messages to daath:
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from daath :
It’s all gone.
from i-am-jack :
I sent you an email/password. The subject is Jack Password.
from i-am-jack :
Did you have an email you wanted to share for a password?
from i-am-jack :
Thanks. I remember when I first started writing here way back in 2001. I wondered, would I still be doing this when I was 40? I wondered if this was just tentative thing with an expiration date, I would eventually get to. Well I am still here.
from rachel26280 :
Hey, I responded on FB.
from i-am-jack :
Also I have not written since last summer, but I am sure there is plenty to read, if you don't mind me being an unreliable narrator and continues that never continue sometimes.
from i-am-jack :
Hey long time, no see. I had to lock up because I was paranoid while my case was pending and to protect a very important person from my shit. I can email you a password if you have an email you would like to share. I will delete it.
from daath :
April of 2021. Anyone I knew from here is gone. I got one thing to say before I am drunk again. Goddamn the sun. Goddamn the sun. God damn anyone that says a kind word. Goddamn the light it shines, and this world it shows. Goddamn the sun.
from daath :
You. All of you. My ghosts that I can cling to, like a gossamer blanket, a barely remembered dream years ago old. This is what dust is.
from i-am-jack :
Wow thank you for your kind, encouraging note. It really felt good at a time when I am feeling self conscious and insecure.
from dirtyboots :
I still read your diary all the time. The stuff you say I can also still really relate to. I'm glad to have diary-ied with you for so long.
from whystinger :
Heavy man, heavy
from whystinger :
Saw your note to Dangerspouse and decided to snoop. You can get the looks back from her. It will take work on your part. Do you rub her feet at night? Raising a kid is stressful for you and her, even for stay at home parents. Do a few unexpected sweet things, keep the love alive and research it. This will bring it back. It even worked for a while for me and my wife, until she stopped working on the marriage. Long story, but you can make a difference and improve it for you both.
from dangerspouse :
Damn. Remind me to send another 'Thank You' card to Dr. Vasectomy. Hang in there - I'm sure once Little D goes off to college/military/prison you'll get The Look back soon enough. Best of luck.
from dangerspouse :
Didn't you try giving up the sauce a couple of weeks ago? How long did that last? Oh well, if there's ever a reason to hop back off the wagon, it's feckless house guests. Stiff upper lip, and a stiff one, and all that.
from nikkifoofoo :
The norm can fuck right off. That's my opinion on that.
from nikkifoofoo :
Do you suppose it's normal to have so much anger at the previous generation for lying to us about what life is and funneling us into such an unsatisfying existence? Do you suppose they even knew?
from nikkifoofoo :
Look what works!!!
from nikkifoofoo :
Soulless white monoculture is my favorite flavor of ice cream.
from nikkifoofoo :
As someone who has been sucked into the world of the Serial podcast, I would say that I understand in a very thin way why suburbs would make a satisfying place to settle. Shit gets cray in Baltimore. Has your cat turned up?
from pink-sapfire :
Not a problem :)
from pink-sapfire :
Stopping by to show some love. Thanks for sharing. hugs -jazzy
from myagi :
It was a different lifetime. My god, the time we spent lost in Diaryland. Sometimes, I miss it. A lot.
from dangerspouse :
What kind of beer?? Details man, details!
from cammella :
Hello Sir! Diaryland apparently doesn't tell me when I have new notes and I just happened to stumble upon yours *waves back*
from i-am-jack :
Yeah. I am on a slippery slope with that. I have not yet given in to the temptation to drink in the morning. I at least make myself wait until afternoon, and if I still want it, then I do. I am tired of waking up with that god awful crushing exhaustion in my chest. Of course you want to take something to make it go away. Some mornings I need more than coffee to snap me out of it. Yesterday I came home exhausted from work and all it took was a drink and a book. Suddenly I was aware that everything that was bothering me only a few hours ago, felt like it was so far away. I rely on this little miracle to keep me sane. Otherwise there is no turning it off for days. It all accumulates. And when I am that dead and used up, I can not write it out. Even today, yesterday's bullshit feels far away. I never drank when I was that drained. Somewhere along the line, suddenly I realized I was could not read anymore. I was staring at the page. Suddenly I felt high and sedated as hell. I wondered if it was a good idea to have drank. It takes very little with the medication I am on. It feels different, more like I am stoned. Exhaustion, anti psychotic medication and a drink came together in a very strange way. I had to put the book down and soon after that, I was out.
from rachel26280 :
I responded to you on my own profile but I think that I may have missed you.... I've been watching FB and my email all day and of course it's when I finally step away for a little bit that you send me a message. :P
from daath :
That gives me amusement and comfort.
from nikkifoofoo :
Your guestbook link redirects to a page about finding Christian singles. I thought you'd find humor in that. Ah, the comfort of Dland notes.
from jackthripper :
In restless dreams I walked alone Narrow streets of cobblestone...I've missed you, my friend.
from nutmegger :
Happy New Year. I gather you did not like 2013 very much. I hope 2014 is much better for you!
from nikkifoofoo :
I've come to the conclusion that the successful transition into adulthood is simply when you stop fighting the urge NOT to bullshit yourself about reality. Bullshitting yourself seems like the only way to cope.
from dirtyboots :
Oops, 'daath'. Silly autocorrect.
from dirtyboots :
Hey, death. Good to get an update from your diary every now and then. I guess when you've got a 1-y-o, like you say, there's not much time for anything else. But, soon, there would be more breathing space to fill in with adventures. All the best to you, my internet friend.
from nikkifoofoo :
"catsmeow1224 - Nikki. Introduced me to Nicholas. Good friend. Lost touch." Consider this a gentle tap on the shoulder and a smile.
from daath :
Life is good. I am shit about communicating this fact in this dead dread armada we yet sail, but hell.
from dirtyboots :
Yaaaaaay!
from deareddie :
Clapped my hand over my mouth to keep from shouting out loud in glee. Many felicitations! Happy I am for you and yours. 5/29
from sexyatheist :
congratulations on your wife's pregnancy! that is so fantastic.
from deareddie :
Hello, Friend. Just was thinking about you today and wishing you well. 4/3/12
from neangel :
Glad to see someone else still updates & isn't locked (99% of my old list of buddies I have no pws for aside from sexyatheist). Congrats on the new job & also the wife!! So glad things are going well for you!! I look forward to more updates.
from sexyatheist :
congratulations on your new job! that's fantastic!
from pink-sapfire :
Sometimes it's good to just get away from it all. Sorry about your loss of connections over time. It happens.
from daath :
At the time we were just engaged :P
from feynixie :
Uh oh, I've been downgraded to fiance? :)
from sexyatheist :
congratulations on your marriage!
from feynixie :
That religious discussion started because we were talking about Dad's hyper-religious parents and my view of "religion" and "faith" being two different things, with my preference leaning toward "faith" because simple belief is difficult to claim as "ultimate truth". She did have some good points, but when she started getting dogmatic and condescending, I knew the conversation wasn't going to get anywhere. Still, we managed to stay calm through the entire conversation, which is a first for us! I apologize again for that. >_< At least I held my tongue when she started talking Ancient Judaism!
from daath :
Awfully hard ;) Simply awful.
from feynixie :
(I've been riding him to get on that next update. It'll happen eventually, I promise! Possibly it would help if I stop riding him. Awfully hard to type with a girl on top of you.)
from isabelviolet :
We've been friends for eight years now. That's so strange to me. Just feeling nostalgic about the old chat days, with Keeds, and SadistBoo, and Ghanima, and all the rest. Thinking back to who we were and what we are is blowing my mind. Love you.
from myagi :
My appetite is whetted! More! More!
from autumnal :
daath it's been years! So glad you are still on here!
from myagi :
Congratulations! Yay for love!
from deareddie :
You know me well enough that I'm shouting (and have been) OMG OMG -(wait, we both know I'm too aged for that...) But the end result is that I'm absolutly THRILLED for you both! The most sincere and loving blessings to your future lives together.
from pink-sapfire :
I'll be adding you, cool page. hope that is alright. xj
from isabelviolet :
The suspense of these teasingly vague updates is killing me. You are in sooooo much trouble if you don't fill me in!
from myagi :
THIS is why you must update more often. So that your faithful devotees aren't going, "Whaaaat?!" I am so behind on your life, and damn. . . this is some tantalizing stuff.
from nikkifoofoo :
I didn't pay a lot of attention in Water Safety class, but I think you can safely survive a tsunami by swimming parallel to the shore. Hmmm. Drama + tsunami = dramanami?
from isabelviolet :
I love you. That is all.
from lullaymarie :
It's open. Hello.
from i-am-jack :
I guess I needed some time to decide whether I needed to keep doing this, and even if I belong as an internet presence anymore. I'm still not sure, but last night I had a strong dream calling me "home". I'll try to at least visit for a while. By the way, your comment about me, is incredible. One of the most amazing I have ever received.
from isabelviolet :
I love this post. :)
from alienamiss :
Hoshit. Sounds like my life is a lot quieter than yours. Basically? I've spent the last month playing Dame Tea Mistress. I miss my computer, but seem to have found someone to drop a new junker on me. Though.. this one has Windows 98.. not so smooth.
from acornotravez :
I just read your entry just now at 8:23pm (Central) and my brain hurts.
from sexyatheist :
i don't mean to be negative and i know it's already been a tough 24 hours. but Jessica is full of it. it doesn't matter how busy we get, humans will make time, even a few minutes to grab coffee, when they're really into someone. she's just not that into you.
from myagi :
You're too nice of a guy. Be an asshole. The women will flock.
from acornotravez :
You're very welcome. I like your pictures, they have a dark, dreamlike quality. Like a Tim Burton film.
from rachel26280 :
You know I'm hilarious. I make you laugh all the time... And even when you manage to hold it back, I can still hear it in your voice. You think that I'm the funniest person, like, ever. Yeppers.
from alienamiss :
Yaaaay-ah, gay bar!
from deareddie :
I can read your diary again, hooray! *gigantic hugs*
from isabelviolet :
I loved this entry! Everything sounds like it's really going well, and that makes me happy.
from bibles :
Congrats on the funding! A lot of the problem with getting an assistant professorship now is the economy--not just the old people. My father has been a professor for 15ish years in the United States and is a chair prof. but hasn't gotten a raise in the past two years despite scoring a bucketload of funding because of the economy (and no other prof at the university has). He says the universities are cutting back on hiring new people even when the old people retire. Hopefully hiring will pick back up when the economy gets a little better.
from bibles :
Hi there! I usually do a lot of self-portraits and fashion photography but my second focus is definitely household macro photography. I am ridiculously bad at landscape shots; but I am very excited to go to NYC and try my hand at cityscape!
from bibles :
Happy belated birthday! I randomly stumbled across your journal and found your entries really interesting. I hope you don't mind that I've added you!
from isabelviolet :
Thank the heavens! I feel like a piece of me is whole again, now that I can read you! Now I must spend several hours catching up on all of your life I have missed! And by the way. . .your note was by the far the best part of my day. Thank you, love.
from daath :
This means I need to put a new coat of paint on my digital ranch house. Shit.
from deareddie :
I'm with isabelviolet.
from deareddie :
STILL unable to read your entries. This is grievous.
from sexpuppet :
Hope my smut filled up your belly without making your tummy feel too oogy afterwards.
from sexyatheist :
congratulations doctor!
from alienamiss :
Bah. I can never win with technology.
from isabelviolet :
Your actual diary won't load for me. I'm very, very upset. Grr. I think You should start emailing me your entries. Cuz' I'm self-centered that way.
from sexyatheist :
i'm in a clinical program. this first year is basically all classes for us. i start clinical work over the summer and plan to have my thesis proposed by the beginning of the fall semester. and i would love to hear about your experiences. anything i can learn about what to expect in the future would be great. i hope this is the hardest year. this semester especially has been a bear.
from alienamiss :
I'm not too worried. My youth is currently only possessed by me; a backward thing, seeing as I used to be precocious.
from sexyatheist :
well hello to you, it has been quite some time. i've been doing alright. i just started my phd adventure, as you are ending yours. it looks to be a long hard road. and ending relationships always sucks. even if it's our choice, it's still such an adjustment. it looks like you're focusing on the positives (at least your most recent entry) so that's awesome.
from alienamiss :
We'll see. I'm kind of in a "sit back and ponder this shit out with some distance" mode.
from sexyatheist :
if it makes you feel any better, i'm alone and not drunk on a friday night. you're way ahead of me.
from alienamiss :
All in one sitting, too. Fancy that. Meh; most people either run to their doctor, or just don't have this problem.
from alienamiss :
I keep giving really detailed explanations to people about what little I culled in 3 hours of research.
from alienamiss :
I suppose this will end, one way or the other. I'm growing increasingly annoyed with my body, the more I become aware of my memories of wanting to be male in my younger years. First thing's first: lots of advice-asking. I know a f-t-m guy I can ask about his journey to becoming himself.
from alienamiss :
Nothing interesting (stalkers, gender crisis, etc). I'm just sick of it; I don't think I'll ever want to SEEK disruption. If it stops.. I'll probably worry like a sissy bitch that it'll come back. A tarot reading tells me I will have a financially decent year. Haaaa.. fortune telling.
from alienamiss :
I'm getting a little sick of constant crisis, and perpetual turmoil. As a mental patient, still in the mix of being diagnosed (3 years, encounting: February), I'm getting sick of everything going awry on my sorry ass.
from alienamiss :
My current view of life mostly sums up as, "NO" -- it's a sort of mantra I say. As in, "No, Al-Am; don't say that -- don't be a dumbass." Everything I do turns to shit lately, due to one quirk or another.
from pettyquarrel :
... i like your journal it's neat ...
from isabelviolet :
I am--that's what that was about. I did my first step in SAA and felt compelled to post it.
from lullaymarie :
daa-aa-th. Why cant she dance when I'm being held/thrashed? Where were you when I was in Sacramento love shanking and/or LA phone pranking? ~*~
from inwardblink :
still online?
from rachel26280 :
I really don't know, Auriel... Enough to get by? My electric bill is $100 alone because I'm on the budget plan (It would've been running close to $300 a month otherwise).
from whystinger :
Very interesting diary and dynamite photorgraphy
from inwardblink :
black, if you remember the sun, she has come back. :) I hope you are still sharp enough to catch silly little riddles.
from ionme :
HI!!!! Um, so I just randomly signed on, I haven't been on dland for years! It's been so long that I forget my own username & pw to get into my diary lol...anyway, just wanted to say hi :) How are you?
from deareddie :
:) *big, big hugs* Missed you, sweeting. Can't seem to get your diary to come up, though. It's just a sad, blank white page for me.
from catsmeow1224 :
Naw. It's okay. You're not missing anything. I think I just lost my taste for blogging.
from lullaymarie :
atleast the note page is on multiply.
from lullaymarie :
we'll hell. A
from lullaymarie :
I can't think of nothing more annoying than trying to add an entry and having it somehow dissapear. I've been thinking of becoming a magician. I've got a few aces up my sleeve. Miss you, wish we could talk,I know. I know. I am the one to blame for that situation. Life has been crazy. You know, I
from lullaymarie :
I can't think of nothing more annoying than trying to add an entry and having it somehow dissapear. I've been thinking of becoming a magician. I've got a few aces up my sleeve. Miss you, wish we could talk,I know. I know. I am the one to blame for that situation. Life has been crazy. You know, I
from lullaymarie :
I can't think of nothing more annoying than trying to add an entry and having it somehow dissapear. I've been thinking of becoming a magician. I've got a few aces up my sleeve. Miss you, wish we could talk,I know. I know. I am the one to blame for that situation. Life has been crazy. You know, I
from lullaymarie :
I was walking just the other day, you know, just walking and the moon followed me home.
from myagi :
Thank you. . . I think so too. I'm remarkably stable, considering the way I was. Sigh. Oh well.
from daath :
It's sad when confirmation tacks doubt into place, its vacant multi-colored hide like a giant flag, techno semafore, demanding why you ever believed in the first place.
from candoor :
bio-psych always interested me in school, but i needed more $ so left studies and learned to administrate... i'd be interested to see the latest must-read reading lists in the field...
from dirtyboots :
Hello, sir. Yes, it has been a while, but I sure did try to write in your guestbook a bunch of times over the last couple of years. It doesn't like me. Looks like you're firing on all cylinders! Hooray!
from cached :
Heyya, hon...October has proven itself to be on the verge of insanity...actually, no, far past the verge...it has been insane, and very few signs show it getting much better. How are you, though?
from belldandy42 :
OMG Auriel so many strange things have happened to me... I had tried to leave you a msg about some of the stuff via guestbook before. But guestbook never works for me these days, I didnt think to use a note til now! :D Ohmy where to start? I am halfway done with a massage therapy program at college, I've got a million dollar lawsuit going on, I'm happily married.. umm OH but the crazy things. So much to say! Well, hey I'd love to hear how you're doing and play catch up some time -if you ever have time. I am LadyIssabele on AIM these days. Be well!!
from belldandy42 :
Auriel! This is me... Aquariuslady/Della... 'member me? Well, for some reason I can't view your diary. Maybe it's my web browser. Anyways, just letting you know I'm back as a presence on diaryland if you care to keep up with my crazy meandering life. Lots of love! XoXoXo Hope all is well with you.
from midnightrum :
Daath, at low tide on the south texas beach standing on a high pier, when the water is especially slick and calm, at night when the moon is full and silver, reflecting over the ocean, the sun is recently passed and darkness is all around, the moon is still big and looms low, the waves go in every direction haphazardly, and the water appears as liquid mercury. I've seen it before, I want you to preserve it through your photography. What do you think?
from deareddie :
Why, exactly does watchign Fellini remind me of you? I smile. And I adore you, dearheart.
from lullaymarie :
We should talk of play tennis or something, or we shouls talk...yeah...I miss you you jerk, but I love you bbut i miss you too,, lets talk yeah.
from lullaymarie :
I miss daath.
from cached :
Daath? You still exist? It's neonlemonz/Liz, whatever. You have to remember me, sir. Anyway, I just read that you updated in the recent public entries, so I felt obliged to send you a note under my new name. I keep switching them, I haven't stuck with anything as long as I stuck with neonlemonz. Anyway, this is a hello and how the hell are ya? kind of comment, just more rambly than a simple hello.
from gothangel :
hi, love your photography. keep up the grate work. :)
from missfickles :
Just dropping in to say excellent photographic work! Keep it up. ; )
from daath :
Oh notes page, how thou hast done me well this many years. Your recesses house various and sundry folk, some of whom I remember, some of whom I scratch my head about. But thee, thou shalt endure--even if I have to occasionally talk to myself. . Uh.
from daath :
[prods notes page with stick]
from neonlemonz :
Aha, congrats on the girlfriend; I hadn't read. I'm in a relationship too. 7 months into it, and head over heels.
from neonlemonz :
What's been up with you?
from daath :
We'll have a talk-about before your walk-about, then. It'd be...trickier trying to do it the other way around.
from jackthripper :
AIM is the best I can do..
from daath :
My deep gratitude. I'm so busy nowadays I barely have any time for myself. I need to either curtail or put an end to this.
from lunablossom :
We are all still here, just some more quiet than the others... miss you.
from jackthripper :
D, I promised you a long time ago that if I ever chose to go through with it that I wouldn't take action until I spoke with you. I intend to keep that promise. I will wait, my friend.
from jackthripper :
Tonight, D...I will wait just long enough and only for you.
from lorshad :
hi. quick question. what kind of camera do you use? Your photos are pretty spectacular
from sureptitious :
Encountering many, many changes my good fellow!
from myagi :
Wow what a weird world. I too just discovered masses of polyps in my sinuses from a CT following an MRI. Pre-op discussion on Wednesday...probably going to schedule it right before I head to my second summer of grad school. Fun. I love you.
from sureptitious :
Hello again my (was it?) flying penguin friend!
from deareddie :
Hello, dear one. I've been closed up quite a bit this spring, but I extend hugs to you, and wishes to talk soon. Loves!
from daath :
Well the coast looks clear. I'm setting shop back up.
from daath :
It appears as though someone local to me who wishes me ill has revealed my journal to others. While I stand by the fact that I don't write about intimate details, this sentient filth has in effect made it necessary to temporarily close my journal. I will likely make it available on a private basis. This is unfortunately my only recourse. Thank you.
from jackthripper :
I do miss our chats...it's been too long. I understand you have a heavy heart at the moment. Is it possible I could be of any help?
from twidderpated :
lol Yeah, something like that. I'm happy. :-)
from uglydove :
Meep indeedly (= I'm doing well also, still forever on much too long a break, but I'm traveling to Chicago at the end of this month. Possibly my second most favorite place to be. Yes, well, chat has been down but you know how to get a hold of me otherwise if you wish. I'm off to my new tradition, dwindling away my Fridays in the coffee shop, practicing some drawing. Take care.
from twidderpated :
I've been well. :-) I'm engaged. :-)
from twidderpated :
It's been quite a long time. How are you?
from jackthripper :
As with all deals, this one went terribly sour. So why do I feel no regret for my loss? Perhaps he took my heart as well, and with it the pain. When all I had left was pain, the roses ceased to bloom, the birds relented and sewed shut their sweetest song...Survive. Yes. But thrive? Never...
from lullaymarie :
wow. can.t get any more to the point than that. Farewell.
from lullaymarie :
Salutations Auri. /me hugs ya. I am back yet again, to take dairyland on yet another vacation w/ me, back to connecticut. So let's talk captian gorgeous. I will religiously write and keep in touch for some time. I've missed your words of warm wisdom and friendly advice. Write me back champ.~*~
from painted-eyes :
Hey. Question, a few months back, you, Jack, and I were the last few in a chat, and we talked about some bands you guys recommended, can you remember the name?! Thanks...sorry, you might not remember. By the by, how's the love life going? :)
from giftofflesh :
All has been quite well with me, m'love. New job, new house, new everything just about. Hmm..not quite sure what else to say, really. Life's been...well, life. Ha. Well, I'll hopefully talk to you more soon...
from giftofflesh :
Hello there, dear one...remember me? Long time no speak, yes? I sure hope to hear from you soon...--Michelle
from painted-eyes :
The tastiness is indeed true.
from painted-eyes :
Better not, mister!
from painted-eyes :
I'm damn fine if you ask me. *grins*
from painted-eyes :
Sorry, I can be ridiculous at times still.
from painted-eyes :
Aha, I see, I see. Wow, and if Jesus made Caesar salad. . .Sorry, I'm letting my mind frolic on that one.
from painted-eyes :
My mom sent me some things too, funny how life works out that way. Why are you eating bread if it tastes like sawdust? Or am I just purposely misinterpreting what you said?
from painted-eyes :
Yeah. I've definitely seen my share of happinesses as of late. My mom's been slowly declining towards her normal self (which entails complaining at me), but then again, I say something sweet, and she changes her demeanor entirely, so I suppose I can cope. I'm lucky enough, I suppose.
from painted-eyes :
Good mostly, some bad though thrown into the mix to make life even.
from melia5553 :
hey Daath..wats up..i guess in a way u r entitled to an opinion..but that was rude to say about mrshariss...i cant believe you would say that!! message bac..melia
from painted-eyes :
How you been?
from vintagepearl :
:) Thanks, you too. I'm almost reasonably sane. Singing and dancing to Fergalicious during Study Hall knocked me down a few points. But other than that.
from vintagepearl :
Happ' Valentine's Day, Mr. Daath x)
from hostage21 :
it's the infamous ex-blacksun. I drove around your guestbook but the wet fuck wouldn't let me add my piece. I resort to this note blogging machine. Hopefully you're as clever as I remember and recall who blacksun was. If not, you have serious explaining to do. :) I kid I kid. Look how pop-ooo-lar you are. If I had known you were going to be this big I would have asked for your autograph years ago. Hah. Any-hoo. I see you've been up to your usual small time trouble making with the projector and electrical wires and such. You lil hairy geek! And you shop lifted when you were a kid? Me too... got caught by the law and had to do community service at the police station. I think they liked me... the cops were SO nice to me I almost wanted to do it again... if not for the 200 dollar fine I might have. Haha. I'm criminal. :)
from uglydove :
Hellooo, m'friend. Thought I'd drop in and see how you're doing. All's well, mehopes.
from bantenhut :
I'm sorry. :( Hope you feel better now.
from bantenhut :
mmm! cilaaaantro!
from deareddie :
Hello, dearheart. I'm sending you magic wishes for continued sanity and rememberance of how to be not a grad student. Write yourself a memo that says SILLY, and consult me frequently for tips. 1/18/07
from jackthripper :
happy to see you've taken up the youtube habit. :)
from ionme :
I love this - Urban Potraiture!
from ionme :
hi dear, i emailed u pw. what's your aim name?
from jackthripper :
I'd be more than happy to share a couch with you listening to Within Temptation. Naked, of course. *wink* As for the boy who dared to grab those succulent hips of yours: Envy burning bright.
from daath :
Happy New Year to me, Happy New Year to me, Happy New Year dear whoever I am at the moment, Happy New Year to me.
from vintagepearl :
HAPPY NEW YEAR, MISTER DAATH!!!!!
from uglydove :
Hey, you :) Guess what? Chat's up and working again. Cept for me, java wont lemme in. I'll get it figured out tho, hopefully. Anyway, just spreading the good cheer. Dove.
from jackthripper :
I love you, my dear friend. I thank you for your thoughts and wishes. Only recently did life gain perfect meaning again. I couldn't be happier. Perhaps your wishes kicked in faster than expected. I hope the holiday season grants you a wish or two as well, beloved one.
from vintagepearl :
Mmm sushi :) Freaking northern Maine and it's no sushi deal.
from sureptitious :
"Drop a line"... wanted to mix it up a bit.
from sureptitious :
Hey, long time no talk (remember me?) Just waned to plunge a queue! Toodles!
from deareddie :
Oh, my darling. You'll always be my favourite snogster. I'm picturing you here, so I can take you out to this great little bistro we've got downtown for some wine and cheese. Hugs!
from uglydove :
Daath! Ive figured out the problem with the music, and made it work. This song is amazing. We shall have to talk music again very soon. Hope all is well. Dove.
from sadistboo :
Yea, i'm doing alright. How are you? I missed you to, and alot of others. Any oldbies still kickin' around?
from sadistboo :
:)
from vintagepearl :
x)
from vintagepearl :
Daath Daath Daaaaath
from bantenhut :
coooolness.
from uglydove :
Hey, how're you?
from sweet-haze :
Haha, you goober. I can't believe you were so fascinated by the election. But then again, why does that suprise me?
from ltetrovsky :
I know I love election night so much because I have a vested interest in the outcome. The Academy Awards are interesting, but I didn't vote on that stuff. Big sports games are nice, but they don't affect the world. Aside from that, politics can be so catty. Oh, and twisty. The whole race can seem to go one way, and then somebody farts in church at the last minute and it goes another way in a second. And nevermind the fact that the drama really lasts for days, sometimes weeks or months afterwards. You missed out. We treated this like a huge event complete with eats and drinkies. If I wouldn't have been made fun of for dressing up, I would have done it. Biggest night of the year, really. Whoop de whoop for 2008, y'all.
from nakedbarista :
Ah, I was just stopping by to check in and say hello, by the way. I didn't come here expressly to comment about your notes.
from nakedbarista :
Well, crap. Your notes look like the cool place to be. Mine look random but you've got actual conversations going on here. It reminds me that all of my friends are slackers, heh. -Cats
from cuddleduddle :
You wrote something nice about me on your buddy list. Thanks. :*:*
from daath :
Answering messages is not the same as being readily available for dialogue.
from uglydove :
Why can't you just get on now? I know youre there, obviously.
from uglydove :
I'll be busy actually a lot this week, too. Meep. But I'm guessing by the way things are looking I won't need long.
from uglydove :
Perhaps spare me a few moments of your time, and I'll let you know.
from uglydove :
Well, not exactly that, either...
from uglydove :
Not exactly what I was geting at, darling, but that's good to know, too.
from uglydove :
And hence my worry/concern...
from uglydove :
All right...humor me and check your inbox a little more, wont you? Good luck on your midterm.
from uglydove :
Hey. Hmmm, any particular plans for the weekend? Hope youre doing well.
from sweet-haze :
Alright
from sweet-haze :
Don't worry about it...Can we just sorta move on?
from sweet-haze :
I said that?
from sweet-haze :
Ouch, you blamed me for the T thing not working out? I'm slightly offended, yo.
from uglydove :
Must have been an insanely intense conference...
from sweet-haze :
We're all constantly learning, ancient one...Life is about learning.
from sweet-haze :
*smiles* At least, you're a cute ancient. Like, Father Time or something. Some ancient people just shrivel, but you're slightly adorable like JP2 the ex-pope. You haven't shrivelled yet. Looking good for being a dinosaur.
from sweet-haze :
No problem, glad you didn't get offended over the word "wise". Some people might think it meant I was implying ancient or something. I miss ya.
from uglydove :
Hello, darling. Just got home and saw youre lovely note. Im not sure if you know how glad I am to know you think that :). Hopefully I'll hear from you soon.
from sweet-haze :
You usually do...you're so wise. ;)
from uglydove :
Although, I do hope Im not the cause of your bitter memory. Vain, as that might be...
from uglydove :
Hmm...all right. I'll be here probably until midnight if you change your mind. Hope you had a good weekend otherwise.
from uglydove :
like to* darn typos.
from uglydove :
Hmm...I'm on right now if you'd to chat.
from sweet-haze :
You know, you're right.
from moonshine76 :
I still read your journal once in awhile when I'm checking out diaryland. I'm happy things are going pretty well for you. We should catch up sometime. :)
from uglydove :
Hey. Do you think we'll have a chance any time soon to talk?
from uglydove :
Time has a way of ticking by ever so slowly. I don't know what else to say. Living in this personal time warp, losing the deal with the sandman, and thoughts that go on forever are all I have. Hope you're well. Dove.
from i-am-jack :
The funny thing is I have not really grown warm and complacent. The scenery can be nice at times, and really is all the time though I do not always notice. My inner narrator is tired all the time, and not writing is actually a part of my everything's the same game. I can not bring myself to admit that it is not.
from i-am-jack :
Things are the same pretty much, but more and more I am feeling like "the same" isn't quite working anymore, if that makes any sense at all.
from jackthripper :
A cruel turn of fate's quick clock would ensure our short tryst with separation anxiety. What triffles does life not bring? In end, misery relies so heavily upon the basis of said lack of morality. Only divine intervention will quell the hungers for more ambiguous romances. Open mine hand to polish your own. But will you take said leap of faith and dance with me at Heaven's gate?
from uglydove :
i just happen to be on for a few moments checking messages, and decided to read your diary. thought maybe saying hello would cheer you up if just a little, couldn't hurt to try my vain attempts. i do hope you start to feel better, friend. take care of yourself. dove.
from daath :
Christ I'm tired.
from uglydove :
ta da! tis the early hours of the morning and yet here i am. figures. anyway, howve you been?
from uglydove :
im...all right. one of those 'not everything's all good but not everything's all bad' either kinda thing right now. only two more days till the weekend (not that im counting) -smiles- anyway, there's a lot we should catch up on, friend.
from sweet-haze :
Mmm, indeed.
from uglydove :
yo, friend. how goes? lack of your company is somewhat disheartening. hope all is well. dove.
from sweet-haze :
*smiles* It's cute and slightly endearing...Don't underestimate.
from sweet-haze :
That's so precious...I hate to say it, but that is so precious. I wrote in my notebook I want a guy to throw rocks at my window, it'd be far more amazing if a guy threw Skittles at my window.
from sweet-haze :
Did you honestly throw skittles at Mari's window or was that just a figure of speech? Because if you did, that's slightly amazing.
from deareddie :
Snogs, you manly creature of delight.
from deareddie :
If you end up with a zillion guestbook signings from me, oops! --it didn't seem to be working. But just in case you don't get any of them, I'm sending you some quiet time and a good hand-holding. And a smile.
from ltetrovsky :
Hundreds of wigs were stolen from a local factory this evening. Police are combing the area.
from overlyemo :
Life's alright. I'm still with John. Almost nine months and going strong. No major fuck-ups on my part, even with his nearly three month hiatus from the country. We're planning on going to college together next year (meaning my lazy ass is following his since he's already at the college of our choice), and hopefully, he'll be willing to leave the comfort of west-central Illinois to go to grad school with me. It's nice to have some security and a place to call home, even if home is just two arms around you.
from sweet-haze :
Also, I'm kinda quirky like that...I've been kinda quirky lately. Well, I've always been quirky, but more blatantly quirky.
from sweet-haze :
I actually know what you mean...I haven't had a real relationship since Corey, but I haven't been alone. It makes me feel like I'm kind of a whore because that's the mentality my mom raised me with, but I doubt it's true.
from sweet-haze :
I hope things get better fast for you. I don't like the thought of you being lonely.
from sweet-haze :
Sorry about the girl issue...If it doesn't work out, it wasn't meant to be, ya know? Can't stress about the past. Everything happens for a reason. All cliches, and don't help at all, I know, but good luck. I'm gonna dye my hair soon...I'll take before-and-after pictures maybe. Have a good evening you
from sweet-haze :
Alright well, respond at your own pace, but I'll be gone...Hair dying, homework, and hot dates await!!!
from sweet-haze :
I suppose it could work...but it still feels sorta awkward to say, ya know? Malperception...it's a challenge. But the greatest words are the words you have to hurdle your way through. How are you these days?
from sweet-haze :
Heh, which chemicals are you encouraging me to use...Hair dye or other types?
from sweet-haze :
And malperception just sounds awkward...it doesn't quite roll off the tongue.
from sweet-haze :
Auburn...I tried it once, I'll do it again.
from daath :
Why do they call it MISperception? You aren't missing anything, you're failing to perceive something correctly. Why not call it MALperception? Like: "Hey, you're pregnant. Go you." "...No, no I'm not." "...Malperception on my part, sorry." It just works better.
from sweet-haze :
I'm dying my hair tonight...Woohoo...I think. If we can find someone to give us a ride, me and my friend Sausha is the us. It'll be fun, I hope.
from sweet-haze :
Gotcha, hotshot.
from sweet-haze :
Weehaw? Isn't it...yeehaw?
from sweet-haze :
A fool? Well, alright, but you're an intelligent fool, just thought I'd throw that out there.
from sweet-haze :
Aw, Auriel, you're no fool...Just uncool. *smiles* I still like you, regardless.
from sweet-haze :
Good point, and thanks for the poetry, made me smile.
from sweet-haze :
Well, I'm ok, I'm broke like most college students. Can't afford tuition because I forgot to submit my stuff for work study, so that sucks like a cheap whore. Oh well, I'll figure somethin out.
from sweet-haze :
How you doin? Ok, I hope...
from daath :
Thanks for the official correspondence related to your life sucking?
from melia5553 :
hello again! come to chat again! well my life offically sucks i will say more soon. make sure to leave a note for me!
from melia5553 :
hey daath, how u been leave me a note to let me know you r still alive! love, melia!
from daath :
Why does it always go to hell when it actually matters?
from sweet-haze :
That's ok, I'll learn to cope with it.
from sweet-haze :
How do you block your own IP address when your computer switches every day?
from daath :
I feel some degree of exasperation at my fellow human. Even with libations, people refuse to get down. They waddle their hands in front of their chests, but I don't see them shaking that thang. I don't see roof raising. I don't even see varied leg movement. It depresses a muthafucka somewhat fierce. How I long for getting down hardcore with a set that I just met.
from sweet-haze :
It says I don't have any hits...I feel unloved.
from sweet-haze :
How do you figure out who reads your stuff?
from daath :
You and me both.
from sweet-haze :
ohh, yellow or grey, i just hope everything works out in the end.
from sweet-haze :
You can even get on as neonlemonz...I'll give you the password.
from sweet-haze :
Just get on chat, and private message me, you bum.
from sweet-haze :
I bet I figured it out...You and Erin are going out?
from sweet-haze :
Meaning what?
from sweet-haze :
I don't have yahoo messenger though :(
from sweet-haze :
"I sent you an IM. I gotta follow what seems right." What'd you mean by that comment?
from sweet-haze :
As long as you had fun dancing, eh?
from sweet-haze :
It's ok, sweetie, it's hard to tell over the internet.
from sweet-haze :
I was teasing, sheesh.
from daath :
I'm not the possession sort, but the thought is appreciated.
from sweet-haze :
That was stunning, absolutely stunning, can I keep you for forever maybe?
from sweet-haze :
You're versatile...I like that.
from sweet-haze :
Pardon me, semi clever.
from sweet-haze :
I say go with vaguely clever...It sounds more complimentary towards yourself.
from sweet-haze :
Wow, poetry involving science...it can be done? Really?
from sweet-haze :
You gotta enjoy life though, sweetheart.
from sweet-haze :
Ignore the fact that I said mama...It makes me want to gag too.
from sweet-haze :
Maybe you should fix a plate-ful of cookies and cold milk like Mama would, instead of eating soy sausage.
from sweet-haze :
I hope your first day of school was lovely and all that...School confuses me more and more each day.
from daath :
Too much to do, sorry--but the thought is nice.
from daath :
You think?
from daath :
A margarita or four sounds good right now. Maybe you should get one.
from daath :
I've already done moved my body once this year, and Madison is my homeland for my ass until 2009 or 2010. I'll visit if it's a realistic drive but I'm 180 and a few thousand miles from frat boy material.
from daath :
I've got a feeling I'll have Daath until d-land implodes in a fiery ball sometime Whenever. It just fits.
from sweet-haze :
This is just what's happened to me...It's gonna be my permanent diary from now on.
from sweet-haze :
Remember me? It's Liz...New diary.
from neonlemonz :
Yeah, well, I almost died tonight...literally hit me up on the email. ([email protected])
from neonlemonz :
I miss you in some ways, ya know?
from neonlemonz :
You goober, you know I fish...I caught a cod and a compliment last night.
from daath :
19th century Victorian small-talk initiated by a young fop saucy. Not Jamaican jerk sauce, at the least.
from neonlemonz :
Um, since when am I saucy? Like hot sauce or just tangy barbecue? *WINK* I'm such a nerd, but it is 1:06 in the morning.
from ionme :
thanks for the article & for thinking of me!!
from lullaymarie :
when'd ya start dancin'?
from lullaymarie :
Auri, come into chat tis' workin'
from lullaymarie :
this woman told me she was horny, so I asked her what she wanted.. she went ahead and said,"put a finger in." so I did. She then said,"put another one in." So I did. She then said,"put a hand in there", and then she asked for the other. I couldn't believe it when she asked me to clap, she was too god darn tight to do so.:)
from neonlemonz :
And ps, love is a jawbreaker? Can I steal that line and incorporate into a poem or something...I never thought of it that way, I thought of it as a fortune cookie riddle.
from neonlemonz :
Hot? Are you Paris Hilton? Sheesh, time sure changes people, sweetie. I can't figure out how to download Yahoo messenger on my school computer. So, yeah, I really wanted to get a chance to chat you up. I miss you, kid.
from lullaymarie :
But in all seriousness.. let's talk.
from lullaymarie :
(:
from lullaymarie :
let's get caught up in getting caught up in getting caught up. Straight up, home dawg.
from lullaymarie :
I shouldn't even be here..I will leave. s cover the ground and I will miss you 'round.
from neonlemonz :
Hey sexy, I'm in the process of getting a new diary, which I hope you'll read and enjoy...or at least, read with mild interest so you can see further into the burrow of brain that is my own.
from i-am-jack :
The muse has kind of been on life support for some time now, but it is not dead yet.
from twidderpated :
No, it shouldn't be a surprise. It was only a matter of time. But it should be taken as a very good thing. It was voluntary as a means to provide himself with a better life...and to eventually make me happy. So, of course, it's mixed feelings and depression until October 1st. He went to jail for me, ain't it romantical? I'm being cynical to mask...well, everything. I should say...he gave up freedom for me. Ah, chivalry. Ah, morals. AH, Hartford Correctional Center.
from i-am-jack :
Thank you. ;^}'
from daath :
DizZAM!
from twidderpated :
Let's say it together children, "Incarcerated."
from i-am-jack :
You know, the strange thing is, more than one person have said something similiar to your note, not so much in comparing how we are alike and different, but the part about different sections of me. One girl went as far to say that she thought it sounded like two different people were writing entries. The only thing I could think of was sometimes my entries are more subliminal prose with a lot of metaphors, other times it is more narrative.
from jackthripper :
Strange how deeply you see in a place I feared others would one day. The virus you plant runs freely through my imagination the same with other dangerous concoctions. I need no gift, darling. Your company is perfection stand alone. I am drained for pretty words. Poetry left a gaping hole in my heart. A strange similarity between such and love. Aside from all, I am undying, gentle one. The lazarus of such untimely ends. But love returned to you always. The dark is clear enough with you in it alongside me.
from twidderpated :
My, my, my...not all that much fun being flung into the eternal petri dish now is it? But I've found a way out. So! I'm quickly becoming vapor, a rich and diabolical vapor. Though for some reason it feels like this thing I had within me called love is eroding and crusting over. I only know it's still there when I cry...or when I see his face (it's sick how much I love him).
from byobrealm420 :
Hi REO, long time. I am byobrealm420 on myspace too. Missing you and EJ says hi. Sasha
from twidderpated :
I'm glad you're feeling better my dear. I still await that phone call. :-P Put a voice with the words, eh? Anywho...all is well. I went crazy, and in the words of Monty Python and the Holy Grail..."I got better".
from giftofflesh :
Miss you. Love you. Hope to talk to you soon, yes? It's been too long. Life is normal, got two new fish, and I have a very strange obsession with Hugh Laurie and Robert Sean Leonard. I'm a strange person, I know. Time to fly. See ya.
from jackthripper :
The song you asked for comes from a group called The Kronos Quartet. Because I know it only from the movie Requiem for a Dream, the song, according to the soundtrack, is called the "Summer Overture", which is the full version. You could also try "Winter Overture" though it is much shorter. I'm glad you liked it, my friend. I apologize for not getting back to you for the last note you sent. I was very touched by your words. I would be lying if I didn't say that was the kindest compliment I've ever been given. So thank you, sweet one. I hope your research is going well. I have no doubts of it but wishful good luck never hurts. My love to you, darling.
from daath :
I require new dancing pants. These slacks are too restrictive and not chain-happy enough.
from twidderpated :
Well wouldn't you know it...heh...I've been twidderpated. Unexpectedly, but all the more welcome. What the bommarosclot? Eh, perhaps details in some future entry, or you could just ask, ha. Many hugs your way!
from dorknoodle :
Sorry I missed your call. They don't call it vibrate for nothing. The Dr.'d photo of me is fantastic. Can I please get an electronic copy to bandy aboot? Full credit, yours, obviously. It's a shame this didn't show up earlier: Mr. Coop was asking for self-portraits, and I submitted several; he chose the one of me taken from head (red at the time) down. Yours would have been my choice. Thank you. I promise to be better with the horn.
from ionme :
hello dear friend!!! GE posts my entries so i don't have to go on dland at work but what's new???? you rock too, hope all is well & i miss you!!! thanks for the note :)
from neonlemonz :
How have you been? It feels like it's been a while, maybe, I'm just imagining it's been a while.
from overlyemo :
Love, my boyfriend has been trying rather hard to get me into World of Warcraft. I've yet to budge, but I'm somewhat scared that I'll get sucked into the retardage. Sorry about Scott. Love you always.
from daath :
I can't believe they don't just call cheese curds 'mozarella cheese balls'. I mean what the fuck, Wisconsin?
from neonlemonz :
I still can't believe you call me sexy.
from neonlemonz :
Oh, and I lost a very important paper I was writing. Greeat.
from neonlemonz :
I lost weight...Go, me. Oh, and I miss you. Your voicemail deleted itself. *pouts* I need another fix of you.
from dorknoodle :
You remain, and always will, my center of friends and energy. When the stupid phone returns to working, I'll give the explanation it's due. Right now, Brandon, Dave, and a couple of others are working hard on the trailer for "Userlands." I will not cease to let it be anything from excellent. If you may have ideas for it, given your first hand knowledge for the fine author/editors, much less the contributors, let's hear them. We've got until early Dec. Let's kick ass! That would kill my kill me episode immediately. Love, N. ps- this will get OUR work published in no short order. I've directed Coop to some of your work, and he was floored. This is international, babe. That's all I needed to hear to get off my sob story. You are part two of that. I'm seeing this through. Love you, indeed I do.
from geeked-out :
MONKEYS even. Pay no mind I just overdosed on Dr. Pepper.
from geeked-out :
Crazy because I had just been to a loud German bar. Though it had been on a Wednesday night so I suppose thats why I only almost got concentrated [I'm taking liberties with that one] a couple times. Oh I'm so clever. I actually do think it would be cool to have neuroimages of monkies. This is of course coming from the girl that has pictures of food borne illnesses hanging up in her kitchen. [see: I'm so clever!]
from neonlemonz :
:) You goober, I'm in good shape too, considering the foods I eat. In fact, my body's looking pretty hot today, not gonna lie. (Haha, I'm such a nerd!) Too bad I don't have a picture of your studly self.
from neonlemonz :
:D Fine, eat what you will, I guess I shouldn't be scolding you since I eat unhealthy stuff like Strawberry Poptarts and Eggos covered with syrup.
from neonlemonz :
A chocolate crossiant? (I might have mangled the spelling) That sounds horrible. Then again, I can't eat chocolate in the morning, even if it is good. It makes my tummy feel all funny.
from neonlemonz :
My vision's fuzzing up...Why? I don't know. But your message makes me smile bigtime. I'm happy.
from neonlemonz :
Well, thanks for the pep talks...I need them. My mom called me a slut and said I was guarenteed to fail at Rockhurst next year. She said more too. I'm so sick of her. Maybe you could visit me in K.C. sometime? Too much money, I'm guessing, but it'd be so fun. Oh well, even if you don't come and visit, we'll be able to talk for longer without my parents yelling at me. I'm being weird, sorry. You're a strange wittle bugger, but that's why I like you. *hugs, and rubs your back* Hope everything is good. Miss you.
from neonlemonz :
If it were up to me, I'd give you a back massage and a neck massage...I'd let you play with my hair too, if you wanted. But it's not up to me, and you deserve better anyway. (I still hate me, by the way.) Hope your day is good.
from neonlemonz :
Sometimes, it's your very realm that overwhelms me and confuses me.
from bonnylisbon :
Fuck, that's an INCREDIBLY nice offer, but I have no idea what time you left that note. It's three a.m. my time right now, I doubt it was any time recently. You're too kind.
from neonlemonz :
Are we still talking about fish? I can be pretty motile too, you know.
from neonlemonz :
Why because they wriggle around and dry out?
from neonlemonz :
Sometimes, I wish I could smuggle you out of the dark and hoard you all for myself.
from bonnylisbon :
You still want to have that orgy? I'm only HALF joking ...
from bonnylisbon :
It was nice talking to you as well. Mind if I add you to my favorites? By the way, I think it's an amazing thing that you are in graduate school ... but I also think it makes you slightly insane, in the best possible way of course.
from neonlemonz :
Another insomniac? Too bad we can't not sleep together. I miss sleeping all night.
from neonlemonz :
Ah, that clarifies things slightly.
from neonlemonz :
Wait, I don't think I understand the dialogue...Not entirely.
from neonlemonz :
*grins* Goodie, I would miss it too much otherwise.
from neonlemonz :
Can we still flirt or whatever, or are you hands-off from now on?
from neonlemonz :
Darlin, it doesn't always have to make sense, as long as it makes sense at that moment when you NEED it to make sense, that's all that matters... Things I type don't make sense three minutes later, but as long as I get it out, that's all that counts. But I am really glad you posted that entry, it makes perfect sense to me.
from neonlemonz :
Darlin, your newest entry...I understood it completely, I've been in that way before. I know the feeling, I understand so well...You expressed it so much better than I ever could.
from neonlemonz :
Oh, gooood... I have your permission, sexy. When's that picture--the new one--coming my way?? =D
from neonlemonz :
Well, we learned in Latin, there's no accounting for taste. You know Latin, right? You were still around when they were speaking it still in Rome... *grins back* I love teasing you.
from neonlemonz :
You drink Italian soda?! That stuff tastes sooo bitter!! I don't know how you drink it, makes my mouth taste all funny. Unless it's stuff like Ginger Ale.
from neonlemonz :
I don't know what I meant, I think I was protesting the injustice of me having to share a comment with someone else? Like, I didn't have my own space on your profile, perhaps...I really don't know.
from neonlemonz :
salazabr profile - diary neonlemonz profile - diary comments: Bombadier for the writers of the world When will I get a comment of my own, without having to share?? (I know, I'm a dork, but c'mon, it makes me all the more endearing, honestly now.)
from neonlemonz :
I'm sorry I'm such a mess...so many apologies lately. When can we talk?
from giftofflesh :
*poke*
from giftofflesh :
Auriel...I miss talking to you. It's been forever and a day. Message me soooon :)
from daath :
Beyond repair, sweetie. It's all good.
from neonlemonz :
I hope I haven't gone and messed everything up again...I'm good at that. It's basically my autobiography.
from twidderpated :
Yes well...I have the roommate from Hell and I mean this almost literally. She decides to play the hypocrite by professing her drive to do well this semester and actually attend her classes which her parents so diligently pay for ever year, and then she decides to not go and remain high on illegal substances. She's never in "her" room which I moved into...even though strangely she won't recognize that I pay the same amount for a room deposit as she and I have spent more time in the room in one week than she has this entire school YEAR combined. I understand she has issues...she was my quadmate for quite some time, but now it's getting a little ridiculous. I can only handle so much of her...how shall I say?...BULLSHIT. I'm sorry to vent on you like this, but damn it...*sigh* I hope you're well my dear. How are things?
from jackthripper :
'Twas a nice surprise to see you again, more surprising that it was in my note page. I count myself lucky, fortunate. I hope the world is treating you right and you in turn, healing it by and by. The mind is your tool, correct? I hope the progress is going smoothly. I wish it endlessly. Love to you.
from jackthripper :
My dear one..I thought you had it. I would be happy to send it on. Send me a missive at [email protected] and I will be happy to send you the key.
from daath :
Damn but this is a long notes page.
from dorknoodle :
Misextrapolation - my bad.
from neonlemonz :
I hope it gets better before it gets worse...You deserve the best, I've just been through Hell and back. I can't understand parents...They're so vile sometimes, but then, they say it's because they're concerned. Concern? Pulling your daughter by the hair and calling her fucking insane is concern? That was a news-flash to me.
from neonlemonz :
Sorry about Hillary...It hurts when someone you think you might love (or even started to love...) pushes you away. I know the feeling.
from giftofflesh :
*hugs*
from daath :
I don't have any magick keys for myself, even.
from neonlemonz :
Hey, you, help me...Help me get out of this situation. Help me to be away from all of this...
from sistercookie :
Can you change it to "This is a strange conversation" in my last note? I never said I was normal. How boring. LOL
from sistercookie :
You silly. I was just having fun flirting with you and talking smack. My friend in Toronto, she gave me the books like 10 years ago. I must say the faces you made when were talking about things were so funny. I think you were like "his is a strange conversation" to yourself. To me it was quite funny. I told you I was crazy, just not stupid. I am the silliest!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from neonlemonz :
I feel lonesome, will you lend me some tape to mend up my heart?
from neonlemonz :
Micro snag, an adorkable phrase. I'll fill in the details later. But now I'm curious about where your imagination took you.
from giftofflesh :
*huggles madly*
from deareddie :
I'll just resume conversation with the shiny buttons on my cardigan until you resurface, shall I? Fond and serene thoughts are sent your way, as are well wishes, snog-buddy.
from neonlemonz :
I need to read "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas"...Even before I knew you liked it, it was a book that reminded me of you. You know what's silly? I wish you would write me letters.
from neonlemonz :
Somehow, some way, I miss you...
from neonlemonz :
I understand, I do...I'm not practical by nature, but I am a dreamer, and I guess I got caught up in a dream and the silliness of it all.
from neonlemonz :
My last note was dorkiliciously long, so you owe me a dorkiliciously long note too!
from neonlemonz :
The state o' Saint Louis? Oh, you made me giggle today, congratulations. You should come to St. Louis, we could go to the mall or something equally stupid...Actually, I hate the mall. But we could hang out...you know...away from my house and my insane parents. It'd be kind of fun, actually. We could talk and hold hands and maybe I don't know, see the penguins at the zoo? I'm rambling, sorry. Talk to you soon, I hope.
from neonlemonz :
I live in Missouri...I guess I'm one of the insane ones mentioned in your diary, eh? ;)
from neonlemonz :
I miss you too. I'm better-ish.
from lunablossom :
Me too, with my mothering instinct I thought for sure it would be a bear or wolf. Guess I suprised us all! Miss you too love.
from neonlemonz :
I shouldn't be so silly, should I? I've become a strange person lately. I miss you, and I feel as though I shouldn't. What with a real love life and all, who needs empty words tossed upon a screen from a girl like me? I'm sorry...write me back if you want.
from deareddie :
This is a sneak-by hugging. HUGS!!!
from neonlemonz :
I'm jealous...I just realised it, kinda sad, but true. I'm jealous of girls who get your physical affections. I'm also disappointed in disappointing you, most likely because I'm ugly and stupid and a bother with overprotective parents. Umm, I'm embarrassed to actually send this, but I guess I have to. G'night. ~Liz
from giftofflesh :
*huggles madly* I read your entry, lovely. I hope everything works out alright. Hope to talk to you very soon on AIM, dear. Write me whenever you get a free minute. Miss you muchly. ~Mich~
from neonlemonz :
Smile, I'm thinking of you, missing you.
from daath :
You had a boyfriend? Jesus I've been out to fucking lunch here and I don't even know what I ate!
from neonlemonz :
Oh, and the "lucky guy" whom I wrote the love letter for? He never replied. I broke up with my boyfriend--I'm all yours. *wink* Just teasing...unless, of course, you're game too. ~Liz (In a flirty mood)
from neonlemonz :
Dear You, Sounds like the tables have turned. Your social life in full swing, mine ends in fights and my legs tangled amongst some guy's after playing cards and making jokes nobody else understood. I miss you, I wonder what you're up to, but my life is, erm, complicatedly weird.
from deareddie :
Oh sir, the fluttery feelings you release--I swoon. (Plus, you said plunder, which is one of my favourite pirate words.)
from deareddie :
"Painting is poetry which is seen and not heard, and poetry is a painting which is heard but not seen." Leonardo da Vinci
from twidderpated :
Pertaining to the "-8 sideway"...eat it. Make it an internal tattoo between your two nipples which I could bite. I'm laughing. Look, tears.
from neonlemonz :
Your newest entry makes me feel serene and contemplative, even in crowded room, it makes me feel alone without feeling lonely. It makes me inexplicably sad. I wish I knew why. It makes me feel alone, so alone. I wish I knew somebody was nearby. Even in this crowded room, I feel so alone. And now, I lied. Loneliness is setting in. I'm lonely. I'm lonely for you. (Sorry, long note)
from giftofflesh :
*grin* I've been okay. Just slummin' it day by day so I can get my arse out, y'know? Look forward to talking to you soon, lovely *huggles*
from giftofflesh :
*huggles madly*
from neonlemonz :
People should not be allowed to like me, and you should not be allowed to be so cutely sweet!
from daath :
Ain't that the story of my life. I hear ya, sister.
from neonlemonz :
Just because I'm crazy about people doesn't necessarily translate into them being crazy about you. You're one of those people I'd be mad-crazy about if I ever got the chance to be, well, mad-crazy about. I dreamt of you last night. Twas a nice dream.
from neonlemonz :
Pshaw, guys don't like me, who are you kidding?
from neonlemonz :
By the way, I could never fall asleep to you stroking my hair. I mean, every thought of a touch sends a jolt of electricity down my spine. Like, now, even thinking of you, I feel charged with life.
from neonlemonz :
Have you read your notes page? It's eons and eons of people who love you. I guess your seduction and amazing words do something to the masses, as well as me.
from neonlemonz :
A man who is too popular for his own good, that is you. I've been thinking of you lately, before I fall asleep at night, wishing you were nearby, wondering who you think of before you fall asleep at night. I feel changed, and by feeling changed, I don't feel quite the same as I did the day before yesterday. (Hm, slightly poetic of me, perhaps, or just corny) ~Liz
from neonlemonz :
Yeah, I know. I've been busy with school stuff and trying to have a thing called a social life. I think of you almost every night and miss you in this most pathetic of ways. I wonder how you are, and I miss you. ~Liz
from geeked-out :
Now I'm all curious as to who you were meaning to note. Damn it. I think I will write a paper on you wanting ice cream now. Just because. Maybe it will be a haiku or limerick.
from giftofflesh :
Yes, yes we shall talk again soon, lovely :-D. I've some fun stories to tell you *grin*
from giftofflesh :
Chat's back, in case you didn't know. --I miss you lots. Miss talkin' to that super sexy photographer! *grin* Hope to talk to you soon, lovely. ~Mich~
from deareddie :
Feeling silly so I wrote you a song. It's called The Snog Song. Similar to The Spam Song, it really needs to be heard in person rather than written out. Tends to lose something in the transition. Loves! Hugs! Amour!
from namastesakhi :
i can't access your picture gallery :(
from neonlemonz :
You know, Auriel, I thought you were normal...at least more normal than me...until I read your newest entry, which made me laugh and say, "WHAT?" (in that sort of Lil Jon voice.) right afterwards. I didn't know you were such a colorful character. (PS. Would you mind sending me your picture again? It'll be a muse for my "Damien" character. If you do, I promise you one of me, even if it's quite crappy...) This long note is made possible by Liz. (To make up for my two quite sucky notes...) Anyway, hope to talk to you soon, not later. ~Liz
from daath :
slang blades, g'ed up from the hilt up, snicker-snack sayings, kit-kat communication, ex post acutusum concillium, french toast maple hare.
from neonlemonz :
(wow that might have been my dullest/dumbest/lamest note ever...besides this one, which comes in a close second.)
from neonlemonz :
thinking of you. or to put it slangly (funword!) "u'v got me hooked, like, hardcore!" for real. *grins* ~liz
from jackthripper :
You've always had a way with words, my friend. Something that has always truly touched this old heart. Wise words often do the trick, I suppose, to someone who can appreciate an individual so highly reguarded such as yourself. And now that I've brown-nosed you to death, me thinks I will retire for the day. Here's to hoping for more conversations in the future. You've no idea what kind of dribble I hear on a day-to-day D-land basis that often leaves me numb and suicidal:D haha
from jackthripper :
You know me all too well, sir. Actually, I just saw that particular piece when it was first featured on the site. I got curious and found the music that plays within the animation and had it on my diary for an entry or two. :) Merci for thinking of me, sir. I hope you are well and happy at heart.
from daath :
Note to self: re-reading 4 years worth of notes makes you nostalgic like a muthafucka.
from dorknoodle :
Thanks for the well wishes and cheer up image. I seem to be getting better, but I don't have what one would dub trust in the medical industry. We'll see. A few other things are going really well, though. I'll update you soon. It's just as well you weren't able to make it to Det. for that concert. I didn't even go. I just sat in the apt., soaking my dick in vinegar solution, throwing up antibiotics. Not exactly host material. Peace. We'll talk soon.
from salazabr :
Glad to hear your taking pictures again! I like the new one at the top.
from neonlemonz :
Hey, I miss talking to you. Something about you is rather soothing, if you want to send me an email. I'm quite obsessed with email as is, you can email me at [email protected] ~Liz
from cammella :
"I think I'm pretty damn cute with this new haircut." Heheh! You're so cute! I know you want to kill me for not calling you back, or leaving you notes, or IM's or emails or voice mails, the list goes on. Trith be told, I've just been so sick. I got a hell of alot worse, then I got a little better, then I got worse again. I'm still alive though(Yay me..) And I did ask my roommie who now has issues. I will slap them out of her and then talk to you. If you made other plans, don't worry about it. If you changed your mind, don't worry about it. If you haven't I WILL make this work somehow, if I have to piggyback ride you here. I'm strong, I work at a deli, and I only pulled my back out once! Hehe, anyhoo, I'm alive, just...not around.
from cuddleduddle :
I have a new email addy too. I don't check the old one all that often anymore. Plus, new screen name on Yahoo. I forget if you have AIM or Yahoo, but on yahoo I'm molly_sunshine2001
from cuddleduddle :
And did I ever send you a recent pic?
from cuddleduddle :
I'm so happy to know you. I'm sorry I don't call you often enough. Thank you for agreeing with me. He is grouchy sometimes though... I know this. I shouldn't let it get to me. Enough about me though.. What are you going to do about N? And why would you think she would accuse you of ****? Did you two... you know... it? WHY AREN'T YOU ONLINE SO I CAN ASK YOU?? ;) You know how much I love you, right?
from neonlemonz :
I do wonder what you think of my writing too, ya know.
from neonlemonz :
For some reason, though you're nothing like him nor do you list him as a favorite author, I always tend to think of you when reading Allen Ginsberg..strange, huh?
from neonlemonz :
That's such high praise coming from such a fantastic writer, I'll be smiling all day for sure. Take care of yourself.
from giftofflesh :
*grin* Whee!
from neonlemonz :
I might have added you and then removed you...For some reason, I remember that. I think, honestly, it's because I was intimidated by your big words and your amazing writing ability. Sounds silly, doesn't it? Do you read mine?
from giftofflesh :
*hugs tight*
from neonlemonz :
Lacking? How do you figure anything's lacking?
from cammella :
Chat's back
from twidderpated :
You suck. :-P I liked that whole naked man and paint thrown at canvas thing before. That was something cool. But I'm the sun. A big burning ball of gas...yeah...that's pretty much me. I believe I was introduced to someone once as, "Hi. I'm gaseous." So. There it is. Oh...thank you.
from twidderpated :
Hey! You! Where's my comment next to my name in your favorite diary thingy?! I'm hurt. I was all excited and proud to have a comment. Now it's gone! :-( Don't you lurv me anymore? What sort of writer can I be now without your public approval? Waaaah!
from cammella :
Everytime someone says "Loser" The Beck song get's stuck in my head. But that's still too cute.
from daath :
'I'm a loner, I'm a loser, I'm a winner--in my mind. I'm a bad one, I'm a good one, I'm a sick one--with a smile'. Hee.
from cammella :
Hahahahah! Ok, I'm sorry, I felt like SHIT about the first entry with how sad you were. But then when I got to the BB gun part, your sense of humor just made it adorable!
from cammella :
No problemo. So sorry that my internet threw a hissy fit. I signed off MSN and it just shut down.
from daath :
It's gettin' better, but you're right: I had been unnecessarily stressed out.
from cammella :
Yesh, but that still sucks. You're supposed to be a happy camper, you can't be a happy camper if you aren't happy. You need a vacation from life in general, you're seemed so stressed as of late.
from cammella :
You just gave me a whole new out look on cherries...But, aside from the fact that I'll never eat those again. You seem, Juuust a tad, pissed off to me. SO! Instead of leaving you an IM, I'm leaving you a note..I don't know why...
from neonlemonz :
I suppose it's all from our frame of reference. I probably do not hate, but at the moment, yes, and there are so many glaring faults, I just wish they weren't so apparent. I dislike sympathy, but yours felt more of empathy so I dislike it less than most.
from neonlemonz :
THANKIES for fixing my diary, I wuuuuv you now.
from neonlemonz :
It's been a long time since I've heard anything from a fellow known as daath, you know, you look slightly familiar when you sleep. i sound like a stalker, but i am not. by the way, whatever happened to you? we used to play word games in chatrooms, bouncing off each other's lonely treehouse games.
from giftofflesh :
Not a problem, lovely. You absolutely amaze me. I'm kicking myself for not adding you sooner. *hugs* ~Michelle~
from dorknoodle :
I tried your horn, but I recall you saying it might not work after x-amount-o-time, so I don't know if you know that I was trying to give you a dang on the blower. As to the summer travel options...if you can stand heat and chaos, you are welcome any time.
from midnightrum :
Hey Daath glad to hear you're better now. Now in that entry you linked to, you said ''We exist in the present and that is all that exists, so say some old eastern men. And for now I can take comfort in totally being here...not for enlightenment, but escape.'' You wouldnt have been referring to or thinking of Tsunetomo from Hagakure would you? there is an entry about living in teh present moment i read from that collection that really taught me something. just wondering man. See you.
from cammella :
Chats up...again
from kornstarch :
always a pleasure :) IM me sometime on yahoo, it'd be nice talking to you again
from deareddie :
Oh, dear, I do feel so very sad. But as every sun rises so must I. I raise my glass to not callin' you tonight.
from cammella :
I got through sunday and cringed my way through the 1st paragraph of monday and just...oh geeze. I feel SO bad. Your guestbook hates me, but me and your notes get along quite well. Hope you feel a whole lot better.
from ionme :
good to hear you're getting along ok. get well soon *hugs*
from salazabr :
You're welcome and it's good to see your back on your feet even if only on a limited basis. I hope your recovery goes smoothly and most of all quickly!
from midnightrum :
"A Godly woman is only to use a Maxi-Pad," lol. Have you taken the time to sit down and listen to that new coldplay album? It's strange as hell.
from twidderpated :
It's been some time...
from salazabr :
Sorry to hear about your medical trouble. I hope you get feeling better and recover soon buddy.
from salazabr :
Thanks, J and I had a great time and now I have to play catch up in D-Land.
from neangel :
it certainly is difficult. i think its more mental with me though. i've met a few great people but i tend to put myself into my own personal solitude thus making myself depressed & lonely. sadistic huh?
from cammella :
My computer and your GB seem to be having a tiff. Anyhoo thanks for the note deary I'll be sure to check it out when I find the tip of my thumb (long story, I'll get to that when I see you) But your note confused me for a bit. Hope all is well with you. And by the way "Yes. Back up. If I haven't run across your guestbook or notes page like a streaking midget with its ass on fire, flush from Oz, I'll get there." That's priceless.
from mmmme :
yes chat seems to be up and about but no users - quite the ghost town seemingly - perhaps it will regain the lustre of its former days
from daath :
As coroner I must aver, I have thoroughly examined her, and chat is no more slightly dead, but most assuredly not at all dead. It's back up...wait, why the fuck am I noting myself?
from mmmme :
and yes, these are your salad days ... enjoy them ... they only come around once
from mmmme :
i really don't mind if i sit this one out ... your whisper's a shout ... and the wise men don't know how it feels ... or something like that anyway - lyricism cynicism *hugs*
from deareddie :
I think the notice-sweater cleavage connection is merely in your imaginings. But, since we're on the subject of breasts, generally, I think that it's nice to be noticed, but perhaps when you drool on them, or attempt to bury your face in them, that perhaps boundaries need to be rediscussed. <grin and wink>
from spritopias :
Thanks for your note. Diary Land has had banner issues every since Squirrel X disappeared.
from ionme :
Thank you so much I'm hanging in there. Leaving for Cali tonight, wish I could see you. Take care, talk soon. *hugs*
from salazabr :
You are a true gentleman my friend and I commend you for it. Thanks, I'm doing great! I leave tomorrow for a week in Cali with my best friend so how could I not be? ;)
from my13feathers :
Mmm. Salad. ::munches on Tuesday:: Enjoy relaxing! It is something I'm always meaning to get around to.
from hannahlore :
You never cease to amaze me. -Seshat Starr
from daath :
I've talked with myself kinda recently. It genuinely does help with the thought process. And the side-effect of potentially being quietly, but starkly, mad ain't so bad either. Wait, what was the point again?...
from silveright :
DAATH!!! I haven't talked to you in long time!*SOB* And....my mom still wants a cheese hat. Cheesey. I like cheese. I'm hyper, too. Wee. Umm.....send me and email sometime! [email protected]
from deareddie :
"My contraceptive device looks like a crispy horse's head." Ah, that crazy random surrealism generator. Always brings a smile to your face. Or, at least I hope it does. Miss chatting to you, dear one. Hope to see you on MSN sometime soon...
from ocd-and-me :
It's Cats again. I'm so sick of jumping all over damn Diaryland trying to avoid people. For Pete's sake, already! Sheesh. Ok, now that I'm done venting... HI! and I laughed my butt off at your latest entry. Oh, the nipple...
from cammella :
So do I deary. I don't plan on stoping anytime soon. I'm glad you made the connections though.
from jackthripper :
Bring the world, the fit of sorrow. Such horrowing events never saw tomorrow. In guiding light so seeking always the one to follow...No rose was ever worthy of its place deep in the earth. No leaf so dainty, no face so pale as what found behind the corner, before the edge where fall the riches, the men, the legions plain and shallow. There's nothing left to do but remain intact and watch them all rise to the brink in hollow remains of wretched guilt, drowning themselves in bile of their own manipulation.
from hannahlore :
And that my dear is why i'm going into the Air Force. I go for two years and they will pay my college way, love. Take care, only the best for you. -Seshat Starr
from overlyemo :
No, love, this is where I say something memorable-well, not so much memorable as meaningful. You've been a great friend to me. You've seen me through all of the bullshit over the past two years, and I won't be able to thank you enough for it. I'm proud to call you my friend and just thinking about how much you've done for me and how much you mean to me could make me cry. (You know, I'm a sap. You saw me at the movies. :D) I just hope that I've touched your life a fraction of how much you've touched mine. Happy 1000th entry. I love you, Auriel, you silly thing. And now I'm done with the lovey-dove bullshit.
from moonshine76 :
Dude, shoot me your email, I'll send one sometime. :)
from moonshine76 :
Happy [almost] 1,000.
from cammella :
::pops out the green tea:: Vacation begins.
from suta :
Life is hell, indeed. And congratulations to your 999 entries! *pats on the head* I guess it will take a while till I have so many entries. ^_^;;; Well, have some fun. Love, Luc.
from cammella :
I laughed my ass off when I saw that whole capitol scare thing on TV, and once more, and even harder with the matrix reference. You are...beyond awesome sweetie, I hope you arent overloading too hard.
from deareddie :
I send you a smile, a wink and a saucy grin, dear one. Hope all is well.
from parallel- :
Hello, i am millie, one of the council members from Parallel-, its a writting group. where you can write any of your thoughts and lyrics and poems. its a public diary..all you ahve to do to write an entry is be loged in to diaryland, and join our group(its free) Please join! we've just started and we'd love if you joined us!- millie
from deareddie :
See these many moons? And how I pine, I dream... You are such that I am so bereft, so lonely, so longing without you. I am lachrymose that I can hardly compose words in your honor...
from cammella :
Heh, I wish I was that creative..
from cammella :
Mechanically seperated chicken
from cammella :
::hugs:: Guess what?
from mmmme :
sorry to hear about all the school stress - you seem to be handling it well, though *hugs*
from cammella :
That ant is my god...in most cases....
from hannahlore :
Actually, i haven't been on dland chat much myself. I was put in the ER just last night. I'm going to go do my page really quick before i hop. Take care, cutie. -Seshat Starr
from ionme :
hi honey. good to hear from you!!! i miss im'ing you, how are you and your huge sexy brain? *wink & hugs*
from cammella :
I shall name him 'anty so fanty'!
from ghostofgor :
what was lost, is now found. In a hospital where she belongs. Rest easy.....I know I will.....finally.
from daath :
I can't even fathom the concept during a semester.
from cammella :
I always worry about you sweetie, and dont expect me to stop, you need, YES 1DAY off, an entire 24 hours off!!!
from msmmack :
Cats
from msmmack :
I won't say it didn't hurt a bit that I'm not listed on your profile, let alone your cast page. It has been quite a while since we've run into eachother in chat, or even on AIM, so I completely understand. I guess I just hate the inevitable fact that friends gravitate away from eachother. I still stop back from time to time, however.
from overlyemo :
I think "horsefucking devil bitch" would amuse any English-speaking person. Have a good day, babe. I know I'll be trying to do the same.
from murdrsxaffrs :
im sick and tired of hearin all these people talk about, whats the deal with this pop life and when is it gonna fade out ? the thing you got to realise what were doing is not a trend, we got the gift of melody were gonna bring it till the end !! (come on now) it doesnt matter bout the car i drive , what i wear around my neck, all that matters is you recognise that its just about RESPECT !! it doesnt matter bout the clothes i wear and where i go and why , all that matters is that you get hype and we do it to you every time (come on now) do you ever wonder why this music gets you high, it takes you on a ride, feel it when your body starts to rock, and baby you cant stop and the musics all you got , this must be POP !!!!!! now why you wanna try to classify the type of thing we do, cos were jus fine doing what we like can we say the same for you ? im tired of feelin all around me animosity , just worry bout yours cos im a get mine now baby cant you see... it doesent matterbout the car i drive or the ice around my neck, all that matters is you recognise thats its jus about respect!!! it doesnt matter bout the clothes i wear and where i go and why, all that matters is that you get hype and we do it to you every time
from mmmme :
everyone should have to sign a living will with their wishes on it (annually - or perhaps at drivers license renewal time) after this fiasco - how are you hun?
from murdrsxaffrs :
Yea so my comps back up, and I realized, you probably havent clue who this is, But I love you dearly anyways :)
from overlyemo :
"Let. Her. Die. She kinda sorta wanted it that way." Thank you.
from daath :
The infants have marmosets in their pantaloons. Deny no florist their metal. Dawn is a dream away.
from murdrsxaffrs :
Hey sweetie, hope you're doing well! I haven't spoke to you in a while, just wanted to say hi :)
from hannahlore :
I'm sorry that i seemed to have disappeared during our talk on the chat, Lord Daath. I actually got ill. Again, i apologize. I didn't even get the chance to say brb. I hope you can forgive me. Study well, sire. -Q Chan
from salazabr :
I did look up the stats and it's just a hair over 1 billion. *shrug* You're welcome and it's grat to read about you doing so well out there. I always try to remember that Lennon said. "Life is what happens while your're making other plans." lol Don't sweat not reading me, there's nothing to read.
from grim-reviews :
Hi, we're grim reviews. A new diaryland review site. Interested in getting a review? Drop on by. We'd love to have you...
from deareddie :
Steal a paperback book, buy your mother a traffic cone; it's all the same to me. Hey cutie, had to pass that one along. PS--Consider yourself lucky, I very nearly called you at 3am your time this past Tuesday. Went to a G Love and Special Sauce concert, got to meet the band. I so rock.
from daath :
Only flavor I come in.
from overlyemo :
You are a strange being. Sounds like a plan, lovey-dove.
from daath :
"I'm a faerie! I'm a threshing machine! I'm gold-trimmed! Converse with the cow, converse with the cow!"
from overlyemo :
Three weeks. It seems so fucking far away. We need to talk so we can sort out the details.
from cammella :
You know, it's good to get a note from some one not freaking out on me.
from cammella :
* first.....sorry I had to correct that
from cammella :
Its all the truth, I noticed that you kind of warmed up to me at fisrt, unlike most people they normally say "Hey, your annoying" THEN that they like me, but you didnt fisrt judge me, Thats so sweet!
from cuddleduddle :
Hello Auriel. Thank you for leaving me a message. Yes, it's been a very long time since I've talked to you. Not to be mistaken with not thinking about you. ;) Could you email me your phone number and let me know when is a good time to call? I'd really love to talk to you. I've been REALLY lonely lately and could use a good friend. That is, of course, if you wouldn't mind lending an ear. I hope to hear back from you. *hugs*
from cammella :
Your welcome dearest, I havent talkd to you in so long since my comp....died, But your such a sweetheart, dont ever change that, your one of my favorite people here, and I havent even known you all that long, but your still kick ass.
from mmmme :
*hugs*
from twidderpated :
Ah, darling darling. Peer into my archives and find the one marked "Selflessness". That's a tasty box of Wheaties. As I see it we've moved into an ever-loving generation of self-help tapes, books, DVDs, and tv shows. It's a time when the individual is more important than the community, and as I've observed, all suffer for it...even the individual. Our grandparents, for the most part, had lasting marriages...but it was due to their time and mentality. The woman would wait for her love while he was across the sea fighting in a war for a country that did not argue about the cost of oil. The woman didn't think selfishly "but what about my genitalia?", of course perhaps her lover did, and perhaps he acted on it, but the woman was in the silent armed lines of strong women who cared nothing about what their lovers did as long as they returned home safe and alive. No longer do we live in such a country, no longer do we have such selfless people. Those who maintain those old values are few and far between, they've become the new nerd/geek, punk/goths; the outcasts in an ocean of Dr. Phils. I wonder what this land would be like if Valentine's Day was the one day in the year that was dedicated to the "self", promoting self-love? What would if be like then? Chock full of domestic violence? We still have that now...so where is all this "me, me, me, I, I, I" getting us? Happy Valentine's Day darling. *sweetest kisses*
from fadedlight :
sorry honey. i've been having troubles. but i[m alive. thanks for checkng in. <3, kate
from twidderpated :
Beautiful pictures darling. Very nicely done. I loved the second one especially. There was something so medieval about it. Really, very lovely. Makes me think thoughts...;-)
from kornstarch :
I love your new pictures :)
from twidderpated :
Ha, yeah I lurv your left-handed skills too. Muahahaha. I'm only curious as to why no one thought of all of that stuff before. I mean...the brain is essentially a muscle. It can increase pathways; etc similar to how muscles gain mass when habitually labored. So, of course by engaging a certain part of the brain, through limb function, it can increase the cortical representation. You'd probably find that left-handed kids who are forced to become right-handed, but sometimes revert to their left hand, end up having almost equal representation in the brain for both limbs; hence ambidexterity. :-D God, all this smart talk is making me horny. Ha ha ha.
from twidderpated :
AND another thing! You've had more seamen pass through you than the Suez Canal!!!! I love that line darling, really, very touching in the no no parts lol. :-* Many besos and hugs.
from twidderpated :
Well through sematosensory deafferentation they basically observed the behavior of the animal afterwards. Learning that the limb was useless, the monkey never used it until they restricted the use of its good limb forcing it to assimilate the severed arm back into its motor skills. After a few hours the limb functioned well enough for the monkey so that it could do what it wanted. Mere hours mind you. Of course, several months were given for the biological aspect of the nerves to rehabilitate. It was really the theory of "learned- disuse" that initially prohibited the monkey from psychologically rehabilitating itself. With further use of the injured limb, they also saw an increase in cortical representation for that limb. This negates any previous theories that a matured CNS has little to no chance of rehabilitation after injury. As of now they're testing it with stroke patients. Pretty nifty!
from twidderpated :
And can I just say that I love it when you write about your psychological studies. It fascinates me to no end. I recently wrote a brief over view of a study conducted on brain plasticity. Fascinating stuff really. The only thing that got to me was when they surgically severed a monkey's sematosensory nerves in its arm. :-( Poor monkey. But the following work they did with the primate was utterly brilliant. :-D
from twidderpated :
I'm as soft as the petals darling...if you'd part my softness I'd bloom. Be careful of the thorns darling, but don't worry...they only leave sensual bite marks. I like to bite...?
from kornstarch :
I see.....
from twidderpated :
Yeah it's a lit. class. Muahahahaha! Already got into Bruce Sterling and Rudy Rucker, and Jameson too! And it's funny you should call me a rose with a knife edge...I love roses.
from daath :
Correction to myself below: "I won't say which cheek"
from twidderpated :
Like...dude, what the fuck? Oh! I'm taking a Cyberpunk class this semester...spiffy. :-D
from daath :
That would be one of my rare "tongue firmly implanted in cheek" pieces. I would say which cheek.
from kornstarch :
2-9-05*
from kornstarch :
were you stoned when you wrote that? I.E. all the dudes, likes, whoa, totallys. what the fuck? ~2-9-06~
from reynedecoupe :
Hmm, was talking about these monsters - http://www.stoptherod.net/ttuac.html - Not the foster "parents". I did read about them though, a 16 year old boy at 59lb... can we have an alternate word to "human" to distinguish the difference?
from rockrebel :
I really appreciate your support. Every time I see your name on my notes page, my day brightens. :) Talking sometime would be nice. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are very wise. Your charisma is tantalizing!
from salazabr :
You're welcome and thank you. It never ceases to amaze how people can justify assaulting their children. More than once I've had to stop myself from throwing a parent across a store for "disciplining" their child.
from overlyemo :
I was going to call, but it's 2:15 in the morning. I feel horrible. I hope you're well, though.
from mmmme :
Lickety split ... Yakkity yak ... "I too will fade in time" - just don't be fading in time any time soon ... but i suppose it is just literature - and what time is too late too call?? (ahhh - your voice) <3 mmmme ... [[scrambles to finish amerindian paper - 350 words isn't too hard to conquer]] ... and although you have a hefty plate, i think i need something by corning ware ~~~MUAH!!!
from berkinix :
thanks for sharing the ale. I added you to my fav's. signed out of the chat 'cause it froze. peace.
from deareddie :
What time is too late to call? Hugs hugs hugs, sweet prince!
from daath :
The ale did a decent job of that last night :)
from mmmme :
(((eases your painful epiphanies)))
from gothangel :
hey daath... I added u.
from deareddie :
Dear Daath, you can never go wrong with Go-go boots. Just picture me doing a go-go dance for you, complete with mod make-up. See? Made you smile. Miss you.
from mmmme :
I felt kind of sad today, too, after my dentist appt. The nitrous always brings back odd memory clips back from my past - I had no valid reason to be sad today and am over it already. Hope all is dandy - (((hugs)))
from trulyfine09 :
Hello. I've talked to you a couple times in the Chatroom. But I just wanted to tell you that you are a great photographer; you take beautiful pictures. I was looking at your "gallery" & I was amazed. They're all really nice. ♥
from spirit-chick :
...anytime
from spirit-chick :
I'm glad you liked it. If there's anything else you would like, please don't hesitate to ask. Take care
from suta :
Oh (This is a note for no reason) that Jethro Tull is the one who did Locomotive Breath, right? Yay, I like him. Didn't know there were other people who also like him. ^____^ Well Bye!
from lunablossom :
Oh sweet-heart. It's so wonderful to have you back!
from silveright :
I haven't talk to you in....hmm....Months. I came upon some old notes of mine and Arielle's where we were discussing (okay, laughing over) some of your metaphors. Damn, I miss you! Always fun to chat with lol. Arielle is up and gone. Left to somewhere near San Diego. Anyhoo, just thought I'd drop you a line and say hello. -Kim
from suta :
I wish a Happy New Year!!!!!!! ^_____^
from mmmme :
A great big belated Merry Christmas!!! (((hugs and kisses you under the mistletoe)))
from suta :
Thank you. I hope you had a few wonderful christmas-days. *smirk* Seeya!
from snub-reality :
Happy Christmas Sir Daath :)
from suta :
Merry Christmas! ^_^V
from reynedecoupe :
Congratulations on your results! Does this mean you can relax a little? Huhuhuhu. Also, thank you for your notes, they are truly appreciated :)
from deareddie :
"Early to molest lemons, early to feed crisps to chandeliers, makes a man cracked, rubbery and dubious." Too silly not to pass on. Thinking of you, sweeting.
from mmmme :
muahhhhhh ... ((throws you a vitamin))
from mmmme :
meh - nvm .... f*ckery pretty much said it all (((hugs)))
from mmmme :
jejune as in lacking nutrition? enquiring mind wants to know .......
from m-antoinette :
i am not very knowledgable in the psych department. but i've always been closeted about wanting to be a psychologist... though i dont' think i have the patience for it. that might be something in the far away future! I'm (right now) waiting on first a disk of installatoin shots of an exhibit i'm in right now, and then my scanner... as soon as they come in ... i'd be glad to share!! (i like sharing!) i do have some pictures posted in my diary... a few entries back. (but they aren't very good or clear...)
from m-antoinette :
i can understand your love for photo... though i've never dabbled in digital only manual.. though the colour darkroom is a new found love this year!! i will soon be able to scan my work into the computer so i could show you (if you are interested). i've always been interested in psychology actually!!! did you enjoy it as a major?
from m-antoinette :
that sounds crazy (where you were) but incredibly beautiful! i haven't seen the ocean for two years. You are very welcome for the comments, i know how important critiques are (i'm a visual arts student). any time! i'll check out your work again soon :)
from m-antoinette :
i looked at some of your photos in the "gallery" space you have. they are beautiful!! i really really love the moon one... where you were on the cliff at 2am (i think?) with a 3-4 story drop below. i love that you are that dedicated to your trade. it's infectious! are you a professional photographer?
from m-antoinette :
well thanks for responding to my question all the same!! i appreciate it (word is that it's the chemistry! :P)
from denny86 :
I love your photograpy! :D It's absolutely gorge! ttyl!
from m-antoinette :
hi... odd question for you: are you well versed in the workings of black and white darkroom? i have some issues... with my prints... if you think you can help leave me a note! thanks :)
from mmmme :
Two finals and 7 papers this week. All behind me now. Registration next week and it all starts again. Don't you love it, though? Hope your holiday is the absolute best. Love~~
from salazabr :
Gald you didn't take it the wrong way and that's great you had a good time last night...but...DUDE!! Why didn't you go for a ride with Lindsey? You have nothing to lose?
from salazabr :
Don't take this the wrong way but that's just an excuse. It's a pretty good one but it's still an excuse. I should know...I'm pretty much the king of excuses.
from blacksun :
Just your friendly neighborhood stalker dropping by to say I'm fine and I miss you. Happy Holidays & be safe. Hot cocoa with marshmellows, loads of snow and christmas carols 2 u! xoxo.
from deareddie :
Now where can I get me some gay poltergeist action? I miss you, dear one. Glad you liked my little re-do. I send you an hour of make-out time from me. Snogs snogs snogs!
from overlyemo :
So, I'm at my grandmother's. I haven't been here more than an hour and I am already starting to go insane. I'd sign on to chat, but unfortunately she doesn't have java on her computer. So fuck that idea. Anyway, miss you, love you, all that fun schtuff. I'll talk to you when I get back home. Well...if I make it through the night that is. Love ya, darlin'.
from overlyemo :
Happy Thanksgiving, baby doll. Enjoy your Chinese. If you get a chance, call me tonight, because I'll be going insane in Indiana Friday and Saturday. Wish me luck. Love you much.
from mmmme :
"I'd like to run my finger over this scar now and again" - beautiful words, really. I need some of those scar diminishing patches.
from deareddie :
I am so glad things went well for you, my sweet! I've one last one tomorrow, Med. Terminology, and then I get to enjoy the holiday. And by enjoy the holiday, I mean work my ass off at the mediawhorehouse for the post-Thanksgiving sales. Sigh. BTW, I believe it's supposed to be Frere Jacques, it means (Wake the bloody hell up,) Brother John, or some such in french.
from suta :
well yeah *shrugs* I can help. *patpat* don't worry you pics are impressive enough. *smirk* I just like the poem better. Don't mind, I am a freak anyway... My entries are full of crap so that's why I like to read other peoples entries without crap, understand? *sigh* Well have a nice day!!! ^____^
from suta :
Hiya! Nice picties! I make photo's myself too, but I am more busy with sketching, drawing and painting. *smirk* But that's not cause of the photo's, it's that little poem, why I am gonna list ye, kid. Sayonara and Ganbatte!!!
from mmmme :
How are you doing? Midterms almost crushed me, so I am celebrating my survival partying in the lovely city of Houston. How many pics do you have in the Redondo Beach series?
from jackthripper :
Email me if you want the password to my diary [email protected]
from isabelviolet :
GAAAH! I hate the opposite sex! (Present diary member excepted.) Damn me and my inability to be neither gay nor celibate!
from j3ff00 :
Then tell me, Daath. What did I lie about?
from daath :
Wrong situation, but right reason. I do not enjoy talking to people that are, in fact, just smoke and lights. Florence did sound nice, however.
from j3ff00 :
I must say, I'm sorry you consider yourself so smart. The only thing I can find is blindness in your case. You can say I told everyone your 'secret', but all in all: You're wrong. I don't expect you to listen to my words, after all, I'm just another fuckin' kid, remember? One that doesn't know his identity, and one that doesn't care to find it. I don't know your whole story, all I know is that it got out, and you blamed me. Thats fine. Blame me, because it really doesn't matter who is wrong and who is right. Fare thee well, Daath. I wish you luck in the rest of your life. :)
from swimfan22 :
You are absolutely welcome. Even if you don't add any soon I am still captivated by the entries, and pictures already showing. Many blessings to you hon.
from giallothang :
You're welcome :)
from mmmme :
i do hope you update soon. the poem, while beautiful and touching on so many nerves for myself as well, still causes me a bit of sadness. may another arrive quickly for you to help you forget the pain. Love you ~~
from salazabr :
Yeah...I know the feeling. Sorry it had to end so badly but at least it's finally over.
from j3ff00 :
Well, Daath. I'd have to know what you're talking about if you wanted an honest answer. And, out of curiosity, whats this about the IAmAugustMae? I read into Jacki's notes, and found a note addressed to me; so I just wonder what thats all about. Au revoir
from mmmme :
who is who. what is what. all I know anymore is that I am mmmme. (((hugs))) love ~
from salazabr :
My heart goes out to you man, it really does. If you ever want to, you know how to rreach me.
from jackthripper :
Jeff?
from silveright :
I'm sorry to hear about having so much work. I'm pretty much the same way right now, though. And I have a lapful of cat right now. My kitty is giving me a lapdance LOL. So far as I've heard, Arielle is doing better in SD, so I'm happy for her. I haven't talked to her though. I'm pretty much in good moods everyday now. Scary... Only problem is that I'm being molested at school almost everyday now and a 21 yo wants to fool around with me. Good thing he's blind, so I can hide LOL. Anyhoo, I'm not supposed ot be online rihgt now, so ttyl. Huggles- Kim
from jackthripper :
You're right...sex is overrated. But tell that to the illness inside me. Something's wrong but maybe it will change in December. Something has to change.
from deareddie :
I am plunged into deep despair and shock at the results of the election as well. When did our country become so, so... Is the word I'm seeking fascist, perhaps? Bugger. But they did show Mad-town on tv and I got to say I know someone who lives there. Made me smile.
from j-leem :
/me rubs my sweet tropical scent all over your notes page "Just wanted to let you know I was here." *big fuzzy hugs* (can we say one month, seventeen days?? weee haww!) ♥ ♥ -J.
from deareddie :
No diminutiveness! You are a magnificent photographer! These pictures made me think of you because of equality in wonderfulness and brilliance. Now go have a cup of hot chocolate and pretend like I'm hanging out with you and you're relaxing. Hee!
from deareddie :
http://ops.tamu.edu/x075bb/BestOf2004/ Some of these are pretty soppy, but there was one that reminded me so strongly of you, it needed to be forwarded. Guess which one... Also, yes, a bit of emotional insecurity--but you're right, I am having lots of fun. Snogs!
from minstrelite :
Thanks for your compliments on my style. Thank you in particular for using the word "sane." A descriptive adjective not evoked by many in reference to me, I'm afraid.
from minstrelite :
I like that photo too. It's the cover photo of a Wiccan fantasy novel in The Sweep Series, called The Changeling. (I'm not Wiccan, by the way. I like the image of the girl in the snow. To me it looks comtemplative.)
from deareddie :
This was just too good, I had to pass it along to you. Hope all is well, you have my eternal snogs, sweet prince. "If I can get the camel to shout at firelighters, the rice cake will have an unhealthy obsession with a feather duster and I'll be able to rustle a spirograph! "
from twidderpated :
Thanks. I hope you're right.
from jackthripper :
i guess i just use heaven and hell primarily because everyone knows what they best symbolize..the good and the bad to put it very simply. i guess good writers would make it more complex but...i like to take it easy on my readers..I see where you are coming from though. guess i never thought of it that way.
from salazabr :
That is AWESOME man! I'm so happy for you and her! Best of luck on finding a time to meet!!
from daath :
Wee haw! I've now officially had this journal forever and a day. And my ass ain't moving anywhere else--frankly because nowhere else lets me include anti-search bot tags!
from blacksun :
Happy 900th entry. Long term plans... get job, get money, get place? Yeah.. that's about it.
from jackthripper :
The apology I owe you because you requested a final conversation before I...departed. I didn't offer you the opportunity. I won't make an excuse for it either. You're too good a man to listen to the rambling of my excuses. I don't know the extent of your knowledge as to what exactly took place here. I cannot fit it all into a note and to be honest, I don't wish other eyes, foreign eyes, to see it. It has travelled too far, too fast already. The only way I can think is to send an e-mail or a private conversation in chat. I leave it to you, my dear friend. ~Jack
from twidderpated :
Oh please tell me you'll be winking when you give that thumbs up of Buddy Christ. lol. That's it, I'm patenting this idea! LMAO!!! I'm going to go to the Vatican first thing in the morning. Hiya Pope-uh howya doin?
from twidderpated :
Would you be a pseudo-compas and have your erection always pointing north? Haha! Oh the things I come up with. What utter garbage, don't listen to me lol.
from jackthripper :
I owe you a great apology.
from jackthripper :
I owe you a great apology.
from daath :
And just think: I could get stuck onto dashboards or around bars to bring good luck..
from twidderpated :
I find that to be hilariously funny...Patron Saint of Orgasms. HA!!! Omg! Maybe you should be the cross between St. Anthony too...in that case you can help women find their orgasms LMAO!!! I'm so messed up.
from twidderpated :
Haha, the angel of small deaths. Uhm, no...as a matter of fact the Judeo-Christian posse would have probably busted a cap in your ass for that lol. Ah, sex is so funny.
from daath :
Less an orgasm than the angel of death as you mentioned. I suppose I could be the angel of small deaths, but somehow I'm thinking the Judeo-Christian posse didn't have that in mind.
from twidderpated :
What position? An orgasm? Everyone should aspire to an orgasm, yes of course.
from twidderpated :
Thank you for your compliment...although I'm not all too sure if eloquence goes hand in hand with incoherence, I'm sure it doesn't. I think that's a rule written down somewhere. Ah, but if E.E. Cummings listened to the rule of incoherence I would have never had my orgasm. Brave new world that has such people in it...
from silveright :
Wow...long time no talk. I miss you, dude. Arielle got kicked outta her house and is now living near San Diego. And my parents actually let me go an all ages club. *is in shock* We need to figure out a way to talk sometime. Fill each other in. Besides, I found a new ale I want your opinion on, in case you've tried it. Which might be very likely ;P Anyway, leave me a note or email me...email changed to [email protected] since my dad once more confiscated my other emails. Damn. Luv ya bro. -Kim
from mmmme :
Thank you. It is just beautiful. Check it out: http://mmmme.diaryland.com/041011_71.html. Thanks again <3
from deareddie :
My brain is no longer accepting new information. All systems down. But I was thinking of you...SNOG!
from mmmme :
Well, I do have 3 hours that I can use to study today. Thank goodness.
from mmmme :
p.s. How can I get motivated to study (finals next week)?
from mmmme :
Where you been???????
from salazabr :
I'm kind of in limbo as to how long I'll be in TX but other than that I'm good. Hrm...yeah, he could've been wearing it anyways or it could've been a receiver of some of some sort or one of a multitude of other things. We'll likely never know, especially with this guy's record of honesty. ;)
from sistercookie :
Dorknoodle is offline. I am out of town til Tuesday. If you do not hear from him its because we are doing crisis management. We will update you very soon.
from space-poodle :
You're quite welcome young sir. And remember, "sometimes you just have to throw your hands up in the air and say 'he was dead when I got here'".
from spirit-chick :
Hi! Thanks for the note, I liked your thoughts about ponchos, I'm sad to say you missed off my favorite green and mauve poncho :( Loads of love, SC xx
from vampyrate :
one time, i swallowed a penny.
from overlyemo :
Guessing you got kicked off. Damn indecisive connection's almost as bad as I am. Anyway, hope to talk to you soon.
from devouredsoul :
The Tree of Life is an amazing thing. Those that are hidden are the most intriquate and powerful. I enjoy your diary.
from deareddie :
"Without question, the greatest invention in the history of mankind is beer. Oh, I grant you that the wheel was also a fine invention, but the wheel does not go nearly as well with pizza." --Dave Barry
from devouredsoul :
The Hidden One...
from mmmme :
Your photos are amazing.
from madamewolf :
Sleep tight! :)
from madamewolf :
*claps for you* *hopes u find interesting people* :) btw your guestbook was working for some odd reason.
from natashastar :
Your journal is cool, very cool. Your photographs are (searching for an artsy word) neat.
from hazing :
sweeeeeet :D ... beautiful photos, by the by.
from salazabr :
I'd love to see them after you work on them. Things are starting to pick up and get busy at work but I can't wait for this weekend.
from crimsonqueen :
Nice pics
from hazing :
*/me rubs daathy-boys stomach ... "RAWR!!"* ... and a good day to you too, young sir.
from silveright :
Glad to hear from you! Just a note, but it helps lol. Things went back to sucky, that's all. I'm not sure how my note helped you, but if it did, then I'm glad. Anything to help a friend, lol. TTTYL -Kim
from lullaymarie :
Sorry daath. Chat is giving me issues. I shall get back to you on your question though. Promise.
from lullaymarie :
Ooooh! Thankies daath, poems! Thats if you have the time between classes and all(:
from lullaymarie :
/me lifts my left brow and smiles. Daathness.
from silveright :
It's a relief to read your diary, it really is. Life for me has actually been good, surprisingly. Luck seems to have turned. For a while. I actually got a good picture for my ID card at registration yesterday. Shocking... I hope everything is well with you. If it isn't, there is no God. You are an angel in (almost) every sense of the word. I dont' think you could fly without an airplane, could you? ANyway, I sent you an email recently, so when you can, drop me a line. Arielle misses you, I'm sure. She's also about to be given up on and sent to Orangewood CHildren's Facility. I stand by my opinion of her needing to be sent to a mental institution on a 5150. But the point is, we miss you loads. You've already been through most of the shit we have and we appreciate your tolerating our venting frustration with you. So thank you and bless you. -Kim
from deareddie :
Whee, school begins...and the insanity returns. I miss our chats, hope all is well, and if you feel like helping me with my psych homework, you're more than welcome. PS--How are you at A&P? <bcg followed by much needed-snogs>
from ionme :
your colorado talk makes me want to visit my friend who lives in colorado springs again :D i'm sorry to hear about all your car trouble, i hope to read that the rest of the trip is much less stressful. *hugs*
from daath :
I am the coax and prime, streamlined bus of noise, toes and tips clicking, open fuse system in unconscionable rhythm. The tide is blue and the lights are low.
from snub-reality :
you've one of the friendliest voices that i've ever heard
from lullaymarie :
I am down and out once again. I want you to know that I am not, in any way offended, upset, or careless of your wanting to know and understand my havoc. I am (at this exact moment) trying to find a place to live. Seeing that all hope slipped from me in fla. I wish not to burden you with my pitiful situations. Bless you for being here to (somewhat) understand, especially when I don't understand myself. I'll keep in touch through email and what not. I use the computer at the library and scrounge change for the phone. Maybe we can catch up on this and other instances very soon like. I have so much to tell you. And so much I miss you. No matter you do tonight, know I am thinking and thanking you sweets.
from salazabr :
Great to hear your doing well and yeah...I'm sure you'll meet people once you get in the swing of things and school picks up. Keep in touch. =)
from overlyemo :
You're so much stronger than I could ever be. You simply amaze me. I can only hope to become one-fourth of the person you are. If you ever feel like the world around you is too heavy, please try to keep your head up. If not for yourself, then for me. You are my inspiration and I love you dearly for being there for me through all of the pasts several months' bull shit. Fuck, I love you dearly for just being you. I can't wait to talk to you once you have the time to sit down and chat. Good luck, my friend. You're always in my heart.
from deareddie :
It appears that I will be unable to get ahold of you before the big move, so I wanted to wish you luck and huggles and all good things. Loves!
from deareddie :
Hello, you gorgeous sexy thing. May all things work your way in this wild world, It's hard to get by in the small world...
from al-bal :
DAATH!!! How are you, dear? it's so nice to be ablse to talk to you, with you being so appreciated and all. have a good day.
from silveright :
You seem busy. Arielle continues to bug ME about you. I'm getting pissed. At her, obviously, not your fault. Thank God I'm not allowed to talk to her since my parents found out about her and the phone sex thing...*shudders* Anyway, just thought I'd drop you a line. Not sure why, I guess I just got bored. TTYL, I guess. -Kim
from deareddie :
It's been a little while since I've left you a note, so....Here! A note! Yaaay! If you're around, I'll probably be online Saturday 9a-1p your time. Cheers!
from dorknoodle :
That was a vacation story if I've ever heard one. I'm in giggle country (like I ever leave it) due to your descriptions. I probably would've killed those people. Good boy.
from overlyemo :
BAH! You silly goose.
from kornstarch :
i am not in your favorites :( this is Lisa (egyptiandoll) if you didn't know.
from yvette18 :
hey auriel, it was good to talk to you on diaryland chat, really good times, Ihope your apt works out.
from jackthripper :
hey, i stayed as late as I could but I didnt see her come on. Im sorry. I didnt pass the message on because I didnt think you'd want something like that circled amongst the group. Ill let her know if I happen to see her on later. Take care, my friend.
from al-bal :
Hey, i'm ok. thank you for caring.
from al-bal :
hello dear. Just thought I would drop by and say hello..... HELLO!!!
from al-bal :
Hey. How are you? You know? Noone really appreciates me like they're supposed to. But, I appreciate knowing you, everyone knows you! everyone loves you!
from al-bal :
Hey. your photography is amazing, done so well. Thank you for reading my diary and replying to my note. Will you be my friend?
from al-bal :
HI! I really like your diary and entries. I want you to be my friend. See my diary?
from kalria :
i find you very refreshing
from silveright :
Hiya! Long time no see...or talk...either one lol. I'm completely grounded and was almost given up for adoption!!! Yay...Anyhoo, email me sometime when you have the chance and good work with the poetry. I suck at almost all forms of poetry...Arielle says hi. TTFN! BTW:I have a new screen name if you're ever on. It's FyrePlague. long story. latero -Kim
from rockrebel :
Your poetry is very inriguing...I would like to see more of it!
from salazabr :
That's "early" evening for you? For me that's almost bed time usually. he he Sounds good to me. Let me know what times and place work for you.
from salazabr :
What day/time is good for you this weekend? The only thing I've got is the spa Saturday from 11:00 to 2:00 or so.
from salazabr :
I'm going home the weekend of the 24th but the nest weekend I'm free. Sounds good. Hope you're having fun in Vegas.
from deareddie :
TWO dances? Sir, your cup runneth over! Last night was nice, I'd forgotten how close you are to Vegas. If I get there this summer, I'll email you to join me! My friend from OC wants the Boise crowd to come down for a weekend, so it might not be too far off!
from ionme :
i appreciate your suggestion and if it worked - i would consider it although i'm not much of a piercing's person. your comments are always welcome!!!! i did tell you i'm coming back to cali over labor day weekend again right? how does sushi & hearing angel sing (if she's in town) sound again? my friend heather (ctown) is coming too!! i had some problems emailing you in the past, wtf? xo
from salazabr :
No problem, I'm doing well. My knee is getting better slowly but surely. We should get together and catch a flick or someting.
from dorknoodle :
I will take "uncommon" as a compliment. There's only so much you can do with a picphone. The public will be spared those images when we have the exhibit. It looks like Feb. He's gotta call me back again with time and space descriptions.
from dorknoodle :
Fancy captured. I finally heard from Adam (the gallery one). He's got an xmas exhibition, but I think we get the next one up.
from crimsonqueen :
I like those flower pictures.
from ionme :
of course i want to see them. that spider is gross...
from deareddie :
Darling, quit teasing me with your tales of sushi! I keep trying to kick the habit, but this one is so weak. Unable to stand strong in the face of your delicious temptation. The shame, the shame. <lascivious grin AND wink>
from overlyemo :
Should I feel accomplished that I have left you three consecutive notes? Is it wrong that I do? Is it right that I don't? Anyway, enough with that bullshit. I got booted, of course. And my ghost is filling my spot in chat for me. If you're still around, I'd like to talk some more and if not, much love to you and have a good day. (I do apologize for the flooding of your notes, love.)
from overlyemo :
Hah, you're around. Oh happy day. Maybe see you in chat? Perfectly understandable if I don't. Oh, thanks for the speedy reply, love.
from overlyemo :
Go see Anchorman. Now. See it now. I command you. It's so hysterically stupid. I almost died in the theatre. "I love lamp! I LOVE LAMP!" Anyway, feeling good, peppy, etc. Hopefully it stays long enough for you to see this side of me again. Love to you!
from blacksun :
remember the girl who sleeps unaware of the clarion call... I whisper into the void but no one seems to see the scars... my poetry diary is now for poetry (wow shock) and this for everything else I feel like writing in. Hit me up.
from dorknoodle :
Diggin' the poem. "horizontal hourglass" made my day. The hoons and the Bugs and the Dots say a unison "HI."
from j3ff00 :
Daath, I wanted to apoligize for the way I was acting. I feel like a damn kid, and I feel like I embarrassed myself in front of you.
from daath :
Damn but this is a long note page, Daath. Indeed, Daath, it is. What say you to a nip or two of the Dirty Dick's? I'd love to, old chap. Right then.
from deareddie :
HELP! Ir keeps saying I'm already signed in!
from dorknoodle :
That's certainly me. I just look different upsidedown.
from deareddie :
Darling, I found your Succubi Unplugged, it's marvelous! You really should let some publishing company pay you lots and lots of money for the privilege of distributing your words.
from catsmeow1224 :
Ok... forgive my ignorance, but we watch absolutely no tv... you said this Fahrenheit 9/11 thing was something people who support the military should see... for my own benefit, could you please elaborate a little more. All I've heard are bad things about this movie, and I trust you, so could you please clue me in on what you mean by that?
from toodead2kno :
i adore it. all of it. wish i could add you as a fav. but i fear i havent quite figured out how to do that yet...
from overlyemo :
Hey, username/password time. open/sesame...because I'm clever like that. Have a good one, love.
from obsidianblaq :
dude! i found your banner! very noce.... always amusig cause i found you in the chat room... heh. have a good one!
from madamewolf :
im sure u will, its clear youre very smart and talented. :) itll all work out. after all its the hard times in life that make us who we are.
from skyofire :
Ooh, leather....Now you've made me go and say it! This, I do for silver. One of her favorite one-liners. Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me!
from daath :
Greetings keeping-track-friend-person. I've had my shots and I'm house-broken. Not many obedience classes, but I do own leather. Thank ye for the linkage.
from skyofire :
Wow, Silver, you get around fast. I never knew it'd be so simple to keep track of who you're talking to. Shall I let your parents in on this?*grins evilly* No, I won't do that to you. But sheesh, you're only what, seventeen?! And you're drinking, too??? I'm one of your best friends and I didn't know that!!! GRRRR! Yeah, her dad takes pictures of airplanes. He's really really good, too. You can see his work at..erm... cowabunga.com/gallery
from daath :
Chat is being a whorish nut bob right now, yeah. Been trying for the last awhile, and still no dice. Bah bah bah.
from silveright :
My computer has rejected the chat room and I cannot get in!!! Or Diaryland sucks. Or both. Either way, I can't get in. So you're a photographer??? Coolishness! My dad is... I'm being taught the absolute basics. With old cameras. Yay. I show promise. Sure, riiiiiight. Give me a pencil and lined paper and let me write. GAH! Sorry, I'm a little bored right now since the chat has been rejected. Hope I'm not missing much. Hmm....I had something that wasn't random babbling to say, but now I can't remember what....damn short term memory....*stares at screen blankly* Oh! I may be very young (under drinking age), yet I have gotten much Arrogant Bastard and Dead Guy ale! WOO HOOO!!! I must go saturate myself now. Feel free to email me since I CAN'T GET IN THE CHAT ROOM!!! GAH! [email protected]ail.com
from deareddie :
p.s. Hope the weekend went well.
from deareddie :
Thank you. Normally, Dr.J & Mr.H are firmly in hand, allowing for little foolishness. They've been acting up quite a bit in the past couple of years. Sigh. Getting back on track, though. Trying, anyway. It's tough to vary too much to either extreme. Wearily, S.
from neangel :
i think the shower starts at noon so we should probably head up there around 9am? does that sound right? or maybe i will leave my house at 9. do you have my cell #? if not it's 714-404-2645. if you want to pick a place for us to meet in your area [since it is on the way there] maybe we can grab breakfast or something first. did you want to take my car to drive around while i am at the shower? you can drive stick right? you can leave another note or you can email me at angel_sellars [@] hotmail [dot] com. talk to you later!
from jackthripper :
I must confess I have fallen in love with your work. There is one that is making me envious even that you were actually there to take the picture. "Freeway Overpass". That's the one. I wish to God that I could have seen it firsthand. Why? I want to be there...actually, i want to be anywhere but that picture seems good. I'd like to be there right now. I want to slink through that shadowy place in the background and maybe collapse against the walls while trying to crawl up, stick my fingers through the fence, and peer out on the hazy traffic, wishing, hoping maybe one of those cars will steer out of its perfect stride and slame hard into the fence, thus ending my life or crippling me terribly for a few months or so. Really makes me think. That's a dangerous thing. But really, not many others make me think. So well done, my friend. Well done indeed.
from ionme :
k - 8 at the s.s. on saturday - see ya then!
from ionme :
i liked your entry btw, i'm glad to see you getting a little more personal. xo
from ionme :
hey sweetie, how's saturday night sound? 8ish?
from salazabr :
I'm back in the LB so we can either meet up some night this week or just wait 'til the weekend. Your call
from salazabr :
Considering I'm still in Bakersfield as I type this...I'm not sure. I'll have to play it by ear and see how the week goes...I can always just get them next weekend.
from salazabr :
eah...it was worth a shot... =)
from j-leem :
/me raises leg and pisses on your wall (just to let you know I was here) And btw, when the heck did you start a diaryring called, "death"? You flirt. bahahahahaha ♥ J.
from alien-rachel :
I joined your Diary ring. Just one question though, why did you decide to start a ring entitled "death"?
from crimsonqueen :
Your welcome! Their awesome!
from crimsonqueen :
I think your pictures are great!
from moonshine76 :
Oh! I got it sorted out. I needed help with something in paint shop pro because my computer isn't behaving properly and I remembered you have that program. We should talk sometime soon though! thanks anyway! :D I really appreciate it. :)
from sankon-tesso :
Yeah, i'm totally into photography! I'll check it out. Thanks!
from ionme :
Hello darling, I loved that entry. I can't wait to see the shots. xoxo
from solitus :
Is paypal an option?
from sankon-tesso :
um....hello. i'm new on diaryland and i saw yor name on my friend wretch101's favorite list...i like your writing! ^_^
from sorceress-47 :
no problem, i like your work at deviant art
from batastic :
I miss being in chat, for some strange reason it wont work on my laptop. I think the firewall on the network is too sensitive :(
from candora :
intriguing words, striking umages... it amazes me how long one can browse through DLand and still just be barely scratching the surface...
from batastic :
Besides the obvious life is ok. How are you?
from batastic :
I'm trying to think of something clever to say, but I'm brain dead. So here's a "hello" instead :)
from frogs5 :
yur welcome. keep up the awesome photos!!
from eriu999-rua :
Hi, me again. What about Dervish and Danu and Altan and Patrick Street? You know, the less commercial and more contemporary stuff? The Dubliners are great but everyone knows them, they've been around since forever, and Shane McGowan is a great songwriter. Have you ever heard of Christy Moore? (Not too likely if you're American or Canadian.) Or Luka Bloom? He's Christy Moore's brother. Eleanor McEvoy? Mary Black? Frances Black? (Sisters) Clannad? Come on, you MUST have heard of Clannad - theme to Harry's Game, Robin the Hooded Man, first commercial crowd to sing in Irish (Gaelic)? The Fureys? The Clancys?
from eriu999-rua :
You like Irish folk? Like who?
from hazing :
hung-over (:
from hazing :
hello daath
from catsmeow1224 :
I think the picture of Weavie is my favorite you've taken so far. You truly have a talent for photography. Very very nice.
from dorknoodle :
I love the pic of Weavie. You got him down to his essence: smirky, pissy, loaded and sexy. Then again, of course I'd say that, since I've been with the dude for so long. Things are going much better.
from j-leem :
Yo man. The note was heart warming to say the least, even though I instantly realised your open sentiment was indulged by intoxication, nonetheless, I love you to daath man. *giggles uncontrolably* ♥ J
from evenstar101 :
Just wanted to let you know that I have added you as a favorite. ~ ta!
from ionme :
aw, sweetie - thanks for the note & it helps to know you can relate. why do we let these people get to us? it's not like we don't know better. have a good weekend. xoxo
from redness :
Daath -- just wanted to tell you that I absolutely love the newest photograph. That's the kind of art I can honestly see me owning - in fact I've loved a good portion of your work (I think I've told you that before). Maybe in a year or so when I get settled we'll chat about me getting some prints, eh? Keep up the beautiful work.
from lullaymarie :
Wakey, wakey. burnt toast, eggs and bakey. /me tickles you. Good afternoon darling.
from dorknoodle :
We all miss you already. You just didn't need to hear the sound we make while gettin' fucky. That'd be worse than the water-bombarding night. You've got shoutouts from both of us, Dot, Boo, Hoo, Mr. Shitclicks, and your adored Bug.
from wretch101 :
mucho gracias! -me
from asrael :
Daath daath daath...what the hell do I do with you?
from dorknoodle :
Dude, just purge it. It shouldn't have happened, let alone in your face. The relationship has always been fiery, but not that much for a long time. I'm figuring out how to fix it. Leaving was a good idea. Anger management, indeed. Not.
from j-leem :
I'm here man. *tight hugs* Will look for you online tonight. ♥ J.
from sadistboo :
Hope you're okay :| *hug*
from sadistboo :
Awww Daath. I love you. Thank you for that. I hope you're okay in your drunken state lol. I'll talk to you later if you're on. *lish* I love you to bits dude.
from lullaymarie :
I miss.
from ionme :
Hi sweetie! I had a great time that night too. I definitely want to get together again! :) *hugs*
from slappymutmut :
Daaaaath. I love you. *smooch*
from lullaymarie :
I have some rather interesting news to share..I will (hopefully) Talk with you soon. ta tas! ~lullay~
from eta-c :
:)
from batastic :
Its been ages since I got chat to work and spoke to people! I miss everyone. I miss you! Hope you're ok xxx
from lady-dra :
i say just burn them, it'd save space time and money, but most of all me not having to buy t-shirts that have a happy pink bunny on it that says "it's cute how you think I'm listening" :)
from lady-dra :
signmyguestbook can kiss my ass, as i wrote in the stupid thing that never works, I'm also sick of people sending me the "you have to do this survery and send it to five other people, or there will be terrible consequances." or "send this chain email to ten or more people" so i've blocked half the people on my buddy list who sent me that shit, and then I hate the part when the next day they say "so wasn't that survery tres shique" i hope to god i haunt them in their afterlife just about the tres shique, beside that I hope the person who started the first chain letter died in a terrible accident. but beside that hello :)
from lullaymarie :
"Because the music that they constantly play, says nothing to me about my life, hang the blessed dj."
from lady-dra :
we're reading the so called "short version" of the oddesy, it's funny because that book can't be shortened enough for me. so my life is boring, but i live with it i guess, anyhow have fun doing whatever...
from lady-dra :
that sounds dandy :)
from lady-dra :
ah don't worry about me worry about yourself I'm always fine anyway. How's life by the way?
from lady-dra :
no big i love being the cheerleader of dland, oh and I played alice till like the fifth level but tis to hard for me, i love how they drew her though :) anyhow later...
from lullaymarie :
Darling, darling, pretty worded price, Save me.
from lady-dra :
i'm sitting here looking at a candle burning and i wish it would always be burning without it burning out, but that's not possible, why does it have to change so much? it's sad.
from dorknoodle :
We'll get you to Detroit somehow, Taco. A vacation would suit you, even if you get to freeze for once. The hoons and purringhoons will love pestering you. Mr. Clicky is knitting you a sweater.
from catsmeow1224 :
"...it may be that he doesn't get to see his friends often, or that he wanted to blow off steam before the huge work stint." Normally, I'd agree, except he went with all the people from work, so he knew he'd be seeing them all weekend. He sees them all day, every day. as for the huge stint, all Kyle does is stand around and study. Until he gets done with the apprenticeship, he doesn't really do much. He talks all the time about how bored he gets at work with nothing to do. As for the peer pressure thing, I think that was exactly the issue here. The thing is, he needs to grow up and be a man. He has a wife and children that are supposed to come before anything else. Boys have issues with pressure, men don't. "But honey, all of my friends were doin' it." It just doesn't fly. Thank you for the other half opinion though. It is important to me that all of my advice doesn't come from women. It'd be biased. I've also asked my father about it, since he was married when he was in the Army. He says that Kyle needs to find friends who respect his family or find new friends, not make his family bow to the whim of his friends. Just another angle.
from tru-optimist :
Your diaryring rocks my socks! Being naked is the best, I'm glad you feel the same. Keep the clothes off, it's better that way. ~*tru-optimist*~
from dorknoodle :
"Pause" is fun. Question: where's the cloven hoof? I distinctly remember a clomper.
from fadedlight :
i just wrote you a long note re:lotr clarity and dland lost it... i'll write again later :o) hugs, happy holidays, kate.
from fadedlight :
hey there. re: lotr clarity... hm. well the first thing i think of is that they perhaps cannot -locate- him unless he has the ring on, so although they know he has it, they can't find him unless he puts it on. or, perhaps one hobbit looks much the same as another to them. what's always bothered me about lotr is the fact that it would have been presumably quite simple to get one of the eagles to fly the ring to mount doom and have done with the whole affair. but we've got to keep up our willing suspensions of disbelief and all, mate. pip pip ;o)
from c-o-r-a-l :
Hi Daath.I read your diary.It was kinda good.But too i didn't know some of the meaning.
from leannansidhe :
Hi! The site of the Researcher working on the study of Neuropsychiatric- Hard Wiring for Religious Experiences is as follows: http://www.andrewnewberg.com/qna.asp Journal abstracts are forth coming. Leannan [[email protected]]
from lady-dra :
happy christmas :)
from isabelviolet :
You called, Milord?
from isabelviolet :
Are those fanciful monkies in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?
from ionme :
I know, Jim-boner uses some sweet lines doesn't he? I'm on a roll Daath, I can't stop.....this has to end!!! You need to keep me in line haha....xoxoxo
from dorknoodle :
Do NOT send me that vial. Hope you are well. I've been so busy with shit and notshit. I promise to call soon. Been too long.
from inkshedding :
:O I didnít realize youíd be notified, and even more, respond. Horray, cool. :) You writing is very lucid, and you manage to make even boring days interesting with your observations. The compliments were in earnest. Itís not just my undergrad years that Iíve studied hard, though, and thatís why Iím pondering ďburnout.Ē ;D Iíve been serious all my life, and so now when, like you say, you see all these people enjoying life (for me, itís watching friends move out when uni prevents me from working enough to do so), something twists inside. Has all your work served you well?
from justcircles :
Indiana University in Bloomington has a program worth your time (I'm a first semester grad student in linguistics and cognitive science and a lot of my comrades are psychologists/neuroscientists)
from isabelviolet :
Your profile description of me made me gasp. It was not entirely unpleasant, but it was entirely provacative. yum.
from ambrosiah :
Salutations daath...(: Just wanna peek and see you. Hope your day is as wonderful as you are..(: ta tas.
from snub-reality :
happy turkey day!
from lady-dra :
just chill for a second and i literly mean chill as in take a trip to alaska all you'll have to think about then is the frosting cold and trying to live i'm telling you there'll be nothing else on your mind...
from catz-eyes :
very intriuging diary. your frankness is comforting. for a scientist, you come across more like a poet... i'll be back to read more. all the best to you.
from ambrosiah :
Salutations. Charming diary, no really. I'll be back round these parts. Good evenings!
from ionme :
Hi Love. Great photo! You're postponing your visit East right? Don't be a stranger, miss ya!
from ionme :
Love, you will do your best and your best is MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!!! Think positive :) {hug & kiss}
from dorknoodle :
You will excel on that test. I'm glowing positive at you. Let's converse after you break the stress off like crustless bread. Tea sandwiches won't hurt you.
from ghanima :
Are you seriously stressing over the essay part? That's the easiest part! The one I consider I have in the bag and won't even bother practicing. Be glad it isn't the old test with a real analytical portion. Essays are easy--you know what they want you to say, it's an exercise in bullshitting. It's easy as pie.
from dorknoodle :
D., I already have the damn software, you goof.
from lady-dra :
your job description sounds like a lot of things, just a comment, my job description would be anything that has to do with cleaning. cleaning isn't fun :shakes her head: just saying :) anyhow have fun being a punk :D
from dorknoodle :
That lil' video scared the shit out of me. I need to clean my pants. If they were all sixfootthreeblondeboysfromsweden, I could deal. Apocalyptic, indeed. Oy.
from isabelviolet :
I'm sitting here listening to one of my students relate an acid trip concerning talking hamburgers, and for some odd reason, I thought of you. P.S.: had a meeting last night with administration to plead for Casey's readmittance to this school, and he will be readmitted Oct. 8. At which point I will ride his ass daily in an attempt to make him grow up and learn. Yay!
from ionme :
I think you may be right about that. He isn't my ideal sex partner, that's for sure. Take care sweetie. xoxoxoxo
from sistercookie :
Do you know why Dr. Zhivago can't get a grant? Did you ever think of applying for a grant for your photography? Just ideas floating around. And would you just love the stuff you could take pictures of around here. Ask dork. He knows. Actually maybe we could hire you to take pictures of the stuff that dork wants so its actually gets done because everybody else is too busy to get it done. LOL Would you like to go to Philadelphia? There is town called Doylestown about 30 miles north where 9 generations of my family are buried. Let me know if you ever get any time off from the lab or whatever. Cheers.
from dorknoodle :
Lobotomized disco crack whore? I always wondered if i was popular. I've not received a wedding invitation yet. I'm scheming anyway. Tone & Toolbox and/or Erik will put me up (or us up), so it can be a freer trip than last time. Besides, I have to do house scouting. West Hollywood's my type of place. Sounds like a good birthday present for some scorpion rearendwipe like myself. We'll talk soon.
from sistercookie :
Thank you for listening to my words of advice about how the Dr. might not be the problem. Also has your camera stuff shipped or arrived or do I need to go kick someone's ass? I can't wait to see what you do with the camera and the new lens.
from dorknoodle :
Where've you been, tooly? I've been in the loop we had to reconstruct upon rearrival (reacquisition of cashflow). Nothing is too whored, yet. I hope to get yous on the hornster this weekend. Love ya, dude. Looks like I have a wedding to attend in October in your relative digs. That's if the nutfooker invites me to his wedding. I'd only be inappropriate enough to go bi on his keester. That's why he's worried. Talk to and see you soon.
from sistercookie :
Maybe instead of being angry about the Dr., maybe you should ask why is the Dr. so out of it or apathetic. How old is the Dr.? Could he be suffering from mental illness or fallen into a state of depression? If you want to get help, you should tell the Dr. staff that he seems like there is something terribly wrong and he needs to be examined. Seriously, people don't like to interfere in each other's business but if the Dr. has any sort of physical or health problems they need to be addressed. It will also make you look less like the bad guy and more like you are concerned about another person's health. Just an idea. I worked at Parke Davis and I used to have to walk past the labs all the time. I remember those red hazard bags. My problem is that everybody thinks I am the crazy one so they would never listen to me about somebody else. LOL
from sistercookie :
I paid for the camera stuff so it should be shipped in a couple of days. I will let you know when it ships. Say Cheese.
from ionme :
Hi love, I forgot to ask you, which pictures did you receive? I had some error messages with your email..... Glad work is going well! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from angel-babybo :
I really need to talk to you, I got an email from kelly...... he has lukemia, I'm really scared and worried about him auriel, can you please email as soon as you get this? thanks
from ionme :
she has to be in control of something, right? what have you been up to? taking more beautiful pictures? i changed my wallpaper to one of the waterfall scenes, it's absolutely breathtaking. you're amazing. love & kisses, ~j
from ionme :
hi love, it's her way (your mother) of being in control. she is probably lonely and unhappy and that is how she releases it, to bitch about the little stuff....my mom is the same way! xoxoxoxo
from ionme :
oh no, :( i missed you again. i haven't caught you online all week! thinking of you though....xoxoxoxoxo
from sistercookie :
I tried to leave an entry in your guestbook but it crashed. So now you wouldn't get the greatly appreciative version but just that I love your photos on deviantprints. Hugs.
from ionme :
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you, that's all, xoxoxoxo
from ionme :
have a good weekend love, i'll look for when i get back. miss you! xoxo
from sistercookie :
I donated $50 towards your photography. Hugs and cheers.
from ionme :
I re-read our conversation from last night. I didn't want to forget something since I was partially distracted by my sister's company. I've sent you some pics, none of which I consider good but I have minimal pics available to send. I hope you took advantage of the beach today, that sounds so wonderful right now. Have some fun in the sun love! xoxo
from ionme :
Hi love. I've claimed you as my online boyfriend in my profile. I just thought you should know that ;P {kisses}
from sistercookie :
I really wanted to go with Dorknoodle to David Lynch. One of my oldest friends only lives 10 minutes from Tony so I could have stayed with him. I haven't heard from Dorknoodle and I pay for his cell phone so he should call me if nobody else. LOL If you see or talk to him, tell him sistercookie is miserable and needs to talk to him. I would call and talk to you but I don't have your number.
from ionme :
let me know if you are ever on diaryland chat during the day :)
from cuddleduddle :
hey guy. i haven't seen you online forever! i emailed you yesterday to let you know I was in chat and that it was up again. I've started writing you a letter, but I'll need you to email me your addy again. It might take me a week to get it done since I only write during my breaks while I'm at work. Anyways, hopefully we'll be able to catch eachother online sometime soon. I miss you. I'm going to TRY to go to bed early tonight, but I'll be online tomorrow morning for a bit. My email has been getting hit with emails from people I haven't talked to in ages so I've been trying to make sure I check it periodically. Anyways, try to catch me online. I'll email you my cellphone number tomorrow morning. Mayhaps we could actually converse instead of IMing. And... this is already long enough. Nvm. :D
from angel-babybo :
Hey, can you go on aim?
from ionme :
How did you train your brain to make the new vocabulary stick? My brain rejects words unless I use one ten times in a day. Good talking to you last night ;) {kiss}
from dorknoodle :
Nun porn? I'm on. I was going to market "Boys Gone Wild" (trademarked and copyrighted) first, but I can flex.
from dorknoodle :
Dude, it's the 24th, not the 27th. Hahaha. I hope you didn't get a ticket for the Greek in Berkley. If I was not specific, I apologize. If so, I'll ante up for one for the proper venue (scalp the other on ebay, but let me know, as in rrrrring). Power's on, thank electrodythingys.
from snowcicle66 :
Hello! Thank you for the note you left me! I enjoy your diary! Keep up the good stuff! Have a great day and God Bless! ~Abby~
from ionme :
ďthis tail-pipe is smoking my foot like weed." ď4:45am was lumbering along in a jog-suit and gave us the fingerĒ You have a way with words, I just love your vocabulary :P
from assiram :
Thank you oh-wonderous-one. You've connected us Waldorf students without anyone even knowing it. By the way... if you don't know already... I'm a miss. *gravels*
from kill-myself :
you were chatting woth us right? did you get mechy's diary name? i didn't... you're a really cool person..... leave me a note or somethying
from angel-babybo :
Hey, oh oh please come online (aim) now would be lovely! been missing ya. Heaps going on with the Whole Oliver/Emily Gilmore thing. zoe.
from ghanima :
made new review site, oh ex-accordinglyite...singes.diaryland.com
from angel-babybo :
Hey! Hows things going, got your email seeing if your online. Sorry for being REALLY moody last night. I had a shit day but you understand all that crap. anyway come online, on aim, Marika's on dland chat and you know how I feel about her..... anyway! luv ya! Zoe xxx
from flying-zebra :
Golly gosh a rooni I'd love to get the 411 on all your experiences, my email is [email protected] by the way, if you feel like writing there, or perhaps leaving me some awesome notes, who knows. And I seriously could ask 101 questions, I'm sure. What type of Biopsych research did you do in those undergrand years? And how did you get started out doing it? Did you ask a teacher about it, or saw an ad, or were asked to help out? Thanks for communicating with me, it really means a lot! Peace, Marissa
from pandaman27 :
I shall! ButI'm in Chicago, so you'll hafta wait a couple days ^^;
from mcdiary :
I actually read through about six whole entries of yours. Not only do you interest me, but you live nearby! How does this happen? :)
from flying-zebra :
Clicked on a banner and found your site and I really find your life very interesting. I enjoyed reading your autobiography as well as viewing your photographs. What you ended up majoring in just seems so incredibly awesome, and what you're doing now seems so rewarding and fun, though there's the thing called money. I hope things can look up for you in that monetary department, but until then the experiences you're gaining are quite enviable. Keep up the awesome, awesome work. Peace out.
from angel-babybo :
hey um... can we talk about last night? please email me Aureil, [email protected] I can explain why I left....
from face-yrself :
well daath... HI... well as to your lab research.. i wonder.. do you plan to introduce this into the public and what exsactly do you think it will do if there is no or very little depression in the world... becaue personally i think that with having no depression in the world that it would juyst cause its own depression and defeat the purpose... and you said all forms of drpression does this include the people who are bipolar? because if it is a chemical imbalence then wouldent it damage the people who are biolar and only depressed a fraction of the time's brain and end up doing more harm that good?.. well food for thought... but please id like to keep hearing how your work is going... it intreges me... *darknessred* *face-yrself*
from akv05 :
I add because I am entertained. I'm selfless like that. No problem and you don't have to bother reading my diary. It's quite boring. Really.
from daath :
Same exact advice my mom gave me, aye. I've been more cautious since then, but I often get impetuous after the first three months. Even so, I will remain patient should the opportunity come up again.
from sistercookie :
Its true that many, many women are manipulative. Its true that a woman may date many guys in a circle and she may even be "in love" with them at the time. To truly know you love someone takes at least 6 months, this is to get you over the honeymoon phase of the relationship where people care about their appearance and are on their best behavior. Love in any form including friendship is where somebody loves you for who you are. Or in some cases loves you despite yourself. LOL
from phatgrrl :
It started as a party security "company" for raves and such, then we broadened up to party promotion and actually hosting them ourselves. The production came along when we started filming what went on at those parties. GGW has nothing on Naked Time Productions!
from phatgrrl :
I see you have a diaryring called Nakedtime. My brother has a business called Naked Time Productions. That's pretty funny. I'll have to join your ring.
from dorknoodle :
Guilt sucks. Regret sucks. I know you don't need an "empowerment speech" from me, but I'm ready to give you one when I read anything about that crap. We only have enough days on this planet that they are countable. Go like hell, and just take out the trash. I don't mean, in ANY way, to snub the emotion behind those feelings. And I don't mean become an icemaster. Exorcise. If some jackass like me can do it, you got the spades in the deck. Your birthday card's the equivalent of drivel, but happy it anyway.. Solidarity, mo' fo'.
from sistercookie :
I gave the mac back to dorknoodle so hopefully weavie will chill. Your photographs are beautiful. I hope that you get that job or whatever you want. What an amazing person and I haven't even met you yet. Yes, maybe I will even soon like this summer.
from dorknoodle :
The last bunch of photos are great. If you don't try to sell that stuff, you're nuts. Weavie loved them as well. Mac's back, so I'll see you on chat, I hope, if I can stay awake that long. I think California might have made me too normal. Eh....
from sistercookie :
I got to see you on video when dorknoodle came back from his trip. It was cool to watch you as if I was there. I love your writing and your artwork and your humor and...
from bluepetal :
hey we chatting in dl chat this evening. please send me a message back so i can visit your diary. i really want to read some of your stories. ~rose
from dorknoodle :
Thank you for your time, your brain, your fortitude, and the experience. I had a great, great time. Alison just went to sleep, hon. Actually, I think they were pleased to have me occupied so they could have "quality time" with a guest there, but not in their faces. Thank you again for astute and welcome criticism and mostly praise about my novel. Sorry I couldn't see you again, but I'll be back soon, hopefully with the Weavester. I'd really like a copy of that one photo with me next to the sign, but I don't know if this yahoo address will accept it, let alone let me save it down so I can upload it here. If you print out that thing, even if I look ugly, I think I need to post it up. You're gold, dude. Solidarity. (And, n- please!)
from dorknoodle :
Hey. Sorry I didn't call you back but I am home now. Tony kept me completely occupied, and I got sick of my phone (obviously NOT you). I may return within a couple of weeks to watch that lovely little hoon they have, and with Weavie, I hope. But finances may curtail that into later in the summer. Oh, Mac's not here, but there's a laptop, so I'll call you to exchange current email addy's. I'd say the phrase that I repeated so many times that evening, but you already know that. Soonly. N.
from wildrose1 :
I like the first pic it is real pretty the second 9is just cool. (((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
from dorknoodle :
I say forget the "ear bars" and we'll just take some rats to the right sort of bars. I know the type, believe me. And yes, leaving tongues out of rats' mouths is a good idea. I'm there on Thursday. Your last entry caused awe in a weird way. Then again, you know what my head's gonna do with that. See you soon, I hope.
from lunablossom :
The two new one are wonderful! Still waiting for beach pics though. :)
from catsmeow1224 :
You may have noticed that when I hashed out the pros and cons in an earlier entry, I took that factor into an account. Kyle does/did have an issue staying focused when it came to schooling, but... he needs us... what's a girl to do?
from dorknoodle :
Hey. I'm having a bit of trouble solidifying travel plans, but if I don't arrive on the 16th, it'll be the 22nd or 23rd (unless I get more idiotic bunk from the airlines). Whatever the case, YES, I wish to lunch, or just go for a walk around some block and talk. I keep missing you, and the rest of our "regulars" online because I've been working so early in the Detroit morn. I will leave you a note (and it'll obviously be in the diary) when I'm sure when I'll be there (and I'll just leave my cell phone number for you in email). Hope you're around. Solidarity, peace, and attitude.
from dorknoodle :
I've not thought about a digestagble cube of spam for AGES. I think it's catching. (And I'm almost there.)
from deadtasha :
Thankies daath, your the sweetest. You opened a window and let some sunshine in my dark room, once again thankyou for the kind words. Pony is now better because of you. I can't even begin to explain the ways you moved me with your thoughtfulness. Anytime you need to talk, you know where I am:)
from eustilly :
Hey, thanks! I'm glad you see you know your vampire anime, too! Isn't Hellsing just, well, fabulous? My sister already made a music video with it. She used a remix of Rob Zombie's "Meet the Creeper." AND IT ROCKED!
from eustilly :
One more quick question: when you look at my gbook, are the top three lines cut off? When I look at it, the first entry listed is missing "Warning # _", name, and email. But when I view the source, it's listed. Can you see it?
from eustilly :
One More Murder is one of their best songs, in my opinions. So chilling, and it has the potential to be very controversial. I see you noted Lakini's Juice in your profile. You're right-- beyond words. I've been working on a music video to it featuring Vampire Hunter D clips. I might throw in some Hellsing footage, too.
from eustilly :
Ooh, what BTE song was e-ore talking about? I love BTE! Um, question. Do you know a lot about HTML, particularly with using DIV in tables?
from e-ore :
yeah daath...that song is fuckin great....better than ezra..who knew...thanks...feel free to recomend more.
from sycorax :
Hiya. I have horrible Netscape 4.7 and therefore your diary won't load for me, but I read all the surveys you filled out and you seem cool! ;)
from iamamage :
aha! your alive. how far south did you move? hows your mom. so now your a scientist eh, does that mean your too cool for rpgs and friends? did anything ever happen between you and the girl you met on your walk?
from blakdahlia :
Auriel... dear... I've gone to bed. I'm sorry I missed talking to ya tonight, but I'm about to pass out. :( So, I gotta go to bed now. *YAWN* I will talk to you another day, okay? Hope you had a good day... *hug*
from iamamage :
hey, its me. how have you been, i finaly got transportation. did you move away? i read your diary.... it seems as if you got that job you wanted. and your right no one should have to hear that.
from ghanima :
daath, darling, tell me ifyou want to come to the conference, I have to register you if you do.
from paprikstar :
hi i wish that my diary was as interesting as yours. ok just thought i would say hi. see u around paprika
from mercedes-boi :
new diary---it was a lie...my sister lied about everything.... *sighs*
from blakdahlia :
Sometime later on, we need to talk. I need to talk to you about some stuff...:) I'm glad that you had a good first day. I'm truly happy for you. Hope Friday goes as well. :)
from blakdahlia :
Have a happy day! :) Okay, that is my hyper thought for the day.
from blakdahlia :
I wish I could get into the chatroom and talk to you, but I am unable to for some weird reason. :( But i do have AIM and Yahoo! Messenger, so if you ever want to chat again, let me know. :) Have a good night!
from blakdahlia :
Hey...thought I would drop you a line. It was great talking to you last night...err, I suppose I should say this morning. Hehe... *pushes up her invisible glasses again* Wear contacts, still push up the glasses. :) Anyway, I hope I will be able to talk to you sometime. You should look at my profile for AIM info. :) See ya around!
from pezdispenser :
are you sure you didn't just inadvertantly order a shipment of cuervo gold? i mean, "tequila" and "drogas" are pretty similar words.
from autumnal :
lurking
from fairy321 :
hi, i just wanted you to know i have nothing against americans in rewal life, i don't want you to get the wrong idea
from eustilly :
Thanks so much for your advice. You're right on target, I should say. Today's entry, if you haven't read it already, should shed some light on my sanity, and update you about him. God, I can't believe I got so worked up. I feel like all those diaries I've come to loathe...
from yvette18 :
hey auriel, wow I cant believe u went down to visit imamage, (John) so how was it? Hope to talk to you soon. Read my diary entry about Duane, my most recent one okay? Hope to talk to u soon.
from reddragoneye :
YOU are a brilliant brilliant person....I'm restless and can't sleep been on D-Land for hours . Your diary has been the most refreshing all night . *Thanks* -the DrAgOn-
from iamamage :
hey A, was hopeing to talk to you tonight, but i understand you need time to collect your self... have fun with your mother and enjoy the view... take care
from angel-babybo :
Hey auriel!! thanks for helping me through all the shit I've been through!thanks a bunch *hug* I'm sorry to hear about your Granny. well have fun in on holiday!! seeya!! Zoe!!(aka angel-babybo)
from moonshine76 :
It was actually a miscarriage not an abortion. But thank you *so* much for filling out my survey. Oh yeah!!! please tell me if you sent in that trick or treat form to Andrew?
from iamamage :
daath...., check your roleplaying diaryring, see anyone new? do members of the ring ever get to gether for secualed events, we should have one, im thinking white wolf, wich sets your favorite?
from iamamage :
hey auriel, im glad you enjoyed you walk through the hills, and it seems to have gotten your mind turned back on... i feel touched to have apeared in your diary and am worndering why you included me, nonetheless i thank you for the jesture... it is my advice for you to walk more often and am even thinking of takeing up the hobby myself, i enjoy your company *type*, and hope to hear from you soon
from christie-03 :
Just wanted you to know I like reading you Journal and we should chat more often. I have talked with moonshine, and she is helping me make my templete. Its gonna be sweet! Thanks
from christie-03 :
Just wanted you to know I like reading you Journal and we should chat more often. I have talked with moonshine, and she is helping me make my templete. Its gonna be sweet! Thanks
from iamamage :
hey Aurile (sorry i know i spelled that wrong), i hope you enjoyed your walk, you should walk more often, get your head cleared so you can think about whats inportant in life... at any rate, your journal has not been updated and it should be i was hopeing to read about your walk in it but i guess somethings are better left untouched take care my newly found friend and "may the rebirth of old ideas take place in your head"
from angel-babybo :
Hey, I've misses our "lets talk about life" convo's that we used to have. What is up!! How are you and jenn? Have you talked to drew? He seems to be coping, hes been through shit lately, I hope you two made up! seeya sooon I hope drop me a line!! Luv Zoe aka angel-babybo XxX
from pezdispenser :
i'm glad you liked it. :)
from pezdispenser :
sadly, i am an idiot and without computer skills. dag nab.
from pezdispenser :
a talking muffin!"
from pezdispenser :
so, there are two muffins baking in the oven. one muffin says, "holy cow, it's hot in here!" the other muffin says. "holy cow!
from mercedes-boy :
*giggles* I'm a Tan and A white...I took the test twice I got Tan first but i didnt want to be Tan so I tried again Lol *hugz* REL I MISSED YOU! but I'm fine now :)
from pezdispenser :
hey, thanks very much. by new album, do you mean Rocking the Suberbs or the Live album? also, do you want to hear a heinous joke, which in actuality, rocks the casbah?
from sassenach19 :
heeeeellllllooooooooooooo Snuggle Bear... I'm now infiltrating your notes page with our sickening sweetness... mmmmmm, sugary love notes... (ok, all together now..."eeeeeeeeeeeew...")--From, "Pookums" (aka Jen)
from mercedes-boy :
I'm happy you met Jenn you deserve a great person...I'm back and willing to try friendship again that is if you are.... Drew
from pezdispenser :
i'm ridiculously impressed that you listed dar williams as a favourite. this alone is evidence of superior intellect. i can't comment on your writing, however, because i'm unable to access it in this, the haven of the public library. have a spectacular day.
from mercedes-boy :
Werd will be ok...I'm sure of it...Little boys like him are just so misguided...but they find someone eventually...Someone who will love them...Besides dissapointments and hurts go away with time and toughen them up..Thank you...I love everlasting gobstoppers...
from mercedes-boy :
Werd will be ok...I'm sure of it...Little boys like him are just so misguided...but they find someone eventually...Someone who will love them...Besides dissapointments and hurts go away with time and toughen them up..Thank you...I love everlasting gobstoppers...
from ghanima :
I'm not just any representative of the classics, I am super-classicist, able to translate massive sub-clauses in a single bound.
from mercedes-boy :
Do you have Yahoo messenger or msn?? I really want to talk to you
from mercedes-boy :
your never there....
from fadedlight :
actually, to make it easier, un = your username, and pw = what i call you when we talk on aim :o)
from fadedlight :
could you send me your email addy again *blush*... i seem to have deleted your msg now. mine is [email protected]
from fadedlight :
did you get the pw I sent you?
from protoplasmic :
Oh, no. It was just a random statement of... perhaps relation? As for your diary, it's pretty alright. :)
from protoplasmic :
Mental cheese dip? Mwa. ha. ha. Like Boisterous Turtle Urine and Rodent Candles. Mwa. ha. ha.
from mercedes-boy :
DAATH! where are you?
from mercedes-boy :
I Don't see you enough!!!!
from guildenstern :
Frankly, I felt only one sentence of praise to be shockingly inadequate- but I felt the only way I could go after that was to spew forth the streams of meaningless superlatives which perpetually fail to distinguish the genuinely enthusiastic from the hideously sycophantic. I have little doubt that a writer of your talent endures the latter too often as it is.
from fat-llamas :
hey, thanks. good luck yourself. i hope you don't explode/implode. that would be messy/confusing.
from fadedlight :
hi there you. i think you're journal probably requires some plug ins that i don't have, because it simply won't load. how have you been doing?
from fadedlight :
hello love... finally feeling a tiny bit happier. thanks for the encouragment, as always. i don't mind *nice* stalkers.
from fadedlight :
well well so they do so they do. i'm negative as all fuck right now, forgive.
from fadedlight :
hello hon -- thank you infinitely for your note... maybe someday we will meet -- after all, we both had dean as a friend, (and i presume you stil do), so the next time you visit him, maybe i'll be able to invite myself over, if dean does not too strongly object. for now, though, thanks, and take care!
from fadedlight :
hi daath dear... my diary is not locked after all. i was worried about my mother somehow reading it, of all things... but i just changed the entry to remove the bits she would take issue with.
from fadedlight :
thanks. your notes are always such a surprise injection of self esteem for me... you're a star. *hugs* --k.
from di4eva :
hi i am lookin after my self thanx 4 caring note me bk baby luv di4eva xxxxxxx i meen 4 eva baaaaaaayyyybbbaaayyy !
from fadedlight :
thermodynamics is one hard class... you've seen the 'Honk if you survived P-Chem' bumper stickers right? but i'm sure you'll be fine. how are things ?-- your diary hasn't been loading onto my computer lately
from di4eva :
hi u r my friend i am a crazy buloloo & u better no9t give up the chance of arskin' me a bomb of ques.... uh-hu
from di4eva :
hi u r so shagadelic do u mide if i send u an em ur e-m is [email protected] ain't it speek 2 me boi
from di4eva :
i luv u
from di4eva :
hi thanks 4 replying soz bout ritin u r a loser i diddnt read ur profioe v.well then i just memo a lode of names & typed them in. u no ur like on every 1 fav list. send me sum poems plz..... oh yeh du u find this site a bit girly xxxx just a thought hit me bk 4 a cht xxxx
from di4eva :
hi u r so sound. ur poems rock did u rite salty dreams or some think cheack mine out go 2 my diary
from fadedlight :
hi babe... thanks again for the note... i've been so busy and insomniacal lately... how's you?
from fadedlight :
thanks hon... i'm okay. just an irish boy flashback. thanks for caring enough to leave a note.
from ladymercury :
I love your poems they are wonderful,when I read them it's like you have looked right inside my heart and saw the true feelings the things which noone else sees.you are truly deep!!!
from blacksun :
Meow, I think I'm developing a drinking problem... heh. T'was great to hear from you -hugs- later
from blacksun :
you have about 98 entries more then I... heh... but then again, you have a lot of double entries and such... hope you're doing well I love you!
from fadedlight :
thanks... i almost wish you lived closer. we could make each other smile. *luff, hugs*
from fadedlight :
but he lives in england and i live in the states... it was very temporary comfort. still it's wonderful to know he exists.
from fadedlight :
sorry babe, i was in england and couldn't check my mail that much. *hugs... wish i coulda met you.
from pure-milk :
*hugs daath* tehe!
from veryfine :
Pinknoise does make "grossly innacurate observations based on scant evidence." Those were my implications.
from veryfine :
P.P.S. Dean doesn't lie.
from veryfine :
P.S. THANKS for the nice message.
from veryfine :
that note was the exact truth... What EXACTLY did I SAY to Dean? Even though you seem very nice, there is just something about us that doesn't "click." Even though I've never talked to you before or seen you in person. That, of course is just a guess. I'm tired of Dean's lies.
from veryfine :
Unfortunately, Dean misconstrued whatever I said about you. Actually, I almost wanted to meet you while you were in NJ and also see Deann who I haven't seen in a very long time. What I really said was that if I did meet you in person I did not know if we could get along. I think I am someone who would secretly annoy you.
from fadedlight :
overruled by overbearing family members....
from argonite :
hehe. "sirrah"? you pompous bastard. C'mon, it's easy to guess - angsty teenage male . . . ok, that's a bunch of people, but guess anyway.
from fadedlight :
i checked my notes on a whim for the first time today. i've not been ignoring them... i keep trying to read your diary and getting a black, blank screen. it's rather depressing. maybe i need to try a different browser or something. I'm using IExplorer.
from cpttylor :
Guess which of the following is not a word: sponge, sponges, sponging, spongy, spounge
from cpttylor :
Hey! This is a neat little gimmick, isn't it? Word.
from blacksun :
:) to diaryland chat I go
from blacksun :
you online??
from lizabeth1st :
And for clarification: by 'people more pathetic than you' I was referring to MYSELF. Hope that clears things up.
from lizabeth1st :
Ok, first and foremost. I think you are amazing. Flying poodles? That soooo describes my life. And I have many times looked skyward and seen fat ladies plummeting towards my unsuspecting head. If you get a chance, please check out my diary. It's been extremely whiny lately, and for some reason my @$&#ing images haven't loaded properly. But it always makes me feel better to realize there are people out there more pathetic than myself, so it could be a booster!
from veryfine :
Datth- I really do not have any way to contact Fadedligth. I am at school, so I cannot download AIM. I do not have her number so I cannot call her and I am not able to access her diary eihter. I hope she's alright too.
from veryfine :
Hey Daath, I just came upon my one and only note. I feel so special that someone would bother with that right now, since I havn't been in a writing mood. You are so smart and so gifted that it would be a sin if you didn't keep a diary. Your diary is so good that it makes me read everything very carefully just to get certain nuances and also to become more saturated with its depth and complexity. You are a great writer, possibly a creative genious. Absolutely Fabulous. Keep going...

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