messages to disquiet:
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from countscapula :
I wonder if you're still around. I read your diary so many moons ago I can't even count. I still think of you. I hope this reaches you because somehow, even though we never met or even corresponded, I feel like I almost need you.
from haberdasher :
i just thought of you. years later. i guess i was also the last one to do that on here. where have you gone?
from haberdasher :
where.fore.art.thou.
from haberdasher :
wherefore art thou?
from stardwarf :
miss you
from mangotuesday :
i still miss you.
from southeast :
i miss you. i hope you're in the brightest of lights. love ashley. [mangotuesday.]
from haberdasher :
i used to live in jamaica plain, on woodlawn street. things to do... go to the science museum, go to harvard square, see a show at the middle east.... i don't know. there's more to do in the summer in boston. i hate the cold. i'd link up with you, but i am super boring. but i will still if you want to not do much...
from mangotuesday :
[more ]loveandroses. foryouandhim.
from discodave :
Inverness? Noooo - come to Glasgow - it'd be good to see you and there's like, stuff to do here ;) Dxx And you have a couch to sleep on if you want.
from stardwarf :
hoping you are well and very well indeed.
from mangotuesday :
love.
from thefallofart :
username: sunkship, password: lungs
from longitude :
iloveyourwordsputtogetherperfectequation.
from indie-anna :
you are such a fuckin' tease! xo.
from indie-anna :
we have a date for cocktails then. yes, my number is still the same. give me a call, darling one. xo.
from greentealeaf :
i've just discovered you, but i can't seem to get enough. and ive been sitting at this desk for way too long. (rubs eyes)
from haberdasher :
i love you so much i could never tell you how and why and what for, but at times you are inspiration incarnate.
from stardwarf :
miss you
from fussbudget :
yay for your brief return! when you're up for it, let's talk politics over e-mail. i'm sure you've got plenty to say about iowa....xoxo
from stardwarf :
i'm thrilled to see your name in red. ps - i love the mountain goats and I have you to thank.
from haberdasher :
no no no, i don't care about the pictures. i just, you know, worry sometimes.
from haberdasher :
stephanie. i need to have a discourse with you. a brief one. presently.
from discodave :
I miss your words. That just struck me all of a sudden tonight, for some reason. Dxx
from stardwarf :
dammit, come back.
from indie-anna :
god stephanie. i wonder if i've told you lately how much i love you. cause i do. <3 xo.
from discodave :
Hmm - I was wondering why I hadn't seen Aiden wandering about Byres Road recently... As to most of what you say (I know you're not looking for feedback - but when the hell has that ever stopped me before?), I couldn't agree more. I really have wished I could save a couple of people in the past - but I've come to realise that a) they don't need saving, b) they can save themselves thankyouverymuch or c) they really don't think they deserve to be saved so why don't you fuck off, thanks. And another thing: you write as if you're retina-melting white and, as we all know, white's made up of every goddamn colour in the rainbow and a few more besides. Dxx
from fussbudget :
love the new look! nice whigs quote in the title bar. i used to love them so much, but one show in '96 on the black love tour soured me. molly will argue that it's one of the greatest shows she's ever seen, while i maintain it was one of the worst i've ever been to. but every once in a while, it's all about gentlemen....
from discodave :
Damn - I knew I should have kept that diary quiet - GOOD writers have linked it. This means you, Stephanie, whether you like it or not. Dxx
from mangotuesday :
i relit all the votives at the portland shrine and i am sending you my biggest xo. this hurts huge. love and [empathy.]
from cautionary :
dearest s--why are you so amazing?
from discodave :
Huzzah! I shall look forward to us destroying our livers, then. Dxx
from discodave :
Even better - come back to Glasgow and we can relive those heady days of illicit consumption in bars. Or just get consumption. Either works for me. Dxx
from solarlab :
people DO daydream of being held down and shot in the back of the head when they're supposed to be watching powerpoint presentations. you'd be amazed how many. how often. no you probably wouldn't be amazed. oh sister, i wish you could upload a piece of my brain right now. ftp?
from haberdasher :
lalalalala, i just want to have a million notes to you in a row at this point.
from haberdasher :
you don't know what you're talking about, come and fine me and i'll kill you and you won't even have to pay for a gun
from haberdasher :
they don't go off both at once. what do you think, you'll miss once? puh-leez. get a revolver.
from haberdasher :
one question though, why would you need two barrels?
from discodave :
Silly. It's not because you make me depressed or anything like that - it's because you write about being sad beautifully. I wish I didn't have to make a compliment about the way you express that, though. Sometimes, I'd rather people wrote boring-ass entries, so long as it meant they were happy, you know?
from indie-snob :
Hey! I just reviewed a fabulous solo show I saw by Ted Leo and thought you may be interested. I have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here too. Check it out, thanks!
from indie-anna :
how.was.it.???? <3 xo.
from discodave :
Uninteresting? I so don't think so Steph... Dxx
from eirever :
could it be love?
from indie-anna :
i WILL be at ted leo tomorrow nite. are we still on? i'm going to built to spill on thursday. you should write back or call me or something woman. <3 xo.
from cautionary :
sometimes i think i cannot adore you any more. but oh, i'm always wrong.
from indie-anna :
bah!!! okay. on the 17th i'm going to interpol. BUT, goddamnit, we can go to separate shows & still meet up after. yes? YES. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
oh and also: i just started diary. there were two books in line ahead of it i was reading so i had to start it way after i got it.
from haberdasher :
abstaining is not a scary thing when you don't live in a swing state. it's a foregone conclusion as much as i hate to admit it. my view is this: politics and politicians are not going to change things. baby steps do nothing when the next administration just wipes them out anyway, and radical reform will never be voted for. dean may or may not be the next perot, and i can more or less not go out on a limb when i say he doesn't stand a chance. and my apathy all boils down to me being sick of settling for the lesser of two evils. the idealism upon which our country rests, while well-founded in well-intended basic principles, has become so skewed by loopholes and entrenchment in bureaucracy that it needs to be done away with. jefferson said it 250 years ago and it still holds true; every generation must overthrow the government set upon them by the previous generation. the tree of liberty, from time to time, must be fed with the blood of patriots and martyrs. (words to that effect)
from haberdasher :
no offense, and i like dean and everything and yes i am abstaining from voting for lack of a viable candidate, but massachusetts zombie? kerry may be worth a second look.
from indie-anna :
i read diary in one day. while i was supposed to be working. <3 & yes yes & yes to you staying here on the 17th. yes. there will be ted leo. there will be karaoke at the cove. there will be margaritas. there will be girltalk. there will be the finest damn time had in all of chicago on 17sept. yes indeed. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
woman - you know i'd LOVE to drive to tennessee with you this weekend as i have a soft spot for the T-N. but, sadly, i cannot... it's matt's big brithday blowout saturday nite, and i hafta work friday & sunday. (of course.) but sometime we should - can we stop at dollywood? <3 xo.
from unrequited13 :
your latest entry hurt to read. stream of consciousness rocks.
from cautionary :
and now the tables have turned;you made me cry. god damn. <3<3<3LoveLoveLove<3<3<3
from cautionary :
i am all about bringing that waterworks today, though i certainly don't mean to. i apologize. <3
from cautionary :
dearest s -- if you see that someone has read like 294737 of yr entries in one day, 'twas me. i am keeping myself updated by reading the past [which i probably shouldn't] but it also cures insomnia at 2am.
from discodave :
De nada, sweetheart - I hope you and Sarah noticed how high up on the list Chicago is for my places to visit? Dxx
from discodave :
It works love - and damn, it looks good (as ever). Dxx
from indie-anna :
bizznatch, where you be? i miss me some stephanie. <3 xo.
from cautionary :
stephanie. do me a favor. read this girls profile. study it closely. tell me what is cute/funny about it. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/profile.phtml?user=Hollywood13 (hinthint: stacy's mom has got it goin' on.)
from greenthinker :
I agree about the stop-caring thing. It always seems like when I forget about the little troubling things, they work themselves out. -sally
from thisisamess :
on 8-15 i belong to tori amos and ben folds. any other day i'd rush to belong to you and ben gibbard. cds. yes.
from neuroticaa :
you like the decemberists, that's AWESOME
from thisisamess :
lets make eachother mixed cds. ok.
from discodave :
Damn - guestbooks are screwy and I missed your birthday by days...shite. Happy belated birthday - I'll need to buy you a drink now, I guess? Dxx
from haberdasher :
happy birthday. time to drink legally, eh? i wish my birthday was in the summer.
from indie-anna :
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear stephhhhaaaannniiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, happy birthday to you!!! mwah! <3 xo.
from fussbudget :
a package should be winging its way to you tomorrow, if i'm ever able to get out from under this moving filth...
from cautionary :
stephanie. i am in love with jenny lewis. i really am. tell her there is a girl in orlando, florida who is in love with her but not in the creepy kind of way. just in the i-love-her-music-and-words-so-much and it hurts that i can't find someone to go to all three florida rilo kiley shows with me and i cry when i listen to a better son/daughter and i watched fucking troop beverly hills at 2am and was like "aww, man!" and wow. hey, i am obsessed, okay?
from cautionary :
i cried reading that. i am a wussy. job well done.
from indie-anna :
wednesday is no good as i have to work then have a late-date after with a bunch'a people from work. i'm trying to be more social. i'll probably go home instead. ;) but... thursday sounds more promising. i'm supposed to hang out with my girl tammy, but we haven't talked yet, so i dunno. we shall see. you should just give me a call thursday when ya get to town or whatever. exes & ohhhs. <3 s.
from fussbudget :
first off, so jealous of yr fountains of wayne trip -- i've yet to see them. secondly, if i had cash money, i would help you in your quest, but i'm in the throes of moving hell. thirdly, e-mail me and we can discuss other things.
from cautionary :
oooh ohh ohhhh! i wish i had some money to donate to you. i understand your undying love and appreciation and so much more for this band. i saw them saturday. i wanted to cry and it hasn't kicked in that i will never see those four men on stage together singing "if she spins fast enough then maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together" but i don't think i get it yet. there were kids outside at the door of the tiny, crowded, incredibly packed venue and i wanted to grab the boy singing all the words and throwing him onstage at the ice of boston becasue he deserved it. there was silly string and tinsel and lots of tambourine action. amazing and sad. amazing and sad.
from indie-anna :
my dearest girl. i have to go to work at 7, and i get off at 11:30. before or after we could definitely have some girl talk. there is much to discuss. <3 xo.
from boyafterboy :
i love your diary like i love myself: wholly. fully. completely. arrogantly and with confidence. you're so good. you're great. <3
from thisisamess :
my only friends are my books and this computer. i feel you.
from cautionary :
oh, amen about the record collection. i have a true love but that is second best. and with his & mine combined, it's perrrrfeccttttt. (okay, so, not as perfect as yours, but it's sort of close.)
from indie-anna :
& by the way chhers? it ='s cheers. yes. cheers. by fucking up that spelling i ruined that note completely. delete it & let me do it over. c'mon. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
here's to our record collections! our only true loves. chhers! <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
sorry lady, it's written somewhere secret and i thought someone might have found it.
from fussbudget :
heya, i sent you the password for my "private" folder, but i'm not sure if you actually got it (it's prolly in yr. junk mail). if you want it, e-mail me at [email protected] and i'll give you the deets. (i said "deets." i'm truly sorry).
from haberdasher :
me?
from fussbudget :
when i saw tlw last friday in philly, they were the opening band as well. there were maybe 15 people there. i think getting in shouldn't be a problem. are you going to sneak in with them? that should be your best bet. just think -- underage rock hell is almost over!
from neuroticaa :
<3
from cautionary :
i made it. flying by yourself isn't so scary, really. unless you get little children behind you kicking your seat and screaming. elliott smith: yes. though there was no ted leo. disappointment, but what can you do? i wish i could travel as much as you. and how is that new fountains of wayne? i saw five minutes of an instore. ohohoh, i love them.
from indie-anna :
in the past year i haven't even kissed ONE, so SHUT. IT.! & in the past couple weeks i have had the opportunities to kiss people, i've had their faces coming for mine, and everytime i turn around and walk away. i'll never kiss anyone ever again. & WHAT IF I FORGOT HOW TO KISS!?! i used to be so good... oh, woe is me. i'm going to die alone, an old hag who stopped kissing at the age of 22. & i'm more than okay with that. sick, isn't it? see you friday (hopefully). <3 xo.
from thefallofart :
you are really gorgeous. i love that picture. this is nakedembrace by the way, a new diary. drop a line sometime. xo, n.
from indie-anna :
i vote for clem snide. & take me. $122 round trip you say? hrmmm. *raising an eyebrow* <3 xo.
from fussbudget :
I completely understand your trepidation about writing about things in a public forum about friends (some of whom we have in common) who have some sort of degree of infamy or another, as I try to keep the "hey i know this rocker!" thing to myself as much as possible. But I will always admit that I've met Leif Garrett....
from indie-anna :
okay. let's go. i mean it too. we'll hafta find cheap plane tickets as i am next to broke, but yes. let's go. for serious, for serious. <3 xo.
from icomeundone :
Hello. I have you as a fave, but I have never contacted you for fear you would yell or something obsurd. When I saw the entry where it said say hi, I thought I would. So hi. Wish I could be as dramatic in person as I am in my diary, but that is just my fucking luck. Check me out(anyway you take that is fine LOL j/k) and please sign the guestbook on the way out, and I will leave a chocolate on your pillow. tata for now
from indie-anna :
i know one person who for sure for sure has a crush on you. c'est moi. there is no reason to be sad my favourite lady. you are the bestest in all the land. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
exes & ohhs from me to you. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
have fun
from discodave :
Can I be the boy that shimmies up a drainpipe to sneak glances in your window? Dxx
from indie-anna :
darlin', if you were to make a surprise visit this weekend, a certain someone just *might* *surprisingly* be home. i'm back. i drove to pennsylvania & turned around. <3 xo.
from fussbudget :
strangely enough, i will be in philadelphia that same weekend for another friend's birthday and to apartment hunt. this world is way too small sometimes.
from indie-anna :
ohh goddamn those histories. they're to live & die for. <3 xo.
from cautionary :
hey! i'm going to be at the philadelphia ted leo show. go go go. when are the long winters playing in ny/nj/pa? i could probably look at the website instead. (yesiamanidiot)
from indie-anna :
these days i'm gonna need somethin' stiffer than a water. ;) but i will see you FOR SURE. <3 xo.
from cautionary :
p.s. i just filled out your survey then read something on your site about meeting your rockstar boyfriends. i forgot to add that ted leo is one of them, though i try to forget that he is about 15 years older than me. he is seriously one of the nicest + most intelligent human beings i have ever come in contact with, so MARRY HIM.
from indie-anna :
kay. VERY soon. yr city or mine? i heart you. <3 xo.
from fussbudget :
no problem! i've been meaning to add you for a while. i'm jealous you get to see tlw this weekend. have fun!
from shamsi9 :
la!
from indie-anna :
my heart hurts. & yr super. <3 xo.
from thisisamess :
tell me about 206
from indie-anna :
before you leave for good for the 206, make sure you get to the 773. cause i got the 411. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
well if you're *always* here then you should *always* have a secret name with which you sign on to *always* talk to me *every* night you *jerkbag*
from thisisamess :
wheres that?
from haberdasher :
you're never here. fuck you for that. dammit.
from haberdasher :
egg on my face. it's not like i'm the only one you know who plays the guitar and tries to sing. but thank you and thank you and thank you and stuff.
from the10thfloor :
oh damn it. i didn't know i was signed in under this one. whatever man. ;)
from the10thfloor :
oh, dear heart. you won't have to resort to kidnapping. once school is out believe me, there will be plenty o' hangin' out for the sarah & the stephanie. truuuust me. summer makes me me again. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
can i be one of your boys?
from shamsi9 :
read heartracer--that's the inside of love, i'm pretty sure
from abstersive :
do you ever think about what you must do to people when your words ring with golden tones? i mean, really.
from shamsi9 :
yeah
from indie-anna :
god stephanie. you just made me cry at school. i can't even finish yr latest entry - i'll have to save it for when i go home, so i can cry in peace. it's the image of airports & long distance & the right boy & oh & oh & this knot in my throat & the breath that i lose. <3 xo.
from shamsi9 :
boys are bad, run away. and by the by, i think the poets are as bad or worse than the musicians.
from thisisamess :
fuck musician boys.
from indie-anna :
i'd say chicago, but the lake isn't exactly the ocean, and the weather is much too much like yr's, and i won't be here much longer anyway. while yr heading west, i'm going east - let's just hang out before that. ;) <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
good thing i default on the number one criterion involved, as i am not a boy. i am a MAN
from indie-anna :
i'm oh so glad that you had such a time. sounds grrreat. & be careful, i wasn't kidding, i will totally hold you to the fact that you said you'd help me do a website. i, of course, will pay you in thai food, girly drinks, rock & roll, and sweet, sweet luvin'. whaddya say? you in? <3 xo.
from thisisamess :
we should speak sometime but i'm afraid that lovelyness only lives in hiding.
from shamsi9 :
thank you. iwish i can tell the truth like that.
from indie-anna :
amen. we are so long overdue for those (WATER) cocktails, it's not even ironic anymore. it's just getting out of control. thank god the summer is quickly approaching. i will be working as a waitress (no, not in a cocktail bar), riding my bike, getting sun, being free, & visiting the mil-wau-kee for one thing, and one thing only - beautiful lit'le you. glad yr trip was good. we'll talk soon. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
<3 <3 <3 [you know that]
from shamsi9 :
welcome
from solarlab :
[you've got heaven to remake]
from solarlab :
shhhh.
from neuroticaa :
i see that you like clem snide. you rule even harder [if possible]
from shamsi9 :
it's a long cold winter. you're a gat big girl. it's a ways to heaven you may as well stay in this world...
from shamsi9 :
i'm tired. feeling un-propelled
from fword :
thought you might want to visit, and maybe write for, this new site fword. xoxo, jessica
from indie-anna :
yr's & mine too.
from haberdasher :
honey, we need to talk
from shamsi9 :
love your writing but i can't read all of it...
from indie-anna :
hey steph, tell me to stop acting like a fuckin' girl & get myself in check. i need someone to remind me. someone who understands. ;) and oh,oh,oh, you sooooooo have to be part of my posse at my dance off may 8th. C'MON! <3 xo.
from ambiguass :
wonderful :)
from indie-anna :
you are full o' sass today little miss. which i happen to be *quite* fond of. i also believe i just might be forced to call in sick to work when you come in april. this is getting ridiculous. oh, and p.s. is anyone givin you any trouble? i'll bust 'em up. i got's yo' back. <3 <3 <3
from indie-anna :
i don't even know what day of the week it is anymore. i just took yr survey & said monday. it my dear, is clearly tuesday, but it's too late baby. baby it's too late.
from indie-anna :
they made me die a thousand times last nite. i'll tell you a little story about it sometime. have fun tonite. <3 xoxo.
from solarlab :
whenever i read you, i always think it is so amazing, is she quoting someone. and then i quote you. xo
from shamsi9 :
i believe i can fly-i believe i can touch this guy...but not really. so great. now it's okay that i spent eight bucks seeing the debacle of "bringing down the house" featuring queen latifah--you have made me believe again. i am insanely devoutly your follower. i will be so sad when i find out you're ten years younger than i.
from circusfreak :
disquiet mcdisquietperson.
from indie-anna :
oh sweet hell. i'll be elsewhere. i'll give ya one guess. yeah. that's right. you got it. work. i need a new job, don't i? this is seriously beginning to depress me. you & MOLLY get to meet eachother before we even do, & we're like practically next door neighbours. sheesh. but. have fun at the show anyway. have a drink for me. <3 <3 <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
i needed that like you wouldn't believe. so thank you. yes, and thank you for springing tears to my eyes at school. grrr. i heart you too. lots & lots. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
and wow. that was long winded. ;)
from indie-anna :
i will not be. for 2 reasons. 1: after her last show i went to i swore i'd never go to another one again cause i came close to losing my love for her. it was one of her infamous "breakdown" shows, and she couldn't tune her guitar, she didn't finish ONE song, and it just made me sad to be watching her like that. so even though she's supposedly new & improved (and i hope she's well), i can't do it. and 2: i have to work. of course. i bet you coulda guessed that. ;) but, i hope you have fun and i hope that it's fabulous. you MUST let me know. and i'm trying to figure out a way to swing by the show thursday at least to say hi. :) i love you like literature. <3 xo.
from xenorevlis :
yayness like anus! hugs & love
from indie-anna :
i am very happy to hear all is well in yr world. finally. :) this weekend is no good as i am taking a much needed trip to girl talk with my mom, do my taxes & resume with my dad, dance with my sister, and play music with my baby brother. i think my emotional/physical/&mental well being depend on it. but i'll be back shortly, and new york is like 6 months away dear girl, so no worries. if we don't get our shit together within 6 months, i fear nothing can help us. and remember: clem snide on the 22nd. there MUST be a way to smuggle you in. ;) i'll put you in my pocket. <3 xo.
from hotshotrobot :
Can you cram in a van with four stinky band members? Get in touch. [email protected] or IM me on the milwaukeeshows board.
from indie-anna :
UGH!! i left you a super cute note today, and now see that diaryland ate it. fuckers. ohhh, i'll get them. it was something along the lines of "a-fucking-men" to yr moment in the sun. i did the same thing. summer cannot get here fast enough. neither can you. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
i think you're faking it. no one is that far down when they just got conduct. this i know, because i have it
from thisisamess :
i'm sick of sitting at this window watching people as beautiful as you walk by i want to know a way to catch. to catch to catch but i just keep falling.
from xenorevlis :
just wanted to wish you a happy valentine's day or just good day. the one time you came online i messed you but with no response... give my AIM button a click sometime. it might be fun to talk.
from indie-anna :
*raising my hand* i want one, i want one. <3 xo. have fuuuuuun.
from thisisamess :
you should find me.
from haberdasher :
retisonic has a song called malaligned.
from neuroticaa :
/030205_55.html --- where is that from, or did you write that? i like it lots <3
from haberdasher :
i'm cool guys, right? when i say i have hobbies older than him, i mean it. does that make me old and irrelevant? is his new virtual lover the six million dollar woman? bigger, stronger, faster?
from haberdasher :
noam is god! please sleep with me! puh-leez
from hotshotrobot :
Congratulations. :)
from neuroticaa :
this might just be my new favorite diary ever. <3
from thisisamess :
the reader is reminded of herself upon reading the narrators inablity to accept what life has so unfairly thrust in her small arms. the reader remembers the hospital (no shoelaces no sharps) and wants to take the narrator and run run run run run so as not to be haunted by images anymore.
from solarlab :
you are brilliant.
from haberdasher :
i saw you on instant messenger. what a cruel fucker you are for leaving so fast.
from indie-anna :
i'd help pay yr rent, but as i am broke as well all i can do is offer you a place to crash in chicago when you get evicted. let the good times roll. ;) <3 xo.
from thisisamess :
and beautiful. and as real as the concert ticket in my pocket. lets go. see truth preform on stage and let go of what we thought would hold us forever... it was only your hand in mine the whole time. it was only my thumb looped in my belt hoop. its was only my voice on my answering machine with nothing and nothing and nothing.
from thisisamess :
this hurts because its so true.
from anticrew :
your record collection is pretty
from indie-anna :
miss you. that is all. end transmission. <3 xo.
from haberdasher :
hey, who took the 'L' out of 'lover'? you're my fave. just reminding you.
from hotshotrobot :
hey, it's dj. just lettin ya know that I'M WATCHING YOU! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OK, yeah, i'm a dork.
from solarlab :
beautiful.
from discodave :
Better still, why not syphon off the petrol the local SUV driver's have and use that to pay your legal fees? That way you get to save the planet as well... Dxx
from haberdasher :
i probably have
from haberdasher :
kindred spirits, you and i. you're just proving it more.
from thisisamess :
mm. yes.
from discodave :
Heh - alphabetisised(?) lists...it's a long time since I tried doing that with mine...maybe one day when I've got a couple of hours to kill. Dxx
from solarlab :
here is the finite reason we can't off ourselves...if you have any sort of belief about the evolution of soul toward enlightenment, buddhism, offing ourselves probably makes us have to do this life over again. and who the fuck wants that. keep breathing. xo.
from solarlab :
i wish i could make it better for you. make all of it better you and then give it all the finger.
from solarlab :
did i help you write that book so very long ago?
from indie-anna :
god how i love you. :)
from solarlab :
of course. do it.
from stardwarf :
I would be interested - your poetry is... hmmm... words for this aren't easy. I'd say honest but how could I know, right? But it FEELS honest, honest and original. I think you are very talented. I look forward to saying I knew you when...
from achren :
oh, thank you! no worries about belatedness - most people thought they were late, but weren't, given timezone madness. and any and all good wishes, no matter when sent, are much appreciated on this end. xoxo.m.
from enid4seymour :
You know, I've never even heard the ICP. I just remember a trip to Detroit and a mob -- and I mean a MOB -- of these kids . . . throwing themselves head-first into traffic and screaming at stoplights and other inanimate objects. I was very, very confused.
from solarlab :
i would call you to hear that you love me but you need to know me first or i would doubt you. [wink]
from haberdasher :
what we need is to touch base.
from indie-anna :
:) :) :) :) :)
from haberdasher :
you're a nice lady. i like things that you say about things because we hurt in similar areas.
from indie-anna :
ouch ouch ouch. did it hurt like a mofo? yr such a tough guy. ;) s.xo.
from stardwarf :
LOVE the tattoo... so jealous...
from stardwarf :
So I'm saying hi. I suppose I've been lurking for a while now but I can't remember how long. I wish I had some beautiful words to put in this little box but all I've got is another missed opportunity to make an impression of the favorable variety when I fall flat and simply say: I enjoy your words even when they are not built for enjoyment because they are emotions crystalized into substance. Thanks for putting your words out there.
from haberdasher :
i'm saying hi because you asked. sometimes you tell me how i'm thinking.
from indie-anna :
how i love yr lists.
from indie-anna :
wow. isn't that last one uplifting? ;)
from haberdasher :
hahahahaha!! well, maybe if any and all forms of love weren't doomed to failure based purely on the tendencies of human nature, you would have a chance. but they are and we don't. happy day! no, i'm kidding. hang in there and take it one cliche at a time.
from asterlaine :
Aww, cheer up. LDRs are really tough, but if you really love the person, you'd have to hang in there no matter what. I've got friends who have been dating long-distance for over 4 years, it just takes loads of committment, communication, trust and perseverence. I'm dating this guy who lives in Holland, that's 13 hours by plane from where i am, but if you really want it to work out, you just have to give it all you got. All the best, take care and be strong :) Love your template BTW, it's really really fab. Did you do it yourself?
from indie-anna :
you are so right. i think i see him out of the corner of my eye everyday. i know exactly what you mean. be tough. we're in the same boat. and we'll have that coffee soon (though mine will probably be water). <3
from allumeuse :
What a beautiful entry today.
from defect :
the blinking lights will be my way of saying hello...
from defect :
tell your lad welcome back to philly; from one philadelphian to another. there's some kind of strange bond between us and our city... something in the blood I guess. Nice diary by the way, I really enjoy it. Cheers.
from soulrape :
Hey, I found you through the juggalo ring. good luck with the move! ~*MCL*~
from enid4seymour :
Yes, oh yes. I would love to see that template.
from gallinula :
beautiful.
from enid4seymour :
I enjoy your diary -- superfine writin' + thinkin'.
from phoenixwomyn :
i think i understand how you feel. that is such a wonderful picture of the two of you. hugs!
from haberdasher :
you're fucking amazing. seriously. and you know what else is amazing? i've been looking for like 2 days for the piece of paper upon which i wrote your address to no avail. i have a cd to send you m'lady and i am a packratty mess of paper without your address...
from phoenixwomyn :
you know, you say how much you hate your writing, but i've always liked it- it's something that i've always admired about you. i think that you write beautifully.
from iremainyours :
you are lovely. i often wonder if i'm doing the right thing. everything will work out i suppose. here's to cheerful cliches.
from shortygrl10 :
Hey its colleen. i thought u wrote that, and i was lke in awe of you, but yes ani difranco is like a goddess when it comes to lyrics, you should check out "school night" its off of revelling, its really really good. ill talk to u later. Co
from autumnal :
your diary has a lovely design.
from xvaingloryx :
the worst you CAN fo is harm. is that a quote from the long winters?
from haberdasher :
it's all due to you that i have a layout that is worth a thing! you are the master! all homage to you.
from kadiekat :
Hey Stephanie, We missed you at Michigan Fest. Hey, I just wanted to let you know that your entry frame doesn't move properly when viewed on a Mac.
from jonnyyen :
I am impressed. Someone just as much a music geek and totally in love with their car (mine's a Mini)... I'll be watching you (but not in a stalker kind of way).
from mysundown :
I really like your diary, its cool.
from boyrepellant :
you seem to have a lot of similar thoughts/tastes in music that I do. check out my diary and let me know what you think!
from glitter-tink :
just wanted to say that i stumbled upon your diary from your review at diaryreviews and i wanted to let you know i really enjoyed reading the things you write...you're an awesome writer... yeap
from interstate8 :
I could make a sandwich of us both but the bread was too stale.
from cheeseburger :
hey! your writing is awesome! don't stop! :)
from phatty :
oh yeah... what i meant to say was where is the link to me? *urp* i actually burped while i typed that part. isn't that funny? so... yeah and stuff. link to me is requested. now.
from sparkle-hero :
I was intrigued by your music list. I saw brighteyes a few months ago and it was the most captivating show ever. He is so damn hot! And pedro the lion and death cab are great too- Have you heard 'kind of like spitting'? they rock!
from surly :
hey there sugah! thanks fer the kind words in my analyzer! you are one rawkin' gurl. i'll be back to explore yer diary further!!! yep. xo surly
from raging :
Not so lonely anymore! Yay for me. ahem...nice diary! :)
from frozen-faces :
and your diary is still beautiful. i thank you for beginning to write again. it gives me something to do while i am away from school over break.

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