messages to livin-ur-lie:
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from moonbaby8u :
its seems as though everyone has locked me out :(
from brain2mer :
and then I go and look at the abandoned journal, why? I can't tell, its what I do, it's just how I flow, but you know, just saying, follow your dreams, strive for your goals, because I'm lovin' you, we must be livin', lovin', something, like it, because that's all good it seems, at least, the other days they said, many years ago, with all the connecting forces, but one day, I will see it. WHOA!! stream of consciousness got to me! Yep! exclamtion! I'll drink to that, and I am drinking juice, damn...
from brain2mer :
I sometimes wonder, how does moment give an infinite amount of wonders?
from u-hurt-me-2 :
just stopping by to say hi pretty. <3 Jason
from bassclargrrl :
you have the boy-h8rs ring on your ring page, but for some reason you're not showing up on the directory.
from spunki-monki :
mello... added your other diary because i love your writings. and i like background on the layout. and it makes me look like other people like me. =) much love xJx
from shegabriel :
hello beautiful goddess, so what quiz did you take that told you about being a green egg drinking doctor pepper?
from fucked-raw :
i love you pretty girl
from shegabriel :
you are so honest i love it you sound almost exactly like me :)
from dreamxstate :
hahaha. maybe it's disturbing that i fell out of my chair laughing at those 115 things. ohmyfrock. that was funny. & awesomely random. go you. xx; kimia. ♥
from blaiyze :
Happy Halloween!
from blaiyze :
Hello.
from charminggirl :
I know! But it's so true. You don't want them twisted off! I just was fed up with men that can't play nice.
from u-hurt-me-2 :
Hi hon, just drooping you a quick note to say sorry about no notes lately but ive been so busy. ive sold 5 paintings so far . but im still here miss you .jason
from tinkybell- :
Hrmmmz i think u forgot bout me... **Cryz** Love you ash
from blaiyze :
Perhaps you would....lie with me? *Blaiyze raises an eyebrow questioningly*
from blaiyze :
Hello. How goes the lie?
from moonbaby8u :
thanks for the note,Been doing okay,could be alot better,but what can you do?*hug*
from drugged-up :
I love you girl. -Tom-
from moonbaby8u :
Rock on.....
from drugged-up :
I just wanted to stop by to say I love you and Im still reading. -Tom-
from u-hurt-me-2 :
just wanted to say hello and i was still reading.jason
from open-scars :
♥SAGE♥
from open-scars :
_______is♥
from open-scars :
___Beautiful!____
from fucked-raw :
you
from fucked-raw :
i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you sage
from fucked-raw :
i love you
from fucked-raw :
i love you
from fucked-raw :
hey i spank her so good she begs for my pinky to touch that sweet ass...love you sexy girl
from topbunknoose :
**SWAT! SWAT! SWAT! SWAT! SWAT! SWAT! SWAT!** Just to let you know you have just receive a straight spanking. It was done with love though. I hope you enjoyed that as much as I did.
from drugged-up :
Damn janitor!
from drugged-up :
I hope you are going to be happy sweetie. -Tom-
from topbunknoose :
You're a dirty dirty girl aren't you? Yes you are. You're a dirty girl and you deserve a spanking. Now go to my room! Lol. JK. But its good that you found someone. Congrats, you lying sack of liars' lies.
from fucked-raw :
and i thought you loved me cries....lol
from lovealways- :
*grins* don't worry wifey. you're still my favorite! ♥ ♥
from open-scars :
well isn't he a charmer...*mumbles* keep your hands off my wifey blaize! ♥
from blaiyze :
Are you still....living the lie? *Blaiyze winks and kisses your hand*
from drugged-up :
Dont worry I will continue leaving you notes because I love you too! I saw Tuck Everlasting by the way and the ending pissed me off as well. It had Claire crying(more like bawling) but yeah he shouldve came back for her sooner! Or not have drank out of the magical tree in the first place beacause he got FuCkEd over in the end. love ya girl! -Tom-
from riotgirl- :
sssssagggggggeeeeeeee whas up u? not much here jus chillin, dude what ya been up to? i havent talked to u in like ages man, where ya been?
from drugged-up :
Thanks so damn much for the note. Youre right, I just need to try moving on. Its extremely hard though. But thanks for the support Sage its means a hell of alot to me. =) -Tom-
from drugged-up :
*Hugs* back, and Im doin fine despite my ex's new boyfriend(ahhhhhh) -Tom-
from drugged-up :
This world is completely fucked up. I agree 100% with you there. -Tom-
from topbunknoose :
i'll return your kind gesture *hugs* and let you know that its alright, everything will be alright I'm sure.
from charminggirl :
OH he'll die just not soon enough. Thanks for the note. XXXcharminggirlXXX
from open-scars :
I_love_you ♥
from blaiyze :
Yes. So it would seem......
from blaiyze :
Forgive me a moment. I was just now quite taken aback by a note left by 'Blaiyzegirls'. I am truly stunned at this notion. Please...excuse me a moment while I...regroup my thoughts. *Blaiyze bows*
from blaiyze :
Confess to me how you would...'handle' it....
from blaiyze :
And your confession would be......? What could possibly lie in the soul of one so young?
from blaiyze :
You are a mere...toddler, in the long lived lives of my people.
from blaiyze :
I was rather hoping..you...would 'handle' it for me....
from blaiyze :
And what is it...you confess...in this...'game'?
from blaiyze :
That's right...you are sweet 16.
from blaiyze :
*Blaiyze readjusts his pants to accomodate the growing...concern*
from blaiyze :
I am a male. Of course I want to make love with you. The question is...do you? Do you have IM, and...how old...are you again?
from blaiyze :
I must confess, I am rather....intrigued by you....
from blaiyze :
Blame that last message on a 'rush of blood to the head'. I leave it to your imagination as to which...head, I am referring to.*Blaiyze chuckles*
from blaiyze :
Can you imagine what our children would look like if we were to have them? Tall, grey eyed, strawberry-blonde beauties....
from blaiyze :
Well my dear...*Blaiyze reaches for your hand, kisses it, then smiles slyly* If I were to tell, they wouldn't be secrets anymore would they?
from blaiyze :
My flaws are easy...I like chocolate...immensley...and will end up being 'immense' if I don't curb my appetite for it. My speech. Not being fom America I have a slight European accent. I have been told that I write like I speak. I will pause while searching for the correct word. It was also mentioned that my diary was difficult to read because of these...ellipses. I might be considered a...'womanizer'. Not so much in the fact that I like to have sex with them... although this is a delightful and quite pleasant aspect of a relationship, I like to romance them. Wine and dine them...as it were. I have a temper, and can become quite...wroth when crossed. And perhaps my technique with lovemaking. You can't please everyone all the time you know. Ah yes, one other, although I suppose there are actually many more...I suppose my enjoying to tease and kill humans would be a flaw, looking from the human standpoint I presume. My perfections are somewhat harder. My eyesight I suppose. Being able to see clearly for miles like an elf and also in the infrared spectrum as do the drow. My strength, my ability to move quickly, my ability to fly. My acidic glands are perfect for the functions in which I employ them...and perhaps...my technique in lovemaking. You can please most women all the time.
from blaiyze :
I described myself to you, now...quid pro quo. Describe yourself to me.
from blaiyze :
Hmm....I can...imagine...quite a lot.
from blaiyze :
*Blaiyze clears his throat* Actually...Lestat is quite...Blaiyze-ish. Query....what...exactly did you think about me while in the shower...and more importantly...what did you...do? *Blaiyze laughs laciviously*
from blaiyze :
I am 6'3" tall. My hair is quite long and blonde. My eyes are normally grey, but when I look in the infrared spectrum they turn red. Anything else my love?
from blaiyze :
Do you like?
from blaiyze :
Your entry is finished. You were beautiful my darling. Your death was absolutely stunning. So courages...so brave. *Blaiyze throws a dozen black roses at your feet* Bravo! Bravo! *Blaiyze stands and leads the ovation as he begins to clap his hands in honor of you*
from blaiyze :
yes. I'm almost finished with your entry.
from blaiyze :
How are you today?
from u-hurt-me-2 :
thank you for your note. Jason
from blaiyze :
You may not wish to post what I confess then do...to another person. However I will let you be the judge of that. Think of me while you shower. *Blaiyze smiles laciviously*
from blaiyze :
Then don't watch. It seems as though you have plenty of friends to support you. I do hope you count me among them. What is this thing you sprak of in your diary? Something extreme?
from lil-gay-goth :
Yes, I know, I think I've alread ydone my 'admit something' "Hey, Harry, how are you, so good that you've forgiven me for being bisexual, oh, is it really 1 year snce Lizzy's carnival? You know, I fell in love with you that day." As for something extreme, can't guarantee that since I have larygitis & feel like crap. Oh and btw, I love you too ♥ ♥ ♥ Cori xxx
from blaiyze :
Did you ever hold a gun to your dad's head and say "drink or die?"...or force your mother to take the next hit? Do not mistake their choices as your responsibility. We are each responsible for our own choices and actions...as well as reactions.
from blaiyze :
You said you cause most of the problems that fall on you. Why? Nothing better to do? Or do you just find it easier to take the blame for everything that is wrong with your disfunctional family...because you have heard it is your fault?
from blaiyze :
And you do this because...you are ...bored?
from blaiyze :
AHH, well....all that going on and you still find the wherewithall to be angry at yourself...interesting.
from blaiyze :
Am I to understand you correctly? Your parents are past...as in 'passed on'?
from blaiyze :
AHH. There you are. I am only...301 years older than you...do you think your parents will mind?
from blaiyze :
You are 15.
from blaiyze :
Perhaps you'd better save yourself from me...and...I'll only ask to kill you when the time is right....*Blaiyze laughs maliciously*
from blaiyze :
What are you angry at?
from blaiyze :
AHH, Mon Ami...was I right about your age...or not? Do you have any other diaries you would allow/like for me to read? I would like to get to know you...better.
from blaiyze :
*Blaiyze chuckles* Yes it is vague isn't it? Let's say....19. And I really rather like it when you call me...'Darling'. Will you continue to do so?
from blaiyze :
Oh contraire....mon ami...I know you by...livin-ur-lie, and sage. You still haven't answered my query about the "darling"...I believe you to be between 14 and 22....
from blaiyze :
Darling...is it? I know you by another name don't I? Is that your picture on your profile?
from blaiyze :
AHH! An unfair question at best, since I have nothing really to go by. Give me a moment...please....*Blaiyze takes your hand and kisses it*
from blaiyze :
I do not. Although I will probably be shocked to find out how old you are. You seem...educated, perceptive...and dare I say it...intelligent?
from blaiyze :
Perhaps I do lack...eloquence...*Blaiyze chuckles*
from blaiyze :
I do not set out to dazzle. I am merely what I am. Although there is something to be said for....good breeding and a...proper upbringing? Todays youth lack a proper upbringing. They are rude and insolent...they can't even spell the word 'manners' much less portray that they have any.
from blaiyze :
Perhaps we should say..."I am a man of my times?".....even though I am a mere...male.
from blaiyze :
Don't I? And why would that be?
from blaiyze :
Well...one can hardly live as long as I have and not have a certain amount of....confidence. Perhaps...arrogance is the word you are looking for? Although at times like any male of any species...my knees have been made weak by the beauty or...aroma...of a woman......
from blaiyze :
Given enough time...yes. I can see through a poorly made facade. Can you?
from blaiyze :
Yes...other than.."slightly charming" how do you find my flawed personality?
from blaiyze :
Just curious....how do you find me?
from blaiyze :
Perhaps my humanity comes from...spending time above ground...and studying...humans.
from blaiyze :
Excuse me Madame, but I do beg to differ on that. A dog is not human...yet it has flaws and..a personality..does it not? The same is true of..many..earthly creatures. One does not need to be human to have flaws and personality. I do indeed have both...yet I am NOT human.
from blaiyze :
If you only want people to see through the facade...why do you...erect one in the first place? Is it some sort of test to see how...clever you or they can be?
from blaiyze :
Once again...you have flattered me. However, I am not in the least...human.
from blaiyze :
Do you want people to see through the facade?
from blaiyze :
Have I? Charmed you.....
from blaiyze :
AHHH! I see. So...in other words...you are not actually living a lie...but just...living ...life. Often do I find that humans are rarely what they seem...or more precisely...what they want others to believe they are.
from blaiyze :
Madame, you flatter me. It is true...I endeavor to be charming...even "slightly" so... *Blaiyze smiles at you*
from blaiyze :
What lie are you currently living....and who are you deceiving the most...others' or...yourself?
from blaiyze :
I do not consider my life a lie. Why do you think that my Old World...17th century mannerisms do not annoy you...when you clearly imply that they should?
from blaiyze :
I just found...our common link. So...Jen is her name is it?
from blaiyze :
Perhaps it is because I am not...human...that I am able to be...gentle. *Blaiyze gazes into your eyes* Thank you for the compliment *Blaiyze clicks his heels as he bows to you*
from blaiyze :
If to live is a lie...then I am rather good at it. *Blaiyze brushes his lips across your fingertips*
from blaiyze :
Query.....would you really live my lie with me? I find that most interesting and quite.....intriguing.
from blaiyze :
My intentions are nothing more than to be a gentleman. Have we met before? Your name does not sound familiar. However....*Blaiyze bows and hands you a black rose* Adieu.
from charminggirl :
yeah i hope he does too. thanks for the note. Catch you around.
from sweet-decay :
i love you.
from open-scars :
lalalalala my dearest sagie pants! I have missed talking to you, sorry I havent been on and i've been avoiding eveything. I didn't have anything left in me. right now I do so i'm trying to do everything while I still have it...but if i disappear for a while don't worry ok darling! :) i love you i love you i love you i love you! don't ever forget me! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
from drugged-up :
Thank you so much for the note. Just knowing somebody cares make me feel better. -Tom
from fucked-raw :
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH MY LOVE //♥
from lil-gay-goth :
Meditate, please meditate. (Oh and thanx fo rsaying I don't suck). Cori xxx
from lil-gay-goth :
Ok, my 'Sage' song: 'I got a girl' by Tripping Daisy. Dedicated to you, just because I love you so damn much. I hardly know the song, but never mind, I've heard it once, and it can be yours now... anyway, I thni it's quite a good song, you make me laugh, and I hope I make you laugh, and if Laura's your gilrf, well, I like Laura ;-). Anyway, I really am drivvling today, so I'll shut up now. Loveyouloveyouloveyou, or and thanx ♥ ♥ ♥ (and if that doesn't work, it's all your fault)
from chrisell :
Sage, me loves ya much!
from lil-gay-goth :
I need Sage. I love Sage because she makes my eyes smile. Sage needs to come online when I'm around. Sage is worth staying up till 3 am for. Sage looks like a dream but feels like reality. Sage thinks a lot about things she probably shouldn't. When I think of Sage, I think of windows and hugz and kisses and laughter and unexpected poultry in the back yard. I want Sage to hug me. If I were alone in a room with Sage, I would kiss her. I think Sage should go feed the duck, or it might go away, and I think she liked it there. Sage needs more hugz. Hugz from me. I want to -hmm, imagination overdrive- Sage. If I could describe Sage in a word: I wouldn't. I'd find it offensive. Sage will never be unwewlcome in my world. Sage can sing my songs. I hope Sage never leaves us. If I could say something to Sage, it would be thankyou. (Or hi) And Lastly when Sage is arriving I am waiting nervously.
from lil-gay-goth :
*hugz back* not as much as I love you. -happy little half-smile- I thought I'd been abandoned! Oh and show me how to do those hearts... plz. love you Cori xxx ... I'll just go do your I ... Sage thing now.
from open-scars :
I __envy__ Sage. I __love___ Sage because __she makes me feel happy!__. Sage __rocks my multi coloured socks off__. Sage is __STUNNING!__. Sage looks like a ___sparkling princess that I love to call "my wifey!"___. Sage thinks a lot about __sex...__. When I think of Sage, I think of __mmmm...__. I want Sage to _$%^#_ me. If I were alone in a room with Sage, I would __orgasium__. I think Sage should __$%^# me__. Sage needs __me__. I want to __&^%$__ Sage. If I could describe Sage in a word: __AMAZING__. Sage will never __get ugly__. Sage can __kiss__ my __ass__. I hope Sage never __hates me__. If I could say something to Sage, it would be __I LOVE YOU!__. And Lastly when Sage is __happy__, I am __happy!__.
from brain2mer :
I Partially worship Sage. I respect Sage because sometimes the human is more than what it wants to be, and that is why we are here... Sage tastes good when put on sandwiches. Sage is frighteningly prosperous, that is in the kaliedoscope of humanity, and the other little things in life... Sage looks like a box with words that pop up and sometimes the top changes from gray to a teal color . Sage thinks a lot about life's mystery as a puzzle whihc would be thoughts of a deeper subject, but floats around the earthly things, which is always something good to hold on to... When I think of Sage, I think of a fish in a bowl in the middle of the desert on top of a hill and the refracted sunlight gleams into my eyeballs. I want Sage to enlighten me. If I were alone in a room with Sage, I would...hmm... I don't know..talk? I think Sage should be herself and never to change unless it is extremely nescassary. Sage needs to love everyone and herself and at some times a frog. I want to stare at Sage. If I could describe Sage in a word: hierophant. Sage will never find some things, only what comes from her life, and what comes out. Sage can complete my equilibrium. I hope Sage never gets pulled in by people who destroy and who have no dignity in at least 32% of there species. If I could say something to Sage, it would be Many times I have seen people, other times, I can only know them.... And Lastly when Sage is in a place she needs to be, I am prepared.
from fucked-raw :
I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor bue I'm kind I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby What it all comes down to Is that everthing's gonna be fine fine fine I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working, yeah I care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby What it all comes down to is that everything's gonna be quite alright I've got one hand in my pocket And the other is flicking a cigarette What is all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving the peace sign I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chicken $I'm sick but I'm pretty baby What it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing hte piano What it all comes down to my friends Is that everything's just fine fine fine I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab... my song to you sweets love jen
from usedglitter :
you are loved ,because i love you ~x♥x~
from usedglitter :
you are a wonder ,my love ~x♥x~
from open-scars :
and now I can honestly say "my wifey will beat you up!" :) ♥ *kisses*
from open-scars :
yeah she sucks big time! and I don't even think it makes a difference if I take her out of my life...it makes no difference to her! she stinks! Its so good to come home to 3 screaming kids with you hubby's and wifey's there! :) it takes a load of! hehe I love you sagie pants!! Oh_so very much! [have I ever told you that your beautiful!] ♥ ♥
from fucked-raw :
looooooooooove you sweets
from open-scars :
ahh VIN! hes almost as good as Angelina! [[and iw ould know..cos me and VIN! are freinds!]] tell him I love his hair! :) hehe 3 kids? whoa! lucky Angelina is a millionaire...I hope she doesnt leave us ;) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ _I LOVE YOU SAGIE PANTS_ ♥ ♥ ♥ &hearts always and forever! *kisses and hugs*
from bellhead :
alanis quotes... *smiling sigh*
from open-scars :
ooo kids how many did we have? You tell them mummy3 loves them very very much! and tell angie that I miss her, and give yourself kisses from me! It sucks that we don't talk as much sagie pants! My precious MJ! Oh how I miss you!!! yes indeeedy! I love you with all my might! ♥♥ *kisses and hugs*
from tinkybell- :
Hello my beautiful angel!! i miss u sooo soooo soooo soooo much.. Ur still in my heart and i DO think bout u every day ok!! dotn forget that! love u always ash
from brain2mer :
At least somethings happens, of course. Weakness is a parasite and uses hosts that have the correct habitat for them, sometimes, it is false, and you would know this but couldn't comprehend it enough to display in reality, but if it has a hold, and you are sure of the things that cause a weakness in mind, or a weakness in heart, then you would need to realize it is only a creature, evolved from a decrepid lifeform, and its existence is a forced one, tolerated for momentary reasons, caused by unreasonable factors of trust within solitude... <+JB+>=<
from fucked-raw :
you can and do top me anyday sweet love//♥
from riotgirl- :
dude, man! How come you're not ever on MSN? I'm on hoping that I could get to chat to ya lol! I am not sure if I have you on my yahoo do I? Meh, so what are you up to these days? I'm talking to Mike again so hopefully we will get back together or something I'm not sure it's hard to say, I'd like to get back with him but at the same time I kinda dun wanna you know what I mean? Anyways, talk to ya soon hun! ~luv Nikki~
from open-scars :
oooo it does feel like A_G_E_S! guess who decided to come back today? Mr. sexy gerardo! woop woop! did you get my e-mail?? *burps sweet nothings into your ear* I love you mrs. Mary Jane! "help me spider man help me!" "Hold on mary jane!"____ "i'm just your friendly neighbour hood spiderman!" ♥♥ *pinches your bum* oolala!
from glancerevu :
here's your review http://glancerevu.diaryland.com/livinurli.html
from open-scars :
i miss you Mj, you said you'd be back and you didn't come back... I love you *kisses and hugs* ♥
from open-scars :
candie pants loves sagie pants! [[oh yes! oh so muchly!!]]
from open-scars :
hehe I would win you the BIGGEST teddy ever! and we could walk around with our plastic wedding rings on! and everyone will whisper "there goes those 2 girls who re married to angelina jolie" and we will eat our candy and kick the little children! :) and I would go on the rides just for you [[I have motion sickness]] ooo it would be so much more fun with you! I love you sagie pants! I love you! ♥ ♥
from fucked-raw :
kisses to my sweet sage//♥
from riotgirl- :
man, you are the sweetest sage :) you are a great friend:)
from fucked-raw :
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
from tearyxeyed :
*hugs you tighter* i wish you were here too! *wishes you would fly to me* you could make me laugh and we could be dorks together and listen to music and stuff ;) I LOVE YOU SAGE!!!! ♥♥♥
from riotgirl- :
reply to your e-mail: i know mikes hot why you think i want him back :( I really do luv him though he's a total sweetheart...i dun think im gorgeous but thanks sage im glad you like my hair :)
from fucked-raw :
love you sweetgirl//♥
from riotgirl- :
lol nope its lmao, actually im gonna send you some pics of me aight?? the very last one, would be my layers :)
from open-scars :
p.p.s *sings* I'm starting to fashion a Idea where I would impress you with every-single word I said! _____ and II would be there everytime you need me, I would there everytime! ♥♥
from open-scars :
p.s your soo beautiful!
from open-scars :
aww my beautiful sagie panted Mj! I will miss you too! I think i broked my computer! *SCREAMS AND CRIES* NOOOOOO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING! NOOOO!!!! I'll ge someone to fix it and everything will be A_O_K~ I looove you! ♥♥
from riotgirl- :
man i got layers :) i cut my hair and you so have to see it guy its awesome :) im even more good looking :P
from tinkybell- :
hello angel darling!! Igot ur email hehe i love u sooo sooo sooo sooo sooo very very very very very much!! hehehehe Keep ur lil beautiful head up! love ash --I may not always be here but ur always in my heart-----never forget that----
from brain2mer :
If a tree needed a goat, how would it find an entity, that, is just a complete mystery, but the Phylosscopus Sibiltrix says things, and I guess that is good enough, if not, humanity is existing at least..
from sweet-decay :
the world is treating pretty good these days. things are far from perfect but i am grateful that my days are filled with at least a little bit of love&joy. //but hey, you never know one of these days i may just have to take you up on that offer, to kick it's butt! hehe// i love you dearly♥
from riotgirl- :
ahhh I'm doing ok considering I'm again single...man I swear now im like the worlds most eligable bachlorette lmao, I got like 5 guys after my ass lmao but I'm not sure which I like lmao, I got so many that sometimes it's like so not funny lmao! I missed you too :D I hope that I get to talk to you again soon, here add my name on Yahoo... princess_of_punk19 and on msn I'm [email protected] :)
from lil-gay-goth :
I won't lie to you. But I will tell you "you're wonderful", and "you're something to me" and most of all "I love you". Always honey. Believe it. your lil-one xxx
from open-scars :
*laughs for ANOTHER hour* oh that was such a great night...but do you remember the time she came home late on our aniversery...with wild flowers for us. boy she sure did make up for being late that night didnt she? ;) her tongue is so magical! hahaha we're such sick-o's! but hey man...those pictures are real! they letters are real! its in black and white *smiles like a dork* ...i think maybe we have a obsession lol ♥ I love you beautiful sagie!! ♥ *stares at you boobs* ....oh sorry. lol ♥!
from riotgirl- :
SAGGGGGEEEEe whats up girl? i havent talked to you in ages man i thought you like fell off the face of the earth or something are you mad at me or something?
from open-scars :
*laughs for a hour* awww sagie you crack me up! she will live with us, even if we have to stalk her [check!] kidnap her and tie her up naked...mmmm and we will show her the sweet dirty love letters that she "wrote" us. aww remember the time we all went to the fair? oh that was fun wasn't it? remember...angie didnt want to go on the faris wheel but she did anyway! and we convinced the guy to let us be in the same one with us three! :) hehe I love you!!! ♥ oh yes i dooo! come back online sagie pants come backkkkk!!! ♥
from open-scars :
hahaha ahh wouldn't that rock! hahaha and our scrapbook would have our restaining orders in it with our court dates and what not, pictures of angelina! [[[we could just get cut outs of her, and take pictures of us with her and pretend she was there!]]] ...she calls it stalking, we call it selective walking. she calls it a court order, we call it a date! :) I love you my beautiful_one_of_a_kind_very_rare _ruby_stoned_sagie_pants! ♥♥
from tearyxeyed :
nope. no smile! his stupid rock ussually makes me sad!! I think I might throw it out, :) I love you beautiful!!! [fix your damn computer!! pwease!!!]♥♥
from open-scars :
*shocked face* how could you even ask that? time with you is defintly NOT! wasted! oh no no! You make time wonderful!!! You bring me up not down, so you mustn't bring everyone down hey! :) you make it worthwhile sage! I love you never ever forget that! ♥
from open-scars :
I love scrap books too...pity mine are always so empty, maybe you could send me some memories :) ooo I wish! yeah mine make me sad too sometimes...stupid scrap books *stare at it evily* We should start our own one... :) I love you sagie pants, you make me laugh and smile! and ahhh! i just want to squeeze you! your so purdy!! ♥♥ {gosh I'm lucky!!}
from tearyxeyed :
Please do sagie! please PLEASE!!! run across the oceans, I'll meet you half way if you want? *runs around screaming* ARGHH I HAVE CONFETI IN MY EYE! MY EYE!!! ARGHHH!!!! I love you mj. you rock my freaking socks off ! you know you do!!! :) [p.s you are the most beautifulest girl in the world...so what is it that your doing??] ♥♥
from open-scars :
oooooh! Fix your computer quick stix! I miss you so! these notes just don't give me enough Sage! Oh I just noticed I'm listening to Mary Jane, and writting my beautiful Mj a note! ♥ I'm going to send you endless notes now! hehe...oh in other news! I didn't sleep last night either. I talked to my wall all night untill 4am then woke up a 5:30...grr I don't even understand why I didn't sleep, i ussually sleep heaps when i'm sad. ♥ I love you beautiful!♥
from open-scars :
oh my beautiful sagie pants! How I adore and love you so!! :) [you know you wont EVER find another friend whow ill willingly call you sagie pants! =P] come jump through my screen...and bring our angelina!! :) I love you beautiful♥♥ [p.s matt's a dick! come on aim i miss you!]
from fucked-raw :
well congrads ..you made it sweetie! (wink,wink) let me know if you want a link or tell me if your text linking .... much love beautiful .....
from fucked-raw :
hey you ...did you know how great you really are ....we do //my love....
from open-scars :
Aww sagie pants! I'll be there with you all the way! until you hit crazy town!! :) [I live there, so maybe you could move in with me!] I love you Mj, you have always rocked my socks off! and you always will. You are so god damn beautiful! believe me!!! ♥ forever and ever!
from guitargod :
And I love you :)
from tinkybell- :
hello my angel i havent talked to u in awhile my new email is [email protected] plz email me some time i miss u alot!! and i love u and hunnie forget matt ur to precious for him
from fucked-raw :
where are you pretty one,fill us with wonderful words//♥
from boltedwrists :
hehe *blushes* no you are the most beautiful girl! [even angeline agrees with me!] you ahve stolen mine and her heart away! and we wouldnt have it any other way! I love you Mj! ♥
from bloodxtears :
I think maybe you might be the only person in the world who finds beauty in black marks under my eyes! thats what makes you so fucking fan-fucking-tastic! really, truly! woo! *i heart sagie pants!* *kisses you and angie!* ♥ [p.s, i think you stink =P ]
from boltedwrists :
and my darling Mj its a pity you can't see just how oh-my-beautiful you are! just how wonderful you are, and its a shame you can't see this dorky smile I get when I talk to you. You make me act all silly! "fuck you I work here!" *throws confetti in your eyes* [i think you get the best of me!] hehe. ooo I have to ring up mcdonalds today, wish me luck! if they dont I'll just swear at them! well sagie pants I love you. you rock, don't ever change [i stole that from a show! hehe] *kisses* and *hugs* ♥ ♥ ♥
from lil-gay-goth :
thankyou darling. I'm gonna miss you... but I'll be back in a week. Loveyouloveyouloveyou Cori xxx
from lost-flower :
iloveloveloveyou! ♥
from lil-gay-goth :
You ARE good enough, and if he couldn't see that then that's because he's blind to how beautiful you really are. & I know that it doesn't seem like it right now, but it will be ok, you've got so much to offer, and you're going to be so great, and one day everyone you meet will sit up and take notice when you pass. It might take a while, but it will be ok. Hang on, and always know you can talk to me if you want. Love and kisses Cori <3 xxx <3
from lil-gay-goth :
I'd always love you, darling, & everything you have would be just fine for me, even if you think it's not very much, it is. I'm so glad you're back. You always make me smile. Love you <3<3<3 Cori xxx
from boltedwrists :
thank-you for helping me today when I needed you. I love you Mj. even if you had a disease like //SAGIE PANTS!!!// i would still love you. oh and *kisses you* then *blushes* ♥
from boltedwrists :
[P.s angelina told me to give you this *kisses you*]
from boltedwrists :
I love you ♥ << see! I would "waste" my life on you except it wouldnt be a waste darling Mj. ♥ always your candy girl. xox
from fucked-raw :
hey sweetness,loving you //♥ ♥
from moonbaby8u :
I dont know or understand why peoples notes help me sometimes,they usually make me cry,but thanks,yours helped.
from tinkybell- :
love u sage!! have a great time ill missu DEARLY!!
from lost-flower :
oh precious, your so beautiful to me♥
from tinkybell- :
Heya FUCK ANDREW>> ur to good to be accocaited with low lifes like that!
from tinkybell- :
Thank you.. my precious angel!! Your so beautiful and i love u BUNCHEZ Love ash >>Blushes<<
from mistychristy :
i was just looking around and i found your diary... and I LOVE IT!!!!
from fucked-raw :
THANK YOU //I REALLY NEEDED THAT //&HEARTS;
from fucked-raw :
thank you for adding me.... it means a lot to me ..... <3 _________xoxo
from tinkybell- :
My precious angel!! Love plays with u! my darling u dont need him!! i love you so much that it hurts in side ash
from lost-flower :
hello my love. i wish i could see me the way you do. i wish i could be happy with me for just one day. i love you so so much sage. you;re just the absolute sweetest. xoxo _kat
from tinkybell- :
Hey my angel And i love you.. I wish i could kiss away every once of ur pain and make my own heart feel it!! You dont have to worry bout me... love you to a zillion peices ash
from lil-gay-goth :
Darling sage, thankyou for all your beautiful thoughts. I hope that one day I'll be able to repay you for all you've done for me: making me smile when I felt alone, making me feel worthwhile when I couldn't see the point anymore. Always know you can come to me if you want, & I'll be here. Msg me (if you can). Love forever, Cori (the lil-one) xxx
from riotgirl- :
hey sage...whats up? thanks a bunch for the note and I already know that so yeah :P you and ash have drilled enough times that im too good :P
from tinkybell- :
Heya darling.. i know how u r feeling rite know
from riotgirl- :
but you know what i cant help how i feel right? i dun think you are suppose to. he just wont answer the stupid question he always "falls asleep"... i dun think he wants to be with me but then why the hell did he say that he wanted to again and saying he regretted it? it hurts...
from star8077 :
your fucking awesome and beautiful...going on favs list!
from tinkybell- :
hehe Yay thanks my beautiful angel!! :-)!! Your writing is gorgeous dont think other wise!! I love u tonz ash
from tinkybell- :
Sage i love you.. and that words seems so less of how much u really mean to me! My beautiful angel!
from lost-flower :
[♥]
from moonbaby8u :
thanks for dropping me a note.I would never put my worst enemy what I am going through though.I guess pain is part of life and we all haveto deal with it,it just sucks that it had to be me
from riotgirl- :
ummm sure :) i added you tho :P
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage my darling lil angel!! I love you.. So very very very much!!
from riotgirl- :
awwwwww Sage thanks hun :) It's great to know that I have friends out there willing to give good advice :P I made this new msn thing it says... see my halo bright and shiney...mess wit me I'll kick your hiney :P cute eh?
from lil-gay-goth :
<3<3<3<3 Love those lyrics... they seem to sum up exactly what's so great about this place. That even if we don't understand, we empathise (or sympathise, depending), we don't have to hide on here... thankyou for sharing. love & peace the lil-one xxx
from tinkybell- :
*Meh* Its not his fault its mine.. Anyways u dont have to tell me that i am cuz i know better i know the truth!! >>[Huggles and kisses u back]<< Love u my angel!!
from boltedwrists :
hehe your guestbook was taking too long! so anyway...Really? wow, I think it is a sign but I dont want it to be. I dont think i'm stronger today...I wish I could cure your pain darling, I really do. you are my Mary Jane ok? Have you heard that song? Its my favourite song :) and i love you very much so you only deserve to be named after my favourite song! <3<3<3<3<3<3
from tinkybell- :
Heya baby Whatcha mean if jeremy breaks me again?? Hed probably like u kickin his ass lolz... Anyways my darling i love you... ashley
from lost-flower :
why thank you darling. &you my dear are amazingly_beautiful. [[i.m adding you to my favorites]] ♥
from tinkybell- :
Heya angel {kisses} Gurly i know how u feel!! But maybe its best if u dotn get him back! u dont deserve to be in pain! Love u bunches ash
from riotgirl- :
its about time you left a note :P lmao i hope things work out with us too man this would really suck if it didnt...
from riotgirl- :
I'm a loner guy...lol I hardly get notes anymore lmao! I'm such a loner :P! OMG OMG OMG, now my "friend" wants to hook me back up with Mike...I think someone has a guilty conscience for what she did...*shakes finger* lol...Wo0t If I get him back OMG I'm gonna be so happy :D
from boltedwrists :
grrr it wont let me sign again so quick! hehe Thank-you my darling. Its means so much to me! YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME! Gosh matt must be so stupid! Hey my darling Sage, do you think I could write you letters? Like snail mail?? I love you <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
from tinkybell- :
>>Huggles u<< Ur the best love u!
from riotgirl- :
i wish that i could believe that they would get better. this chick deserves every inch of the beating im gonna give her...she took my happiness and i was like ok...why the hell dun you want me to be happy and she says well i dun think he deserves you and blah blah blah im glad you broke up you're too good for him like what the fuck...this is killin me man, i was happy and now im not anymore
from tinkybell- :
~>>Huggles<<~ Im Sorry hunnie! Wipes ur tears away!! But if he wasent making u happy in the first place then maybe it was for the best! I know it hurts hunnie...But ur better and u will get so much better! I Love You! Be Happy! Love ashley
from riotgirl- :
seriously though like maybe im not suppose to be happy because thas how i feel im always miserable...i have a mood ring and my aunts like why is it always blue or black i was like gee i wonder i went outside balling cause i was so hurt by this whole thing and my aunts like krysta is a bitch and she'll get whats coming to her and you know what im gonna kill her
from notu-onlyme :
oh hey, just figured out i don't have ur email address. wanna give it to me. you can leave it on my notes, or email it to me. please and thank yous. that's if u want. urs truely- Jo
from notu-onlyme :
thanks for adding me to ur favs. i'll add u to mine too. I was reading a couple of ur entries, very similar life to mine eh.. Fun stuff isn't it. U should email me sometime. Or maybe i'll email u frist. Lets see who wins. Well... Bi Bi nongoth sister. ha.
from tinkybell- :
Baby... Love makes u stupid! its like a drug! have it once ur addicted for life....
from tinkybell- :
u read that entry?? For u??? it was meant for u and a laura and cary Anyways boo!! keep in touch email me arite not leavina s soon as i thought but soon enough ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey my lil hunnie b!! -Kisses ur tears away- Im sorry i did this to u! i didnt mean to upset u...this isnt goodbye rememberb goodbye means forever this is a ill see u later ill always love u and u will always be in my heart!! this is much worse then losing a boyfriend feel like im losing my angel! love u tonz and i will keep in touch i promise -forever in pain- signing off Ur fairy.. ps ill always have pixie dust for when we run away!
from chrisell :
hehe, I already got it ;) I've had it for two days now :D
from chrisell :
You speak fondly of me. I thank you. I would love to talk to you more. E-mail me at [email protected] I will be awaiting ;)
from tinkybell- :
Heya sorry bout ur auntie maybe i shouldnt have told u that so soon! u can run away and live with me!!! I love you sage! ash
from tinkybell- :
Heya sage My~*beautiful angel*~ Have some news for u!! i kinda got kicked out so that means not as much net time for me n e more *Cryz* Im a miss u ALOT and always remember me and never forget how much u mean to me i love u alot!!! But if u feel comfortable enough maybe we can write??? I love you angel so very much i will never ever forget u ash
from jadedcrimson :
Thank you so much for the kind words in my diary. Your latest entry is something I can relate to so well, you have no idea. I feel like that just about every day.
from notu-onlyme :
thank you so much for ur note, and thank you for taking the time to read my diary and learn about my life. And thank you for ur kind words. It means a lot to me. I just wish that it was really true. Thank you. With lots of love- Jo
from tinkybell- :
staind is utterly the best thign ever!! almost better then sex lolz love u ash
from tinkybell- :
OMG sage it was sooo cute i was so enviyas.(spelled it wrong) Well he told her he was falling in loev with her and she told him that she always loved him and then i made her ask him out and he sed i thought we were together already and she was like i wanna make it officaly and he sed yesh then he sed the cutist thing he was like kiki u take my hand to love and cherish in a relation ship (something like that) and she sed yeh then it was like omg omg omg omg YAY i gotta a man omg omg omg im crying omg o omg omg LoLz thats it!
from riotgirl- :
Hey Sage! Where have you been? I've been missin ya girl! Anyways, yup i got a boyfriend...OMG Ash how he asked me...she kept going aw awwwww awwww lmao, she'll tell you cause I copied and pasted the whole convo to her...lol I know I'm pathetic
from tinkybell- :
Hunnie.. ..if u need ANYTHING... i am here! I have alot of those days so u arent alone.. u feel invisible and all that bad stuff! loev you angel ash
from tinkybell- :
Heya My ex boyfriend jason sang it to me all the time and he sed it was our song and at first it killed me to listen to it when we broke up cuz i was sooo in love with him (still am but not like before) Anyways suits me and mikey more..but to me its like he is in love and the chick is just so disgusting and mean and put on this front to make him love her then she turned...and rejection to!! love u angel ash
from tinkybell- :
Heya hunnie!! I Love ya hehehe Ur the best!! i hope everything is okay and shit! Love always Ash
from boltedwrists :
sage. god. you are so fucking amazing...I can't even beguin to tell you. You know when something good happens and you just don't have any words to describe how you feel? I feel like that everytime I get that "someone signed you guestbook" e-mail. You are just too beautiful for words. Maybe one day if I am smart I will find them for you :) You make me want to be a better person...you make me smile, you make me laugh. you made me cry...happy tears don't worry. :) I haven't stopped crying for about 4 hours but I am glad i'm crying now. thank-you my beautiful rock-star sage. I love you. I love you. I love you. I hope you find love, and happiness. I hope love treatsyou good when you find it, because you deserve only the best. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
from tinkybell- :
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!
from tinkybell- :
love your poem boo!! ash
from tinkybell- :
hehehehe o0o0o0o ur callin me that too hehehe i feel like im on cloud 9 >[Blushes]< hehehe Anyways yesh but im the LUCKY one :) Love you ash
from boltedwrists :
but its so hard sage...its so fucking hard to take one step without her, even with her. I don't know what i am going to do. fuck. thank-you and i will try to make my way home... :) thnk-you for all the smiles you gave me. <3<3<3
from tinkybell- :
hehehe yay only nice things cuz ur the greatist most sweetist most prettyist lil angel ever!! And i love you 2 2 hehehe Love ash
from tinkybell- :
You Mean EVERYTHING to ME!!! I agree with u on i wanna be everything i cant be but i guess if u try maybe u will succeed never know in less u give it ago RITE!!! Anyways hunnie i know how u r feeling Love Ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage!! Im Sorry I worried you >>Huggles and kisses<< Im Better today! No More worries!!And >>[I LOVEEEE u TOO]<< Very VERY very VERY very VERY Much hehehe Always.. Ashley
from tinkybell- :
Its Okay I leave my self notes but not attentionaly! *Rawr* No meaning..just a face! I Promise Today..But tonite and tommorrow holds a whole different meaning! Love you too!>>[Dont Forget It]<< Plz Ashley
from tinkybell- :
I guess so.. But if i dont have a meaning then i am nothing i dont exist.. Ash
from tinkybell- :
thanks.. But within a week id be nothing more then a name written on a tomb stone.. Youd have alot of people to kill...to much of a quest to think about... Whats the best way to leave this world?? I dont lite n e thing up..and when i try somebody quickly stomps on it so i dotn get noticed.. ash
from tinkybell- :
sage >>[Huggles]<< Oh gosh gurl!! Dont do that dont cry on my behalf!! >>Plz<< My tears r endless my pain to deep to cure... i am nothing more then a broken soul yet to be forgotten! I Really am Nothing and i guess im just realizing this..Im better off dead maybe then the pain and suffering and tears will end but then again maybe they will just burn more into my ashened heart! one more touch one more knock down my heart will turn to dust! I Think its best if everyone forgot bout me..Everyone would be better off.. im a stranger who should be shunned to the shadows never to be heard never to be seen only to hear my whimpers of a lonely soul and a broken heart! Ash
from riotgirl- :
no one is getting the guy slmao its not cool lmao im addnig more to the site so if you got ideas lemme know k sage luv ya hun - Nikkers
from tinkybell- :
Yeah hehe!! U r my good friend too!! i smiled last nite and for the first time in months i didnt cry my self to sleep. Mike made a promise to me though...He promised never to fall in love with me!? I dont know why he made it and i dunno how to take it but i was just like hmmz sounds like a movie... n e ways whatcha think?? I wish jeremy was here >>Cryz<< Love ash
from tinkybell- :
OMG SAGE!!! im happy for u :-) hehehhehee >>kisses<< Ash
from tinkybell- :
Yes hunnie u r a better writer!!
from tinkybell- :
I know u care..but i still cant but feel un-loved *sighs*!! Love ash
from tinkybell- :
>>Huggles you<< Your amazing i love u soooo much *Blushes* i dont need to teach u lessons>>Frowns<< your better then me! im glad u liked butterfly Love u ash!
from tinkybell- :
AWWW sage omg i totally loved ur poem amazing words!! i took it as my boy letting me down and leaving me and lying to me and all that horrible shit!! Great writing! Love u ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey >>Smile's<< ok b!! hehe ur the best u still havent told me bout what u think of butterfly love ya tonz ash
from blindsilence :
hey. thanks for the note. i read some of your poetry also. you are a really good writer. i like to read poetry that you know is true. the kind that you know that the person wrote from experience. keep it up. - blindsilence/ hcorenights
from riotgirl- :
lol deal hun :P im starting the story in a little bit i just got back from seeing the hulk and stuff and its cool
from tinkybell- :
hey b!! HeHe im glad u liked it >>Dont Cry:-(<< I dont like when i make ppl cry *CRYZ* Anyways i want u to read BUTTERFLY and lemme know what u think.. And oh thanks i know jeremy is cute hehehe he is soo gorgeous!! i miss him so much!! i think i may write something for him write now :) Ash
from riotgirl- :
no no no I dun think so....BENJI IS MINE!!!!! I laid claim :P Jus messin :P we can share :P lol what ya up to???
from riotgirl- :
hey sage...did you read my diary lately...Benjis still there :P he might be there permanently lmao OMG i write in it just so i can see him :P I re read everything just so I can see him :P I know how pathetic eh? I'm adding a fan fiction part to my site...so if you wanna be in the story let me knwo :P i had this idea i jus have to run it by ash but ummm no one gets good charlotte...too many fights over benji :P they can be related or friends or somethin aight?
from riotgirl- :
omg Sage I just got finished reading your diary oh god :) it's mass sweet...:P I've never had a kiss like that until the first time I kissed Wes *sigh* the memories kill dude :( but it's all good I'm better off without him...hey if you have yahoo add me punk_rock_princess19 or on msn [email protected] see ya later hun :) luv you- Nikki
from riotgirl- :
lol you go sage :) kill the bastard :D
from riotgirl- :
holy shit man I'm getting hit from every damn angle lmao...so whats up sage? Nothing much here just dealing with the abusive behaviour of my ex and how hes treating me right now holy shit man you should have seen it he came into the raw budsmokers chat room just to harrass the shit out of me man its nuts!
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage!! i wrote that thing!! its kinda shitty but i will write a better one!! i promise!! and dont listen to my b (riotgurl-) shes lyin her ass off shes beautiful!! Ashley
from riotgirl- :
man i suck :P i am sooooo ugly :P ask b she will tell you :P at least i think im ugly...but benji says different;)
from tinkybell- :
hey sage!! hehe im glad u and my b kiki(riotgirl-) get along!! shes amazing i love her!! lolz if u go to our site u will see a pic of my baby jeremy *Blushes* tell me what u think of him ok!! and ur poem was amazing i wish i could write that well!! Love you lots ashley
from riotgirl- :
sure I'll help :P But do you wanna go far into the states? LMAO I'm in Canada so it's far for me :P go to my site me and ash made it it's amazing I e-mailed good charlotte and told them to go there when they got time and they said they would so it's all good...sign the guestbook too :P http://www.geocities.com/good_charlottes_girls/index.html make sure you go and sign the guestbook and look around me and ash have our pics under the about the girls and they are in our separate biographies :) have fun and if you know anything about the guys besides what I know just click the e-mail link and let me know :) thanks hun :P
from riotgirl- :
lol sage...I picked a good one eh???? lmao I luv Benji...I met them too :P lol I got to sit between Joel and Benji for a pic and they kissed me on the cheek and I melted :PI was like Benji I luv you he's like yup I know :P LOL but meh I'll tell you more later :) see ya hun :P
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage.. Thanks..when i write shit i try to create it from the heart..i have major difficultys tryin to find the rite words to descirbe it its weird Love ash
from riotgirl- :
thanks lol...I hope so too lmao have you seen my diary lately OMG I luv Benji and OMG i luv the template i saw and now I'm droolin lol i came to my diary jus to see it :P
from riotgirl- :
i hope my friends find him and rip him apart :P
from tinkybell- :
You are such a sweet heart!! I love ya!! ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey ok girl im a email u for sure... Ur great!! and i love ya too hunnie...!!! i wish i didnt haev this pain either but im glad that no one can take it from me cuz i would hate to see somebody go through this.. Love ya a-s-h-l-e-y
from tinkybell- :
hey thanks sage,,, Even though i dont know u that much u mean alot to me! n e ways i need ur email again plz...im not very religous either i just beleive he is an angel. thanks for ur words u and bltedwrists have made my day alot easier thank u!!! a-s-h-l-e-y
from tinkybell- :
I love the lay out! But even crying dosent seem to stop the hurt....and they just dont care if u cry know what im sayin! a-s-h-l-e-y
from tinkybell- :
Hey... Id love to talk to u about it im sure maybe if somebody else understood i wouldnt feel so lost and maybe not even so hurt... thank you though i dont think its all that good! a-s-h-l-e-y
from riotgirl- :
thanks alot :) that means alot since I hardly know you :P I think that is really cool :P Thanks for the advice it's really cool...it's just he thought I wasn't good enough I guess...I did everything he wanted and sometimes even more and I guess it just wasn't good enough...anyways thanks a bunch it really means alot :) Luv you, Nikki
from tinkybell- :
Hey bo0!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! YaY Gooo girl hehehe Dont be ashamed of feeling good...cuz it seems feeling good only happens a few times. But YaY im happy for u!!!!!!!! *Huggles* Love ash
from tinkybell- :
hey i wrote 3 new journals ash
from tinkybell- :
Hmmz ur letter is interesting....i personally have a really hard time sayin my whole feelings and i am really trying to do so with my journal but its so hard i dont want ppl to read it and not understand....its hard to say i guess... But u...u write from ur heart from what i can tell...and i i have alot of problems doin so i have so much negativity in my life that im affraid ppl r goin to think there inferior to me or something....i dunno but i love ur journal ur the best Love u tonz Ashley
from tinkybell- :
Hey Mah bad hunnie... Oh well boy girl dosent matter i still love ya hehehehehhehe N e ways EMAIL ME B!!!! LoLZ....!! And boys suck... i dont think andrew?? was that his name?? Knows what he lost...guys r soo fuckin stupid AHHHHH...Kill Em all! Then guys wonder why girls buy dildos hehehe Anyways Love ya *muah muah* AshLey
from tinkybell- :
SAGEE!!!!!! I totally love Ur last entry... I so can relate to it..i guess cuz thats what im going through rite now with jeremy *CryZ* N e ways..i understand what uy wrote in my note's about...but i feel better when i dont eat like maybe he will love me more N e ways hunnie write me back ok Love ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage sho nauff... Love fuckin sucks i dont understand it...*cryz* N e ways i might rite a new entry later so check it out ok and i added u to my list heheheh UR AWESOME!!!!!! Plus i made my friend kiki check ur site out (riotgurl-) Arite peace out boy scout Love Ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey sage... well my email is [email protected] Holla at me arite... ~*Peace*~ Love ash
from tinkybell- :
Hey i just read ur journal shit and i think its interesting u can check mine out but it may be lame *LoLz* Ashley
from autumn666 :
well...hmmm.....you are interesting.....kiss kiss

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