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from alifewithin :
I don't know if you remember me, but I've been reading you for a really long time. I'm trying to find that spark too. You're not alone in feeling this way.
from pov24 :
Hey, this is a blast from your past. This is Ancrman24. I did a search for your name and it brought me here. Please send me an email to [email protected]
from less-than3 :
as a noob to SD (only about 7 weeks now...), i can honestly say, you are going to LOVE it here!!! congrats!
from thunderdave :
Thanks for the advice. That's something I've considered. Despite how totally rotten it would make me feel to lose a friend.
from cdghost :
stumbled across your words and enjoyed reading them.the cdghost
from less-than3 :
awwww YAY! yay for photoposts! yay for happy weekends!
from geeked-out :
He sounds like a real choad. I feel sorry for his wife, but I bet she has a CRAPbook filled with pictures of her fucking some other guy. Take that Mr.$50douche
from pohae :
Alright girlie: you haven't been in here for a while now. Don't leave me hanging. Some of us do need to live vicariously through you....people stuck on a rock with children to watch. Call me or email me....luvs, P
from less-than3 :
you quoted howie. that just made me so sad. *hug* i hope you're doing okay.
from less-than3 :
i'm so sorry. :(
from less-than3 :
*hug* gosh, i've been there. it sucks how they don't GET it. hanging on to every casually tossed word, for a hope of SOMETHING, anything...*sigh*
from ava-reborn :
Did you know you haven't linked to your notes from your diarypage? It's no wonder you're not feeling comfortable. When you've been hurt and disappointed it takes a lot to trust someone fully. Like you said, just give it time! He sounds like a great bloke! Be honest with him. Tell him you need to take things slowly. ANd even tell him why. He should understand. Take it slow, be sure about what's happening, and I'm sure you'll be really happy!!! *hugs*
from thunderdave :
Aw, how sweet. Your man sounds like he has his head screwed on straight. Also, wanted to give positive feedback on the cool belly button ring, so yeah.
from thunderdave :
I had a green room as a child. It was the kind of color you find in your finer mental health institutions. The creepy ones that eventually get abandoned and end up in horror films, not the ones where people actually care about you and your feelings. But then again, I'm not a Gemini. I'm a Taurus. Which means I'm stubborn...and a bull?
from affiliate19 :
hey ty kindly for the add. i think you're the first person i've caught reading that is also from the bay area. the city scares me a little with its busy streets and haight streets and hilly streets, but it still fascinates me every time i'm there. i hope you're finding all the things you hoped to in moving out here...
from selfbiased :
boston? that's not far! we should meet up or something...
from avalonte :
I'm sooooooooo with you on the "I'm so tired with screwed up relationships."!!!!
from ashtraygurl :
you're not as easy as me...i can be bribed with ANY food (especially right now, cuz i'm SOOOOOO hungry...)
from ashtraygurl :
glad to see you're back...it gets dark there at 5:30? you so should move to FL, it's not getting dark til 9 here.
from ashtraygurl :
have you ever read 'white oleander' by janet fitch? probably one of my favorite lines in the book is when the russian lady says to astrid 'you want to remember, so just remember'. your story about not needing physical stories reminds me about that. and once again, i don't know the right thing to say, so just know that i sincerely wish you well...xoxo...lauren
from ashtraygurl :
hey, don't call yourself weak. perhaps you're more strong than you think...xoxo...Lauren
from spidertree :
Blimey, this account still works. I'd leave an entry in your guestbook but.. er.. I couldn't find a form. I was searching for a certain song I didn't know was by Clay Aiken and your entry was the only result. Thanks to mishearing the same word you helped me find what I was looking for. Ta. I prefer our version of the lyrics.
from ashtraygurl :
my friends are logging off on me too. maybe its something in the air.
from ashtraygurl :
ack! you tease!
from ashtraygurl :
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear hamakosan, happy birthday to you! *tries to stay up but falls asleep...zzzzzzzzzz*
from ashtraygurl :
i completely understand. i blocked search engines a long time ago, and i also locked entries. but why are ppl searching for you (if you don't mind me asking?)
from plopphizz :
Hi there, so just wanted to thank you for adding me to your favorites list. Couple of questions (1) forgive my ignorance, but I am confused...your name sounds japanese but your profile indicates you are from hawaii. Please tell me more. (2) I am intrigued that you like my writing, because our style and content are different. Please tell me more. Great to meet you :).
from ashtraygurl :
im confused, but i hope things are okay (or okay as they can be with whatever's going on)!!
from ashtraygurl :
i did it and all that came up was some stuff about cartoons, some amazon stuff, and your diary. maybe it was someone who was searching for something else, and then found your diary that way, and just isn't smart enough to bookmark it?
from ashtraygurl :
it's not me, i swear!!! though i might do it now, just to see what comes up :p
from ashtraygurl :
im unlocked now!
from ashtraygurl :
locked for renovations is all, should be back up this afternoon! thanks! xoxo Lauren
from ashtraygurl :
i like the third happy face the best :) take care...Lauren
from awittykitty :
people aren't always so bright. sometimes you have to tell them you need help. I used to think people had ESP and should just know. they didn't. hope things get better soon.
from ashtraygurl :
*hugs*
from ashtraygurl :
hope things get better :)
from superdude1a :
I think the song your looking for is "Break Stuff" by Limp Bizkit. I could be wrong, but it sounded like the lyric "It's just one of those days..." from the song. But I sympathize for you because I too know what it is like to be having a really REALLY bad day/week. Hope things get better for you! And thank you for wishing me a happy birthday! ~Bill
from ashtraygurl :
i read that article when it ran on msn a few days ago...i really liked that saying too! have a good day!
from avalonte :
Thank you sooo much for your lovely message! You're a sweetie!
from cornnugget :
Campbell's Soup
from superdude1a :
Hello Hamako-san. I must say, your diary is rather beautiful. It is a reflection of the soul of the person who created it. I wish I could thank you in person. Quoting my own diary was the sweetest thing anyone has done for me in a long time. Thank you =) ~Bill~
from pohae :
YEAH ON THE NEW JOB !!! *cartwheel, cartwheel, back hand flip, front flip, spilt** TADA!!! now......remember that money you borrowed????? you know, that one time????? hehehe
from ashtraygurl :
ha! i find brad pitt to be excellent in bed. johnny depp was merely mediocre, although i don't remember him totally sucking. it doesn't matter, andre 3000 is the real sweetheart. *wink wink*
from cornnugget :
The Nick and Jessica Variety hour made me want to vomit. I hope it has already been cancelled.
from ashtraygurl :
thank you so much for your kind words....you're not too bad yourself ;) HAPPY EASTER!!! *hugs and chocolate bunnies*
from cornnugget :
Please take it from me, tell your Dad you love him EVERY TIME. I had an opportunity the night before my Dad died. I didn't take it. He had a heart attack on the job the next day.
from ashtraygurl :
i sat here and tried to think of something to say that would make you feel better without sounding cheesy, but i can't really come up with anything. i hope things get better *hugs*
from cornnugget :
You are a very honest and thoughtful writer. I enjoy reading your diary very much.
from cornnugget :
Can I trade mine in too?
from false-apathy :
Your username does sound Japanese... o.O And you still haven't gotten to the 100 things yet. Hm.
from kitchenwitch :
Hiya darlin! I was randomly picking through the diaries on here and I found yours... I enjoyed it! So I just wanted to say hullo! ~Blessings~
from fattomato :
Hi. Thanks for dropping by. I'll be reading your diary. Good luck with your life!
from ashtraygurl :
yummy smell goods :)
from pohae :
Children may be blessings in disguise, as well as spawns of satan...every one is different as well s loveable. You get a child when God says "Hey - you don't have enough stress in your life, so let's make this a litle interesting." Believe me girlie...interesting isn't even close... The feelings you have right now will only make you more aware of the miracle you will have later. You'll never take a child for granted...and that's pure love. I think you're doing great...don't let yourself get down. Smile....I'm rooting for you thousands of miles away.... :p
from ashtraygurl :
lol! I think you messed with MY English...as if it needed messing with :)
from selfbiased :
03.27.04:03:15 am. so true, so true... my birthday last week was the first one i've enjoyed in four years... so good to be getting older... yours, self.
from dragonwench :
*blush* love!!!
from ashtraygurl :
congratulations!
from gilgalad :
thanks for the birthday note! <3 (and i'm gonna eat cake AND ice cream... mu ha ha!)
from ashtraygurl :
I think it's BEE-YOO-TEE-FULL! :)
from gilgalad :
You might have a pinched nerve. My cousin has one on her left side, and she has described it the same way you are.
from ashtraygurl :
isn't it weird looking back and seeing the actual progression of emotions and relationships and stuff? i think that is the best part to keeping a diary is to look back and see how much things change, how much WE change :).
from dragonwench :
heh heh you can lick my face any time, baby. *dash*
from avalonte :
Lol!! I loved that entry about Jesus and Moses!! Is your thyroid problem underactive or overactive? K's is underactive. Good job you spotted your prescription was wrong! The reason K is so ill at the moment is because her tablets weren't working. She's been absolutely exhausted, moody, and her hair has been falling out. She's got several bald patches. I really hope it works for you quickly!
from mutsukichan :
I left good comments because it's a great diary! Keep up the great read, and thanks for stopping by. :)
from gilgalad :
omg, that was HILARIOUS! i have to message this guy now, LOL.
from luv2last4eva :
That just freakin kills me. Be careful with h0use_pet_4u. He might get a little scary. Keep us updated on how everything turns out. oh, I love your LOL site BTW. Very funny.
from mutsukichan :
Don't you just hate people like that? The one's that wait until the last minute to tell you something, I mean. You have a pretty nicd diary so far, do you mind if I add you to my faves?
from avalonte :
Thank you SO much! That was such a lovely message!!! And I completely understand the thingabout keeping old e-mails and then re-reading them! It's almost like we enjoy the torture! I do it with text meassges on my mobile, too! I've got one from an ex boyfriend from over 2 years ago! And a couple from Dave from a few months ago! It hurts to re-read them, but I just can't seem to help myself!
from cornnugget :
I understand the "loving someone more than they love me" scenario...I do it all the time. Good Luck to you.
from silentletter :
I've added you as a favorite. ♥
from awittykitty :
I like the leggy template. Its very striking and very cool. Thumbs up. >..<
from bethany9 :
i love your porno icon... mind if a gank that?
from gilgalad :
oh, i noticed you added 'what-t-fuck'. there's a 'k' at the end. (i swear i'm not trying to be a bitchy no-it-all) k, that's it... have a good day!
from avalonte :
Thanks for your note the other day. It meant a lot. By the way, I love your new layout!
from gilgalad :
thanks for your lovely guestbook entry! it really made my day. <3 you're pretty special yourself - don't let anyone treat you like you're not. <3
from selfbiased :
hamako-chan... there will be no tirades about loneliness today. this is our day.
from gilgalad :
thats such a beautiful song, and it sort of says it all. hang in there <3
from candoor :
good luck in SF, it's a great place (expensive, but great :)
from icyfire79 :
Hi there! Just randomly came across your diary through boredom and it caught my attn. My life is currently a mess so I felt that I understood. Just thought I'd drop a note. Nice diary =) .:ice:.

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