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Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]

from dipndot :

hey muff. i miss you. let's hang out soon. i'll be home the weekend of march 18 and easter weekend. i hope you get this. we'll hang out soon, muff. i miss you and i seem to have dropped something...

from point-laugh :

i miss you muff. did you get my email? it's been too long. we will hang out one day. i love you! ps... the funny diary is back up and here to stay. =D

from mexi-freckle :

tell kelly i said hey!

from mexi-freckle :

okay but you totally have to come visit me up here! it's so great! my cheerleader roommate has me saying totally all the time! i got a job muff!! yay me. and there are so many HOT guys, i don't know how to handle it. don't think you were a bad friend. we've had differences, but you've been such an important part of my life this past year. good memories, kid. you're the best. i tell all my friends here about my crazy friend back home named kelsey. i got my friend jill calling me "muff-ass" now. isn't that great!! how's that chad guy? oh, and one more thing. you and amanda... good charlotte tickets... we didn't go but... well, is there anyway you kids could pay me back eventually? i have this funny credit card bill... yeah. ttyl.

from mexi-freckle :

i went out to dinner the other night and we made soup! it was crazy. and it made me think of my muff.

from notsocharmed :

hey kid! it's hi-d. i never hear from you any more. but yea. this is me here in diaryland. notsocharmed. miss ya. call me sometime.

from definewhoiam :

Cool. Thanks fer lettin' me join though I'm not sure if I actually write slam poetry though...:: thinks and shrugs:: You write really good poems and such too dude. :-D

from definewhoiam :

I read that before I join your slam poetry diaryring that I'm to notify you that I know what it is. I'm not exactly sure how you define slam poetry. I mean I know it's kinda like rappin' but different and usually performed....I'm not great at explaining things. Sorry. Lemme know if that's suitable. Leave a note on my GB or Note me....~liz~

from faded-spirit :

shall we talk?

from point-laugh :

Haha she's so funny.

from styrfoamhope :

are you anti-notes? or do you just like getting and not giving? or do you just not like giving them to me?

from styrfoamhope :

remember when you told wrote me a note saying, "i swear i'll never get married unless i find him. . .why should we compromise?" I'm glad you're living up to it. I want you to know that I'll never forget it...I will not compromise. **You are SOOO puh-rit-ay!**

from gothologist :

Vielen dank. Its comforting to know that someone occassionally happens upon my seditious rants... and appreciates them.

from fcsuperman :

OK I'm back. So anyway: those people reminded me about you girls and then I remembered about this place and decide to look around. I was on here for a long time and you and your Cooter Muffin make me laugh a lot. Especially how you have eleventy billion pet names for eachother. I just haven't talked to you for a while and I was gonna send a message to Carmella too but I can't figure out how, so tell her I said hi. I also can't figure out your email so i can't put this shkiz in an email. Sorry you're not goin to our prom. Tell people I said hi. cooter. funny girl. Find me some time - Jeremy

from fcsuperman :

Hey Kelsey. I went to a party this weekend and some Southport people were there, so I asked them if they knew a crazy girl named Kelsey and they said no so I asked if they knew Amy and they said no. Then I left. Then I came back and asked if they knew Carmella and they said they said yes and one girl said she loved her to death. Ok bye bye now! - Jeremy

from eversleepy :

guess who? yes, it's true, i have yet another diary. this is my REAL new one. So cherish it, coot. Love ya! ~Carmela

from styrfoamhope :

I'm sorry that you might think I'm putting you off for someone better...I'm not kid. You're always invited to chill with us, but you don't like it, so I don't ask. And if we hang out you always have to drive and I feel bad b/c I always feel like you could be hanging out with someone better. I'm sorry that me feeling like I waste your time makes you feel like I don't care. I love you so much.

from blockhead85 :

Hey woooooman! So I'm sad cuz our cooter diaryring doesn't show up on the directory page. Bastards. Vagina, crotch, cunt, twat? That made me laugh soooooo hard! You know what word you forgot? Cha cha. That's a good one.

from blockhead85 :

Did you know there's a hello kitty diaryring? And I almost joined an emo-sucks ring, but I realized, emo doesn't suck. Emo people suck. You, Amy, Luke, Chris Collins, definitely Chris Collins, etc etc, you all suck. You just suck. Sorry, kid. ~Muffle

from yeoldesoul :

Your poetry is so beautiful-- your writing is haunting (except when it's raunchy, then it's just fun...) and the design is absolutely perfect. Your creative soul is shining through. What a beautiful diary.

from blockhead85 :

Suck my cooter meat? I just realized how completely disgusting that is. Man that's gross! Hey, Sunday is coming!! YAYAY! Here's the plan. You hold down Benson while I butt rape him. Then it's on to Sam. And Amy can video tape it. Ha! Yeah we will. =) Carmie

from un-ravel :

I'm in love with Tori Amos, too. "And right there for a minute, I knew you so well." My favorite line. PS. Your writing is lovely.

from blockhead85 :

Only if I can feed my banana to your gorilla, cootermuffo.

from blockhead85 :

Hey its midnight and my boob is still not on. So I'm sending you a note before I hit my sack. Mom says yeah right. This sucks. I wish she was up for it. Ah well. Two hours is enough time for an orgy right? ~Carm

from blueroomrevu :

Hi! I'm Jenn, from Blue Room Reviews. Your review is ready at http://blueroomrevu.diaryland.com/bleedingisn.html

from countscapula :

Thank you for reading and (hopefully) signing the petition. I would love to have a look at your diary if you'd be willing to let me in. -R

from the-n-side :

i'm sad you locked your diary too.

from volta :

you locking your diary makes me sad. :( i read it like it was my job.

from blockhead85 :

Oh P.S. That dirty girl updated her diary. But it's not as disgusting. We need to send her a note.

from blockhead85 :

Hey thanks for the favor, pumpkin. I'm talking about helping me out at school, today. But thanks for the sexual favors too. Love ya. ~Cornmuffin

from sparklieolie :

hola.

from blockhead85 :

I was looking through the Indy diaries and I happened upon one I think you would appreciate. Umm, I think it's your mom's. Check it out. It's blatantproof.

from volta :

i did not just read that, did i? maybe censorship isn't such a bad thing...HAHAHA!!!

from blockhead85 :

Can I borrow some cooter cream?

from volta :

so who's this guy that you're falling for?

from styrfoamhope :

Why are you eating pizza with him? Whyyyyy? "i'll keep my mouth kept shut, from under lock and key, that's rusted firm, no lie, 'cause all these conversations, wind on and on..." I love you.

from blockhead85 :

Boy do I have a Stockdell's a biotch story for you! But it's long. So I have to tell you in person. Oh and I've been meaning to tell you that when she sat us page editors down and talked to us about the pearl necklace thing, she said the reason it got by her was because she's "not experienced in that area." Ha ha. She sure isn't. Wish you'd been there for that.

from styrfoamhope :

Amy: Hey Kels, what's up? So I (BUY!) am really excited (KELSEY!) about tonight! Are you sure he's (GUMMIES!) coming? Kelsey: oh yeah...(NOW!!) Amy:...Woah, did you hear that? Kelsey: No.(answers quickly){whistles} Amy: I'm hungry, wanna-grabba-gummie? Kelsey: Moooo-hahahaha! Amy: ???? Kelsey: {coughs} I mean...sounds great. I'm glad you suggested. Amy: No problem. My treat.

from the-n-side :

hey kels. maybe i don't always seem like the person you could talk to, but if you wanted, you could talk to me and i could try to understand

from the-n-side :

i love you kels

from volta :

um...MOO!

from blockhead85 :

i hope you feel better, honey.

from volta :

picky girls are intelligent girls...they may be lonely, but patience pays off, my lady. lookin forward to meeting you! :):):) jeff

from super-cabra :

hi. nice diary. bye.

from blockhead85 :

no she didn't cry. but she looked pissed. scott got pissed of cuz she was editing brandon's page and was taking out say whats she thought was stupid. they were all scott's. so he said something smart assy to her about it and she didn't say anything. I don't know what he said. amanda boob knows the whole story. by the way, my bleeding anus is lovely.

from blockhead85 :

i shaved my cha cha just for you and you weren't here today to see it... I'm sad. Scott yelled at Cockdell and you missed that too.

from blockhead85 :

Yeah I found your diary. I like how yours is so deep and insightful (if I spelled that right). Mine is just a buncha ramblings. That's how I like it! Luv ya, muffin!

from ciaramyst :

from styrfoamhope :

Sometimes I wish I believed a person such as that existed. But I don't think I do. Even so...I'd love to be that person for someone. And he realizes this...

from natsume :

boo-yah! hello. ^_^ if you wanna read my diary, username: guest password: spiderman 'tis just for keeping family out... although i haven't blogged much recently... heh...

from steve-o77 :

you like tori amos. go to www.torizionamos.diaryland.com. she's a good friend of mine, and i'm sure you'll dig the layout of her site.

from volta :

ha! that's awesome! what's his name? if you want, you can send me an e-mail at [email protected] this is wierd...hehe :)

from volta :

i go to college at asbury college in kentucky. it's about 3 1/2 hrs. from indy. and about the quote: it's a lyric from Taking Back Sunday. I forget what song it is, but it's totally true for me...or at least I think so.

from volta :

you write very well :) i didn't know you were from indy. when i'm not at college, i live in greenfield. btw...i understand how you feel about relationships. it sucks being alone.

from the-n-side :

is it starbucks that makes your words flow together so nicely? maybe i should start writing there.

from volta :

thanks for the comment! :)

from rubbersoul02 :

i really like that last entry. it strikes a chord with my own life. is it song lyrics or something you wrote?

from debian :

thanx for the comfort, even though i dont know who you are. im glad someone can understand what im going through. once again thank you.

from the-n-side :

i really love the way you write. i would have had no idea. love you. happy belated birthday

from styrfoamhope :

mocha nothin'...I'd buy you the world in a handbag if I thought it would make you happy. Maybe just the handbag would work? And some marshmallow chick lipgloss, too.

from deepnside :

http://www.vinland.org/scamp/institute/dsh.html just read it

from emo-tear :

why thankyou =)but i think your probably far more -awesome- than i'll ever be.<3

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