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Yeah, I had to lock after some family problems came to a head... never fun. Anyway, my email address (which is becoming less and less appropriate with each passing year) is [email protected]... I'm still going to be a rock star, of course, just not by age 20. <br>I'll email you the password... what's your email again?

from rixbear :

Yup, I'm still around, though finding time to collect my thoughts is a challenge. What's new?

from rixbear :

Hey! Locked out here!

from rixbear :

Having worked at Taco Bell for more than two years, I can honestly say that serving people isn't as bad as it seems. It takes some getting used to, but most people are okay. Once you get to know the people you work with, it can even be fun. P.S. I just don't like myspace as well as diaryland... do you?

from rixbear :

Nope. Diaryland was the one place I interacted with women WITHOUT looking for romance. So naturally...

from rixbear :

Cool. I know what you mean about not wanting new people to see our diaryland-sites, either. I've been worried my private and public lives might spill over. Heh... more than they have already, considering I recently met and started dating Sunstargirl.

from rixbear :

Heh, I forgot what I meant when I asked, "What happened?" Anyway... do you have a myspace account? I've got one: http://www.myspace.com/rixbear. Let me know, okay?

from rixbear :

What happened?

from rixbear :

Yeah... I guess the scariest part is knowing that contacts (essential for making it into the music-industry), scholarships, and all-expense paid trips to places like Chicago and Las Vegas, are on the line. I've GOT to make it in. Unfortunately, I'm competing with seven other REALLY good male-singers... I may have to take out some knee-caps or something.

from rixbear :

Sorry I haven't responded to your note or email, things are just really hectic. (Sigh) I'm auditioning for Freeform again for next year... the process is moderately terrifying. I'm good, but I hate competition. I'm fairly certain I'll get in again, but what if I'm wrong? What if I go in, expectations high, and get totally shot down? It scares me.

from thebabygrand :

Oh, Kirsty, I know. I gave up on thebabygrand once I realized I would never get around to updating. It's dead and gone. But I did make the decision that I would begin a new diary when I start college. That way all my friends will be able to see what I'm up to, even though I'm not with them. So, I will make sure that I tell you when I do. I guess we'll just have to keep in contact on myspace! Man though, was I surprised to see I had gotten a note. I actually thought that it might have been a mistake or something, I didn't know I still had a profile! I do log in every now and then to see who's updated, so I'll still be reading yours, even though you've got nothing of mine to read... just wait a couple of more months, I promise. Talk to you later!

from rixbear :

Yeah... I know how you feel. Working nearly full-time and going to school makes Jack a dull boy. And Rixbear, too, for that matter. I've lost touch with my friends, and am now something of a social-recluse... I just don't have time to meet people anymore.

from rixbear :

Right on! Friends suck! Who needs em?! We should all just live out our lives alone, separate from the world, without distractions. Except...

from sadreminder :

"Why...do boys...have such stalker tendencies???" That is what I would like to know as well!! Perhaps we could hire some scientists to help us figure this age old question out because it is quite odd and not fun.

from rixbear :

Hmm... I'll email it to you again.

from rixbear :

How do I do it? To be honest, I'm just very, very good. ;)

from rixbear :

P.S. What's your email-address?

from rixbear :

Hey. Life is good; I just got back from a four-day tour in New Orleans with the school's jazz-choir. We hit up Bourbon Street quite a bit, toured the Bayou and saw lots of alligators, and visited a pre-Civil War sugarcane plantation. We also took 1st place, and opened for a jazz bigwig at a club called "The Blue Nile." All in all, it was one of the most fantastic things I've ever done. Alas, now I'm having to play catch-up in my other classes... I wish I could just devote myself to music and leave science classes to those more technically-minded than myself. I've also met a couple interesting girls, but... I don't know. I don't think I really have time for a girlfriend right now. There are too many more important things left to do for me to be overly-concerned about dating right now. Anyway... yeah. That's my life. Have a good one!

from orgastastic :

Why haven't you been on Diaryland in sooo long? Things been keeping you busy? Uhhh...Is everything spiffy and dandy? Well, I hope so! ^-^ Everything is good here in Seattle, but I think that's because I'm on spring break, haha.

from sadreminder :

Thanks so much for the notes. Your notes always seem to make so much sense to me and I love getting them because getting someone else's mostly subjective point of view on whatever I happen to be going through is so appreciated. The compliments don't hurt either...hahaha. Things are actually getting better (I think, that'll probably change within seconds) as time has a tendency to have a hand in. Anyways, I hope things are swell with you and such.

from rixbear :

Hi! What's new?

from orgastastic :

Hi! It's me, Heather. My old username on Diaryland used to be super-banana, but I have changed diaries because of some people leaving nasty comments and whatnot on my diary. I decided I wanted a new username anyway. I think I'll keep this one for a very long time. So add me please! ^-^

from sadreminder :

Sorry to hear about your car accident and I hope you're feeling better soon!

from rixbear :

Truthfully, I'm having problems with an ex. We used to be really good friends before we dated, but... I dunno. I guess dating showed each of us parts of one another we don't like and can't relate to, and now, when we talk, all we do is argue. It's crappy, but I feel like I can't have any "open windows" into what I'm thinking and feeling right now... which means I can't share my thoughts with my diaryland-friends right now, either... All I can say is that dating is nice, but breaking up sucks.

from rixbear :

There hasn't been much time to update lately, and... well, I realize I've revealed too much of myself to some of my friends who read it... Honestly, I feel safer having people I've never met reading my most personal thoughts than having some of the people I'm "closest to" knowing every random thought and idea running through my head. So I've decided to reveal less of myself in the present and future, and lock the past away in a place it can't hurt anyone for awhile.

from super-banana :

I have a bunch of school supplies that I don't need that you could use.

from super-banana :

Your relationship with your father kind of sounds like mine, but yet not like it at all. Sometimes my dad and I understand eachother, sometimes we don't. I don't ever think I'll be really close to my father, but I'm okay with that, haha. Things might be different with you though. In the future all of a sudden things might change, and you might have a really close relationship with your father. What...? It could happen.

from rixbear :

Yup. It's a nice town. We saw "The Midnight Sun", and probably went to a number of places you've been. We went to the high-school play, "The Nerd", which was kinda funny. It was a nice, fairly relaxed weekend.

from sadreminder :

Wow..I'm so cool I left the note for you in MY NOTES. Argghh...grrr....

from sadreminder :

My goodness! I was just going to send you a note about your latest entry. Although I'm not you, I'm on a similar route with the weird father-daughter relationship. I don't know what to say because I'm in a very similar place but it seems that everyone is looking for someone to connect with, so they don't seem as alone (not that you feel alone, I don't know whether you do or not, I know I do sometimes) so I'm just gonna say although I may be of no help, I somewhat understand and I'm here for you. In regards to my situation, I'm still confused but I know I'll be fine. It's not fun but it's just one of those life things that (I hope) will pass.

from sadreminder :

"I just want all my puzzle pieces to easily slip into place...." I just know that line too well. I say it to myself all the time. I hope for both of us that the pieces begin to slip into place...

from sadreminder :

Thanks..

from rixbear :

Thanks. At the moment, I'm feeling like I do my best when I'm by myself... we'll see how Freeform works out. It would be cool to feel like I belong somewhere.

from super-banana :

Chocolate?! I just got a bunch of tootsie pops...Which is chocolate in a way I suppose, lol. And yeah, I read your diary! I'm about to go read it right nowwww, yay! I feel like reading so it all works out. But I wish I had lots of chocolate to eat today... And you're lucky you have that job. I seriously need a job though...I guess with this recession and stuff I reckon it would be hard to find a job. *sigh*

from rixbear :

It's fun to be busy, most of the time. It means relationships and some of the little things in life take a backseat, though. My advice: take maybe one or two classes at first and see how it goes. I dove into working and going to school fulltime because I'd done both separately and knew that I could (mostly) handle it. But then, I don't do much at home, and have friends who are doing the same thing I do. Even so, I take some time off every once in awhile and try to get the rest of my life in order. It's just a matter of time-management... something I'm not very good at, but am learning. Anyway... yeah. School is a necessary evil for me; I'm not a school type of person. But I won't work at Taco Bell the rest of my life, either.

from super-banana :

You okay?

from super-banana :

Aaaaaaa...I haven't talked to you in a long time. How have you been lately? How has life been treating you?

from rixbear :

Congratulations! Working rules! ...Err, well, money is good, anyway.

from sadreminder :

Hope you enjoyed sleeping in today! And thanks for the note.. It's more encouragement for me to get on fixing certain aspects of my life and it just helps to read those things . It validates them to a certain degree. Good luck tomorrow!

from sadreminder :

Congrats!!

from thebabygrand :

Kirsty! Sorry I never update. Maybe I'll get around to it someday! I'm thinking about starting a new diary though. Anyway, just wanted to say hi and to tell you that the school musical is performing tonight (Feb. 5) and next weekend (10,11, and 12) at 7:30. You really should come, it's actually really good. AND I am the lead! It's called HONK! and is about the Ugly Duckling. And that's me! I'm Ugly! So you should come. Talk to you soon!

from sadreminder :

I know all to well what you mean in your lastest entry concerning your mother and her double standards. My mother is the same way. I don't understand it at all.

from rixbear :

Yeah. One must be cautious when having lunch with strangers of the opposite sex, though. And while that may sound obvious, I've met a lot of women for whom it doesn't seem to be. I'm always amazed at the unsafe situations women put themselves in. For instance, while I was pleased that the girl I went to lunch with (whom I'd only known for a short time) felt safe enough to sit alone in her car with me in the middle of an empty parking-lot, I was somewhat surprised. I mean, I'm not the sort of guy to take advantage of a girl, but how was she to know that? Oftentimes, if a guy shows a great deal of interest in a girl he's just met, it means he has other things than friendship on his mind... Anyway... just stuff to keep in mind. It's still nice to randomly talk to people and hang out with them, though.

from sadreminder :

Thanks so much!! One exam done, two to go. This one (History) seemed too easy which worries me a bit but there's nothing I can do about it now. A huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders...for now.

from sadreminder :

I just took a break from studying for my Chem. final to check Diaryland and I must tell you that your entry made me laugh out loud and totally busted up my stress (even if just for a little while). It was because of the line "Hopefully more firing than dying...." I love that. Freaking hilarious. Maybe I was just looking for an excuse to laugh, I'm not sure but good luck with your job search! I too am on the same quest.

from rixbear :

I think the entire script (or at least the song-lyrics) are on http://www.mit.edu/people/nocturne/athena/text/woods.html It's one of the more meaningful musicals... In a few years, I wouldn't mind playing the role of "The Baker", if I happen to be in a place with a strong musical-theatre program. Anyway, enjoy!

from rixbear :

"Sometimes people leave you halfway through the wood. Others may deceive you; you decide what's good. You decide alone. But no one is alone. People make mistakes, holding to their own, thinking they're alone. Honor their mistakes." -Into the Woods

from rixbear :

I did it, and I think I did a fairly good job. I got up there and just slipped into the role of the sad, scorned love-interest, and did my best to sell the song. It wasn't my BEST performance, but it certainly wasn't my worst, either. I'm content. So thanks! It means a lot to me to hear from you and my other diaryland-friends.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for letting me know that I'm not alone in the I-hate speech department. If only I could rationally explain to him how I feel. Feelings and rational don't exactly go together these days though. The weirdest part is that I know I'll be fine without him for 11 days. I'll miss him but I'll be fine. I have mucho studying to do for finals that are in a week and a half so it's kinda good that he's going away now although I wish he was leaving on better terms. It's also that whole trust thing that I have to work on I think. I don't have a reason not to trust him but things happen. Anyways, before I do an entire diary entry in your notes I will just say thanks and leave. Thanks! OH and from one pack-rat to another, congrats on parting with some stuff!

from super-banana :

Awwww!! Thank you! You just helped me a bunch. *HUGS YOU* So, how are things around your neck of the woods?

from super-banana :

Yeah, I think I will try and apply for Starbucks. It won't hurt any, right? And I think Josh's girlfriend's name is said k U rstin, hehe. Oh, and can you help me out? I need promotion for my new Design website place. The URL is: http://pk-design.diaryland.com =) I enjoy HTML so much I decided to make my own design site! To keep me from changing MY layout, lol. Thanks! <3

from sadreminder :

The whole The Boy/Prom issue is stressing me out cuz yeah, it is a friend thing. My best friend who was to be the Romy to my Michelle (Have you seen Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion? If so, that is what we are like and if not, see it! lol) isn't going because her mother will not let her for some reason or another and my other best friend dislikes The Boy to no end. But I think I'm going to go with The Boy. Plus tickets are super duper expensive so I don't know how I'm going to pay for his. 2.) The "path of depression" is hopefully temporary. It comes and goes. Hopefully going more often than coming. It's not as bad as it used to be. I've been able to resist most urges. The Boy helps. A lot. I'm a bit worried because he's going away for a week or so. I'm sure I'll be fine. Anyways, thanks so much for your note. It helped me out a lot. I know that all of these stresses and junk are temporary and that slowly but surely all the pieces will come together as they always do but it helps to know that you're there during the process if I need you. The same goes for you missy...

from rixbear :

I love your poem! It rules! Ugh... I wish I had time to update more... or even just sit and think, for that matter. I've worked overtime for the past three weeks, and, since school has started, that makes for 70-plus-hour weeks. Anyway, keep the faith! Know that, even if I don't update for awhile, I'm still reading your diary often.

from sadreminder :

I was a tad bit worried when you didn't update all week...I'm paranoid though. Are things okay? They don't seem to be. I don't want to pry or step on any toes though so I'll just say that I hope things look up soon.

from super-banana :

Nope. Starbucks wouldn't be a bad place to work at all. Do you think I should at least try to apply for the Job? I'm not sure...Especially with my last year of school and all...I might need the money though! Yay for Money! =)

from sadreminder :

You're welcome for the note. My fingers are crossed for you.

from rixbear :

Thanks! Any news on the job? I know, waiting is the hardest part... not that I've ever had a job I wanted badly enough to wait for it; I usually send out droves of applications to every place that might conceivably hire me. I think, despite my exceptional dislike for my Taco-job, I shall continue going, as they're training me for management... Anyway, have a good day!

from sadreminder :

Good luck!! Not that you'll need it. I know you'll be fine.

from rixbear :

Cool! Good luck with the interview!

from super-banana :

Congratulations on getting that interview! I still have yet to apply for a job, lol. Gosh...I'm such a lazy bum. There's a Starbucks not too far from my house and I believe they're hiring...I could get a job there, but I'm not sure. Anyway, I need to stop worrying I suppose. I hope you do awesome on that job interview! Wait...I KNOW you will!

from rixbear :

I go to a two-year, for now. I want to transfer to a university as soon as I can afford it, though. Considering my Dad has his Master's in Analytical Chemistry and my uncle is a doctor, it's expected... Ordinarily, I rebel against anything that my father expects, but working at Taco Bell has shown me that college is definitely where I belong.

from sadreminder :

"I think you're a very strong person" Wow. Could I get a more flattering, jaw-dropping compliment? Your note absolutely floored me! That entry was so important for me to write though and I hope that I can maintain some of that positive energy for some amount of time. All the positive things that I hope for myself this year, I hope for you too. You seem like such a nice, genuine person which is so hard to find and connecting with such a person is a totally different story. I wish I could promise both of us all of these good things I wish for but I know that's impossible. I can wish, right? Happy New Year my dear and I'm always here if you need me.

from super-banana :

I have last minute plans as well. My friend invited me to her New Years Party. :) I'm just about to get ready to go over there. I hope you have a TERRIFIC New Years! :)

from sadreminder :

Aww..New Years Eve alone..I totally see your point. Even though New Year Eve is no big deal to me the prospect of spending it alone was none to pleasing to me. Your entry totally explained me though and how I feel. Those boys I tell ya, more trouble than they're worth (not really but shh...lol). Hope you had/have a good holiday.

from super-banana :

Uhmmm...not sure... Actually, I don't have one either! :o Oh no.

from super-banana :

You're not the only one who's spending New Year's Eve alone...I do every year. I NEVER do anything special. Blah. I might be going out to dinner, but I doubt it. Well, I still hope you have a great New Years :) By the way...That last entry you just made...It was great. :) It made me really think, and you know what? That's EXACTLY how I feel.

from super-banana :

Uhhh...Interesting. Leaving notes to yourself now, are you? I haven't left you a note in forever. For some reason I just have nothing to write about...so I just think of SOMETHING and I write about it, lol. It's probably not very great, but oh well. :P I just wish more things happened in my life. So, how are things? :) Anyway, I hope you have a great Year in 2005! I'll probably tell you again, but why not do it a little early? Do you have any New Year's Resolutions?

from kirtalynn :

Rixbear inspired me to start leaving myself notes. MERRY CHRISTMAS, KIRSTY!!!!

from rixbear :

Merry Christmas, my friend! May your new year give you all the things you SHOULD have, without giving you any of the things you shouldn't have... even if you want those things... if that makes any sense. No? Ha ha ha ha ha ha! Well, Merry Christmas, anyway?

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the note! I wish I could take some amount of credit for my entry titles but most are either song titles or song lyrics. I just pick them. I've never really paid attention to titles but from now on I'm sure I will...

from rixbear :

Thanks. Yeah, I'm not bad-looking, but... I dunno. There's a different standard in the performing-community; it seems you have to be perfect-looking in order for people to notice you.

from super-banana :

You should go get that nose of yours checked out, Gurlie!

from sadreminder :

According to me, clams are super duper happy. Even though logically they really wouldn't be. What with being buried for their whole life until people eat them and all. But that is besides the point. Thursday was an absolutely great day even though life is a rollercoaster, I love it these days. I'm really hoping that you get that job so I'm sending good thoughts and positive energy and all that jazz your way!!

from super-banana :

I absolutely love the way you write, and what you write about. You have some interesting stories to tell :) While me...I don't. So be happy.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the idea!! I'll keep it in mind for sure..well actually maybe I won't. I'd rather just push the whole idea out of my head and let whatever happens, happen. lol.. If only it was that easy!

from super-banana :

The new Layout is just so bright but dark at the same time. It matches your writing. I love it!

from sadreminder :

Love the new templates. They are absolutely stunning!!! Snazzy stuffs!!

from sadreminder :

I love my new template as well if I may say so. It's so beautiful, I wish I could take some credit for it lol. I felt it was time for a change and I couldn't have asked for a better one. Hopefully it helps turn around my mood and things. We'll see..lol.

from super-banana :

Experimenting? Experimenting with HTML? lol... I added one of your entries to my favies. Yay.

from rixbear :

I'm also a visionary soul.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the hope...the more hope the better lol. Things will slowly but surely perk up again and inevitably go back down again what with exams coming up almost right after Christmas break but I refuse to think about that now lol..Thanks again!

from rixbear :

I wish I could shake my depression. Or at least talk about them with someone. As I said, I can't talk about it with people... partly because I don't trust anyone to understand, but mostly because I just can't find the words.

from thebabygrand :

Dear Kirsty, I am very sorry that I have not updated. I have been very busy with school and work, but considering that I just asked for a leave of absence, I should find some time to update as soon as I stop working. However, I would like to remind you that... tomorrow night is the choir concert!!! You have to come... I'm conducting "O Yule" and you can see our new choir (although we're not so great yet), and you can yell at me for not updating. Sound like fun? Good. See you there! (At 7:00 I believe)... Sincerely, Ben

from super-banana :

Awwww (: That story about the guy you met at the Gas Station was so cute! I used to be really good friends with a guy at a Gas Station. It was a Shell Station :D Haha. Your Gas Station dude sounds much better though...he never actually hit on me like that :/ He did buy me several drinks though! It was nice...

from rixbear :

Thanks. I agree with Sadreminder; it's hard to let other people read one's poetry. I finally got up the guts to submit two of my poems to http://www.poetry.com. As soon as I read some of the poems other people have submitted, I regretted it. Poetry has never really been my strong suit, but I've always enjoyed playing around with it.

from sadreminder :

If there were fairy godmothers of diaryland notes, you would so be mine. My poem, it feels like I poured a huge part of myself into it and I like it but I'm so reluctant to submit for my writing class publication. Your comment on that poem just means the world to me, THE WORLD!! lol. Sorry for the sucky whiny entries as of late that have taken over my diary. December is not a fun time and I'm in a weird funk so forgive me.. Oh yes, and congrats on getting your car back!

from super-banana :

Congrats on the new car by the way! I need a car...but first, I have to renew my licence, lol.

from super-banana :

Yeah...I <3 The Nightmare Before Christmas. I just downloaded a bunch of songs from the movie. Those songs rock! I downloaded the movie too...haven't gotten a chance to watch it yet though, but that's okay :) I'll probably do it this weekend. So...when are you changing your layout? ^^

from rixbear :

I've had that same experience, and I've also liked a couple of my female-friends without them knowing... it's no fun, either way. It would be good if we could switch off those kinds of feelings about people once we decide we're "just going to be friends," but it doesn't work that way.

from rixbear :

One thing to keep in mind is that, even though you've ruled them out, they may not have decided one way or the other about you. It's sometimes hard to know what friends really think... I was friends with most of my girlfriends for quite a while before anything else developed. I've noticed that a lot of girls don't think about it that way; they tend to think of a guy as either a friend or something else, whereas guys (well, it may just be me) don't always make up their minds right away. (long pause) Hmm... I'm positive I had a point when I started this note...

from turquink :

Kirty you big stinky bumbum! You SOOO did not tell me about your car being alive! Hope it wasn't supposed to be a surprise that I just ruined...*gulp* Anyway, babe, the only thing I can say as far as your "annoyance" at home, is that you are a much better person, who is going to be so much more than that, because you are strong and smart and make good choices. Just keep hanging in there hun, good things happen to good people! (So I see at least 10 mil coming your way :0) ) I love you so much and can't wait to see you!

from rixbear :

Yeah, I've had concerns about people reading what I write in rixbear, too, and considered starting another diary where I can say all the things I don't want my friends to read. Still, it's nice to be able to share one's thoughts with friends and strangers alike... which I guess is the point to having an online diary. I just don't usually write about my deepest, most personal feelings or experiences.

from rixbear :

Yeah, I was being ironical.

from rixbear :

I'm having a lot of trouble remembering my password... it seems so complicated. And what does it mean, anyway?

from thebabygrand :

Oh, Kirsty! I practically just unlocked mine. Oh well, could you give me a password? Oh... I will try to update really soon. I'm just so frickin' busy. Maybe I'll update about that. Next time I get some free time I'll be sure to update. That should be in about... 8 months....

from super-banana :

Yeah, E-Mail me the password ^-^

from sadreminder :

Ok nevermind I already have the password lol. I should really check my e-mail more closely. Thanks.

from sadreminder :

Totally understandable. Unfortunate situation but completely understandable, as long as I get the password that is. lol.

from sadreminder :

Yeah, that's pretty much what it is. They sell it as a chance to thank your parents, teachers, and fellow students, and to reflect on their school experience. Thanks for the feedback.

from super-banana :

Awww!! That's so sweet (: If something happened to you, I'd probably worry as well. I'm feeling much better. Muuuuch better. So how've you been lately?

from sadreminder :

[email protected]! I'll repeat the person below me when I ever so carefully ask, what happened?

from rixbear :

[email protected] What happened?

from rixbear :

I have a confession: we had ham instead of turkey. My step-mom is allergic to turkey and chicken, so... yeah. It was kind of weird, but good, all the same. How was yours?

from rixbear :

Happy Thanksgiving!

from sadreminder :

So far the week has flown by which is good. My mom has been e-mailing me and I'm actually doing surprisingly well so far. So update soon with something terribly interesting so I'll have more distractions! lol.

from super-banana :

You forgot an N on my diary name. :o) <~ :o I didn't! I'll fix it ^-^ I don't really like Nascar :/ It's just something about watching cars race around a track that bores me, you know?

from rixbear :

I survived high-school by being in choirs. But I graduated three years ago, and I don't really need it anymore. I'd rather just take lessons and be in a small ensemble or perform as a soloist. It's about collegiate politics: in order to be a member of the inner music-circle, I have to pay my dues, which means being in the choir for awhile... the upside is that I'll meet lots of people. *wink*

from super-banana :

Yeah...I guess we're going to live in a apartment together :) But that won't be until next year...Sooo... =P I have to wait a while. He's coming here for Christmas though! Yay! How've you been lately?

from sadreminder :

Thank you for making me feel less alone in the angrysad department. It has passed for now, thankfully. Today was better. I've found many ways to distract myself from everything I need to be distracted from, Diaryland being one of them. Thanks again. Have a happy Monday night/Tuesday.

from rixbear :

They're not SUPPOSED to microwave cold food, but there are a lot of corners cut in the fast-food industry. I don't do things like that personally, but... My suggestion: always keep your eyes open when in a fast-food place. And if your food doesn't look right, isn't warm, or is... I dunno, a weird color or something, return it and ask for a fresh one. And make certain they throw away the food you just gave them!!

from rixbear :

Yup. Taco Bell is my home away from home. I used to work at McDonald's a few years ago, and the comparison isn't pretty... Taco Bell definitely has better food, but McDonald's is a much better-run business.

from rixbear :

Heh... yeah. Don't come to my Taco Bell. If you knew half of the stupid, pointless things that happen there... for example: we had a party today. It was at 8 AM (I'm NOT a morning person!!!), and it was MANDATORY. The only plus was that I made a whopping $14 for being there. I would have happily traded it for an extra two hours of sleep, though.

from sadreminder :

Ooo...we're (semi) creepy, important school date twins! Haha. I can't believe I'm actually graduating. Not that I ever doubted I would, I guess I just never really thought about it. So far things are moving along at a steady (slow) pace but I'm sure in January it's just going to get insane. Which I can and can't wait for all at the same time. I should have been online last night. We could have saved each other from boredom as my plans fell through as well. Oh well.. Anyways, have an excellent Saturday!! And thank for all the lurvely notes!

from kirtalynn :

Mmmmmmm, chalupa! ::Yarm!::

from rixbear :

Yeah. I hate it when people leave stupid, pointless notes, too... (tries to think of a point) Uh... umm... I hate tacos!

from super-banana :

Haha...Weirdo :P I don't really care for Turkey. Well, Anthony lives in Texas right now because he's going to college there...He's coming to live with me next year though :)

from rixbear :

She's cute. Not really beautiful, but, alas, not ugly, either. (Shrug) That's okay. There are plenty of fish in the sea... I just wish there were a few more bites.

from super-banana :

By the way, I was born in 1987. (:

from sadreminder :

Thank you so very much for the birthday wishes! Lots of cake was had. Mmm...cake! Thanks again.

from super-banana :

No, I don't mind. USE IT! :) lol I got it from someone else as well...kekeke. Thank you for all those notes! They mean lots to me :) lol

from rixbear :

My entry sparked a not-so-friendly exchange between myself and a friend/ex... It seems as though she goes looking for reasons to be mad. So, in the interest of peace-keeping, I decided to do away with it. Anyway... I'm also an INFP. Being an emotional male is about as useful as having a parachute on-board the Titanic.

from super-banana :

Bigger boobs are better? :o No way...most of the guys I talk to (including my brother) say that smaller boobs are better. Big boobs to some guys is just disgusting, but don't worry, you're not the only one with small breasts :) lol

from super-banana :

Yeah...true. I think he does feel bad about it. Never said anything though...I know he remembers because he only forgets the unimportant things when he's drunk. And yes, thank god I have Anthony :)

from super-banana :

Awwww, thankiez! (: Well, when is your anniversary with your boyfriend? And there's a few websites out there...I don't remember any at the moment, but when I do, I'll give them to you if you want. (:

from rixbear :

Heh... not to worry! Women INFPs usually do okay. Alas, it's mostly male-INFPs who have the problems.

from sadreminder :

Thanks, thanks, a million thanks. I swear I'll write you the proper note that you deserve when I(if I ever, lol) return to my normal, non-reactive self.

from suddengrace :

Hi Kirsty, thanks for leaving me a note...my diary has been collecting dust lately. good luck with the not cursing thing. I totally agree about the warm bed cover thing...it's why I skipped school today:) Read you soon! Karen

from punkieboom :

Um. None of my recent notes are funny at all, really. Cease to leave me notes that begin with "lol" or any at all.

from super-banana :

Awesome! My Boyfriend and I have been together for 1 year and 11 months =) It'll be 2 years come this December. It's great. Uhhh...I sure hope the Korn concert works out okay too. I've never seen them live...and I'm dying too. :P

from rixbear :

A van-dyke is a mustache-goatee. Mine looked cool, as long as I kept it trimmed. I look really young without it.

from super-banana :

Yes, Anthony's my boyfriend. :)Except he isn't an Aries, I'm the Aries. My boyfriend is a Leo. Yay.

from sadreminder :

Thank you so very much for your heartfelt note. I have some very unhealthy habits and a bit of stress right now but things always blow over, I've come to realize that. Having people like you helps a great amount though. Thanks again and I hope everything is nifty with you.

from rixbear :

You're a very nice, understanding person. Thank you.

from super-banana :

Awwww =) Yeah...I love your diary as well! It was actually interesting reading some of your entries.

from rixbear :

Thanks! I guess being a guy is easier; the pressure to look perfect isn't so severe. Heh... I still shave almost everyday, though.

from rixbear :

I can completely relate to that. There are days when I almost miss high-school... and others when I can't BELIEVE I'd say something so stupid! Heh... I guess what I really miss are those rare moments when I felt connected with my peers. It doesn't seem like I've had many of those moments since I graduated.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the note. I hope everything is ok with you. Seems like you're on a bit of an emotional roller coaster so if you need to talk, notes on Diaryland is a good way to go, lol. Take care.

from sadreminder :

Your latest entry is absolutely beautiful (in a tragic sort of way). You are talented beyond belief, in my opinion.

from sadreminder :

I apologize for the lack of sense that my latest note makes. It's late and my brain is on overload. lol.

from sadreminder :

"..Oh, I wish Gavin DeGraw's lyric "I don't wanna be anyone other than...me" were true here." I know that feeling, that wish all too well. It's strange because just as I read your latest entry I was listening to Gavin, I still am actually. Anyways, I just wanted to say that your latest entry could have been written by me (minus the MTV bits because I'm Canadian, eh) and while I can't offer any advice or wisdom on the matter as I am in the same boat, we can keep each other company as we try to get out of this weird place we've found ourselves in. If I'm totally off here just tell me and I'll slink away, lol.

from rixbear :

I hope things get better, too. She used to be one of my best friends... Love is good, but sometimes friendship is better.

from sadreminder :

I believe it's actually been only five years. I started at the beginning of grade seven but hmm..not 100% sure. Growing up and getting older are surely scary and frightening and simply marvelous at the same time. There's nothing that can be done to stop it so I figure I might as well go with it. lol. Thanks for caring about me and leaving these notes that hold so much meaning to me. And if there's ever anything you need or just need someone to talk to (why you would pick me is beyond me but just so you know) I'm practically always here. Take care.

from sadreminder :

PS I'm glad you got your cutting under control.. It takes a lot..

from sadreminder :

I hope that for myself too... I've been pretty good this week but some how it always comes back to the same old thing. A six year habit is hard to break and I've just become so reliant on this for my relief, to feel normal. The Boy helps, even though I know I shouldn't have to depend on him either. When I read your note I couldn't help but smile. I just can't believe you actually care. It means so much more to me than you know. Thank you and good thoughts/wishes all around.

from rixbear :

We do, but it's not the same. We were friends for years before we dated, and I felt like I could talk to her about anything. I miss her friendship very much, but it seems bitterness from our break-up keeps us from connecting; neither of us can stand hearing about it when the other "meets someone else," and we sometimes exchange angry words because of it. So much drama... I try not to think about it, but I can't forget, either.

from rixbear :

I like it! And, as with you, I've never had the guts to share that kind of song with my significant others. My diary was full of songs once, before my last girlfriend and I broke up... It's been ten months now, and we've both moved on, but... well, she moved on; I haven't dated anyone since. It still feels like I lost my best friend.

from rosytears :

haha, that's okay, you're welcome, thanks for wanting to add it to your list of fave entries anyway. =)) it made me feel as though at least there's something i can take pride in, if not anything else. and well, i guess every school has different grading schemes, but that's the way my school grades it. complicated yeahh?? i just wish i could have a second chance to retake my math and science papers and history too all over again. =(

from rosytears :

The link is http://rosytears.diaryland.com/naw.html And my results are out already. You can check my latest update if you're interested. A warning though, it is BAD.

from rixbear :

Excellent! Simon and Garfunkel are my favorite group. Listening to them helped me realize I wanted to be a musician.

from sadreminder :

I heart the new template...

from sadreminder :

The frustration with The Boy and I comes from the fact that this all 100% new to me, I believe. Change is hard for me and new things take a bit or maybe I'm just being a horribly typical teenage girl, I'm not sure but things will/have perked up a bit so I'm glad. These mood swings are killing me. My template, I'm glad you like it, I love it too because it's so the way I'm feeling these days. This one is from Fallen Star Designs. fsdesigns.diaryland.com. Thanks for the note!

from rosytears :

thanks. i really appreciate that, after all i've been through today. i'll just keep my fingers crossed then. and you'll be one of the first i'll tell about my results! =)) thanks for being so supportive.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the note! I hope my grandmother feels better soon as well. Nobody really knows what is wrong with her and that's the most frustrating part. And about the job, keep your fingers crossed!!! Thanks again and I hope everything's swell with you.

from rosytears :

HEY. I'm back!!!!!

from sadreminder :

I actually did get to see the 'White Houses' video. I quite like it. I was so shocked to hear from Vanessa Carlton again. I figured she had dropped off the face of the earth which kind of saddened me because she appeared to posess some talent which can be hard to find in the music industry these days. My musical tastes have gone pretty far into the mainstream these days that even I can't believe it. But oh well, lol. Anyways, I must go write an essay so take care!

from thebabygrand :

You need to apply at the library! Go to the website and see if there are any positions. I'll keep you posted.

from rosytears :

i'm not so beautiful a writer as you make me out to be, my entries are merely rantings i read going on in my head. yeah i'm hoping for the best too, and i do hope i can overcome this final year examinations, though i dont know whether i can make it through and get into the class of my choice. i never doubted making it in before, but now i'm scared and terrified. i'm going on a hiatus till 8th october, so forgive me if i'm unable to reply your notes before then. meanwhile, take care and keep those notes coming! i certainly need something to do when i return. =)) and thanks for all your words of encouragement.

from thebabygrand :

I love the Early November!

from rosytears :

hi kirsty, and thanks for your complimenting note, it was really flattering. =)) haha it's alright to keep those questions coming, and just to answer your last few.. i am 14 years old when i reach my birthday this year, which will be in december. could you elaborate a bit futher on how i knew how to do this stuff? haha but if i'm thinking along the same lines as you, it's the template, right? well i got a bit of help from my friends, they showed me the basics and i just figured them out for the rest, haha. i did create this diary on my own though, lol, i amended a bit of the design here and there just so i could call it my own, just a bit anyway. haha, my diary isn't amazing there's a lot more talents than me out there, and thanks again, it's always nice to know you have a fan. =))

from rixbear :

For the moment, I work in the food-service industry as a professional taco-engineer... Alas, life is expensive.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for the luck. It didn't exactly get me anywhere but it means more than you know. Unfortunately, I'm just about as clueless as you are when it comes to this messing around with Diaryland/HTML stuff. Sorry I can't help you out. I hope things are going well.

from rixbear :

So I was sitting here, drinking milk, thinking about what to write, and I read your update... Nope! I can't relate to what you're saying at all.

from sadreminder :

Thank you!! It's so good to know I am not alone in this crazy feeling. I need a job so incredibly bad it is not funny. Either that or I need stop spending money and I don't see that happening. Hang in there.

from sadreminder :

Thanks for your note! Of course the note led me to reading your diary which I love. Some of your entries are just so profound and awesome, I'm envious. And as for The Boy, well he�s The Boy and whenever there is a boy involved I�m almost positive there�s always conflict. Thanks again.

from dormir :

hey ! i haven't recieved note in AGES ! thank you ! nice raspberries by the way ;) So you like French ? C'est normal ! tout le monde aime le fran�ais ^_^ good luck for the studies !

from thebabygrand :

Hey! Are you registered to vote yet? You can do it online, or you can pick up a form at the library. OR... I have an extra form with your name on it if you like. Any way is fine... just do it! You're running out of time... don't put it off! Kerry me!

from thebabygrand :

from rixbear :

Hi. I came upon your diary, read a bit of it, and enjoyed what you had to say. Thanks!

from michelle5386 :

Holy crap...I read what you wrote 'bout your Sarah'n Andy and I cried! You moobitch! I loaf you! And now I'm going to go sign your yearbook!!! Yarm!?

from thebabygrand :

Guess what, guess what! AP scores came back! I got a 4 in English... and... a 5 in US History! No joke! Oh my God, I can't believe it....

from laura-diane :

thank you for adding me to your list of favorites.

from michelle5386 :

*tear* I love you George! That poem is real good, and I hope that best friend reads it and realizes that you really do care. I looove you...even if all the people I like end up liking you...jerk. Moos though, right? *hug*

from michelle5386 :

Oh my holy crap! I seriously almost cried reading that entry!! I loooove you, mooest. I really don't know what I would do without you; I love you to death. Mooo!!!! Don't worry, I'll promise not to die, at least not anytime soon!! I love you moo, always and ever!

from michelle5386 :

Where be your moo? Your moo be here!!! I loove you moo! You're my favoritest, and I love you always. Always and ever!

from michelle5386 :

IIII LOOOOVVE YOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(o:

from michelle5386 :

Yeah, I'm glad you had fun on Saturday. So did I!!! Scurry car ride though...I almost died! Ok, not really. Yay! We're moo! I loooove you!

from austinliz :

Thanks for adding me to your favorites :) I do have to say that I'm not finishing grad school as you said in your profile.. that entry was from a year ago talking about finishing undergrad. Just so you know.. I only wish I was finishing grad school! Thanks and stuff!@

from jtodd :

Why hello there. I do not know you but I assure you, I'm really not all that weird. Hmmm... I could be totally lying. I might be that weird, I never really looked at it that way. Crap... what if I really am weird! OH NO! Well, it's ok anyway. It puts a smile on my face to know that you read my diary and I have no idea who you are. Yes ma'am, just fun fun all around. (insert big smile)

from thebabygrand :

Okay, okay, I'll update tonight for sure. Oh, it went fine, we did really well. But I can explain it in my entry...

from kirstensays :

Hey Kirsty! Thanks for giving me your password so that I can keep reading your diary. I have to go back quite a bit because I haven't kept up in so long! I hope that Chris moving in goes smoothly and that things don't get too creepy for you. The entry that I was just reading was interesting......about you feeling awkward around some of the kids at school, not always knowing what to say, etc...... dude, you sound exactly like me when I was in high school! I was always painfully shy, to the point where I would get sick in the stomach if a teacher called on me in class to answer a question because I was so afraid of giving a wrong answer and being embarrassed, even when I knew that I knew the right answer....I was a social mess. Fast forward to college....although I went to a college only an hour away from my hometown, I didn't have anyone there that knew me from high school. Perfect time and place for reinventing one's self! I think back on all of the things that I didn't do or say back in high school because I was afraid I would look stupid, or someone would be like "who does she think she is?" Sometimes I regret what I did/didn't do,but most of the time it doesn't bother me anymore. I know this will probably sound a bit weird because we don't know each other, but if you've kept my email addy, please feel free to drop me a line if there is ever anything that you want to talk about. Sometimes unloading on someone you don't know can be very theraputic! and I will always try to help you if you ever need it. Good luck with everything!

from michelle5386 :

hahahahahahaha...i'm such a ho bag!!!

from michelle5386 :

haha....i made out with a 20 year old!!!

from thebabygrand :

Help me Kirsty! I can't get into your diary, but I swear I could yesterday! Think you could check out the problem?

from michelle5386 :

Ok, first of all, I'm really glad Chris seems like a nice guy. He sounded pretty A-ok in my book! Mostly, I really just wanna join in on your little rant. I think it's just a little immature the way Brie and her friends are acting. If they seriously cared about people they wouldn't say mean things like that. I think they need to get over the whole thing- what they did was their own choice, no one else's. Not to mention, if Brie were in the same situation, I'm sure she'd tell Josh. Say if....Andy (just to prove my point, not sayin Andy is creepy, I love that kid!) were to sit there and continually tell Brie that she needed to get naked and have a 4some, basically making her feel hella uncomfortable...don't even fucking tell me that she wouldn't say something to Josh, especially since she "loves" him so much. I mean, that's just plain ridiculous that she has to jump to name calling and insulting of one of her friends instead of taking a smidge of a minute to think about what would happen if she were in your shoes, under the same pressure. And, quite honestly, if she can't take a freakin minute out of her busy schedule to call you to say hi (hell, I call you all the time!) then I don't think she's worth all the fuss. You don't deserve that kind of treatment from ANYONE, let alone someone who's going to play those kinds of games. You shouldn't put up with it. You should call her, and be like, yeah, you're fucking stupid, you fucktard, and you really need to get a life. Stop living by your boyfriends rules, cuz he's not thinking with the right head..... That's all it takes, kid. Having said that..I have to go get ready for work. So, perhaps I shall talk with you later. If Steph hangs out with me, I'll call you and see if you wanna be part of our posse. Steph thinks it's icky that I like Brad, by the way. OH!!! And you know what? Other people may suck really bad, but you are the greatest moo that ever mooed! And I LOOVE YOU!!! I do, I do! Ok, that's long enough. I'm stopping now. Moo out.

from jodileebee :

Hi, Kirtalynn! Thanks for reading my diary and giving your comments. That's my favorite thing about Diaryland--whatever quirk or kink or interest or problem you may have, you're definitely going to find someone else on Diaryland that knows what you're going through! :-) Have an awesome day! Jodileebee

from michelle5386 :

You know, as I sit here eating my pizza (yes, I did order a pizza!) alone on a Sat. night, I realized that I'm reading this entry that could be the story of my life! I love you soo much moo! And you're not alone. I seriously go through the same crap every day. And damn skippy I'm your friend. I could tell you over and over again that I love you, but it would never ever stop being true. Thank you so much for being there for me and helping me not be so confused about damn DQ boys! *I love you moo!* Now I'm going to go eat my pizza! FATTENING!!!! ps- remind me to tell you about who called me a little while ago!! (o:

from michelle5386 :

You're so skilly...I'm surpirsed you haven't written anything about me and what Andy called my "boy toy" heehee....*I love you moo!!!*

from michelle5386 :

Hey kiddo...see, the keyboard is going to blow up...not! You're just crazy! Dude, the pizza guy wasn't very happy last night. mooo!! I lub you! PS- PS means post script

from michelle5386 :

Wow.....For once in my life, I'm completely at a loss for words! You had one CRAZY night there kiddo! Oh, boy do I ever have stories for you...I miss you too much! We have to do stuff..I'm off tomorrow (tuesday), so you better expect a phone call...(o:

from michelle5386 :

I love you moo!!!

from thebabygrand :

I am really confused, and a little scared about your latest entry under smooshypear. I also noticed how you completely "shut down" the diary, meaning you deleted entries and notes. I did the same thing to benwolve, because I was paranoid people would be able to find me using that information. Similar reasons?

from thebabygrand :

Hey, I loved your list of annoyances. Couldn't help but agree with some of them. I love number 19. I wonder who that one was about...

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