messages to opaque88:
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from fake-angelic :
stop avoiding me, bitch. i miss you like whoa.
from fake-angelic :
initiate a conversation, bitch.
from fake-angelic :
come online, bitch.
from fake-angelic :
give me my letter, bitch.
from kennethcole :
you are to fuckin sexy
from cross-wind :
Just droping bye for a hello. so yea, Hello fucker *wink*
from kennethcole :
yeah yeah so i love you
from volted :
ok.........where the motherfuck are YOU?
from herdarlinsin :
Hey there Ms Sexy Aussie Baby. I'm eleaving yo a note in your long lost deserted notes page. How about you returning the favor ?
from finnmckool :
First of all, that is SOOOO cool and sweet that R. is moving in with you. Secondly, congratualtions on surviving the first year. Thirdly, glad to hear your moving into a life. Good work! That leaves hope for the rest of us contemplating similiar moves! Keep in touch.
from teekessel :
oh yes, my family sucks. tell me my mum is fucking crazy. tell me the whole world has gone FUCKING CRAZY ASHLEY!!!!!!!!!
from volted :
hi
from kennethcole :
today i noticed that your lj interest include anti-light beer. this made me shake my head at your ignorance. Promptly after i noticed they include kenno. i love you ash
from kennethcole :
I'm still waiting on my template!! did you forget me?
from volted :
WHERE IN THE HELL ARE YOU ? AND MOTHERFUCKING ANSWER ME!!
from suicidemsg :
ashtray. where have you been, both on msn and here on opaque88, hmmm? i miss talking to you, so get yr ass on msn tonight.
from pixielate :
hey ash, commme on. email me!!!!MESSAGE ME. I AM DYING HERE. i have like a million voice messages that i will just delete if u dont talk to me. because just seeing the file "forash.wav" makes me want to cry...(ok that is exaggerated :D). so anyway, get ur ass back here. or i will shoot u. sorry.
from gothicwannab :
hows things honey? How you been? I havent heard from you ages. How you been? You seen much of Allysha? She isnt really talking to me at the moment. I hope to hear back from you.
from topbunknoose :
well you're welcome for the poetry. and if you have the sharpest tongue in australia australia must be pretty dull. (hahaha couldn't resist the bad pun) well get your ass online and tell me why shit is so fucking average.
from soul-letters :
where the hell are you? i love you...rainy <333
from blow-it-up :
haha. i just realized you don't know who the fuck i am. me = kimia. ♥
from teekessel :
dear opaque88. sorry, but that is impossible. the end.
from immer :
i.m even here. desperate. you still remind me of doves and blood and opium. you.re in my thoughts.
from teekessel :
come on...please contact me one way or another.
from kennethcole :
i love you bunches
from teekessel :
ok, move your FAT ASS to your PC, switch it on and add a FUCKING ENTRY BITCH or i will personally come to australia and do it for you while having sex with your cute brother who is only 13 i think.
from volted :
ok its been 6 whole days ,come ,come out where ever you are !!
from alarm-call :
doesn't everyone? (only when I'm not being a conflicted lameo hippie fuck and eating tofu)
from volted :
where are your wonderful words,you know i hate silence.dont stop ash,your always rock the world too the core ,when you put your fingers to the keyboard. ps________imissyouaswell.......shhhhhhhh dont want everyone else knowing ,cause everyone else thinks im a hard bitch,heh,yea right....
from kennethcole :
i love you
from kennethcole :
i love you
from inaptbeauty :
ash, i've got to be honest here, i haven't read your diary (really read) for a while.. i dunno, maybe a bunch of your poems (which are good! REALLY!) just don't agree with my head. i have a hard time understanding most of it. but anyway... er, so i didn't know you were leaving. but here's me saying that if you would have left, i would have wondered. and leave you all the notes i can (even comments in LJ) asking WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU. :) um, so i guess what i'm trying to say is, i'm glad you're still here. because i know it'll be sad if you weren't.. oh and hey! i put up another one of your pretty words on my diary, well... you know the drill! get back to me asap ok?
from blow-it-up :
dont you dare leave. dont you DARE.
from fake-angelic :
i cared if you left, and you can choose to believe it or not. but im glad that you didnt.
from letmebleed- :
I care that you're leaving. I just assumed you'd still be writing, just not poetry. If you do come back, that'd be so awesome, but if you don't, that's okay, too. I'm still keeping you in my profile.... you writing was amazing. xoxo ♥ -Chelsea
from velvet-heart :
No one cared? *shakeshead* I cared Ashie. A lot more than you'll ever know. But I'm glad to see you're back. I hope this time around goes much better for you.
from fake-angelic :
please:) ?
from fake-angelic :
update! update! update!
from cross-wind :
you know i was going to come here and leave you a nice note about my msn still screwy but since i have read Ken's note things have changed. i do not love you ashie because i'm a sexual perv. my whole body cringes at the word pedophile. anyone who know me would know that. i'm not mad at him. perhaps he didn't know. but he knows aboutmy childhood and what happened to my girls.. i'd think that'd be enough. but then again i dunno. you know how much i love you and what you mean to me and how much worth you are to me. i'm not going to be immature and act like a lil jealous fuctwit... but sometimes his little things get to me. i miss you babyfaceashie. My MSN is on the fritz again.. i had to restore my pc Saturday night and i dunno it hasnt worked since then. shitty. i hate this and i loves my msn!!! (almost as much as i love you) kiss kiss. i hope to hear from you soon.
from cut-deeper :
I love your diary, and your design. <3
from kennethcole :
oops to late darlin hehehe
from kennethcole :
if you asked nicely and catch me before i delet it i might show you the parts about you
from kennethcole :
if you asked nicely and catch me before i delet it i might show you the parts about you
from kennethcole :
if you asked nicely and catch me before i delet it i might show you the parts about you
from fyux :
*drops a hello* =)
from kennethcole :
I love way more than Chrissi dose. She just wants you to feed her pedophile urges.
from kennethcole :
How am I supposed to be sad when you give me so much happiness?
from vintagetrash :
you have such a lovely diary.. ♥
from cross-wind :
my dearest love, i can't say that i don't understand your motives, because i do. i love your poetry just as much as i love you. your poetry has never been just words for me. you've managed to create a better me in your words and a newer version of yourself. i have over the past 2 months watched you change so beautifully into the woman i know you are. no, you're not just a girl, silly. you may be a teenager, but inside of that young body and solemn face, beneath the exterior of teen agnst you're a woman. your words ravish my mind and feed my thristy heart. i will personally miss your words that were never just words to begin with. i feel for the people who never tried to take the time to understand you behind your writing, perhaps i was the only one who did. i love you, my love. and your words will never die.
from cross-wind :
hey you sexxay bitch. leave me a notsie or die. or suffer with a life long amount of kisses and endless nights of hot lustful sex. roar.
from rainbow888 :
hello. my name is rianna. leave me a fucking note or die. the end. <333333
from soul-letters :
ah. i seeeeeeee. hmm. I had a feeling it would be her. *freaky music from house band*. yup, just call me "Mind Reader Rainy". yeah, so...thats it. ta ra a bit bitch, *rainy* <33333 ♥
from minusmydeath :
hello ashley. my name is Laura. i miss you. alot. <3
from soul-letters :
erm...i guess. as long as it isn't one of your murdering physco prison friends i guess t'will neigh bother me. love until, rainy <333333 ♥
from volted :
ooooooooooook ,so yea i play with myself when were talking ,i mean really ....what harm is thee to that and that time i craved yr name on my boob that was just for fun ,and my hands getting dry ,need some wet stuff to hide it in ,you game?
from volted :
did you know yr note page(the one that took a 3 min time to mofu load) is a soft porn soap ? where the hell do these people find you ,lol? <3
from alarm-call :
write me a fucking email.
from kennethcole :
I like you best!
from x-girl-falls :
your layout is too hot, bitch. fuck you. ♥
from chaostheory- :
p.s. i.m going to fuck your brains out & if you protest, i will strangle you with one hand & the other a fist inside you .xo.
from chaostheory- :
i will see you tomorrow, beautiful. until then, .xo.
from soul-letters :
i looooooove ashley ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ ♥ <333333 ♥ yup, i do. *rainy* ♥
from soul-letters :
(ashley)-yOuR CoOl! i added u on livejournal. *hugs* rainy ♥
from teekessel :
here's a lauuuuuuuugh hahahahahahh aha ahaha hahahahahah ahahahhahahah haahahahhaa hahahahaha haahahahahahahaahahahhaa!
from kennethcole :
"The days are much to bright. WE only come out at night."
from kennethcole :
"The days are much to bright. WE only come out at night."
from xwords :
got you quoted dollface
from teekessel :
youre getting better at saying teekessel. BITCH. you're online now. i wonder if i should say hi...hm.............
from kennethcole :
you know what is kinda embarasing? To think of a fifteen year old as your emotional, and intelecutal superiour.
from teekessel :
here is your note for today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad thing is, i have absolutely nothing to asy. so shoot me, baby.
from velvet-heart :
ashie lover. i hope you're okay. i haven't seen you online today.. assuming your sexxin' things up with your hott girl. just wanted to let you know that i miss you heaps and that i hope to hear from you sooner rather than later. my days just don't start out right if i don't get to talk to you first. hugs n kiss kiss. i hope your day went well. mwah.
from teekessel :
hey, i need a new comment on ur profile. i dont play handball anymore. i HATE handball. KILL ALL BALLS. KILL THEM! KILL THEM! KILL THE FUCKING BALLS! ok, im over it now. so you cunt, i am planning to leave you SO MANY NOTES you will die of noteism. like one every day or something.
from soul-letters :
stoopid beyatch. consider yourself assasinated. :P. BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!! Now stop being moody and come dance with me! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
from rouse :
oh. NO IM NOT!� love, lai (the flatterer)
from soul-letters :
ha ha. you're cool. ♥
from velvet-heart :
hey ashie lover. I wanted to let you know that my net service is down and i dont know how long it will be before i get it back. I love you and i will miss you. if im not back soon... well. I will do my best. I love you baby. thanks for always being here for me. kiss kiss
from soul-letters :
♥
from soul-letters :
Hey ashley =D ♥
from rouse :
you know what? i think you're one hell of a girl
from velvet-heart :
de toute fa�on j'ai voulu prendre un unit�-par votre endroit et lis ici vos mots fabuleux et me r�jouis dans la splendeur de vos mots jusqu'� ce que mon coeur a arr�t� de pleurer. oh comment vous d�tendez mon �me quand je sens downtrodded. vous jamais ne saurez jamais beaucoup que vos mots m'�pargnent du faire le pire � mon corps. vous dites ez est tout nouveau agnst adolescent. je suis en d�saccord. sa beaut�ces doigts glorieux du v�tre, peignant une sc�ne de l'inconnu que tant de gens ne peuvent pas atteindre hors et peuvent toucher. vous crient pour la si beaucoup d'attention et personne le reconna�t. s�r vous avez vos moments, quel teen ne fait-il pas. il ne signifie pas que vous manquez de moindres valeurs que vous avez fait avant. aucun aucun mon amour, vous gagnez la gr�ce et alimentez automatiquement l'accomplissement dans ce que vous exprime.il maintenant, mais un jour vous ferez. et quand ce jour fait vient j'esp�re que je vous tiens pr�t. je sais que nous avons nos moments b�tes et taquinons chaque autre le filet, mais cela ne signifie pas que je vous aime n'importe quel moins. je grandis pour vous adorer plus, et j'obtiens pour voir l'int�rieur de votre esprit et votre pair dans les choses je n'ai jamais fait avant qu'et j'obtienne pour avoird'�rudition si beaucoup plus de vous. vos confiance et d�teste. vos passions et vos haines. vos entit�s de r�ves et nonexistant. vous �tes de croissance pour la vie et vos souhaits pour la paix et l'�vasion int�rieures. vous m'avez dit l'australie pas gens de marque comme moi. bien, usa pas gens de marque comme vous. si je calcule nos opinions de chaque autre sont �galement m�me au del� des mar�es d'oc�ans. au del� des vagues �crasant etpeuvent unir toujours et embrasser chaque autre cherie de talaing. et oui c'est uber refroidit comment nous obtenons pour parler � chaque autre de tous les jours maintenant mais � nous didnt est venu jusqu'ici tourner nos t�tes en haut au premier nuage d'ombres et � la promenade �loign� de ce que nous avons trouv� dans chaque autre... l'amiti�, adh�rant un amour qui seulement vous et je sais de. s�r il y a un �gemais si ce que. l'�ge est juste un nombre que vous savez. l'�ge n'est pas un reflet sur l'amour ou l'adoration de deux gens s'unissant, je calcule si cela �tait le cas, dieu n'aurait pas cr�� tous ces chemins pour nous traverser til nous avons rencontr� chaque autre. vous signifiez le monde me et j'ai voulu que vous ait su cela. et si vous jamais avez besoin de moi pour n'importe quoi en plus unles insinuations et quelque rire de girlie petit rire nerveux, pour quelque chose s�rieux je suis votre fille. je suis votre ami et j'�tait le premier jour que j'ai tr�buch� � travers vous et a lu vos mots. a lu les passages de ma propre vie dans une plus jeunes mains d'adultes. oh comment nous ajustons comme une main et comme le gant. les chuchotements deviennent des mots et les mots deviennent des �critures sur un mur qui sont ult�rieur d�couvert sur un �cran massif crientderri�re les r�ves et derri�re les cris d'anxi�t�s perdues. nous sommes ces chuchotements qui deviennent une r�alit� au lieu d'une illusion. j'ai voulu que vous ait su que j'essaie de vous voir pour qui vous �tes et que vous voulez � d�sesp�r�ment est si. je vous vois le meilleur je peux et c�de � mon coeur au lieu de la douleur qui bous dans vos veines. je vous voit le meilleur jepouvoir parce que je sais que tout vous demandez. �tre compris au lieu de vous est tomber en panne dans les petits compartiments qui sont seived par les ann�es aim�es de grain pein�. oui il y a des couches sur les couches sur les autres couches qui vous font que vous �tes, et je suis s�r que si vous avez voulu �tre disected le morceau par le morceau amer vous le feriez sur votre propre. vous �tes un celui dansmon jour de bonheur dans et le jour hors par les heures d'obscurit� ce seperate nous dans la lumi�re. je pense sa l'obscurit� qui tient plus pr�s ensemble par le passage de jours dans les heures prochaines de l'inconnu. ses ces heures qui nous fait notre amour et le soin grandit la plupart du temps. tout a un sens dans la vie, une personne un est ou la chose. c'est un cerclela fin jamais jusqu'� ce que c'est le temps est signifi� � dispurse. si laissons l'usage que notre temps pour aimer et soigner et faire notre meilleur comprendre le meilleur nous peut et honore l'un l'autre au lieu d'a envie de que nous sont d'une moindre valeur. mmk? je vous aime et rien jamais jamais ne va changer cela. jamais. pas m�me un homme
from velvet-heart :
dearest ashie, chrissie was a naughty girl today. her was on cam with an electric razor and cut herself. it's hurts like a bitch. kiss my bald kitten for me and make it better, please. i will adorn you with rainbow kisses everyday, upon every hour, upon every minute, per upon every milisecond. i numbed it with ice cubes and then lathered it in lotion, but tisn't helping. i need your magical touch to fine tune my mistake and have you scorn me for being such a bad cam girl. i'm drinking mentho-lyptus tea and smoking cigarettes. that's some fucked up duo don't you think?
from velvet-heart :
cute lil sex kitten.
from velvet-heart :
youre such a sweet liah. but thank you for the adoring words. you make me feel oh so special. that fight with Kenneth wore me our but still i won. hehehe. it was the handcuffs and whips that won out tho. you like them on your body and you love that feel of slick leather across your skin. but what you really want is my hands caressing your body in feather like touches that makes your veins erupt and your heart shoot to the mon as your head is left reeling. you know you want it lol
from soul-letters :
ah yes...sarcasm and friend making. In the sarcasm staked I could flip you ANYDAY! I am the QUEEN of sarcasm, you better believe honey! (wonderful thing, isn't it?). As for the friend making thing, i understand how hard it is to make friends, but i've never been like that. i alway just go up to people and talk to them if i like the look of them...like at the bus stop...in a slightly freakish, forrest gump kinda way....i don't care! tis better to be weird than be like all the other people in the world, as weirdness is beautiful!! love you *rainy* ♥ ♥ ♥
from soul-letters :
Ashley eh...that i did know, but I did NOT know you were 15! It fucking astonishes me, all these people write and act so much older than their age! no shit, i was expecting you to be like 25! i'm 15 too! *age fifteen dance*....so...*rolls eyes*...i can't even remember what your notes said! ha ha. i have to go back then reply to what you said, because i can't remember ((duh)) ♥
from velvet-heart :
so ashie baby, which is it? i'm making you choose sexy bitch. whats it gonna be? a wild ride with me under the sheets laiden in our sweaty bodies under the moonlight in your room as i ravish your body with hands and tongue or boyface?
from velvet-heart :
my fuckin ass bitch! she is mine!! *pokes you in the eyes, kicks you between the legs, pulls your hair, scrapes my fingernails along your skin, and pounces your face* fuck with me. not my fault my profile is filled with hottie women and they adore me. candy shop eh? one of these days youre gonna dip that hand a lil too deep in that candy jar and youre gonna lose those itchy fingers of yours. whore. stop stealing my sex's boy.
from kennethcole :
How could i help it its not my fault you have good tast in women. Your buddy list is like a candy shop. you can try and steal her all day but i know she is mine
from velvet-heart :
fine fine. have her. i dont give a shit. i will just steal her later. you're so mean kenneth i can't believe you snuck behind my back like that *cries* bastard. she loves you more than me. just had to be a sneaky bitch and talk to her on msn didn't cha.
from kennethcole :
*winks*
from kennethcole :
Thats it you crossed a line. I am seriously going to whipp your fucking ass. I dont know how pussys handle themselfs up there but I dont fuck around you have a ass-whipping on its way.
from velvet-heart :
Heartbreaker? bitch! you got some nerve. i do not break hearts, people break mine and i'm just being protective of whats mine you midless whoring twat. she's mine. i found her first damn you. if i can share so can you. you can't have her all to yourself bitchiness whore. want to take this outside do yah? bring it on boyface *wink*
from kennethcole :
GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are such a hog! You cant just have all the good women! cut me a fucking brake you heartbreaker!
from velvet-heart :
Pardon me kenneth. didn't realise i was a woman hogging whore. want me to back away from ashie do you? too bad *muahahahaha* she wants me and she likes my big boobs and tight thighs and luminous eyes. have me flogged eh? i dont think ashie would appreciate you having her mistress whacked. tsk tsk. such a shame. you need to learn how to share mister
from kennethcole :
fuck that slut i miss her most. why dont we just step out side and handle this one.
from velvet-heart :
no one can miss you more than i. you're my bedden whore dammit and i refuse to share. handcuffs are out and the straps are on the matress awaiting your arrival miss. you may have left the goth, but the goth didn't leave you *meowr* now come here and sit your fine ass self down next to me and schmoochie your precious lips to my mouth and those pleasurable curves.. mmmmmmm.. you want it..
from kennethcole :
i miss you babe
from velvet-heart :
you know connor and i have been waiting for you for hours upon hours miss. how ever do you plan to make it up to me? peering isnide of mind through all of this sex talk as got my body aching for the extremities of pleasure. make way miss i'm coming through...
from velvet-heart :
now lover, you should know that i'd never forget such a priceless treasure as to bring the essence of our orgasms to our bed. i remember how your knees buckled the last time connor reached for your folds of hidden desire and your body shook and lips trembled with the fear of excitement as your eyes screamed for more. i remember how your hands clutched the linen and your fingernails ripped the mattress as your body arched and your hips went flying beyond all depths of reason as the tide took you over and you spilled into my hands. oh yes *sigh* how could I ever forget conner.
from velvet-heart :
well, dscribing such naughtiness online would be of bad form wouldnt it? but we once again aren't good girls so i say hell yes! let's go all out and break the bed and fuck til daylight comes and do it all over again. make my body sweat and my hair stick to my face as i scream out your name above all of the other lovers i have had before. mold my heart in your hands and scrape the need of desire from between my thighs as you taste the salt on my skin because this feeling never fades.
from velvet-heart :
blushing you would be quite the experience i would say but i dont think my trembling hands would get far. you intimidate me ashie baby. sexy bod sexy brain lust filled eyes and pouty lips. unnh theres that feeling again.. what are you doing to me? orange lube eh? arent you the special unique mistress of the night? and i was thinking about strawberries and biting teeth and nipping skin and such.. and where do my hands go again?
from velvet-heart :
taunting you is only secod nature to teasin that sexy brain of yours. but if you were to ask me about that delicious hot body of yours.. ahem.. *licks lips*
from velvet-heart :
okay so its holocaust. gonna sue me or make love to me?
from velvet-heart :
reading your words always have the same effect on me as if i were reading them for the first time. i sometimes wish i had your grace when it came to expressing myself in poetry but its okay that i dont, because you do it for me when i read your astounding words. oh how i wish i could bathe you in the beauty of your own words. yes, you. i not only love you for the person you are but i adore you for the person that is set aside inside of you, that you've set apart from the rest of you. and that nakes you unique. unique in your own atmosphere and talent and dreams and so much more. the rainbow will never fade unless you close your eyes, so don't close them because if you do where would i be at the end? i may be an oceans reach away from you, but inside your heart i shall always be. with that alone no storm no cloud no haulocuast or earthly disaster could keep from loving you. you to me are one in a million. a million loves to love that is. *mwah ashie*
from soul-letters :
Rianna is my name, being me is my game. Sheesh that was gay. It was supposed to be intrieguing and mysterious, but I failed miserable on both counts. Yup, the names Rianna, but my nickname is Rainy. My favourite flavour lollipop is of course strawberry...and old favourite...gotta love it. My place of current residence (get *me*!) is Birmingham, england. Well it's not actually Birmingham, its the countryside surrounding it, but you gotta drop in the name of a big city just to give a general idea, dontcha? Hmm...I have three brothers, all little shits of course, but the most protective of the protective, and I'm forever falling in and out of love. *yawn*. Some people may describe me as jealous, over protective, controlling, selfish and angry, but I think I'm a lovely person besides all of that. What else can I tell you?...hmm...*still thinking*...ah, yes. My grandmother was a famous romance novelist, and I'm attempting to follow in her footsteps...well, the novelist bit, not the romance..yeah, thats pretty much it. There's not alot I can say about myself, but I promise i'm not boring...*sound of a cough in the silence*...DAMN YOU! I am NOT boring!!! Your turn! Love, rainy ♥ ♥ ♥
from fucked-raw :
wish you were happier these days,a girl like you deserves that
from fading-whore :
I'm so glad that you'll wait for me ♥ Take care of yourself until then, Ashley *Hugs*
from soul-letters :
okay ill tie, you rape then we'll swap. thats that sorted. ♥
from cut-deeper :
you're diary KICKS MAJOR ASS. <3
from soul-letters :
yeah, lets be friends and harass ken. i think thats a good idea. anyway, i *totally* know what you mean about that *bastard* (*sister sister style bitchy expression*). All up callin me "hooch" then ignorin me when i was being drunk and very funny. *another bitchy expression*. Man, he can kiss my ass. =D =D =D ♥ ♥
from fake-angelic :
go to that boost juice place more often. just so that i know that i;m still on yr mind.
from x-anxiety :
i'm alright, love. i moved to livejournal. http://livejournal.com/users/__starshine
from soul-letters :
you seem incredibly cool. i loved the ltest note you left for ken. it made me laugh. and i dont laugh much these days. love, *rainy* ♥
from pixielate :
yeah so this is ann, bitch. have u banned me? U R NEVA FUCKING ONLINE ON MSN!! GRRR!!!! GRR!!!
from neon-nation :
i loooove the clash. and a very nice boy is lending his clash vinyl records this week. orgasm...
from fading-whore :
It should be unlocked now. I would love to meet the famous Ashley that everyone adores! Unfortunately though, I'm very busy looking after the house, animals and family while my mother and her partner (Sue) are in America for 3 weeks ♥ In the future I would like to meet up with you... If you're still interested that is.
from fucked-raw :
pretty
from alarm-call :
well, I figured if you were going to criticise, you�d have some other suggestion. and, nah, thanks, but I don�t want to use anyone else�s layouts. I�ll stick with my barely html literate stuff. (p.s. I think my face is getting more swollen, not less. it makes me pissed off)
from alarm-call :
not so much feisty as in-pain, I guess. But I've seen your layouts. none of them are exactly positive, are they? and alarm-call is a minimal-angst zone, remember? alright, so you've got a problem with green and pink. what would you prefer?
from alarm-call :
fuck off, dude. I dig green and pink. I'm not into "check out how deep and depressed I am" layouts.
from velvet-heart :
Sometimes I wonder when you're writing your thoughts who exactly you're talking to. Your lastest entry makes me want to shout those words to my mother. Even as breathtakingly beautiful as they are, they are some what haunting over the past I have led with a family that was cruel with unkind intentions on breaking a little girls soul that never mastered the goal, only to find themsleves alone and me the stonger one, still holding the key to my heart in my own palm. I see you as a younger reflection of me, just with a better face and a more stunning heart. Yours beats rapid while mine runs rampant along the veins of broken dreams and hushed whispers. Yet you still amaze me so much I want to hold you and cry as I say your name aloud so others will know of you and your masterful words and stunning grace of singing tunes along with a rhythmic heartbeat dancing along a sliver lining only you can see but feel you can ever escape to. But you will. Someday you will breake free from the moth caccoon holding you prisoner and burst free as a beautiful betwitching butterfly and you'll capture the hearts of all those you don't see now. You will in time see what I see, as well as the others that are true to you. In time you will. You'll see and then you'll smile. I *heart* you Ash. Muchly.
from alarm-call :
well, you could , dude. surely I've given you mu number already. I mean, it wouldn't work today, I can't talk at all, but still..
from fake-angelic :
i love you.
from kennethcole :
ninjajesus18: dod know that in austraila they use the euro Jtl04:No way they are not europen what fakes ninjajesus18: Yeah i just learned it from a darlin aussie friend of mine
from fucked-raw :
um your like the cooliest of the cool here and omg your words are just like so totally truth and i cant breath without them or yr total diary! i just cant even think anymore well cause you just so much rule my whole world.________________________________________________________________________get real bitch,cause you know i motherfucking love you even without the words!!<3 ________oooooo yea,plus like i can come back in a couple of days and say more meaningless shit cause your totally in my veins and stuff,yea ok so bye !
from cross-wind :
Where are you hiding pretty girl? I miss you. I hope all is well and that you had a somewhat plasant day. I know how it is to just want to run and escape. One day tho, you will. And when you do you'll wear that smile because you have reached the destiny of yours where your everything is complete. *hugs Ash baby* I *love* your latest update, but then again I love everything about you, including your mind. *smiles* ♥
from cross-wind :
No, I'm not jealous of you. Well, I used to be, but not anymore. But I'm not jealous of you hijacking any pretty boys. He's my friend. So why would I be jealous of that, hmm? *sigh* I'm just.. nothing. Yea, that's it. I'm nothing. I hope you slept well. *♥ hugs and kisses*
from kennethcole :
Yeah that sounds all grand and, but what do you parents would thing if they know you were trying to get into a 19yr olds pants. i think they would be a little angerd. Not to mention I assure you my pants are nothing worthy of getting into. For god sake ash cant we ever just cuddle
from kennethcole :
Yay So what do they not have stachatory rape in Austraila? because incase you forgot you are a lil younger than me. and bye the way under no circumstances will i ever have an extra large condom!
from kennethcole :
Thats fine with me but were will you sleep?
from kennethcole :
Make it a week and we have a deal
from kennethcole :
ninjajesus18: she holds me close & whispers wet "there are cannibals among us." mad in love with dry dead boys in the backs of abandoned cars smoking the petals of flowers plotting the murder of love ninjajesus18: that is fucking beautiful ninjajesus18: ash is amazing dont you think ninjajesus18: much like yourself Chrissi553: I read it this morning Chrissi553: shes a much better than writer then I am
from xscar-mex :
*holds breath* i simply cannot breathe...absolute beauty, i smile just reading such bliss. xoxox Lauren
from adarkthought :
listen wench. i told you i had three nipples in secrecy, then you had to go post it in your profile? what kind of a friend are you hmm? change it or regret it.
from suicidespade :
I think I proved my point with my statement that I can offend you and make you love me. I was in an ego frame of mind last night so you'll have to forgive but one thing is for sure. This is mine and I rule your notes. (I'm not giving you a groupie sign either.)
from velvet-heart :
Voices screaming, beggingt o be heard behind the wall of words as they shout amongst the blue skies and cry in tears. You want to be heard, behind the glass of shadows and whispers in voices. Oh how you make my heart ache to hold your screaming mind. Only I could understand the fear and joy in such a feat. Keep writing those amazing words, and never back down from the aristic side of you. Youre emerging now. Keep coming. I adore you. *love*
from fake-angelic :
gothika out on 29th. & im dragging you along with me.
from velvet-heart :
Once again your words leave me nbeathless. Like making love to a blank canvas, your words scream sex way past orgasms. You are the best sexual poet there is. *hugs and kisses*
from suicidespade :
I have a chance at reclaiming it? A Chance!? Bullshit! This is my territory and you are mine by association. So get over it. All the others that post tirelessy here are just wasting their breathe because no one offends you but makes you laugh like I do. THIS IS MINE BITCH! GET OVER IT.
from suicidespade :
God its been awhile since I threw down words here and things have been violated it seems. So I'm hear to reclaim my throne.
from fucked-raw :
I FUCKING LOVE YOU ,BE STRONG
from fading-whore :
About her mum... Not only because of the "rape" but because Allysha never helps out with anything, Allysha is always making her feel bad about something, Allysha is the reason her father and mother had been fighting and just things like that. My E-mail address is [email protected] feel free to write whenever you need to let anything out. Her mother was always so nice to me over the years and I feel bad that she's stuck with all that bullshit.
from fading-whore :
Sorry, I meant to type "smoking". I'm really bad at spelling and typing! Anyway, I know that I don't have much to offer but I'm here for you too if you need to talk... I don't know what I'll say but I'll always listen. Thankyou for caring ♥
from fading-whore :
By the way, you know how Allysha has her head shaved? Mat and I shaved it (the first time she had it done not the strip down the middle) ♥ She changes her image all the time just because of what she think people will think of her. As Allison said... Allysha would see some clothes she liked but wouldn't get them because they had colour therefore people wouldn't think she were "gothic" and also she started soming again because she thought it would make her look tough! At least she has stuck to this gothic/punk look for a while.
from fading-whore :
I have to say that your live journal summed Allysha up perfectly *Pats you on the back* I know that must have been hard to do but you said it so well in the end ♥ I hope you end up being very happy in "all" areas of your life! I just have one more comment about Allysha etc. It's a shame that wonderful people like Allison, yourself and Allysha's mum have been hurt by Allysha's lies... I'm sorry that you've had to go through such heartache *Waves goodbye*
from justenough :
that what i told him. ♥
from justenough :
ignore him, ash. hes had a bad day, week, whatever.
from theid :
stay the fuck out of my life. use your money to buy yourself a new hairdresser.
from alarm-call :
well, sydney*ish, anyway. it's not much over halfway from my town to yours. also, since I'm sending notes, I noticed you had miss tia (pushybottom) on yr lj friends list, and thought I should be smug that I've hung out with her.
from x-girl-falls :
yo BITCH. why didnt you TELL me you wanted me to note you summore? like oh my fucking marco frolicking naked in a moshpit of screaming butterflies!!!! *notes insanely* ♥ kimia. ps.+++ dude. i SOOOOO wont forget you again. thats a promise like... er. fuck.
from fauxpas- :
p.s. if my diary turns worse than it already is, take me off your profile. you are by no means obligated to keep it there.
from fauxpas- :
fucking shit, i love you too.
from xscar-mex :
i write here and in dead2you love, come visit me sometime. <33 xoxo Lauren
from fading-whore :
I'm sorry if these notes bring back painful memories of Allysha but I just wanted you to read the entry I wrote on the day things between her and I went "So wrong"... http://fading-whore.diaryland.com/60.html ♥
from fading-whore :
What's your story at the moment with her? If you don't mind my asking that is ♥ As much as I love Allysha (and always will)... I think Allison is too good for her and should be with someone who will treat her a lot better.
from fading-whore :
I know what you mean when you say she doesn't want to be "fixed" Allison was having so many problems with her because she knew Allysha was lying but she wanted to stay with her in hope she'd change and love her back. The story between Allysha and I is a very complicated one because Allysha never made things easy. At the moment she doesn't want to have anything to do with me because she thinks I "put moves" on Allison when I was only trying to support her because she didn't know if she should leave Allysha or not... Yes she and I kissed but I did not try anything else... Allison was the one who wanted to take things further and Allysha wanted us to have a threesome so I don't know why she is so mad at me when I was the one saying that I loved her but didn't want to go through with it because she was with Allison and I'm with Mat. I'm sorry if this is hard to follow ♥ When I saw that photo of her holding up that paper... I almost died because she said she only loved me. So, the other month I asked her about it and she said she only loved you as a friend... I'm not sure if she really loves anyone other than herself (even Allison has said that).
from fading-whore :
It's okay, Ashley. Unfortunately I still love her so therefore I love a liar *A tear falls down her cheek* Just a question... Why is it that people know that she's a liar but still love her? It's because of her lies I've lost her again... It's slowly killing me knowing she hates me for things I did not do ♥ Take care of yourself
from xscar-mex :
darling, i've missed you so xoxo lauren
from cheap-irony :
ps_____ILOVEYOUFUCKAR
from velvet-heart :
I am always on. You have me blocked. I guess anyways. I never see you online. Ever. Amyway I have some new poems for you to read. You requested sex poems. I have a few.
from velvet-heart :
I see how it is. *laughs* You'll talk to K and not me. *sniffles* You don't love Chrissy no more.
from kennethcole :
I am lucky enough to have found alot of people that amaze me, And you happen to be one of them
from kennethcole :
Ill have you know i am not dating anyone at the moment. if you are refering to mestupchick she is just my friend, well my friend that i am madly in love with, but none the less we are just friens. Oh and what the hell are you talking about army of followers. you make me laugh
from kennethcole :
Hey now you stop all that crazy talk. I might have let it stand if you had just said i was a cool guy but calling me hot, that is just rediculous. Thanks for the complaments any way,even if they were rediculously unbelivable
from kennethcole :
hello my new favorite stranger i just wanted to say that you are so massivly cool that you should get an award for it
from cross-wind :
I bother with you because I love you! Silly.
from kennethcole :
i doubt it
from kennethcole :
you are comprised of some amazing qualities. I very much look forward to picking the recesses of your diary. oh and your profile is quite impressive especialy snake river conspiracy. that is not a name you hear every day.
from cross-wind :
You haven't lost me Ashley. I'm here. Hoping to heare from you soon. *huggles*
from psy-vamp :
I wish that someone could come along & make your heart stop bleeding. I love you so much. SO much. xoxoxo.
from velvet-heart :
Some addictions can't be passed. I heart your words.
from fauxpas- :
miss me?
from intoxicate88 :
hey...i don't mean to be all, bothersome, and pushy, but i was wondering if you had started on my layout yet? if not that's okay. i'm just in desperate need of one. =$
from velvet-heart :
I never knew beauty could come in so many different layers. I miss your notes, but I know you dont miss me. I do hope things are looking up for you under the cast of medicine and peering eyes. Even though they're looking, they will never get the chance to look inside your soul like I did. I'm proud to say I kne3w you, even if it was for a short while and you ended up disliking me. It's okay to be rejcted.. it doesn't mean I'm not beautiful inside. It just means I wasn't likeable or loveable. I'm sorry for any pain I have caused you- and you dont have to worry about me leaving you pesky distrubing notes anymore. I closed my diary and went somewhere else. Good bye Ashley. I will forever keep your notes and let your words of beauty burn my heart. (Chrissy)
from fading-whore :
If you're still friends with Allysha... Could you please tell me if she's okay? It would mean so much to me if you would ♥ Thankyou
from psy-vamp :
for you. http://psy-vamp.diaryland.com/040320_46.html
from psy-vamp :
god, I fucking love you.
from velvet-heart :
Ash, you're such a talented writer, always remember that no matter where you go in life ok? Always remember that this girl here told you that you are an amazing something and hold onto the things I say because I mean them. I may suck at everything else, but I have never told you any untruths about your power to write and help my mind escape the bad day in and day out. Thank you for always being here for me even tho you didn't know you were. *hugs* Chrissy
from leasophia :
wow, I really like your use of image!
from intoxicate88 :
hey..i don't wnat these images for my layout, but i thought you might like to check them out... http://www.virginpunk.com/da39.jpg http://www.virginpunk.com/da94.jpg http://www.virginpunk.com/da10.jpg they're from a site; virginpunk.com, so you can find more, if you like them.
from intoxicate88 :
dark colours, deperessing theme, image=http://www.deviantart.com/view/713468, my resolution is 1024x768 & links are; newer, older, notes, profile, extra [/extra.html], email [[email protected]], and of course, a design link to you, and image link [http://lostgirl.deviantart.com/]
from psy-vamp :
the things you say make me smile so much. more than you could ever know. still, it won't change the fact that you're truly the hottest sex-goddess to have ever walked the earth. I want so badly for you to have someone close to you who makes you realize that. xoxoxo. I ♥ you.
from intoxicate88 :
hey, i was wondering if you could make me a custom design? i really liked that one layout you had with the girl against the wall. i was wondering if you could use an image like that, if you made me one? i could probably code it myself, if you just make an image? note me back. ♥intoxicate88
from intoxicate88 :
whoa, pretty cool. and thanks for the info about psy-vamp, i'll remember that for future use. ;) ♥intoxicate88
from amber-darko :
I found you through the Self-Injury diaryring.
from intoxicate88 :
hey, it's allie. and your's?
from intoxicate88 :
no problem. thanks for note-ing me back. ♥intoxicate88
from intoxicate88 :
great diary. i love your writing. your beautiful ♥ intoxicate88
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]
from psy-vamp :
someone's awfully lucky to be that much the object of your obsession. xoxoxo. ♥.
from pacey2052 :
you are an amazing writer! im adding you to my favorites!! :-D x0x Pacey
from velvet-heart :
I want to roll up in your poems and cover myself up in them so tight and choke myself on them so I cant breathe. You take simple words and make them steamy and sexy, truly. And I still adore you. Miss Ashley..
from inaptbeauty :
you take words and make it look alive: industrial love is turning our hearts into stone industrial love is keeping the mankind alone. for that i love you more!!!!!! ciao bella!
from psy-vamp :
your last note to me is the best on the page. I didn't realize how much I meant to you; but you know that it's right back at you, no? I love you so much. xoxoxo.
from velvet-heart :
Did I hear a request for sex poems here?
from psy-vamp :
you're sexier than any pair of pajamas I've seen yet.
from velvet-heart :
Hot granny pajamas and an asexual Ash, there's some serious kissing material right there. Mmmmm yum. (How many sex poem do you want?)
from anhnie :
you make normal straight girls want to rape their computer screens xoxox
from fake-angelic :
i want another hug from you. lets both play traunts and see each other soon.
from anhnie :
if you dont mind coming into the city & hanging out with some of us then i would love nothing more than your company this saturday xoxoxoxo
from suicidespade :
really how so
from velvet-heart :
I dont think Chicken soup will cure what ails me here. But I wont shun away your gratitude. Thank you for thinking of me. And your writing still kicks my ass, you're so much better at writing than I am. Toodles doll. Love yah muchly.
from velvet-heart :
I'm sick, really. No one knows this because I don't tell them. You're the first one to know.
from velvet-heart :
You amaze me with your intellect and how you rape words and turn them into beauty and fuck my mind for hours leaving me gasping with orgasms. Heh, I love metaphors.
from topbunknoose :
should said, "because I wanted to inlcude you in my speech."
from inaptbeauty :
flash
from velvet-heart :
How am I? Let's pass on me and talk about you - you're more important that my naive mishaps. Hows are you doing honey?
from foxwar :
you really would. i am jealous.
from foxwar :
hey fucker, you just made me smile.
from teekessel :
*says in scary voice: "WAAAZZUPPPPPPP? I AM BEHIND YOU AND WILL KILL YOU B�T FIRST U SHALL BE TORTURED"*
from velvet-heart :
You're still bold and beautiful. I miss you honey.
from topbunknoose :
what weaker species? your still human. I'm surprised you didn't catch (or mention) my horrid pun and rip it to pieces. Oh well I snuck one past you. Beware I've been practicing today.
from topbunknoose :
I will give you credit for the sarcasm but keep in mind I will win. I will find a better sarcastic comment. Just wait I'm coming (kinda like you were).
from alarm-call :
hair washing is over rated. my hair looks it's rock star best after I wash it, put wax in it, and leave it for 2-3 days. at about 5 days it gets doubtful. by the 6th day it's completely disgusting.
from anhnie :
ah shut up // you know there will be no competition because you would win hands down! // you're fucking gorgeous &&you know it girlface xoxoxo
from x-anxiety :
enjolras is quite perfect indeed. i'm reading it for the second time now. my friends think i'm insane for even reading it once.
from alarm-call :
well then, maybe you should write me a fucking email, dickhead
from anhnie :
my latest ((((/myplea.html)))) all for you prettygirl xoxoxoxoxoxox
from anhnie :
well i have uni tues-thurs so i get a superlong weekend // so whenever you're free im sure we can manage a time&place to suit us both &&be all crazy together xoxoxox ♥tweety
from x-anxiety :
i just finished les miserables today. i'm starting ninety-three. i'm from alabama. you?
from letmebleed- :
Attatched at the Hip... that is one of my favorites by CKY. Awesome! xoxo ♥ -Chelsea
from teekessel :
dude, it was totally not a problem.
from anhnie :
i know where pennant hills is // my dorkface lives in riverstone ((whatahole)) &&most his friends live around there -- well baulkum hills // dural // cherrybrook &&he works in pymble so i've gotten to know the northwest a bit better because of that! // i would ♥ to be graced by your presence -- it would be fun at the least (;
from alarm-call :
mohawks are so fuckin' passe, man. I'm thinking about something a little more cyberpunk*esque
from anhnie :
theres nothing wrong with crazy people // only normal people ((hehe)) you kind of remind me of my friend nora -- in looks that is // shes got black hair &&big green eyes &&works in general pants in burwood // i live out southwest -- YAY ME // actually its not that bad as people make it out to be // where abouts are you??!// ♥tweety
from x-anxiety :
jessica. [you like les miserables too? i'm reading it right now]
from anhnie :
im surprised with you being in sydney i haven't found you earlier // but better late than never right? // you are beautiful xoxoxoox
from x-anxiety :
the kids are good. thanks.
from fake-angelic :
thankyou for today :)
from fake-angelic :
http://audiofind.ru/
from x-anxiety :
hello gorgeous
from fake-angelic :
regarding emailing me to re-finalise, don/t send mail to my msn name, send it to [email protected]. because people send me penis enlargement and cheap internet porn junk via fieldsofgold, and i dont bother checking email from there anymore, isnt that sad? see you on saturday.
from teekessel :
omg r u naked in ur layout? LIKE OMG!!!!11! r u like alrite? & its like pink n shit. OMG!!
from front :
im a freak
from inaptbeauty :
i smell sex!! dnt you smell sex? i smell it!! ooooof *addicted to you
from floatnangel :
the new layout is REALLY fucking BEAUTIFUL!! [really] *!*AngeL*!*
from psy-vamp :
pink. are you okay? I like it. I wish I was pretty enough to put a photo of my own upon my diary. xoxoxo. ♥.
from velvet-heart :
Oh no you didn't Ashley...... *faints* Gosh *fans self* Ashley Porn.. *shakes head* I can't get the image out. You're going to corrupt me you sweet lil sexy thang. Stop that, lol. You know I'm bad enough as it is. Maybe I should get you that sex poem you requested a while back, to you can calm down your pheromones. Yes, yes.... I.. unnnnnnh Damn you Ashie. We made an agreement... Guh.
from adarkthought :
look. just what the fuck mates. pink porn = ashley? but that was never an option.
from justenough :
this layout reminds me of something i'd make. its pink enough.
from fake-angelic :
give me the u/p of vfetish once it opens, i/ll love to read more of yr words.
from fauxpas- :
hours after we've spoken. i'm listening to the smashing pumpkins. i am tired as fuck but can't sleep. thinking of you.
from cheap-irony :
ok owen said ;hes not going down with out a fight .so ;you still have a small chance if you want him .he starts school monday ;the lil hookers will be after him then, so better tell me quick ,ps i miss talking to you
from inaptbeauty :
its been too long doll! gives a lot of kisses your way: *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss *kiss ♥
from justenough :
ash... :/ im kind of confused about that comment you left in my diary. talk to me or something. thanks. ♥
from x-girl-falls :
hon. you fucking rock. <33 ♥ - kimia.
from velvet-heart :
Dearest Ash, I know what you're going through, love. I've been there and done it. That wild and crazy scene of life passing your eyes in a blurry ray of lights; feeling as if you can't function on your own becomes all too tiresome. But I know the Ashley that you are and I know that you can make it, and you will. Don't rip off your butterfly wings just yet ok? Tuck them in real close to your body, and just when people least expect it, spread those beautiful array of luminous colors and fly. Be free and be you, the person and the dream you've always wanted to be. I will be waiting for you on the other side, waiting to catch you and watch your face shine in a radiant smile. I love you muchly girlface. Just keep doing what you're doing. You're awesome. ♥ forever.
from velvet-heart :
Dearest Ashie doll. I miss you above all the rest, but your words catapult me into tunes of feeling I have been drugged by sleeping tablets. I love you and your words, because the very essence of knowing that you breathe keeps me warm. *hugs*
from xwidexawakex :
its you! ican see pretty you on your layout *swoons*
from anti-project :
i am so much better than everyone.
from fucked-raw :
ok lil bit i left you a nice battle note on nicks page ;ps_im only doing it to boost him;you can have the note page ;i mean babies are a fucking big thing .but anyway;i love you and owen been asking for his wifey and how am i going to break it to my lil boy another has took his place? i mean really ash ;i thought you were the one .ive been picking out a nice jammey set for the honey moon .;( ill try to smooth thing over ;but you'll have to set a date betwwen nap time and blues clues to talk with him ;ok its only fair.anyways _ps bitch yr so fucking pretty!!!
from velvet-heart :
OMFG Ashley you talented little bitch! You fucking KICK ASS! That is the best fuctabulous template I've EVER seen!! I told you that you were hot!! And now.. Ungh. For this you will definitely get a new *cough* poem. I could drool over your template for ever.. but ahem woman are s'posed to be able to control their emotions, right? And you've been hiding lil' mistress. What gives eh? And how was your Valentine's?
from fake-angelic :
i bet Adrian's hogging the internet now. kick me off again, i want you online. comeonlinecomeonlinecomeonline.
from fake-angelic :
currently im ruling yr notes page! oh im such a loser. no yr not getting away from me, im going to drag you to go ice skating even if you dont want to. trust me, it'll be fun. remember what i said, im going to show you more ways of being happy? of course, that would mean being with someone not as boring as me, but i cant change my personality into a fun loving person because i dont know how to. so there, you're coming ice skating with me after watching slyvia. & here i am blabbering on again. im sure you dont mind?
from fake-angelic :
don't worry about the ice skating thing, after one or two rounds you'll be able to skate like an expert. havent you been ice skating before? im going on monday with friends, if only you werent grounded. you'll have to start being more considerate ash, go buy yr mum some flowers and making her bed every morning until she un-grounds you.
from fake-angelic :
almost as much as hearing my voice? i would have thought hearing my voice was better than receiving notes. *&%#)%*(!! hearing yr voice made my day. it certainly would make the world a better place, introduce me to some more friends like you, i need more ashleys.
from fake-angelic :
do you mind me flooding yr notes page? 45 minutes until you are online again. sigh. tell me, how did the call go?
from fake-angelic :
i have a soothing voice? well, yr going to hear it a lot often, you should be warned rather than i. and yes i do appreciate yr notes the most, because its not superficial like the other ones (shh i didnt say that).
from fake-angelic :
excuse my shaky voice and stupid blabberings. you have a beautiful voice.
from fake-angelic :
nothing bad. i'll tell you one day. wheres yr presence on msn, girl? don't you know that i miss you?
from limestars- :
haha ooh i am very proud of you! rock on gorgeous <3
from fake-angelic :
yr name came up today during my dr's appt. i didnt mean to, it was like truth poison was poured into my mouth. someone made me promise that we go ice skating together, want to? p.s get yr ass online, i have a feeling yr avoiding me?
from fucked-raw :
well im on now and yr name is lighted up so when you feel like im here ;<3
from fucked-raw :
tomarrow;when i awake;i want yr sweet ass on line or im coming over &slapping you around
from adarkthought :
you're feeling kinky. oh please.
from velvet-heart :
Oh Ashie baby- I dont have a sex poem for you but I do however have something else.. if you want to read it that is (?)
from foxwar :
forget me and you die.
from letmebleed- :
Wow... where did you get that picture for your layout. It creeped me out... yet amazed me at the same time. I want to turn my head, but keep staring at it. It's awesome! xoxo ♥ -Chelsea
from pink-sunday :
hey you love you
from velvet-heart :
M'loving heart come to me now and let my arms beseech your unwaking heart and fill your lungs with star dust and glassy smiles, for this heart of mine is mssing your beautiful laughter and prettiest of all words. Come to me and wake up my crying heart as our stars reach out and make connections. I miss you Ashie, very much so.
from inaptbeauty :
id come praying for you... but then nobody does answer prayer that quickly, so maybe i'll just sit tight under you &hope you'd fall directly into me.. a cushion for life. ♥
from limestars- :
your layout is hot. wow <33
from down-fallen :
your layout scares me so much.... i like it. oO;
from teekessel :
omg ur layout disgusts me!!!!! *is shocked* OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!! !!! !!! !!! ok im over it now.
from velvet-heart :
M'loving Ashie :) *hugs!* I miss you.
from adarkthought :
ps. well then. if my layout is so crap, there's just an excuse right there for you to make me a new one. hmph.
from fake-angelic :
i meant, my ass was online all day. nothing else to do.
from fake-angelic :
am ass has been online all day today. where are you? i cant see you. are you on tonight? i have to show you my cool dog collar
from psy-vamp :
I ♥ your template. & you.
from theid :
i am very disappointed.
from adarkthought :
um. her tongue looks like a strawberry.
from fake-angelic :
um. ashley. please come online?
from velvet-heart :
"scrape up some sparks to guide you & use yr arms to bring you back" I feel like you are reaching our and speaking to only me and your words make me cry. But don't you worry, for they aren't sad. I love you Ashie
from fake-angelic :
you already know this but...you inspire me (040204_70.html).
from pink-sunday :
ok where are you girly?
from fake-angelic :
i cant wait to see you <3
from topbunknoose :
Now I'm the ruler of your notes. Before me the other notes tremble and shake in the knees. And I instill this fear for free, ain't that a kicker. Oh and by the way no bitching you fucker.
from fauxpas- :
i really don't know what the fuck to say here anymore. it sucks. and hey, i miss you. yep.
from velvet-heart :
beauty is beauty but love goes deeper than the skin. And I love you.
from cheap-irony :
HEY I THINK YR LAYOUT IS COOL;WANNA MAKE OUT?
from angellore :
oh! heh.. I.m not too familiar with these expressions! .: feels rather dumb :. well I.ve never been out much, I really don.t know anyone exept my family here.. I went to Parramatta a few times and I.m spending most of my time online talking to JP..
from angellore :
oh well you said in your note "i;ll make it 1:30pm to be on the ultra safe side" I don.t know where that is :s
from fake-angelic :
fuck it. we're meeting. some weekend, you decide, plan around tim bailey, okay? (another warning: i'm quiet)
from angellore :
Oh yes I know you were half lebanese.. I read it somewhere in your diary.. You do know I look more like the first pictures than the one in my gothic gown!? and I don.t know what you look like :| where do you have a photo of you? and I.ve been here for a few days now and I don.t really know what the ultra safe side is.. so can you please be more specific?
from angellore :
I am free all day I have nothing else to do! I have lots of photos of me in my diary just log on to http://angellore.diaryland.com/pics.html you just let me know what time can I meet you there <3
from angellore :
Hey.. so this Saturday.. around noon.. Outside Starbucks in Westfield shopping center- Parramatta? is that okay with you?
from fake-angelic :
i must sound like a stalking serial killer. i think that i'm freaking you out right?
from fake-angelic :
this is pretty fucking sad & pathetic. i think our last chat sparked off some gene inside of me thats making me miss you. and you not being online, im going to rip my hair out. pssttt...(/ashley.html)
from fake-angelic :
message/call/tell me when you get yr mobile.
from fake-angelic :
i miss you. again. tell me the times yr on msn, i need my weekly dose of ashley.
from anti-project :
haha yes it does rule. p.s take care, & i've been sucessful of no joe for approximently: 4 days. :-) <3
from velvet-heart :
Hello Ashie love. Just dropping in to leave you a note and hope you're doing well sweetness. I had great intentions on leaving an awesome note that'd leave yourhead spinning, but since Im still have awake/sleep my brain is completely there yet. And, how are you angel?
from inaptbeauty :
luv, i heart you. really! your so fuckin great ♥
from justenough :
p.p.s. http://justenough.diaryland.com/images/banner5.gif my banner :p
from justenough :
interesting layuot... ps. breathtaking code needs to be on. kthx.
from anti-project :
ooooh man that layouts rocks my boat! i want one like that!!! :-D :-D <3<3
from inaptbeauty :
that ant's been living in my dreams since i saw it here! yeah, we're havin babies.. ♥ loveit loveit loooveIT
from velvet-heart :
Dearest, aimant la dame, je vous adore si. Garder la magie que vous lancez sur mon coeur et garde ma face rayonnant dans un sourire et r�ve des r�ves doux dans la nuit, pour nous passerons des mots encore dans l'aube. Je vous aime.
from velvet-heart :
Get online..
from velvet-heart :
And since when does a template begin to over rule the writer? Its your words and emotions that make your template beautiful Ashie. Inside of you is where you feel everything, outside only opens the doorway to whats waiting inside to be loved and captured and held loosely but gingerly rubbing against ones cheek in a sweet rememberance. Yea. You do that for me.
from cheap-irony :
attention ;yr temp rocks;like its motherfucking owner;that is all<3
from velvet-heart :
Good morning sweetness :)
from fake-angelic :
sorry. nothing against you smoking, it just felt right that i called you that. ash. ashie. ashtray. asshhhhh. ashwood. you better think harder about that date, im afraid you dont want to see me.
from toxicromance :
oooh try please :) i think korn is off i asked holly the other day & she didnt really give me a answer. but i'm going to find my own damn way down there to you...i think i should get a job. hmm i'll ask her again today. <3
from toxicromance :
who said i was hanging out on you!? i just didn't tell anyone. (i do that quite frequently) don't take it personal punk. p.s yr so hot do a picture post for me today :)
from toxicromance :
duh ashley :-P
from x-girl-falls :
hon, if i'm an elephant, you're a dinosaur. (and dinosaurs fucking rock.) <33 of course that note was left for you... who else would i say it to? *thinks for a second* um, no one.. you're the coolest fuckar i know. w00+! ♥ kimia
from fake-angelic :
Ashtray. How dare you go offline the second I sign in? I miss you. Hope to chat to you soon?
from anhnie :
new finds make my day // haunting & beautiful -- those are your words xoxox
from velvet-heart :
And how long will you be on? And sexy is always a good thing, but I wont go there....
from velvet-heart :
Hello Ms Ashie. Are you there?
from velvet-heart :
Okay babyface.
from scar-my-mind :
miss ashley; i have faith that laura would reject others attempts buuut... to pass on yr advances; is a difficult one to believe. ive got my eyes on you lady. alright already. but im telling you� messenger is being quite retarded at the moment. wont be _too mean; dont _usually bite? well; mmmkay if you put it that way. did my lauraextraordinaire lead you to believe i was afraid of you? true? not really. intimidated? definitely. &&i hate to sound like another crazed admirer but yeah; i likesototally am. duh. kay that was weird; so moving on... oh yes; i request one note per day for the rest of forever. kthankstoodles <3
from velvet-heart :
You're so sweet lovie.. I adore you so much.
from velvet-heart :
Read my entry.. durr *kisses you on the cheek* Youre so cute Ashie
from velvet-heart :
Im umm.. Im really great roght now. I had a g r e a t day..
from velvet-heart :
Hello, my darling precious. Note me back ok?
from icarus01 :
but...why?
from foxwar :
you make me smile.
from adarkthought :
omfg. new layout. its bright.
from velvet-heart :
I love your new layout! Mmmmhmm... and, I miss you stax.
from velvet-heart :
Hmmm colors.. And whats your favourite color my love? And a me beautiful.. ha. But thank you for the compliment anyway. And I just dyed my hair yesterday.. Lovely looking me. Maybe I should take a picture and send it to you??
from anti-project :
you can totally be my porn star! home porn is always the best thats my view of the world anyway. (home porn makes the world go round). of corse you know i wouldn't be able to pay you...but yeah yr hawt (like a potato!! a HOT potato!) & we'd be able to have sex. :) i think its a win win situation! <3
from velvet-heart :
Hello my love, My Ashie, my darling, my angelface... and where have you been hiding? Oh wait, I have of no room to talk.. I havent updated in 2 days.... I keep looking for you online, but always to no prevail.. I do miss you, but I wont be online today.. I have to take my daughter to a stupid gay ass modeling shoot.. and bleh. &hearts you. *snuggles*
from anti-project :
dear miss non-replier of notes; i'm talking to you at the moment cos i'm cool like that. (duh!) staying awake is worth a conversation with you yaknowwhatimsaying? thanks for putting up with me fuckar. <3 you rock my clothes off. I LOVE YR TITS (but shh its our secret)
from theid :
SHIT SHIT WHO THE FUCK IS SHOOTING US OH WELL FIRE MISSILES!
from velvet-heart :
Mmmmmm... B e a u t i f u l. I love you.
from pink-sunday :
um i love you;and thats about it so there
from velvet-heart :
Oh m'love I shant taint your notes page with such horror - but ack! He had the web stuck between his thighs buck ass naked in this chair! My eyes my eyes, oh lord my pupils fell out! [I so scrubbed this chair!] And I miss you!!
from velvet-heart :
Hello? I have just nowwitnessedthemostdisturbingthingever. I wont be able to sleep for months now- oh gawd the image! Are you there my lovely darling angel?
from inaptbeauty :
im spreading love. catch it?
from velvet-heart :
And, I guess you're gone now. Oh well. Just know that I miss you a lot. and I have to go now because Ben wants to get online. I do hope to catch you soon.. send me an email or something ok? He will be off line in a few hours and I will have him wake me up so we can have some much needed 'Girl talk'. Love you ashie bear *muah* [ruffles your hair]
from velvet-heart :
Okay, currently the thought running through my mind is "Why isn't you online hmm?" And then I have a lot of random thoughts like *fictionpress sucks ass*-*I miss my Jess!* & *I feel the need to talk about my life yet have no one to share those deepest rawest thoughts with* And you? Are you willing to listen to an older womans agsnt? Because I do have them...
from velvet-heart :
And still through sleepy eyes I adore you the most. Care to share thoughts?
from oceans-depth :
That was sad and Haunting but nicely written ♥Deja
from velvet-heart :
Dear Ashie. I am worried about you, darling. I hope you are okay, and if not, I hope that things get better (?) I mean that is the direct response people have towards other. I feel your sadness, even tho you're not speaking of it directly, and I have this "I miss Ash" ache. Please don't distant yourself too much dollface. You aren't just a pretty face. Much love. Chrissy Bear
from velvet-heart :
Are you there?
from fauxpas- :
dear ashley. you must be right because i just brushed my teeth and now i have a sudden urge to write fiction. i don't know what about, but my fingers are itching to release some sort of words that don't fit together. and oh, please don't hide. i need people like you to get me going through the day even without caffeine. love, alicia.
from velvet-heart :
My dearest darling, How are you hmm? You still captivate me, and whisper along the walls of my heart. The more you speak to me the more I adore you Ashie. I do hope everything is going well, even passed the insomnia *wink* I owe you a poem, a song, or something no? I miss you- I hope to catch you on Msn soon. Much love girlface. ♥
from adarkthought :
just say "don't let go," and i promise i'll keep holding on forever.
from velvet-heart :
You are so gentle, and bring me so much warmth...Holding your heart in your hand isn't so bad sometimes, yet it still very lonely. But however, you can warm your heart better than any other, and still we all wait and wonder when we'll find our perfect love. With yourself you can't make that one final flud sigh and ride with another, you can't gasps exasperated sighs along their body, looking into their eyes, while they're holding your heart in their hand. Yes, you hit all of the spots that remind me of the guy I was once with, and how I forgot to ask myself the 'what if's'. Maybe I'm a shallow person? Hmm. What do you think? And where have you been? I miss you Ashie. (no one else gave you that name.. I rule) Stop by and leave me a note or a hug ok?)
from fake-angelic :
"I Have a Message for You". reading it i felt like you were writing for me. but then why would you waste time on someone you dont even know? you have a way with words, i see you always move people with yr words. certainly flattered me when i read yr note today. ok ash, i got a question for you...do you know of anywhere in the city where you can get cigs without them asking for yr id? and do you just say 'methol very mild'? ive never bought them before, recommend me some cheap ones?
from velvet-heart :
Remember when... we learned about life with the curves?
from velvet-heart :
And the best still seeps through your silken fingertips. I miss you.
from pink-sunday :
i miss you as well &what you wrote today ;very powerful <3
from scar-my-mind :
dear ashley. i did doubt it but i'm glad you came to set me straight. me rub off on you? hah. you miss need to rub off on me. friends?.. of course. like to chat on msn sometime? kat. p.s. i do believe i have an idea.
from pink-sunday :
what you wrote today is awesome;you certainly have a way with words dear____♥
from velvet-heart :
Ashely why'd you leave? I cant send you a wave file through dland love! Please come back!
from alarm-call :
update and no email reply? you're in trouble.
from velvet-heart :
Umm, no I'll not thank for parents but I will thank God, because he truly did create me to love and care and have emotions, unlike my mother and father, I dislike her and hate him. Its a long lengthy story that we are about to get into pretty soon, if I dont freak out about talking about it. *shivers* Im cold Ashley, hug me.. and , I still love you. You rock my socks off with my shoes on ♥
from velvet-heart :
You're the best, and I love you, muchly
from velvet-heart :
Are you on your msn? If you are add me please, myangelsrock2, and I suppose you've read my entry? I'm crying and want it to stop. Damn. And, I just cant stop.
from velvet-heart :
Ash, are you there?
from quantum87 :
i heart you? your going so emo it.s scaring me.
from gothicwannab :
wait, were you that slut on the train trying to touch my grrls breasts?
from gothicwannab :
uum, who the fuck are you?
from trulyfalling :
you are so very welcome. i just think it's beautiful is all... my name is heather &yours is?
from trulyfalling :
you are so very welcome. i just think it's beautiful is all... my name is heather &yours is?
from teekessel :
omfg you bitch, i like your face. you should have kissed one of them and then posted that pic, because that'd make me all horny.
from velvet-heart :
Lol, go to bed biotch, love you
from psy-vamp :
still beautiful & I still envy you for that.
from velvet-heart :
Okay, my love. Hopes thou sleepest well in your bedden shell, no lingering fingers or songs in the twilight, for musn't be a holier than thou whorest of the night. You belong'th to me. And you shall be my Queen of thy whoreiest dreams. *hehe* G'night darling. *hugs*
from velvet-heart :
If teasing is to be bequeath'd my dear Shakespeare'n friend, then you are here by the Goddess of all Goddessess and the Queen of all Heavenly Sin. If you tease me, I most assuredly will tease you back, but you shant take it out of context ok? So now where do we go? The swing in my back yard, look up at the shooting stars falling at our feet, and wish on dreams that dream of their own wishes? I so wish I knew you more, as a person, yah know? Have you even read any of my diary as of late, or before? There's so much of me in there that you'll see that seems like a drawn out dramatic soap opera. I can't say that I actually know anyone personally, or non that's been through what I have been, and gahhhh the fucking pop ups! Damn that Paris Hitlon bitch! She's spamming my pc again and she's splooging my internet lines.. Oh wait I forgot.. I purcahsed my pc from [email protected]
from velvet-heart :
Aussies rawk my bobby socks off! You shut your pie hole! I love you still, muchly. *huggles* All is forgotten, and we shant tease one another once more ok? We'll talk like we've been friends for years, okies?
from velvet-heart :
Yes m'am. I'm smiling like a kid in a candy store, ok? Anyway, I apologize for the recent photograph, too. Please dont think if me as a lesser person, I'm not a stalker or anything of the sort, I too misunderstood, but was playing and never meant any of it seriusly. You can call me anytime you want, if you want. I dont bite, and I am a nice person. I'll make Jessie call you. That woman has my heart, and I dont even talk like that to her. But alas, my dear lad I know that I have upset you with my trashy talk, and you musn't keep it on your notes page for all to see. Not unless you want all to see lol I mean, ugh nevermind. Anything I say at this point would be meaningless. So yes, I am your friend. Friends can call friends, can't they?
from velvet-heart :
Oh shut up. You're awesome, I on the other hand feel like crawling under a rock.
from velvet-heart :
Christ girl, is that what you think I was doing? Wow. I'm.. I dont know what I am. shocked, I think. I'd never want to do that to anyone, your age or mine. I phone call is just a phone call. And the phone sex thing was a joke. I'm sorry if I offended you. I was just merely going along with the flow of teasing and what not. I am so sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. I shant bother you anymore. My deepest apologies Ashley, truly.
from velvet-heart :
In reference to yoru previous hourly question "if i let you in, what would you do once you;re inside?" I wouldn't do anything love, I'd just sit and linger in your thoughts. I'd most likely make a nest there and live there forever.
from velvet-heart :
http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1504130 You can find it there
from velvet-heart :
Of course. You're always deserving of poems, I wrote the other day called Slippery when Wet. Want me to send it to you?
from velvet-heart :
I don't know love, why dont you call me and find out, Id most likely make you laugh your ass off. But then again, I've never done the phone sex thing *cough* What do you want the call to be like? It's your call sweetheart.
from velvet-heart :
Hello? Are you hiding from me? I will find you.. and, you know you want me, so stop being so shy baby. [Bring it on] remember?
from velvet-heart :
Still kissing each other roughly, you manage to take control of the moment and dance our bodies around in a half circle until my body is pinned up against your bed, my legs not being able to move. You lower your mouth down my body and run your hands under my shirt, lifting it up slowly and then over my head, leaving my breasts exposed to you behind a silky purple laced bra. You slowly run your hands up along my backside as you run your hot mouth along my torso making your way to my breasts running your hand along my back you tease and manipulate my mind as you trace your fingertips along my spin making your way to my bra strap, and undoing it with one hand. I gasp at your abililty to do such things and I feel my legs get weak, as I lean my mouth in closer to yours as our kiss deepens.
from velvet-heart :
We move our bodies slowly with the beat of our beating hearts and make our way to your bed, slowly and passionately as we roam our hands over each others bodies and continue to taunt and tease as our bodies swell with a heated lust, that we have missed for so long now. I run my hands down your back towards your ass and run my fingers along the curve of your buttocks as you pull me closer to you and deepen our kiss. Probing your tongue deeper inside of my mouth, I taste the sweetness of your tongue along mine and give in and kiss you back with just as much feverish delight relishing in the taste of your sweet breathe in mine. Running your hands along my back you place your fingers on my neck and pull my head back and devour the curves of my neck, running your moistened lips along my skin, making me gasp and sigh as I lean my body back more for you to feast upon.
from velvet-heart :
Not allowed to d/l Yahoo, but you're allowed to be my bedden queen? ::I run my lips down your throat and kiss the curves of your neck, and sigh in your ear "Ive missed these curves.. and these lips.." as I kiss your mouth hard and fast and deep, running my hand along your backside, relishing in the curves of your body, as you lean back and I give in to your needs, and mine::
from velvet-heart :
*sniff* I miss you already, girlface. *sits on your feet and wraps my arms around your legs so you can't move* Come be my bedden whore of the night.
from velvet-heart :
Dude! I emailed you back
from velvet-heart :
Oh c'mon Ash, I wanna see it!!
from velvet-heart :
Haha the link dont work
from velvet-heart :
Hmm .. me thinks you're doing naughty things Miss Ash... thats my job.
from velvet-heart :
Cracking whips? Oh baby. Ungh. I see you want to see more? You should get yahoo. The things I do on there... *cough*
from velvet-heart :
Oh Ash, what ever ARE you doing? The suspense is killing me.. get back over here.
from velvet-heart :
You make my heart pitter patter and my insides heat like a liquid fire, girl I'd have so much fun with you online.. hehe It's on its way
from velvet-heart :
How bad do you want it, my pet?
from velvet-heart :
You've got a pic of everyones boobs and bums but yours *sneaky* I have a pic of a *cough cough* LOl Can't have it. Because well, it's mine, and its a pic of my *cough cough* and even tho your cute lil' hands want to get a looksie at my *cough* eye candy, you've got a lot of begging to do, and if you do it right, I'll cave instantly.
from velvet-heart :
Oh Ashley, my love, where art thouest hiding? Since you're the new Shakespeare, I wonder what that makes me? You're loving whore? Oh, I could SO be that, truly. But, however you have so many Young "chicks" chasing after your hott lil' number, I doubt if your cute lil ass can make room for me. Anyway, I wanted to make a comment on your "Straight jacket" thesis here. I read it earlier this morning when I got up- but feeling the way I was I just didn't grab the mood correctly, and being that I was in a Half mental-half suicidal state, I decided to leave it be, til' now, of course. You know how I feel about your writing dollface. You're one in a million, one out of thousands that captures my heart, besides AJ. Anyway you don't just express, you cry your words out, searching and longing for something. Reassurance that you're loved? Or looking for more? Physical love? I try my best to look inside of your heart, and see you for who you really are, behind the mask of words you portray- some be that they are about you, or someone else, or a random thought that you're having. But, still you shine through gloriously through everything you do. Your writing, you self expressions.. I love you for who you really are, not for your words of dripping splendor, or for your looks, or what have you. Don't think that you're not a beautiful person within. You know the saying "Beauty is skin deep, but ugly goes straight to the bone"? It's just a facade of what others place upon your intellect. I said these words to my friend no more than fiev minutes ago and they apply to you as well ::: If I were there with you I'd hold you whether you'd want me to or not. I wouldn't let you go. Because my love for you is that great. I'd cry when you cry, and I'd smile when you smile, and I'd laugh when you laugh. I'd share every moment with you that I possibly could, so that we, together, could fight the forces of our evils, and come out shining on the other end. Yes, I know the age difference, but that's obsolete to me when it comes to my friends, and that you shall always be to me. My dearest darling that I can always go to when need be, because I know you understand me, and you know why I am the way I am, and you still accept me. Sure, I don't know all things about you, and you only tell me what you care to share, but that doesn't make me love you any less. Its not how I am. If I can't love a person for who they are, then what am I as a friend and someone to lean on when their moment arises. I don't know everything, and I only know what I have gone and been through, but it still doesn't make me right, or wrong. And putting all of that aside, I hope you know that no matter where you are in life, I will always be with you, and beside you, holding your hand, or what have you. I don't let go as easily of people as some, and I knwo that you know that. But if I was there, I'd be so different in person than what you see me as on this screen. I'd do whatever I have to do to be there to make you the most comfortable, not saving you. But standing by your side, completely and whole heartedly." Sometimes people don't want to be "saved", they just wanted to be loved. And, I don't know really just exactly what you're searching for outh thre, thats just barely out of your reach, but in time you'll have it. Have patience my pet, have patience. Good things always come to those who wait. ♥
from adarkthought :
"fate is like a nostril." you're so the next shakespeare.
from cyanidecandy :
I love your new layout it's even better than the first! That picture is beautiful. Where did you get the old layout from though? The I love you one?
from trulyfalling :
beauty is superficial from certian perspectives, yes, but when you look at beauty more as content then appearance, than it is nothing more than something amazing.
from alarm-call :
I still can't send email to your hotmail, so I'm going to keep using the dland adress, okay? okay.
from adarkthought :
aha. your philosophy is missing one word dear. fate is like a dead rose. better? well, makes more sense to me.
from adarkthought :
pfft. this coming from the person who scorns fate whenever mentioned.
from adarkthought :
omfg, i lurve your layout. WHEREVER did you get that picture from?
from alarm-call :
so, I think the photos went throgh last night. but maybe they didn't. and maybe my left arm smells like orange juice. whatever. let me know.
from cheap-irony :
i dont know what the fuck is going on but I MOTHERFUCKING L<3VE YOUR ASS;that is all!
from trulyfalling :
your writing is so beautiful... i wish i could write like that...
from anti-project :
ahsley a.k.a holy hot potato. i can honestly say without hesistation that i am your biggest fan! (with a cherry on top) i think yr so freaking amazing. p.s that layout is hot! i'm eagerly awaiting mine!!! ♥ yours forever laura. xo.
from igthwta :
I like the layout!! and quickest to ten! -fucks 'n' kisses- Michelle
from velvet-heart :
Are you still there love? I was on the phone talking to my girl *cough* Note me back if you are
from gotgaz :
nice taste in music, and i like the layout
from alarm-call :
I'm TRYING! but it's telling me you're over your limit.
from velvet-heart :
True that no one ever wins, but how you see yourself is incorrect. I've sat here and read this poem over and over trying to see rather than feel your pain. You write as if your heart is about to implode. And where is the fuse to the bomb that's ticking away inside of you? I want in Ash. I don't want to just be a person in the shadows from afar, lingering at your hearts doorstep waiting for it to creep open so I can just barely get my foot inside. Stop feeling so guilty over others emotions and reactions to things. All actions cause another reaction. Remember I'm here. Hang in there girlface, you're wonderfully magnificent already. Spread your wings and uncover the scars so everyone else can see your beauty. *hugs*
from velvet-heart :
I sent you an email honey. I'm off to bed. Beds of lilacs and sweet dreams with cerrulean tears. ♥ you *huggles*
from anti-project :
dear lover. come online & talk to me cos i already miss you. -laura xo.
from velvet-heart :
You seem a little distant today. What's up Ash? Spill it. I'm not all naive. I'm here to listen as well as other things. Open and spill your heart out to me. I promise I won't leave. You have such a beautifu heart Ashley love. I want in, but I don't think you'll let me. And, for once that's okay too, because I won't let anyone into mine... but, I can still feel your heart beating behind every word typed out onto your screen, as I inhale deeply all of your thoughts into my lungs, and exhale all of the sad, and replace it with a simple angelic smile. You're wonderful.. I'm here if you need me. Always
from velvet-heart :
Okay heres the deal- you now belong to me. Ditch the bitches and become my wanton whore. Slutsanonymous and licksalotofpussy how now come in session.. anyway the code ... I believe its 1 + the number I gave you- you can call your operator and have her help you and have her charge the number to me Its all good baby :)
from velvet-heart :
You can call me collect miss know it all...I will email you my number
from velvet-heart :
I see how it is.. *pfft* [Walks away]
from velvet-heart :
It is tomorrow my time, silly miss. So when are you going to call me?
from neon-nation :
mobile.0422103363. go wild and give it a go. <3<3
from velvet-heart :
You want it now? Or shoudl I still let the suspense turn you on til you cant handle it?
from neon-nation :
dear ashley, i am so down with being internet friends/lovers/etc. becuase you rock and live in australia and so do i- oh my god we could be sisters. my hair isn't very rockstar right now rather b-grade 60's go-go girl. i need a haircut so it goes all messy and rockstarish. you don't need rockstar hair cos you are a rockstar. this i s the longest note ever so i'll end by saying i love you, your words and you rock. kthx bye! <3<3
from velvet-heart :
I wrote you something- but you can't see it til tomorrow. Bye Ashley love. *hugs*
from fauxpas- :
my world is crashing down and i am only searching for your face.
from alarm-call :
seriously dude. what's with yr hotmail account?
from pink-sunday :
i wrote something for a certain girl that owns this note page;go see already lover<3333333
from pink-sunday :
ok fuckar;im in my black bra &boy cut undies i got them while i was out today ;wanting you on line to tell me sexy nothings in my ear________get your hot ass on line!
from finnmckool :
sorry i've been away. LOVE the new template by the way. Only problem is I can't read you at work now! lol! too many old ladies visiting their drunk driving victim relatives walking by. I'll try and post a little updatage today. I've been...existing.
from velvet-heart :
Bed? Without me? Such a pity. And where do you live? Aussie land or something? Tis a shame to have such a strong connection and have to let it sleep. Sweet dreams babygirl- by the way, I only wear glasses when I read Not all the time. I will send you another pic of me
from velvet-heart :
a) Kiss my ass b) Kiss me baby!!
from velvet-heart :
Do you want my first initial reaction or the one after I did a retake? The first was Ungh! And the second was Holy hot shit.... I want!
from pink-sunday :
well i know you deserve to be happy;you deserve your hearts desire;hopefully i'll be in there somewhere;im so in love...you just made my heart flip like a goldfish.well my love i must go out amoug the wild bunch and do shopping now but you shall recieve your love note when i return ;holy shit ;i miss you already<333
from velvet-heart :
*pulls you close and kisses your lips and then slowly roams my lips along the curves of your neck* You'll do more than than if you want me *sticks my tongue out at you*
from velvet-heart :
They dont work :( Im looking through your diary to see if I can find them.. pffft. Cant you just email me ?
from pink-sunday :
well i know you deserve to be happy &in love&to have wonderful things ;since you already have a voice that can stop the world;even if it is just on paper<3
from velvet-heart :
Okay I scared you off.. I will leave you alone now. Sorry Miss Ash
from pink-sunday :
anything to be near you love.....you are so beautiful
from pink-sunday :
ok your soooooooooo fucking hotttttttttt-im moving____and its final.be prepared to be busy when i get down there !<3
from pink-sunday :
ok you never noted back ;i scared you off
from velvet-heart :
Well first of I'm 34.. I don't even look my age, I dont age, I don't dress and even speak it- I sound like I'm 16! And I don't know where your picture is.. email it to me girlface.. yes I think I shall call you my girlface..
from pink-sunday :
ok wheres my pic ? i want it ;cries!
from velvet-heart :
I havent dont anything, yet.. but you keep this up and I will be spacing words and letters because I cant stop rubbing myself, trying toi rid my my tummy of this constant burning ache inside of me. What ARE doing to me? Seducing me over the notes page?
from lovemetwice :
ooohyea! i like k's too. i got two i's in there, if that makes anything fun...but what the hell. with or without k's you rockmysocks. xo
from velvet-heart :
UNGH! *covers hands over face and closes legs tighter together* You're drowning me over here! I'm gonna be doing naughty naughty things to myself, like whoa.. and you'll be sitting over there all prim and proper and pretty with a big grin on your face saying, "Ah, that's HOW chrissy does it".. Don't tease me honey.. get down and get dirty and give me what you want- I'll fill your requests.. and little sex kitten never hurt anyone.. Bring it to me.
from pink-sunday :
im 26 ;is that too old;i hope not cause i know we can have good times together
from pink-sunday :
i too have high sex drive it drives me everywhere .i can share just as long as i can have a lil bit of you too .im older then you by the way .so you wouldnt be disapointed.
from pink-sunday :
im not sure but i;d give it one helluva try love;i know your worth it .
from velvet-heart :
Oh my fucking God. You're not serious... like uhhh eh? How bad is that ? I think that you're other friend would get jealous if we passed sex notes around.. and these thighs and fingers ae getting twitchy.. What you gonna do about that my sweet Ashley?
from pink-sunday :
well beautiful;i can handle it but that means no more sex notes to anyone but me <3
from velvet-heart :
Oh. my. God. You didn't. And there goes the pitter patter of the heart and the unsung vibrations of my hearts wall dancing rhytmically inside of my chest. *Takes your hand and places it along my heart* Can you feel that? Picture is one the way...
from pink-sunday :
i meant to say the hottest bitch on the planet ;see i think about it i cant even type right <3
from pink-sunday :
how about this ill move;get a major job then we can move in together<3 id be living with the bitch on the planet_____♥
from velvet-heart :
Unnhh.. you can't talk to me like that.. I have bad hormonal problems right now, and if you keep talking about sex and being lovers Im going to end up doing other things with these besides trying you pretty words.. you LITERALLY sent electric butterflies through my stomach, and now here I am with my hand over my tummy trying to regulate my breathing pattern.
from pink-sunday :
right;lol- just serial killers ;muggers ;insane homeless people..oh yea we get blown to hell too ;ill take the wild animals any day;so lover when can i move in ?
from velvet-heart :
Mmmmm that'd be Steve, that lucious bikerbabe, that gave me wonerfulous sex for four hours everytime that we were together, that dumped me for an old fling in hopes of rekindling something that wasn't there- and now he kicks himself in the arse because I moved away and he cant get any of "this" sex kitten anymore, and when I do manage to speak to him on the net, I rub it in his face constantly about how I burned the sheets off of his bed and he can't find anyone better than me, and unselfishly he agrees. [Ha ! I rule]
from velvet-heart :
Chrissy, heart.
from pink-sunday :
dearheart;i live in the states.did i ever tell you that i believe in magic because its you?
from velvet-heart :
A while yes, take your time sweetheart. I'm not about to ask you to drop your friend for me, if I did that what kind of friend would I be? I think I will occupy my mind with a sex poem *cough* and with writing an entry. Speak soon my heart :)
from velvet-heart :
All of the above :) plus at least one chat on AIM and I know how you feel about aim ..you+aim=evil... You can call me anytime you want, just send me an email and I will send my number to you, you can write me letters with the most beautiful meaningful words, you can send me an email with the softest touch of your heart, but all of those could never fullfill one hug, one touch, one passing glance of one another in person :) So, yea I will take what I can get- And thank you for your loving and caring words as well. So hit me up for something...and I once recall you calling me a lesbian whore *laughs* Im not a lesbain, but I am... hmm nevermind lol Note me back, Im bored
from velvet-heart :
Okay, you asked for it...I'm going to tell you what I see, feel, and hear when I read your words. And, you're right, I don't just read them.. I feel them, over and over. Maybe it's a 'thing' I have. I'm not sure. I just know that I feel you, all parts of you when you write. And, whoever said that poetry has to be prolyphic, love? Poetry comes in all forms and shapes of life, from the writing of a few words, to the simplest tear falling down a persons cheek to meet that nonexistant river of other tears, from the saddest to the happiest smile on a persons face. WE are Poetry in motion. Not just me, or you, or anyone else for that matter. One reaction always causes two eactions, and in those actions we create more, whether they be good or bad- it all depends on the nature. You don't just write, you know. This ability that you have to create so much, with all of these feelings and emotions that leave me waiting for more. I want to know what comes or lies next within the layers of what creates you, and I always love the next layer that arrives, because without seeing you as you protray yourself as I wouldn't hardly know you at all. This ability to be able to feel or know when you have smiled or cried, to know when you wish someone was right next to you so you could touch them to find that lost reassurance you need to feel not so alone, those moments when I grasp that you wish for a hug, a kiss or more. You hide, but you don't hide. You're the type of person that loves to leave the reader guessing and waiting for more. Me that one reader that can't get enough of your beauty, and not the beauty on the outside that shows your flaws and inperfections, but the beauty within the soul that holds perfection at its highest peak. You to me are that kind of person, and I don't sterotype you as the girl with the pretty words, I say "Wow, that's my Ashley. Do you see in her what I see?" and when the person next to me says I just want to bitch slap them. :) So, yeah, you're prettier than the poetry that falls from your fingertips, because you're poetry in motion... we all are. Love n hugs
from velvet-heart :
ASH, I am not on anything.. You just dont have room in here on this notsie thing for me to explain to you how I feel when I read your words. your mind, its.. you.. you're just amazing. It's not necessarily true that understanding people gives you a greater mind. We are all born with a brilliant mind; it just depends on how we better it. You my wonderful sweet friend have the deepest thoughts and the most amazing mind of anyone I know,[pass notes] you always leave me breathless, and I feel that you understand and know me pretty well. Don't worry so much of what others say about your intelligence, because you're damn brilliant, and it shows. I..have no words, but if I did, you'd be crying by the time I finished- I always do that to people. Have I made you cry before?
from velvet-heart :
Can I kidnap you and steal your mind? You amaze me more and more everytime I read the volumes of your words, and wish I could express myself the way you so brilliantly do so. But, alas I suck, and you're cool.. all the cool chicks rule.
from psy-vamp :
I used to leave you notes all the time; but then, of course, you got the comments that I'm obsessed with enabled. You know I ♥ you. xoxo.
from pink-sunday :
hey babe;i have another diary in use... cheap-irony.well ive been loving you like forever &aday.you blow my sock off &i would bloody my feet just to hang out with you . <3
from teekessel :
ok, you have too many socks so i am sending you a secret present...in a few years when i can afford it and you have that post office adress thing. i am not allergic to msn, just forgetful, lazy and pretty damn stupid. do you have aim?
from blackndnails :
saw your message="i love you" read your diary too perfect for words added you to my favorites="why should i cry please bury me between the lines" you're awesome ps-your guestbook stopped working=i leave it via la nota gramatical
from fauxpas- :
dear ashley; i will hand my number over to you again in an e-mail or something. you make me smile & that's fucking a lot. love, alicia.
from igthwta :
female-Michelle ^_^ your name?
from igthwta :
no... doesn't stand for anything... I just couldn't think of anything! lol so I just typed a bunch of letters and I didn't even think I'd use it. I really like "Flame Fatale" two favorite lines: keep pretending that you mean it (i;ll pretend that i believe it)
from neon-nation :
your writing is wonderful, talented and breathtaking. this is simply beautiful. <3
from swandiving :
fucktard, I have images to send you, but you're over your limit at hotmail. do something about that, okay? and no, I don't have msn.
from limestars- :
you are so effing beautiful <3333
from fauxpas- :
biatch i just got home. you are getting your e-mail in 20 minutes max. i love you. period.
from anti-project :
oh & at 3 a.m last night i was laying in my bed remembering your pictures & wishing that the children were not asleep near the computer so i could go stare!! (i'm pretty in neither real life of photos.) <3 i wish i was gorgeous like you
from anti-project :
well i'm glad that you have fun at the boring cricket i can't believe you let retards beat you! your state should be SO ashamed of itself!! <3 p.s have i told you lately how i adore you?
from meakahana :
haha Oops... second link should be: http://meakahana.diaryland.com/images/picture311.jpg
from meakahana :
Hello doll. I request that you go here: http://meakahana.diaryland.com/images/picture310.jpg &here http://meakahana.diaryland.com/images/picture310.jpg ♥
from igthwta :
I love your diary...Your layout is awesome and you write really well. :)
from madam-rose :
you are a very talented writer. I enjoyed reading your work. I loved the banner as well. I hope u find somebody to update your membership. I myself am running out of banner views lol.
from shehides- :
was i joking about what? when i said, "great diary!!" no, i was being serious. lol. i like the layout. - Stacy
from pink-sunday :
i love anything i can get my fingers on about elizabeth I, she was a true women ,strong,smart ,humor &everyone was scared of her. hearts to you <333
from pink-sunday :
i so fucking love you;your like my cigge after a weeks worth of intense sex......yea babe;your just that fucking good________jen
from nobodiesgirl :
hey, thank;s for your note....you say you want to talk 'band talk'...if you wnat to talk on msn, my e-mail is [email protected] you can just e-mail me, or note me...
from fauxpas- :
yeah it's open, bitch. although i still have no idea what to say at fauxpas- in general. i wish we could talk right now. ps; love you more.
from shehides- :
Great Diary!
from anti-project :
yo ashley; pft cricket sucks! i just found out the best news & yr not even here to share it with! its ok, i;ll just stare at yr pictures! <3 laura x to the o
from swandiving :
you know it. hot and sore and a little swollen. I may be getting hold of a digi cam for a little while this afternoon, so maybe, just maybe, you'll get to see.
from anti-project :
dearest ashley; ahh i have always wondered too...i didn;t make any of my icons so i don;t have a clue! sorry babe! <3 laura xo. p.s i think yr spunky!
from anti-project :
dearest ashley; i'm not sure what you mean? explain. -<3 laura xo.
from velvet-heart :
Ive got your fucking graveyard missy may. Meet me in the back at the gate, by the first corner stone by the first Cross.. and come alone.
from windowpain :
why thank you! you are so beautiful. mmm.
from teekessel :
i am gonna download it now. i'm currently writing a letter to you, by the fucking way. oh, and what socks do you want? i am seriously gonna send you some :P. other than that i am just sitting here eating sour berry chewing gum and wondering why the taste fades so quickly.
from adeadpulse :
dear ashley. i need to stop writing notes to myself. from ashley.
from icarus01 :
i feel like one of so many...nevertheless, i just want you to know i'm with you...take care xxx
from velvet-heart :
Hmmm. Is that right? You don't say... give me a go... and just where might that be my sweet?
from fauxpas- :
motherfucker, i love you.
from ktdream :
LoL that's true.. the layout isn't for everyone but it's good that you like it.
from teekessel :
ok im gonna buy u socks. what color? toe socks? whens ur bday? MWUHAHAHA.
from velvet-heart :
Oh Ash.. I don't associate with skanks love. Everyone of my 'bitches' are primmed are ready to go. There's no need for jealousy babe. Just hop on in, and join the ride.. if you can handle the fast then slow moving motions of it all. You made leave with your head reeling and in a daze. Don't make me get to you too... because once I do you won't leave. I'm an addicting whore.. you'll soon see.. *wink*
from ktdream :
Wow what a grotesque photo of the girl and all that blood. How sad. Well nice poem though. Great job on it. And that picture.. the girl's beautiful.
from anti-project :
dear ashley; hell is hot. & full of pain. hell is not a option; maybe touching you could melt anyone. but it would never be a painful expierence...-laura xo. p.s you rawk duh!
from anti-project :
dear ashley; you;d be like heaven to touch. <3 laura
from surrenderme :
Is that right missy? If you're "So up for it" read this diary and get back with me. Chrissy rules.. I am the Queen of Erotica, and people want me ! Boy Howdy ! Yes this is velvet-heart... Cum along for the ride *rolls on the floor*
from icarus01 :
always on my mind xxx
from fake-angelic :
no, i wasnt reviewed there. i was just wondering what happened to it, thats all, because it was the best review site. is violenceftsh a private diary, can i have the password if its not (i want to get more of yr writing)?
from fake-angelic :
i like yr new layout...its better than the old one because i had to highlight yr diary to be able to read yr words. by the way ashley, can you tell me what happened to enigmareviews? (the only good review site that exists out there, one where reviewers dont kiss up diarist's arses?)
from justenough :
NO! oh my gosh no. it was about this boy i know. don't even think that silly.
from justenough :
i always adore your layouts, ash. you're fucking talented, did you know that?
from silencedx :
Yea, I noticed, but I heard it first by SOAD so we both have our opinions on it. I'll download your virsion though. My names Kendra. Oh..its not in my bio. heh. I'll add it. Whats yours?
from silencedx :
Yea lol, I know. I listen to the version by SOAD. It really is a great song, with good meaning. heh.
from velvet-heart :
Raunchy? *heh* You only know half of me baby.. and I have more, Oh I do *grins* but heh they are nasty. And I feel as such I should keep them to thyself.. for my own dirty thoughts and fingers to play a song to. Not unless... hmmmm.. Nevermind. *giggles*
from silencedx :
I love the song Plastic Jesus, and I love your template. Fucking awesome.
from down-fallen :
you need to ask artist's permission to use pictures from deviant art, right?
from down-fallen :
teehee, your all so gorgeous. i saw evanescence live, and they're fucking amazing. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from velvet-heart :
Wow. I almost peed my pants reading your entry. And, you don't have me on your list. Such shame. How are you love?
from bloodylip :
the past pictures of you and your friends were gorgeous, m'dear. such a beautiful person.
from down-fallen :
wow. your layout is gorgeous like fuck. where do you find such awe-inspiring pictures? i love you. xoxoxoxoxoxo
from inaptbeauty :
ash my darling you're so good with the layouts! *praises you &&kisses the ground you walk on* ♥ you are truly awesome. yeah, im sounding like a drunk bastard. eep! *vanishes*
from sparklytears :
you should credit the image somewhere;; unless you already have & i just can't see it. [<3]
from floatnangel :
&& i loved that same pic when i saw it! i simply haven't used it yet.. Perfect =)
from meakahana :
make the world stop spinning 'round so fast please. i love you. xo
from adarkthought :
um. like i love you too, duh
from inaptbeauty :
my sexgoddess!! saw your pix &&i love love love love you. yeah... &&here's my kiss. :*
from teekessel :
je suis un idiot fou parce que j'ai oublie toi et je ne t'ecrit pas. je dit "pardon" et (HOPE) que tu me (FORGIVE). mais oui, je parle francaise tres mal.
from windowpain :
mine was spent in a drunken stupor with people i'd rather never see again, but with the people i love. from what everyone else has said, mine seems to have been what can be deemed 'good'. and chocolate = makes me want to vomit; candy is where it's at [!!]
from opaque88 :
you people. if you want to be stalked, go to findmeamatchmakerimdesperate.com. honestly.
from failing2live :
no coz u'd be the satan that wants to rape me... i know u want me bad!
from adarkthought :
uh vic. get a life. no satan stalker is going to hunt you down and rape you 'cause of your gorgeous eye. ok.
from failing2live :
okay my eye was the BEST!!! u got that, best. anyways yeah no more fuckin pictures of me on the net, next thing i know i'll have some deranged stalker after me saying that he saw my pic on ur page and fell horribly in love with me and thus damming me to hell with him becoz he turned out to be satan himself!!! but i like the last pic of my i dont look as bad. haha but anyways it looks cool, and i hope you had a fan-fuckin-tastic day!!! hopefully i'll cya soon Vic
from lovemetwice :
yea it does. but no i don't. ughsorry.
from opaque88 :
alicia. please open yr notepage for me. kthanks.
from adarkthought :
um. thats nice?
from fauxpas- :
man what the fuck. yr note page just isn't complete without me. and you know what? i'd try to fit everything i'd like to say to you in here but i know that's never going to happen. conclusion; silence is bullshit and so is not talking to you. i know i've been selfish but you know if you needed something, i'd be the first one to give anything up in heart. distance kills. i miss you.
from lovemetwice :
----->nikki. seventeen. hate the way it feels to be drunk. in love. like sleeping. stressed out. ex-pothead. want to graduate highschool because it sucks as do all the people in it. yanno. nothing unusual.
from anti-project :
where the hell are you dude? i miss you, its only been a day or something. but rar! it just goes to show how crazy am for you! haha, as for your note leavers, pftt they have nothing on me! <3
from inaptbeauty :
ash!!! i missed you and my computer and your words and everything else in between!
from windowpain :
i think i would like to set something on fire. that's all i feel anymore [!] ..how was your new years?
from lovemetwice :
i don't know. i think as far as the embarassment goes we're about even. and making money off those who pay us to shutup? isn't that the way the mtv scene works? hm. pathetic really. and anyways love, i am nikki. and your name?
from velvet-heart :
Happy New Years love. May this new year bring you more happiness than your last and may you have a greater learning of more things to come. Much love, Huggles
from adarkthought :
i MEANT, i* ask you.
from adarkthought :
pfft, you splet evanescence wrong the first time, you cant REALLY be in love with them. i deserve that ticket more than you biatch. i mean WHO DARES to call evaneScence, evancence? you ask me.
from adarkthought :
keep your excitement to yourself.
from adarkthought :
ps. lacuna coil is kind of like evanescence ey. shes good. but amy lee is better.
from adarkthought :
oy freak. make sure you bring that awesome vibrator with you on saturday. we can ditch vic and the boys and ahev some fun in the maccas bathrooms with our nanoquin doors. you up for it babe?
from anti-project :
err NO! fucker! I totally OWN this notepage! p.s your a major hot potato! ♥
from anti-project :
I OWN YOUR NOTEPAGE! <3
from lovemetwice :
ugh, that is rough. here's what i got: friend and i thought it would be a good idea to do a rain dance. [don't ask why...we're pathetic. it was a bit ago.] and we wrote words to it. i sang it. LOUD. and while we danced and i howled. didn't so much realize the croud of people watching. watching? no. LAUGHING. and. yea. it was at me. naturally. damn. that was not the best of times. i guess it's one of those good stories now. but. i blame substances. even if i was entirely straightedge at the time. ever since then i = so self-concious when singing. rockon to us and our talents. we should make a band.
from lovemetwice :
ditto to everything. and yes. but notsomuch around people. depends on my mood. and on whether or not i'm under the influence of one thing or another. do you?
from slit-throat :
your writing is so freakin beautiful. if i could write like that, i.d tell everyone just exactly how i felt about them. oi, you must be such a gorgeous person to write like that. keep it up.
from lovemetwice :
you know it. rockonyourself. i respect every band//artist listed. fucking. yes.
from starlet-21 :
haha, sorry, dollface. you're right, is wasn't very long, but i was writing so many thank you notes and i was so exhausted and drugged up i started slacking. sorry :x you're too funny, though, and i really, really appreciate it. thanks! <3 - katie
from justenough :
i have four different songs by him. <33
from starlet-21 :
thanks soooo much, babe. loved the note, btw. lol. it meant so much to me and i'm here if you ever need anything. again, thanksa trillion more. <3 - katie
from starlet-21 :
this is going to sound insane, but i am about to lose someone who means the world to me and if you could do me a HUGE favor and leave chris-uk a note and ask him to forgive me, it would mean more than the world to me. i'm hoping if enough notes are left he'll give in and listen to me. i would leave you the longest thank you note EVER. <3 - katie
from lovemetwice :
you're----wow. plus. you like spillcanvas. my favorite. lovingyousomuchrightnow. xoxo
from windowpain :
umm, yeah. i'm a pretty shitty driver myself really. i just love yelling at other people; very good stress reliever. merry christmas back.. &i hope the next year is the best ever <3!!
from velvet-heart :
Hawt is to hott as hott is to hot... You fucking rock my socks off- spiked hair on a babe.. hellz yea baby!!!
from velvet-heart :
Well, I do aim to please Miss.. anything other than the word orgasmic would be a disgrace. Oh wait, I have had that disgrace haven't I? Hmm damn men and their lousy peckers, and I so could've gotten laid over the holidays, but once again as I said Holidays sucks hard core!! Ohh.. hard + suck = sex.. where's mine dammit!!
from velvet-heart :
Okay no mention of the yucky holidays, they suck hard core anyway. *wink* But you know what? It'd be so much easier to tell you everything online rather than spamming your notes page, don't yah think love? So yea, I'm right, you rock, holidays suck, and you love me, so get online already.. I added you to my aim. okies? Much love and I didn't say the C word! Go me!
from velvet-heart :
Another Beautiful entry Ash. I felt like I was reading a song.. powerful and lyrical with a sweet cutting edge. Love it as much as always. *muah* You're simply irresistable.. how could you be anything less my love. te amo
from acidic-heart :
ashley; whenever i watcht hat movie it always puts me in this mood where i consider everything. you should be a druggie. no thatd be bad. drink. okay. no stop. starve yourself. been there, done that. die. why bother? sleep. yes. no. i dont know. and that movie fascinates me and scares the hell out of me at the same time. merry day after christmas. make it a good one.
from adarkthought :
i really do wince as i say this but im gonna have to withdraw my offer.. my uncle pretty much made me give the ticket to my cousin. sorry, i hope you havent asked your mum yet with a posotive reply..
from acidic-heart :
dear ashley; merry christmas even though it is not christmas yet. i heard that the years always get better with time, lets see if the rumors are true. i was watching requiem for a dream last night while on the computer and i wanted you there to watch it with me because yr profile says you like it. hah. merry christmas, happy birthday, have a nice day forever and ever.
from adarkthought :
my uncle gave me my gold class ticket for lotr tonight. there were two tickets. he said one was for if i wanted to take a friend. you free 31 december? its in the morning but.
from adarkthought :
you mean that night in the cave with the hairless monkey? oh it happened...
from adarkthought :
from now on, we are not friends, not lovers, just mere aquaintances.
from adarkthought :
kfklgkfljkdf. [seeths and runs off to punch brother imagining your face instead of his].
from adarkthought :
uh. since when have i worn a collar with "this person belongs to ashley wood" on it? HUH PUNK?!
from windowpain :
ok, um.. that was one of the best compliments i've heard in a long time. honestly. and you're beautiful and you write amazingly, and i love you just because you read back that far in my diary.
from adarkthought :
why thankyou, ash
from icarus01 :
a star? that's taking it a bit far isnt it?? xxx
from down-fallen :
i don't know.. it's a constant battle. oO; xoxoxoxoxo
from windowpain :
i'm taking that as a compliment, whether it was or not; though i have to ask what makes you think so? either way, you captivate me.
from down-fallen :
i kinda do cut... sorry. i don't know what i'm apologizing for... but oh well. sorry my dairies confusing.. yours kicks mine's ass. xoxoxoxoxo
from adarkthought :
mMChChmNMmmCH
from down-fallen :
you know what... i just realised i did the word thing letter by letter too. damnit, oh well. sorry. xoxoxoxo
from down-fallen :
i'm really not that good with photoshop... but i'll help you anyways. take too long to explain though, so i'll im you. but evanescence is awesomeosity. i would have amy lee's baby if she had a dick. so i'll settle for one other the others... teehee. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from fauxpas- :
yr gum tree and you inspire me. you + me forever, bitch.
from down-fallen :
you are so gorgeous. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from adarkthought :
entry: "purple (tie-dyed, blood stained) boxer shorts." .. 8th grade, i remember. i'd like to see your mismatching boxers, mkay? (preferably while theyre being worn by uh, oh i dunno, you?). ps. i finished reading pride and predjudiced and watched the movie today. sigh,
from un-fold :
::blushes:: thank you. i must say, your words are lovely as well. truly. <3
from fauxpas- :
you better never get sick of me, babe. seriously.
from anti-project :
oh pstt i doubt ANYONE could be jealous of my writting. but thanks <3
from anti-project :
user: in pass: love <3 p.s you write fanstastic.
from lipstick-lie :
thanks babe. in an effort to stay alive long enough to legally purchase alcohol i'll keep writing. <3
from fauxpas- :
no defeating. you over me, anytime.
from fauxpas- :
hand it over, punk! my lj is so useless but ranting is much better than fake ass prose. agreed?
from fauxpas- :
i'd be so much better off leaving dland and just crashing at lj where i just ramble about my day. inspire me or something, bitch, because this is really frustrating. i heart you.
from nny777 :
I get experamental...i like it...I need to add more to my band list, theres so many more, i keep remebering all the bands i like...i put them as i remeber them...or new ones i like, lol. Have you heard Amy in concert...i dont think theyre all that great in concert....or its just me, i wanst in a good mood that day, whne i have bad day and listen to new things (like live concert) i think its shit...even if my fav. band...im weird. I think ill go listen to her cd :)
from fisttoface :
OMFG YES!!!!!!!!! i have no fucking clue, i thought i saw your name somewheres saying roberts. horny? that.s not my fault...OH ASHLEEEEYYY HARDER HARDER!
from inaptbeauty :
you are so fucking beautiful really!
from fisttoface :
fuck; i.ve been sending fanmail to the wrong grrl then! ashley wood..hmm..i.ve got to practise screaming that.
from fisttoface :
hmm; isn.t that your last name? if i am wrong i.m going to be completely embarassed (dies on this page..)
from adarkthought :
oh-oh. just read your current entry and i think i understand the reduced number of kept entries. forgive me earlier note. its been a week since ive seen you, we have to exchange gifts.
from adarkthought :
dear, im sure you mean you miss my third nipple, no? i think we need to have a little discussion about your current profile. first off, edward scissorhands is not one of your favourite movies. (the plot was good = being the imperfect one trying to fit into the perfect society). but really, five top faves? naha. and why have you only eight entries? why?
from fauxpas- :
i understand my words as you understand yrs. what the hell are we doing, ashley? but see, i don't love you for yr words, i love you for you. and you better fucking believe my e-mail will be fucking long.
from inaptbeauty :
dear.. what happened?
from fisttoface :
i forgot how to count for the moment. &yes your diary images are broken. &i have something to tell you; it.s not my baby but that.s okay; i love it as if it were my own anyway.
from failing2live :
jeez thanks heaps ash... and to think i was just getting over the whole axe-murder thing... now i'm gunna be looking over my shoulder all through work thinking someone is gunna come up a chop me head off!!! btw my love life is crap... how's yours???
from fauxpas- :
hotmail is not letting me in. ohmygod. ajslkdjasklda. let's feed it some spiders or something. but don't worry, yr e-mail will be a long one. love ya, cunt.
from revolte :
batte? are you fucking serious? that means scott was right. shh, don't tell.
from fauxpas- :
are you serious? i adore long e-mails, letters, conversations, anything. the longest e-mail i've ever written is 24k, biatch. mwah.
from fauxpas- :
yesyesyes, i am reading right now. and hey bitch, i fucking love long e-mails. you're going to get a novel back so take a deep breath. i saw a giant oreo inside this store that had "eat me" written across it while i was hanging out in downtown today and i so thought of you.
from fauxpas- :
notes, no notes; you know my adoration would neverever fade.
from nny777 :
Experimental??? I fucking love that cd...best one. All the bands on my list are my fav. i lurve them all equally, seems weird, but i just can decide which i like more..
from fisttoface :
to break the mold; i prefer numbers today. 1; i.ve never heard of texta/texter..whatever the fuck you said it was. 2; i just told a lie about a phone number &i bet my bitchmother will call the number just to verify it. goody. 3; i.m eating a hot pocket right now. cheap food, yum. 4; i doubt i.ll have a lovely vacation, i shall try but with lack of ashley girlsex i probably won.t. 5; i.ve added you to my list. i will be on though for the next week or so; i.m not leaving for vacation until next week. i.ve just lost interest in writing until i return. 6; i swear; whoever said school should be fun ought to be shot. 7; AGHHHHHHH I LOVE YOU ASHLEEEEEEEEEEEEYYY. 8; ahem, don.t mind me. 9; i.ve got finals today but i can.t think of a proper way to cheat. 10; there are shitloads of black nailpolish in the local mall, oh yes yes; would you like me to send you a carepackage made of entirely black nailpolish madame? 11; i.ve drank 7 cans of soda so far, sugar is good. 12; yes typing backwards does take too much effort; so much effort that i think it makes my brain hurt. 13; 13 is a good number; very evil &scary..hold me? 14; that is the amount of homework assignments i have to do today blech. 15; motherfuck; how am i going to live without you for two whole weeks?
from meakahana :
heh i've been changing my msn like i change clothes these days. current one is: [email protected]; p.s. i've missed you tons too.
from meakahana :
no no; i assure you, you're listed first for a reason. ♥
from inaptbeauty :
aren't you just the cleverest piece of shit i've ever seen? oh &&yeah, im not liking your design... IM LOVING IT!! yeah.. so here's some love for you from me.. (well, duh from who else?!) you're sweetest sex slave... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
from adarkthought :
say hi first. go on, you know you desperately want [need] to.
from fauxpas- :
hey pretty girl, wish i could hug you good night. mwah.
from adarkthought :
hey? but what if i want to talk to you again, punk?! you're not getting rid of me that easily jee.
from fisttoface :
dammit. a; no wait excuse me...a;a; fire is pretty. b; what the fuck is texta? i.m an american idiot duh. c; get 70%+ alcohol for your earrings, i read somewhere about grafting taking place because of infections gone too far. d; iy..favourite bands? i have lots miss. e; for example - white stripes &coheed and cambria &jack off jill &six pence none the richer &love spit love &afi &the yeah yeah yeahs &all american rejects (yes i am a fag) &something corporate &a perfect circle &hot hot heat &the distillers &further seems forever &my chemical romance &tears for fears &sugarcult &from autumn to ashes &kill hannah &catch 22 & 'bout a million others that will run out your note page. f; i think i almost forgot the order of the alphabet. g; why am i trying to have more letters than you; you.re the dominatrix. NOW I BEG YOU TO ORDER ME AROUND. h; fucking shit, i had something else to say but my mind has left me to keep my lonely girlparts company. i; yelhsa em kcuf? j; oh yes, now i remember, give me one of your layouts wench, 'tis not fair you have such talent. k; MWAHA i beat you (¬ in the way you like either..) i.ll email you soon with my new number.
from nny777 :
mm...fantasies with Billie...heh, i LOVE the Nimrod cd, i think its the best one ever
from fisttoface :
OMFG. alphabetizing is so hot! well let me see. a; i didn.t even notice that typo. b; i.ve never seen any of your banners &i am more than certain that they could not be any worse than gold! banners. c; you want hot conversation; then you get boiling conversation. anything for the lordess of sex. d; no can do, the 'rents will have a heartattack if they see any mail address from someone they do not know locally, i will try to find somewhere that you can mail it to without my slavedrivers knowing about it. e; thank you madame but the only thing that is fucking awesome are those sexy notes of yours.
from fauxpas- :
ahaha you're so right, that frog is ours and ours only. my mom can't touch that. ashicia power and we will be two hot motherfuckers with witch hats and brooms. i love youu.
from fisttoface :
what do you expect from a douche that makes those eye-gorging 'gold!' banners &ugly diaryland templates? &woot, i am so excited that you.re going to re-download aim &i meant that in more ways than one ;). don.t taunt me biotch, i.ll bite you several times &believe me you will like it every time.
from fisttoface :
dammit, stupid whore of a diaryland. i don't know why my notes are gone. well all the better, i must have subconciously felt the need to remember our first time together. i don't have MSN messanger, i never use my hotmail account. sucky or not - USE AIM!!!!!!!!!!! &going against your morals? you haven't got any (amour, that's one of the five million things that make you so naughty.)
from adarkthought :
ps. ive got gold class tickets to see lotr: return of the king. woot!
from adarkthought :
sigh. people like her piss me off. (ie. lisa)
from nny777 :
Ohhh, i wasnt thinking, singer of Greenday, yes he is VERY hot! mmmm...i though of someone else at first...im stupid...speaking of Green Day, im listining to them now
from nny777 :
huh? who...? (sorry, im confused at the moment)
from nny777 :
<3
from fauxpas- :
speaking to you makes me the happiest whore in the world. (ps; that dance is hot.)
from fauxpas- :
leaving you is the last thing i would think of doing. tu �tais toujours mon favori.
from fisttoface :
duh, you would already be on there if i had it. you.re on my aim list but are you ever on you biatch? nooooo. I HAVE TO RAPE YOU VIA INSTANT MESSAGE EVENTUALLY!!!!!!!!!!
from adarkthought :
hmm i think i meant to write thanks for caring
from adarkthought :
thanks. and dont even worry about last night its fine
from adarkthought :
oi bitch stop knocking mcdonalds until you get your facts straight. the icecream is made out of icecream and the apple pies are made out of apples. believe me, and stop beleiving every rumouryou hear, mkay?
from inaptbeauty :
oh hot!! so hot!! i love everything you do to your diary! might as well do a "older layouts" section where i can see everything you did!! you're a fuckin goddess
from acidic-heart :
that sounds rather disgusting, but i didnt know they sold apple pie so that shows how much i eat at mcdonalds. perhaps we should boycott, yes? ps i like your layout. <3
from fauxpas- :
http://www.antivanity.org/runout/ashley.jpg
from fauxpas- :
you just wait until i return that favor. my mouse and i just don't click. you are such a sweet motherfucker.
from meakahana :
ahh i don't have any images. i can never find good ones like you use. looking for something dark though and anti-love preferably hah. mucho love babe. <3
from adarkthought :
can i have a translation of your screen name please?
from adarkthought :
did you not notice the smiley face at the end of my note?
from adarkthought :
more than yours ever will :)
from adarkthought :
how could you suggest something was up my anus? i am the sweetest, kindest, non-rude person ever born.
from adarkthought :
omfg you used under five words? isnt that beneath your intellect?
from fisttoface :
pfft. i know i'm not worthy enough to be your msn ho. but just wait, the time will come dammit!
from adarkthought :
done? thanks
from adarkthought :
aww (admires self in screen). arent i a DOLL!? dont you just want to fuck me senseless, i know those goiters turn you on, you cant deny it. splex euphamisms live in those bulges you see. i draw some out with a needle every time someone (ie. you) wants a piece of me but i dont find them worthy enough, so they have to make do with my little splex substitue supply.
from adarkthought :
my general knowledge extends to basic french words. since i am not your little pet, and i am quite unfamiliar with 'sounds' and 'zut' is just an overall ugly word, i dont think i ever want to hear it again.
from adarkthought :
flaunting your intellect doesn't work on me dear. what then? zut then? please explain the meaning of zut.
from adarkthought :
healthy has never been an issue for me. unlike your other 'fans' you are not my oxygen. alas, i do have a heart and was worried you died of throat restrictions.
from adarkthought :
no scathing reply? how dissapointing.
from adarkthought :
dont choke on your own saliva, we wouldnt want that.
from adarkthought :
im sick and tired of you ashley. i think we need a break from each other, ok?
from adarkthought :
i lose? i didnt realise we were playing a game.
from adarkthought :
thats a bit old ashley. that was about three notes ago. get with the fucking times.
from adarkthought :
yes. im an incredible artist, im suprised you havent come across my work yet. isnt it beautiful? (praise me). no really, i dont know i came across it ant wanted to share it with the world pfft you're so difficult. ps. stop being a fuckar will you. i'll delete all your notes if your not careful
from adarkthought :
im bursting with pride. go pick on someone your own size. *pout*
from adarkthought :
im just a toy for you to play with when you're bored? IS THAT IT!? ANSWER ME BITCH. I. WILL. NOT. BE. USED.
from adarkthought :
http://www.deviantart.com/view/3184687/
from adarkthought :
and that concerns you because..? maybe i like my solitude. (away from you atleast. as if seeing you for 24 hours isnt enough)
from adarkthought :
got a problem with that, punk?
from adarkthought :
ps. i like it though
from adarkthought :
ANOTHER LAYOUT?
from adarkthought :
not blocked. i dont feel like talking to anyone on msn so ive put myself on appear offline until someone worthy comes along.. (oops did i just say that?)
from adarkthought :
sigh. when are you going to learn, miss? just because you have sex appeal, it doesnt give you the right to go prancing around with MY super duper sickly yellow coloured half duck half squirell. we were having the bestest time trying to break nuts open, only to find every time we did just that, my squck (yes, that would be my half duck half squirell) would get an unresistable orgasm, and because i wouldnt see to his sexual needs, he went waddling over to you to tend to his suppressed sex life. and you welcomed him with open legs! shame on you, i thought you were my friend.. tsk tsk.
from fauxpas- :
oou, so easy to cut ties with moi? smashed - on purpose? breaking anything is satisfying. would be nice if we could break walls or floors.
from meakahana :
aww you make me smile and more whenever you sign my gbook or notes. love you ashely babe. <3
from fauxpas- :
pfft, i enjoy cherry coke. and i didn't intend on being humorous, lady, you are the one to last forever.
from acidic-heart :
that's because all mcdonalds people are fucking retarded.
from fisttoface :
Bah. I have to disappoint you sweets but don't call my cell phone. In a horrible compensation to get a better phone, I'm forced to give my old one (the 9332) number to my bitchmother for her own use. So now I have to go through this shithole of a time to tell everyone to not call it. I'm getting a new number very soon, so I will give it to you when I set it up so you can call me..I WANT YOU STALKING ME AGAIN DAMMIT!
from adarkthought :
ive never heard you use the phrase. why dont you find another hmm? (oh thats right, ashley = unoriginal). ps. how about no.
from fauxpas- :
you will never 'defuse'. you are eternity, bitch.
from adarkthought :
fark off
from fauxpas- :
(your guestbook is a bitch.) i just want you to know that your words are mine amplified ten times. live like a dynamite, ashley. a big fucking BOOM then even after you are gone, you would have left too many traces to be forgotten. remember that i am with you, always. (username; ashley, password; mine.)
from fauxpas- :
trying to get rid of your notes? hell no. don't be ridiculous. you know i fucking love you.
from failing2live :
my name is bonbonfoo. i am from iceland. i am bald, but i can still give head.
from fisttoface :
why bend over when you can be on your knees? duh.
from mechanica :
i fucking feel like this. now unblock me on MSN, biatch.
from fisttoface :
OMFG. i should rape the intelligence out of you. thanks for the tips. next time give me a vibrating one eh?
from fisttoface :
no you don't suck. you lick ;). &i don't know, mainly i delete my notes because after about 10 or so, my whore of a computer will freeze because it has trouble loading the page.
from acidic-heart :
im shaking =X
from fauxpas- :
power isn't a word in my dictionary. want to share some? i miss you. that is all.
from velvet-heart :
Password is in my profile
from fisttoface :
holy fuck. how in the cunt did i ever get such a kind pimp? wot, i will put your other sluts to shame.
from acidic-heart :
armor for sleep is one of my favorite bands, im glad you like them
from acidic-heart :
yes they do. I always wondered what gold membership was like and if it made you feel all superior and you can be like HEY BITCH, I HAVE GOLD MEMBERSHIP AND YOU DONT! dammit i suck. but if you start a note whore ring can i join if i ask nicely?
from acidic-heart :
the name is kate. and we can be note whores together, start a club or something.
from quantum87 :
lol, i think you need to find real friends. ya know, one.s that aren.t in your note page 24/7? yah. p.s. i am not leaving you one more note until you put me back on your fucking msn. p.p.s. i.m going out for a drive with my real life friends .xo.
from fauxpas- :
well, pick the hottest 10 guys and leave them for procreation purposes. if bush wins the next election, we're so fucking taking over. he doesn't have monkeys (excluding himself) that we do. and spears. mmhm.
from quantum87 :
taa for the confirming of my rule in your notes.. not that it needed confirming. & yes, g/fs forever.. i mean b/fs.. almost busted our steamy affair then didn.t i. i am extremely bored (allison isn.t here) wanna come over &.. play? ;)
from fauxpas- :
okay, okay. you can be the queen. i'll be the princess. i don't mind a lower throne that much. leonard still hasn't delivered my fucking package. how shall we destroy it, queen? i love you.
from acidic-heart :
you make me smile and yes i listen to a lot of that music. <3
from fauxpas- :
hell yes! i want a coconut tiarra too, bitch. we are so going to rule the world or.. our tribe. we can start a revolution and move up big. planning sucks. take a water gun and follow mee.
from acidic-heart :
p.s. you listen to good music
from acidic-heart :
youre wrong though, because i dont hear that im beautiful very much but im sure you do. you make me jealous.
from fauxpas- :
diary? what the fuck. dairy. maybe you need to touch me how to spell also.
from fauxpas- :
i don't like diary in general. so yeah, let's just sit around, eat cookies, throw m&m's at each other while watching movies. sound good? we could paint nails too.
from fisttoface :
hmm....i wish you had said completely identical in general; then i would have no choice but to believe i had a twin &that i was not from this dysfunctional family. style m'dear? i don.t have any. unlike you miss, with all your bling bling...be my pimp ashley?
from opaque88 :
allysha is the gaylord aphrodite goddess lesbian fuckar, undoubtedly in my notes.
from quantum87 :
oh Hi AsHlEy i;m one of yr followers &&& i just wanted to tell you how much i'.;[-=&*m obsessed WiTh yr writing.,/\] i;.d [love] it if you contacted me sometime. amour toujours xangstyteenagecuttingx .x.o.xxx..oo.
from failing2live :
hey fuckar... what the fuckis the oral sex page??? someones horney!!! i might see you tomorrow coz butt face is inviting us both over and i got an interview on monday for a job!! sweet as.. kiss my ass bitch... u know u wanna!!! <kidding, i'm on a high as you can probably tell:P) luv fuckar
from adarkthought :
ashely - go to my diary and press profile. fixfixfix
from fauxpas- :
or you could adopt me and we could move to sweden. live on cheese and watching goats. sounds good? (i miss you.)
from adarkthought :
i;m a green nippled alien. i;d wear clothes, but it irritates my rare skin condition. so if you see a green nippled hobbling around the neighbourhood near you, it;s me. don;t be afraid to say hello. i only bite if you touch my green nipples.
from adarkthought :
fuck orf shes mine
from fauxpas- :
i love you. as genuine as that can be.
from insane-whore :
Ashley, don�t worry for none of my notes come out right *Laughs* Allysha could never look bad no matter what you write *Smiles* Anyway, I�ve told people I love to "F@#k off" but that was for their own safety because I knew that if we continued to talk I�d hurt them (not physically though). What Allysha gives is greater than any gift ever made... She gives something more loving than any material you can see before you. I doubt that makes sense but what I mean is she doesn�t need to give material gifts because her love etc is much better. Let me try again... Her love isn't shown through gifts such as cards *Shugs and gives up* Thanks for the congratulations and I hope your future, as well as mine, is bright and full of all the happiness that you could handle. Allysha and Allison are back together. I don�t think Tia and Allysha lasted that long... Which I think is okay because I like Allison (she�s cool). I don�t want to upset Allysha any further so I think this might be the last time I contact you. I hope things between you two are better and will remain good. You�re a lovely girl ♥ Be safe and happy *Hugs*
from adarkthought :
woman. stop not making sense already. we all know you have the ultimate loser power. it takes my breath away how loserish you can be sometimes. even with your moral instincts that are really the opposite you know what im talking about. *looks below* ruler of your notes page? uh what the fuck. i dont think so.
from quantum87 :
get on msn & i might give it to you. *looks below* & by the way, i am the un-doubted ruler of your notes. it just goes without saying.
from adarkthought :
you've been watching too much mutant teenage turtles (i think thats what theyre called).
from adarkthought :
only if you STOP DYING ALREADY!
from adarkthought :
oi. when are we gonna go out bitch? (pfft sorry i meant cunt).
from cutterangel :
That's ok! Thank yu for your kind words!
from fisttoface :
great. make me rip every hair out of my body trying to decide? i.ll save my troll-making for only you, there.s only one australian wench for me.
from adarkthought :
*looks at entries below* good for you babe.
from quantum87 :
hey, wanna come with me to test my pipe bombs? i have speed & pot & maybe meth if we give this chick head =)
from quantum87 :
aww i know! were such nasty bitches. that.s why i love ya so much & your my bestfriend. *siiigh*
from quantum87 :
i.m so flattered that you two are discussing me. i think it.s hysterical too, i laugh about it every day. & in fact, i.m laughing right now! sigh, it.s all finally come to an end. guess i.ll have to start searching for the next whores to play with. well anyway, wouldn.t want to intefere in your chat. have fun .xo. oh & p.s. me? a humiliation? don.t i have to decide that? the only people i.ve humiliated are the dumb fucks that i fucked over. in my eyes anyway.
from quantum87 :
ah "lol" yeh i do actually. err ashley fuck OFF. seriously. like like uhh
from quantum87 :
ah hell no. yeh i would.ve, but no fucking way after you went out of your way to contact tia. & by the way, the girl she talks about in her entries isn.t me. & an easy let down? you don.t deserve the effort of an easy let down. adieu.
from adarkthought :
like omfg i love you.
from adarkthought :
like omfg i love your new layout.
from adarkthought :
like omfg i love your entry.
from adarkthought :
fuck oath woman. you're so desperate you'll eat ketchup and honey. i think its splex withdrawal. we'll catch up soon WHEN I DONT HAVE FUCKING WORK eh. (which may be nevvaaarr)
from fisttoface :
oh my fucking cunt, did you just list me as a favourite? AHA, i knew you liked me for more than all that girlsex ;). mother of god, call me yes, i have to get off to your sultry australian voice. mea i love you dollface but im having ashleys babies first.
from meakahana :
Have I told you today that I madly love you and want to have your babies? No? Well I am, and I do.
from fauxpas- :
maybe we were twins in our past lives and we don't even know it. i have a feeling i will be carving shit onto the desk instead of writing my exam tomorrow. if that happens, expect a mention of you somewhere.
from fisttoface :
hey, this is as close as i can get to being a tease to you. it's gotta turn you on when i run away first right? this is the only the second time i switched accounts, i mean after all, i was shooting for five times but i'm afraid i can't find the energy for that quite yet.
from fisttoface :
yow. i'm sure i'm not worthy enough to be throwing mud in your face &umf..you know, accidently rubbing it into girlplaces. you don't need to ask, i'm your fucker 24/7.
from the-accident :
i am worthy enough to be taped to your wall? well here is a larger picture. i'd only do this for you. don't make fun of me biotch, it was a damn prom. (http://ourworld.cs.com/pinkskies20/prom2.jpg)
from fisttoface :
it feels good to have someone correct my typos instead of the other way around for a change. blah, you want a larger picture for real?
from fisttoface :
waiting for you in the graveyard duhhh. or wait, was that tomorrow night..
from fauxpas- :
hey you, of course i need things from you. i need yr pretty smile and twisted humor that matches mine to get me through the day, 'member? and if you're not poetic, i don't know what the hell you are. i want you to laugh tonight until yr face fucking hurts. that'd be enough to keep me going tomorrow during exams and beyond.
from cutterangel :
it's my username and password hun!
from fauxpas- :
my finals start tomorrow. wish me luck. and leonard is already in my bad books. it's going to receive a beating if it doesn't hand over yr package. what a greedy bitch. ps; yr worst is my best. loveforever.
from inthesewalls :
design = shit. go ahead &edit however you wish. and let's start, goddammit. i love you.
from parlance :
I am alive.
from the-accident :
it's probably all this sex that is distracting you from your daily hits of inspiration. i'm going to bite you one day just to see what you will do, you might try to rape me but you can't rape the willing anyway.
from adarkthought :
like uh no. you can't cry, remember
from inaptbeauty :
ash, i just made the image a wee bit smaller. hehe. but i got one prob... there's a split in between the girl!! *cries hey, i loved your entry for today... it reminded me of my ex boyface... &&your so pretty i cant help myself. ♥
from the-accident :
woot. what a kinky establishment we shall create. get your hopes up? i would have said every minute but i am too busy during the day getting nude in front of your picture remember? my e.mail is [email protected], send me some inbox sex or i shall beat you good...or maybe not, you would probably like that. xo.
from fauxpas- :
you should be the one sharing the creative juices, m'dear. could i have the honor of making the first layout? and if so - tell me what would satisfy you. don't worry about 'whining' to me. you have my ear any day &don't ever, ever forget that. ps; leonard hasn't. should it have by now? what a fucker.
from fauxpas- :
anything goes. even a 20 page rambling about bunnies would be fitting. &my school server is a fucktard who will not let me sign yr guestbook. but i want you to know that i would be there in less than a heartbeat if i could. i've had too many best friends and said goodbye too much in general. we are in this together.
from the-accident :
pfft. of course you are on my list. yes, i am fully aware of the level of suckiness with aim but that's what most of the population in my environment uses. shit, you just had to go &make me feel special now didn't you? you better watch it, if you're not careful i might start fucking with your notes every hour. &believe me doll, i have enough time in the day to do so. (p.s. duh, we have to name our firstborn graveyard after the place he/she was concieved.)
from bloodylip :
my name is lauren. and thank you dear, you made my morning.
from the-accident :
grr...(&i meant that in a totally non-sexual way too.) why are you never online you seductive slut. i've added you yet unless my timing is off, i never see you on. talk to me biatch before i come over there &pry your pouty kisser lips open to get you on aim.
from cutterangel :
Thank you so very much!
from bloodylip :
your words are absolutely astonishing. you'll be listed in my favorites, love.
from fauxpas- :
it is a diaryland template. jklasdada horror. let's do this, angel. you and me.
from the-accident :
now listen wench, i CHOSE to be the slave in this relationship &let's keep it that way, you know i like it when you order me around. &as for pictures, it's not like i can say no, i shall get you one shortly, it wouldn't be fair for me to be the only one getting pictures for sexual purposes. (ps. oh baby oh baby you make me so horny.)
from adarkthought :
er. sure ashley darling go to take your pills NOW. ok. omfg amy lee + drums = mega orgasm
from adarkthought :
p.s. and thats about as mushy as i can get
from adarkthought :
hey babe, remember if i ever say 'i love you' to you. i mean it and i wouldnt take it back for nothing. you still have me k. and yeah that probably doesnt match what you had with allysha but its all i got.
from inaptbeauty :
ash, i ♥ you too. i hope you get through whatever it is your goin thru now (i dont have a clueee) &yes, take care always
from dreamxstate :
hey darling. the stupid girl from california misses you, too. ♥ <3333 miss violet.
from xwidexawakex :
ashley, i♥you. so much. yeah. *giggles
from inaptbeauty :
oooo my gawd! i absolutely &heeart; this layout. *salivates* i was so surprised when i opend by diary and saw this beautiful layout staring back at meeeee but i have just but one question, will it work in 800x600 resolutions? hehe. i love you !!! \\\covers ashley with kisses
from fauxpas- :
flattery? i'm just telling the truth, bitch. ps; inthesewalls. now.
from fisttoface :
oh my fuck; we must start picking names already __! notes from you are always ultra sexy, you know i love it when you stalk me.
from the-accident :
i am such a sexual freak aren't i? tis' one of my talents. (ps; why wear lingerie if it's just going to come off anyway?)
from cutterangel :
I love the layout you created for inaptbeauty... would you mind if I read your diary?
from adarkthought :
well arent you just the cutest little... well i love you ten times infinity so ha beat that biatch. p.s. stop wailing you'll scare the children
from unconvincing :
hey there. sent you an e-mail. did you receive it? if not, get back to me.
from the-accident :
woot, your photo causes the best girl orgasms yet. i feel so fucking lucky. (p.s. shut the fuck up. you are so hot &you know it.)
from the-accident :
listen you infamous porn queen; if i say you are cute, then you are motherfucking cute, got it? &yes i do need some ultra powered lenses, i stand corrected, you are very pretty &i don't care if you want me to say you are an ugly little cunt because you aren't so take that wench &shove it. &i could see the popcorn riot caused by us..hmm...i was thinking maybe to add in some sticky candy &soda as well, i mean, why not go all out when ruining peoples' lives? i think i have some chocolate syrup &whip cream in the fridge that we could use too but i was saving it for our graveyard sex. hmm; i think i can ration it.
from inaptbeauty :
ooooo!!! hehe ♥ to be ur fuck buddy dearie *smiles seductively* (hahaha) oh &btw, i'll be looking for you at the stars tonight. :::mucho love
from fisttoface :
what a biznatch. you're always first to steal innocence. bah. when am i going to get my own virgins if you keep taking them all????
from the-accident :
what the fuck you smoking girl, i think you are adorably cute. &don't regret it, now i have something to look at when i touch myself. duhhh.
from adarkthought :
p.s. found your origin cd collecting dust between some notebooks. listened to loving it.
from teekessel :
wadddya mean, you like ME not commas lol? i don't get that. i am so seriously not trying to avoid you, its just a very stressful time lately for me...im ok. its just school and stuff and my granddad died last week. but after tomorrow i have no exams for two weeks so then i can come online. oh and i think you're cute! i like the spikey thing..whatever you call that..../ann
from adarkthought :
hey its not my failt. blame ockie if i cant count. (so glad hes gone). love love love you.
from fauxpas- :
let's. seriously. i've been fed up months ago, but i don't think i wanted to admit that. ps; would write an entry for you, but can't find words that fit perfectly quite yet. and that is a wonderful thing. pps; i love you.
from inaptbeauty :
doll, i'll tell you the passwrd since you're so nice. :) and i'll make new buttons for my links ... don't worry, i'll be the one to place it somewhere in your temp. oooow i'm soo excited!!!
from inaptbeauty :
ash, i have been mesmerized by the candle a thousand of times. i wrote something of it once, i'll post it soon(if ever i find it ..) i ♥ you to pieces!!!
from letmebleed- :
Hey sweetheart. I'm doing good. Some time better than others, but I guess I'm doing good. You're simply wonderful. xoxo ♥ Chelsea
from inaptbeauty :
dear! you're really serious? you're gonna giv me the codes for your fuckin beautiful layout?! *squeals w/ joy &&runs to hug you* eep! yeah, just email it: [email protected] thanx a bunchies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ oh, &can you tell i'm happy? haha
from hurt-lips :
you are fucking beautiful..
from the-accident :
i know, i can't help that i'm so good at being kinky. even if there involves no digging of a hole in the ground, i still want sex in the graveyard with you. *pouts*, i'll admit it, i'd have sex with you anywhere ;). &i second that with ann, i want your picture too biatch.
from teekessel :
boo. do you want a note? i bet you do. right now is like the only free time i have. saturday mornings, ah. hey ashley, i think you are going to have really cute kids by the way. do u know whats unfair? u know what i look like. yup. so i want a pic of you NOW or i will kill you. :-/P
from fauxpas- :
anything you need, babe. all you have to do is ask.
from fauxpas- :
do you even need to ask? mwah, feel better. ps; well beware. i'm planning on stealing all of yr heart. but don't complain because the heart thieving definitely goes both ways. pps; leonard better deliver with care or i'll burn it down. with matches.
from the-accident :
i know, what a douche right? hmmm, it might be good that they are not unlimited, if there weren't i would spoil you too much - wink wink. &me...i am tired. life is such a drag. &you m'dear? er, my boytoy. the only place he's going when i am done is a rich hole in the ground, want to be a doll &help me shovel? we'll have fun later, wouldn't it be kinky as fuck to have sex in a graveyard? woot, think of the fetish overload. &now i must go &commit to this terrible thing they call writing algebraic functions, what a waste of education.
from the-accident :
booooo. i wanted to send you some sexy favours but the donation place is a cunt &it won't let me send more than 99 so what is the point? i'll brave it out; i'll still get you one day ;).
from fauxpas- :
i miss you. i was paiting my nails a glittery bright bright pink and thought of you. as clich�d as this sounds, i'd like to arrange the stars in a line and make the world make sense. then you'd crack a smile and we could toast to the days ahead. never recap. fast forward.
from unconvincing :
yes, lets.
from fauxpas- :
i know! and i tried to check out the fucker's diary but it was the error page. hmpf. that's okay. we know we are the original beautifuks. i am pumped for this. heartsalways.
from inaptbeauty :
i love this one too... but remember when i asked if i could have your layout? teehee.. well, i was just wondering. could i have it? plssss. i'd be your slave forever if you said yes! ♥ i can't believe how good you are w/ words...
from inaptbeauty :
i love you.. whre's your other layout?!
from fauxpas- :
tell me it's ridiculous that 'beautifuk' got taken. so our new diary is inthesewalls. happy? you better be. password, beautifuk. you could change it then e-mail me it so no fucker will try to get into it. i am soso bad with tables. but i __will try to make a fitting layout. amour, toujours.
from the-accident :
tiens mademoiselle roberts. comment vas-tu belle? eh bien... zut alors. quelle heure est-il la bas? il est cinq hures. donnez moi tes # aussi s'il te plait. call here whenever the mood suits you; i am too stupid &lazy to bother finding out the time differences between us. xo.
from fauxpas- :
my school is a bitch so they blocked the signup page for d-land and i can't tiptoe my way onto it. soo, i shall make a new one as soon as i get home, mmkay? anything but a d-land layout. i want our new diary to be called beautifuk. ps; i heart you.
from meakahana :
♥ <~~I'm such an idiot.
from meakahana :
You amaze me daily with how beautiful you are. I love you. &hearts
from adarkthought :
listen hunny. you're lies and deciet only push you further down the drain. as you know, my sexual favours are certainly not for free, if i didnt pity you you'd be paying $15000.95 per hour. ok? p.s. next rendevous point --> james' closet.
from depended :
I don't know how you find the inspiration to write so often; I write but only rarely do I write something that I consider to be accetable. My muse is fickle!
from fauxpas- :
two hours of sleep left me sort of phased. but yr notes definitely left me wide awake &smiling. um yeah i love you more than all the people here combined times a zillion. ps; beaute-noire is seriously fucked up. so would you like to start on a new diary? because i am not patient enough to cope with this. let's write. together. maybe some of you will rub off on me. ♥forever.
from inaptbeauty :
hey ash, i quoted you.. hope you dont mind
from the-accident :
fuck my blank mind; i can't think of the words to express anything. what a fucking cliche. i could drown in the pixels you write.
from fauxpas- :
are you fucking kidding me? of course i've missed you. at one point my msn name was 'where the fuck is ash?'. seriously. i could never look at a pack of m&ms the same again &every time i listen to alexis, i think of you now. you are absolutely contagious. &i wouldn't have it any other way.
from autumn-kitty :
great writing. are you writing these as song lyrics, or just poetry?
from depended :
It's okay, I'm just hypersensitive...I'm just your average teenager, except I live in england and you live in australia (that must be some time difference). I'm going to add you to my favourite diaries bit if thats okay :)
from unconvincing :
hey there. thank you. really. p.s. my name is april.
from adarkthought :
hey beautiful, can i steal your diary and copyright it as my own? please? i'll give you residence in my house for as long as you like.
from the-accident :
tu veux rire. tu jaloux de mon conception? tu ce sont la conception artiste. chatte! je propose tu reconnaitre vers la fait que tu ce sont la salope la plus jolie qui ait jamais existe. je vous aime ashley; vois si des de regulier corriger. je tant sucer a parle francais. pardon mais je suis un imbecile. xo.
from failing2live :
hey ash, i finally got 1... its really crap so i need your help on it!!! btw its me Vic Clifton.... :P failing2live.........
from the-accident :
s'excuser mais tu ce sont le mignon un mademoiselle ashley.
from fauxpas- :
it's 12:30 &i'm heading to bed. coffee did help but i suppose years of sleepless nights tire people out at a point or another. alexisonfire screaming in my ear, nail polish on my toes. i smile at the possibility that maybe you really do love me like you say. but never as much as i adore you.
from depended :
Erm...tell you something about myself? Well, I'm 17, from England, called Sam. I hate questions like this...tell me more about you instead.
from fauxpas- :
leonard likes abuse though. kinky bastard. hope you are sleeping like an angel right now. it's only 4:33 in the afternoon but i have this urge to drop everything &curl up in bed. so coffee right now would be nice. or you. or maybe both.
from the-accident :
eh! je parle francais, mais je ne parle pas tres bien. mon famille parlons anglais toujours. tu devoir ridicule moi, je suis mal avec francais. that is to say; i suck majorly but i can piece a few words together. i suppose if i had actually studied in school i would know something. speaking another language fluently is one of those things i have set in the pile of, 'things i wish i could do but won't.' &i find accents intriguing, mine is a mix of brooklyn &southern occasionally (oui, i am a regular freak show), i won't make fun of you. &you shouldn't bite me, i just might like it ;).
from fauxpas- :
i'm speaking to you too right now (duh) &i'm really supposed to be reading this 30 page motherfucker &writing an essay - but just no. this is not procrastination. this is.. talking to the ashley. hey, i bet i'm grinning more than you are. even the absence of m&m's don't matter at this moment. my eyes on you. just you.
from the-accident :
you sweet compassionate little cunt! of course you can have my phone number. i do not pick up half the time though but there is a message recording there if i do not answer. even if you just want to call &cuss out the answering machine; i would more than love to hear your voice. i'll email it to you later oui? i do not wish to have any stalkers in diaryland unless they are you. ooh &would you believe it? i seriously used to enjoy reading the dictionary when i was younger. &you my dear; are one of the people i wish i could just rip out because i know there is so much inside &i wish it were all mine. xo.
from fauxpas- :
i'm having such a bad day. one of those days when you're just lost. but the mention of m&m's &you made me smile. a lot.
from xkrizzyx :
hey.. i'll give ya a pass.. (this is from stupidxxgirl, i'm on my friends account) ;opaque88; and the pass shall be ;doll;
from the-accident :
bitoch, you are such a liar, you are a pimp always; but that's one of the five million things that make you so sexy ;). &popular? don't make me laugh, i've lived my life barely unnoticed &never fitting into any group but more &more i find that's the way i like it. xo;
from depended :
"frustrated & anxious to grow dressed in clothes that never fit my mind," you could have been talking about me..
from the-accident :
wench; why must you tease me so? you know i want to have steamy sex with you. xo.
from adarkthought :
excusemoi, salsa? wont that slip n slide all over the place and make one big mess?... well i guess if we're in the chrusch when that happens it'll be ok.
from meakahana :
omg you so totally took my notes virginity. sex tomorrow, k? k. loveyoualways &a day.
from dark-cabaret :
Hello, I found you diary in searching for people who like the movie, " Quills". The thing the caught me was how poetic and unique you seem. Also your nicely written obscure writting such as your recent entry of 11/18. Its very imposing the way you write and use words; it's nice to find people in the same field of inerest.
from the-accident :
whore! talk to me won't you? xo.
from velvet-heart :
Once again peering in I leave in a daze of red tears, your words take my breath away.
from inaptbeauty :
ooooooooow, now THAT's beauty personified. i absolutely ♥ your layout. let me know if you're putting it down so i can put it up &&have a link to someone as beautiful as you. <3
from fauxpas- :
beaute-noire layout was actually done and ready to go, but whenever i changed it on d-land, it won't do shit and stay as a d-land template. it made starr quite unhappy. sigh. we need to write together really really soon so i'll have something to sneer at elitist diaries about. sounds like a plan? and i love you but you should know that by now. ps// username: beaute-noire, password: miasma. in case you've forgotten.
from depended :
beautifully written entry..
from the-accident :
whatever i continue to stay on has not affected my reasoning skills. you're hot &i love you so shut up &take it as a compliment bitch. &you should email me sometime. &i'm willing to have my face broken in order to have starr too. share or i will equally break your face. [then starr will have two very broken girls]. xo.
from adarkthought :
"kiss me" and those were my last words. even though ive got 5 uber metal ropes sticking into my body. yes. im still alive. kiss me biatch.
from fauxpas- :
would it make you feel better if i told you that in all honesty, you are one of like the only four that i actually care for at diaryland? i was never the one for those long buddylists with fifty diaries to read each day. i want to try to get to know and understand the really really pretty and eye-capturing whores like yrself, so don't ever doubt yr uber special-ness. you're like my morning coffee. i check yr diary every morning when i'm sitting in the back corner of my english class, &god knows i am addicted to caffeine. smooch.
from teekessel :
"ann: world class handball champion." hehe that is the funniest thing ever haha :P i suck at handball, but it feels super to be the world class champion now :)
from velvet-heart :
Once again you paint a pretty picture with your words and rain on my darkened soul to make me feel just that pretty enough.
from justenough :
um hi; i like your writing. which is why i keep you on my favourites list.
from tootsie-roll :
well.. good. i dont know where i got the guts to do that since im not an impulsive person. but i dont see anyone telling her the truth for her own good. will I LOVE YOU TIMES A THOUSAND ever do anything? no! im tired of that. i really like her but there's just some things you just gotta say. and i couldnt help that. in a way i feel bad about what i wrote. but its true. why should i deny it?.. its good that someone else supports me. i was getting ready for all the :"well yes fuck off leave stepth alone" notes from her fans. ahhh its a relief. (sorry for the long note)
from adarkthought :
how the fuck did you have time to update when you're s'pposed to be STUDYING hmm?
from adarkthought :
HOW. FUCKING. COULD. YOU. BITCH!! and i thought we were fucking FRIENDS!! you obviously dont rank friendship in the same level as i.
from officegal :
im doing a random drive by and i stop to notice. layout? check! i love it love it loveit. its dark and beautiful. read the wordage? check! the way you manipulate words to evoke such feeling. wow youve got it going on. im hooked and ive only read a page! your going on my favourites. do you mind if i plug you in a future entry of mine. i just think you are way to beautifull not to share..... have a lovely monday.thanks for the beautifull entry! you rock:)
from dreamxstate :
from this day forward i shall call you awesome ash. because you;re the shit. chhyeah. [♥ miss v.] postscript;; css lessons would be lovely. i always wondered what that was. heh-heh. xx&oo.
from adarkthought :
nanoquin notage. its official. its the real deal. prepare yourself ashley. nanoquin notage is gonna rock this pathetic lil world until its whimpering to be apart of ::nanoquin notage:: p.s. lisa is a cunt.
from velvet-heart :
Wow You manipulate the intelligence in words and make them come out beautiful. I envy you.
from angellore :
I loved your recent entry.. I think I will be going to Sydney in about a couple of months.. I am looking forward to meeting you <3
from adarkthought :
well, wouldnt you like to know? vic cut herself because of me once, and i hated it. p.s. thanks for your entry bout me, i just read. p.p.s. deodarant fights rock this stinky lil world. :)
from heartforsale :
♥ // i am so adoring your layout. and, actually, YOUR words are gorgeous.
from x-anxiety :
you have such a pretty way with words. i would steal them if it were legal. instead all i can do is leave notes and add you to my favorites.
from fauxpas- :
french braids do flip around. especially when girls skip. i mean i thought about going winoa ryder style, but the short cut thing just isn't me. and i would get a picture but my scanner and digital cam are bitches. so okay, imagine wavy black haired (but my curls are starting to come out. sigh.), tan-ish, brown eyed, 5'6, black coat, green scarf, and rude like a koala. whoa. scary. ps; an image for layout i found reminds me of you. and it's hot.
from fauxpas- :
only if i get to kidnap a koala and do french braids in yr hair. got pink nail polish? and oh, whip cream?
from quantum87 :
i know ;) i can.t help it.
from fauxpas- :
oh that doctor is such a lying son of a bitch! i mean, just because i only have a brain cell and another on life support doesn't mean people can make fun of me. i bet that jackass just wants you. it's a he, isn't it? anyway, e-mail me so we can talk. smooch.
from dreamxstate :
dear ash;; you;re gorgeous. & so is yr layout. ♥love. <3<3<3, miss v. [[aka kimia]].
from fauxpas- :
hey you were definitely not supposed to know where i was. you blew the element of surprise. hmpf. but you know i've missed you. so i won't call the police for notes page rape. lovelove. toujours.
from putrefied :
your still my fave.
from angellore :
it.s official.. I.m leaving to New South Wales very soon.. You are such a beautiful person and I would love to meet you.. ��
from adarkthought :
am at school too. its 10:39 according to my computer... cant wait to have my hand cut open tonight... and see those sililcon boobs of yours (but they look so real!!)
from justenough :
god you're pathetic; i have no need to run away from people. i deleted your comment because it was stupid and rude and immature and i had no need to leave it on my note page. i didnt realize how badly you want to have a lasting impression on people. but no worries, you didnt have one on me. and i'm sorry you're so damn bitter you cant even stand me leaving you one note. i wasnt going to give you the satisfaction of hearing from me again, but obviously you got your panties in a twist over it.
from justenough :
well thanks for being nice.
from justenough :
&i always wonder if any entries you write are about me, but deep down inside i know you wouldn't bother.
from teekessel :
we are going to have the hottest babies ever.
from adarkthought :
that was quite random my nanoquinish friend...
from adarkthought :
no...i dont think you're reading it wrong
from the-accident :
mm details...well i-like-life would never closely apply to my thoughts. fuck-it-all sounds more fitting. not that i haven't felt like jumping off a cliff but i'm more of an apathetic type. i like black &pink but dark colours in general. if you feel the urge to squeeze some lyrics from dead leaves &the dirty ground by the white stripes, i would love that. whatever is easiest for you though. i appreciate this <3.
from justenough :
i have nothing to forgive you for, i was never mad in the first place. but if it will help you sleep at night, you're forgiven.;
from adarkthought :
oh my fucken oatheness. yes i love your pic. woot! hmmm i dont think i should be this excited about blood tears. and dont knock my indian women. her red light attracts me to her like you never have. stop being a beggar and settle for shorty eh? and yes. damn boys to heaven where they have to sit around playing harps with jesus.
from the-accident :
goodness...you've deleted your older entries. they shall be missed but i know you'll end up writing things a zillion&one times better. ah no i'm not leaving again, at least not for now. i wouldn't dream of ever leaving your writing or you, my love for you &your words is worse than a heroin addiction. would you be so sweet as to make me that design? don't worry about how long it takes, i'm surprised you remembered. you have become even more &beyond excellent with layouts, far more original of a designer than i ever became. lovelovelove to the infinite power. xoxo.
from teekessel :
ok. i raped it with my eyes, and said "YES I DO" (i am marrying it) by just taking the code *oooh*. im gonna have to put my counter off the page, i dont know why the fuck it says update in red.
from justenough :
thanks.. ♥
from velvet-heart :
You're still sparkle and shine beneath those healing scars my heart. I hope you're doing well.
from psy-vamp :
How come you passworded your diary?
from adarkthought :
thankyou. 'least someone thinks so. i guess i'll have to wear that black arm band i bought at the market tommorow.
from eden-x :
the fuck? passworded? share? please?
from quantum87 :
ugh, cunt. why.d you go & lock your diary? gimme the code or i wont give you any cigarettes next time you see me. ha. love ya, bitch .xo.
from velvet-heart :
Honey you didn't judge me. And how can I possibly even get within an inch of knowing you better- you've gone and locked your precious heart away. I do sincerely hope you're okay. It scares me. *Kisses*
from teekessel :
your diary is locked and this scares me?
from adarkthought :
hey. i haven't left a note for a while eh. where are you? i'm at school and you're not. tsk tsk. btw, very powerful entry.
from foxwar :
hands off, hands off; ashley is MY bitch. &despite what you stalkers say, she still has faults, she still can be dark, &she still has the ability, &the right to bitch. but i still adore her all the same because she's REAL.
from dombilly :
Glad to hear it. and you are very welcome, indeed.
from treewillow :
Hi there, your welcome, and I am glad that your birthday went well. I knew it was your birthday cause your a member of the Birthday Club. And when it's someone's birthday, those in that club/ring send a birthday message to that person. And well, it was your turn :)
from velvet-heart :
first of my sweet, what kind of relationship you and I have has no relfection on how you feel about another person. I treat everyone the same, regardless of sex, creed or color. Fuck I woudnt care if you were pink, straight, bisexual, flaming or purple. You are who you are and you were created to be the way you are- no one markd your path except you and your emotions inside of you. I would still love talk to you- even better yet get to know you. Heh- maybe I could fall in love with you too *wink* Just be careful with my fragile heart as I live in your letters.. Instead of stearing clear of you I think Im going to go for a head on collision. [hugs n kisses dollface]
from violent-sky :
thats completely wrong about stephanie. you dont know her at all. plastic? more like crystal. easily breakable. already breakable. love her hate her, but dont fucking flame her. that girl is beautiful, unlike you who has to resort to hating on a girl that never did anything to you.
from theid :
Yes, I suppose that's best.
from psy-vamp :
You hurt me and threw love around like spit, and I still miss & love you with all the pieces of my heart.
from letmebleed- :
You're so very welcome for the note. I'm glad I made your day. You are simply wonderful, love. I hope that everyday is a good one for you. :) ♥ ♥
from teekessel :
i left you a comment. no matter what they all say, you are ashley whateveryourlastnameis and you should be proud.
from officegal :
im just jane and yes creepy is in a goodway. your layout is just very. dark. i like it. im jealous of your talents....
from floatnangel :
haPPy BiRTHDAY!! We*re all here for you! =) This is you*r day, eat cake && be happy =)
from macfarlane :
Happy Birthday honey, nice layout ;)
from dombilly :
HAve a very Happy Birthday Ashley! :))
from preciousgift :
Happy Birthday!
from thecrankyone :
Happy Birthday!! Hope you have a great day!!!
from officegal :
happy birthday. creepy in a good way. ill add you i think. your writings intrigue me.
from mkboog :
Happy Birthday!
from kathiec :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great day... heck, have a great year!! Love and birthday hugs Kathie
from dreamxstate :
Oh my dear! Have a verynice birthday. You deserve it. ♥; Kimia.
from peytonsplace :
Hope you have a wonderful Birthday!
from letmebleed- :
I'm so shocked... you're only 15?? How is that possible? I was convinced you were at least 17. Wow... the things people learn. :) Oh well. Happy birthday, love! ♥
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy your special day!
from adarkthought :
hello darl. happy birthday, again. 'cause your birthday and every other day of your life deserves to be happy.
from foxwar :
if the notes previous to mine aren;t fooling moi, did you know.. that the rubber ducky in my shower told me a fabulous girl was born today? have an effin' killer birthday. i wish i could have bought you a red balloon with my writing written all over it with sharpies. love&x's.
from dlandbdays :
Happy Happy birthday! Hope your day is great!
from treewillow :
Happy Birthday! I hope you have a wonderful day.
from theid :
No, actually I don't. And I'm glad of that. Loving you was like a disease.
from theid :
Thanks, I thought so too. Oh, but maybe to you I'm a bit too mature eh?
from theid :
You know what, I don't really think I would like a layout from someone who doesn't care about me in the least. Holy fuck you for existing in the first place, batman.
from eden-x :
http://www.geocities.com/wings_x02/beaute.jpg if you could host that for me, i would be soso grateful. because i am sick of being a lazy bitch and i want to get the layout finished. screw image maps, it's back to basic html/css. if that image is hosted, then i can get the layout done by tomorrow and i can get beaute-noire organized and we'll all be peachy. yes? i need a place to write and neither eden nor foxwar is satisfactory right now. help. we've started this idea of beaute so long ago. now let's get fucking to it. love, me.
from heartshaped :
pretty pretty.
from dreamxstate :
gorgeous new layout. ♥ xx; kimia.
from adarkthought :
yer. only 'cause of co-insanity. hows that going by the way?
from adarkthought :
fucking oath woman again! have you seriously got nothing better to do with your time?? obviously not...anyway, its very...different. but in a good way. i want to see it stay this way for at least a week before you change it again ok?
from adarkthought :
hmm seven mesages now. yes indeed, my sole duty in life is to make you look stupid <splutter cough> no you dont need any help with that. co-insainty is gonna rock diaryland all the way over the rainbow and back (ahahahahahahahaha yea right)
from adarkthought :
ive beaten your 6 messages. dont try and beat it k? thanks
from adarkthought :
this is five messages. next will be six. please dont be sick on me tommorow. hey i might be going to dinner with james (and his whole family but hey)
from adarkthought :
im watching a v. gay movie
from adarkthought :
yes i am trying to beat your royal total of five messages in a row.
from adarkthought :
your writting, m'dear, is gorgeous, and nothing like shakespeares, otherwise i wouldnt bother reading it (your diary)
from adarkthought :
five messages in a row huh? you think youre good huh? and no, my writting is not beautiful. shakespeare can fucking write better than me
from foxwar :
well you know what? if anybody ever holds yr hand &tells you to waltz into forever alone, then tell that bitch that you will always have me. you are everything i can never be.
from heartforsale :
-the 'the'. (how ironic) ♥
from heartforsale :
aww, thank you so much.                        your writing is very lovely. i dont really see the mine as anything special, but i love what you wrote in that note. youre on my b-list as well.          ps;my name is linda.
from adarkthought :
hey look three msgs in a row. to answer your question, yes i do like your new layout, probably better than the last. its different, and i love the pic you chose. you wanna do something this weekend? or are you still too 'sick'?
from adarkthought :
yo. sorry for not replying on msn. i didnt even realize i was online ::shrug:: o well...i had fun reading that..erm...lovely...one sided conversation of yours. quite entertaining.
from adarkthought :
how was your THREE WEEK HOLIDAY? have fun at HOME while i SLAVED away in hell??? grrr
from steel-glass :
cutmelovely &&& your message made me laugh, so hard. xD thanks dearest- i needed it.
from eden-x :
was she a fucktard with black hair &an ugly smirk &bruises? le sigh.
from adarkthought :
hey shweetums..look what shorty's doing to ya...oh and how convenient of you to fall ill on the first day back at school aha. anyway get back at school so we can tell lisa we snogged for a $50, see how jealous she gets, lol. see you soon.
from foxwar :
mrow. (cat claws.) i want a piece of yr heart.
from eden-x :
the absence of cigarette lighters are like the absence of oxygen tanks. i came online, but i think i missed you by a few minutes. #@&(&*##@()#*@ is oh-so-appropriate.
from self-harm :
yes, blood is the most amazing thing ever. and thank you for the note :-) i just checked out your diary and i love the layout and the content. <3 xxx
from justenough :
what do i have to forgive you for?
from theid :
Yes it does..
from eden-x :
black&white, black&white. it becomes a routine after awhile. but you are the red in me &the glow in this world of shit. hi ashley, starr loves you.
from adarkthought :
so i was just going over your note again. and i realized i had forgotten to add something to my reply note. you said you're gonna dissapoint yourself all over again and everyone lese who doesnt like what youve become. i wanted to let you know, that sure, i didnt know you before, but your just perfect the way you are now and dont try and change yourself for others. youve got enough stalkers to know how much you are loved by others.
from adarkthought :
ashley that was one long note to boot. i dont think i'll be able to beat it but hey its worht a try, eh? so now you know. me. not all of me, but you're getting there, and you're coming closer to anyone else ever has to finding out all this shit about me i've kept to myself for so long. and i never, ever thought i could let anybody know. let alone anyone who would understand. hey, at least we can thank fucking mrs mcguire for something? i might hate science to death and fail it with falling (haha flying) colours but im glad for that lesson. im glad lisa was away and you decided to sit next to me. im glad you decided to talk to me. cause now ive actually got someone who wont think i need to be taken to a shrink just cause i like the smell of blood (and you know what i mean). and its funny how we are so alike. and you know what, yea you may have deeper issues than me, and you may look at me and say, shit how can she hold herself back like that? why doesnt she let it out? its cause i have to. and if i dont at least try everything will come tumbling down around me. and my weakness is hurting others. and i know i would. fuck this note probably makes no sense at all to you but i hope you understand. so thanks for being my friend and not walking away cause im your age. if we meet those african guys again and theyve got their wallets on them we so have to show em how its done. and yes, im game enough. although i think vic might get a tad scared ay... btw. i will never. never. be able to write as well as you do. i can try. but you will always be two steps ahead of me...
from quantum87 :
sorry for what?
from adarkthought :
hey sweetness..thought i'd drop a note and say hi cause you're not online. i cant wait till thursday, hopefully there'll be some hotness this time... cant wait for another extra spec. hug cause that movie last night [ wicked, uber seductive pedophilia movie from hell] was kinda scary... anyways, see you soon.
from quantum87 :
it.s not like you know your best friend, so don.t get up me about that. yeh, we.ll make plans when you call me next *laughs at the thought of you actually calling me*. p.s. sorry for mistaking you for someone else. & i didn.t call you a coward. don.t try & presume my opinions of you. you.ve got them all wrong .xo.
from quantum87 :
jealous of what? you.ve got me dumbfounded. don.t flatter yourself, sweet. & i can.t meet up, i.m seeing friends this weekend. & my nieces are down. maybe some other time .xo.
from quantum87 :
explain what your guestbook message fucking meant? don.t use the word "suicide" till you.ve got the fucking rope tied round your neck. you can.t just fucking throw it around like that. some people happen to take it personally. mmk sweet cheeks? P.S. i.m free most of the coming week, so if you want to meet me in central again tell me now before i make other plans. *scans eyes over other notes* that is if your not too busy cybering with you little "fuck buddies". & no i wont apologize for my bluntness, not just because i never have but because you happen to be my best-friend. or at least one of your many. & when you even use the word suicide loosely it scares the fuck out of me. alrite? don.t call me too late. i.ll be drunk. bye .xo.
from adarkthought :
hey babe. thanks for your note. what color knickers should i wear next time? i heard u like pink...
from theid :
theid-------profile-diary---------------- comments:"a thousand words will give the reasons why i don;t need you anymore." - savage garden
from adarkthought :
since you stole my notes page virginity im just gonna have to up the no. of times yours felt pleasure. wink wink. nudge nudge. your writting rocks and maybe becoming your fuck buddy will make mine rock too? yes. idare to dream.
from nonameface87 :
i like a lot of the bands you like...especially the goo goo dolls....i'm trying to find friends who love them as much as me....i also used to think i was the only one who even knew who suicidal tendencies was
from eden-x :
but you are worth more than three messages from me. of course i would fucking make you a layout for sexual favours but i am afraid yr layouts stomp mine to the ground &a half. i want to be inside yr heart. i think we need to speak soon. oxx; yr-motherfucking-starr.
from steel-glass :
♥ i loved your newest entry- 'The Signs.' sorry; i'm feeling random tonight.
from beaute-noire :
ash;; i made an image map &totally forgot that my map editor is a piece of shit &is refusing to work. http://www.angelfire.com/punk4/xguiltybydesign/beautenoire.jpg is the original image. le sigh. just to keep you updated with the progress. if i can;t get the fucking program to work, then i will design in the regular html. bare with me. i love you.
from eden-x :
i want you near me as i breathe in, help the test tubes adjust to my body &dye the black red. i will get a design for beaute-noire done this weekend. i am starting to miss you too much, angel.
from inaptbeauty :
my, o love that entry about loving the dead. pretty words. <3
from cherrychoco :
no, I didn't think you to be ungreatful at all, although when I did leave diaryland back in June it was on somewhat bad terms with it felt. I've felt guilty about that for ages now... well, as long as it's been on my mind atleast. And I came back about a month ago, if you can say I'm actually back, I still hardly ever write. Nothing to write about anymore it seems.
from dead2you :
your designs are awe stunning
from foxwar :
(guess who.) i miss you more than you know. one day i;m gonna sneak into a suitcase of a random man &follow him to austrailia. i could work in a zoo feeding koala bears or something until i can get enough money to get a trailer. then you can come over &spend nights with me doing nothing but drinking leftover vodka &watching old movies.
from radiowire :
it's 800x600
from inaptbeauty :
i was choking on your words because i ate too much of it all in the same time ... <3 Li
from inaptbeauty :
hi, what's your name?
from eden-x :
you are //never// lost. i could pick you out from a crowd any day because while others struggle to remain white, you are daring &gutsy enough to be a fucking gorgeous black.
from inaptbeauty :
i <3 your temps *chokes* on your words.... ah you're too beautiful.
from inaptbeauty :
i <3 your temps *chokes* on your words.... ah you're too beautiful.
from beaute-noire :
pass; miasma || i read about a pretty blonde girl with a razor strapped to her thigh &thought of you. je t'adore.
from eden-x :
it;s done? ohmygod. (insert breath.) &what good are flowers alive as fuck if i am rotten to the core? oxx. iloveyou.
from eden-x :
city lights &pretty boys; the sight of anything pretty made me miss you crazy.
from gloryxxfades :
wow, that's awesome. where'd you learn to write the way you do? :0)
from cherrychoco :
♥ xP
from finnmckool :
lol perhaps they weren't disappointed once they actually read you and felt the words.
from fucked-raw :
bury me alive
from kc13 :
bury me alive
from mandahm :
bury me alive
from i-used-to-be :
bury me alive
from justenough :
&ofcourse your entry is prettier than mine; though i did expect that. "it;s a war without bloodshed" isn't entire true, however, due the fact my body has bleed one too many times for this fucked up play we found ourselves in.
from wings-x02 :
one cut means freedom and two means non-existence. and if three means life, how can they expect us not to smile when cherry stains lick our flesh? broken heaters and rusted chains - i don't notice models when you are around. (moved to eden-x.diaryland.com) Xo.
from justenough :
scott.html // i fear this entry will only cause pain. let me know when you have yours up &we'll link back. i did a horrible job... ♥
from psy-vamp :
your writing is mystery. i wonder...
from psy-vamp :
don't ask why. be loved. ♥. xo.
from justenough :
want to hear a strange concidence ...allysha &you have the same initials: AW and scott &i have the same initials: SW ... or maybe i read things too deeply //steph
from psy-vamp :
& yet, you'd break your own heart again in an instant...
from justenough :
whee note conversations; exciting. :) swimming might have been a good idea but it would be cold ...though there would be plenty of dolphins to keep you warm ;)
from justenough :
msn is a bitch at times; &scott told me to tell you that my gift has not yet arrived. bleh. hopefully soon ... xx
from theid :
i'm doing alright, i have been sleeping most of today just for fun. the aliens seem to be hiding lately. they might be planning something, but i'm not sure what. and how are you?
from theid :
get on aim maybe? but otherwise a note conversation is fine.
from psy-vamp :
you're not a bully... don't be so hard on yourself. i'm sure they deserved whatever you put them through.
from psy-vamp :
if that's your room that you're describing, it doesn't sound like your room. lol. you seem less preppy and sporty than what you've described. i love you ash. xo. ♥
from psy-vamp :
ashley shops in corner brook. where I used to live. Where I was born. Where I will never be again. *sigh.* The spikes came from Claire's, the army stuff came from cadets. The glasses came from the optician on west street, and the regular clothes came from garage clothing, suzie shier, stitches, or one of many other stores in that wonderful plaza that i miss so fucking much. that's ashley for ya. she's beautiful... just like you.
from psy-vamp :
you're beautiful. so very beautiful. and you don't wear too much eyeliner. and you're beautiful. very. breathtakingly. how did you get to be so fucking beautiful? and tim... he looks much more innocent than i'd imagined him in my feeble mind. i'd pictured a tall dark brooding dude. and my new template... it's ashley's photos. over and over because i will never get over my damned crush on her. that's why she keeps making weird comments in my guestbook. morbid-lover didn't quite bite the dust yet. i'm just using this account for a while, and then i'm going to swtich back to morbid-lover. i love you ashley, don't forget it.
from psy-vamp :
you're not a monster. i love you. why don't you ever leave me notes anymore? are we still friends... i find myself asking far too many people that question lately... xo ♥
from psy-vamp :
and how i wish i could makeitallbetter
from justenough :
ashley; i havent heard from you for too long ...write me. i miss you ♥
from topbunknoose :
bury me alive
from psy-vamp :
ashley... you /still/ take my breath away, and I love you with every |o.u.n.c.e| of my heart that I always have. I miss you. ♥ xo
from quantum87 :
one question: the blue room? what the fuck is that? i have a black room.. it.s filled with bondage gear. that what your blue room is full of? ;)
from poisonwood :
bury me alive
from mosthated :
your design is beautiful!
from rockonbytch :
hello.
from justenough :
vous etes probablement un des filles les plus belles que j'ai jamais rencontrees
from gaycannibal :
bury me alive
from biohazardous :
are you leaving? :(
from biohazardous :
do you mean the coin toss in a metaphoric way?
from justenough :
(you are the luckiest girl alive)
from teekessel :
remember me?
from justenough :
grr // i've tried to email you but it wont let me! i'm going to cry.. come back my dear, i miss you! xx
from lillix08 :
woah your diary is really cool..
from billie-joe :
bury me alive
from insertsmilex :
you are gorgeous. <3<3<3
from theid :
awww crikey!
from chikbeatnik :
kissofdeath is not accepting new members. your application was declined. when we are accepting new members, the message on our site and page (saying we are not accepting new members) will disappear. <3
from theid :
tell me what your screen name is, and i'll add you. :p
from theid :
erk. get aim. :p
from morbid-lover :
you deserve happiness.
from clean-escape :
you are no longer a member of clean-escape. you didn't contribute to the community enough. please take the link off of yr main page. xoxo
from wings-x02 :
i fucking admire you. the sun used to be gorgeous, until it saw the stars. &; you darling, are the queen of stars. believe me when i say that you are worth everything.
from theid :
now i'm done. my head hurts. bleh.
from theid :
*note* still not done.. bleh. none of my words are good enough.
from theid :
lol.. two hours for the last e-mail:p siamese dream is a close second for me. my favourite song ever by the pumpkins is on that album. (cherub rock) yes! i am the almighty fastest typer in the world, buahahaha. erk.. ok now i'm going to finish your e-mail so you don't have to wait any longer. is it crest toothpaste..? i like that kind.
from theid :
woohoo smashing pumpkins! which one do you think is your favourite? i'd definitely have to say mellon collie and the infinite sadness is by far the best album in the entire world. today, i went swimming, and driving, and walking around the capital in austin, the building of pink granite. texans are so feminine. anyway, i'm working hard on your email, i've only gotten a few paragraphs so far.. (the last one took me two hours to write) i've got the answer: sue msn.
from theid :
can you get on msn please?
from theid :
your e-mail went through.. i'm trying to find words that are good enough to reply with.. but it's hard because i'm speechless. x.
from finnmckool :
well of COURSE there ARE epilogues. It is the implacable juggernaut of time which dictates there always are and will be. There are no endings, much less nice neat happily every afters.
from theid :
i'll try the best i can to reply, even if i don't understand.. get on msn?
from justenough :
hi.
from theid :
oh ok, well i miss you too.
from theid :
i don't know, you tell me..
from cherrychoco :
ashley; you shouldn't take anything i wrote to heart. i was crying/cutting/suicidal/pissed & everything inbetween when i wrote that. I don't think you're stupid or what matters to you is... just trying to get a point across and I guess I was stupid as fuck when I did it. i think you're absolutely amazing, and always will... no matter what you think of me. -forever & hell- Mea
from elizaoh :
bury me alive
from finnmckool :
Often imitated, never duplicated. Mimicry is the highest form of flattery. And besides, as if anyone really COULD copy you. As if you could EVER be anything but different. Don't sweat it. If it doesn't flatter you, ignore it. Fuck'em.
from theid :
hey look at my current entry. all pour vous :p
from xnevereverx :
bury me alive
from morbid-lover :
love isn't often fair. but i feel it for you. strongly. ♥
from theid :
:o .......
from cherrychoco :
just wanted you to be the first to know that i think i am leaving... everything i mean. there.s so much.... & i know that you.ve got a life now & wonderful wonderful people in it, which is what you deserve. Oh miss Ashley, you deserve to fucking happy as a...a.... very happy thing. xX; You really have made my world a brighter place & I truly do love you more than you.ll ever know.... Merci love.... I love you always & forever..... xo Mea
from justenough :
___i would say, dear, scott looks like your biggest fan. i still like you a lot though. ♥
from theid :
i think the maggots are just to scare to-be html stealers away... they don't really eat your eyeballs out.. but you never know :o
from theid :
ahahah............fucker!
from theid :
730am and still going strong.. zzz...
from erasing-pain :
i'm terribly sorry dear // will you please resend your likes &dislikes to [email protected] {??} i'm so very sorry ...
from theid :
There is no debt to repay. It's enough.
from theid :
Aucun mot ou expression en n'importe quelle langue ne peut d�crire combien je t'adore.
from theid :
Welcome to paradise!
from theid :
One day there was a boy who felt like he had to leave many many notes to this girl so she will feel special. The end.
from morbid-lover :
go online?
from theid :
Hm... I'm not so sure about the writing on it.. but maybe.. just maybe it will work. Msn. You. Me. Talk.
from theid :
Just felt like leaving you a note. So here you are. *note*
from morbid-lover :
I only get about 5 oral sex donations a day, too. Or rather, five different people. Each person usually gives more than one. I'm a walking orgasm. =o)
from cherrychoco :
i miss you doll_____ xo. I love you.
from morbid-lover :
I've stopped, babe. And I want you to do the same. I'm not going to force you, because I know it's senseless. But know that I love you and I wish you to stop killing the most beautiful thing in the world... yourself. Love me. Like I love you. I know you do. You're too perfect. I don't deserve you... but we will stop together. Find the strength through me, or at least believe in how much I care about you. xo.
from theid :
you LOLed? woohoo! my job here is done. well not really but yeah. are the batteries AAA? because that always reminds me of the auto insurance.. don't ask.
from theid :
a drop of pure nicotene introduced into your blood can kill you in under 45 seconds.
from wings-x02 :
bury me alive
from wiley381 :
bury me alive
from lovelydecay :
yes yes yes. thank you oh so much for getting back to me, i know you care so fucking much, right? pardon me, i forgot for a moment that all people are out to run you down.
from pentup-angr :
i'm late. still. your words burn. i like the feeling.
from theid :
Ew.. that gives me bad images in my head. But yes I'm doing well other than that. Can you get on msn? I wanna talk to you.
from theid :
I wish I was the type of person who would fall asleep and wake up in strange places. It seems like an exciting (yet scary) type of person to be. Your entry just made me think of that.
from canadachic :
bury me alive
from justenough :
that is so fucking perfect ... thank you thank you thank you! <3 will it automatically send the applicates to your username? you could always forward them to me ([email protected]) so you dont have to worry about sorting that all out. <3 i really really appricate this!
from justenough :
is erasing-pain too long? or taken? erase-pain would work too... or with out the dash // whichever. could you link it to http://erasing-pain.diaryland.com/about.html ?? you rock darling face <33
from teekessel :
...
from theid :
:o male model != me can you get on msn? pretty please?
from theid :
My bras don't dig into my shoulders... but.. maybe that's because I don't wear them.. oh well. :p
from morbid-lover :
No more wounds. Promise me. I can't wear sweaters, because of my chest. My bras dig into my shoulders as well. I'm glad it's summer here finally.
from leely :
yes,yes= friends it is<3
from justenough :
oh darling ;; you dont know how happy that would make me. a diary ring just for me? if you did that, i would love you forever&ever&ever
from demise- :
you & your designs are anything but under//rated. yesyesyes i most definitely want it; take your time. thank you ashley <3<3
from wings-x02 :
gorgeous;; shit, 'bury me alive' wasn't exactly what i wanted to say. although to suffocate under dirt would be more pleasant than to choke on air. yr words leave fingerprints on my heart. the place i've been too afraid to press down upon. i'd decorate yr word in pretty flowers, and whispered sunshines. but if the razorblade sky &; red ribbons can make you smile, i'd sit w// you on the stone steps &; carve our lives onto my flesh. keep yr chin up, 'cos you deserve it. more than i could ever. xoxo;; the fucked up starr too tired to shine
from wings-x02 :
bury me alive
from leely :
oh darling; you must have me confused with sad-doll. her name is audrey; and i am dalila. maybe you got us confused because of exoh; we are both the owners</3
from leely :
♥♥♥♥♥(!)
from leely :
you know how you can read someones writing and [honestly] feel like they touched your heart and you feel like you can relate to them &you want to get to know them so much better because they write the prettiest things and you want to be friends? thats how i felt when i read your bio today</3
from biohazardous :
oh georgous you flatter me too much. read your stuff &understand that you're so much more beautiful then i could ever even attempt to become. you need instant messanger becuase i'm sure you're even more beautiful when we can talk; i want to learn every piece of your life as well. lets run off together &bask in each others glamour. xxoo <3 stephanie
from theid :
I won't get bored of you.. maybe try restarting your computer..?
from theid :
I'm not running anywhere.. get on msn please?
from morbid-lover :
you cut. you cut. you cut. ashley don't do it anymore... no more. please.
from theid :
Anything about you would be worth salvaging, you are so many people's /salvation/ (mine included). Tell me what I can do to convince you that you are beautiful and amazing, and I will do it because I believe that about you. Tell me what I can do to help you swim through the pool of red. I am /always/ here for you if you need me, take advantage of that fact if you need to. Because love is an understatement.
from mistychristy :
i really like your diary
from letmebleed- :
I forgot to leave my name in your guestbook.. sorry. #460
from morbid-lover :
people are fake. it's sad.
from moonfairy0o0 :
bury me alive
from moonfairy0o0 :
bury me alive
from letmebleed- :
Oh, and thank you for leaving me a note. It made today a little better.
from letmebleed- :
It's Chelsea. I don't live in Australia, but maybe I can find a place here in Indiana that has the same thing. Let's hope. :)
from cherrychoco :
My wonderful Ashley, oh how I miss you so so much. You.re never on MSN anymore & I miss you. I.m a selfish cunt, because I feel like I.m not nearly as good enough to be cared about someone as wonderful as you as compared to Stephany or Kimmie. // But no matter what, I lovelovelovelove you, much more & in more ways than you.ll ever know. You.re beautiful & gorgeous & you deserve the world. I.m going to come rescue you & take you away from there someday dollface. You.ll cook that meal you promised & I.ll hold you until all your pain is gone & emptyness filled. Wouldn.t it be divine to spend our days growing old together & knowing some shred of happiness & light in our fucked up lives? I love you my sweet Ashley, & until the day comes I can really wipe the tears away from your beautiful face, please stay strong, for you & for me. I.m far too selfish to lose you. I love you [you.ll never even know how much] -kiss kiss- Mea
from cherrychoco :
i love you gorgeous.
from prettyxwaste :
oh well hello, love. it's been far too long. & you are still ever so pretty. ;xoxo
from demise- :
[NO] you are not a waste of webspace .ever. & you are not a fucktard. iloveyoumorethenyoulleverknow.
from theid :
YES. I agree. MSN CHOP CHOP! *whip snap*
from morbid-lover :
you JUST updated. get on msn.
from theid :
there is NO SPOON...
from morbid-lover :
.loveyouashley.
from morbid-lover :
muah.
from demise- :
you never utter a word that does not sound like excellent music rose to 50 decibels thundering my ears. happiness; how can you say that? [she] brings nothing but pain& annoyance to everyone. if you ever can// ever will; show me a picture of yourself (?). i want to see miss ash/ey;s beautiful face.
from bonnie-moo :
hey i approved you into hollow and sent you the code to [email protected] (i clicked e-mail on your diary) hope that was the right e-mail... <3
from morbid-lover :
you're welcome. it's not like there's anything else I can give to someone i love as much as you who lives so fucking far away. i just hope that you enjoy it. and make song rings, of course.
from morbid-lover :
hey you. you're a goldmember now. andrew emailed me. woot!
from morbid-lover :
I want you... to come talk to me.
from morbid-lover :
stop fighting yourself. You're beautiful. i think you look more like the beautiful picture on the side of your template than you realize yourself...
from wings-x02 :
bury me alive
from demise- :
;;has anyone every taken the chance to grasp it all right in & tell you that you are the most horrifyingly >>beautiful person : they have ever encountered & have been /close/ enough to know through any medium [?] if not ;consider it done so _____now.
from morbid-lover :
i love you. i miss you. where are you ashley?
from moongazer37 :
i love your diary and think you are a beautiful writter and the layout is so cool..
from biohazardous :
// you are special enough. i ♥ you (- justenough)
from morbid-lover :
You read the wheel of time. Toby loves those books. Hmmm. Moirane [sp?] died, and that upset me. I refused to hear of them after that.
from teekessel :
the images work fine for me. but i liked the one before that better/ xo
from morbid-lover :
the top image is lovely. like you. your images work. it's only once in a while when i visit your diary that i find that they don't show up at first. i love you... as always.
from cherrychoco :
I'm totally wired on coffee right now. Its 3am and I just got in. I love you I love you I love you.
from chikbeatnik :
i see that you signed the kissofdeath guestbook regarding application. however, you did not actually APPLY on diaryland. i'll leave your info up on the guestbook. but since you did not read the rules and instructions thoroughly, you will have to apply in one month. thank you.
from opaque88 :
Testing123
from behrwithme :
You are the absolute +sweetest+ girl. Talk about knowing how to brighten someone's day? I felt such a surge of happiness when I saw your note. And what do you mean [" i;m not special, i;m nothing at all"]. That's so far from the truth. You're so talented...with words, your innate sense of style, your designs --Oh my God, your layout is so beautful--...rock on girl. Never doubt how special you are.
from morbid-lover :
notes can make a difference. but not the difference that i want to make. do you have yahoo messenger? aim? icq? anything? I'm dying to speak with you..
from morbid-lover :
again, you're online at the same time as me, but yet not on messenger. why?
from morbid-lover :
beautiful.
from cherrychoco :
love you doll, and I miss talking to you. thinking about you now & thru my days. x.o. ~*Mea
from jadedmist :
I love your diary it's beautiful. I wanted to welcome you to the Valium ring, but I can seem to find a link to a rings page? Do you have the code up anywhere? Sorry to be a bitch to you when you seem so cool, but too many people try and stiff me out of putting up the code. ;)
from behrwithme :
Thank you for joining the Masochism diaryring...I wish we had more people like you sign up. Hell, I wish there were more people like you out there. I'm hooked now...
from morbid-lover :
quite the accessories. I should take a picture of mine sometime. hmmm. i love you...
from demise- :
//doll you are so fuckin' gorgeous [even] when you;re in cut up pieces. you bleed beauty ♥ i can;t tell you like everyone .else. to stop cutting yourself; & you have the right to torture yourself all you want if it makes you feel _better somehow but don.t forget all those who ache with you too & that care about you. xo.
from nycboy77 :
bury me alive
from morbid-lover :
the scissors thing was so sweet. i need to hug you, too. and yes, i want us to start our own history. i know what it's like to be best friends with someone and have them ditch you. mine ditched me after over 13 years of supposed best-friendship. i love you. more than you can know. i can't believe allysha's saying that you're not good enough for her. it's the exact opposite, dear. you're much too good for her. anyone who hurts you like that needs help before trying to befriend someone. please don't cut. if i can stop, or at least keep it to a minimum, i know you can. i've been doing it for over 8 years... it hurt more than you could ever know to see your picture there. speaking of which, can i see a picture of your lovely face?
from teekessel :
is that your arm? if so then i am very worried...
from morbid-lover :
I just signed up for gold. wanna join my ring? http://members.diaryland.com/edit/rings.phtml?ring=perma-scars
from morbid-lover :
Why do you log in when I'm online and not go on msn so I can chat with you? I miss you so much...
from morbid-lover :
tell me ashley that that's not you. where are you? I'm online... get on msn!
from theid :
Can I watch...? I mean.. um.. just kidding.
from teekessel :
oh ashley. you amaze me so much i want to make love to you in a hot air balloon.
from theid :
Beauty comes from the most abstract of things, perceived by the most abstract of minds.
from morbid-lover :
go on msn... please... we're finally on at the same time...
from morbid-lover :
hurtme. why? ditch the blades, ash. please...
from cherrychoco :
*hugs* I love and miss you so much my beautiful, gorgeous, wonderful Ashley...
from morbid-lover :
Who are you referring to in "minority report"?
from morbid-lover :
are you saying my template sucks? =o) I love you so much... wish you were around... you were on six hours ago... too bad that was the time that i was sobbing on the phone to the police because my mother and I got into another fight. Don't worry, no bloodshed. She hit toby. she fought with me. A few punches. hmmm. But i would've been here had I known you were on... I wish to talk to you so badly. I'm going to check out the time difference and see if we can set up a time to chat...
from cherrychoco :
x.o.x.o.
from morbid-lover :
wow, your taste in music is... interesting. i miss you... i always do. literally. why is this so???
from morbid-lover :
With wishdust? I have no clue why she started writing to me. She was logged in Allysha's name and hit the notes button by accident and then apologized supposedly saying that she doesn't cut and she isn't a depressed fuck. Like me. How unfortunate. And with Allysha? What do I have with Allysha besides a deep impenetrable hatred that I've always been honest to you about...
from theid :
Funny, how you make pink such an awesome colour.
from morbid-lover :
I love your new template... I love you... talk soon?
from teekessel :
i don.t know how to say this without sounding absolutely STUPID but your new layout is b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. i adoreadoreadore it. i.m thinking about doing what the disclaimer says...
from boltedwrists :
Hey. Your words are beautiful! <3 Laura xox
from cherrychoco :
you're so wicked beautiful, I don't think I could tell you that enough. ;;
from theid :
Juice is yummy, too.
from theid :
Apples are yummy.
from justenough :
i just wanted to remind you how beautiful your words are. i hope that some day you find happiness.
from teekessel :
pardon for quoting avril my darling // :P // i just thought it was quite fitting? i.am.ok.today. & you?
from theid :
Boo.
from morbid-lover :
Who's heart did you break..? Mine could be broken merely with a butterknife. It's funny to think of how easy it is to hurt someone. I love you, Ashley, and I miss you... Chat sometime.
from finnmckool :
had one of those myself this week
from angryquail :
I run the honesty diaryring and I was wondering if you have it up...the rings.html page isn't working. Please leave me a note when you get this.
from oosophieoo :
bury me alive
from justenough :
you are so fucking beautiful ;; i hope that whoever you promised all those georgous things to deserves them becuase it shows what a .beautiful. person you are. xxoo; <3
from nakedembrace :
p/s: i don't get the point in writing in screwed punctuation anyways. writing is writing. it doesn't make your writing anymore or less beautiful. it just takes more time to type and is harder to read. which is why we're really against that kind of writing, because there's no point to it, yet all these people are doing it because they see other people doing it.
from nakedembrace :
and i didn't call your writing worthless, so i'd appreciate it if you didn't call mine that.
from nakedembrace :
yeah we've read your other entries: http://opaque88.diaryland.com/020612_8.html. this was your first, it showed no sign of the weird punctuation using at all. look, this isn't something we know for sure, whether you started it or not, but we click on your diary and all we see are depressed entries about death, depression, etc. you seem just like another one of those typical neurotic teenage girls that exist all over diaryland. i do enjoy some of your writing, but it's just too typical for us.
from xbroken249x :
bury me alive
from time-enough :
accidently pressed "shovel" before. #55: my heart and head often collide too.
from time-enough :
bury me alive
from finnmckool :
Apparently Signmyguestbook is screwed, i can't read mine or yours. anyway, great poem! I especially liked "we are our senses ampliphied" a notion I've entertained myself from time to time. but I digress. Yeah, you're right, that's the problem. I can only get double spacing. I can't even get double double spacing (which would be fuckin' ugly, but it'd get the point across) single spacing would be nice. I am, after all html illiterate.
from morbid-lover :
I want to cut myself so badly. Not for the same reasons as before, but merely because I am mesmorized by the sight of flowing blood. mmm. I have no idea why I'm telling you this. Maybe because after all this time, I STILL lack the intelligence to say something in response to your beautiful entries that would make sense to anyone but myself. I love you.
from theid :
"if the glass slipper fits wear it. but don;t cry when every step is full of shards." Amazing, you did it again.
from morbid-lover :
you've gone a little more purple. I'm going to be doing some changing in my diary. There's far too much HTML. It's just not comfortable to ME anymore. I think I'm changing, and I'm afraid. I miss you, Ashley, more than you'll ever know. I think the time difference is worse now. I never see you online... ever. I guess this will be our only means of contact, and that's why I'm going to use my diary religiously from now on. I love you.
from dirrrrty :
Aww thanks that was very sweet, I.m glad to know you don.t at least hate me and all although I wouldn.t blame you, haha character? I did a really wimpy thing in the beginning but it all got worked out nicely so it's all good. I.m surprised you.re still reading, well I never knew that you did in the first place. I.m on the verge of shutting the whole thing down still but I haven.t decided quite yet. Fix your guestbook it doesn.t show right in a MAC system. Whatever happened to Enigma? No more reviews being done for a long time, any way take care, mucho amor.
from cry :
sorry ;;; you are gorgeous but not quite enough . xo .
from justenough :
darling you are glowing & beautiful & i doubt you'll EVER run out of words.
from cherrychoco :
I had it locked for only four hours and recieved over 3 requests to have the password. So I have unlocked it, once again. You're barely ever on MSN anymore, I miss talking to you. I'll be on until 2AM my time tomorrow if you have time to get on. Much love always ~ Mea
from devilscarpet :
NO NO NO! Damnit. It's from Joseph and His Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. Grr. I feel retarded for not getting that right off. *sigh*
from devilscarpet :
Is the new entry lyrics from Jesus Christ Superstar? I know it's from one of Andrew Lloyd Webber's musicals, but I forget which. Nice journal. Have a nice day.
from psycho68 :
bury me alive
from justenough :
i wish i could capture (her) scent in a bottle. darling, you are lovely
from teekessel :
i wouldn.t mind you emailing me at all // i miss your words // & you wouldn.t seem like a stalker & even if you would seem like one, i like stalkers...
from idislikehugs :
bury me alive
from gymnast247 :
bury me alive
from theid :
I wish I could think like your mind, and write like your heart.
from starlight42 :
found you through banana jenn. Just looking around your diary...
from mary-poppins :
Custom design. I like the sound of that. Makes me feel special. -Gina
from ruachewtoy :
bury me alive
from theid :
Hey, sorry for the lack of notes/e-mail recently. I've been semi-busy preparing my brain for midterms and whatnot. I haven't forgotten about you. Thank you for the notes, everyone gets in their angsty depressed moods now and again, just remember that there are people there for you if you ever need to talk. At least, I am. I miss you, hope we'll talk soon and catch up on what's been going on with eachother. A bien tot.
from mary-poppins :
oOh I like your new bottom part of your layout. Cool.
from lazy-kitty :
bury me alive
from cherrychoco :
I wonder often if you've forgotten me, for I don't write you hardly at all anymore. But please don't think I have forgotten you for I haven't at all. I think about you everyday and I miss you more than words. It's times like this where I'm hurting the most I miss you the most. And the time's *brief tho they may be* when I am happy and I wish I could share it with you. I hope to talk to you soon... my msn is [email protected] if you ever do get on..... I love you Ashley *hugs and love* ~ Mea
from friskybabe4u :
hi there, i just read the note you left me. i felt so special, you were the first person to ever leave me a note! i would love for you to read my diary, but i don't write in it that often anymore. username: isolated; password: spunky. please enjoy.
from morbid-lover :
i miss you...
from theid :
I read every entry you write, and just when I think I couldn't enjoy your writing any more than I do, you give more. I can only think of one word to describe you: Amazing.
from teekessel :
'soon, the crack will widen // & they will pay.' that is absolutely wonderful. how dare you be so fantastique?
from maxg :
my name is max, i live in chicago, i appreciate ice water and dry socks. i sleep on a green futon and wore blue pyjama bottoms yesterday night. five days a week i go to school, and two days a week i hang out in my room, unless other people decide they would like to involve me in their goings on. and i'm eternally grateful.
from cherrychoco :
I love that song.
from mary-poppins :
Yoo know, when I recieve nice words I really never know what to say besides 'thanks', and maybe it's just me but that word is kind of .. overused? But yes; thanks. I wish we were better friends too : but I'm kind of intimadated (am I using that word right) by yoo.. take care -Gina
from giggled :
bury me alive
from teekessel :
haven.t heard from you in a while // ashley // hope to catch you online sometime. // hope & love & kisses >> ann <<
from mary-poppins :
I love how yoo write. Just letting yoo know I'm still reading your stuff.. it's amazing. -Gina
from v-tronztool :
thanks for the guestbook sign. def. we'll keep in touch. you can post messages if you'd like, you dont have to be a member. but i sure hope you drop some lines once in a while. take care and be safe always: [veronica]
from cherrychoco :
x.x. Miss You Ashley
from v-tronztool :
just leaving a quick hello. i have recently ceased my time with diaryland, and am now with livejournal. u can read me there if you'd like, but i still come to diaryland to look at notes, and guestbook. i hope we stay in touch, and hope everything is going with good in your life ashley. much love: Veronica http://xdispositionx.livejournal.com/
from socialpoop :
bury me alive
from theid :
As far as I know... guys don't really do that...
from mary-poppins :
HAHA! Penis fencing. *Cracks up*
from fiercelingua :
haha whops... Hello. -feels stupid-
from fiercelingua :
bury me alive
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from laistesgift :
hey back here to read your poems again..you're good but i guess you've been told that already! haha..catch ya sometime!
from masquee :
You are a very talented writer ... please continute to let out your emotions. You rock, you deserve to be on my favorites, because you are so great with words.
from dream4anubis :
bury me alive
from laistesgift :
hey, chat was fun but you left so soon today. let's hope we meet the same people and do it all over again..peace+love.
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from and-then :
listen to your elders and don't disagree with me.
from and-then :
also. I don't think you know you're perfect.
from mary-poppins :
Thats true... the whole sleeping thing.
from theid :
Don't worry, the aliens will never be able to take music away from you. :p
from cherrychoco :
Sometimes I wish I could take all the pain from the people I love... It hurts so much to see them hurting. I love you X.x
from uglypony :
where do u host your css scripts? i.m finding it hard to find a place that remote hosts them.
from hopeless17 :
bury me alive
from teekessel :
ah yes. life is not fair // & we can not do anything about it. [[ those who deserve life >> die. those who deserve death >> live ]]
from redness :
bury me alive
from theid :
I bought some juice today. -glee-
from theid :
Hm... Bonjour compadre. I write for you.
from justenough :
& i love the way you make me feel beautiful. [[ you're wonderful ]]
from cherrychoco :
Hi Ashley...yea, bummed might be a slight understatement, I don't know why I let things get to me like they do. How are you? I'm glad somethings have been worked out between you and him... sort of the issues I'm having right now. I love talking to you, I'm just so pathetic for words... I don't like emailing or talking to other people with my problems, but I always know that you are here for me and I am here for you! Just don't forget that. Lots of love girl! ~ Mea
from justenough :
hi beautiful. i -still- come to your diary .everyday. & yet i'm -still- blown away by every georgous word. you >surpass< TALENT. &&& i'm always so fucking !amazed!. just though i should let you know [again].
from heavenly0ne :
hello. I just wanted to go to all of the quoters diaries. Visit my guestbook or notes page with one of your favorite quotes. I want to do a diary ring showcase in my diary. I want the whole ring to participate, so please submit your entry real soon!
from mary-poppins :
Hahaha.. that devil thingy is so cute..!
from v-tronztool :
HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL ON YOUR SIDE OF TOWN...JUST A QUICK [HELLO] TO YOU. MUCH LOVE; TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE ALWAYS: [[veronica]]
from devilish- :
love you too, hun
from teekessel :
[[i would LOVE to have a design by you]] right now all i can say is that, if had to choose my favorite colors, i.d choose black&red. but i like blue&purple&pastel colors [[>>nothing to bright&flashy]]. i would like an image, but i do not know of what. i.ll em@il you when i get back from berlin because now i have to go & pack my bags. xxx.ann.xxx
from alonereviews :
Your review has been posted: http://alonereviews.diaryland.com/opaque88.html
from aardbei :
bury me alive
from justenough :
i wish you all the LOVE you deserve in 2003...
from v-tronztool :
Ashley: VERY BLISSFUL ABOUT THE MESSAGE IN MY GUESTBOOK. THANKS FOR SIGNING. DEFINETELY WE'LL GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER BETTER. YOU SEEM REALLY FASCINATING. HOPE TO TALK TO YOU SOON. IF YOU WANT, YOU CAN INSTANT MESSAGE ME, OR TALK IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING. TAH TAH FOR NOW, AND HOPE TO TALK TO YOU SOON. KISSES, TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE ALWAYS AND FOREVER. veronica
from justenough :
(( you. are. beautiful. ))
from quackimacow :
thanks for the anti avril link. it was actually really hilarious. i like your writing style, it just seems to flow. stay in touch. much love.
from v-tronztool :
IN ENJOYED THE COMPANY OF YOUR NOTE LEFT BEHIND. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FOR THE TEMPLATES,INDEED IT IS CHANGED. THANKS AGAIN. YOU SHOULD SEE IT. HAVE A GNARLY DAY. TAKE CARE NOW AND ALWAYS, HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON. ...VERONICA
from thefacade :
i will, i will. if i knew what it was. so, if you were to add me, then we could chat. thanks, i really don't understand your affection for my diary. LoL
from v-tronztool :
LOVE THE DIARY AND THE PROFILE, VERY TEDIOUS, YET VERY SATISFYING, AND FOR THE OTHER NOTES LEFT BEHIND FOR YOU, I FIND THEM TO BE VERY INTERESTING AND ENTERTAINING...PEACE TO YOU...VERONICA
from mary-poppins :
Thanks; you're too nice. =) I'm missing something; I think: why does everyone say 'bury me alive' on your notes? o.O? -gina
from cherrychoco :
bury me alive
from amalthea23 :
ok, first off, i have no control over when your review is posted or who notifies you. secondly, i'm on osx. if you don't do your layouts so they are compatible with such, i'm sorry, but them's the grading breaks. for any other problems with your review, please refer to page http://dxperfectionist.diary-x.com/journal.cgi?entry=20020725b at dxperfectionist reviews. and personally? my guestbook is hardly the place to complain about your inability to deal with a two platform world. thanks!
from amalthea23 :
bury me alive
from haikyou :
Your Haiku is up!
from cherrychoco :
*hugs* Ashley, I miss ya girly~!!! ~Mea *aka barenakedana*
from morbid-lover :
...and I'm definitely hated.
from cherrychoco :
Hey Ashley, Its me, mea ~ yea, got a new diary ~ But Dont worry, Im keepin my old on too ~ This new one is just a special diary for my friends to view :P Anyways wanted to show you~: http://www.boomspeed.com/cherrybabie/Image161.jpg ~ I love you girl, please know that~!! Its been ages since we have talked~!!!! :*( Bye~ Mea aka Barenakedana
from justenough :
its an unneccary compliment to put you and i on the same level. ((( you are so much higher ))). &&& i thank you for that. i keep falling in love over & over again with your writing. ps. "[[i]] read books because the cover is //pretty//.. .not. because of a name." >> they say you shouldnt judge a book by a cover, but i'm guilty of that as well.
from justenough :
i dont think i've ever "met" a person who could make me SMILE as much as you with a simple note (just words on a computer screen at that). //thank you// for being such a wonderful person. dont (ever) change. ♥
from justenough :
(my parents would love it if i were like that. keep being yourself)
from gop-reviews :
bury me alive
from elateddream :
bury me alive
from potireviews :
Are you stin interested in a review? If you are please send an email to [email protected]. Thanks!
from justenough :
thank you. your note meant the /world/ to me.
from finnmckool :
thanks for the note. don't need tape or glue. don't know what i need now. i don't know much anymore, at all actually. but i hope your holidays go well.
from opaque88 :
bury me alive
from justenough :
wow. so beautiful = writing; layout; everything. the "comfort zone" computer thing is true 100% for me. ♥
from barenakedana :
Hey Ashley, all the love I have to you~!
from dearest-void :
bury me alive
from barenakedana :
Hey ashley, thanks for signing my guestbook, it meant the world to me...youll never know. Ive moved again, lol... and about you seeing Tim, thats great, you'll have to tell me how it went or else Ill think about it the entire month...xxsee, I have no real life, he, I have to live in otherz....:P Well, my hair is gross right now, lol, so I must go take a shower. I'll talk to you later, and email me sometime so we can meet on MSN or something. Talk to you later babe, bye~! *hugs* and you know I love you very much~! ~Mea
from immer :
so, mon amie, we have a new reviewer? who is this mystery girl? do tell.
from barenakedana :
...sigh
from morbid-lover :
i've never saw you yet I believe that I see better than they ever could... i love you ashley, be strong for me, and even more so for yourself...
from barenakedana :
a lot to tell you, not enough words to tell it in
from abnormality :
hello <3.
from morbid-lover :
who is this that you speak of? tim again? unless he's willing to feel for you the way that you feel for him, try not to waste any of your precious tears on him ashley. i love you. i don't know him, but I pray that he loves you as much as i do, that would be all I need to know to be sure that you're getting the devotion that you solely deserve...
from barenakedana :
Hey Ashley, I love you~! :) Keep care, or as good of care as we can keep...
from yellowreview :
i was trying to review your diary and I cannot find my link, please re-submit when you have my link up, thank you
from immer :
after reading the note before me ;; i wonder who.s the delusional one. really. people suck.
from mydemand :
What have I figured out? Either you both are extremely delusional...or you both are a figment of someone's overactive imagination. You both have similar names...similar styles of writing...Allysha cuts, then you cut...both of you had this font thing going on...both of you write about the same events at the same time (like meeting each other)...Allysha had a thing for the water, and suddenly, so do you. None of this would have mattered if it weren't for a few things...Allysha, who's supposed to be sedated, manages to call you up on the phone and remembers that the diary needs to be updated. She doesn't have internet access, yet she knows that someone's claiming to own some of "her" words (which weren't in her style of writing to begin with), knows what I wrote in the guestbook and note, knows what Chris wrote about her, and has time to edit part of it! I've seen so many people like these (and they admit to faking)...they have fantastical lives, then when they can't keep up they conviniently disappear. Death, hospital, no access, whatever reason...they disappear, and some third party (friend? family? random person?) comes in saying that they've died/been in hospital/been arrested/been abducted by aliens and that they've been given the password to update their diary with the news. After a while the scam is revealed. Karma. So what are you really...delisional, bored, or posing?
from plaidallstar :
bury me alive
from mary-poppins :
I know I've told yoo already.. But I haf to tell yoo again how beautiful your entries are. Yoo have a way with words. Keep it up. -gina
from kimmy6996 :
hello again. Such wonderful entries. I love your writing, it's so pure, so raw, so...amazing. You're one of the best writers on this site, I must admit. You are an amazing, exstravagent person. You're so wonderful. If only I could write more like you. I love you. .xo. Much Love, **lost**
from barenakedana :
bury me alive
from barenakedana :
Hey Ashley, it's been awhile since we talked, whats going on? I have so much that I want to tell you, so much I need to tell you, but you are never on MSN, you never write or anything. I know you have a life and problems too, but I miss you...Please, email me @ MSN okay??? I love ya babe!!! Bye ~Mea
from morbid-lover :
I had a dream last night that my blood was being drained out of me because I slit my wrist. In the dream, I called my neighbour, who's a paramedic. He couldn't stop the blood. Eventually, all my blood was upon the ground, and I was still alive. He was confused. I was frustrated. I was "alive". I guess that just goes to show that there is no end, and certainly no way out...
from immer :
eh ;; thank you so much. i think she is right but i know that i shouldn.t get sad over little things (( all is nothing, says nitschke)) because in the end it doesn.t really matter. i think you are beautiful times infinity, i think your words taste so bittersweet.
from mary-poppins :
I appreciate the compliments, but really. Yoo deserve it more. Give yourself a pat on the back and a cookie. Keep up the great writing -gina
from morbid-lover :
I'm supposedly a math whiz. I hate the class. French... eh. I like speaking it. I care nothing about knowing it truly. Enligh is awesome. Science is really not for me...
from mary-poppins :
About the punctuation-problems with that reviewer, screw her. I love how yoo mess with your punctuation.. It adds to the writing, it doesn't take away from it. -gina
from kimmy6996 :
It's okay, I just miss talking to you. You've replied to other peoples notes on here, and ignored mine. I guess I'm alot too emotional. I thought maybe something happened between Allysha and you that caused you to not want to talk to me anymore, but I wasn't sure. It's okay though. I miss you .xo. reply back please!! Kimmy~
from drakkon :
bury me alive
from kimmy6996 :
I suppose you just...don't talk to me anymore Ashley? I miss talking to you, and you're never on msn anymore, **sighs** ohwell. I'm sorry for um...pestering/bothering you. Kimmy~
from angellore :
hey Ashley.. i loved your diary.. you're an awesome writer.. such a beautiful person.. oh i wanted to ask you is Allysha ok?
from mary-poppins :
Wow, I can't believe you're my age.. I'm told I'm expressive for my age, but yoo blow me away.. Consider being a writer or something when you're older. You're amazing..
from morbid-lover :
I hate having stones in my shoes. But I don't spend any time with shoes on anymore. I've been locked away for so long, I don't even think I know what a stone looks like...
from elateddream :
bury me alive
from morbid-lover :
I love the way you write. You write so beautifully, and I say that over and over. but I'll continue to babble on and on about my obsession of you until you agree to believe, and not just to shut me up either, but to really accept an opposing opinion of yourself into your heart. How I welcome the day... but will it ever happen?
from morbid-lover :
I'm covered in black, lifeless, flaking, and dead as well. oh what lives we live. I love your style of writing. I really do, so much. I long to have my passion revealed through my words the way you do so seemingly effortlessly. Is it effortless? do you even notice how deep it runs?
from mary-poppins :
Hey, I absolutely loved your diary, and your review is up at Randomee.. I added yoo to my favourites, too. I'll keep reading.. -gina
from morbid-lover :
if someone thinks you have the ability to be a cheerleader, then you may very well be. ew, I hate strawberry. I like black eyeliner. I went out and bought what I thought was black today, and it turned out to be blue. Fuckers.
from morbid-lover :
wow. it's not good to cut your face. I remember the first time I cut my face and had someone witness it. It bled. Quite badly. I finally admitted to my mother today that I used to cut my chest. She told me stop it, and wait until I'm 18 to get the reduction I've always wanted. *sigh* I have a question... is the face on the right of your template yours? because if so, and you think you're ugly, you're definitely not. I've always wanted to ask you that...
from morbid-lover :
tick // tock. music to my ears in one sense, and a thundering reminder of my sheltered retardation in another. I'm not sure whether to love it, loathe it, or avoid it at all costs...
from rurisue :
bury me alive
from barenakedana :
Hey
from morbid-lover :
I'd like to dump depression...
from morbid-lover :
I don't know what to say. you write so beautifully, and someone with my intelligence |or lack thereof| cannot respond decently with a note that's worthy of having your beautiful eyes devour it's hideousness...
from xquisitepain :
hello again. i am not sure why i am writing, but i was just browsing in your diary. yes, well, i'll be going now. farewell.
from finnmckool :
lol no no no that one was a poem about the guy who's popping people in DC. Silly aussie. ;)
from morbid-lover :
Awww, you're famous. Isn't that supposed to be a good thing? I am myself... yet am I weak, shallow. Just a tiny speck of hollow nothingness. You have substance... you're pure. Don't take your beautiful soul for granted...
from morbid-lover :
Aww. I can't believe that you're only allowed to wash your hair once a week. I wash my hair everyday because I feel disgusting and cannot focus if I'm not totally clean... talk to your mother about it, it may make things a little better.
from ddrboy :
sorry, not taking you off my list! Ha ha ha!
from barenakedana :
Hey girly, I miss talking to you. Get on MSN today sometime! Bye ~Mea
from kimmy6996 :
Hey, Wow I never knew you were a model. My god you're pretty. You and Allysha both are SO beautiful. Why do you call yourselves ugly? Well I love your diaries. I REALLY MISS YOU!! Give me a message sometime Luv alwayz Kimmy~
from barenakedana :
Sorry, I can't...
from barenakedana :
Hey Ashley, I enjoyed talking to you last night. Take care and talk to you real soon. 8 days till the big day! :) Bye ~Mea
from anti-all :
I love the way you write..and so i have added you to my favorites list--i will be back.
from morbid-lover :
you're lucky to enjoy movies such as LotR. I hated the movie. it was really not my style. I watched it anyway, because my boyfriend rented it, and I wanted to be with him. He loved it. He's �normal�. I am afraid of what [that] makes *me*. I hope you repair any errors in your friendship with allysha. if she tries, and desires it, she can earn your mother's trust, which I hope that she does...
from xquisitepain :
hello. nice diary. i.m one of allysha.s readers. i speak to her online, when she.s on at least. i.m glad she has you to look to for comfort. it.s great to have a friend like that. i.m praying for her, and you as well. farewell for now.
from immer :
[[ you are too good to me ]]
from immer :
[[ thank you so much ]] i don.t believe i deserve your praise, though;; i can never be as talented as you, only emulate.
from morbid-lover :
aww. I love the style, though. beautiful, as &always&
from anti-all :
bury me alive
from immer :
oh, ashley. it.s hard when the one you love most hurts you the most too. xo. trust me, i know the feeling. feelbettersoon.
from morbid-lover :
wow. such harsh words to a best friend. i'm sorry about what you must be feeling. is she really in the hospital or not? i'm somewhat confused now. either way, you're upset... and no one has the right to do that to you. not even your best friend. if she needs hospitalization, then she should be in the hospital. i'm afraid for her now, more than ever. and you, as well...
from mydemand :
Beauty comes from within...you've got perfect inner beauty.
from supasoulsis :
uhhh - didn't mean to do that. thanks for the review. I was wondering though if you could be so kind as to tell me where the other free boards (like tagboard) are located - i kind of searched and didnt see any :)
from supasoulsis :
bury me alive
from morbid-lover :
don't you dare say that you're fat. or ugly. I know you didn't actually say that, but you implied. I don't like it. I think you should put pictures of yourself up. I put pictures of me up, and although I'm ugly and get told that quite frequently, I get over it pretty fast, or at least pretend to. I'm sure you could do the same, although I doubt that anyone would see anything other than beauty in you...
from morbid-lover :
foundation. smart girl. but I always knew that... and I think you did, too. I'm sorry... I haven't a clue what to say. I have a question for you, though... in the enigma thing, how do you know who to ask to review you?
from morbid-lover :
I never know what to say in response to anything you write. You leave me at a loss for words. But know that I read, and try my bloody best to understand...
from chagrin :
bury me alive
from barenakedana :
bury me alive - please
from gingerxbread :
I hope I dont sound too insert-word-here but, um is allysha 'okay'? I'm really worried..
from girl101 :
hello dear. please remember, not everything is this fucked up and cold. ♥
from hollywoodusc :
Haha, I had no idea what that was. Sorry for the 'bury me alive note.' Now that I know what this does, I'm actually quite fond of it.
from hollywoodusc :
bury me alive
from mydemand :
Gah! Your latest entry sounds exactly like the story I wrote in my trial exams 2 months ago. Creepy. Anyways, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HEALING VIBES FOR ALLYSHA}}}}}}}}}}}}
from morbid-lover :
I like the way that you wrote the response to Tiara's journal. It seems like everyone complains about their lives. I don't know why. You guys are all like one big family. You know it. You just don't talk about it. But you're all loved. I'll never have anyone who sees me as truly beautiful. I can't write, I can't think, I cannot do anything. I'm doomed to wallow in my ugliness forever... while you're accepted in the real world.
from kimmy6996 :
ASHLEY! OMFG! It's been forever! how are you? I'm good. It's been awhie wouldn't you say? Just thought I'd say hi. HI! well I'll talk to you some other time I guess. Laters. :) Kimmy~
from quantum87 :
.His naaaame is Glen.. He prefers men.. Omg, do you remember that ? that was a classic moment in our best friendship, don.t you think? We should have recorder that. Ugh, sometimes i.m such a stupid biatch. Anyway, look at the time, I have to go. Oh, and by the way. I picked up a boy [ew] for you down the beach today.. His name is Steve. Toodles .xo.
from opaque88 :
bury me alive
from starinajar :
i'm sorry, beb. i know i approved you, but i must have clicked a link and removed you from the ring. apply again if you'd like, and i'll reapprove you right away. [[ps, did you receive the email i sent with the ring code?]]
from quantum87 :
You are NOT in the kissmyfist diaryring, honey. Go check it out. Your not on the list .xo.
from an0nym0use :
bury me alive
from devilish- :
You need to change that link to me to a normal text link, and in your code, right at the top, in 'body' change the background-position to - right top. just add top after 'right' with a space, it'll make the layout fit properly on larger screens
from tiki-reviews :
Hey! Just wanted to let you know you're review is up!
from devilish- :
http://clg.diaryland.com/distress.html
from devilish- :
u online now? ur layouts done..
from mydemand :
Did I saw "not"? I meant "now". Stupid me. Anyways...{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
from quantum87 :
.remember you are the one that hung up .xo.
from ragnarok7 :
hey, thanks for writing me back. i found out that you cut because the guy on my-reviews has a direct link to the entry describing the act. just an explanation. :-) actually, i do it too. i still haven't figured out all the little reasons why. keep up the diary though! xoxox
from quantum87 :
.Remember when we hugged? .xo.
from barenakedana :
Hey Ashley, It's me, Mea. Just wanted to make sure you are okay and everything, as you haven't updated in two days and I haven't talked to you in two days either. Let me know, okay? :-) Love ya lots grrly
from stimulants :
just saying I'll make you a custom. but I am busy. I'll try. promise.
from barenakedana :
Thanks Ashley, I really do love your diary! Thanks for the kind words! :x:o:x:o:
from getupkid4now :
beautify me...
from beautigirl :
Hey thanks for reviewing my diary. Nice suggestions. I didn't relize that red would totally comflict, but I'm sure all others thought to. Red is gone. And I've made some changes. Again thanks.
from sk8erreview :
I love your diary! It will be reviewed soon! :)
from fcolreviews :
your review is up! http://fcolreviews.diaryland.com/opaque88.html you have an amazing talent!! keep up the good work, i read you everyday :}. -ashley @ fcolreviews
from sk8erreview :
You and I have the same birthday!!!
from thesidekick :
hmmmm, sorry, did not realize how this works. anyway, i just wanted to say that i totally feel where you are comming from. i feel as if there is something that i should be doing at all times, and i am just wasting time. alas, there are no easy answers.
from thesidekick :
beautify me...
from finnmckool :
thanks for you note. the problem with my situation WAS "you should ask her out." "I can't she said if i did we aren't friends anymore." "then forget about her." "I can't." every since i've met this girl i've been trying to love her or leave her and so far i've been successful with neither. NOW it's she finally would date me, which is great and all but true to the cosmic sense of humor, I've GOT a girlfriend, who is wonderful, and whom I don't think i could just cast aside and hurt like that for a girl whom I've thought was going to go for me before. it's just a big stupid human mess, and i'm muddling through it as best i can.
from pam-my :
beautify me...
from stimulants :
wow, looks like you altered everything yourself. at least my link is still there...
from opaque88 :
cause i don't want the world to see me.. cause i don't think that they'd understand.
from finnmckool :
125! And you're bitching!? That's awesome! I think you just can't handle knowing that you are exceptional in some way.
from finnmckool :
i know it is, but hang in there. when I started highschool, i knew maybe twelve people from my middle school, none of whom wanted to talk to me much anymore for some reason. I found people to group with to a degree, but i wouldn't call them friends, either. the only real friend i had was my buddy who lived just down the street from me, and he went to a different school. it wasn't until my junior year when i stopped giving a fuck, and people started liking me, or hanging around me enough to call them friend. it just takes time. don't let it get you down. that was my problem. that's one of the things i'd change. that i let it get me down, and made me miss out on more than i should've.
from autumnal :
found you through finn mckool. just wanted to say hello.
from diaryscore :
diaryscore is down.
from zerom3ph :
it's the quality, not the quantity of the friends you have, that counts. otherwise you might as well have written that report on the attributes of wool. ba-a-a-a-a.
from ddrboy :
Ooh! I Love you!
from finnmckool :
Get by as well you can. Stay your own person, as much as possible. But as soon as you can, get out of there. Don't forget them, or abandon them. But don't let them drag you down either. You need to get out on your own and give yourself room to grow. What you grow into should be YOUR decision, not your parents. Respect them. Listen to them. But make up your own mind. Keep your head down and your heart up. We're listening. Finn
from obsession64 :
Hi, you left a sweet message in my guest book, I had a look at your diary you right well and beautifully, I've added you as a favourite and will keep coming back, please keep coming back to read mine. Take care
from morguecrawl :
No sex before marriage? Oh my god...that's too horrible. I mean...what if you get stuck with someone who has no clue? What if you go through you're whole life never KNOWING?
from finnmckool :
i'd try and get the address, but that's just me. and you write excellently for a thirteen year old. stay in practice.
from quantum87 :
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
from quantum87 :
Hey.. Richard rung an hour ago, but I got Tegan to intercept the call and say she was "genevieve" my sister.. And all the shit is still going on with Luke.. You know who still isn't home.. I'm going to ring tim's home if you don't. I swear i will. I didn't cutt last night. Close to, but didn't. What am I doing right now? Spitting passion fruit seeds around my room. Tegan cut my hair. Woo hoo. Yodellay hee hoo. What time is it? 10pm. What am I going to do now? Who knows. Maybe dance with the fairies in my attic. Wasn't this a great message? Oh you know it was. No i'm not drunk. Or stoned. Or high. I'm just d-d-depressed. lalala la LA. I think my hair is falling out. Maybe stress related. Maybe in relation to the big fat ulcer I have in my stomach. doo doo DOO i think i may go for a long walk NOW. Hopefully fall off something. Preferably a bridge, building or any other high construction. fa la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaa
from chriistyl :
Your diary is hysterical.... that is why I added you to my faves!!
from quantum87 :
tick tock tick tock.. Hurry up and write an entry you seedy arsed erotic dreaming bitch!
from quantum87 :
Excuse me? Who is this guy your talking about? In Germany??!! Please explain!!!
from mydemand :
Ooooh I am not in a "fave diaries" list...thank you. LOL @ the reviewer comment
from girlincrisis :
Aww thanks for the awesome message! =) I only write what happens everyday, which isn't very interesting. But you..wow. I'm adding you to my list of faves. Thanks again! =)
from fantasylife :
oh by the way my proper diary is moon-dusty
from fantasylife :
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh there i SCREAMED. hope you liked it. anyways, on with praise *ahem* you write with such maturity its hard to believe you're as young as you are. ill be adding you to ma favs in a min...
from gratuitous :
perfect chick! cheers.
from gratuitous :
ASHLEY! you've spelt my name wrong in your profile. how could you? ok, fair enough, it's a toughie... anyway. GRATUITOUS. by the way, your guestbook always tell me that i haven't filled out the required fields or something, when i have. your guestbook hates me! hope you're well girlie...xoxo
from opaque88 :
ALLYSHA AND I ARE BACK!!!
from u2october :
i just wanted to drop a line to say thanx for the note you left me in my g*book. i must apologize for my last entry, due to the fact that i just found out my former chick had been playing me throughout the entirety of our relationship. that would be one of the many downsides of being a nice guy: getting taken advantage of. well, that and getting shit on a LOT. i've added you to my fave diary list after reading your enthralling diary. hopefully mine will be as captivating as yours someday. (although i doubt it ever will be) :end transmission:
from mydemand :
Aaww who was that directed to? It's Asha's birthday today...siiiiiiiigh...
from gratuitous :
ok, it wouldn't let me sign your guestbook. anyway... i think this site is wonderful. and i feel bad for what you are going through right now. i�ve put you on my faves.
from im-suicidal :
oh i absolutely love you :) i truely do
from questioner :
not quite raunchy, but it'll do. Thanks much for the accolades; I always get this huge happy shock when people compliment my writing :) I haven't explored much in your site (yet), but what I've read is incredible. I totally understand the losing touch thing; saying it sucks is like saying The Beatles were ok musicians who got kind of popular -- insanely understated. Keep the faith and keep writing, and I'll keep on reading. God bless!
from review-world :
your review is up! http://review-world.diaryland.com/opaque88.html. thanks for your submission!
from bop-reviews :
Can you review this diary http://prohibited.diaryland.com using bop-reviews scoring sheet? I need reviewers terriably! If you want to do that, e-mail me the review and we'll figure something out! Thank you.
from ecovlke :
How raunchy is raunchy? Thanks for reading my diary, signing my guestbook, and taking my first try at a survey. I'm adding your diary to my favorites list. Write me, you really should write me .
from mydemand :
Thanks for the rousing note in my g/b :-) too bad I got a bad review after that...
from quantum87 :
you said "Oh Allysha...." Please explain
from opaque88 :
Sorry, I can only get into my notes via this way. NOT HAPPY JAN.
from quantum87 :
Write an entry about Jake and Tim.. It would be interesting.. -Allysha
from quantum87 :
Write an entry about Jake and Tim.. It would be interesting.. -Allysha
from quantum87 :
Write an entry about Jake and Tim.. It would be interesting.. -Allysha
from quantum87 :
Write an entry about Jake and Tim.. It would be interesting.. -Allysha
from opaque88 :
Oh Allysha...
from confused1 :
What is ur addy? Didnt know I was sending u forwards!
from youranus :
sup homez! anyway..yea..you sighned my g-book and i 'priciate it it was nicec of you..so holla' back young'n your d is nifty shifty so ill crack ya later piez out homez youranus (Ps. i dont listen to rap)
from aurorasphere :
hey, thanks for signing my guestbook! you're from australia, that alone means i love you to death! i went there for three weeks last summer and i want to live there! i like your diary very much as well, and i plan on stopping by it often, feel free to do the same with mine. i absolutely understand what you mean about needing to write a lot to convey emotion, its actually rather rare that i have a short entry, most are extremely long winded. talk to ya later!
from pillowtalk :
ooooh, very nice diary. Nice features, but no pics, a picture is worth a thousand diaryrings. Diaryrings, ings.
from quantum87 :
Ashley.. Which one of my poems is brutal?
from reactorcore :
thanks for the compliments -- very kind of you. ill be stopping back to read more, -r
from morguecrawl :
Wow! Thank you for such a glowing minireview. I appreciate you're stopping by to read. Come again any time.
from quantum87 :
Hey babe sorry about that entry.. But you know how it is with me and my sport.. *wipes sweat from forehead* toodles.
from quantum87 :
hey babe. Congrats with the Athletics Carnival.. I'll see you at State. If you beat me, your going down. RIGHT DOWN! SO DON'T EVEN MESS WITH ME BITCH!
from just-poet :
Whoops...didn't mean to come here...
from thefacade :
:) the last was redundant, and i finding extremely, nice, caring, and all those other good words, that you left a kind note on the other diary, It brought things up immensely, and I hope to get to know you better, inasmuch as you can get to know a person, over the internet. :) I think this is much more presentable. :)
from thefacade :
hey, how's it going? you asked me to leave a message, and here it is. :):)
from mainsqueeze :
Wait- You have to sleep with your brother? Hahaha- Um, I mean, thats terrible. Your diary IS a great diary.
from are-you-sad :
Thanks for the support. I'm much more active on my other page. http://xander.diaryland.com I really love your page, as corny as it sounds. I gasp thinking of all the tallented writers out in the diaryscape myself.
from affiliate19 :
>>> [ one time, in brussels, a small girl was sitting front of the pub i was exiting. she was hurt. apparently, a small sparrow had flown directly into her path as she was running down the street in front of the pub i was exiting. "are you okay?" i said? and she didn't even really hear me. she was amazed that she was bleeding so much (which wasn't much, but more than she had expected apparently). i repeated the question. "it wasn't his fault," she said, "he didn't know where he was going." what a lovely and kind wonderful girl i thought, there in front of a pub in brussels. i just nodded, and gave her a napkin. were she not so young, i might have just told her how horribly sad for the world it was, that she would endure so much pain for an ignorant and selfish sparrow... ]
from quantum87 :
Yes Ashley, that's right. I'm NOT worth crying over.
from quantum87 :
Hey.. I Don't know why I am leaving you a message.. But, remember i'm calling you tonight ok?? 8pm on the dot.. You probably wont read this before tonight, but I don't care.. I just felt like I needed to make contact with you.. Talk tonight. -Allysha. P.S. Yes this not was a serious one.. :O
from aloneatlast :
hey, thanks for taking my survey! have a good day :)
from mstwheelie :
Hi Welcome to the humour-jokes diaryring. I run a jokes list as well as the ring. If your interested in joining that send me an e-mail and I will add you. I have suspended the list at the moment because of the Klez H worm. I am currently receiving at least 3 attempts to infect me per day. When this stops I will restart that list too.
from quantum87 :
Hello you sex-ah thang. I saw you at the dance par-tay last night, girl you were going off! Your such a fuck-ing tease :P When are you-hoo gonna shake your ass over to the alcoholics section and strut your stuff with me-he??
from quantum87 :
Ah har me hearty! Har ar ye? What ar groovy diary you ave ere.. Clar har par? :P
from quantum87 :
WOO I can't seem to take my eyes of your RAUNCHY diary. *licks lips* those eyes at the top of the screen are so dead sexy. So blood shot and sultry.. OOH! I'm getting waaay too excited now.. Look what your doing to me!
from quantum87 :
Well Hello There. Your journal is so saucy.. Prr!!
from quantum87 :
Hey babe, WELL what a SMASHING journal you have here. I say you should get rid of that Jakey loverboy, and be my girlfriend!! What do you say sweety? OH and you looked absolutely drop-dead fucking GORGEOUS in what you were wearing last night. OH! fan-fucking-tastic.

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