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from kayrayne29 :
I HAVE MOVED!! PLEASE FOLLOW ME TO: http://kayrayne.diaryland.com Thanks for all your support dudes, love you lots!!
from donut-one :
I'm sending you lots of mental hugs right now. I agree with the last person that left you a note. You're a kick ass person (just so you know) and if he isn't going to notice that, his loss, some fantasic guy will someday, and BAM! You'll live happily ever after with 4 beautiful kids and a dog (or cat I suppose). Be happy. And have a good day!!!
from dragprincess :
Erin, GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD. You are obsessing and participating in insane behavior. You cannot control every move this man makes. Let it be. If he turns out to be an asshole, okay, lesson learned. But he might turn out to be a really good guy -- so give him a chance to at least reveal who he is before you start projecting and making him into someone he's not.
from donut-one :
Soooooooo, I'm thinking I need to know more about you and this doctor. At the moment I'm living vicariously through your love life because one: hello? doctor. Two: mine fucking sucks right now. I hope all is well...I hope you find the people who are so interested in you (maybe it's a sercret admirier? Doctor maybe?!?!?)
from x-plicity :
It wasn't me, promise!! P.S. I'll set you up for a guest entry! *giggle*
from x-plicity :
I'm so excited for you!!!!! *hugs*
from donut-one :
I'm so jealous...You're dating a doctor. Does he make good money?
from x-plicity :
Another *squee*! *grin* It's a lot like a squeel but more childish. *hugs* X
from x-plicity :
*squee*
from dragprincess :
Girl, that's why I went over to the Dark Side and became a lesbian.
from dragprincess :
When a man says, "I don't date bigger girls," that usually means, "I can't get it up and spend a lot of time sitting at home and masturbating with Vaseline."
from dragprincess :
yo! i bought the kama sutra pop-up book from you on ebay and i'm jazzed. i can't send payment until friday and i know it might take awhile (ie, forever) to travel here from The Land Down Under, but whateves...this is the next tool in my "learning to accept myself as a sexual being" phase.
from chickpea981 :
just wanted to thank you for the note you left me on the other diary. I think that note made me feel the best about this whole situation. :)
from donut-one :
That was Duckie ^_^...and aren't heels a bitch? Someone should invent invincible heels...I went to Europe with heeled flip-flops and got stuck walking through every castle because of the god damn coble stone, and then inevitabley, broke when I had no way of getting new shoes. Hope all is well with you. <3/Dottie
from x-plicity :
Be grateful that you are out of a horrible relationship with a prick that treated you like shit. Here's to being single, drinking doubles and seeing tripple! Happy St. Patrick's Day, Hon. *hugs* X
from dragprincess :
Good girl. Now that you've written a "hate" list, time to write a "gratitude" list. Everything that you're grateful for in your life.
from donut-one :
Oh wow that was awful. I see that kind of writing in Junior high kids, and not the really bright ones...Just remember this "Never argue with a fool, someone may not be able to tell you two apart" <3/Dottie
from dragprincess :
erin, stop responding. that's it. if he or she emails, texts, whatever, just don't respond. stop. let it be. otherwise you'll be dragged along further and further. it ain't worth it.
from hooterville :
Well, now we know how she was dumb enough to get roped into this shit. Judging from that ghastly, nearly illegible letter she'll be dumb enough to stay with him "forever in love". I say they deserve each other.
from x-plicity :
I've been through this part. The woman is going to read and she's going to either stalk you and make your life miserable or accept what she's readig and do something about it. My ex-lover's wife still reads my diary, and I didn't even give her the address. She found it. I will say that she's definitely not the stalking type, though. We have a mutual respect for each other and everything is cool. Just keep in mind that you opened up a can of worms and you'll definitely find out how much of an ass your ex is. *hugs* X
from dragprincess :
that's right, honey...and if madonna says it, it's the truth!
from hooterville :
Dude, seriously, here's what you need to do: Block his email, block his phone number and when he tries to contact you again to tell you he was just "trying to apologize"? You hit that delete button without even opening the email. If you respond to hime with "Leave me alone" it's still a response, and he'll cling to every last shred of interaction he can get from you. I don't know this whole situation, but from what I'm reading I definitely know his type. Be strong girl.
from whinerwoman :
Hey Erin- I sent you an e-mail for privacy reasons from certain family members, so let me know if you still can't get in- Sorry I forgot to add that part-- I can be so dingy!!! Lisa
from whinerwoman :
Hi Erin! I strolled along to your journal after reading dragprincess'.....you are such a sweet girl and I hope to make a new friend in you!!!
from x-plicity :
Ahhh...Mr. Martyr isn't getting his way...so sad... You did so well in tearing him a new asshole. Good job, hon!!!
from dragprincess :
Erin...let go or be dragged. Drop it with Brian. It's over and done and needs to be released. There's nothing more to say on either side - I know you have a lot of anger, but nothing's going to get accomplished. He's a done part of your life. Let it go and open up to the next part.
from hissandtell :
Sorry I never did get a chance to read any of your other diary, but may I say I'm dead impressed with how you handled things with the - what should I call him? - bloke? Having just read several of your recent entries, I now can't wait to make my leisurely way through your older stuff as well to catch up on your backstory. And congratulations on the new job; life's far too short to spend it with jerks and losers. (And thanks so much for reading me, too.) Love, R xxx
from x-plicity :
Yay!!!!!!
from donut-one :
WOOOO!!! LOOK AT YOU GO! AH! I love it. Not that it's cool you HAD to say that, but it's fucking fantastic you did ^_^. YAY FOR STRONG WOMEN LIKE YOU!!! *dances*
from sweet18-2004 :
Hey babe. I just wanted to let you know that I am so proud of you. And I want you to promise that you will never lie to me over a guy again. I don't care if you have a secret double life as a bank robber, or a prostitute or something. Lie all you like. But not a guy. Never a guy. Love you sis
from x-plicity :
Wow...that's like reading my own words two years ago. I'm so happy that you're escaping from that life style. It tends to age people a whole lot faster then they shoul. *hugs* Thanks for adding me to your buddy list. I'll be reading up.
from lifelessness :
You go girl! You should have said that shit a long time ago. Now its all off your chest it will be easier to forget his existance. *HUGS* to you chick.
from dragprincess :
Erin, drop that Ex like a hot potato. Pronto. What's he giving you? Nothing.
from donut-one :
Yes, the girl at work was fired...after Mariah (manager) gave her a "talk". I kind of feel bad about it...because I did really like her, she just made a huge mistake by getting drunk and passing out...and then not waking up.
from donut-one :
Way to tell that ass off!!! *throws confettie*
from donut-one :
I just read your note...and I'm aware that I should be happy about my body and that it's my confidence that's causing problems. And I've been working on it, it's just, difficult. BUT, thank you. I appriciate slaps in the face that make me realize what a shit head I can be. ^_^ I hope you still have a great day! <3/Dottie
from donut-one :
AH! Your other diary is locked...I completely understand why it is, but I was wondering if I could still read it? If not, I totally understand. But if so, my email is dottie.mckague@gmail.com. Have a really good day!!! <3/Dottie
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
your review is up! :)
from donut-one :
Your story made me cry! It was good though. It should a movie. But what would be cool is that it wouldn't end like all chick flicks, it would end with an ending girls really could hope for. I'm also aware that it's what happened to you...sorry about that.
from donut-one :
I'll leave you a note because I know you love me ^_^. Jk...that was a little cocky :P. I'm proud of you for handling yourself well. That's always an ego boost. Have a great Christmas in 5 days!!! <3/Dottie
from lifelessness :
your entry made me cry. I know exactly how you feel. I cannot explain it either. You know you need to just walk away.
from alifewithin :
"It breaks me apart to think of how fatalistic teenagers are after a breakup. We cry from the pain of being alone, we mourn the loss of the love of our life, we break into a million pieces knowing that life will never be the same again without that special someone. When will the pain stop? When will we finally be able to realize life goes on after the death of a beautiful relationship? When will we finally walk away from the idea of a perfect relationship and accept the reality of fights, tears, and loss?" I'm not saying you're a teenager, nor anywhere near as angsty as we can get, but this entry just reminded me of my old entry.
from donut-one :
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! *throws confettie*
from donut-one :
What a lame ass for not calling sooner...You can do better. Be happy! I'd say have a good Thanksgiving tomorrow, but I don't think you celebrate that day! So Have a good thursday!
from donut-one :
Men are just dicks. And the ones that aren't are gay. My boyfriend flirts with other girls and doesn't know it...I think it's just an ego thing really.
from donut-one :
Aww :(. *hugs*
from donut-one :
What cute kitties!!! If it wasn't for them having mini-raptor claws...I'd get a kitten. Sorry you had to read that awful paragraph...er, run on sentence. Not so much because of what it was...but reading bad writing can be as bad as listening to the guy next door who thinks he can sing. Have a great day! Have fun with the new kitties!!! ^_^. <3/Dottie
from gooeytummy03 :
Everything is going well...I'm due October 9!! I can't wait!
from donut-one :
^_^ Thank you so very much for that.I haven't laughed since thursday! I hope you get your money...and I'm sorry about your family embarrassing you, I know how that can be. Good luck with your detox! <3/Dottie
from donut-one :
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!!??! Better question...where are you, because your not exactly back. I miss you! In a very non-stalker sort of way ;). <3/Dottie
from dudetterevue :
Hi, your review is up x
from donut-one :
I'm not so sure I like that song...It's catchy, but I kind of feel like I'm the "girlfriend" :P. I hope you're having a wonderful day, night, week month. <3/ Dottie
from my-solitaire :
I was wondering who sang that ^_-
from pipersplace :
Yes, that advice was from you. I thank you again. What fun.
from reres :
i'd have started by now, but there is no link :)
from donut-one :
Congratulations on the pay raise ^_^. I hope all works out with Brian...be careful though. Have a continually great week! <3/ Dottie
from july28 :
nice to have you back! xxxx
from bubbles11090 :
Good luck with the surgery! Everything will be fine, it's so great that they caught this so early on. Take care and I will keep you in my prayers:)
from july28 :
Thanks for adding me to your faves!
from july28 :
Yeah, my layout is a bit screwy....I think the archives work though , if you wanted to go that way. You will probably find my diary a bit old lady-ish - I adore yours, which I found through a banner I think. You write beautifully, and it's true that your diary is very much 'all of you' , which is quite rare! Take care xx PS will you write about how you lost so much weight? I lost half a stone but put it on again over the space of two weeks, so need a quick fix!
from july28 :
The dream guy is gorgeous! You'll have to do a whole entry devoted to 'the dream'..... Good luck with the hospital stuff - (think positive - it's time off work!)
from frisky-girl :
Congrats on the weight loss!!!
from dark-cowboy :
Just a note to wish you well. I'm sure the unknown like that..and to come in a letter too, is scary. Hopefully it isn't anything too serious, but thoughts-n-prayers are with ya.
from frisky-girl :
I feel your pain in this entry. I don't know what I could say to make you feel better. I just want you to know that I am thinking of you and if you ever just need to chat, leave me a note sometime. :)
from pipersplace :
Thank you, sweetie. I enjoy reading you also. And I hope everything ends up being okay. Keep in touch, kisses, Piper
from sexi-lexy :
hello miss Erin, I just realised I have probably had Baskin Robins from you before.I used to live in Kippa Ring. What a small world it is. I remember your face. I live in Hervey Bay now. Thanks for checking out my diary!!
from abittergirl :
thanks for the note.... IB15; internet boy #15. I had to give them names/numbers to keep track of the guys I've dated. :) They're listed on my cast page, too.
from dark-cowboy :
See..this is why I will never have roommates again...ever. Well..ok if I get married I suppose she can stay lol. Seriously thuogh, I've been through that, had stuff stolen, kicked one out for trying to sleep with me (who I later found out my ex-wife had put herup to trying). Just too many issues to deal with. And it's not too much to ask someone staying with you, to respect your "rules" or just you in general.
from frisky-girl :
There is no comparison between you and the other girl. None at all. You are gorgeous!
from bubbles11090 :
Hey! I just wanted to let you know that Riley was crying right before I went to read your diary. As soon as he heard the music you have on there, he instantly calmed down. I will have to visit more often now!! :)
from foxinsnow :
Hi-- i really like your diary. The layout is fabulous, love the color scheme, and love the illustration of the girl. i also like what you have to say, and I just took your survey! So, I'll be adding you to my favorites now...
from dark-cowboy :
Good to know I'm not the only one with umm...strange google hits. Ya still can't beat "gay cowboy fucking on a horse." Who looks for that stuff anyway?!?!? And why does my page come up for that matter? ROFL!
from dark-cowboy :
Ok...Ewww! And to think I am McD's just yesterday...bad cowboy...well thanks for helping me reafirm and stick to my low carb meals!
from bubbles11090 :
Ugh, Now I never want McDonald's again!
from frisky-girl :
I like the survey and thanks for the shout out!!
from dark-cowboy :
Welcome to the wonderful world of being Googled. Hey it's better than the "naked gay cowboy pic" googles I get ROFL! Happy New Years!
from candoor :
happy new year :)
from toxicsmile :
merry christmas!!!
from redsirenbody :
excellent entry, honey. excellent. L
from dark-cowboy :
Wow...sounds like some pretty awesome ink! I'm about to go get my 3rd done after the holidays...thinking middle upper back for it...not 100% sure.
from redsirenbody :
hugs! congrats on your first body art. Love L
from pipersplace :
Happy birthday (even if I'm a bit late) Hope you had a good one.
from bubbles11090 :
Yay!!!! Happy 21st Birthday!! Enjoy!
from redsirenbody :
happy birthday, honey. things only get better. love L
from dark-cowboy :
Happy 21st Birthday! I hope it is a good one for you. Best Wishes.
from bubbles11090 :
Congratulations and good luck!!!!!
from bubbles11090 :
Thanks for your sweet message:) Riley definetley was the best birthday present I could ever have asked for. :) Take care!!
from pretty-pussy :
welcome to the vibrator diaryring! thanks for joining!
from dark-cowboy :
Congrats on Binky! Absolutely adorable! I'll have to post a pic of my kitten sometime, Spooky! The pics were cute.
from chickpea981 :
It's my own fucking fault for syaing I was okay with it, when I clearly wasn't. All because of a desired threesome. It's my mistake for introducing them.
from nymphoinme :
initial shock of the piercing is VERY painful... but within less than a minute (probably closer to 10 seconds) there was no pain. slightly sore, but nothing at all bad... the increased sensation was incredible... there is a reason why my piercer called it a "joystick" yeah totally worth it...
from nymphoinme :
saw that i have a piercing you want... which one is that??? also thought i'd check out yer diary since you'd added me... ttyl.
from dark-cowboy :
Hehe..I had to laugh at that entry. Sounds like you had a good time and a lot of fun. I used to see things like that when I was DJ'ing up in Iceland. And I had a few friends that I was their "safety dancer" for. LMAO.
from redsirenbody :
It is nice to release secrets isn't it? I bet you are going to start having a bit of a better time of it because you have let yourself come clean. Hug and Kisses to a beautiful girl. Love L
from bubbles11090 :
Hey!! Thanks for your note:) As soon as I figure out how to put pictures up, I will. :) Take care.
from juniperhexum :
what's your email address?
from redsirenbody :
You make me happy my love. Happy. Thank you. L
from chickpea981 :
Also, three more tidbits. First, I met him online in January. Second, that conversaion of ours was over the phone, hence him hanging up on me. Third, he lives an hour away and my brakes are fucked up right now. Ain;t gonna happen.
from chickpea981 :
FUCK that shit. No fucking way will I beg for someone who gives me one hour of good sex every couple of weeks when HE decides. There are other cocks in the sea and I've got a few up my sleeve. Chef is NOT worth my time if he's not going to care about me. Fuck that shit.
from pipersplace :
Erin, thanks for the advice. I think I'll give it a try.
from redsirenbody :
Wow. Really liked that story. Good job! Love L
from redsirenbody :
I know those days my girl. I know those days...have had a few of them myself lately. Love L
from redsirenbody :
oh my lovely girl. anyone as sweet and articulate as you are will never grow old alone. I promise your guy is out there but while you wait work on yourself and get to know what you want and need to be whole so when you find him you will be ready for it. Love L
from redsirenbody :
darling. Thanks for telling me you enjoy the writing. It makes me want to go and write more! Surprisingly you are the second one to tell me you like it, today! You seem such a sweet girl...among other things. smiles. keep reading, yeah? L
from redsirenbody :
You made me laugh today. thank you. never say you are sorry less you mean it...love L
from redsirenbody :
Sweetheart. You should do as you wish to do. Only if you begin to feel something needs to change do you need to change it. However, I will say that keeping your man satisfied in bed is not a foolproof way to not be cheated on. Men don't cheat for a better sex partner, usually. They cheat for the excitment of a new person and the thrill of doing something wrong. I do hope you have a better day. Never let a person make you feel bad about yourself. You are a lovely person. L
from redsirenbody :
thank you for adding me. i went and looked at your diary and you make me wonder what it is like to be you, hence I added you back. I hope you are happy today. L
from pipersplace :
Thanks for adding me as a favorite. That's sweet of you. I'm going to be reading your diary real soon.
from bubbles11090 :
Hey!! I really enjoy reading your diary....just thought I would let you know:) Keep on entertaining me!!!
from nycsexpolits :
thanks, I'm glad you like my diray... I should be updating more but I have a new job and I'm spening time with the Trump tower diamond mongerer. It's all very surreal.
from jordangelic :
found this lovely little diary through another. i love that you are so open. i will be back for more. xoxo.

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