messages to panzer-kitty:
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from nephew :
Hey it's Andy. Write me soon my diaryland is Nephew.
from raven72d :
do write soon...
from tarotreading :
Please visit my site if you or a friend would like a Tarot Reading! Thanks.
from angellore :
Hey.. I would love to reas your new diary! Be well!
from morguecrawl :
Where are you? I hope you're ok.
from scifimagpie :
just hoping you'll update soon...
from raven72d :
Why have you locked everything?
from wanderer21 :
i come back from vacation and you are locked! now thats just not cool. :(
from raven72d :
Come back from hiatus soon...
from breakthedark :
Your layout is gorgeous. You did a lovely job on it.
from raven72d :
expect a letter soon.
from raven72d :
brilliant new layout! and the Nathan story was softly delightful.
from ugotsoul :
hello sweets! Could you do me a huge favor and email me! I had it at my work address, but since I didn't archive the mail, it erased it! aah! So I've lost the only way I have to email you! grrrr! [email protected] would be cool... :) soon!
from raverkitty :
It's PinkyPunkster- just wanted to let you know that my new diary is raverkitty
from buttmonkie :
i only read a couple pages of your diary (seeing as i have to go to bed), but i found it very well written, and very interesting. just thought i would tell you, because hey, why not?
from raven72d :
Crowley Boy... The story itself is lovely.
from raven72d :
I hope you'll stay and write...
from ugotsoul :
hi sweets, I'm not sure if you got my email or note...so I thought I'd leave a quick note... but by any chance is your offer still open on the template? and p.s. I hope today is proving to be a little better for you... chin up. :)
from raven72d :
April is the cruelest month, Eliot said. But March...thinking about lost options and lost loves... March in a gray rain was more cruel.
from contour :
On the environmental bills! That is terrible, and I'm glad you posted this. Hmmm, I too support the troops, but I want to find more info on the bills and write my Congressman to tell him to vote NO unless those provisions are removed. OPINION: Any war is LOST the minute you give away the future in order to secure the present.
from lazyfox :
Do you read my diary any more??? I still read yours everyday. And it was cool the one time we talked brefly on yahoo but sadly yahoo is a bastard to me so drop me a not or e-mail sometime cya lazyfox
from contour :
On that note, you don't realize how HARD it was for me not to tear the panzer open and have it roll across my floor! Remember, toys are to be played with. (Also, if you do come to SF, let me know in advance ... I've at least one killer 1-day SF-INDIE tour that I'd love to take you and your friends on.)
from contour :
Just make sure you email it to her diary, and not mine. I'd post it everywhere just to be a stinker. ;) [Well, maybe not. Not now that I've armed you!]
from morguecrawl :
I agree! And I want to call you. So leave your number in my notes if you're brave, or e-mail it to me through my diary. That's probably a better idea.
from morguecrawl :
Earlier today, I had the biggest need to talk to you. I tore my entire place looking for the peice of paper I wrote your number on. I don't even know if you would have been home, but I think the act of dialing would have appeased a little. Needless to say, I didn't find it.
from vexmix :
It's been awhile since ive had time to read your diary..but I got back to it today. I had forgotten how well you wrote. Its beautiful, it really is.
from contour :
Hey, cheer up a bit, I just sent something rolling your way.
from contour :
The Retrosic! Yeah! =) Such good, good stuff. (And yeah, I'll email you to tease you about that little German military thing when I get home.)
from unwittingly :
Hey, stranger. :)
from contour :
On the subject of Germany military goods ... I found something for you that you'll LOVE and wanted to send it your way.
from starlight42 :
Thanks for the great review. I read a few of your entries, I liked fragment. I'll have to come by later, when I have more time. You know, i can't figure out how to get it out of bold, it's really weird, I know the codes for it & all, but they're not there to take out...have a good weekend!
from emeraldfae :
I'm really happy for you and your possible future trips to Scotland! I myself am going there this summer in addition to Wales, England and Ireland for 7 weeks! I'm just absolutely stupid with happiness. Maybe we'll run into each other.
from glittakisses :
thanx
from raven72d :
I'm sorry to hear about the death and the funeral... It may be better not to look at what really happened in another country. Mourn the person and the loss, but don't agonize over "how".
from glittakisses :
your diary is beautiful. i like it that someone else loves the rain
from raven72d :
Let us remember the words of Franklin Delano Roosevelt in his first Inaugural Address: "The only thing we have to fear is...ravening hordes of Evil Esquimaux and batrachian Manxmen rising from the depths to devour us and wear our bleached skulls as garlands."
from raven72d :
Happy V-Day, girl... Right now in my head I'm hearing David Sylvian sing "Taking the Veil"...
from raven72d :
I'm confused, too. The only thing I can think of is maybe when I wrote you that the military wouldn't be a bad career. Meanwhile, though-- you still owe me stationery! Write sometime, too...
from raven72d :
The story about Laurel was wonderful... I envy you a friendship like that.
from qwert :
Dont listen to that mean raven72d he just wants you to kill innocent civilians so that his profit margins go up!
from qwert :
i got kicked out of school cuz im too poor. i quit smoking too! yay
from bubulz :
thank you for the welcoming into the ring.
from qwert :
birthdays are always miserable for me
from oneinacrowd :
So I found your journal through another, and noticing you were the person to talk to about the Animal Rights diaryring, I though I'd check it out. I haven't ever joined a diaryring, but if I were to, this would be it. Perhaps I will. I don't know much about them. What exactly is the point?
from raven72d :
It sounds like a wonderful couple of days... something to be treasured.
from voldura :
Loverly, just loverly. Those are the best friends and those are the best days. Hope they keep up for you. ~Beautiful Villainy
from contour :
Oooouch! I'm sorry to here your kitty was so upset. If there are places to sit, you could always go just to keep your friends company and remain seated most of the night. (So what was the tattoo going to be?)
from eventer15 :
Thanks! i'm confused though-how exactly do diaryrings work?
from buffyslays :
Cloves are nummy and so are you for creating a ring just for those of us who love them. Your diary layout is wicked cool and eerie. I can relate to the floating aimlessly feeling. I hope things are better for you when you make your move. I'll keep reading and hoping for you.
from raven72d :
I haven't heard from you in far too long...
from bete-noire :
sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. ps. i swung by swappington's. think i spelled yo' name wrong, G. but still. :�
from pap3r-heart :
thank you very much for the warm welcoming! i think it's great you've created a ring about a rather important topic, and i'm glad i am able to join it. i'll be visiting your diary. :)
from silverforest :
Thank-you for taking the time to give me a personal welcome, and for creating a ring dedicated to such a worthy topic. I look forward to reading your diary.
from raven72d :
There's always an excitement about being alone in a new-- or re-discovered --city.
from raven72d :
An officer's commission leads to a good career, girl. Seriously do think about the military.
from ugotsoul :
hello Ms. Panzer... I'm having a few technical difficulties as it were... and I'll be locked for about two days or so... in the meantime, my user is: sucks, and pass is: eggs... feel free to pass on for the time being... the annoyances i'm trying to deter shouldn't be the wiser to check here.
from raven72d :
what was the question you couldn't answer?
from ugotsoul :
could that note have any more grammer mishaps?!? Tsk! Tsk! (i'm sleepy, my apologies.)
from ugotsoul :
to be frank... I do like it alot... However, if your asking me if i like more than the pevios... well I shan't go there... you know how much I loved that one... BTW, did I thank you about the info regarding your template... I've been so winded as of late and I couldn't remember if I had... so thanks you, just in case! (aside: where did you find this one per chance?)
from raven72d :
I hope the party went well...and that you feel vur' like a Sanrio bunny. Don't forget to mail the stationery to me!
from name-less :
thank you for the great review :)
from raven72d :
So what do you think of Haider and Le Pen? Do you like the B-1B? Will there be a war in February? What *do* you think of the current flavor of European nationalism? Have you read Bernard Lewis' "What Went Wrong"? [Ahh... look for a clever little sci-fi novel called "Vienna Blood"... You'd like it.]
from raven72d :
A new layout could be fun...
from wowyzowy :
thank you!
from raven72d :
You have a card on the way... And don't forget to send me those stationery sheets...
from raven72d :
But without romantic idealism we'd never get close to anyone else at all...
from queeniebrini :
I like your taste in movies....Thanx for welcoming me to the Animal Rights Ring. At my school we have an Animal Rights Club. I am vegan and most of the ppl are in the club.
from raven72d :
I hope the emptiness doesn't devour you...
from theghostgirl :
I admire your ability to be so eloquent in spite of the emptiness; and about the emptiness.
from sick-of-me :
omg. thats so sad. im so sorry i brought it up. *hug*
from sick-of-me :
did your kitty ever come back? its been bugging me for days.
from ugotsoul :
hey there... I'm sorry to bug you... but I finally just had to ask... where did you get the back drop for your diary? I'm just curious as to whether or not there's a story to it. :)
from raven72d :
I'm suspicious of anyone who says that "our" people are in occupation of a coffeeshop...but I'm a sucker for chocolate cappucino... And a python named Fluffy is just brilliant.
from saiyanstar :
Thanks for my review :) 'm glad you took time to do it. I loved your diary also. Stop by again when you have time :) Ja! ~Star
from chiv :
ooh, shit, i think i got drool on rommel's cigarette case (fifteen grand!?). i'm thinking "i believe..." red christian cross over black swastika, though i may not display it in the intended light, aaand possibly a t-shirt with "tittle tattle lost the battle". hehe. oh, i am so easily amused.
from nicorette-j :
nice to be finally in joined your ring. i'm glad there is... hope your kitten's find its way back to you
from tick-my-tock :
Thanks for the welcome :o) And actually, thank you for creating an Animal Rights diaryring. The subject is very important to me!
from raven72d :
You have friends, girl... Even one in the depths of Louisiana.
from raven72d :
I hope your kitten finds her way home. I hope she ends up safe and loved and not lost in cold and rain and darkness...
from contour :
Oh My God! =( *hugs* I know what it is like when they get lost, but I've always had them come back. I'm hoping she'll still find her way back to you SOON!
from raven72d :
Javelinas are cute, actually... The landscape of Arizona in winter, the open space... It all sounds haunting...
from emogirl04 :
hey! i jsut read your note, i think your entries are absolutly great, i love your writing style..thank you for liking mine! thats why i love this diary..i can write from teh heart and no one i really know can bitch to me about it..i just get positive feedback from cool people like you! im me sometime! Madskagrl! later!
from raven72d :
Did you read the new bio of Crowley from a year or three ago? The author (yes, the name eludes me) did a bio of Philip K. Dick called "The Divine Invasion" back in the mid-90s... Poor Crowley: one of the first modern media victims, a man destroyed by his own publicity... Erszebet Bathory still needs a good bio and/or novel (forget Codrescu... I once called him a "dwarfish and pompous little Wallachian" at a party-- in Magyar)... Hungary between the battle of Mohacs and the Habsburg (re)conquest in the 1680s-90s needs a really good history...
from raven72d :
I used to live in Vienna (2 blocks from the Freud Museum), so I'm prejudiced... Vienna is a brilliant city... Adelaide is supposed to be the goth capital of Oz, though... [In Austria-- Burgenland is great fun...]
from raven72d :
An occult shop in Adelaide, South Australia...near the huge Victorian railway station. That doesn't sound bad at all.
from rawkme :
your welcome. thank you for creating an awsome ring!
from xpaperdoll :
razors? i am a pussy. if i try to cut myself i will only end up with dark white lines on my arm. they wash away w/ water, ya know.
from theghostgirl :
Digging nails, I empathize. Tho I prefer razors.
from raven72d :
The Hitler Action Figure is brilliant! I'm holding out myself for the Sigmund Freud Action Figure (with Kung Fu grip!)... Now-- "Leaders of WW-2" Action Figures...hmmmm...I want an Admiral Horthy!
from lazyfox :
Hey I got your note I don't know why India I thik parts of it would be pretty. But anyway I'm curious why am I not on your fave diary list don't yew love me any more? =^_^=
from mahira :
Thank you sweetie! I actually felt better as soon as I was done writing it. Boys are stupid and sometimes I don't know what I am doing. So what did the ladybug look like and why are all these strange ladybugs taking over? Something strange is happening in this place.
from wanderer21 :
thanks man! i feel loved now
from tater-fay :
Hey..I forgot. If you haven't read "Pre-Raphaelites in Love"...you must do so. Its all about the models/wives/lovers of the painters and their whirlwind romances, marriages, heartbreaks, suicides, consumption, etc...very interesting! Can't remember the author...I think it MIGHT be Gay Daly or something....check it out!
from mahira :
Ummm, vodka please! A gothic lady/manbug is a bug that looks exactly like the lady type with a gray shell and black dots. Quite cute actually. I think they are probably related. It just looked so cute and well, goth. Thanks for caring doll! I hope you are well.
from feverlover21 :
Wow...I think your banner alone is amazeing...aside from the writings which believe it or not top of the banner. I'll look forward to reading more on you and feel free to read mine if you like...
from madlove214 :
yes..this is mary ellen...writer the the drunken ramblings at freetobleed.diaryland.com. this is my actually diary, the chronicles of my sucking at life. thank you for even reading them and secondly for complimenting them and enjoying them. i'll be sure to read your diary...and yes. thank you. -mary ellen
from tater-fay :
ooohh...beautiful Ophelia banner. I'm a HUGE fan or the Pre-Raphaelite painters!! John Waterhouse is my fave, I think. All the models have such beautiful skin and I guess I'm a narcissist because some of them have gorgeous fiery red hair as well (and I do too!)
from xstaticx :
mmmmmm...feindflug and suicide commando, indeed! xoxo
from papereyes :
Your banner drew me into your diaryland. Ophelia is my favourite painting. I finally got to see it in person this October at the Tate Gallery. And purchased as much Ophelia parafanalia as possible. Cheers.
from ugotsoul :
good entry on 11-16... yes agree... hmmm... funny how we just can't get past that lessons as todlers fighting for the same lolly-pop... and yet as we get older... we keep falling for the same trap... hmmm... yes, good entry.
from raven72d :
You have letters on the way...
from kimchery :
And........ is he married or what??
from lazyfox :
hey I haven't heard from you in a while. Just decided to drop you a note. e-mail me or note me back.
from raven72d :
Cult de Feu... I do envy you that... and Paper Moon Gallery.
from beat-me :
i like your diary, i feel the same, hope you can hide those scars better... kitti... o yes, i also have an older diary... brainwashed3... kitti
from ugotsoul :
you've become an absolute pleasure to read... :)
from bettyalready :
I finally remembered the name of the breed. Bombay. According to the book, they resemble burmese. My cat fits this description exactly, but I'm sure she's a mix. She looks like the third picture down: http://www.cfainc.org/breeds/profiles/bombay.html. I just love the fact that she's so social. She greets every person to come into the house. We foster puppies and aside from looking as if she's never seen them before, she did really well walking past them. I love her shiny coat. I JUST LOVE HER! She likes to be carried around...
from contour :
What type of costumes to people wear in a Day of the Dead parade? It certainly sounds like fun. -contour-
from wanderer21 :
i woudl love to help you with that deary but unfortunatly i have no idea what an ip address is. if you would care to tell me i would be more than happy to find out if thats mine.
from ziggykat :
Happy All Hallow's Eve baby! You could be here in lovely southern Kentucky. Where it's a warm 45 degrees and their's a nice sharp bitter cold breeze that just loves to sweep up under our coats as we tredge across campus. I think I'm going to freeze to death in my devil costume tonight.
from crisluvsjws :
Happy Halloween to you too! And yes, I'm homeschooled. I love it. I don't have to get up early and go to school and be bored out of my mind. My parents decided on it because I have social anxiety and before, when I was in school, I would physicially make myself sick just so I could get out of school. And I also have some medical problems and the school got tired of having to send me home because of migraines, my high blood pressure and everything else. So that's basically why I'm homeschooled. Crissie
from raven72d :
And do tell me about Assemblage 23...
from ugotsoul :
Happy Halloween to you too!
from mahira :
Yah, it's this SCA thing I do. I know - super cheesy SCA stuff. But we get to wear cool Renaissance costumes and partake in debauchery that is second only to that of Satan's covens. Can I get a AMEN! (I have no idea what I am talking about)
from mahira :
I wish I could come there for the festival, it sounds so fun. But I have shows! I'll be in Tucson on the 9th for Southern Crusades war! You should come out and play with us!
from evergleam83 :
Hey, thanks so much for the review! :)
from kunama :
Hey there, thanks for joining up to the Runes diaryring!
from chiv :
aw yea, boy of the entire hour (looks smug). erm, i mean.."no problem!"
from chiv :
venn ist das nurnstuck git und slottermeyer? ja! beigerhund das, oder die flipperwaldt gespurt! ah ha ha ha (perishes). ..i get 'my' fake german from monty python...
from mahira :
awwwwww, poor kitty. I wish I had some suggestions for you. kats are very resilient creatures, some just take longer than others to adjust. Maybe you could take a nap with her and lock the other kitties out - Ama like it when I lock JayJ out, she feels more compelled to come and seek out attention. Poor little nose.
from contour :
OK, now I am wofried about your kitty. At first I thought she was just being a fraidy cat. When my folks kitty was freaking at my place it took her three days to really start her normal routine, but I was also feeding her the lamb baby food. Do you have any friends whom she loves that could visit? Sometimes cats like certain people and having those people around puts them at ease. -contour-
from contour :
Expression of individuality ... ooohhhh, through dancing perhaps! (OK, so it is a suggestion, but I've noticed that some times folks change how they dance and guess it could just as easily be based on how they feel emotionally as well as physically.) -contour-
from raven72d :
New beginnings... All the best at that, girl...
from mahira :
You probably already found it, doll! =) I had fun with you on Thursday. Hope the move is going/went well!
from raven72d :
Listen to My Scarlet Life or Angels of Venice... You'll feel better... Club kids never do understand the idea of life beyond the Scene... Talking to exes is always a *bad* idea... Now-- don't forget that you *did* promise to send me stationery!
from deadthyme :
I LOVE punk/ Hardcore (I've actually been into it a lot longer than goth/ industrial). Bands like Misfits, Minor Threat, The Accused, Septic Death, Hellnation, Citizen's Arrest, Conflict, Black Flag, Bloodhag, Infest, Generic, Concrete Sox, Damad, Cancerous Growth, The Scam, Stikky, D.R.I., Stark Raving Mad, Screeching Weasel, etc.- I like old punk, new punk, hardcore, grindcore, oi, all the stuff. What do you mean by noize? Bands like Whitehouse, Hunting Lodge, Pain Teens, Nurse With Wound, etc., or noizecore stuff like Anal Cunt, Violent Noise Attack, Seven Minutes Of Nausea, Sore Throat, etc?
from black-dahlia :
Thank you muchly......I hate ex boyfriends. That's why I keep their bodies under my bed. *L*
from deadthyme :
What is 'rac' music (I only ask because you like a lot ov the same music as me, and I'm REALLY into music, and I've never heard ov it, unless it stands for something i've heard ov)
from black-dahlia :
Beautiful entry today.
from angellore :
Hey.. about our songs.. we have just one.. but the recording isn't that good.. we were just practicing when we recorded it.. here's the link: http://www.downtownbeirut.com/peakhall/Audio/if-only-for-one-dream.mp3 take care for now :)
from black-dahlia :
Waterhouse is my favourite, but it's gorgeous just the same.....I'm Jazzy, Kristen's r/l very best friend and partner in morbly activity. Pleased to meet you. (*smiles the huge Jazz grin*)
from black-dahlia :
I LOVE your Ophelia template. It's a Waterhouse painting, is it not?
from raven72d :
One day I'll get you to add me to your favorites in your profile...
from chiv :
i considered that it might be confusing..but then i expected that if i noted again to clear it up, i'd end up babbling..something like this, really. (cough) erm, well, back to ...not watching startrek (runs off).
from chiv :
hi, em, i might be one of those people..ugh, seems presumptuous..oh well, there you go. good..morning? evening? i dunno, but it's dark, either way.
from raven72d :
M.R. James... Read the stories of M.R. James, especially "Count Magnus"... Just a note-- I'm utterly obsessed with those Gerber and Leatherman multi-plier/multi-tool things. I have three black Gerber ones with needle-nosed pliers...even though I have no idea what to do with tools at all... Guys in films about hackers and bomb-disposal and bio-war inspectors use them, and I somehow *have* to have one.
from raven72d :
Scotland is worth visiting...especially the Orkneys... Go check your e-mail, girl...
from morguecrawl :
Black and Purple braids, huh? *L* Neat.
from raven72d :
I've always been fascinated with the way the National Socialists seized hold (via the Ahnenerbe organization) of German archaeology... Some of the work they produced (e.g., Otto Rahn's "Luzifers Hofgesind in Europa")was strange and lunatic enough to be art in its own right.
from raven72d :
C.-- pet a small tanuki (the Japanese "badger dog") and you'll feel better. Look up Tare Panda and straysheep.com on the web... Feel better, drink good sake, don't hate yourself...and do write soon.
from mahira :
Hey! I need your help. I'm doing a pagan/goth bellydance show in October. Do you have any suggestions for music? I'm really fond of Dead Can Dance, but feel it's a bit too tame for this. I'm looking for something really dark, maybe even scary and preferably fast. Okay, I'm a geek!
from name-less :
i love your layout
from ziggykat :
<a href="http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=105">Emo?</a> You might enjoy this...
from cyns :
coming by with my basket of crayolas and an arm full of brand new coloring books thanks for saying hello :)
from raven72d :
Tanith Lee... I haven't read her in years, but I loved "Kill the Dead" and "Lycanthia" and "Sabella"... And her fairy stories... Just a note: I prefer red pandas to the more ordinary black-and-white.
from applebutter :
hey there, thanks for the welcome back note! yeah, i would love to spend more time in ireland at some point as well. very green over there. in regards to some past entries of yours: i pretty much agree with what others have said. you're not being unfair at all. you simply demand honesty, and there's nothing wrong with that whatsoever. yes, they *don't* make straight boys in the states like that picture. at least not enough of 'em. and i would love to send you a postcard, but i'll email you about that one. lastly, i love your new diary design. it's truly gorgeous. speaking of pictures, i'm right now mentally sending you a picture of a kitten hanging off of a tree branch by its 2 front paws with the words 'hang in there!' written below it. trite but very true. hang in there!
from morguecrawl :
Oh...uh... *fishes for something to say* Um... *patpat* Okay. Dash? I think you know inside that one isn't working for you. I think you'll make the right decision there. You don't talk about the other enough, but it is my opinion that jumping from nothing to married is a bit much? Maybe start seeing him again if you can get passed the weirdness of it all? Or...maybe you are right and a little alone time is in order. You're a smart cookie, you'll sort out your own life ;-)
from redwood72 :
You are being perfectly fair. He knew the deal. I have a similar arrangement with my GF. She doesn't come up and first thing state that she slept with someone, but when the subject comes up, she volunteers the info freely. It's about trust. If he can't trust you enough to be honest with you, I can't see how you can trust him. Some boys may do it because they might think it's a trap, but that gets into the whole trust thing.
from mahira :
No, not unfair at all. He was just trying to protect your feelings. But no, can't trust him especially when he volunteered the info. Why do _boys_ do that? hmph!
from snotgirl :
it's all about animal rights. i'm really involved with a.l.f. and c.o.k. i deleted the french entry, because it was to someone, and he responded in french. heh. so. he got the point, and it was deleted. besides, my diary is generally writing as opposed to notes to people. he just left me one in his diary, and i was compelled to respond. anyhow. you rock!
from morguecrawl :
No, you aren't being unfair! I think you are exactly right *nods*
from raven72d :
I think of myself as pettable and cuddly and vur' Small Mongolian Pony-like...not strange at all... I'll keep an eye on my mail, clever girl.
from raven72d :
Once a madman came down into the marketplace, holding aloft a lantern at midday and crying out "God is dead!" "Well," said a small fez-wearing wombat, "in that case-- may I have His sandwich, then?" Small fez-wearing wombats are vur' wise.
from morguecrawl :
Nah, whoever they give me is fine. It's just random curiosity, so I might as well get a random reviewer. I like your new layout, by the way *s* It would almost go with my theme. I'm still hunting for the perfect picture to build my layout around...I may have to give up and attempt to drown myself and get a picture of it. My hair is growing out now (I think I'm going to let it) so I could almost get a decent hair-floaty effect. We'll see.
from morguecrawl :
Hey, I just applied for a review from chinadoll reviews. *L* If they offer it to you to do, don't take it. I already know that you like my diary. *chuckles*
from p-brain :
Thank you for your welcoming. Wow. You're acctually the second (out of 30something) who have welcomed me into their rings. I like when people do that. So... thank you for thanking me. Oh btw, cool guy at the picturelink. The blackwearing pierced guy.
from contour :
*hugs* hang in there. I don't know what happened, but I'll send happy thoughts your way. -contour-
from stardwarf :
The Ophelia on your diary is so beautiful... I fell in love with it for a while myself. I wanted to tell you that if you've gotten your cds (or even if you haven't yet) I accidentally lied... "Mad World" was written by Roland Orzabal but this version is performed by Gary Jules. Just so you know... in case there is a quiz or something.
from raven72d :
Deserts are good...but you can be as creative as you wish... Send both, maybe. I love postcards...and I'm in a major Japanese stuff mood right now...
from qwert :
i 2 poor 2 fwy buh i wanna take a wong wok so maybe i wok der!
from qwert :
im so lonli
from raven72d :
The girl in the photo at your frozenmoment diary is so lovely... If you're giving out cookies, may I have a Hydrox?
from raven72d :
Having a small corgi or basset hound always makes things go better. Having a pet marmoset is often vur' trying. But at least one can sleep late on weekends.
from gingerxbread :
damn the man, yes? but really, try to feel better. apparantly everyone thinks cutting is bad. xoxo.
from contour :
Could be worse. All of your google hits could be about "groin" related injuries. Yes, you too could have been the "hurting jimmies" poster boy. -contour-
from deadblckrose :
i'm am right fucking there with you. i really am. i just can't express myself the way you do. you are lovely. no lie. much love. Erin.
from raven72d :
Arizona is hellish in summer, I'd imagine...though at least it's not humid...
from raven72d :
You have a beautiful site and lovely entries... And good taste in films and books.
from itsdorkrock :
A million hearts and kisses to rub into your beautiful soul I give to you; not sure if it is enough. Your words are stunning. xx.
from mahira :
No matter which way you go, it seems you won't have trouble swimming. So, no worries - just jump toward whichever way feels right. There's nothing that says that you can't swim around the other side of the base once you jump, everything with a precipice has a base, right?
from iamdollparts :
I took the time to read some of your older entries today, especially "peoplesuck". I am in complete agreement with you, and know how you feel totally. Your diary and your thoughts ROCK, by the way. You are on my favourites list already--you more than earned a place there. </gush>
from tea-queen :
That quote about russian beer is hilariously disturbing.
from zombiegirl :
damn, I love your diary.
from stardwarf :
Glad to know I didn't somehow lose the cd without even knowing I ever had it. I finally finished your cds last night. I'm going out of town this weekend so they'll probably go in the mail on Monday. Hope it all went very very well and no blood was shed.
from stardwarf :
All the very best of luck and more than luck because I'm sure the only reason you NEED luck is for the professor who will not let you be you type person because I'm sure that it's real and you and beautiful. I'll send good thoughts your way, though, just in case.
from morguecrawl :
I would totally go caving with you. I'd run around pretending to be some horrific slimy THING that lives in the deepest darkest corners of the caves, come out only to devour itty bitty cavers such as yourself. It's be fun and creepy.
from qwert :
i wanna go caving with u!!!!
from contour :
Damn. Caving sounds like a blast. I'd be there in a minute, if I (1) lived nearby, and (2) didn't have a weekend of Indiana fun planned (for me). -contour-
from ziggykat :
me again! if i lived near you i'd be there in a heartbeat that would be so much fun. i love getting dirty.
from crayola64 :
hey, i saw you wrote me a note, so i decided to check out yr diary, i definitly dig it, i put you as one of my favs, just wanted to give you a heads up.
from ziggykat :
I just caught your message to me about Dashboard. They were absolutely amazing. I orgasmed multiple times watching them. LOL
from zamblam :
Nono, what I was saying is that Cat noises CAN be used rather sexually (not that YOU do that). And I was asking why they can.
from zamblam :
Just a question. Why can you use all cat sounds to be sexual. (other then hacking up a hairball)
from morguecrawl :
Someone msgd me on Kazaa today to ask if I knew Ross (cause I have a few Endpart/Sunless tracks in my list). Was that you or some other random person?
from mahira :
Hey thanks, my html sucks so I have no idea what it looks like anywhere else but here. I just have an obsession with Barbarella. BTW, I'd like to sue "Jesus" for causing so many damn wars. Are ya with me?
from redwood72 :
It seems that Americans make a habit out of finding ways to shift blame away from themselves. Our society is a huge enabler of that. It feeds the behavior. Social Darwinism is the way to go.
from morguecrawl :
How DOES a morb go about getting her diary reviewed?
from cassideybell :
Hey i just started at the beginning of your diary and your first entry was awesome...ive never met anyone who felt about animals like i do. It is heartwrenching...keep up the excellent writing
from stardwarf :
no, I didn't get it! Just last night I was thinking I needed to make *yours* since I've somehow found doing all this nothing incredibly time consuming. Damn. When did you send it?
from rudebug :
that is really sick! i cannot belive people can be so cruel to a defenseless animal! i will sign the petition. thank you for informing me. p.s. do you like a band called pinback?
from ciara2 :
i know how you feel. it hurts. seems like you can't get over things. and i feel for you. drop me a line maybe we can talk or something
from divareviews :
Come get reviewed!
from joecool84 :
well its nice to know we have another republican on the net. haha im also sick of these tree hugging hippies telling us what we can and cannot do. i hate it how they think they know whats right for us.
from morguecrawl :
He sounds like my Incubus. See? I knew you had an incubus of your own *somewhere* in your past.
from alienbutrfly :
your welcome... thanks for making the ring :)
from dipso :
hello thought id say hi just stopped in to find a friend i like your name...panzerkitty i do but this computer is so slow that ill have to check you out another time from someplace else..but your profile was cool too
from xforgivinx :
"now parden me while i drive my gucci stilleo through the palm of your hand"� thanks for signing my guestbook!! love j�sh
from morguecrawl :
I just clicked on you're super sexy morbid banner. Just thought I'd tell you.
from juicemom :
Hi I saw your message on Andrew's Diary. I am on a list and the funny thing is one of the people posted this website on bibical action figures..and there so happens to be a Jesus one! lol here is the link http://www.trainupachild.com/cgi-bin/shopnow.cgi?ACTION=thispage&thispage=orig-figures.html&ORDER_ID=282707909
from bfatt :
I have every intention of doing the If Project essay. It is a great idea. But I just found out about it from your diary and was rather booked most of today. Perhaps tomorrow will find time for pursuits such as these. :) Anyway, I was going to ask you if you might want to go check out an old Sam Fuller movie at some cafe in Tempe on Monday night. Sam Fuller made a bunch of interesting war movies back in the fifties and sixties. This movie happens to be a western, and I make no guarantees as to the quality of the film as I haven't seen it, but I still thought it might be interesting. Let me know.
from bfatt :
It is just ifproject.com. The link on your diary is theifproject.com and obviously doesn't work.
from bfatt :
I got a gold membership last week. I'm all about supporting things that you use and really enjoy. God knows I derive great pleasure from writing. And if it weren't for diaryland I would have never gotten to meet you. That alone is priceless. So if a measly thirty bucks a year will help diaryland out I'm more than willing to pitch in. Besides, surveys are ever so fun. :)
from pinkpunkster :
how would i go about making a quiz page? i'm so bad at this stuff. Oh and I get most of my quizzes from my friend's diary: dejection
from morguecrawl :
Thank you for that article. I didn't even know there were names for the weird things I do, but I should have guessed.
from calico7 :
a stunningly beautiful banner lead me to your diary - a delight. 'caligari','metropolis' and 'city of lost children' are all wonderful. if you haven't seen jean cockteau's 'la belle et la bete' i'm guessing you'd very much like it.sweet dreams, calico
from vexmix :
no i havent seen, City of Lost Children yet, I keep hearing about it though, ill hafta go rent it =0)
from vexmix :
your diary is great. can I add you to my friends list?
from sca :
Sorry it the picture makes you sad. I only put it there when I was in an odd mood and the sun was turning red because of all the fires here in Nevada, and the chemicals they are throwing on the fire. I admit it is a little disturbing, but deep down we all have disturbing quirks.
from cyberczarina :
Re. vodka and lemonade and whether or not they mix well-the likes of 7UP and Sprite work well with vodka, but my personal favourite mixer for vodka would be that old fashioned cloudy lemonade. You know, the stuff that you can genuinely taste lemons of instead of chemicals. Best to mix with a good vodka like Stolichnaya or Absolut, or a good Polish vodka. Have fun trying! :-)
from devallyk :
The Marshmallow Conspiracy was something a friend and I discovered when we were art students. I'll detail it in an entry at some point, I'm sure. Patience, honey...
from devallyk :
(My apologies if this is an unforgivably stupid question). If Dash used to be called Coffee Shop Boy, is he the conspiracy theorist?
from xxxemogirlxx :
i think that the pic you asked about was truly disturbing...it also brought tears to my eyes and why someone would promote that or whatever they are doing with it is just not right....but it is just my opinion...much love peace out....
from kirliecue :
Hey... I work for a music promotions company in Atlanta called Wiley Music. I was wondering if you might be interested in a project we having coming up in Phoenix that you could earn $75 for. If you'd like more information, please email me at [email protected]. Thanks!
from devallyk :
Y'know, I haven't dreamt in over ten years, and I've never once missed it. Not until reading about your nightly adventures, anyways. I wish I could see what you see sometimes.
from chiv :
well, if libya don't want to go along with it, i can't imagine why the us would want to! </sarcasm> um, i suppose there are advantages to them staying out..apparently they don't want to commit us forces to any missions that might put them at risk from the court..so, that'd be anywhere in the civilised world's sphere of interest. woo! also, the idea that they might invade the neatherlands to 'resuce' us military on trial, creates an interesting chance for de gaulle's next great war (europe vs.the usa) and with it the end of those united states. ooh, i'm all excited! and i can hear "the self preservation society" how, fitting.
from morguecrawl :
I could...I may just do that. Sorry for the delay. The internet wasn't working properly yesterday. I'll try to get that done for you tonight.
from morguecrawl :
And address for my burnt yew stuff? Like...put it on a webpage? er...okay. Um...let me work on that.
from gloria_e :
Hey, thanks for the note - I read your entry on "the-closet." "No one seems to realize that I have a problem with depression, that I think I�m weak and pathetic at times, that I�m not happy with my body and that the few modeling jobs I did when I was younger did a lot to make me feel insufficient." Most people think that if they become a model or a dancer or a goddess of some sort (even a Goddess of moss or brownies) that they'll be happy with their body. Elizabeth Taylor once remarked that she never thought she was pretty. I'm not trying to strap you down and make you feel worse, but if you don't know already - you're not alone at all. (Paranoia?) Remember, happiness is not a fish . . . that you can catch easily.
from contour :
I hope that it wasn't anything I said that brought back painful memories! Though I was hoping to bring some good ones to people. -contour-
from devallyk :
Fuel for the eternal question, Is it better to have loved and lost, or to never have loved at all?
from in-shreds :
thank you. you made my day much happier. thank you thank you thank you.
from stardwarf :
Thank you so much for your kind note. And thank you so much for adding me to your favorites, as well. I can commiserate about the portfolio. My final photography portfolio was certainly not what *I* picked. Especially when you have to show a variety of things, regardless of your strength (or weakness) in those areas. Like anyone would go into the "real world" showing that they totally lack ability in one area rather than show a wider range of talent in another. (But I digress... my point was: Thank You!)
from lazyfox :
This is a dumb question but are clove cigs legal? I've smoked em but i always bum them off ppl.
from deslayerette :
love the quiz section. dun think it that bad.
from lazyfox :
thanx at least someone other than superbri is reading my diary.
from morguecrawl :
And just who WOULDN'T want to move here? I mean...I'm here! I'm here, and all my friends are here! (except for the ones in San Fran, New York and Philly) Toronto has a pretty great scene too. Tell him to tour! *L*
from autumnal :
found you through your beautiful banner. love your design too!
from lazyfox :
Yhea I hope you don't think I'm ripping you off but it's a kick ass lay out you should check out my new entrie i think you'd like it.
from applebutter :
hey, thanks for the same! i've only read a bit of your journal thus far, but i plan to go back and explore some more. the content and layout is pretty darn bitchin'. i'm lovin' your art!
from morguecrawl :
Hey, I guess I sufficiently creeped out your room mate *L* I went back to try to find his diary this evening to read more and it says it's been purged.
from mahira :
Yay! Cloudy! Happiness! Let's enjoy it while we can. I love rain.
from lazyfox :
Hey thanx for the complements and your clove ring is really cool what's with all the black uhhh 1. it's my favorite color 2. it's the "goth" color 3. i screw around with my template alot where did you get your. I update frequently so please come see my ramblings.
from rotten-day :
and you can't forget josef mengele. but yes, meeting all of those people would rock socks. <3
from in-the-trees :
amongst the desks, and the coffee, and the ringing... you made me smile and think today at work... it's been awhile since anyone did that... and especially not with a diary, thanks, be well
from cold-shadow :
your welcome, i enjoyed it very much.
from broken-glass :
Great diary. I totally agree with your feelings about animals and animal abuse, though I no longer dislike people as much as I used to. Actually your diary reminds me a lot of myself a year or two ago, when I was a lot more depressed. I totally agree with most of your likes and dislikes, too.
from owningsun :
heya.thought i'd answer in here: actually no i dont!I hadnt noticed something was going wrong until a few days ago,actually after i read ur diary.it turned out i havent added anything to the box in 3 years.It's been on my mind ever since i rediscovered it.scares me!!
from chiv :
good evening. i haven't been here for a bit..now i quite clearly am back. you needed to know that, apparently. bah, i shouldn't have come back, i'll be pacing about, ranting about how stupid that reparition movement is, especially with slavery still a viable trade in much of...africa! and with a fair few white people having died to end it elsewhere. *mutters about demanding compensation from normandy, for the harrowing of the north* um, anyway, now that there's at least some chance i've pissed you off, i'll go and add you to my favourites, in an effort to ward off any possible blitzkre..what was that sound? *runs off*
from contour :
Memory Box: I don't know ... it seems like you just changed where you keep those things. The thoughts you post here seem pretty personal and important. -contour-
from tuff517 :
The new Concrete Blonde is called "Group Therapy" I'm not sure when it came out, sometimes this year maybe? All I can say is Yay!
from ankhet :
I want to lock myself away with oil pastels, green tea and stuff to make sandwiches with! Can I come? Pleeeaaasssee? heh. I heart you girlie. Oh, and rumour has it your Rusty boy is coming to town, is this true? Are you excited? :wink:
from morguecrawl :
*patpat* We all kinda have something like that in our lives...
from morguecrawl :
Oh, Panzer...you're kinda seeing a Hater? I could never do that, he would make me so sad...I can't stand people that hate for no good reason.
from ihurtme :
No problem, i enjoyed your surveys and thank you ;)
from fallensloth :
Hey! Thanks for checking out my diary. I must say, yours is absolutely beautiful. Interesting content too.
from mahira :
I love the George & Dragon and the Bikini Lounge. Wesley mixes the most dangerous drinks ever! And I'm a lush, how very appropriate!
from morguecrawl :
yup, yup, yup....I am -the- diaryland shit, er, queen...
from mahira :
Hmmmmm Let's see Rusty Pelican by Arizona Mills Mall. It's a fish place, but from 5-7 everyday they have the BEST happy hour ever. Casy Moore's Four Peaks Papago Hollywood Alley TT Roadhouse Lucky Dragon (I do a monthly Bellydance show at the LD) Uptown Brewery Saki's Ichi Ban (on Rural never University) Ra Rula Bula Applebees on Saturday afternoons for happy hour. I am a drunk. /me smiles
from mahira :
I'm what you would call a native, even though I did go to ASU, but have since graduated. I'm not the type to bitch about the weather, but it's really hot out there and I'm starting to consider smoking indoors. No that would stink. Thinking about misters and how good 4 peaks heffeweizen sounds right now. Why is it that everyone on dland is 14? You're one of 4 people I've found today that is old enough to drink and you go to TT. Mmmmm I love beer. Okay, this is becoming more a letter than a note. Bye
from ankhet :
I though it was super cute how Erik would put band aids on your thumb and scold you if you tried to take them of and you'd give him a half-pissy/half-pouty look. You guys were so cute together!
from retro-cheese :
Hey, thanks for the note, and you're welcome for me taking the survey. I think surveys is probably the best feature now at diaryland. It gives me something to do after I'm done the day's entry. I put something about erotic on all my comments :) --Jaime
from morguecrawl :
I used to (still do, shhhh) peel chunks of flesh off the bottoms of my feet (easier to hide) much self torture when one works in retail, which I thankfully no longer do.
from morguecrawl :
I understand the thumb peeling thing! I think you're the only person who has a weird self harming quirk like mine...
from pinkpunkster :
AWww I heart you! You're on my list too!
from devallyk :
Well honey, you're the first person to put my diary on your profile, and you've made me smile.
from zitta :
I was once told that you're supposed to hold your breath as you go past a cemetery. It's a childhood suspicion, just like stepping on cracks and stuff like that. I also couldn't think of anything else for that line in the survey. I don't do it anymore...:)
from witchydragon :
cool.. Rock on
from ankhet :
Hey girlie-o! I can't believe you dyed your hair back to black before I got to see the blue - you bitch. Thom and Brad said it looked good too. Grr. ANyway, I'm going to get my tat finished later today, come with? Call me!
from joyless :
It was super fun :)
from wzrdofozfan :
Hey homie- Thanks for giving me a "note". I liked your little survey thing. It was cool. I'd have a survey, but I'm too broke to pay for a "Gol Membership" thing. Thanks again. YOu are cool. Word to your mother! ...Jessica
from novacaine :
No problem. :)
from morguecrawl :
Yes! Thank you!! More Kristen publicity! We need more!
from morguecrawl :
You know...three people (including myself *heh*) have me listed as one of their favourite writers *cough*HINT*cough*
from morguecrawl :
I'm a writer worth reading *cough*hint*cough*
from pinkpunkster :
Ohh, I thought that survey was really cool. I was thinking about the burn one and well honestly thats the only way I can describe how I feel sometimes. Thanks for leaving me a note.... OOh I feel like I have friends on here!
from chiv :
you almost certainly don't care, but survey wise, i've gone and answered the "era" question as though it read "area", haven't i? damn it! more proof that ante meridiem and i do not mix. that's all, it just really annoyed me.
from morguecrawl :
Well...I'm kind of in Creatormode...I'll be doing some hardcore writing tonight, I think. My head feels like it's full of clouds...best way to write.
from devallyk :
Your compliments are well received, my dear, thank you. Just to let you know I find your diary and all exploits within it's covers quite a relief from the everyday grind. I look forward to many an entry...
from swimmmer72 :
ok, where's the naughty pictures....?
from bfatt :
Well you add a word like ever to a sentence and it sounds so serious. I was really worried that I'd offended you. I'll try to take it with a grain of salt next time. :)
from tuff517 :
I live in Texas, almost desert. I think I was picturing my grandparent's lawn up in Illinois, very lush. Down here it's all burnt up and brown. Yuk.
from morguecrawl :
Hey! Now there's an idea!
from morguecrawl :
Yes...and legs, shoulders, backs, asses, arms...everwhere. I need a 6 ft deep vat of Nair. Take care of all of that.
from morguecrawl :
*cringes at the word "monkeys" Yes...and overly hairy humans too *nods*
from morguecrawl :
Naaaah, you did fine, girly *patpat*
from fiore957 :
I'm not really sure why I'm afraid of moths or butterflies. I remember the first day I was aware of it... we went to a butterfly farm, you know, where you walk along and all the butterflies just fly around. I was so terrified that one of them would land on me. I don't know why, but it may be something to do with their creepy, skinny little legs and those tongue things they have.
from asrael :
Yeh I fought with the clerk at Wendy's two or so years ago because she wouldn't take the meat patty from my friend's burger. She said she'd never heard of a 'vegetarian burger' before and made a big deal about it. When she finally got the burger it was just a bun and a cold piece of cheese. That was it, I snapped and started yelling-she slapped me, I hit her, she wouldn't come onto my side of the counter and fight me so I jumped the counter and fought her. Of course I was kicked out. And that's why I boycott Wendy's.
from bfatt :
It really is a good story. I'll tell you about it some time. Wait, was that a good laugh or a bad laugh?
from black-core :
yay! you rock my socks. ich herz du. xo <3 rachel
from devallyk :
Thank you, my dear. Flettery will get you everywhere. I can't believe you've got The Cabinet of Dr Calgari on your films. That is just so cool.
from morguecrawl :
Well, you'll just have to stay tuned! The rest of Typhoid Mary is locked in my wee brainer. *chuckles* And scattered on scraps of paper here and there...A collection of my Burnt Yew stories are due to be sent to the publisher in... *gasp* 3 months! *pensive* Dammit...I better start writing...
from ankhet :
Last night I dreamt that I was at Steve and Ghost�s house and you came in with Nothing because you were dating him. I think I�ve been reading too much Poppy lately, ya know? Anyway, call me. We�ll do coffee and stuff. xoxo
from aviclark :
Thanks for joining the M*A*S*H diaryring! :)
from calynda :
*smiles* . . . thanks for taking my survey . . . I loved reading the answers
from ankhet :
Hey name buddy ;) Yes, I am back from the land of the dead. Or rather, the land of those who have no computer. Watch out world Ana is back and turning into an internet whore! BTW I like your new little nymph pic she's hella cute! Aww..
from morguecrawl :
Ha! It's takes more than a massive bleed-out to kill me off *L* Post Nuclear War Survivors: Cockroaches, and the morbid morgue crawler
from morguecrawl :
Bah, Wyoming wasn't so bad. I showed up, rocked it like it'd never rocked before, ruined it for all time, then went home to the Heart of Darkness where I belong.
from morguecrawl :
It did not all go to Hell! The stolen credit card only got me as far as Wyoming!

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