messages to chadin:
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from elyssina :
Shit dude. You're a dad? Yeah, you can still read me. I'm not 16 any more so it might be a bit more interesting. u: something p: corporate. Yeah. I have yet to change it from my favorite band from freshman year of high school.
from vibinghigh :
I just found your diary and it's sad that you are going to phase out your diaryland experience. Congratulations on Baby Blob! I'm going to add your diary as a favorite, just in case you decide to continue it after all at some future time.
from leowna :
I randomly came here through a banner, though I would say hello. -Leowna
from blackrose11 :
Felicitation ( french word for congrat ) On the new baby , You guys are gonna be awsome parents.
from bbwing :
(1/17/06)Aww, Baby Blob! You're so happy, it's cute.
from theparisian :
CONGRATULATIONS on the baby! and happy new year!
from bbwing :
(12/31/05) Congratulations on the baby!!! Yay!
from spoiltangel :
Congratulations on your soon to be new arrival in the family! I love little baby's... well wishes to you and your wife, and may you have a Fantastic & Happy New Year!
from hairplay :
Hello <3, I just wanted to let you know that I've moved diaries. I'm still at diaryland, my new username is "shoreline--" if you're interested. xo
from spoiltangel :
-->insert expressions of pure joy here<-- You must be very happy (I think the capital lock gave it away) This is so exciting... well done and congrats!
from clairecav :
Congratulations and jubilations on your job!
from blackrose11 :
No I dont whant a friend whit benefits. There a lot of factors into that decsion , I whant to waith for the right person. I was just considering it, cause this time he was actlluy being serious. I started to do a survey of what my friends diffrent oppingn , IE the pros and cons list.
from blackrose11 :
Just turn 21
from clairecav :
Ahh, thankyou, I believe I got the right answer in the mini-test we had to do, though I probably spelt it wrong. Flurine, or something. Science is not my subject.
from spoiltangel :
There is the possibility that I dont want there to be anything at all... so in the afterlife, it wouldn't really matter would it? But I understand what you mean. And it is comforting from someone who is older, experienced, more mature than I can possibly ever be, who actually responds to something like that. I cant say it's a great feeling under the circumstances, but it's a hopeful one. I've always liked fresh perspectives...
from lucid-denial :
I think more guys should try to be "half-gay" like you.
from tarted-heart :
I cannot help but read back to what I said and laugh my ass off, I was really that bad huh? holy crap! I couldn't even type properly, but then again, I was just a teenage girl linking to you diary because it looks cool ;-) ya, I remember I was one of those girls, I have changed diaries now, twice, I think, so you probably don't remember me, but thanks for the memory, although a little embarrising, I got a huge laugh out of it! take care of yourself!
from clairecav :
But I am angry girl so often and rarely get the chance to be a lightbulb! Which is probably why the word 'cute' is never used much to decribe me. If I was always a lightbulb, perhaps it would be used more? That could be a cool experiment. By the way, I lurve your new template. As for a title for it, I know it's cheesy, but how about something from that Athlete song 'Wires'?
from birthofvenus :
you guessed correctly. :)
from happyone :
Hi! How did you get the image of the clouds as your whole background? I've been trying to put pictures as my background but they just show up small! If you can't help me, that's ok, I was just wondering if you knew! :)
from clairecav :
Thanks much for the advice! I found a kind of photo editor on my compter, like you said, but it didn't have a basic re-sizing option. And I am absolutely rubbsh at anything more difficult than that, so there's no hope for the link idea! Looks like I'm getting help the way that works best for me though - someone else is gonna do it for me! Hurray! And really, I don't know how you could look at my face that close up and come up with the definition of 'cute' but ha, thanks anyway!
from f-i-n :
books always make me cry...
from theparisian :
I know exactly how you feel about the Harry P. thing.
from spoiltangel :
I dont think I've ever dropped you a line before, but I am a constant reader of your entries. I always enjoy reading you... so thank you for the perks of my rather dull afternoons! Adieu, Kelly.
from xnavygrrl :
I don't know how I missed the entries on your dreams.......but I want to say that it sounds to me like you are going through some rough times spiritually. But the message in your dreams is good right? You totally have something to offer the world, whether you see it or not. Oh, and good luck with your new job!!
from to-my-heart :
found your site surfing around. I enjoyed reading it.
from candoor :
I remember your diary name... I have been here before... yay... *hug*... :)
from elyssina :
I've found if you want to write you just have to do it and you just have to do it a lot.
from elliorange :
Well. I understand what you mean, but that wasn't the point of what I wrote. You say that you're attracted to all types of girls, but when we've chatted before you have your typical "dream girl." We all have our typical dream girl/boy. My point: why am I attracted to look at a boy with a nice muscular back, instead of a a boy with a back so hairy it sticks through his shirt. Someone else might find the muscular boy disgusting and the hairy man beautiful. So, when did it get put into my head that muscular boys were more attractive than hairy boys? Oh, and - I don't believe we are born with that in our psyche/ in our genes. I think it forms, somehow, over time. In another point, I'm really not into all of Freud's psychological points of view.
from rosytears :
hahahs. if someone is dead, they'll never ever have to experience pain and hurt anymore, and everything life has to break them down. yes, they'll never experience love and happiness either, but isn't it better to minus away everything and have peace, calm and quiet? yes, it'll be the end and the truth is that you're dead, but the memories will live on. the world's a ugly place anyway. why do we even bother to stay among its ugliness and get scarred even further?
from ghostiness :
Thanks for the school tip! Is it named after Jimi? *wink*
from lucid-denial :
well, you are very welcome.
from theparisian :
You said, "don't they just realize, for the most part, you're going to feel these things no mattter what and it isn't sex that control them." and I believe that's exactly the point that I'm trying to get across.
from elyssina :
Your a good guy, Chadin.
from notquiteme :
The password *should* still work, but if it is not, try this one: user - tout password - vabien
from clairecav :
Happy birthday! For, erm, yesterday (sorry). =)
from wifemotherme :
Happy Birthday!
from ghostiness :
Hee. You're cute. *giggles* I love the Bugs.
from elyssina :
My brain moves faster than my hands too. That's why my handwriting is so atrocious.
from elyssina :
You're a good guy chadin.
from lucid-denial :
now that is defintely an interesting theory. i don't know; i'd have to read the books again because I can't remember enough to create theories. I think I'd rather wait and see what JK Rowling has to say about it all, although I think she's going to try to stray away from Star Wars type things. WEll, that's the vibe I get from her web site. I just found it odd how almost no one mentioned anything about Neville.
from jbthechosn1 :
something like: school is relevant to the purpose of life?
from elyssina :
If you fadeaway, you will do so gracefully.
from xnavygrrl :
Well, whatever you decide to do, I support you. And I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors. I don't think you are setting yourself up for failure; you just have not found your niche yet. You and your wife are in my prayers...
from elyssina :
Have you become lost? Where are you?
from xnavygrrl :
I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. You're in my thoughts. :)
from theparisian :
Okey dokey, your comment is meant to express your love for dancing. One of my favorite entries you've written was about the time with the hypnotist where you danced your little ass off. I always think of you as someone who likes to shake what your mommy gave you. I hope your not offended by this. In fact, to quote directly from your most CURRENT entry, "I mean, I would love to act for a living, and sing, AND DANCE, but I don't know if I am good enough to do that." I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going so well, and wish you the best of luck.
from tearsnsmiles :
please note me to tell me whether or not you recieved your password into my diary. :-) PS-i hope things are going better. i'm not sure whether to take your lack of writing as a good sign or a bad one.
from xnavygrrl :
I'm sorry you are not happy. That really sucks.
from tarted-heart :
lol, to be completley honest (and being the dumbass I am) I really didnt get that addage until I read your note, but its different because you are good at your job, you have progressed every month fast and well.
from tearsnsmiles :
I sent your info 4 my diary to the e-mail address on your profile. Leave me a note if you don't recieve it!
from elyssina :
I'm doing the whole factoring thing right now in pre calc/trig. In other issues...I wish I could say something incredbly witty and helpful but I can't.
from notquiteme :
username: bentnot password: broken there ya go!
from tearsnsmiles :
so i found it necessary to lock my diary. please leave me a note if you would like a password. i would like to keep you as a reader!! :o) -nicole
from elyssina :
Yes! Orange Juice!
from elyssina :
Yes! Football!
from elyssina :
Ya know how every year in high school they make us fill out those freaking index cards telling them what our phone number and address is and stuff? Well, on Frau T's one of the questions was "What do you plan to do in class this year in German Class?" So I put, "Preferably, I would like to learn German. However, if you want to give me candy or money, I will comply." I was going write something witty about your entry but couldn't think of anything. I can't be witty by the end of the day when schools in session.
from lucid-denial :
hey ya, anytime. i'll look for a pic sometime; it's not like i'm super-busy or anything :)
from tearsnsmiles :
thanx for putting me on your profile, i feel incredibly special. i promise, though, that eventually there will be a better quote of mine in my diary that you can use! :o)
from tarted-heart :
yup, thats right :-)
from xnavygrrl :
No pressure, but I'm glad you're updating more. :)
from elyssina :
Haha! I completely forgot about enlarged overies! Man, I was just eating them today. Thank you for keeping me on your list. Uh...sell cars!
from elyssina :
Darling, just get a hot cup of chai, and think about selling cars. Then when you get home, put on some music (HAPPY music...none of the "Life sucks" stuff) and clean. Organize. I find its easier if you put stuff in piles and then decide what to do with it. This works well with clothes. Most importantly, remember there are some things that you can't do anything about right now so you shouldn't worry about them.
from elyssina :
I changed my password and such, if you wanted to know. Stuff happened, I usually don't change it this often. U: Something P: Corporate...sell some cars man!
from elyssina :
you car selling crazy man you
from theparisian :
Hi! Yes, you are "Walk, Don't Run", and I will explain to you why. At this point in time, everyone is a movie in my profile. Why movies? I felt like mixing it up a little. And "Walk, Don't Run" happens to be one of my favorite movies. Haven't seen it? You should! It's an older(ish) movie from the 60's with Carey Grant. Actually, it was Carey Grant's last film before he decided to retire and produce. Highly reccomended, it's absolutely hallarious. I can see you as the Carey Grant type for some reason (don't ask why- my mind works in odd ways, especially as of late), and this happens to be my favorite Carey Grant film (aside from Charade, but that's another story entirely). Okay, I'm rambling. So, with that, I wish you a great, glorious, and wonderful day!!
from cutie1083 :
You're right. I probably won't ever find my answers. But...somehow, I still feel a need to ask the questions.
from elyssina :
Darling, deep cleansing breaths. I read every entry you put up. Life doesn't suck ok? You could be jobless, wifeless, and lifeless. But your alive, at a job, and your married to lady that loooooooves you. Now, eat some chocolate and smile. Eat the chocolate because it releases chemicals in your brain similar to the chemicals that are released when you fall in love and smile because the act of smiling actually releases positive endorphins in your brain that makes you happy! :-)
from elyssina :
The username is Highschool and the password is 123456...The entry up right now is really boring by the way.
from elyssina :
I really hated it when I had to lock my diary. I didn't care who read my diary, except for one person, my dad. My dad is a dumbass, and he can be pretty manipulative. Well, one day he found my diary. I found out pretty much right away but didn't do anything until he started mentioning things from my diary subtly that he otherwise would not have known about. He also started to do things I had said in my diary would make him better (like not going to the 6 'o clock AA meeting on our Saturday). It was manipulative, and that's why I locked my diary. I give the password to anyone who wants to read it, So I really don't think of it being locked so much as locked out to my dad.
from elyssina :
Rock on my awesome car selling diaryland friend!!!
from elyssina :
Chadin Darling, don't get drunk. Drinking to get drunk is never a good idea.
from elyssina :
So many harmless things can hurt you. It may not mean anything to anyone but you...it's ok. Just breathe deep. Uh...I'm not suggesting hypervenilation though.
from elyssina :
The funniest way to find sexual innuendo is to think of children songs. "Hickory-Dickory dock, the mouse ran up the clock." Or my personal favorite, "She'll be coming round the mountain when she comes...she'll be riding six white horses when she comes." It really makes so many innocent things, so derogatory.
from faded-souls :
hey, thanks for putting me back on your list. And for the g-book entry. I know you will be happy even if you dont sell many cars, but I know that even though its a hard one,you gotta have one, and I admire you for keeping on trying to get there. Anyways, you know how we had a brief conversation over aim like early last year (lol, you probably dont) well I have had you on my list all this time and never talked to you, dont freak out, I can promise you im not dangerous, but I might say hello sometime, so watch out! (kidding). thanks again.
from hairplay :
oh, congrats about the marriage, and hope you had a good honeymoon, i forgot to say so yesterday. xo.Brit
from hairplay :
I think you're special! ^-^ You probably don't know who this is, and even if I tell you that I was once downstairs.diaryland.com (Brit) you may still not know. But I read you every so often. I havn't in a long time and now that it's summer, i'll try harder. xo.Brit http://hairplay.diaryland.com (personal/fragments) http://lumino-sity.diaryland.com (public/boring) http://downstairs.diaryland.com (old/dead)
from elyssina :
Theres a guy at my school that looks like you. I always try to smile at him even though I have no idea who he is.
from lauraelysee :
I, for one, know that selling anything is NOT easy - especially something like a car which costs a lot. Speaking of cars...and Volkswagens... I want a bug convertible and my parents have been looking around for some lately. You could sell yourself another car if you can find me a new/used one at a good price!!! *hint hint*
from elyssina :
I remember when you got engaged. Yea...good times..
from dazzlinglife :
mazel tov. -emma
from elyssina :
I just realized in the last post U put "totally sell." *cringe.* Anyway, Your pictures are just darling and 11 cars is awesome! Awesome I say! Also, be positive and smile a lot! Smiling sends chemicals to your brain that make you happy! (If I'm being to postive for you I apologize)
from elyssina :
Dearest Chadin: You can totally sell as many cars as you need to! Just be sure to be positive and smile! (And if you were to look at it in a more manipulative sense, look for the flustered woman that are buying their first car.) Have a great week!
from parlance :
Hullo, there. Long time no talk.
from elyssina :
Rock on car selling Chadin! woo!
from elyssina :
If you leave you shall be missed....
from elyssina :
Well Chadin, last night I added someone else to my favortites and was like...Chadin hasnt updated in a while. Then I remember you update on mondays! Then I got excited! Judges may not judge the accused, but they do judge sometime what is allowed in the court room (like evidence and certain abstract theories the lawyers use.) As for your drinking thing, I think it might behoove you not to drink as much. People who turn to alcohol when theyre stressed are more likely to become alcoholics...and you REALLY don't want that. I would know. The fact they called ou gay may be a good thing, many times gays are viewed as the nicest, coolest guys (ya know in sterotypes.) Um, thats all. Have a lovely week!
from dazzlinglife :
very well then, i leave a note: note. if my teenagerlyness holds any value, i do miss hearing about you and hope that you are more than ok...being too busy blows and i understand the value of nothing time. best wishes on the wedding/marriage. tata, -emma
from xnavygrrl :
I have been a bad diaryland friend. Please forgive me. I read you whenever you update but I'm bad about leaving notes. Sorry. :( Don't hate me, okay?
from elyssina :
Happy Ides of March! I promise you, I've left you notes on your guestbook, but all signmyguestbook.com guestbooks hate me and my computer so it didnt go through. Such if life. As for relaxation, I've found bubbly baths work well.
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Valentine's Day!
from treewillow :
Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day. And that you don't work too hard that you can't celebrate it. Congrats on selling your second car. And your entry wasn't all that hard to read, since I can't spell half the time anyways lol.
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy your special day!
from bbwing :
(1/31)Tipsy? More like drunk my friend.
from bbwing :
(1/22) Un, yeah.. ignore my last note.. I noted the wrong person. Sorry.
from bbwing :
(1/23) In refrence to the note you left me... what do you mean sickness?
from bbwing :
Congrats on the job.. you car salesman!
from theparisian :
So you're doing the Discovery Body Challenge? Lucky you, I wanted to, but alas! I live out in the much-dreaded mid-west and we don't get such promotional events as that. I know exactly how you feel about the weight thing. The struggle with weither or not you should just try and loose it, because you think it may make you feel better, or just leave it because people should accept youas you are, and because you should love yourself just as well! I wish you the best of luck in whatever you choose to do! (Had to leave a note to wish you luck).
from dazzlinglife :
hey there. your earlier entries had a tinge of desperation and a large dash of depression in them, but this latest one...didn't. maybe you're feeling better. you sound more like yourself, anywho. i've missed our note exchanges, and best wishes for the wedding. lucky bastard finding the one person for you...(my resentment is topical. i'm overjoyed). tata, -emma
from lauraelysee :
Okay so I know you're living in Dallas now, which is interesting because I live there too (well, Denton, but that's practically the same thing). So, I know I don't even know you besides reading your diary and everything, but if for some reason you work at the Stonebriar Mall, you should come say hello to me because I work at the Lane Bryant directly across from Things Remembered. Neat, huh?
from xnavygrrl :
Thank you for the thoughtful note. It means a lot that you would take the time to put all of that into words. I think the nature of the bipolar is to doubt, but I also believe the nature of the survivor is to overcome obstacles. I'm a survivor that has to overcome in spite of being bipolar and it's going to take me a while. When a person is as thoughtful as you and reminds me of the good things about myself, it lifts my spirits and reminds me of what is most important thing in life. Friends. Friends who accept me and my daughter into their lives. Bless you!
from xnavygrrl :
Your comments brought a tear to my eye. Thank You for putting me on your buddy list too...:)
from lauraelysee :
You're going to find a job, I promise. Just remember that the rejection may not feel great, but everything happens for a reason!
from elliorange :
♥ Happy New Year, darlin'!
from cutie1083 :
Happy Holidays!
from mssassypants :
Very much loving the Eddie Izzard reference on your banner. UN Council of my virginity. I poked a badger with a spoon. Cake! Ms. Sassypants
from candora :
netzero is free, the banners can be ignored, at least there is access... if ya want :)
from bbwing :
Yeah, she is hot, huh?
from parlance :
I am a walking [online] advertisement.
from oldpenguin :
Nice diary. Good read. Enjoyed it immensely. Now I shall round off with a longer sentence stating that I hope you keep up the diary-ing and all. Peace. OP
from elliorange :
♥ Hugs. You are in my thoughts always.
from elliorange :
♥ Welcome back, love.
from gphitman :
You know, I think you hit the nail on the head there with that last part. Please yourself.
from dazzlinglife :
oh, dear. feeling sorry for yourself again? of course i've missed you, chadin darling. when i saw that you updated i immediately clicked to read of your newest adventure and/or perspective on the world. have i made you feel better? sorry to hear you are sick, otherwise, keep updating! i can't bear to think of my life without you! (i'm only half kidding). tata, -emma
from lovelyfae :
"I really should stop concerning myself with other people's opinions and just start doing what I feel is best for me in a situation." I agree. It doesn't hurt to hear them out, but don't let others rule your actions.
from lauraelysee :
okay, i'm wrong... it had to do with making eyesight better, but I do remember them using the phrase "deep rectal itch".
from lauraelysee :
oh my gosh! i loved that conan episode, espeically when they do the one liner about carrots not making your skin turn orange anymore and la bamba starts laughing when he sings "in the year 2000". good times.
from thallium :
and I am Latvia, and I say screw your virginity!
from banshee-rose :
Clicked a banner. Found myself here. Enjoyed the site.
from fiercelingua :
Eddie Izzard quote!
from dont-stop :
Again with the damn squirrel banners. They're evil I tell you. E-V-I-L
from elateddream :
I would ^-^ You should see me when I'm angry. That's just frustration.
from elateddream :
And I always had those thoughts about the Internet =) Lots of things piss me off. You shouldn't be so shocked. Everyone's got a little anguish about certain things.
from elateddream :
Lol. Mood swings? I was listening to Korn *shrugs*
from pushpull :
you're a cutie. i'm adding you to my buddy list.
from ghostiness :
Hey now... don't be jumping to conclusions here. Lemme 'splain before you call me a Spikette. I started watching Buffy in season 6. There's no Angel in season 6. I watched reruns on FX. I didn't see Angel until after I had fallen in lust with Spike, and therefore, I adopted his viewpoint of Angel. When I finally did see him, I hated him. But! There is a but here, and it is about to be spanked. I gave in and bought Angel Season One... and my god. I love the tall dark fairy man. Seriously. I totally dig the guy now. He's great! It's an awesome show! I would've watched if Spike wasn't on it now, I was just sayin that, huzzah, Spike is alive (sorta) again. Ahem. You can delete this if you like, I just didn't want you jumping down my throat 'fore you knew everything. Feel free to jump now. *hop* By da way- I heart DB now. He's insane, but... very very awesome. Don't hate me. I'm fickle.
from dazzlinglife :
my dear, i wish you all of the luck that i can bestow. i'm so glad you haven't given up diary-ing. you are a wonderful person and you will certainly work through this slump. i see better days ahead. again, good luck. tata, emma
from elyssina :
Chadin, Just thought you oughtta know your mentioned in a banner I made. Check it out. http://elyssina.diaryland.com/images/inspire.jpg
from elyssina :
Oh chadin, we will miss you. As a girl teenager adoring fan, I have missed your presence amongst my list of updated diaries in the morn. I am sorry for your stress. I wish you luck in the world.----Liz
from elliorange :
♥ *Hugs*
from raresilk :
Your review is up for review! Congratulations!
from lauraelysee :
where have you gone? it's been like 9 days since you've updated... i'm telling myself you took a vacation.
from elliorange :
♥ Hugs. I hope you feel better, sweetie!
from lauraelysee :
Okay, so tell me how you got into my brain and just wrote down everything on my mind.. cause that's really freaky. I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way.
from twitchygeek :
i happen to actually be one of the few people i've come in contact with that doesn't despise, or get embarrasses by (at least, not often) my parents. they're kinda neat, actually. as for the whole problems dilly. i've narrowed it down to a few simple solutions that work for me. i talk to only a handful of my closest friends about my serious problems. other than that, i always repeat to myself, "and this too shall pass". i know it sounds cheesey, and i'm definitely not a bible-thumper, but somehow it helps. i dunno, maybe i'm a dweeb... but now i'm a dweeb who deals a little better in life. :)
from elyssina :
Hey Chadin, about the whole problems thing, I've come up with a good philosophy. We all have problems, true, and all of our problems will make us feel bad. Now everyone else has problems. So when viewing ones problems take it with a grain of salt. My mother always said that someone will always be better than you and someone always worse. I feel this applies to this situation. Have a peachy day! -Liz
from elyssina :
Oh, Chadin, you must be the sweetest thing in the world to Erin. Dear, I honestly think you need to just take some deep breaths and think happy thoughts when you get in one of those, "I'm not worthy of any thing happy" ruts. If I'm wrong, don't mind me I'm just a stupid 15 year old.
from gumphood :
yes. Hi. Just wanted to make sure my note was well recived. It was ... rather long.
from elliorange :
I have never cleared out my notes settings. I started keeping 10 notes, and then I brought it down to 8. Now, I only keep 5 notes in there. I was cleaning out my computer today, because I'm a fantic about keeping my computer uncluttered and decided that I wanted to unclutter some stuff on D*Land. I usually only keep 5 notes, tops, in there though. *Mwah!*
from gumphood :
hello there. Question stated: Where did he get there (wonderful) questions. Answer: What I do is read your diary. Then I come up with an idea of who I think you are. Then I see who reads your diary, and try to figure out more about you. Once I think I have an idea I come up with four topics. I like to think of one being regrets, attributes, life, perspective. I am particularly fond of the question and answer with the ten things you remember from the ages of your life. I try to challenge you, since this will be an entry in your diary, I don't want fluff. I want this entry to be content. I want people who read this entry to know alot about you. Now they do. They have your life, you regrests, your views on the world, and the last question, which was hard for you to answer was put in there to figure out how you thing. From your answers I would say that you doubt yourself, but remain confindent about your ability. You are a second guesser. But I don't try to read too much into these things. Thank you. Beautiful entry. read mine if you wish.
from elliorange :
♥ Okay, baby. *Hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Hmm... you hate the U.S.? I think I might know what you mean, but woah. You shouldn't complain about living here. Move to another country and live... and see how much you like it then. I know you want peace, who doesn't! There's more to the U.S. and what's going on than people see. Look at all the oppurtunity and freedom we have here. If people say they hate it, then they should move. We don't need people who hate the U.S. to live here. Nonetheless, your questions were nice to read and interesting. Some things I assumed about you already and other things I now have learned. You should post that page in your "me" section. It tells a lot about you. *Mwah Chadwin!*
from elliorange :
♥ Mr. Wonderful is a guy who bought me a supergold membership on diaryland. I started talking to him a month ago, and now I've fallen head over heels for him. We talk every day for hours on end. Sighs. I don't know... I'm just a bit bummy right now. That's all. Thank you for asking, though, darlin'!
from elliorange :
♥ I doubt everyone thinks you are stupid, Chadwin. You're being a huge pessimist by seeing it all that way. You say that people see the good in you, but all you think they see is bad. It's your inner self that you need to work on. You need to build up yourself, and I know it takes time. You can do it, though. It's about believing in yourself, trusting yourself, instead of relying on everyone else so much.
from elyssina :
Ugh, stupid signmyguestbook.com isnt working for me. Anyways, Chadin, You are a FREAKING GOOD PERSON! Don't put yourself down so much, you don't deserve it.
from elliorange :
♥ Actually, it was about a couple of people. Just about moving on and growing! :)
from dazzlinglife :
okay, fine. you want comments? I'll give you comments. the hypnotist thing sounded hilarious. who would ever guess you were the dancing type? hope you show off your talents. also just noticed the guest map thing, which is awesome, but how do you post yourself? just curious. hope your comment-void has been fulfilled
from gphitman :
I know you have me on your favorites (thanks for that, by the way!) and I just wanted to tell you I am shutting down this diary (gphitman) and operating out of almost-sane only from now on. Thanks.
from elliorange :
♥ You're a doll! *Mwah!*
from boardho :
I think I would vote for #3
from igetit :
i personally like the grainy image of you; it just seems more human or something along those lines. so def #3.
from buzz-chan :
Personally...I'd have to say number 5 or 6....
from moonlight3 :
Im goinng to have to go with num# 7!
from metame :
number 2. Though you do look good with your glasses off, if you wear em, wear em. folks taking off glasses they wear all day every day for pictures always kind of puzzled me.
from tourniquet13 :
hey i just saw your banner... clicked and you had this voting thingie. ummmziez... i like 1 or 2... also... i noticed a buffy poster in the background (i know, i'm a dork)... lol. I LOVE BUFFY... haha. i just thought i'd say hey... and let ya know what i thought. :)... *smiles*... maybe we'll talk sometime... bye for now! :)... *HUGS*... lovealways, ***gina***
from zostrich :
i'd definitely go with #6. you look better with your glasses off. so says the teenage girl. (who, incidentally, has NEVER screamed her head off on the floor of a pop concert. my life is now officially incomplete.)
from moonblonde :
I was going to vote for number 2 but 6 is by far the best! No question about it, you just radiate. I can't be wrong after all, I'm female :)
from dazzlinglife :
hmmm....none of them, really. you look better without your glasses. try one like number 4 but with better focus. what is this for, anyways?
from elliorange :
♥ Okay... I like #5 for glasses, and #6 with no glasses. The glasses look really sexy! But... you look completely adorable without them as well! *Hugs*
from jbthechosn1 :
#2
from taianemenina :
wow you are really famous wit people around here.. on your last entry you asked if you were so popular?! C'mom a guy so unique like yo everybody just WANTS to ready your diary. Lets face it you are really different than other guys, you just seem to be more sencible, and it doesn't even like you are aquarius youre more like cancer. seriously , and hey don't even bother reading my diary since its all in portuguese, I'm from Brazil....
from dazzlinglife :
Hey, and I did say south of the state. But it was rural and as back country as it gets. Let's see...there were creepy men who never seemed to leave the local restaurants EVER who'd (shudders) undress me with their eyes. How do I know? I just do. People who would have a whole caravan of rafting tubes tied together, floating downstream, with their dogs in some of them, hiding under umbrellas. Liked your entry about sexy women, btw. But hey, we HAVE to have the upper hand over you guys in SOMETHING. You are gaining a dollar thirty for each of our dollars. It's only fair. ttyl
from elateddream :
Decided to start typing again.
from soulstrong :
Ok, ok, I will take you too. What fun! A straight man to be girly around and a gay guy to talk about you behind your back with! yay! I have a Chad! Now I need the gay boy! :) Loves, Letti
from elliorange :
Mmm... I know you want to watch some clit sucking. I do. I want partake, too. Mmm... ♥ AIM=Duckie Bug
from elliorange :
♥ You mean... no more talk about sucking on clits. Flicking them with my tongue. Proding fingers deep? No more talks. No more watching girls suck on girls nipples? Too sexy? No? :) Mmm... hot, hot, hot!
from elliorange :
♥ Mmm... just let those thoughts go! Oooh... I could just imagine two girls sucking and licking and pulling and a guy sitting there watching... doing who knows what to himself! I'd love to watch all 3 of them... and then maybe join with the girls. SOOO HOT! I'm so HOT right now. *smiles*
from skittlez619 :
yes, that is all correct..and I was pretty much thinking the same thing, though shocked as I was all I managed to say was "whoa"
from bbwing :
(7/1) No, I didn't ask permission to add you. I think that was someone else. Anyway, thanks, I like my template too.
from smile4onlyu :
i love it i am so hooked. you are a riot. i saw the banner ya know about the teenage girl thing and i had to check it out. crazyness. can u believe u started so much drama? ha ha well have fun and try to stay out of trouble.(jk)
from zostrich :
ok, im a teenage girl. disregard that fact (really, your new banner? its a net.) but anyway, your homestar thingie rocked; high five. i now know that i am the cheat; while ive secretly always known it inside, now the world knows too! hooray. oh, and women shouldnt hate men. im finding more and more that theres this huge underground society type thing of men who think theyre worthless. you guys should definitely join the feminazi corps; you could be foot soldiers. good luck on getting over that.
from soleclaw :
I don't think women should hate men! I think that, while they do seem to have an innate ability to appear stupid and sex-crazed, once women can understand that men are what they are and can accept that, relationships become a lot easier and a lot more fun. But, the fact that you're a man and you tell us (women) to hate men makes you unique and applaudable. I applaud you and can't wait to read more. PS: I'm not under the age of 18. *laughs*
from xatomicchikx :
Howdy. I noticed you have a "Homestar Rules" entry. I happen to agree with you in that Homestar does, in fact, rule. I would like to share with you that my dear friend Travis is moving away. Myself and 20 of his friends pitched in and bought him a nice bass guitar to bring with him. We had a going away party for him, and spent the evening laughing at Strongbad's email, all twenty of us clustered around a computer. So anywho, I was wondering where you took that quiz to find out which character you are? It sounds like a hoot and a holler and I would love to try. SALUTATIONS!-*b*
from dazzlinglife :
ouch. don't try to cover how you feel about my whole age group. whiny, selfish, self-absorbed and trend-crazy, right? Wondering why you're getting more attention from teenage girls now than you did when you were actually a teenager? You give us a slight glimpse into life after these dreaded high school years. You're mature and intelligent. You have brilliant insights on life. You're not afraid to show yourself. Sorry you're getting a new set of readers, who just happen to be teenage girls. So sue me if its a great diary.
from skittlez619 :
your last entry about under 18 teens adding you to they're buddy list was quite insulting even tho you said that it was not a bad thing, because you steriotyped us all to think that we were all just doing it coz you're a guy or the diary looks cool, or whichever other reasons you said, I just think next time you should re-think before you choose to write things like that because it was rather uncalled for, even if it was said innocently, not everyone is like that and it certinly is a put off, so if that was your goal, congratulations
from elliorange :
We all have choices. I never said life was full of flowers and peaches. I perceive things a lot differently than you do. Life isn't easy. I never said it was. We have the choice to make it less hard, though. If you spend time saying how hard and unpleasant it is... you'll never enjoy anything.
from mojo1915 :
Greetings! You don't know me, but I'd like to tell you to have an awesome day, so...Have an awesome day!!! :D
from chaoticflame :
Hey, congrats on the engagedness!
from ontheoutside :
Ohhhhh I clicked your banner and saw some engagment news! That's awesome, congratulations! :)
from justenough :
congratulations :)
from ladyvaduva :
uncertainty and drunkeness are often times the things we fear the most.. and yet can't seem to remember why... keep hangin in there.. love ur journal.. very kewl cheers cat
from chadmuska :
arkansas, its called arkansass, its a compliment. i want to live there. my friend matt does, he makes soap, its quite sassy.
from chadmuska :
it's called arkansass!
from elliorange :
Intellectual talking? But... we've never talked. Reading your thoughts now and then... I do believe that you are intellectual. Sexy comes from within. Knowing more about you... the sexier you are.
from elliorange :
I used to have tons of notes, but... I got hungry and decided to eat them! *winks* Actually, the page just took too long to load. It was bothering me, so I decided to keep the level of notes at *8* at all times. :) I did receive your intellectual note. I wouldn't know where to start with an intellectual conversation. They are most enjoyable when they... just happen. :)
from skittlez619 :
I loved your diary, it was great, and you're banners are kickass!
from talkingtome :
my ex never had a problem with them but he did have a mental problem....i mean he DUMPED ME!! LOL
from talkingtome :
yeah i didn't think that 38C was small. i haven't had ne complants. lol wbs
from talkingtome :
I like your banner. Made me laugh. is 38C to small???!!! lol [email protected]
from strummer- :
i have to tell you I loved your banner. Hillarious, and good to know!
from kstarr :
sometimes i guess i just feel like sharing that i am eating apples? who knows!
from liquidhuman :
You hate school, too, eh? Well, you're welcome to join my vagabond club. We're all going to drop out and ride the rails to a better future. And drink a lot. And if we don't actually make it to the tracks, we'll still drink a lot. Maybe I should call it the drinking club?
from patw-21 :
I just saw your banner, I clicked on it, will you PLEASE buy me 25,000 banner views? I am all out, and I would like to get a few more up and runing. I BEG YOU!!! I like your diary design aswell :o)
from elliorange :
I have high expectations, too. Since they are so high, at most times, I feel that I will never reach them. I am someone who is happy for what I have right now, though, even though I'm not where I'd like to be. I believe it does take a lot to be completely content in life. If you aren't meeting your expectations, maybe try a different approach. You don't always need to lower them, just... try to see things in a different light. Easier said than done, I know.
from elliorange :
OH! I see what you meant, now that I read it over and over again. Sure, you're right. There is a different in what those people are doing. I'm just saying... it'd be better to hold signs of support.
from elliorange :
Ahh... that's what I said. There is a difference, you're right. Thanks for your opinion, though.
from flyinby :
wow. you have a lot to say. i'm glad it's worth the time it took to read. i'll be back. thank you for giving me something to think about besides myself.
from elateddream :
Avril: Too fake. Eminem: Too whiny.
from elliorange :
I'm talking about you, silly! *smiles* I was looking through your pictures again, and I think you're very good looking!
from elliorange :
Absolute cutie!!
from parakiss00 :
^.^ Thank you soooo much!
from parakiss00 :
I read some of your poems, and I really like them. I would be honoured if you would post some at my site http://poetry-101.diaryland.com and spread the word around. Thank you very much!
from coldpurity :
I usually don't come across too many folks anywhere online from Arkansas. Glad to know there are others from here out there after all. : )
from twisted-hate :
For extras its not counted by how many you have it's just based on the average amount that people usually have. If you have more unique ones you get more points. If you have the usual ones you receive a litle less.
from sugar-review :
Your review is up @ sugar review. Hope ya like it! *Jebby
from elliorange :
Happy-Happy Birthday, Cutie Pie! *Hugs!* I hope you had a wonderful day... and the night is still young, so I hope you have a great night, too!!
from sexyamarah :
Hey Chadin, Well, you wanted to know why i happened to join your ring...the truth is b/c i used to date someone named Chadwin, and he's still one of my friends so i thought i'd join! Hope that's a good reason for ya hehe ;) L8er
from elliorange :
Thanks, hun! I don't write anything in my diary for anyone else. I just write what's on my mind. If it happens to be a page full of my opinions, then so be it. If it happens to be... just other stuff... then so be it! *smiles* It just so happens that other people read it. I'm just writin' for me and how I feel!
from derry-ferry :
Hey, thanks for the note. ^_^ I like your diary. The thing about taking your clothes off in your sleep eight times is really amusing. Oh yeah, happy birthday in advance. My birthday's coming up as well. I'll be fifteen on Jan 31. =D
from mlights4me :
Thanks! I will have lived in Arkansas for 8 yrs. on July 3rd, 1995 (that's 1/2 my life) and I'm finally accepting this state and actaully starting to like it.
from chadin :
Oh ok. Thanks! I've been tinkering with three, so I didn't know which one you saw.
from elliorange :
The blue fire one that you have up now! :)
from elliorange :
Ooo... I'm likin' the new layout! It looks really nice! *Hugs!*
from blueperiod84 :
Do you want to be reviewed? If so, I have a brand new review site. http://htmlidiot.diaryland.com
from brice-o-boy :
Thanks very much for listing me! I'm really new to this site and it sucked only having me listing myself. GO HARRY POTTER! Keep your chin up.
from potireviews :
Dear Reviewee, It has been a while since Pretty on the Inside has inquired as to whether your request for a review still stands. Please understand that we do not mean to rush you, but because of the backlog of requests, if we do not hear from you by December 31st we will have to remove your name from the request list. Please understand if this occurs you will lose your place on the list and will need to reapply if you�d still like a review. If your request for a review still stands please either leave us a note or email us at [email protected] Please forgive us for any inconvenience this may cause. Thank you- Pretty on the Inside.
from heidiann :
Oops, just realized you said I Love Redheads wasn't really an option! Damn! Oh well, I'm holding fast with my vote! =)
from elliorange :
*HUGS* I'm always reading your diary, and I still love each entry that you make! I wish there was something I could do to cheer you up and fix everything, but alas... that isn't possible because I'm clear in Ohio! *smiles* I do send a great big ol' *HUG* your way, though! AND... keep your chin up, you adorable thing... you!
from potireviews :
Are you stin interested in a review? If you are please send an email to [email protected]. Thanks!
from elliorange :
YAY for opera choir singing! *smiles* I was in operaworkshop this semester, and we sang in La Boheme. It was different, but I'm glad I experienced it! Yawning is good... it lifts your soft palette, and that's a super good thing! Unless you lift it too high... and then well... that's just another story! *smiles* I'm so glad that you sing! *Big, Huge, Super HUGS!* Okay, okay... I promise not to swoon... (just yet!) ;o)
from elliorange :
Breathing is the big thing! A lot of vocal majors, including me, have tons of trouble with the technique of breathing. When you breath... you expand your entire rib cage, and the lower part of your back. It's supposed to feel like you're... ahh... having to go to the restroom really bad. That might seem kind of gross, but that's how a lot of us explain it to one another. *smiles* I do a lot of hissing out air. The smaller and controlled "S" sound helps the diaghram become more under control. When you're finished singing... you should feel physically very, very tired... because of all the muscle expansion by breathing, but you should not feel vocally tired at all. Of course, physically tired wouldn't be for the well-trained singers... ya know... them there famous people! *winks* By the way... you're a boy... and you sing... *heart melts!* HeHe!
from elliorange :
Okay... *smiles* When I was in high school choir... it was nothing. It was just like singing every day, blah... blah... blah! College is different, though. Since I'm a vocal major there's a lot more to singing than just singing. It's a workout. If you aren't a major in vocal studies, I don't except you to understand or anything! :) Our retreat isn't like that, though. It's totally different, but I get where you're coming from. It's okay if you don't agree, but... I know what I mean! *HUGS*
from of-her-soul :
I love No Doubt, but Daft Punk is good, also. Music is great, period.
from of-her-soul :
I shall have to watch then. Wouldn't want to miss a good episode. By the way, I noticed you like dance music. If you haven't already, you might want to listen to No Doubt's recent album (Rock Steady). It's like Dance Hall Reggae (Hella Good, and Hey Baby, esp., incredible dance music).
from of-her-soul :
I've loved David Boreanaz's character ever since he co-starred in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I'm definitely a big fan, but I have missed quite a few Angel episodes lately. And that being the case, I'll say it again; I love your layout.
from of-her-soul :
I love the Angel design, as if you haven't heard that one before, xo. I take it you're a fan?
from seventigers :
Cool layout...I'm enjoying the Angel theme. Anyway...glad to have found you!
from gcriotgirl :
I guess we're just weird. I often wonder what I do when I'm sleeping... just the other night I had an m&m wrapper in my mouth... and I don't even like them. It was strange. Hehe.
from gcriotgirl :
Aargh, you've got me by one... I've awoken naked only 4 times. I guess I'll have to work on it.
from desertrose17 :
lol sorry about your little kitties :)
from lyrick :
hey! I was at the tex ren fair on saturday too! It's crazy we missed eachother. But wasn't the mud fun?! lol.
from shibbyreview :
your review be up. it rules, too, thanks to eddie izzard. here is your prize: http://shibbyreview.diaryland.com/pudding.html
from tiki-reviews :
Your review is up! =)
from mstwheelie :
Hi, Welcome to the aquarians webring. Sorry for the delay in responding but I have recently had major surgery and also lost a very close and dear friend to a massive bleed in the brain. As you can imagine, it has taken me a little time to get back on my feet, so to speak. Hope to chat sometime.
from desertrose17 :
hey dude! no problem! i'm glad I made ya feel better. We all have our down days (heh just check out my diary lol) hope that you'll get through whatever is bringing you down right now! ;) love amber
from devian :
hey--i know how you feel. just remember what john cameron mitchell (hedwig and the angry inch) says: "everyone needs validation". so don't feel bad. i'm the same way. if it makes you feel better *hug*
from elateddream :
Heyyyy I really loved what I got to read of your journal :) and was hoping we could link (through our favourites) if you're interested, just pop by and leave me a note. Until then keep up the great writing :) Katie
from testify :
I just can't WAIT for David Blaine to eat his own face!
from morbid-lover :
Hi! Wow, we have a few things in common. I've only slept with one person, I wear contacts, and love blue, too. =o) Thanks for your contents about my diary. =o) Oh, and the pictures... the person who took ALL of them was me. No one else would take a picture of me. Not that I blame them. If I had to look at me, I wouldn't want to either. =o) Anyway, thanks again.
from phoenixtease :
Thanks for joining the kittiekat diaryring :o)
from scanzilla :
No I have no creepy love for kids, those pics are used just for the sake of funny. Thanks for coming by! :)
from scanzilla :
You have a bad ass banner ad. I love Coltrane! Cool diary.
from diaryreviews :
Hi, this is Michelle of Diary Reviews -- Your diary has been reviewed. Please copy and paste the following link into a new browser window to view the review: http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/chadin.html Also, congrats -- you qualify for the diary ring for people who have scored 90+ on their diary reviews. Good job! Thanks, Michelle
from lhg0003 :
Chadwin- It's lauren. Look, I don't know whether you care or not, but I don't hate you. I am very upset with you(about 1 thing more so than others)...I wish you would talk to me. I said you could call me if you needed to talk. You should take me up on that. You know I love you and will listen to you. Don't keep hurting my best friend. She loves you. I don't know what else to say...I'm here for both of you.
from raptorkitten :
hey monkey! sorry i wasn't in today. well.. i actually was in.. but i was sleeping. i'll see you tonight anyways. we can get our dance on. and if you need to talk, i'm all ears. they aren't lazy, like my eyes. ADDERALL
from dancinkai :
Dude! I am worried about you! What's going on? Don't kill yourself or anything. That would hurt a whole lot of people and make us really sad. I'm super freaking busy tonight but I will be back from dance at 9 if you want to talk. My number is 5095.
from dancinkai :
hey dude! I don't even know if you check these, but I have Mary Poppins if you want to watch that with me sometime. Or powerpuff girls videos. I don't really know when I'll have time for that, but it would be a nice break. :)

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