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from browndamask :
I haven’t sought out a full neuropsych eval (hard to obtain and cost prohibitive) but I do have a differential diagnosis for both Autism and ADHD. For the most part it’s been incredibly freeing, figuring out why I am the way that I am and unlearning so many of the negative things I believed about myself growing up. Best of luck!
from erases :
you feel that you never leave, yet somehow your consciousness reaches across the sea and melts my heart.
from the-grey-one :
i got such chills reading your latest entry (2020-07-03) - you’re something else. so grateful for the opportunity to read you!
from catsoul :
6.27.2020. Hi. I wish I lived closer to you. I would come and sit with you. Maybe play cards, talk, read. Just being there to help you keep the "lonely's" at bay. You take care. Be safe. Be at peace within yourself. =^..^=
from raven72d :
*latest* entries.
from raven72d :
27 June 20-- just found your entries: lovely, sad, powerful writing.
from catsoul :
6.17.2020. I first time I have read about you and your life and days. Pain is a many faceted sword. So many layers, one upon another. Thank you for sharing your true self. Please take care. Peace. =^..^=
from loveherwell :
i am so sorry to know that you are still in such pain. i wish i had something more helpful to say. just know that you are in my thoughts.
from the-grey-one :
I am so very sorry for the pain and struggle you've been experiencing for so long. I hope so much that comfort finds it's way to you.
from loveherwell :
i understand that feeling of "it was a mistake to break up" when, in reality, it was just the terror of no longer being with them or possibly of being by yourself. don't ever give up on yourself.
from erases :
One day at a time. That's how.
from erases :
Why yes, Elle, I am. Fucking Demagorgon! Follow the lights.
from erases :
05/17/16 Thinking of you today. You exist out there still; I know it. I hope you are well.
from raven72d :
Good to find you still at DL and still writing.
from erases :
You still write. When you find yourself alone for a moment, thinking about your day. That won't ever stop, and neither will you. You'll keep moving. That's the way that we were built. There are more worlds than the one that currently rests on your palms.
from the-grey-one :
hey. you're awesome and an excellent writer. how have i not encountered your diary before? the mysteries of diaryland. glad to have done so today at least!
from erases :
come back to me.
from jaysthoughts :
I'm pretty sure Robin Williams didn't commit suicide. He was sitting down and leaning back. That's an awkward way to try to hang one's self. Given the family's language about "discretion" though, it sounds like a perfectly natural way to be found after a cover up of dying due to autoerotic asphyxiation.
from dangerspouse :
Good riddance to bad garbage. Now you can start living again.
from erases :
I miss all of those whispered words of yours.
from hexes :
congratulations on finishing college
from raven72d :
21 march 14--- is spring beginning well?
from raven72d :
9 July 13--- lovely entry.
from newschick :
i'm glad you're still here. :)
from newschick :
great entry. hang in there. xo
from bedwarmhands :
If I may be so bold, you need to drop that boy and put as much distance between you and him as fast as you can. No one deserves to be treated like he is treating you. Get out. Now. The other option besides staying with him may be that yr alone for a while, but even the sting of that will dissipate far quicker than what he is capable of doing to you. Save yourself, friend. And know that you are loved.
from erases :
hear hear.
from darthuae :
2013-02-26 / 3:08 p.m. DO YOU COME IN A CAPSULE I CAN TAKE DAILY? i love, i love. i'm the saddest creature sitting on my office chair today, crying because diaryland has so much heart. so much more than anyone in the real world. thank you.
from darthuae :
2013-02-04 / 4:34 p.m. i can't stop crying.
from erases :
2/4/13 that breaks my heart, and i mean it.
from x-y :
i'm into this.
from erases :
i had power over nothing.
from newschick :
ahhh so glad you're still writing! i've thought of you often...i hope you're doing well. and in my opinion...living is progress. so you've made progress. :)
from spires :
black spring by henry miller.
from axde :
happy birthday!
from moonsocket :
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from axde :
surely, we can believe we are all precious, but if you don't know why, i dont know if you really get to understand it. being infinitely different creatures, we are all important in different ways, ya feel me? that thing that guy told you about yourself a while back was very true and very beautiful. i hope you believed him. he was right.
from axde :
i hope you know how precious you are.
from faucets :
Man, I completely understand this recent entry. -- you communicated it more fluently than I've ever thought it. I was born and raised, and still live, in a town of 2,000- residents.
from faucets :
No problem!
from erases :
Nobody's ever always right.
from axde :
dear god, that was beautiful to read.
from axde :
you are a wordsmith. to my knowledge you are from ireland, yes? when i read your words, i try so hard to hear an irish accent speaking them to me. keep your head up, for me and everyone else. you're a mighty soul, a big fish.

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