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Whooo, you're going back to the old place? Are you OK about that? Ahem, have you thought about doing the pet-shop boy ('80s jokes abound) for abuse & discrimination? Distress can be serious, you know :/ Missing you in the other diary place, but what the hell - sounds like life is moving on in a good way :) Thinking good thoughts for you :) C xxx

from xnavygrrl :

My pal, keep the password handy. It's only for a week that i gotta keep everyone locked out. I'm on a mission. They messed with the wrong female!

from la-blue-eyez :

I'm glad to see you're doing ok and you're back... I hope.

from xnavygrrl :

I miss reading your journal. I hope all is well...

from la-blue-eyez :

Hey sweetie, it's been a long while since you've updated. Just wanted to check in and see how things are going with ya. Hope all is well!

from cherryaa :

Gawd. You sound depressed (this is the 18th february, 2005). YES, hunnybunny, everything you said is TRUE!! What we do, generally speaking, is agree there is A Load Of Shit that's bad, and needs adressing - and that there is also Our Daily Life, which deserves all the good attention we can give it. There *is* nice stuff all around; sometimes it takes a little effort to appreciate it. Some times, it takes chemical help, too. Yikes! (I say Yikes, but I do appreciate what my antis do for me.) You sound depressed. I'm wishing you all the luck, love & help in the world. There's plenty of it: just don't forget it's OK to ask for it! Much love and all good wishes, Cxxxxx

from cherryaa :

So how's working? Are you OK? Thinking of you :) Cx

from saintz- :

i used to be devilish-, i've moved, in case you wanna carry on reading

from cherryaa :

It's pretty much the same here. We've admitted the abuse that a couple of high-profile editors were fired, last year, for revealing - and we've just passed a detainment law that opposes all our views on human rights .... The same day we celebrate "democracy" in Iraq. If we thought "They" were looking after us, we were wrong - of course :/ If we think one voice can't amke a difference - let me quote from Amnesty: "If you've ever spent a night in a room with a mosquito, you'll know how much a tiny, persistent aggravation can matter!" You *count*. Remember that! Love, Cx

from cherryaa :

Yay, I remember moon-jumping! Only we didn't have moon-boots back in The Old Days, so it was just snow-jumping (in wellingtons). Congratulations on getting the job :) I think! Yes, you deserve better, much better. Alla same, rent paid is good - more importantly, doing work-y things might help shift your perspective in a currently useful way. Stick with it if you can! Oh, and yeah - if you still have snow, this is what you do: Wrap up very warm and waterproof, lie down and make patterns with your arms and legs, giggling manically. Can be done alone, but best with a friend ;) Good luck, honey. Thinking of you. Cx

from xnavygrrl :

Darling, I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and that you have my support. I know we don't know each other, but I'm hoping that knowing someone does care, will matter.

from kstyle :

nope, not that i know of...i'm thinking of someone else...thanks! take care, michael

from kstyle :

nope, not that i know of...i'm thinking of someone else...thanks! take care, michael

from cherryaa :

Thanks for your messages, Jason. You always make me go warm & slushy! I totally agree with your New year intolerances (I might subsitute a few bitches about being an older woman for some of your gay ones, but only in priority terms). Let's hope this year brings each of us together with more helpful, open & generous people so we can work on our love for mankind! All the best, Cherry x

from xnavygrrl :

Gosh, I felt bad for your mom. What do you say to someone dealing with those sorts of emotions?

from cherryaa :

Mr Mammas-Pills, I'm so pleased to see that Ozwald has released your graphic (and your diary)!!! Yay! Top gift, Ozwald :) If you still want me to adjust your site, then of course you are welcome:) Looks like your current one is looking current ... [big smile] ... email me, if you wish some changes, at [email protected] Wishing you love, hugs and a shedload of luck this coming year ;) Yes, I agree with everything you said. I'm only wishing you what you're due. Cheers! xxx Cherry

from ozwald :

Hey kid - all should be well with your images here on Diaryland. oz

from theyknew :

Happy HoliDAYS TO YOU AS WELL!!!! nEo

from prophecyboy :

as much as i would dig your new blog, i can't post comments there (not like i've been active lately with the comment posting... but hey! i'm trying!)... so if you wanna keep your blog on diaryland, i can host the images for you from my domain... but i suggest you go back to livejournal ;)... i've settled myself mostly there...

from ozwald :

Hey kid - I didn't do naughty things. Someone else did unfortunatly and I had to lock up. Email me if you want the password. So sorry to hear your troubles. Life can be a kicker sometimes.

from for-you-only :

Hey, what's up?

from cherryaa :

Thanks for your ultra-lovely note, J :) Good to see you back in action - even a sort of inactive action is good! Have some fun. Love, Cx

from saintz- :

Saint; A dead sinner, revised and edited. (also known as devilish-)

from hamiltonian :

fuck being dpressed is my line... you should remember that when depressed... GO BACK TO SCHOOL! Fuck how much $$$ it will cost.. B-E-L-I-E-V-E!!!

from gumphood :

I have two big hands and a heart pumping blood and a colt 45 with a busted saftey catch -- the world shines as I cross the Mason County line as I am going to georgia.

from cherryaa :

ps:- my teeth are crap!! Come over to Britain, your caries will feel right at home here ;)

from cherryaa :

oh, honey, I'm sorry you feel so bad. I *do* know what it's like, and it stinks! Hang on in there; it does pass. Remember to tell yourself all the great things about you - even if you don't believe them right now! Sending you a sort of gentle hug. C xxx

from goldn-eggsit :

"Careful world, Freedom is on the march." - you Well put. j.

from banefulvenus :

WOW!! Awesome banner!!! :)

from cherryaa :

This is just in case you check in while you're away. I'm a big fan of changing the scenery when you need a fresh perspective. Have a wonderful time :) I hope Mexico's different skies, different light and different life are pulling you away from your troubles; I hope Mexico's vibrancy is keeping you in today! Take loads of time off, and take opportunities when chance sends them. Lots of love & buena suerte :) Cherry x

from squirrelx :

Thanks for visitin' my diary, and for sendin' me such a gracious comment --- and most of all for includin' your URL so I could visit you in return. You're an extraordinary writer, sir.

from spritopias :

woah

from xnavygrrl :

That really sucks to get hit. I know. You're smarter than I was. I thought I deserved to get hit. It took me a long time to realize that it takes nothing to hit a defenseless child. I didn't deserve it, and neither did you.

from chubbychic :

Thanks for the note! I'm not sure if I wrote you back or not about this, but I used an online site (www.sparkpeople.com) to lose the weight. Its a fab-o site, and it was only 9 bucks a year! woo hooo

from cherryaa :

Wow! You're on great form. <<Liberty is on the march ...>> ought to be syndicated across the US before the elections :)

from jonathan29 :

Ha! I wanted to tease you because I think you might, MIGHT, be as opinionated as I am about politics. Love your last entries BTW. :)

from jonathan29 :

Ha! I wanted to tease you because I think you might, MIGHT, be as opinionated as I am about politics. Love your last entries BTW. :)

from spritopias :

You're doing a shit job of baiting me kid. A shit job. Work harder.

from xnavygrrl :

You crack me up. "Leave no demographic behind.." I was snickering like mad! He scares me too. I was pro-bush after September 11th but sometime in the last few years my loyalty has shifted. Funny how that happens, huh?

from jonathan29 :

You just updated...I wish you listed your AIM name. I was ready to tease you like mad. :)

from cherryaa :

<<Red, White and Blow Me>> Top entry!!!!! I was strongly tempted to reply, but I'm not here to get into political niceties (as if there was such a thing!). Have you given in to Spiritopas's lascivious spam yet?

from spritopias :

I lost your email again. Fix that.

from spritopias :

Did you see Ahnold? Talking about Nixon? Yikes.

from spritopias :

Have you been to Sodom? They have a great mall and a Starbucks with HOT baristas. I don't know why everyone goes down on Sodom all the time like they haven't been there and liked it.

from spritopias :

Why are people always down on Meth? I have a Methadone Clinic for an alarm clock. I think it's great. Someone has been signing guestbooks as me and leaving vile messages. This was not me. I do not know this Sanchez of which he speaks.

from cherryaa :

Hope your back feels better! What's ABB?

from xnavygrrl :

I don't think her husband was on meth. But I know her boyfriend was. He used lots of drugs recreationally. I think her going back to Tommy is a crutch. Tommy provides a roof, pays the bills, provides for the kids and Renee doesn't have to work. I fear she may be using him. He always goes along with whatever she does or says, and that's disturbing. Thanks for the comments. I always appreciate that.

from spritopias :

what is the air-speed velocity of an unladen swallow? And is true that only nice girls and boys swallow?

from spritopias :

I wasn't going to comment until you told me not to.

from spritopias :

I don't think that people like to 'label" as much as 'belong to a group" humans are tribal.

from spritopias :

I can't sit on my hands because they will smell bad if I fart.

from cherryaa :

Shit, that's embarrassing. Can't see any way to delete one. Sorry!

from cherryaa :

�And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ� (Ephesians 3:17b-18). "All who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God...The Spirit himself gives witness with our spirit that we are children of God."[Romans. 8: 14, 16] etc, etc .... I'm not in the habit of quoting God's spokespeople, I tend to think he/she/it speaks for God's self. But I've just read your other notes, and you seem to have something of a saintly fan club!! (Amongst girls, we know it's true that Catholics are the rudest ..... Same with boys?) Heh. God bless :) Cx

from cherryaa :

from spritopias :

Thanks! I thinking highly of me too! I mean, you, YOU! I think highly of you. Come over any time. I don't have boggle, but we could play scrabble and when people asked who the attractice young man coming and going from my apartment was I could say, "Oh, that my friend the master baiter, well, I don't know if he is a master at baiting everyone but he is the master baiter of me!" And because they would HEAR and not READ that it could cause delightful, job loosing rumors for me. I live in Connecticut, quite a drive from where you are (like I know)

from spritopias :

I don't aribtrate entrance into heaven nor pass out the rubric about who does. Also, I know the loop hole around the "don't judge" verse too. I can use the bible like an ambulance chaser uses the law, but I try not to.

from spritopias :

and another thing, stop having sex with me standing up, the Republicans think we're dancing

from spritopias :

You little shit, don't bait me, don't put words in my mouth, don't put snakes in my pants. I asked your opinion because I respected it, I don't appreciate you mocking me and making an ass out of me. I have my own page and make a righteous ass out of myself just fine on my own. You are just lucky that I think highly enough of you NOT to link people back to you so I am the only person getting the flood of crazy right wing hate mail about me thinking that, as they say on the Muppets Take Manhattan, "Peoples is peoples" and then who cares? No, no...let's let Spritopias get the crazy mail from the crazier right wing people, more right wing than I am and I was not so sure that honestly existed. I hope you step in dog shit when you're wearing flipflops or have your fly down during a job interview or that space aliens sneak in your fridge and drink milk right out of the carton or maybe, just maybe you will step in dog shit while you're fixing the zipper that was down slip and hit your head on the alien's space ship and I hope you read this who damn stupid comment looking for something that made sense in all that because I can't think of a good way to get you back because you know just how to push my buttons and I am beginning to worry that you're actually my ex girl friend playing a very elaborate and not unlike her joke on me. If we were having this conversation face to face, and you can feel sick knowing this, I'd have kissed you on the mouth by now to shut you the hell up, or maybe shut me up or maybe I just want to kiss you. I don't want to kiss you but I have found out that randomly kissing someone on the mouth will end the conversation to my satisfaction every time and usually shocks the hell out of the person. I wish I were angry at you, you stupid good for nothing diarist who wears pay less flip flops for dog shit stepping because you win and someday you can go on Leno when my book is published and tell him, "Oh yeah, he really gets wound up over the stupidest shit. There was this one time at band camp where I stuck a flute in his..." Wonderful job, I'm so proud of you it makes me sick.

from cherryaa :

<<Pick and choose the Christian way...>> That freaks me out. It is a very american thing; doesn't impact so much on UK society (after all, we have Protestant, Catholic, Methodist, Baptist, Hindu, Moslem, Greek Orthodox, Jewish, Shinto, you name it plus all their variations ....). In my country we try to give equal respect to all religions - which means some take the Mickey and some get left out. In yours, it sometimes seems one sect gets to make the rules for everyone. Guess nobody's quite got it right yet! Cx (god bless)

from spritopias :

That's a cute story, except it misses the part in the Acts of the Apostles were Christ details for Peter what laws from the Old Testament we still need to follow and which ones we don't. If you're going to bash Christianity to promote your agenda make sure you do it correctly because while you rile up your base, which supports you anyway, you alientate those you wish to persuade, as my poor spelling does.

from cherryaa :

Take care of yourself, too, young man! Hope you went to jillabeans's birthday booze-up: nice to know you're missed! I was upset by your story about your grandad ... what a horrid thing for a kid to experience. Poor you. And (doing a long catch-up here) good luck with the non-smoking! They told me it wasn't the patches causing the nightmares, but the addiction. All the same, I started again. But you, I'm sure, are a Better Person than me! I cough like an old miner. It's not attractive. Blah. Love, Cherry x

from jillabeans :

Ummm... HI. I am at work and guess what? I am accosted by people asking where you at? What you up to? Stephanie was yelling at me because you didn't answer her call to eat with her and jUlie last week. I hate you for leaving. Take me with you. BTW, since it is my birthday would you want to go have a drink tonight? I tried to call you. NO biggie, but if you and D do not have a drink with me tonight, then you must hang out with me tommorow. I am off work at 6:30 pm.! get outta here!

from hamiltonian :

just dropping by with a "hello"

from spritopias :

I will admit to sticking my hand in your pocket, I will not divulge what I was trying to grab. No, your entry was read after mine was written. I was responding to my angry, leftist sister's diatribe about our brother and myself who are happy, successful and not leftist.

from spritopias :

http://spritopias.diaryland.com/040812_80.html What did I get wrong in that? Adjust my attitude.

from cherryaa :

I love the idea that writing in a linear style will make life happen that way! Heh, I'll try it if you will (just not today, OK?). You made a courageous move. You probably need some time out. Enjoy it as much as you can. Love, Cx

from kstyle :

happy slightly late birthday wishes!!! xoxo, michael

from cherryaa :

Oh, baby, have a fantabulous year! Crappy way to start your (real) thirties, I know :( But you have a whole decade of the richest, and most confident, times of your life .... starting now. Get in there. Live. Enjoy! Lots of love xxxxx

from teedadeet :

happy birthday!!

from xnavygrrl :

Happy Birthday!

from xnavygrrl :

Wow. I read about your Grandpa. My Grandpa was a disgusting child molester too. Mine only flashed me but I found out when I got older that he supposedly molested one of my aunts and a cousin. I hated my Grandpa and could hardly bear Father's Day and Christmas when he'd get those "Best Dad Ever" coffee mugs and hats. I'm a survivor too. I think I can understand you so I'm going to add you as a favorite. My entries titled "My Letter to the Parol Board" or "The Story of My Life" tell you why, if you want to read them. I'll be thinking about you. This is a hard road to walk on....God Bless You.

from methybeth :

you're welcome. And wow....your mom. I sure picked the right time to start reading you (my mom was just diagnosed with cardipmyopathy etc). Losing my mom is one of my biggest fears ever. I am sending you so much luck and hope.

from methybeth :

I like you.

from cherryaa :

**WOW!** I'm hooked. Have to find out what step(s) you'll take! Btw, be kind to yourself. You've put up with some cruel shit: feeling sorry for the little kid you were isn't self-pity, it's self-respect! Condolences on Vondameer. Lotsa love :)

from clashluver :

you're kick ass

from cherryaa :

"I am tired, world" - beautiful entry! You don't have to be gay to have brains AND a soul, do you? [Thinks] .... shit, if you're male, maybe you do! I feel a long note coming on. I should probably put it in my diary; you've triggered another entry, damn you!

from spritopias :

are you trying to seduce me? It's working. I didn't take ownership of the comment about 'hating the stupid fat head' or whatever but I hate to delete comments. hate is something I try to avoid. I agree with your points but if you're presenting something as a 'documentary' and as 'truth' then I consider what you're going for 'journalism'

from kstyle :

gosh, j....you be one fine cue-tay!

from techrat :

the very first time i came across squirrel x's diary (by way of an intriguing banner), i read a few entries. i mean, i skimmed them. lordy, they were looong. i just don't have the attention span for that. i don't actually remember what the content was all about, but i do remember being annoyed by the amount of it. such a sneaky squirrel. anyways...thanks for the note. and everything. oh, and i enjoyed your entry about the attack of the blue jays. that's as far back as i got to reading, but, you know...i'll probably read more. good stuff.

from cherryaa :

Oh, I love your diary. Congrats on the banner that made me click! D'you think two nice people make an incompatible couple? Your recent Dad entry made me wonder. I've bookmarked you. Keep writing!

from spritopias :

can I e-mail you?

from kstyle :

yah everthing is fine here, just havent been in a writinng mood...interesting news coming up...i hope...soon...stay tuned...

from for-you-only :

Your site is funny. I like the theme.

from turtlemomma :

I'm like that with my dad now.... "what's the point?" :(

from spritopias :

That movie still gives me nightmares and when I get really pissed I see missles flying out of the silos behind my eye lids.

from spritopias :

I decided that your comment has angered me. I have decided to move to your town, be your best friend and have your baby That's right youngin, give me your seed. I want your bun in my oven.

from spritopias :

Thank you for your comment and I agree with a lot of what you said, completely. In real life, in the real world we'd be friends despite what you think because a lot of what I write isn't what I shout on the street corner. I don't hate anyone and esp. not you.

from theyknew :

Thanks for the guestbook message and hope we all feed the right "wolf". NeO

from spritopias :

Sorry, I blew our shot at the state title because I was getting high. I hope you understand.

from kstyle :

hope you have a great year! - michael

from veronica-- :

I wish you the best of luck with your letter. Take care <3

from ozwald :

Happy New Year!

from spritopias :

I would have put, "sense" instead of cents

from fmilton :

Like the way you write. It sucks when good friends go bad. I had it happen to me recently too.

from spritopias :

Even though you don't know me, I feel compelled to say, Those are ideals that I do align myself with.

from miscreant444 :

i'm always interested in reading, even when silence keeps me ...um...silent.

from smartepants :

EEEEEK I tried signing your GB but the bastard wouldn't let me, and now I forgot what I wanted to say...but, hello!

from squirrelx :

I know exactly what you mean about 'magic' seemin' to disappear from the world as one ages, but you never know. The passage of more time could bring it back to you. That's what happened to me. Best, Xtine

from squirrelx :

Thank you for readin' my dairy and addin' it to your list of favorites. Your kindness is truly appreciated! Regards, Xtine / Squirrel X

from utter-views :

Just stopping by to say- we're open and currently reviewing.

from plaguegirl :

If you're still interested in modifying some propaganda posters, I'm still interested in receiving them. I actually got a couple of submissions today, so I've decided to hold off on slitting my wrists.

from miscreant444 :

Hiya :)

from miscreant444 :

That's just tastey...a dirty old man following you. hot. }}shudder{{. I think you should call the hedgehog Pete.

from miscreant444 :

mmm, he is yummy. I'll give you that... I downloaded the soundtrack today...the whole In The House, In A Heartbeat sequence is STILL my favorite!

from miscreant444 :

this chick is with you!

from miscreant444 :

man, I'm sooooooo far ahead of you ;). I already have that shot of him, kind of bloody, back against the wall, you know...at the end where he comes back to the house...well anyway, that shot is my desktop...and I've been looking into his other movies. I don't know about you, but I LOVED the shaved head look better than the other two...

from miscreant444 :

I <3 you too! I love reading what you write. :)

from miscreant444 :

I <3 KMFDM! Your current entry is a riot :). Cincinnati has a week long gay pride event. There are even two parades--one through downtown and one through the "hip" part of town, if you dig. I only went once. It was fun, but I'm so far out of the loop that I don't see the point anymore. I wish our event had funnel cakes tho.

from miscreant444 :

to be honest, I'm just glad I can IN NO WAY be called a "bush-ite."

from miscreant444 :

Hey, it's good to see TWO successive entries from you. I've missed you. I think sometimes (really) you're the only normal person I know. Oh, and I know I don't even KNOW you that well, but oh heck, I dunno, I worked all night, I'm rambling myself. The point is, welcome back. :)

from katehackett :

Well thank you for checking in! :o) Come by anytime...Mwah!

from golfwidow :

Thanks for dropping in. You take care too.

from miscreant444 :

Thank you much. I havne't heard from the hospital tho. :( Which I guess could be a good sign.

from miscreant444 :

you're welcome, thank YOU for writing.

from miscreant444 :

I'm glad. Welcome back. I missed you.

from utter-views :

Hey just stopping by, I wanted to get the word out that we're looking for new reviewers. So far no one has applied :o( And yeah I've signed other places, no luck yet but hey we have a good review site over here & need good reviewers. I'm trying to find some... and ya know a lot of diaries are ego driven I wouldn't worry about that. Do whatever makes you happy. Write your stories if you want, and if you have something else to write, write that instead. It's your diary afterall.

from miscreant444 :

take this from a girl who wants a yard, and a house, and a job that she sees everyday for years on years...the shifting, the tumult, it drives me crazy. There is some peace in it for me, to be able to see you, happy in your garden.

from miscreant444 :

good luck today :)

from miscreant444 :

wow, not to get you in deeper but that's really sick. How can someone come to your 'private' place, at least the place where you spill things, and not be willing to 1: see what's there, or 2: be understanding of it. She knows you day to day, why does this suddenly color things?? That's irrational as all get out. People know what journal and diaries are...you're liable to find anything in them but that doesn't change who a person is....and BESIDES your journal only paints you as a kind introspective funny person.... DAMN...I'm irritated at her.

from miscreant444 :

you're more than welcome. That whole album is great, it's my current favorite. Yuma, Az. Sarah, Waters Ave S...all of it. Give him a chance, he'll give you a new 'favorite' song everyday. Today, mine is still As You Wish. :)

from miscreant444 :

Glad you liked it, he's my fricking hero. I just listened to As You Wish for the first time, and it made me cry. It's like EXACTLY what I was feeling today. I can't stand how much he affects me...not that it's a bad thing. I love it, but it's like Dar Williams says, it's like too much dropped in your hands. :)

from miscreant444 :

beautiful ending to your story!

from miscreant444 :

ah, having you around is nice. I worried, partly, this morning that even tho I have a template for you, I haven't given it. Ugh, feels like I'm always behind my time. :)

from miscreant444 :

J, dear, :) I have worked out a new template for you to look at, I'll send it to you tomorrow, or early this morning. Have a good day. Becky

from heavenlyging :

Hi there. I listed father under the mothers day list of people because there are some single fathers pulling double duty - they are both parents to a child. From that, some kids choose to thank their fathers on fathers day - partly not to feel so left out when the celebrations are going on and partly because they feel that they are honouring someone who is playing that role in their lives, however they define that role. It's amazing sometimes how one role, as defined, can be filled by so many people! Thanks for the note!

from miscreant444 :

you are, of course, more than welcome. :) I hope you really do like it.

from im-a-cloud :

Hm.. I believe it was a response to something you wrote in my sister's notes.. Firewen is her name.

from miscreant444 :

oh honey! (she said excitedly) HTML is my passion. If I can help, I'd love to. If you'd like email me, or IM me and let me know what you're going for. I'll work with you on a template--just for you. [email protected] Yahoo IM-shanier, AIM-shakesbeer13, [email protected]. Please, catch me whenever. I'd SO love to help!

from miscreant444 :

thank you. I like your pills, too, tho they make things a tad tough to read...still a very cool background. If you're at all interested, i would work with you on a template that fits you more. or at least help you fade that background out a bit so your words show up more.

from im-a-cloud :

Death is a part of life as birth is a part of life.

from miscreant444 :

tori's like that isn't she...she knows how to dig in deep.

from boyeclipsed :

BTW, share your thoughts,opinons on my diary anytime you want. Thats why I have it unlocked. your more then welcome.. we play....but it gets rewarded mr. *wishlists* ;)

from boyeclipsed :

oh babe, We were 100 PERCENT joking! I thought it was light hearted all the way around.Clay is friggen scary looking to ME too.lol. I like his voice but we were totally playing with you. I am so very sorry you didn't find the humor in it. I don't blame you, you don;t know us nor I you. Please forgive me and understand it was truly meant light heartedly. Eric doesnt even watch the show.;) smile!

from miscreant444 :

oh oh oh...:) been reading your entries, and have to say..."that's so gay." Wow. I use that comment all the time, and I know it's going to get me in trouble (it did today, actually. someone said "wow, i haven't said, 'that's so gay.' since middle school, how mature." I wanted to laugh because well i know i'm not a homophobe, and i know how i mean the phrase, but it also bothers me because a lot of people do take it negatively. Why? because we associated the word gay with negative things, i guess. i try to be accurate when i use it...'that's so gay, and yes i mean that in the good way!" :)

from miscreant444 :

thanks. and, i don't mind if you stop by again, as long as i can return the favor.

from nathanparker :

Hey, since you know I am reading this I was wondering if you could find an extra copy of 'Jokes one Can tell In Our Very Tightassed Work Environment That Won't Get You Fired." at work and send it to me. I seem to have a problem upsetting my supervisor by the jokes I tell.

from luckybastard :

i'm glad you liked it. kate bush is great! she's one those artists who really intelligent and multifaceted, and on some periods of my life, when i listen to her, she expresses everything i feel, and does it better than i ever could (not only verbally, also emotionally, musically). so i've been listening to her lately, a lot, especially when thinking of war. like army dreamers- watta song!

from unresolved :

thanks a lot :) i like your description of tori. xo

from prophecyboy :

thank you for that note you sent me. i didn't even know you had left me one until now. i do know better and i don't know why i do that to myself. you have every right to ::sigh:: and thank you, it's the verbal equivolent of shaking your finger at me. and it's what i need. sometimes i can get carried away with myself doing these things. and the great thing about having this diary is that i can get away with very little now that i am compelled to dish it all out on the internet. cuz i have readers like you to give me feedback. so thank you for that. it helps a lot. and you don't have to say anything. i am already aware of my issues and this whole gay.com thing is b.s. and is not necessary in my life. i'm better than this. i just like to bitch and whine sometimes to get it out of my system. --throw a little textual temper tantrum. something like that. >:P

from prophecyboy :

mmm... sandwiches. you made me laugh out loud here at work with that story! how dare you! large sandwiches terrorizing little girsl...what's this world coming to?

from prophecyboy :

i just read my completely long-winded note i left for you! i'm sorry. (note-to-self: do not write notes for people late at night and tired) okay. bye.

from prophecyboy :

i use to date a former drag queen. he was kinda hot and really good in bed. we were good friends, too. i had fun hanging out with him. but, he showed me some old tapes of his shows. and i felt exactly how you felt when seeing those masquerade mask "panties." (which, btw, i don't care much for that word either, hehe) but, i don't think it has to do with how gay you are. i just think it has to do with what you find attractive. for me anyway, i grew up being attracted to straight men. i didn't have a lot of gay men around to set that example for me, and i never really had the urge to be any more like my female environment. i just wanted to be a guy with a guy who's very much like a guy. and the thought of a guy in a woman's guise is just not very sexy to me. i have nothing against it, in fact my cousin's a drag queen on a regular basis. and i think he/she is great for it. i just don't find it very attractive. blah blah blah. ramble ramble. hehe. sorry i must go to bed now. thanks for signing my guestbook and leaving a note! the bong was not my idea! and she was very careful.

from luckybastard :

Yah. But the thing is that sometimes this condition doesn�t determine loneliness. Cuz half empty bottles, dirty dish water and magazines that say nothing to you anymore, but still occupy your space, are not even a company, but a crowd one cannot bear. From this point of view loneliness is a blessing. Somehow I believe that it�s always a question of choice � what kind of company you choose and prefer and let to hang around. Further more, loneliness, do we want to admit it or not, seems to be also our own choice. PS Your entries kind of caught me. Thanks for adding me to your list.

from astro-vamps :

hey thanks so much for the note. people keep telling me that i have talent and that i shouldn;t give up playing the bass...so I'm trying to form a band. hehe...keyword: trying. but oh well...i'll keep it up and maybe one day my face will be plastered all over MTV. dear god...i hope it isn't.

from prophecyboy :

thank you so much for leaving me a note. i'm really glad i have the opportunity to read your diary. i was both moved and enlightened. i can relate to your entries on so many different levels. but your stories were far more intense than i have experience. i love your spiritual and existential ramblings. please write more!

from happyhigh :

hey mamma pill lady.. i was just wondering how u came across my site?

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