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| from usb-port : |
| bob marley. get yourself legend, don't let it leave your cd player for a month. |
| from ladiebug : |
| yay, congrats on the perm job!!! |
| from sbellem : |
| I feel the same way every Sunday night. Mostly because the thought of going back to work totally depresses me!! I feel ya girl...glad to see you updating again! |
| from ladiebug : |
| i know, exciting, right? :) ray's on el cajon blvd - six one nine, two eight zero, four zero one one. fifteen buck minimum and santana's is better, but oh the convenience! xo, l.bug |
| from ladiebug : |
| i hope not. :/ but if you decide to write again elsewhere, please let me know! take care, l.bug |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| 23 days is an awful long time... |
| from ladiebug : |
| yeah, it's definitely been scary. i don't know if you read my earlier entries, but a few years back there were fires off the 15 and 163 and san diego practically closed down for a whole week - schools, businesses, etc. and everywhere was just ash, brown and orange skies, etc. total craziness... a lot of my r.b. and p.q. friends even lost their homes, it was really sad. :( hopefully it won't be this bad this season... darn santa ana's! |
| from ms-fashion : |
| hey just to add ur bands that u liks they r kool |
| from ladiebug : |
| hope it turns out not so badly... if you need anything, let me know. :( xo, anna |
| from shortst101 : |
| Hope the new week will be better than the last one. Hugsssss |
| from ladiebug : |
| aw, thank you, sweetie, what wonderful compliments!! but yeah, i'm goofy as all hell - i'd like to think it's part of my charm. ;) honestly, i've been a little worried about you lately... mainly because it resonates with me. you just seem really melancholy, lonely... are you having a hard time transitioning? what time do you usually get off work? |
| from ladiebug : |
| i'm sorry to hear about the tears at work. :( i hate that... i hope things turn around soon. |
| from ladiebug : |
| happy happy happy happy birthday, neighbor!!! we have to hang out soon, we just gotta! enjoy the day, l.bug |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Happy birthday! WOOT WOOT! I'm flooding you with the birthday wishes. :) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| UPS sucks! Not only do they crush packages, but they just leave my stuff on the stoop where any hood rat can come buy and steal it. I've had two packages stolen already! I do love, love, love my Hope in a Jar. Yay for the bestest birthday gifts in the world! |
| from donut-one : |
| My heart goes out to you. I'm very much teetering on the verge of where you're at. I won't assume it's for similar reasons. But I hope all works out for you. Have a lovely weekend. |
| from ladiebug : |
| oops, sorry i didn't see your note til now, sweetie - i try to be as computer-free as possible on weekends. anyway, i ended up not going because i hung out with dave instead... we still need to meet up, yo! i'll email you soon. hope you're well! |
| from sbellem : |
| Oh honey...that sucks. All you can do is keep away from him now for his own sake. love-Sara fyi-of course men love you...how could you be amazed? |
| from thirtieth : |
| Thanks for the add. Please accept my reciprocal add as I find you intriguing and you have lots of things to click on. :) |
| from sbellem : |
| your just sick honey...it'll pass |
| from shortst101 : |
| Hugsssssssssssssss for you |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| Apparently the books have the same SKU. Weirdest thing ever. It just makes me wonder if people paid attention to the order itself. Ugh. |
| from sbellem : |
| Beautifully written entry Meredith...it moved me. |
| from herdarlinsin : |
| You're still my all-time high favorite Meredith. (Merebear..how cute was that when I invented it?) Sorry to hear about your bored pity. Things get better babe. They really do. *hugs* Here's to the coolest babes on Dland (Cheese it) Much love. |
| from ladiebug : |
| yikes... obviously that c@rlsb@d job would be awesome, but the commute is something awful. :/ not to be a buzzkill, but just wanted to give you a heads up... |
| from sbellem : |
| I have a lot of temps. They make up time and its no prob, I dont give them any hassle because I am terrifed they will leave! |
| from sbellem : |
| Zicam is the bomb..it really works. Its so totally nasty tasking isn't? Don't force me to toast your recovery each night, I won't make it a year either! |
| from hollster : |
| Meredith.... C'mon girl! Shake this thing! You ARE BEAUTIFUL. I only wish I could be as pretty as you, and you have a gorgeous figure... you know what's wrong with us? I blame that bitch Twiggy! It's all her fault! What happened to Marilyn Monroe? Wasn't she a sex-queen back in the day? Once upon a time?? And one day, 30 years from now, we'll look back and say, "My god, I was a hot, sweet young thing when I was 31..". It's true, because there are 2 truths that are undeniable and as constant as day & night: 1) We take everything for granted & don't appreciate what we have until it's gone (it's a human condition), and 2) Youth is wasted on the young. So buck up, young camper! :) We'll get through it all... together! :) Smile, say something nice to yourself today, and remember that there are people ALL OVER THE WORLD who think of YOU as one of the bright, shining stars (people) in their sky (world). :) XO, H. (BTW - this is duplicated on your 'comments' from today's entry (15Jun) b/c I wasn't sure it was working... :( ) |
| from hollster : |
| Not Dimples, no... The Burbank Bar & Grille... and all I could think of was 'That damned Meredith should be here! She's the one that put this idea in my head!!!'. Actually, it was kind of fun at the time, it's only after I HEARD and SAW the carnage (thanks to the advances of modern technology) that I wished I could curl up and die... or just rewind and save myself the humiliation! :( UGH. Next time you're this way, let me know... it would be a riot to see you. And I think you'd love the band (2 guys w/guitars) that play Friday nites... they're awesome & hilarious. |
| from hollster : |
| Hang in there, kiddo. Things will improve... and no doubt the live music tonight will help to cheer you up... hugs... |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| *hug* It'll be okay. (PS: Thanks.) |
| from sbellem : |
| I don't know either most of the time...it can be so scary and defeating...Hang in there girl! |
| from shortst101 : |
| hugssssssss you back....thanks |
| from hamakosan : |
| lol shows hows much i've been keeping up with the diaries lately. i didnt realize you moved!! congrats. big change, i'll bet. from what i know about sd, i LOVE it so i'm excited. just nervous about moving to a totally different city than san francisco and not knowing anyone. thanks for the sweet note!! |
| from ladiebug : |
| gasp! i'm moving there in july :D |
| from ladiebug : |
| the beach, all the way!! i love following highway 101 from encinitas to la jolla (not in the same sitting, but various parts of it each day), torrey pines hill, balboa park, miramar lake, rancho penasquitos, hospitality point, cawles mountain, mission bay, etc... where do you live? if you ever want to go cruising, just let me know! |
| from f1shb0wl : |
| what a dork. i just read my message. not only have i been doing this for "forever;" which, is a long time; but i've been doing this for "forevere." that's a REALLY long time. at least i haven't been doing it for "foreverererer." |
| from f1shb0wl : |
| how much would i LUV to take a trip to sd for the weekend?!?! *sigh* someday. you are right that i have been doing this forevere. not only since you've "known" me, but my whole life. i just don't know how not to. i only have a year left of Master's classes, and this is my last year of working two jobs. but, then we are talking about having children, so i guess there is just no end to it for me. i can't stop! ;o) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Ok, I'm caught up and who's Eric and why did it take me so long to get a clue and is...well..is he your boyfriend...are you living together....are you gonna get married and have babies and adopt kittens and plant begonias? yah....are you? ;-) (I'm so happy inside to hear so much joy flowing your way...) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| hahaha that's the funniest thing ever..... b.t.w. I did get your postcard...LOVED IT!!! It was so surreal to hold something you wrote on...strange but great! Thank you! |
| from f1shb0wl : |
| i've got a cold corona just waiting for you at the bbq!!! ;o) |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| Oh yes oh yes oh yes. I <3 looking geeky. |
| from shortst101 : |
| Sending you lots of good thoughts and vibes. Hope you are feeling better soon. |
| from rapethismind : |
| <3 |
| from ladiebug : |
| just sent it... let me know if you didn't get it! |
| from sbellem : |
| girl I can't BELEIVE IT...when is my dry spell going to break!? BTW you should be really proud of yourself for making this san diego move...it takes guts. |
| from jonathan : |
| Hi. I'll be around for the rest of the year at least. I'm used to Diaryland and all its foibles. First posted here in September 1999! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Heehee. Fatlip. He used to be in Pharcyde. I used to have one of his songs on my MySpace profile, "What's up Fatlip?". It's a catchy tune. I'm so excited. This is the first time I'll actually meet one of my on-line friends. I gotta tell ya, I thought about you. Your experiences with meeting a few on-liners gave me the courage to do this! love you! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| *sigh* it doesn't mean a trip to SD is out of the question, but it does mean it has to be postponed for a little bit. THAT was the first thing that ran through my mind. What can I say, our fams have a way of f*ing things up royally. Love you too. xoxo |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| yeah, but you know you'll enjoy it |
| from kellbelle : |
| Quit makin' me cry :) I love you too. LOL I typed "I love you tool" and almost hit enter! LOL |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| thanks. :) |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| It's okay. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Regarding your comment... you would know this because???? ;) heh |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| i still read you, despite the fact that i don't always leave comments. good luck with your move! those cupcakes looked delish! now get some rest! :) |
| from shortst101 : |
| Happy Valentine's Day |
| from sbellem : |
| I still love you! |
| from shortst101 : |
| I'm sooooooooooo glad that tomorrow is friday! Hope you have a good one. |
| from kellbelle : |
| THANK YOU!! You are so thoughtful! Yes, I can most certainly use that!!! I had a great birthday, thanks for being a part of it! xoxoxoxoxoxooxox |
| from kellbelle : |
| It's tomorrow. That flashy thing must be in a different time zone or something. Weird. I put in the 24th as the date though. |
| from sarabellem : |
| I hope it goes well!!! |
| from shortst101 : |
| I hope that all goes well this weekend with the "letter" and I hope your parents will be understanding and supportive. Hugss |
| from trulypoetic : |
| the picture is just an image of my son "pupart's" note from my notes that you can read almost right below yours... |
| from bassclargrrl : |
| oh yes! my drill sargeants said it all of the time. |
| from shortst101 : |
| awwww, what a cute picture! Hugsss |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| just click your heels together 3 times and repeat: "there's no place like home.... there's no place like home" :) |
| from jonathan : |
| I'm not a lurker, I'm just me. Clicking around as usual, looking through windows, getting out the binoculars, soptting people from the train or bus. Seeing whose here, hoping everyone's okay. |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| ok, call me a lurker, a stalker. all of the above. i still read you. i hope to get back to my blog some day soon. so i'm posting here - you said you don't bite.... i just thought i'd check. |
| from shortst101 : |
| Hey girlie! I just couldn't stay away. Thanks for adding me back to your list. Hugsssssssssssssss |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Oh my could you be any freeking hotter! Damn Mer you been holding out on me. he he \Happy New years Lovely xoxo Deja |
| from ladiebug : |
| definitely know what you mean about SD being "right"... i'd rather struggle with rent and the higher standard of living and feel in my element than the alternative. i hope SD pulls through - i know you'd love it here. :) |
| from candoor : |
| Merry Happy New Year to you and all you love and may 2006 be the best year you've known so far :) |
| from ladiebug : |
| cleavage one all the way... have fun while you're in my 'hood! :) xo |
| from kellbelle : |
| Merry Christmas to you, too :) I love you! |
| from sarabellem : |
| Girl I didn't even GET a bonus! I did however, get a card with the names of the execs rubber stamped on it...Ho HO Ho |
| from sarabellem : |
| Sending the good vibes in the family way hon. Chin up |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| be careful of those dreams where you're working. i don't think you will get paid for those hours... ;) |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| i'd get as big a hard drive as you can afford. minimum 60GB - but get 80 or 100GB if you can. also, 256MB RAM would be a minimum. Again, I'd go for 512MB myself. If it's just for what you described, you can't really go wrong with getting a new laptop these days. :) |
| from f-girl : |
| awwww, i so agree that shane is way hotter! :o) thanks!!!!! also, glad your night was so great. |
| from f-girl : |
| you are so sweet. and i am thinking you were serious because you just are that nice, but no, of course you can't! :o) the rule is you have to know her & not just be a way too nice person from across the country :o) |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| when i was a lot younger, i was driving my dad's car. i was in my early 20s, and i was in a rush to get to a wedding. I pulled up to an intersection to turn right, the light was red, so i stopped behind a car ahead of me. i saw an opening, in the traffic, so i started to go forward, but the car ahead of me didn't move, so i slammed into it. the damage was minor to my dad's car, but more significant to the other car. but you know what my biggest fear was - what my dad would say! i was surprised that he didn't appear mad, but sometimes, the silence is worse... |
| from kellbelle : |
| Thanks for the note. I can't even believe any of this stuff going on. I try to be nice... and for the most part I am, but I get treated like I'm evil or the supreme bitch or something. It sucks. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| awwwww thanks....such a timely little message. Sometimes I think the world is so cruel...and then I'm reminded there are still good people out there in the world. I'm just a silly worry wort....I'll be just fine I know, but then...I still worry. :-) |
| from ericboy : |
| hella. |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| what is 'meeping' anyway? i am reminded of the sound that the roadrunner makes "meep! meep!", but i imagine that's not what you mean. and yes, i do still read your blog, despite my negligence in writing in mine. i noted your entry a while back about 'getting old'. i posted something about age a couple months ago... but i'm too lazy to dig it up... cheers! |
| from f-girl : |
| okay, so i have been trying add to the project & once again i am a loser and can't figure it out. in the news it said just click to add entry on your own page and it will pop up with diaries you have permission to use....???? do i have "permission?" because i would love to add one (or two or three or four.) but, i can't get to it to enter the password and start spewing poison. |
| from beautyx3 : |
| love your diary, you're a very beautiful writer |
| from f-girl : |
| ooooohhhhhh, hee. he. *eh hum* sorry to do that to you. yeah. okay, i'm a dork. |
| from f-girl : |
| okay, yeah, i checked it when i added it and it's not locked up. you can get in anywhere without the password. |
| from f-girl : |
| the link on your own diary page that mentions it. i clicked it expecting to then enter the password, but i was in without the word. |
| from morethnshado : |
| For sleep, shiraz. Now for tears, I would go with a nice merlot... |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Heh. Yes it is THE J.V. that you're thinking of. I promise I'm not a friend stealer! Actually, I'm jealous that he has talked to YOU and I haven't. We need to fix that. Soon. |
| from f-girl : |
| thanks for the tip. i'll have to try it at work tomorrow. oh, and you are so sweet aout the hair. however, in "real life" it is much brighter than the picture leads you to believe. but, thanks! i need the pep. ur gr8! |
| from f-girl : |
| i just found out myspace is blocked here at school. i thought i remembered in an entry you mentioned having to find a super secret way around things to get it to work. am i remembering correctly? could you pass on the trick? |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Please don't give up. You're dreams are more than worth having. YOU deserve every single one of them. Chalk this up to a minor set back. I love you and I am here for you if you need me. |
| from herdarlinsin : |
| Aww. Thanks Mer. So much love from you. You are the best. |
| from ericboy : |
| Um, hellz yes, please! Thank you! |
| from toiletwater : |
| thank you. i absolutely agree. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Uhhhh I AM A junior :( |
| from starkid- : |
| Your username is super friggen cool. Just thought I'd tell you. |
| from kellbelle : |
| For some reason your comments don't work for me anymore. But anyway... as far as people getting pissy... that's what happens when you start writing for other people instead of writing for yourself. Same thing with feeling like your life isn't exciting to write about... because if you were writing for yourself, it wouldn't matter what you wrote about. |
| from f-girl : |
| oh, and about the school situation. i am signed on here for another year. after this year i have heard that a job in the BEST middle school in the NICEST part of town will be opening. my brother is a vice principal at another school near this one and he is friends w/ the principal of that school. (confusing, sorry.) anyway, i am crossing my fingers for that job and it looks like i do have it since i have an in through my brother. so (hopefully) only 9 more months!!!!!!! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| thank you. just being you is enough for me :) |
| from ericboy : |
| But of course I know what Plan A is, and I'm behind it, and you, 100%. I miss you so much. Damn you for being 2824.59miles away and being so damn cool! |
| from herdarlinsin : |
| you are not a neglectful reader, shut up :P |
| from herdarlinsin : |
| I wish you remembered me, but then thats selfish thinking on my part, considering how Ive read your entry and now realize youre going through a tremendous amount of stuff. I hope everything comes out the way youre wishing it to. Youve waited far too long to find your happiness. *hugs* |
| from f-girl : |
| wow. looks like you had an amazing trip. i think you should do it!!!!!! move to the west coast!!!!! :o) |
| from ladiebug : |
| how trippy... i run through balboa park all the time. what if we passed each other?? okay, probably not likely, but still - trippy! glad to see that you had a great time :) |
| from ericboy : |
| It's not the cellphone I mind so much as the advertisements that assualt everytime I do anything: get online, watch TV, pass by a bus, flush a toilet. I'm surprised they haven't started advertising in our dreams yet. I'd like something sweet and emo; maybe some Jimmy Eat World or Straylight Run. ;P |
| from candoor : |
| I found myself wondering 'what song?' |
| from ericboy : |
| I am, anyway. Can't read signals, can't take hints. And it's "Chbosky". I work at a book store. |
| from ericboy : |
| Who else but "Howie Day"! duh? |
| from gumphood : |
| I hope you like that joke |
| from gumphood : |
| hey baby |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| that's why i tag you, because i know you'll do it! you rock! |
| from missy-17 : |
| hey, how have you been?? |
| from rapethismind : |
| <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 x a million!!! |
| from hamakosan : |
| You're SO SWEET! Thanks so much for the well-wishes. I read your diary often and can relate to you a lot, though i'm sure you hear that quite a bit. =) Anyhow, i love howie.. and Collide is one of those songs that i just immediately fell in love with especially since it seems to describe the relationship i'm in perfectly. It was something that we just fumbled into, though i love him dearly. Things are one their way to being all better now.. heh... though i suppose this weekend will begin to determine that. Though i suppose this is getting quite a bit long for just a "quick note" to say thank you! =) Have a great day! - Casey |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Thanks I appreciate it. I also realize I probably need to go invest in some rental insurance. Something I've never felt I needed in the past....but somehow I feel cursed by the complex gods these days. :-( But..well...at least I "have enough clothes to cover half of Africa's inhabitants" <---Ricks words. Men!!!! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| shoot me if I'm out of line but....I must say this. I do not NOT feel for your sister's "getting pregnant" issues but 1.) she choose to put herself thru it by her own wish for a child, not saying I don't understand or wouldn't make the same choice...but here's the key word...CHOICE. 2.) She went through a miserable time that was fruitful...alas she's a Mother. 3.) You did not CHOOSE to be blessed by your illness. And it's not a blessing....nope not at all. There's no happy chubby cheeked present at the end of your misery to make up for your agony. You WILL have your own children someday....if you so CHOOSE to. You will make a great Mother despite your illness. You will if you CHOOSE to. Gahhhhhhhhhhhh that just made me so angry. Oh and DO TELL whomever you wish, if they judge you then you know they weren't what you wanted to have in your life anyway. |
| from f-girl : |
| thanks for the note. i read it to shane who's now sick with the flu and it made him laugh. soooo, i've missed hearing from you in your diaries! don't tell me you are taking a break????? noooooooo! (at least i know from your note that the crazy roommate didn't shoot you after all, *whew*) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| thanks!! |
| from ladiebug : |
| why does rational me believe what you say, then emotional me go running back to his sorry ass? i really do love that entry about nice girls, though... thank you for posting it. it's been... i don't know, just made me think a lot. xo, l.bug |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| i used to love making mixed tapes and CDs. i used to put so much thought into it. now i have my ipod, and all my time is put into making up playlists. same idea, yet not the same somehow..... rock and roll! |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| nothing like pay day. almost makes it all worth while doesn't it? .... almost |
| from toiletwater : |
| thanks for the message, and the good advice. what made you finally decide to take the plunge and go on the meds? |
| from f-girl : |
| i think men do this only because they know it's the unattainable. they want what they can't have. as soon as they are told no, all they can think is HOW CAN I HAVE THAT? much like a little boy. and, really, should we be surprised? all of us ladies KNOW men think like children! :o) |
| from f-girl : |
| hey lady. for some reason i couldn't get the comments page on your entry to open up, but i wanted to tell you GOOD LUCK on your new job! you will blow them away, look at your past job. they will worship you, too! |
| from f-girl : |
| hey lady. for dsome reason i couldn't get the comments page on your entry to open up, but i wanted to tell you GOOD LUCK on your new job! you will blow them away, look at your past job. they will worship you, too! |
| from toiletwater : |
| hey, thanks for the vote of confidence, I could use some right now! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Oh yeah, I did tell you about M in an e-mail, just no one else :) This was my favorite forum: www.bpdrecovery.com I was able to get a lot advice and support from this site. Hope it helps. <3 |
| from f-girl : |
| shahhhh, really. they say i will die watch star trek. i don't even like star trek. duh :o) |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| funny you should say these things about diaryland... i'm starting to consider a switch to a new blog somewhere.... |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| i'm enjoying your diary! i'm also old enough to remember Pong, and my first computer was an atari 800 (missile command!) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I wish you could be there too, because we would party hard :) hehe But you will be there in my heart. I love you for all your Mer-ness. I'm so glad I know you. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| You're one smart cookie to realize something's not working well for you. It's not about making "us" retards in the online world happy.....no no...it's about making thine ownself true. Good Luck to ya...hope the dr's a good one. |
| from owenmeany99 : |
| hi, just noticed you added me to your list.... so i'm kinda flattered, though i wouldn't expect you to read much.. anyway, i'm going to read your diary a little. see ya....O |
| from kellbelle : |
| You just made *ME* cry. lol You're the best. I think sometimes all I need to hear is that things will be okay. And I know you know how that feels. *hugs* |
| from kellbelle : |
| I can't believe I didn't tell you when we were going to be in Newark!! eep!! I will call you on Monday, how about that? I will have tickets in hand then and can tell you exact times :) I will, of course, call you Friday as well if my head hasn't imploded by then :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I wish I had some money... I'd fly you to Austin for the wedding. But I'll have money next month... and I can fly you to Dallas instead ;) hehe |
| from rapethismind : |
| <3 |
| from coldandgray : |
| I am having trouble on your site, can't comment or go back or forth. (sorry you're sad) |
| from f-girl : |
| wow. i have been meaning to ask that for a long time. how easy! thanks so much! :o) |
| from usb-port : |
| ((obligitory whistles at tan lines here)) oh and boys are stupid. |
| from f-i-n : |
| hihihihi |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| <3 u 2. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Heee! I'm such a dork and the happiness factor is kicking in... new life! new life! :) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| make that happ Y! :-) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| ya know...I don't always "type" anything but I'm always in your corner rooting for you big time. When I read something happ I grin from ear to ear...when I read something sad I kick the side of my desk and get angry at the world. You're one of the good ones...and for some reason the good ones gotta pay their dues in this world. Someday girly girl...someday your ship will come..just keep treading so you can climb aboard when it does. |
| from kellbelle : |
| THanks for the note :) We're doing okay... especially after talking to his work today. Not only am I well taken care of but his work has offered a full 4 year scholarship to Aubrey when she graduates high school |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Seriously, it HAS to be small cuz he won't step up to the plate and show his stuff! Any man that vain is COMPENSATING! |
| from f-girl : |
| wait asecond... i did it, too. are you caling me a dumbass?? :o) just kiddin' |
| from f-girl : |
| hey, when you changed your template, did you add back int the gold stats tracker thing? i forgot to do that once also, and thought no one was reading either. NOT that dl isn't screwed up, but this may help :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Thanks for being you. And I still think you're beautiful. |
| from ladiebug : |
| unlocked now... sorry... |
| from kellbelle : |
| I love you 3.2 times more! hehe And by the way, things worked out. As soon as I accepted that it wasn't going to happen and quit worrying, it turns out that they WILL be there. Weird huh? |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| sorry i couldn't remember if it was 3x's or 4. i made it 3 so it should work now. |
| from kellbelle : |
| No worries. I was just looking for someone to talk to. The President of Diaryland brought my spirits back around :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| LMAO! He wanted to either A) give me a shot of cortisone or B) give me anti-inflammatory. I didn't want a shot (doesn't hurt that bad) and I didn't want an ulcer by the time the wedding arrives (if I don't already have one)! |
| from coldandgray : |
| just a temporary locking, back to being accessible! Thanks! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Damn, that's a great idea...wonder how long it would take to get to NJ from here??? :) |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| :) |
| from rapethismind : |
| Btw, you are sooooooooooo pretty!!!!!! Love the hair :-D |
| from rapethismind : |
| I'm doing...okay...sometimes real good, others not so much. But I'm workin' on it. How are you? I never get online anymore so I don't get to read up on your diary. But I'll try to read a couple entries tonite before I get off. <3<3<3 |
| from kellbelle : |
| I don't have AIM at work, therefore I'm just stupid and left it on at home. LOL |
| from ladiebug : |
| i'm sorry to hear about your dad's health problems... i will think positive thoughts for you. love, anna |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm glad you liked it. I got it, in of all places, therapy. lol Hope you can take something from it. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I actually cried when I saw the pics... this is the biggest I've ever been and I thought I looked like a cow :( But I can't drop 40 pounds in a month... so what the hell. At least he still loves me even if I'm fat. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I just read your comment... hehe you're just saying that cuz you want me ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I sent you a present that you should be getting today. I hope it makes being sick in bed a little better <3 |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Perhaps I'm over pleasing other's...now in terms of my wedding I don't care what anyone thinks about whatever I choose to do. Only I care. I think that is the only gift in growing older...you let go of that need to please the masses and embrace the feeling of who you are and what you want. |
| from f-girl : |
| i did get the drinking, partying, from your entry... the same thing i will be doing. but, you said it in such a way that it sounded so romantic. :o) |
| from f-girl : |
| yeah, she's not really on the ball. i actually ordered my bridesmaid's dresses before her and mine won't be coming in until june. i just got her invite in the mail last week.... i would be pulling out my hair if i was her. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I love you. Thanks for the kind words. |
| from f-girl : |
| seriously... the single boys are LUCKY tonight! they would only be teased and disappointed. i think we are doing them a favor by staying home. :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I don't think you need to delete stuff from your diary just because someone got upset. You can't please everyone all the time. I sometimes think people get confused with diaryland because it's as if you are writing to other people. But a diary is self talk. We feel pressure to be funny or cute or clever when really it's just a place to have self talk and we shouldn't care if anyone reads it at all. I'm sorry that not everyone can understand, but that would make like pretty boring. <3 |
| from f-girl : |
| awww, you are so sweet! thanks for the compliment. (you know, i don't post the scary pictures. ha.) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Oooooooo, be careful what you wish for! |
| from fallmode : |
| where aaaarrreeee yyooouuu? i miss ya! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Awwww...you made me blush. :) |
| from ladiebug : |
| fun times, ms. foxy-mama! :) have fun tomorrow! |
| from kellbelle : |
| Hehe his cat is such a goofball. She absolutely HATES my hairdryer. hehe Her answer to any stressor is to hiss at it :) |
| from wonderchai : |
| have you seen nicky-d? i can't find her anywhere... i'm worried. :( |
| from fallmode : |
| aaaah, yes. i hope you are right! my mom also informed me that it could be a "tummy" problem that has a history in our family. i am leaning towards that. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm only sweet cuz I be lovin you ;) I'm so glad you had a great time. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Welcome back. :) |
| from ericboy : |
| We FINALLY recorded our demo... however, we haven't mixed it yet. It should be done very, very soon, and I promise you'll be the first person in NJ to hear it. If it helps, the rough mix sounds totally awesome. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Oh where, oh where have you gone? Hope all is well *hugs* |
| from kellbelle : |
| hehe I guess he saw my blog as a friend on yours or yours as a friend on mine! LOL too funny :) |
| from fallmode : |
| god, thanks for the note. i hate drama. i just left a nice note for someone who was ripped apart, then I get ripped apart in a diary of someone who knows her and they levae ME a note with the link. obviously, i delete the note, what crap. i hate drama. :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| You call me perky to my face and you'll find out how upbeat I am as I'm beatin up on your ass ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Ack!! Meeee? Upbeat?? My gawd.. next thing you'll be telling me I'm perky ;) hehe |
| from fallmode : |
| hey there. i just wanted to tell you that i loved your imood thing so much i added it to mine. i hope you don't hate me. i wrote a little thing about it in my diary, but then wrote another entry right after that, so i don't know if you saw it. but, i do want to tell you agaign how much i love your diary and how envious i am that mine will never be so cool! :o) |
| from reflective1 : |
| we do that too. Its so bad. I used to be able to listen to the college station, but newbies came in and veto'd it and since I generally like to get along, I compromised with a top 40 station. yes. |
| from goingon : |
| Wishing you nothing but the best of luck, God knows you deserve the world! |
| from fallmode : |
| yup, def leppard and mr. adams! should be lots of fun. so, i had to mask the jumping out of my pants excitement with anger when i found out! :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| hehehe you know it behbeh. next time i call it will be the heavy breathing |
| from kellbelle : |
| LMAO I was gonna say something like I'm the tit for your tat, but that brought some nasty images to my mind as well |
| from trulypoetic : |
| You rock....you just don't know it yet, but just think about how many times you have rolled with the punches. tonymacaroni is too funny.....in real life he makes me laugh so hard I almost pee myself ten times a day. |
| from ladiebug : |
| lol, actually, this dave has never tried it - it's one of my favorites, thus it should be one of his favorites. ;) regardless, your dave has great taste!!! :) much love, l.bug |
| from fallmode : |
| thanks for the hug. i really needed it! :o) p.s.- i cannot BELEIVE those jerks didn't take you out for your last night. there's NO WAY i wouldn't have if i were closer :o( i'm so sorry!! |
| from kellbelle : |
| Eye hawt ewe mo |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I'll let ya know! I think we're going to register this w/e. I told M he could just pick everything out! My brain doesn't work anymore to make such decisions...it just took me 15 minutes to get a link to work right in my diary. WTF??? |
| from kellbelle : |
| I can't access g-mail today :( Is it down? or do my company nazi patrols suck? |
| from ericboy : |
| Just finally checked my notes. That song is called "Desire for Fire", about one man's insistence on no longer carrying an all-consuming flame alone. We'll hopefully record it on April 6th after two, count 'em, two false starts. I'll keep my promise. ;) Lyrics included in today's entry. |
| from toiletwater : |
| came across your diary by some randomness and have been reading it somewhat religiously so thought it unfair if i didn't even leave you a note to say hi..so hi! |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm just trying to keep it real ;) LOL |
| from oceans-depth : |
| But of course dahling I am a walking Inuendo these days. Smooches xoxo Deja |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Hee hee...I feel better now. I think I'm going to cruise the net for some of those quizzes myself. We're such good employees. |
| from ladiebug : |
| whatever, i've seen your pics, i know you'd look HOT in the frilly stuff and bodystocking... in fact, i think you should post some!!! oh god, that was so dirty old man speak, must take a shower now to take the slime off... xoxo, naners |
| from kellbelle : |
| Hey.. you can take a girl out of the gutter, but you can't take the gutter out of the girl! |
| from fallmode : |
| hmmm.... plane tickets on priceline only ~$300. but, he would KILL me. someday we will DEFINITELY be drinking together!! :o) |
| from leofire : |
| thanks for stopping by~ turning thirty is gonna be a bitch, no? I'm trying to keep up a positive attitude but it's not working too well. ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm doing okay. I'm really sore, but I brought some pepermint muscle stuff from Bath & Body Works to work with me today. I'm taking Advil. That's about as strong as I can handle at work without passing out. hehe And don't yell at me because I'm at work. It's quiet today... just 4 people out of 10, so I'll be fine. I have to somehow get to the bank and deposit money from the GS account into my account. Sheeeit I suck. LOL |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm find honey bunny. Banged my head on the window, didn't roll the vehicle.. my neck is sore, but I'm fine. The rest of the day is for my mental health (or what's left of it) ;) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| You should totally be doing a "Crave Dave". Like TOTALLY!!! ;-) |
| from fallmode : |
| man, i wish we lived closer! we could hang out and drink and, well, the usual stuff we always talk about! if i didn't have to save $ i would be SOOOOOO up for a vacation!!!! |
| from fallmode : |
| i just tried to go on there and rate ya. not that, you know, i would, but just to boost it for the idiots that are blind! but, the school won't let me onto those sights (images of teenage boys drooling for hours show up in my head...) so, i'll have to do it later! pfff, 8.6, 8.5. 10 baby! |
| from kellbelle : |
| Still puckered? hehe |
| from kellbelle : |
| I aim to please ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| yeah... but it made you smile, didn't it? *smooooochies* heh |
| from kellbelle : |
| LOL It's okay honey. You're sick, I'll forgive you ;) |
| from alwayslolita : |
| hello, thanks for signing my notes and visiting me. welcome aboard! |
| from ladiebug : |
| i know i'm slower than a turtle at times, but it says you're listening to 100.3 the beat... are you from la??? |
| from kellbelle : |
| There is something about whiskey and clearing out the crap. And I'm telling you, when you put the sour mix in there... and maybe a dash of honey... you won't mind. LOL I don't like whiskey either, but when I'm sick a toddy is the first thing I run to. |
| from kellbelle : |
| There is something about whiskey and clearing out the crap. And I'm telling you, when you put the sour mix in there... and maybe a dash of honey... you won't mind. LOL I don't like whiskey either, but when I'm sick a toddy is the first thing I run to. |
| from plume : |
| You're the cutest germ I've ever seen then. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Thanks!! I sure hope you're feeling better. I miss you :( |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Every single time you talk about "taking a train" I start to mentally sing that song.. "My baby takes the morning train he works from 9 to 5 and then..he takes ANOOOTHER HOOOOME Again to find me waiting for him..." And yah that song sucks and now YOU are singing it and all is well again in my world. :-))) |
| from fallmode : |
| awwwww, hope you feel better! although i don't envy the sick part, i am super, SUPER jealous of the stay-at-home part. god, i wish i was home! but, i'm not sure i'd trade it to be sick??? anyway, i hope you're better soon! :o) |
| from lolashowgirl : |
| It's bored-atwork |
| from fallmode : |
| hope it was a fabulous trip and you're not too sick from those wild nights! |
| from goingon : |
| Damn, if I knew you were coming here I would've said let's meet up! Next time, let me know! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Hee hee...ok, I have a wee confession...I have ummmm...an alias on MySpace because of super top secret spying on the man shit. I don't need to do it anymore, yay! so I wanted to create my own real account, which I WAS excited about until those yahoos took it away. Anyway, I'll add you!!! To my new "real" account of course! xoxo |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| oops, POSSIBLY mind |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| How could I possible mind, Miss President? HEE HEE. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I can't STAND cube whispering. If you're going to talk about people in the office, go in the kitchen or the restroom or OUTSIDE. Nothing more annoying or distracting to me. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Lord, we would get in WAY too much trouble together! |
| from fallmode : |
| thanks so much! i need to do a few side-bends or something, though! it cuts a bit into my "love handles" :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Have I told you lately that I love you? :) <3 |
| from herdarlinsin : |
| Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Ya know, it's heartbreaking when anyone passes away, but it seems even more so when it's someone so young. I am H*A*P*P*Y though that things are brighter for you! :) |
| from fallmode : |
| awww, thanks for making me feel better about it. i am scared. i'll post the pic next week sometime. |
| from fallmode : |
| wow. now that i see you've added to the "old" diary, i have become just about a full-on stalker. had to add that diary, too. only because i think you are so great!!!!! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Yes ma'am...VP of the Mutual Stalker Admiration Society...I think that's what you called it :) |
| from fallmode : |
| p.s.- (sorry to stalk you with so many notes) i saw you have nepolian dynamite as one of your favs. i have yet to see it, but here's a fun fact... that guy (main actor) is from this town i live in. he is the same age as shane and went to high school with him. they weren't "pals," though. in fact, he rear-ended shane's car once. just some dorky info :o) |
| from fallmode : |
| "being on the outside," (i am putting that disclaimer, because i know how annoying it is when someone tells you how it is when they don't really know!) it seems to me that you have not screwed anything up. seems more like you fixed a screwed up situation. p.s.- as i read that entry i was drinking shiraz..... weird! |
| from fallmode : |
| ***TONS of prayers going out your way!*** (and just for hopefully a bit of relief, i have that same thing. i get the pains, am fine when at high heart rate, but messed up at reg. rate. mine is called "pre-venticular contractions." i take a little pill each day, and it seems to work great. but, i know how VERY scary this part is. i will pray it's this simple.) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'll keep her in my happy thoughts. Maybe it's a blessing you'll be moving back home? |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I'm sorry about your Mom. I'll say a prayer for the both of you. |
| from kellbelle : |
| YOu could always come and be Aubrey's nanny. Of course you'd have to sleep on the patio...oh yeah.. and you'd be a long way from Ohio. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Heh Only because I've been there babe. I used to hate it when people would say "oh you're so strong" because I felt so completely weak and incapable of doing anything right. I was doing the right things, but they sure as hell didn't feel right to me. They hurt and they tore and they ripped my heart out sometimes. It used to bug me when people would say I was "wise" too, but you know the price paid for wisdom gained, don't you? |
| from kellbelle : |
| You need to work on your affirmations, girl. "I am a target" is not a positive affirmation. Don't allow yourself to be a target, or do what has to be done to stop. The question is...are you willing to stop being a target, or is it just your way of "feeling" and "existing"? Not trying to be all psychoanalytic on you... just trying to make you think ;) <3 |
| from kellbelle : |
| Hmmm $17 is MORE than what you owed me, but I'll take it ;) Let me know if I can do anything to help :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| hehe sometimes I scare myself with my perception. By the way, your stalker rental fee is due for this month... I'm not cheap ya know...I may be easy, but I'm not cheap. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I meant to tell you this yesterday..heh I read somewhere that if you move your eyes really fast and blink a lot that it helps you stay awake...unless you're prone to seizures... and if you don't know if you are, I guess you'll find out. |
| from coldandgray : |
| and so it begins, indeed. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Maybe you should consider moving to Ohio. You always seem so happy when you return from there. Sleep deprived, but happy. Good luck staying awake...I feel 4 ya! |
| from fallmode : |
| it is such a great injustice how those scumbags, who really are so infereior to us, can affect our lives FOREVER. it just isn't right. <3 |
| from marebear78 : |
| hang in there! |
| from kellbelle : |
| I've never read your poetry before. I didn't want to "seek out" the poetry diary because I got to know you here first. After today's entry... I'm flying off to the poetry diary. You are so amazing. You never cease to amaze me :) ::hugs:: |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| <3 |
| from fallmode : |
| that sounds like the best vacation EVER.... even if we would end up in.... iowa???? |
| from coldandgray : |
| You are strong and brave, you have to know that. Lots of deep breaths. I am sending hugs, my turtle dove. |
| from geeked-out : |
| I don't know why people think it's okay to do stuff like that at work. Shouldn't you be trying to impress on a Temp assignment. i guess some people just don't care. yikes. Yeah I'm trying to give them away where I can. Posting it in yahoo groups and such. SO far I've given away 2. I still had 4 from the 7 they gave me orginally. And of those 3 that I was able to give away, only one person actually chose to get the account. Meh. maybe I can sell them on ebay. |
| from ray0flight : |
| You can add me to your livejournal - of course! ((hugs)) |
| from kellbelle : |
| You can only save yourself darling, and I think that's just what you're doing. The fact that you're willing to become "the perfect 12 year old" again should tell you that. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| You won't get an ounce of flak from me. I'm quite jealous of your talent. You just said so many things that I feel/think quite often. I wish I could express my thoughts and feelings the way you do. |
| from conorwannabe : |
| AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! rockboy crush! |
| from kellbelle : |
| P.S. love the new banner :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I won't tell you it's not your fault. Relationships take two people, but just because things didn't work out doesn't mean there was anything WRONG with you. You can ask yourself "why" all day, but the fact is you probably will never know. I wish you wouldn't torture yourself so much. You are so beautiful and funny and full of life. Do you really want to know why they moved on? If it were me, I sure as hell wouldn't want to know! LOL |
| from fallmode : |
| oh, i don't want you to leave!!! i like your cute, moody, self! :o) if you go, take me with you! |
| from goingon : |
| if you have to move again, please let me know! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| You just don't know how much I needed that compliment!!!! Thank you woman! I can't wait til this youngin' pops out and I can get my sh** together again. I'm glad you like the baby name too - you're one of the few. Guess it takes someone special to see the beauty in some things xoxoxo |
| from ladiebug : |
| i hope i didn't embarrass ya... if you want me to take the link off, just holler... but seriously, that pic at the end with the beanie, you look so cute! okay, /end gush here |
| from kellbelle : |
| Oh my sweet baby lord that sucks!! Hope the situation can be rectified soon. |
| from kellbelle : |
| sheesh make up your mind! You ask for stalkers and then you're mad when you get them? ;) just kiddin. I hate it when people I know read my stuff. The Canadian used to read. It ticked me off. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Awww SUPER cute babe-a-licious!!! Go you!! |
| from ray0flight : |
| Wooot! You are a little hottie! Love the dress. |
| from fallmode : |
| yup, you looked fabulous in that dress! good choice! and, cute today. and yay dave, making sure you knew how good you looked! he needs no lessons! :o) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| oooo-la-la! |
| from kellbelle : |
| You're pure evil!! Write about the weekend already! We all know you're there at work slacking! You admitted it! ;) |
| from fallmode : |
| oh man! i can't wait to hear about it!!!!!! |
| from kellbelle : |
| You will knock them all dead on their uptight little asses and you know it ;) You are WaaaAAaaaAAy hotter and sexier than anyone else who's going to be there ;) <3 |
| from fallmode : |
| i just wish i could make it better for you. i promise i would!! |
| from coldandgray : |
| You OK, sweets? |
| from rapethismind : |
| April 11 - Philadelphia, PA. I don't think they're all up yet. I got it from hereinmyhead.com just searching for lyrics. They got it from thedent.com ... I must go to The Dent more often! But they don't have venue info or ticket sale info or anything. Just the dates and cities. Supposedly within the next week or so the rest of the information will be available. You should go to one of the ones I go to so I can meet you! :-D |
| from fallmode : |
| just imagine what they would do if you walked out! you are the sole employee in that office and you walk out! ha! at least you can think about that and laugh for maybe a second! :o) |
| from kellbelle : |
| All the reasons you listed are why I only lasted 7 months on the east coast. I loved living there, but I hated everyone I worked around. All out for themselves. |
| from fallmode : |
| oh, the lessons would probably include how to spend all the time you two have together on ebay and how to forget to pay the bills also, though. my boyfriend's sweet, but no saint!!! :O) |
| from kellbelle : |
| You are the sweetest thang. Thanks for the kind words in the comments :) |
| from fallmode : |
| i had such a similar experience! the song was "american girl" by tom petty. only because it was the anthem of my best friend and i while we drove around in my white convertable vw cabriolet. i was "fine" with everything until SHE left for college. played that song and bawled for hours... and now we rarely speak, she and i. crazy stuff. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I sang that song at my High School graduation. My director cried... the rest of the choir cried... I didn't cry until I was finished. How the hell did I pull THAT off?? heh |
| from kellbelle : |
| Thanks :) It's not been the greatest day so far, but life goes on. I would have come over too, but I couldn't catch a flight in time ;) |
| from ray0flight : |
| I'll come over and play in the snow! |
| from fallmode : |
| hey, you shouldn't apologize, the world SHOULD revolve around you! :o) |
| from reflective1 : |
| mr briteside & neon7c are both MIA... |
| from kellbelle : |
| I swear...sometimes I think we were separated at birth. |
| from fallmode : |
| oh my god! your message was so sweet, but also broke my heart! i wish you all the love in the world because you soooo deserve it! i'm sorry i am so far away that we can't hang out and drink and shop and go to concerts (with the money we don't have! ha!!) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I always thought I would grow up and marry John Taylor one day! |
| from fallmode : |
| oh my god! if it cost that much here i would for SURE elope! gez, that does make me feel a bit better! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I've clixed...*hug* here's a hug...and hell some more hugs and kisses too XOXOXOXOXOX. Feel better! |
| from kellbelle : |
| I know this is the last thing you want to hear, but use ice on your neck. Ice makes the muscles shrink and the swelling go down. Better yet, just go git nekkid and roll around in the snow ;) heh |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm baaaack! And go you!! I knew I didn't have anything to worry about when I was gone ;) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Hurry back. I've missed u! |
| from kellbelle : |
| Go you :) Remind me to tell you sometime my lesson in having to learn to ask for help. Maybe it will help you. It made me smile to read your entry today. Now I won't worry about you when I'm in New Mexico ;) |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| thanks for the happy thoughts. i neeeeeed someone to encourage me in life. :) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Yes, I'm afraid self-torture is a hobby of mine. Part of me wished that girl would lock her diary...then part of me knows I would freak out if she did. God, I'm sick in the head, I tell ya! Actually, I think it's people like us that are normal, and it's EVERYONE ELSE that's not right :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| I'm sorry you're still scared. I won't tell you not to be, because obviously if you could stop feeling that way you would. Anything you can do to find some immediate comfort until you go home? |
| from kellbelle : |
| Yeah.. they say we're too efficient, but they give you crap if they see you online. LOL |
| from ericboy : |
| Solemn promise from me to you: As soon as we have a recording (which might be as early as mid-February), I will send you one. Scout's honor. Not that I've ever been a scout. It just seemed like the right thing to say at the time. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Oh.. and you're probably not here any less than I am when I'm at work ;) heh |
| from kellbelle : |
| Everyone needs a nerd for a friend ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Take a day off...MENTAL HEALTH DAY!! "what can i have faith in?" YOURSELF "where should my confidence lie?" In yourself. "who can i trust?" that's one you have to answer for yourself. Please let me know if theres anything I can do to help you with cost comparisons or logistical maps. I'm a nerd that way :) |
| from fallmode : |
| don't feel bad for leaving notes!!1 i love 'em! THANK YOU! :O) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Legal schmegal. I'm in the same business you are and the legal stuff is my weakness. Luckily, there are sooooo many resources. The web. A counterpart at another office perhaps. Don't be afraid to ask. YOU CAN DO IT! Have faith in yourself. It's ok to be afraid, just use that fear to your advantage! |
| from kellbelle : |
| I know it's not much comfort. And I continue to tell you...you're not the only one. You are so hard on yourself. I wish you could see yourself as others do. You're strong and caring and fun...you have no reason to think of yourself the way you do. Take a big breath and love yourself. |
| from lovemydox : |
| I know exactly how you are feeling. I went throught a nightmare right after I got out of college, which included YEARS of being chewed up and then spit out by the whole Temp Agency chirade. Hang in there. Things will work themselves out. Just don't get in the whole comparison game - take life at your own pace. I like your writing style! You're a cool chick! |
| from kellbelle : |
| You have your whole life to figure out where you're going. Stop limiting yourself. And as tacky as it sounds...life isn't about where you end up...it's how you get there....all the side roads and sights along the way. I still say you have guts to be doing so much self examination...just don't be so hard on yourself. There are lots of us out there who have been where you are. |
| from fallmode : |
| i want so bad to just write to you exactly what you wrote to me earlier!! you could always move all the way across the u.s. over here, but you would just be further from dave and it sucks over here! but i am sure there are so many of us who would love to have you closer!!!!!! |
| from fallmode : |
| what would i do without you always telling me just what i need to hear to feel better! thanks so much for everything!!!!! |
| from kellbelle : |
| You are so hard on yourself. I wish I could give you a hug. |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| i only locked for a little while. sometimes i feel paranoid. :) hope you are doing well. i think i am. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I wish I had some majic words to say to make you feel better. I can, however, offer my prayers. |
| from fallmode : |
| you are so right, though! and, i keep meaning to read your poetry diary. i remembered and opened it today.... SO what i have been thinkin'. i'll have to add it to my favs! you're GR8! :o) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| My white tips are airbrushed on with two topcoats. It was that box of paper I unloaded and distributed throughout the student services area. Digging down in the box....note to self..that activity is a no no for us princesses. :-) There are a handful of things that life is not worth living without.. 1.) Music 2.) Books 3.) Starbucks 4.) Manicures 5.) Sex and not in that particular order either. ;-P |
| from kellbelle : |
| OMG I'm so thankful I wasn't the only one who had a crush on Gopher! LOL |
| from kellbelle : |
| "supposed to" and "should" are tough words. I don't think you need to worry about those. You do what you're capable of doing...what you're willing to do. And if those people know and love you, they will know that you're doing what you can do to help. I feel the way you do lots of times. I think I'm too empathetic sometimes... I feel too much pain for so many other people that sometimes my own pain gets swallowed up and I can no longer tell what is mine and what belongs to someone else. You just have to keep breathing and realize that you can only do what you can do and not much more than that. Unless of course you become Wonder Woman ;) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| You have no idea how much I needed that. Don't you think sometimes you can touch people in ways you don't realize? Thank you so much. *hug* right back at ya. |
| from kellbelle : |
| You go girl. I'm getting married in June and I have even more to lose than you do! LOL I should be in the same range you are. I have a problem finding WW meetings to go to. Good luck! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Thank you sooo much for the get-well wishes!! I'm doing much better and the lil' one is fine. Hopefully we'll find out tomorrow if it's a boy or a girl...I'll post the results for sure. |
| from candoor : |
| happy new year :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Happy New Year!!! And that's an awesome resolution ;) Have so much fun you can hardly stand it. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| Just from what I have read here, there ARE people that genuinely care about you. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Uhhh did you miss the part where I said "be nice to yourself"? ;) It hurts to see people in turmoil. I have been there way too many times. If there's ever anything I can do, let me know. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I have found that the older you get, the clearer some things get. Of course your memory gets fuzzy and your body goes to crap, but at least you have a chance to figure out who you are and what you want out of life. hehe |
| from trulypoetic : |
| That sucks ass! I'm sorry it wouldn't work for you. :-( |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| The only absolute and certain thing in life is knowing that there are no absolutes or certainties...sux ass I know. If you like to read, check out the book Fuzzy Thinking. Can't remember the author, but it's great for ppl who are "logical thinkers". Your thinking seems a lot like M's...he's doing so much better and is so much more relaxed with a little fuzziness. In the meantime, pizza and beer works wonders :) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Give yourself some credit. Leaving a job to find yourself is not an easy thing or a cop out. You seem to be the only one who doesn't seem to know that you know what you're doing ;) Be nice to yourself and keep on breathing. Simple advice, but it gets you through the rough spots. *hugs* |
| from fallmode : |
| i am racking my brain for what fun stuff you take to ohio... hem.... dunno. but drive safe and have fun! |
| from coldandgray : |
| #3 when I checked. Cool! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Yes, that's the man. I sent you a cute video..via email. Didya get it? |
| from kellbelle : |
| Too funny about the coach bag!! My future mother-in-law got me a sweatshirt. Hehe Luckily it's cute and not a statement of her liking of me ;) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I am so sorry you are having such a hard time.((((((((((a really big hug your way))))))))) |
| from coldandgray : |
| Sorry it sucks. I am having xmas in bummersville myself. Here is to a better new year! |
| from ray0flight : |
| I know the feeling - ((((hugs)))) Try to enjoy the holiday - (lately that seems like an oxymoron) haha Merry Christmas! |
| from kellbelle : |
| The holidays really suck sometimes. We put so much pressure on ourselves. We want things to be happy and perfect, but frankly when you're with family, how can they be? heh I moved to Texas from Wisconsin (by way of NJ) just so that I could have my own life and not be like all the other kids (there are 8 of us). It's not an easy thing to "come home" when you move away. I was resented by my dad for moving away and he died and we never worked past the resentment. I've had some really sucky holidays, but they are not all sucky, they are not all bad, and there are always people out there who understand what it's like. Just try to think past what you're going through and instead of enjoying the "day" try to think more about enjoying the "spirit" that is the day. Hope that's helpful. Merry Christmas. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Aww how sweet was that? Merry Christmas/Happy New Year. Hope it's a good one for you. |
| from fallmode : |
| yeah, minus the tube-top making an appearance, it was pretty much my day here, too! |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| I agree with kellbelle; if you have reservations, there is probably a good reason. You should probably also ask yourself, "What would my current boyfriend think?". I don't know what the incident in the past was, but as the saying goes, history repeats itself, so I would be careful. Could you take a family member out for dinner/drinks instead? |
| from fallmode : |
| ...welllll, what I think.... (heh, not that i make the best choices!) is life can get lonely. i know the being alone thing, and i know how it was when i moved to a town and had no friends. it was well worth it for me to just go and do. i met a lot of people. i unfortunately am not sure WHO this person is you are going with, but from a COMPLETE outside view; set the ground rules, mention the boyfriend, and go to have fun, for yourself. (if i was across the U.S. i'd go!!!hee, hee) |
| from kellbelle : |
| If you have any doubt whatsoever the answer is don't go. Learn to trust your intuition. |
| from fallmode : |
| i hear salted nut logs are a great compliment to canoli! |
| from kellbelle : |
| "Blah blah blah Porshe Boxter Blah blah blah diamond tennis bracelet...blah new million dollar home..." is more like it. Makes me sick. |
| from coldandgray : |
| I used to pretend my name was Meredith; so pretty. |
| from kellbelle : |
| I just love when they talk about all the shit they buy with their money. I nearly choke when I hear the stupid stuff they spend it on. And here I am struggling to pay my bills every month and not drag my boyfriend under with me. Bastards ;) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Whoot! Whoot! Look out PA.. she's coming back ;) hehe |
| from kellbelle : |
| Welcome home :) How awesome you got to be with the b/f an extra night. I used to date a guy in Toronto (for four years). Talk about long distance. I can sympathize with you having to leave him there to go home. Hope it's not too long before you get to see him again. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Don't feel bad, I have to get up at 5am on SATURDAY and haul ass to Houston! LOL |
| from kellbelle : |
| I guess it takes someone mentally disturbed to write for someone mentally disturbed ;) hehe |
| from fallmode : |
| no! he's buying himself lots of rock memorabilia that he hasn't been able to find anywhere else. granted, it's cool stuff, but he's on ebay until like 2am every night! AND NOTHIN' FOR ME! :-) |
| from kellbelle : |
| hehe I'll work on that one. I'm quite handy with the guitar ;) |
| from soltera : |
| damn, girl!! you write a lot (that's not a bad thing, though).... i'm trying to go thru the archives and it's taking up all my time. well worth it though ;) |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| You made me smile this morning :) Yay for you! Of course, we want to be the first to see the baby pics, lol! |
| from kellbelle : |
| What an awesome picture!! I'm so glad you got some cuddle time with such a babe. That had to do something for you uh? ;-) hehe So glad that my own experiences can help someone with their own. That means a lot to me and it makes me glad that I'm here. |
| from oceans-depth : |
| do you have any idea what a remarkable lady you are? When you are happy you blind me with your smiles. And when you are sad you make me wanna hug the stuffing out of you. you have a rare talent of making me feel with your words. I really do think you rock sweetie. xoxo Deja |
| from blonde-neon : |
| I have never/will never feel that way about you. I have no trouble reminding you of your worth. Or how much you mean to me. It never stops, cause I <3 my Meredith. |
| from soltera : |
| 12/15/04 - girl. one difference is plenty. one difference b/t you and this woman makes all the difference. you are you. there is NOTHING wrong with that. stay positive, please! that's what allows you to transcend all of this labeling bull$#!t. |
| from fallmode : |
| you and this lady may have the diagnosis in common, but not the character.you yourself stated that she chooses not to take medication... in the face of difficulty a weak character would retreat, a strong one stands up and faces the difficulty and fights. you chose to do something about the things that hold you back at times; you are a fighter... (although i know it may not feel like it at times!) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Take a deep breath. Self realization isn't always the wonderful, awe inspiring thing it's made out to be is it? It doesn't make you a bad person...and be thankful that somehow you can see things differently now. Just do what you have to do...maybe something you are willing to do...to make yourself feel better about how you are. *hugs* |
| from marebear78 : |
| FANTASTIC stuff! I, too, treasure my inner 4th grader. Especially when drinking hot cocoa with marshmallows when it's snowing:) |
| from kellbelle : |
| Heh! I write with a purple pen all the time. And I get to embrace my inner as well as my outter 4th grader every day... she loves school and writing with glitter pens. |
| from d1mndn3r0ugh : |
| OMG I thought I was the only person alive brave enough to bust out the glitter gel pens at work...blue is my fave too! |
| from elysium1982 : |
| oh for goodness shakes...i forgot that conor can make even christmas sad. had to listen to it though, of course. |
| from fallmode : |
| i love 3-entry days! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Not for nothing but the way I just saw it you're currently #6. :-) Oh...and granted I like you...but is that taking you for granted too? :-)))) chin up little one chin up! |
| from coldandgray : |
| Wow as in amazing. and abundantly inexhaustible. |
| from kellbelle : |
| Minions and stalkers... that's me!...er... that's the one!! |
| from fallmode : |
| thanks so much for all the positive stuff... i need to hear it!! :-) YOU ROCK! |
| from reflective1 : |
| doesn't look like I'm gonna do much of the meet/greet thing with email boy--he lives in San Antonio and I live in Amarillo, 12 hours apart. Such is life... |
| from candoor : |
| followed a banner to get here and admire your openness... hope you find more smiles than frowns along your way :) |
| from coldandgray : |
| Wow |
| from kellbelle : |
| Ya know.. I can't for the life of me remember which banner it was now!! LOL If you tell me the two you have, I can tell you which it was though! hehe |
| from kellbelle : |
| Great banner!! I'll be back :) |
| from soltera : |
| 12/9/04 - wow, girl, i am so proud of you for this entry!! you are a strong, beautiful woman and you shouldn't need a stranger's validation to know that, but there it is anyway :) |
| from gumphood : |
| I like your name. I am a minion. I know math. Did you know that i can prove that 5 is less than 3. Like you care. Hope things are well. Found you via the bannarama. |
| from fallmode : |
| thanks so much for the note! i meant to leave you one last night, but i am a dork. anyway, i know what you are saying.... i understand so much of your diary like i could write it myself... maybe we are too unique to know anyone like us except across the continent (well, that's what i like to tell myself...ha!) |
| from killingjar : |
| youuuu know the tick tock? awesome. |
| from shortst101 : |
| Yeah, I know what you mean. I feel the same way most of the time. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS |
| from shortst101 : |
| Thank you! I hope yours was good. How are you doing, really? |
| from lookatus : |
| Hey girl! Thanks for the note! Sorry I haven't been around in a while. I've been super busy with all the changes going on in my life right now, but I still love you! The best way for me to communicate now is through e-mail, because I'm very rarely on AIM. Take care! Love, Michelle |
| from heartshaped : |
| oh no no. i don't want to be one of the cool kids! let's talk soon, yes? |
| from oceans-depth : |
| You Know I just adore the Hell out of you. I really do think I could just hug the stuffing out of you. xoxo Deja |
| from reflective1 : |
| ::hugs:: Though my situation doesn't corrolate to yours, I think the reactions are similar. I mean, things suck and you can get mad and cry and scream and yell, but it doesn't accomplish much other than release. And.......sometimes its easier to just suck it up, acess your losses and roll with it. (I don't know if the reaction makes sense. It makes sense in my head.) I read a short story (by Thisbe Nissen, from Out of the Girls Room and Into the Night) that made me realize all of this. That its not sadness, but resignation...hope this helps |
| from shortst101 : |
| hugsssssss, thinking about you |
| from plume : |
| I haven't had rice in ages. I want rice now. Too bad it's in the middle of the night and I have to go to bed. Ah, I miss the good ancient days where I'd cook dinner at 4am and then sleep the day away. Those were the times. |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| i know what you mean about comfort in failure. when my dog died i felt like there was nothing left in this world that i cared about. that was comforting to me. i was at the bottom. nothing else to lose. its kind of liberating. |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| I KNOW. I voted for Kerry. I think most young people did. We just needed a change. Oh well looks like we didn't get it.. |
| from sopraltodear : |
| Hey, you know what would help! A fresh ear! Can you e-mail me you phone number again? I'll send you mine right now. |
| from shortst101 : |
| Hugssssss for you....lots and lots of them. You know.....no matter what's going on in your life, you always have a kind word for me and I thank you for that...your a wonderful person. |
| from punkedupqt : |
| ill pray for you, love. i hope you start to feel better soon... i kno exactly what you're going thru, and it gets better sometimes in between. and that better is always the best. =) sweet dreams and happy trails-- always, meredith* |
| from bttrflychic : |
| Hey! The new diary username is: lookatus. So far, it is not password protected, but that may change in the near future. If so, I will definitely send you the password. I love you! Love, Michelle |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| <3 |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| i always feel like i'm missing something. like i'm supposed to be doing something huge and great and meaningful and fun but i'm not. i'm also jealous of other peoples lives. just wanted to let you know that i can relate. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| www.freefind.com It's a free service that spiders your website and then people can search for words etc on it. It's on my diary on the right hand lower corner. Someone went on there searching for that list of words and I knowwww whoooo it was. grrr... |
| from shortst101 : |
| You have all the hope and promise inside your heart....don't forget that....and your not washed up......so hang in there |
| from ladiebug : |
| usher from the neck down - yum. usher from the neck up - cabbage patch kid. that is all. |
| from reflective1 : |
| About Usher: Amen, lady, AMEN! |
| from shortst101 : |
| Let's hold each other up! |
| from goldn-eggsit : |
| "Monkey say Monkey do." - EMINEM |
| from shortst101 : |
| You deserve those compliments and many more! So smile and believe that you deserve them! Hope your foot gets better soon and BOO for the guy that wouldn't open up the door for you! |
| from ladiebug : |
| the first thing that i thought of when i saw your pics (well, of your face, not foot - hope that feels btter soon!) was exquisite. which, is random, because exquisite isn't really a part of my daily vocabulary, but that's what i thought. so, without embarrassing myself more than i already have - you're gorgeous! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Let me just say I had one of those air casts once. I twisted my ankle in a Pennsylvania pothole in the parking lot of a job I had back home. It killed. It was truly worse than breaking my foot. It took forever and a day to really heal and feel ok. As soon as I saw that air cast I was like "woah...I'm hurting". I ripped my achiles tendon...it was hell. It looked the same as your's looks. I'd call it a skiing injury. You did ski across the floor ...no?? :-) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| ok it's me again....what's the address..?? |
| from trulypoetic : |
| awwww.....you're the most deserving princess I've ever had the pleasure of knowing "about". I say that because I think you're the kinda girl I would love to buy a big giant coffee cup for and bring it full of hot steaming sweet liquid just so you'd know that despite all the shit that life is...there is still a friend out there that worries 'bout you. Hang in there girlie girl....wear your tiara proudly...fuck 'em those others that stare but don't come in the door. |
| from burnmedeeper : |
| i'm so sorry that you are depressed. being depressed sucks. it sucks. i am depressed right now. i'm a sadist. i talk to my ex's ex that for all i know he's trying to get back with while still stringing me along. you know you think you are over someone and then something that they say just kicks you right in the gut. i talk to him everynight. everynight. he tell her he doesn't talk to me. i thought he was different. |
| from reflective1 : |
| sorry to hear about that. Hopefully a weekend of pampering will help. Be careful if you drive, though. |
| from shortst101 : |
| holy shit! I hope your okay! |
| from bttrflychic : |
| I love you. It's not much, but I hope it helps. Love,Michelle |
| from sopraltodear : |
| I feel so bad for not keeping tabs on you! Things sound pretty rough. I wish I could help and I wish I could make it all go away. |
| from shortst101 : |
| I give a flying fuck! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| I make a kickass meatloaf. But mostly he requested meatloaf because of my orgasmic mashed potatoes and my mucho expensive Kitchenaid mixer that makes them. The secret ingredient in my mashed potatoes??? One big scoop of sour cream, no milk and one entire stick of real butter. Can you say "fat ass?" LOL...if you saw Rick..he's 5'11 and about 175 lbs and wears a size 31 waist jeans. He can eat my mashed potatoes by the bowlful and never lay down to put his jeans on. :-) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Yes it is $100 for two doves that come in a handy dandy heart shaped box. You release them as you wish. You can either open the box or take them out by hand, they are tame. That is the bare minimum. Two. I asked about a third one so that my son could release one. The birdman told me that I could add an additional 20 doves in a fancy cage for another $100. So yes....that is correct. |
| from reflective1 : |
| again, you scare me...I do that [with books] too. Atleast you got some good cds outta your trip (those were recent purchases of mine as well) |
| from nicky-d : |
| Dude, I want a weekend filled with sex and junk food! Or, at least, just sex... I am willing to starve for a good cause. Hee. Glad you had such a fantabulous weekend. :D By the way, what is a (Diet) Rockstar? (If this shows up in your guestbook, sorry... it was being a stupid cheesebitch. ;P) |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Thank you....I haven't been this happy in absolute years...and years...and years... There is not one part of my life I am not over the top pleased with right now..today. I'm enjoying this feeling because of all those 1 a.m. torturous ones I've endured. I appreciate your note. |
| from rapethismind : |
| You like the pimps?! YOU ROCK!!! :) Have you heard their second album, or anything with Chris singing? *dies* Splinter is the best album by them EVER!!! |
| from shortst101 : |
| All I can say is THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. |
| from shortst101 : |
| Your more special than you know...thanks for all your words of encouragement, I appreciate you more than you know. |
| from shortst101 : |
| corporate bullshit and lawyers, that would fuck up anyone's day! |
| from shortst101 : |
| Your right, those kinda of nights are good when your not alone. HUGSSSSSSSS (Hey, I liked your pictures on the Buzz.) |
| from shortst101 : |
| Grabs your hand and runs out in the rain! :) |
| from bttrflychic : |
| do you still read my scrtgarden diary? go there to get all of the juicy details. read the past 2 entries. password: whatever. then let me know your opinion. :-) i love you! |
| from trulypoetic : |
| People like myself with all these mental demons should be knocked out nightly via telepathic methods therefore not self defeating for hours instead. I'm telling ya it's the 1 a.m. boogie man who comes to visit me.... |
| from shortst101 : |
| YOu are worthy of everything you want and desire. Don't ever think your not. |
| from sullysmam : |
| im sorry work is so rubbish, i hate it when people are two faced, and are talking about me behind my back so im really sorry you are goiing through that.Hope things get better for you in that. Hugs annmarie |
| from sullysmam : |
| I hope that things get better for you, you can email me anytime, however you feel and i wont feel any differently towards you. take care x |
| from bttrflychic : |
| (((hugs))) I love you and I hope you feel better soon. I know what a bitch those med withdrawals can be. And on a different note, those T-shirts sound really cool! Talk to you soon! Love, Michelle |
| from ladiebug : |
| hrm... do you want to hang out, or just feel obligated to? if it's the former, then no sweat - do it, and if he does do anything, let him know that you have a man. if it's the latter, then just say 'maybe next time' or something... he'll get the hint. that's my take on it, but, ya know... always question the source, as well ;) hugs, anna |
| from sullysmam : |
| aw thats so sweet, she sounds like a real treasure. What i love about kids is that they are genuine with there love! you made me smile. hugs annmarie x |
| from goingon : |
| Thanks. Same shit different day. Just wish it would all go away sometimes. |
| from plume : |
| You still got it going onnn. I'd choose you. Because of your D-cup brains. Phwoarrr. (hmm I wonder if that made as much sense as I thought it did. Oh well). Seriously, you are obviously still attractive there, don't be fooling yourself. |
| from skarekrow : |
| So, your parents always use you to get back at each other? So Claire, what do you think they would say, if I showed up to Thanksgivnig dinner with you? Love ya baby. |
| from shortst101 : |
| where the hell is Duck, North Carolina. |
| from nicky-d : |
| We don't break any laws... yet. ;) But, we do break hearts, kick ass, and take names. We are boobtastic! Hehe... love ya'! :D |
| from ladiebug : |
| thank you, just someone to understand means a lot to me. take care, anna |
| from rican-girl : |
| plz check out my diary and leave me a note tellin me if its good or not. thank u. |
| from plume : |
| I wonder what my old school pals are up to these days. I never went to the yearly reunion nights, I don't even know if they still hold them. They have probably just stopped inviting me. I don't know what I would say when they ask what I do. Maybe I could just make something up. "Yup, I'm a fireman. Pretty cool eh? I turned out just fine, huh?". There's no way to disprove that someone is a firefighter right? Ah well, as long as I'm making up careers maybe I should take something fancier. Marine biologist or something. At least life isn't a competition. Mostly. The guy with the biggest salary could be miserable because he has no one who wants to read the little scriblings he keeps in his notebook in the bottom drawer of the table next to his bed where he goes to bed alone every night. Or something. I don't know. When you're president we will make them all pay. |
| from usb-port : |
| hey there pretty eyes, was wondering where you went... |
| from plume : |
| YOU'RE GOING TO RUN FOR PRESIDENT?!? |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Just sending Love ♥♥♥♥ xoxo Deja |
| from goingon : |
| Makes perfect sense to me, but you knew that already. |
| from punkedupqt : |
| hehe yep i totally agree. rock on merediths always! =) lol. luv always- meredith* |
| from punkedupqt : |
| i love your diary. =) just thought'd i drop that for ya. have fun ^^. luv always- meredith* |
| from oceans-depth : |
| yes Love the end of Long Island. xoxo Deja |
| from ripetomato : |
| Psst. Check your email. I did get the address right, didn't I? Lemme know. |
| from skarekrow : |
| I would inspire you. Hell I thought i did. look at this way. October 24th around 7 at night, I'll be in Philly on my way to AC |
| from trulypoetic : |
| Thanks for your show of support.... |
| from shortst101 : |
| Happy Happy Birthday!! Haven't send you any hugsssss in a while, so here's an extra amount of them. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS |
| from reflective1 : |
| Happy Happy Happy Birthday.I hope this weekend was one to remembe--a toast to the years to come! |
| from plume : |
| You are very awesome, and even though I'm a guy I'm not just saying that because of the rack! Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Mwaha, I usually always miss everyone's birthdays online, I'm so bad at that stuff. I hope you're partying in style! |
| from skarekrow : |
| Happy birthday to my downass bitch :) Keep it real, keep it tight and show off that banging hot rack |
| from oceans-depth : |
| ♥♥♥Happy Birthday ♥♥♥ xoxo Deja |
| from bttrflychic : |
| what's going on? I'm sorry your day seems to totally suck. Is there anything I can do? Oh, and I will get back with you about Labor Day weekend. I have definitive dates now. :-) |
| from reflective1 : |
| congrats! =) ::hugs:: |
| from sopraltodear : |
| What Happened? How are you doing? What's going on? Everything okay? |
| from plume : |
| We want holiday snapshots! ..you're no more a fuckup than the rest of us. Of course that might not be saying much. But at least we're doing it in style. Some day the dust will settle and we will find happiness, you betcha. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| spanks...but I'm ok. I'm confused and befuddled and thinking ...ugh who needs men anymore? But I'm ok. This time around... 1 year 6 months..down the drain. |
| from reflective1 : |
| aww, sweetie, sorry to hear about the rash. I hope all goes well with the tests and docs. And yeah, you look great in your pics. Thanks for the heads up on muddledchaos, too. That should be fixed. Let me know if you need anything, 'kay? |
| from reflective1 : |
| I missed ya & hope vacay was relaxing & fun & all that jazz... |
| from shortst101 : |
| Welcome back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| from typelove : |
| hello. i saw your link on the love-online ring and i was wondering if you would like to join my diary. it's a place for people who are involved in online relationships to write their feelings and support each other. |
| from reflective1 : |
| well, I for one, will miss you, but I know that this is a much needed vacay and I hope you have loads of fun!::hugs:: |
| from plume : |
| That's crazy! I got 120. What the hell did you answer?!? Well I'm going to have to kink myself up I guess.I'll be back! |
| from rapethismind : |
| What's your email? I'll email you the pass. |
| from rapethismind : |
| 230 for me. |
| from bttrflychic : |
| Glad you had such a great time! Sorry we haven't talked in so long. I got your e-mail, I just honestly haven't had time to respond, as you can notice my lack of updates. :-( I haven't forgotten about you! Love, Michelle |
| from trulypoetic : |
| yah...I'm ok..thanks for asking. I'm just all over the road and I can't seem to find my way back to anything that feels like where I should be. Ever since the split with ex..I feel like I'm floating and I can't find my own shoes. But I'm hangin in there...people say I'm strong. I simply say, "I have no choice." |
| from raven72d : |
| I'd never walk off after chatting you up. |
| from reflective1 : |
| I feel that new hair color helps every thing too. Or a hair cut, or a professional blow out...everyone else just thinks I'm weird like that.. |
| from plume : |
| Sometimes I wish I was invisible. Funny that. If only it was a superpower that could be turned on and off. |
| from raven72d : |
| July... I hope it goes well. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| thanks for the "wow" Lately I've been writing things I don't even post...like they are pieces of my thin skin and I can't take it if someone rips them apart. |
| from raven72d : |
| Enjoy the weekend... I do wish I could txt you or call. |
| from raven72d : |
| Drop me an e-mail ("Emil") soon... |
| from raven72d : |
| I do think I'd be thrilled to see your name come up on Caller ID late at night. |
| from heidiann : |
| Welcome to the Geek Love ring! Thanks for joining. =) |
| from plume : |
| I tried replying to your comment on lj, but it seems Andrew has taken over lj now. Or something. Woohoo for timeouts. Anyway, thank you a lot. You are sweet. That song you fell in love with, do you remember where you downloaded it still? I'm all intrigued now. |
| from bttrflychic : |
| Mer, Hey, long time no talk! I'm surviving. I guess that's all I can say. So much shit is going on--I really need to get it all out in my diary once and for all and cleanse myself from it. I love your movie soundtracks! That is so cool! Thanks for your note. I knew you and I had a lot in common...mental illness and all! :-) How are YOU doing, by the way? write me an e-mail girl! I love you! |
| from reflective1 : |
| Its funny, the way a song can move you. I would categorize your song as one that can "kick your ass." People always laugh at that phrase when its applied to music, but I think it suits (at least me) perfectly. The last two songs that have really done that are "vindicated"(dashco) and "tidalwave" by longwave. I'd love to know what song you're talking about... |
| from raven72d : |
| I'll be looking forward to reading you again...and hearing from you. |
| from sullysmam : |
| hi is it ok if i put you in my profile - only a few people read my diary so it wont be available for the world to see. let me know if its ok. how are you? hugs |
| from raven72d : |
| neon7c? i've missed you! |
| from plume : |
| mp3s are emailable yes, but it depends on how big the file is? |
| from plume : |
| is losing my religion by tori amos a cover version or an original? Oh and you have the cutest nephew :) He looks like a friggin movie star, are you close to hollywood? |
| from lilybow : |
| i'm feeling non blissful and boring. when i read your entries, i feel better. thank you. |
| from plume : |
| I hope you get your bliss back. I can think of worse goddesses than you. |
| from heartshaped : |
| heyy doll. i feel like a pen with no ink lately. what's a good cure for writer's block? |
| from muddledchaos : |
| UGHH....I would love to be there for that concert. Unfortunately I'm live in the texas pahandle, where we are severely lacking in fun. Hope its something to remember, and think of me when "several ways" is played. Yes. |
| from bttrflychic : |
| If it makes you feel any better, you remind me a lot of myself...all the way down to the cake icing. ;-) Thanks for the note and feel better! I love you! |
| from shortst101 : |
| Saying a silent prayer for former roomie and her family and and while I'm at it, I'll say a few for you. Cheer up hon. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS |
| from bttrflychic : |
| Thank you for the compliments, although most of the time I doubt myself. It helps to see it in writing...then I feel more responsible (?) to be that way. If that makes sense. If you want to e-mail me and tell me what is going on...please don't hesitate. I'll try to help in any way I can and add you to my prayer list. (Yes, I have become more religious/spiritial in the past couple weeks. But I have a peace that I did not have before. I'd love to pass it along to you too.) I love you always, Michelle |
| from plume : |
| http://www.yagmin.com/music/Yg%20-%20What%20a%20Girl%20Drowns%20(Aguilera%20vs.%20Smashing%20Pumpkins).mp3 ...it's bizarre, very bizarre. And wrong on so many levels. |
| from reflective1 : |
| yet another couple of things we have in common. Its starting to feel like I'm reading a mirror... |
| from reflective1 : |
| Oh man. It freaks me out how inside my head you are. Really. Have all those thoughts that you have. Side note--lucky you! Dashco!! I so wanted to see them in houston, (it woulda been this week) but a coworker of mine is having a wedding and I was planning to sing...just bad timing. Anyway, I just thought I'd mention to you what you already know-our similarities. |
| from that-bags : |
| oh man...you hvae the BEST diaryland name EVER! I love it! haha. |
| from trulypoetic : |
| don't get excited..some engagements last forever...I told him we'd get married when we can afford a white dress and the whole sh'bang...that might never happen. tehee... I'm not really ready for all of that so I'm content to be all engaged and stuff. |
| from bttrflychic : |
| I hope you didn't go to dinner with him tonight. I'm getting bad vibes too. :-( I love you! |
| from heartshaped : |
| hey love. oh and nick hexum. shiit did i ever wet myself when i saw 311 live. HELLO. |
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