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from godsong :
thanks for your note - love you too! Is Friday still a good day to call? I'll be home after my biopsy...it would be really cool to catch up with you then!
from blueschick :
I agree witht he last few notes. Me = sees you updated = excitement - diary is locked = not as excited. Ok that equation ( if it can even be called that) made NO sense. Anyway I miss you. And I love you lots. Email me or call!
from mugwhump :
You've locked your diary. I was so excited to see you'd updated - then I couldn't get in. Is everything alright??? Blessings > LJ
from godsong :
you're locked? I'd love to hear from you soon! I miss you and am praying for you
from toxiclust :
you're back and gone again! hope your retreat is fun. =)
from paigexr :
Welcome back! I was delighted to see your name highlighted in red today! Looking forward to hearing more...love, Paige
from paigexr :
Welcome back! I was delighted to see your name highlighted in red today! Looking forward to hearing more...love, Paige
from godsong :
WELCOME BACK!!! I missed you - can't wait to hear from you! God bless!
from un1derfous :
I'm so glad to see there's *someone* who isn't afraid to talk about God and mention him in their blog. Everybody's just tossed him aside these days.... (grrr) anyhow, I always love reading your blog. I'll pray for you. You deserve it.
from godsong :
Hey sweetie - I miss you! I'm praying for you, and hope to hear from you soon! God Bless!
from mugwhump :
I was praying for you this morning. Know that you are loved, appreciated, and wanted. Blessings - LJ
from skipperry333 :
...she said,"hold my hand and don't let go." I kept my promise I never let go,you did.
from skipperry333 :
Becky,with all of my heart and all that i have in me with which to love,i love you.
from toxiclust :
hope you're having fun in Florida! =)
from nuntobe :
I love you so much Bex. I miss you more than you could ever know. Enjoy Florida, you deserve it. ~Jamie~
from godsong :
So glad we got to talk last night...you take care of yourself while you're in Florida - I think God's got great plans for you while you are there! I can't wait to hear about it (you best call me sista!)
from paigexr :
Hi! Lisa told my you are a PK - me too! We're a breed of our own, huh? I am adding you to my faves - I am enjoying reading you! Love, Paige
from godsong :
hey honey - please give me a call this week when you have time! love you! God bless!!
from toxicfate :
thanks =) i'll be sure to keep joy and cody in my prayers.
from mugwhump :
First off Bex - It was absolutely a thrill to see you'd left a message. You have no idea how much I've been thinking about you. Here's me sending a huge hug in your general direction!!! Secondly - here are the answers to your questions: 1) Dream or accomplishment - not an easy question. I'm not very good making goals. I learned very young to live one day at a time. I'm really going to have to think about that one and get back to you. 2) Favourite verse - Zepheniah 3:14-17, but in particular 17. I'll explain that one more indept sometime. 3) Another tough question - Favourite thing about myself. I really struggle with liking myself let alone finding a favourite thing. Ummmm - favourite feature - my eyes - brilliant blue so I'm told. Favourite personality quirk (teehee) - modesty aside I care about people - even when I struggle with liking someone. I hurt when they hurt, I laugh when they laugh. Good questions Bex!
from toxicfate :
ooh those lyrics are awesome! i adore switchfoot!
from emolullaby :
ello, how are you? nice music taste, by the way...
from skipperry333 :
Im still just so in love with you.
from toxicfate :
thank you =)
from mugwhump :
Bex - come back. We love you and miss you. Big time hugs your way - LJ
from godsong :
How've you been? Miss you! Let me know when you're home so I can call ya!
from ph0enixtears :
Life...is great. School..is suck. Right now, I'm watching a thing on tattoos and I want a tattoo! Well.. I love you much, byes!
from blueschick :
hey what's the cookin lookin like? yeh? I don't know what that means either. anyway, how are you? I love you <3
from godsong :
hey honey - how's everything? Hope you know you're in my prayers...let's talk soon. Love you!
from promise-made :
i love you xoxo ♥
from fuckedvirgin :
very risk taking sister there eh?
from seventeen- :
thanks bex. and i think this is one of the best entries i've read anywhere in a while. take care.
from toxicfate :
thank you ♥
from godsong :
hey there! Hope you had an awesome and relaxing spring break! hope to chat soon with you! Remember that "when God is for us, who can be against us!" Love you!
from godsong :
expect a phone call this afternoon sweetie! I get done work at 4 at the latest. I'll call then! Love ya!
from seventeen- :
happy sweet sweet birthday bex.
from godsong :
Happy birthday sweetie! I know that God is going to bless this next year mightily. Maybe talk to you tomorrow?
from godsong :
thank you. I appreciate your prayers. Hope all is going well for you.
from paper-xheart :
thank you for the compliment. =) i added you to my favorites too.
from godsong :
Amen! Thanks for sharing that song and the hope you have because of Jesus! God's blessing you every day - keep your focus on him. ~ Lisa
from seventeen- :
i'm roughly twelve hours late but...happy valentine's day to you too bex.
from godsong :
Hey there! What's going on? I hope we can chat soon - please know you're in my prayers. I should be on later in the evening most evenings this week - I'm here for ya!
from godsong :
Thanks for adding me and your kind words! I look forward to when we can chat again. Remember to keep pressing into God! He loves you so and wants so much for your life. Hope you have a fantastic faith-filled week!
from ph0enixtears :
Tag, you're sooo it! (since blair is making me. lol)
from nuntobe :
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I love you, Bex. God Bless.
from seventeen- :
thank you. that really meant a lot to me. you write so well too.
from wednesday269 :
Thank you so much love <3 How was your Christmas? Or Haunaka? I hate it when people forget about the Jewish even though I'm Christian and I don't know any Jewish people.
from blueschick :
Hey babe, Sorry I haven't gotten to talk to you lately. I miss you so. I have been quite busy with things here though. But I don't even know what it is... i dunno where the time goes. Anyway, i miss you and I love you no matter who you choose to be at any given moment. :) Merry christmas, babe. all my love, blair
from ph0enixtears :
What can I say? You too are too cute, and oh so emo. lol
from ph0enixtears :
I like the clothes, but they are too skinny. I guess I can say that b/c I kinda look like that and I think i'm too skinny. Love you!
from nuntobe :
Hey, just im me and I will tell you what your password is to get into my diary. God Bless
from nuntobe :
Hi, just wanted to let you know that I truly enjoy your reading, and what you are saying, makes perfect sense to me. You express it so well, and it helps me even though it isn't meant to. I wish you the best of luck, and if you ever need anything, just know that I am always here. May God Bless You. ~Jamie~
from ph0enixtears :
What's wrong hun? I've not talked to anyone lately and I miss you. If you need to talk IM me. If you just want someone to listen I can do that too. Love you much. Annie
from ph0enixtears :
Thank you so much. I love you with all that I have.. you are such a support. Thanks and I love you so much.
from brainpurges :
i often don't know the story behind most of what you write about, but i enjoy reading nonetheless. you have amazing emotion and talent and i wish you the best of luck in life. God bless.
from dust-settle :
hey great diary. i read through your 101 things and found myself saying "me too" about a dozen times.
from bpdude06 :
Bex. i admire your strength to speak the words from your heart. one day i hope to be as honest and as good of a write as you.
from yellowpetal :
thnx for taking my surveys! hope you found them most enjoyable. =) --yp
from just-fine :
Thankyou sweetheart :) xo
from iremainyours :
hi. your note was nice, thank you. that picture on your layout is so calm and beautiful.
from ph0enixtears :
Well...I greatly miss you and I hope that you are coping with life. I'm trying to as well. I love you so much and I hope I will be able to talk to you soon. Even better, to see you would be cool. Love you my emmy.
from sb1rustybg :
Hey this is Beth...and i know we haven't talked for a long time... but i just read your entry about 'Him' and it really touched me. It made me so mad. I'm seirously...so incredibly made right now i dont even know what to type. I'm just so angry. I just know that what he did to you was WRONG and that you've lived for so long with HIS SHAME in you. You have to get rid of what's HIS or else you will die.
from angelicstar7 :
hey, thanx for the note haha. also,i read your diary all the time and i like it. your an awesome chick and don't forget that. miss you too and hope your summer is going well also.luv ya:)
from unseenchick :
kool..ill add you too then...if i can figure out how too.....we'll see. Well chick ill talk to you later...leave me a note if you ever need to talk or ne thing....oh yeah..by the way..do you have yahoo messenger..cause if you do..could i have your id? Well peas and fried beans.....and always remeber..smokey the bear loves everyone.
from bpdude06 :
yo bex. this is burrito. i copletely understand wut u talkn bout. e-mail me sometime. my add. is on the dec. group on yahoo. God bless Burrito
from unseenchick :
hey bex...my name is bobbi...ive heard lots about you from annie. She tells me your awesome and all the good junk. thanx for the note...i dont get many because i dont update my diary enough but i cherish the ones that i do get. Peace and God bless!!
from burrito8706 :
Yo bex. this is burrito. u have some awesome stuff on ur page. sure u can add me 2 ur fav diary lists. hope 2 get 2 talk 2 ya more. peace n God bless Burrito
from blankstares9 :
chick, you know what i think. I told you last night. Love is not to be taken lightly, though so many people do. Don't make promises you can't keep forever. Also, we only know a temporary love, imagine the love we will know in heaven.
from ph0enixtears :
Hey, feelings die..but your soul will not as long as you don't fall to the pain. But don't numb the pain, b/c when it comes back, it throbs with soreness from being cramped so long. Lose all that is with you to the one One that matters. The only person that truly knows YOU for who you are and what you matter to this world. Don't take it out on yourself. An addiction, true, but everything is possible through His glorious riches in Christ. Be noble and strong, for justice will prevail, and we all love you so._Annie_
from ph0enixtears :
Hey you, thanks..i know the stuff you're saying is true, but when thoughts come to me.. it's hard not to believe them. Don't worry about me..Love you my Emily.
from blankstares9 :
Ahh man, you should be getting your gift soon. I hope you like it. I know it's tiny, but i thought of you when i saw it. So happy etremely early b-day for next year. haha. Love you chick, you're great.
from ph0enixtears :
Hey. As you said:Get control. Take your life back. It's God's and it's yours to share. You can make this. Don't get so afraid. Look up child for your Savior loves you. I love you so much chick and i can't wait to see you. You will be the happiest person, and i will be jealous. Until then, KEEP IT UP! -R.u.B.y:G.l.o.0.m
from sb1rustybg :
hey--- i just read your entry. Just think about how big God is compared to you...compared to me, compared to all of us. He's HUGE. He is the only one who can carry your problems. You just have to give them to Him.
from ph0enixtears :
Its me, ruby gloom, check out my new diary.. it has it's new purpose.
from blankstares9 :
love you too, Emily Strange. 0;o)
from blankstares9 :
Right on sis! Take control. Don't let the evil one destroy one of God's most precious people! I love you chick, keep fighting, and tag me once b/c i have a few evil things to beat myself.Love lots!
from sb1rustybg :
i feel so much pain when i read that you shredded your arm... what was going on that you felt like you had to do that??? i will pray for you tonight... Keep strong. Know that our Father's arms are never too long to reach. He is there with you...right now...waiting to pick you up and carry you through the night. You can stand up, look at the storm raging around you, and scream victory with all your might through Jesus Christ!
from sb1rustybg :
I just wrote you a really long note...but then i accidentally changed pages.... Anyway, the jest of what i was saying is that i think you're a cool chick! And that you left a message for me in my guestbook awhile ago, that i didn't check, and now i'm just getting around to replying. I read your diary and i think it's awesome! YOu describe things so vividly. Anyway, i really admire your thirst for God...i'm going to add you to my favorites list, ok? Stay strong. I would love to become 'friends' with you, if you want. I'll talk to you later!
from blankstares9 :
You are the luckiest chick in the world. I wish i had that kind of a boyfriend. He would do anything for you. THAT IS SO SWEET! meanie.. lol love ya!
from blankstares9 :
Oi, thanks for the message in my guestbook. I know everything happens for a reason, but why can't it end at some point or another. "Rebuke, don't choke on this twisted dream"... Guess all i can do is swim out here and try to paddle to shore. Maybe someone will find where i'm at. Hopefully. Though you know, the water feels good at sometimes, i'm drowing..and i'm gasping to breathe..that's what it feels like when waves wash apon me. I guess we both know what it's like, eh? Yeh buddy.(Misses Brak...:o(...)Well, chick, keepa writing and thanks for it all.Love ya!-Annie
from blankstares9 :
hey chick, I hope all goes well, i'm praying for you. Love- Annie J.
from blankstares9 :
*Laughs her strange high pitched squeal* John is funny.. lol, Hey Bex, thanks for the compliments, i like you diary, i must read on.. and if you like Girl Interrupted, i guess i must go rent it. Well i'm gone, later!
from nikkiwilson :
Thanks for joining my diaryring. You sound like a cool chick. I like your diary!
from skipperry333 :
Wonderful Wonderful read whats new.
from skipperry333 :
...she said,"hold my hand and don't let go."I will never let go...
from blueschick :
We all get caught in the pleasure of the pain. And that's what it is...pleasure. And I admit it is so great...Just to fall into the thought of it all. But when the pleasure chooses to move on it leaves you there...feeling nothing. And it's hard to say if it was worth it, at that time because you are so numb to life you could leave you soul and never notice you breathed. What good is it to say I know how you feel. But this is my experience...mapped out for you. It starts with the plea "please give me direction, I think the hurt set in and I don't feel nothing..." and if you've ever heard that silence it's a God awful sound. I have seen a lot of good this die and I'm in an over emontional way. You don't care what is up or down, what's the point of knowing if it doesn't change a thing. There is something you are not admitting to yourself...which is causing the angst to drift. But you have to choose. No one can help you out... that is the beautiful pain of it all. Not even God can. You have to make an effort for Him to be able to help you. And even though you may not feel anything...you have to get up...or it will let you fall. love you blair
from blueschick :
We all get caught in the pleasure of the pain. And that's what it is...pleasure. And I admit it is so great...Just to fall into the thought of it all. But when the pleasure chooses to move on it leaves you there...feeling nothing. And it's hard to say if it was worth it, at that time because you are so numb to life you could leave you soul and never notice you breathed. What good is it to say I know how you feel. But this is my experience...mapped out for you. It starts with the plea "please give me direction, I think the hurt set in and I don't feel nothing..." and if you've ever heard that silence it's a God awful sound. I have seen a lot of good this die and I'm in an over emontional way. You don't care what is up or down, what's the point of knowing if it doesn't change a thing. There is something you are not admitting to yourself...which is causing the angst to drift. But you have to choose. No one can help you out... that is the beautiful pain of it all. Not even God can. You have to make an effort for Him to be able to help you. And even though you may not feel anything...you have to get up...or it will let you fall. love you blair
from skipperry333 :
You are such a babe.....
from skipperry333 :
I want to have your babies!
from skipperry333 :
Interesting.......

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