messages to lyssbobiss:
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from polstreak2 :
Lys!! Please email me so we can get back in touch-- I don't have time to update here much, but I'd love to hear how your life has been! I've lost all touch with Matt in the last couple of years and only get to talk to Angie via facebook. I miss my Kentucky posse! Please email me at sebgsebg@yahoo.com so we can catch up. SO good to hear from you, and can't wait to hear more! :)
from sexyatheist :
woman! you have to create a secret locked blog just for me so i can know what's going on in your life. a baby? that's so exciting, i want to know everything! my note below this one has my email address, please email me and tell me everything. and include pics of the little one!
from sexyatheist :
i miss you like crazy. any chance you wanna, you know, talk to me or something. you can email me at jizzdrop@yahoo.com or on here although this is more public and stuff. it's just been a long time and i'm curious how you're doing.
from sexyatheist :
i absolutely can imagine. and that's one of the reason that while i may disagree, i totally respect and understand when i woman is pro-life or anti-abortion. i just can't handle it when men are that way. and that story about not only 1 but 2 drunk drivers is heartbreaking. and only reminds me of why it's so heinous.
from sexyatheist :
it makes perfect sense. and i can't say i don't disagree with that. my ex boyfriend created drama and my current boyfriend makes my life so much easier. i like your definition a lot. in fact, i may even steal it.
from sexyatheist :
yeah, i'm applying for dual phd/jd degrees for my eventual (hopefully) career as a forensic psychologist. so since i will be going for the jd, i need to apply to law school and take the LSATs and all that. it sucks and costs a lot of money but you do what you have to.
from sexyatheist :
my dear! well, i think he looks pretty funny anyway. and i would like the movie much better if he was sportin' the original miami vice look. so really, it's still a point against the whole thing.
from sexyatheist :
hey sweetie! i just got your note. not sure why it took so long. anyway, i'm reading "twenty years after" which is the sequel to "the three musketeers." it's quite awesome. after this i'll start the next 3 part series. what book is he reading? (if it's "the counte of monte cristo," that is my favorite!)
from sexyatheist :
not at all sweetie! i know someone who is 22 and has been with her boy for 6 months or so and is getting married. you weren't even on the edge of my mind when i wrote it. and i don't know what's with all the haters. i don't even know who that is, which is probably why they're hating. miss you and love you too my dear.
from sexyatheist :
congratulations on your engagement! i would have heard about it if you had updated more recently than 88 days ago. i still love you, but i would love you more if you would actually update
from sexyatheist :
god he is lovely, isn't he? sometimes i forget how breathtakingly beautiful that man is. and where have you been little lady? i miss you!
from sexyatheist :
hey sweetie. yeah, it's the guy that i was dating when i met my current boyfriend. have a great weekend and you are amazing!
from pattymelt :
why, dr gonzo, what big ears you have! he's a beauty! and yeah, join the rest of us 12 year olds - i am DYING for "one tree hill" to start!
from sexyatheist :
i know it's only been a week, but i'm happy to hear from you. and, congratulations on your 2005 anniversary.
from neangel :
i can't wait to see the exorcism of emily rose! it looks so scary and i swear i must get off on scary myself or something. ;) have fun with the anniversary.
from sexyatheist :
but how was the pain? although a wax will probably last a week (damn me for being greek) i like the idea but i am worried about the pain involved in the actual waxing. details, you must give me. and i'm more of a bullet girl myself too. the ledger is actually fairly small but it has the dildo part and a little guy on the front for clitoral stimulation which i need. a lot of.
from neangel :
OMG! I missed it and now I know that brian and him break up??? OMG!! That is totally fucked up! not too out of the blue though cause justin was really upset about how much brian changed with the bomb thing. although i think it just goes to show you that sometimes you think you know what you want until you actually get it and then you realize that it was just the grass is always greener... did that make any sense?
from neangel :
email me at ob1angelATyahooDOTcom and I can send it over to you and you can start reading!
from neangel :
i haven't seen that commercial? what is it for? it sounds pretty depressing. new reader. friend of sexyatheist. thanks.
from sexyatheist :
i tend to agree that people like us are somewhat more interesting and intelligent but i know that may be a personal bias. and yeah, it definitely makes us cheaper dates but my boyfriend never pays for me anyway so i'm not sure that will really make a difference to him. awesome you are, as usual
from alure :
i saw that jon stewart. that man made me so angry but i was glad that jon was the one 'interviewing' him. fark, his whole points were based entirely on ideals, when the fact of the matter is, the nuclear family is a total minority now! give me a break!! it still baffles me that people can still think that 'traditional' families are the only way to raise a family. anyway, hope you have a great weekend!
from ionme :
i'm ok sweetie!! how are you? xo
from sexyatheist :
you're beautiful and i think you're amazing. and i wish we lived close enough to actually hang out. that is all
from sexyatheist :
please don't! leave a short note that is. i love your long notes, you have no idea. yeah, i'm not sure i think it's worth talking about. but i agree with you completely about talking to them but the truth is that i know it won't change anything and i don't think the relationship is worth it anyway. and by the way, i forgot to thank you for your note about leaving home. it was harsh to hear how hard it will be for me but i needed the truth. and i appreciated that. lastly, i noticed in comment for me in your profile someone told you i was painfully beautiful? i'm curious as to whom. now there's a long one for you!
from sexyatheist :
uh huh happy birthday. uh uh happy birthday. that's happy birthday, boxxy brown style, a la aqua teen. if you haven't seen it, you should. anyway girlie, i hope i'm not too late in wishing you happy birthday, you sexy beast.
from indigo-love :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
from salazabr :
I say trust your radar/instincts, you have them for a reason. If Casey can't resepct that then fuck him. Also remember that the innocent have nothing to hide and won't even try if they love/respect you. The defensive ones are usually the guilty ones.
from indigo-love :
hey! just wanted to let you know that i am in the process of moving: http://livejournal.com/users/indigo_love . yea, i moved to the dark side. ;)
from sexyatheist :
i'm sorry girlie. luckily i live in L.A so we get almost everybody coming here. i think it's almost required if you're in show business. and you should move here. i would love to have you around
from indigo-love :
or with that 90 billion dollars, paris hilton should take some grammar lessons. actually, i take that back... she SAID in an interview that girls should act stupid because then boys will like them better. what a fucktoid.
from indigo-love :
hey you! you asked me about BETTY (i think they use all caps for their name, but who knows. lol.). yeah, i've heard of them. i saw them play at the march for women's lives last april in DC. my friend who used to work for planned parenthood used to call them "PP's house band." i guess that was kind of true for a while. they're ok. i don't love them, but i certainly don't hate them either. the one woman (kind of curly blonde hair) kind of annoys me at times. i think they are VERY talented - just not really my type of music. my girlfriend REALLY likes them, though. :)
from sexyatheist :
yes, but it you are being misinformed about the crusades with hottie mchot pants edward norton playing the king (apparently) then misinform me baby! and i supposed orlando bloom isn't too bad either, he just seems really small to me.
from ionme :
yes, i do feel like i'm settling sometimes. i think in time he could be the most amazing boyfriend but it takes patience, which as a leo i don't have. heh. but i'm getting there....and i guess seeing the slow but sure progress is enough to make me endure the different maturity levels going on here. that, and the fact that we talk things out.... anyway, thanks for the note! *hugs*
from sexyatheist :
there you go my dear. and i thought they were really interesting questions. i hope the answers weren't too boring
from sexyatheist :
i am so glad you got that dane cook reference! i do so love him. and as for compton, you're probably right about all wives and kids. but i've been there and it is pretty scary.
from salazabr :
OMG!! I LOVE Matthew Good and Weapon, if you don't have Beautiful Midnight you should find it. I don't even want to think about what happens after QAF is over. At least Season four is coming out Tuesday on DVD.
from indigo-love :
i feel ya. i had to take some time off from graduate school as well (though i never went back, but i knew that i wouldn't when i left). anyway, when i signed those papers that said i was leaving, it felt SO good! i felt SO free! and yah for you and casey! how awesome!
from sexyatheist :
i totally did not know that and wish i did before my presentation. people would have loved that! yeah, frotteurism is awesome. i don't know that i have a favorite but i'm thinking about going into forensics with a focus on sex offenders. so all of the paraphilias interest me.
from fuzzhead :
in answer to your question on my notes page: i was recently diagnosed with ADD, however the doctor first perscribed me celexa thinking that depression was the "lesser" of the two evils and thought that celexa might rule OUT ADD. i wasn't depressed then, and i sure as hell am not depressed NOW lol.sexual side-effects with celexa? oh hell yeah. frustrating as hell. as for welbutrin, i have heard that it has done many great things for many people. i tried to quit smoking a few years ago and was on zyban (welbutrin. first of all it felt like i was plugged into a coffeepot all day, i was highly emotional, and after 3 weeks i broke out in hives all over my body. i rember have suicidal thoughts as well. needless to say i am never taking that again!!! anyways thank you so much again for your advice.
from salazabr :
Let me begin by saying that as far as I'm concerned The West Wing ended when Sorkin left. After that it's been craptastic and it's like they are whole new characters. Ok...here we go. Umm...NO, your mom is not one of your best friends she is your mother. You can be very close with her (as I am with mine) but she is and always will be your mother. NOT your friend. It's possible and very healthy to have a friend-like relationship with your parents but your parents are NOT your friends. They are your parents and play a distinct and different role in your life. It's all a matter of verbiage and how you define relationships. I'm very blessed by having the BEST MOM ON THE PLANET and the best friend in the world both at the same time. However those are two mutually exclusive things. Think of it this way; If your mom is your best friend, who would you bitch to when your mom pissed you off? ;)
from salazabr :
It's a matter of verbiage. To me a best friend is someone who you can share everything with. Someone who knows all your dirty little secrets and things you might even be ashamed of and still loves you. The person you call to bitch about all the other people in your life because you know they'll listen and understand. The person you talk to when things hit the fan because you know they'll help you clean it off, the person you call when things are great to share the joy with. In short, to me a best friend is someone who loves you unconditionally faults, helps you up when you fall and is your biggest fan even when you're not winning. So...if a spouse or lover can fit that bill than so be it but I don't think it's possible. Another common confusion is people who think a parent is their best friend. I call that a shitty parent, not a best friend. Does clear things up at all?
from fuzzhead :
hey thanks for all the great advice, i can totally relate to what you said about celexa making you tired. i have been for WEEKS now on this crap. my follow-up is next week and i hope i can get something different.
from swimmmer72 :
sorry to hear about your troubles. i think UK over-reacted, too. so....., pull back, re-group, and pick back up where you left off. a decreased workout isn't necessarily a bad thing. people, including myself, tend to let themselves get way too stressed out over stuff that isn't worth getting stressed out about.
from sexyatheist :
thank you for the long note. it was incredibly helpful and i really appreciate it. and i will certainly take you up on your offer for more help. especially starting around september or so. thank you again.
from indigo-love :
ohhh ohhh ohhh, it would be awesome if your reunion were in osaka. i lived in osaka for a bit. not the best place in japan, but if it were there, you could travel to some really kickass parts of japan!
from sexyatheist :
how did the whole application process go for you? any advice that you think might be of help? i only have 10 months and counting.
from swimmmer72 :
no, please, STAY on your soapbox. as always, you have something important to say. thanks for the note! :)
from indigo-love :
my girlfriend bought one of those mattress toppers. she says it's the most comfortable thing she's ever slept on. :) oh, by the way, i was laughing out loud at your review of the modest mouse concert. i know ALL about annoying people at concerts. after reading your entry i have come to the conclusion that whether it be a modest mouse or indigo girls show, annoying "fans" behave the same at every show!
from ionme :
thank you sweetie. xoxo
from daizymaizy :
The cord thingie that charges the computer's battery died, so I was without the ability to compute for a week. Woe was me! But I am back. Also I love you. And cheese. You and cheese.
from salazabr :
I'm with you on the meeting and marrying thing. People in UT take it to a whole new level, it's scary sometimes.
from pattymelt :
yeah, her lips bother me too. like, what does that look like kissing close? giant lips and pencil line eyebrow. he must be blind.
from ionme :
um, what's up with the not touching of the clit?
from salazabr :
OMG!! I just bought that yesterday and I am loving it!! LOVED the movie too!! Sorry about all the stress and bullshit lately.
from ionme :
omg, funny funny picture. thanks for posting - made me laugh :D xoxo
from indigo-love :
when i was a senior in college, i had to take this stupid senior sem. for my thesis. one morning, i had a huge presentation and i managed to sleep right through my alarm. oops. anyway, the prof called me at home. i was really sick, and he was really ok with it. hopefully things will go the same for you. hang in there!
from ionme :
hi honey! i know, i'm about to get a restraining order if he doesn't back off. you're the first person i read that bought the bracelet! thank you darling. xoxo
from salazabr :
I know the "holding on by a thread" feeling all too well. Good luck on keeping your grip. =)
from ionme :
the f**kin pie - oh my god, i love you! LOL
from pattymelt :
dude, i know how jars of clay is! and ryan does not have a big head. i am some how attracted to guys with that pokey up hair thing. KB does it and for some reason, i find it incredibly sexy. i love the CD. i want a boyfirend that plays guitar, has pokey hair and only wears shoes outside.
from salazabr :
OH! And thanks for the nice comments in your favorites. =)
from salazabr :
Well thank you, sounds like you used to read me when I actually used to update. ;) My username/password is the same as ionme's so feel free to check me out. =)
from ionme :
xanax huh? i need some of that. i am with you on wanting it chilly and having a blanket all around me :D
from pattymelt :
don't feel bad. i know who both are. although i wouldn't have been able to tell you jesse's name but i know he is the kid i always mistake for aaron carter!
from ionme :
i suggest you masturbate right away! or better yet, have sex or get drunk, or go shopping, or smoke a joint. you know, because these are the healthy things that make my bad weeks better.
from swimmmer72 :
when i taught, i was the same way, and i had to learn the hard way to NOT give too many essays questions out at once. between the two of us, we're getting absolutely no sleep whatsoever. we must have been very bad in a previous life!! :)
from pattymelt :
dizzy/sweaty = low blood sugar. eat something.
from ionme :
and now darling, i can't get the song out of my head. ack...
from ionme :
thank you for telling me who the fuck sings that song. i've been quoting lyrics for days and everyone's like 'i dunno' ha...is that the only good song? xoxo
from pattymelt :
online dating = lots of frogs before you find even ONE prince. and some of them are TOADS. and TROLLS. it's a game of numbers. trust me.
from indigo-love :
omg! laughing my ass off at your descriptions of the three dudes who emailed you. they all sound like winners to me. HAHAHH.
from swimmmer72 :
well, you aren't pregnant, BUT, i was still pretty stressed about it, and i'm going out and buying a TV, too. yup, you're right. nothing like an electronic purchase to smooth things out.... ;)
from ionme :
whew, got in....some days i can, some days i can't. congrats on the sex!!!
from swimmmer72 :
well, hrmph,.... what kind of mess have we made of things THIS time, alyssa? eh, huh, um....? seriously, what's done is done, and if the GUYS don't have a problem with it.....? well, i don't know what the fuck that means either. i hope things sort themselves out for you. :)
from ionme :
your diary hates me. it does not let me in - how many times to i have to spell the password and get denied. do i have to write your diary a poem or something. UGH!
from ionme :
hey girl! i got in - YES!
from salazabr :
Thank you! =)
from salazabr :
May I have a password please and thank you. =)
from ionme :
i still can't get in - what is wrong? :( what is your email?
from ionme :
EXCUSE ME but did you change your password or what? I cannot get IN UGH!!!!
from indigo-love :
omg, the fake sample lecture thingy in TA training. i had to go through that shit when i was a TA in grad school (before i quit grad school). listening to the other soon-to-be TAs was so boring. i wanted to rip my hair out. i hope the rest of training is somewhat tolerable. i couldn't wait for mine to end. good luck!
from sexyatheist :
i apologize for being about as retarded as retarded gets. i think you left me that note 6 years ago and i've just finally gotten my ass to respond. i'm a loser. sorry. anyway, i'm glad you liked that rant. god, i must have written it forever ago. it's always nice when someone gets something out of the things that matter to me. it was nice hearing from you and again, i'm sorry about the high retardation factor. and if you have retards in your family and are offended by my high use of retard, i'm sorry about that too.
from swimmmer72 :
funny answers to your survey, alyssa. i haven't decided whether i'll do it or not - the challenge would be to have my answers be as funny AND as honest as yours, and i'm not sure i can pull that off. ;)
from indigo-love :
waaah. you locked :( thanks for the comment in my guestbook, though. yeah, kind of a sad (though we knew it was coming) court decision. anyway, if you want to email me your password, my email is indigokare@gmail.com take care!
from betchy :
hello. i want to read you, but you are locked. so am i. want to swap keys?
from polishstreak :
Hey Alyssa, can you email me at siouxieq78@aol.com w/ your new phone number and address and Matty's too? Your former Louisvillian buddy has some big news.... ;) Sorry I've been out of touch. We need to catch up soon! :) Later skater.
from ionme :
honey!!! i'm biting my tongue with this kissing situation. fuck that!
from pattymelt :
you are not a loser! thanks for taking my survey!
from ionme :
of course i like to ride it girl, you know me :) thanks for the note....love you too. hope you get some time off soon!
from pattymelt :
just because you say, i am goign to go buy gavin's CD. so when you roll over in bed, you tell him how much power you have! (yes, i know who he is cause he sings the theme song to one of my favorite shoes - "one tree hill"!!!)
from pixie-in-lv :
Thanks Alyssa! Sucks about your family, I can relate - one of my students found my old old journal from when I was in Michigan and I had to lock up and change as well! Thanks for the hookup!
from pattymelt :
you crack me up. thanks for letting me in! hope your back feels better soon.
from pattymelt :
now YOU are locked! what is everyone doing that is so bad they have to lock their diaries??? i hate this!
from pixie-in-lv :
alyssa, you're blocked! what happened? I loved reading you before, and now that I started my journal again, I've enjoyed keeping up.... if you feel comfortable, please send me your password :)
from ionme :
cool, maybe i'll like this pill better. u can do the same thing w/ it that you can that seasonale thing - you know that right? oh, and my bday is august 9 XOXOXO
from ionme :
cool, maybe i'll like this pill better. u can do the same thing w/ it that you can that seasonale thing - you know that right? oh, and my bday is august 9
from ionme :
thanks for the un & pw babe!
from kiki-blue :
oh you did give it to me lol! I just hadn't checked that far. I'll delete it from my notes so that it stays secret :) *smooches* love you!
from kiki-blue :
you've locked me out! noooo! *cries* please let me in! I'll show you more boobs!
from swimmmer72 :
alyssa, you're BLOCKED!!! please let me have a password!! i would miss reading your funny stories, PLUS, i was about to steal the quiz you stole from carrie!!! email me at SELsteveO@cs.com, or stick it in my notes somewhere, please please please!!! :)
from ionme :
you should run for president. i'd vote for you :D
from ionme :
did you use to sleep with tons of stuffed animals under your blankets and if one fell out of bed you had to get up and shove it back in there because you couldn't sleep until you did? because i did. *ahem*
from alure :
you are so funny! i love "A piece of string between your buttcheeks". you have such a funny perspective on things. and by that i mean that you seem to make things have a funny twist. or is that just how i take it. i could be way off. its been known to happen. anyway, just wanted to let you know that you are hilarious!
from swimmmer72 :
i don't hate ALL celebrities, but britney epitomizes all that is wrong about stardom. take a ever so slightly talented girl from nowhere, louisiana, and be amazed when she acts like she ain't had no fetchin' up. over-rated, over-hyped, and not nearly as hot as everyone seems to think she is. why isn't she last year's news already? sorry for the rant, but britney is the worse of an overblown genre.
from ionme :
i'm totally an asshole. i missed your birthday - i'm sorry! how about, you can spank me instead of me spanking you ha...xo
from pattymelt :
thanks for taking my survey! you had some good answers! gale harold....mmmmmmm
from pattymelt :
your name generates all kinds of yum doesn't it? how lucky are you? good luck on that bday dinner. maybe someone will give you like a zillion dollars for your bday.
from swimmmer72 :
i agree with you about paris hilton. add britney spears and nicole richie to the list! :)
from ionme :
4.0 - you rock!!!! i'm so proud of you, really - that's awesome and you deserve it. <3 ya sis
from chained-soul :
OMG, I know which castle you are talking about...I used to be a nanny for a couple who lived in Versailles every summer...My neighbor up there was Eddie Sutton, the former UK basketball coach...I loved it up there...That's so sad to hear about the castle, it was pretty damn neat...
from ionme :
there's a girl i have a crush on too. when she talks to me all i want to do is grab her sweet ass and ask her if she wants to get naked haha...
from ionme :
joss stone is a very sexy woman!!! *kiss*
from indigo-love :
oh man, that sounds SO painful. i really hope you are feeling better soon. *hugs*
from pattymelt :
pass that stone! feel better.
from swimmmer72 :
i hope you are feeling better soon. :)
from blakkrayn :
Ouch... kidney stones are for sure a bitch. My bf had them as well and I feel for you. I came from trendymatt's page and saw your in the hospital now & will be having surgery. Your in my thoughts & prayers, hun. xox
from ionme :
Good luck, do you live off of coffee???
from ionme :
that sounds great dear, but - i'm afraid they're everywhere and i bet the bigger the population the better they are at lying & cheating!!!!! don't forget - use condoms, ha!
from ionme :
hello darling, thanks for missing me - i feel so special :) i'll update soon, not sure where to start but if it gets boring - just know i went back to being a slut and screwed 2 guys over this weekend, so it will get good eventually :D
from pattymelt :
i thought you were working on a book report? what are you doing even listening to other people? i know you know that the only person's opinion of you that matters is your own. tell everyone else to screw off. and that includes your dad. then you can go look for porn on yahoo.
from swimmmer72 :
WOW! well, that was about the most honest, emotional entry i've ever read. and 100% right on the mark. you deserve all those things you ask for, and i hope that whoever that was directed at is paying attention. you are a good person, alyssa, and you deserve the best from life.
from pattymelt :
go here: http://club.telepolis.com/mordebcn/FotosVariasQAF.htm
from swimmmer72 :
i agree with you. you fall in love with who you fall in love with - does it HAVE to have a label attached to it? truth be known, there are millions of couples out there who have their own particular arrangement, and in many cases, sex doesn't even enter it. how do you label that, and why should anybody try? BTW, nice pic of you and your cat. it's always good to be able to attach an image to a person, and you do not disappoint. :)
from pattymelt :
i love that quizno's commercial too! i read soemwhere that those are actually some kind of south american monkey. i think it's a lie.
from pattymelt :
i am in that cranky nobody loves me i'm gonna eat some worms-ville, too. it sucks. it needs to quit raining and get warmer. dammit. and i need to win the lotto so i could hire me a real boyfriend!
from swimmmer72 :
it's just end of winter bitchiness. i'm going through it, too. don't worry, a couple of nice, warm days and a little bit of innocent flirtation, and you'll be as good as new. :)
from pattymelt :
you had a fantasy sunday. bitch.
from lyssa843 :
ok so this is random- but my name's alyssa too and i was adopted which i think is really a trippy coincidence considering i was just looking at random dairies. anyway, good luck with the categorization, or lack there of. it's overrated.
from indigo-love :
i couldn't bear to even watch the state of the union (i can only take so much, ya know?). but it was summarized to me last night, and just hearing about it brought me to tears. how can he stand up in front of the entire country and spew his bigotry and hatred? i saddens me to no end. for one day, just for one day, he needs to live my (or any other queer's) life. maybe then he'll gain some understanding and compassion. anyway, i am a sap and i practically cried too when i read your entry. gawd, we need to vote him out in 2004.
from ionme :
oohhh, that would bother me just as much as it is you....fuck a bitch! i hope nothing happens, that story tore at my heart too. keep us posted sweetie! <3 ya!
from ionme :
Season 5 SATC came out this week :)
from swimmmer72 :
go, YOU!! your response to dad was outstanding, and you are definitely NOT the child in this relationship!! too bad about the cable, you are right - that is the essence of irony. the wing man thing sounds interesting, have fun! :)
from swimmmer72 :
***A tragic fire on Monday destroyed the personal library of President George W. Bush. Both of his books have been lost. A Presidential spokesman said the President was devastated, as he had not finished coloring the second one.*** i figured you would get a kick out of this. i know i laughed for about 10 minutes... :)
from ionme :
you're so in the top 3 of my favorite reads. i never skim you either. <3 ya! :P
from ionme :
if i cheer you up, my day is complete! :D
from pattymelt :
i overslept too! and can i tell you? saturday night i spent a good 30 minutes looking for my "goin' out" purse. was not having any luck. dammit. finally found it. hanging on the doorknob of my closet. yeah.
from pattymelt :
panera bread? i love their black bean soup! but what did you eat that gave you the shits? that is one of the few places that doesn't give me the shits!
from swimmmer72 :
that's really a very nice story. i'm glad that you feel the way you do about your adoption and upbringing. it gave me a good feeling while reading it. :)
from ionme :
I saw that episode where Alanis kissed Carrie and thought of you :) I'm here for you if you ever want to talk Lyss, about whatever!
from swimmmer72 :
funny entry!! unfortunately, all too real, as well. just so you don't think it only happens to you, i could relate to a lot of what you wrote. and i don't know how to fix it either.
from ionme :
I know I mean, what the fuck right? Like I really want to mess around with her again, hrmph! Plenty of lesbians would love to nibble on my nipples - she fucked up :P
from ionme :
I love you Lyss :)
from swimmmer72 :
i see a new slogan coming - "i swallow to fight cancer!" or maybe "let ME help YOU prevent breast cancer." hmmmm.... :)
from swimmmer72 :
don't despair, my friend, within the next day or two, i'll come up with a list of something new for you to do. if nothing else, it may drive you back to safe and comfortable. :)
from ionme :
Sweetie! At least you didn't have 'I've been workin on the railroad......' in your head like me. That was horrible. Oh, no, here it goes again. Argh! Get out get out get out...lol Ciao
from swimmmer72 :
"Oh, I'm putting it here for my own edification: I absolutely REFUSE to sleep with anyone else until I'm in a relationship" - would you be sleeping with the person you are having the relationship with? just checking... maybe a little obnoxiously, but hey. :)
from pattymelt :
love, love, love! what's this thing - relationship - you keep talking about? i don't think i have had a heathy one either.
from ionme :
I went to the largest gay resort in the US on Halloween (shhh, don't tell my readers, I haven't gotten that far yet). It was cool. I guess. I mean, I'm kind of over gay bars as of late. It was a huge phase and I'm bored with it now. Anyway, I saw the hugest butt plug on the planet in the leather store and it scared me. Like, SCARED. ME. I seriously had to exit. Ciao!
from ionme :
hey girl! good to hear from you. it's going to take me forever to catch up.....i'll read you soon :)
from pattymelt :
i had to tell man-ass what bukkake was yesterday. and he is married with two kids. how do some men live pornless lives? i can't even imagine
from swimmmer72 :
"Are we raising our children to be so focused on the future that we aren't fully appreciating the present?" hell, WE don't fully appreciate the present, much less our children. but i guess that was your point. but, yeah, we are so BUSY looking ahead to our eventual future that it fucking passes us by before we even realize it. sad, but true. i think we all need to spend a weekend in bed with someone to get back in touch with the here and now. maybe a few other things while we are at it. :)
from pattymelt :
i wish to god that i had been there to see casey fall! i would have laughed my ASS off!
from ionme :
Hi girl! Thanks for the fabulous compliment on my tagboard (fuck a bitch). I love your diary, your words always make me smile. I get all excited when you update n stuff :) xoxo
from swimmmer72 :
reading your list of things you've realized about yourself brought some focus to a few things i've realized about myself. you said that you depend on others to the point where you think you have no self worth. i'm the exact opposite. i rely so little on others and refuse to depend on them to the point where i am starting to be unable to maintain normal social relationships and do everything by myself. somehow, we both need to come back toward the middle. if you figure it out, let me know, and i'll do the same. :)
from swimmmer72 :
looking at a map, i found natural bridge, i found red river, and am assuming that if i were to walk through the middle of it, i'd run into a gorge sooner or later, i was already planning on mammoth, but couldn't find rock city anywhere. THANKS for the tips!!! i'll probably be asking for more between now and then. alyssa, you definitely ROCK!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
make sure you love YOURSELF, as you are definitely worth it, and that's where it all starts. keep your depth, and your humor, and your caring, as they are all good things. in other words, don't change, don't lower your standards or expectations, and don't settle for anything other than what you really, really, want. you ROCK, alyssa!!! :)
from ionme :
Fucking guestbook. You're too cute, love you too girl :)
from swimmmer72 :
alyssa, i will gladly give you love. as always, YOU ROCK!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
alyssa, i'm trying to figure out which way to go through kentucky, from memphis to lexington. have any suggestions? i'm looking for scenery or interesting places to stop. thanks. :)
from kiki-blue :
thanks for adding this diary to your list too, Lyss:) You're a gem.
from swimmmer72 :
hi alyssa. my guestbook hid your note from last week until today. BAD guestbook!! anyway, all roads home seem to go through lexington at this point. i had thoughts about going further east, then up, but not any more. still guessing on when exactly, but probably late may, early june. i'll definitely let you know. :)
from swimmmer72 :
you got it, alyssa.
from swimmmer72 :
no such thing as date rape? where the hell has she been all these years? coming from a psychologist, that is a pretty asinine comment, to say the least.
from ionme :
you're kidding - a woman said that!?! she should be bitch slapped!
from swimmmer72 :
i hope you can sort things out, and that you don't have a new little sister on the way, unless of course, you want one. don't let things get to you. i know-easier said than done, but you seem to have a pretty good support system. don't be afraid to use it. take care, my friend. :)
from swimmmer72 :
sorry to hear about your lack of prospects, alyssa. you are a good woman, and deserve better.
from swimmmer72 :
cool!!! i miss my cats, too. i also got mine when they were still little fur balls. one lasted 18 years. if it wasn't for kitty litter, they'd be perfect! :)
from swimmmer72 :
as far as relationships go, yeah, i understand what you are talking about. i get torn between the desire to have a relationship, and the feeling that i like myself just as i am and am not sure i really WANT to get involved, especially if i have to give up too much of ME in the process. it's been a while, and i'm thinking about giving it another try, but that in itself doesn't make it easy. alyssa, you will always ROCK in my book, and yeah, i may be wanting that address you mentioned, if you are so inclined. :)
from swimmmer72 :
no, no, thank YOU, alyssa!!! i totally get into making your evenings more enjoyable!! seriously. i just wish that i could do more, like come down there and eat ice cream with you all night. or something like that. thank you for your notes, they always make my writing worth-while!!! :)
from ionme :
I added you to my buddy list, mine is ionmebi so maybe we can catch each other on sometime & chat :) Ciao babe
from ionme :
Ok dude, I slept with a plethora of stuffed animals under my covers, but not because I thought my parents would be disappointed that I was favoring one, but because I loved them all and if I accidentally knocked one off I'd get out from being so cozy and stuff him back in with the rest of us - I forgot about that :)
from ionme :
I had sex in a bar parking lot once, over the hood of a red mustang, and a cop drove by hahahahahaha.....girl - we would get in Trouble together :)
from swimmmer72 :
you go, alyssa!!! "pat robertson fucking rocks" could be interpreted a couple ways. how very christian of them to go to prayer to help purge the court's free thinkers.
from swimmmer72 :
that is the 3rd natural bridge that i know of now, the other 2 are in utah, i think. thanks!!! a trip into that general area is on my list whenever i get some time, and now i have another place to check out!! thanx, alyssa. :)
from swimmmer72 :
where is natural bridge? it sounds like my kind of place! :)
from swimmmer72 :
you are 23 and still using the phrase, "when i grow up.." well, alyssa, i'm a BIT older, and i think i've changed mine to "IF i grow up.."
from swimmmer72 :
re: sweet embraceable you-i'll be there in 17 minutes, we'll go to that place on the corner of main and maple, next to the gas station. we'll order one of everything that they have, ice cream last, and stay there for 2 and a half hours. then we will go to the seafood place and barf in their parking lot. the rest of the night, we'll wing it. :)
from swimmmer72 :
you want to see her, she may want to see you. i'd say it's a no-brainer. she would be about 38 now? i bet she would be thrilled to see you and proud for who you are! go for it!!!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
the 25 minutes is about the fireworks. i'll talk about my orgasms after you talk about your sex in the alley. deal?
from swimmmer72 :
$2.75 a week after taxes,..$11 a month... ok, alyssa, i think that is roughly the difference between between the monthly payment for a hyundai and a mercedes. all you have to do is decide whether you want leather or not... :)
from swimmmer72 :
either sex in an alley is a drink i have never heard of before, or i will be really looking forward to your next entry!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
happy birthday, alyssa!! have fun tonight and on vaca! i wish you lived closer; i bet you are a blast to party with!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
ok, even if the three types of lexington guys comprise 99% of the male population, that still leaves at least a dozen good ones to pick from, right? no matter what, you always have your sense of humor going for you. :)
from swimmmer72 :
better than a card or a stuffed animal, you get the GOLDEN HAND award!!!! are guys that hard to come by in kentucky? i would think that you would be fighting them off. dry spells don't last forever,.... do they? ;)
from swimmmer72 :
i have some ben and jerry's. one sweet whirled and coffee heath bar. want me to come over? even just to quietly drop it off? :)
from swimmmer72 :
that is still actually only a bad idea if some of them actually dragged their sorry ass into work! rat bastards!!! all of them, trying to make you look bad! thanks for the note. you know how it is, part of the process. i'll be fine. :)
from swimmmer72 :
so,... when do you start writing about the worst idea you ever had?...
from swimmmer72 :
very funny entry!! have fun in columbus. :)
from swimmmer72 :
i know what you mean about issues that you have to deal with. i think everyone has them, and some are more serious than others. mine aren't than serious except when i am having an "issue day", i am a real pain in the ass to be around. negativity more than anything else. the rest i won't get into publicly, but i have a handle on them most of the time. ok, you don't hurt yourself anymore? GOOD, please don't, ok? :)
from swimmmer72 :
so, you are a CANCER? ...well,... that's a little scary... :)
from swimmmer72 :
GOD, what a disaster relationships can be! there has to be a simpler way.
from swimmmer72 :
ok, this is a really rambling note in response to a really rambling entry. first, everytime i hear the phrase, "inside of me", i will think of you. along with this, a thousand google searches are now zeroing in on your diary. it is amazing what the words fuck and sodomy will generate. i'm glad that they can't target notes. or can they? rash decisions in the middle of the night MAY be bad, but they are still better than a rash. and lastly, you mentioned a gift certificate for two. if i am just a single, can i use it twice, under the same conditions? y'know, double the fun, or the same mistake repeated, whichever way that works out. alyssa, you ROCK!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
first your rectum and now your vagina. you are such a tease, my friend, :)
from rockbaby14 :
Thanks so much for helping me and filling out my survey. I really appreciate it! :)
from swimmmer72 :
"suck on that, bitches"? alyssa, you made my morning!! LMAO!! does that mean village people on one side and redneck music on the other? there goes the neighborhood, i'd hate to be caught in THAT crossfire! :)
from swimmmer72 :
from one small part of your vast reading population, thanks for the efforts, alyssa. :)
from cheshireluci :
don't worry about lame entries (you should see mine). i think they're funny. like your gay male friend not thinking it's funny anymore. relatable. ;op
from swimmmer72 :
alyssa, my dear, you don't HAVE balls, so you can't give them up. i, however, might give up ONE of mine to see you with margaret cho. :)
from swimmmer72 :
ahhhh, funny funny funny, i can't believe you have a hard time attracting men, you are smart and hilarious. good luck on your resolutions! i've been thinking about mine as well. you ROCK, alyssa!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
not only can you be my mango, i will be the best damn mango YOU have ever had!! kentucky's not that far away... and yes, thanx for dotting my guestmap and for the comment you left. i appreciate it. :)
from pattymelt :
i didn't have to think back and laugh! i got it the first time! you are too funny!
from swimmmer72 :
thanks for the note!! i needed a break to re-focus a bit, but intend to keep writing. also, my note from yesterday still applies...although i don't really think you would be afraid... :)
from pattymelt :
everybody needs to get laid more...i am working on it...got a hottie asleep in the bed right now!
from swimmmer72 :
i need to get laid, too!! i would say that i like you, but i don't want you to be afraid... :)
from pattymelt :
me and you - the new crackho grovers! yeah, baby!
from swimmmer72 :
you go, girl!! by yourself, or otherwise. if you're ever in erie... :)
from pattymelt :
i just moved my bed to the living room and i love it! go for it!
from pattymelt :
thanks to you too! i am just being me! my friends that read my diary say i sound exactly the way i am in real life - the way i write i mean. it's a way for me to vent and practice my writing. have a great turkey day!
from pattymelt :
i am with you on the whole soulmate thing. nice to dream about my the word makes me cringe! and anyone who uses it - total turn off and they never hear from me again!
from swimmmer72 :
i agree with you. i don't really believe in soulmates either. at least in the way that term is used. that make it sound like you people just magically blend together, but even when that happens, there is still work and coping involved. there are too many levels to any individual to make that kind of match effortlessly. besides, you being with a gay guy seems like an incredible waste. :)
from swimmmer72 :
silly girl...you don't bench press the OTTOMAN, you bench press the BIG SCREEN TV. the ottoman is strictly for squats! :)
from swimmmer72 :
eight chapters? sometimes the world really is an evil, evil place... ;)
from swimmmer72 :
re: 11/11, the early one...it funny what you can talk yourself out of. or in to, depends on which way the tide is flowing. well, you're not the only one, my head is constantly at war with my heart. i know why, but i let it happen anyway. :)
from swimmmer72 :
no apolgies necessary. anything you do is up to you, and as long as you are having fun and keeping out of harm's way, it's all good!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
why? what's up with creed?
from swimmmer72 :
and had POPCORN shrimp, i'm guessing?
from swimmmer72 :
re: today's helpful tip. yes, but isn't spanish moaning/cries of passion the same as english moaning/cries of passion?
from swimmmer72 :
DAMN!!! JUST when i was going to tell you ALL ABOUT how hard it is to find SIZE 15 cross trainer nikes that fit JUST right....
from swimmmer72 :
yes, i think you have it right. men explode, women spontaneously combust. yes, there is a difference.
from swimmmer72 :
i always figured that not having someone in your life gave you the time to really get to know yourself, thus creating heightened self-awareness, more independence, and opportunities for personal growth, but, as we both know, moms are always right.
from swimmmer72 :
yes, that was graphic, but no need to apologize. you have always had a unique way of describing things. i hope your pms does arrive, as scheduled.
from swimmmer72 :
you sat through an ENTIRE episode of anna nicole? i don't know whether to applaud your sacrifice or ask you how long it's been since you had a full-scale psychological evaluation or whether to ask you, "WHAT ARE YOU THINKING!!!?" seriously, your observations are right on, if not letting her off easy. she is an embarrassment, and i know that just from the commercials.
from swimmmer72 :
unlovable? no, i wouldn't think so...
from critterwil :
Hi! I'm the critterwil that just met Polishstreak. I'm really excited to meet you and Trendy Matt next week. I've been looking at both your diaries/profiles. It sounds like you and I will have plenty to talk about. Grease has to be the best movie ever made, and Wally Lamb (as you will see on my profile) is an amazing writer. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and can't wait to meet you! It will be so exciting to finally have local people to talk to and hang out with. later.
from intheory27 :
Countless thanks for taking my survey. :) Much love. Oh, and I've read just a few of your entries and I find myself laughing out loud. :) I'll definitely find myself reading more. Wonderful diary, and thanks again. :)
from swimmmer72 :
IF UK ever fires you, and IF i ever get any phone calls worth answering, and IF i win the lottery so i can pay a decent wage, U DA GIRL!! since it is my phone and not UK, it wouldn't matter what the hell you say, whether penis or clitoris or whatever. except when ma calls, but i have caller id, so that shouldn't be a problem.
from swimmmer72 :
i've never met you, don't have any idea what you look like, in fact, all i know is black letters on an aqua background. however, that alone has shown me that you are smart, funny, considerate, introspective, wildly sensual, imaginative, and extremely interesting. IN NO WAY DOES THAT EQUATE LOW SELF ESTEEM!!! d-land is filled with (i'm trying to be positive here) whiny self-absorbed losers (i didn't want to say that, but couldn't think of anything else)(not everybody, but it is pretty good %). YOU are NOT one of them!!! you are one of the most entertaining, interesting, STABLE diaries i read!! don't let a dickhead (with a capital D) make you think otherwise. you are DEFINITELY better than that!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
i read the casey entry you referred to, and i feel the same way both you and he did, but i think i would have taken it farther (and i wish that casey had) to make sure that asshole didn't inflict his presence on a friend of mine. you're right, it doesn't say much for what turns out to be way too many guys.
from swimmmer72 :
SO....., what is your favorite showtune??? i'll go for the fun :)
from swimmmer72 :
i myself fear being turned into a pillar of salt, or worse
from swimmmer72 :
you still go on christmas and easter? wow, you are like a religious GODDESS to me. now if i can only squeeze in a trip to wal-mart before i get my hair mulleted on the way to the tractor pull, i will die a happy hick. your diary's a hoot!!
from swimmmer72 :
i don't know what i can say to you that you aren't already saying to yourself, except maybe this (and i'm doing a lot of speculating here, sorry if i have come to the wrong conclusion) - it sounds like you made an error in judgement, and if you are anything like everybody else, it won't be your last. hell, i know i haven't made my last mistake, BUT, learn from it and have higher expectations. sex should be GREAT, and that almost completely depends on who you are doing it with, and the quality of the relationship. it's hard NOT to go with trial and error when you really just feel the NEED, but i guess that is where past experiences and judgement come into play. yes, i am still trying to figure it out, too.
from swimmmer72 :
despite today's entry (rotating hair brush?? N'Sync??!??) you are one of the sanest people i read. and perhaps the most stable. that may surprise you, OR, make you question MY sanity, but in any case, i love your diary!! i read it regularly and laugh my ass off every time. thanx ;<)
from swimmmer72 :
to answer your question: no one has every called me pretty or beautiful that i am aware of, but it wouldn't bother me as long as the person calling me that was female. to those that find it offensive, consider the alternative, then lighten up.
from swimmmer72 :
hi!! thought i'd drop you a progress note - i've read through 5/1/02. excellent stuff, very funny, i LOVE your sense of humor!!
from swimmmer72 :
thanks for the note! and the comment in your diary. i appreciate that. i have read some of your entries, also, and plan on reading the rest. i found you through dazy81, too. thanks again, comments like yours really keep this a positive experience!
from goovie :
oh my lord, you're a dvn fan. you rock.
from schoonie :
Alyssa, my parents TOTALLY went and saw Davinci's Notebook. I wanted to go with them, but I don't have a fake, so....but I heard them on Bob and Tom, and they were hilarious. And, I have the CD single of Enormous Penis. YEah, I know, I kick ass.
from schoonie :
Hey! Thanks for the compliment! I just want you to know that I read your diary religiously, too. One day, in the admissions office, I was SO bored that I read the whole thing! I kept laughing out loud and pissing administration off, so hats off to you too!
from imgonnawin :
Interesting. We share the same fetish. The whole "Bondage is my thing. Bow to me, bitch" thing you had in your entry.
from imgonnawin :
Uhh, I don't love tomatoes. In fact, if I eat them, I will vomit and we don't want that. I'm sorry, there are just some foods that don't agree with people.
from poppacasey :
Thanks for signing my guestbook, of course I remember you--how can I forget meeting a girl who's wearing the same sweater vest as me? Anyway, it's fun to read somebody's diary when I don't already know half the stuff that's going in it. Keep it up!
from dazy81 :
Thanks for joining the weeeeee diaryring. Check out my diary page for a squirrely picture to accompany the html! Thanks :)

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