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from clairecav :
Aw I miss your regular updates SO much! =D Update more, ja ja?
from clairecav :
Yay, Jilly *jumps up and down*. I'm happy you've returned to the Land of the Diary. And glad your life's going so well right now ;)
from clairecav :
Hell yeah for new Green Wing!!! I saw the advert and started bouncing around excitedly. My family just gave me queer looks because they are all dilusional and didn't think it was funny =S
from clairecav :
Hehe, thankyou. I think I have that crap 'when the world hands you lemons...' phrase just ETCHED into my very being, or something. Ooh, if you ant my advice (which you don;t, but I'm going to give you anyway), then stop wasting your time on eejits like Harris, when there are so many more important people who treat you properly and love you lots! That's my advice of the day.
from clairecav :
*Hugs Jilly* I think you emailing Hari back was the right thing to do because you have to be honest with these things or they will never get sorted out. You can't help the way you're feeling and maybe they don't mean to leave you out and maybe you're both totally innocent parties in this and you're just changing, as friendships do. But you'll never know if you just kept quiet about it, so i think it's good that you're honest about how you feel. I hope everything works out just dandy for you because you are fabulouso.
from empty-souls :
Don't worry, I shall also be checking out sexay college people when I go there next year. But I've been informed that lots of guys at the college I wanna go to are emo...laaaame.
from clairecav :
You and this Luke chappy - GET IN THERE! Sorry, I am being absolutely inappropriate.
from empty-souls :
I'm jealous. I want to be able to go to college and meet weird random guys.
from clairecav :
What some people fail to realise is that the Spice Girls were not a girl band, they were a way of life. Ooh, hope you had fun at college today!
from clairecav :
Haha, glad I could be of service to you. Ooh, we were eating in a restaurant the other day and 'Stop' came on the radio so me and my sister started doing the dance. I dedicated that dance to you! And cheer up chum, if silly Ayesha and Harris don't stop being so silly soon, then it is totally their loss. You've done nothing wrong, you're great and fab and groovy and I'd love to know you in the real world =)
from clairecav :
Massive congrats for your GCSE results! Ooh and I KNOW THE STOP DANCE TOO! *Wiggles about*
from empty-souls :
Nooo, he's my sex God! I only have The Tension and The Spark (or whatever Darren's most recent album is called). I can't wait for the next album to be released. Your lip piercing is uber-sexy ♥ And congratulations on your results! You did really well!
from empty-souls :
OMG, Darren Hayes!!!! I love the sexay bastard! You have now manged to become even cooler for getting his album. And yay about your lip! I can't wait to see pics. Wow, lotsa exclamation marks, haha.
from satansbiatch :
Yaaaaaaaaaay! You got your lip pierced! When I got my first one done my mates squeezed my hand more than I did theirs lol Plus I watched it be done =D Twas ace heh
from clairecav :
Haha, I am very sorry about my incredibly dim and ignorant errors. When I fix the size of the freakin' photos I shall also correct my mistakes. Thankyou for the enlightenment. *Bows deeply*
from empty-souls :
Thankies for telling me where to get the DVDs =) I'm poor though, so I won't be getting them for a while. I think they'll have to go on the Christmas list...but that is so far away =( Do you remember the character Bray? I used to have a huge crush on him when I was younger. What's happened to him now? I miss him =(
from empty-souls :
OMG, I just read your entry from the 17th - you like The Tribe too!!!! I love that show! I was obsessed with it a few years and then I went off of it. But I saw that it was on Channel 5 a few weeks ago and stated watching again, and I find myself obsessed once more. I have such a crush on Lex ♥ Where did you get the DVDs from? x0x
from clairecav :
Seriously though - do you really get people who have never seen a cow? Where do they live?
from clairecav :
And no, I didn't see a sign for Norton, I don't think ;)
from clairecav :
In the Museum Gardens (get me, acting like I'm so familiar with it all just because I've been there ONCE!), there were THOUSANDS of squirrels. I have, of course, seen squirrels before, but not so many and so un-bothered by humans. Twas cool, and they (the gardens) were uber-pretty, as you said.
from clairecav :
So, while I was in York, we drove out Whitby/Scarborough way and I saw all these signs for your "Historic market town" of Malton! I was all "MALTON! JIIIIIIIIIIILL!" but alas, we did not stop...
from empty-souls :
You so have to go to that Rock In The Castle thing!!! InMe are so good to see live. Mmmmm, I love InMe.
from empty-souls :
Hehe, thank you =) You can steal the layout if you like, I don't mind. It probably won't be long until I tire of it and try to find soemthing else anyways. x0x
from clairecav :
You must search! It's all puppety and dark and groovy. Out October, I think!
from clairecav :
Well, that alone has persuaded me York's gonne be cool ;) I saw in the Argos catalogue this extremely groovy Jack Sparrow toy that says lines from the film... I want it LOTS, but it's like �50 or something! When you saw Charlie... did you see the trailer for the new Tim Burton, Nightmare-Before-Christmassy film? About the wedding? Looks FABULOUS and Johnny Depp doing the voice is just too cool for words!
from clairecav :
Haha, I too loved the squirrel's nuts joke in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I probably laughed for a bit TOO long, actually. And the whole 'What, from Europe?' in War of the Worlds was tres funny too. You have a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory poster??? No fair! I haven't seen any around yet. I must have one, though. I must!!!
from clairecav :
Ah, the old ironing board trick (!) Hmm, my notes page is all normal, whereas yours is very, very odd (no offence, dudette). I wonder if you can fix it? Hmm.
from empty-souls :
Lol. I just sent it to you =)
from clairecav :
Heehee, that is beyond fabulous! Indeed, we are all losers...
from clairecav :
First off, I love the new template. No offence, but I always got very strange looks from the family members who walked past my pC when I was looking at your old template. I think they started to think I was a depressive type. Your new one is much less depressive, so I shouldn't get any more funny looks (hurrah for me! How selfish). I would actually marry Steve Tyler, if he asked me to, solely for 'Don't Wanna Miss A Thing', THE prettiest song ever. Though I bet Liv Tyler is so embarrassed to have him as her dad. I've seen his live performances on telly and stuff, and I definitely wouldn't like my dad getting jiggy with the stage floor or mic stand! Go on, persuade me that York is a wonderful place.
from clairecav :
Oh my giddy aunt, yes! Steve Tyler's lips are big enough to take over the country, but he is still totally groovy. Also, Jon Bon Jovi is a bit of a sexy beast.
from death-never :
Jilly pie, "walk by walk by walk by she walked on by!" Sorry, I've not spoked to you proprerly in a milleninininiinum. Your coming here soon and we can have splendid fun! mwah! Go listen to the spice girls. ta raa xxx
from empty-souls :
I know it's mean, but Bird's arm getting stuck made me laugh alot. Haha.
from fuct-up-girl :
I don't prefer Ayesha but I don't knoooow her but I don't give a big fat toss because I love you only you my little Jillus! Well technically big Jillus seeing as I'm so small but do I care? Nopers! Darling lovey pie don't go back to your old ways however crap you may feel its not worth it! I'm sure the whole Luke thing will blow over soon, perhaps, I mean hey the Leon thing seems to have. *big hugs* Talk later you willy lover! love you. xxxx
from clairecav :
Ahh, fair enough then. And army boys? They usually spell trouble (err, I imagine so anyway. Here I go again, pretending to be wise. Grr. Must stop doing this! I swear a cliche will pop out in a minute. Must... resist...). So rock on! Find a distraction! Eat cake, drink cider and be merry (and fat)!
from clairecav :
Heh, C.R.A.P is excellentay. And (none of my business, but so?) if you like this boy that you said you might like, then you like him and that is that. Everything happens for a reason so flow with it, chickie. That's my rubbish advice for the day.
from empty-souls :
OMG!!! Those pics of Mr Johns are damn hot!!!! He's so perfect <3
from empty-souls :
{Sorry it's takien me ages to reply to your note, but I've not really been online much}. Sdly, I didn't get any pics of Daniel topless - my film had run by then. Damn thing. But it was such a great night. I'm still saying 'I saw Dnaiel Johns!!!!' and squealing every so often, lol. x0x
from shes-dying :
I go to Dudley Child and Adolescent Mental Health services. You think they could change the name wouldn't you? It does kinda dampner my mood.
from clairecav :
Jill the archeologist? That is too groovy! Seriously, that's a cool thing. I think archeologists are rich too. Or maybe I'm thinking of architects. I dunno, but archeology must be a pretty fascinating job either way!
from clairecav :
Ahh, Amazon... it's still a bit ahead of me, I think :)
from clairecav :
Ooh ooh ooh, MUST watch it! I never see it on TV or anything though... if it gets that bad, I'll just have to go on an urge and buy the DVD or something. Because Bill Bailey's kinda funny too. Did you see 'Comic Aid'?
from clairecav :
Ooh, sounds hot. Chest wigs? YEAH BABY, set me up immediately. I watched the Dylan Moran thing too! Hilarious. I still haven't seen even one episode of Black Books yet though :(
from empty-souls :
Mark sucks. And is obviously a blind idiot. End of. x0x P.S. You looked really cute in your prom dress.
from death-never :
Dude he NEEDS to be castrated!
from clairecav :
Oh Jillybean, I am sorry about the Mark thing, but try not to worry too much as (here comes another cliche, TAKE COVER!!!) your Mr. Right is out there somewhere. :D Shiney heads are fabulous. I just want to polish them.
from clairecav :
Ooh, I like 'The Fast And The Furious' too, even though it is mega-cheesy. But it's all BOOM BOOM BOOM, you see, and Vin Diesel is a bit of alright (I know that's shallow... oh well) and there are CARS and... yeah, it's a good film. You look so pretty in your prom photos!!!
from fuct-up-girl :
Jillus that must be scary opening internet explorer and seeing yourself lol i'd freak out but oh my god. you all look amazing. you remind me of errm belle a bit actually, i guess its the dress hehe. but yeah wow :) you look lovely darling lol xxxxxxxxxxxxx
from shes-dying :
AWW!! You looked sooo nice!!
from empty-souls :
Aw, yay! I hope he texts back soon! & you sound like such an awesome drunkard, haha! x0x
from clairecav :
You told him - go the you!!! Sounds like a tres funny night!
from fuct-up-girl :
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Oh my god lmfao that night sounds hilarious & too right, i've gotta see you drunk, it must be ace!! do you have any photos from the prom or anything? :) Ah drunken nights like that are so fun hehe i hope mr mark texts you back :D he better do! xxxxxxxxxx
from all4clay :
Aww!! Hopefully everything works out with Mark and he texts you back!!! :)
from empty-souls :
Tell Mark! It's the only way you'll know if he feels the same way or not. And if he doesn't, then who cares? He's your friend, so he won't think any less of you or whatever. And if he does, then it could be the beginning of something beautiful. x0x
from clairecav :
Ooh, tell Mark! If the feeling's not returned, then so what? You'll know you've gave it a shot instead of spending all your time thinking "What if...?" (I know I'm sounding so ultra cliche-y right now, but bear with me, they're cliches because they're RIGHT). And if he's as nice as he sounds, he won't think any less of you.
from clairecav :
Agh, that note was meant to be off me, not my crime-fighting alter-ego just-dreamin!
from just-dreamin :
Heh, well the SATs are now over... I'm sure you'll be glad when you can say the same about your GCSEs!
from just-dreamin :
Bonjour, tis clairecav here. I just thought you'd like to know that you featured in my latest dream! Sadly, you were a dog, but... go read it anyway if you're interested!
from empty-souls :
Yeh, Hitchhiker's Guide was EXCELLENT. Marvin is hilarious. x0x
from empty-souls :
Aw, yay! I'm so glad that you get to see The Dissociatives!!! Pity you're not going to the London gig, or else I coulda stalked you. Haha. x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
*grins* real naked men........ :D are you allowed to take photos? hahaha, who cares, you are so getting a photo of at least one of the stripper guys! woop woop! xxx
from empty-souls :
Aw, that so sucks that your dad won't take you! In their email mailing list thingy, it said that they'd be announcing more dates and 'to watch this space', so they might announce more dates in the UK. They're playing in Sheffield aswell, if that's any closer to you...x0x
from xnotperfectx :
oh Happy Birthday Jill! I'm never good at telling people other things when wishing them happy birthday,so yeah,just Happy Birthday, and have a good one
from clairecav :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You know what you just HAVE to spend some of your birthday money on? Pirates of the Caribbean: The Lost Disc. A special edition. My goodness, I want it but do not have enough money. So, um HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from empty-souls :
I'm currently reading The Restaurant At The End Of The Universe. Tis good. Hitch Hiker's Guide film is out soon!!!!! Squeee! x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
hahahaa at bird! silly girl! and oh my goodness you got the r+j soundtrack?!!! YOU PORK SWORD!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I am so going in morrisons/safeway whatever the bloody lack of trolley place is called, I must purchase it for only the mere price of �4! xxx
from death-never :
You sperm bank lover you!
from clairecav :
Thank God, I thought I was the only one!!! I was so embarrassed for him when he kept getting it wrong and then I was just like "YESSS, rock on!" when he fooled them all. Yeah. I was proud of me lil Scottish man. And woo for seeing Hanson!
from death-never :
Vounded Jahr? I have no idea why we started using accents. Lol maybe because we're all mad and I totally forgot that you actually shouted sperm bank and pork sword.
from clairecav :
Jillyfill, if it makes you feel any better I can be your new partner in singledom ;)
from death-never :
Awwwwwww Jill *hugs* I thought things were seeming a bit better now. xxx
from xnotperfectx :
lovely note Jill. Especially the first part. Oh,my lovely stained up cloud sheets. I'm supposed to be getting Nightmare Before Christmas sheets,but the place is sold out at the moment.
from shes-dying :
*hugs*
from samlil :
sorry i didnt mean to confuse you! but then again it is usually my way. :s i meant instead of the pirate themed movies you seem to like. (with just cause)i myself i very fond of Cap'n Jack. but possibly for a different reason. who knows. anyway one of my favourite books happens to be about pirates! thats the point i was trying to make....after my ridiculously long note.in which i have rambled and probably made NO sense! lol
from empty-souls :
Hehe, that's okies. I could be wrong though, but I'm sure that's what my dad said once. x0x
from clairecav :
Deep entry... cool entry! I like. Sometimes I give myself brain-ache too thinking about that kind of stuff. What if I had never started speaking to her, or what if I had never been made to sit next to him that time or what if this, what if that. Things could be so different. It's amazing. I'm going to be too now. Nighty night.
from samlil :
have you ever thought of a pirate themed book instead?
from clairecav :
You're still rather lucky... we hardly ever have non-uniform days because our head is PURE EVIL!!!
from empty-souls :
I may be wrong, but I think it was '...ninja turtles' before they turned it into a tv programme (or before they did something like that), and then they decided it wasn't as suitable for a name and then changed it to '...hero turtles'. Or maybe I've just made that up. I don't know. x0x
from clairecav :
I am in awe that you said you wore your T-Shirt to school... is your school a non-uniform school? If so - you are SO lucky. And if not, and you were just disobeying rules - then you are still SO lucky. At my school you practically get expelled if you forget your blazer...
from shes-dying :
i'm liking that t-shirt, i want one now lol.
from clairecav :
Your T-shirt ROCKS!!! And I know exactly what you mean about the wheelie bins in Liverpool... when we were up there I was looking out the car window and saying "LOOK mum - PURPLE BINS!!!" She thought I was odd.
from nexttoyou :
ok, i'll keep this brief: [because y'know, everyone has important things to do at midnight on thursdays] 1] that shirt is awesome! 2] i have bon jovi stuck in my head from that quiz you took *and* i remember teenage mutant hero turtles! 3] fauvism must die a horrible, crappy-coloured death and 4] i've just decided your diary is my new favourite thing! so... congrats? i don't know... i really want to write things on t-shirts though... xx
from empty-souls :
*steals the prettyful tshirt*. x0x
from xnotperfectx :
The little quizamabob thing says Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,thats what its called here in the US,so yeah the quiz thingy was probably made by an American.
from clairecav :
Heh, so you'll at least get a chance to see Alexander... *cries and runs off*
from nexttoyou :
ha! � i hate you too, for staying so calm in my whole ink-on-hands drama! i was trying to feel sorry for myself! thanks for the advice <3 it's come off most of my hands, it just doesn't want to let go of my fingernails... anyhow, so you like mcr? i have to say, they were pretty fucking awesome live... did you see my photos? gerard in a tiara, surely you can't hate me after seeing that! by the way, the tate liverpool isn't so bad... if frank stella's stuff is still there then that's pretty awesome, and i usually spend the whole time sat in front of the jackson pollock piece anyway, just y'know 'looking' at it... as you can tell, i'm also sad sometimes [or most times really] xx
from empty-souls :
I, too, felt like that after watching Farenheit 9/11. It was really sad. I hate violence =( x0x
from clairecav :
I am really hoping they'll give it the "Meet The Fockers" treatment, which means to show it about a thousand times a day. That will be good. Then I can WATCH it a thousand times a day. Good stuff. Ooh, and go to college, because... you just should. To broaden your horizons and stuff. You won't have to get a job for another few years, and can still get benefits because you're in education (I think =/) and... like, why not? It's something to do after all.
from empty-souls :
Some girls (like me!!!) would kill to have boobs that big though, so I guess you should think of yourself as lucky. And no problemos about the password. x0x
from empty-souls :
34E boobies?! Bloody hell. You look way too tiny (as in, your body as a whole) to be able to have boobs that big. But yeh, anywhos, ofcourse you can have my password when I lock it =) x0x
from clairecav :
At zee cinema today, I saw a poster for Charlie/Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory... it was UP, it is COMING SOON to a CINEMA NEAR YOU!!!
from clairecav :
*bites Jill* Johnny has always been, and forever shall be MINE... he may have been pushed to the side a bit with zee arrival of the Fabulous Irish Tabby, but he is STILL my much-loved dude. So hands OFF. Cannot wait for Willy Wonka... though I hear they have run out of dwarves....
from fuct-up-girl :
lmfao!!!! *laughs* Jill you truly are amusing! Though I think if you go out with ayesha, all girliefied, you shall keep your fannyflaps closed HAHAH and go crazy if they play MCFLY! *winks* ;) Yeah baby! Anyhooooo my dear wildlife saving pal, well done on your target hoojamaflips, and keep working hard on your undiscovered (or so she says) talent! *huggles* Love you loads, xxxx
from clairecav :
Your entries when you're happy are possibly the funnest things on earth! They're all bouncy and fun and... yeah, groove on happiness!!! *Grooves off*
from clairecav :
Oui oui AND I hear a second series is being filmed!!! YEAH BABY! So we will find out what happened at that cliffhanger with, erm, the hanging off the cliff thing!!! Yay!
from clairecav :
I torally agree with your idea on New Years Resolutions... if you want to change something, then do it when you decide. Just because it's January doesn't mean you're gonna do it. So, yeah. Just thought I'd tell ya I agree ;)
from im-a-freak :
*hugs* Aw, I'm sorry you didn't have such a good day yesterday. Hope you'll have a great day today though =) I s'pose it is kinda nice to know that I'm not alone and other people feel the same way too...but it also sucks that others go through that too. x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
*runs over and huggles tightly* Well you like him because..you do. and it's really hard to chnage that.. but you can't always have what you want and you can't have out. I won't let you! We're here we're here *grabs Soph* see! and I've just seen your msn name and actually I know for one that yeah I could live without Jeff just about but without you or Soph I'd be nothing. Absolutely nothing. I know guys fuck everyone about, it's like that was what they were made to do. I'm sure he's a nice guy but maybe if you talked to him then you could see it? I dunno. Anyway I'd best stop rambling and muttering on, so I'll talk to you later. I love you loads xxxxxxxxxx *runs off*
from fuct-up-girl :
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Its GC baby and we're working with something! :D ahaha wooooooooooo omg I'm so excited asjhdjgfdjb yaaaaaaaaay! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
I know how that feels pie. Everyone has someone here too. Despite what people say and what they lead you to believe, deep down you know you can't think it. But it'll be okay, I promise. *hands over some Red Rooster* :) Night, and I love you. Lots. xxx
from im-a-freak :
*huggles* All psychiatrists, etc. never seem to listen. They want things to be simple enough to fit you into a text book example so they can 'sort you' out easier. They suck...x0x
from death-never :
Hello I'm a reject don't say I'm not becuase the guys that actually pay attention treat me like a toy which is always fun! But yeah I like you not the right kind i don't think but I do fancy a chewy sweet?
from fuct-up-girl :
I don't think we ask for too much at all, it's just life is unfair. I don't know what to say, meh, I've got another year and more of school..so y'know. But argh I just want to be with you guys. *hugs* Love you too. xxxxxxx
from death-never :
I know and I just keep crying I have tomorrow off which I guess is a plus but I can't stop I can't not cry. I feel sick and tired but don't want to sleep I feel like such an idiot. And Yeah wales bring on wales once I fnish my exams I'm coming straight to yours and you know that don't you? I'm not staying here I don't know if I'll bother with the prom I'd much rather being doing jack shit with you. Like listeing to Bird be random and tell us she waatched come outside. *hugs so tight* I love you so much its unreal. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from acornotravez :
Cool pics, man. You're a sexy bitch! :)
from death-never :
Those horses are damn sexy!
from im-a-freak :
Dude, amazing drawings, and such a prettyful artist too ♥...x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
I agree with Katy :) Leonarama! Lol I knew he hadn't changed completely because it was rather drastic.. Anyhoo yes 7 days until we're with yoooooo! :D Yay! *squeaks* You seem rather chuffed, it's nice. xxx
from im-a-freak :
*huggles* Well done for going a week. I know what an achievement it is. Keep going, you can do it! ♥...x0x
from clairecav :
We have Ikon and Diva in clairecav HQ, and there is also the Under 18s night on the Tuesday in half-term. Rya always asks if me and Spadey are going, but we never do, and probably never shall. *Looks shifty* That's all I came to say, really. Rock on, groovemeister!
from im-a-freak :
yeh, some people can be so stupid/ignorant. It really sucks. x0x
from acornotravez :
This might be a stupid question, but what's a conker? Thanks.
from im-a-freak :
lol, yeh it did. I know I'm lucky to be in the same school as him, but it also sucks cos it means I always see him and realise that I'll never mean anything to him. *sigh* oh well...x0x
from all4clay :
Hey!! I haven't been online that much so I haven't been able to update. If you want the username and password to my diary email me at [email protected]
from fuct-up-girl :
hahah whoopsy *blushes* Oh i need to see the video! *whines and fidgets* xxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
eeeeeeeeeeeee it's so close! i can't show my excitement otherwise i'll totally fill your notes page :D oooooooh, the rossatron! that is hilarious dude! Aye dougster, it's his new name heehee. yaaaaaay oh FUCK ME room on the 3rd floor? I LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh i have a live recording of a bit of that..along with lots of screaming lmao go me. aaaah stop it stop it stop it! dougie..mmm.. what about his partner in crime Danny? *clenches fists* need.to.see.video. gah! xxxxxx *kisses head* love yoo
from fuct-up-girl :
2 WEEKS 2 WEEKS 2 WEEKS 2 WEEKS 2 WEEKS 2 WEEKS *runs around like a headless chicken* JFHKJFHGJFHGJDGFSKLDHGKLSDGK! ahem. Yeah I'd rather not meet them than meet them including Kel. Oohhhhhh dammnit I wanna see, does it actually have them in it? Whats the Dougster look like? and errrm what song is it for!!? AAAAAAAH poo arse holiday! xxxx
from im-a-freak :
Aw, thank you ♥...Josh is soooo gorgeous, isn't he?! He's so outta my leaugue, but I still love him...oh well...x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
lmao I know I'm terrible aren't I? I always say summink about Friends..*hugs* I know I know my pie, of course it sucks! There's always a down to our highs. Ooher I'm glad we don't have to, Ayesha and that seem okay though :) But Kelly, no no no not her. *stops breathing for a second* WHAT? WHERE? WHO?! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ahem sorry! oh dear No I haven't but oh man what's it like? Bloody hell MSNs being a wank! *screams* xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
it's like the episode of friends, when ross becomes a dad..and he says "i'm here but i'm going to leave you now" and he goes but then says "but i'll always come back" and appears again. it's the same with us! okay we'll be together, but then we'll be apart and sooner or later we'll be with each other again. I know it does indeed suck, goodbyes are the worst but hey at least we're coming. =) And no damn right we're not meeting Kelly, Kelly's not meeting us.. It'd just be chaos and she's the person I "want" to meet the least. pah. hmm well i'll love you and leave you xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
lmao *reads note* soph that's evil! Jill Jill Jill, I'm giving you the yellow pin okies? Yeah it was amazing and I be off school today :D hehe. Errm aye I know my school's crap, I'll have a looky later. Love yoo xx
from death-never :
Don't feel unloved becuase your so not! *hugs and kisses* I love you! Ooooooh I say remove one of the skeletons fingures and drop it down kellys back BUT get like some vasaline first so it's all slimy haahaaa!
from death-never :
money does that to me bris the same as kel. her parents are divorced and she is loved and spoilt rotten. then she complains about not having things.
from death-never :
Woar *throws thing s at kelly* SLAG come here so I can beat the living shite outta you! Woar you actually have no idea how much I hate her I've enver met the girl it's like Briony but I've not met her and maybe as many violent impulses as Briony. Awwww my pumpkin *props up and hugs* If you don't go to dance tonight come online, because I love ya and it's only FOUR WEEKS! FOUR WEEEEEEEEKS! I had a dancing tizz on the stairs in D-Block today shouting that. *hugs* I wanna speak to you my love. Love you lots and lots. xxx
from nocturnium :
Can I have the pass? [email protected] please and thank you xXx
from clairecav :
Well then lassy, my email be [email protected]!!!
from fuct-up-girl :
oi you, i need the password too. I can't read about the windswept life of a 21st century pierate! :( xxxx
from death-never :
Heeheee I know it! Oi madame where is a reply to all the notes I've left you I'll have to go and talk to my dog and get love from her (she don't half smell! Love you really! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from clairecav :
Jill... are you there? *Taps glass on monitor* Ye have joined the evil forces of the PASSWORD. May I please have said password? Much love.
from xnotperfectx :
Can I please have the password? Theres 2 email addresses you can send it to either [email protected] or [email protected]
from satansbiatch :
Helloooo ma dear! {Don't ask odd mood} May I have le secret password!? *looks around* I must go...they'll be watching me... >.<
from darkenergy :
Can i have the pass? [email protected] please and thank you xxx
from im-a-freak :
Password please? my email address is [email protected] ...x0x
from darkenergy :
Sims 2 rocks ^_^ it's so cool. Been playing most of the day.
from fuct-up-girl :
ooh so weird, i just finished watching moulin rouge, lol it's on the credits! =D meh *wipes a tear* aww so sad. OOOH isn't sims 2 fantastic? I love the monty's and the capps heehee. Awww nah you're a windswept 21st century pirate, do what the hell you like! xxxx
from death-never :
Your not useless and rejected because I love you. I've never got a main part in a play but I act and sing so when it comes to crunch I'm better than a shite year seven. *hugs and props Jill up* I best get on vwith my coursework. Hmmmm love you lots. *mwah* xxx
from death-never :
Sorry I fucked you about. Mebbe the meet thing is a bad idea not us but me and your friends if it was Kelly who e-mailed Kurt, and I'm not a in a great mood could get nasty. But your meeting Lu when you come down because she's cool! *hugs* love you lots. xxx
from death-never :
Jill I'M SORRY! I shouldn't speak I'm a fucking eejet! I'm so so so so so so so so so sorry, I'mma fucking work this out if it kills me! I'm so sorry. I love you so much I'm a prick forget what I said screw the other stuff I love you girl remember that! *hugs tightly*
from fuct-up-girl :
Sorry also.
from death-never :
Sorry I'll never speak of Ryan to you again. See *zips up her mouth*
from clairecav :
Why, thankyou for pointing that out to me! That's cool, one whole years worth, yay! Also... yay for you! Leon spoke to you! And I don't think you should worry about how you said it, I don't suppose he'd take it badly.
from rotten-love :
Woo, Leon talked to you! That is so cool! I bet you didn't sound mean or anything when you said that about the message boards; you're just being paranoid. &hearts: x0x ♥
from darkenergy :
*pokes* Hey, just randomly noting you to say hello. I'm glad Leon spoke to you ^_^ well done for talking back, if i like someone and they talk to me i usually just end up staring at them >_< so they think i'm weird lol, hope tomorrow goes well XxX Helen
from clairecav :
Ooh, I must be psychic.. or maybe you are... or maybe we have telepathic vibes. Or something. ANYWAY that picture is GREAT, I love the eyes, wow.
from clairecav :
May I suggest that you post some of your artwork up in your diary? I'd love to see it all.
from clairecav :
Oh, I know *looks at horns and pitch-fork*
from death-bloomz :
Okiez, that was kinda a weird note, lol, (The one I left you) It was an end of holidays thing O.o It says on their website that they went off because Eero got hit in the face and had to have medical treatment.. I swear, i'm gonna kill the bag of wank who did that if I ever find them...><**
from clairecav :
Oh, why do you torment me so???
from clairecav :
Without meaning to sound RUDE, or anything, but... YOU LIKE PE??? *is sick all over Jill*
from death-bloomz :
Yeeeee, my forum was called something like "The Rasmus Gates Of Insanity." DID YOU HEAR WHAT HAPPENED AT READING?!!! THOSE FUCKING BASTARDS BOO'D THE RASMUS!! >< I'm sort of drunk with my bezzie mate in the whoooooooole world =D
from death-never :
Heehee ditto what hannah said. I was going to say "Oi! Your forgetting the road sign" But I got that. Button xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
lol i like the bit about hmv, and i like the ummmm yeah bryan adams he's good. =) xxx
from death-bloomz :
I found a few stories, but it's hard 'cause alot of the time the websites are in Dutch or German or something
from death-bloomz :
I'm groovy? *Shibbi dance* awesome stuff! All the fics around are always Aki/Lauri..It gets kinda boring after a while, lol.. Where'd you see the F-f-f-falling vid?! I wanna see it! Mmm...Rasmus =D
from death-bloomz :
Mmm...I actually found your diary over Google =) Searching for Lauri an Eero stuff, What Eero/Lauri stories?! Lol, i'm intrigued, Well, anyway, you have a wicked taste in music and you sound very cool ^_^
from fuct-up-girl :
I'm with soph on that one. I'll help too, even though usually I do nothing because well I'm crap at that. xxx
from death-never :
I am going to find a way to make it better, make it easier. I promise you that. *hugs tightly* I love you more than life it's self.
from clairecav :
Yes, all the backness. Yeah Drop Dead Fred ROCKS! I have had it on video since I was like, 4. And it's a 15. So I'm still not even old enough to watch it. Pah. Cobwebs!
from im-a-freak :
*hugs* Please don't try to do anything like that again. From your diary, I've got the impression that you're a wonderful person who doesn't deserve to go through this shit. I know for a fact that suicide helps nobody: I've seen the pain it causes to everybody. I experienced all of that twice: the time when I tried to do it, and the time that Jo actually did kill herself. Don't give in and just keep fighting; if not for yourself, then for the people around you who love you. *even more hugs* x0x
from death-never :
I don't hope everything will be better I know it will. Remember the hole, I've still got your arm, and always will have. Maybe becuase of this you might realise how scary it is. And I hope even if you do try again it doesn't work, ok so you knew it wouldn't work but thats not the point. Please I have to talk to you when you come online you will also come online, because it's the law. I love more than anything I can't even explain how much. You mean I dunno almost half my life to me, I hate it when you feel this down but I can't change it nor can you well notinstantly but over time we'll do our best to help you. And I won't let you throw away that little house in south wales with our dogs anc ats and vegetable patch, that back onto a river or stream with a white picket fence we promised each other that would happen and it will! I love you beyond everything, just remember that. *hugs tightly*
from fuct-up-girl :
*hugs Jill tight and doesn't let go* I hope one day, everything will be better for you, for everyone. I don't want you to feel like this any longer.. It may be killing you but it's hurting me aswell. I love you so much and now what am I supposed to do & think when you say you won't do anything? You mean SO much to me, as does Soph you both do and if anything happened to either of you I have no idea how I'd cope. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from death-never :
*hugs picks up J.Mo and walks off with her* I'd said everything to do with how you feel and I'm never letting go. You fall I'm coming with you, then you won't be alone in the black pit. *Kisses Jills hair and carries on walking off with her* button havok xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
uh oh. *looks worried and VERY concerned* Dude. we want you here. whatever you think! *hugs very tightly and doesn't let go* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i love you!
from fuct-up-girl :
what do you need to say? xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
Aww pie. *hugs* Damn you, Classix seems so cool... Dude you're coming to mine soon it's all good =) xxx <3
from clairecav :
*Whimpers* I have never seen one. I must find one. I must own every Pirates memorabilia there is. It is my life ambition.
from clairecav :
*Glares and grabs Jill by the collar* You.... have...a... Pirates of the Caribbean... top??? I WANT ONE! *Screams and lets Jill go and runs off to find top*
from death-never :
At least you get to see Hannah again so you see her and yeah. I just keep crying I have "come what may playing" and I just wanna cry lots and lots, I don't particularly want to wait two months and we don't even know if I'll be able to make it. I don't want to leave the house that much and I am keeping the picture of you and your deformed hip as my phone background. Maybe I dunno I think I'm going to go back to my room and watch jeopardy. It feels like someones strangeling me. *hugs* Love and miss you!
from fuct-up-girl :
*sigh* I wish we were all together again, ah well TWO months isn't tooo bad is it?! =D Aw I hope we can all go to yours, that'll be wicked! AWWW two old ladies! ahem sorry. I do think we should aim to meet up once at least every half term. Obviously if we can't, then that's that but meh it'd be fun. I've still got to find a frame for the picture, hehe and I'm gonna stick the pic I made here at dad's but take yours two with me so they're at mummy's and I can see them most of the time =) I can't wait to get my pictures developed, hehe. *huggles* xxxx
from o-twinkle-o :
thank you for joining the damienrice diaryring!!
from clairecav :
Thankye dearie. I was very miffed when I watched Saturday's Hercules and he wasn't even bloody in it! Well Ares the character was, but he was hiding in that other dude's body... Hum. I am sure I shall bounce back eventually :) though, I don't think I'll ever be OVER over it, and it's so weird... blah.
from fuct-up-girl :
You hope! He seems a "sweetie" HAH I'm so funny eh? Now, don't be obsessing over this guy aswell I mean ya don't know his name yet! =P Oh dear god, so damn fine? It's that bloody J.Mo I can't believe that! Yes go get rid o' her! =O Cola bottles Bellamy xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
that is true mind you round where i used to live errm Lucy came round until November.. and started again in March =) I know it's the bloomin radio, it sucks some of the time, aah you're singing Girls Alouuuuuud! *pokes tongue out* hehe joking =P xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
wow, an aki look a like! =O we don't have an ice cream van anymore.. =( boohoo! gah jill your music taste really is expanding, haha, girls aloud! xxx
from death-never :
*hugs* Children are errm well children, on commuinty support I had to walk through the kiddies play ground and they shouted fat after me everytime. But as for Kelly and Harri they need a bitch slap each and I for one am willing to do so, people like that are cowards and aren't worth your friendship. *hugs tightly* Only 9 days. Love you pie xxx
from clairecav :
Exactly. On old ladies washing lines they have... bloomers and things. *Looks scared* I love your new hair! Well, it's the same hair, but new 'do. It rocks!
from death-never :
*pats Jill on the head* there there Radios are evil! I never said I liked your new hair but illness does muck my mind about abit. You know what I think you need to celebrate the idea of it only being 9days till you get here yeah see thats cool! *hugs* Love you lots pie xxxx
from clairecav :
I very nearly got very scared then at the thought of being old... and having a thong. AGH!
from death-never :
Woar that is a weird dream!
from clairecav :
Flamingoland??? Fab. Dreams rock, my friend. Ooh, I was thinking about getting 'Sabriel' and then the others but I wasn't sure whether I would like it, or if I was ready for a 'heavy' read. I got Mister Monday though, and will probably start it tomorrow or something. Will tell ya what it's like!
from clairecav :
Indeed, and when we are found, our lives shall be ruined for a while. But do not fear *sigh*. Ooh, i see you have Garth Nix on your fave authors - which of his/her (?) books have you read? I have one at home, which I'll read after 'Follow Me Down'.
from clairecav :
Yep, that's how I feel about my diary. A timebomb, waiting to explode when one of my friends or someting finds it, as is bound to happen one day. And then OOH, how much crap I shall be in.
from fuct-up-girl :
i'm sleeping, i've been in my bed listening to old mixed CDs with some of my favourite "stay in bed" songs.. i think i'm gonna go back.. Should go watch spidey 2 though =) xxx
from clairecav :
Snakes are cool. My brother has a Boa Constrictor called Sassy (it was called Sassy Bob before he realised it was actually a girl). It's very lovely, but has to eat dead mice and what not... a less than lovely part.
from fuct-up-girl :
SCHOOL'S OUT! =) yaaay! Awww you can still see her if you go to York though, shell probably recognise you & say hi! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
*sings Laura by Scissor Sisters* gah it's in my head now! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Jillion sorry you're so happy, it's all lovely and I relish the moment! =D Yeah go on, fuck you Leon, haaa. Oh errm the sleepover Laura, she seems funky. Dya want me to write you a letter and pop it in the post before Sophs? xxx
from death-never :
GC:UK has gone poop
from fuct-up-girl :
awwww laura sounds soooo cool =) haaa immac hurts so much, i did one leg! hmm well it sounds as if you had a partly good time, heehee. xxx
from death-never :
*Hugs* if anyone sees say you had a drunken fight with a thorn bush and you have a bad habit of picking scabs
from death-never :
Jill whats your dads name?
from fuct-up-girl :
i do want them so b ad right now. god im pissed at 8 pm! thasts bad isnt it? fuvking hell. hmmm oh well ill cope ill find something. aww wheee work haha yes much fun, see why adluts hate it! =) im sure itsll be fun! xxxxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
my saturday's are real boring. Always. what the fuck i would give for a pencil sharpener and a mini screwdriver right now, really. but alas i have neither! FUCK. xxx good luck at miss selfridge btw =)
from im-a-freak :
Thanks for showing you care =) I know starving isn't the best way to do it...but I don't care to be honest. It's the only way I can seem to lose weight. Please don't worry or anything though, cos I doubt I'll be starving myself for that long...I never seem to be able to do it for too long before the cravings take over. x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
Yeah usually in the last week we don't do anything, so technically I have 2 days and 1 week left of working properly. =) whee! Yesh happy thoughts of Augustus, heehee I'm only allowed to stay one night, I'd stay more but cause of Paul's b-day.. silly boy. and well yes, wouldn't want to miss Jeff! You have a yorkshire dictionary?! Hehee oh wow you do impressions of my dad..? okaaaay lmao you should show him when we meet you!! =P much love xxx
from xnotperfectx :
you have to much confidence in me. But maybe he thinks the same thing...I dont know. I'm going to give it a few weeks. Then I'm going to ask my dad to ask his friend if Josh has said anything about me. Or have my dad leave my number for Josh or something.
from fuct-up-girl :
aaah rightio, we break up on the 16th!! *dances* wahoooo! omg the 9th-10th is gonna be soooo good, then i'm going to thorpe park & alton towers aussi =D ooh work experience, fun hehe, oh no, don't go yorkshire i won't be able to understand yooooou! haaah i'll go farmer-y! =D xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
dude!! i have like 3 weeks left!! =| Uhh but bad news, paulio's bday is the 10th, meep! yaah i can't wait to meet you yorkshire lassie =P heehee xxx
from clairecav :
I often get that feeling that I'm the biggest nerd on the planet, but I can assure you, you're not! You make me laugh when I read your diary and you're very deep and inteligent and - argh! Tis a GREAT thing that you don't smoke, drink or do drugs. Those are such stupid things to do, and people do them at your age because they THINK they are being cool. Be proud you're above all that!
from fuct-up-girl :
jill who cares if you get accepted at school?! school is a place full of twats and work, it's pretty much crap, yes! But you are accepted by a lot of people, me for example, and i'll remember you for being one of my bestest friend - that i met from GCUK - which is unusual and no you aren't boring, you sound like me! Ok apart from I drink but not like loads or anything. I've never smoked, I've never done drugs and I don't want to; it's silly. I love specific books, I used to love my ps1 & nintendo, now I love the sims! I don't go out *much* with my friends, i get left with the sort of "i spose we should invite hannah" sort of tone so I just don't bother and if I do go out, I nearly always end up wanting to come home. Anyway jill, YOU ARE SOMETHING! if you were invisible, boring, nothing, I wouldn't sit here wishing I could properly talk to you on msn cause it's been ages, would i?! me and soph wouldn't care if you said you were gonna kill yourself, we wouldn't care if it was your birthday, we'd forget to invite you to the meetup.. But we DO care! =) Even if someone/thing makes you feel like you are nothing or whatever, remember Ayesha cause she's alright isn't she? Me, Soph y'know; all your friends- we don't believe and won't let you think that you are nothing. We love you for who you are, well i duno if Ayesha does but i'm sure [we] do. *hugs tightly* love you lots. xxxxxx <3 sorry this is so long!
from darkenergy :
Heya sweetheart. Want the passoword? Didn't mean to lock you out. XX
from death-never :
Hehee thank you I thought it was cool. I wonder if I should text no lets not I'll just hmmm yeah I'll have to guts to say "Sorry bri I've been feeling really down and I get annoyed quickly" and I'll say it to her face or I'll be ill? Hmmmm Ill sounds good to me. Oh my jill my jilly pie love! I love you, lots and lots I love you. Ok now I sound weird *hugs really really really tightly* love you pie xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
i miss you not being online.. no slashy danny/dougie, no silly convos and just, no jill! *hugs* yeah we'll all be together at soph's house. no "friends" there, just real friends =) love you so much <3 xxx
from death-never :
*hugs* I'm still contacting you even if you can't reply purely because I actually feel alone in the world well the working and living world that is, I admit I'm breaking down inch by inch my tolerence(sp?) is wearing away and I'm going crazy because I well people just don't relaly understand how my head works like days I'm really mellow and the next all I can see is blood and death and murders and it's really messed up and without speaking to you I kinda get more of them so I still contact you to keep me sane! Look your coming to mine soon and it'll all be good and yeah, maybe sending letters will stop either of us getting messed up? *hugs really tight* Love you so much pie xxx
from clairecav :
Tlaking to yourself is often the sanest thing to do - as your usually the only one who won't judge you. Unless you're me. I judge myself ALL the time. Very annoying.
from death-never :
*hugs* Life is uber mean but I'm guessing your 11's are still there? Wish mine were they finish on thursday and thats it gone forever ca boom! Can't wait till you come down! Love you muchy much! lots of love pie xxx
from toxiclust :
thanks for adding me to your favorites list! =) i added you too!
from fuct-up-girl :
*huggles* i know you would've rather been somewhere else, and i duno why your dad doesn't talk to you about meeting at sophs, weird. i really don't know what to say, i wasn't there, not with you, don't know exactly how you're feeling. sorry. i don't feel great either. *huggles again* love yoo xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
o m g. leon's a..a..a TOWNIE? Dum dum dummmmmmm! Aww that's still really cute that you like *him*, lets just hope he doesn't change his personality and music tastes =| no leon NO go back to being how you were, townies suck and you shouldn't be one!! hmm or maybe he was having a laugh? naah no one buys that shit to have a laugh do they? xxx
from clairecav :
I love irish accents too... they're so gorgeous *drools*
from fuct-up-girl :
Yeah but I still hide my arms, don't like them being on show, haven't cut my arms for like...4/5 days? that's so much. uhh sudocrem it sort of just fades them out quicker. yeah that's why i'm partly glad mum "took action" lmao cheesy but yeah, just my legs, meep. amy saw the marks today, she sort of just went like my mum and it freaked me out, so weird. i said it's sorted though don't worry sort of thing, meh. yeah i know you're here and yeah <3 xx
from im-a-freak :
hehe, that's okies....glad you like it =) ...x0x
from under-shadow :
Ooh! I like the template! And ooh! You played the rasmus guitarry bit- that's one of my favourite parts. And also- ooh! I watched dead ringers and 2polaapoc. (If you have any udea what I'm on about). Hehe. Oh yeah- did your parents have to vote by post for the elections? My gran was meant to but she went to the village hall instead for about half an hour until someone told her what was going on. In the end she thought sod it (which she told me on the phone) and didn't bother in the end. What useless information I'm telling you! Ah well- ttyl. Jess x
from fuct-up-girl :
awesome layout =) xxx
from clairecav :
I love your new template ;)
from im-a-freak :
I've found the perfect Tinkerbell layout for you: http://fsdesigns.diaryland.com/tinkerbell.html ...love Katy x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
i wish you could too, i feel so bad. we live so far away because life is a bitch, that's why. i don't like being in this situation but i guess it's for the best. at least i didn't have to go to hospital. i'm even going to school in a polo shirt; if i'm going to give up then i won't cut will i? if i wore my jumper i would melt like usual and be inclined to cut because i could hide it- not for long. mum rubs all these creams on my arms and so now the scars are fading, i've got a few big ones but hopefully noone will ask. i just don't want to go on scaring and disappointing my family. i still cut on my legs though, i guess i'll have to stop that too. *sigh* love you always xxx
from death-never :
Leon sure is a funny chap maybe he likes you or someone has said they've over heard you and someone talking about him and he feels flattered but awkward and can't stay within your presence because he feels weird. I mean it could happen, or maybe he's like Mr Pobert and is just a complete loser and a waist of time... Either way I thnk the first one is more resonable as no one can get a pathetic as Probert trust me he is beyond loser-ism. Hope your doing good not spoken to yoo in a while well a few dyas thats along time *hugs tightly* Pie xxx
from under-shadow :
Ooh, Leeds festival! The Rasmus! �90 :( Er... no thanks! That's a bloody lotta money. Oh yeah- I would have said a silverfish is a fish which was... silver??? And if it is indeed a fish, why the hell was it in the sink in your science lab?!
from fuct-up-girl :
i so wish i went.. meh. lol yep i tried for ages though, had to keep refreshing the page! yeah wow jill it was *is lost for words* he has really nice legs!! fucking twathead jeffrey, young? hah what a laugh, argh I HATE HIM! hmm jillio weird, danny doesn't smoke and im pretty sure he doesnt want/need new legs, HAHA. omg, i have a HUGE mcfly poster on my wall, seriously it's massive! ill take a pic on friday! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
lmao sorry i just read soph's note about chewing gum reminding her of me, haha, weird. WHEEEEEEEEEEE! You are one lucky mofo, i'm shocked there weren't many tbs fans though, rude. *jumps around* awww you went to download, aaaah! ! ! right that's all, i just wanted to express my excitedness for yooooo! =D =D xxx
from death-never :
*pokes hugs* Why did you tell me you felt that bad when I was texting yoo! Hmph I take batholomew with my everywhere (the monkey you gave me) He's been re-named batholomew mogget and if i go away hes comes too because it reminds me of you like the monkey on my washing basket is kay and chewing gum reminds me of hannah yeah to do with her saying about falling asleep whilest eating it made it go powdery. You are so loved! Even if you don't feel like it plus you now can't go because we have to live in south wales with the cats and dogs and do these films! Love yoo muchos pie xxx *runs back and gives Jill a big hug* sorry this is long
from fuct-up-girl :
*hugs* i'm glad you're staying put! =) gah i was deprived of my jake gyllenhaal yesterday, we didn't watch TDAT, "they" are all going on thursday instead. bastards. -but jason bought donnie darko on dvd, aaah!! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
It's ok I just really hate it when you feel like that, so I cry, yeah I know this isn't the best place but do you really think *up there* is better? You'd have no friends, no family, no GC UK =P .. Surely here is better?! Alright so guys, school, friends, family also do suck but you can try to ignore those and concentrate on the good stuff! Like everytime I walk into my room and I see my purple wooden box and my birthstone faery i immediatly think of you & soph which makes me smile and when i see my purple teddy i always think of kay.. it's weird but it cheers me up a tad to think these people care enough to send presents when they don't have to. Oh, well, when it comes out you have to see it, and I mean HAVE to. I think I have developed a crush on Jake Gyllenhaal -dude he's just too hot- and did you know him and Kirsten Dunst are planning to get married!! Aww I love Kirsten Dunst, she's so cute, hehe she's a good actress too. Anyway this note is gonna be hee-uuuuuge, all thanks to me, sorry! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
*hugs* stop making me cry!! argh i hope you're okay.. =) hmm everyone i've spoken to thinks Harry P 3 is real crap, they didn't stick to the book? dunno. TDAT is better! =P xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
YAY! HIM & TBS! SO so lucky.. JILL, you are staying around long after the GC UK meet-up, definitely, you have to!!=( =( well i'm still on to see TDAT but to be honest i don't feel like it, but meh might aswell go. xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
i say they don't appreciate me and they'd go off on one, asking if i wanted to be treated like a queen or something. uh no, just like a friend thanks, that's enough. i don't really have anywhere to go, it just isn't convenient. hmm oh yeah read that, well, first you have to *find* a boyfriend, that proves real difficult- i haven't had a boyfriend for years either- never had a proper one anyway. i'm only looking for one guy. *sigh* i'm not confident and well, that can't be helped. Errm thanks for the advice though jillio! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
i don't want to fit in with them as such, i just want them to know i'm actually here and that i've known them a lot longer than fucking damien twat head has! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
Uh i knew it cause I was talking to my nan and people about it, they were on about school & stuff. meh. glad it went well hun. yay outcasts, always what i wanted to be in life. i just want to punch her fucking head in right now. *breathes* xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
Good luck with the interview pie!!! *hugs* Cept you don't get to work on the tills, which I think is real unfair lol but ah well it'll probably be fun working there!! =P Just try to be confident and umm think of Carebears! yay! well yeah tell us how it went! xxx
from satansbiatch :
Jill...please, no!! We love you, we ALL love you! We would miss you if you weren't here, you might think we wouldn't but we would. *Sigh of relief* Okay Hannah just told me you text her...but please, don't think of doing anything baaaaaaaad because, well, do you want me being your shadow for years? <3 ya Jill!! Kay xx
from empty-room :
Suicide is taking the easy way out, you need to fight this feeling and you WILL get past it! Please don't do it!
from fuct-up-girl :
fucking hell Jill don't do this to me again.. i don't need it right now. don't do anything stupid, i FUCKING love you and I don't want you gone, *I* don't. I doubt leon feels like that and if he does well he's a twat because frankly if you weren't here then I don't know what I'd do. I don't think you realise just how much your friends love you. Maybe you should. <333 *major huge hugs* just, don't. xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
Yay yay yay! I wanna visit York and it's sights, uhh what sights? heheh.. but I'd much rather visit your house lol =P Ok i didn't mean for that to sound like it did, haha. Ooh but um we'll have to see about Burnham on sea aswell, see if you can pop down, my mum said it's ok if it's ok with your mum etc. weston's pretty shitty but hey, we have a pier and a beach! =) Riight, yeah weird.. so shall i post it to her? just my name on A5? i so wanna know what she's doing.. angel of mystery lol! *big huggles* me missing [talking to] you so much too!! is bird's msn not working now?!
from fuct-up-girl :
yeah Jill, you aren't stupid.. if you are, then I am.. I felt like that last night, I hardly got any sleep anyway. *hugs* Did you get my text? Guys suck, they always have and always will- tis a well known fact. Well I must go and i've had a VERY boring useless annoying day. also talking about work experience, it pissed me off a bit. xxx
from satansbiatch :
Noooooooooooooo *Hugs Jill* You are not stupid!!! You're Jill =D Hehehe jigsaws are fun, although I haven't done any for ages =| Don't think you're stupid, please? =( Kay xx
from fuct-up-girl :
lol wow, York sounds great! Band shirts <3 Hmm my keyboards blue and I feel dizzy, maybe I should go do something off the computer. Ta ra chuck! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
woah. *sniffles* i feel like that for Jeff, except I never see him but everything around me reminds me of him, and argh, jeez I hate guys. *hugs tightly* aye i knew about the age restrictions on blades, that's why I can't buy them.. It'd look rather dodgy if I asked Dad to buy them aswell, now that he knows. I'm just stuck with crappy old ones. *sigh* i so want to go to bed. no jill that picture, ok you can't see loads of you but everytime i see you now, i think Danny! and yeah.. but you are so cute *squishes cheeks together* ahem. xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
did you know marco used to be a samaritan? he's such a cool gay guy <3 AND he's caught onto the fact Nadia is a transexual, just by guessing! but the vain thong guy said "naw not with breasts like that!" or something, haaahaa. if i HAD to share a bed with any of them, it'd probably be emma, marco or stuart lol. yep emma is soo funny, i might actually watch this series.. not get addicted to it, just watch the run-down sort of thing on E4 or ch4 whatever it is. *sob* thursday nights will never be the same again =( xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
i'd ring them for you, except lol i don't sound like you and also i couldn't, phones just aren't nice things! gah we have loads of pakis round here *tries not to seem racist* yes ok pakistani's but whatever, aye and greek people- they all own corner shops and takeaways. apparently if they own a shop and do well for a year or something they get to stay in the uk? i heard that anyhoo. *hugs* xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
oh and i don't think they'll ever understand. xx
from fuct-up-girl :
*cries* oh my god! me, mum, dad and kat were all sat there watching it. I was in tears from when Ross went to the wrong airport and yes lmao I forgot Courtney was pregnant and I kept thinking "wow she looks bigger!" and aww it's SO meant to be Phoebe and Joey <3, haha and Gunther, he's so weird but amusing. Dya reckon they all cried when shooting it? AAAAAH big brother!! we all wanted to slap that fucking annoying butch lesbian, she pissed me off, so did that stuart- he's so arrogant and also ahmed- i doubt he'll fit in cause he's so oooold hahahaaaa and the transexual sort of thing! fun. my bets are on marco- the obviously camp guy, wow he's great =D and emma- the really loud northener who says innit a lot, i reckon they'll both get on well. although chelle seems pretty cool and nice. little rundown of BB for you there, haha, anyhoo yes bye bye pie xxx p.s Obviously SO does have meaning, really does. =/
from under-shadow :
I'm gonna miss friends too :o( They're repeating the first series at the mo though, so that's ok with me :D Scrubs is on on a sunday on sky at about sevenish. I looooove Scrubs! The janitor rocks dude. I love the one where he goes to his kids parent job class discussiony thing, dressed as a doctor, who goes by the name of "dr jan-itor" said dr yan-etor. Hehe, I laughed my head off at that. Anyways... like you care!
from fuct-up-girl :
when becky found out, she told tiff that "i know some people do it but it ISNT normal and she'll end up killing herself, she needs help". gee thanks, nice to know that's what they think. it hasn't stopped me, but i realised that if everyone found out, they'd think i was a fucking psycho- that's why i didn't want people to know *sigh* at least some friends understand, if only the ones that see me every day understood. they all think i go home and cut over the littlest thing, it's really annoying; they watch what they say around me, i'm not going to cut myself if they call me Stupid! it's just unwanted attention sorta thing, gah. hmm we break up tomorrow, oh yippee, heehee =D *hugs* xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
you're not a loser, people probably DO like your hair- i think it looks fab- and hmm jeremy, weird. it's like my whole 'adam' thing again.. *hugs* i hope you feel better later, or somewhen. =) xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
WAAAA your hair! your hair! i told you it looks super duperty doo but AAAH! *calms down* hmm yes but very nice luvvy =D xxx
from clairecav :
The Cartoons!!! I HATED those dudes!!! I remember Lceopatra (Clepatraaaa comin at yaaa - ooh, brill lyrics) and the wonder that was Daphne and Celeste. U-G-L-Y you ain't got no alibi, you ugly...
from under-shadow :
Hehe, I remember all of those bands! Ah, them were the days... now I'm off to look at the Hanson guys...
from im-a-freak :
Heh, my friend went through a phase of calling breasts 'breasticles' aswell...tis a groovy word...love Katy x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
eep methinks i have the same jeans as you =P Hmm jillio what day[s] are you going to download? the whole 2 or just one?! i wish i was going, well only cause HIM, TBS and Linkin Park are playing lol, i'd rather go to Reading but y'know. ho ho ho jill you have to post a piccy, danny stylee hair, waaaaaah! rawr jill you'll look tres um jolie! =D much excited mcfly stylee lurve xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
oooh hehe i just saw the video =D aaaaaaah! god dougie looks mmm[bop] with his flat hair, rawr. ooh hanson are on the Extra chewy gum advert! i keep singing it, damn them, hmm yep it's a super shop! aye my death or glory jeans are soo comfy i couldnt cut them though, they have HUGE pockets on the side, i wouldnt know where to cut them lol! i need a wee!much old skool pop lurve xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
yay RASMUS tshirt! my mum shouted The Rasmus really loud in M&S the other day, well embarrassing! oh McFly's new video is so good, not too keen on the song but i like dancing to it =P much love xxx
from xnotperfectx :
those quotes. I stoled them aswell..somewhere. But my brain isnt working properly. But arent those quotes the bestest?[yes I used the word bestest...its one of those words I've gotten into a habit of saying].
from fuct-up-girl :
it was really nice talking to you for that short while pie! god don't i know that "getting bored" of the school friends thing, i'm doing that. I'd so much rather be with you guys than them, *sigh* i'll talk to you soon, text you tomorrow. eep. �� Hannah xxxx
from death-never :
Jillus I need yoo! leave me a note when you're online and I'll e-mail or use birds MSN :) Much love Pie xxx
from musone :
♥ your diary.
from fuct-up-girl :
Okies, it's alright pie. OOh my mum and brother had their picture taken with the FA Cup, it was like �10 each or something stupid! =P who cares about it anyhoo?! Um ya tis all, <3 xxxx
from moochala :
Hmmm....I agree with you I hate fake people,that love to stab you in the back when they get a chance....and make sure its in front of a crowd.....oh yeah not forgetting to mention that you look like a........real....shit....they seem to have ways to turn the knife making it look like you the crazed back stabber.....not that iv ever....been in that situation I like your layout 2 its good!!
from death-never :
Okies but I don't say your not a loser then I'm not telling the truth am I? I spoke to your sister because you were watching a film and no one was online. I used to be that jealousy and I got really dangerous. I love you to pieces look we've got the Brum meet up coming, I got jealousy when friends tlkaed about everyone they know outside of school I'd read hannahs and I'm sort of lucky that I don't feel guilty becasue I don't really accept guilt so I don't know hmmm Look I'm soryy if I pissed you off but I'm not a mind reader plus if Birds coming to Brum then it only seems fair just incase I scare her or anyone at some point... *hugs* xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
it's okay just you really did make me feel guilty, seriously, i felt so bad.. i'm sorry. when we meet up in the summer we'll have a great time, don't you worry! we can take pictures and it'll be one of the best days of my life, being with great people. ok i'm rambling about the future and being stupid.. anyway it's alright just say if you feel like that please, i hate not knowing and hurting you more. xxx
from death-never :
Shit I'm sorry, I only spoke to her to start with because I thought it was you! I only talked briefly. Shit I don't know what to say look if you rather I won't speak to anyone from your family ever again. And about the Hannah thing. Me and you are meeting it's jsut difficult as we live at different ends of the country.
from fuct-up-girl :
JILL! if i could run up to your house and meet you, i would! we're all gonna meet in the summer, right? jill i wouldn't abandon you or anything or try to make you feel like that, if i have i'm REALLY sorry, i have no idea what to say. Even if i've not done anything majorly wrong i feel really bad. I'm sorry. *mega big tight hugs* I love you so much <3 xxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
awwwwwww wow everyone loved my t-shirt, haha, ima be so proud to wear that! well at least i'll have a nice t-shirt now, *cough* stupid uncle eric not bringing back ANY of my hot topic stuff! =( ima have to try and find you and soph some nice new b-day gifts from the good old UK now.. *sigh* ta-ra love ya chuck xxx
from xnotperfectx :
that whole hamster ghost thing...I believe..for real. It's happened to me before. It was right after one of our hamsters died. Yeah...I'm a little odd and some freaky shit regarding the hamster went on that night. And all because I looked it straight in the eyes right before/as it died.
from death-never :
*hugs super tight* Love yoo xxx
from death-never :
I don't wanna kill you, honest but heehee i wish i was abit like that but a pirate at the same time!
from death-never :
Yaya bird in a balloon hat! School reports mine always said the same thing, I'd love to be a stick again but I looked like a little boy when I was a kid soI'll give that one a miss. And what Han said abput msn, it's benig being a butt munch to me. Hope your feeling super, *hugs* Much love pie xxx *woah my eyes ahve gone funyy the keyobard and me are tiny and my hands are MASSIVE!
from fuct-up-girl :
LMAO bird in a ballon hat, heehee mad hatter!! oooooo my school reports were always so-so, nothing particularly brilliant but what do you expect, i'm mediocre [sp?]. I inspired my teacher to read more poetry in yr 6 apprently =S weird. anyhoo i'ma be offio. <3 x x x PS. i gather MSN is being a wanker?
from jcesar :
la inspiracion que me esta diciendo, que despierte y suene sin dormir porque es mas bonito saber distinguir la precencia de tu paracer, sonar despierto es mi tema Suena, rie, vaila que rico grrrrrr
from death-never :
I really wanna meet dom now! and thank yee that (gardenening entry) Made me laugh and it's goood seeing as i was crying before, I would much like to see bird in a balloon hat the crazy munchkin! pie xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
you can buy nurofen at your school?! gah i know, and if i took some pills from home someone would so know, pfft, i dont even know where they are =S. aah hmm i think you should stick with billy hair but if you dont want to then get it cut how you want lol! aww pie i hate it when you feel shitty, makes me feel really shitty! =( ima try and get msn to work! x x x
from all4clay :
Yeah tis a great shame but ya know I don't skate either and I have quite a few skate parks in my area but I never go to them. So I guess that makes two of us.
from fuct-up-girl :
awwwwwwwwwwwww yay you're gonna kidnap us, heehee yup i wanna see Leon, you're gonna have to bump into him, haha. �� hannah x
from im-a-freak :
*huggles* thank you Jill. I hope that one day you can throw your blades and stuff away aswell..but not until you're ready that is...love Katy x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
jillio you know i'd come down to yorkshire to see yooooo my pie but tis very far but i'd wanna see yoo not skate parks but ooh yah i have a skate park sort of near me too! =P lol heehee! x x
from all4clay :
Ohhh skate parks are the greatest!!! I LOVE them sooooooooooo much!!!!!! I would come with you but ya know I'm a bit far away to do so...lol. ♥
from fuct-up-girl :
heehee mr webb *sigh* Yeah ok but how let down will my parents feel when they all think I should be getting level 7s in my Sats and ill probably get 5 or a 6, im doing double science aswell for gcse, i need a partly good grade! im not so worried about the other exams because im not doing them for gcse but still i hate big exams in the hall because i get so fucking nervous and i feel sick and forget everything. im in shit with all my teachers because i dont do my homework and i have too much to do. =( ill try my best but it wont be any good. x x
from im-a-freak :
No problemo's...and yeah, Mark does look sweet there, he looks pretty much exactly the same now even though the pics 1 year old. Leon looks pretty sweet too, not how I'd imagine him to look though...love Katy x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
oh poop. you better delete that then, whoopsy sorry! well i think tis ok, aww its sweet heehee. i could try and get a pic of mr webb off kirstys phone, maybe, aah.. i hope so, fucking hot bastard! x x
from satansbiatch :
Awwww Leon's purdeh Jill =) heehee
from im-a-freak :
Happy birthday for yesterday!...Love Katy x0x
from all4clay :
Happy birthday!! I hope you feel better soon.
from fuct-up-girl :
Jill, argh i know i won't be able to say anything that makes sense but don't feel like that, that made me cry. i'm crying now, i love you and yes you've been here for 15 years and i've known you less than [?] a year and i will stay your friend forever just i want you to stay mine too. i don't want all this bad shit happening, it sucks and i know. anyway happy birthday pie and i love your new name, heehee x x x
from under-shadow :
oooh! i like the rasmus! anyways... yay for changing the font size, and also- why did you put loads of links in?
from all4clay :
Thanx for voting!!!!
from all4clay :
Thanx for the note. I will definately send along the password to ya.
from clairecav :
2 of my friends are going to see the Rasmus soon. ;)
from clairecav :
Thanks for the note. I love your yo-yo/chocolate/rollercoaster theory. So currently, the yo-yo contorller of my life is doing one of those tricks - rock the baby or whatever. That would explain why a lot seems to be going on in my life at the moment, and none of it is good OR bad. With the chocolates, I too am blindfolded. And I am in a funny loop rollercoaster wise. Thanks for giving me something to think about ;)
from fuct-up-girl :
it's 12:53 ish and i just got up! woo! i went to bed at like quarter to 5..... paahahaha it is rather amssusing. anywayss byesie bye poooo x
from clairecav :
Yeah, York sounds nice. Falling over houses - LOVELY!
from fuct-up-girl :
YOU TURNIP RATER! Lmao! wooooo 14th August? Coolio! well jill at least you don't get weirdos that look about 100 messaging you! haha! hannahpie x x
from under-shadow :
gah! that person has shadow in their name! like me! eh... anyways, hi! i visited my gran... yesterday (heh, almost forgot...). why did i tell you this? meh. it's still weird to think you're about 8 miles from my gran... Well, hi, bye! ~Jess xxx p.s i don't suppose you could enlarge the font on your template could you? it's still quite hard to read properly without going squint. cheers!
from likeashadow :
Hi! I just happend to find your diary and I wanted to say that I LOVE your layout :)
from fuct-up-girl :
Heyyyyy! Busted are good, but Avril sucks ass. Yup yup, I had a great time at Soph's, twas fun and I am so tired!!!!!!!!!
from fuct-up-girl :
Yeah, I get weird about my weight. Kirsty said I'd lost some weight but I think she was trying to be nice as I'd had a shit day & was pissed off cause some jeans didn't fit, as usual. Mum also had a go at me this evening so I'm a bit upset about that, but yay, Shofiepie's tomorrow; I'm *well* nervoous! =S Ah well, I'm sure it'll go fine lol eeeeeeeee! Have a good weekend and I'll prolly talk to you Sunday or Monday *huggles* love you LOADS love Hananah x x x
from fuct-up-girl :
You aren't fat but I obviously can't keep telling you because you don't believe me. But trust me, you are NOT fat! Here's the hug you wanted, sorry it's late! *hugs* love you pie x x x x
from im-a-freak :
yeah, sure you can have my password. I'll email it to you once I've locked it at the weekend...love Katy xx0
from xnotperfectx :
wrestling...bleh you havent missed much. People returned...people left. Things happened..nothing to big. Oh yeah you have an awesome taste in music. And movies too.
from xnotperfectx :
I was reading an entry from ur diary cause you left me a note. And I saw that you watch wrestling. Yeah I notice stuff like that cause wrestling is something I love to watch and have watched for awhile now. And nice layout/template. I love Nightmare before Christmas.
from satansbiatch :
Jill, I know we have hardly spoke (I've hardly spoke to anyone lately) and I know things are hard for you, I got that much from your diary, but remember you've got great friends like Soph and Hannah, and I'm not gonna tell you to stay strong as that's the worse thing to be told. If you ever, EVER need to vent or blow off steam you have my email, even if you don't know me well, don't be scared I don't bite...hard :-) *Huggles*
from death-never :
Jillus people never seem grow up you are either born to be a child or grow into someone mature if people are born to be children then forget them it will annoy you and upset you but they'll be the ones with the brain span of a cockroach! *hugs* ever wanna a talk you have my number, address, e-mail, whatever you need just let me know okies ma dokies. pie xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
oh my god, jill! i'm sorry, i hope everything turns out okay! *huggles* love ya muchly pie x x x
from pynkpsycho21 :
don't stress on it though it is interesting how two-face people can be. my advice: don't ever stop wishing them their birthdays and everything and one day they'll realize what bitchs they are and what a great friend they lost... hugs* -katie
from rainy-daze- :
*waves at you*
from amber-darko :
fine by me, email's [email protected] (make sure that you let me know what your diaryland name is also, everyone keeps sending me email from their real name and I don't know who they are.)
from keaii :
infatuation. your infatuated with him. theres your word. or smitten. your smitten by leon. or am i not suposed to say his name. sorry =) ok.. well theres just a couple, although infatuated/infatuation is better. im no smart arse. i just know that word.. actually, i dont even remember where i learnt it. i learnt it in year 9(ok, so i may have learnt it a little later than most ppl...=D), im year 10 now, but yeah. ok, now ill sut up with my big words and explinations. bye bye jill! love xXxRaychaelxXx
from amber-darko :
oops. I was posting to you, but pasted the wrong message. I am collecting personal stories, poetry, ect.. for a book I am writing about my own experiences with cutting. Wondering if you were interested.
from amber-darko :
Thank you for replying. I'd like to know why you started, what kind of influences you might have had to explain your self-hatred that led to the cutting,and if and how you quit I'd also like to know what you have substitute the self harm for when dealing with tough situations. Fell free to include poetry, I have a whole chapter just dedicated to them. Thank you again for your involvement. Amber
from ginko :
hey thanks for joining the ringaddict diaryring!
from fuct-up-girl :
Jill, you little note whore :P "i want too much." *sigh* don't we fucking all? H x <3 x
from satansbiatch :
Hehe hey Jill! Tis Kay (freakofhumannature) just thought I'd pop and say hi :-D
from clairecav :
Ja, if it was an in-school thing, replacing another lesson I would consider it, but after school? I have my priniciples (and TV)
from all4clay :
Thanx for the note!!! Yeah you are right GC rules hardcore!!!!!!!
from fuct-up-girl :
*whispers* Eat, Jillage! Pwease? *puppy dog eyes* You don't NEED to cut down on what you eat! *skips off*
from under-shadow :
when did you last go to york? surely you should know they have major huge queues outside the yorvik centre and the dungeons?! and i know what you mean about money. i went shopping the other day (and bought shoes!) and i only had �20 whilst my other friends had over �60. isn't fair really, but they're working so i suppose it makes sense, although one of them was just given �80 by her mum! bitches, the lot of 'em! and thankyou for liking my new template :o) ~jess x
from keaii :
hey-lo fellow yorksharian!well.. im from south yorkshire.. but meh. hope you have fun shopping today!wel.. it will be had fun by the time you read this...hum.. ye- well, ill fuck off then xXxRaychaelxXx
from skapunkfairy :
heeey there im completely understand the valentines thing. youthiunk it might be a joke, then you think it might be genuine then you think who coul dit be? you want it too be the supersexy guy in the year above but think its more likely to be the reject of your year. well i bet uts some nice, cute guy, not to popular n not to retarded, and i hope upon hope ull get with him! dont be upset by it, be optimistic and somink great myt come out of it!
from clairecav :
I loooooove Peter Kay! I thought the show at the top of the tower was better than the one in Bolton, but I love them still ;) It's spittin'!
from noauthority :
Thanks for the note. I enjoyed reading your diary too. <333
from under-shadow :
yo-ho jilly-bo. sorry... excuse mah crazy language, i'm feelin insane today :o) why do you write so many entries EVERYDAY?! it's hard to keep up, as i open people's entries in a small screen so i can work and read sort of at the same time, thus meaning i've never really noticed you have a list of previous entries at the side. oh yeah, that girl in west heslerton- ask her if she knows a mrs boyes, and punch her if she calls her a horrible old bat or anything mean. cheers! ~Jess x
from clairecav :
yeah each to their own and all. The freakish toilet watchers.
from clairecav :
Yeah, unless you know some weird people who---look at your toilet stuff.
from xforget-mex :
ha. youre even cooler than i thought. yay for you.
from xforget-mex :
Eek. I heart your design <3. Youre cool. Heh.
from clairecav :
*nods* Never touch liver. Ever. It's probably the veggie thing. I think it was me being veggie for about a month that sent me over the anaemic edge and caused the Fainting Incident! Iron tablets - ugh. I had to take some for ages. they made my poo black. Verrrry nice!
from under-shadow :
*sniggers* you're probably not the only girl... actually, maybe you are :o) weird child *grins*. so how's yorkshire today? does anyone from your school live in west heslerton? it's so crazy how close you are to my dear old granny!
from clairecav :
Ooh me wantsa weird little virtual woman! Even though they are kinda freaky. ANYWAY, I used to be anaemic, and if you think you have it, you should go to the doc and see. Don't wait til the point where your passing out, like I did. And if you DO wait til the point of passing out, I suggest you DON'T do it in the middle of Science class in the first week of a new school, like moi again. Oh, and eat egg! Lots of iron, as I just found out in said Science class! And avoid liver - who cares if people says it is chocabloc with iron, it is disgusting.
from fuct-up-girl :
silly popo *hugs* oh how i love you, don't ever leave me, or soph, or elz, or anyone.. I'm listening to My Immortal [album version] so I'm a tad emotional =( x x x H x x x
from fuct-up-girl :
"i have a HUGE gash across the back of my hand" .. I did that with a stanley blade lol! whoops! Jilly, are you on MSN?
from clairecav :
Huh Ok then. Well, as he is a Year 8 - I'll marry him.
from clairecav :
Aye... sort him out, pirate-stylee. Then marry him. You know... if you want of course.
from under-shadow :
i'm not psycho! honest... heh heh... this pirate thing is quite interesting. which shop? i kow norton! my granny lives in west heslerton! kinda down the road... i definitely know malton as well. i love woodhouse, and the thomas' in york city. they have THE BEST ice buns! heh, i remember going to malton with my best friend, and we had run out of these halloween chocolate pumpkins, and being addicted we were searching for a thorntons, and we discovered on ein malton. i had nooo idea there was one there! we spent about twenty minutes in the shop and found out they had no more pumpkins left, so we bought a choccie lolly each, and the right-hand corner or them tasted like baked bean for some REALLY weird reason... heh, anyways... i'm adding ye. i notice you put huzzah on the discription part for me in your profile. i thought i was the only one that said huzzah! this world is crazy... :o) ~Jess x
from clairecav :
May I say to Jess (under-shadow) will you EVER let the Brian thing drop? No? Oh ok then :P So sorry to sue YOUR notes to chat to my psycho aquaintence. Anyway, maybe this guy is in the pirate shop? Stocking up on more piratey things to annoy you? We must find this shop.
from under-shadow :
who's gone (sorry- was reading note from claire, otherwise known as brian- she knows why...). i love your template! i can't remember where it was, but i saw one a lot like it somewhere else... it reminds me of the sleepy hollow template i saw next to it as well. why am i saying this? meh... your quizzes took aaages to load onto my page, so i got lazy and left, but i noticed you got elijah wood! eep, he's so cute, especially in the faculty. ah, i remember what i was gonna say now. hello! i noticed you're from n.yorky. i was born there! york district hospital, and i lived in a town called haxby. what about you? god it's been ages since i've been there. my gran lives near scarborough and whitby, but last time i saw her, she came to us, not us to her. so anyway, hello and goodbye my fellow yorkshirearian! ~jess x
from clairecav :
Good God! Where has he gone? Someone alert the media...!!!
from arielmac :
Thanks for joining the luvmermaid diaryring!
from death-never :
hey hey hey. Guys look things stuff up and saldy we all cut I know I cut for anger but errm. Hannah as far as you'vetold me its not your fault. And Jill just take a deep breath oui you've cut but sod that are you ok? Well I know your not but will you be? It's not anyone online fault as far as i know I'm guessing its sibling school friends work etc.... please leave either a note for me text me leave an entry what ever just so i know! *hugs both hannah and jill* I love you gys please don't fall out or nothing! soph xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
now I feel like a complete dick cause only me wouldve been the excuse for that entry? I'm sorry, i'm so on egde about stuff tonight, and argh i'm sorry jill and erm yeah x hannah x
from fuct-up-girl :
*holds jill* breeeeeathe! think of fish face chris, hehe and erm, don't cut, please x hannah x
from clairecav :
Ooh, me likeys the new template. So black-and-orange. (duh to me)
from fuct-up-girl :
*dies* I love your layout. Peanut Butter! Penis Butter.. hehe x hannah x
from fuct-up-girl :
jill, you got msn and stuff yet? sophs gone and i feel crappy and i haven't spoken to you for so long! ! ! hannah x
from clairecav :
You must seek this dude out and...er...punce on him when you find him and DEMAND he tell you where he got that friggin earring!!
from clairecav :
Maybe the pirate shop cannot be found except by those who know where it is.... *heads to phone Jack Sparrow*
from im-a-freak :
Hi, thanks for the note and support...I really appreciate it =)...love Katy x0x
from clairecav :
Hmm myabe there is a whole SHOP full of pirate jewellery!!! We must find it!
from rainy-daze- :
yeah, that's cool :) Thanks. Where did you find my diary? x
from petrichor :
Just reading entries here and there, and just curious to why you don't like to be referred as shy?
from clairecav :
*Sticks tongue out* of course my ideal pirate thing would be the medallion - I wonder if you can buy replicas? - but my ring shall do for now!!
from clairecav :
Well when you remember..
from clairecav :
I am sure he appreciates your bag. Oh good so I'm not the Insane Book Reader. I picture a messier version of Tucker for Harry Potter too (people may think I actually LIKE Tucker but I do not - he is just the most mind-acessable teenage boys as he has a face I can't forget - unfortunately) and then they made Daniel Radcliffe Harry and I was all like "WTF?" So erm... yes.
from clairecav :
Depending on his perve-status, he might even be checking ur a$$ out when he's behind you!
from noauthority :
Of coarse it's alright. :D I'll add you to my buddy list too. <333
from clairecav :
Ahh and now it all becomes clear... *smiles like a wise person* That is good because you will be giving off "I am not stalking you" vibes. And you could even faint dramatically one day walking home and he will have to do the gentlemanny thing and help you to your feet (contact! Hurray!) and walk you hom to make sure you're OK and that.
from clairecav :
Behind you? In... what way?
from clairecav :
I meant STALKER not STAKER... me and my typos *sigh*
from clairecav :
Maybe he'd be flattered to have a staker.
from clairecav :
Maybe you could just steal the piccie of Leon when ur music teacher takes it. She'll never know....
from laurelote :
Thanks for joining my PotC diaryring, mate!
from fuct-up-girl :
oh lmao jill, he does look rather feminine it's scawy. o_0 but um, about the sound? gots no ideaaaaa! H x x x
from clairecav :
Hmm the teachers never seem to like those inkblots... weirdos...
from im-a-freak :
Hi. Thanks, I've also always rather liked the picture aswell, I'd been meaning to have that template for ages but I always forgot about it when I went to change it, lol. I have to admit that I love your template, mainly for the fact that it has the lovely Johnny Depp on....Love Katy x0x
from clairecav :
Hmm true, true *strokes imaginary beard* though everyone MUST love inkblots... they are so... blotty.
from all4clay :
Thanx for the note and I have about 10 scenes done on that story but my friends wanted me to put them on my diary to see what people would say to them so I did. Glad you liked it.
from clairecav :
Mwahaha I was pretty pleased with my results - I thought I'd get HIGH in every single one... though the schitso thing is v annoying. Hope you had a good crimbo! I'd still like a professional therapist. Could be fun. I think I have a weird fascination with lying on sofas and looking at ink blots, you see.
from im-a-freak :
Hi! I like your diary, 'tis coolios. I'll add you to my buddy list. Katy x0x
from im-a-freak :
Hi! Thanks for the note and adding me as a favourite diary. I'll read your diary later and I'll probably leave you another note then. Merry Christmas. Love Katy x0x
from clairecav :
I love rambling people... and I don't think your diary is all that depressing! I took the Personality Disorder test-thingymabob - check out my results!
from alitleunwell :
well ya know curiosity killed the cat....anyways i was just wondering, its alright that you didnt exactly know. its not often that something i write is just noticed like that, so i had to ask. im glad what i write does somethin for someone, that makes it worth writing. i have another diary that i just srarted, i wont write in it as much as this one tho. if you wanna know it tho it is http://zoejane.diaryland.com/ that is all i have to say right now, i need to get some sleep. merry christmas if it is possible for you... bye bye
from clairecav :
Ahoy! Lurve your diary and the gorge template! I'm adding you to my buddy list (though I hate the word buddy... sorry, you didn't need to know that). So, umm bye! *sails away*
from alitleunwell :
hello. i was just wondering what it was that caught your attention in my diary, just for curiosity's sake. and i just wanted to say hello.
from thecrankyone :
Welcome to the I like Spike Diaryring. Cool layout.. i loved POTC too.
from fuct-up-girl :
oh god. Jill, shhhh! That poem made me cry and ah, I'm sorry, please be ok. I'm sorta ok thanx to you and soph and stuff but.. argh. y'know what to do! x x *is worrying*
from death-never :
Why because its you numbskull!
from keep-digging :
*waves at people* why do you read this steaming pile of dung that is what's in my head you crazy crumpets?! hehe, i'm adorable *smiles sweetly*
from death-never :
Meh i wasn't left one oh well. Hannah get online I wanna talk to you! and Jill cheers for saying you wanna help and things tis var sweet, and you know I'd do the same and I think have tried. Muchos luv soph! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
haha that insane gerbil left me a note too .. aaw .. banana milk .. mmmmmmmm Hanninanah x x <3
from insanegerbil :
omg it is so totally adorable that you don't have a potty mouth
from death-never :
Jillop! *hugs* I like hugs ok? so glad your uber purdy layout is fixed!! Muchos luv soph! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
I was here, Not for long, Wrote my name, To turn you on! *wink wink* Lotsa PIEratey love, Hanininah x x
from fuct-up-girl :
haha hiya Jillehpie. LEOOOOON STALKER. *cough* yeah so anyway, hope you get better soon! Ay Ay Cap'n. Lotsa PIEratey love, Hanininah x PS: I can't leave a notey on Sophs diary :(
from fuct-up-girl :
bonjour jillehpie, thankies for the note! now, i dont need to teach you HTML either do i? lol PIEratey love, Hanininah x x

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