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from heylee :
leannesim13 @ yahoodotcom
from heylee :
Hey. I tried reading your new blog but it was locked. Are you giving out the password? Hope everything is ok. Hugs!
from cnotefwb77 :
Don't know if you check your notes here anymore - but just wanted to say thanks for your comment! I agree - it just bothered me for him to say that to me. Argh...men....
from deanna123 :
Thank you! I saw the Sex & the City Movie too it was great. I ordered the "Love Letters Of Great Men." I should be getting it in the mail soon Ill have to let you know how it is. Take care. <3
from jwinokur :
thanks for stopping by. You can always email me directly at justin at justinwinokur dot com, ya know. Punch a pony in the face for Christ!
from gutterstar7 :
Hey girl! Thanks SO much for your last note...I reallly appreciated it! You are the best D-land buddy a D-lander could have! My thoughts are with you! And I agree with Michelle, we are pulling for you. You are being very strong and brave and Sean should respect that. Be sure to update frequently...althoug I find it difficult to comment sometimes (Dland commenting=crapshoot), I'm always reading! xoxo, Kat (I hope you get this....the guestbook thing is messing up on me)
from cera-jeanne :
i tried to leave you a note in your comments thingy but i don't think it worked...anyways, i am sorry you had such a crappy weekend and a big fight with Sean, too. I hope it all sorts itself out. hugs.
from gutterstar7 :
Happy Belated New Year's! Sounds like you and Sean celebrated it appropiately! ;)
from gutterstar7 :
Hey love! Stopping by to say hi!!!
from adelnye :
Thanks for the comments you left. I will try and write more whenever I can pry myself away from the boy!! *looks back at the boy and whines* (only joking). I do however, have some questions regarding goth makeup. I've been looking it up at the net and plan to go as the Lolita version of Goth... so how do I go about with the makeup?
from gutterstar7 :
Hey girl! I've been keeping up with what has been happening in your neck of the woods...please stay safe!!! And update as much as you can so that we all know you're alright!!! The thoughts and prayers of the Midwest are with you! Lots of love, Kat.
from janedoe0 :
Hi! I know you don't have me on your fav list but I'd just like you to know that I have moved my blog. I'll still keep reading and I have you on my new blogroll :)
from prolifique :
I'm so glad you didn't take offense to that last entry! I tried to make it clear that I was laughing at myself for being a dork, but ya never know. ;)
from gutterstar7 :
Heehee. Well, that was the point I was trying to make about maturity. I'm sure you're 110% mature and responsible enough to be on FB and MySpace. The only problem are the dumb, dramatic teen queens who totally take advantage of it. But have fun on it and def. tell me what you think. And yay for Sean being back!!! <3Kat
from gutterstar7 :
Heeey grl. I was wondering if you could send me an e-mail at [email protected] when you have a chance. I need your guidance about something. I know this is random, but it seems like you have possibly encountered this situation before on D-land. Thanks <3. Kat
from cardiogirl :
Again, with the comments. I've never tried Effexor, but I would say if you don't FEEL anything positive from the drug you're taking it's not working the way it should. Now maybe my experience is not common, but I noticed a HUGE difference in how I dealt with things. Certain things did not bother me the way they used to with the Paxil. Also, the people around me noticed I seemed more mellow. Good luck!
from janedoe0 :
Hi!. I used to work at a pharmacy in the despensary. I know a little about effexor, you get it in a 75mg and 150mg. All the patiets we had were happy with the results, but I suppose it differs from person to person. Good luck with that. *smiles*
from cardiogirl :
Grr, your comments just pimped me. I was telling you how much we have in common. I found Mr. P about eight months ago and had the exact same though: YES, TONS of books to blow through before I exhaust this author. I enjoyed the Women's Murder Club series, it's the one with the number in the titles from one to six. Although it can get a bit annoying that these chicks are the ONLY ones who can solve a crime when tons of other cops are also investigating. I guess that's why we're supposed to suspend our disbelief. Enjoy!
from gutterstar7 :
Hey dear. So for some reason my comments on your page always get messed up, so I will repost what I tried to comment in this note! I am glad your dinner went relatively well! All that matters is that Sean is good to you and that makes him good FOR you! You deserve the best babe! <3Kat
from janedoe0 :
Okay, I'm not doing the comment thing again. I think I'll stick to notes! I was saying, that your sunday sounds like it was fun, and the people very interesting! i slept most of the day, and mostly because there was nothing to do. Anyway, I'm adding you to my favourites! *hugs*
from cardiogirl :
Hi, thanks for the comments! I actually do have a 100 facts post. It's on the upper right hand side, where you find the archives, profile, cast, etc. If you're interested, have a look-see.
from janedoe0 :
Hi. Your comments thought I was a spammer! The insult. Anyway, wanted to say sorry about Azi. Hope you feel better soon!
from pink-circle :
I like your style girl!!! *The Circle of the Phoenix* Hi, I'm Phoenix, and I'd like to personally invite you to join The Circle; a writers' and artists' group for diaryland members. It's a public journal, so that anyone can post to it, but members have profiles on the site, as well as critiques, and once promoted to Apprentice have buttons to show off their achievements on their site. I hope you don't take this as spam, you can just delete this message if you're not interested, but if you are, please visit our welcome page: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/welcome3.html -- Thanks for your time -- Atara Phoenix
from tiaris :
I see where trying to comment is getting me nowhere. Sorry you had to deal with that nosey ol' biddy. Good responses to questions like hers include, "Oh, I wouldn't want to bore you with the details," and "Why do you want to know?"
from pyroguysr :
I noticed that you were one of Tony's (T85225) friends. Perhaps you read his blogs about his battle with cancer. I'm sad to report that he succumbed and passed away this week at age 49. He was a good online friend of mine and will be sorely missed. I left some details on his D-land diary notes.
from second-love :
Ughhhhhhhhhhhh i HATE black clouds :((((((
from cera-jeanne :
Thanks for the date idea! :) I used to bite my nails and the only thing that got me to stop was when my dad pointed out all the germs that live under there and I was putting them in my mouth...I dunno, maybe Sean hasn't thought of that. :)
from gutterstar7 :
I completely agree with your comments about boy. Unfortunately I am a sucker for the guy who treats me shoddily then gives me glimpses into his sweet self. Sometimes I'd like to think that everyone is really good at heart (to quote Anne Frank), but sometimes people really can just be cruel. I'd like to hope, for the time being, that his angry insistence that he "takes me seriously" is his weird way of being nice. But if this attitude persists, I will know to cut him loose. A girl can only put up with that for so long... Haha. I love your latest entry about the annoying cell phone woman. Those amusing anecdotes are just part of the reason why I LOVE your diary! xoxoxo, Kat
from captvfirefly :
Since I can't leave you a comment, I'm leaving you a note. ((((hugs)))) I don't have much experience with crazy (thankfully), but stress can make us feel very odd things. I don't think you're going crazy, I think you're just overwhelmed. With everything. I'm surprised that your new therapist didn't set up bi-weekly visits? Or is it an insurance limitation? I wish there was something I could do to help. I'm here if you need another ear. xoxo
from nicim :
I continue my journey at http://cunhell.diaryland.com Kisses.. N
from alicegonemad :
(same issue as captvfirefly) Thank you for the note, when I was writting it I thought of your situation and how you're mom was being with you. Odd timing... but thanks again =)
from captvfirefly :
It wouldn't let me leave you a comment, so I'm leaving you a note instead. :) I'm glad your mother responded positively to your email. I mean, you laid it out so maturely and matter of factly that as an intelligent adult she would HAVE to take you seriously. I'm glad she did. And I hope things with James work out, too.
from nicim :
hey sweetie. email me at [email protected] for password. Thanks for asking. XXOO N
from cnotefwb77 :
Thanks for you note - I think I'm just getting to some sort of "angry" stage. I'm just mad at the whole situation, although, I think walking away is still a long way off. Although, I now see it as a possibility.... Anyway, what's up with your crazy dreams?! Maybe, it's just something you scared of coming out in your subconcious. I don't know - you know what I have dreams about? Like for the past year, I regularly have dreams where J (my ex) is trying to kill me. They're all pretty scary and I think I almost always wake myself up before they're over. Although, in one he did shoot me in the neck. Weird.
from theboxisback :
Your new place is amazing. I love the kitchen and the bathroom. I know you've got to be really excited about it.
from its-a-newday :
DAMN!!! All of this time we've known each other, I've never asked. My heart goes out to you - between that and sickle cell - I can't think of anything more painful! But I will tell you this - I have a girlfriend who has horrible sickle cell (partially because she doesn't take care of herself but that's another story) and she has a HEALTHY 6 year old son. So as far as the "children" side of things, there is SO MUCH HOPE. Trust me, with my diabetes, I was QUEEN of high risk pregnancies for the last nine months.
from its-a-newday :
Hey you! I was just reading your diary and I knew there was something that I wanted to ask you that I never did - it always slips my mind. The "thal conference" - "thal" as in Thalessemia?
from cnotefwb77 :
Hi Chris!! I just wanted to leave a thank you for your note. What you had to say makes alot of sense - although I'm still not sure what I'm gonna do about it. Just a sucky situation. I think I would like to just turn asexual and not care about it anymore.... :)
from its-a-newday :
okay, i forgot the stupid private password! LOL Could you send it to me at [email protected]? Thanks girl!
from somnambulist :
you need a damn guestbook, btw. But, I gotta know, on the april fool's entry - how far along did I have you? So far I had two people right up to the end, and another one up to the quickie wedding. Man, I had such a blast writing that. There should be an April Fool's Day every month. That'd kick ass. Yeah.
from flicka :
I can hardly stop staring at your picture. You're still lovely as ever. Have a good night. I must sleep as it's nearing 5 a.m.
from smedindy :
Thanks for the note! Hey, tell your MySpace buddies to cruise by and see how some crusty ol' guy does the same thing (but goes up to 20, because he's windy...)
from smedindy :
Hey, I didn't mean to be so crabby. (If I was) But I have made several entries like that before. Maybe someone stole it from ME!
from pfirsich :
Hey I can�t read your motherfucking diary!! Will you have mercy? Hey Smed,what does that mean,windy?
from cera-jeanne :
Good luck with your interview (fingers crossed)! :)
from smedindy :
Thanks for the comment. Come by my place anytime! I do get windy, though...
from cera-jeanne :
wow. Things sound tough right now but they can only get better, right? I know what it is like to be apart from the one you love on V day and it really sucks, but just remember that even though you might not be together, that can't take away the feelings you have for one another. Take care and I hope your heart heals quickly.
from pissymystic :
You offered me a hug for being sick; I'll offer you one for your heartache. *HUGS* Thank you.
from pfirsich :
Can you please NOT lock your diary!!!! Or email me your entries or something!!!!!!!!!!! I really want to read them pleazzzzzzz
from flicka :
Oh my god.....you are gorgeous. I found your diary off of T-8something's journal (he has you as a favorite). YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, Felicia
from pfirsich :
Thanks for your note,uh,it�s that error page coming up.I thought you were doing that.I don�t know if that�s a stupid assumption,but,I don�t know that much about these things.I don�t know if you�re doing it or if it just shows up.I also thought it just showed up,but then it went away JUST when you had talked to me.So I thought you were doing it.I mean,is it some kind of message? Maybe you are mad at me.That wouldn�t be a problem though,you could just talk to me,and it doesn�t need to be talking,it can be yelling and screaming,too! I�m not made out of sugar or anything,you know,you aren�t hurting me. If you are mad,you can put that into words! I don�t have a problem with that,with reacting to that,like,you won�t get some huge punishment.If that�s what it is.
from pfirsich :
Heeey,your diary isn�t opening!!!!!!!!!!I�m sure you just forgot,and this not again a very MEAN act against my curiosity!!!!!!!!! Mean and not polite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Not polite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from duranfanatic :
Oh God, I feel awful. I feel about this --><-- big right now. I missed the whole biopsy entry somehow. :( I was so happy that you took time out from all the stuff you've got going on (which I'm now caught up on) to congratulate me, then I read today's entry and went back some...I'm so sorry I missed it, or I would have said something. *HUGS* I hope everything turns out okay and you feel better very soon. Take care of yourself and hang in there!
from pfirsich :
Hey,I can�t read your diary and it�s driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from cuddleslut3 :
thanks for the note and telling me your own experience. i know everything you say is true but these first few days are the hardest. i havent talked to him since that night. anyways i love you chris and thank you for always being there for me.
from pfirsich :
Hi...........I can�t open your diary.....which is killing me,you understand........I guess you can�t send th last few entries to my email adress,can you.......or do you just want to be wanted....which is cool with me
from daizylee :
It was more likely mutual flakiness. And I believe it stopped somewhere around the point when I started to move, which pretty much killed everything. (One of the reasons my to-do list is so long now, making up for procrastinations.) But we should definitely reignite.
from adelnye :
Ahh... guess I'm one of those delurkers. *shame on me* There were a couple of times where I wanted to leave a comment about the two boys, but never did. Kinda didn't felt that it wasn't in my place to comment, esp. when I don't know you and both boys. I hope things work out for you and your heart. Sometimes being too concern about hurting others will only hurt yourself even more. Nothing wrong with being selfish every now and then. ^_^ Keep writing, I enjoy your words.
from daizylee :
Thanks a lot. Hopefully it's going around. I will now be channeling all my "get a job" energy to you.
from cuddleslut3 :
i LOVE the banner. i clicked on it when i wasnt paying attention to detail then realized it was you :) you rock
from pfirsich :
Oh,uh,yesterday it worked,but today it doesn�t again.Unfortunatly!!! I don�t know what causes this.You know I believe in signs! I don�t know what this would be a sign for though.Or must this be "sign OF"? So...it still would be nice if you�d email me it-I have read everything except for today�s.But I figured you were busy cause you didn�t get back to me.So,if you have time send it to me.Otherwise-I don�t know.I really don�t know why YOURS is showing the error page.I figure the computer hates me.
from pfirsich :
Hi! I still can�t get to your diary. That sucks so much,so,I was wondering if you could maybe send your entries to my email box? The adress is:[email protected]. That would be awesome. I don�t know if one could link it somehow aswell,but,I don�t know if then that link would be working,so...maybe you could just copy the recent entries,the one I have read last was Nov 26th.
from orlith :
Well... I'm glad to have Ryan's approval. Thank ya' Hon.
from newmillenia :
Sorry I added you in such a hard time. I hope things turn out good for you. =)
from intralemma :
"Though I'd Die to Know You Love Me" OMG! AWESOME!!! That's so fucking creepy. I'm going to haunt every suitor I meet from now until kingdom come with that line. I'm also going to ask if they would like to play with my imaginary therapist who lives on the bottom of a deep well and goes for summer vactions in a burlap sack. Nice template btw. The text in the middle is balanced just right, though you have some kitchy code orbiting. You banners are great too! I haven't clicked on one in ages, but yours are irresistable.
from cuddleslut3 :
hey, hope you are doing well. i havent seen you on aim in a while and i miss ya :) anyways i was wondering if you could delete the note that has my screen name in it. i would appreciate it :) love ya girl!
from wildguess :
hey! no problem, your diary sounds very real...for a change... so thats why i added it. Ofcourse you can come in to check my diary, the only reason why is locked is cuz i dont want people who live with me to read it but otherwise its an open book. The user name its wildguess and the password is airforce. Let me know what you think! Thank you!
from cuddleslut3 :
silly girl, i know you intentions and its for me to be happy. i wasnt referring to you. everyone in my life is rooting for him so yeah thats where that was coming from. i love you dear :)
from lilfoxyvixen :
Why thanks... glad you enjoyed! I am trying to get caught up on yours.. happy reading!
from jess1976 :
For some reason my note is not showing up on your comments section. Sorry if you see and this is a repeat! Would you mind sending me the user name and password since you've changed it? Please send to [email protected] Thanks! Jessica
from ambershine :
You should definitely get a hummingbird tattoo too. It is very pretty :). Thanks for visiting my diary :) xx
from room4two :
so what's ur aim name? email!
from duranfanatic :
Ha! I just found one of your banners! That's so cool, I've never seen a banner for somebody I read before! Hehehe!
from stoner-girl :
Hey, I clicked on your banner and you can't believe how surprised I was to read some one who obsesses over boys and relationships as much as I do. Your problems with boys seem to mirror mine and your profile description is very true - that advice is a load of shit lol. I'm adding you right this instant :)
from queen-isis16 :
but offf courrrse... :)
from aliboomboom :
Your banner is adorable. I think that Seattle went okay. Maybe we should all start looking for peaceful instead of fireworks?
from banefulvenus :
Clicked on your banner. You've got an awesome site!!!
from cuddleslut3 :
your entry made me smile :) im SO glad you had a nice time.
from sexonatable :
I am excited for you and can't wait to hear about all these mixed feelings and such when you get home! I hope your having fun!
from heylee :
ok, just read your latest entry. You're right...everyone deserves to be happy, even you. This may be your chance at that, and rather than let it pass you up, you are grasping that chance and exploring the possibilities. If I were in your shoes, if it came down to going to Seattle, I'd rather KNOW than always question the WHAT IF. And THAT would drive me crazy. I hope things go smoothly for you in the next few days...and then it's ON! hugs to you girlie.
from heylee :
Yup, I read that entry. I was a little confused about it, but basically, another buddy does not approve of this meet up, is that it?
from heylee :
Sometimes, it feels like I'm trying to communicate with a 12year old. :P I know some guys are not really into the "talking it out" aspect but come on...give me something to work with. ugh. At the end of the day, I know he was unhappy with how he handled the situation, but in order to not have that happen again, he needs to learn how to communicate better and we discussed how to go about working on that. I will never FULLY understand the male species...I'm sure you feel the same. :D Speaking of male species, you are THISCLOSE to meeting up with MyspaceRyan!!!!!! Wahooooooo.
from somnambulist :
I'm not sure this can be ID'd that way. If nobody knows what causes it, how would they know that they'd found what they were looking for?
from heylee :
I had to laugh about the meat market comment. hehe. I hope everything is going well for you...I'm excited for you and the trip to see Ryan. :D
from second-love :
love hate :)
from aliboomboom :
It should go well. How exciting!!
from cuddleslut3 :
Your diary has become one of my favorites. I can relate to nearly every entry you write. :) Hope you had a good weekend.
from heylee :
Aww thanks girlie. That was very sweet of you.
from warzone82 :
Good entry, you're not the only one who never learns. I feel like sometimes when I meet someone new I need someone else to be there to get me in a headlock, drag me away and lock me up so I don't fall into this cycle of mistakes that I always do seem to fall into. It's not that I don't see myself starting to make the same mistakes, it's that I ignore the warning signs, it's kind've like setting your alarm and then turning it off when it goes off only to wake up three hours late.
from heylee :
You won't believe this, but as I was sitting at my desk here at work, I felt ANOTHER EARTHQUAKE!!! What is wrong with CA lately?!?!?
from room4two :
mmmm... beeeeerr.... ;)
from room4two :
uh oh. locked? not another boy gone stalker is it? ;)
from aliboomboom :
Hi. Can I have the username/password please? And really us attaching ourselves too soon has to be a bad personality trait, doesn't it? Because aren't we the ones that always end up hurt and disappointed?
from heylee :
Thanks for the note yesterday. The pain seems to have disappeared (for the moment) so I don't know what the heck is up with that. I'm wondering if I am going to get sick because I tend to get an achey back before I get sick. But, as of right now, I'm feeling better (knock on wood). Thanks! And glad you had a great trip!
from jakalope :
My guess is that they're too busy thinking with their penis than they are at using their brain. If only it were that easy for us chicks!
from its-a-newday :
Hey! I sent you an email at the address connected to you dland account so that you can send me the password. I'd really like to keep reading you! Take care and stay beautiful! =)
from sazzle182 :
Hi, I would like a password into your diary when you lock up please. And if you want to look in mine I can e-mail you a password [I can't note, bad experiences of people using notes to get my password and screw with my head.]
from weymouth66 :
Please may I have my password, 66 sister? Thanks loadz. Lots of love, Jess xx
from kellbelle :
Thanks for the note! I would love the password. I'm actually going to school for counseling, so if you ever want an uninformed opion let me know! LOL
from sexonatable :
Hi I just clicked a banner of yours it must have caught my eye cause I didn't even sign in. I read your entry your 101 things and also a few other entrys of yours I would seriously love your password and stuff I think cause I really enjoyed your diary and I also think that you would enjoy mine..Umm if you look back in my Archives a bit I have a 102 entry so that may give u some info about me! anyway good diary keep writing I am adding u to my favs!
from rachelliz :
Hi! I would like the password at your convenience. You can email me at my dland address and I'll get it. Thanks!
from pandionna :
What "e-mail" you? I don't have your e-mail addy! Or, I do, because I sent you my password, but I can't tell which one it is. Pandionna2 at aol dot com. Yo!
from cnotefwb77 :
Hey girl!! I just wanted to let you know that I had to change my diary (reasons explained in the first entry. So, it's now cnotefwb77. It's locked again, but the password is the same as the old one. So, hopefully, I can get back into the swing of things shortly!!! Talk to you later!
from babymania :
Thanks!
from room4two :
color to my b&w picture... i adore your choice of words!
from aliboomboom :
Okay so you totally jogged my memory and I now remember that my best friend did wear that a dress just like that to our eighth grade dance!! It was lace and pnk and off the shoulder. It was okay for junior high in the early nineties but now and at age 25 come on. Oh and I'm sure Big Sarah is going to be pissed that she was referred to as that for the whole show. Hilarious. If Sarah B doesn't win, I'll gag. Krisily has got to go!!
from second-love :
Thanks hon... you will be the first one i call :))
from heylee :
Awwww thanks. Hope your week is going well...
from aliboomboom :
yes, definately find me on myspace. It's my new drug. As for CArrie and Austin, they are coming back this summer so be prepared to start Tivoing it.
from for-you-only :
I liked your banner.
from herdarlinsin :
I love your profile; it's so accurate. *muah*
from heylee :
Hahaha! That's why I was all excited for you! I love this place. What day are you meeting up with SDChris?
from heylee :
Actually I live in Cbad! But I will never be able to afford a house here. I am so spoiled by it, that it will be impossible to ever leave it.
from heylee :
I don't know why I was thinking you were coming down this week?!?!? DUh! Anywho, I just looked at the pics of your friend's wedding. It was gorgeous. I loved her cake with the turtles, too funny. Thanks again for the link. ;)
from heylee :
I just saw your notes for Cbad, I hope you get this in time. Downtown is off of Carlsbad village Dr.to the west of the 5 and all along the side streets. A good place for lunch that I love is pizza port: great pizza and beer and a really relaxed and mellow atmosphere. Or there is a great italian place called spiritos in a small shopping center off of cbad village dr as well. There's also a seafood restaurant down the street called Jay's that has awesome dishes too. As for entertainment: If you love irish pubs, try hennessey's or tom giblin's(both in downtown), or there's a coyote grill with music some nights. You can always check out the cbad company stores, which is an outlet mall with lots of great stores and if the flowers are in bloom next to the mall, you can get a tour or go walk through them. That is off of palomar airport. Hope this helps a little. By the way, you can always just take a stroll down the beach because the weather has been awesome during the day! If there's anything else, let me know or email me. Have fun! Oh, and I'll check out the wedding photos now that their up again. hehe
from heylee :
If you need ANY suggestions for places to eat, or things to do when you are down in Cbad, just let me know!!! I know you are supposed to be working and all, but hopefully you will be able to squeeze in some fun time too. Oh and make sure you go to downtown Cbad too! Can you tell I'm excited for you?!?!? :D
from heylee :
Thanks for the confirmation on the aches and pains of my legs. :D I know it took a while to feel, but I didn't think it took THAT long. LOL! I just tried your link to the wedding again and it's still not up yet, but I'll keep checking because I'm really interested in seeing them.
from cnotefwb :
Thank you for letting my know my diary was locked! HUGE sigh of relief! And, yeah, I am leaving soon. I think it's really starting to hit me. I should be able to update when I'm there. I'm positive I'll have access to computers - it's just a matter of how much access. But I'll keep ya posted! *Hugs!*
from essaywriter :
Thanks for the rave! I'm so thrilled that you like my stories. Just one problem though - I might have trouble fitting my head through the office door tomorrow... cheers from Kathy
from heylee :
Thanks for the idea for the winery. I think LA may be a little too far for us though. We may be thinking of Riverside/Temecula area, but that's already a 45 min drive. So much to do, it's a little overwhelming! :D
from essaywriter :
Crazy stalking psycho? I think not - I'm wildly flattered that you wanted to read back entries. I'm enjoying your journal, too. It's nice to know that other women are having some of the same experiences with the online dating thing. cheers from Essaywriter
from second-love :
Ahhhhhhhh DITTO my LAST note!! I love your support and has made a HUGE difference to me!! I know i am so much better... thank GOD *hugs*
from second-love :
You are TOO sweet. Thanks so much for your support... it really does mean alot to me!!! *hugs*
from kaotykdreamr :
Thanks babe! We all have our fair share of parent problems don't we! :-p Happy belated V-Day to you too! I'm glad your enjoying your new apartment I get to see mine on Saturday! YAY! I can't wait!
from heylee :
Feel free to delete one of my double entries on your .02 cents page. :/ I guess I got a little over excited and posted it twice. 2/9/05
from second-love :
OMG!!! You are da BOMB!!! You are exactly right... and im glad im not crazy. I appreciate all his offers to "help" but there is really no legit help he can give me... its all lip service because he cant really give me what i need. Thanks for your understanding and example! Perfect!
from hey4eyes :
Thank you. Glad you like it. Bobbie Sue Dicks
from heylee :
gosh, I can't believe what a butthead I can be. I don't deal well under stress and the fact that I stress about Brian's school just adds to the fun. Sometimes I need a swift kick in the pants...I hope the apartment thing works out for you. I know you will get lonely, but I think it will make you happier in the long run. Since we will both be lonely, we could definitely hang out in SOCA! hehe. I also think your move will help your relationship with your mom. But since my relationship with my mom is based on a big fat lie(living with Brian), what do I know about that?!?!? :D
from lolamae :
No shit! That is just like a man. Good luck!
from talk- :
Hello and you are welcome! Thanks, that's good to know.
from lolamae :
I am so sorry you guys had a fight. But seriously, he needs to get over himself and understand your needs. Do go shopping and have fun on your day off. *hugs*
from kaotykdreamr :
Thanks babe...I know I like to bitch about my parents a lot in my diary but it's such a good place to bitch about them...I'm glad that I have such great friends like you on here who understand what I'm goin through! Lov ya!
from lolamae :
Seriously, I would have hauled off and smacked that guy for humiliating you. You totally need to get out of there. Or at least knock some sense into them.
from lolamae :
I love the survey. I think I will steal it. BTW, we have a lot in common. You'll see.
from kaotykdreamr :
lol glad you like it! I wasn't sure at first that I wanted people on here to see it but I decided it was too good to keep hiding on LiveJournal where noone ever read it! (I hope that didn't sound like bragging) heehee! enjoy!
from kaotykdreamr :
Thanks babe! <<hugs>>
from second-love :
Well... if i hadnt constrained myself Sam would have been part of EVERY answer hahahahahahahah - feel free to steal it... not mine anyway *grin*
from lolamae :
Oh, you so have to call him. If you don't, you will wonder about it forever. Trust me. I was in a similar situation, where if I didn't just spend some time with this person, I would wonder forever. Luckily, I did, and he is now my Prince.
from lolamae :
Thanks
from lolamae :
I haven't made it there yet, and I am dying. I will probably swing by there after work. Good luck on the slides. If you need a break, I'll be here.
from lolamae :
Go right ahead. I stole it from Honeypot904. I am glad you liked it.
from lolamae :
You can't leave me hanging. E-mail me. Hugs.
from lolamae :
How funny! I was just checking out the VS sale on line when you updated. Glad you had a good New Year's. Mine was well spent with my Prince. Hugs!
from lolamae :
Girlie, I got goosbumps. You hang on to him. As for the job, get out of there. You don't need that kind of competition.
from lolamae :
Thanks, You have a Great New Year.
from lolamae :
that sucks about the tire. I just got new ones about a month ago, and have been scared that would happen to me. It was really sweet of Phillip as well.
from lolamae :
Goodluck! Funny, I was just listening to John Mayor! Have a great day. Don't work too hard.
from lolamae :
I would totally make sure that your supervisor knows you helped. How will you get props for your work if you don't say?
from cnotefwb :
Hey I'd love to send you a card if you feel comfortable giving me your address. I don't know if it would make it by Christmas - but at least I'd get rid of them! And I'd get to wish you a happy new year! Well, let me know - my email is [email protected]
from lolamae :
Hey, I am so glad you had a good weekend. Glad he liked the gift. I knew it was clever.
from cnotefwb :
Hey girly! Yeah, I wanna post the pics of my pookie on here - I just can't remember if my roomate has a printer for her computer or not. I'll check when I get home. Hopefully, I can get the pics up here soon so everyone can be jealous of my georgous animal!! :) That sounds really corny. But anyway, thanks for the note you left me the other day regarding the ball and chain. Its nice to hear an outside perspective. I get so caught up in the drama sometimes that I can't see straight. But thanks for your thoughts.
from lolamae :
Hey, saw your banner and clicked. I love that little bit you have on your profile. I can definately relate. BTW, love your idea about the book. Very cute. Also, sounds like you live in a beautiful place. I am adding you to my favs if you don't mind.
from pink-dolly04 :
heya i saw the banner for your diary and thought I'd have a quick read. I'm loving your diary , it's hot, dark and mysterious and really well set out and presented.Keep it up!! Love Emily (pink-dolly04)xxx
from heylee :
Sounds like that guy Aaron needed a swift kick in the ass while you guys were shopping! How annoying! Can't wait to hear what kind of spectacular gift you are giving to Phillip. :D
from heylee :
Welcome back to freezing SoCal! I hate creepy hotel rooms too! Yuck!
from cnotefwb :
Hey girl! Don't feel bad about cancelling on Phillip. With all the stuff you're dealing with - I'm sure he understands. He might be disappointed, but I don't think you have to worry about him going off on you or being upset. Not like your mom! Anyway, if you want my new password - you can email me at [email protected]. Everything's fine - just thought I needed to keep my diary away from prying eyes. Or just the judgemental eyes of my ball and chain!
from heylee :
*hugs* I just read your weekend update and you are definitely deserving of hugs!
from room4two :
"dig deep, you'll find shinier jewels" i like that ;) thanks
from second-love :
Thanks for your note. You are always so supportive and i need that so much. I am struggling right now with how to react... how to respond. He's trying to act "normal".. i just got off the phone with him as he drove to meet his wife for dinner. He emailed me one of his "usual" emails saying he was leaving and would talk to me in the morning, but would "really like to talk to me if i was free to talk while he drove". So i laid here and debated... and debated. Do i call??? Do i ignore his request?? So i call. And our conversation is forced and flat. I just dont know what to do. He has crushed me. He doesnt see how this will change us. He accused me of putting too much importance on something that wasnt really at all even a factor in our "friendship". I think he is still lying to himself.
from heylee :
I definitely need the membership! lol! I know what you mean by feeling tired all the time. I think my situation can be helped though since I could always go to be earlier, but I really love my TV shows! hehe
from heylee :
Thanks so much!!!
from heylee :
Howdy! Could I purty, purty please have your password? (I am very curious of your lock entries :D ) If you need to email it to me: [email protected]. Thanks if you decide I can have it! Have a good day. :D
from kaotykdreamr :
Thanks babe your opinion and that of others has helped a lot! If you go read my newest entry I've decided to go for it. Thanks! Lov ya!
from heylee :
haha...I was just reading the note you left for me and I totally agree with you on the "taking or using the last one and not saying anything" kind of roommate. I've noticed my roommie has done this with a few things,and when I don't find them, she has suspiciously already taken the trash out! It's good to know I'm not the only one out there! Have a good Friday!
from cnotefwb :
Hey girly! First - I'm so sorry about your grandmother. And I think you should take the leave. And also, so much for your note. I thought that shit he pulled was pretty messed up too. I don't know what his deal is either but I'm at the point where I really don't care. Because something's always wrong, right? AGHH!! I'm not gonna worry about it though. Korea is right around the corner! :)
from heylee :
So sorry to hear about your grandmother. Hope you and Phillip are able to work things out. I was in a similar situation when I first started getting to know my present bf. He was working on fires for weeks at a time and I hardly ever saw him. But things just seemed to work themselves out. I'll send you some *hugs* and well-being vibes. Try to have a good day. P.S. Thanks for letting me fill out your surveys, they were fun!
from second-love :
Thanks sweetie. You have been so GREAT! A part of me feels like im betraying YOU GUYS some how. You really have been through so much of this with me. I appreciate all your kind notes and comments... I will STILL be a reader AND a note leaver :))) *hugs*
from heylee :
Great Halloween pics!!! Glad you posted picks of the mysterious Phillip!! Have a good Tuesday.
from heylee :
yeah...it was a crazy weekend. LOL!! I need to dig out my camera cable too. hehe. There will definitely be some interesting pics! On the Phillip front, keep your chin up. From the way you write about him, he sounds like a very honest, patient and loving person, and in this day and age, the odds of someone like him are one in a million. *hugs back at ya*
from second-love :
Well... if you even go back to just a few of my first entries you will see right away. We have truly struggled to get to this place. You will see how often we went round and round and how frustrated i was most every day! He started out VERY determined to NEVER see me except when we were all together or with some VERY valid reason. Gradually, that has shifted (obviously) but not without ALOT of pain and angst :)))))))
from heylee :
oops... I meant gas/gallon will cost more than a cup of coffee. sheesh! *g*
from heylee :
Yup, I'm from SoCali too. Pretty soon its gonna cost more to buy a cup of coffee from st@rbucks. That will be the end of the world for me. My mom is the same way about nervous giggling when she sees something she is not quite sure of. She also puts a strange half smile half confused expression on her face! LOL!
from heylee :
Thanks for adding me too! Glad to hear you and Phillip are doing good! :D
from laracroft69 :
Hey I just wanted to let you know that I changed my diary...it's now KaotykDreamr talk to ya later lov ya
from second-love :
Thanks sweetie. Maybe i wouldn't feel so damn stupid and irritated if i didnt already KNOW all that stuff!
from cnotefwb :
Thanks for the Ebay advice. I payed on time and I will definitely leave feedback. Aaaah...I feel so grown up now. :)
from cnotefwb :
Hey girl! My email is [email protected]. Thank you - I can't wait to read what happened.
from cnotefwb :
Please Please Please give me your password! I wanna know the uncensored version! I feel so left out. Just kidding!
from cnotefwb :
Hey girly! I know it's been awhile but I wanted to say thanks for the sweet note you left me. I know I deserve to be happy, but it's so hard to hurt J. That's why I'm just looking forward to going to Korea. I know it's the cowards way out - but I'm taking it! I know we have a complicated relationship and I can't possibly lay all the blame on him. I know I've hurt him just as much as he has hurt me - and I know we both need to move on. Unfortunately, I am a big puss and can't seem to just tell him that!! Well, it's extra hard when he's telling me how much he loves me all the time! But I think my orders to Korea is just God's way of making us let go of each other. And not dragging it out any further. I'm rambling on, but anyway I just wanted to say "Hi!" and thanks for your note! Talk to ya later!
from room4two :
ok, so are those hugs for me or the puppies? i'll understand either way ;) jk
from second-love :
Thanks sweetie... you really have been great. Thanks for your notes and being so supportive. I could USE that hug! *smile*
from second-love :
I have a hubby AND a ummmmmmmmm what the heck would you call Sam??? hahahaaah anyway i got 2 ya can have!!! If i had the opp...or was in a diff situation (or could go back a few years) i would just be alone i think. i dont know... the grass is always greener :))))))))))
from second-love :
For the pharmacist in ya... i like the Nuva Ring. My Dr. said she loves it but nobody wants to try it... so i decided to. I like it... can't physically feel it at all... although John said he did... he may have just been hyper sensitive though since i told him it was there! hahahahaaha - and i think overall, the emotional stuff will even out. Its not that bad. Most of it is just me i think... thanks hon!
from second-love :
Yeah i know the pill can do that to ya... i actually took the pill for about 20 years with no emotional effects one way or the other, but that was when i was much younger :)))) What im on now is the Nuva Ring... but still hormones. I know it does take awhile... really i guess i just keep debating with myself over whether or not i SHOULD keep up this relationship with Sam. Its honestly never going anywhere and i know will only end in pain MOST LIKELY for me but also could for John and Kathy... thats not to say my feelings would change or we wouldn't be friends - we have been for far too long... i dont know... im just questioning what the best thing its for everyone right now i guess and thinkin i need to once again sacrifice what might make ME happy right this minute for the sake of everyone elses happiness long term..... hahahahahaah quite the discertation, huh?? Thanks for your note sweetie!!!!!!!
from room4two :
why "used to"? you can have your own subscription for 12 bucks a year!
from second-love :
AMEN sista!!!! Thanks for your note :)))))))
from second-love :
Thanks for your note. Its not so much that Sam is allowed to be late as it is that I sit up and wait for him. You know... its kinda like waiting by the phone for a guy to call. Only i am not a teenager anymore (nor he) AND we have been having this freaking ongoing strange relationship for 20 years!!! Go figure.
from room4two :
it's really funny when my clients expected to meet a white boy after talking to me over the phone and end up meeting me. "where's roo? he said he would be here!"
from room4two :
thanks for the kind words. it is always nice to be reassured i'm not crazy.
from joyfulgirl21 :
Hey, thanks for adding me too! I clicked to you diary through captvfirefly's diary, and started getting into your entries as well. Have a good day! : )
from second-love :
ahhhhhhhhh thanks!!!! i KNEW i liked you!!! *smile*
from dalyrical1 :
wow...i am so glad i clicked on your banner. i love your writing....i hope you dont mind me saving you as a fave (in my other diary)
from hamiltonian :
Well good old me was here as you can see----->X
from cnotefwb :
Hey girl! Thanks for your comments in my notes. I'm just gonna remind him that he never had much fun hanging out with me and my girls anyway! And maybe I'll propose a weekend out of town for just the 2 of us, maybe that'll soothe any hurt feelings. Either way, its like you said, he may not like it, but he'll get used to it! Thanks again. Oh and I'm sorry you had such a down day. I hope tommorow is a day free of traffic,boredom, and stupid questions! Hope you feel better.
from drayco :
Hey! I'm still alive and kickin', just have neglected my diary as of late...but that's nothing new. Thanks for the note ;) I'm doing great, hope you are too! Send me an email with your AIM or MSN or whatever details, I think I've lost them, but it would be nice to talk to you again. Yeah...it has been ages! Anyway, talk to you soon! *Hugs*
from chadly7 :
Thanks for the hugs from Cali. It's good to be back home, where I can spend ridiculous amounts of time reading diaries again!
from facetag :
^_^
from cnotefwb :
Gosh it sounds like you've been through so much! I really admire you for being able to get out of that kind of relationship. Cuz Ive been in mine for a year and a half and just cant leave. Im not sure why. I want to so bad, but I can't. The last big fight we had, we were going to "break up", but he asked me to take him back, and that's when I really started to cry - because I knew I would. I dont think my boyfriend is depressed like your ex seemed to be, but he is very very insecure. I know it stems from how he grew up, but I'm the one paying for it and I know thats not fair. And I know what you mean about how they can be abusive without hitting you. Sometimes he says things that make me want to blow up inside, and make me sick for taking it. But anyway - Im gonna keep reading your diary for inspiration ok?!
from cnotefwb :
Hey I just wanted to stop by and say "Good Luck" with Michael! He sounds like a sweet guy - let's hope he lives up to his potential!
from cnotefwb :
Hey I just read a few pages of your diary and found it pretty interesting! I hope you dont mind but I added you to my buddy list. I looked at your reference page (not the cast one - the other one!) and really liked what you had to say and felt I could relate. Im really interested to see how things turn out with the men in your life!
from chadly7 :
Chris - thanks for stopping by my site! I returned the favor and loved what I've read so far. Thanks again for the encouraging words.
from swordwoman :
Another fan of Shakespeare in love; splendid! Just came to this site Diaryland today, so I�m stepping around leaving tiny marks anywhere... And Good Will is a good piece too. My pupils agree; I sometimes use the movie in class. Li
from somnambulist :
Thanks... though... I had assumed you wanted me to just stay away after last week's conversation, when I didn't hear anything from you afterwards. I don't want to fight, but I'm still a little confused. And it is going better -- I'm getting responses (even if the two really positive ones are all the "dark horse" candidates and not the ones I was really hoping for), but their stupid system is not working right!! :(
from somnambulist :
I'm not mad at you, doll. Just at life. Sorry if I made you think otherwise (and for taking so long to get back, but I had league tonight and went out for a beer with some folks from that after -- btw MY TEAM IS IN FIRST BY TWO GAMES! Not that it reconciles the life stuff but I'll take damn near any victory I can get atm......).
from kokoro13 :
hey again - I live in S. Cali too - Ventura area. Haha I wonder if we'll ever date the same guys...
from ikss :
Hi! I just clicked pn your banner. I too am trying out the internet-dating process, so it was interesting reading yur take on the whole thing. I shall be back! :)
from kokoro13 :
Thanks for the nice note...I'm in the process of reading you diary now :) From what I've read we have similar "dating" problems. I noticed you live in Cali as well. What part? Well hope to hear from you again
from somnambulist :
Since this is totally not in the spirit of your entry today I will put it here: I have no comments section... I have no gold membership... I need a sugar mama to buy me one and make sweet, sweet love to me... haha... j/k. Somewhat. :) Thanks for the well-wishes; I'm sure you'll read/hear all about it!
from somnambulist :
Hey, thanks for the link. I forgot you on my main page, but you're there now. (And let me know if you don't like the sub-heading in the pop-up text... everyone gets a "the [something]" but since I don't know you well, I looked up a bunch of entries and took my best guess.) * * * * In other news, thanks for the good luck wishes (so far it's been so positive that I'm starting to get worried about a letdown on either end) - and the same to you in all your adventures. Not that you need much of it - from what I gathered looking at some entries, you're a beautiful and intelligent young woman who also listens to Skid Row? I never thought such a thing to be possible! [Plus, now I feel a bit vindicated, because I like 'em too, heh.] Any PhD who will sing along with Sebastian Bach is A-OK in my book! ;)
from serenaville :
Thank you so much for your support, and sharing my joy at my news, hon. :) You're very welcome for the enthusiasm... it's what family is for! ;) I have been worrying after you, wondering where/how you've been the past couple days. Could we talk over the weekend and touch base, maybe? I miss ya. Let me know. <KISSES, HUGS> Love ya, sweet one!!
from moresarah :
Congrats on the great new gig! That just rocks. Whee!
from serenaville :
*jumping up and down joyfully, clapping, squealing like a little kid* HURRAH FOR MY CHERISHED LIL SIS!!!! CONGRATULATIONS, HON!!!! *Here is where I tackle you, roll you over the ground, and hug the stuffing out of you* Your top pick!! That is just absolutely phenominal, woman! I am very proud of you. :D By the way, thank you for the birthday wishes, they are appreciated, despite my outward crabiness about birthdays. Heh. How well you know me, for I WOULD have swatted you!! lol I can't wait to chat and talk with you again, I miss the hell outta you. Celebrate your triumph by "having more fun", naughty girl. *big wink, grin* Love ya, my sister!!! <KISSES, HUGS>
from captvfirefly :
Aww, honey - I wonder if we've got some beacon inside of us that attracts bad men to us? I don't understand why Mark wouldn't want to get to know you - he's clearly not worthy of you. He sounds alot like FunBoy (not wanting a commitment, not wanting to "think" about "us", etc.). I'd say, if you want to do the casual thing with Mark, that's fine, but try not to put too much of yourself into that relationship. It sounds like you'll only get hurt (but that's just my .02 cents from all the way in Ohio). And I don't want you to get hurt again. This thing with Michael? Wow, it sounds like you have an interesting connection with him that he can open up to you and admit he may have a personality disorder. That's generally not something you tell a woman who you're interested in dating. I don't know what to tell you to do in that situation. Maybe you could be friends? I mean, you've had experience with men like that before, maybe you could help him? Course, dating isn't about taking on a charity case. Just be careful - I know you're a kind, caring, wonderful woman, and you'll get sucked into helping him because you care. I guess it's good that you know this stuff about him going into the relationship so there may be less chance of getting hurt? I dunno, honey. I feel your pain. I wish I lived closer so we could go out and gab! ((HUGS)) :)
from serenaville :
Thank you for all the comments, the note and the e-mail you've sent during my absence!! You brighten my life, and bring so much joy to my world, I cannot even tell you. It would be like trying to quantify how much I miss you right now, so I won't even try. I have got to squeeze a call in to touch base with you at some point, since I was unable to call during the trip. What is your schedule on rotations? Know that I think of you daily, and miss our chats, along with the rest of the serenaville crew! Next week things will be five by five again. Love ya, my sister. Stay outta my stuff!!!! ;)
from captvfirefly :
Sounds like a pretty damn fine Valentine's Day/second date. ;) Glad you had a good time! *wink wink* (I'm sorry, I'm about as mature right now as a 12 year old boy!) lol OH, and I thought of you yesterday when I was in Barnes & Noble's music section. I have to admit that I haven't actually heard all of Amy's CD, so I scanned it and listened to the track selections. Oh MY, I MUST have that CD! I knew her voice was good, but after hearing the songs, it's just amazing! She is so talented. So, I have you to thank for me spending money. LOL :) Ok, tonight is a Lenny-free night, so I'm hoping to make it to the chat room tonight. Look forward to talking to you! *hugs*
from captvfirefly :
You are gorgeous!! WHOO! Course, I figured you were. :) Anyway, John gave you a THONG?! EWWW. And additionally, ICK! Yes, sending a "Dear John" email is the way to go - he barely even kisses you, but then presents you with butt floss? The man clearly has issues. I hope he takes the hint. If he replies to your email wanting another chance, or won't go away, then you have to say, "I tried to be cordial about it, but LEAVE ME ALONE." Leave no grey area - these guys smell indecision and prey on nice women. But, good for you for sending him an email! I hope to chat with you again soon - it will depend on whether Lenny spends the weekend with me, or if I'll get any alone time. :) So glad you had a good time at the concert! ((hugs))
from serenaville :
You have been on my mind, gorgeous goth woman! I almost called you, but got waylaid by Thing One's birthday party yesterday. Oh my sister. It WAS lingerie. :( EWWW, EWWW... and big red flag!! You may well be right that it could well take more to get rid of John for good, than a "Dear John" e-mail. Uhm, no pun intended. I can't go 'til next week without talking to you, so I'll try giving you a call from Mook's cell over the weekend from Syracuse. (We're going to The Dinosaur BBQ tonight!! SQUEEEEE!!) Know that you are held close in heart and mind, hon. Great good luck on the interviews! All deets later! <HUGS, KISSES!!!>
from serenaville :
I am SO SORRY I missed your call after the concert!!! I finally dragged into bed around 3am-ish, and never heard the phone for being comatose. I loved how you described the concert, I could just FEEL your energy and excitement!! I'm stoked for you, that the concert seemed to meet all your expectations. Squiggy being the sole exception, but hey. The Victoria's Secret box? I really hope it's just scented lotion or perfume or something. *shudder* Thanks for the mention and link in your diary, little sis! Maybe we'll get more stragglers into chat. *grin* <HUGS, kiss!>
from captvfirefly :
Dude, seriously? He gave you a Victoria Secret something? Whoa. At least he didn't give you a little tiny jewlery-like box. LOL So what is it? Did you make plans to talk again, or are you just going to let him burn in unreturned message/email land? :) And - I wanna see pictures, Ms. Goth beauty queen! :)
from serenaville :
"Usually, I'm better with driving directions. But when your head is filled with fried neurons resembling cocoa crispies, problem solving is out the window." <------ LOVED that. The only thing in my (immature) head at this very moment? (Besides writing you to get that password!) ... *crunch* *crunch*... But, for a whole different reason!! Cocoa crispies, *crunch*? Ermmmmm. Heh. Guess this is what happens, when the little devil is on one's shoulder, with the angel nowhere in sight. ;) Can't wait to read what yours led you to do... if the hostess doesn't mind? In general, I'll say to you what I said to Lauren: "SQUEEEEEEE!" :D
from captvfirefly :
YAY! Give John a chance, sister! I just knew if you really talked to him and delved into his personality a little more, that you'd be surprised. I keep having people tell me, "It's the quiet ones you have to look out for (in a good way of course)," and I'm beginning to notice the truth in that statement. I wanna know the dirt on this "revealing 3 hour conversation"! I think your John and my John could be brothers. LOL
from serenaville :
I just missed you in chat tonight (02/04), by literal seconds! Starting tomorrow, I will be back to my regular chat schedule, as the Things are now over the worst. Hopefully we can meet up soon. Thank you for showing up and hanging out there, even when no one else was about. Your support means so much!! <HUGS, kisses!>
from madam-rose :
ty for the kind note :)
from serenaville :
Okay, so. Let me just say right here, that it's a DARN good thing you wrote "And no, *mother*, I didn't just get home..." and not "And no, *big sister*..." or I might have to Italian Love Pat[tm] you!! ;) That 'ex-patch' banner is VERY clever, I shall definitely click it "just because". ;) I am SO glad that you and captvfirefly were able to connect through the chat room!! She's the greatest, as you could likely tell. You know how I feel about *you* already, sooooo it's that much better that two people I like have met each other too! As for your return to the dating world: You go right ON with your baaad self, woman!! :D Have the absolute time of your life, so deserved after everything we discussed!!! I will happily observe approvingly from the sidelines, in true big sis fashion! Great good luck with interviews, and with the love life!! <HUGS, kisses, with every fondness!!> :)
from captvfirefly :
Yay! A nice date! And BOY can I relate to needing some physical contact (obviously, since you've read my diary and found out what happens on MY first dates! lol). Your date John sounds like MY date John (how ironic!?), but at least my John held my hand, and we had a very nice, long, good-night kiss. So, I guess I shouldn't say he's not "aggressive", because at least he's been kissing me (we have some nice makeout sessions). Anyway, I can't believe how similar our situations are! As soon as I get some time (I actually have to work today while at work, can you believe it? lol), I'm sure I'll read your whole diary. So, if you see lots of pages views in the next couple days, it'll probably be me! :)
from madam-rose :
aww a date! yay! go u :)
from serenaville :
Ohhhh. You dear, sweet woman. Thank you, SO much, for the wonderful things you wrote in your entry! Know that what you expressed, completely made all my fatigue and crankiness from the past week just disappear. I will hold your words close to heart this week. I enjoy the notion of being like a big sister to you! Thank you for allowing me to get to know you on a more personal level through chat. Such a gift. <kisses, HUGS!!> Sorry I missed you last night (02/01), but hope to chat today sometime! Until then! :)
from serenaville :
I don't mind you ganking surveys from my diary in the slightest, dahling! Help yourself, and enjoy!! Thank you for the thoughtful note, in asking. I very much enjoy hearing from you. So much so, that it leaves me wondering why you haven't taken advantage of my IRC chat room? Then we could gab real time, whenever we like! Consider yourself invited, if you'd like to partake. If not, that's fine too, just extending the offer. Let me know! <kisses, HUGS>
from serenaville :
You are most welcome, indeed! I /know/ I need more sleep. That's an affirmative! ... (!!!)Ohhhhhhhhh gawdddddd, now I sound like my fatherrrrrrrr. He always used to say "That's an affirmative!" Damn, I /must/ be more sleep deprived than I thought. Sorry. Heh. <kiss> *crunch* *crunch* *crunch* *crunch* *crunch* *crunchcrunchcrunchcrunchcrunchcrunch* *spin out* Woo hoo! :D
from serenaville :
Thank you so much for the link in your diary! I'm glad you were inspired to fill it out as well, I really enjoyed your answers... especially " *crunch* *crunch* " !! I remember those, and you hit the noise spot on!!! I double-checked LA's page, and eagle-eyed woman, you are SO right... it DOES skip a number! I usually pick right up on things like that, but must have been too intent on answering to notice. Heh. So you know, here's what I wrote in her guestbook: "You're welcome for the link for the questionnaire. Interesting aside: Lifeasme66 got the questionnaire from my diary, and the sharp-eyed woman noted that it goes from #2 - #4 for being miscounted! Completely escaped my notice! I double checked yours, in case I copied incorrectly - and sure enough, same thing. Weird!". I don't talk about people behind their backs. ;) Great fun overall, thanks for the day boost!!
from madam-rose :
your dream seems to signify you are under pressure from others or yourself. Of course I am no dream expert. The reason you thought of Jon? Whos to say. Did you used to tell him about your nightmares or strange dreams? When you are close to somebody its hard to let go. Eventually as time goes on it will get easier and you'll think of him less but you won't forget him. Maybe you are afraid you will subconcsiously and thats why he is on your mind a lot and at odd times. Its ok not to want to forget him and you don't forget somebody who is as important to you as he obviously was.
from madam-rose :
your more than welcome. thanks for your nice note!
from serenaville :
Thank you so much, for adding serenaville to your list of faves/buddy list!! What a delightful surprise. I'm thrilled that you'll be reading regularly! Please know your time spent in visiting is appreciated, and how closely held the honor of being added remains. You made my week! <kiss,hug>
from madam-rose :
lovely diary. I enjoyed reading it.
from serenaville :
Thank you so much for the thoughtful note!! It's always gratifying to have someone let me know that they stopped and read. It's amazing the number of lurkers out there! It's also good to know the banners attract at least ONE person, it so often feels as though I just waste my time making them. Your comments were delightful, thank you again for brightening my day!! <kiss back>

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