=] You take care with those boys now, and everything else and remember i'm here any time :)

from sazzle182 :

hey-ya, just leaving a note to say merry christmas!

from iamlearning :

hey darlin'... i started posting again. i don't have the user id or password anymore. pretty please?!?

from neeeeek :

Thanks fro the kindness, i love you too : - )

from x-centricity :

*hugs*

from second-love :

OMG hahahahaha i loved the story about the dime AND about the bag **poof** - dusting her off of ya - LOL

from x-centricity :

Love you!!!!

from outdated :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! since I'm your #1 fan on all 3 sites, I had to say it on all 3 sites. teehee. ;)

from shoelover192 :

Haha *blushes* thank you for your note! :):):) Yeah, that is me, posing away, it was soo nice of you to say all that :) There are more pictures, I will do a photo page with some more =] Hope you're doing ok, remember: Everything will be ok in the end. If it isn't ok, it isn't the end :)

from x-centricity :

AND I am so glad you had a good ending to your away trip. I was worried about you. *hugs*

from x-centricity :

The only thing necessary in the recipe is the nut butter. Everything else is just for texture or taste. You can but just about any dried fruit or nuts in it. Whatever floats your boat. *grin* Oh! And I would love some Purto Rican recipes! I can always change them up a bit to fit my diet. *huggles*

from fightn4life :

I loved this entry; I feel the same so many times. It would seem everyday would get easier, but each day the pain intensifies. I wish you peace my friend. Sandyz (Sanitary)

from sazzle182 :

I'm alive, big entry bring you all up to date with what I've been up to :) Thanks for the concern :) xx

from second-love :

It would be hard to have all that change all the time. Hang in there hon!

from shoelover192 :

Thanks, hopefully this time this is it :) Yeah like 152 lbs, not so good for my 5ft and a smidgen frame :p Keep cool! :) Gem x

from shoelover192 :

Hey, thanks, I like it too :) Can you email me with your password? [email protected] Gem x <3

from shes-dying :

Sorry i've been gone so long, i've been... everywhere really, off the rails, on again and off again. Whirlwind of things. Hope you're okay. Helen xxx

from sazzle182 :

Thank you for the comment, made me smile which was something I needed to do today :) Couldn't have sex :( it would affect the results of the test I'm having done today... But tomorrow... :D

from krugerpak007 :

I don't know what to write..I know that I tend to over-analyze every little thing that people say-men don't. We take everything they say and think about it over and over again. Why did he say that, how did he say it, what did he mean...I dont know what I am trying to say. I am not trying to make excuses for him, because he definitely could handle things differently. I dont know what is going on in that mind of his. Maybe you need a break sweetie. From turning all of this over and over in your mind. Shame sweetie, all I can say is I am thinking of you. x

from outdated :

lol. i'm a 'tard. i just read your note!! yes i would like your password. i didn't want to be nosy. lol. but i guess i am so why deny it. you can email me at: [email protected] if that would be easiest. :)

from outdated :

hi, barank i used to really enjoy reading your diary. any way you would want to give up the username and p/w? if not, i understand. hope all is well for you. :)

from ava-reborn :

Oh sweetheart!!! I can't believe he's gone straight back to his old ways after spending time with you!! What an arse!! Seriously!! And he's denying he remembers telling you he loves you????? Fucking arse! Go for SHG, and enjoy every second!!! Tried to leave this on your comments, but it kept telling me I was spamming!!

from sazzle182 :

One of Ireland's more famous dishes embracing the best of local produce - bacon, sausages, eggs and breads. Primarily a breakfast dish but popular at any time of day with a few additions like chops, steak, kidneys, liver, tomatoes and mushrooms. What makes the Irish fry distinctive from any other fry-up is the addition of farls, potato cakes and usually a scotch pancake, therefore much more emphasis on carbohydrates. A typical fry for one person will consist of: 2 sausages 2 bacon rashers 2 slices black or white pudding 1/2 farl and/or soda bread potato cake scotch pancake 1-2 large eggs It will often be accompanied by toast too.......... just in case the fry-eater should feel a little peckish! I got that from the internet. I had mine with vegetarian sausage and bacon and a soda farl as well as potato bread and an egg! It's heaven on a plate with red sauce / tomato ketchup.

from sazzle182 :

Ah... crap.

from krugerpak007 :

Is evverything ok? Can I please read? Take care. x

from giggle-more :

hello? password please? are you ok?

from shes-dying :

Hey, i'm sorry for worrying you, i'm still alive and well. I'm alive, thats about it right now. I know i'm not on d-land alot right now but if you want to email me, i'm online a ridiculous amount of the time. [email protected] If you feel like it, kay? Thanks for caring about me :) xxx

from krugerpak007 :

Can you please send me your email address? Is it [email protected]?

from krugerpak007 :

I am thinking of you. Thanks for your amazing comments.They help me so much. Still in hospital, not doing great but trying... Have a good week and I hope to catch up with you soon. Miss you

from shes-dying :

Thank you :) I was so surprised almost certain i'd failed, nerve racking experiance. It's so weird not sitting in the car with someone though, but it's a ncie weird. :) xxx

from breakthedark :

Stopping in to say hello :)

from shes-dying :

Self hatred doesn't help anything. Sadly i could preach about this all day, but since we both know that i'm drowning as well it wouldn't really work. What i can say though is this, you're a lovely, caring person, you have problems and you are trying your very best to get through them, you've helped me smile despite everything from you're lovely notes. Try not to go under darling, i'd miss you sorely if you were gone. Helen x

from shes-dying :

:) You are such a lovely person, how's canada? I always wanted to go there. I live in merry old England. Just in case, things are going quite well right now, it's so nice to have a break one in a while. ^_^ I hope things are well on your end too xx

from anonymous69 :

haha even though you like to write about all sorts of things, i always find your venting the funniest. example: "Yes, that�s right he went to bed in his room! I was furious! Talk about fuck and run. What an asshole! Wakes me up, knows I have to get up early, keeps me awake for a few hours and then says he wants a good nights sleep so he needs to sleep alone? WTF?" I actually laughed out loud when I read that. lol so thanks for the laugh and thanks for the great read.

from shes-dying :

You know what you said for me also stands for you... "it will not be like this forever" thank you by the way. xxx

from geeked-out :

I don't have the dream dictionary with me right now, but I did look up snake dreams and guess what? It's not good. When I get home later I'll let you know what it said.

from iamlearning :

you are too kind! ♥ and smooches... maybe you should get a partner in crime and come to vegas in july... we could meet then!

from anonymous69 :

i LOVE to read your diary (or journal? some people prefer the word journal.. i know i do). you write with a shitload of wit and sarcasm.. 2 fine ingredients to make a fine Journal. keep up the great work.

from lettynow :

I went back and read your archives, because I just started reading you a few months ago I never knew you were set to run a marathon. I think The cancer & Lymphoma Society has a huge minimum requirement. Mine was only 1500.00 I only raised 1250. I owe like 250. I know another friend who was gonna do a triathlon here in Cali and had to raise 2400.00. I mean I know I'm staying here in Cali but 4500 for a half marathon is alot. I think. I'm sorry things didn't work out. But you raised alot of money for a good cause. You raised mor than I did! Ihave to say though I kept the linmk on my website. I swear half the money came from D-landers. Well I thinkyou did awesom in regards to fundraising, just awesome. That in itself is enough to be proud of.

from geeked-out :

Anyone that says they don't touch themselves inappropriately is lying. And I never lie. How could you not?