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from jonathan29 :
Hey, send me an email so I'll have your email addy. I'll send it to you. jonathantx29@yahoo.com
from jonathan29 :
I just joined randyblue if you'd like to check it out...let me know. :)
from devian :
hey oscar--we shall definately hang out! i'm planning a little going-away party for myself and i would love for you to attend. i'll give you more details as they develop. :) you best be in the US this time, bee-otch!
from devian :
hey you! i'm getting together with a dland buddy tomorrow (who is flying in from the east coast). we're going to chill and maybe got to the loop. was wondering if you'd like to join us! shoot me a note and we'll talk tomorrow!
from robbiew815 :
Hey buddy... If your dad has a problem with you being gay and having "Out" magazine, he'll probabaly freak if you tell him you have a bf. If you must introduce, just introduce him as a friend. It probabaly sounds unhealthy and going against everything our community believes in, but family is important- and I think that that would allow much unnecessary chaos into your life. I speak from experience. I plan on taking care of all that once I've moved out and am financially independent. That way if they do blow up, they'll have to contact me rather than me having to see them every day and be judged. In response to your relationship... congrats! No, there is no guide to how dating is suppossed to be done, you just gotta wing it and do what feels right. I've tried to base dates on what I've seen on Sex and the City and such... it doesn't work. Good luck with finals! ~Wes
from devian :
hey sweetie. i'm sorry we haven't gotten together yet. i'm not the best company at the moment. i'm really hating vegas and can be a real misery when i'm unhappy. i will be out and about on Dec. 16 though. my company is having our holiday party at body english and after, some co-workers and i are going over to hamburger mary's for the wet underwear contest. you should meet up with us! how fun!
from jonathan29 :
Ha-ha...somehow I knew that you'd know who Colton Ford is. :) I wonder if he's putting out a whole CD?
from robbiew815 :
Happy Birthday! Be careful! I've discovered that alcohol is very expensive and adds up quick when your drunk. ~Wes
from devian :
the lunchbox is my favorite too! you can use it for lunch or drugs...
from tmb :
Glad you had a good time getting a "back massage" - it sounds like you did!
from devian :
hey you! i was always planning on moving near the university, but we ended up finding a place in henderson instead...so i'll be about 15 minutes away!!! that's not too far... :) have a fun bday and we'll have to have a belated celebration sometime. we'll go to hamburger mary's for the wet underwear contest and i'll buy you a drink <3
from robbiew815 :
Just to let you know... I feel ya bud. ~Wes
from marineboi :
You listen to Mel C??? I dont think I've ever known anyone, besides myself, that listens to her (solo anyway).
from marineboi :
I know how you feel about the whole gay relationship thing. I can never really make the first move either. And I know how you feel about being depressed about not having anyone. It makes you wish that the majority of the world was gay/lesbian/bi...it would make it so much easier. But, I hope you feel better.
from loopyboi :
You enjoyed "Pumpkin"??? I thought I was the only one. ;) Just clicking my way through diaryland. Can't sleep. G'night. :) J
from ignacio :
You're feeling existential angst. Join the club. It's the feeling of emptiness, that life has no meaning. It develops from living life in an aesthetic way: Good is what is beautiful, pleasurable, and not boring. Sorry pal, but although porn is certainly an outlet for homosexuality, it's not really that great in the long run. Nor is it very true. Sometimes I feel like my gay-ness is some kind of sin or blemish, but nothing positive can really come out of that thinking. Try to concentrate on some greater good, like God or something (I'm sorry, I'm being awfully evangelical). Be strong, God loves you, and get rid of your porn, because it's disgraceful... mostly to you.
from devian :
motherfucking SMG! gah! anyway, i agree with you--where are all the "normal" gay people? who aren't jack, will or carson? WHERE?!
from march-hare :
I do love "Rich Girls". I watched a mini marathon yesterday. It's great. Enjoy your trip!
from tmb :
Have a great trip, Oscar!
from to-be-frank :
At the end of the day you're going to have to upset somebody, better it be the one you won't feel so guilty about. I would have thought that to be your mother seeing as she has family members to amuse her and your dad doesn't. I think staying with dad would cause less guilt. Of course, mine is advice based only on conjecture. Good luck with your final decision! N x P.S. I tried to put this in your guestbook, but it appears to not be working - I kept going through to the internet optimizer dealy.
from lameassgirl :
And I just realized that I signed your guestbook yesterday saying basically the same thing....sorry im out of it heh
from lameassgirl :
happy late birthday, im glad you have a good time. Have fun on your trip, that sounds awesome
from jonathan29 :
Hey thanks for the note about Diet Rite...I've had that before, and it's not bad at all. Problem is that with no caffeine, it doesn't do me much good when I'm stumbling around at 7 AM trying to get ready for work. :)
from taydo :
Thanks! :)
from peepin-tam :
i'm sending a hug your way... it's all about positive energy flow, my friend. think positive, FEEL positive! feel yourself where you want to be! don't think about where you are, or where you don't want to be, but imagine where you want to be, and FEEL it! ("c'mon get ha-ppeeee!!") i know it sounds corny, but give it a try. you can control your feelings, and so, control your life. good luck! <hug> :)
from xreviewyoux :
your review is up!
from kokartka :
You bought a blue watch silly! I sense a dislike toward red after all...
from fumblinglust :
Thank you kindly, sir.
from fumblinglust :
Quick question: do you happen to know what the closest Ikea is to Vegas? I'll be needing more fabulous furniture for my new place.
from myhorizons :
I loved looking at your pictures! And BTW nice taffy :)
from peepin-tam :
holy christ! what year do we live in?!?! i just don't understand why there's such a debate over this type of thing... love is love, no matter who it involves... how can bush say he believes in equality if he's not willing to do something about it?? actions speak louder than words... someday humankind will look back and think of today as the dark ages, i swear it.
from faepriestess :
lol, gay guys are the most fun.
from robbiew815 :
Amen to that sister! Oh, and damn you for getting a... whats that called again?... oh, thats right... a day off! Luv, Wes hehehe :o)
from pessimistgrl :
just wanted to tell you i liked your diary
from pearlspill :
Your ad is hilarious. Yippie. Yes yes yes.
from yoyobek :
HI! I like your diary, I like you! :)
from peepin-tam :
i get the feeling that there's a lot more going on in your head, but, for one reason or another, you're too afraid to write it down...
from peepin-tam :
isn't honesty the point of a diary?
from robbiew815 :
Thanks for the heads up bro! It says to maintain a cumulative gpa of 2.0, but they fail to define what "Satisfactory Progress" is. ::nervous:: Oh well, such is life! ~Wes
from kokartka :
where o where is oscar the drunk travel whore? where o where could he be?
from robbiew815 :
Sorry to hear about your grandma, dude. My prayers are with her. :-)
from robbiew815 :
Cool show about your dad movin' to Vegas. Personally, I would just wait for a reason to discuss the talk. Try to look at it as your father and you are roomates, not you living in your dad's apartment. Be respectful and not leave out "XY" or blast "Petshop boys", but just keep it to your own space. My parents hate when I talk of liberal church agendas (ie. women priests, inclusive sacraments, etc.) so I respectfully disagree and keep such literature and such in my bedroom. I know that they should be educated on the subject, but to avoid arguments and tension, I don't try to push buttons. Just let your dad know by living with you how much of a great guy you really are, and he will eventually come to understand that you are what you are. Best of luck! ~Wes :o)
from chrishardin :
Hey...saw your diary and checked your profile. "Beautiful Thing" <i>and</i> David Sedaris??? It must be fate. Drop me a line.
from kokartka :
i thought i was just some CRAZY CHICK, you knew? you can't tell me what to do... I'm NOT updating... i won't , i won't, i won't ... you can't make me!!!
from addicted2ski :
We don't have the wonder of the 99 Cent store out in Kentucky, we do have the Dollar Tree! And they just opened a new one near me in what used to be a supermarket. Imagine, if you will, a 99 Cent store the size of an average grocery store! Deity bless America.
from addicted2ski :
The number one thing I'm grateful for this Christmas: Knowing I'm not the only person out there who enjoys the sacred art of spatula dancing.
from addicted2ski :
Could you PLEASE send me the full-size Bellagio ceiling picture? I've been looking for something like that for my computer at work - addicted2ski@yahoo.com - Oh, and a candy cane vibrator? Wow, God Bless the USA! -Matt
from addicted2ski :
Ugh. Research methods. I took one of those courses my senior year. Luckily it was an evening class, so I could go out for mixed drinks afterward. :-)
from robbiew815 :
Thanks for the note, Oscar. I'll keep all that in mind. Have a good night and pleasant tomorrow! ~Wes
from fumblinglust :
I like your new format :). And I do know what you mean about the intense dream. Been there! ~Andrea
from afagn2hags :
From what I just read in your diary (and from what I hear from people who know you), I think you do want people to feel sorry for you. You even got me to read your diary (once) and I never attended on reading it. Your "disclaimer" you put on your diary was, I think, unnecessary because writing a diary entry is about being YOURSELF. Just try and be somewhat original and tactful in the process and I think you might feel better about yourself. ~Steph
from afagn2hags :
Dude, I slightly believe in the fact that "imitation is the highest form of flattery", but, in your case, I have to say that you copying our format kind of pissed me off. I know that pasting your im conversations to your diary isn't that new of an idea, but when you do it RIGHT AFTER you read another diary that has done it, I would call that VERY unoriginal (and possibily a problem with having a lack of imagination). Especially when the conversation you put up didn't really have a point and was very random. I have never read your diary (and I don't intend on reading it) and I don't know what your "situation" is, but lets try and keep the diary entries original. I know it might be a hard thing to do, but I think you might be able to do it. ;) ~Steph
from robbiew815 :
"What should I put first? Family? School?" Keep in mind Oscar, that family is more than your blood relatives. I love my immediate family (Mom, Dad, sisters...) but I also love my best friends just as much. Karie and I are pretty much joined at the hip. At times, I would say that Karie is more my family than my actual family. Just something to keep in mind. ~Wes
from robbiew815 :
Oscar- I keep reading about you relationship with your parents. I think that you need to set an ultimatum. "Love me for me, treat me with respect and dignity, or you'll loose me". Otherwise you are going to feel an eternal guilt trip from them. If you rid yourself from your parents dissaproval you will find peace in your life and be able to cope and feel less depressed! ~Wes

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