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Could you email me the password? I've been neglecting all the diaried i read on here and have lost all the passwords. *is an idiot.* [email protected] -- Helen xxx

from shelayne :

*clears my throat* So it's been a very long time but ... Hi

from d1mndn3r0ugh :

Hi there. Would you mind if I read? I'd like to since you added me as a favorite. :) My e-mail is [email protected]

from sadhaven :

Hello, I just wanted to let you know about this new public diary called "sadhaven." It is for people who suffer from mental illness and/or addictions to vent and express themselves. If you would like to know more take a look around. Thank you.

from shes-dying :

Angry at you? God no. Never. I understand, i do. I just... i dunno, i know it's a problem, but i'm just set on self destruct mode right now. But i'm trying, i love you too heh. Thanks for caring, xxx

from shes-dying :

Thanks for giving me a kick up the ass on lj, i need it! xxx

from momma-at-17 :

password please m'dear?

from amazinfuckup :

Hee, thanks. It's great to know that people like things I create. Normally I can cut and sew much better, but I wanted him to look all crazy and malformed, you know? Anyway, thanks again. <3

from princesse69 :

Thanks for the welcome!

from bettyford :

i hope you realize how beautiful you are.

from bitterwineuk :

don't be sorry for the break up of my marriage, if I am completely honest, getting out of it is one of the best things I have ever done in my life. Harsh but true. You did have the passwords to my locked diary didn't you?? :)

from amazinfuckup :

Thank you so much for the compliments, they mean a lot to me. I am never sure about my drawings, so the positive reinforcement helps. Thanks again :)

from shaynalee :

Hey there. I noticed that you added me as a favourite! Thanks!!!

from basal :

from notquitetea :

jaime, why do you ask?

from hollowed :

Not to say that your art isn't inspiring. You defenetly captured many shades of your emotions in them. Like the dark face. I like art that makes me feel, what you feel

from hollowed :

Remember when painting to not paint what you see but what you feel. Dont think about it, and feel. "i don't want to think, i want to feel"-eddie veder

from shes-dying :

I'm wrong_turn__ on livejournal :)

from notquitetea :

Yeah, psych is my third major, and I think I finally found something I like. Justins are great, I think everyone should have one.

from shelayne :

Hey sweetie, email me ok? At the gmail account. I miss you. I have good news for you though. *hugs*

from no-lies-- :

you're paintings are awsome. i love the (if i remember correctly cos i'm not on the page anymore) 3rd one down =)

from no-lies-- :

hope you're feeling better love <3

from amazinfuckup :

Haha, thanks. I'm so excited to be driving finally. :)

from momma-at-17 :

Aww, I'm glad you like it! ~♥~ Thanks for asking me to do it.

from momma-at-17 :

I've done your guest entry. Hope it's ok and I hope you like it. I did however spell strength wrong at the end, would you mind fixing that for me?

from candoor :

the balance between numb and hope will come, I hope... until then, survive and dream, even if you don't feel it right now, or remember it, your heart beats, your mind dreams, and you have wonders yet to come...

from meowstacie6 :

So you think I should start a new diary? Its a good idea but hopefully I will instead just get over the down side. I guess we will see but for now I think I will continue. Thanks for the idea though

from meowstacie6 :

I just want you to know that I think you are an amazing writer in the first place. I graduate in May and am very scared o leave everything behind. I know that its moving on to bigger and better things but I like how things are right now. What if in the end it's all a disappointment? ~stacie

from meowstacie6 :

my name is stacie and i found you through sarah nad i have just lost my third possible child to a miscarriage. They think I may never be able to bear children but I am waiting to find that out. Just thought I would drop in and tell you that any advice you have could help. Since the miscarriage I have been found to be clinically depressed and am in meds.

from purplebanana :

Ha. Was just reading your latest entry and I got your comment mailed through at the same time.

from d1mndn3r0ugh :

Thank you :)

from no-lies-- :

i'm so jealous, we don't celebrate halloweeen in aust, and you look like you had so much fun!

from purplebanana :

Wow. Just found your diary today, and I'm touched by your honesty about your grief. I can't know how you feel, but I do know grief can be really terrible and isolating. If I knew you I'd hug you or say something more appropriate, I bet.

from shelayne :

*hugs you for a long time* My new email is [email protected] if I haven't given it to you already. And I have a myspace too if you have one lemme know. I've missed you terribly. Whenever I was alone before, I could always turn to you and we helped each other. And when things got too hard for me I disappeared from everything and pulled away from everyone and I'm sorry for leaving you like I did. I love you my dear, never forget that. *hugs again*

from no-lies-- :

haha okay when i say husband, i really mean friend from school (i got to a girls school) who i married one day in psych class cos we were bored. lol.. real marriage wont be for a very very very long time <3

from no-lies-- :

aww your hair looks pretty =) i need to re-dye my hair i think! and all your new stuff makes me want to shop... if only i had the money!

from pseudo-savvy :

I noticed that you had color-me-odd on your Favorites list, even though I haven't updated in months. Well, I'm here now. So look me up my darling chickadee.

from no-lies-- :

*sends hugs* <3

from shes-dying :

Haha! I wish! (i'm gonna have to try it sometime) nah i um found an intresting anime forum. *needs to get life* I think i'm in love with half the characters :/ I *really* need to get out more. Teehee! xx

from notquitetea :

Yeah, had to lock it to keep out prying eyes, the password is zxhm7539. Actually I'm just amazed that anyone other than the people I'm trying to keep out want back in, kinda makes my day :)

from shes-dying :

Baby you have done so well, so cut,you'll make it through this like always :) you're strong. <3 and while i'm noting you on your layout (which i love) what font is the letting in the top? (the one that starts with asphyxiate)

from city-dipapi :

i love your newest entry.

from stars4skulls :

Aww thanks lovely! Hope you're doing okay xxo

from shes-dying :

I am smiling so much on your behalf from that entry.. that was lovely lauren, i'm glad you're feeling good about it *cuddle* Happy Birthday!

from dinomitosaur :

sure. :) username - hello and password - dolly.

from no-lies-- :

�Getting with my best mate was the second best thing I�ve ever done.� What was the first best thing? �Having you as my best mate.� << that is the cutest thing i've read in a long time. <3

from dinomitosaur :

I like your style , so basically that means I will add you. Get back to me.

from shes-dying :

You sound like me when you were young, actually you sound a lot like me now, i get through books like you wouldn't believe, i'm here at my sisters for two weeks and i have 11 books with me, i've read three already and i've only been here since tuesday :) lol, reading is a nice release. x

from no-lies-- :

:) thankyou. i guess your right though, my entries are always confusing and never about the same thing. i use to have the livejournal to talk about what happens each day, this one is just about the feelings that come with those days. though i wont say names at the risk of someone finding my diary.. this is the secret one <3 and i may just take you up on that offer, one day, when i'm better at telling people things. i'm horrible at it now

from realmensk8 :

Can you tell me a layout site?

from no-lies-- :

it's like i'm reading about my own life. best friends are too precious to hurt. <3

from bowler296 :

sorry bout the middle anme mix up i was tired from being up all nigh waiting to see her. WEll she might be home today but i'll tell her if she has to stay another day.

from bowler296 :

HI.....yes Sarah has had the baby. I didn't findout til 9 this morning and had to wait til after work to update. Taylor Dean Matthews is 8 lbs 10oz, 24 and 1/4 inches long an din perfect health. He was an emergency C section at 11:20 P.m. ON the 29th of June. He was simply to big to come out. She will be in the hospital a few more days and she seem sto be doign fine.

from shes-dying :

Good for you!!! I hope it goes well :)

from shes-dying :

What happening? You've been seemed so down in your latest entries, xoxox and me and matt? i have no idea :/ it's really weird now.

from dudetterevue :

Your review is up; thanks for requesting!

from momma-at-17 :

That's what friends are for sweetie!! Anyway, yes I got your email and I wrote you back. Take care hun!

from momma-at-17 :

Hey sweetie. What's going on? You haven't sounded to happy in your last few entries. I'm worried about ya. I hope everything is alright... If you need/want to talk just remember that I'm here for you ok?? Take care hun!

from star-layouts :

Hey, i made your layout, im so sorry it took so long, hope you like it :) http://www.freewebs.com/schewwen4/AFIcustom.htm xxxxxxxxxx

from realmensk8 :

how do u get your diary like that?

from realmensk8 :

No problem

from realmensk8 :

No problem

from momma-at-17 :

It's not a problem. Did you have fun in Venice? I always thought that'd be a wonderful place to go. I hope you had fun! Just thought I'd let ya know that you may want to change the TITLE of your page and also put in your username where it says USERNAME. Lol. I'll tell the little one to hurry it up, not that he'll listen but you never know right? Lol. Take care sweetie!!

from no-lies-- :

thx for the add <333

from momma-at-17 :

Hey, I've finished your layout and emailed you. Please let me know if it's alright.

from momma-at-17 :

Just wanted to let you know that I haven't forgotten you. It's just been a little crazy 'round here, so I haven't had much chance to work on things. But I am working on it. It should be done within a day or so, that is; unless I go into labor anytime soon, but I don't see that happening seeing how that's not how my luck works. So I'll be done with it ASAP.

from for-you-only :

hey, you're right, I should write about my pictures as well.

from aloneindark5 :

Yeah, just email me and let me know. It'll give me something to do to keep my mind off things.

from paperbullets :

hey sew, I need your password!

from shes-dying :

I understand what you mean.. but hey 4 months is good, you can keep going, i mean look at me six months? I keep thinking that i'm actually lying to myself or something because there is no way i've stopped for this long. But it's true. It's weird how much i miss it. xxx

from aloneindark5 :

Hey sweetie, I emailed the username and password to ya. Let me know if you do/don't get them. Things are alright, I just needed a place to get some bottled up feelings out that I think would have really upset Jeremy. I'm really happy that things are progressing on your end hun. You deserve the world!!

from shes-dying :

You deserve all the happiness in the world. :) I'm glad you're feeling better about things with Sam xxx

from star-layouts :

Hey, i'd be happy to make you a custom :) Just let me know what you want, the usual :) And I dont have much to do, a couple of customs so you shouldnt have to wait too long :) xxx

from shes-dying :

*cuddle* i care xx

from rhythm-tap :

Hey wow! I didn't know mamma-at-17 reads U! Small world! Anyway - I was gonna ask U how U draw the little white boxes in your entries. I'm trying to design a custom template that Sarah is *hopefuly* gonna help me with & I like your boxes!

from momma-at-17 :

Hey hun how are you doing?? Thanks so much for your note the other day. It really does help seeing that there are people who care ya know?? How are things with Sam? Have they gotten better/worse? I hope that you can get that worked out soon, you don't deserve to go through what he's been doing. I hope that you are doing ok. Let me know alright?? Oh! I plan to sit down tonight and email you back ok? Just thought I'd let you know.

from rhythm-tap :

Hi. I just wanted to drop U a note. I completely understand how you're feeling about losing a boyfriend ... AND his family. After my boyfriend left I missed chats with his sisters and playing with his Nephew on the swings & talking to his niece about "woman stuff". *sigh* Those were the days!!! He's been gone over two years. I'm still in love with him. Sad, huh? I'm gonna add U to my buddy list & keep an eye on you! Hang in there!

from shes-dying :

I'm with you on the whole not exsisting thing..xxx xhearts;

from momma-at-17 :

Just thought I'd drop you a quick note to let you know that I haven't forgotten about you, things have been a tad hectic with preparing for the baby shower and what not that I hardly have had time to update. But I WILL write you back ASAP I promise. I'm really happy that you like your layout.

from shes-dying :

Still an avid reader :)

from momma-at-17 :

Not a problem sweetie, I'm sooo happy that you like it. I was worried that you wouldn't. And knowing that you enjoy it gives me something to brighten these dark days of mine. I need all the little "somethings" I can get. Also I am really glad that you and Sam are at least talking again ((*HUGS*))

from shes-dying :

But sweetheart you can do this living thing, you said it yourself a while back, the cutting has stopped. So's the burning, you're living without the lifelinr, and if you still need someone to talk too when things get on top of you then it shows your strong enough to talk to them instead of falling back into old ways. xxx

from mouldypizza :

Read your last note to me. Should be a source of some enlightenment. And blondeness is great!

from momma-at-17 :

Aww Hun. If you want to talk I know what you are going through and how you are feeling, just let me know ok? I'm here for you, I'm also worried about you. Things will be okay sweetie. Let me know if you want to talk.

from xxpaperdolxx :

Hey Lauren, Its ok hunny, email me so we can talk. I know how you are feelin. [email protected]

from mouldypizza :

Oh and Iknow what you mean. It's never ever a good idea to sacrifice a friend.

from mouldypizza :

It's never really okay to say that.

from momma-at-17 :

No problem sweetie. It made me smile to know that I made you smile! *Smiles* That's what friends are for.

from momma-at-17 :

Hey I have a template in mind for you, just kind of an idea in my head, so the next time you're looking for a new layout leave me a note and I'll get it made. That is if ya want. I just thought I'd let ya know that I hope someday I can make you a custom. I know what you are going through with Sam. If you ever need to talk then let me know ok?? I'm here for ya hun. XOXO

from r-e-v-i-e-w :

your review is up.

from shes-dying :

DIARYRINGS!!!!! *you're lucky you can update* Damn gold membership. I can't *cries*

from shes-dying :

DIARYRINGS!!!!! *you're lucky you can update* Damn gold membership. I can't *cries*

from r-e-v-i-e-w :

hey, i just realized you have already been reviewed at our site. you are wanting to be re-reviewed??

from malibureview :

I see you still have us listed too.

from malibureview :

Hi, I was going through old notes at our site and saw that you had requested but had been turned down in the past. Would you like to re-request?

from star-layouts :

hey, all you do is have the code < blockquote> TEXT HERE </ blockquote> without the spaces ^^ xxxx

from rivergoddess :

I've being reading your other diary for awhile accually. Then today I was like why not add this one too.

from pokadot-lips :

i hope everything will be okeh, sorry if you dont liek random people sending you notes...but i hope everything will be okeh...bye byes

from paperbullets :

haha, otay! i'll take your word for it. <3

from paperbullets :

Wow, thanks. I get that a lot but usually I get a lot of shit for being a christian and believing in something. anyway thanks for the watch and all that. <3

from paperbullets :

sup?

from mouldypizza :

so tell HIM that!

from honstyzbrutl :

I just wanted to say that I am glad you are doing better and that I really like your template, mostly 'cause I freaking love Placebo.

from shes-dying :

It's been like two years since we met.. how weird.. cool :) stay strong through this Lauren. xxx

from tracey-face :

I got your email... I just havent had a calm moment to sit and respond to it. I will though.... soon. And if you need some one to talk about all the stuff your going through... just email me again ::smile:: we can talk about thing besides what we're currently emailing about, mm-kay? I'll email you soon, though. -T

from shes-dying :

*hugs*

from malibureview :

Hey, i know you wanted a review but we find that if we did you're review, you would get a terribly low mark and we would end up sounding very rude and mean. you insult yourself enough, you dont need anymore from us. im sorry. - Staff of Malibu Review . PS: If you want to know more, just email us.

from shes-dying :

Oh Lauren.. i'm so sorry.. i thought things were going to be okay between you two.. *holds* stay safe xx

from shelayne :

You make perfect sense to me angel ... perfect sense. I love you. *hugs*

from honstyzbrutl :

Your review is completed.

from rednek-revew :

Your review is up at: http://rednek-revew.diaryland.com/lauren.html

from honstyzbrutl :

I look forward to writing your review. Also, for your links page...the site is actually "Honesty is brutal."

from shes-dying :

I think the layout for winter is beautiful, it's gorgeous. And i like your new layout as well, but i think i liked the old one a bit better, xxx

from tracey-face :

tinkerbelly83, not tinerbelly83. Sorry. ::smile::

from tracey-face :

You asked me what I meant in the review when i said that i understand the loss and stuff about Winter... I understand because I went through much the same thing back when I was 19. I miscarried at 17 weeks... and it royally screwed me up. If ya ever wanna chat or something. You can IM me, Tinerbelly83 or email me or just notes or something... if not thats fine too. Just felt you might like to know that I kinda understand a lot of the stuff in your diary.

from stars4skulls :

Yeah one of my friends lives in Bristol. And dude I like live in Camden... I'm gonna work in that shop with the fat Italien man who's really scary, i'm gonna work there in the summer. yay that's so cool :) xx

from star-layouts :

lmao :P well layouts are so fun :P Have you seen my Pixelbee ones? :D I love em sooo much *tell me if im annoying keeping leaving notes and ill stop :) :P*

from stars4skulls :

Haha oh right.. all got a bit confused. Yeah i live in london! D'yu live in england?? x

from star-layouts :

Hey, i just changed the stuff on i.o.u one galaxy....it did look a bit wrong :P hope you think it looks better now :P

from flirtreviews :

Sorry bout that... the entire link is: http://flirtreviews.diaryland.com/kickmetryme.html

from flirtreviews :

Hi. I just posted your review at flirt reviews. Go check it out. http://flirtreviews.diaryland.com

from star-layouts :

Hey, im really glad you like the layout :) I dunno if i'll put it up on my site or not...cos its very personal to you so i might leave it as just your own layout :) I dunno, ill think about it :) Really glad you like it, XxxX

from stars4skulls :

Feck. You meant the green day show didn't you... haha i'm clever..

from stars4skulls :

Hey, yeah i know! Another gig... Except this time it's got to be a set, not just a song... So we're all working pretty hard to get some songs done. And it's going shit slow which is annoying. But we're working on it :) Hope you're great xxxxAlice

from star-layouts :

Hey, ive made your layout, I hope its ok and you like it :) the link is: http://www.freewebs.com/schewwen3/Baby.htm I hope its ok :) XxxX Let me know what you think of it

from malibureview :

Hey Whats up ? Its Brad from Malibu Review. I was wondering if it mattered who did you're review. You've got 3 to choose from: Me, Marisa or Craig. Its your choice. Hit us back, thanks !

from star-layouts :

Hey, im sorry that I havent finished your custom yet. I've had and got so much school stuff going on, like exams and things that I havent been able to do anything, I have nearly done it though, so it shouldnt be too long, I am really sorry that it has taken this long though XxxX

from shes-dying :

Aye, i have been stoned, bad Helen, new years eve lol. Bring in the new year in style. It was quite okay, i'd definately do it again, but i didn't say anything cause Andi would get pissed at me :/ I would like to meet you muchly. I've known you online for over like a year.. 2 years almost or maybe over and i've never met you! How weird! lol xxx

from shes-dying :

Oh darling.. i am so sorry. I know how much you love him sweetheart, i hope things work out for the best between you two.. *hugs*

from sterlingwolf :

i'm still here!

from shes-dying :

I still read :)

from star-layouts :

Hey, yarr I can do the quotes like you said :) Ok ill try my best to make a real nice layout for you :) Hope you like it when im done! XxoxX

from star-layouts :

Hey, im so sorry, i was a bit dumb earlier :P the links do work :) sorry :P XxxX

from star-layouts :

Hey, the links to them pics doesnt work :( do you have msn at all? Because you could send me through that??? If you dont if you have any other messengers let me know :) XxX

from star-layouts :

Hey, that sounds a cool layout :) Well when you've found a pic/lyrics I'll make it, if you want just think of some lyrics and ill try to find a pic, like off getty or something :)

from star-layouts :

Hey, I'd be glad to make you a custom layout :) I may not be able to do it for about 2 weeks maybe, cos I need to get my computer back to normal cos as you may have read it died, but I'd be more than happy to make you one :) XxxX

from stars4skulls :

Hey, yeah the show was pretty fun :). And yeah I did write that thingie.. I thought it was a load of crap but thank you very much *blushes*. Except that last bit about the fashion statement/deathwish was a song by My Chemical Romance, but apart from that all me. Hope you're all good xxx

from stars4skulls :

Hey, thanks for the add and the message and everything. Loving your diary :) Alice <345

from sterlingwolf :

sorry things are rough for you right now. don't beat yourself up about things that you can't change. i always do that and the only thing it ever did for me was wear my nerves to shreds. <<LONG DISTANCE HUG>>

from sterlingwolf :

hey loz, thanks for the note. nothing too crazy happening in the past few entries. for some reason mum's apologising to me the morning after she rages. she's not too bad now, though.

from sterlingwolf :

don't let him get away with that. boys should know that unless there is something important that won't wait, there is mandatory cuddle/talk time afterwards. or at least in my rule book. you are not bad because of it. he's just stupid and doesn't know how it made you feel.

from darkenergy :

Currently...i'm kinda giving my ED a free rein. We're doing incredibly well. I've lost 5lbs in 4 days. Bloody estatic! Good point you're going to college. Scary! I can't wait for my holidays to start now. So fed up of school, although i have so much to do before hand! Only 2 weeks. Thank god. XXXXXXXXX

from darkenergy :

Crikey, whats happened to it? Yeah i'm okay in myself i guess. I'm glad your exams went okay darling XXXXxXXXX when do you get the results?

from darkenergy :

Heya darling. How are you? Here my user: helens pass: sorry my friends found my diary again. This time we're locked up for good, i'm fed up of hurting cause of them. Keep yourself safe XXX

from sterlingwolf :

i'm not sure if i should recommend this, but an alchi-pop is great to put you to sleep. i like Shmirnoff ice or a nice hard cider. had a insomniac period my sophmore year and that was the only thing that worked.

from sterlingwolf :

mum's wierd like that. i think she just has control issues, hence wanting me on meds.

from left-outside :

yup its me

from hollowed :

recieving such words can only comfort in times its nessessary. I was in a world of black and saw a light. Thank you, In the times ahead i shall surely keep an eye for such little gifts, as kindness.

from shelayne :

hey hon, *hugs* I miss you. and my diaries aren't dead anymore. I'm back. How you doin? Email me, k hon? *hugs again* ~Shelayne

from amber-darko :

Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]

from sterlingwolf :

you can get through this, Loz. you're strong. you can beat this. <<HUG>>

from bad-kitty-6 :

[email protected] Is My Msn Name TTYL

from bad-kitty-6 :

Yeah Thats What Im Going To Do But Tweek Is Tottaly Diffrent Than Weed. Ive Smoked Weed Twice But Never Got High.So Yeah Im Going To Try Weed Again But Tweek Today Ill Write Later and Tell You How It Goes. Do You Have AIM, MSn, Or Yahoo Messenger???

from bad-kitty-6 :

Yeah I guess So I love Him More Than Life Itself Which Is So Hard To Do But Then Add Lying Then its Really Hard. He Is Going To Get Me High Tommarow It Will Be My First Time LOL Yeah I Said I wanna Know What It Feels Like. I Just Talked To Him Tommarow Will Be His Last Time HOPEFULLY He Is Starting NA Meeting Well I love Ya Bye Bye

from bad-kitty-6 :

Hey Girl Whats Up Nothing much Here Hopefully Your Doing Good Talk To You Later

from bluesaiyan :

Marilyn Manson is poser.

from dblake :

[email protected]

from dblake :

Hi, I just stumbled upon your diary, and wanted to ask something... if I gave you my email address, is there *any* chance you'd send me the password, or do I have to know you in person?

from sterlingwolf :

<<HUG>>

from bad-kitty-6 :

I Havent Been Update Because I havent Had the Time Ive Been, Going To Doc. Oppointments, Counsiling Kids Over At Youth 2000 By Where i Live, Trying To Find Out More About My Boyfriends Situation And When He is Going to Get Out,And Cleaning My House. Im 17 And Im Takeing On the World How Funny HUH??? But Yeah Ill Be Updateing More This Week Because Im Away From The Drama For Awhile. I Hope To Hear From You Soon. Love Shelle

from bad-kitty-6 :

Thank You So Much For Giving Me Your Password.I Love Your Diary Hopefully Me And You Can Start Talking More You Sound Like Someone I Would Like To Know.

from bad-kitty-6 :

No I Didnt Get It Will You Send It Again??

from darkenergy :

*massive hugs* Parents suck. Worse than suck. *sighs* Well i didn't have much of a better day. I think they gonna put me on meds... *massive hugs again* You're gonna make it okay? We love you more than anything, remember that. XxX Helen

from bad-kitty-6 :

I Had Your Old Diary Name On My Favorites And Then Noticed That Your not useing That One And Then I Came Over Here And I Need The Password I Would Love To Have It So I Could Read Your Diary My Email Is [email protected]

from sterlingwolf :

just thought you might need this <<HUG>>

from suicide17 :

hi! you left a note on my profile thingy ma-bopper asking for a password. To be honest, I have'nt posted in this thing more than 10 times and I also haven't posted since August. But I'm on LiveJournal now. My s/n on there is PunkyMunky86. Seriously...LJ is A LOT better. haha. So if you already have a s/n on there or if you get one, add me to ur friends list and I'll add you. The only reason I have any of my shit private is cuz I can't trust my parents. Later!

from darkenergy :

Yeah, i'm betting there's over 100 there. I use a razor. Till the end, hey? XxxX Helen

from hollowed :

In context to seening your father cry. I've seen my father cry, od.....cry....od.....od and then go completely insane. I took my dad to the hospital when i was ten, cause he ate a bottle full of anti booze, and a 66 of dark rum. I took care of him after he got out of rehab and the looney bin six months later. And 2 years to follow that date. I am many years older now, and he made a lot of money off his divorce. He got divorced and kicked me out of the house, the day after i had OD. He still hasn't told me he loves me, since.......watch out for false emotions.

from darkenergy :

That's a good idea. Very random but a good idea. Thank you ^_^ How you been? XxX Helen

from iloveurtummy :

well we dated in 7th n everything wuz cool then i wuz dumb enough to dump him and then in 8th we dated n he juss screwed me over by actin like he liked me but in reality he never gave a shit...

from sterlingwolf :

SOmetimes you are the only one that can make you happy. Do things that make you happy.

from iloveurtummy :

awwwww....thank you very much. i need as much luck as possible. i just hope randy doesn't screw me over again.

from hollowed :

I'll Repeat myself, even though i really dislike having to do so. And ask you, for your approval of the thoughts that are you'res. Since i left mine open for all to see, i feel it would be a fair agreement, that you give me this right.

from hollowed :

Well i showed you mine, so you show me yours. :-)

from iloveurtummy :

lol do u think theres pills out there or somethin 4 it? haha

from iloveurtummy :

lol how do u manage 2 bite ur tongue? i always manage to bite the inside of my cheek..its painful

from saharalynx :

thanx for that! glad u like my stuff... its nice to hear it from sum1 hu dusnt feel duty bound to say that!

from sterlingwolf :

you can call me Stine or Elena. hope your holiday went well. ASL is Age, Sex, Location. had a stalker a couple of times (you don't strike me as the type, but it has made me a bit paranoid). have a great new year, Loz! kicketh butt and taketh names!

from sterlingwolf :

merry Christmas, Loz! i'm with the family for Christmas. so far, i'm the source of good, cheap labor in the house, which i don't mind, as long as i get paid. sorry they don't have tank girl. i'm old enough to drink legally and young enough to still get called miss at the store. ;) sorry, not big on ASL. had a bad experience with it once that has left me paranoid. XXX

from sterlingwolf :

<<BIG HUG>> might i suggest Monty Python Sings? it always makes me feel better. either that or watching Tank Girl. hope things get better for you.

from broken-bits :

Hey, Matt and I broke up because a) he still hadn't told his parents about me and he infact had no intentions of doing so and b) we never got to see each other and it felt like he never wanted to make an effort

from rawr-kitty :

my favourite name for it is "retarded doctor induced mother-fucking pain". They had no remorse and just shoved that goddamned tube up there and turned it on. Not fun. Never again.

from rawr-kitty :

*sigh* Yeah, i was. It's not uncomfortable for me to talk about it..it's just weird. Cuz I made it seem like it never really happened to me..I play funny games with my mind. I even named it.."stupid ball that makes me puke". i had an abortion.. I have some names for that too..lol.

from iloveurtummy :

aww. thanks 4 ur note too. :) i love my notes. and yes i cut in skool. i asked someone if i could c their pin n they had no clue what i wuz gonna do cuz they were readin somethin n were too into that (a convo me n glenn had actually) n i juss...slit my wrists. *sighs*

from rawr-kitty :

there's some things that make a jolt go through me too..that remind of really bad stuff..but you hafta remember that it's mostly memories and you might feel bad for a little while, but the important thing is that you're overally a bit better and yay for you for realizing that. *hugs* i hope you feel better soon..:)

from iloveurtummy :

awwww. i know the feeling. *sighs* when i listen to certain songs or w/e i get all depressed, they remind me so much of glenn. most songs do. :( but now so many songs r beggining to remind me of joey. keep ur chin up high babe. things will change. one day. <3

from sterlingwolf :

don't do anything. please. it's not worth it. please don't. i'd miss you.

from rawr-kitty :

whoa! someone who listed me as a favourite! thank you :) hehe i'm shy so i won't say much, but can i read yours too?

from broken-bits :

Hey sweety, just thought I would say two things. One being keep ya chin up and two being thanks for all the sweet guestbook messages ive been getting from you... ((hugs))

from the-accident :

yes i did. thank you for sending it to me.

from shelayne :

how* lol... bad typo... :-p

from shelayne :

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! *stops and wonders hoe my boyfriend would feel about this... giggles* I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I really do. Missed you loads. Talk to you soon. Wanted to sign both places so you couldn't possibly miss both... I don't think anyone could miss this one... *looks around suspisciously...slinks off into a shadow and disappears from the watchful eyes of those reading this* Bye for now Lauren... ttys hun.. ~Shelayne~

from greenwitch22 :

u serious?!?!?! oh my god....but ah..i'm not that huge a fan. i mean i love them and all but it's not that i'm crazy...my friend's such a huge freak when it comes to simple plan...

from the-accident :

thank you for adding me; may i read your diary? if not i understand. xo.

from iloveurtummy :

awww. thanks for adding me. :) im more then happy bout u and sam. and u sayin how u cut urself, and ur on pills, and u hate urself...well...thats juss like me. so i feel ur pain hun, i realli do.

from sterlingwolf :

no, your entry wasn't bad. it just made me realize that i needed to put things in perspective. it's nigh impossible to piss me off or offend me. i hope your friend gets in touch with you. i've been there before. <<HUG>>

from glennz-bitch :

hey my new diary is iloveurtummy.diaryland.com please leave me a note with whats been up

from sterlingwolf :

i'm here! i read and i like what you said about people being wrapped up in their own pain. thanks. it's the bitchslap i needed to get me out of this funk where i'm a whiny lil mutt.

from sterlingwolf :

thanks for letting me into a part of your world. hope the cuts make you feel better. they always do that for me.

from sterlingwolf :

THanks for the birthday wishes. Glad to meet another big Halloween fan. I was wondering if I could have access to your diary, but it's OK if you don't want to.

from glennz-bitch :

aw thanks for bein conserned, hun! did i even spell that rite!? lol sometimes i have my moment & i juss can't spell words i normally can spell. lol ok ANYWAYS...what i meant by what i had to say wuz too low 2 put in my diary was on my own part, as in, i don't want people knoing b/c people are so mean now-a-days in one way or another & will think extremely bad of me. i have an appointment wit my head doctor 2morro (since i have no idea how to spell the professional name for that) so i guess....ill try to spill my guts. not all in 2morro of course, but over time. wish me luck. :(

from glennz-bitch :

hey darlin'. haven't talked to you inna while, have i?! juss thought i'd drop by n say hi...& i dunno if i told u or not, but i love ur template hehe!

from houseno9 :

its weird how we're sort of going through similar things but mine's in a dream not real life. I feel sorry for you its the deepest pain anyone can feel.

from broken-bits :

Hey, thanks for the note and the password, of course I want to read your diary and oh Good luck with ya new man ;) make sure he treats you right lol

from glennz-bitch :

omg. well don't i feel so stupid, lol. i didn't even check my e-mail. i never do. i use like *counts 2 herself* 7 email addies. its a pain in my ass lol. im sry. ill go catch up on everything ive missed.

from glennz-bitch :

why'd u lock me outta ur diary?! :(

from glennz-bitch :

hey, juss wanna letcha kno i juss posted an entry in my diary from a few days ago. u c, i have 2 diaries w/ the exact same enteries (juss a different diary name & a different layout) so i can have 2 buddy lists cuz i like 2 get losta buddies...& what i do is type up my diary entry on my other diary then ccp it over here. well i musta 4got 2 ccp it over here, so yea. im bout readie 2 go make 2days entry tho so please make sure u click the back button or w/e its called on my diary 2 c the entry b4 it called "in love" ... thank u

from sweetreviews :

reviews up

from glennz-bitch :

what can i say? i make friends easily lol. and plus ive been online a lot more latley, since ive been depressed n all. *sighs* and i like the pringles thing ya told me...what i say is "once ya pop ya juss don't stop" (dealin wit sex) lol :P

from diaryreviews :

Finally, I done! Here it is *doo doo DOO* Your review (http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/kickmetrym.html) ~~Lauren, we have the same name! I'm lame I know

from glennz-bitch :

lol thank you for my 1st note. actually, i wasn't the one who fixed up my notes setting and diary and such. i thought u didn't know what u were sayin when u said i didn't have my note features up lol but then i had some girl go in under my name (the same girl who fixed pretty much everything on my diary) and she said it wasn't anything i did, and that diaryland was just being gay and messed it up. but now its all fixed. and bout the whole you gettin beat up if u'd grab a stranger's stomach thing. well, i've gotten in my share of fights with the people with like a bad sense of humor, but most people either laugh or stare in shock. i have my way with people i guess. and i love stomachs. *touches urs*

from glennz-bitch :

i apologize that my computer is a faggot retard. my notes should be working now. and ill be adding you to my buddy list. nice meeting you lauren. i'm julie

from glennz-bitch :

hmmm. thanks for the e-mail. but, my notes feature is supposed 2 be on. sry, this new diary is bein gay. my picture on my template isnt workin and neither are my links. try to leave me a note tho, and if it doesn't work...well...e-mail me again please. i need 2 figure sum things out...then ill add ya.

from glennz-bitch :

hey, i came across ur diary and i was wondering if we could add eachother to our buddy lists. leave me a note!

from shelayne :

Hey baby gurl. *hugs you tight* I'm so sorry hunny. I really wish I could talk to you. This isn't the proper place for this. I'll email you or something when I have the time. I love you Lauren, I really do. *hugs you again* Later hon.

from alonereviews :

your review is up at http://alonereviews.diaryland.com/kickmetryme.html

from shelayne :

Hey. Welcome back. Glad you had fun. Hope you have fun on your next trip. :P I'm sorry you've felt the need to cut. I cut last night too. I have to face someone tonight after that and I don't know if I can... I'll talk to you soon hon. Much luv and later dayz.

from hope-soul :

Hey sweets, glad to hear that you are a little bit more happier at the current time :D! Ohh and I hear ya dyed ya hair black, very good choice. I have had my hair dark black for ages now, my nan hates it but I love it! BIG ((hugs)) Grr I hate to post this in ya notes section since the guestbook thing won't let me

from shelayne :

Hey. I haven't been online for two days or so, and I just caught up in your diary. I wish there was something I could do to help you. I wish I could make it better. If I could I would take all your pain into myself and let you be 'normal'... I would like nothing more than to absorb your problems and give you your life back. I love you Lauren, don't forget that.

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