messages to cassiejo84:
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from cloud9girl :
Well, I've never encountered YOU in a starbucks. I'm sure that would change my opinion of starbucks girls. :o) And, I also applied at a starbucks the other day. So, if by some chance they hire me . . . well, I'm not a catty diva either! We'd be changing their image. ;o)
from cloud9girl :
Randy is my boyfriend. I'm back in Ohio, going to Wright State this summer or maybe the fall. Depends. I need a job first. Yup, and thats the update on me. :o)
from taytertot05 :
ok this might seem weird but i recently came across your diary and have been reading some of your old entries and you seem really cool and its just a pain in the butt to search you name...so you like coldplay....starburst...guys colonge....you seems groovy..lol...and keep updating..i'm adding you to my buddy list <><
from cloud9girl :
Ummm. Wright State University. Dayton, Ohio. But, I do still have a love affair with the West Coast, and hope to visit someday soon. I'll definitely be looking you up when I do. :o)
from cloud9girl :
2-21-12 Zelkova 103 Shimizu, Suginami-ku Tokyo Japan 167-0033
from cloud9girl :
Lose what weight? You're a stick already!
from cloud9girl :
OH I HEAR YOU. I reverted back to HIGH SCHOOL. FOUR YEARS AGO. And I couldn't STAND myself. I'm working on coming back, but it takes so much longer to work back up than it does to fall down. But hon, *hug* I'm here for ya.
from cloud9girl :
I think that is the best entry you've ever written. Honest, real, sincere. I applaud you, not only for an excellent entry, but that its true, and that you are who you are. :o)
from badmj :
what a horrible customer!!
from badmj :
oooh I remember that song!
from viperj :
Hey what happened with the gay dude kissing your friend. What did her boyfriend do? You cant just go and tell a story and not give us any more juicy details! :P
from cloud9girl :
I love you, and that's why I'm risking saying this. You know how people say a girl is "trying to find love in all the wrong places?" Yours is a little different. More like, "trying to find love at all the wrong times." Chill out, hon. Let God work it out-- its easier and more rewarding than forcing a million somethings that aren't meant to be.
from cloud9girl :
Yeah, but probably only in Japan. They like to flavorize things seasonally here.
from viperj :
Yeah thats one messed up lady, I hope you guys told her never to come back again! Well, I wouldnt say that, but you know, you dont need that. Take it easy, Cheers
from x-kristina-x :
I was at work when that show was on, so I only saw some of it. I just saw the one with the abusive boyfriend... and you're right, it was horrible! If it was someone that was a woman or a woman whose children were with her, it would be understandable why they would stay out of dangers way. but most of those people could've done something! I just hope it's not me someday that needs help.
from viperj :
NAw you don't know me, I just added you on random, I hope its no biggie. I know what it's like to blow things up and get defensive...I can be like that too. Dating sucks eh! :P
from viperj :
hope you can cheer up really soon! Take it easy. -The mish.
from cloud9girl :
that was a funny, funny mocha story. Sounds like something I'd do. :o)
from cloud9girl :
wait. you're moving cross country? Or did I read that wrong?
from badmj :
it doesnt mean ur a bad christian at all
from badmj :
hi, I think your diary is really good and I love reading it
from cloud9girl :
OK, woman. I've tried a million times to leave comments on your fotki site. But there's no button for it. Check your settings, hon, and I'll try again.
from alykat8402 :
hope your trip West goes well! thanks for the pick-me-up. God bless.
from babydoli17 :
Hey Cassie! I thought this whole Odwalla craze was just a northeastern thing, and I'm glad it's not. I'll definitely have to pick some up at Starbucks...thanks for the heads up.
from cloud9girl :
*hug* I love you.
from lush024 :
umm...so yea. You are amazing at html and I bow down to you. I tried to set up alison's (she wanted the owl of winnie the pooh) and i of course got everything but the freakin picture. you are going to have to show me the profile thing in person cuz i dont know what the crap you are talking about. but i put in alison as a link....aren't you impressed with me??!!! sorry seth is leaving......but its always great when they come back. and he will, my dear jo, he will.
from lush024 :
This is Heather Lynn. Does anyone know me at all? Blah, Blah, Blah. yada yada yada. Ho Ho Ho. It was the best of times....it was the worst of times....................
from cloud9girl :
Yeah, I heard about the fire. Been praying. The two girls that were hospitalized have been released too, so that's good. Still praying though.
from cloud9girl :
Hey! Yeah, no worries-- the crash was about 8 hours away in Osaka. I'm alive, well even!
from cloud9girl :
Oh, Strawberry Festival. I doubt this year can top last year's though. The Film Dept was in charge, and it was amazing. And, well, it helped that I was completely infatuated with Stratton Tingle at the time. In fact (it embarasses me now to admit it) I had his video on my computer until about a week or two ago when I deleted it to make space for huge download. He was so pretty . . . anyway, have fun at the StrawFest, and have some more for me!
from tristoni :
and long nipple hair on girls is just dandy i guess :-p
from tristoni :
so pickled pig feet in anything besides a jar is ok?
from tristoni :
well catholics don't consider gambling a sin so they dont see anything wrong with it
from tristoni :
I'd rather have a girl...don't ask me why!
from cloud9girl :
California? Yeah, I heartily approve of that! I loved my summer camp summers in Cali. What camp you goin' to?
from senior-bic :
Ok so I don't know your email address so I can not send you an email to qualm my curiosity so send me one telling me about your new little venture, Please. sweedishfish129@aol.com
from cloud9girl :
Amen. When i first started reading your entry, I thought I'd probably end up disgreeing with you on some small issue of theology-- but I found myself pleasantly wrong. You nailed it. Good job. :o)
from tristoni :
i love you jo!
from cloud9girl :
Ok, maybe I'm the only one, but there's no button for me to leave comments. Do you have them turned on? I will withhold comments til then.
from tristoni :
I love how you just use stereotypes for guys....it's great
from cloud9girl :
HEY. I'm your friend, and I'M A GIRL. Albeit, I am a diamond in the rough, so that could explain it. (Diamond in the rough. Crap. Now I wanna go watch Aladdin.)
from tristoni :
Ella and I don't too much care for having our pictures online. Please cease and desist or you will be in contact with our laywer.
from cloud9girl :
Your new years pictures don't work!! Pleaase fix, the suspense is killing me!
from cloud9girl :
Thanks for the heads up. Yeah, I unlocked it, but didn't announce the fact. The logic behind that is a bit skewed, but I figure if the locked-out folks have given up, they won't try anymore, and anyone else who stumbled across it will be pleasantly surprised. After your finals, scream at the top of your lungs, sleep for an excessive amount of time, then go buy yourself an expensive Christmas present. You deserve it. Love ya, Monica
from lovelystars :
Happy Birthday dude
from harleth :
Wow Cassie I'm really sorry about that guy, I mean what an asshole. I hope he burns in hell.
from frothqueen :
I couldn't help but notice that you listen to Jem. AWESOME. I was actually debating whether or not to buy her cd, or Franz Ferdinand. I ended up with the latter, but I plan on going back and getting it soon. I'm glad someone else has actually heard of her!
from frothqueen :
I couldn't help but notice that you listen to Jem. AWESOME. I was actually debating whether or not to buy her cd, or Franz Ferdinand. I ended up with the latter, but I plan on going back and getting it soon. I'm glad someone else has actually heard of her!
from tristoni :
Heh, not saying that at all. Just making the distinction between the two. Clearly they are both great in their own respects. Also, Cass you do deserve better and you can have better.
from lovelystars :
aww sorry to hear that Cassie you are a really pretty and sweet girl and you deserve better. I've always thought that. Its usally the best people that get stepped on the most, I get trampled apon all the time :)
from cloud9girl :
Are you implying that the Jem of 80s stardom was NOT a musical genius? I heartily disagree. She was rocking out on my lunch box preeeetty hard. Give the girl some credit. ;o)
from tristoni :
Hahaha, somehow I knew that mistake would be made. Actually I think it's AWESOME that someone remebers the "origional" Jem. I got that a lot when I was telling everyone about Jem when she first released her demo's. But this Jem is a protege of Dave Matthews. She's from Wales(automatically giving her the most attractive accent). http://www.jem-music.net I highly suggest getting her CD.
from cloud9girl :
You couldn't possibly be referring to the Jem of 80s stardom, the one who had a prominent place on my purple, elementary school lunch box, could you?
from lovelystars :
Jesus would not drive an SUV of any sort. I think he would drive a hybrid Honda Accord. Much better for the enviroment plenty of room and very reliable. Either that or a Ferrari I mean he is Jesus.
from cloud9girl :
I think we have squirrels here. I'm trying to remember-- and I did see squirrels and chipmunks the other day, but I had a dream about them a few days ago too, so i don't know if I'm remembering the dream or reality. Anyway, the real pests here are the crows. They're monstrous beasts and scary to boot.
from tristoni :
I NEVER make fun of you....ok..sometimes. But only when it's something hilarious.
from lovelystars :
some people use making fun of people as a form of endearment. I don't usally make fun of people I don't like. But then again I have friends who make fun of everything way to much.
from cloud9girl :
Oi. What I wouldn't do to be able to discover a cute little coffee shop like that, sit and drink some chai, and just relax with friends. Wow. The possibility of that happening is so remote. I've just been in a rather depressed funk lately and I don't know why. Pray for me? Love you and thanks for the happy entries. :o)
from tristoni :
NOW presents are a good thing?
from cloud9girl :
*hug* Just thought you might need one today. Thinkin' about you.
from positronman :
When the blind lead the blind, people get lost. Some people think it's all about the feeling. If you have questions, I can give you someone who has all the answers (because we both know that I sure don't). :O
from cloud9girl :
Omigoodness, NO. Do not stop. I am stopping, but only for a week, and that's just because I need to reset my priorities and thoughts. It's a personal thing. Unless you have similarly pressing reasons, don't stop! I love reading your stuff.
from lovelystars :
hey I write still and I'm cool!
from cloud9girl :
Funny you should mention that. Because a few minutes later, I was leaving the school and thought, "Cassie! Oh my goodness, how could I have forgotten her . . . shoot, she's gonna kill me." So, I apologize deeply and shall rectify the situation immediately.
from lovelystars :
heh my brother has that bumper sticker on his truck
from positronman :
I'm fairly sure it's Meece. BTW, go to the abc and buy "God's gift to women" by Eric Ludy. Very interesting.
from lovelystars :
OMG! you must have the most patience ever I would have slapped both these people and told them to get out of my site. But then again the price people pay for most things at starbucks is pretty silly in itself, I do like that lemon cake stuff quite bit though.
from cloud9girl :
I still have a crush on Pauly Shore from back in his Encino Man days. And I'm not afraid to admit it, so HA!
from tristoni :
ps. keep your sat. night open. Make no plans. Something ***HUGE*** is going down!
from tristoni :
When you go to australia are you going to be staying in Avondales dorms or would you want to get a place in Sydney? Cause I really dont want to stay in the dorms...seeing as how i'll only be taking one or two classes and it'll be tough for me to get back and forth from work.
from positronman :
you often refer to how much you've changed over the last year, but between the phone conversations (such as calling me when I'm asleep and DEMANDING that I wake up, walk 15 minutes down to where my car was parked, get my phone charger, then come back and talk to you because you NEED it and I should do whatever it takes to satisfy your needs). And the few times I've actually seen you since then, you haven't changed one bit. We always want to think of ourselves as having overcome our past, but don't live in denial. I try to fix my flaws by talking to people about them, not burying them and pretending they don't exist.
from lovelystars :
eh yeah I've been there before, people can be so cruel
from cloud9girl :
Cassie, the night I missed my flight-- thank you. I was a mess, competely stressed, upset and every miserable emotion you could think of. I know you hadn't had the best day either and that it only got worse, but you made me feel so much better. I didn't want my parents pity, my best friend laughed at me, and everyone else was too busy to talk to me. You did, even when you weren't in the best of moods yourself. Thank you so much, thank you. I felt loads better.
from tristoni :
E.E. Cummings
from cloud9girl :
If you ask me, Southern needs more pranks and panty raids to loosen them up. If I had my unmentionables stolen, I'd be the first one to start organizing a monumental retaliation effort. They are missing out on a superior form of entertainment, here.
from babydoli17 :
So what exactly happened here at Southern? I missed it when it was on the news last night.
from tristoni :
hmmm hot guys, like myself heh :-p, or slobbering dogs? Should be an easy choice....SHOULD be
from tristoni :
start smoking! There's an addiction for you. Of course i'm kidding...i abhor smoking.
from starkiss27 :
Your last entry just amazes me, and yes, we do serve an awesome God. You are so full of excitement to learn about Him and his ways, and yet you are humble because you realize that you are not perfect. That is a good way to be. Keep it up, it's encouraging.
from lovelystars :
I was just thinking about my Panera days both times around, I kinda miss them. I hated panera the company but I met so many great people there (including yourself). I almost wish I could re-live them again. I'm not really sure this is note worthy but I don't know many panera kids on diaryland, so heres to good times and a better future. Ha this is gonna seem really silly in the morning, I really need to get off the net.
from cloud9girl :
Since I won't be there, you'll have to give the kid a hug for me. Or a kiss, if you're feeling bold. ;o)
from tristoni :
uh...good luck again.
from tristoni :
Good luck!
from frothqueen :
Hey Monica's friend from Southern - I'm not ignoring you! My computer was angry with me for a bit, and wouldn't let me go online, so obviously I was unable to respond to your note. But now! Now you won't be able to get rid of me! Bwah ha ha ha ha!
from lovelystars :
did you get the job at starbucks?
from tristoni :
I'm sorry:-/
from lovelystars :
hey we've all been there.
from tristoni :
very true....
from lovelystars :
trust me boys probally care about your underwear more than you probally like to think. heh
from cloud9girl :
I think I know who you're talking about, and no, that veiled reference was not about him. I actually meant several people, all individually, but a group as well. It's hard to understand, but it's even harder to put into words, so now you know why I felt one veiled reference would suffice.
from tristoni :
hah, anywhere you want it to go...
from tristoni :
hmm, knowing what you know...i think you should pick cause if it's up to me then we know where that's gonna go...
from tristoni :
Yo, good motto. So exactly what DO i owe you?
from cloud9girl :
In response to the boob thing- We had a lot of accidental "touching", whether it be boobs or bums, at work and decided just to call attention to it. When you walk by someone and accidentally hit their butt or boob, yell "Grrrrraze!" very loudly. We also decided that if you accidentally graze someone with your own butt or boobs, you yell "Ezarg!" (graze backwards) with just the same intensity. Yes, we had too much time and not enough space between the counters at work.
from kenyaboy187 :
im sure he is right about black people. :) oh by the way this is the guy that made fun of you entries and you got mad even though i was just joking.
from tristoni :
Yeah, Joey's awesome. He gives good advice:)
from turtlemomma :
Congratulations! ~K
from lovelystars :
dude get away from panera, life without panera is so much sweeter than you could imagine.
from lovelystars :
you'll get it, you look like a starbucks girl. I was thinking of getting a job at the downtown one
from turtlemomma :
Clicked on updated diaries and found you. Good luck on the job interview! Yay, free mochas :o)~ ~K
from cloud9girl :
I can't make that call until I know what's going on. And since I'm out of the freakin' mountains, I have plenty of time and cell reception. Call me when you get a chance-- we need to talk!
from tristoni :
I agree!
from tristoni :
quote that never was? THAT'S CRAP! POST IT!
from lovelystars :
you are like others in feeling this way.
from lovelystars :
what are talking about?
from lovelystars :
beause guys our age are told its creepy to be that foward (often it is)
from tristoni :
Giving up on dating isn't the answer, maybe you just aren't looking in the right place. When guys are really nice to you, you seem to think they're up to something, and try to figure out their "ulterior" motives. Maybe they're being nice to you because they like you. Maybe they're just too shy to tell you how they feel, maybe they find you intimidating...whatever the case may be, there's a reason. But like i said, giving up on dating isn't the key....giving up on looking maybe what it is. But i dont know what i'm talking about so dont listen to me...
from lovelystars :
Is Ashlee Simpson related to Jessica Simpson? If so Ashlee is way hotter than her sister. Not a big fan of her music though.
from lovelystars :
ha! I expect you'll change at least 4 more times before you stop for a while then you'll change again probaly 6 or 8 times, hey we all change, I'm not the same person I was when I first met you, and thats a good thing, heres to change.
from positronman :
How was that ungraceful? Guys dig girls who aren't afraid of who they are.
from tristoni :
where did the "tristan is a nice boy" quote come from? I'm also wondering about the canoodling...
from lovelystars :
I never goto bed till I see the sun start coming up, that may speak volumes about the mood I'm in most the time.
from lovelystars :
oh well then I hate to say it but she got what was coming to her
from positronman :
"seeing the true colors of a person is somewhat empowering in a way." Excellent attitude, given the situation. I approve, and for some reason I can't see the old Cassie saying that. Very nice.
from lovelystars :
who did they fire?
from cloud9girl :
I saw your note on Ryan's page about the next guy you date probably being a rebound. Careful with those rebounds . . . Ryan was a rebound of mine and now look at the crazy friends I ended up with. ;o)
from positronman :
Just don't rush into a relationship for selfish reasons :O
from tristoni :
?
from tristoni :
wow, seems like you're jealouse of Kate Beckinsale :-p Now why would you be jealouse? I said you were beauitful too remember/
from tristoni :
Excuse me! It was in reference to dogs. Please quote me properly in the future :-p
from tristoni :
yeah..you are a tease:-p
from tristoni :
no, screw you and your "people are so sensitive" crap! You got the same way when i told you that a certain person was talking about your writing....i told you about your "hurtful comments" and you refused to apologize so HA!
from positronman :
I apologize for not calling you back, but my phone was dead and I had misplaced my charger. I didn't actually get your message until today, and I'm going to have no free time at all until Friday. Oh well. Btw, you should update your link to me to my new site, since diaryland updates are probably going to be VERY few and far between :)
from tristoni :
"Straight coolness" eh? Well i'm glad i could brighten up your day.
from cloud9girl :
You know how Ryan has a twin here at camp? Well, I discovered yours today! Granted, she's 16, but wonderfully cute, same perfect hair and fun grin. I keep calling her Cassie and she's giving me weird looks.
from positronman :
I suppose "turn the other cheek" means let them bomb whatever the hell they want, we're just going to let them walk all over us and commit genocide at leisure.
from tristoni :
Oh you did say "Moses"! I have 3 or 4 witnesses, so lying will not help you :-p
from positronman :
I'm assuming that by "pretty" you mean "positively dashing."
from tristoni :
I've never tasted anything that tasted like my birthday or Christmas :-p
from tristoni :
"We don't like blondes!"
from lovelystars :
so I dyed my hair for nothing
from positronman :
I apologize about my lack of verbosity. No insult was intended.
from positronman :
:)
from lovelystars :
hey you should still vote, (for kerry ;) ) but I'm not giving you a hard time about it. Do you still actully ever read my diaryland?
from positronman :
No, she doesn't. She actually just got married last month, and no, she isn't already trying to "play the field." Why do you resist the truth?
from cloud9girl :
Enjoying the West Coast? Ahh, you should be. It's the place. Anywho, in earlier notes, I meant for you to check your PO box. Yes, snail mail.
from cloud9girl :
Oh, I do write you. Just not on here. ;o) Check your real mailbox, dearie.
from lovelystars :
I was being sarcastic!
from lovelystars :
wow, you can open a door with a credit card, you're just like Batman.
from wind-up-doll :
15
from wind-up-doll :
wow. cassiejo there has one nice background template!
from cloud9girl :
For an English major, my grammar is atrocious. I apologize.
from cloud9girl :
It's a limited time offer! Please submit the postal address you can be reached to: mznidar@juno.com and you'll win a FREE postcard! Or two. Don't delay; enter today!
from lovelystars :
hey I dig your new template, is this your own coding? Anyways just to let you know several links don't work and I'll tell you why. Your links to your info page and notes page don't work because you have a space between "http://" and the adress. change them to: http://members.diaryland.com/edit/profile.phtml?user=cassiejo84 (for the info page) and http://members.diaryland.com/edit/notes.phtml?user=cassiejo84 (for the notes page). Also thanks for the mention on the front page there but my user name is actully lovelystars not lonleystars. Anyways hope that helps.
from starkiss27 :
Sometimes your strength just amazes me.
from cloud9girl :
You are WonderWoman. I wish you the best wherever you end up, but I have one requirement: do not lose me. I wanna be able to find you when I get back from wherever it is I'm going.
from lovelystars :
man sorry bout that kid, just don't let it eat you up inside, your a pretty good kid so he couldn't be that great to pass you up. Not that anything could probally cheer you up for a while.
from lovelystars :
of course it matters If what you where googling was some obscure person or somthing of course its not going to work, why won't you say? was it dirty?
from lovelystars :
what the hell where you trying to google?
from positronman :
What an ass. Who the fuck makes you choose between dating them and maintaining a friendship with someone else. Don't let your emotions get in the way of logic, dear. As was just said, he has some serious trust issues. Holy shit. After he completely rubbed your face in the ground you called him a "million times" like you did something wrong? You're 200% in the right, he's the one that needs a reality check.
from lovelystars :
Aww Cassie you really did nothing wrong, I think Rick obviously has some trust issues, I mean if he really loved you he would trust you (that may be the most important part of love) Anyways, you shouldn't have to ask permission to talk to someone or hang out with someone and you shouldn't feel bad because you called a friend you had known for years, thats really silly. Ha! sorry I have a hard time keeping my opinions to myself.
from cloud9girl :
Haha! I had noticed the "favourite entries" but had never made the connection. Almost makes it funnier . . . good thing I'm a obscure little diarist; they'll never catch me!
from lovelystars :
theres nothing wrong with being a good person, most people just can't handle it, mostly because they can't understand it.
from lovelystars :
whoa Cassie you gotta a scary imagination. Scary dreams are almost due to an insecurity of some sort. Mabey you should try to resolve it.
from positronman :
Don't get me wrong, by no means did it even enter my mind that you were talking about me
from positronman :
I take offense to your latest entry. I find myself a quite enjoyable person to be around.
from positronman :
You overthought that one.
from cloud9girl :
I'm taking it into consideration. On a separate topic, I leave for home on Wednesday after my 7pm final. I'll stop by Barnes- will you be there?
from positronman :
I'm having the most fun I've ever had, hands down. What would be a good time to call?
from cloud9girl :
Oh, dearest Cassie. #1- About your latest diary entry, I had a similar experience last night as well. I've been wanting to move on for quite some time, and last night I got the push I needed. Cheers to Moving On! #2- There are a few things I will miss about Tennessee: you, Coolidge Park and that bridge at night, Barnes Bible studies, Hamilton Church and oddly enough, the cricket roar at night. Not Krystal or Tennessee drivers. #3- If I'm ever back in town, I will be looking you up and if you're ever in my town (Cleveland, Ohio!!), I expect you to do the same. #4- I have dinner and an exam scheduled for next Wednesday night. Stupid Southern, way to let me know ahead of time. Anyway, I'm gonna do my best to get out of it because this is ridiculous. I'll let you know. #5- Regardless of what happens with #4, I want to see you before I leave. See you soon!
from lovelystars :
ha! sorry, well I thought you meant people on diaryland. Anyways I really didn't know the situation, so I probally shouldn't have said anything, I just know you can be a stubborn girl (not that this is always a bad thing) so I just figured you where angry at people giving you advice that may not seem easy to follow, anyways I take back what I said. much love to you. :)
from starkiss27 :
I live in Ohio, friend of Monnie, Drea and others. I just started reading your diary 'cause it was referred by Monica, and I kept it 'cause you seem funny and down to earth.
from lovelystars :
if you don't like people giving you advice mabey you shouldn't complain, I mean no offense but when you complain about something its basically like asking someones advice, you should be happy people even give you the time a day, let alone some advice that they feel may be helpful towards you. I'm not trying to sound mean but you always saying your confused in your diary so mabey you should take some peoples advice to heart. ummm yeah, rant over.
from starkiss27 :
I understand exactly how you feel about wanting to make your own decisions in life. Be brave, and don't restrict yourself just because others tell you too. Their advice is only a guideline, but it's your life. You are the one who recieves the benefits of those fun choices. So go get 'em girl!
from lovelystars :
heh heh yes you do but I never said that was bad per say, plus I know in real life you look nothing like a boy.
from lovelystars :
you look like a 12 year old boy in your little user pic.
from cloud9girl :
I HATE (and can't stress that enough) Alyssa Milano. You look nothing like her. Where is the woman that told that? I'm gonna go kick her shins.
from cloud9girl :
Thanks for the heads-up. I figured it out; my computer was set 1 month and 3 days ahead. How do I do these things? Ok, back to studying! See ya later!
from lovelystars :
ha! i'm glad you finally decided to admidt it.
from cloud9girl :
*note of love* Actually, i DO miss you. Life's gettin' hectic around here, and I miss the bible studies too. Hope you and the Rick are doing great! And congrats on the life-direction! I know, it's stressful not being sure. So, good for you! Much love, Monica.
from lovelystars :
I don't see why you shouldn't feel free to say whatever you want on here, if people really wanna know you they should be prepared for the good AND bad.
from cloud9girl :
I protest the closing. Just FYI.
from curejeff :
i was looking at diaryland entries in chattanooa, just to see who's around. went to lovelystars, and he had you as a fav. dunno why i clicked there really, pretty much i was wasting time at work!
from curejeff :
meg ryan does rock, colds and all. like your diary. nice template. hey at ate at panera just today in chattanooga and it was great, frontega chicken. yum.
from positronman :
I'm not big on text messages... my apologies. I haven't have much time for free thought lately.
from cloud9girl :
Oh, don't even get me started on Catholics. They're a whole brand of crazy all by themselves. (And no, I'm not ignorantly bashing a religious group I know nothing about- I used to be one myself.)
from cloud9girl :
Hello! And yes, I was entirely joking about closing my diary. Crikes, I don't think I could stop writing in there if I wanted to. Anyway, thanks for the vote of confidence. As for the "be there when you need it" thing, you are. No one else can get me out of my room quite like you. I guess it's just . . .oh, I don't know. I miss something, some kind of depth from people, but I'm not even sure of what exactly it is that I need. Anywho, tuna IS a meat; it's fish, isn't it? Who are the crazies that say it isn't? You hang out with silly people. (Yes, I realize that that includes me.)
from lovelystars :
hi Cassie, I havn't talked to you in a while I just thought I would say hi.
from cloud9girl :
I've never been able to do that. Seen it a hundred times and told myself "Get up. Move. MOVE." a hundred times, and always sat rooted to my pew. Congratulations, it must have been wonderful. :o)
from lovelystars :
hey I've been in like 80 (real) bands I work on cars I do plumbing I program computers and draw purty pictures, cook and I've also read over 150 books. Yeah umm I forgot what my point was. ummmm Oh yeah I could have told you Tresa was gay, she had gay written all over her.
from cloud9girl :
I'm looking for one of those myself. (A Renaissance man, not a gay one. Just clarifyin'.)
from lovelystars :
what?!?! whos was gay?
from lovelystars :
I really honestly think that finding a new job would be good for you. One thing I noticed is most of the managers never seemed to respect the employees that had been there for a long time (and they never seemed you show you the respect you deserved) I've had ALOT of different jobs in my day and Panera is without the worst employer I've ever worked for, I thought before I even came back (which makes me wonder why I came back).
from lovelystars :
oh nice and I'm the one who gets fired.
from zolzman1883 :
I know what you mean about the friends thing. I'm going through it too.
from cloud9girl :
Nice Cassie gives Monica a present, invites her to party and mean Monica doesn't have a present for Cassie and doesn't show up for the party. *hangs head in shame* I'm sorry Cassie!
from cloud9girl :
Wanna share some of that moola with me?
from cloud9girl :
Can it, woman. ;o) First of all, I'm from the North. So, if it's above 32 degrees, it's officially Spring. Secondly, it's never happened before, so why now? And on a sick sort of level, I really do enjoy my hermit lifestyle. Pretty much, this attention has taken me by surprise. Don't know exactly how to deal with that.
from cloud9girl :
I'm not sure what you meant by that . . .
from lovelystars :
hmmmmm your entries seem to be becoming more and more cryptic.
from positronman :
Hey, I can't seem to find your number and apparently I remembered it wrong. Call me again.
from lovelystars :
aww yeah that is quite touching Brian is a nice fellow, say hi for me sometime.
from cloud9girl :
I'm planning on Wednesday at 8, but this week is getting out of hand, so we'll see. I'll call. :o)
from zolzman1883 :
Cassie, whether or not you know it, I've been reading your entries as of late. If you remember, I'm Zoli, one of Monica's friend's that wished you a happy holiday birthday. Anyway, of all the ones I've read, I think this last entry was by far the most moving I've read on Diaryland. I may be going to Southern the weekend of Valentines Day with my bro, so I'd like to meet you if at all possible. You sound like a very interesting and sweet person. Have a good night Cassie, bubye!!
from snot85 :
Thanks for the advice, Cassie. I actually signed your g-book before I read the note you left me. And I'm NOT stalking James....but I'm sure that he wishes I did.
from lovelystars :
I think I remeber you putting two extra cucumbers on a salad one time, your lucky they don't fire you. :)
from lovelystars :
I would be all for hanging out tommarrow night but I already promised a friend I would goto a show with her. I may be interested in going to church with you though, my cars in the shop though so it might be kinda iffy this week. I feel kinda bad, it seems like I always have an excuse whenever you invite me to do somthing, there all real though so don't feel bad :)
from lovelystars :
ha! give me a little credit Cassie, I've got plnety of nice things to say, I just vail them under insults :) snot85 is Jessica (from panera) apearently shes been stalking me online for a while.
from lovelystars :
congrats, I think you could do better than a team trainer at Panera though.
from cloud9girl :
Well then. We also have the soycheeselog of confidence and the veggiecheeselog of self-confidence. Take your pick. If either of those don't suit your fancy, I bet I could whip up a nice fruitcake of confidence (although I can't vouch for the side effects from the fruity ingedients).
from cloud9girl :
*Tosses over the cheeselog of self-confidence.* Give it a good gnaw.
from lovelystars :
I know we always fought alot at work and all but I've always felt we have alot in common (that may be why we don't get along often). I can defintly identify with your most recent entry, Its hard not to worry but you're a smart kid, you really are and I know you have alot of potential. so you know whenever you worry just think to yourself "James says I can do it and James is always right"
from cloud9girl :
Missy, hmm. Wasn't even aware I used it. Don't be offended. I use lots of words where I shouldn't, for example: "That boy was pretty!" In actuality he was gorgeous, and I'm sure if he heard me call him pretty, he would be rather offended. I should probably curb that . . .
from cloud9girl :
First of all, missy, take a gander at your own profile. Everyone's got the "Give a gift to ___" I haven't checked it out yet, though. Also, I have class til 7 and a exercise date with the roommmate at 8. I want to go, but I don't know if the logistics will work out. I'll see you there if I go. :o)
from lovelystars :
Hey Cassie, I feel really bad about this but I can't goto church with you tomarrow like I said I would (i'm not being sarcastic by the way) anyways I forgot about some plans I made and they are somewhat important, mabey I'll be able to go next week. p.s. - don't think I'm avoiding you because you're mean to me :)
from lovelystars :
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from cloud9girl :
Cassie, my dear, YOU are a blessing.
from lovelystars :
oops sorry, my diarylands security had a possible breach recently (there are some people in my life that would be better off not finding out certain things) Anyways the situation has been taken care of and my diary is once again open to the public, enjoy.
from zolzman1883 :
Cassie my new found friend, all I have to say is that if he's not the one, there WILL be someone to fill that spot someday. I wish you the greatest of times with Rick though, and if he's not the one, then whoever that guy may be. Have a great day and I hope I made you smile. Bubye -Zoli
from cloud9girl :
Yes, I'm back! With . . . (drumroll) . . . a car! Yes, it's a beater, but it moves and that's all I require. Bible study on for Wednesday? I am so excited, I can finally go to church, prayer groups and bible studies without bothering everyone for their car or a ride. Anywho, yes, we have to talk/see each other soon!
from cloud9girl :
I was blessed with a letter from Ryan today. Now, before I thought you were talking about his normal level of arrogance. But I do believe he's actually gotten worse. Dear lord, how DOES he carry a head that large? He's going to be a bear to deal with when he returns. Some ego-squashing is in order, I do believe.
from lovelystars :
okay how about wierd.
from lovelystars :
why are you so coy around me?
from cloud9girl :
Ahh, so you've been blessed with a Ryan letter also. I've found it's even less personal than a diary entry. Arrogance finds new meaning in that child.
from lovelystars :
so how where the brownies? I hope you liked them, and the CD also.
from lovelystars :
it was a joke Cassie, playful name calling is obviously something beyond you. Although it was kinda mean of you not to make me a Caffe Mocha yesterday. Plus I made you a birthday present.
from lovelystars :
Dear Cassie, You're a really mean and I think you're a really big jerk. None the less I'll still be nice to you, even though you'll never appreciate it. What I'm trying to say is I made you a birthday present and its really cool. Sorry its late but you'll just have to get over it. Later Jerk-face.
from lovelystars :
I know I'm so dramatic when I drink HA! I read that entry this morning and laughed at it.
from babydoli17 :
happy belated birthday, cassie...sorry so late. i managed to exceed my bandwith and southern took away my internet. how convenient. hope it was a super one.
from lovelystars :
Oh yeah by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you had a good one.
from cloud9girl :
Hey Cassie! I hope you had a terrific birthday today. Treat yourself to cake AND ice cream and don't forget the candles. Birthday wishes are always the important ones. :o)
from spaceboy02 :
I'm afraid I don't really know you, and I'm sure you don't know me, but at the request of my good friend Monica, I wanted to wish you a happy birthday (whenever it is). My little sister's birthday is pretty close to Christmas too (Dec. 16), so I know how the whole "holiday-baby" works, and I'm sure it's frustrating sometimes. So here's wishing you the best on your birthday, have a good one.
from zolzman1883 :
Hey hey Cassie. No, you don't know me, I don't know you, but we both have holiday birthdays. I know because Monica's my little buddy. I just don't know when it is. If it's today, hope you had an exceptionally great day. Happy Birthday to you!! Can't write the entire song, so I sang the first line. Just don't forget me now on January 8th. I'll be counting on you to make me feel all bubbly and special inside when my time comes. I just hope i made you feel bubbly and special inside now. If not, smile anyway and pretend like you enjoyed it. Anyway, good night and Happy Birthday. -Zoli
from smilesbyme :
Now, i don't know you. but, for my roomie's sake, i am writing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY note. so, happy birthday! enjoy your holiday birthday, whenever it is, and don't eat too much fruitcake.
from lovelystars :
theres nothing wrong with being just who you are, self denial is a bad thing.
from lovelystars :
Sounds like your mom and my mom should get together and exachange cold stares. :\
from vdubme :
Hey, I cant sleep and I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. Thanks for tonight... Thanks for letting me use your words... crazy...
from cloud9girl :
The "Under the Weight of Life" one. Although, I do think you would bode nicely at modeling as well . . .
from cloud9girl :
Once again, you wrote an entry saying exactly what I feel, but was too scared to write. Cassie, you have to stop inadvertantly reading my mind.
from lovelystars :
I was NOT refering to you when I wrote that. I was actully refering to another person we both know and hate. It makes me sad that you think I hate you, if you would stop being paranoid you would find I feel exactly the opposite.
from lovelystars :
Sorry I said mean things to you tonight. I'm bad at making insensative comments sometimes. Thanks for caring that I quite smoking.
from lovelystars :
I guess neither of us have anything figured out really, at least its nice to know you're not the only one cofused by emotions most the time.
from lovelystars :
the fact that you care what someone from chattanooga thinks of you makes me sad.
from cloud9girl :
Backsliding is part of growing for everyone. If you didn't backslide, you'd be perfect. If you were perfect, we'd kill you in sheer jealousy. (Wow, I just realized what an atrocious and evil pun that was. )Unintentional, I swear.)
from lovelystars :
I enjoy bluntness when it comes from an intelligent person (which you may possibley be). And yes I'm afraid you lost your chance at being my life long best friend when you refused to change out the salad line for me. Oh how foolish you are to pass up such a valuable prize. I may give you another chance someday though.
from lovelystars :
your entrys always seem like pleas for clarity. I'll tell you one thing, you'll never find it until you realize life is already clear. Never think that your life has become stable because it will (with out question) change everyday, even things you never thought would change about your mind and who you are could change in matter of seconds. Life would be pretty boring otherwise though. also: if you can't handle your liquor don't drink it. :) (you owe me a note now)
from senior-bic :
Hey how are you? I miss you...
from lovelystars :
so you probally already figured out that I read your diary so now you have another loyal reader, exciting huh. After much thought and reasoning I have decided to allow you to read my diary also if you wish, http://lovelystars.diaryland.com/ is the address. Sorry if it bores you, I can never remeber all the ideas I had once I boot up the computer and log online, I really need to invest in a pad of paper and a pen. Anyways see ya around kid. -James
from senior-bic :
my dear you are really enjoying the fact that you can post pictures aren't you? love ya just wanted to say hey. HEY! there now i am done
from vdubme :
Hey! I made my first entry this morning. It's craptastic... but it'll do. Anyway, thanks for being you. You know I'm crazy...
from cloud9girl :
Hey, could I have your e-mail address?
from cloud9girl :
Ahh, the North. It's good to hear someone else celebrating about pop and the lack of Krystal dives. On another note, you're only 18? Goodness, I could swear you were at least a year older than me (20). All I can say is PLEASE don't become an English major. I really don't need the competition. Note to self: stop making friends with extremely talented writers . . .
from cloud9girl :
I would write about whatever I want . . . but my parents read my diary. Yeah, I gotta protect their squeaky clean image of their innocent daughter. *cough*
from senior-bic :
Hey babe you sound so happy! That is awesome I am so HAPPY for you. I miss you though. sorry I didn't come and do anything with you guys on friday. But I was beat, as well. anyways we shall definatly have to hang out soon
from senior-bic :
Hey Gorgeous how are you doing? I haven't talked to you and figured I would drop a line. So what are you up to? I am kind of bored my life is way to dramatic as of late and it isn't even my fault I hate living so far away from southern I feel like I miss out on so much. I made a really kick ass selection of songs. Once I finish I will make you a copy it makes me happy so it must bee the same for everyone else right? anyway I also have your blues traveler cd in my car. I should give you that back as well. Well dear this not much of a note any more. It is quickly becoming a letter so I shall stop now. talk to you later.
from senior-bic :
Hey Hey Hey I updated again I know you are there READ READ READ ok you can stop if you want.
from babydoli17 :
cassie, you are my new hero. wow. thank you.
from positronman :
You apparently haven't seen me on a bad day.
from positronman :
That's the entire point. Everybody cracks.
from positronman :
Join the Marine Reserves ;)
from cloud9girl :
Your July 1 entry . . . I could have written that myself in May. Unfortunately, I don't think I've progressed to the point of your September one. Care to write a how-to book?
from positronman :
I'd imagine that to be a yes, however a chicken with lips would still need the desire to whistle. Many other animals with lips (horses, monkeys, kangaroos, and pirahna to name a few) do not in fact whistle, so lipped chickens would probably not be an exception.
from senior-bic :
yes once more i have returned to spill my thoughts upon the public. finally figured out why my internet wasn't working. so now i am free to roam the vast waste land of the internet. so how have you been?
from positronman :
Who's mindless, selfish, and stuck on themselves? BTW, read that sweetjade person's diary. I think he's an insecure 7 year old.
from sweetjade :
sorry it took you that long life a bitch it hats us all fuck life and dame the goverment
from positronman :
Oh yeah, I was going to point out that everyone I know thinks they're more mature than the majority of their peers. Just some food for thought.
from positronman :
It's not a bad goal, however ;)
from positronman :
Last time I ended up wandering around erlanger (last weekend as a matter of fact) I actually did give blood. On an empty stomach. So ha!
from positronman :
It was only inspired in part by you, and no, I wasn't even close to offended ;)
from positronman :
cutting people down is only my ostensible front. I really was just throwing random words in there because the English language doesn't contain words to do you justice. Construe that how you will. ;)
from positronman :
"it figures you would come up here and not tell me." Oh my God Cassie, if you'll read my latest entry (and I'm sure you have), you'll notice that I stated I was working 9pm to 6am last night and tonight. I wasn't in Chattanooga hiding from you, I was in bed sleeping comfortably until you called and woke me up. Holy crap.
from positronman :
Too late dear, it's gone to my head long ago.
from positronman :
Sorry, I work fridays and saturdays. Voice mail works as far as I know... what happened?
from positronman :
"I'm a marine, I don't need a pillow." haha, classic. I wasn't aware you caught that one ;)
from positronman :
You're horrible at stimulating self confidence -.-
from senior-bic :
you need to add people to your diary list... at least me anyway... and Ryan too probably.
from cassiejo84 :
that made me smile, but only for you.
from positronman :
My amazingness is merely a reflection of the beautiful people I surround myself with.
from positronman :
That's great. I'm touched. Really. Don't bring Sean Paul, I'll kick his ass.
from cassiejo84 :
so..that would be three messages from cassiejo84. wow, she sure likes talking to me. i feel special. thanks
from positronman :
Don't let confusion bother you too much, not everything needs to be figured out.
from cassiejo84 :
thanks ryan's roomie...you never left your name. i also like a lot of different bands..including t.e.b. i hope you remember what you were going to say before you totally forgot..i am quite interested now.
from senior-bic :
no not so much. not to many rules really what fun would that be. But seriously blues traveler not quite the best feel good band nope not so much. can't get much better then third eye blind but that is just my opinion. I actualy had a reason to send a note to you but it has seemed to slip my mind. Oh and this is ryans roommate for the record.
from cassiejo84 :
can i leave a message for myself? is this against any rule??

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