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from fuckingdrunk :
ditto kiddo
from fuckingdrunk :
ditto kiddo
from scarydoll :
re: the mother's instinct - I think my mom injured me more with the whole arm to the chest thing when the car brakes went on than if I would have hit the windshield. Haha. Not really.
from tigerpat :
Hi Jamie I have no idea why my sexual desires have diminished but I think alot has to do with the fact that I was used and treated like a sex object most of my life. Men were always trying to get in my pants, and I used to turn heads alot. I still do, but it isnt fun. I simply got sick of it all.There is so much more to life than sex. Maybe your boyfriend is just sick of it all. Were you with him when he did drugs? Maybe he turned tricks or was molested. You never know. I cant speak for him but there are many reasons why people lose interest in sex. We live in a sex crazed world and it seems that most people are obessed with it. Sometimes you need a break from it all.
from tigerpat :
I havent had a libido since I was 25. Emotional issues and lots of factors are to blame. If I wasnt married I could care less about sex.
from scarydoll :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Mine was last Tuesday. ;)
from scarydoll :
Of course you can have the password. Please leave me a note with your email addy... take care.
from scarydoll :
That last entry made me want to freaking cry. Dammit... I think about those things all the time.
from scarydoll :
I thought you had abandoned DL!
from onthebus :
Wow, I just kind of realized that all of your friends in high school were the guys my friends and I lusted after and were like "hm, I hope they make boys like that in the real world." Anyway, there's no way to say this without sounding like a complete cheeseball, but I'm really glad to hear that you're doing better. Keep it rizzle, bizzle.
from scarydoll :
I would love to help you with your page. Just let me know what you'd like to do. & By the way, I emailed you.
from scarydoll :
man, jamie, I fucking hate to read shit like this... I used to be the same way - but now it kind of makes me sick to think about. I am sorry. I would like to have your email if you don't mind.
from scarydoll :
i think Oscar is a CUTE name! I am just partial because we used to have a wiener dog named Oscar. Congrats on your new "Baby"!
from scarydoll :
just to say that i know. i know all about B&P... i have been there before & i think that i am better now. i hope that you find peace.
from scarydoll :
thanks for the note you left me. I think it's crazy - all those things that you think you'll never forget, and then suddenly you do. And all those times that you promised that you'd never do it again if you survived this once... and you do it over and over.
from evangeliona :
heya! I still read your diary, whether you remember me or not. I love ur diary, it always has these nice, humbling sentiments. So thanx for keeping it up...lol, and my real name is Christopher! howdy! Take Care....
from onthebus :
Neat-o, I'm also seeing Ben (I'm assuming we're talking Folds here), but Friday.
from onthebus :
P.S. - much thanks for the drunken boy advice
from evangeliona :
Hola, I read a bunch of your entries (hence the note), and I must say that I enjoyed them a lot. I've never met you, but you are a beautiful person! and besides, u like Bjork and the pumpkins! WHOO! PEACE!
from strikeonbox :
i'm thinking about you.
from onthebus :
Or to upload pictures from your computer, simply go to "upload images" and then put the url in where needed. Does that make any sense? I feel like a big computer geek right now...
from onthebus :
Indeed, just type <img src="http://your_image_url_here">
from onthebus :
Oops, I mean, http://www.poodesigns.com/. Then go to "change your template"
from onthebus :
No, I don't mind. By all means...ask away!
from onthebus :
Oh yes, and I'm glad your faith in the =w= has been restored. They made a video with the muppets. That's a bonus 10 points they get from me right there. So they're on their way to salvation, I suppose.
from onthebus :
Surely, I'd be glad to help you out. I just started out with a free template from poodesigns.diaryland.com and then changed all the colors/backround scheme. I made the backround picture myself, and would make you one if you want. You just go to the "change your template" thingy.
from jwill :
Jaime. This is Joe, I am a Diaryland User here as well, and I thought that I would leave you a note, seeing as how you have the same interests in music and film as myself, and that you have at least some small bit of poetic talent... Three major things about who I am. Check my Diary out sometime, and contact me if you wish. Joe
from strikeonbox :
lovely. i'll join you?..
from onthebus :
About the Doo Doo Heads -- my superfriend Kelly told me about them, she's a local music goddess. I downloaded some of their stuff, and I must say it's highly excellant. Sad to hear that they broke up. But I'm glad things seem to be going well for you! -Megan (p.s. - your friend Alex is foxy...)
from strikeonbox :
its the way to get into my diary now. :) hugs and such. xo.
from strikeonbox :
name:newyears/psswd:intuition
from onthebus :
In the words of Oprah (or some other daytime inpirational talk-show host): you go, girl! Mmmhmm, you put that boy-trash in his place -- you ain't no slot machine!
from strikeonbox :
to put it simply: absolutely everything. xox.
from strikeonbox :
fix me, please.
from strikeonbox :
brilliant. xo.
from strikeonbox :
hi. my ex boyfriend also has a bottom lip to swoon over. those are killers, definitely. he and i could touch again. but who knows what's going to happen, lottery or car crash? possibly maybe. probably not. xoxo.
from onthebus :
Yeah, I know (of) the guy you like (Doug F.) -- he looks like Charlie Brown.
from onthebus :
Hey, I'm just wondering why I've never seen you in school. It's very odd. Only so many people go to LHS. I think I live in a parallel universe. Anyway, just checking in...and sorry about your man-trouble; I feel your pain.
from fuckingdrunk :
In response to your question "is he worth my time?", perhaps not. But, in this matter, I doubt very much that anyone but you can decide that. It is, after all, very delicate in nature. On the one hand, you are in love, and on the other he is not. At times like this, everyone will be saying "there are plenty of fish in the sea", but you have to listen to yourself. Not anyone else. No one knows any better than you. Never take advice about love. The stakes are just to high to let someone elses subconscious misguide you. Let your own misguide you, and hope that you will live to tell a damned good war story.

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