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from velvet-heart :
Are you kidding me? You're locked?? :(
from exit-running :
Wow this diary is so old... I cant even believe how old that shit it "tipo" is. Anyway I have been trying to get a hold of you for a while now. Every phone number people have given me has been wrong or disconnected. So... hit me up if you can. My emails are ng.ryuichi [at] gmail.com or modeztine [at] gmail.com (thats my main one). My aim is MystiquePolaris and my yahoo is WrittenConsolatory... Mobile 522-1236 and my house number is in the phone book (we are the only Cordes' in Lorain lol). Love ya Tif
from almostloved :
Sorry you are having it so tough with the guys. I don't know, but I think guys are more trouble than they are worth anyway. Good luck with your new relationship. :o)
from herdarlinsin :
Thank you for the wonderful review, and for you to know who Im always talking about or to, its Letti.
from herdarlinsin :
Liz! Youre doing my review on Ruby Red. Schweet!!! I miss you, by the way. How are you doll?
from amomsmusings :
I wish I were a quicker thinker! Your comeback would have been so great. Who'd a thunk that you'd need to be on your guard at DG? Well, next month I'll be prepared, and thanks to you I'll be armed. Read your last post. Man, that's just wrong. I don't know why some parents won't grow up. Hang tough!
from dvlsh1 :
I hope things get better for you kiddo, its hard when you have to be the parent cuz your parents act like fucking children! Good luck to you, brightest blessings, mia
from herdarlinsin :
Hello dearest. I miss you Liz. What happened to our long late night conversations? I wonder how you are, and I can only guess and prod from what you allow your readers to view. I'd very much like to speak to you, if you'd let me. Lovin' and missin' you.. *hugs* Chrissy
from starwhore :
just dropping by because you have me listed so i thought id leave you a note. love the template. take care ♥
from mzmizfit :
I just wanted to say Hi I havnt been on here forever I have a different journal on www.livejournal.com/users/lillover4u but yea I kinda missed reading your jurnal well, I gotta go talk to you later Jes
from xloveburnsx :
hey.. you left me a comment. i just wanted to thank you for that. and,, thanks for understanding.
from mythreadscut :
...minus the and between "hugs" and "back"
from mythreadscut :
Yes the kool kool chick is you! ::Hugs and back with love:: ~Stevo
from heart-drawn :
... I thought so.
from luciangrey :
Very Cute. Thank you.
from luciangrey :
What Hint, Miss?
from gotgaz :
oh shit, You layout is from mine and my friends layout site. Thankyou for using it.
from gotgaz :
ha, username is gotgaz and the password is blah if you click the extras page on my diary you can read a bunch of thoughts on Benj madden I have (because trust me, Im not exactly your "normal", steriotypical GC fan. All the things on benj are in the GC fan rants.
from candoor :
had to grab the pic/quote image and hug you for making/using it... hope you find smiles along your way :)
from luciangrey :
Liz... * shakes his head * Nothing has changed, no words of yours, or of mine could ever alter the concern and loyalty I bare for you. If these things irk you, please know they will never come into light again should you wish it? The telephone conversation was not awkward at all on my end except for the fact that I was in the middle of a fight with someone in person and they were hostile that I actually answered my cell phone - but it was you, how could I not? Please accept my apologies AGAIN for all of this. Hesitate no longer.
from luciangrey :
It occurs to me I am not on your buddy list * nudge * .. Your mood and style has changed considerably here. ... I have so much to say to you in lieu of our last conversation I feel I owe you an apology. I was not trying to prompt anything nor imply what should be, yet I also wanted to you to realize your worth and value. You are so very valued Miss Liz. Take care of yourself. I am here if you need me.
from dvlsh1 :
Gives you a sisterly hug. I know its hard right now.. dont let anyone tell you that you depend too much on ppl, or cry to much. Its hard sometimes not to do that. Its ok to depend on the ppl that have proven that they will be there for you to support you emotionally. Parents are supposed to love you no matter what. Take care, good luck, maria
from mythreadscut :
Don't let anyone tell you that your ugly because your BEAUTIFUL. On the outside and on the inside. ~Stevo~
from la-douleur :
well, thankee.
from scarstain :
of course you can add me. and add me to your favourites too!! makes me popular. you dont wnat to know me. i'm nothing special. a big stain on life really. but you are beautiful. xoxoxox
from la-douleur :
lets pretend that notes allow page breaks for a second.
from la-douleur :
You Said:<br>If I squatted on your lawn for 10 hours from dusk to dawn, wouldn't you stop and ask who I was? Or would you just pass me off as a ninja trying to kill you? Or would you think I was your "secret admirer"? Just a question. And - you don't know me.. I don't think.<p>I respond:<br>I'd just ask unassumingly "erm... havin' fun, slick?" long before suspcions of ninja popped into my head, giving you ample time to assasinate me if that were, indeed, your objective.
from scarstain :
you are beautiful. i mean all i ever wanted was to live freely but they took that too.
from scarstain :
breathing is too hard. it makes my head hurt.
from mythreadscut :
Hey I got a new AIM name. It is "s742617000027k". The s and the k is for Slipknot and the numbers are their barcode number if you wondering. ~Stevo~
from mythreadscut :
I don't see how you are a whiney bitch at all. And I know how you feel about being invisible. No one ever really notices you. And your not selfish if you yearn for something you need. And sometimes it's a good thing to be selfish. You deserve to get the things you want sometimes. You deserve so much more. And I understand about how you appreciate what you have but you want more. It's the same way with me. I'm just not happy right now even though I know I should be. I want something that will make me happy, something that will make this life worth the while. Well keep on making yourself better, but if you ask me, your already a great person. ~Stevo
from velvet-heart :
Hey.. i love you.
from bleedblue :
Friggin' a! That's hilarious!
from tracedsmile :
Yeah cheese is good. But, it seems to me the negative moments are much more negative then the positive moments are positive. I alse have more negative moments then positive ones. Lastly, the positive moments mainly consist out of not feeling totally negative. Ha, if you understand a word of what I am saying =]. But thank you for your note
from bleedblue :
Haha. You're something, you know? Thanks. Will get my shit together.
from heart-drawn :
oh... no
from riskamemory :
I know how you feel or at least i think i do. I wish i could run away and leave everyone behind. Then everything you did would be your own fault and your own responsibility and your own decision. It would be your own life based on you.
from bleedblue :
I understand.
from bigstud69 :
its ok sweetie find that person to take with you and run like hell i lived in ohio for twelve years and it sucked ass. ben
from sustainyou :
heyyya! im sorry about that yah i did lock my diary! It's been awhile since i have been on and I finally got un lazy and went and retrived my password again and I am going to attempt to make entries more often haha! ThankS for leaving me the note!! Keep in touCH! <3 Cori
from bigstud69 :
glances are nothing to worry about if the other person starts kissing somone flat out then worry ben
from viciousoreo :
Oh, heavens no I don't mind. It's quite flattering, really. It always makes me happy to know that someone besides myself finds joy in my diary. Thanks for adding me!
from platinumlove :
Hi, I was going through my notes, and clicked on your diary because you left me a note forever ago...just wanted to let you know that I'm still reading! ~lin~
from stevo99 :
Hey I got a new diary since i fucked up my old one... its mythreadscut.diaryland.com
from bigstud69 :
this is ben i read a few entries, this vox? if he is in illinois then i know him i have talked to him a few times, he is someone i admire, he told me he likes to fuck 13 and 14 year old girls. i like men that like little girls. i know he fucked my freind, and he fucked her over which was fine for me as i got to comfort her when he was gone.. but yes your name sounds like hard on.. hit me up i like meeting new people online.
from dvlsh1 :
my apologies in advance to you since i am sure vox will give you an earful.. email is [email protected].. if you want to know whats going on... take care and im sorry you are caught up in the crossfire that is his web of lies..
from black--pearl :
Thnaks for that note! I'm hoping to stop caring so much and just go for it. The worst that could happen is that I'll decide it sucks, and change halfway through. You only learn by doing, and learning is half the fun. Best of luck:)
from tracedsmile :
Well .. you could go out, of course. But what is there to go out to? What could you do while going out? There is only one thing what I think off when about next summer. no, that's a lie. two. but the first is what i should do: i will go swimming, can you swim with long sleeves? Long sleeves are so warm all summer ... argh. I'm sorry ...
from wtf-reviews :
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from bleedblue :
Why, thank you kindly! And even if you don't believe it, (must...resist) Jesus loves you. (I've seen The Passion of The Christ very recently and as of now, especially with the Lenten season, I'm one irritating bundle of Christian goodness and rainbow covenants) Everyone needs love. I can so relate, what with my relationships with um, certain people in my life. As I've said before, you are an excellent write yourself, and I was not nearly as articulate or logical as you when I was your age, although I was (and still am) struggling through the same issues. Hang in there. And if Jesus doesn't love you, I do!
from magickmaven :
Just because I don't know you, doesn't mean that I don't care. ;) Keep fighting, keep writing... Snow sucks.
from mrgrey :
Well, I *DID* say it was one of the darker dreams I've had. I have weird dreams all the time, but that one has been repeating in my head for about a month. Not every night, but often enough.
from velvet-heart :
Dearest Liz, I heart you and I know I havent told you that enough lately but I do. Please dont give up the fight youve fought for so long to handle, even with the daily struggles of love amd live in between. Even though you've created your own world to live in, at least you're strong to create that world where you can see endless smiels and pretty rainbows, aside from the tears, false eyelashes and nasty truths of others. I am still here. I ♥ you, endlessly. Momma Chrissy
from stevo99 :
I see where your coming from. Sometimes I don't exactly tell my friends everything. Sometimes I feel if I bother them too much, they will just push me away, that's what just happened with one of my closest friends. At other times they will want to know what is wrong but only listen part of the way. Then they will just leave me hanging. Anyways I'll listen if ya ever need to talk to someone about anything. My AIM name is H8tedchild88.
from stevo99 :
Hey it's me. What you said to me I can totally relate to. My friends sometimes help me through, but they don't always look deep enough. And I'm just not really sure about only knowing you over the internet. I don't exactly have the best social skills, so I wonder what it would be like over the internet. I guess if you wanna talk sometime you could give me your AIM name cause I gotta add it to my list before you can IM me. BTW I'm just wondering, but how did you stumble onto my diary?
from pinknvinegar :
Just letting everyone who has me listed as a favorite know that my diary's locked. If you want a p/w, email me at [email protected]
from velvet-heart :
Um, Liz? I can't see your entries.. at all. Where are they? Bring them back!!! *sniffles
from velvet-heart :
I miss you Lizzy Bear!!! Come out come out where ever you are.
from velvet-heart :
You, Liz, are NOT a failure. How many times have we been thru this discussion, hmm? Do you not listen to me, and hear me? You push me away like I don't know what.. Everytime I try to get in you say you have to go and I know otherwise, but that's okay, because for the first time I realize that it's okay not to let people in. Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do, I guess. But in between all of the soul searching and trying to heal and 'move on' as the tides are turning do NOT call yourself a failure because the more you tell yourself that, the less self-esteem you will have, and I know some where way deep down inside of you, you love yourself just as much as I love myself. *sigh* I just don't know what you want from me.. do you want me to stay away, because I feel like thats' what you want most of the time, I mean you don't directly make me feel awful. But somewhere lurking in the waves of something I feel like I bring you nothing but sadness when you bring me just the opposite. What ever it is you wish of me, let me know ok? Since you don't 'talk' to me about things anymore, I don't know what else you want from me. I love you. * hugs*
from velvet-heart :
I love your entry *a lot* I almost cried
from velvet-heart :
Love is beautiful, even when it hurts. *hugs*
from velvet-heart :
Now now love- being sore has good advantages too. Im proud of you actually.. now if only you knew what I have done the past 2 days... *giggles* You will be walking fine in a few days. *huggles sexxy*
from bleedblue :
Thanks, so are you :)
from bleedblue :
I'm only noting you so you won't stalk me. Well, besides the fact that you are a cool girl. But hon, there's a lot of time for you to worry about money! You're only thirteen (going on fourteen). Take it easy. There is a life out of goals and "success" and expectations! Don't live it at hyperspeed, you'll miss the flowers.
from velvet-heart :
Insightbb.com??? LMFAO youre freaking me out miss... I thought onluy Illinois carried that Net provider. Goes to show you what I don't know..
from velvet-heart :
Beautiful entry. I hope you get what your searching, feeling for. *huggles*
from velvet-heart :
Happy New Years love. May this new year bring you more happiness than your last and may you have a greater learning of more things to come. Much love, Huggles
from just-me-16 :
Hey. Haha. No you don't know me. I found your diary through my cousin because she had you listed I think :S But yeah and I started reading it and I got hooked. Haha. Sure I'll talk sometime and it's nice to know you think my diary is okay :) Haha. But yeah. Talk to you later. Luv, Me
from velvet-heart :
I see how it is- you don't love me.. *sniff* *runs away and hides in between the linkage of net lines*
from velvet-heart :
Hello my love. I miss you talking to you. I hope all is going safe and well. I have a big update to do. I hope to talk to you real soon, and I loved your entry :) You still rock my socks off with or without your cynical attitude.. It's what makes me love you- didn't you know that? ♥
from velvet-heart :
Its ok. Its really okay you know. Its okay to know that Im weak and its okay that I know that I am weak. Its okay that I realize what I am and dont care anymore. Its okay.. isnt it?
from velvet-heart :
Password is in my profile
from janinerz :
Hey Liz. I would like to thank you for giving me a great review! Honestly, it isn't the best review that I've ever gotten but I adore the way you expressed your true opinions. Anyhow, you seem cool too. Hehe. See ya!
from velvet-heart :
I guess there's a reason why you took me off of your list. Whatever I did or said I'm sorry.
from velvet-heart :
You are so wonderful at expressing yourself that I always feel like I'm lingering in the shadows feeling so second place next to you- but with you I know I'm not. Together we're like two flowers blooming in the September morn. I love you Liz. Don't you ever forget that. Or me.
from velvet-heart :
I love you Liz. I'm here for you if you need me. Honest. And yes sometimes a girl's gotta do what a girls' gotta do- even letting go of boyfriends. I know it hurts right now- but if you didn't think it wasn't for the best you wouldn't have done anything at all. I'm standing right beside you dollface. Dont you worry, you've got my support- always. Love you. Hugs n kisses, stay beautiful hon- you are the best. :)
from velvet-heart :
Jes' those notes from me look gawd awful lol delete em heh.. well the sappy poor pity me ones **Heres a boquet of roses and hugs for you Sexxy Big Momma** I wuff you muchly!! Muah
from velvet-heart :
I've been cryig for a half hour.. I miss Jessie.. Gawd Liz it husrts so bad still. **Why?**
from velvet-heart :
*Sighs* Can I lean on you for a while??
from velvet-heart :
All of my love for you must be different than that of yours for me. *sniff* I'm not on your list.. *cries*
from velvet-heart :
Awww I love you!!!! As long as the ocean flows as high as the sky peaks and as deep as the universe.. yea I love you Liz *smiles*
from velvet-heart :
If that was written to me I'd be swooning over you- yea but then again I'm retarded remember? Be strong and dont have doubts what will be will be. If we could control our destinys we'd be living in such a ridicously happy place that we'd all get sick and puke. [I love yah - stay strong doll]
from velvet-heart :
Hey LIZ You not a nice person yah know lol You never say hello to me on AIM How shameful.. so rude lmao Well guess whaty? **YOURE IT!!**
from velvet-heart :
Well I'm not supposed to'read about you too then I guess lol But I added you anyway just so I know you're okay and that youre well.. Take care love, Chrissy
from lilchrissi :
YOU ARE NOT MORBID.. shut up lol Hey there miss.. it's jus' Chrissy from tropicalmist.. I hope you're doing well
from black--pearl :
just a quick note. i was reading through some entries, you seem like a great, deep thinker. the world needs more people like you. i'll be sure to read more later...:)
from simulatusvox :
Hey, just wanted to let you know that my new AIM screenname is: Deaths Extortion ... I wont be logging on as my other screenname much anymore... All my love...
from simulatusvox :
My Darling... Bed calls... Just wanted to leave you something to wake up to... I missed you tonight, it has been a while since I've had to go to bed without your words affection fresh in my head, but I think I will be able to manage. When you wake up and get ready for school, I will be happily asleep, no doubt dreaming of you, or I hope so anyway. :-P Well, I am way too tired for how early it is, and there isn't anything worth staying awake for... So gooodnight, hope your dreams are good. I love you.<p><p>Eternally Tormented<p>Veneficus Vox, Vita Simulatus
from iwnabsedated :
hey! thanks for the review. haha! no, i didn't steal the layout. my friend helped me put the links in and everything and i made the pic. it's a pic of my nephew, i don't know if you see it now, but it works when i visit it.:( confusing, confusing. hahaha! thanks again!
from kelsey- :
hi! thanks for showing interest in my diary:) ive lifted the password protection from my diary now, as I've made a few decisions. Sorry for any frustration or confusion
from opusshrugged :
thank you for the loveletter you left in my guestbook earlier today ;) i like your new layout, it's very chic & fits well.
from onelasthope :
At pep rallies a few friends and I would make fun of the cheerleaders. During their routine we would will someone to fall and break their leg. We willed them to fail. The cheerleaders didn't like my friends very much. They didn't seem to notice me most of the time. I'm glad. I never wanted to be bothered by the likes of them. I don't appreciate people who try to act happy when all they have are plastic smiles.
from sheet-ghost :
the new layout is good. great photograph, too.
from aquilasong :
Hey Liz... I finished with my new layout, just wanted to let you know so you can see it. :) I used a template, but changed all the colors to where I wanted them. Fun times. ttyl, ~Terri
from sustainyou :
hey i just found your diary i <3 it lots! it's definitely a good read.keep in touch.XoXO!keep srong.
from acquiescent :
Wow, mention Johnny Depp once or twice and all the crazies start coming out of the woodwork! ;) Just kidding, of course. What's your favourite movie of his? One of these nights I'm gonna have a Johnny Depp marathon. Wheeee! And if I could have any man in the world, it'd be Orlando Bloom. He's such a fox! *drools* Whoops, don't mind me. Anyway, thanks for the note!
from sharp-design :
I just read your latest entry and I know how you feel about friends neglecting you. If they do that all the time, then maybe they're not your real friends. Oh, and Steve sounds like a great guy.
from vanillarevu :
Hiya, This is Rachel from Vanilla Revues. I have been quite busy latley. I will hopefully get your review done by the end of the month. Sorry for the inconvinience.
from andreaomni :
Hey Liz. Thanks for checking out my diary. If you're interested in more serious diaries, I'd say check out 10th Level (which is actually a community diary done totaly anonymously) or well... just about anyone on my profile or on Magickmaven's. Enjoy. I liked your last entry, made me smile. -Manna

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