messages to perceptionss:
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from dead-spekter :
It's not your medication. You have seen that which is beyond a normal human's perception of reality. You have been to the place that few can travel to.
from iamthebeetle :
Guess who? *hugs*
from swan-song :
(Your last entry: PETA)Lol. Nothing else, just 'lol.'
from djmarionette :
I completely agree with everything you said but just an fyi: Pam Anderson had her fake boobs removed some time ago. ;) They were of the silicone variety and those types, if they leak, cause major problems.... Not that I would know because I don't have THAT kind of money to get such alterations.
from xannaxnimph :
Damn your guestbook. It hates me now :( I'll call you a little later and tell you what I "Oh so needed to tell you" BUT NO! *gggrrrooowwwlll* *hugs* The not so mighty... ~Beetle~
from xannaxnimph :
Beetle... Beetle... Beetle. Eric, dear, you must be the beetle. I AM the beetle! Hehe, ok sorry. I had to do it. I had to! I couldn't resist. This was a must do thing for me. It made me smile :) Hehe! I'm a dork. *hugs* *kisses you on the cheek* Remember dear... BE THE BEETLE :p Until next time... ~Ash~
from punkrockchix :
I have those kinds of dreams too... I'll dream I'm walking and then I really try to step down and my foot just slides because I'm laying down and I wake up all of the sudden because it feels like I just fell into something... They are pretty creepy dreams. Well, as always, I love your diary! And thanks for the smiley key chain! :) *hugs* -Shelly
from lesthanjill :
oh.my.everything. i do the same thing when i am in the car...i feel better now. and i know what it's like to be "diffrent" i came across your diary by chance but i feel compelled to add you to my friends...hope that is okay.
from lesthanjill :
oh.my.everything. i do the same thing when i am in the car...i feel better now. and i know what it's like to be "diffrent" i came across your diary by chance but i feel compelled to add you to my friends...hope that is okay.
from xannaxnimph :
Ash. :p *hugs*
from glittakisses :
Nice diary. I like the music *dum de dum de dummmm diu duuum dum dum*
from ninjajesus :
hey man i hope you are having a kik ass day if you dont mind it would be uber cool if you would leave me a note on how to make music play when your diary is opened
from wench77 :
Hey there! sorry that the coworker went from "nice smile" to "you remind me of norman bates"! gee! Anyhowz you should just learn it's not so hard to say just "thanks!" when people compliment you! I never knew what to say either, and always end up sort of going "well, my teeth need some work" or something to sort of contradict whatever nice thing they said. And that just chops up their compliment. now i find "thanks!" works just fine, and people are satisfied their compliment was accepted. I am not schizophrenic but i am kind of different and i know it is so tiresome for people who supposedly like you to say things that make you feel not normal. Someone in my neighborhood recently said that I am "one of a kind", which they tried to say was "meant to be nice", but in the context of me being lonely and without a relationship, it felt like they were saying, well, you are just not normal and so it is quite natural no one wants you, or you relate to no one. urk. As for schizophrenic... are you artsy? I have a wonderful performance artist friend who is so creative and just the most fun to dance with. (i am an artist too... so i am NOT using "artsy" as another "eccentric and strange" label")well, i have blabbled on and on. I clicked on your banner, which is how i got here!
from star-saphire :
I just wanted to say I enjoy your diary. Your open and honest and those are two traits I find very admirable. I've also enjoyed a couple of your surveys. Well, I'll be around. Ta-ta for now
from spyderman814 :
i have scitzophrenia as well. not paraniod though. i cant remember exactly what its called but my parents normally find me pacing my room muttering incoherently and sometimes bursting out shouting and screaming. never violent though always pacing and muttering or yelling incoherently. i never remember any of my attacks but my parents say it happens every night at the same time every night. they always check on me at that time to make sure nothing happens. medcation doesnt even stop it but im sure it wouldnt be as regular if i didnt take medication.
from en-trance :
hey, why would you want to be normal? its boaring... people have called me creepy, crazy, wierd, strange and many other things, including carrie, you know, the tellekenitic psycho from the stephen king movie... but the point is i dont try to be something they think i should be, i just be me, cuz, whos better at being me then me? n-e-ways, heres to the freaks! we shall inherit the earth! cheers!
from the-clan :
You know, I've been labeled as different in my time too... In elementry school, people thought I was insane... which I suppose I am. But it still hurt me when they said it. I've been labeled from everything from a homosexual to a retard to a dangerous psychopath. It never stopped, and never will, I guess. I mean, sometimes I think I even creep my family out. Anyhow, you probably don't give a shit 'bout that... just wanted to let you know you're not the only "Bates" out there. Peace.
from ilovethedjs :
That nickname generator is crazy! Thanx for sharing.
from lula-neith :
hi, eric! i just wanted to say hi and thank you for writing this diary. i live with a man who suffers from schizophrenia. and his name is eric as well, believe it or not. he's doing okay, but not nearly as well as you. he doesn't work he smokes and drinks too much. he keeps himself busy with languages. trying to learn spanish, dutch, japanese. i work full time.not much happening. at any rate, i hope you don't mind if i add you to my favorites! -Lula.
from no-yes-maybe :
I was all about your banner....then I noticed you were a guy...that's ok, still love the diary!
from djmarionette :
I don't think I would've sat there and took that... :(
from amber320 :
Hi Eric just wanted to say I like your diary and can relate to the medication not working all the time. I have ocd and sometimes I'm left in complete confusion. Take care of yourself :)
from killpeach :
Wow. You have alot of notes on here. *blinks* Well you have a nice diary. I just wanted to say I enjoy reading your diary.......I feel really stupid now.............Well have a nice day......
from swedishchef :
I saw your banner and laughed....and laughed....and laughed* haha you're a cool cat.
from djmarionette :
Eric, you are not dead to the world and the world is not dead to you.
from banshee-rose :
kewl site.
from slimshady316 :
eric! your diary is gorgeous!!! i love your words.. you have a way with words i can never even come close to. every single entry is beautiful. keep up the great work *hugs*!
from djmarionette :
Eric, you look cute! when you going to add me to your reader list? I tried to covertly tell you who I am but I guess you didn't get it... How about this: a LARGE donor.
from t-r-u-t-h :
Hm, you gave me your real address. I know because you also put it in the entry that I was draw to. I am still angry about that, but I am happy that I will not have to carry a large stick the whole way across the country. It was very kind of you to supply one...maybe I will read your diary, but on my terms, not your trick banners terms.
from funda :
rnadomly I found your Rocky Horror review which got me to thinking about Melomane (who should be sent bejeebers today, so everyone send some now!... go ahead... I'll wait... ... just put melomane in from of .diaryland.com and send a note or bejeebers please... ... ... thank you... meanwhile, you, Eric, continue to amuse and confuse and endear the world (and sometimes inspire great jealousy of your following) and hope you find all you need... if a weekend away in Orlando would help, the couch is free.
from yvette18 :
that is good idea. I hope that the idea flys.
from t-r-u-t-h :
I LOATHE BEING DRAGGED INTO YOUR DIARY! I have read it a couple times and it doesn't interest me so stop with the awesome banners before I randomly beat you with my stick! (All said in good humor, but I seriously wish you would stop creating appealing banners)
from t-r-u-t-h :
I LOATHE BEING DRAGGED INTO YOUR DIARY! I have read it a couple times and it doesn't interest me so stop with the awesome banners before I randomly beat you with my stick! (All said in good humor, but I seriously wish you would stop creating appealing banners)
from common-tegus :
i'm sorry you're having so much confusiong. i really do know how it is. with the sz. i'll have my fingers crossed for you, for good luck.
from othelladub :
hey homie!
from funda :
imagine kissing one of those monkeys...
from candora :
as strange as ever, and loving every minute of it... on a serious note, please send some bejeebers to melomane as she is in dire need of some this week, especially Tuesday.
from crownvic4141 :
Hey....sorry, the phone died. Glad you got the new puter. Will talk soon I hope. Oh, and I still not in the diary list...hehe...
from common-tegus :
i'm glad you got the computer :)
from bangetsavoha :
Welcome back to internet land, kid. I missed ya soooo much.
from jessnichole :
Hey Eric! I just wanted to say.. about not really wanting to go outdoors and such. You know.. sometimes I feel the same exact way... I hate going outside and dealing with people. Maybe what you should do is just take a camping trip or something. I know that when I go to camp... it's so beautiful. If you look in my diary I got some pictures of it. Anyways.. when I go.. I can just feel nature pick me up and hug me.. it makes so many of my problems go away. Maybe you need to go outside and just be by yourself maybe.. if you know what I mean. haha. Find a beautiful place.. and take pictures. :) I love your pictures by the way! And remember.. you got plenty of us on here who love you... you can deal with us. :) Lets go make our own city! haha... ttyL! buhbye!
from the-clan :
sorry to hear you're feeling paranoid at times. we get like that sometimes too. we know things aren't always black and white. after all, we DO live in a gray closet. well, hope things work out for you. hugs from Jack and Gis
from the-clan :
sorry to hear you're feeling paranoid at times. we get like that sometimes too. we know things aren't always black and white. after all, we DO live in a gray closet. well, hope things work out for you. hugs from Jack and Gis
from pyrotic-elf :
hi. i think it's interesting. mine's not so much. i think it's cuz i dont write in it enough. and i'm not a paranoid schizophrenic. but i do have insomnia
from lovemetwice :
i've said that before. that you can hear the ocean in a paper cup. you're wonderful. and you made me smile. have a beautiful day. you're a favorite sweetheart. xo.
from djmarionette :
Just a little reminder of where I am: http://djmarionette.diaryland.com .... BM (aka A)
from fixinto :
I'll send another picture for your interview site right now. good to hear from you.
from ilovethedjs :
That parakeet in your entry for 9.24 looks just like the blue parakeet I used to have named Ichabod. I also had a white one named Kasper. They were friends & it was so cute to watch them play together & give each other baths. I love birds & yes when these little ones bite it hurts! BTW...I love your diary. :)
from jailbait3414 :
you signed my guestbook once and i was reading it and just thinking about my life, and it was a strange but good, really good feeling to know that someone is out there and actually paying attention to me, just a complete stranger. thank you.
from alayah :
YAY FOR ERIC!!!!!!! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU MAN!
from froggy-angel :
I emailed Homer Simpson. He said he's not sure what state he's in, but it might be Maine.
from lavidaloca-2 :
thanks for adding me! to you buddylist..
from alayah :
I always read "that far down." I don't think there's a pill readily available for fear of rejection, but I understand the drug ecstacy removes inhibitions (once developed for use for marital "difficulties"). I don't recommend that you try it since you're using psychotropic meds (as I am) so I guess you and I will never know. Rejection is an issue I've wrestled with all of my life and at some point, I stopped giving a shit, at least with the general population. With love relationships, that's a whole other thing. I tend to have moments of insecurity and fear of abandonment. Aside from our disorders, I think every person has some kind of fear of rejection. It's something the human race shares because we are social beings.
from sandydahling :
I have fairly well-traveled train tracks right outside my bedroom window and they never fail to move me in some inexplicable way. A Johnny Cash AND Clifford lover?! Keep this up and I'll have to add you to my favorites list. ;-) Rock on- you write well.
from lavidaloca-2 :
damn! i live near the train tracks too, far away enough that all i hear is the distant howling of the train whistle in the middle of the night but close enough that i see them everyday...your writing always finds a way to move me.
from look-inside :
hi, i noticed u had me on your favs list (thank you, btw) i just thought you'd like to know that i've moved myself. my new D*land URL is http://mutemind.diaryland.com
from pantone-292 :
I love you!!!
from phyerbyrd :
i love it that you can compare yourself with birds, but don't make it seem like it's the bird's fault, (okay, nevermind) but lighten up, the better side of life is yet to come, you'll get used to it...i think =)
from zorpha :
Your Journal Intrigues Me
from lousrose :
if things are getting worse, why not call a doctor and ask him to adjust your medication? and you could also look into support groups- i know there are excellent ones online on yahoo. i once had to look into sites about people who hear voices and i came across a lot of people with schizophrenia who opened up message boards and clubs so people could come by, share their stories and get support. you should look into it. xoxoxoxoxo.
from amberfalls :
Living alone can be difficult for anyone, even people who are mentally stable (if anyone can qualify as that). Yesterday, was a bad day for me and I wanted so badly to go home and have someone there to hug me and take care of me. But I recovered and I hope that each difficult day I survive makes me a little stronger in the end. I guess the most important thing I've learned is that there is a difference between being lonely and being alone. Take Care.
from cozmikgurl79 :
Good luck flying! It seems as though you just may have the wings to support it ;)
from scorpi07 :
hey buddy! i completely sympathize with you, living on your own is tough... but keep on flapping your wings, because you never know where you might land! :)
from lavidaloca-2 :
your entries always move me. "a grown man cry" i paraphrase, but wow. yeah nothing anybody can say will make the pain go away. so i dont even know why I'm commenting except that this entry really moved me.
from pumpkin144 :
living alone really is... well, lonely. it can be quite terrible sometimes. even for someone who doesn't have to deal with what you do. i really admire your persistence. and maybe a pet could help? my dog has done me wonders. maybe not the best kind of companionship, but at least she hugs me back.
from shortst101 :
Ohhh I forgot to tell you, the clouds today made me think of you.
from shortst101 :
Just wanted to say hi......sometimes it is the small things that keep us going
from icesprite :
*snuggle* hope everything's okay love..just wanted to send my love *sends lots of love*
from miapiglet :
i never hear from u anymore :(
from lavidaloca-2 :
neato! i saw your new banner, its cool!
from sad-night :
hey cool diary! drop me a line sometime!!
from fixinto :
Just found your dairy. err... diary. Not that you couldn't own a dairy, too, I just haven't seen it. Great stuff in there. The diary, I mean, though there are great stuff in dairies, too. Cows, for example, and milk sucking machines. But your diary- that's top notch. I am also insanely jealous of all the people listing you as a favorite. Oh well, if I quit btiching about lab mates and stopped talking about my bathroom habits, more people might want to read. Still, I have to ask. What's wrong with being it? I loved being it. You could always just pick the slow kid as the goose if you got tired or running.
from thepeachtree :
Whats wrong with being a goose??? :-)
from qwert :
http://qwert.diaryland.com/030905_98.html ---- The music disturbs me and prevents me from reading your diary.
from jaggedvision :
i was just wondering( a couple of days ago) if clouds come out if you take a picture of them.
from jessnichole :
You turned your notes back on! :) yay! Eric.. I just wnat you to know that even though we have hardly talked... and I've prolly have said it before... I love ya tons. I feel like by just reading your diary, I know you. And when you write about your pain... it makes me so sad! It's like.. I want to make it all go away for you so that you're happy. Just make everything better for you.. you know? :) If you ever need to to just talk.. just write me an e-mail. I changed it in my diary now so that it's the right address. :) Thanks for so many great entries and such great pictures. :) I'll talk to you later! buhbye!
from candora :
she would be the surprised one looking for you, so if you find her, let me know if she has a sister, for I've been looking for her too.
from neon7c :
searching for her face in the clouds...what a gorgeous, heartbreaking entry...i hope you do find her...
from evenstargirl :
Hey. The name's Sabina...I really enjoy your diary! I've added you to my favorites. Your recent entryn was really interesting... celebrities really need to watch their little mouths. Look what happened to the Dixie Chicks... stuff like that just seems like treason to me. But hey, thats the rights. Yeah I love Johnny Depp as an entertainer... and Arnold... and even Madonna. But they say some ignorant, hypocritical things. Anyway... take care :-D.
from alonenafraid :
Hey! *claps* Loved your entry.
from yamatto :
GOOD!! entry.
from rkwj1 :
I could'nt agree with you more. It really peeves me when these celebrities feel like they have to tell the world their opinion of it. They should just stick to acting or singing or whatever it is they have been blessed by the grace of god to do and be happy they don't have to work for a living. I mean really work! Loved that entry.
from winterfire79 :
wooow... I love your entries. Though I didn't agree with everything in your last entry (the Johnny Depp one)... I respect your opinions. You actually have a knack for a decent explanation. Most people can't even ramble mindless baggage when they want to give you an opinion. Bravo. I don't particularly agree with war, in fact, if I think of it too long it makes me sick. I have quite a few friends over seas though and I respect them for wanting to fight or feeling that they have to so there may be some type of peace or just to kick the ass of those who've overwhelmingly wronged us and others. ~FIGHTING for PEACE~ leave me a note if you like. It was a pleasure.
from groovebunny :
Bravo! And I loved your pic of your grandfather.
from lovingmysky :
sorry to disagree, but im on johnny depps side. this country is a great place to live, but it is ran by complete jerkoffs who lie and lie and lie.
from a1maryse88 :
hey, tat webcam pic of yours.. issit really a pic of u or a pic of an error page??? haha.. i guess it shud b a pic of an error page... haha.. =D
from groovebunny :
Just dropping by to say hello. I soooo love chocolate brownies! Yum! *hugs*
from lavidaloca-2 :
that's an awesome pic! HEEE, do you mind if i share it with people?
from prissy-pants :
Please don't think that I am a flake, but I had to tell you that I see a face in the picture of the trees that was posted on your 9/3/2003 entry. Can you see it too? It is in the top of the shorter group of trees. Let me know what you think. Be sweet.
from amber320 :
Hi I take Risperdal too. I have manic depression and ocd. Just wanted to say hi :)
from darkfairy13 :
I'm so bad, I haven't sent my letter ;___;
from anodemud :
That was a cool entry; I muchly enjoyed. :wink: :)
from thepeachtree :
I want one of thsoe TV's. I have an old one from the 70's and its just about dead. But yeah, cali is beautiful.
from lavidaloca-2 :
*hugs* i couldnt think of anything to say or do to make it better.
from alayah :
oh no.... BIG HUGS FOR YOU
from miapiglet :
Things will get better. Keep your head up.
from shortst101 :
That is such a true statement.
from flyinby :
you don't give yourself enough credit. i can feel your strength when i read you, you are so admirable!
from alayah :
First of all, thank you for adding me to your read list. I think I may have some explanation for this. Due to all the pushing and shoving on both sides of the families and all the stress that you both went through trying to be together, it's not uncommon for you to loose that loving feeling that you once had for Amy. Now there's no reason that you can't be good friends with her and continue helping her as you wish. I know that it'll be difficult to get her to understand your side. She might pull away and she might get angry but that's a chance. Perhaps she's more understanding than you realize. Try to remind her of the things you did together that were fun and that you wish to continue that, but not as a relationship. Reassure her that there is no other girl and that the stresses of the situation just pulled away any romantic inclinations you may have had. I don't think she will abandon you as a friend and if she does, she wasn't much of a friend to begin with. I hate to say that and I'm sorry if that's painful, but Eric, I've been through so many things like it. Take care.
from common-tegus :
i admire you so much for your honesty. sz is really hard to deal with. as is life.
from shortst101 :
I know you feel alone, but just reach out your hand and know you have a friend in me. I'm grab it everytime, you just have to let me.
from thepeachtree :
Hey, its Jesso... A good friend of mine had her best friend die, and found out just a hour ago. If you were going to leave me a note... donít. You should go to her diary and leave happy hopeful thoughts in her notes section. Thanks a lot kid, she, and I, would definitely appreciate it, from one Diarylander to another... ( http://krisdru.diaryland.com )
from twelvetigers :
I noted the Donnie Darko banner. V. nice. ^_^
from homeogenic :
Wait not that your last entry was humorous. Anyway I like your writing. Have not found a diary I enjoyed in a while.
from homeogenic :
Thanks for the humor.
from alayah :
oh god eric that entry made me want to cry. i'm so sorry you had to go thru such pain, emotionally and physically. these kinds of things just infuriate me. :(
from icesprite :
*snuggles* For my Eric..missing you hon.. The babies say hi..well..actually, they say "meep", but if we silly humans could understand them, I know they'd be saying "Hi Eric" :)
from kateeatworld :
I hadn't checked my PO Box all summer, but when I returned to school today I found my very own Happy Face Keychain waiting for me. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
from shortst101 :
When and if you fall, there will be someone there to pick you up
from riotgirl07 :
Hey Eric, it's Allie! Awesome stuff, as usual! No wonder you're in the Top 100! (*Number Three, no less!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*) Keep on keepin' on!
from heyjude85 :
awww that's so adorable! :-D Thanks for sharing.
from groovebunny :
Hello:) Thanks for sharing your brother's letters with us. My thoughts and prayers go out to for his well being and his speedy return. *hugs*
from jessnichole :
hey! for a cell phone.. with mine, my parents bought me the phone as a christmas present, I saw one at target today for $60. Then all you have to do is buy minutes whenever you need them.. except you have to top-up at least once every 3 months. I can pay $20 every 3 months for my phone... then again, I don't use it very much at all! haha. It's Virgin Mobile.. you should check it out. :)
from princessreva :
*hugs* I'm pulling for you.
from common-tegus :
hm. i am sorry you think maybe you will be put in a facility of some type. is that really inevitable? i hope not. :(
from alayah :
I feel very sad that anyone would consider putting you away in some facility. You are a very capable person, despite the aspects of your disorder. I relate well on certain levels because I suffer from depression/anxiety disorder (which is no fun at all either). I remember my father wanting to put me away, not understanding how to cope with me. Yeah that's such an easy way out, huh? For "them", that is. I noticed you didn't leave any IM thing on your profile page and I would love to talk to you sometime. I have so many questions. Would you please come by my diary sometime and leave a note? Thanks.
from screemingink :
plath, salinger, girl interrupted, nora jones, and tori amos are truely amazing. seems to me that you have a few common interests as myself. you are so truely amazing. keep it up. xoxo, Miss Takes
from downstairs :
I like your "scientist-coldplay" banner... great song.
from darkfairy13 :
*sighs* Women sell their souls or more.
from djshorty :
Whoa! Exactly 300 entries as of now
from soulfan24 :
Hey there! Just wanted to say hello and that I like your diary and you have really good taste in music and movies! American Beauty and Coldplay! Yes! Anywho, stop by and say hey sometime. You're more than welcome. ~Hannah
from persacanzona :
Hiya! Two things I just wanted to tell you--one, I like the happy faces. They would make me smile even on my worst days. And two--you mentioned like T.S. Eliot. Is that as in the works which inspired "Cats", or his other writings? ^_^ I like him too, obviously.
from klcroft :
I like your thoughts a lot.
from love-to-live :
Hey! I just found your diary, and I'm really enjoying it. You seem like a really nice person, and I know I'll be back to read some more. I might even want one of those happy face keychains! ; ) Check out my diary!
from jadedmax :
there are things of beauty that do not fade. . . they just change. . . or you do. . .
from darkfairy13 :
300th entry! Congrats *mwah*, I haven't finished writing my letter yet :D Ah and notes are allowed again
from candora :
It is true what he said, or was it she, well, it is true nonetheless, what smoog said. I have been pixilated by furballs, procurred by purring spirits, affixed with feline magnets. I am being followed by cats.
from gokittengo :
My white, stuffed cat is now locked in the closet, as I've become afraid of what it might do. :)
from icesprite :
*mwah* Just to tell you I love you sweetie, and I miss you. Keep smiling, and taking pretty pictures..you're so good with a camera, y'know that? And watch out for those cats! I found one hiding in the trees at the bottom of my garden just last week. *mwah* I really do miss you hon *mwah* - Love your li'l sprite
from mindspin :
Ok, that thing on your car is the creepiest thing ever.
from anodemud :
awww that's such a cute kitty! hey, what happened to your guestbook? i can't seem to find it; i am blind :)
from xbitterx :
that's right.. don't turn your back on those black beady button eyes for a second. plush cats = stuffed death. xoxo
from antirp :
hey i was just wondering how u put the real one player on ur diary..thanks ashley
from audiozero :
i'm leaving notes for all the diaries that i like when i click on the a banner. i liked yours. i'm gonna tell my friend redpanther about it. she'd like it too.
from clarity99 :
The Doors are awsome...
from gurliepie :
http://gurliepie.diaryland.com/ I wanna know if you wanna review my diary.... thanks, Kaitlyn
from froot-punch :
Hey...really liked that last entry. I haven't been on here in a while...but I am trying to catch up. Damn......like I said....that entry was really good.....that first part you said...well it made me think of other stuff.....so....hey....thanks I guess. LOL =P Oh...and my bud loved his keychain!
from darkfairy13 :
*tear* ;_;
from darkfairy13 :
the sweetest looking puppy ever :D its so cuuute
from banefulvenus :
:)
from purplemurdy :
hey,i just recieved my smiley faces. thanks so much. getting them made my day! :-D
from kelsi :
Hey, great banner ad! Now I've got "Corduroy" stuck in my head, which is a good thing. I've happened upon your diary quite a few times and it's always good to read, thought-provoking, etc.
from icedreamsoup :
Hi! I came across your diary through a banner I believe. And figured ahh, why not read into it a little bit. WELL, i love the way you see things and ramble about things...and are just totally random.. -- Its great to know that your upfront about your diagnosis - I get anxiety disorders/seasonal affective disorder and slight obssesive compulsiveness... SAD is the worse..specially over the long gray winter... I was told by a friend to come on here...alot of times it helps to be able to clear your mind and brain of everyday 'crap' and so far its been great.. Its summer though..i don't have any problems over the summer...just watch out when winter rolls around again..UGHHHH
from darkfairy13 :
I wish you did have friends outside the internet :-( Well I hope you can still talk to me
from icesprite :
Just wanted to say hi sweetie, keep smiling for your welsh Sprite..*mwah*
from darkfairy13 :
I entered :) Er it seemed totally different to the subject line though...... Oh well at least I tried :)
from raindelirium :
I totally understand what it's like to try to get people to understand when they either refuse to except it or can't except it for the way it is. I'm bipolar in the worst way, not at all the same thing but people just don't want to see it like it is.
from imnotakiller :
im not a favorite of yours anymore :(
from three-libras :
..you are a fascinating read. you remind me of my brother. i added you as a fave diary. i love your pictures. you explain everything with such great detail...
from darkfairy13 :
poor guy
from darkfairy13 :
intresting dream life...
from candora :
We both seem to live part of our lives in and through words, but you appear to be so much more disciplined than I am. Always something interesting to read.
from banefulvenus :
I still love your site!
from anodemud :
hmmm, guestbook refuses to let me post! gah! anyway, just want to thank you SO much for adding me to your buddy list! thanks!! :) :gratitude:
from penmaster :
LOL!!!!! I JUST READ an article about the quote from the new J.Lo movie. It seems like a fairly breaking piece of news, so I was surprised to see it on a banner ad so quickly...LOL!!!
from darkfairy13 :
*can't concentrate on entry because of cute dog*
from othelladub :
hey homeboy
from leslieirene :
Love the Evanescence banner... :) Love that song.
from darkfairy13 :
Who knew a cyrstal cactus could be poetic and beautiful, I sure didn't
from icesprite :
--<--@ A Rose for my sweet Eric from His little Sprite with love xxxx
from miapiglet :
I miss talking to you! :(
from darkfairy13 :
Sorry that you weren't well *gives hug* I got the keychains from you *^_^* Thank yous! I am gonna give one to Cherrycola19 when she comes back from camp, she needs a smile
from thisisjohn :
You are getting famous on diaryland. heh.
from lolas-a-fox :
hey i read you all the time and have noticed that you must be pretty darn good at html...i usually have no problems but this new template is kickin my arse...do you know of anyone that could help or maybe a site on d-land that helps? please get back to me sincerely- heather
from brucegirl :
i clicked on your cool banner and I thought I should let you know. :-)
from darkfairy13 :
Coinstar rocks! heh heh and I took the new survey, I took them all *random evil laugh*
from linnyeg :
hey i received the happy face keychains last week. Just wanted to say a big thank you, and you are amazing!
from funda :
I've gotta find me one of those coin machines. Ideally, one at a Best Buy so I can empty it (because they don't like dogs, but that's another story)
from sillybeth :
How is the neopet going??? :)
from blackndnails :
hmm, i thought about it for a little while, and i think my guilty pleasure would be eating an entire container of ice cream. i've don it before, and once in a while if i'm feeling vindictive i'll eat a bunch of ice cream, which makes me feel better at the time but i get really sick afterwards. sorry, its not a very interesting answer, but at least its honest, right? :)
from georgeygirl :
I like your diary. It made me think. -georgey
from darkfairy13 :
Does she have a diary? She sounds really cool
from arieskms :
I just read your diary for the first time, and did your survey, which I loved. I have a question to ask you, from one Prozac popping Ginsberg fan to another... would it be okay for me to email you a mental health kind of question? My shrink just kind of up and quit and moved away... and I need to ask somebody a question. My email is kristynmare@mindless.com, if you have time and the inclination... please?
from yvette18 :
since your gb is down, leaving you a note. just wanted to say hello.
from brandone :
Hi Eric, I received your happy face in the mail today! Thanks so much. Listen, I want to mail you back but am unsure of your address, can't fully read it all, can you e-mail it to me at w_brandon_@hotmail.com. Thanks again, Bran
from sillybeth :
Hey Eric! I thought you might enjoy this virtual game site. I sent you a virtual pet. :) Thats my email that you got. I hope you join it. Its fun. It can help you take your mind off things and maybe let you meet new people. Email me if you have questions. *hugs*
from darkfairy13 :
okay NOW I took them all
from darkfairy13 :
I took all of the surveys you made *mwah ha ha ha*
from temporary :
Kirsten Dunst spelled her name wrong.
from alayah :
Hi. I read your last entry and the new one and I disagree on some levels. I believe it's okay to let people know what you're going through. there's so many out there that are clueless as to what people with mental disorders go through. I didn't get the impression that you wrote it so people would feel sorry for you, you merely spoke the truth of your situation. I understood it well. The only comment I wanted to make was about the part you said about "being a burden someday." I want you to keep in mind that new drugs are always coming out for those of us who suffer (that would be me, with depression and anxiety, etc.). As long as you're out in the world functioning, that will always bring hope. There was a time I could not function in the world. Now I am! But I know others who are not doing so well right now and I hope they too can get to a point where they can do okay. Anyway, don't feel bad about what you wrote. I found it very interesting and eye-opening. I started my diary two years ago and the premise was to outline recovery from depression. I wanted to demonstrate to others that it can be done, and I'm still doing it. Take care!
from miapiglet :
I <3 you and miss u buddy!
from darkfairy13 :
Well you don't try to get sympathy or anything, but you are a good person ^_^ (oh yeah i'm corny)
from jbtsugar89 :
*hugs* I don't know if you can apply for the same program, or if your state has a similar one, but my sister recently got approved for the government to send her a $500+ check a month because she won't ever be able to support herself because of her situation - the same as yours. You've probably already looked into that kind of stuff. Or perhaps you are on a similar program. I don't know, but I just wanted to. Argh. Let you know. Hang in there.
from shortst101 :
Eric, please try not to worry so much, you are a wonderfully awesome person and things will be okay. I'm keeping you and your brother in my thoughts and prayers. Don't forget if you ever need someone to talk to, my shoulder is always open.
from darkfairy13 :
aww hope it gets better for you <3
from miapiglet :
Hiiiiiiiiiii! Ur online! YAY!
from strummer- :
I loved your last entry. It was beautiful. Perfect soundtrack.
from darkfairy13 :
Thats a beautiful dream :-)
from punkrockchix :
I added you to my favs! But I also have a question... how do you get the music to play in your diary? Is that a gold-member thingy, or is there somewhere that the common free-diary person can get one? Anyways... awesome diary! *SheLLy WoO*
from dj--princess :
Hey i like your dream, wierd but as u decribe it, it sounds peacful. i added u 2 me faves as well
from darkfairy13 :
Heh heh heh scalped :-p
from imajoke :
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from darkfairy13 :
ooh ancestory. Well either way your're American so why worry about it. Oh wait what am I talking about?......hmmmm
from buy-this-cow :
Hi! :) I just wanted to say that I like your page!
from ghani :
i left you a note in your guestbook. i am jen w/ a page of my photography. i tried to leave you another note, but the guestbook site would not let me. i wanted to let you know that i also write poetry, and if you wanted to read some, i could give you the link. thanks and have a great day!
from bobbipuzel :
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH for the cook keychains! I am going to put one on my bookbag that goes everywhere with me! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
from paintmytears :
it's odd. i did the search for the meaning of my real name, karma, on the site you'd linked to, but they didn't have a meaning. but i searched for all possible names within a certain criteria, and karma came up number 9 on the list, no known origin or gender assignment, but the meaning was fate. *shrugs* i go by a different name either way, and already know that my real name has many different meanings in different cultures. but yeah. hi. <3
from darkfairy13 :
Norton :`-(
from gumphood :
Alright Eric. You tempted me. Does Fiona really read, cause if so..... I haven't thought this far.
from xannaxnimph :
No, no dimples :( Sorry. If you want a picture I can send you one through email, just let me know. Oh you know, typing letters isn't all that bad. I tend to type alot of the letters I send to people b/c my handwriting is very loopy. So, beside the "chicken scratch" I kinda know how you feel. And the eating disorder entry kinda hit close to home. My lil' sis' had an eating disorder and just got over it. It was hard for both of us cause she lives in Texas and I'm in Florida so I couldn't be there for her. So yeah it really is a serious disorder. Anywho, thank you for the note. I'll ttyl. ~Ash~
from shortst101 :
It's nice to have a reason to get up in the mornings.......
from jessnichole :
Hey! I read back through your entries.. I was gone fora few days. :) Thanks for leaving a note on my diary. :) You do make me smile! haha. ANYWAYS... that eating disorder entry.. my gosh. It's scary sometimes. ANd I know that several times in my life.... more than several times in the past 6 months... I have thought of becoming anorexic, or something similiar, because I need to lose weight so bad, but no matter what I do it doesn't come off. I work a full day, cutting tin, constantly moving, it's like I'm working out at a gym with all the stuff I do. And given I don't eat the best, but I serisouly try, and it's mostly all health food. And I want to lose so bad to please other people, but some days I just feel like sitting in front of the TV... being WHO I AM. You know? Sometimes It's perfect to be just who you are. :) ANYWAYS... enough with this entry like note full of stupif stuff. :) I'll talk to you soon! buhbye!
from darkfairy13 :
I just remembered I wanted to put you on my faveorite diarys list o_o Okay i'm forgetful, so I can do it now ^_^
from miapiglet :
Hi! Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you...I got my notes turned on in my diary finally! LOL...have a great day!
from raziela :
Hi there! *waves* I came across your diary today, and thought that I could leave a note (even though my English is the worst >_> *lol*). You have such an interesting diary, it's almost impossible to stop reading it. ^_^ Keep up the good work! =) Oh, before I forget; I'll add you to my list here on D-land, cuz I really cannot take the risk of losing the link to your diary among all my other links on my desktop. *lol* I hope that you don't mind. =)
from shortst101 :
I'm thinking today of your brother and all others who are fighting for our country. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSs
from jilljohnston :
how did you get the music to play in your entry? -jill
from loopyboi :
Keep doing whatever you are doing. You are just fine by me!
from shortst101 :
Thinking of you.....
from darkfairy13 :
You just ask miki's award site and she makes awards :) too bad my name was spelled wrong "darfairy13" close enough..
from anonymous666 :
haha and your note made ME smile...thanks.
from banefulvenus :
:)
from berryz4u :
Fishes in the Sea is updated more... just on this account =) I thought Id make it public...
from likedying :
im really sorry. my damned internet connection kicked me off. it has this thing where it likes to screw around with me. i hope i get to talk to ya again. :)
from iopeace :
I'm sorry, I could have sworn I gave you the password. You'd use the name "macaroni" and the password "salad"... yes creative I know... once again, I don't like to keep people out, I'm just trying to exclude my nosey parents and sister from my thoughts and business. What can I say, I'm paranoid. Hope you enjoy what you read :) as always, your fan Aly
from firedancer29 :
Thanks for the note! I'm ok, my diary was only locked temporarily :) I hope you're having a good night!
from sillybeth :
Just in case you didnt read my entry from earlier today where it said that i wasnt going to write in my diary anymore, well i am...so just disregard it. And keep on reading me :) Thank you! *hugs*
from boardho :
Thanks for the smilie faces, they couldn't have come at a better time. :) Janet
from abacinate :
You pretty much said stuff that I've heard before but you worded it so strongly and eloquently it made me have a sort of borrowed epiphany. That means sooo much to me and thank you!!
from drahmaqueen :
Hey sweetie! I got the smileys. Thanks you so much. What a nice thing to do. You made me smile when I opened the letter. I have already given one away to a friend of mine. I am going to save the best for last. I am going to give it to someone that really really needs a smile. Hey, can I steal a copy of your last entry? I would like to post it and share it on my site. I LOVE what you had to say. You are SO SO right! xxoo Jen
from darkfairy13 :
A very good point and agree with. Life is less enjoyed when you worry about wanting something else, being someone else, having a different life, etc. It just pulls you down to where you never want to be, I still gotta take your survey!
from jessnichole :
Eric.. wow. THat entry, there ssomething missing. It makes me think... makes me realize some of the things that I always think. I dunno what I'm saying now... just. Once again, you have amazed me.
from brandone :
Hi, How do I get one of those smiley face key chains? Bran ;- )
from imnotakiller :
im on, come and talk to me eric!! please? love you, ashlie.
from jessnichole :
Gosh, I would feel like crap if your mother was mine and did the same thing. Why haven't you told her how you feel? And another thing... you should be allowed to see your niece and nephew. They're family. Say that to your sister. and whats the worse that could happen from that? You already don't see them... so they can't really take them away from you. I just think that its horribly rude how your own family can treat you like that. I have an idea. :) I'll be your family! haha. Or... you could adopt a new family every week. This week, the dysfunctional Partridge Family. :) Keep writin! ttyl... buhbye.
from miapiglet :
Hi...I really like your journal. I am very interested to learn more about you. Hope youre having a great day!
from sillybeth :
What another great adventure!! *is jealous* I love hearing these! However, I do believe my favorite one so far is the two twins who helped you hike. *nods*
from complexlogic :
Hello there, I came across your banner & decided to come & check out your diary. From your latest entry I read that you like taking photographs. Cool stuff, cause so do I. I have a lot of my photos on my diary (w/in the layout itself & in an archive). Anyways, take care & good luck w/ taking photos!
from gumphood :
I have heard about you. ... I read you before, but stopped. I don't know why. I took your interview. This is all
from shortst101 :
what a lovely picture.....they remind me of my grandmother's hands. Thanks for sharing it.
from xannaxnimph :
Brandy Dimple- of Hopentop :p Just thought I'd let you know my hobbit name :)) ~Ash~
from theonly-pork :
Awww... Some of the stuff I read about you makes me feel sorry for you. But some of the stuff makes you seem like a normal person, which is exactly what you are, don't get me wrong. You just sound like you live a normal life without any problems. Just thought you should know.
from smason07 :
I ver much enjoyed your diary! I've visited before and left without book marking *tear tear* kind weird how it just appeared on my scrren a few minutes ago.. Oh and to view my diary.. Username: friend Password: stripes FYI Im not making any promises on interest level!
from icesprite :
Wow, that picture is incredible, you're really lucky to have taken it, it's so hard to catch them like that! *mwah* Keep getting pretty pictures of birdies for me :) And smile! Miss you. Love you honey *mwah* - your Sprite
from banefulvenus :
I totally love the layout of your site!!
from darkfairy13 :
What a coincedence, I have :)
from osienna :
I think that im getting creepy so Ill stop talking to you :p Im a loser
from adribaby05 :
Hey, I read somewhere, that one of the main characters dies...is that true? leave me a note! xoxo Adri*
from bellamante :
You have the 5th book all ready??????????
from prissy-pants :
I just happened to stumble across you diary and from the little that I have read, I must say that I admire your strength and tenacity. You hang in there, you are truly one special and wonderful guy. *SMILES* Be Sweet.
from sillybeth :
Well thank you Eric for my note *hugs* I hope my relationship turns out beautiful. We are engaged now. Did I tell you? No I think I did. But he proposed to me a few days after my birthday *S*
from miabogard :
Wow. I'll smile. :-D
from ricebowl :
thanks a bunch for the smiley! now i possess a stolen good. heehee. you rule.
from drahmaqueen :
What total sweetheart. I am gonna request a smiley face too. I have the perfect person in mind for it too. :)
from yvette18 :
lol you are so funny. I wouldn't be suprised if cali had fluoride in their water. *smile*
from z0tl :
hey, there is no fluoride in san diego watah, but of course you knew that already :)
from osienna :
I think I love you. I got my keychains, and I went over to my sisters work to spread the joy,it made her day. Your too cool for words. Much love
from regglee :
hey! love your journal. check ours out sometime: http://regglee.diaryland.com thanks! keep up the great work, it really shows!
from sillybeth :
*shows you her certified punk card*
from heartisfist :
You're the first (and probably will be the only) person to leave me a note, so thank you. I'm not lying when I say I treasure that key chain. I will keep it forever. :)
from talkingmoon :
You seem beautiful. I bet you are.
from jinkleberry :
Maybe a full moon just means something significant? And so far *sob* all the full-moon things have been bad, but today the full moon will bring a good thing? A fortune-cookie never lies... Anyway, YOY you left me a note. Heh, I was excited :o) and so YOY!! The moon is quite pretty isnt it...I'm gonna go look at your picture again, see what pictures I can make from it.
from jinkleberry :
Maybe a full moon just means something significant? And so far *sob* all the full-moon things have been bad, but today the full moon will bring a good thing? A fortune-cookie never lies... Anyway, YOY you left me a note. Heh, I was excited :o) and so YOY!! The moon is quite pretty isnt it...I'm gonna go look at your picture again, see what pictures I can make from it.
from phatgrrl :
I totally agree with your views on sex. I get heavy slack from my friends, saying I'm a prude and a freak for believing sleeping around is wrong. Anyway, I originally started this note cuz I wanted to let you know that I have some pics on my diary that I think you'd like. I know you like taking pics of storms.
from shortst101 :
Choices......how true that is.
from boardho :
I remember getting fired (System Analyst for a concrete company) after spending time in the psyche ward. Not much of an incentive to get better. Don't lose hope. You have a lot of people who care.
from othelladub :
how'd you get that Lennon music on your diary? great song.
from orchdreamer :
thanks so much for the note! it made me smile :0) have a wonderful day
from yvette18 :
hey there eric just wanted to tell you that I have finally caught up with your diary. If you are ever online and would like to talk to me my sn is yvette18m. This is for yahoo, and aol instant messenger. See ya soon.
from abacinate :
You're quite welcome :) And if I ever become a movie producer I promise I'll make a movie about The Claw! And you'll get 70 percent of the money made!
from indie-snob :
hello there. i reviewed a Coldplay show I saw last night and thought you may be interested. i have a bunch of other reviews here, too. check it out, thanks!
from darkfairy13 :
I don't want love, I just love seeing it
from jbtsugar89 :
Thank you very much for leaving me a note, I completely did not expect that! Also, for liking my pictures. *shakes head* I'm very much an amateur photographer:) I've taken almost a thousand pictures in the last 5 or 6 months, and have only posted a few of them - and there's a reason why... :) But thanks again very much for leaving me a note and looking at my pictures!
from kishijoten :
hey - it is locked for now, but in a few hours time (come midnight english time if I'm still online) when i can get gold membership and stats then it'll be unlocked :) of course you may not understand half (or all) of it. ah well. *hugs*
from shortst101 :
Sending you a bucketful of smiles and more hugs than you can count.
from celticdreamz :
Thanks! The place you have yours now, they are ok with that?
from icesprite :
Just wanted to give you a kiss honey, sorry I haven't been around for you lately :( *kisses*
from sistercookie :
I really love your diary. I checked out your other diary too. Very creative. If you are online I would like to talk to you. You can get my info from my profile page. You rock!
from jbtsugar89 :
At the chance of sounding corny (okay, I am going to sound corny), you are very blessed to have experienced love - no matter if you're "normal" or not. My sister hasn't, and I'm still waiting.
from jbtsugar89 :
I've read about you on various other profiles, but I just never got around to clicking your name. I didn't even make the connection when I clicked your banner. Not until I bookmarked you did I look at the address and realize. I'm glad I clicked that link. My sister was diagnosed with the same condition as yours about 6 or so years ago, and it's been really tough to live with her. *shakes head* I'm probably the only one she confides in for a significant amount of times. Iíll keep reading.
from yvette18 :
hello there, I just wanted to say hello. In your diary that I have read so far, you say that u do not answer notes and gb entries rarely, but I hope that you find the time to say hello. I have a person in my family who has a mental disorder. My mom is bipoliar, and was diagnosed with schitzophrenia not too long ago. I can't say that I know how you feel, but I can relate to some of your problems because my mom has the same problems. Well, I just wanted drop a line and say hello.
from orchdreamer :
you sound uber cool lol kudos to you! chow and have a great day. :0)
from darkfairy13 :
beutiful entry ^_^
from likedying :
im to shy to start instand message convos to. :)
from tearswithin :
When I read about you, I got tears in my eyes. I hope everything works out for you. *AC*
from kikassblonde :
hello, i dont know you, and you quite obviously dont know me. I randomly chose a diary on the internet one day, and it happened to be yours. I read the stuff that you wrote about yourself. I have to admire you because you lay it all out on the line for people to see and i think that is amazing.You seem like you have been through alot of shit in your life. You said u didnt say that stuff to get sympathy from people and i completely understand what you mean but at the same time i must say that i am sorry. I do however think that you sound like a very strong person. Okay you probably think that im a huge freak and shit so ill end this note now. its not turning out it was supposed to lol. Take Care
from froot-punch :
HEY....GOT MY KEYCHAIN THE OTHER DAY. THANKS A BUNCH!!! =)
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from jinkleberry :
I like gummy bears
from bellamante :
LoL!!! I love that entry!
from bellamante :
I stumbled upon your diary today. I love the pic in that last entry (sky). I love Nora Jones and Sylvia Plath and a lot of the other stuff you put in your profile actually. Happy Thursday!
from abacinate :
If they don't see what a fabulous person you are then well I guess they sound a lot like my family. To be able to go to sleep happy, I have to be like an hour away from any family member. I think people should definitely start being more compassionate or else I'll have to open a Big Can O' (sleepy) Whoop Ass on them.
from fragile-hope :
you know, i've always adored your diary. i read it often and it always makes me feel better. i don't know if that means anything, but yeah. take care. xx julia
from jessnichole :
You've got a neopet! :) Sweet! I love neopets.. it's my anti-drug. :) BTW.. gosh I love reading your entries. They are hilarious. :) anyways.. if you wanna check out my neopet thing, my name on it is jessicanichole_1986. :) I own a guild and everything. :) ok.. I'm going. and just to let you know, I've told 10 different people about the keychain, and have given all ten hugs. :)
from emptyhouse :
faux perceptions. nice. trendy radiohead quote. hmm...nice kitten though
from cherry-girl :
i shall. no evil for me. i love the keychain by the way.
from sillybeth :
My health insurance doesnt have a limit to prescriptions that I can get per year...atleast not that I am aware of... hmmmm if you are interested, please go to their website and check it out. Its Fortis :) And you can go to any doctor that you want...soo maybe one near by??? :)
from icesprite :
I miss you sweetie. Come see me soon won't you? *mwah*
from phatgrrl :
I can't belive you would let yourself be victimized by your doctor like that. That man is in charge of making you BETTER... what he did is nearly as bad as if he were to have sex with you... And yes, he DOES get paid to fill out your paper work, he makes AT LEAST $200 an hour, and if he was anything like my psychiatrist, my appointments only lasted 10 minutes if that. You discount yourself saying that "this is the real world" but it's not. First off, you have a disease that distorts reality... secondly letting that man get away with what he's doing is contributing to making the world worse. You should call your SSI/SSD representative and inform them, also talk to your sister about it. Don't just let people do this to you.
from sillybeth :
Hey, I one time found $200 at the mall in this one shoe store. I probably should of told somebody that I found it. But it was wrapped up in this piece of paper and it said "here is your money B" ... and im like "hey, my name starts with B" ... so I kept it. And then this one time, during Christmas holiday at the mall, I found a $20 laying on the floor. I looked around for like a brief second and picked that baby up. I havent found any money laying around lately tho :( Maybe it only happens in so many years.
from brandifairy :
I'm new to this place, but I like your diary. Have a good day!
from dcalienz :
Eric your well wishes came at a very appropriate time. Sorry you lost your train of thought, though it is ok that you did not email me. I am glad you told me cause that is as good as getting a letter :). I am not sure though I think the only time I may have smiled the day you left me the note was when I read it. That means a lot. Oh and before I forget, your comments in your profile are appreciated too. One of your old entries was one of my favorites, about when you are at your weakest moments you can be your strongest with Jewel singing you were meant for me. I still think about that when times are hard like now. Thanks for caring. :) I am smiling today.
from jklmra :
Just saying hi:)
from shashalina03 :
Hey HEy whats up whats up? nothing here well thanx for writing me back!!
from shashalina03 :
Hey HEy whats up whats up? nothing here well thanx for writing me back!!
from abacinate :
I'll direct the movie!!! I can see it now..."The Claw's Lament"! Yes, I'm doing quite well, thank you. I hope you are doing wondifulously fabulous!
from jessnichole :
I got the smiley face keychain today! :) Thanks a ton... it's so cute. haha.. I laughed so hard when I grabbed it out of my dad's hands after saying "Who would Jessi get a letter from in California?". I will give people hugs all day tomrrow! It'll be like that Dave Matthews video. :) thanks again! ttyl! buhbye!
from sillybeth :
Oh my dear Eric...I do not have any special talents at all..however I am practicing to try and move my boobs without using my hands..that would be great....and Im on a quest to find out what strippers do with glowsticks.
from luvmysk8rboi :
I noticed your banner. How do I make one and how do I put it on diaryland?
from sillybeth :
Eric..how awesome are you to scale Mt Everest with those beautifully blonde twins! Tell the freakishly tall chick that I am sorry for taking Yao away from her...Its not her fault that he likes 5'10" chicks.
from mousegoddess :
umm...no...wolverine's power is a healing power...the admantium was added later by an experiment... I'm such a geek...
from abacinate :
I'll be rooting for The Claw!!
from shashalina03 :
u seem cool leave me a message sometime and my name is shashina
from sillybeth :
lol my sister can do the same thing with her fingers!! Its rather creepy! Me, I have no unusual talent :(
from nisha026 :
I love your banner! (Matchbox 20) That is all. Take care! ::hugs::
from yellogoodbye :
i wanna touch y our mouseO_~
from z0tl :
!subsequentlyidonothing! jesnow, but later we might still drink a pot of coffee @starbucks
from z0tl :
i watched the Big Red Dog cartoon as well. while the humor was smooth, the topix approached were quite hard to tackle in our real-real wxorld. but you are uproariously funny tho, so i still read you, i admit it, i may even be gay after all, but not in this wxRld :)
from heartisfist :
YOU ARE HILARIOUS. :) That is all.
from sunnflower :
I finally succumbed to your link on top sites - you are number one which is a very cool place to be. I am so glad I did. Your journal is a delight and I am so glad I discovered it.
from cherry-girl :
i want to hug you :D thanks for the keychian and note :D
from uclafan87 :
Thank you SO much! You are god.
from darkfairy13 :
Yeah the comic is awsome, you have to read it sometime
from kateeatworld :
"Its just a jump to the left." :) I saw today that you list Norah Jones as a favorite of yours -- did you know that she went to the same college as I do for awhile? When she went to UNT she lived in the dorm room down the hall from me (only, she lived there a few years earlier than I did so I never met her). But, since we all have community bathrooms in that dorm, that must be my claim to fame: I have used the same sink as Norah Jones. :)
from froot-punch :
Thanks for the really nice note. =) It made me smile! =)
from icesprite :
I want to fly too.
from darkfairy13 :
Your dairy is captivating, also a ghost world fan *^_^*. I wonder if I said this before, my memory is really shot....
from cherry-girl :
i want a keychain!!! oh and i love your banner and diary. mines locked. the user and pword are spidey and undies.
from z0tl :
Dear Anthony, I think I took care of your request already, but you can always let me know if it wasn't the right one:z
from z0tl :
thank you Anthony. Mikey
from kateeatworld :
Rocky Horror is one of my favorite movies -- Tim Curry is amazing! You are right, it has developed a huge cult following and continues to play all over the country at midnight showings where people dress up in costumes (did they do that when you saw it?) shout things at the screen, and use props. As for fun for the whole family, I think I would blush if I brought mine along -- too many sexual innuendos for the fam for my taste.
from uclafan87 :
i have a question. how did you add that music thing on your diary? ive wanted one for awile, but dont know where to go! any help is greatly appreciated..THANKS!
from bangetsavoha :
I did finish watching Donnie Darko. Good movie. I'm at a loss for what to say here, so I'll just talk to you later. Love ya hun, and...*BIG HUG*
from malistican :
I heard you had smiley face keychains. Is that true? Leave me a message on my guestbook, and get in contact with me! I need keychains!
from jen69 :
I agree. I'd like to think that we don't have a destiny. That somewhere along the line we all have choices. But then there's that little part of me that believes in fate. Like I said, I'm a bundle of contradictions.
from greendust :
hello there. i saw your banner so i clicked it and your diary interests me. you have cool dreams; weird, like mine. anyway, i just wanted to say hi. ;)
from abacinate :
I just found out there's no such thing as Miss Daisy Chainsaws! All my hopes and dreams down the drain!!! If I ever miraculously get ahold of one I'll be sure to take pics for you though :)
from simeons-twin :
Thanks, Booby! "Dream until your dreams come true" back at you :)
from mangofarmer :
I would love to sell you some shoes. Just as long as you're not looking for velcro shoes in size 11 1/2, then I cannot help you. ;)
from lousrose :
sure you can post the pics up! and the shirtless man is ditty haha my moms boyfriend haha
from myhorizons :
OMG! You have so many people who list you as there favorite! That's great. Congrats :)
from lousrose :
omfg hon you are so hilarious i can't stop laughing.
from minstrelite :
thanks for john lennon...i needed that this morning
from icesprite :
Awwwww..I love you more!!! Thank you sweetie pie *mwah* *mwah* *mwah* Love your very own little sprite
from phatgrrl :
"No deje mi puerta abierta todo el dia, por favor."
from katy-bug :
Oh, Eric Anthony. I am such a dork. Now I've noticed the Crazy / Beautiful thing has nothing to do with Katie Holmes. Silly me.
from elateddream :
o_0;
from elateddream :
E-ra-ra-ic. Sorry, I've always wanted to call you that.
from abacinate :
haha very funny :)
from kidneygurl :
Love the garden pics!
from phatgrrl :
hey Boo, a friend from high school who I've kept in contact with is paranoid schizzo though he isn't being treated and, I think, has run off to the desert again to try to find god. anyway I thought you might find it interesting to read his diaries, for a reminder of how bad it could be.... his diaries are http://fain.diaryland.com and ourhours.diaryland.com
from froot-punch :
I just had to tell you that that last entry you made (the one about your Cressida and your dad?) well, I don't know. I don't wanna say it was "good" but I hope you know what I mean. It's just really got me thinking about my dad who left when I was four and a bunch of other stuff. Wow.
from gingerxbread :
i thought you. oh. well. im glad i came back and found you. you're like jesus ressurected.
from patw-21 :
glow in tha dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from washmylove :
Gorgeous diary, most excellent taste in music you have there (Pearl Jam!) :)
from mwman :
Lonely men, shouldn`t leave messages on nice girls notes, when they don`t know them.
from swan-song :
Hey, wasn't the topic for your Crazy/Beautiful contest a question I asked for one of your surveys? {Laughs}
from patw-21 :
smiley key chains are awesome...but do they come in blue
from maddypunk :
How did you get music to play on your diary?
from mouser919 :
hello oh mysterious one...i'm not quite sure how you found me, but i'm beginning to get used to this whole...new person thing. hopefully we'll talk more in the future perceptionss.
from dcalienz :
Thank you so much for the well wishes. It is nothing serious in the life threatening way. I should have given more details Ha ha I will tend to that Thanks. Eric.
from swan-song :
Hey, I forgot to email you earlier and say THANKS! for the happy face keychain. I have it attached to my backpack so every morning before I go to class it reminds me to smile :) Five hugs down, two more to go, but I'm thinking maybe I'll continue the hugs till my arms fall off, or until I am diagnosed with cooties. Whichever comes first. Have a spiffy day.
from iopeace :
it is only locked to keep people who use this computer from reading. alas, I live at home with many siblings and parents and etc. I had intended to give you the password in fact, with instructions to check it out if you were bored -- macaroni/salad (yes, I am creative, I know) -- and that invitation still stands :)
from franka :
That second cat pic is hilarious. Hahahaha...
from finalscore :
thank you. thank you very much. i got your letter today, with a happy face keychain -- i haven't been on to even notice the giveaway. so i didn't know about it. after i read, "dear dana, give someone a big hug :]" i smiled at the thought and went to just put the note away and get comfortable. but my mom, she was standing there, and she loves hugs. and i said, "someone told me to give you a big hug." so, thank you.
from shortst101 :
How can I get a happy face key chain? Or are they all gone?
from kateeatworld :
Ah...the "fuck you back" mantra. Excellent. More mountains in this world would be mobile if people only realized they could do it!
from neshachan :
Corduroy is my favorite Pearl Jam song...
from sarahloishum :
Hey there I just wanted to say thanks for droping by my diary. You're right, Lee Sobiesky is rather cool. I just want to say that I really dig your journal and you're writing. You remind me a lot of my brother... I think you're totally sweet. So.. I have to ask.. You send out those key chains to your fans, but has any body sent you a key chain? You totally deserve one... Cheers
from neshachan :
thanks for the kind words~
from imnotakiller :
you got the short part right. i miss you eric. im never on anymore, im so sorry. when i do get on though your not on :(. love you, buh bye.
from addiqtion :
a Happy Face Keychain would certainly give me a 'Happy Face', especially if personally signed by the one and only Eric-aka-Booby. that is, if you're willing to send one over to little ole New Zealand for moi. please consider. =)
from lousrose :
haha i love you hon!!! xoxoxo.
from gods :
deja-vu
from sillers :
Hey I wanna paypal you a dollah but I can not find the linky thingy!!!!!!!
from icesprite :
*mwah* Sorry I haven't been around much for you recently my cariad. I miss you. I hope you're feeling better sweetheart - love your very own little Sprite
from kateeatworld :
I feel rather behind -- I had no idea you were back until just recently. I am so pleased. I was very sad that you left. Wish you the best!
from fummy-cheese :
Hey, I was hoping you'd be online... alas all in vain, Maybe i'll talk to you some other time.. I find that Pudding drives toe sucking creatures away.
from acutrythm :
Hi Booby! ^__^. I just thought I'd stop by and give you a little hello.
from shut-upxcunt :
I dare say, you listen to the greatest music ever. And a question, how do you get the little real player thing on there? For I would like to do the same in my diary. You are a wonderful human being in which I shall make love to on a glorious glorious day. Word. -Dru
from neshachan :
Sounds like an unfriendly neighborhood! :<
from neshachan :
I'll be thinking of and praying for your brother. I know a few people over there myself, and it's horrible not knowing if they're safe or not. Take care.
from angrypariah :
hey kitten, really glad to see you're alive and well, and the works. we should talk sometime, yeah?
from anticrew :
my dad used to have this liquor bottle that had one of those little cherub things on it. i was always highly disturbed by it when i was little because the thing used to piss the liquor out of its midget penis. imagine seeing a cherub piss rum! man, i miss my dad!
from krazekrise :
Hey bud! I stumbled across your diary and wow, I'm really glad I did. You are an amazing individual.. no questions asked! I really wish I could talk with you some day and try to get to know you better. You are one of the most interesting and compassionate people I've even encountered... thanks for letting me into your world just a little bit! Love, Chrissy
from smile4onlyu :
aliens and anal probing....humm....too much for me today!
from ladyofamber :
*hugs n hugs n hugs n huggles n stuff* :) just written a private entry, kinda contradicts the last public one.... but - thats life. and me. up and down more times than a yo-yo :/
from dcalienz :
Eric, I almost forgot, that Lennon song off the double fantasy album is just so great.
from untame-able :
I worry about you.
from icesprite :
Sweetie, when you were ranting, you forgot the "gorgeous" "intelligent" and just generally "special" bits :p Missing you - your very own little Sprite
from rini69 :
Hehe.. awww ok! Thx anywho! Also do u have any pictures?
from icesprite :
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from notbychoice :
i have been reading this for somtime now and you always amaze me.
from icesprite :
I miss you.
from smile4onlyu :
thx for the message i dont want u to feel bad for me tho..its crazy but shit like that makes us who we r it makes us week or strong...snd i honestly believe all the shit has made me fairly strong. thx again
from wallflower26 :
i love your banner, with the lyric from "black" by pearl jam. just wanted to let you know that you picked my favorite line in the entire world of music. so, good choice.
from astro-vamps :
ah yes, The Doors *sighs*. I'm the only 14 year old here that even knows who they are. Then again...I'm also the only 14 year old i know that likes the cure, joy division and david bowie too. but there's life for ya. thanks for the note! *smiles* they make me feel loved.
from lousrose :
oh honey you are a wonderful brother and an amazing person
from neshachan :
Wow, I clicked back to your diary from the banner with Pearl Jam lyrics... good choice.
from dragonflys :
your entries always make me smile. thanks for cheering up my day :)
from astro-vamps :
i really like your diary. and you have good taste in just about everything. keep up the writing cause i love reading your diary.
from rabidkiwi :
www.cfainc.org/breeds/profiles/jpgs-bob/selkirksh3.jpg - Evillest kitty ever.
from forsakenstar :
Aawww! Sweetie! *big smile* Thank you...
from jen69 :
hey. i was just wondering how you got the songs to play on your page. i've tried but i can only ever get crap midi files with someone playing a keyboard. they sound like they should be played in retirement homes. yours sound cool. and real.
from japanesebaby :
pedophilia's wasted on anyone over twelve, i'd say. ;
from neshachan :
Thanks for the nice message...^_^ I do my best but the diary ends up being a venting place. o_o; I'm more cheerful than I seem, honest.
from tawnee :
Hey thanks hun..i really dont know what picture you are refering to, but thanks:) *smile*
from icesprite :
That one's only for guys! My hobbit name, according to: http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit/default.asp is Bramblerose Bunce of Brockenborings, or Orangeblossom Bunce of Brockenborings, the first from Victoria and seond from Vicky :) What are you?
from mangofarmer :
Your note just made me smile. I signed the petition earlier this evening. Have a wonderful night, Eric. :)
from lousrose :
you were online the other day but i was too tired to talk. please come on soon! did you listen to the song? did you like it? ;)
from dcalien :
I love Desperado, and most any other Eagle songs for that matter. First time I ever heard it applied to rodents. :) Your imagination is a blessing to those who see it, Eric. -dave
from wzrdofozfan :
hola. what? where did you get that question [you really like the nickname ginger]? im confused. youre so awesome. wow. yeah. i wanna be just like you.
from lousrose :
*hugs* i love you!
from shortst101 :
hugsssssssssssss, lots of them
from neshachan :
Wow, that's really nifty you had some corespondence with such a cool actress, and how nice of her to reply to you. :) I'm an old movie buff too, and when I was in my teens, I decided to write to some of my favorite actresses from the golden age as well... how dissapointed I was when so many of them had died before I could tell them how much I enjoyed their movies.
from obscured :
do you take lorazepam?
from mary-poppins :
Ohh.. I just tried to make a donationie thingie but I don't have a credit card.. Gimme ur address again.. *Will send 10 dollars when I get my allowance* Take caree.. -Gina
from mary-poppins :
That's so cool..! I love TATU.. And yay for Finch.
from myhappiness :
Hey, thanks for the note. I finally smiled, BTW.
from monkiebob :
yeah. me and my friend are growing apart and it sucks. it happens, i guess. we're supposed to go on a road trip this summer and she said she wants to go, but i don't know if that's just her bs. it's really hard to grow up sometimes. thanks for your note. later. -Allison
from flagrant :
thankies for the note :) you bet my birthday will rock my ass
from dcalien :
That was very nice of you to thank me in my gb Eric. I hope you have many more bdays. :)
from mangofarmer :
Aww, hehe. Thanks for your note. I guess everyone wanted me to get shoes for them last night because I'm just so nice. Or something. Maybe. Well anyway, have a wonderful day! :)
from paintedkiss :
awww.. i feel so left out :( <3
from girl-aflame :
Wow, you're back...welcome back.
from dcalien :
I see you are spending your valentine day here too. Haha Ok, have a good one Eric.
from jen69 :
happy birthday huney. sorry it's belated. i am dumb
from nosecandi :
Signs! wasn't it such a good movie! have you seen the Ring? and if so, did you think Signs was better? So far ive got 2 people on my list of people that thought Signs was scarier. Oh yeah, and you're diary kicks some... other diary arse.
from lousrose :
happy birthday my lil eric! i love you! hugs!
from mangofarmer :
In my first grade picture, I was wearing a blue Betty Boop one-piece jumper. It was snazzy, let me tell you. :)
from dcalien :
Hello Eric, nice to see you.
from z0tl :
good times.
from perceptionss :
Hello.

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