messages to cchrista:
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| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Ranting is good, one thing i've always encouraged is ranting. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I would say good more then anything but look at it as you will. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I read all of it and even though I'm not exactly the person you want to hear from I just thought I'd say that you make a little more sense to me now. |
| from blonde76 : |
| Mhm.........SO! I'm super bored Christa! |
| from allnightfire : |
| yeah. this whole growing up thing stinks. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Did it come with an install disk? Or something to plug into the back on the computer where the mouse cord would usually go? |
| from blonde76 : |
| Yeah I'm the same way, don't worry. The only person from Burlington that I take to are the people at my work and my family. That's it. Well I do talk to you sometimes but only on here. Hmm... Well we could always find a party outside of Burlington. |
| from blonde76 : |
| homework************ >.< |
| from blonde76 : |
| Sounds great to me. Keep in mind I'm working both Saturday and Sunday. Hmm... plus lots of home.. Atleast I have gotten tons today. *Scratches head.* Hopefully I'll get it all done. If not then I'll tell you and we'll hang out later for sure. We'll eventually get together. Which parties are around in Burlington now-a-days? |
| from blonde76 : |
| Oh haha... it's a little funny. Not really. *Shrugs.* Hmm... well I'm normally not busy on Saturdays but I'm not sure if I'm working next Saturday. So I'll have to get back to you on that one. What could we do? Burlington is pretty... boring. x_x |
| from blonde76 : |
| Oh that's good. Well when are you free? I'm normally free to do things on weekends. Depending on my work load, some weekdays. |
| from blonde76 : |
| Hey, I heard you're having trouble with using your mouse. It's really really easy if you know what you're doing. I have one of those for my lap top as well. Hmm... Just leave me a note with something that you don't know what to do and I'll get back to you. ^-^ Bye! Have fun at school and good luck. |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Ex boyfriend being.....and exbest friend being......??? |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| That's so gay!!! but dont worry. Unviersity is full of MATURE people. you will make lots of new MATURE friends. lol. and you can forget about everyone else. It's easier then it sounds...dont worry:) |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Exactly. So LEAVE!!! trust me, half those people have just been living in burlington their whole lives and know nothing else. there is SO much else. and its not running, its moving on. they're just to immature to realize that. |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Christa. The only people who backstab and lie and cheat are the ones you hang around. Once you leave, trust me, there is so much more. I have a group of friends in Hamilton of all places who would do anything for one another. They are so honest and true, you wouldnt believe it possible. The fuckers you hang out with, and who i used to hang out with are the most horrible people i have ever met. Non of them ACTUALLY care about you. but dont worry, its just them. you will find new HONEST people, trust me. so hang in there! |
| from edgarfrog : |
| Storm's a brewin' over at edgarfrog.diaryland.com |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey Ya grad can be difficult at times.. and people can get really angry about alot. Plus limo's are becoming very scace so that must be annoying alot of people. The thing is is that I went to my friend's grad last year.. and limo's weren't a big deal. There were a few who came in them.. but most drove themselves, or had their parents driving them. So if it becomes too stressful then just get your parents to drive you... and your boyfriend of course, because it's not that big of a deal. Actually I'm really excited about grad.. like really happy. I have my dress... it's red. My older sister is paying for my hair, Chris may be paying for my daisl to be done.. and then I'll probably pay for my highlights to be put in my hair for the week before... and then I will probably have to pay for my makeup to be professionally done. So all that to me is exciting and I honestly can't wait. So you know.. so long as everything goes the way I have planned then I should be fine. I actually should go now and book my appointment for highlights...a nd then for the updo... my mother keeps pressuring me.. but I keep forgetting.. and I am somewhat lazy to getthe phone book because I feel I have so many other htinsg to do. But yes. Well like poeple sais to you.. don't let anyone influence your decision. At the end of the day this is going to be your future. You have to think of this: What will further your career? what is the best op[ortunity to you. It could be that ottowa may be that amazing experience... do you get what I'm sayign? lol. I don't know if Nicola had a breakdown or anything. At the end of the day I really don't like her.. and I have nothing to do with her because she and I have had too many falling outs.. and I'm just too peeved off to actually understand her. I feel as though Nicola and I will never have a relationship.. and I've come to terms with that. Anyways.. I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ha ha ha.. my mum is watching American idol right now and it's so funny man. I'm almost peeing my ppants at some parts. I know that that is enough information/too much. well I thought that you would be sitting next to Andrea and jenny and those for grad... or has something happened with that crowd??? don't worry you don't have to share if there has or hasn't been any drama lol. Wow man.. you and ryan! wholly crap! no offence intended but I didn't think you guys would last that long. That was my first impression. But Hell I'm happy for you. You're moving on with your life. And going to mcmaster... wow. That's amazing. That's a tough school to get into. Me.. I know I'm going to go to college.. but my instructors there tell me I should go to university. So when I heard that I was so ecstatic. I still have drama in my life. I feel as though everyone does.. and you can never really escape it. I've not really been backstabbed though. Like some of the immature high schoolers... who I feel as though are my friends say things about my love life.. about how they think I've had sex and blah blah blah. So you know... it's quite annoying. But I just try to focus on the friends I've made at college.. my boyfriend... and how mature I feel I actually am now. Like I think about all the things I have done in the past and realise that I was such a bitch. But hell at that time i liked being the bitch. Now I'm not so much of the botch as the helper. I like to help people out.. listen.. and talk to people who are on the samew level as me.. meaning people who want the things I want such as schooling and a steady career in the future. You know how it is. Man ut I am happy I'm somewhat out of highschool. It's weird though, to think that I don't really know some of my freidns. I thought that they'd email me more but they haven't. Like I get a few emails here and there.. but nothing much. I get more emails from my college friends.. and from people outside of the gang I used to hang out with. Like I'm still friends with Mattocks.. and somewhat with Jayme. That still fluctuates though. I love her dearly.. but then again we have our problems. But I guess that happens when you've spent most of your life with these people. I mean friendships do change pretty damn quickly. Like I remember being best friends with courtney.. and hanging around with shoeman and maurice.. etc. And now it's like wow... I hardly talk to those people. A quick hello how are u but that's about it lol. I guess that does happen though. Ok man this is turning into a long note again huh??? I think it's because we've not talked in a while...and now it's like boom... let's start it up again. So what made you decide to write to me again??? I'm curious. Anyways. I'll ttyl. |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey.. wow I've not been on here forever. I saw your note and it took me about 10 minutes to decide whether I should enter the sight or not. For a while I've decided just to leave diaryland and not write in it anymore. I felt as though information wasn't private... and when you tried to be somewhat private people always had a problem with that. I'm always writing in my diary.. but it's a diary at home.. that no one can view but myself.. something that is personal and private. Something that is my own. Plus as well I was just sick and tired with all of the backstabbing that went on.. and I was doing alot of it as well. So I decided to grow up. Normally that doesn't happen with me lol. No but I've changed alot from like the past year. I'm out of the school. I have a four credit co-op. I'm part of a pilot program at Mohawk where I get to take the 2 mandatory credits there.. so you know it's a lot of fun. I'm getting really high marks. Ummm.. I'm dating a guy called chris. I wasn't dating for a while.. and then a couple of months after grade 12... I started to date Chris. We flirted for a bit.. and it turned out we had really strong feelings for one another. our 6 months is going to be on JUne 11th. I went up to his grandparents cottage on the long weekend. Met more of his family. They all really like me which is great. Keeping in contact with my ex of over a year Jordan. I thought I should email him.. and him and I are planning on seeing a movie sometime soon. Ummm... and that's really abouy it. So there's not that much. Oh and I'm going to grad!! YAY!!! with John, shannon, shaun, joey, Jayme and steve... so it should be a lot of fun. But apart from that there's nothing really. wow man this should have been an email or something because there is quite a bit. BUt I do hope that answers your question on why you've not seen me that much. We kind of lost touch for a while which is a bummer. But I've made alot of new friends..kept some of my old friends. I think it was good for me to just breakaway. I feel as though I have matured quite a bit... and that life has been planned out. So it's been good for me. And no one has backstabbed me.. which is a new and improved thing. Normally someone backstabbs me within the first month of a new school year.. so you know.. it's exciting. Anyways.. note me back.. let me know how you're doing. I'll ttyl |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| See, birthdays can be fun :P |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| haha YES! Reverse strip tease... i like it! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| lol Your dress is cool then |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Christa! why on earth are u so depressed! all your entries = sad. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Hello Oakville? lol its just a creepier change but good for you! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Good luck! You have my fingers to cross at awkward angles and slowly but surely break, causing excructating pain. All yours! |
| from cdghost : |
| but also good. spiders eat flies which would give us horrid diseases. same as owls eating mice. snakes keep the gopher population down and plants give up their children so we can survive |
| from cdghost : |
| i bet plants back stab each other all the time. one tree takes the sunlight from the other tree. and vines that grow over plants..slowly suffocating them |
| from cdghost : |
| i wonder if animals back stab each other or not |
| from cdghost : |
| i dont like back stabbers. a true friend would stab you in the front |
| from theguyno1 : |
| whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat...when.... |
| from theguyno1 : |
| ...or else!!!!:O....or else what..?? |
| from theguyno1 : |
| O.O or else what??? |
| from cdghost : |
| it was sunny this morning. ha. go figure. |
| from cdghost : |
| its snowing. o0 i mean raining. o0 wait..it's both snowy and rainy. |
| from cdghost : |
| i also went school. took the bus. wrote a little. ate food. and now im lazy |
| from cdghost : |
| it settles your mind i heard when you talk about the events that happened in the day. puts things in perspective. it's sweet |
| from cdghost : |
| since when is LIFE ever boring! |
| from cdghost : |
| um just wandered through and read some entries. |
| from cdghost : |
| how did the key board break? |
| from theguyno1 : |
| :O!!!! how dare you!!!.... |
| from theguyno1 : |
| haha that was a mistake.. umm l feel like l got hit by a steel bumper |
| from theguyno1 : |
| it doesnt make you feel better knowing how dangerous is l said it has a different FEELING to it learn to read! da da duh |
| from theguyno1 : |
| hey its me you know that guy |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Christa cheer up. loosing a pet sucks. ryan told martin about it. martin told me, so i know about it. Try not to get to down. i suggest ice cream and beer. it always works:) be happy! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey hey hunn Ya that's what i was wondering. I was like.. wow man he's just started talking to me again.. what is with this... i was wondering why he would even want to you know?? then I added him on msn.. and I saw a pic of him.. and what looks like his g/f. He told me they're not doing too well.. and he wants to get to know me.. but I wasn't sure if he was just lying about crap or not. I've had wayyyyy too many bad experiances with guys you know what I mean? |
| from afrosmurf : |
| hey, hey, if u see this today (dec 6) send me the pics if ur not dead. If u see this later, send them a.s.a.p. And i hope u feel better Ur friendly black kid |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn. Ya his parents are deaf. I dunno. he's like a great guy but he takes wayyyyyyyyy too much to heart. Plus like Matt just emailed me. Yes you know the one lol. He wants to hang out and that. I think it's great.. but I think the only reason why he emailed me was because he was talking to you on msn.. and you said I'd like cheanged. So I dunno. I just am like all screwed. Joprdan and I split up yet again because he was being a jerk. We were sperested for a good long couple of months.. and then Mike told me he liked me. I've started dating him. Almost 2 weeks. I like him alot the only thing is that he does take alot to heart.. and it can get annoying. well I g2g bubhi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey sorry I've not replied back to this in a while. There's like nothing much going on with me. Apart from Mike. He's like an awesome guy. Truly great. And he's like so supportive of everything that I do. Plus like now I'm learning sign language just so that I can talkto his parents which proves that I'm dead serious about him. I really want this relationship to work out. Like he has some faults.. but then again so do I. So how are things with u??? hows Ryan and all that sort of Jazz??? well i g2g bubhi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ugh christa. I'm so sick of my mum looking after kids in the home. I have sooo much work to do and they're so loud. I've told them to be quiet and they just won't shut up. God. I feel as though my breathing is getting soooo much heavier. Ow my chest really hurts. I don't think that that's a good thing??? well glad I got all of this off my chest but how are you? what have you been up to? we've not talked in like forever |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| stuff... certain people we don't like! ITS ALL THE SAME! Oh man go Ugly Nose Clan! Little Weiners... |
| from manchester1 : |
| OMG!!! people made fun of you. They will be on my list for who's ass I must kick. Well first was Martin.. .but that never really worked out. Although.. his balls were almost mine lol. Hope ya feel better. Much love:P |
| from kjaiten : |
| all I have to say is: Im thinkin about my doorbell when ya gonna ring it? |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Blarg, that sucks. COME TOMORROW!!! Or Thursday? |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| *changed* You know i'm a hardcore slacker but its done now, when will you be back? I need to bring the balloon. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Thats very true *goes to change* |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| haha I sent you one of those, you may kill me tomorrow! |
| from allnightfire : |
| indeed. i hate people right now, im all fucked. but thats okay. im allowed |
| from manchester1 : |
| I'll tell ya in person.. talk to me whenever and I let ya know. Buhbi hunn |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I drink water out of straws all the time! I'll be in your picture! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I'm going to Mohawk (also Hamilton campus... well Stoney Creek) for Social Work. If they haven't already come, i'll go to the presentation with you. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey hey hunn. I say do what you think is right. Sheridan has a really good program for a social worker. McMaster has an EXCELLENT program for social worker, but you need high ass marks.. you know how it is.. and I think you need to be like above 80% average?? not to sure on that one though. But Mac. isn't that far away. In hamilton.. about 29 mins away?? lol.. ttyl |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| THANK YOU!!!! Holy crap i'm going to kill the ignorant people! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| You theving motherfucker! I love it. I hate the repeating letters, I had like 4 I's. I R hating that. |
| from blacknwhite3 : |
| Your like the third person to offer me their house. thank you! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| "Taureans can be overweight" You fat motherfucker. "sexually straightforward and not given to experiment." Alittle expirmentation never hurt anyone ;).... I kid! I kid! :P |
| from britishvixen : |
| oh what so what you said to me today on msn has totally slipped ur mind. ur full of shit and can never face up to ur responsibilities. you cant bullshit ur way through life forever. |
| from britishvixen : |
| Christa ur a fucking bitch when i get to the school tomorrow you better watch ur fucking back cause if u dont ur face might get smashed off a locker.. and no these are not threats christa.. i promise you if you dont keep ur fucking mouth shut this WILL happen!! |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn. True I was upset. I'm upset alot of days lately. But most poeple know why. anyways I'm sick so I'm gonna go buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from allnightfire : |
| fires=goodness. I blew off the terry fox run. too wet. Oh well. I donated so I am guilt free. i'll walk for hom tomorrow whenthe sun is shining. hah. Lunch is booooring. I am in the librarie right now! fun.... math homework sux- why i am procrasinating. |
| from allnightfire : |
| magasin des frites= fry store |
| from allnightfire : |
| bonjour, ma petite amie! comment ca va? Je suis tres malade a la tete, et au les corps aussi! C'est tres horrible. Nous ne parlont pas pour les temps tres lounges. C'est triste, et tu ne visite pas le magasin des frites pour les temps, oui? Ouuuuui. x_x . Un jour... moi et toi... et yong tat.... visite le parc des animaux.... l'alcool..... oui??.. Mais, je departe... au revoir... je t'aime <3 |
| from manchester1 : |
| Bonjour.. allo. You french freak. Jks. Yes Christa.. you are special. Isn't this great? I'm sending notes through english since I'm out of class for like a little tiny tiny bit. muhuahahahaha. Wow man have you heard of the name Giovani in a while? I haven't. Until I was down here in Learning resourec and they were talking about that name. Maybe it's the same person............ who really knows????? dun dun dun!!!!!!! there we go. yes man so special. HA HA HA. buhbi |
| from allnightfire : |
| indeed. and he is always dropping stufff. he likes drugs. fun.... :S. yeah its late and im really sick |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I'm not stupid YOUR stupid *sticks out tongue* |
| from blonde76 : |
| wow i love the fact that we didn't hang out durning the summer lol but that's ok there is still like the rest of the school year. bye! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| WEll I really can't stand her right now. Like why would she be such a cow about everything? how could she speak to me the way she does? am i just a piece of dirt she had the unfortunate event ofstepping on? like I can't believe she thinks that little of me. I'm her own flesh and blood for god sakes. Like ya.. we get in a ton of fights. But it's because she was changing. Before she was doing weed and all that crap.. we got along |
| from manchester1 : |
| She'll never pay me back. All I want to know from her is was it worth dropping everything for her so called b/f who still fools around? who is a drug dealer? and who tried crap on with me and was turned down everytime. Flirting was stopped, everythng! She's not learned a thing. She still has an anger problem.. which is pretty damn apparant.. and she doesn't care about nayone but herself. Everyone has moments where they only care for themselves but not like her. She'll be a dropout.. and nothing good will come of her. She's abused every friendship she's ever had.. yet she can still lure everyone back to her. She's very manipulative. It's crazy. She drives me crazy. And I want to stop with her. I want to stop everything. I want to stop any feeling I've ever had. Any emotion that makes her still connected to me. She's already lost me. FOREVER for good! yet if she truly and I mean truly wants to make a go of being my sister again then I maybe possible will reconsider it.. but it will take a lot on her part.. and I know for a fact that she won't want to consider it. She'll always want to take the easy path out |
| from manchester1 : |
| God. You know I'm trying with her! I'm trying so hard that I'm almost at tears some days. You know. I'm like helping her out smoothing things over. Trying to figure out possible ways of how to help her out. The only reason why I didn well last year was so that I didn't have to give her and her little friends the satisfaction that I was hurting inside. But this year.. I mean this is a full year where in grade 11 it was only a couple of months. I don't think I can manage it. Like I put on a brave face.. but I'm honestly close to just breaking down. I don't think I can handle what she's putting me through. She tries to use everything to her advantage. Saying I tried to threaten her in here.. and she could go to the cops. I mean why would she say that? I just can't take her anymore. I mean I am always trying to help her out. She's so persuasive. Asking for money.. not repaying it. I'm short over 100$ because of her. Yet she'll never do anything for me. She keeps luring me in.. she gets what she wants and then poof.. straight away she turns nasty. Making her seem like the good guy and everyone else is bad. I mean. I dunno. I just don't know what to do. I'm so frustrated.. and hurt. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hmmm.. I dunno if we're in any of the same classes... which is actually kind of sad. :(. But who really knows? lol. Well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey what are you taking next year like 1st semester? and name the teachers!!! blargh! lol ttyl |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| surgery... but... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo |
| from candyapple3 : |
| Deal. he can be such an ass somtimes, but he some how always makes up for it. but yeah. next time hes a dick, i'll talk to u. your right, u would totally get it. thanks alot! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Gah I know.. parents can get annoying at times. Well I am glad you've got alot of things of your chest with courtnie... and you of course shall see what happens with that one lol. Omg.. I'm getting a haircut this thursday!!! it's pretty damn crazy.. but then again I am really excited. Well I shall see you later.. talk to you soon.. whichever one comes first. bubhi hnn |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ya it's Emma as in my sister. I loved how you tryed to make the note longer lol. So what was the convo like with you and courtnie? really bad? or did it turn out so so??? making an ote of kicking martin in the groin. Done and done. It's locked in the brain. My mum's mad at me... again. It seems Nicola has left.. and then she takes it out on me. She's making alot of noise upstairs. Maybe she's packing? She over exagerates. She was watching the news and I come downstairs. She's like I can't believe what I've just heard on the news. So I say what? then she says that in Hamilton there is this weed bar that's opened up and the cops can't do anything. I'm like what? oh yes they can. So then she shouts *May I add for no apparent reason* NO THEY CAN:T SARAH BLAH BLAH BLAH>> DON"T YOU LISTEN? so I just turn away. Getting pissed and shout back loudly why do you always have to shout. Then she gets all pissey and says because that's all our family does. It really pissed me off. Gah I'm so angry. Anyways... Jordan's over so I g2g buhi hun ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| OMG! Courtniw.. you and messsages! that's pretty damn freaky. A good thing she's not coming back to MM because like I said it would be bad for you. Now we just have to figure things out about Martin.. hmmm. I know you did have the shortest note ever! that was weird! lol. Well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl *Omg... now I'm doing the short note thing! this has to be stopped!* |
| from candyapple3 : |
| apperently i had u blocked and deleted. but thats taken care of now. as u can see. |
| from candyapple3 : |
| add me back on msn then |
| from candyapple3 : |
| thats a very good skill to have. oh and dont worry. i'm back at home. you'll never have to see me again. and i'll never have to see you again. its better that way. and i really dont think you could kill me. consitering you wouldnt even talk to me about anything that happened. |
| from candyapple3 : |
| Its my diary to write in. i can write it however i want. i'm very proud of your de-coding skills...even though it wasnt suppost to be a code, but sure ok. well done |
| from manchester1 : |
| Oh I know what you mean. They are going nowhere in life. Like Courtnie dropped half of her classes claiming that she had depressio. And Martin.. well lets just say he's not the brains of an operation lol. Gah. They annoy mr. And it seem like they don't care. Ah well.. that's them.. and we're better than that. So I was thinking like for the grad thing it's obviously gonna be you, your date, me, my date, Jayme, her date, shannon, her date, your friends, and their dates. Two or three tables for all of us and I think we shall be doing a ok. lmao. I can't believe I just said that. P.s. I actually hope they die. And remember.. next year.. if he's at MM... his balls will be mine;) muhuahaha. TTYL HUNN |
| from missy-17 : |
| sorry to hear!! i hope you are not to depressed, i hope you cary on with your life peacefully!! |
| from missy-17 : |
| where have you been?? |
| from el-amor : |
| I SAID GOODDAY postscript: I remember that fondly. haha oh man. GOODDAY.. what was that even from? I don't know. |
| from manchester1 : |
| I love how teachers have it in for the students. And then no other teacher believes them.. unless more students complain. lol. Like with that Grassi woman. God I hated her. I dropped out of her class because I hated it so much. She annoyed me. Hmm.. Ya I was thinking like a nice light blonde. Because I really hate the dull colour that's in my hair. It makes me so angry! gah. Aw.. I like your hair. But I've not seen it in a while. I think you suit your nice dark hair colour. When you first got it I thought you were crazy. It was soooo different. One minute it was like a brownish colour.. and then it went closer to black. But it did look really good. Omg.. you should totally read Nicole's diary entry. I dunno if she's been reading our notes about what we say about courtnie.. but there's something about her in there. Well i should say her and Martin. I dunno why.. but she had to say that Courtnie slept over at Martins. i dunno if ou've ever been allowed to sleep over at Marin but to me that's pretty big. I wonder if their parenst know that they've lost their virginities to one another. Like Jordans parents won't let him sleep over at my house.. and my mum won't let me sleep over at his. I think they know that if we were left alone we'd have memorable moments. I don't think I would have sex just yet though. To me I'm just to young. Like Jordan and I have talked about it. And he said if the opportunity came up.... and since our talk about that I've counted three opportunities where we could've.. but we just didn't. I think we respect the factt hat we are so young. Why get too deep right now? Plus if you wait it's more memorable. You'll definitely think more of that person. And more often than not.. if you do wait then the guy will figure out the way you'd want to have sex. Everyone says that the first time is awkward. Ha.. funny thing.. I was watching this inside entertainment thing fot the 40 year old virgin. And they were asking him about his first time.. and he actually said somrthing that was realyl funny. Now I can't state what he said to the exact point.. but I'll put things together for as good as I remember: "The first time is always going to be awkward. The guys like a fish out of water. Both of the people participating in sex are figuring out what to do." Then he said that he personally was scared shitless. I just laughed and thought it was so true. Is this turning into one of those really long notes again? it probably is. BUt hell who cares? I'm sure you're loving this note *cough* or at least I hope. Ok.. I dunno about you but I keep getting phone calls of people.. same people each time. And I hate HATE HATE HATE talking over the phone. And I've told all of them. Yet they still call me. And they try and carry on the conversation.. but I can't. I want a brief convo on the phone.. and then that's it. I can't stand talking on the phone! gah! it like kills me everytime a person tries to make me talk. Well I g2g. OMG! I'm so excited about grad like you would not believe! it's going to be so much fun! We should definitely get a grad table. With Jayme.. or at least one that's close to one another so we can chat. And at grad be sure to dance dirty and just have fun. When I went to amon Preets grad it took people forever to start dancing.. but when they did it was sooooo much fun! ok... well anyways I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl. |
| from manchester1 : |
| HA ha ha. ya man.. it was a long note. But like I said in the note I think I said it anyways... that I didn't wanna get of the comp. And I dunno.. I was just talking about everything and anything. OMG! blarh I'm so tired today like you would not believe. I have 1 day off from work starting monday.. doesn't that suck? I hate it! gah! well I'm glad the whole funeral thingy helped you out a little bit. Lmao... I'll actually laugh if you get a ton of lockers. P.s. what colour do you think I should dye my hair???????????????????????????? I don't want picture day on the same day as registration. Number one I'll be tired.. number two I will be bored as hell.. etc etc etc lol. Well U do think that this is a shorter note which is always I good thing. I'm really bad at french but I do know like one sentence.. I think. Hmmmm. Ok hold on let me this of it... hmmmm ok: Bonjour, J'mappelle Sarah Butterworth comment Sappelle tu? I think I made some spelling mistakes. I think is means Hello my name is Sarah Butterworth, how are you? But you see? I suck at french! That's why I didn't have to take it in grade nine. Normally in england I would learn french in grade 9.. and over here you start it at an early age. Damn Canadians! lol jks. No.. Canadians are all right. Oh.. and is Courtnie still living at Tristans? God.. I hope she doesn't come back to MMR because I know that will be hell for you. You having to see her everyday. God. I hope she doesn't for that main reason. There would be some serious battling there! yes blah blah blah blah blah<-- Pretend that was soem cool french. And I'll ttyl buhbi hunn |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey.. ya you should tell Vicky. But then again.. Matt will probably tell her some cock and bull story. So you know.. she may not believe you. Thankyou about saying what you did about Jordan and I. We have a few tiffts at times.. but we do really like one another. Well actually it's love. God.. I seriously hate Martin for what he did. Don't worry though. There's always a guy out there who will like you alot.. and you will like him. I've found out that there's always a guy out there who likes you.. but just won't admit it. Then you'll date someone else.. and they'll finally admit it lol. So I know there is a guy out there for oyu. There is for everyone. This could sound like really wierd and crazy/.. but it's just what I believe,.. and it does seem to come true. Wow. I'm sorry about him dying htough. I know that you don't know what to say about these things. I was put in the same position. Riccardo's *my ex b/f's* uncle died. It was so upsetting because I got along with him really well. He's a black guy.. and he looked so different when dead. The colour wasn't in his skin. And he always had nice things to say about every single person. It was adorable. I loved it. Riccardo said he was sorry I had to see his uncle like this.. I said it's ok. You should just tell people that he was an awesome guy. He'd want us to celebrate his life. You should just say remember what he was.. not what he is now. And I'm sure poeple will take it to heart anf really start to think about what you said. I hope it helps. I really don't have a clue what else to say because I know you will be sad and what not. But trust me it does get better. It's just going to take time. Omg.. I also was looking at your list. What you said about nicola was true and funny. But she's bigger than courtnie. She's got so many things that are messed up right now. I've not talked to her for about a week now.. and I'm alot happier not talking to her. I try to frogive and forget.. and I find out that she says things to other people.. and then she throws it back in my face. i gave her summer clothes.. straight after that like the next day she throws it back in my face. I'm at a brick wall when it comes to her and I'm just so sick and tired of trying with her anymore. P.s. I can't believe it's going to be registration soon. And on registration day it will also be picture day! I think that sort of sucks. Oh man! I have a goal you can make for yourself next year! You and jayme only having two lockers and trying to keep them as clean as possible with less clothes! lol. Anyways.. good luck with the funeral. Remember.. crying helps alot, And I hope I helped out a little bit. I'll not you back soon. Can't wait to see you back at school. etc etc etc etc. One more question. i'm thinking about dying my heair because it's a horrible dirty blonde colour and it makes my skin look pale and terrible. What colour do you think I should dye it? well ttyl. |
| from manchester1 : |
| OMG! OMG! I'm about to piss my pants. I'm actually about to go crazy! You and him? and him saying crap like that? and whoa! like omg. I can't believe it. he's a cheating little dirty freak! I seriously.. omg. It's just crazy. I say you tell vicky is it??? honestly. Man she needs to know. Ruin his frigging life. Omg.. I can't believe it. It's so crazy man! wow. I never knew he was the cheating type. Sorta happy I'm not dating him anymore. Way better off with Jordan. Omg... last night he got to mad at me. I went off to grab a bite to eat with a guy friend of mine and I didn't tell him so he got peeved off. It was so bad. I felt shitty. Anyways.. I got back and he tells me.. and he looks all sad. So then of course guilt kicks in and I say I'm sorry. Later on in the night I go and tell him I want more emotion in the relationship.. so he gives me a ton. It's so wierd. He's never been like really mad at me b4. But he forgave me so easily. It kind of freaked me out. Like when I'm mad at him I go off on one. I bitch at him.. but no he was pretty damn calm. Then I go off and cry if I'm liek pmsing or I just bitch more. But anyways main thing is that we worked things out. But yes. Gilbert wants you to go for a sleepover so I say go. Much fun lol. Plus you have to wreek havoc lol.. on I dunno what. And is this note even making nay sense?? I'm just writing anything because I'm sort of bored.. and I just want to stay on the computer for longer. But yes. Ok.. oh and o.s. is Courtnie still living at tristans? if she is then does that mean she'll be back at MM? ok.. enough of my blabbering on about nothing. Thankyou for the best gossip ever! I was about to die when I read it. Much love! Love ya christa!!!!!! ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| CHRISTA!!!!!!!! I was reading crap today and on your thing you said you could ruin matt in a second! so tell! you know you want to because secretly you have this deep deep love for me. Wow.. you say some mean things when you're mad at me lmao! so upsetting! well I g2g. I'll ttyl buhbi hunn |
| from missy-17 : |
| hey, look for kickinkurst he wants everybody to read his diary!!! (pass what i said around!!) |
| from missy-17 : |
| im about to head on out of here for the night so laterz see ya tomorrow, (talk 2 u tomorrow) |
| from missy-17 : |
| oh ok i have absolutly no problema with that, just make sure you tell me what they mean!!! ;D |
| from missy-17 : |
| hey, are you there |
| from missy-17 : |
| but still dont say anything else in french, (i think thats the language) who knows i dont, i just know what it means!!! ha ha :) |
| from missy-17 : |
| well you are lucky i understood that cause my music teacher would always say that!!! ;) |
| from missy-17 : |
| well thanx i think you seem like a very nice person too!!! |
| from missy-17 : |
| well alot of people dont get it!!! so as you were asking, i just printed a paper of some user and thought i would write to the people who sounded interesting and so i thoungt your thingy sounded interesting, so i wrote to you!!! oh and that short thing, you get more guys, and you can have better $3X (sex) he he;D |
| from missy-17 : |
| thats pretty true, i myself have brown hair brown eyes and am short!! but thats a good thing to be short!! if you get what i am saying!! ;D |
| from blonde76 : |
| lol you know what's funny, we said we would do something this summer and we haven't. i think we should start to plan something. IM me when you want to do something. bye! |
| from blonde76 : |
| thanks christa for telling me, but really i don't care about her, she can say things like i'm a bitch etc. but it doesn't really effect me b/c her opinion means nothing to me. |
| from nikita84 : |
| didn't sound as courtsy to me. sounded pretty rude "i don't know this person" whatever, i won't write here anymore |
| from manchester1 : |
| well it's because at times when you write it you seem really hostile like you have something stuck up your arse. *NO offence.. just making a comment not being a bitch;)* but it's true people do talk behind others backs. I've found things that you have laughed about behind my back to Sarah Gilbert on diaryland notes.. about what she's said to me. But that's gilbert.. who really cares? the main thing is on your page I'm not sarah.bitch. That's makes me feel better. Although you could put it on again and in brackets say totally not true... beautiful intelligent little angel. Of coarse that would be lying... hmm now we're in a bit of a pickle lol. Oh what fun useage of the british words. So what are you up to.. what have you been doing???? I've just been to see the movie fantastic 4 which was a lot lot lot lot lot of fun. God.. I have to ask Jordan to go to wonderland with me my mum and Emma. nicola was going to go.. yet recent events have changed the ways. And Jorsan's away with his friend scott until monday so it will be very short notice. But knowing him he will come. Now I hate Martin still. Well possibly not hate but he still annoys me from what he has done to you.. that pathetic jerk. And now... he's dating courtnie. Talk about rubbing it in your face. He's such a dick. Oh.. but we all know those many times I could;ve walked over and kicked him in the private area like I was itching to do. Who knows... maybe I still will. *evil laugh* well... I shall go. It's early but I'm tired as hell. ttyl. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey, well I'm glad you're happy I don't have to have my appendix removed.. although it would be easier at times because I do get in a lot of pain. I knwo you have problems at times, everyone has bad days. It really offended me though that you thought I said that thing about you getting in everyone's business because it wasn't. It was Nicole and Maurice. I said I was pissed at you and Joyme.. and I told you guys that. And then they said that and I agreed with them. Who knows the two of you could have been mad at one another that day. But I don't think that. I think that at times you can get involved when you don't have to be.. but I don't have a grudge against you. You're an awesome person.. but when I say/put things in my entry it can sometimes be personal. Especially about Nicola because she annoys me to high heavens at times. Neways I g2g. P.s. that Nikkita person seems quite rude |
| from nikita84 : |
| well, you're not on my list. anyway. it's rude. if you have nothing to say, either say nothing or don't add the person. no need to be rude. anyway, whatever. i'm outta here and you most certainly haven't been on my list |
| from manchester1 : |
| it's a grumbling appendix plus some other crap that's wrong with me in the intestine. But lately I have been feeling great which is always a positive sign. I have a question you changed your comment of me from Sarah. bitch to: manchester1 profile - diary comments: sarah. you gotta learn not to take it personally when i yell at you, i yell at EVERYONE. and I just wanted to know why? |
| from nikita84 : |
| Take me off your list. You don't know who I am |
| from allnightfire : |
| christaaaaaaaa. I am bored. as you already know because we were just talking on msn. But now you are 'away' so i shall now have to pester you on d-land, because i am still bored... still.. bored.. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| interventions is a gooooodddddd show!! |
| from blonde76 : |
| lol christa you're my idol! |
| from manchester1 : |
| an opinion can get into someones business of how they are dealing with a situation. BTW I do have the friends I need. I never said you got into peoples business. I said that u two got into my business with Jordan.. and they said that that's what you two do... iut's your personalities. Something like that. Anyways I'm not in the mood to keep on bickering. These days I'm not in the mood to do much because I'm in a lot of pain. Like you would care though. And what happened to the fact that I don't want a note back? email me for god sakes |
| from allnightfire : |
| Oh christa... I just got back from my vacation, and I wanted to say hihi. hihi! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Christa, it seems like every single summer we have got into a fight because you have said something that I don't agree with. All I am going to say is stay out of my business. You do not know what is going on with my family, you do not know what Nicola has said and what she has done. She's told me to my face that she is not related to me.. and I have said to her that I am not related to her. You do not know what she has done to the family.. how much she has left on their shoulders and how much heartache and emotional stress that has been placed on all of us. I'm not the only one in the family that doesn't regard her as part of it. For once just stay out of my business. For one thing I knwo that you have no idea hat's going on because i don't shed my information around.. all I say is what I think of her. I am setting an example. I'm not playing her games. I don't send things that I have wrote to her.. yet she hears about them either when she asks me.. or when my family tells her what I think of her.. and how that will not change. You have no idea what's going on.. therefore you cannot comment. I don't know if you have any brothers or sisters.. and if you don't have any then you obviously wouldn't know.. if you do.. then who knows... maybe if something so hard that has bashed us up has hapened to your family maybe you'll think differently. Until then I would like it if you stick your nose out of my business... actually not just mine but my families. I have sent this email to my older sister Em,ma who actually thinks it's good I'm erasing Nicola from my life as she has done. I don't need praise or dislike from anyone. My family ensure that they understand why I have ever said what i have said.. and the things I have done has been to make me feel better.. and to speak the truth. For once.. after all the summer's we have had a good bickering.. and for once in your life stay out of my business. These are one of the many things that do not include you. This has nothing to do with you.. and will NEVER have anything to do with you. If you can't accept that fine. But I do not wish to have any note from you sent back to me.. as I do not want to hear what you have to say.. and at the end of the day I just don't care anymore. I truly do not give a damn. Goodbye |
| from manchester1 : |
| I clearly said not to read on if you hadn't read the book. You chose to read on.. therefore not my fault |
| from el-amor : |
| yes yes I did let a lot of anger out. And for good fucking reason. :) |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Pifft its totally your PORN!!!!! YOUR CRAZY MIDGET PORN! |
| from el-amor : |
| haha yes yes I am an alchy :) lol... I get it from friends from work :) cuz most people I work with are 19+ :D haaaha |
| from el-amor : |
| boo that smells. I was on saturday, thursday and now today... yess :) lol |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I wish I could find you someone... But the list of people I know in Dundas is very small :( |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hunn, it's gross. I mean we are two completely different people... yet he's attracted to me, her sister. He told me if he wasn't seeeing her... and if he had never had sex with her.. he would have been seeing me. As soon as I heard that I thought he was dirt. What respectable person would do that? not only that but he sells drugs. So what person would do that? what respectable law abiding person would want to do something like that? My mission is to bring him down. And I don't care how long it takes me |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| I <3 your comment, thanks :) |
| from blonde76 : |
| Sorry about that hun, i got rid of the wrong person. my bad. |
| from manchester1 : |
| well you know how it is.. I mean you must know what's been going on. She acts like it just doesn't bother her. So I say screw her. If she thinks nothing matters, then w/e. She believes her scumbag b/f who said he was attracted to me. It was actually pretty funny |
| from tristanjii : |
| Well written poem, but I just don't like to see you so sad... |
| from manchester1 : |
| agh christa. Guys are so difficult. I just did a diary thing because I was like,,, I dunno what I was feeling. I just have alot on my mind. I mean guys are difficult.. and I dunno what to do. I thought about making my diary private so people didn't like ask me tons of questions... but it seems that it still happens. So I'm giving this guy a test. He says he likes me. He's liek 7-8 months younger than I am. Pretty mature for his age. Not someone I would go for though. He's the total opposite. Alot of people know him.. and will be like omg.. why are you dating him? but he's a sweetie to me. I dunno. I'm gonna meet him tomorrow of the bus.. and give him a propersition. To show he likes me.. and that he really REALLY wants to date me he has to do some sort of romantic jesture. He has to show me his romantic side. He has to show me how much he likes me. What he would do to have me... and tell me if he'll want a real committed relationship!!!! muhuhahahaha!!!! I dunno. Do you think that's a good idea? |
| from allnightfire : |
| zoo=this summer=the best time EVER. I'm getting my G2 this summer, so when i get it, we should definitely hit up the African Lion Safari. yesyes. |
| from allnightfire : |
| Aw, I'm not going to be there tomorrow. Party! Did you know that its about 125 questions she assigned? I know, i cant believe it either. Bre wasn't there so we diddn't watch B&B. :( See you on Tuesday! |
| from allnightfire : |
| That is absolutely awesome. I am procrastinating on my french. Goddamnit. oh well. Every other year I've done it the night before. I guess tonight won't be any different :) JOKI MIGHT NOT BE HERE TOMORROW! i mean.. im just so sad about it. . . yeah:) have fun! |
| from allnightfire : |
| *hug* <3 |
| from manchester1 : |
| It's Jayme.. you've probably already heard about it. You know when you apologized about the Jordan thing.. and not accepting Luke straighht away???? Well she's not...and it's a little too late now.. and now she realises why I'm pissed. And it's pissing me off that she keeps sending me emails.. she has to get the message just to piss of and leave me alone.. because I really don't wanna do something I may regret. Plus I'm a peer mentor like you.. and we both know we have to be pretty good about that sort of thing.. so I'm not gonna have a blow out thing.. and I'm not gonna go and deck her in the face... like if I wasn't a peer mentor.. than who knows. ' so how are you today then??? lol.. omg.. Canada's wonderland shall be freaky!!! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Man oh man Christa.. I just read my emails and got one from a person I did not wanna hear from. My back is hurting. But apart from that I am fine!!! yay! how are you? oh p.s. sllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yup that's me. Oh nice haircut btw!!!!! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| blasfimer! I spelled that wrong but march breaks are awesome. Don't be dumb! If you that bored call me lol 335-4626! Just don't diss march break! |
| from manchester1 : |
| done... prev and next have been changed so oyu can easily go back through the pages. What is your other Dland diary??? |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ok I'll get you a password and tell you it later. It's just that you have to not tell anyone. I mean last time you got all in my business. The things I have started to say have become deeper. And it has took a toll on my life. I'll get you a password soon |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey I tried talking to you at the party but you were totallyu smashed... and by that time I had already started drinking. But w/e.. it's all good. Ya so I dunno. Like I told you at the party.. between you and I we are friends.. but hey.. that's situation and everything.. is on your head. You can choose to be my friend or not. Party was fun though.. but I do hope Martin started to take the drinks away from you. Anyways... ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ok so obviously we'll be at the party with one another.. and obviously you have realised I'm not very happy with you. Because Christa... everyone has told me you get in other peoples business. Not everyone can be right on one thing. BUt enough of that... ummm I'm bringing Luke... so I'm sure you'll have fun meeting him. If you want a password I can give you one.. .only if you really want it... and won't go sharing crap with other people |
| from manchester1 : |
| it's because I don't want everyone to read it anymore. There are things in my diaries that for now.. when I write them I want to keep it secret |
| from manchester1 : |
| Taco Bell sucks!!! lol |
| from evil-tyrant : |
| It was directed to no one..and I like EVERYONE |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Clearly the dumbest entry ever is the one I made up about work. I'll tell you a secret, my boss doesn't actually worship Blizzardius. |
| from blonde76 : |
| haha hun i'm soo sure you are. |
| from britishvixen : |
| Hahahahahaha you wanna work with me! oh dear gid kill me now! Um.. well if you have an application form thingy I can hand it in to jen for you. ttyl. <3 Nicola. P.S: Nicola is hella cool.. that is all |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ha. She just said that you and Martin were making out.. people not knowing.. then you were caught.. so it was all out in the open and you're fine about it now. But I'm so sad *tear* that you didn't tell me lol. HA. Ok.. well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ha I'm sending people notes.. well not really... but I though Christa=cool.. and wierd... pshyco.. so I'll email her. And omg.. Nicola told me things about you and Martin. I was like AGHHHH no.. christa. Inncoent.. no no no. She cant've kissed Martin. Thanks for not telling me... small... chick.. whore jks. Yes.. but I'm sure it was fun. LOL. Omg.. how long have you two been dating now?? Jordan and I... ahahaha... nearly 11 months. It's interesting. I feel wierd. It's like he's tamed me. Tied me down. Like.. I always thought I was tame. But I look back and I kind of had alot of guys I dated. And now.. it's like just him. wierd feeling.. but cool. lol. Well note me back.. because you love me and you know Sarah=cool ttyl! |
| from evil-tyrant : |
| Wait what? She's a teachers daughteR>? |
| from britishvixen : |
| Smoking is so good you big dyke. I love you.. kiss me now! ahem. SMOKING = GOOD. |
| from el-amor : |
| POSTSCRIPT- I win.. that is all |
| from el-amor : |
| POSTSCRIPT- I win.. that is all |
| from el-amor : |
| ..and by salutation I mean not salutation, the word for saying goodbye... okay so I'm a dumbass... sue me |
| from el-amor : |
| Okay well I did some rescherch that took like two seconds BUT I found that it is a short form for the word "postscript" and it's basically just a note appending after a salutation :) makes me sound smart EH EH EH... that is all carry on |
| from el-amor : |
| OH MY GOD I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!! I shall find out... give me a couple minutes...but it doesn't matter becuase you're at school right now and I'm not SO yes... give me a couple minutes I'll find it.. haha im so gay |
| from el-amor : |
| ps- we still have to do the chinese food thang....pss- youre hot |
| from freelives : |
| Random Note! Its 1:29 I couldn't sleep Love Always, Martin AKA This Kid |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Oh... My... God! ...PEOPLE GAVE YOU CAFFENINE!!!! *screams* RUN! RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN! SAVE THE LITTLE ONES!!!!! GAAAAHHHHH! *runs away* |
| from evil-tyrant : |
| She's awesome? How's Martin? |
| from britishvixen : |
| ADD MY CELLY!! 905-962-5333 <3 Toodlez! |
| from evil-tyrant : |
| Merry Christamas christa! |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| THURSDAY= MY BIRTHDAY! THATS WHAT YOU FORGOT!!! ...hi christa! |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey. Ya well I sent him an email. The things I like about him in the relationship... and the things I don't like. Which were like three compared to a huge list of what I absolutely adored. Then in the end it all referred back to how much I love him. So he's gonna email me back.. I hope... and I may go to his school like some time soon and see how he is.. all that sort of crap. Omg.. I'm so happy this Friday we'r elike off.. .but I have to work 24/7.. which sucks. my mum wouldn't care if it was like 3 hr shifts.. but it's fucking 8 hr shifts and there like 2 6 hr ones. So I dunno... it's so unbelieveably gay. Gah I hate it. On better news. Day after boxing day and X-mas eve I have off. So I'm gonna be spending all the time with like Jordan.. which should be fun. We can't see each other this Saturday... because he's gonna be busy. but yay for the day after boxing day.. and Christmas eve. Hopefully he'll be able to sleep over at my house;) or at least I can like haggle for it. Ha make him wake up with me for work next morning. That would be funny. Well I g2g... and I think that this is a long detailed note. Oh.. and next year is gonna be FUN I have Ms. Button for 2 classes.... she'll make it so that it's fun... and so that I don't get bored. Well ttyl |
| from britishvixen : |
| HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! LMFAO LOL!!! I cant believe you did that to ur dad thats fukin AWESOME! OMG i think i love you now lol. *as you slit ur writsts* lol. Toodlez <3 |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ha ha ha.. today was fun Christa... you know it was lmao. YAY. I loved it.. especially the drawings.. they were awesome... ha ha ha. Alrighty... ok... so I just wanted to tell you that I'm sleepy. Guess what??? ND don't have a PD day.. so I'm gonna go up to ND.. I just have to tell people I'm going lmao. OMG guess what??? Giovani gave me like 3 kisses on the lips today. Just pecks. I think like friend pecks. Nicola and I were just jking around.. it was cute. He's an awesome laid back guy. Well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from britishvixen : |
| Hmm well if martin owns a guitar then u could buy him a box of guitar pics... umm you could buy him a kik ass t-shirt.. umm.. a cd... or a movie. Or you could buy him a weird necklace lol. iunno. thos r some suggestions. TTYL Toodlez <3 Nicola |
| from britishvixen : |
| OMG who said that to you on msn. They're VAINER THAN I AM!! if thats possible,, which i guess now it is lol. TOODELZ! <3 |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey. Now he's not that fucker. I guess he may not care???????? I dunno.. all I know is that good riddens. I'm going through a huge emotional prob at the moment... gah the life of Sarah B lol |
| from manchester1 : |
| p.s. what's Sarah's password to read her diary's??? and why's she put a password on it? |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn how are you? yes christa I love you... I love you sooooo much. Not as much as my b/f of course.. but you know what i mean. Gr it's about Jenny. I mean she thinks that she's all great and awesome. She moved her locker away because he and Nicola were in a fight. Jenny was calling Nicola a skank... and how she's trying to prove shit.. when she does it as well. When she's not with her b/f she's eyeing other guys and fluttering her eyelashes. Then she bitches at everyone about how they're all sluts, when she dresses slutty. And when you say she does she's all defensive, yet when she's with her bio friends she's like "I don't care what people think of me... if they have shit to say they can say it to my face,... I'll fight them." Like she changes... sooooooo much. It pisses me off. I mean GRRRRR. And now I see her bio friends but they never seem to be with her. And she still goes to the school. Oh and she was saying that this Graham guy who's really nice is her stalker. She's like he's all staring at me and that shit. Yet he thinks she's immature, and should grow up... so I dunno. I think she lies to get attention. And that makes me mad. Maybe people wouldn't hate her if she didn't lie. I mean she says shit behind my back also.. never says it to my face... but then when I confront her she denies it.. then talks about how she could kick my ass. I'm all like aha w/e. Seriosuly she needs to grow up. Then on d-land she tries to be all mature and all cool. Like yes I'm depressed blah blah blah. And oh this.. and kenny that. And it's like... she's not depressed.. because if she was then she wouldn't deny it when you talk to her. So I dunno... lol.... well ttyl |
| from el-amor : |
| HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT YOUR FACE!!!!... hahaha its funny cuz i only had 3 coolers lmao I RULE! |
| from freelives : |
| CHRISTA!!!!! |
| from el-amor : |
| Christaaaa I don't feel good, I just ate like one of those digestive cookies, have you ever had them? They're really good, kinda like baby cookies, but anyways I had one of those and I wrapped it in caramel ahahhaha it was sooo good but now I feel like shit, guh... that is all |
| from el-amor : |
| Geez Christa, the kid meows because his dad murdered the cat too. Cuz you know, the dad killed the mom, the kid then drowned the cat in the bathtub then he killed himself. And that's what that whole "When someone dies in the grip of a powerful rage, a curse is born" yeah that ness lol...it's sad I have the first part of the quote memorized. Anyways yes that is why the kid meows, because the spirit of the cat is like in the dead kid :) there ya go lol |
| from el-amor : |
| yeah it does, but I totally told him off, so it was funny ha |
| from el-amor : |
| you don't know him, and good thing cuz he's the most annoying asshole I've ever met :@ |
| from manchester1 : |
| here's the way your convo would go "Heyyyyyyyy chhhhrrrrrissstaaaa I'm so drunk *thinks faking faking cough cough I'm such a bad liar" "There there Sarah how many drinks have you had???" "Oh just a sip out of one of them" lmfao.. was that like a convo of yours?? lmfao... I'd piss myself laughing if it was.. you know I would. Hey so yes Christa you are the life of the party.. remember that ok?? as am I... I think I'm funny and cool *thinks to herself.. omg... I'm such a bad liar* lmao. Ha ha ha. OK so am I finally cracking?? I think so!!!! |
| from manchester1 : |
| actually that's a good idea lmao. I've never thought about a videa game.. but I could ask him.. I mean I doubt it would be that expensive.. and I know he'd like it...lol. Ha ha ha. D'andra. lol. I thought she would never throw a good party.. she probably thinks she was the life of the party lol. lmao. Ya a sip won't get you drunk,... a whole bottle would. God knows... everyone knows that. Awww I think you and Matin made such a cute couple.. you guys have to spend more time together lol |
| from manchester1 : |
| really you think?? I dunno.. I don't think so.. it's wierd.. I'm sooo much happier without her. Have you noticed how she has like totally changed. Drinking and partying.. I was like wtf?? whatever. Soon she'll turn into.. well you know lol. So tell me god damn you lol... what do you think I should get jordon lol???? come come girl thing THINK THINK LOL and you and Martin are dating AGAIN????? lol |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol no I fucking don't even want to be around her. When she walks up to me I feel as though I will puke. Like what friend says to you "I was flirting with you b/f last night.. and he was totally flirting back with me ha ha ha" like who would say that?? and then tell other people they never said that?? I mean that pissed me off. I was like wtf? I got really mad. Then she sent me the email... and it was like her flirting.. and jordon not.. and I guess she tried to make the email juicier.. and to try and prove she wasn't lying.. but you saw things in intervals where Jordon was like who the hell are you? |
| from candyapple3 : |
| dont always trust what otehr people say. i dont like him, hopfully u two will last this time. good work. |
| from manchester1 : |
| ha ha ha.. it's funny though.. when people think it's about them andm it's not. Sooo many people have entries like that. I know... it's funny that we're both online lmfao. NO it's about this stupid gay fucking.. blah blah called Jess... not Joidion.. because she's cool. But like,,, she's in grade 13... and she's nice and all of that... but she's just doing crazy crap. Remember when we got in that huge fight during the summer lmao?? |
| from candyapple3 : |
| no not really. trust me i have a lot more going on right now besides martin. and i dont like him any more. |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol naaa.. it's not about that recently red headed chick lol. She thinks that though.. but no it's not.. so I sent her a note. Fuck she thinks the whole fucking world revolves around her lol. Anyways cow you got to come by the hallways where the cafe is and sit and chat with the "group" lmao. OK.,. what do you think I should by Jordon??? buhbi hunnie bunn lol |
| from blonde76 : |
| it's going to be ok christa. you will find them when you stop looking. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey hey hunn thanks for the note. Ya actually... that is kinda funny. Omg.. fuck.. look how many notes Sarah Has left you holy fucking shit eh? |
| from blonde76 : |
| hey hun, wat did tanner do to you?!?!.. he's such a freak..... haha funny story.. i will tell you later..haha |
| from blonde76 : |
| and duh christa gets almost all of the candy..lol |
| from blonde76 : |
| haha your asking me... well you could go for like a i just got out of bed look..ha. wat should i be? |
| from blonde76 : |
| halloween it is.. haha wat are we doing? |
| from blonde76 : |
| hahaha the tribe has spoken, you have been noted.. i (L) it!! |
| from blonde76 : |
| hah deal.. yours is soo cool i don't think that i'm cool enough for that type |
| from blonde76 : |
| CHRISTA!! SARAH IS GETTING A NEW ONE AND NEEDS YOUR EXPERITIES ON A NEW ONE.. note back ahhahaha |
| from blonde76 : |
| Congrats on your 500th diary entry hun... haha that one was soo great! |
| from blonde76 : |
| Christa!!! hahha omg i'm going to laugh soo hard.. i laready did today... see tristan's diary note page thing.. haha soo fun but sick and wrong at the same time.. hahah but yeah.. bye!! |
| from tristanjii : |
| CHRISTA! I'm in class beside martin!!!! |
| from freelives : |
| CHRISTA!!! Im in class. You are as well. But you Probably wont be by the time you read this. Uh Oh Mr. V is on his way over here. |
| from blonde76 : |
| Omg it was you.. you dressed up as tanner and stalked me.. i knew it hahahahaha..... well good job and you have to tell me the min... that you know about the zoo.. and you have to go and see the little.... something.. i totally don't know wat i was going to say.. i drew blah bahhaha.. well bye hun.... i just relised that like i wrote to martin and said have fun with christa on like two of the notes i sent him bahaha |
| from freelives : |
| fake names are fun Kupo. omg christa, your my hero! from Me |
| from cchrista : |
| omg christa you're my hero!! (why doesn't anyone leave notes like that?) |
| from manchester1 : |
| I get that but you're my friend also.. you can talk to me. Just becasue some of your friends don't like me.. doesn't me you should be distant with another friend. It was the same with everypone there. Liek I get what you say. I dunno.. but I may have done it at times.. but now I try and talk to everyone. I know thst Matt disses me.. but I'm only trying to be friendly with him. He has a grudge because he and I have split up ECT. I don't see why he'd act so STUPID like seriously.. but I'm living with it. Listen I don't want 2 be mad at you.. or angry. I still really like you as a friend. U were one of my better friends. Don't go distant in grade 11 or I'll shoot you jks. But ya. I g2g I'll ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| I know but it like seems that you do diss me. Like at school when we were there, I know that you still had something against me. I knew it from when i looked at you ECT. I mean I had nothing against you.. but for some reason I seem 2 thinik that u just didn't like me when we went 2 registration ECT. |
| from manchester1 : |
| somewhat. I know that u have said things about me. But I don't wanna go back 2 school with a grudge |
| from manchester1 : |
| That pic was cute. I used to have the exact same pair of glasses... apart from I think they were blue and pink. Ok question.. how did you get that pic on your thing? |
| from freelives : |
| CHRISTA!!!!! |
| from manchester1 : |
| Trust me.. you saying like you are basically using me... I think I got the pint there. You truely dislike me... could never be my friend. Not from just his convo's but other friends of yours that do tell me things |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ok.. listen you are always saying shit behind my back. You know you do. Like you claimed that you still liked me.. as a "friend" the you say shit behind my back. So do NOT start saying shit like so much for friends when you're the one who was doing the backstabbing |
| from kaulback57 : |
| awesome. yeah people don't leave me notes ever. thaaaaaaanks. of course my diary is more of a spill your guts out thing as apposed to yours which is like watching tv because its entertaining, so i could see i dont get that many. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| Wait sorry I thought YOU made that up it means "diary that pisses the fuck out of you" Jen was reffering to someone that said something about stuff lol. |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| doesn't this piss the fuck out of you? (guess) |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn. I know I've not been on msn for a while. I have a simple explanation for that.. my comp was screwed. we thought it was the motherboard but it was the ram. Ya so friends??? still??? lol. Oh ok. WEll I'll tell ya the gossip later.. I g2g.. and it's long lol.. ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey. Listen I for one do not think I'm a slut. I waited a while before I dated after Matt. Then I dated Chris... and had an awesome relationship with him. It ended because he was way to Over protective and pulled me away from everyone. 2 weeks after that I dated showman. After him waited for like 2 months and then started dating Jordon. Him and I have been dating over 3 months now.. talk reguarlarly on the phone. Yes I went from these boyfriends.. because I thought that maybe.. just maybe I could have a long relationship with them. The relationships never seemed to work out. I thought I was soooo stupid for the longest time.. breaking up with Matt. I was sooo mad at myself and mad at the fact that he was not talking to me. But now I'm dating Jordon.. and I feel alot happier.. with myself dating him.. and having alot of fun with him. So I realise why you think I was a slut in that case. And I'm so not like that anymore.. because I'm sticking to this Jordon.. who i feel Icould date for along time. He knows like nearly everything about me. Sarah Gilbert knows alot more though. But he's second. And like I know everything about him. See your prob was that you thought I was macking on him all the time. Trust me.. I don't want people to see us kissing all the time. I talk alot with him also. Like when we're out we joke around.. which was a simple mistake on my part with the hands down his pants. But people who were there thought it was sorta funny. Actually.. they found it really funny.. Nicola didn't though. Umm... I don't really know.. like to me you've changed in the way liek you just don't tell me things. On msn.,. you hardly talk to me.. or none at all. And like.. you take alot of anger out on me. Like in your notes.. when you were having some probs with your father. Trust me.. I'm going through some of the same things.. that cause me to get angry.. but I've not took anything out on my friends. Listen.. you're like one of my really good friends. I want you to like com to my b-day party which I've told you about. We have classes together.. which I think is going to be awesome. But like.. I don't wanna throw away that friendship. you know? well I g2g buhbi hunn ttyl |
| from evil-tyrant : |
| ....? |
| from manchester1 : |
| That's fine with me I will get Nicola to note you. But Christa.. like I'm so not the slut. How I act.. well how could I be a slut on the way I act?? when I'm not macking on anyone at all!! like me and my b/f do everything in private.. apart from a quick kiss. Like I said I don't dress like a slut at all. I always cover myself up. And I'm with my b/f I'm still covered up. So how do you think I am a slut? from hearsay?? from the none existant people I've hung out with. The only person I've really seen are DDR people... who I guess you don't know. More DDR people. Then again more DDR people... and then Sarah G this weekend. Seriously Christa I'm not a slut. Like I don't know who told you I was.. but is it someone who I'm friends with? because if it is then theu weren't really my friends. I hope we still are.. but I am still kind pissed that you think I am a slut.. when trust me I'm not. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Actually Nicola does not agree. She was pissed at me at the time. I'm sure I could tell her to note you if you like. Like god.. is that the only person who you thoguht was like on your side. i'd think I'd know if I was a slut. And too bad hunn but I'm not. Do you think a quick kiss is a slut.. just because we do that in public. One little french? alot of people do it. We normally do that outside.. away from alot of people. I doubt that is slutty on my part. And I know you're not calling me a slut for how I dress.. because I cover myself up... alot. Oh... and.. I doubt my business is your business since you have so bluntly said that we were never friends. Way to put up a huge act for everyone pretending like we were friends. Going through your probs with me about Matt. Like how you didn't think he would ever like you. How he's acting like a jackass. You don't know what to do ect. And I seemed to help you out. Like saying I'm sure he likes you that way hunn. Going along with you in some things. It was funny when we put up that fight type thing when we thought he was playing both of us. Me putting hands down his pants.. was for me to go all the way through his so call shorts that were past his knees.. and then I waved to people. They seemed to think this was extremely funny. So it was only Niocla who had the prob because she well I don't know. He was her ex. And I totally do understand where she's coming from. When you called me a slut though... I thought that we were friends.. and good friends. But I guess I was wrong. I don't want to be in a fight with you Christa.. because i'd still want to pull through on being friends.. but why the hell do you feel I'm a slut??? Nicola wasn't all truthful in that diary.. and she told my mum she was angry when she wrote it.. and just spilled out things. Most of them untrue. I was not making out with the guy in front of everyone. Like I think I've told you.. him and I have made out once.. and we did that at a party. It's normally a peck on the lips that we give each other. Plus.. it's a law to make out with a person in a public place. And if a security guard sees you.. they'll throw both parties out. Just so happens there was a girl security guard there. Who I was talking to. I was hardly around Jordon that night. Since you weren't there though I doubt you'd know. Think about it. Nicola claimed in her diary she was really pissed. When you're pissed you write things that sometimes aren't wholly true. In this case she did write things that aren't. I wouldn't want people like seeing me.. making out with a guy. That's for me and Jordon.. our personal time. It's gross to let other people see that. I hate when people do that at school so why would I do it? exactly.. I wouldn't. I'm sooo not a slut. You should know that Christa. From the year you've known me you should know I am outgoing.. shy at the same time. I'm mostly conservative with a guy. I don't go all out and start macking on them when everyone can see. This is a long note. Must be kinda boring to read. *cough* But ya.. I only told you registration because people have asked me when it was.. and I wanted to make sure you knew. Sorry if you didn't or whatever... but I thought I'd just tell you. I wasn't thinking you were stupid. And I know I'm not |
| from el-amor : |
| Don't worry dawg, I also have ghosts in my house. I think there's only one. But I know that there's one for sure.. I'll tell you the story later, it's very long lol, adios my bitch :) |
| from manchester1 : |
| I thought you were a good friend.. I guess you never were.. but I thought you were. Ya who else thinks I'm a slut?? Nicola does of course... but her and I were in a fight at the time! I'm sure now she would agree with me on the case and to everyone that I'm not a slut. I kiss him on the lips. I do not make out. I've made out with him once for your info. And that was in a seperate room at a party. Oh and if you didn't know.. August 30th and 31st is registration. I think from like 12-2. I know for a fact it finishes at 2 |
| from britishvixen : |
| Hey Christa. Im so glad you agree about sarah. I thought it was slutty to put your hands down someones pants while making out with them in public too, hence my entry lol. But through all this im being told that I have to get over jordan by my sister and my dad. Is it so wrong for me to wanna protect my rep since my reps come from her.?. Iunno, lifes just wierd, so many people are changing around me, I only hope I can still maintain my friends and they wont screw me over too, i mean my sister did. We never really got a chance to know each other that well, but mayhaps grade 11 will change that. see ya in a couple of weeks (school boo!!) toodlez! |
| from manchester1 : |
| ya Christa the reason I'm not even going to talk to you.. after this is because of the simple fact that you feel I'm a slut. So you know how you said the meaning of a friend?? well would a good friend call a person she's known all of grade 10 a slut? See when I'm macking on my b/f it's not in front of that many people. It's a crime to make out with someone in a public place. My father sees me sometimes sitting on my b/f... we snuggle.. out of PUBLIC EYES!!!!!!! I peck on the lips.. that is it. Yes I'm such a fucking slut now. God.. I don't know why you'd say that but w/e |
| from allnightfire : |
| MEMO:: THINGS TO DO-------------------- 1) Call people forking sluuuts 2) Bitch as we did tonight 3) Join me and Robyn for some egging of GAP displays **see my note to her** 4) Um.. I forget :) |
| from allnightfire : |
| clearly i dont know how do do a heart. fuck. it was suppsed to say "I*heart*you" soooo... I<3U! |
| from allnightfire : |
| Christa! You *forking* ((I LOVE THAT)) slut! I��U!! |
| from blonde76 : |
| hey hun.. well.. as you know from wat has happened in the past .. you know that i hate it when friends fight.. and i don't like to see someone like sarah b and you fight.. since you guys are like one of my bffffff and well i know you said that she's not a loss and everything but.. i hope that you two would see that yes you are both losing someone close to you and it's not right for her or you to judge.... i don't care if you don't take this note to heart or if you just delete it ... it's your choice. |
| from el-amor : |
| I'm a slut and damn proud of it :)... and you are my bitch Christa Nicole Chartrand :D |
| from manchester1 : |
| oh and how am I a slut?? working like 24/7.. seeing my friends on like a friday some nights.. not even all the time. Also having like no time for friends.. but making some to hang out with people I truely do like! I mean how is that being a slut? oh I guess you meaN when I'm out with my friends. I don't wear any kind of skirt.. it's just skorts. and I t-shirt.. i foubt that's slutty. How I act around my boyfriend?? is that why you're calling me a slut. Hugging him??? kissing on occasion? oh yes Christa that is me being a huge slut. I guess I get you now.. not. Ya right I've changed.. that's right.. sure I have. How can I when I have to work like nearly all summer.. and when I do get days of I'm relaxing. Yes because you know.. I'm such the skank of the group. Aha.. that's right. Not. God Christa I don't even know how you could say that. And how could people kno whow I've changed when I've not been hanging out with anyone. the only person who would say that would be my sister.. and she would only call me a slut when she's pissed at me. Other than that she doesn't say shit. There you go Christa. I'm sure you'll be happy to know that you have just lost a friend.. and I'm sure you'll loose more in the process.. if you start calling them sluts and equally mean names. And you have room to talk. |
| from manchester1 : |
| A friend to me is a huge thing in life. Like you can have your falling outs with friends everyone does.. but then everything should go back to normal eventually. And as soon as I heard of the fights, and the hateful notes sent.. of course I'm going to stick up for a friend. And since Sarah is like my best friend I'm always going to stick up for her. So i sent a note.. they replied back with some stupid shit so I did the same. It was actually really amusing. I loved that they kept noting me. I was pissed and lashing out was fun. But it was a stupid fight just because they do not wish to believe in a white bruise. I mean for god sakes.. why wouldn't someone believe in that. Why would someone make it up? they wouldn't.. that's the point. It's stupid that el-amor got involved. When I think that the main issue was between Sarah and Yourself. I just thought that old friends would mean something to you. I guess not. Especially since you're going through some problems... and you take it out on everyone. You've just totally changed.. and it's not for the best. Well ttyl |
| from manchester1 : |
| seriosuuly this is a childish fight. I would think that you have the sense to know that and to decline from the god damn nonesense |
| from el-amor : |
| I am le weiner ie. winner HA oh little Johnny |
| from el-amor : |
| You're a retard, of course it's possible to make your own templates. Otherwise, you wouldn't be able to get them from other sites, because someone has to be able to make them. Just most people don't know how. Including me. You're stupid. lol :) |
| from el-amor : |
| You're the coolest person I know. Thumbs up to you for those 6 notes :) |
| from el-amor : |
| dawwg thats a nice story you got there. I would like to see this scar one day, it sounds interesting. And I'll show you the pink dot that I have on my middle finger from grade 3 when I got a splinter and had to get like 4 needles to freeze my finger (on account of they had to cut skin off, yummo). It's wierd. As are you :) that is all lol |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn. Ya for once I'm starting to feel bored f summer. But this month is nearly over.. trust me it will go fast. Just go out shopping or something. Oh... hmmm... maybe the week before school starts.. we should have that sleepover we kept talking about lol.. ttyl hunn |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey,, I understand you're going through some things right now. And I do hope it works out. But you have to admitt... a month goes by so fast when summer's nearly over |
| from el-amor : |
| sorry dawg, we made the cook-izzles at jackies house sorrrrry .... they were ok. lol they kinda tasted like pancakes, but whatevs it's all good. ... ps- they were suppost to make 4 dozen.... we made them so big that they made like 15 hahahahahahahahhahaha laaater |
| from manchester1 : |
| ya... a month to go.. so that isn't that far away. This month I'm doing alot.. so for me it is going to go by extremly quickly. Only 1 month left.. that will go fast and then we're back to school, and to all the homework again wishing it was summer. Listen.. you seem to be taking bites out of me this summer. I dunno if you're still pissed off at a few things. I dunno... if you have something to say to me then say it. Lately I just feel like you are sorta being mean. Like I know alot is going on with you.. but don't take your shit out on me. |
| from el-amor : |
| hey dude download unforgiven by our pal fefe, then we can be like, hey fefe, the only song i know of yours is unforgiven.. good song *thumbs up*.. ps- tell you dad to check his messages, beeyotch, laaata |
| from el-amor : |
| yoo dont worry dawg i had to get up at 9 too... 8:53 to be exact. fuckin mofo, laaater |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn now I know you want to tell me what's going on lately with the note and all of that. But your damn dad came in. Email me hunn.. i'll ttyl;) |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey you should re read then you'll get it |
| from valkyrie1223 : |
| It started off that way but then turned more into a rant about another guy ...not Geoff but some of it was Geoff... well yeah if you want updates just ask mon amie. |
| from el-amor : |
| yo dawg, haha thats funny, emma left you a note, shes my hero. and as are you. but yes. a lot of boys are nice :) i like boys :) especially nice boys :) that is all ... ps theres a show on like cbs where it shows people who like become nuns and other like religious crapola ha |
| from sunken-below : |
| hello...you...? are you the christa i think you are?...whats this about you wanting to be a nun..dont do that! thats putting alot up for sisterhood |
| from el-amor : |
| A trip to Japan? That's like most most random thing I've ever heard lol. Are you saying that as a girl and or nun you aren't allowed to visit Japan?... maybe there's like rules on that or something . hA I needa life. |
| from el-amor : |
| note to christa, if you want to become a nun, you can also NEVER have sex, EVER!!!!...don't be a nun lol |
| from d-r-a-t-e-r : |
| good job for thinking blinks the best, because they are :D! thanks for joining all of my rings as well- tomdelonge, markhoppus, travisbarker, & boxcarracer. sorry the snippets dont work anymore. |
| from sweetone03 : |
| thank you for joining the ataris ring. |
| from manchester1 : |
| Hey hey hunn.. omg you were sooo fucking bored.. like crazy. i did get tired but I kept reading. It's alllllllllll good tho |
| from baby2pimp : |
| how is teenage pregnancy gay??? you would have to be straight to get knocked up dumbass!! |
| from baby2pimp : |
| how is teenage pregnancy gay??? you would have to be straight to get knocked up dumbass!! |
| from baby2pimp : |
| I have to say...Blink 182 is more then GAY!!!! |
| from blonde76 : |
| OMG, i'm not a fucking blonde...i'm a blonde *lol* but that's ok that's the way you think, y didn't you add an entry about saturday night?? didn't you have tons of fun*lol*, and yeah it's not my fault it didn't work but that's ok.. well...i'm going bye.. and stop organizing it's un-christa like to do things like that..bye@~! |
| from britishvixen : |
| How am i a "poser"? |
| from manchester1 : |
| Ha ha ha,,, that was the highlight of my day... not really because I was out... but you re near the top. I have a funny story.... but I'm too lazy to type it.. I may put it in my diaryland thing... someday lol |
| from el-amor : |
| stop being a slut you slut! I can't believe you Christa *_______* Chartrand!!! SLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT SLUUUUUUUUT SLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol hey hey hunn yes I am a smart cookie.. or at least I like to think I am:S lmfao. Ya so I can't believe he like blcoked me. I told him not to... and then he goes and does it.. it's soooo silly. Like I think the only reason why he wanted to talk was because I didn't have a b/f.... and since I turned him down he got pissed. Ya and he should unblock you. hahaha funny jk Christa.. I actually laughed and your jks are always pretty pathetic... jks lol it was awesome. Well Emma was all chatty today and I was like aha w/e lol. hmmm ok... I don't have any jks... awww happy early b-day!!!!:D |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn. Omg..I'm proving points wherever I go... it is pretty cool. Ya Sarah G gave me a ride home.. and I saw my sister on the way home and she wasn't to happy. lmao. Ha haha... I'm watching Calander girls tonight. It's my dad's b-day:D awesome... well ttyl bubhi hunn |
| from cdghost : |
| stumbled across your words and were impressed by them to comment on how impressed i was! by them, loved your layout as well.peace-thecdghost |
| from manchester1 : |
| no he's not absusive.. but strong. So he like drags me away from people who I like to talk to and to chill with.. it's really shitty. But he's Jealous when I talk to other poeple! like you know I need my space so I broke up with him... like before 6 lol |
| from manchester1 : |
| well he was justs aying how he loved me and all that. I'm dumping him tonight because I don;t want him to get Jealous and then like abusive |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol ahaha... I know I'd never have sex lol.. until like an 8 month to a year relationship. Ha I already told Chris. I emailed him chatting...well then like he emailed me back and told me that he had never said he loved me in person. Well then he said well Sarah Butterworth I love you I love you I love you. I was soooo freaked. Like because he's soooo jeaslous you know??? well I g2g bubhi hunn ttyl ;) |
| from manchester1 : |
| umm I'm confused from your note???? lol... umm he prb meant Matt?? I have no clue what you meant by that. He's so gay at times... ah well. i would just like to add... flavoured condoms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao! ah ha ha.... lol. Today we like opened two and we licked them lmao. It was quite funny! Vanilla is ok.. Chocolate is blah... and I didn't try my ttotie... fruiti.. that's or like another time. Like when I date a guy for like 5 months *just head tho* lmao.. unless I have strong feelings for that person! bubhi hunn ttyl |
| from kingbastard : |
| I'm the President of Earth! Duh! |
| from kingbastard : |
| Good stuff! I had a page up here until I got my own web-site. You'd like it. www.marksbeefs.com Anyway, keep up the good writing. |
| from britishvixen : |
| right... well i think you're asking me for my e-mail lol. It's [email protected]... |
| from britishvixen : |
| yes thou art nicola, the twin of sarah lol |
| from britishvixen : |
| Hello!! |
| from tristanjii : |
| Don't worry. Everything will be ok (damn MSN broke). But yes I want to talk to you asap. |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey don't say stuff like that lol!!! it's awesome just to hang out.. if i was there the party would be alive!!!!! |
| from blonde76 : |
| Bahahaha i know...*lol* but you do tooo!!! |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol of course we've worked everything out lol.. bound to cchrista lol... well I love you too;) |
| from xshadowcatx : |
| Christa....Chartrand? |
| from tristanjii : |
| [email protected] Im Tristan J |
| from tristanjii : |
| Friend of Nic. Tristan. |
| from manchester1 : |
| ok christa what's your prob?? I mean it may just be that you're in a bad mood.. or you still have matt on ur list and prefer him more than me.. I know I need to change my profile.. that's what I've been trying to do for the like longest time... but my comp has been down so I've not been able to change it. You prob wrote that note last night so were you in a bad mood??? just wondering because it seemed like you were. And don't you dare say thanks for blocking me cuz I fucking didn't! I had to get off... and you were seeming all bitchy so all I said was w/e.... I'm not asking ur opinion cuz I'm not in the mood. If it sounded bitchy on msn I'm sorry.. but I didn't try to be. So where you're getting all this anger from I dunno. I've been supportive of you and Nic, I've not said 1 bad thing about you. Oh and when Matt and I broke up you were soooo supportive and I liked that... so what's wrong now I dunno... but please tell me |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn.. that's what I heard lol... but w/e... and it's ok that you didn't bring the showbox.. I already said.. I have a backup plan lol |
| from el-amor : |
| yes I know, I'm down, downer than everyone else clearly |
| from manchester1 : |
| lol it's to true.. there will be no partay without us lol... what do you think about Emma Wright??? just wondering.. for future reference lol... bubhi hunn ttyl ;) |
| from manchester1 : |
| I'm not going to the movies hunn... I like already said that... cuz I'm going early to Sarah G's house... and she thought I wasn't going to do that etc..... it's just that Matt's making all these descisions for me and he shouldn't.. I'm getting really pissed off.. but have fun with nic |
| from el-amor : |
| AHA! I'm the only one with like a special name on ur list, woooooo go me :) everyone else is like their name and their last initial, but I'm Rdawg:) woo score! |
| from manchester1 : |
| hey hey hunn how are u??? are u gonna be going to Sarah's b-day for sure?? I am... but I still need to know what I'm doing friday lol.. I still don't really wanna waste 25$ if I don't really wanna do it.. but I still gotta figure all that out lmao. Ah well it happens!! Matt came to the school again!! that was pretty awesome....I really like him. I gotta set you up with someone.. or you gotta tell me who ya like lol!!! well write me a note on this whole diaryland thingy.. buhbi hunn |
| from el-amor : |
| wats with this not writing in diary ness? |
| from el-amor : |
| ahah i win i lerft a note... yes u heard me, i said lerft |
| from cchrista : |
| you ppl suck at leaving notes |
| from rockshithot : |
| Speaking of woman pirates...notes are for woman pirates |
| from rockshithot : |
| C�ReY says: la la la [Hip to be square, baby...] .I can play with madness. It's electrifying and devinely predictable. O_o says: that was beautiful C�ReY says: thank u it came from the heart and soul [Hip to be square, baby...] .I can play with madness. It's electrifying and devinely predictable. O_o says: if had better have C�ReY says: oh it did [Hip to be square, baby...] .I can play with madness. It's electrifying and devinely predictable. O_o says: too bad singing is for woman pirates |
| from rockshithot : |
| holy crap. I hate you. Your locker is in the tech hall. Best_place_evar. |
| from rockshithot : |
| when are you coming baaaaack? |
| from rockshithot : |
| Fsss. Hey. It's me. TWIGGY!! no, that's not my name. I'm sorry. Dig ya nose. I'm done. Goodbye |
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