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from ghostofgor :
Lifer does have a way of changing gears on us. Usually not to our liking, seldon beneficial but it does get us moving in a direction fast. The slow to adjust get squished.
from iam-perfect :
Hey. Madison18. Some **** was harassing me about being a waste of life so I locked up my diary. Not writing is getting to me so I made a new one. iam-perfect. Hope you're well.
from iamstan :
Thanks for adding me to your list of faves. I am sorry that Stan had to die. The icy water was a fitting end to a person drowning in sorrow and frozen by the coldness of her own heart.
from acidinferno :
♥ ♠
from acidinferno :
username=eye password=candy
from xperi-mental :
If you need someone to talk to you can always turn to your d-land family. E-mail me if you want. XXXXXX
from raverkitty :
Ooh I like your new layout. I haven't been on a lot as much so i haven't been keeping up with your journal. Anywhos, i hate it when you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around certain people. Its just like ugh. Hope all is well with ya!
from xperi-mental :
I would love for you to listen to my song. Just send me your e-mail address and I'll give you the site. XOXO
from xperi-mental :
Happy belated Birthday!!!!
from ghostofgor :
Why you should feel so desolate, alone and cold especially if it still holds true in your marraige. It is a shame indeed. Feelings of inadaquacy arent so alien a problem. We are our own worst critics young miss. If life was easy we wouldnt be forced to try harder, and reward would be meaningless. Its hard to be nice to yourself, when you dont feel appreciated. A one sided relationship where nothing is reciprocated is hard. And Im sorry thats the case. Dont start doubting your value. I have seen your picture, you are indeed pretty. And to speak as you do, are more than the sum of your parts can show. Intelligence, true intelligence is something shallow people lack. Personality is the other. Take things a day at a time and make those small descisions which will bring you back to the path you know you should be on. I hope you enjoy your bday. Best wishes...GOG
from starkitten01 :
Your Jan 22nd entry hit home with me, can't tell you how much I *understand* what you were saying. I felt that wa the night Darian followed her boyfriend upstairs as panic was just beginning to set into me from the Rohypnol:( Instead of us supporting one another through what we were BOTH drugged with, she chose to spend it w/ someone who didn't understand at ALL. Anyway- had to let you know I relate. Hope you're well......
from christa02 :
yes it's cool to be a child of the 80's, i still have my she-ra doll..:)
from ghostofgor :
Ive not wrote to you before. But I appreciate things you have taken the time to write, wether they helped or not, they meant something. Thank you. Hopefully your year will outshine the rest. And Im still waiting for cheer me up comments.... but no takers. Ghost
from xperi-mental :
The template is definately you. By the way, if you try to make your kids happy that makes you an awesome parent.
from starkitten01 :
Merry xmas :)
from sexyoldman :
How do you find out your google related hits? I'd be interested to see what my site attracts. Thanks, Mike
from jadefrost :
Thank you, I'm glad you loved it..lol. I also enjoy your writing as well.
from starkitten01 :
Follow up- the package arrived today priority mail, believe it or not, and the purse is great. So I just wanted to let you know! I can't speak for anyone else, but it turned out to be a good transaction for me.
from starkitten01 :
Hey--just in case you haven't made a decision yet on which site to go for that bag, don't deal with the sell.com guy. So far he's taken my fucking $ and hasn't responded to tell me if he even shipped the bag. At this point, I'm considering him suspicious and wouldn't suggest using him. Go through those other sites I sent you! Hope you're well...
from starkitten01 :
I'll e-mail you the info ;o)
from me-me-meee :
Thanks! I don't know which aliens took my son and left this kid in his place but I'd like to shake their hands.
from raverkitty :
thanks for thee note. Whats this chinese stuff? Is it like herbal ecstasy? where does one get it?
from maskedmofo :
Thanks for creating the ring, and for allowing me to be a part of it!! I love the show. -MMF
from jadefrost :
Thank you for making a Dead Like Me ring. Also thank you for the note!
from muffinbean :
Hey!Thanks for making a ring about Dead Like me...I was very happy when I saw it:)About the layout...I made it.It took me a little while but it was worth it in the end!
from raverkitty :
Good luck, girl! I hope you find some cos I love reading about other peep's experiences with the stuff.
from trixiepup :
well, thanks for starting a ring for dead like me. i'm very much comforted to learn there are other people besides me who watch it, or have even heard of it, b/c virtually none of my friends have. btw, i like your diary too, so i hope you don't mind if i add you to my faves list.
from gwensworld :
hey girly, thanks a bunch. *kisses and hugs* and...i have ephedrine. lol. want me to messneger it to you? :P
from complicatd :
thanks aobut the layout. I changed it recently but I'm assuming your talking about the legally blonde one with bruiser lol. i didnt know that but i was thinking, have you ever seen bourne identity in that movie matt damon looks exactly like mark wahlburg in planet of the apes, since they have there hair the same way, for a few minutes when watching it I thought they might be twins with changed names or something because i couldnt tell the difference
from elateddream :
Yes ^_^
from elateddream :
Back.
from sexyoldman :
Thanks for the note, I'm glad you liked my point of view.
from acidinferno :
nIKKI YOU REALLY SAY BEAUTIFUL THINGZ!!! i MISS U DONT BE MAD WE ARE IN THE SAME BOAT YOU KNOW I ONLY GOT MAD FROM RUMERS YOU'LL ALWAYZ BE MY GIRL.
from acidinferno :
i MEANT ME IT DIDNT COME UP RIGHT
from acidinferno :
I'VE KNOW I'VE BEEN A BITCH ,BUT YOU WERE MY GIRL AND PEOPLE SAID THINGS TO MAKE YOU SEEM BAD. I KNOW U WERE GETTING TIRED OF MR BEFOR IT BROKE THROUGH ,BUT I'M NOT OUT TO GET U I LOVE U U ARE MY SIS-IN-LAW. i HOPE U FEEL BETTER I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS lOVE & KISSES ct
from acidinferno :
SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOVED ONE THATS FUCKED UP I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER. BRANDO SHOULD LET YOU GO LOVE TO YA BITCH SEES THROUGH
from acidinferno :
SILIENT WARS BRING SILIENT WEAPONS!!!
from raverkitty :
you locked your diary? :(
from raverkitty :
It's PinkyPunkster- just wanted to let you know that my new diary is raverkitty
from stuckinme :
hey,locking my diary from my boyfriend, the user is: alone the password is: inside
from stuckinme :
Hey niki, thanks for caring so much!I know it does seem a bit bad, but the thing is my boyf and I have a history with this. I mean...at the beginning of our relationship long ago I had a different diary and I wanted him to read it for some reason. Then he created his own diary so we both read each others. Then we broke up and I got a new diary. Then we got back together and he found my diary but did not tell me for a while which kinda pissed me off. THEN I got this new diary so he wouldnt be able to read my old one. By this time he had stopped writing in his so it wasnt as if it was a mutual thing and I wanted privacy. So...yeah I am still a bit pissed that he has been reading it for a month without telling me...but I think its been overshadowed by the fact I gave my number to some guy *oops*
from pinkpunkster :
Thank you for posting the lyrics to that Evanescence song!!!! I loove it!
from sexyoldman :
Thanks for your note. Hard to believe I have a serious side too, huh? Don't worry, I'll be back to the usual topics soon enough. Take care, Mike
from pinkpunkster :
I loved that movie Bully! Oooh but Kids will always be my fave from that director....
from prostituee :
I like your layout here! Thanks much for the comment. I need to know that there are other smokers out there! Who try to be closet about the whole thing.
from elateddream :
I've never seen that movie before, I'll check it out sometime.
from pinkpunkster :
Awww, someone likes my diary! Hooray. I read your entry for today. Cool. I love rainbows- the best ones that I've seen have been over Niagara Falls and when I was in Israel I saw this awesome one when we were at this mountain that overlooks Jerusalem. It's so amazing. It must be scary having a friend in the sniper area- I know I get scared thinking about my friends in Israel. I hope things stay happy and safe with all of you!
from shantygirl :
Hey! Thanks for joining the Pink fans diary ring!
from bi-n-proud :
Thanks for filling out my NKOTB survey. I groove to them, too. I wanted to marry Jon but I would have settled for one of the others. I even wrote him a letter (to the fan club) saying I was saving myself for him. How embarassing is that??

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