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Well,considering how I was BEFORE this happened, you can only imagine how bad I am now.....geez its bad, I think I'm gonna die. 1 time.....thats it.....1 time.....almost 3 weeks ago.....and I'm going crazy.......sigh......

from sealswat :

I've never done anything to you, save picking another girl over you back in HIGH school, and if thats certainly can't be your issue. We've come to that bridge? Or have we just come to issuing ultimatums? I've never done anything to you, I've told you my opinions, and that is all, which is all you have done for me in the past.

from sealswat :

Just back the hell up. You immediately jump at the cross ASSUMING the majority of this was directed at you. Do you have some chip on your shoulder? Do you have some issue with me that you need to get out of your system? Listen sister, a VERY SMALL percentage of this entry was directed at you, otherwise, I would have dropped more specifics into it. If I was going after you, I wouldn't go below the belt either. At least I have decency and a little respect. There are at least TWO close friends of mine that are throwing their lives away in marriage, and believe me when I say I'm not the only one that shares that opinion. Have I ever based my feelings or decisions on anything not backed up by facts? Hell no, I'm too analytical. This entry is no different, I don't know how many people I've talked to that are unhappy or full of regrets about decisions they made straight out of college regarding marriage. You always jump right at me when you think I've come after you. If you have an issue with me, then bring it to my face and confront me, don't sit here and take personal degrading shots at me. If you were sooooo worried about me and this self destruction thing, you really think its that smart to insult the ONE THING causing me the most stress and pain right now? Nice job "real college girl", way to think that one through.

from twhite :

i didn't know the students at your school were such strong supporters of dance recitals.

from happychelsea :

we can still do vegas together! beaus dad is just getting married there soon, who am i to pass up a trip PS, if you want to be in vegas, i here the time to go is over memorial day weekend :)

from sealswat :

I didn't take it in a mean way. Its still ironic that you said that and then this happened. Thats all I was meaning.

from sealswat :

'Ol Bill is also worth over $20,000,000,000. Thats why he is married.

from happychelsea :

im so happy to make you laugh. remember back when initiation was cool and you could make people do things like tapdance and propose to seniors?? p.s.- im making beau watch spring show soon... its a right of passage

from sealswat :

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I'm laughing about him laughing!!

from happychelsea :

hey hutch-o! hope you're having a blast doing rush.

from sealswat :

You said you were leaving soon after Christmas, not immediately after. And unless you wanted me to call you at 1110 when I walked out of Lobster tonight, what was my other option? The reason I get so upset is you tell me at almost the last minute that you will be leaving soon. You told me this......when, at the beginning of the week? Or last weekend? Either way, my work schedule didn't change, and I left you a voice mail about last night, which you never answered anyways. How about telling me the EXACT day you are leaving, so I can know and maybe see you?

from happychelsea :

are you allergic to indiana? because you were fine and dandy whilst you were in texas and now your hovering on death

from lately :

He's in the Air Force Reserves, and he's being activated. He leaves in April for 14 months. All we know right now is that the first 4 months will be spent at Travis AFB in California, and then he could be sent anywhere.

from happychelsea :

send me some pictures from our night out! i want to see them again!

from lately :

Well, at least he won't be gone for over a year like mine.

from sealswat :

WTH? I thought you were staying up there for Thanksgiving? Weird...........hope it was good.

from happychelsea :

the hardest thing about writing a book is actually writing it down. im much too lazy. i need something to record what im thinking and put it on my computer. but they dont make those, do they. we can put a man on the moon and bake a potato in a microwave, but we cant do simple thought transference from brain to microsoft word. i think there is seriously something wrong with society

from lately :

Last night, I was talking to this girl I know named Molly, and we started talking about how I was from Longview. She asked if I knew Justin Henry, and I said yes. Then she goes, "Amanda Hutchison (who used to date Justin) used to live on my hall." And I asked if she (Molly) had transferred to Baylor or something, and she said no. Apparently, there's an Amanda Hutchison (no n!) who goes to Baylor. Half an hour after that conversation, Amanda walked into the room we were in, and I kind of half expected her to look like you, but she didn't.

from amyjo :

"...reason we're not friends..." --i think it's because you don't like me, but i can get over that if you can arrange a pony in my front yard by 7 am tomorrow

from happychelsea :

we got a double dose of the rocking horse story... mrs laster made us read it in 7th grade too. silly boy and his pony of death

from happychelsea :

I called the cops on my loud neighbors downstairs! it was funny. we dont talk anymore...

from sealswat :

So.....uhhh.......whats going on with (I'm guessing) John? Doesn't sound too good.

from lately :

Happy birthday! September is always so fun because everyone's got a birthday then, it seems like. And yay for Neil being such a good guy as well! :)

from lately :

Interestingly enough, it's Austin Cochrum.

from sealswat :

Hey, how long are you gonna be here? When do you go back? Hopefully you will be here longer than the weekend, so I can see you. Let me know babes, hope you are good.

from sealswat :

Ummm......well, I was gonna write a note saying "Do I want to know what the thanking was for" but then I read your last note. Sigh.....she still doesn't see the fact that she DUMPED me before the whole "other girl" thing happened. When she asked me about it, FACE TO FACE, I told her what happened. She left, stormed off, and I did chase her, screaming the whole time that I loved her, because until that day, I had never said it, and I guess had never realized it. She still left. Sorry this is coming up AGAIN, I thought we were done.

from thescrabbler :

dude i dont know what your deal is ranting about all that shit. I cheated on James?? He cheated on me...then didnt tell me until the girl was fucking calling me on the other line...then that night after he chased me in the street telling me he LOVED ME...i went to a game with a friend...this guy I knew kissed me...that was it...and james knows that. But for some reason he likes to focus on the fact that I kissed some guy, calling it cheating...when it was him who was doing the fucking cheating...and lying. So dont fucking tell me what happened...i know what happened. So does james...he's just on a fucking pitty trip constantly and thinks that he never does anything wrong. thankz for your time.

from iuphil13 :

Hey I was just bored looking at things and realized there is this note thing (shows how slow I am). I don't know how often you look at this, just thought I would say hi, hope things are well in Bloomington. I know you are very busy down there but I never heard back after I e-mailed you back. I don't know how busy you will be, but I am planning on coming down to Bloomington Monday or Tuesday if I can, just thinking maybe we can meet for lunch or something maybe, I will have to give you a call. Talk to you later then, take care.

from sealswat :

Read my notes. I'm sorry if she contacts you, and if she does, tell her anything you want, you know my side, and I thought most of her side. But if she does contact you, I'm sorry, I don't like bringing people into things.

from sealswat :

Wait, WHAT DIARY?!?! She has one I don't know about!?!? And she said bad things about me?!?!

from sealswat :

Hahaha, I exhaust all the women. Its my stamina.

from sealswat :

and WHAT may I ask, out of all of that, did you tell me so about? The ONE mention of Danylle? Or the scholarship? Maybe the roommate? Which one exactly was I wrong about?

from lately :

I bought it on my lunch break today, and it is excellent indeed.

from sealswat :

I scare myself to be honest. There are few things in this life that I TRULY love, and because of that, all my energy and passion are channeled into them. When one leaves, or stabs me in the back, etc., its a hard and serious, and DEEP thing. I'm not normal, I promise. Let me, one last time, assure myself that there is nothing there. If there is, what have I lost?

from sealswat :

I'm guessing the Danylle thing? You followed your heart, let me follow mine. If I'm wrong, so be it, and let me run like I always do. At least I'll be alive.

from sealswat :

lol, graphic. What am I not taking you seriously about?

from sealswat :

Yeah, no reason to stay huh? At least you skip out on me on a regular basis, so there are no suprises. I would smile after this but I'm tired.

from sealswat :

What's this about the raining men?

from lately :

If you've gotta work, being the boss's daughter is the best way to go. I've worked for my parents since junior high, and it's great. I get away with all kinds of stuff, like wearing open-toed shoes in the shop and stealing from everyone's not-so-secret candy/food stash.

from sealswat :

Sigh, even stars burn out sometimes.

from sealswat :

Bah, I told you he wasn't right for you too! I was right, nyah :P

from lately :

We never listen. My parents and Amy kept telling me and telling me about Bryan, but did I listen? Of course not. At least yours was more...socially acceptable and presentable than mine.

from sealswat :

Ouch.

from lauraelysee :

Yeah, or ear training. As in, learning how to listen to a 123124 measure modulating melody and write it out, only hearing it three times. It's great fun...or not.

from sealswat :

Once again, I'LL add a message to your notes...come on friends, where's the love? See, this is my suggestion, and you can practice this in your room until you get it right. Stand in front of a mirror, eyes forward, back straight, neutral look on your face. Now, say to yourself in your best a**hole voice " He has a girlfriend!" Now, raise your right hand, make a fist, and then raise the middle finger, palm facing you. Now repeat. Practice until it's second nature.

from sealswat :

Hahaha, maybe I do? Or am I just screwing with your head? Hehe, this is fun.

from sealswat :

I'm crying FOUL! on your constant boy shorts comments. You are making me think about it on purpose.......grrr...

from sealswat :

Grrrr...

from sealswat :

Ugh, will someone else pleas post a note? I fell like a stalker... I have no idea what happened again, and I have no idea what is going on up there, but I hope you are ok. I wish I knew what it was, and I wish I could help, but as always, I can't. Just try and get it out of your head, whatever it is. Try and get over feeling it, whatever it is. Dance around, smile, sing, do whatever, just......be you. Be YOU, not what others make you, not what you make yourself, but what you TRULY are inside.....and only that. Yeah, I know, no advice.....so I'll stop. No, I'll say one more>> Watch porn. Lots of it. Doesn't that always help? **thats a joke, don't kill me. **

from sealswat :

I never said it was you, don't flip out on me again. I also never said you didn't have your own problems, and I will never ever forget that you do. Trust me. So don't flip out on me, please. I said nothing towards you

from sealswat :

Don't cop out on me, I'm not stupid! I'm the ONLY paintball player you know, so of COURSE I'm your favorite. Duh.... :P

from sealswat :

What happened now? What is going on up there? I am so out of the loop! Ugh.....bite my tongue, bite my tongue......hope you are well, wish I knew :)

from sealswat :

What happened now? Why the hug that is so desperately needed? Most importantly, why do we never talk anymore? Life is so stupid sometimes.....pointless during others........

from sealswat :

I will always call you babes.......promise.

from sealswat :

Are you proud? You sound like it. I would normally congradulate you on any first experice, but I don't know what to say about the first hangover. Hang in there? I guess that will work.....I dominate the notes.

from happychelsea :

hello darling, how are things? you were in my dream last night. we were sneaking around our neighborhood stealing mail. pointless? you bet it was. i would like to add, i still dominate the note pages as the majority of notes are mine. HA!

from sealswat :

Oh, I just wanted to establish how I dominate the notes page. Sorry Chelsea, whoever you are. I ROCK!

from sealswat :

Hmm, what WOULD life be like without me? Probably not much different, you just wouldn't have some guy screwing up your trips home :) What would life be like without you? Hmm...I wouldn't have anyone to ask sex questions to, and I have a few that have been bothering me by the way. Oh, I wouldn't have someone to kiss when I needed it. Hmmm...yeah, I guess I should stop, this is getting to mushy huh? Stupid green weeks..... :P

from sealswat :

Sometimes people have to sit and watch those waves of the tide alone, and you are more than anyone I know. I hate this, but I know it is your way, and that is fine. You and your " I can handle it myself" ways. You are too much like me, you know that? :) Smile for me please....I am worried about you. Dance around your living room in circles just for me? Have a safe drive.

from sealswat :

Hehe, let me know when I am allowed to talk to you again :P

from sealswat :

The way to get around it? Learn to fear and loathe it. Hate it, despise it, run from it. Simple.......

from sealswat :

geez, what happened to spur the religeous talk? and secondly, what happened with this girl that makes u so fulfilled? did i miss something? hope you are ok babe.

from lately :

I love Diary of a Mad Bride! I'm too poor to buy new books at the moment, so I'll have to wait to buy the next one.

from happychelsea :

ALL underwear is bad. i am going comando right now. its be-a-utiful. dont knock it till you try it

from happychelsea :

noooooooooooo!!! you cant get boobs! mine are still miniscule! by the way, i dominate this note page. woo!

from happychelsea :

we may not have it all together, but together we had it all pt precision gold baby!

from happychelsea :

trustworthy?? oh huthy, thats just a silly question. i would trust you with my life. and on that note, will you run for president so i can be on the whitehouse staff? ive been watching the west wing and find it to be appealing

from happychelsea :

random trip to TEXAS??? the university of perhaps? because that would be fucking sweet.

from sealswat :

Sounds like u had a green type night out with the girls? What's the corset for? Hope you are doing good, keep it up!

from happychelsea :

ahhh hutchers, i miss you alot too! i believe you are my silliest friend and therefore the best person to be silly with. feel like transferring to UT? we have a fun government program here too!

from happychelsea :

ok, theres a present in my closet that will be mailed to you soonish. well youll get it sooner than you did the last one. PROMISES!!! oh and happy birthday, friend o' mine.

from lauraelysee :

Hutchie! I didn't forget you, I just stopped making them completely because I went back home for summer and they are almost impossible to make without a high speed connection. Let me get back into the swing of things once school starts and I promise that I shall make you one! Cross my heart and hope to...well yeah.

from lauraelysee :

what would the world be like without webbles? dark, bleak and desolate.

from happychelsea :

sounds like someone needs to get out of town for a couple of days. might i suggest a destination?

from happychelsea :

here's a message for you, because i get sad when people dont leave me messages. and God knows i dont want my hutchyhead to be sad.

from happychelsea :

ooooooh someones coming to austin soon and her name is hutchy. hooray and hallelujah!

from lauraelysee :

That was gross. No one wants to read about smegma... Yeah, right. Of course they do.

from happychelsea :

its not that we're lazy, its just texas people are weanies when it comes to cold weather. if you were in austin youd be singing a different tune. hooray for snow and boo for yankees

from happychelsea :

you are extremely entertaining. yeah for diaries from hutchy!

from lauraelysee :

I figured, you know, since this is Hutchy's diary and all, it would only be appropriate that you got a note from Webbie. Yeah...that was retarded. Okay so have a nice day!

from happychelsea :

hey hutches. i havent done the crazy all about hutch entry yet, but its coming, and it will be great.

from happychelsea :

First message! Excellentness. Hey hutchy! I miss you terribly. Everyone else seems to mind when I add "butt" to the end of their name. Sigh... there's a void in my life without you.

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