messages to floaty-ana:
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from raven72d :
send me your p/w... stay in touch...
from vanoonoo :
happy birthday for the weekend! I really hope it is even more special than anything else ever x
from vanoonoo :
still reading here! I just don't comment that often cos I am rubbish :) I have some little drawer units very similar to those for my stationery :D
from raven72d :
you are missed...
from raven72d :
how are you these days?
from raven72d :
how have you been...? (and do send me the p/w again)...
from raven72d :
you do owe me a letter...
from raven72d :
do send me a p/w again... I do miss you.
from snoopy1904 :
Miss hearing from ya!! Hope all is well over there..you look fab in your pics!! x
from raven72d :
I miss hearing from you.
from painted-eyes :
Thank you so much. I write out of passion, and have been doing so for the past thirteen years. Oh, God, I feel old. Please feel free to write me notes whenever you feel like it, and if you need a friend, you can always email me too.
from raven72d :
Keep those hipbones sharp and visible...
from raven72d :
raven72d/capybara for un/pw... and do write-- I miss hearing from you.
from vanoonoo :
sorry you're not in a great place right now - happy birthday all the same - have yourself some chilled out fun and get back to a happy place as and when you are ready. you dont need to be anything in partocular weight wise or any other wise for your birthday - you are wonderful just as you are and keir loves you lots and so do I *hugs* xxx
from vanoonoo :
not selfish darling xxx - just see her off at the bus stop or ferry port or wherever is convenient - you made your arrangements so she wouldnt be alone - and she wont be alone - give her big hugs and it will all be oki. and big hugs for you *hug*
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're not pregnant. Having to get hoovered out is...well...inconvenient.
from vanoonoo :
you deserve it because you are you darling xxx
from raven72d :
I love the ink.
from raven72d :
Write from HK soon, girl...
from raven72d :
I love the butterfly tattoo.
from raven72d :
Write soon...
from raven72d :
May I have a postcard from England?
from xxplaydeadxx :
thanks. :) mine is stay out (i feel sorta mean putting that haha) enjoys.
from raven72d :
You do need better post-breakup films... And I hope to hear from you more often.
from xxplaydeadxx :
can i have the pw please?
from sad-faerie :
hey, did I send you a password? Sorry, I'm here there & everywhere at the minute and not sure what I've done & what I haven't...x
from gyka :
hehehehe i am super super happy for you - you sound super happy and that is good - love ya girl! xox
from gyka :
FUCK YEAH.... CONGRATS ON THE NEW APARTMENT.... yay for zoe!! anywayz, everything else will fall into place from here, go crazy at markets and garage sales and i know you'll have a kick ass place! peace xox
from sad-faerie :
aaaw! sure thing! gimme an e-mail address to send em to n i'll send em straight away xxx
from gyka :
that is way too sweet - the comment the guy left you!! anywayz, i love that picture too - you're just so artistic! take care hun. xox
from gyka :
girl, be careful.... are you okay? no more passin out - and i too think u are exhausted. rest please!! xox
from gyka :
hey hun! geee, that pic you have scared me. i am glad you are bein strong and stickin in there for yourself! i hope your day goes better. i am feelin a bit lost myself but i am tryin! keep smilin girl and take care. xox
from raven72d :
"Tongues" is a great photo.
from raven72d :
Stay starved-bautiful and write soon.
from raven72d :
The Carnegie's Bar photo was hot. I like your bones.
from raven72d :
I love the new tat... And what is your target weight?
from raven72d :
I do hope you stay lovely and happy and keep those great (and kissable) hipbones...
from raven72d :
did you change you password?
from gyka :
hehehehe i am talkin to you on the chat.... i can't wait to see the pics.... u are too cute my girl!! way too funny. xox
from emaciana :
thanks for the compliment!!! you are too sweet.
from gyka :
don't pick up the razor.... pick up the phone and call someone!! work on gettin this visa thing figured out, i really hope the best in this situation. please take care of urself, hopefully i can talk to u later. keep smilin sweety!! xox
from gyka :
zoe, my beautiful girl, i am so sorry u are upset and to see what u have done to urself, please hold in there. i hope u are doing better, i pray u are doing alright. xox
from beauthentic :
Hey hon! LTNS!! Umm, I seriously doubt you are *fat* - in the literal sense of the word.. I saw the pictures you put up last time and you were nowhere close !!!!!!!! No worries hon !!! Much <3
from anainsight :
Your music section is AWESOME - may I have the password to come in? If you'll "note" it to me, I'll immediately delete the note. thanks!
from gyka :
lol ur too funny but thanx, its nice of u to wish me a happy bday!! yay its thursday... lol... have a good rest of the week! xox
from gyka :
aloha from cold canada.... hehehe
from gyka :
thanx sweetie, and it does feel good to be writing again - to let out some things i have been holding in for so long. thanx for the note - you are truly a great person. xox
from gyka :
lol sorry, i just wasn't sure who still wanted to read my insane thoughts.... lol!! but yes, i have added quite a few entries, some long, so you might want to go back. havne't seen you online lately, i hope you are having a great time with everything. your entry just sounded beautiful. anywayz, check my diary out (cool runnings) - peace chicky xox
from gyka :
hey... i changed my pw on the diary - let me know when you want in. take care girl xox
from striving-ana :
your music choice is amazing<3 =)
from vanoonoo :
hooray! great news - and I have to says it. I TOLD YOU SO! he really didnt know what he wanted until there was a chance he didnt have it anymore, but now he has - you both have and I am delighted. :)
from beauthentic :
Ok, just leave me a comment on my xanga from your xanga, that way I can go and subscribe to you :-) See ya there !! <3
from beauthentic :
Hey hon, I wanted to let you know I will be closing down my diaryland site.. I have been on Xanga for several years, and I am going to stick with it, finding it too hard to keep up with both. My xanga is www.xanga.com/i_am_perfectlyimperfect or my email is [email protected] Much Love !! Talk to you soon (( Hugs ))
from raven72d :
I don't get seasick, but I do feel for you. I hope things go better--and that you'll write soon.
from beauthentic :
Hey hon (( Hugs )) I am confused, why do you think this guy doesn't feel the same way about you as you do him, afterall you all were making out... Feel better hon, have a good Monday <3
from beauthentic :
awe, I am sorry you don't like your new haircut, I think it looks cute :-) Have a good day today Much <3
from gyka :
hey, well i am a dork and deleted and forgot your password..... lol!! go me go!!
from raven72d :
I love the photos of your bare back and tattoos... I love your hipbones, too.
from raven72d :
You're locked!
from beauthentic :
Hey girl !! Sounds like a great day... Where do you live anyway, from the names of the places you describe it sounds like China or something?? Anyways, your pictures turned out gorgeous, did you take them all? You take really good pics! And again, I absolutely LOVE your lip ring.. Yah, my job wouldn't let me have one. I had to take out my eyebrow one (but luckily they make clear ones you can put in so it doesn't close up), and my boss did let me keep my ear piercings in (I have 8 ear piercings between my 2 ears) and she let me keep my nose piercing, but I just had to put a small diamond in it, and I had to take out the loop/ring. Ah well. Hope you are feeling better! And I hope you are using some Aloe Vera Gell for that sunburn! Much <3
from beauthentic :
Heya, ok I figured out how to delete the note (duh) It's deleted :-) <3 Ya !
from beauthentic :
(( Hugs )) Honey, you sound completely out of control with the eating disorder behaviors. And I see you put a ticker on the bottom of your page. Clearly, you do NOT need to lose weight... I am really worried about you hon.. You know logically that the eating disorder will do nothing to really help you! While in the moment in may make you feel better, in the end it just fucks your life up royally... It robs you of everything, especially your sanity. The quicker you catch this relapse, the better hon. Otherwise, I fear you'll wind up in the hospital (and seeing how much you hate hospitals, I really don't think that's what you want!) Hang in there sweetie, you are in my thoughts, I love you !! <3 P.S. I don't know how to delete notes - so I didn't know how to delete your last one that you asked me to delete?
from snoopy1904 :
hi any chance i could get a key for that lock...miss your writing!
from beauthentic :
Hey hon, your diary is locked, I can't get in (( Hugs )) you ok?? Can you approve me (I don't know how locked diaries work??) Thanks !! <3 you !!
from perfect-10- :
your diary is locked... hmm, may i come in?
from perfect-10- :
your diary is locked... hmm, may i come in?
from gyka :
you locked your diary.... are things okay? i hope you are doing well!! take care girl, hopefully i can catch ya online.... xox
from beauthentic :
Hope you enjoyed the show !! I love going to see live music at venue's around the city (especially female acoustic/indie/folk rock) I recently saw Melissa Ferrick, Carolyn Wonderland, and Suzanna Choffel. Well, have a good day!! <3
from beauthentic :
Heya.. I hope you didn't purge.. The only way to stop this cycle, is to take the ACTION to stop it. That means NOT ALLOWING YOURSELF TO PURGE NO MATTER WHAT, even if you binge... All too quickly your body and mind will catch on to the discomfort, and the binging will go away. But the longer you are trapped in this cycle again, the HARDER it will be to get out of. And you definatly have enough recovery in you, to pick yourself back up!! I believe in you!! I Hope you have a good day and get some sleep. I am heading to bed myself, I have a long day today! <3
from gyka :
hey girl! so, what kind of writing have you been doin? i know you are a great writer by some of your entries, and i love writing myself, so i encourage you to keep it up. sharing what you write can be hard tho, i totally understand that. anywayz, hope things are well, take care. xox
from beauthentic :
Hey hon, I encourage you to go back and read a note you left me (it was several weeks ago I think?? It was one of the first ones you left me) It was encouraging, as I was in a "lapse" myself - but I am out of it, yay !! You can get out of it too. Ed is NOT worth it... Love you <3
from gyka :
be careful please. i hope you are doing okay, i hope you have a great day today. take care of yourself. xox
from beauthentic :
Just stopping by to say hello :-) Are you doing any better? You've been in my thoughts!! Much <3
from beauthentic :
Heya!! I hope you are doing better... I hope you don't purge again, it's a really awful cycle to get in to!!! You're in my thoughts... Have a great day!! <3
from beauthentic :
Hi !!! I got your note, thanks !! I am sorry you stepped on the scale and then purged (damn ED sneaks up on ya at the most inopportune times - like any time would be "opportune" though, heh? LoL) Just use this as a lesson learned, pick yourself back up tomorrow, and go forward... ED is not worth our time or our energy !! ED ruins lives, at best... Hang in there hon, you're in my thoughts <3
from beauthentic :
Your layout is *AWESOME*, I assume you made it? Is that you in the picture? You are beautiful (I immediately noticed the piercing, I am a body piercing fanatic! I have my nose and eyebrow pierced and want to get either my lip pierced or the space between my lip and chin pierced, but I am a smoker and paranoid about infection! LoL) Anyways, I think I have note in my box waiting from you, but I have not looked yet. I am about to update my journal then read my notes! Glad you are feeling a little better :-) Have a good day tomorrow! <3
from gyka :
oh my gosh, i love your new diary back..... it really is awesome!! hope you are taking care, perhaps we can catch up soon. xox
from raven72d :
Expect e-mails, beautiful.
from beauthentic :
You write beautifully !! And I do believe that this is one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard "Whenever your homesick, remember its the same stars we all sleep under" <3 Hope you get some sleep tonight !! <3
from beauthentic :
Hey, I'm going to add you, I hope that is o.k. Have a great Monday !!
from raven72d :
Post more photos... And you e-mail me! Or send me your e-mail address...
from raven72d :
I love the "Naughty Girl" Flickr photo-- you have great hipbones, girl.
from raven72d :
I miss hearing from you! Do write soon!
from gyka :
Hey, it sounds like you are doin wonderful and that makes me so happy. Continue to enjoy life....
from gyka :
Hey, it sounds like you are doin wonderful and that makes me so happy. Continue to enjoy life....
from gyka :
hey you, flying high.....
from snoopy1904 :
i dont know how else to get in touch with you but your writing is amazing...whatever you were talking about today sounds awful but your ability to put it down in words makes me envious....please keep writing....SnoopyX
from gyka :
i am glad to hear you are doin great. good luck with the job hunting and getting a place... i am so jealous of you!! i wish i could take off.....
from gyka :
HELLO.... I HOPE THINGS ARE GOIN GREAT WAY OVER THERE!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. PEACE XOX
from gyka :
hello there!! awww, i wanna say sorry about the diary, things have been fucked up lately!! but if ya wanna read.... flying high!! i hope you know what that means.... lol!! i hope you are doin okay as well, take care of yourself!! xox
from gyka :
awwww, still four more hours for me!! but happy new years to you.... have a blast!!
from second-love :
The one thing i worry about with you going to Hong Kong is it seems to be an old pattern - an old life. But this time instead of hurting over David, you will be hurting over Si. Now im just worrying over you. xxxooo
from gyka :
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE GIRL, HAVE A GREAT ONE!! PEACE XOX
from gyka :
right on glad you got it!! and your pics.... you are so pretty!! well, x-mas is two days away.... hope you have a good holiday!!
from gyka :
hey.... let me know if you got it okay!! peace. xox
from gyka :
aloha.... i need an e-mail address to send the username/password to.... then i have no problem givin it to you. i hope you are okay and smiling.... take care of yourself.... chrismtas is almost here!! xox
from gyka :
hey sweetie - i just wanna say hi because i haven't said hi in awhile and i wanna make sure you are doing well. hope you are taking care - love always xox
from gyka :
*big hug*
from gyka :
hey zoe, good luck quitting..... i am more than sure you can do this!! xox
from vanoonoo :
good to hear things are calm babe x I love that pic of the stairs although its quite threatening are those orbs or dust flashes?
from gyka :
hey..... your hair looks so freakin sweet!! nice color, and i love the haircut (i use to have mine cut like that). hope you are having a GREAT day!! xox peace
from gyka :
zoe, hello beautiful!! well, i just wanna say that i hope you are okay and that your week treats you well. take care and SMILE!!
from raven72d :
I do hope you're okay.
from gyka :
zoe, you are a stong person to do the things you have done - facing your fears and the things that need facing - i can only hope for your strength
from cocainecoins :
Hey, I used to be empty-souls. Would it be possible for me to have the password please? x0x
from gyka :
hey girl.... i am sorry to hear things aren't going too well - i have felt the same overwhelming feeling of "lost" lately as well - i wish you the best and remember you're an awesome freakin person!!
from second-love :
hon... did you lock your diary?? can i have the password please? email me at [email protected]
from gyka :
hey zoe.... thank you and its good to read your diary again. i was looking at your pictures - you are so beautiful. anywayz, take care of yourself and talk to ya later.
from vanoonoo :
hey girlie - I've emailed you - hope you're ok
from gyka :
hey girl..... sorry for no notes lately.... i have not been on diaryland for quite some time and now time is limited! but i do enjoy your entries and the comments you send me. i am not sure why your diary is locked, but if you are open to sharing your password i would really appreciate that. take care of yourself and i hope things are going okay!!
from vanoonoo :
you're welcome - I've locked mine but let me know if you want in xxx
from f-i-n :
hugs and kisses from miami!
from gyka :
hey... awww, you sound so happy, and you also seem to have your life under great control (that makes me jealous). i am glad you are doing well and i wish you the best with al.... and si should understand - he sounds so great. you desserve great happiness!!
from second-love :
I love to hear you are happy and doing so well... its awesome!
from second-love :
Hi Hon... thanks for your email. I actually still have my diary here, but i have a new password... ill email it to you :))) I dont update as much as i used to... and i DO have the other blog that is "boring" i think, but where i am "public". Here is all private. I miss you too and will get caught up on your diary. HOpe all is well!!! XXX000
from gyka :
thank you for the note, and i am trying very hard to get myself out of this hole i have dug!! i hope you are doing good yourself, and i hope you are happy and smiling!!
from gyka :
hello... i am sorry to hear that you were hurt!! please be strong and know people are here for you!! i don't know you, but i know how it feels! i wish you the best - you are a strong person!! take care!!
from raven72d :
I'll look forward to them, beautiful.
from gyka :
hey girl!! you are beautiful.... i am glad that you are doing so well, i am glad you are happy!!
from raven72d :
I hope you'll post new photos...
from raven72d :
Do well, beautiful... Glad to hear you have someone in your life.
from raven72d :
How's life, girl?
from raven72d :
don't vanish... i miss hearing from you.
from gyka :
hey girl. i was reading your entry and i agree that the template was missing something, however, with the black it looks awesome. I think you found the problem. It's good to hear you are doing okay, and I hope you have an awesome time with your boyfriend.
from krugerpak007 :
Hi! I hope you are doing ok. I have a lot of diaries to catchup ! I left you an e-mail at [email protected] with my details. Best wishes, Kathy
from second-love :
HEY girlie!!!! No prob... and i thought you might have lost me when i changed passwords... i DID leave for a bit over a little snafu a while back with Sam... doin ok now... BETTER actually! I have figured out a little vitamin regimen myself that has pulled me out of the "mini depression" i was in... so doing MUCH better. The anti-depressant thing is tough. It IS difficult at best to find just the right one for your system and they DO react so differently to everyone. But you SOUND so much BETTER than before!!!!! You really really do. So just keep workin at it till you find just what works best for you!!!! I've MISSED you!!!! Heres the password sweetie: bud 5589 :)))))
from xmyxsundownx :
happy love day
from gyka :
hey gurl. missed your entries... glad to see you back. hope everything is okay. nice pics... i can't wait to get my camera.....
from anamal :
Hey, just wanted to let you know that I have moved my diary. New addy is xmyxsundownx.diaryland.com
from raven72d :
Write soon... I do want to hear from you in the new year... Even the Xmas girl didn't form a relationship, I hope you do find love and passion in 2005.
from raven72d :
I've missed hearing from you... But I hope that (pills aside) you're okay...
from im-a-freak :
Hey. I hope you get your period soon. I can imagine that this must be quite a scary/worrying time for you. I hope it all works out ok...love Katy x0x
from dtjdavid :
just read the message before, great stuff wont be posting anymore thanks x
from dtjdavid :
Hey joe, im still going to call you it just read your latest entry's i try not to cos im scared of what i might read, but i have too much love for ya mate too just ignore the whole thing, hope things are ok didnt know you fancied someone while you were still with me should of though you always looked so pretty, well this id something for you to read anyway. dont know if your bothered not much going on with me at the moment just giging and starting new bands and stuff doc stories and comets just broke so im looking into there hope your sleeping is getting better. miss how we use to laugh mate hopefully i will get round tonight for a chat, if im not working late ould be nice as long as your not smoking da weed or summat. cos im edge now as you know "put your fist in the air DRUG FREE" lol god knows why i am reciting throwdown lyrics. ne way ill right more notes over time miss you love boomer x
from sad-faerie :
Heya, sorry I locked up but some people found my diary who I really don't want reading it! If you want to continue reading, please leave me a note with an e-mail address where I can send a username & password! Thanks xXx aurora xXx
from second-love :
Glad ya checked in :)
from dtjdavid :
Hey Trouble, just thought i would say Hi, you have lots of very dedicated friends on here who care about you i now see why you take so much pride in your entrys, there is a lot of love here. my eyes are acheing from watching screens all day. im glad your happy i still have so much love for you bugger lugs your the best friend anyone could ever ask for its a shame to see your still "throwing" your days away. how could i ever compete ana is always there for you and i couldnt of ever pushed it out of yourlife itried for two years and i will continue now i still love you joe i dont think i have the same feelings pre hong kong but i do love you and i would hate for you not to play some part in my life. sope you will still be my friend joe (p.s. i dont think it is nessacceraly just a name for partners you re my joe and no one else's) ill write again another time but ill prob speak to you tomorrow any way. get better Joe im here for you Love Boomer
from im-a-freak :
Sure. If you leave me a note with your email address, I'll send it to you...x0x
from im-a-freak :
You're beautiful!! Really, you are absolutely gorgeous...love Katy x0x
from blurry-kat :
the photos are great. and you are gorgeous.. :)
from blurry-kat :
I had things to say and now i sit here mind blank. My head wont function. You ed junkie symptoms.. i have mine even through my recovery stages. I get chest pains when im even just inside the healthy weight index. I think its because, you cant replace good health after a momentary stint of good health with years of bad mistreatment. Look after yourself. Its good your happy.
from second-love :
David senses your attempts at moving on. There is not a guy alive that wont try to hang onto someone that has been crying over them - i think he CARES for you, but at this point enjoys the fact that he know you are there IF he needs you. And i think you should insist that he call you by your name. You are right... that IS a pet name for two people who are together. And if he IS with someone else he should just BE with her and let you move on!!!! And i think its sweet that this new guy has not made a move yet. Its obvious by the fact that he stays with you that he cares. There ARE some men out there that are caring and concerned... LET him treat you like that!!! It will heal your soul and then the kisses WILL be sweeter.
from raven72d :
Glad that you're back and doing the uni thing. Don't let them push you around. Go to university, do well, and remember that you have well-wishers here.
from second-love :
Here ya go sweetie... glad you are back!!! I've been thinking about you. I know it seems hard right now, but give it some time... poplord is the username then 1234 :)
from second-love :
Good luck sweetie... ill be thinking about you. This will be a LOVELY change! *grin & hugs*
from second-love :
ahhh sweetie... im so sorry!!! but really... this girl is 17!!! how serious can it be??? Its a passing thing. He has history with YOU but he IS scared about what future with you would mean if you cant take care of yourself. Forgive me for lecturing... i just hear your pain and i hear HIS love but also his worry. He feels inadequate to be everything that you need to be happy and not hurt yourself anymore. No one person can do that for another. So he KNOWS he will always fall short of making you happy like you want to be, and then the cycle would just start over again. THATS why i say you should focus on yourself!!! Focus on really healing yourself... the eating thing and anything else. Healthiness is the most attractive thing and he would be on you like white on rice!!!! My thoughts are with you as you move this weekend. Hang in there, ok??? Im here if you ever need to talk. XXX0000
from blurry-kat :
oops sorry. your user name is the name i put down with your password take care
from blurry-kat :
hey there, you asked for my password, its cinderella Hope your day brightens Kat
from rican-girl :
plz check out my diary and leave me a note tellin me if its good or not. thank u.
from second-love :
No thats not right!!! And its probably a combination of stress and your eating/not eating/throwing up and all that. Your body is a machine that works in time together. When one part is out of wack, it ALL becomes out of wack. You are WAYYYY too young to be having problems already with your cycle!!! That usually comes about my age when hitting the whole "pre-menopause" baloney! Go to a doctor sweetie!!! Im worried about you! *hugs*
from second-love :
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!! That is SO typical of men. They love to think that everything is about THEM!!! And they LOOOOOOVE to try to make us second guess our decisions. Listen... this decision of yours scares him. He likes you to be dependent and uncertain. He's not sure what to do with the new you... the one who is making solid, wise and healthy decisions. This is also why he had to "let you know" that he met some girl!!! The guy has got nerve! I dont' blame you for being angry - you have every right to be! Dont let this sway you...you ARE doing a good thing! *hugs*
from raven72d :
Good luck on the university thing! And on the inheritance. I hope it all goes well for you! Do stay in touch...
from second-love :
Thats what i was saying about making one decision at a time and just following through... often the first step is just DECIDING something and then once you do it makes ya feel TONS better!!!! I think your decision sounds AWESOME and i hope you keep up your diary no matter where you are *smile*
from second-love :
Your plans sound GREAT and you sound so much better too!!! You had a rough few weeks there, huh??!!! I hope that works out for you to go to Univ...that would be AWESOME. And ummmmmmm i finished MY degree at the age of 30 WHILE pregnant with my last kid so 20 is nothin!!! *grin*
from raven9 :
Hello, No we dont know each other I am just writing note to random people even If I dont know them. Yes you are right I have no life. LOL ok bye bye now!:P
from second-love :
I skipped work today as well. I too couldn't face going there and all the "happy faces" when i feel so shitty. I also dream like you... over and over - its so painful and i can relate. *hugs*
from second-love :
you sound better today!!! I know you are still hurting, but i like that you sound more balanced. i LIKE to hear about your work!!! and ya know what??? MEN are not worth it...really. Take it from me... two husbands and one "true love" - ALL of em have been a killer in my life and ALL have left me emotionally spent. *hugs*
from raven72d :
Thank you for adding me, lovely one. And I hope you'll stay in touch... And starkly visible hipbones above ultra-low hiphuggers-- I really do love that look on lithe and svelte girls.
from second-love :
1/2 the battle sometimes is making a decision... ANY decision!!! And it sounds like you are starting to do that! I can still hear the pain in your writing, but keep putting one foot in front of the other and you will be ok!!! I am constantly sending you warm thoughts - and thank you for your notes!!! *hugs*
from raven72d :
I do love the outline of your collarbones in your photos-- elegant and delicate. I do wonder what your hipbones are like...
from raven72d :
Where will you go if you return home? What will you do? Remember: you're strong and lithe and lovely and bright-- you can create a new future for yourself. And you do have many of us here who read you who want to offer you best wishes and support.
from gyka :
i love your journal. you are always so creative. it makes me look forward to reading it. and i am sorry about the boy trouble - one day he will see how great and special you are!! i hope you have a good rest of the day and tomorrow and week and on and on and on! take care gurl - stay strong. you are beautiful!!
from aliandra :
I am really sorry about this guy David. I know how you feel because my mom had me at 18 too. I too have had my heartbroken a few times by my boyfriend. My best advice is to just give him his "space." But, what that means is that you have to make him think that you are moving on and that you are not stuck in a rut. Make him want you again. Make him fall for you all over again. That means making yourself look pretty. You can't lose yourself because that's what I did for a month when me and Andrew broke up. But, I stopped wearing sweatpants and not dong my makeup and started putting time back into myself. I took some time to just think about myself and reconnecting with a group of friends. You have to put yourself in a group of friends. Make some friends if you don't feel comfortable going back to old ones. But, don't harp on your boyfriend drama though because that's not the time to think about him. Worry about having fun with your friends (whether old or new). I know it seems hard but, it will get easy. I know that when you're in a relationship with someone so long and you let someone in, that it is hard to begin to only think in single digits. It's hard to no longer think in two's. It's hard to be selfish again. I promise though, if you follow my advice about getting back to you, David will notice, my Andrew did. And now he and I are back together and doing better than we ever were. It has been so long since he and I have had a big fight. We argue here and there but it's just petty stuff and mostly just trying to be annoying with one another. Good luck!! And if you ever need to talk to someone who's been in your shoes, I'm available! Just drop me a note on my notes page or Email me. --Ali
from second-love :
Its so wonderful that you have family that sends you such sweet stuff... they obviously love you very much :) I think it is so awesome that you put pictures of yourself up on the site... people keep hounding me to do that... but i would rather NOT!!! hahahaha to self conscious. I think its awesome that you do and you ARE beautiful :)
from gyka :
thank you for letting me add you! i love your diary!! and believe me, you are very beautiful!! i look forward to reading your diary - keep your chin up! and remember, no one can take anything from you unless you let them, so be strong!
from second-love :
I know sweetie... you are in a hard situation. And im not sayin that its wrong to love him. I know what thats like... its painful sometimes to love someone so much and then have them NOT return that feeling. But if he didnt care at all, he wouldn't even talk to you on the IM... And im sure it is so hard living in a different country. But you ARE so strong for even being there! Here for you... hope you don't feel like im lecturing *hugs*
from second-love :
Ok... i really hate you talkin like that! Believe me... NO man is worth all THAT. And i DO have 39 years and two marriages under my belt to attest to that! So cry a river if you have to, puke if you MUST... but PLEASE dont talk about taking any form of medication that will only cause hurt. The BEST thing to attract ANY guy is STRENGTH, BEAUTY AND INDEPENDENCE!!! And i know you have ALL those things *hugs*
from gyka :
you don't know me, but i was updating my diary today and was checking out others and came upon yours! wondering if i could add you to my list, if that is a prob just let me know, i will happily delete you!! ps - you seem like a kewl chick, you are so pretty!! nice diary
from second-love :
ahhhhhh i know its hard... and you HAVE had more then your share of difficulties. Just try to make one GOOD choice at a time for yourself... moment by moment if ya have to. Have a GREAT time!!!! *hugs*
from second-love :
well im ALL screwed up!!! what else is new hahahahahhaha. Oh well... then i DO hope ya do the fried stuff AND get laid! im doin ok... much better thanks! life has a way of kickin ya in the butt... ya know??? :) have an AWESOME time tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from second-love :
Sounds like a GREAT night!!! And i love your pictures - you are VERY beautiful! And ummmmmm hellooooooooooo VERY skinny!!! I HOPE ya did the FRY AND got laid *grin* - all safely and within reason, of course hahahahahaha im such a mother! Happy Bday again...*smile*
from second-love :
Sounds like a GREAT night!!! And i love your pictures - you are VERY beautiful! And ummmmmm hellooooooooooo VERY skinny!!! I HOPE ya did the FRY AND got laid *grin* - all safely and within reason, of course hahahahahaha im such a mother! Happy Bday again...*smile*
from second-love :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!!! *grin* TAKE the loan...she's a good friend. If i was there, i would do the same thing!!! Just enjoy yourself...have a good time. You deserve it! *hugs*
from blurry-kat :
whether or not you did this to yourself, you dont deserve it. You should tell someone, see a doctor, or even call the local hospital and tell them the symptoms. hmm.. do you have any banana's? the potassium will help, if you do. Please be careful
from second-love :
You're NOT alone!!! You have US!!! Here for ya!
from emmalene :
you know you misspelled the link to your diary in your banner, right?
from blurry-kat :
the images are pretty. The image at the top of the entry.. where is that from? it looks pretty. *hugs* take care Kat
from second-love :
I like your photos too!! and i like the bigger font...was squinting tryin to read the other hahahahahhahaha
from raven72d :
Laxative tea is scary... But your photos are lovely!
from second-love :
I LIKED this last entry... you sounded very centered! And im glad you declined the laxative tea... man your system doesnt need ANYTHING else *hugs*. And BTW...you sound AWESOME with kids... wish you were here to take care of my "mini me" - she can really be a handful!
from krugerpak007 :
That was damn mean of her to say that to Carly. I hate it when people tell me I am fat. It makes me depressed as anything. Poor Carly! I am very proud of you for not taking that tea... xoxo Kathy
from second-love :
I dont know if we EVER completely get over someone we really truly love...man it SUCKS!
from krugerpak007 :
Thanks also for your note! I hope you are enjoying the rest of your Sunday! have a good week ahead sweety pie. xoxox
from second-love :
Is it normal for you to NOT remember??? Or is that new????
from second-love :
well... something tells me things will work out for you too. I've discovered that when i take the focus off of "us" and put it on myself to make myself better, a natural side affect is we are more attractive to them. When we are strong within ourselves, making decisions that are good for US makes them want us even more. Start making just one little decision each day for yourself that makes things better. The puking IS so bad for you!!!! Make better choices for YOU. Im behind ya all the way *smile*
from second-love :
ahhhhhhhhhh it sounds like you guys were able to come together!! I'm so happy for you! Im sure you are missin him like crazy - there is nothing more painful then empty arms that just ache. *at least ya got the bug!!!!grin*
from second-love :
Ok... skip home... bad idea!!!! Next idea... got any friends anywhere in the states that you can go latch onto???? I say latch AND mooch in that order *smile*... hope your day gets better... and just get a big ol shoe and WACK that nasty bug YUCK!
from second-love :
At least you are continually trying to NOT binge... thats another tough one! Do you do better with that stuff when you are home?? Or is it the same whether you are home in familiar territory or not? Still sendin good thoughts your way... and thanks for the note back *smile*
from insanegerbil :
damn..it's a good thing you don't cut nearly as bad as i did.i was worried for a second.
from second-love :
ahhhh sweetie... wish i could say something to make you STOP hurting yourself that way. It WONT make you feel better. I know it FEELS like it does at the time and i DO understand the compulsion - but im hoping you can learn to be happy and accepting of yourself WITHOUT the cutting *hugs*
from second-love :
ahhhhhhhhhh i know so WELL what its like to "pretend" ya dont love someone and to try to just "be there" for them UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hang in there!
from insanegerbil :
you should peirce the other side of your lip.fangs are sexay.
from second-love :
Thank you!!!!
from raven72d :
Let the little bear be silent and just be there to pet. But do tell me about HK and what it's like...and about what you're thinking tonight.
from second-love :
Would you mind deleting my note that has the password??? Thanks!!!
from raven72d :
The trick may be not to squeeze...or to just let the batteries run down.
from wild-abandon :
i always thought it was "bottle of beast". you know, like miwaukee's best... beast. i'm probably wrong.
from raven72d :
One must never abandon a small stuffling.
from anamal :
fell upon your diary and loved it.
from raven72d :
The photos are lovely... And don't abandon the small stuffed bear. The photos, yes. But not the stuffling.
from yourserenade :
i noticed you added my diary to your faves. I've moved to lifeineminor, now. just thought I'd let you know.
from insanegerbil :
that sucks that he's not in tune with your spontanaity.shit shit shit.it stresses me out, your problems.i'm hoping everything looks up for you soon, really soon.
from raven72d :
I'll be reading... And wishing you good things.
from raven72d :
You'll be a lovely butterfly...
from banefulvenus :
one day... you WILL be a butterfly. Keep writing. You're truly amazing... :)
from insanegerbil :
fried food.i say fruit is the devil....you can't over-eat fried food cuz the grease floats and tricks your stomach into fullness-and it takes so long to digest.fruit gets sucked up like water and doesn't fill you up and have almost 100 calories each.(my point) i hope you aren't trading fruit for fried food like some people.it's just not a good tradeoff.
from sad-faerie :
hey...found your diary by clicking on your banner. thought i'd add you, you sound real nice x
from comfortm :
i had to look my diary. heres the username:thiscantbe password:life please keep reading!
from dtjdavid :
Hey You i have my own diary now i still love you even if you dont feel the same. Boomer
from comfortm :
hi, thanks for the note.i'll be reading!
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from anaschild :
hey im locking my diary.. i saw u had me on ur favorites.. the user name is 'ana' and the password is 'mia'
from aiming-thin :
Hi, just letting u know that I love reading ur diary and can relate to so much of it, especially the sleeping and crying problems.
from terrified :
hello, you left me a note a while, long while back. sorry for the delayed response/keep up your work rexie.
from ledbeatle :
Floaty is a truly cool Foo song. I know a guy who calls himself Floaty. I just thought I'd drop by your notes page & say Hello.

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