messages to klcroft:
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from his-holiness :
And all the colors of the night give way to shaky movement, & improvisational skills. I think the reason that I hate mornings as an adult is because of what it meant, far too frequently, as a child.
from adpigal1851 :
Where are you K? I can't find you on myspace and you haven't been on here. I hope you'll email me sometime. Still katied18@hotmail.com. Hope all is well.
from his-holiness :
You deleted you old MySpace profile, didn't you? I'm here: http://www.myspace.com/Klugarsh
from his-holiness :
Wanna be your wheezing screen door, wanna be your stars of Algonquin, wanna be your roaring floorboards, wanna break the hearts of everyone.
from his-holiness :
It got me up, back on the scene.
from court-s :
YOU HAVE A BABY???? Such an expected and wonderful surprise! :D More has happened with you, and this has really dated the last time you and I were in touch... Not much is that "new" with me. I graduated from the University of Ottawa last spring, and have begun a second degree at the University of Waterloo (also in Ontario) in "sexuality, Marriage and the Family" because I want to be a sex educator. I'll graduate from this program this time next year. Personal life, I am still with Richard and we have been datig for 3.5 years... Sheesh. I'm so happy for you! Fill ME in! courtney.scanlan@gmail.com might be easier than this wee note section! :)
from court-s :
Wow... K. I'm glad you're back. It's been a million years, but I still check in here every once in a while.
from granolagrltn :
i miss you so much can i come see you soon??
from i-am-jack :
It would be nice to know where I stand. Instead of feeling like a partially severed tumor.
from sidhale :
It's been a long time since I've dropped by this corner of the net. I figured I'd drop you a line and see how you've been. It's been a crazy few years since we last spoke. I hope you've been doing well.
from i-am-jack :
I would rather not have things end this way.
from i-am-jack :
I got your letters today! ;^}'
from i-am-jack :
How uncanny, in a sort of sad way. My roomate told me that she is going to be marrying her boyfriend in the end of April. It is only a tenative date, and they will most likely just be going down to the court, since neither of them have much money. I suppose I am almost in denial, and keep telling myself this is the 3rd time she thought she was getting married, but I have never seen her this serious about it. I know exactly what you mean, by the feeling that a chapter has ended. He is actually a good guy, and I want to be happy for her, but somehow I am not really.
from his-holiness :
It's raining in Baltimore, but everything else is the same.
from court-s :
THAT is what I was trying to tell you the other night... It's just hard to say it because from an outsider it comes across as super-bitchy and that's not how I meant it. I'm glad that you've made this realization - you would be JUST FINE as yourself because you're a strong and independent woman! <3
from i-am-jack :
Happy Thanksgiving
from court-s :
I think you did that quiz like two years ago. (I say this because I remember going WOWWWW she could work at CHAMPIONSHIP VINYL??) and so I did the quiz and got the same result.
from his-holiness :
I also love Men At Work. I also love you.
from i-am-jack :
I sent you an email.
from his-holiness :
http://launch.yahoo.com/artist/videos.asp?artistID=1027385
from his-holiness :
http://www.rollingstone.com/artist/videos/_/id/704/thetragicallyhip?pageid=rs.Artistcage&pageregion=triple5
from i-am-jack :
Also, I am in awe of your 1012 entries. ;^}'
from i-am-jack :
I hope you are feeling better.
from bonnylisbon :
At around five pm today, I heard that you got laid around 2:45 pm, aint life grand?
from his-holiness :
Oh lord, that made me happy... Jeeziz... I'm glad you be gettin' the hot lovin'... Now, if we could just arrange for me to get some... And I was going to tell you a bit ago, Tom Jones is playing the Fillmore (same place as The Hip) Dec. 15-18... Heeee....
from i-am-jack :
I was just on the night before last, hoping you would sign on. Sorry I have not been on much lately, I just have not felt like staying on for extended amounts of time really. I check my email, and journals, pace around websites a while, then sign off. Most of the people I talk to, are not even on anymore. I guess the computer is just getting depressing. The real world is not much better.
from i-am-jack :
;^{' I miss you too.
from his-holiness :
I know... I know... I need large sums of money!!!!
from i-am-jack :
Yeah, my birthday was Aug 6. I had to work that night anyway, so I was not on. As you can see I just have not been feeling like being on much. I have just been having writer's block, and am feeling like shitt. My birthday has a certain way of depressing me, it is getting almost as bad as New Years.
from his-holiness :
You just have this way... I'll just find these totally random notes from you & convulse in silent laughter... Thank you...
from his-holiness :
I just redid that one... it's even better now... hee, hee-K
from his-holiness :
I tried to call you, but now I can't remember if I was able to leave a message or not. If you're able, call. I'm home and unemployed, I tend to be available.
from i-am-jack :
I got my email. Thank you. Hopefully we can talk later. I'm not going to be around much this week, because I am covering for someone else. I have my regular weekend plus all of her days and then the following weekend again. A nice 9 day work week. ;^/ Basically have been doing the work, sleep, repeat. ;^{' I've been trying to at least get on for a little while before I have to leave, to keep up on my journals.
from i-am-jack :
I was really surprised and sad to see that you locked up today. I hope that everything is alright, I have been worrying about you lately. I feel like you're slipping away and I don't want to lose you. ;^{' Hopefully I was not one of the people you wanted to lock out. Could I please have a password?
from i-am-jack :
Yeah I was wondering what was going on. We don't really talk much anymore. I am glad you were not ignoring me though.
from i-am-jack :
Me too. ;^{'
from i-am-jack :
You know whats strange, I was just thinking how I want something of my own too, and don't want to spend my entire life cleaning up other people's messes.
from i-am-jack :
I don't want to lose you either. I was going to write you an email since you said you did not want to discuss this anymore over diaryland notes. Lately, though I just have not been in the right mindset to sit down and write one. Sorry about everything, I never meant to make you feel bad. I was not even aware that I was making "personal attacks" but I do believe you, because more than one person has told me that I do that. It was not intentional. I guess I just get harsh sometimes when I feel like I am not being heard. Its really none of my business, and I need to back down and shut up, and let you live your own life. I guess I just don't know what to say or do sometimes. And I used to be so good at "unshitting" you. Anyway, sorry for any bullshitt I caused.
from i-am-jack :
Well, its a little hard to sit there and just nod and smile like a paid therapist when you tell me all of the shitt ass things he does an does not to do you. I didn't know thats what you wanted. For me to just sit there and not say a word, just listen and keep my opinons to myself. Its not like I rip him a new asshole when you tell me how happy you are on the occasion he happens to treat you right. I am happy for you when you are happy. I am also pissed off when he neglects you and you are sad. I am the most pissed when you just take his bullshitt in the name of love. One too many a person has victimized themselves in the name of love. I feel like you are asking me not to care when you are miserable, and to watch you drown instead of try to help. I don't give up on people easily, especially those I consider my friends. But I guess there is eventually a time where you have to throw up your hands, and let people sink or swim on their own. Even if it means standing there and smiling a happy face while they drown and smile back at you. Because they wouldn't be happy any other way.
from i-am-jack :
I'm starting to wonder if we're still friends.
from i-am-jack :
Yeah,I know. I talk too much, and none of it is ever anything meaningful. I should definately shut up, and try to stop trying to analyze and fix other people's lives, when my own is a fucking mess/joke.
from shespins :
thank you so much for those words <3
from his-holiness :
I went to your comments section, just after reading the e-mail where you told me you hadn't updated your supergold. Point is, RE: your entry, you make perfect sense.
from his-holiness :
Random memory: Just looking at your profile I saw again the mention of Live Between Us (& you should e-mail me your address so I can send you that Hip bootleg, iamklugarsh@myself.com). Back when Phantom Power came out, when they'd been signed to Sire, the tag-line was "See Them Live." Well sure, yeah, fantastic live show. But a friend I went to see them in with in Santa Cruz pointed out the glorious homonymic possibility. Perhaps they didn't mean "live" as in "in person," but "live" as in, "survive." "Come to the show and see the death-defying performance of the Sonorous Mutant of the Great White North. Can he get through another hour-and-a-half of flailing about muttering unintelligable invocations to the unity of insomniacs, pouring buckets of sweat, making eyes at groupies, or will this be the fateful night when his heart explodes?" Just a thought-K
from i-am-jack :
;^}'
from i-am-jack :
Holy shitt. You are about 20 entries away from having 1000 entries! I bow to your prolific writing abilities.
from i-am-jack :
I have been missing you too. I have been on less, since it has been an insane last 2 weeks, trying to get everything ready to move. Tonight I am going to move more things over to the new house. I should be moving faster than I am, there is so much to move, and am lucky to have all of this time to do it in increments, still things like rush hour traffic, and gas prices, have me making one run per day, when I should have that unit at the top of the stairs emptied in one day, and the one in my roome emptied the next. If you lived around here, you could kick my under motivated ass into shape, and would probably make hauling boxes fun. Anyway, I am rambling, but its alright, its been too long since we last talked. I should borrow my roomate's parent's digital camera, if its not upnorth, and take some pics of the room and the new house, and some of the old house too before its gone. Well, before I am, it will be here for a while longer.
from i-am-jack :
Apple? That is pretty lame.
from court-s :
Yo what's up? Are you OK?
from i-am-jack :
I was reading today's entry, and was wondering why did that sound so familiar, then I realized that I actually heard that song on the half asleep drive home, late last night.
from i-am-jack :
;^}' You really do say some inspiring things.
from i-am-jack :
Damn it! I just missed you!
from i-am-jack :
;^{' Now I feel really bad. You know that I would have rather stayed on and talked to you, than go to work. ;^{' I am here, if you need to talk. Even if I am not on all the time like I was before, you can write me emails, or sign my notes or guestbook. I feel really bad, that I have to go.
from court-s :
Oh K... That was beautiful. I can understand you SO much, and I feel as though we're somewhat in the same place with our lives at the moment. That was a BEAUTIFUL entry. That's my all-time fave DMB song. LOVE IT! MISS YOU!
from klcroft :
I have missed you too. I haven't been on in a while. I have looked for you a couple of nights, but no luck. I hope to hear from you soon. I just wanted you to know I missed you and you are in my thoughts
from i-am-jack :
I hope everything is going well for you in Tampa. I have been missing you.
from dedgod209 :
hey, hope you feel better.
from his-holiness :
I can arrange that
from his-holiness :
I was just looking at your profile, and Live Between Us is a good album, but I have a bootleg from Chicago that's miles better. It was a radio broadcast, so the sound quality is really nice, and Gordie's just totally unstoppable. One of my favourite parts is during poets, between verses he just mutters, "Bring out your dead." Good stuff-D
from dedgod209 :
i don't think i write beautiful you know. i don't think it is good at all. you and katie seem to think so, but i feel it is utter crap. i don't know. i read some of your past entires, and saw you having trouble with your relationship. welcome to the club. anyways. i had better shut up. see ya later.
from dedgod209 :
thank you for the note. to think i am talked about behind my back, but in a good way?! that is new to me. anyways. again thank you. i enjoy your writing also. p.s. the tragically hip do rock.
from i-am-jack :
Well, I ended up having a pretty shitty time. The chocolate martini was weird but good, I didn't know until I was half way through, that the secret was to swallow a sip without breathing, and then breathe after it was down. Anyway it was pretty good. Other than that, I had a shitty night. My roomate got really wasted and fought her X, who performed tonight. It ended up being nothing but drunken drama. I knew from the start that I would much rather have just stayed home and spent time on the computer all night. Talk to you, instead of have this shitt ass night. And people wonder why I prefer the computer to going out. I tried to get my obviously drunk roomate to spend the night, but she wouldn't. Even as bad as she was acting, I would rather have had her stay the night just so I knew that she was alright. Anyway, I wish you were on so we could talk some more.
from i-am-jack :
I understand that you are going through alot right now, but you do not have to treat me like shitt. Sometimes it seems like you are pissed at me no matter what I do or do not do. I'm sorry that I can not always find the right words or actually physically be able to do anything. I mean, I try to be there the best I can, but you just seem to get mad at me all the time now. Why did you say that I don't have to worry about listening anymore. When did I ever say or imply that I didn't want to? I know you have assholes in your life but please do not put their guilt on me.
from i-am-jack :
;^{'
from bunnybybibby :
yeaaah, a note..from the K. wishing all is well and happy pills fill your day. still fat......... the b
from klcroft :
piss pots and cheeky tubbles
from court-s :
WOW i miss ya! I'm so sorry to have been neglecting you (and the rest of the Dland world...). BTW, I LOVE MAROON5!!! I saw them open for MB20 last May and never have I been so sad to see an opening band leave the stage! (I have been getting their newsletter emails ever since!)
from i-am-jack :
Why can't we be happy for fuck's sakes? You know, that might be part of my problem. I look too hard for an actual reason to be happy. Some sort of joy causing stimulus from the environment. Rather than it just manifesting naturally from inside. I guess I am too demanding. I save my smiles for special occasions.
from adpigal1851 :
I think when i come again, it's time to get inked. Hell yeah. See ya soon!
from i-am-jack :
I sent you an email
from adpigal1851 :
"With all the voices ringing loudly in your ear, listen to the voice only the heart can hear". You are that voice. Thank you for being such a great friend. Your advice and friendship has kept me sane. Can't wait to come to atlanta again! miss and love ya! kt
from i-am-jack :
I am sorry about last night. Sometime around 10ish, my energy just crashed and I had to go to bed. I wanted to stay up and wait for you, but I just could hardly keep my eyes open. Ever since I was sick, its like my energy just randomly goes on me sometimes. It just crashes unexpectedly. Maybe I should eat better. I don't know. Sorry I wasn't on though. Its been forever since we talked.
from i-am-jack :
;^{' Sorry I have not been around that much lately. Its been a fucked up few weeks. First I get depressed and sleep all week. Then I get sick, I still am not completely well. Then I lose my damn internet connection for several days.
from adpigal1851 :
Goin to school there??? Maybe i will consider it. I miss you K! Can i come see you in march? Let me know what your schedule looks like the 8th-16th. I'd like to come for a couple days. Life is still crazy here. Very crazy. talk to u soon. love and miss ya lots! Kt
from his-holiness :
I Don't have access to AIM right now, I haven;t got internet access at home right now, and I'm not about to install it on my work computer. But if you think Pauly Shore hot...
from i-am-jack :
I wish that we could get coffee sometime too. To actually be able to talk face to face. It has been a while since we have talked online. First I slept all week, then I got sick for another week. ;^{'
from his-holiness :
Pauly Shore? What did I ever do to you? The Hip are brilliant. I only recently figured out just how amazing Gord Sinclair is. It's so easy to miss what he's doing in the background there, but when you focus in on it, you realize that he's not just some rock rhythm player. Pauly Shore? Yuck.
from his-holiness :
Hey, thanks for the note. Are you another American Hip fan? We are few and far between. Take care-D
from rah4422 :
i miss you k!!! i'm chillin up here at UTK...woohoo!!! it all worked out. i hope everything is going totally well for you in hotlanta. love you!
from court-s :
And a very special MERRY CHRISTMAS to YOU, Miss K! Misses you!
from court-s :
Oh, my K. Are you doing alright? Want to talk about it? I have all the time in the world for you... :)
from rah4422 :
how ARE you man?? i miss ya! hope everything is going well for ya!! ooo i should find out on friday if i'm going to knoxville in the spring!! keep your fingers crossed! and more importantly, keep in touch!! as for now, i'm out like a fat kid in dodgeball
from i-am-jack :
And as for that "special someone" LOL, its not even that big of a deal. And no she is not back from her vacation yet.
from i-am-jack :
Whew! It was good to hear from you again. I was starting to wonder if you had vanished forever. LOL. As for stress however, there is alot of shitt going on, and I am possibly more stressed out than I have been in a long time. I would really rather just say it next time we talk, I am not even sure if I am going to put it in an entry at all. Things are pretty fucked up with the car, and financially in general. It has been hard to keep a grip on my nerves. Thats for sure.
from i-am-jack :
;^{' I miss talking to you. I'm assuming that you are just having trouble getting some sort of connection set up so you can get on. I hope that everything is alright. I have definately been thinking about you. Well, have a good Thanksgiving at your new home.
from court-s :
How was the MOOOOOOOOVE? I am really wanting an update to know how everything is going with you! I MISS YOU!!!
from i-am-jack :
I hope that everything went well with your big move! I have been wondering how you are doing! ((((((K)))))
from court-s :
Good luck on the big move! I am thinking about you! :)
from granolagrltn :
i miss the k..
from court-s :
Hey! What's up with the abrupt and vague entries... I LIKE hearing about the J, and I like the fact that your writing tends to make me laugh out loud. Even when I'm home alone. Even when I don't always 'get' your jokes. Heh. YOU be safe this weekend! (What are you up to, anyway?)
from court-s :
Wants nothing more than to introduce Chris to the front of my truck...
from court-s :
Aw, where is Loki at?
from court-s :
Don't you hate it when you find you're rolling your eyes at YOURSELF? Ugh I have been doing too much of that today. I am sick of my crying and my pity-parties, and sick of finding out that people are trashing me behind my back. Arg. Anyway, check los email because there is a new lock on... That I'm not giving out to particular people. Where have you BEEN? :)
from i-am-jack :
Sorry about the other night, I have been thinking about it alot, and hoping that you are not mad at me. Hopefully you are doing alright.
from court-s :
you took TTH off of your faves list on your profile????? TSK! (Where are you? I hope you are well my little kimosabi!)
from rachel423 :
I stopped in the new Sanrio the other day. It didn't look very good. The walls were really bare and things weren't displayed pretty. It definitely needed the K's magic touch. You kept that store so pretty and now that you aren't there it doesn't look so hot.
from i-am-jack :
Oh yeah, and also sorry that relocating fell through for you. ;^{ Maybe you can go back to the bar, you said they really liked you and would probably take you back.
from i-am-jack :
;^{' That sucks that they moved your court date again. I have no idea why they would do that. From what it sounds, you need a new lawyer. He may have actually been not doing his job, and made them rescedule because he was not ready. Back when I was suing the bar for my concussion, I had to fire my first lawyer since he was literally doing nothing with the case for months. My new lawyer sent him paperwork saying I fired him, and he by law had to turn over everything I had given him. Its not really an intimidating process. Its all between the 2 lawyers. If its not too late, find another one that specializes in cases like yours.
from court-s :
Hey! Sorry I missed you earlier today on MSN. So your court date got pushed BACK? I'm confused.
from court-s :
Hey buddy! Good luck in court today! I'm sure it will go just fine... :)
from i-am-jack :
I just wanted to apologize for last night. I'm sorry if I was being an ass, and being harsh, I just was feeling like shitt, and I always get cranky when I am sick or in pain. I probably should have just stayed in bed instead of signing on. I'm sorry if I took it out on you. I guess I just have had a bug in my ass lately. I did not mean to make you feel bad or hurt your feelings. I hope you are not too pissed at me, for always seeing the world through shitt colored glasses.
from court-s :
WOW ~ happy to see that you are so happy! What has brought on this wonderfulness if I may inquire? :) :) :)
from granolagrltn :
"and it was then that i learned his name...it was B.M.A......and he washed dishes" i dont know what made me think of that
from court-s :
well what would you like to talk about? :) do you want to email-it-up?
from court-s :
Hey girl! I am so sorry that you've had such a shitty couple of days, damn the man taking your job away from you! However, if you'd like the bright side of things, didn't you say you had been thinking about relocating to a place that is oh... two hours away or something? *giggles* This may be JUST what you need! :)
from adpigal1851 :
Hey K! Just wanted to let you know that i can see such a difference in you. You've been changing into a person i truly admire. You seem to have a new confidence, security and happiness in life and I'm so proud of you! Keep rockin girl, for the world such a better place when you smile! See ya in the Kitty!
from court-s :
Hmmm Lit did their job for me yesterday... I have one of their older CDs so I gave it a listen because I forgot all about it! Thanks for the reminder! The band of TODAY is Maroon Five because they were awesome when they opened for MB20 in May and their single "Harder to Breathe" makes me shake my bootie all over the place! Pssst when are you going to Atlanta?
from the29th :
thank you.
from dedgod209 :
thank you for still reading. sometimes i think no one does, and i don't think that anyone really gets what i am trying to say. i am writing more and more obscure it seems. and i am caring less. oh well. thanks again
from i-am-jack :
I just got your note in my guestbook. I was waiting for you, but I saw you sign off, and I figured you probably didn't want to talk anymore, after all. I just signed off because you signed off. I figured it was probably best that way, because I didn't want to say something that either would piss you off, hurt your feelings or both. Sorry that I have been less than pleasent lately, and not doing a very good job of unshitting you. We just both are running rough lately, suffering from fucked up sleep scedules, and have too many things on our minds. You are not the only one that I have made feel bad. ;^{' I'm not mad just frustrated on more than a few levels. I guess I need to learn when to back off and just let people live their own lives. Unfortunately I get over protective of my friends, and feel too involved in a situation that I am actually not even part of. Like I said, I really hope that it works out for you, I just hope that he actually deserves you and treats you right.
from rachel423 :
I didn't mean you were an idiot nor the other girls. What I meant is I can see how some retail jobs have been stuck with a lot of idiots. Admit it a lot of stupid people come into retail jobs....but I am learning a lot of stupid people also do the food thing they just don't always last as long.
from court-s :
uh, HELLO! Meeting the relatives! Obviously this is not just a "thing" for him... Big points, sister! Way to go! (And I'm definately going to need to hear all about it, just so you're warned!)
from court-s :
You are wrong. It is just the PMS. (Plus it's just WAY easier for boys to say "I had some awesome ass last night!" than for them to say "I met this girl and I can't stop thinking about her!")
from court-s :
Hey, why doesn't the J have you listed as one of his faves? Does he not read you? Hmmmmm
from court-s :
Did I mention how jealous I am that you met GD? I wrote an email to my ex Matt and he's jealous as well now... He had a hand in me getting to know TTH, so he likes to think that he inadvertantly influences people he doesn't even know!
from i-am-jack :
Getting hilky with it! ;^}'
from court-s :
lawyer for what? And I FLIPPED when I read that message you left me in my guestbook! SOOOO JEALOUS! That's amazing that you got the chance to meet the GD, I hope it was amazing and that you'll remember it always! Miss you!
from i-am-jack :
;^{' Damn it. I knew I should have got on last night, instead of going to bed early. I was going to get on, but between getting more excersise than I was used to, from going on a really long dog walk with the landlord, and then having a big heavy steak dinner when we got home, I could not keep my eyes open.
from i-am-jack :
I miss the K! I have been keeping up with your updates, but have not really seen you on. ;^{' Hopefully you have been feeling at least a little better.
from rah4422 :
you're right dude...things will work out...they always do! try and stay positive my homey, and i'll do the same
from court-s :
*hug*
from i-am-jack :
;^}'
from court-s :
hey did you give in and get a Gold membership?
from court-s :
HIHI do you have a DVD player on your computer?
from i-am-jack :
Poor K. ;^{'
from jellybean213 :
hey, i switched over to a diff. site, my diary is now at http://punkass.diary-x.com but i'll still keep up with ya! :)
from bunnybybibby :
I feel ya sister! Its been a serene morning in the library..my fav. all time place! 3rd floor utopia! (that should be a band name)...haha Thanks for my letter..I hardly ever get time alone..even to write.. love ya...B
from i-am-jack :
I hope that you are doing better than when we talked earlier today. ;^{' I hate to see you feeling so miserable.
from court-s :
I am loving that you are loving the Ryan... He's very good, non? The first song I ever heard him sing was "Harder Now That It's Over" and it made me cry. Hard. SMILE! :)
from wynja :
I believe in you. You are a strong woman. Everyone has their moments of weakness though. You just have push through them and on into the light of a bright wonderous day. Keep your chin up. You got the world by the balls.
from wynja :
Don't be sorry how it turned out. We are still friends. That is all that matters. I am sorry for coming on too strong. I had not felt for a woman as I felt for you in a long time. The worst came out in me. The posessive side. I can not apoligize enough for my stupidity. I just didn't want to see you with anyone else. I wanted to protect you from the world. I cannot do that though. I knew that. I just wanted to try. For you, I would lay my life on the line. If you can be my friend through all the shit, then nothing is lost. Nothing.
from wynja :
What's bullshit? I noticed the short message you left late last night. I don't know why you felt like explaining yourself to me about your new friend. Like you said, tis none of my business what you do. I am glad that you he is making you happy though. You deserve to be happy.
from wynja :
I updated my page today.
from i-am-jack :
"I shouldn't be doing anything for myself anyway." Yes you should! After all the hell you have been through and the aftermath you still fight with, you deserve to do something nice for yourself! It doesnt even have to be expensive. Its amazing how little things can really bring up your day. And thats what the K needs about now. Her day brightened and to feel better. Sorry I was not really able to unshit you earlier, I felt a little too shitty myself!
from court-s :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! My internet was F'ed up last night so I couldn't write you a little note! I hope that you had an awesome day! (And that you DID get yourself into a little trouble-fun last night!)
from i-am-jack :
;^}' Happy Birthday! ;^}' I am glad to see you feeling good again, and in time for your birthday! It would actually be interesting to hear a compilation tape of your favorite songs.
from i-am-jack :
;^}' There you go! Thats more like the K that I know! ;^}' Good job standing strong against Chris and his pathetic attempts to get you back.
from court-s :
I'm fine, thanks for asking! And how are YOU? :) I was sorry to miss your entries over the weekend, but when I caught up I was so happy that you were so STRONG and that you showed Chris exactly the great person you are. At least he's getting a small sense of the pain he put you through - karma tends to bite people in the butt.
from i-am-jack :
I am glad that you liked my last entry. It was another one of those, ones that make you feel funny the next day. When you start feeling like you spilled too much guts, because whatever you were caught up in the moment of writing it, has cooled off now. I know not to delete those entries, but there is that funny vulnerable feeling, left behind. Its like verbal streaking. Anyway, congratulations on your divorce being finalized today. I know it might be a little hard for you, a day of mixed emotions. But in the long run, this is for the best. You are completely free now. I am here if you want to talk about it.
from court-s :
There will be NOTHING up my ass thankyouverymuch - that just sounds like PAIN. I do the occasional "FUCK ME!" when I stub my toe though, you're not the only one! Hmmm I think I'm going to itchy my arm on the side of this table... *Ohhhhhhhh oh yeah. Oh baby.... Keep doing that... Mmmhmmm.... yes! Yes! YESSSSSSSSSSSS!*
from i-am-jack :
Damn, that entry about the light waking you up, sent a chill up my back! With the significance of 5:13, I would not be surprized if he was trying to contact you, or at least make you aware that he is present. Keep talking to him. ;^}'
from dedgod209 :
uh thank you. i don't know what to say. i never thought i could reach people. i don't know. i never thought my writing was that good. but thank you. thank you.
from i-am-jack :
"I love you Mr. Jack. You have moved me" Oh I see how it is. I am not the only Jack in your life! ;^}'
from court-s :
Hey babe! Thanks for the lovely little note! What you must do about the job situation is make the list (very à la John Cusack in High Fidelity) of your top 5 dream jobs, then make them happen! Personally, I think that you need a job that surrounds you in music!
from i-am-jack :
Sorry to hear that there is so much confusion in your life regarding love and space. At least you have been updating alot. Venting it out. Anyway, I am glad we got to talk last night about our X's. I feel a lot better already. Its nice that we have our little 2 member support group.
from i-am-jack :
Coming to a shower near you? Hmmm do you guys play in claw foot tubs by any chance?
from i-am-jack :
;^} Man, reading your last few entries, I found things that I really related to. Like not knowing really how to just be free. And the concept of living "right now" is something I just finished a book on, and have been thinking about again. Sorry to hear you are sick again. I am just getting over something myself. Feel better soon
from i-am-jack :
Speaking of pringles, my landlord told me that the pringles factory got destroyed by a tornado! So it will be a while before any new pringles are made. ;^{'
from i-am-jack :
Your invisible pringle man, is holding up decently I guess. Kind of sad that I lost 2 readers in the last few days. I hate losing readers. Being deleted off someone's favorites list,is their way of telling you that you suck. ;^{' Since I just lost 2,it makes me wonder, you know.
from court-s :
I was listening to "LIVE BETWEEN US" today and thought of ya. Hope all is alright... Did you ever decide on a song for Jet?
from court-s :
HEY! Thanks for the birthday wishes! :) I've got two possible suggestions for songs for Jet, your new babydog... a)B-B-B-Benny and the Jets - Elton John; b)or "Jet" by Paul McCartney and the Wings (MB20 did a cover of that one last night... It was GREAT!)
from i-am-jack :
Taco flavored kisses? Eeecchhhhh!
from court-s :
This is your official "GET WELL SOON" note... SO - GET WELL SOON! Hope ya feel better! :) Miss ya.
from i-am-jack :
;^{' I have been missing you lately. Sorry that things have been so miserable for you. As always I wish that I could make you feel better, but I know its not that easy. I am here if you want or need to talk though. Hopefully your new records will cheer you up at least. I know how the K loves her music! I thought of you yesterday when I was listening to Janis Joplin. The song "Move Over" made me think of you. Maybe you should listen to that. I love listening to her when I feel dead at the soul level. Her songs are so strong and spirited. They almost always uplift me!
from bunnybybibby :
life is something like a a warm jell pack.. It gets hard after no attention but yet warms itself to the slightest touch. I know that you have a gajillion things running through your head these days, but I've thinking of you and I want you to know that I'm still alive if you need me..only an email away... he needs help.. then you two can try again.. I beleive also he knows he's f'd up. He just really needs help first! i miss you.. B
from i-am-jack :
Hmmmm. 2 TV's gone out on you in a row. If you have been putting them in the same outlet, it could be bad. It could be sending too much of a current into the TV and frying it. You should test the outlet or have someone else test it with a currency reading device. That or you are buying some really bad TVs. Thanks again for helping me get the cd problem straightened out.
from granolagrltn :
black metal aaron.....do you looooooooooove satan??
from i-am-jack :
Me think logically? You know me. Paranoia overides any sort of logical thought processes. I am trying to work on it,and am getting better. (Believe it or not) I am sorry to hear that you have not been feeling well. ;^{' I am here if you want to talk. I know you are going through a lot.
from i-am-jack :
I am beginning to feel like you are mad at me. We have not talked in forever,and you did not even answer me when I IM'd you. ;^{' I hope you are not mad at me
from adpigal1851 :
Girl, you're gonna be just fine! Everything WILL work out because i know you'll see to it. In the meantime, you've got your girls, and your little man. Never stop smiling! It's hard to feel bad with a smile from ear to ear!!!!
from court-s :
Aw, I wish I could give ya that big fat fucking hug! Lotsa Love... SMILE! :)
from court-s :
Could 'Boner' possible have a more appropriate nickname? *heh for YOU* Hope the "DRUMS" were good! LoL...
from court-s :
I miss you, K! I can't believe he showed up like that... I am so proud of you for standing your ground and being strong, you're wonderful!
from i-am-jack :
Hmmmm, well I am on right now, though I do not know how you would know if you can not sign on. But I am telling you anyway. Hopefully everything is ok with the K.
from adpigal1851 :
Just wanted to let you know that i really think you are a great person. Thank you for being a great boss and a great friend.
from i-am-jack :
I figured that you fell asleep! As soon as you said that you were going to into your bed I knew you would be out. Anyway the words from t song are: "In dreams I walk with you, In dreams I talk to you, In dreams you're mine all the time, We're together in dreams..."
from court-s :
I think I love too much as well... We are just a couple of WONDERFUL people! If you can kick Chris out of your life, I can certainly back away from Tim also (I'd love to see if he and I could be 'just friends' again, those were good times). And HEY, what's wrong with CHEESE?
from i-am-jack :
I have not seen you online very much lately, and with your last few entries I have been worried about you. Hoping that the K is OK. I would never tell you, that you fucked up,or point fingers or anything like that. I am here to talk to, if you want or need to.
from court-s :
I'm not going to tell you that you fucked up. I can understand perfectly that you missed being held, and that you missed every little thing about him. You're strong enough that you're able to live through any action you take, so do what you gotta do! HUGS!
from court-s :
Yes, you SO do fucking rule!
from court-s :
Thanks for your note, I really appreciate the feedback! I've just been wanting to hear OTHER PEOPLE'S opinions about this, even if they only know my version. I'm dealing with a lot of negative stuff, where it seems like if I choose to keep Tim in my life for the long run (even if he's just my friend), then I don't get their support. PERIOD. I'm unclear about what friends are supposed to do, you know? Thanks again for your note. And stay strong!!! Good for you!
from court-s :
I see that you're online, but I'm too pooped to write on MSN (my slow internet tires me out!) I'm looking forward to reading your latest entry(/ies) tomorrow morning! Sleep well my little kimosabi! (OH and please read my latest and give some feedback ok? SPANKS!)
from i-am-jack :
Yes, I am starting to feel better. I took a few days to write in my paper journal, and think things out quietly to myself. So I am feeling more composed now.
from granolagrltn :
dude. you RAWK (so much better than ROCK haha) Seriously, I didn't go near him today haha I'll see him soon enough...really....I didn't, I promise. I'm behaving and I'm giving him LOTS of room
from andyzero :
Don't you have any coffee filters?
from i-am-jack :
Oh yeah. I have a nice healthy shitlist.
from court-s :
YOU ARE GOING TO BE OK. That made me miss everything in a man as well.
from andyzero :
Hey you - I haven't been here much lately, sorry. I promise to make more of a presence!
from i-am-jack :
Feel better soon. ;^)'
from court-s :
I will keep an eye out for an OLP DVD... ;) Hope all is well, my dearie!
from i-am-jack :
LOL. Yeah those Comcast bastards. Me and my roomate may be switching to dial up, to save money. The good thing about that will be that I will be able to finally set up my computer. Networking costs too much, and I do not want to be linked to this computer. It is too glitchy and crashes alot. And it picks up viruses alot since my roomate refuses to put up a firewall.
from court-s :
Thanks for liking it... I'm a little nutty... OH and here's a weird story for ya: you know how you quoted "Is anybody home?" well have you seen that video? I'm in it. I really, really am.
from rachel423 :
So I went back and read your diary. Are you going to spill all the details or not? You can't leave me here wondering what exactly went on! So spill it!
from court-s :
My turn to give you a HUGE *HUG*. Hope you feel better real soon! :)
from court-s :
Thanks... I needed it. What colour are you painting with today?
from granolagrltn :
I just looked at your diary!!!!! AWWWWWWWWW YEAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!! You SO have details to spill haha :) uh oh...return of the 11's!!!
from granolagrltn :
Woo! :) I close tonight, so if you want to give me a call feel free :) either that or I'll catch you on the msn!
from court-s :
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! The bone is good, the bone is great. Congrats! (Wanna pass a little my way?) ;)
from i-am-jack :
;^{' Sorry to hear you are lonely again, and craving warmth
from i-am-jack :
First you leave a really great comment, then you quote me! I am Jack's Warm Fuzzies! ;^}' Thanks for making me feel good!
from rachel423 :
I really didn't mean to hurt your feelings. In a way I was joking, but yes there was some truth to it. I don't think you treat me like crap. I just think that right now I have been overly sensitive for some reason and the rude remarks seem to bother me. It hasn't always been like that just lately. And I don't know why I am so emotional lately. I know we joke around a lot and I know you don't truly mean what you say...but lately the remarks and jokes are hurtful to me and sometimes they make me feel stupid. I am sorry for saying your hateful. It didn't come out the way I meant for it to. Nothing ever comes out the way I mean it to! My body is just tired and my emotions are high. I will get back to normal soon I hope! Again, I am really sorry!
from court-s :
Ahh yes the John M. I love as well... And it's funny because my FAVOURITE song off of 'Room for Squares' is indeed "Why Georgia", but my fave line is the one about "... to make you feel like home, but all I feel's alone..." Me. And pssssst: you're not hateful.
from granolagrltn :
HAHA OH MY GOD! I can't believe you used the "bend me over a table" line hahahaha I am so not the only freak. Thank you K You rock :)
from klcroft :
It is true. Very. ;)
from i-am-jack :
;^}' Thanks for the comment! That makes me feel good, it really does.
from i-am-jack :
I can not believe that little shitt took your DVD, and disconnected your phone. How completely immature. Change the locks as soon as you can, and maybe get a restraining order if you have to. If he keeps lingering around, and bothering you. What an ass!
from i-am-jack :
Hmmmm. Sorry about my notes posting twice. I have no idea why that happens. I have had that problem before, with other comments systems and guestbook type things. My roomate's computer is not all there and does strange things sometimes. Believe it or not, the 2nd from last entry was not me missing my X. I however have been in need of some warm physical contact. I wish I had someone to lay on in bed at night. But it is not her.
from andyzero :
Awwwww yeah!
from rachel423 :
If you schedule us off at the same time one day I would love to go out and do something...something that has nothing to do with the store: )
from i-am-jack :
You always tell me that I need to update after I already did! I made 2 entries tonight!
from i-am-jack :
;^{' Sorry to hear you feel so alone and depressed. It just is a sad day, everyone I have talked to, on and off line is heavy with sadness of one kind or another. Myself included. Do not feel too bad about letting a man drag you through the mud. What is dragging me through the mud, is not even human at all.
from rachel423 :
What is up? you haven't written anything in forever!
from granolagrltn :
MSN messenger thingie? I'm paperpixy@hotmail.com I'm going to start that one up in like 5 minutes (i'm out of diet coke and if i dont run to the mr zip i'll surely perish!)
from granolagrltn :
I'm on AIM (badgranola) but I have the privacy thingie set, so if you have it up and running, email me your name and i'll add you to my buddy list (paperpixy @ hotmail.com)
from granolagrltn :
Ditto skittle! Chatt-town beware, A and K will be on the scene! Same goes for you, phone wise :) I have an odd sleep schedule, so most of the time I'm awake and looking for something crappy on TV to watch (god forbid I read a book when insomnia strikes..nooo I only wanna do that when I have OTHER things to do hah) But yeah, feel free to call me whenever ya wanna chat. P.S. I forgot to tell you about gettin macked on at the bank this morning. Some big ol dude, was all "hey baby whats yo' name" and I said "late for work" hehe I am SUCH a freak magnet
from granolagrltn :
You are by far the coolest chicky that I've met in a long time, K! I have so much fun working with you, its so nice to actually be able to RELATE to someone! You freakin rock. P.S. Want to buy some roses? They're on sale! (watch out for gettin' fat by osmosis!!)
from i-am-jack :
Oh I definately know how that is. The second I would begin to feel better, she would call me. Whether I answered it or not, I felt that the scab was torn clean off my recovery. It happened on and off for a month after we broke up, until this last call where I finally told her off for good. I thought for sure she would try to call me, and act all cute, trying to get back with me. But she did not. Thank god. I just hope yours gets the point and gets lost soon.
from i-am-jack :
((((K)))) Sorry to hear that you are feeling sad again. Unfortunately, it takes some ups and downs before completely getting over someone or something. However, you do have to allow yourself to grieve. Its painful but important.
from granolagrltn :
HAH! I thought you'd appreciate the ugly people and bad chocolate rant :) We SO have to hang out, I have little to no life (which you already know haha) We both work tomorrow, so we can discuss times/ideas/things to toss at the ugly people with bad chocolate that I'm sure we'll be seeing tomorrow :)
from i-am-jack :
Thanks. I am glad you liked my last entry. Apparently one of my other readers did not and deleted me. Its strange, I remember a diary I read, Ripetomato commented that when her life got better she lost readers. ANd gained them during miserable times. People are strange like that I guess.
from court-s :
December 26 And I KNOW! I'm weird, huh? {where did it all come from?}
from i-am-jack :
I did! ;^}'
from i-am-jack :
By-passing some stages. I just hope that is not what I have done. It is not her that I have sulked about. It is other things actually. However, I wrote an entry about her anyway. I wanted to focus on something I was happy about. I really do feel I have moved on, I have no idea how, but I am happy about it anyway. Talking to you has helped alot I think.
from i-am-jack :
I know, I do need to update. Badly. I suppose that I have just been sulking around too much these last few days.
from i-am-jack :
;^} Yes, actually I read quite a few of your entries today. I read todays then started at the bottom and am making my way up. I too had a fucked up home life as a kid, luckily not as bad as yours. My Mom was a pill addict and either was making no sense or just hiding in her room and not existing. My dad was the mentally abusive one however, and the part of my past that I am having the most difficulty shaking off. I know what you mean, by just wanting to rise up and take life, now that its finally yours, but still not fully able to escape the past. I was thrown out a year ago, and its just now occuring to me, that I have a new life now. I am no longer part of the past though I will always be connected to it.
from i-am-jack :
It is great to see that you are taking your life back. Finding yourself again. That is something that I have yet to do. I had lost myself far before I met my girl. But at least we are both moving forward from our bad relationships. More and more every day, I am realizing its not the end of the world that she is gone. Putting those things away helped me a lot more than I thought it would.
from court-s :
I'm proud of you. In your last few entries you seem to be getting back to your old self, a strong, healthy woman who KNOWS she can do everything on her own. I AM PROUD OF YOU! Please keep me smiling!
from i-am-jack :
Damn, our problems started at close to the same time. A little before Christmas was when I had lost her. And you lost yours right after Christmas. I am sorry to hear that you are so deeply involved with yours. Did you know he was an alcoholic before you married him? What ever you do, do not self destruct. Not for someone else. I am not in a self destruct phase. I am in an isolate, and feel too sorry for myself phase. But that is not the answer either. Either way, we somehow need to stop torturing ourselves over someone else.
from i-am-jack :
Sorry that you too are dealing with an alcoholic. We need to form some sort of Diaryland AA. Try not to let him fuck with your head too much. It is hard to not let them deplete you and exhaust you. It is even harder to walk away.
from i-am-jack :
I am glad that you are enjoying my writing and relating to what I am saying. Being able to relate, is very important and even necessary to get through some parts of life. I completely understand, because I do the same thing. There are some diaries that I read because I can relate to what they are saying. I most definately do that with music. It is not at all that I enjoy someone else's misery, but some of the best writing can be born out of pain. Thank you for reading, enjoying and I am glad that you can relate with what I am saying.
from i-am-jack :
Thanks for your support. Just about everyone who has either read that or I told, agree that she is wrong. It is always good to get some reassurance that you are right after all, you know? ;^}'
from starlight42 :
oh man, that sucks. I'm really sorry to hear that. well, i won't say i know how you feel exactly, but I know how it feels to feel lost without someone...there's nothing you can do but get through it.
from starlight42 :
Just looking at some random diaries...sorry to hear about your uncle & your friend (boyfriend?) that has moved away. That sucks. Well, at least writing in your diary is a theraputic way to get thoughts out...hope you cheer up!
from court-s :
I'm not giving up on you. (Just so you know) THURSDAY: Sarah Slean's "Sweet Ones".
from court-s :
Could you please do me a favour? Can you please go out to the nearest McCrap, get a double-patty cheeseburger (get some bacon on it too if you can) with fries and maybe some gravy. And then shove it into your mouth. Sixteen pounds is shocking. You worry me, my dear!
from court-s :
I got the Pixies song (listened to it THREE times, dancing around as naked as I can get with a roommate) AND I watched Fight Club today. I had it downloaded so figured, WHY NOT? Tomorrow's song: "Murder of One" by the Counting Crows. You've got Wednesday's!
from court-s :
Looks like the only two Pixies songs I can get off of my campus system are "video killed the radio star" and "end theme". DAMMIT. I'll keep looking for it. *promise*
from court-s :
I'm just BEGINNING to get it all out! This will be my source for venting for the next little while, I'm sure. Think of tomorrow's song?
from court-s :
I've decided that we need an empowering song for every day. (read my latest entry, heh) and today's is going to be "I love myself today" by Bif Naked (another little Canadian band). You think of tomorrow's, OK? We have to vow to sing these at the top of our lungs (naked, preferably) at least twice throughout that song's particular day. Deal? :)
from court-s :
I don't know what's causing it and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel helpless and vulnerable and I HATE it. I'd prefer to have my power of self back. You too, eh?
from court-s :
Gotcha! ;) Thanks again for adding me to your list of faves... I feel very special. Anyway, I think I'm off to bed. G'night, sleep tight and don't let the evil bastards under your bed bite!
from court-s :
Hee hee... You said "Thanks for being so nice to me. It is Kristin." and I know it's Kristin, you told me last night. It was the "L" initial you didn't tell me.
from court-s :
You're the one who is nice to me, I'm just returning the favour. {And I know it's Kristin, you told me last night!} - I'm a wee bit confused...
from court-s :
That's brilliant. I love that you're at this point, this is HUGE progress! :) I'm so proud of you, and you're completely right... It IS his loss and he WILL regret it!
from court-s :
I'm so sorry. I was really surprised to even read that entry today... I didn't think you'd be able to MOVE last night after we talked! But I really am so SO sorry.
from court-s :
Are things any better with Chris then? Did last night change anything? I'm really crossing my fingers for this. Crossing your fingers makes it really hard to type!
from andyzero :
Your new comment about me is quite possibly one of the nicest things I have said to me in awhile. Thank you.
from court-s :
LOL this is really funny I'm there? Do you SEE ME?
from court-s :
You logged off! I got into it and you logged off!
from court-s :
I AM online!!! Do you have MSN? ICQ? I have both... Let me KNOW! What do I do? What do I do?? WHAT DO I DO??? lol I don't know how to work this... *running around in circles, in a panic*
from klcroft :
get online and talk to me!
from court-s :
Hehehe. I liked it, too. (But I liked it MORE when I got it back) ;) Smile for me, sugarbooger! PS: thanks for the note PPS: karaoke rules PPPS: can I SEND you my resumé? :)
from court-s :
You just tell me what I can do and I'll try? Ice cream, anyone?
from court-s :
I'm glad that you let go!
from court-s :
I'm adding you to my list of faves after this. There hasn't been a diary yet that has made me cry at all. Yours did that. You're a beautiful writer, and I'm sad that you're sad!
from court-s :
I'm reading your diary because you like the Hip (I ran a search). I'll be adding you to my faves once I'm finished reading your whole diary. I just wanted to point out that in your entry on 2002-07-07, "nasty little thoughts..." Nicholas Cage says "mumbo jumbo" in "The Family Man" when he is talking to Don Cheatle in his ferrari. I have a strange liking for that movie...
from andyzero :
Yay! Happy K! Glad to hear things are going well...
from i-am-jack :
Yes, actually the "insanity" ended last night. I was overjoyed when my roomate took that sick ass dog back to her mom's house where it came from.Go back whence you came, foul beast! That was definately a relief.
from lyricalardor :
Hi there. Thank you for checking out my diary. I am so grateful to have found this site and I am even more grateful to those that read about my life and "comment" on it. Please be sure to come back soon and thank you for adding me to your favorites. Take care! Miranda
from i-am-jack :
No, I have not read it, my sister has though and said that it was very good. Really funny.
from i-am-jack :
Wow. I read your profile, and have to say I can relate to the part about the documentaries. Documentaries can be completely traumatizing. I was subjected to many, on all sorts of disturbing subjects and they affected me in many ways. I could go on for hours about the damage they caused.
from i-am-jack :
Wow. I read your profile, and have to say I can relate to the part about the documentaries. Documentaries can be completely traumatizing. I was subjected to many, on all sorts of disturbing subjects and they affected me in many ways. I could go on for hours about the damage they caused.
from sipthis :
Thank you so much for the note. Your words are beautiful, and real as well. Take care.
from mutilator :
Yeah, Descent's a good book. Would like to see it as a film....I look forward to reading your diary soon
from andyzero :
You're not crazy, K...you just work retail! I know your pain and anguish.
from andyzero :
Hehehe...you're awful!
from andyzero :
If I were nearby, I'd make you a hot cocoa.
from sipthis :
Hello. I love your profile!!! Great choice in music and movies.... Have a nice day.
from andyzero :
Hey...I'm fine, thanks. A little disappointed, but I totally saw it coming. I just kind of wish I had taken care of it a couple of weeks ago. Such is life. Later!
from andyzero :
Hey sweetie - I'm sorry you're having a rough time. Good luck with it all.
from jaim-o :
I also read your post regarding Uncle Bob's drug tirade. I know it's difficult growing up with parents who are addicts. I did too. My mother was killed by her boyfriend (a junkie) when I was 10 and my father is a life-long alcoholic. But never for one minute do I believe that I, as an adult, am responsible for them, their upkeep, rent, rehab or whatever because the "don't know any better" Bullshit. They do know better and they do it anyway. If they couldn't be bothered to care for me in a grown-up and sober manner leaving me it essentially as you say "raise myself" they why should I (or you for that matter) take responsibility for them. Don't let their problems become yours and don't let your fucked up childhood fuck up your whole life.
from shado :
P.S. I loooove Michael Hutchence!! He was such a sexy fucker.
from shado :
Hi, I was reading your message to Uncle Bob about drug legalization. I for one am all for it. The way I see things, is people are going to do what they want, no matter what. If drugs became legal, the government could go ape shit and tax them so they could make more money, thus, making themselves very happy. But I digress. I understand from what you wrote that you had a rough childhood. I am sorry for that, but it could happen to anyone. I grew up with an abusive older brother who almost gave me a permanent spinal injury once when I was 14. I lived in fear of him for 16 years. He never did a drug in his life but he was still an unpredictable asshole. I believe that all kinds of people have all kinds of problems. Doing drugs could be a problem for one person and not for another. Just like prescription drugs. Some people abuse those, yet others don't. It's all about the luck of the draw and one's own willpower. Take care!
from andyzero :
hehehe - i just read your "i'm not drinking" entry while drinking, and my last entry was about drinking, and i wrote it while drinking. maybe it's a sign?
from andyzero :
Awww...eat bready things. Have some coffee. :)
from andyzero :
Hey...thanks for the encouragement...and you didn't even know I was quitting smoking! You musy be psychic. Our Lady Peace never excited me much, but maybe they deserve another listen.
from andyzero :
Good to see you writing again! Loving today's rambling entry...every time I hear "Steal My Sunshine," I'm immediately transported to my early-morning commute to Mesa, AZ from North Phoenix. Which is nothing, nothing like Maine. :)

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