messages to punk-loser:
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from euphoric-fae :
i guess the first thing that comes to mind is "goodbye". i remember when you left me an odd note back in 2004 ("i really have nothing pleasant to say about you") you were quite the angsty little thing back then. we got into this note-chat.. anyway. i'll certainly miss reading your entries. drop me a note if you ever pass by this part of cyberspace again. be well and byebye punk-loser, Carine.
from amylee1fan :
Awww...yeah your journal will be missed.Wow it's so weird to look back at how long I've had my diary.I was like a little kid when I started it.(lol)Now I'm alot older,mature and married to top it all off.(lol)But anyways I just wanted to say that you are an awesome writer.There probably isn't anybody who could express themselves any better,and I hope that your entries touched other people's lives the way that they have touched mine.You are a great person,and there will never be anyone else like you. :) By the way, I know that I gave you that other link to my myspace,but if you ever actually want to add me to your friends here's the link to my private profile. http://www.myspace.com/lindsaylovesdaniel I only add people that I know on that one.I stopped updating my diaryland journal a long time ago,but I check my myspace thing daily.So anyways,ttyl hopefully! ♥ ♥Lin♥
from writergrrl88 :
Your journal will be VERY missed! *hugs*
from liquid-mojo :
Dude I know how you feel, sometimes I feel like doing the exact same thing and just locking down this shit. Anyway, good luck with wherever life may lead...
from hlupak :
i'm going to miss you. good luck in all that you endeavor.
from iluvtunes :
So, can I atleast have your url at myspace?
from iluvtunes :
Alright fucker...don't be such a hater of flaky bitches! DO you still live in the same place?
from iluvtunes :
Remember me? The flaky-ass bitch that can't seem to pull her head out of her ass long enough to send you the fucking Mr. Bungle bootleg that I promised you well over a year ago?? Yea...that's me. Anyways, I hear you're on MySpace. URL please?? Mine is http://www.myspace.com/mikepattonisgod. So, do you still live at the same address in Vegas? xo...........Christina
from writergrrl88 :
*hugs*
from amylee1fan :
Happy Halloween!!! <br>♥Lindsay<br>
from writergrrl88 :
yay for books! good luck, man!
from amylee1fan :
Hey, you have a myspace page?that's cool so do I.The link is http://myspace.com/im_willing_2_bleed_4_u.If you ever want to look at it.Well I'm gonna go now ttyl! :D ♥+++Lindsay+++
from writergrrl88 :
Glad to hear you found a job, and I hope you find a (better) home soon. Please, enjoy your job at Borders and post about it often -- I would love to live vicariously through you on that one. (One of my regrets is that before taking up University employment, I never worked at either a video or book store.) *e-hugs* ~lita~
from jt76 :
First off- I stumbled across you through Bohner, and subsequently had to add you to my faves list- if for no other reason than we like the same shit. I hear you on the female front. I've been in your shoes many a time, and it sucks. I don't care how many times women say they like sensitive, caring, shy men, 90% of the time, their actions tell another story. What women REALLY want is someone outgoing, assertive and confident (i.e.- the dickheads in bars who are hitting up anything with a pulse) but who will all of a suddent become smitten and sensitive once said guy meets them. Problem is, that never happens. Oh well. To better days, man! P.S.- Jackie Treehorn treats objects like they women, man!
from salambander :
From a girly perspective, I have to say this: Personally, I like shy guys. Really. Guys who think they hold the key to a girls' pants are offputting, even scary, whereas guys who politely ask to borrow said key are welcome to it. Unless it's in use. This metaphor is annoying me. Ignore it. Just pretend you didn't read this. Arg. And I was in such a good mood... so much for that...
from iluvtunes :
Ya probably think that I forgot about your Mr. Bungle cd yet AGAIN! But you're wrong....I didn't forget. It's just that I ended up moving back to Vegas on less than a moments notice, and all my shit was packed up in boxes. Including the wraging wrath of the easter bunny. But, I have it in my hot little hand right now. In fact, I ALMOST taped it to your door the other day, but I figured that it would either get stolen, or else it would just creep you the fuck out when ya found it. So, I PROMISE TO TAKE MY LAZY ASS TO A FUCKING POST OFFICE AND MAIL THE GODDAMN CD TO YOU AS SOON AS I POSSIBLY CAN! (No really, I mean it.) xo...Christina
from salambander :
Well, since we seem to be on the subject of fashion punks, Avril LeCrap played live at the Dome in my town last week. She was as crap as predicted (so I hear) and from what I can see on the videos my roomate took, she was lipsynching - you absolutely cannot play an entire guitar solo on only one cord. Unless, apparently, you're avril. Hmm. Ugh
from zigglett :
Hey Chris, I think you're fucking top notch. And I live on the otherside of the continent and shit [where the sun don't shine and neither do the faces] so you must be doing something right. Word.
from hlupak :
you're not a footnote. you just need to get off of your ass and let your creative geuius flow. you need to forgive yourself for your past mistakes and move on. remember god sent you to piss the world off.
from amylee1fan :
Wow...Nine Inch Nails live..I can't imagine how great that probably was.Trent Reznor's voice is so fucking amazing ,too.I'm so fucking jealous.:p heh...Well talk to ya later!ByE!!! - LiN
from salambander :
Lucky bastard. I doubt NIN have even heard of South Africa. Will they tour here? I doubt it. But one can always dream...
from hlupak :
you don't fucking overuse the fucking word fuck. i thought the screenplays were funny. i always enjoy your diary. i am glad to read that things are going better. we need a punk-loser fan club.
from iluvtunes :
If you give me a Vegas address, I'll send you the raging wrath of the easter bunny. I promise! xo................Christina p.s- I grew up in Vegas, and I thought you'd wanna know that one of the best bars there is this grungy little punk-rock bar called "the Double-Down". Live music most nights, and porn on monitors in all four corners of the room running 24 hours a day. Ya simply gotta love it! It's over by the hard-rock.
from brer-rappit :
wait a minute, your living in Las Vegas now? i live in Las Vegas! or maybe i'm seeing things cause i'm all high right now, ugh.
from critiques :
I left a message in your guestbook, but messed up in my attempt to send you the URL of your review. I'll paste it in here, so you'll be able to access it. http://critiques.diaryland.com/punkloser.html
from salambander :
I'm cured! (no, not really, I'm still addicted, but I'm feeling much better now.) And yes I do look like the scary sick chick in 6th Sense. ... I'm feeling much better now...
from iluvtunes :
I don't see Mr. Bungle or The Dillinger Escape Plan on your "List of favorite music". Something is DEFINITELY wrong with this picture! (By the way, Edgar Frog lives in Vegas, too.) And furthermore, I just realized the other day that I NEVER sent you the raging wrath of the easter bunny!! Do ya still want it?? Lemme know. xo..................Christina
from hlupak :
you're not going to get rid of us that easily. we need a punk-loser fan club.
from salambander :
Waaa. I haven't had my daily/weekly fix of tofu in so long, I'm starting to twitch. Come back!
from salambander :
Gezundheit.
from salambander :
And so I shall! I shall eat them all! Mua ha ha ha ha ha.... (moments later)... oooer I feel ill oh my...
from salambander :
I salute you. *salutes*
from hlupak :
BRAVO!
from hlupak :
you will never be a waste of webspace or any other kind of space. you just need to take some time to figure out what you need to do with your life. talk to people you trust. the state that you are in is not permanent.
from valhala :
long time no speak my friend of friends... Just wanted to let you know shits been mega crazy but I've been keeping tabs on you through your journals. I hope all is well on the Nevada front... Drop me a line Mr. Tofu I'm interested to here how your doing... Bitches and Heroin fo life mutha fucka
from salambander :
Girls in general hit hard. I made a guy's nose bleed once, he ran crying to the principal. Wuss.
from hlupak :
hang in there! you'll make it! then your genius will shine!
from hlupak :
i'm not going to give up on you. you can come out of this..pick yourself up. see a counsellor. the most important thing is to get off of your ass and get it in gear. you can do it.
from jadedcrow :
*kicks and runs* Mwahahahaahahahahahahahahaha!!!! Reactivate your SG account soon fucker.
from salambander :
well, you seem to have had an equally shitty day so I may as well return the favour. *random thought* My uncle is in tech support, wuite a young uncle at only 23 but I interned under him for a couple of days. I know the hell you have been through. If the printer isn't fucked up the bloody people in insurance downstairs are whining because their email is being sadistic. Little do the little people know... we set the email to misbehave on purpose. The email is our friend. Hee hee hee... it made it more interesting to see old people throwing things at their computers. But the broken screens just add to the shitload of work we had to do. Well, what my uncle had to do. I think he thought I was his free secretary or something - I sorted keys and filed things. Yay! I love repetitive menial labour. The funny thing is I'm not being sarcastic. I'm hungry.*end of random thought* *beep beep*
from brer-rappit :
"suffering for the cure" was a good entry, i was feelin' line for bloody line. wanted to say this awhile back, but the new layout is badass!
from salambander :
I had a shit day. And you cheered me up. Yay! All hail Tophu and the leprechaun/badgers. I worship at your feet. *worships at feet*
from hlupak :
where you are now is not a permanent condition. keep on writing. one of these days you'll be known as a great writer. you already entertain lots of people. if we ever met and you asked nicely i might think of considering pondering giving you a blow job. (lol) remember that one of your purposes on this planet is to give shit to dumb fucks.
from writergrrl88 :
who you are is something deep within your heart. all that aside, sometimes you just have to do things to "level up" in life. *smiles* i don't know, man, but i think you've got a very high intelligence score. ~lita~
from hlupak :
hang in there. maybe you need to force yourself to get more active. maybe you need to take a walk on the wild side. open yourself to possibilities.
from chickpea981 :
Theres nothing wrong with needing space froma person. Everyone goes through that. Youcannot spend every single waking moment iwth a person - it's just not normal. You don't love her any less because you want to take a break. I hope you get what you want/need.
from theascension :
Things fucking suck, but don't they always? At least there's always someone to talk/vent at. Hell, you could talk to me, even though I haven't the foggiest why you would. If you wish, all my contact info is in my journal somewhere. Hope things get better.
from writergrrl88 :
hope things get better for you. wishing you the best, as always. hang in there, man. ~lita~
from hlupak :
welcome back! hang in there! i've missed reading your diary.
from theascension :
So why the fuck aren't you writing anymore?? I miss reading things that drip with cynicism.
from candoor :
happy new year :)
from amylee1fan :
Hey,you're back!I haven't been on here in a long time myself.My computer had a virus.So...well I guess I'll go now.I just wanted to tell you that it's cool that you're writing again.'Cuz I love that you tell things the way that they are,and don't sugar coat it.This world needs more people like you.I know I've probably told you that before,but oh well. -Lin
from stonedgurl69 :
seriously, you need to get over yourself. thinking that im 13-16 made me laugh so hard i peed my pants. your right tho, only dumb shits get addicted to meth, i never once thought i was cool for doing it. i felt retarded every time i did a line of that shit. funny, thats what they call it too, shit. anyway, im much older than you think, so maybe you should re asses the way you view people, and if you knew the kind of place i lived in maybe you wouldnt be so god damn rude. and NO, i will not kill myself in the next 20 minutes, nor the next 20 years. im not that much of a dumbass.
from salambander :
Locked my site, if you ever get around to reviewing me, email me for the password at [email protected]
from salambander :
snoochie wha..? It's 6.18 am for god's sake! snooch... argle dee splargle die greugh. zzz
from salambander :
somewhere in my previous note, I don't know where but it's there, is a compliment. Something to do with the length of your entries, and me feeling deprived of my near-daily punk-loser-fix. It's there.
from hamiltonian :
Vote for me diaryland president, just visit my site and vote today... btw.. I cave on Stan Lee.. your right he did create awesome characters...
from salambander :
rawr you are not a bear. You are a lazy excuse for a human being. How dare you not update for aaages? And then when you do, you say "Rawr I am a bear." That's it. Nothing more. I want to throw the computer at a toddler. And speaking of lazy, I thought you were reviewing for the nazis, what happened to that? Grrr... Or should I say Rawr? ;P
from monkey-king :
Just checking to see if you ever got the book? So, did you ever get the book?
from salambander :
OK. I'm sorry I insulted your bangs. Wow, I never apologise... maybe the voices in my head do like you after all. They say "Hi" by the way.
from spunkcore :
Hahaha, funny thing about meatballs. My tonsils are all swollen so when you look at the back of my mouth, they (the tonsils) look like uncooked fleshy meatballs. Yummers! AREN'T YOU GLAD YOU I TOLD YOU THAT? OHMYHECK I BET YOU ARE! <3
from writergrrl88 :
you rock!!! yes, i remember the '80s when "Roots" was a mini-series ... we're a rare breed these days, though - those of us that remember all things old-school. i'm glad to know i'm not the only one. ~lita~ p.s. - your layout still makes me smile every time i read your diary.
from suta :
Hee, I liked your entry... One of the few really long entries I ever saw. I love you style of writing, mine is a bit..well...yeah..kinda...weird.. Oh just fuck it. I need black coffee...so bye bye!
from salambander :
I dreamt I had Kiedis's baby... didnt dream the conception though. Dammit.This is weird, my name is Katherine... (x-files theme song) I'm going to go hide under my bed...
from salambander :
nothings wrong with them but pls... u can't call five (I counted) greasy/gelled strands bangs. I have nothing against bangs, I have them, but they have to be done properly... For pete's sake. However, I'm a girl, and it is common knowledge around the world that the only guys that bangs suit are asian. Unless they're long and shaggy, in your eyes, kinda sexy ones...
from spunkcore :
it's Joss from SG. I just wanted to say hi. So hi!
from salambander :
dammit I can't paragraph in notes. I'm going to go kill myself - life without proper formatting is not life at all.
from salambander :
Screw generally trying to be nice.<P> Oh my god. Is that a fringe? or bangs or whatever you call it. I don't speak American. My friend, I'm afraid I have lost all respect for you as an intelligent individual in dire need of therapy. In my eyes you are now an idiot in dire need of therapy because of his FRINGE/BANGS.</P><P>cut it. now!</P>Wait, put the scissors away. I may be able to suppress my extreme hatred of fringe/bangs because it is not particularly long or thick (think mushroom haircut). But now I dislike you again, as you are smoking something and not sharing. Bastard.
from salambander :
also... the layout is much nicer than that crap boring annoying one before. Schweinhund. Yes, I went to the Nazi page, can you tell?
from moeia :
any time. I try to be generally nice except to insecure barbie wannabes also known as the bob-flicks (because of the way they walk: bob..flick..bob..flick) but I'm getting sidetracked. Maybe u had a mental growth spurt or something. But then u'd look like mojo jojo. Oh no... not powerpuff comparisons again. oh dear. Hate that show. For some reason I tend to identify with the bad guy, and watching him/her get their ass kicked makes me wanna cry. sob. I'm going to go crawl under my bed and suck my thumb while dust bunnies do what bunnies do... ;) ps I have a new site, ur welcome to add to it, just click add an entry. its called http://salambander.diaryland.com/ Dont tell me you don't know about the silent b in salambander? like apbricot. and siliconeb. oh yea of little verbal tolerance...
from hlupak :
YOU ARE NOT A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. (there are some caps for you.) you are a highly intelligent, talented individual. you just need to get motivated. remember you have more than a hard cock to give the world. (sorry, but i am not interested in whatever you have in your pants, your thoughts, writing and rants interest me more.(lol)) (i apologize for using a fucking cliche.) if you are going to put anyone down. put down the assholes who deserve it not yourself.
from moeia :
I'll be honest - in the past I've found your entries juvenile and irritating. BUt on the bright side, you seem to have grown up a lot recently, ur writing more from the heart. And as for that nikki person - offer to cook her a gourmet dinner, slip some rat poison in it and watch the bitch die. enjoy!
from hamiltonian :
I gained my real appreciation after adolescence for Kirby from Gary Panter, because Panter's been very strongly influenced or inspired or something by Kirby. There's this kind of seeing people as cubes, as blocks and space, and of letting those cubes flatten out again.--art spiegelman
from hamiltonian :
email her : [email protected]
from punk-loser :
dear stonedgurl69... or who i will refer to here after as miss dumbass username. 1) you don't have your notes turned on or a profile so i can't insult you in your own notes. 2) i had a coke problem for 5 years, it's not something i glamorize like you and your "1 and a half years of smoking meth" oooh wow. 3) don't try to impress me with your use of drugs, because, well... you wont. people who try to use drugs to make themselves seem so much more hip are fucking losers and 4) only dipshits use speed, it's a fucking lame drug that gives you the same effect as a number of energy drinks. it's not a great feeling, stimulants are fucking stupid. if you NEED to smoke speed so badly, maybe you should kill yourself. i never understood how any of my friends got so hooked on that shit. and all those fucks live in tweaker pads, and they're not a part of my life. you are a dumbass, and you should find a more constructive substance to abuse, like one that'll kill you faster. like bleach, i hear that shit fucks you up like mad!
from stonedgurl69 :
You dont know shit about shit. Try smoking meth for a year and a half,not to mention coke, acid, shrooms, etc. grow up and make sure you know what the hell your talking about before you say it.
from johnnyhollow :
*hugs* Things will work themselves out in the end, I promise.
from amylee1fan :
Hey,uh if ya ever do get back access to the internet.Here's the link to my guestbook:(amyLee1Fan.signmyguestbook.com)Ya don't have to sign it.If ya don't want to.I'll understand.Anyways,that's all I really had to say.Talk 2 ya l8er...Bye! -LIN
from talk-hard :
Hi there--I'm not sure if you remember me, but I used to read you a long long long time ago--I don't even remember what diaryland name you might've known me by, so I'm going to list off a few: scar-ling, perfectdrug, battled, thefragile-, (I'm such a diaryland whore.) But yes, I don't know if any of that rings a bell. If it doesn't, that's fine. But if it does, that's cool. It's neat to hear what you're doing these days. Hopefully you get internet back again soon... you know, your diary was always one of my longtime favorites. xo, Twiggy. And my new proper diary isn't this one. It's nervously.diaryland.com. That is all. Stay beautiful. xo.
from writergrrl88 :
i really like your template. (of course, that probably would go w/o saying b/c i'm a gamer, but since you don't know me and you don't know that, i feel the need to point it out.) anyway, your template rocks!!! ~lita~
from amylee1fan :
Hey,I'm so sorry to keep botherin' ya,but when ya get a chance,Could ya check out my last diary entry I wrote.It was a poem.I really wanna know what ya think of it.So after ya read it tell me what ya think of it. Okay?If ya would do that.I would really appreciate it.'Cuz ya know you're opinion matters alot to me.Right?Well don't be too mean.Okay?(LOL)Well talk to ya l8er! -Lin
from amylee1fan :
Hey,yeah you can write alot about barfing.(LOL),but hey it's you're diary so who gives a fuck?Anyways,heh you're family sounds alot like mine.Yeah, we're really dysfunctional.(Is 'dat how ya even spell "dysfunctional"..Meh..Fuck it..)We have fags,rednecks,snobs,weirdos etc.It's kinda funny.'Cuz I keep findin' out 'bout my family's little quirks.Even though they try to hide 'em.Heh,I keep askin' my mom,"Where's uncle chimp?"'Cuz again we have so many weird people in our family.Anyways,ya metioned you're mom has bipolar.Well so does my mom.(supposedly)I just think she had a chemical reaction to the "drugs" she used to take.'Cuz she's cleaned up now,and off of 'em,and she acts really normal.Well I betta go! -Lin
from dark-doll :
wow lol That's amazing how much you can write about vomit. Cheers! ;)
from iamelectro :
I used to be acidinferno but see that name just kind-of had to be put to sleep. Thats cool if you dont read other diaries.. I'll still continue to read yours.. Oh yeah and have fun with your laundry.. Good Day hot one...
from amylee1fan :
Look just write about what ya feel like writing about.Don't worry what other people think.I mean I've had some notes in the past that criticized me for what I wrote in one of my diary entries.I still write whatever the hell I feel like writin'.I don't give a damn what other people who read my diary think.'Cuz it's my diary.I mean sure I will admit I do like gettin' a good reaction,but it still matters more what I think...Not what the damn person readin' it is.I know this note that I'm writin' will probably sound like a bunch of nonsense bullshit to ya('cuz it even sounds that way to me),but I just wanted to tell ya that.Okay?!Please don't take any offense to this or anythang.'Cuz that's not the way I mean it.It's not like I'm tryin' to tell ya what to do or anythang.('cuz I'm not)'Cuz I know you're damn intelligent yourself! -Lin
from iamelectro :
Ok so a long time ago I added you too my favorites and back then you never added anyone.. Then I changed my name to this and I keep seeing you around in "other peoples" profiles.. So the memory of you popped into my head.. So Now I have added you once again.. I'm thinking you should add me as well..HAHA..
from hamiltonian :
I used to love playing videogames but got so agravated when I felt they cheated. olution? A sledgehammer
from softplaces :
wow. it's funny, but i went through something really similar recently, where i was in your shoes... isn't it wonderful to have someone to care so much about? it hurts to fucking change for someone else, because it makes you vulnerable, but isn't it just fucking wonderful when you trust them enough to do it anyway?
from amylee1fan :
Heh,yeah ya must really love her.'Cuz I know I wouldn't give up playin' my Playsatation 2 for the dude that I love.(LOL)No I probably would.You're really sweet to to what ya did for her.She is really lucky to have a guy like ya.
from chickpea981 :
you got rid of all your games? Man, that's true love.
from barbiewoman :
I like your last entry by the way- But practice what you preach- U were just as mean. Now I could ignore all the smart ass slang I hear from these youngins around Diaryland but it's just too much fun to pretend like I was in High School again- We grow up much too quickly!
from barbiewoman :
Woah- Now dude! And you were talkin about all the hostility from others? That Diary-Nazi bitch started shit talkin in someone's diary and I told them I didn't want a review from their site, I have heard bad things of them anyways and then the shit started- It's ok I just proved they can't back up the shit they talk. If other's would just stay out of it- it would not get so bad! But- that's the world...gossip and bitches.
from amylee1fan :
Yeah,you're right people these days are pretty fucked up about bein' somewhat able to tolerate each other.Then again,Why am I sayin' this?I can be a major asshole alot of 'da time myself.Anyways,once again what ya said today really helped me.So once again..Thanx for bein' 'da intelligent person 'dat ya are.I know I REALLY appreciate 'dat.-Lin
from hlupak :
hang in there. there are some of us out here who wish you well. i aend you warm wishes and thoughts.
from amylee1fan :
Heh,you are sooo right.
from hlupak :
once again you got it absolutely right. too many people do not want to take responsibility for their own actions. i may not always agree with everything that you write, but that is not important. if we were all alike life would be fucking boring. keep on writing, because you have a real talent.
from softplaces :
I already own Alter Echo... got it really cheap, though, so no biggie. I didn't even know about Fable (I was so out of the loop in my cubicle) until I nabbed an XBOX mag from one of the guys in the mailroom... now I'm pissed off! I hate it when I learn about cool games before they come out, I -hate- waiting! I WANT IT NOW. Okay. I'm done. I'm still on X-2... I'm a sucker for girls with weapons. And pretty graphics. It's not all I wanted it to be... but then again, neither was X. I'm just never satisfied. [+3 smoker's bonus!] P.S. -- You should use the best DnD pickup line ever on your fiance -- "Nice Charisma. Wanna fuck?"
from softplaces :
okay, random question for you (and acknowledgement of your gaming wisdom): is alter echo for xbox any good? or do you refuse to play the x? is it good enough for me to stop playing dark alliance in order to give it a try? :} i hope your HP goes up soon. you should ask for fiance for a laying of hands. and other things.
from hamiltonian :
I like Mike Allfred.. better than the rest . I love Rick Veitch's MAXIMORTAL.I like some of McClouds work like DESTROY! but disagree with UNDERSTANDING COMICS. Perosnally I dont think he understands them at all. I take Bernie Krigstein approach as every panel should stand as a singular piece of art. The great cartoonists understood this.. the worst ala Liefeld do not. Liefeld just poorly draws someone with his/her mouth open lunging forward. I highly reccomend buying Frans Masereel's Passionate Journey to understand what Krigstein is talking about. two other great books of comic art to look at: The Smithsonian Collection of Newspaper Comics and The Smithsonian Book of Comic-Book Comics. Email me sometime...
from hamiltonian :
jack was the man not stan that will clarify everything.. there are so many great cartoonists out there and stan lee ignores everything and talks like mcfarlane about art (that cartoonists need nothing other than to look at marvel comics to understand art, which to me is bullshit) ; Personally I love Frans Masereel, Keiji Nakazawa, Windsor McKay, Art Spiegelman, Bernie Krigstein, and tons of others.. Kirby is awesome but some of the stuff he is acredted by marvel fans in comics such as that dufus scott mccloud was done long ago by guys like John Chase; still I love Kirby and he had such a wonderful imagination..
from hamiltonian :
yes sarcasm but i really do not like him in reality .. i am a kurtzman follower
from hamiltonian :
they are all fucking geniuses wait except for that old bassturd Stan the man Lee fuck him
from amylee1fan :
Hey,you like Toney Hawk Pro Skater?I love that game.Anyways,have ya seen a picture of that dude WestyRex?I think that's his screen name.That dude is ass ugly.Yuck!(LOL)
from amylee1fan :
Hey you like alot of the same games as I do.Yeah I knew ya liked Final Fantasy.Which I think is a very entertaining game to play.Have ya ever heard of SSX Tricky?I know if ya have ya probably think it's corny.I mean it's snowboarding,but I seem to be better at sport games than I am really anything else.Ya also seem to really have good taste in music.I like alot of the same bands as you do,too.Well talk to ya later(maybe).Oh by the way my name is Lindsay.
from amylee1fan :
You are a really intelligent person.What ya wrote today really helped me actually.Ya know about what ya said about the way ya used to feel when "Fade to Black" came on.I listen to that song alot still,but sometimes I would just lay in my room at night thinkin' about all my problems,and actually came close to committin' suicide one night.So...thanx for what ya said again it really helped me.
from hlupak :
it looks like you're learning that as we mature our tastes change. not all growth will be in a logical direction. i wouldn't advise overanalyzing these changes. just relax and be true to yourself.
from amylee1fan :
Hey,I know ya like video games.So I have a question for ya...What games are your favorites?I just wanna know.'Cuz I'm really into that kind of stuff myself.
from cacophic :
The 'imoffensive' survey kicked ass.
from tracey-face :
Hey- I checked out my review. You are awesome... and just so you know... i hate my name and i asked alfred the first night i met him why his parents gave him such a shitty name. :smile: but thanks for the great review... i expected worse... a lot worse.
from phatgrrl :
Sometimes I wake up with neat sayings sharpied on my arm, your entry jogged my memory and in searching papers around my bed I found "There really are such things as stupid questions. The most stupid is 'why?' My own 'whys' haunt me. As if anything can ever be done about past events. As if understanding, or at least knowing, the motivation of those actions would/could some how make it all better, justify them. Sleep now, and leave the 'whys?' for the ghosts."
from hlupak :
remember to take care of yourself and your own happiness, because you only have control of your own happiness. hang in there. don't be down on yourself, but don't forget to give a hard time to ignorent assholes. if anyone doesn't accept you as you are, however that is, don't let it bug you.
from chickpea981 :
you know what I've learned about life? ignorance is bliss.
from amylee1fan :
Ya know all these damn people who leave shitty notes for ya are just a bunch of fuckin' bullshitters,but...then again I probably don't have to tell ya that.'Cuz it's kinda fuckin' obvious of what they are.You rule!!!
from the-brends :
Out of pure, simple curiousity, I have a question. You heavily critized today's musicians, justifyably. You called for musicians to strike out on their own musical paths, and asked where today's Pink Floyd was (or a group that would take you somewhere else, as they did). So, knowing what you are looking for in a group, you seem like the kind of guy who would appreciate Radiohead. Am I right?
from tracey-face :
Yes, I liked you enough to request you as a reviewer... even though I am pretty damn sure you're going to tear my diary to little bitty peices. But i live for criticism.. so meh. Your entries did have me laughing my ass off... so that was good. And I did enjoy, ((how did you put it?)) the "over use of 4 letter words and complete crassness when it comes to expressing" yourself. Awesome, yes you are. a new fave. ::smile::
from johnnyhollow :
Hah, that gave me a good laugh, thanks. But yeah, that's cool, considering you seem to have a loathish attitude towards most kids my age and such. Then again, so do I, I don't blame you. ^^
from johnnyhollow :
First off, kickass new template. I read that online comic, blame Denny it's all his fault for getting me into gaming and comics even worse than before. Anywhoo, it looks like your 'template making' skills are improving bigtime. This template is more, streamlined (?). What Im trying to say is it has a more coherent and easy to follow flow. Very nice, I like indeed! With your point on creativity follows pain, I think I can say that is entirely true. The most painful part in my life so far was when me and Denny split for some time being, and out of that came some of my most loved pieces of art. Painful and depressing indeed, but they were amazing and some of my best. It is very hard to find inspiration when you're content with things, because you need some suffering to pull thoughts from. And if you have none of that, you'll be left in an artistic funk. I think that is also where the whole 'pained artist' image comes from. Because it's one of those known truths that art derives from pain. All I can say is, if you wanted to regain some bit of a muse for you for a time being, think about an extremely painful time in your life and dwell on it. It's probably a horrible idea that will just hurt you and possibly others around you. But yeah, your choice. About the music, I totally agree. Most music nowadays is for the money or the publicity and none for the actual love for what they do. But then I have to think, look at who's recording now. We don't have adults singing from experience and because they love what they do. Yes, some adults will be money hungry bastards, in fact most I know are. But beside the point, back then, the muscians were older and had a genuine love for what they do. Now, we have KIDS. 15 yr olds busting out into the music business. And sorry, I don't fall for the "I love what I do" deal from them. No 15 yr old is going to work THAT hard at something, be away from family and friends all the time, and basically give up their entire life for another, just because they 'love what they do'. They love the money that comes along, that's why they put themselves through hell, just for the money. And you know they don't love what they do, because they have no experience to pull from. A 14 yr old girl, singing about a broken heart, doesn't add up at all, she can't love singing about it if she's never TRULY experienced it. She's singing what they told her to, so she can have money. ANyways, yeah. Most music from today's generation (meaning mine) suck complete ass. There's some that I'll listen to, but all that repetitive shit where they can't even play a riff without ripping it off someone else, they can all fuck off for all I care. Im perfectly happy with my Rammstein and NIN.
from amylee1fan :
Ya seem like a cool person.Plus since I've seen a picture of ya...I have to say that I think you're frickin' HOT!!!
from hlupak :
i like the new template (i also liked the old one) people thought were a pyro because of the old one? whatever. what is on the right side? it gets cut off when i look at your diary. i wish you the best on your new venture.
from hlupak :
it looks like a few asshats need to get over themselves. don't listen to any of them. i would say fuck 'em, but that would be too good for them. i might agree with everything that you write or i might not. i'm not going to say, because it's not important whether i do or not. i don't expect you to give a fuck, and that is one of the reasons that i enjoy reading your diary. remember to be true to yourself, and let your rats piss on anybody who is upset by that.
from chickpea981 :
You little anarchist you! Look at you starting shit again. I do love me some d-land drama! Anyway, the bad smell thing - yeah that's just like bad food. You have to taste and taste or make other people taste it. It's some sort of weird obsession that I think everyone has.
from absinthedevl :
I read a few of your entries. They were... Interesting, to say the least. I won't comment on "Mr. Westy", due to the overload of preveous notes of others. I like the layout though. Nice to find another NIN fan. -AbsintheDevl
from emotionocean :
"i hate fake intelliget people spreading their bullshit and being fed by other like minded morons with the same shallow haughty opinion that hide their idiocy with big words...." this is quoted from your own diary (if you did not notice) and wow, i guess that sums you right up. i read westyrex's diary and wanted to know what all the fuss was about, and guess what i found everything he said about you right on the spot. ps: you so don't deserve my note, but few speak up about your overbearing misunderstanding of being so fucking 'hardcore', YOU should soo suck on a dick maybe that will shut you up.
from jm-obsession :
(Because I don't care to know your true name, I'll just address appropriately). Dear FuckFace, You're not representing your generation very well, sir. I think you're being really stupid for trying to come off as some big, bad angry person. You really contradict yourself in previous entries. You claim to be good natured and happy. Well, I don't believe you, because most of your entries are so angry! It's not the coarse language, God knows I use it myself. It's really not even the drug references, or occasional hate messages. What bothers me is that even if you are out of high school (which I severely doubt), you sound like some of the "goth punks" in the Middle School. So please, FuckFace, make fun of me in your journal, call me a fucking idiot, do whatever. You're not going to get so much as a reaction in my journal, because I have a lot more things to complain about than stupid "angry" morons like yourself. Please, lay off Westy, he probably won't even say another word about you. That's what people with a grasp of reality do. They forget about things. You instigated the whole thing anyway, FuckFace. Oh, by the way: You're so fucking dumb lol. i wish youd jsut shutt teh fuck up lol and like stop being so angry about other kids' agner and fucking go fuck yourself. Goodnight, FuckFace. Please, PLEASE talk about me in your journal, I love the attention.
from punk-loser :
thank you for once again proving, i'm always right
from westyrex :
I'm trying to figure out everything you said contextually, since there are a grate number of misspelled wurds inn your diary entry. I think I'm understanding some of what you said. But here's what I'm confused about. Cutting myself? I'd never cut myself, my chubby little friend. Razors are for cutting others and drugs, nigga!
from westyrex :
Ha! I knew I'd annoy you. You actually seem upset, little punker! You're so cute, with your little Play-Doh face and your colored hair. But you need to use spellcheck next time you write an entry. Boo-hoo, I'm an angry punkeroo!!!!! Have a nice day, cutie.
from westyrex :
Kefka? Nhilism? Wow!!! PUNK!!!!!!!!! I wish I were 10 years old and shopped at punk Hot Topic again!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee, I'm a PUNK!!!!
from westyrex :
ha ha ha! i just came back to make sure i was right. you're so punk!!!! HA!! you really should use spellcheck once in a while, punkrocker!!!! i'll put a link to you on my page because i love your writing so much, punkrocker who will keelhaul people if'n they steal the great art from your site!! you're a scary punk!!!!! bye, punk!!!!!
from crackisbad :
Stabbing people in the neck with a compass is similar to how my bestest friend said he wants to shave my invisible friend's head with a brick. Exciting.... for sheezy, my jeezy. In other news, you = hero.
from britbaby0069 :
dont ever change, your real and you arnt afraid to say what needs to be said. only tight assed ignorant fuckers would think you were wrong, dont let the bullshit get you down~ stay you!
from hlupak :
reading your diary i laugh my ass off which makes it difficult to sit down. only an ignorant asshole who has been castrated physically or mentally would see anything wrong with it. be true to yourself and fuck everybody who has any problems with that.
from crackisbad :
BC advocates drugs (of all sorts) and Jesus! The more the merrier! Mary and Jesus, Mr. Thom and that other cat he has that I can't remember's name right now and iHA! are all going to be drugging it up at his place. Maybe not, but it would be quite interesting. So we can pretend that that's what will happen. On a sidenote, I think it's stupid how that iHA! is so bitter with Corgan. Corgan is such a fairy, he's impossible not to love. And what did APC do for iHA!? Cause him to dye his hair the gimpiest color on the planet. Corgan is a good hair advisor.... especially back in the days of Gish. (;
from chickpea981 :
Damn dude. When you gon on a tangent about something, you REALLY go on a tangent.
from hlupak :
i just took a look at your diary. it's great! i'll have to read more of it later. keep it up (writing that is) that is if you want to do so. if you don't want to keep on writing just fuck off (of course, Or is that of coarse(?) that is tongue in cheek. death to the grammar police.
from theascension :
Ha! I bet I could out-geek you any day. Oh, and congratulations and shit.
from morguecrawl :
That's gotta be really detrimental to your employment and social life.
from bobsreviews :
Your review is up at Bob's Reviews! I'm sorry it took so long. If you want you can get a re-review after you work on some things. -Lacy
from the-hellcat :
you make me laugh. Im adding you to my favourites list now.
from morguecrawl :
Things are good. Quiet. I seem to have been offered a spot at an irregular rave, so now I have to learn how to spin. Other than that, I barely even leave my house anymore.
from morguecrawl :
Life is beautiful for you, isn't it ya punk loser? I love that feeling of disassociative sleep deprivation. I cultivate it like orchids. Carefully dole out sleep like pills in a playground. First hour's free kids. After that, I'm takin it outta your hides.
from theascension :
You consider that geek-dom?? That's childs' play, kid.
from fan4 :
I don't do drugs, nor do I ever plan on taking any. I'm sorry for not being appreciative of sarcasm. Wish that fact didn't get in the way of our "friendship" though...
from theascension :
I hate karate...but Power Rangers kick much ass. Not that Disney bullshit either, the one I watched growing up. Johnny Yong Bosch is the greatest...where that fuck did my tea go...
from fan4 :
I haven't read your diary at all, so I didn't know you are known for sarcasm (something I'm not a big fan of, btw).
from fan4 :
I thought we had something in common. Judging by your note though, I think I was mistaken...
from fan4 :
In your profile, you have Stan Lee listed as a favorite author. Are you a comicbook reader? I am. I love Marvel Comics, and my top favorite characters are the Fantastic Four and Spider-Man.
from bobsreviews :
I put you under Lacy...I hope you don't mind... -Lacy from Bob's Reviews
from emperorincxt :
happy 600. rock on.
from thecryindead :
Congrats on your 600th entry man!! ♥ 's to ya!
from theascension :
Yeah, the corn-selling bastards, and the really fat women with a kid on each tit who run outside screaming at you for no apparent reason with a broom. Well, at least you have a choice in your destiny! I'm stuck with either being a software designer or a karate instructor. Or a career drunk...I personally think national pride is a stupid sentiment anyway. I mean, honestly, who?s a full-breed anything these days? Not only does it make playing it FF easier, it also means I can order the games straight from Japan months before they come out here. Ha. Fuck, not another fucking leslie irene banner...
from theascension :
But it's okay to eat fish, cos they don't have any feelings...I can't exactly complain about it. I'm "dangerously" underweight, so I need the meat I get, even if it is dehydrated, by-product, packaged in Guadalajara, microwavable shit. And that language barrier thing is BULLSHIT, they're just idiots. Japanese was my first language, but I can communicate fine. You think LA?s bad?? Try living here. You get stopped every five seconds walking down the road by a little old man trying to sell you corn.
from dragonwench :
*lick* Leslie Irene gobbles my knob. regularly.
from coldandgray :
I always feel dirty when I get tricked into clicking on one of L-I's banners. **shudder**
from inmyparadise :
omg i feel you on those goddamn banners! ijeakrjklehr. and your comics are so funny.
from lulu-2 :
Oh my God...Machine Gun Ted rocks!!! I don't know what everyone else thinks, but I thought it was fucking hilarious. Of course, I was notorious for the stick figure people back in high school too. Mostly, my kids blew up the chem lab and had the police take them to jail. Anyway, thought it was a riot.
from critiques :
OK, I'll leave you on. At least you've been warned. Thanks for talking to me about it.
from theascension :
That might be true...but if everyone was intelligent, they would be running their own National Defence companies by the age of 15. Ah, I fucking hate that. At least they try to speak to speak English there! Here, everybody fucking assumes one speaks Spanish. They don't even try. Your a vegetarian?? Fuuuuuck that...I'm pretty sure that would literally kill me.
from celestial31 :
AH! It's glad to know I wasn't the only one that thought "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU USING LULU FOR YOU BANNERS!" Though, what I imagined doing to her (no not that) was a little less severe then what you had planned to do. I stumbled across your diary, and I fell in love (no, i'm not your quiet stalker from afar). May I ask...how far are you in Final Fantasy X?
from critiques :
So you think we wouldn't review you? If you use foul language in every entry, then we probably won't. Should you be taken off the pending list?
from thecryindead :
oh okay, I'm going to add you to my favourites if that's okay with you.
from thecryindead :
Other than that.
from thecryindead :
Can't see why not.
from critiques :
I'm adding you to the pending list. Just curious, though, why did you put beside out link that you didn't expect to get a review?
from welcomebitch :
Im just kidding. Thanks for leaving me a note.
from welcomebitch :
Did I write that line in my diary?
from feistywombat :
haha youre freakin hilarious man.... seriously. that real world thing was funny. way to go, TOM CRUISE!!!
from valhala :
Argh! Avast me harty, what be in the moons eye yester eve?
from iluvtunes :
And by the way, don't kid yourself.....OF COURSE I'm looking for your approval! LOL!!! :-) xo...........Christina
from iluvtunes :
I'm actually having someone work on a template for me that features a picture of the godlike creature known to the world as Mike Patton. It's just taking them FOREVER to finish the damn thing!! By the way.....still no address from you. My email is [email protected]. I'll send ya that early bungle cd as soon as I get it. Or, I come to L.A. almost weekly, so I could always drop it off somewhere. (Hell, if you've got a burner, I could bring my whole bootleg collection and let ya go nuts!) Let me know. xo..........Christina
from cherryscar :
Cute diary xXx i did ur bong water survey. heathers is a wikad movie. Love Charley xXx
from chickpea981 :
you are SUCH the badass (even though I know nothing of final fantasy)
from mornglory :
nice rant, i'm with ya 100%
from euphoric-fae :
happy birthday... cute neon pink hair. =):*
from chickpea981 :
not all of us jews are that bad - then again, I get looked down on because I'm not orthodox jew, so who the fuck cares anyway? And the racist comment... maybe on the west coast it's not as prevelent, but take a trip to a place like Ohio or Alabama or hell, most of the south and I assure you, you will find much more racism than you could imagine. It's disgusting that it's still so much a part of the world and like it or not, it's still very much equivalent to being in the south. Hell, the guy I just dated - Cowboy - yeah the motherfucker had a confederate flag in his office (which I didn't find out about till the end of the relationship) and he lives up in Maryland! We need more pink-haired punks like you to walk around and straighten everybody out!
from punk-loser :
argh me have accumulated many a note in the past 2 years, nyar
from valhala :
Argh that be me favorite image in thy world! Me harty done me a good job on thy own diary. Now back to the barnacles ye scerve for the ship need be tended to. Argh!
from valhala :
Argh it be [email protected] me mate.
from valhala :
Argh! The email ye said you be send me do not be in me box!
from valhala :
Argh! A vast ye mate. Ye be telling like it be. Read me new thoughts as well and set the masts for Quifum for tonight we set sail! Argh!
from valhala :
Ahoy ye scerve! The Captain wishes to say he be appoligizing for charting his course to Davy's Locker. Ye be well. Argh!
from euphoric-fae :
how about you write nothing.. it's better than sounding mean... anyways.. thankyou for the note.. how did you ever come across my diary?
from chickpea981 :
ooooh! you made your scroll bars all coordinated and shit. you wanna make some banners for me when I make my diary all goldified?
from chickpea981 :
you're so cool.
from chickpea981 :
Tofu Man - I'm trying but failing miserably at catching up on your entries from when I was away. You write too damn much to comment on! I'd have something like 20 notes here. So yeah - interpret that as "wow. I've been reading you and I have nothing of worth to say"
from euphoric-fae :
thx for the note... mean person.
from iluvtunes :
So, what's up, kid? Do ya want a copy of "the wraging wrath of the easter bunny"? Lemme know. xo...................Christina
from pariahpoet :
Move zig. ;) (btw- Penny Arcade is pretty cool too. Ever check out Ctrl Alt Del or UserFriendly?)
from pariahpoet :
T'was the All Your Base one. 'In' references make the best banners. I just saw someone who had a Hitch Hiker's Guide reference. It's great fun. ; )
from liquid-mojo :
Thanks, I'm glad you like the layout. I see you designed your own graphics and layout too. Not bad at all. The only thing I'd reccomend changing right off the bat is to make your scrollbar in the middle match the rest of your layout which is relatively easy using a Cascading Style Sheet. :)
from pariahpoet :
My mission in life is to make fun of stupid D-land banners, but though I am loathe to admit it, I am actually rather fond of yours. : )
from kellybutton :
chachi does have a certain sexiness that the ladies just can't get enough of. ...okay, no.
from dragonwench :
*love* to the Nth. you fucking rock, man.
from extacy02 :
god bless the U S of A for breeding angry critical, kik ass ppl like yu. Ur funnier than a talking asshole pal!!!
from morceaux :
i don't mean this in a bitchy way, but... did you know you misspelled "diaryland" on your active banner? or did you mean to do that? it's currently "dirayland," which...seems a little accidental, but it was humorous nonetheless. good luck with the webmastery ♥
from deliriumrev :
MUCH better. and there's your goddamn quote.
from deliriumrev :
review's up.
from asterix13 :
you are teh suck chris. hee hee. blagh... stop tapping your damn feet biotch! i hate this song too. what the fuck is up with the god damned radio? i ask you. no your a funny word. stoopid ass insert buddon. the same.cuz bee.i cant write anything usefull when you stare at me. your excused. i dont care!!!!!!! fucker bunny! harriet sweet harriet, hard hearted harbinger of haggus. allen? were silly. that was really gross when gg allen ate his poop. but yet not as gross as when they ate the yellow snow cone in jackass. that shit was sick. blagh. stop. that fluffy kitter is cute. i think im going to try to call nickoli right now. ok? you took my soul. kathryn * the blood in my ear is crusty.
from suicidalsada :
Holy questionable christ. your last entry on "male & female Morons" blew my mind. You have this unique way of saying everything on your mind without faultering. Maybe an abrupt topic change every now and then...but DaMn HoMiE!
from chickpea981 :
you should write about puppies and kittens and warm fuzzy things. At the very least, that would be different. And as for the guestbook, just go there, login and reset your settings to get email when you get a new signature. Even if it already says yes, reset it. That worked for me.
from whystinger :
Dude, your Guestbook IS messed up. Question answered???
from sadistboo :
Signmyguestbook is usually a bitch. Either doesn't work or you're not notified when you get a sign. *twitches* It's normal,annoyingly enough. Meh.
from chickpea981 :
I hate those turning fuckers. One day I'm just going to slam right into one and laugh.
from chickpea981 :
"before he went tets up"
from candoor :
ramble on...
from oldmanschild :
in your note you never specified wether or not you enjoyed VAC. however i am relitvly new to the industrial genre. just a out of the black question, what do you think of tool and a perfect circle?
from purex :
mmmm xtc
from iluvtunes :
That's one of my favorite Faith No More songs; 'Suprise, You're Dead!'. (and of course, "God" is singing it!!) Speaking of new releases, have you bought the new Fantomas yet? It's called Delirium Cordia, and it just came out a couple of months ago. It's a 55 minute long "surgery related" track. It's awesome! You should definitely check it out if you're looking for something new.
from chickpea981 :
I'm supposed to remind you to see dawn of the dead on Sunday. It's 26 minutes from Sunday here, so I am still within my reminding time frame. *bows* thank you and good night!
from fungicide :
oh, but... what house? (btw, i await with mucho fucking eagerness for that new nine inch nails album/tour as well.)
from squeekyclean :
Juist thought I'd say Hi *waves* kool diary...and you like The Deftones. AWESOME! *nods* I like it... xXx
from ravenfire8 :
You hate numero two as well? Wow... I never thought I'd find someone with as much seething hate for that act of nature. If it was up to me... I'd make sure there were some fun enzyme to break down all the remains into something useful... like laser eye beams. And umm... I clicked on the banner that had the eyes. I don't remember what you had written on it though... but it was intriguing!
from welcomebitch :
on a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everything drops to zero, Is it just me or is that from Fight Club? You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.
from chickpea981 :
Oh no! You've become one of them! You have a trading card! EEEEEEEEEEK!
from earthchild44 :
Do I see that someone fancies themself a Bungle fan? Rock on! Ya know, I thought you were a guy at first, but yeah, the picture threw me off, sorry bout that! Lemme just tell ya, that there diary you got is some good shit! Thank YOU for being cool.
from iluvtunes :
The reason I ask is cuz I've got some AWESOME bungle bootlegs on video, but they're on video tape, not dvd. Do you even HAVE a vcr, or is that just for old folks such as myself? lol!
from iluvtunes :
Yea, whatever....I was just fucking with ya anyways! so....vcr, or just dvd?
from iluvtunes :
Not for nothing, but your March 3rd entry explains in perfect detail the way that I felt when I found your first note. Ah HA!! So you DO know how I feel, don't ya? :-) Actually, it's probably why you were so quick to forgive my psychotic ranting! Oh yea, do you have a vcr, or just dvd?
from iamhubpluh :
This is the second time I clicked on one of yer damned banners so I would tell you that suicide is never the answer, unless the question is ... I was going to put something clever, but I exhausted my limit already today. Bonsoir.
from iluvtunes :
Hey, just saw your bio at suicide girls. Oh my god, you're so fucking young!! ( or, more aptly put....oh my god, I'm so fucking OLD!) LOL!!
from johnnyhollow :
Heh, thanks. Yea, I worked all day and into the night figuring out the html and learning codes and a bunch of other stuff. And as for the statement of the pic, I love the mysterious feel of it being bluring and blending with the background. Im so incredibly proud of myself for this template it's sickening, it being something I taught myself and worked very hard on. I was a bit ashamed of having a template that I found online but now it's something original that no one else will ever have the same of. Speaking of originals and templates, Im making another one for my friend Rachel here on diaryland. Because she can't find a decent Kurt Cobain one, it's almost finished. It got put off a day because of some serious problems I was having between my bf and his ex interferring and being a flat out bitch and causing problems. S'okay..I'll get back at her tonight...
from iluvtunes :
I'm completely and TOTALLY fucking obsessed with our genius friend, Mike! So of course the anwer is YES, I have it. I also have Bowl of Chiley and three cd's full of nothing but covers that bungle has done over the years. I'll be happy to get someone to burn some copies for me and I'll send 'em out to ya. You can email me at [email protected] and give me an address if ya want. Or I can take 'em with me when I go to L.A. on the 22nd and you and your girl can swing by the Henry Fonda after the show and I'll give 'em to ya then. Or we can meet you somewhere or whatever. Let me know.
from iluvtunes :
Did you notice that I added you as one of my fav.'s? Pretty fucking hilarious, huh?!
from iluvtunes :
Glad ya liked it. And by the way, I have a pretty fair collection of Mr. Bungle bootlegs. Not just audio, either. In fact, there's quite a bit of video! I'll send you a list if ya want, and if there's something that really sparks your interest, I'll get someone to make you a copy. Call it a peace offering! xo..........Christina p.s.- I also have bootleg video of DEP w/Patton if ya want!
from iluvtunes :
One other thing....since ya like the experimental jazz, you should check out 'Hemophiliac'. It's John Zorn, Japanese conducter Ikue Mori, and Mike Patton. Amazing stuff! xo.............Christina
from iluvtunes :
And, not for nothing, but Fantomas and Melt Banana will be in Santa Cruz at the Catalyst on tuesday the 20th, and San Francisco on wednesday the 21st at the Fillmore. Just in case. xo..........Christina
from iluvtunes :
Actually, I was just being bitchy and sarcastic about the whole stupid butterfly thing, simply because you were really super shitty about it! Jeez...you felt like vomiting? Isn't that a little harsh? People have told me that they didn't like the butterflies before, but they've never been so fucking vicious about it. So I looked at your profile, and I swear to god I'm totally not trying to be rude, but the picture that's on your profile looks like a chick! ( maybe you're just a pretty dude? )Anyways, it's almost ALWAYS guys that say mean things to me through my diary, so when I saw that this time it was a chick, I was like "Fuck THIS bitch!" So I went to your diary and made a bunch of snide remarks cuz I thought that it was really shitty of you to be so fucken rude. And about the "guys are assholes, it's not their fault" remark? I didn't really mean that as rude. I just mean that, generally speaking, guys are a lot harsher than chicks. They're less likely to mince words. And, because of that, I tend to put up with a guy being mean to me for no apparrant reason MUCH easier than if some random girl had said the same things. Most girls that I know have just gotten used to guys on the internet being fucked up to us. I'm not trying to be a bitch, or a big baby by saying that. It's just the truth. So when you think that a GIRL is fucking with you, you feel like maybe there's something you can do about it.......like beat the bitch down after a Fantomas concert. Honestly, I was just annoyed by the butterfly remark, not pissed. It was the fact that it looked like you were trying to goad that little girl into killing herself that had me seriously freaked out! Dude, PLEASE reconsider your stand on fucking with these poor unfortunate kids when you come across them. (please?) These kids are seriously damaged, and have the absolute lowest self-image on the face of the fucken planet...... so don't try and make it worse. Okay? Look, I totally realize that your intent is just to get them to snap out of it. From what you've said, you mean well. But with THESE kids it's only gonna make it a lot worse. So pick on anybody else, but please leave the pitiful, damaged teens alone. Things are bad enough for them already. So anyways, too bad about the Fantomas show! If something happens and you find yourself able to come, I'll buy ya a drink after the show. No hard feelings. (how can I even think of being pissed at someone that understands the sheer brilliance of Bungle?) And bring your friend! I'll buy him a drink, too!! I haven't talked that much mad shit in YEARS and it'd be absolutely hilarious to see the MAN that I was actually saying this madness to! xo..............Christina
from johnnyhollow :
Hm, well. I made my first template. In which Im quite proud of. Meh, I remembered you saying something about people on Diaryland needing to make their own templates, in short anyways, Im tired and really don't feel like going back and quoting. But I do remember something along those lines, so I thought I'd tell ya. You don't HAVE to go gawk at it, my HTML skills are lacking and the pic probably sucks. Just thought I'd inform you that one of the fuckos using a personal template finally wised up and made their own I guess.
from iluvtunes :
Nope, I loved DEP before Patton came on the scene, although I must admit that after seeing them twice this tour, I definitely think that Greg is FAR superior a singer than Dimitri was. Awesome stage presence, as well. So you're a guy? A guy???? Dude, why would you be mean to a little teenager that was hurting themselves? Statistically, most kids that cut have suffered through absolutely horrifying abuse at some point in their lives. The cutting isn't for the sake of killing themselves. It's a whole different thing. And it's really, really fucking tragic! Why would ya wanna be like that to some poor kid that ya don't even know? I just don't get it! I mean, what if that kid really woulda been on the edge, and your horrible comment sent them OVER the edge? Would ya even care? Of course you would! You're kidding yourself if you think that you wouldn't! My god, you're human, aren't ya? Usually, I don't go out of my way to respond to the people that say shitty things about my diary. But since you went out of your way to be particularly mean, I was like fuck it! I'm gonna tell this bitch to go fuck herself!! (sorry, didn't know that you were a guy!) Then when I saw that it appeared that you were trying to goad this poor kid into suicide, I was like "what the fuck!!!" What can I say......if you were a girl, I'd still wanna kick your ass, cuz why would ya BE so mean to some fucked-up kid? I still just don't get it! ESPECIALLY from a Bungle fan!! (I still can't get over that! Mr. Bungle is my absolute favorite band of all time!!!) Anyways, obviously there's gonna be no brawling cuz you two are guys. But ya know what? You should come to the show. No shit! It's Fantomas with Melt Banana. We already saw it once this tour in Ventura and it was awesome!! Look, I know that it sounds crazy for me to be saying, "hey, come to the show and bring your mean friend cuz we love the abuse!", but now that I know that you're dudes, it makes this whole thing a little more understandable. Guys are assholes. Too much testosterone, I guess. It's not your fault. It's genetic. Anyways......don't be so mean, you fucker! Jeez!!!! What's the matter with you?? xo..............Christina p.s.- Really....you and your evil friend should come to the show! Fantomas is sooooo fucking amazing!!!!!
from gipsyroselee :
Nice entry about college. I agreed with some of it, not so much with other parts. But good points were made nonetheless
from chickpea981 :
Fuck you, now I want pizza. And math? Aside from a multiplication, division, addition and subtraction, the rest is completely useless unless you are scientist. My teachers would always tell me that math was in everything you'd ever do. That's true, but find the curve of an elipse is never going to come into play in my future. and yeah - I'm staying out of the whole valhala/iluvtunes/punk saga.
from valhala :
Oh and why I signed on today was to say congrats for today.
from valhala :
Read the comment I left that slut iluvtunes
from valhala :
Don't you find it amusing that someone who seems to think there taking the higher road, has just made a complete ass of themselves. I mean get real, were they raised under glass where mommy and daddy shielded them from actual criticism. She must think everyone should only have nice things to say about her. It's obvious she has never listned to the music she claims to love either. I hate fucking poser bitches! It's also great that her entire profile and diary is dedicated to copying shit she'll never understand or know about. So here's a boot to your face you San Diego fuck!
from vacantlegend :
Im leaving a note because you told me to. I linked you because i can relate, or at least understand the things you say. And even whe i dont agree with you, i can completely understand your point of view. um, i think thats it...
from silverbiker :
well even tho i am just a visitor..i still signed your notes :) hehe i always sign everyone's gbook or whatever..okay well i like your diary :) take care!
from emperorincxt :
you always take a look at the world at large.. tie everything into something bigger.. and the word association is wonderfully coherant. Your theories make sense. This is why I read you.
from false-apathy :
Oh, I'm sorry that I read your diary and I don't add you to my favourites. Would it make you feel better if I did?
from false-apathy :
I read it because you're brutally honest about the way things are inside of this messed up world. Heh, yeah, I still read you.
from ashtraygurl :
being short on the rent is definitely a downer. banks are completely, totally, and utterly evil.
from chickpea981 :
I use my own photography for my personal diary's layout, so I understand just how fucking cool your current layout is. And the font actually isnt that bad.
from xrazorscarsx :
i added you to muh fave diaries listy thingy
from valhala :
Fucking Killbot_69000 is always stealing my stupid bitches! We might have to get some other asshole on drums like Tommy Lee or Lars. And those damn emo cocks, indie fuckers and fashion sluts better look out for me cause I'm one of those Punk rockers who will make your life miserable. (Especially fashion sluts) Keep preachin brother!
from chickpea981 :
All I've got to say is this: http://www.emogame.com/ and maybe this: You just know you're gonna get google hits for Chris Carabba now.
from chickpea981 :
Fuckin A. Your entries lately take me days to absorb because there is just so much in them. I wouldn't even know where to start on commenting on the last one. All that shit about labeling and then about being the last one on earth... just damn. Hit me like a ton of bricks. There are very few people who smack my face and you're one of them. Thank you.
from asterix13 :
oh purdy o my darlin' kafron* i love you
from this-bites :
Why thank you. I must admit that I enjoy making mixes, they are quite fun. I like your's too, by the way.
from elysium1982 :
pretty substantial and well delivered rant. i, like others may not agree *wholeheartedly*, but your writing is great.
from kure :
There is so nothing wrong with pink hair. One of the best guitarists ever (hide from X Japan) had pink hair. And it looked great. And I probably would vote for you for president. Maybe not agree with everything you say (as harshly as you say it), but definately on most of those points.
from inkedangel9 :
man, i've liked you since i started reading you, but after toniights entry.. .holy shit you fucking rule my world. maybe it's because i'm drunk... i dunno.... but you're the shit. just thought you might like to know.
from elfychica :
i would only use sarcasm if i hated you. i think you kick ass.
from elfychica :
damn. you're one of the most englightened persons I've ever had the pleasure to read about. consider yourself a god in my book. And if you ran for president, I'd vote for you. No questions asked.
from inkedangel9 :
apparently at lest one of your banners was clever enough to trick at least one person into stumbling into your diary, cause that's how i got here!
from acuttersedge :
*sighs* Realizing how childish it is writing back and forth with our petty insults. I am only responsible for myself. If I want to continue in this cycle that I have chosen, it is my right. You are the only one who makes or breaks your true happiness. I have realized it from the start. Being depressed is a lot easier then swallowing the pill of china smiles. I also don't have to justify my actions to you.
from inkedangel9 :
so, i was looking at your survey (which i didn't take, cause i'm a lazy bitch like that) and saw this interesting banner up top. i click on it and low and befuckinghold, who's is it? leslieirene... or how ever the fuck you spell it. then i go to another page, and there's another one of her banners, and i'm like, shit, how much fuking money does she spend on banners alone, cause she needs to stop that and just send the money to me. i'd make much much better use of all that cash. and the funny thing is, i swear, about a year ago, there was someone else running trillions of banners with a name somewhat similar to hers, but they were a drag queen. when i first got to her page recently, i thought it WAS the queen, but then there was all this jesus and figure skating talk... anyway, love your 90's mix. made me all weepy and shit.
from punkrockchix :
I don't think I blinked once reading the ultimate 90's collection. *burning retinas... aahhhhh* Wow, you are one dedicated guy to make that. Holy crap... Just, wow.
from valhala :
Just a quick note from a friend who metioned "PSYCHO THERAPY" whether it be a song or reality. Thanks for turning me on to writing again. I'll be on your couch again, most likely sooner than later.
from gipsyroselee :
Hey. Yeah that survey kicked ass. Nice journal too. And remember, the best way to make the world a funnier place is to laugh at everyone else! : )-gipsyroselee
from deadxdaisies :
Erm, I found your journal thing-ie looking for porn and wanted to know... WHERE IS IT!? Naw, I'm just kidding, don't freak. Awesome journal. I love how you can be so completely honest. Your mind is brilliant, really makes me think about things. Anyhoo... just wanted to say that, later. (*Bloody, we run through these fields of dead daisies.*)
from chickpea981 :
*gasp* you have listed deftones and quoted my most favorite of their songs. I must now worship you for a brief moment of time.
from chickpea981 :
Woohoo! Yay me and my hotness!
from chickpea981 :
I hate leslieirene's diary. I hate all 80+ banners she runs (yes she has over 50.) You'd think with the banner creativity that she has, she could at least have an interesting diary. Anyway, secret for you... right click the banner and view properties. It will save you a lot grief.
from irishblueyes :
I like the titles.
from acidreviews :
your review is up
from johnnyhollow :
LMAO! Geez, you make me laugh so damn hard. That was rich man, rich, a classic.
from johnnyhollow :
...0.o LMAO!!! Naaah, Im okay. I have Coke, and a 3 day old Little Debbie Cake that I found under my desk. wait....is that healthy?
from johnnyhollow :
Yay for me, do I get a cookie now? Joking, but thanks, that's a great compliment in my mind.
from johnnyhollow :
Thanks much. Yea..that seemed like a much more reasonable way of thinking, rather than wishing death upon myself for someone else's fucked up little world, why not wish it on them!?!
from chickpea981 :
Thank you for the lovely guestbook message. I'm so used to hate mail that it's nice to have someone appreciate their review. Time for me to dig through the archives some more.
from slutreviews :
SMGB is such a bitch. If you get this message twice, oh well. Small and unbold works better than larger and unbold. small works better for you. You score has been altered to reflect this change.
from slutreviews :
http://slutreviews.diaryland.com/punkloser.html
from sweet-malice :
lol.. u get criticized by ur nick?.. sux :D
from parlance :
Nope, can't say I did.
from parlance :
I'm sorry to hear about your rat. If it makes you feel any better, I remember this one time going to the mall and BEGGING my parents to buy me a baby mouse. They didn't, so cried my eyes out, and caused a big scene. I think I was...6?
from deadlyhope :
Alright, fair enough, you may have had good intentions but is it really fair to judge someone like that? People act differently on a computer then they do in real life. I don't bitch about shit like that to people. Frankly, if someone came to me talking like I do ON THE COMPUTER TO MYSELF then I'd slap them up side the head. But, I'm not talking to anyone. I'm talking to me. Just because you don't think like I do doesn't make me an adolescent. I have life's experience, I know their are more good times then bad, but I don't need to write those down to remember them. They're in my heart. I write down all the bad stuff in life because if I don't, then I'll be haunted by it and I'd prefer to be moderatly happy in life then stuck on all the bad shit. I mean to disrespect, for I'm sure you didn't mean any. I just don't think it's really fair to say stuff like that to a person you don't know. xXx Cp xXx
from ice-n-fire :
Hey, just wanted to tell you that your diary is an addicting read and it kicks ass (because it's EXTREME AND IN YOUR FACE). Don't bother going to mine. You won't like it. I vent about cutting. I just wanted to let you know that cutting is a hard thing to get over, and not all cutters do it for the same reasons as that one diary you complained ab out. I'm ashamed of it and trying to move on. But anyway, I'm not trying to bitch you out. Just wanted to compliment you on your diary!
from prcinderella :
Your diary seriously makes so much sense to me. I've been having the same thoughts as you and haven't been able to express them correctly on paper. Thanks so much for getting the words out for someone to read. Maybe somebody will read this and change what they think.
from mestupchick :
meowrrr. and i added you because you make me smile evilly.... -alana
from torn-youth :
I read and like your diary...thought you should know.i guess.
from jesbohn :
why for art thou so damned hi-larious? we shall see. always happy to find a new diary which also is cool! later punk -jes
from dvlsh1 :
clicked on a banner n found you.. heh you rock
from lulu-2 :
A little bit of tough love. It's great that you know exactly how to say what the rest of the world only thinks. Kick ass, kiddo.
from johnnyhollow :
EXACTLY! You make so much sense. I mean, I complain about my life, but I know my life could be worse. People act like they deserve all the sympathy in the world, when in reality, there is always ONE PERSON out there who has it 50 times worse than you. No one seems to get this though do they? Ah well, not much we can really do about it other than rant about it and hope someone takes our words to heart and fix their problems like they should. You speak much truth, cool cool.
from johnnyhollow :
Exactly. I know a lot of people who cut and then show it off to the world like it's something to be proud of. I most certainly am not proud of it, and I've been trying to get rid of the scars for a while so I can completely erase it from my mind. But that doesn't happen to does it? I only stated I used to cut to you because you mentioned it in your note. I don't flaunt it, I generally try to hide it. Actually, I don't think I have any entries in my journal about me cutting, well, no, I have one I think. It was about my friend telling the teacher I was suicidal and shit for cutting myself. Most kids cut because nowadays cutting is 'cool'. It's not cool, it's serious shit that you don't dabble in because you feel like it. It seems to me, it's now 'cool' to be depressed and needing of medication. And frankly, I find it humorous, if not slightly insulting when people do this. Yea, a lot of my fluctuating moods are from the whole teenage thing, but Im pretty sure it goes slightly deeper. But I could very well wrong. I don't know, neither does anyone else. fun shit eh? And I can see where you're coming from with people complaining about life now and living in their own sorrow. It's complete bullshit, don't people realize stuff like that is lifelong? Life is tough, people need to learn to deal with it. I have my days where I just, dwell on problems, but I get over it. And assholes roam this Earth, so there's no reason to go home and cry all day because someone pointed out the blatantly obvious to you. You make some good strong points in what you say. Very nice. We seem to be leaving notes one right after the other. Cool cool.
from johnnyhollow :
Wow. Thank you so much. I know I can whine about how sucky my life can get, but I at least try to keep it to a minumum for everyone's sake. I find it so much fun, and interesting at that, to know I can intelligently converse with people years older. A fantastic thing, because everyone my age has no brain whatsoever. And if they do, it isn't used very often. I will say, I did used to cut myself, but it wasn't for stupid shit. It was because I had every ounce of privacy in my life completely ripped away from me, I was having trouble with family, and harassment at school, and it wasn't name calling, I was in a fist fight every damn day. And I wasn't trying to kill myself, the cuts were on the top of my forearm, I was doing it to relieve stress. And as soon as I found another, better outlet for the stress I stopped cutting. And the only time I ever tried to do it again was when my mom tried to ban me from ever talking to Denny again. I didn't though. I have my moments where I want to die, but I end up thinking things through before I do anything too drastic. And if I ever get that bad, you know something serious happened. I don't consider every blow the world throws at me some catastrophic thing, I only take into consideration what really matters, well I try to. If I don't then shame on me. And yea, lol. I prefer more 80's music to today's for the very reasons you stated yourself. Music now...just..sucks. Most of it anyways. And everyone probably does listen to it only because it's on MTVs top 10 or whatever. Fuck them all, I have my music, I know what's good. If they don't then that's their problem. They can all rot for all I care. I bite my thumb at them *bites thumb*. And in my notes, if ya notice. I left myself the same exact note as this. Because I was rushing through things and didn't notice I was signing my own notes and not yours. Ooops. Ah well, more notes for me then!
from johnnyhollow :
Absoulutely. Those who don't miss it, can go shove a flaming stick up their ass and twirl it around a bit for all I care. I mean, no I wasn't born in the 80's when music had some quality, I was born in the 90's. But I know what kind of music was made between then and now, and it's so easy to see how much less feeling the music nowadays has to it. It's all this fake bullshit about rich kids complaining because they weren't the most loved out of the whole school. 80's music spoke a lot about individuality and the point of non-conformity. And you know they meant every word they sung, plus, they were some damn catchy tunes as well. Now, everything is fake. I hate it all. Most of it anyways. Everyone is either talking about how shitty their life is, or how fucked up their relationships are. NIN being my all time favorite band, Im using them for another example. Trent's music had depth and substance. You felt what he felt while listening to it, and it had so much meaning. Now, we have Good Charlotte? Sum 41, most people hate them, but their music has meaning to it. The Hell Song was about their friend who had cancer I believe, Im not sure. "So am I, still waiting. For this world to stop hating. Can't find a, good reason, can't find hope to believe in"-Sum 41. Even though most don't think it, their music has meaning to it. And Im done ranting for the moment, see ya. :)
from simply-red :
This is one of the better conversations I've had on D-land in some time. Cool. So... Yeah, I wanted to ask... Do you really find that TV accurately reflects reality? Because I don't. But then, I can't watch cable on a regular basis, so I'm missing out on The Learning Channel, and The History Channel, and Space, and blah de blah. All I get is the three local channels. And lots of movies. Loads of movies. Isn't the internet wonderful? Back to my point: I live in Nova Scotia, in a harbour town. (Halifax, if you're really curious.) I grew up in a fishing village in the suburbs. No, my dad is not a fisherman, he's a financial planner. But still... I don't find much on TV that reflects my reality. Unless it's the old re-runs of Degrassi Junior High (and Degrassi High). Because it was a fairly good show, and it actually tried to tackle important issues in a realistic way. [And of course, I really identified with it when I was actually *in* high school.] Abortion, racism, drugs, teenage love, teenage angst, teenage mothers, homosexuality (both flavours), suicide, alcohol, death of parents... Just about anything traumatic that could happen to kids, happened on that show. Oh, and sexual abuse of children. And date rape. Not that it was all serious and sad all the time, there were plenty of laughs, whether they used cheesy lines or not. Kevin Smith mentioned the Degrassi show in "Chasing Amy". I think he may have mentioned on his website (somewhere) that he actually used to watch re-runs of the show, as he worked in a convience store. I don't know how you feel about Kevin Smith - in fact, I don't know what I think about him anymore, either. But still, it makes me feel all warm and gooey inside, to know that a Canadian show actually impressed a successful guy/director/writer/actor in the entertainment biz. Gives me hope for the future. Or something. Could be the pizza I ate earlier doing something weird in my stomach. I don't like the newest version of the show, though. It sucks, it's a pale imitation of the original. So, I just have to ask this, hehehehe: does "The O.C." actually reflect life in California? For teenagers? Just wondering. Because I've always assumed that it's just pap - designed to feed the ever hungry mass audience. Cute twenty-something actors playing at being teenagers again. Wealthy kids getting into such nasty little situations. Sex. Drugs. Parents divorced. Sex. Shoplifting. Sex. Seriously, California can't really be like that. Can it?
from johnnyhollow :
EXACTLY! Im so glad you know what real music is, I seriously am. Everyone nowadays only knows of all this new shit like Britney Spears, Usher, and that forsaken Good Charlotte. Their music has no depth, plus it sucks ass. People need to show these people what actual music is a pull some NIN out on their ass. And all this new emo shit? I will say, I like Weezer, but it's not the greatest. No one wants to hear some whiney, most likely FAKE asshole complain about his life all the fucking time. Playing nothing but the same damn guitar riffs for 45 damn minutes of pure hell and complaining because his girlfriend told him he was lacking. People need to get the fuck over these useless, bullshit problems with their life. Some of us out here have way more to deal with, and could really care less to hear about how their girlfriend is mad at them, or how their boyfriend is ignoring them. Shut the fuck up you useless sacks of meat, no one wants to hear this bullshit. They need to go back to their fucking fantasy land, and choke themselves with their own damn guitar cords. People need to get back to what music was before, not now. Everything then had meaning, or at least sounded good. Now the music industries are doing nothing but spewing out all this useless shit. The artists have no depth, the don't write their own music, they pay someone to have feelings and a poetic talent for them. And half of this shit sucks ass too. I will admit every once in a while Ill come along something good, but it isn't often. Everybody only knows about P Diddy, and Christina Aguilara, and Blink 182. Blink 182 is good in my book, one of the very few bands I like. But the moment you mention Nine Inch Nails, or Twisted Sister or The Ramones to the guys they say "huh?". No one knows what good music anymore. It's sad really. What's worse, is people are placing themselves in their own groups with labels based on what they listen to, despite wether or not the shit that is flowing into their ears is the real deal or not. Sorry hunny, but just because you listen to Avril Lavigne doesn't mean you're punk. It means you have no musical taste whatsoever. And I read your last note from deadlyhope or whatever. Im going to say this, you were speaking your mind, and you seem to have a helpful comment to people, despite how rude it may be. People need to learn to take criticism, it comes with writing. And not to sound suck-upy-ish, if you even want to try to consider that a word then yay. But yea, I read her profile and one poem. And no one with a fucked up mind is going to point that out to every living being to ever be so unluckily graced with their presence. "Hi my name is _____ and Im a suicidal, depressed goth. I don't like people, and I want to die right now. Im also quite morbid. So how was your day?" See what I mean? It isn't real, and it doesn't sound like she has any real pain, it sounds more so as though she's making it up for the sake of art, or she is WAY too dramatic for her own damn good. Then again, Im judging based on one poem and a profile, could be all I need, I may need more before I judge. Anywho, Im ranting in your journal now aren't I? I apologize, I tend to slip into odd rants of some sort while talking. Fantastic entry as usual. I'll keep reading. Sincerely, me.
from deadlyhope :
Alright asshole, I'm a grown woman. My poetry at least has some fucking grammar in it, unlike that brainless little entry. My diary is my outlet so I don't sit and be depressed, if you don't like that then don't fucking read it. And, for your information, I listen to 80s fucking pop. How the hell is that considered morbid. If your entire life consists of insulting people you've never met in your entire life, you're the one who needs to get a new one. Usually I don't give a damn when some little 16 year-old boy insults my writing but you shouldn't take shots at people's self-esteem just 'cause you think they should lighten up. AND AGAIN. Rape isn't a fucking joke and never talk about it like that you insensitive cunt. xXx Dead xXx
from tofubot :
i'm signing my own notes... come read my fucking writings people!
from asterix13 :
i tried to sign your guest book and it wouldnt let me. those stoopis shit fucks. im pissed. i just wanted to say hi and cute little lovey dovey bull shit because thats just the kind of sap i am. oh well... i dont even remember what i wrote in there because of the holes in my brain. i also want to say that gay marriage rules! i want to marry a fag. yay fags! woo hoo! kafron*
from moeia :
My headmaster has been happily living with his boyfriend, Chris, for 20 years. But he doesn't flash it around, nor does he hide it. Its nothing to be ashamed of. I'm with u bru.
from ihatejodie :
i don't think it's marriage itself that gays are going crazy about, i think it's that marriage is an institution where people say, "hey, we're in this forever, ever, ever." there is a lot of responsibility that comes with that contract and it would give a lot of credibility to the homosexual community/population/whatever-you-want-t-call-it if they are allowed to enter that contract. until now are gays have most often been portrayed on tv or in film as without having committed relationships. gay men are usually paired with a woman while gay women are objectified or threaten the phallic position of the male (in other words, they are so bitchy men fear them). this representation of gays in white, middle class society has in a sense forced gays to create their own "community" where they can be themselves without presupposition. for example, i went to a church as a child that was both christian and consisted of about an 80% gay population (the remaining were the kids and the activists). during the early 80s, not one of those people would have been able to enter a regular christian church in oklahoma and worship.
from ladylovelorn :
i totally agree about commitment if yr gonna fuck around marriage isn't gonna stop you and i think a good relationship is based on trust so being married shouldn't matter. However not everyone is as evolved as us /wink peace and love
from ladylovelorn :
fyi a lot of gay people want ot get "married" so they can be protected when they die. When you die your pension and social security gets passed on to your spouse which doesn't seem that important but when you're retired and shit it is. Also there are many programs that give tax breaks for married couples and frankly i know i'm not against anyway to save money. I think more than anything though the general populous, as unfortunate as it may be, sees marriage as the ultimate expression of commitment. As trival as it may be to you the commitment associated with marriage is a sacred bond to many people gay or straight. With STDS as prevelent as they are i think we should be celebrating monogamy in any shape it comes. Anyway...i just wanted to chat i like yr diary.
from emperorincxt :
anytime :)
from emperorincxt :
It was the "pretty dickity damn" that got me hooked and made my list you as a fave.. just thought Id shed some light on that for ya. ;)
from prcinderella :
"this is not the greatest entry in the world, this is just a tribute" was one of the greatest entries I've read in a while. My friend recommended it to me, and I have to say, I agree with you entirely. Where I live is practically Escalade Headquarters, and frankly, it's sickening. You're definitely joining my favorites list.
from dudetterevue :
Your review is up.
from diaryreviews :
Hey. Your re-review has now been posted, under your old review, so you can reach it through the same link... http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/punkloser.html -Xilia
from fineskylark :
hi! just wanted to add to the legions of praise below; I especially enjoyed the music rant, and really all I can say to you is, "Amen to that."
from nightingale- :
Basically, everything the person before me said.
from irishblueyes :
First let me say I got to you by a banner. And I got hooked from your current entry. Normally when I find a new diary and the first entry I read is really long, I don't stay very long. Everything you said about the stupid teengaers is true. And more than that, what you said about music was absolutely fucking brilliant! I actually angered one of the teens myself by writing about how much I detest emo and what I like to call "psuedo-punk", you know the Simple Plan types. Anyway, that was a great entry, I really look forward to reading more. It's rare to find someone with such an intelligent musical opinion around here.
from bandontherun :
When I first read one of your entries, I was like, "Hey this guys telling the truth." I like the way you think, the way your mind works. You're really creative. -Sabrina
from emmazchaos :
Wow, that's way interesting. What's even more interesting is that you went threw all the diaries to find mine which was through stephanie's which was through your girlfriends which is linked to yours. WOO! When I'm in Japan this summer, I'm going to make up really crappy haikus and hand them out to random Japanese men. They'll post it on www.engrish.com and talk about that hot American girl who got away. *dreamy sigh*
from simpleplan1 :
THats wonderful what you guestbook put for what I said! Very very interesting! Yes spoons are evil. They are just sooo oddly shaped.
from thefunway :
"italianxbch" is absolute genius. Now to mindlessly criticize you: "rock used to be about being yourself, not being what some marketing commitee tells you should be cool." Is this a joke, or are you a genuine idealist? (I'm sorry. Really, I am. I clicked on your banner because it said, "if you don't get the joke, you are the joke" or something to that effect. I expected you to hate everything, not just mostly everything)
from johnnyhollow :
Ahh, not a problem, not a problem in the least. I think a lot of people are too caught up in their own little world to even consider what someone else is saying to them. What you say to some may be a well needed slap in the face, and to others it may be something they can well relate you. And that's a great way to write and speak. It's a great thing to live by, fantastic is I do say so my self. Sincerely, me
from johnnyhollow :
Ahh, Im very sorry you came across such a poor excuse for a diary. It's a such a useless waste of bandwith it makes me want to be sick. I can't stand all this slang people use online, I know someone who IM's me with so many abbreviations and an overuse of AOL shortands my first response his "huh?". It's completely pointless and ridiculous to type that way, why make yourself look like a complete moron is cyberspace when you could for once appear intelligent? Goodness knows these people are shunned in reality for their dim-witted mind, no use in making people who don't even know them see them the same exact way. And why the hell is it so hard for these people to form actual words? Is it truly, that difficult for them to show they have somewhat of a brain in that head of their's and use proper English grammer? I mean, these grammer rules were given for a reason dammit, use them. I will admit, in IMs I say "lol" and "roflmfao" and "brb" but it's not like Im saying "y0, w47z Up?" Such ways of writing, ways of typing, so extraneous. It's enough to make me want to claw my eyes out just to save them from such sheer stupidity. Heh, I can see where you're coming from with the whole 'teenage angst' deal. These people complain way too much over useless shit. I'll say now, Im a 13 year old girl, and I have my life problems. But I also have my priorities in order. I'll admit, I complain about shit, but it's not "Oh, this boy doesn't like me!!" it's "I can't believe this fucking bastard cheated on me". My problems aren't that of a Middle School adolescent normally, they are to a higher level of something an adult might go through with the laws of life, love, and education. I have my kiddie problems as usual, who doesn't. I have my teachers that hate me and my schoolyard brawls. But I don't dwell on it and cry in my room for 6 hours, if I go in my room to cry, it's because I am 1)way too emotional for my own damn good and 2)I tend to get mistreated by people a lot. Used by friends, parents either ignore or yelling at me, fights in which I have no clue what the hell I did, but I guess I did something considering everyone is pissed off at me. I cry over those problems, not problems consisting of my new CD getting scratched or not getting those new pants I saw. I can see your point in this all, I can relate to your aggrevation because this annoys me to now end as well. Im not attemptively explaining myself, well I don't think I am anyways, maybe that's what Im doing without realizing it. Im just giving the world a little of my own insight before I head off to indulge in art. Anywho, I'll finish this off by saying, I love your diary and that it's a fantastic read. I'll check in daily as always for more enlightenment from some point of view other than my own and some delightful humor. Sincerely, me.
from simpleplan1 :
lol! Thats true! lol! Slang is so odd these days...
from emmazchaos :
Haha, your haiku kicks so much ass. I was really bored and clicked your banner and wow... that car accident totally sucks. A very modern art indeed! You know what will make you feel better though? Pissing in plastic bags and throwing it at random cars on the freeway. It makes all your current problems go away... but may cause a few new ones if you get caught.
from almostbutnot :
dude..Mindless Self Indulgence kicks ass..I haven't met many people that've heard of them..um..yeah..
from johnnyhollow :
Hmm, apparently HTML doesn't work in here. Damn diaryland to all bloody hell. Anywho, there's a reason you couldn't leave a message in my guestbook...I kinda don't have one. Yea, I was planning on getting one and adding the actual site link to my link on my diary but I never got around to it sadly.
from johnnyhollow :
Ah, bloody fuck. Sorry about the spelling errors in my little note before. I noticed that while re-reading it after it was sent. <P>*sarcasm*Ahh, my blind intelligence. ph33r me, argh. *sarcasm*</P>
from johnnyhollow :
Holy shit, Im sorry that happened to your car. That's complete bullshit, I hope you can nail her ass with a lawsuit or something, get back the money that you put into a car that was entirely totaled. Also, Im really sorry your pet rat Gutter died. That's got to suck to have a pet and then have it die on you. But like goes on does it not? The entry about templated had me laughing so hard, so uncontrollably it was sad. Im serious, that was so hilarious. I've been trying to learn how to make my own templates using paintshop pro. and the like, but Im having issues with it. So I just grabbed the first template that appeased me and slapped it up. Call me a sad person, Im aware that I am. Fully aware of my own patheticness, but hell, Im trying. At least Im not some lazy fuck who just doesn't want to bother with learning something new and at least making an attempt to make my being not entirely useless. Maybe one day I'll get good at this and make a sorry living selling templates. Oh and uhm, Im sorry if I made that sound like a "Oh I know your entry was directed at me" retaliation. It's not, Im for some unknown reason stating a point to people, mainly myself. Because if I don't write it I will most likely not realize it or forget it later. Spiffy eh? Your journal is spanktastic, keep it up. Im checking it daily :). PS-I wasn't looking for a hidden meaning in your template, but I did like the little saying at the bottom, even though I can't remember what it said. Sarcasm not intended, I seriously cannot remember. Damn, 13 and my memory is hell. Fun shit... Okay, Im done pointlessly ranting to random people for now. Sincerely, me.
from lookin4liz :
*clapping* Sick of it all, are we? Really enjoyed the entry...I'll definitely be back. :) I also really liked what you wrote about your girlfriend. It made me realize just how much I love my fiance...Thanks for that. ~Liz
from deadnytmare :
hah yay! that rocks! ooh..cupcakes! meh.. too bad. i'll get some sooner or later..hah. so yea. i like what's written in your profile..the description? yea. and the pic rocks too. youre cute. ok i'm done. * walks away, trips over a pebble, walks into a wall, bumps her head on a door frame*
from deadnytmare :
hah dude youre awesome. i'm so glad i found your diary..
from asterix13 :
im a snot nosed slob without a job... sorry, i didnt mean to be mucas like it just made me go "what the fuck??!!!" "*puke noise*" i didnt understand, and it especially upset me cuz of that talk the other night. Your diary entry explained a lot. I'm not upset anymore. I really wasnt upset in the first place, just weirded out. thats all. sorry sorry sorry. i didnt think you would get so mad. and i am NOT jealous of anybody or anything, i dont care what you say. and im not worthless... and i dont have fleas. i wish i had fleas, or just a flea. thatd be nifty. well again im sorry. ill see you at home. kafron*
from deadgod :
You're review is up.
from psychosurfer :
hey...i tottaly agree with u on the movie big fish..sum people didnt get the purpose of it but i think i did..well anyways yea ttyl-lex
from shmeder :
I didn't mean to offend you by saying that you are young. I'm 33. If you were 15 then there's no way I would be reading your diary, 21 is young for me. You certainly have a way with words in your diary!
from wiley381 :
Well, I'm glad you ??enjoyed?? my diary. I enjoyed yours as well. I look at other diaries and see how creative people are with thier HTML and photoshop skill and I wonder why I don't invest more time into something like that. However, I've realized that some things are best expressed with simplicity - most things in my life anyway. Contradiction - I'm drawn to it as well. There's athin line between having experiences contradictory to one's beliefs and being a hypocrite. I often wonder what side of the line I fall on. Contradiction, if one word could be used, describes my social skills. Anyway, enough about me, my ego's large enough. Thanks for viisting.
from loser654321 :
hey i took that survey...im just saying hi..and asl?
from brer-rappit :
hey, man. thanks for the comments about my werk. really thank you. yeah my most reccent comic is actually a 3 issue series called DISPOSABLE GRAFFITI. the first issue is out now... mostly filled with older stuff that predates alot of my mental confusion. the 2nd and 3rd issues are hopefully going to see the lite of day this summer in tyme for the SAN DIEGO COMIC CON. if you want, email me with like your mailing address and all that junk and i can try and get a copy out to you sumtyme. [email protected]
from zigglett :
i'm glad you came back, i enjoy all your entries even if i dont understand all the gaming stuff, heh.
from brer-rappit :
hey man, been meaning to drop u a message for awhile now. hope your doing well, glad to see your posting again... you rock, keep it going.
from seanna16 :
hahaha shit. I accidently left a note for myself instead of you...anyways, what I was saying was that I was at the bookstore a little while ago checking out his stuff and cursing myself for spending my last paycheck on alcohol, clothes and piercings.
from seanna16 :
lol...it's cool :D made my day that someone else likes to watch fight club besides me. I've actually never read chuck's books but since fight club was based on one, I might have to check him out...
from seanna16 :
*twitches* gah! stan the man! fight club! chuck! gah! why are you liking what I like!
from theascension :
Thanks for the compliment. I recognized your handle from Dead God's pending list, and I really enjoyed what you have to say. It's a nice change from little teeny bopper diaries around here. Oh, and Kevin Smith...is just an excellant screenwriter.
from asterix13 :
I'll go... but I wont be your girlfriend... cuz I'm a big dyke. kafron con techron*
from diaryreviews :
Your review is up at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/punkloser.html. I'm sorry it's so harsh, but I hope you find it to be more thorough themn that other site's. ~Vicky
from jadedcrow :
Oh, okay, I see how it is. I've kept you added to MY diary list since I joined, and you can't re-add me to yours??? :p Brat!!!!! <3...
from crashreviews :
Your review is up!
from blunt-revues :
Your review is up!
from sk8er-cowgrl :
Wow. I'm addicted to your diary now. I love the last entry. It reminds me so much of me, that I couldn't help but cry... Keep writing. *Muah*
from phatgrrl :
ID reader password phatgrrl
from phatgrrl :
Wow, inspirational entry, hopefully it'll inspire you as well. My advice (and if you feel the need to check my credentials for giving such advice see my diary) is to read or reread Candide by Voltaire (no eye rolling please and pay attention to the last chapter).
from asterix13 :
suck on my chocolate salty balls bitch kafron con techron*
from puta-face :
update more hizoe
from asterix13 :
this is a message. i am bored at my moms house. you are bored here as well. isnt that romantic? we will have pizza, and share a few laughs. pizza is nice. if you were a comic book character, which one would you be? i think jelly fish are pretty. but i would not want to touch one. what are you reading? i hope its interesting. i want to play soul caliber and whoop your ass. then i would like to watch buffy. yes, that would do nicely i think. i going to go away now. far far away love me*
from psychosurfer :
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!-lex
from asterix13 :
i love you, wait i'm me talking as you, wait, i'm confused
from asterix13 :
gosh Chris, that was harsh. Well, fine then, see if I care. I'll just die of bordom here at work and then who will bring you chichen soup when your sick, and suck you off when your horney? Luv Kafron****
from asterix13 :
I meant GIRL down there Luv the almighty Kafron****
from asterix13 :
Hey you stoopid bitch!!! Why the fuck don't you write in your diary anymore? Is it because you think I'll read it and get pissed off? I sure hope not. Cuz that's dumb. But I love you so it's ok. I know we have been very busy, and our computer sucks ass, but you could still write stuff. If not for yourself, than do it for me and my amusement, so I don't get bored at work. OK Jeez. What does a firl gotta do to pry into her boyfriends private life? :) ok I'm going now. I love you tofu . Kafron****
from lachatnoir13 :
Weaksauce, that is a totally random phrase that reminds me of someone that you may know...Were you ever in a band that named his or her cd "weaksauce"? Sorry, I am dying to know if we have a bizarre connection. I like your art design, by the way.
from asterix13 :
hey fucker. i love you. you can read my diary if you want
from loserstacy :
Hey. Cool diary want to check out mine??? Thanks! Bye, Stacy
from bloodstained :
bah! stupid-ass non-html-accepting post thingy!
from bloodstained :
whatup man! remember me? yeah... i just thought i'd stop in and see how the old diaryland crew is doing. hope all is well in your world. things are progressing slowly in mine. if you're bored check out <A HREF="http://www.livejournal.com/users/z0mb1">my livejournal</a>. i've also got a <A href="http://www.entropy-five.com">new music project</a> that i'm promoting. O3P sort of fell by the wayside with my ever-fucked-up emotional developments... but i'm still beating that musical horse. keep on keepin' on, yo!
from japankitti :
i like ur diary its always somthing interesting to read and atgaspain's diary was very offending!
from atgaspain :
Fuck, you truly are a loser, you know?
from risenangel00 :
orite, ill use that now and no one will no wot i mean thanx!
from risenangel00 :
i just took ur weak sauce survey and i dont know what weak sauce means i think being from scotland may have something to do with that plz explain??????
from puta-face :
are you hot? you sound like you might be hot.
from orchdreamer :
oh wow, that's cool. awesome job :0)
from orchdreamer :
just wondering where you got the picture in your diary...is it from a movie or something? just curious. anywho, have a good one. bye
from blue-belle :
your survey was khul and you have excellent taste in music (msi).
from weezerfan358 :
wow dude great diary, ur pretty straight up bout shit...i enjoyed readin ur stuff...ttyl bye Caitlyn
from acidinferno :
I just took your survey and it was great, and of course I just read your diary and I enjoyed it as well. So I just wanted to let you know I have added you to my favorites.
from angelichate :
Okay hi, love your diary - your layout is brilliant and you write really well. Fight club is a brilliant movie and book, Nine Inch nails rule and so do Smashing Pumpkins.
from thesevildeds :
not a lot of people actually have heard of the hitchikers galaxy.that coo....fight club is a fucked up movie. love it
from spunkcore :
i see you
from thequitter :
rasputina is bad ass. spread the word. the world needs to know about them. whoo! <3.
from squidink :
I feel inferious to the last comments, I'm not a talking dictionary, allthough I wish I was *sigh* I did your survey and read your diary, its a developing obsession that I decided to continue by leaving this note. Bye xxx
from canofmexican :
hey, your survey is cool Neither warm nor very cold; moderately cold: fresh, cool water; a cool autumn evening. Giving or suggesting relief from heat: a cool breeze; a cool blouse. Marked by calm self-control: a cool negotiator. Marked by indifference, disdain, or dislike; unfriendly or unresponsive: a cool greeting; was cool to the idea of higher taxes. Of, relating to, or characteristic of colors, such as blue and green, that produce the impression of coolness. Slang. Excellent; first-rate: has a cool sports car; had a cool time at the party. Acceptable; satisfactory: It's cool if you don't want to talk about it. Slang. Entire; full: worth a cool million. yeah, so are you..um your welcome to visit my diary..bye
from mellowmeout :
Happy Birthday!
from beth-any :
i was looking through diarys..and youre journal caught my eye, i like the way you dont give a fuck about what people think about you, i admire that. and what can i say, you entertain me with some of the shit you come up with. its too bad im probably way too preppy for someone like you. but im impressed, ive never found anyone who shares the same interest in the movie "The Big Lebowski" .. funny shit. hang in there.
from atgaspain :
I love your survey, very well done.
from ravergirlie :
hey sup? saw ur diary. i love fight club and NIN too. wanted to say hey. k bye bye
from r0see :
cute quote in your profile... that song always makes me laugh.
from mellowmeout :
I hope that me reminding you of an ex girlfriend isn't a bad thing. I am sure it would have to be though seeing that it is an "ex" and all. Anyways, I enjoy reading your adventures. Have fun and stuff.
from radunitsa :
i read some of ur diary- u remind me of myself. i just wanna say- hey, thats really special that I know im not the only one who seems to be tormenting theirself with theirself even when everything is grand. anyway, i might as well have not left a note at all, for all this means, but whatever. peace love and happiness to u
from gregslastday :
3.i met mickey from 2gether today... he ordered a lemon-lime gatorade and i told him he was one funny bruiser<-- are you serious?! that's so kickass. wow, i'ma loser. hah.
from snowdrop114 :
hey! wazzup? You wanted to let u know that your funny... nothing more. *hug*
from auroraline :
i signing your guestbook but i guess it hates me. anyway, you have awesome taste in music. I've started a mindless self indulgence diary ring, do you wanna join?
from neuroticaa :
ha. you made me laugh. xx
from asiponder :
hey, um i hope you don't mind my randomly choosing your diary to read, you sounded interesting though and your diary was interesting, okay yea haha i guess that's all. ~amanda
from brer-rappit :
u could call it anger - u could call it fear - u could call it frustration - that's as close as u get...
from meow88 :
hi. I'm not like those other losers who have signd your guest book... of coursenot, thats what they all say... well, i think you seem kewl, but i just signed up(feb.18 2003) so contact me some time. i need some friends on this site.
from brer-rappit :
2 words... APPALACHIAN ANARCHY
from maralisa :
I understand completely Chris love - I'm in the same place right now, I had to lock my diary the other day thanks to prying family memebers and all the trouble that followed. I'll miss you, but hopefully we can catch up on messenger some day xx
from wilhelmfink :
who are you? I wanna know who you are
from cap-nanarchy :
HOLY SHIT YOU'RE FUCKING HOT!
from shawntasy :
Ummm you know what! It's totally weak sauce that you are leaving! Yes, I said it! WEAK SAUCE!! WEAK, WEAK, WEAK SAUCE! And even though I have never read your diary (I meant to) I still think you should stay. Those are my two cents...sighs...I'm on crack
from maralisa :
Can I leave a note to say I'll miss you? (I was glitterscars) xx
from brer-rappit :
punk ain't ded... least not from where i see it... anyways........ ATR is tha fuckin' best.... rock on, rock often.....
from bellhead :
ouch
from xemochick :
punk..is...deadd
from astro-vamps :
nice profile. great taste in music *thumbs up*. i haven't read ur journal yet though but i'll get around to it eventually.
from kbaa :
whats up?
from keandra :
Ooooooo...touch it faggot.
from twitchygeek :
the only downfall to the wonderful world of coco krispies is that they don't hold true to their name. maybe i'm doing something wrong, but mine get soggy by the time i put the milk away. other than that, it's the cereal of the gods.
from phelanx :
Who are you, and why are you dissing Tess? Cuz I'll mess you up ;)
from fearz :
I wanted to apologize. i didnt know it was your fiance. that and yesterday was just an off day. I am very sorry. I didnt mean to insult you.
from zigglett :
even if it was an insult, it's still pretty fuckin funny. (provided im not on a homicidal rampage) ;) have a day. ~{mere}~
from twitchygeek :
pokey is the mad muthahumpin' krisp. props. try flemcomics.com and somethingpositive.net if you haven't already and feel so inclined. nooch.
from zigglett :
"this is what will happen when you drink paint thinner and huff air dusters while pregnant"? gee...thanks...
from zigglett :
"this is what will happen when you drink paint thinner and huff air dusters while pregnant"? gee...thanks...
from notaprgrl7 :
y'know. i used to think you were cool.
from jadedcrow :
Why did you remove me from your diary list?
from jadedcrow :
Why did you remove me from your diary list?
from weak-sauce :
i am roachiepie. praise jesus!
from picklesx :
that just made me way too depressed for comfort. go buy a milkshake and think about something nice now. blance it out. who cares if life doesn't end up mattering in the end? would youlike to live and be happy and have no one care or remember you or would you like to die and have had a terrible hard life because you didn't want or bother to care. i don't know. i just assume be happy rather then feel bad if you can.
from saftey-pin :
Good Point
from suzigrrrl :
go back to work, too much time to think will be the end of you, so go back to work so you have to think about dingbat erin and then all will be ok.... trust me sitting around will do that shit to you
from black-dahlia :
I adore your diary. The layout and content are awe-inspiring.
from twitchygeek :
feel better hella soon. orange juice and video games work miracles.
from twitchygeek :
if i weren't so hardcore lazy, i would defintely make my own land o'lakes butterlady stipper. although, i have massive dopefiend friends in college who greatly benefit from her...
from counthere :
Um, fuck you for your anti-gay comments left on my site.
from penguinwhore :
thank you for making the changes.... it works in netscape and explorer and everythings great.. -clare
from twitchygeek :
mm, surveyalicious! you are cooler than the other side of the pillow, homeslice.
from tinkapnk :
oooooookay, thanks anyways!!! hmmm maybe ill get him a membership for his birthday.. :) whee! oh and penguinwhore is a menaie. she kicked me out of th DR to because her picture thing didnt show up, but i fxed it. bye!! :) ~shannon
from tinkapnk :
hey...is there anyway you can give me te password to suicide girls.com?? my bf and i are WAY into that kindda thing!! it would be greatly appreciated. thankd!! ~shannon
from penguinwhore :
hi, im removing you from the absinthe diary ring because your ring page doesnt work in netscape... im sorry, feel free to join again once you fix this problem -clare
from hangyourhead :
like the diary... i'm not so good with words so i'll leave it at that.
from picklesx :
neh i dunno. screamo can be pretty appropriate at times. i can't say that i haven't been one to use that title. it works, but i have to agree that it's a lam-o. i mean couldn't they think up something new and different? isn't that one of the jobs of the commercial army's? probably. but people are getting so damned lazy. ah well. me too. -emo xo
from nowfaleena :
Hey. I took that survey thing, it's actually the better of the ones I've taken so far. You seem stable. Ok. . . Your chicken noodle soup is mine granny fun pants. BYE TONS OF FUN!!!
from spunkcore :
Yes, actually I'm a suicide hopeful :D Thanks for the welcome, i'll assume the position...as soon as I know what that is. Am I supposed to be sprawled against a wall or something? Hehehehe
from merricat :
Hey, thanks for the welcome! Actually, I'm an SG! Morgan's the name. :)
from puddinghead :
Ah, so I've read. I just got a new computer too, a laptop, but my dad's treating it like it's the new Jesus, he sometimes literally follows me around if I take it anywhere. He's like a computer nazi, but not bald. *long pause goes here* Hey, one side of my keyboard's spacebar makes a clicking noise when tapped, and the other one doesn't... *longer pause* *tap, click, tap, click, tap tap tap..* (This girl, see, this girl here has a life.)
from saftey-pin :
hes baaaaaack
from autumn666 :
i love the blood hound gang....you're pretty when i'm drunk, and i'm pretty fucking drunk, regrets i've had a few, but first and foremost i'd like to mention.....
from whitetogrey :
haha... um... yeah dude i'm confused. i sorta get what you're suggesting i do, but i'm a royal jackass in all aspects of life, including computers. so...
from ktbikerpilot :
if you are the guy in the picture, you're pretty hot!! e-mail me: [email protected]
from puddinghead :
Aww... no... I just found you (cheesy classical music in background), and you're not updating anymore. And I'm too lazy to read older entries. This is just not cool.
from puddinghead :
Ah, hello. Yes, it's always a bit of an inner struggle for me. Should I add an entry, or masturbate. Goddammit, how scary is that, diaryland really is addictive, if I'm forced to choose. I shall hunt down Andrew guy with pitchsporks and flaming porches. Yeah, I'll do that once i get this eyelash out of my eye. (Ooh, the life and times of Ish, plagued by rogue eyelashes.)
from incoherence :
hiya. remember me? dakishnails? i think i wrote in your guest book alot, but i dont think you check it do you. anyways, cool new layout. ciao doll
from blondelight :
i like your style, kid.
from whitetogrey :
dude, you're going to want to fucking slap me. alright, take a look at my diary. i went buck wild and joined an assload of diaryrings, but now my shit looks all polluted. how'd you get yours looking all spiffy? feel free to mock my ignorance if you'd like.
from whitetogrey :
"a ring dedicated to the only metal band that loves god that should count." you forgot about underoath!!! i finally got off my ass and joined the zao and ptw diaryrings. why isn't there a link or whatever to the ptw diaryring? just askin, no hostile intent. lol. take it waaaaay easy.
from saftey-pin :
just though id drop ya a note.Amazing diary.Seriously,your cool ya know.ya just are.no particular reason or anything.too bad there arent more like.maye there are.maybe there arent.anywayz,just had to give you props,ur a fav now.the end.....or is it really??
from thestoryis :
i just wanted to say that you seem so fucken kool and i mean that!!!! *evin grin inserted here* your diary caught my attention, so i thought i'd drop a line... still working at borders, huh? *smiles* so you hate your job, you'll get by.... nice picture of you two by the way... punk_loser, i like it.... yeah well i expect to hear from you now... *scratches head* i doubt i will, just be pretty kick ass i guess...
from darkmoonwolf :
It's great to find someone who actually knows who Jack Off Jill is besides me.
from deathis2easy :
salutations, thanx for the welcome...i very much enjoy poison the well...not many people like them over inmy small town...then again, they don't really like me because of it...and maybe the fact that i have a hawk....go figure, well anyhoo, yeah...hope to talk to you again...fare thee well
from cherryx9 :
ur fucked up
from angelivre :
Well, thank you for creating a Sinfest ring. I *know* Ishida's jacked off to that! ;)
from merkaba :
Yeah... you can crash here. But, if for some reason you can't.... if my house spontaneously combusts or something, I'm sure I can find somewhere else for ya to go. I know lots of people who like random strangers. :)
from dumbfreak :
hey i love dillinger and zao(enough i guess) AND poison the well AND chuck palahniuk so holy shit.
from ashen-eve :
thanks for leavin' me a note. i think you're a great guy. i'm soooo happy to hear you smoke pot. i just saw the pic of you and your girlfriend on your page. cute. i like that. you look full of happy vibes. we need more of that. wow! James Marsters is 5'3"? i'm 5'4"! why, i've never been with anyone shorter than me before. he's so damn hot. he got me at "befulgent" or however it be spelled. have a kick ass day and remember, you know what to do when 4:20 rolls around, bud. hugs and good vibes from ashen-eve
from nerve-agent :
NINE INCH NAILS FUCKING ROCKS!!!
from phatgrrl :
coming from someone who Cobain means a great deal to, I wanted to say that today's entry (7-26-02) rocked my fucken world! BTW it was Friday, April 8th. you should read my entry titled "How Kurt Cobain Saved My Life"
from mckeiver8 :
the zao ring sounds like an excellent idea. i'd be more than happy to join.
from blondedoll :
and what r u allergic 2?
from merkaba :
you know MSI? That's awesome.... :) I actually just started listening to them about a month ago, when my boyfriend randomly bought the CD...and then it's kind of been an addiction ever since.
from whitetogrey :
hey dude... hell yeah i'll join the ptw and zao diary rings. hell, i'll join the dillinger one too. i'm not their biggest fan, but i do like a lot of their stuff. lol, emerald weapon... i remember those days. and yes there are definitely exceptions to the whole singing in metal thing. i don't have anything against it, as long as it doesn't sound shitty. nothingface uses a lot of singing, and it sounds bad ass! so don't think i'm ripping on the whole idea. lol later.
from brutalsugar :
"i meet to many women who interprit feminism as "let's castrate everyone" ...those aren't feminists, sweetie - those are bitches. besides, what good would men be without their... well, you know...? j/k. i think. ;)
from brutalsugar :
from your most recent entry: "what's wrong with empowering men and what's so right with empowering women? can we just agree on equality?" um, well, feminsism -is- about equality. only the man haters believe in woman being above men. and that's not what feminism is about. anyways, whatever. rock on, man.
from march-hare :
welcome to the degrassi diaryring and thanks so much for joining!
from coma13 :
Hey there, sorry it took me forever to get back to ya. Purple hair? Yay that's awesome. Well i'm almost 17 and unfortunately i'm in TX...blah. Thanks for telling me about the MSI diaryring. I'm officially a member, woohoo.
from lost-glory :
schyeaa. ptw fans unite! haha. you have very good taste in books, might i add. palahniuk is an incredibly talented man. *swoon* :)
from phatgrrl :
"I am the midnight bomber that bombs at midnight, I say `BOOM BABY BOOM!' Down with the government, evil is GOOD!!!"
from phatgrrl :
just found your page, don't have time to read much right now but we've got the same kind of layout, nothing beats the simplicity of red on black baby! I added you to my faves so I wouldn't forget to check you out.
from xdeceasedx :
sry i havent gotten back to you ive been on vacation...but anyway i would definetely join ur PTW diaryring...thanx for asking
from jadedazazel :
Ya i would be interested in the pantera shit.
from wallflower9 :
I can relax... but.. your girlfriend or whatever needs to relax a little. holy fucking shit. that was harsssshhhhh. I'm over it. actually it made me laugh. hmmm. I started reading your diary but my attention span is eqaul to a three year olds.. your entrys are awesomely long. Impressively long. too much for me to handle. out. of. hand.
from wallflower9 :
no no no... just because I am straight edge doesnt mean I am an uptight jerkweed. but.. I was a little overprotective of my emo... thats all. I wasnt always straight edge. I dont do that shit anymore because it was fucking with me too much. and unless I make a conviction of being straight edge I would just wind up doing it again. and... thats not good. I dont want to get knocked up by a college guy i dont even know and get every STD in America. just.. not what i want to do... you know? ummm.. keep listening to emo... it's good for you.
from aprettylush :
Muahaahahah you motherfucker guess what I got today? That's right. Seaseme motherfucking chicken. Damn skippy! I rule now. I love you you foul temptor of chinese food.
from rotten-day :
thanks for joining my jane-disdain diaryring. <3
from robertahay :
My word! What a diary. Anyhoo, thank you kindly for partaking in membership of my kraftwerk club. TWELFTH MEMBER!!!!! Woah- I'm just a doyenne of rings. I'd better go before I embarass myself. luv from Rob
from drykill :
Thanks, fellow CFH, but as for my name...No, I didn't get it from Dry Kill Logic. I have been using Drykill as a screen name since '96, on the first AOl, then I transfered to Yahoo, with the s/n Drykill_Raventree, and now I am back on AOL with Drykillraven. Drykill is a term certain people in my line of work use to denote an action.
from jennilynn827 :
yeah dude hook me up with the ring, dep rocks my socks.
from shadowcelt :
yo well thanks for leavin the note and im glad to be in ur ring
from fuzzypinksox :
I am really honored to be in your diaryring!!! Spidermanis my fave movie!!!!!!
from beamqueen27 :
The Borders Cafe is that bad? I don't think I'll change my answer though cuz working in a subway sounds pretty bad too. lol.
from mshunnyberry :
What did you expect? No hard feelings on this end though. :O)
from deadwinter :
Sure I would be up for joining a CHF diaryring. Pantera is a amazing band, I would be all about it.
from fadingslowly :
thanks for you help. i really appericiated it.
from scar-star :
i promise..this is my last stupid little note =) just to thank you for reading my diary because...i don't know, i just like the fact that someone reads it
from fadingslowly :
yeah i would love to join the poison the well diaryring. but i don't really know what to do so if you could fill me in and let me know if or what i need to do. thanks
from scar-star :
thank you for putting up with my stupidness i've got my msi brat all sexified and on my diary so i don't have to bug you anymore =) megan.
from scar-star :
oh look. another message from me *alert* i'm stupid as fuck. i changed my layout.. but my cute little pink msi bar dissapeared i tried to re-join but it said i'm already joined up ( which i am ) *covers face in shame* want to try and help me ( again )? i'm embarassed.
from scar-star :
thank you for helping my pathetic self become cool like you and join your ring =) i'm special now *smirk*
from scar-star :
hey... thanks for leaving me my first message, i feel so special *sarcastic laugh* join your diaryring? i would.. but my god, i'm a loser i don't know how *smirk* if you want to let me know how suuuuure i'll join in the little jimmy worshiping
from scar-lette :
alright. i am part of your msi ring. congrats on the rad page that you have here. >bite the future and fuck the past<
from cute-clanger :
Heya, i just thought I'd tell ya about a new NIN site thats up, they're lookin for affiliate sites, messageboard/chatroom moderators and news people. If u are interested it's at http://www.nineinchnailschat.com . thanky for your time :) x cya
from morguecrawl :
Hey, just like to take a page from your book and say WERD to that last entry of rabid feminism. I'm a chick, I'm a proud chick, but just because women were stomped into the dirt for centuries, it was a product of programing. This doesn't mean we have to be vengeful now. We have to be greatful things are changing, it's only going to make us all better people. "Neanderthal Male" is on his way out. What's with these chicks bringing in the "Neanderthal Female"? Pfffft. Why can't we all just get along? *sob*
from whitetogrey :
hey dude what's up? i was absolutely flabbergasted when i discovered that two more people added me to their favorites (you being one of them). well, as usual, i have nothing to say really, so i guess i'll just stop while i'm miles behind.
from morguecrawl :
Good luck! Have fun!
from glamorpuss99 :
good to hear lollipop's made it all the way to southern cal...love them..anyway, i just read your diary entry for today and i'm right there w/you on the fact that today has been the shittiest day ever..oh well, things can only get better, right? (let's hope)
from bruisedlips :
your made of sugar and flower petals.....your are so very much not a loser(punk-loser)xoxo
from glamorpuss99 :
so where exactly are you from if you know of those bands?
from punk-loser :
note to self.... san dimas high school football rules
from bruisedlips :
i love your layout! i want to be your robot grrrl....oh i love love love youxoxox
from sumbum41 :
hey, just thought i would leave you a note, i really like your diary and your right ellie aka glitterscars is the shit, she did my layout! ttyl <3 kaytie
from princeofgoth :
ooOOooo... not ONLY do you like me, but you like MSI. And the latter is the coolest, by far.
from isolatedsoul :
had to lock my diary cos of some wanker ... so if you ever wanna drop by the sign in name is: haylz and the password:12344321 .... hope ur alright. kt xx
from hydrogrrl :
woo-hoo! I'll start a lil collection w/ my best friend's spike and the inncident when I let my friend cut off 6 inches of my hair and now yours
from xbrokendollx :
hi, i just wanted to say that i switched my diary due to complications, to cats-scratch, feel to love that diary as well
from hydrogrrl :
The demon inside/To play then torment you/Feelings so sure/Feelings so uncertain/Something is wrong/Everyone's gone/You have been left behind/Everyone left the demon inside I've only known a select few people who listen to VNV nation...rock on
from punk-loser :
note to self... beverly hills cop2 is worse than godfather 2......
from jadedcrow :
Awww...it's okay Kitipher. *lol* I thought I had bored you to death and you fell asleep on me. No matter. I had to get to bed anyways. It was 2 am.
from jadedcrow :
*pouts pouts pouts* Why for you cut hair? You looked killer with it as long as it is in the Pantera hoodie pic. Okay..mebbe I missed something...I dunno...
from jadedcrow :
Dude, I thought you said you hated Bush and OLP. You little shit. *lol* I love them. YOU failed to tell me that. :p
from jessieescola :
yeah, you're hot. i got here via pageme.
from jadedcrow :
GOD DAMMIT CHRISTOPHER! You know that you're better than that and you are NOT a piece of shit.
from darkishnails :
yes. i hate people too. they suck, they really do. bastards. ttyl
from pageme :
Holy fuck!! You do talk alot. It's going to take me forever to read all your entries. You sound like someone I'd get along with...yes, I think I like you...and if that's you in the pic...you're pretty fucking hot too. Anyways...check you guestbook cause it's not set up right. XXX ;-)~
from jadedcrow :
Chris! I sowwie I wasn't on last night! Was watching "Devil's Advocate." I gots a date tonight too (woo hoo...read with more enthusiam than written). Anyways...I'll be on laters babe.
from darkishnails :
i use to have an avacado coloured fridge once ^_^ it was a peice of crap, i only really liked it for the colour and the fact that i was almost taller than it. ^_^
from spookycore :
wow! i "rawk" (yay!) that's new to me but i thank you for the kind words! (p.s. love the name. nailbomb! baby nailbomb!
from poeticsilnce :
good point...it is wierd how people work.i hate having to care for people i know i shouldnt. cos sooner or later, betrayal is all you'll get back. am i right?
from heavenawaits :
oh, you are enjoyable! ^.^ keep writing. xx
from poeticsilnce :
people suck...and you wonder why they care...hummmm....so do i.
from darkishnails :
poor asian kid. but its true. ^_^
from darkishnails :
yes. its fun to kinda scare people. *grins evily and runs off*
from hydrogrrl :
You know, I don't know the whole situation w/ you and gina...but trust me, things will get better. Maybe even just a tiny bit better, but give it time. And maybe also I think your point is right about the unique snowflake, but no one else is you. No one else has ever experienced all the same things you have, your mold was made differently. At least we have that much.
from darkishnails :
hey! i was searching around for a new layour for my diary, and i came across a trent layout! thought you might like it, so here it is: http://deconstrukt.myplace.com/trent01.html i found placebo ones too ^_^ *heaven*
from darkishnails :
hey, i must be stupid (very much so sometimes) but where is your guest book? i wanna sign. ^_^ jellybeans are good. did you get any?
from darkishnails :
cool. lol. yay. hi friend. im not too big on the porn part. my friends like yaoi. but. its all good. ah. im tired. goodnight. oh yes, and *applausses for ass riding dragon slayers* what do you mean though? heh.
from darkishnails :
hello.
from talena39 :
WoW!!..You LiKe MiNDLeSS?..THaT iS FuCKiNG aWeSoMe..WeLL i HaVe a NiCe LiTTLe WeBSiTe You MiGHT WaNNa Go To..i WiLL PuT iT oN HeRe BuT a LoT oF TiMeS i DoN'T TYPe iT RiGHT oR SoMeTHiNG So You CaN e-MaiL Me aND i WiLL SeND iT To You..My e-MaiL iS [email protected] aND MY WeBSiTe iS http://community.webtv.net/KiTTiE_FREaK39/strangeandunusual WeLL i GueSS i WiLL Be TaLKiNG To You LaTer BYe BYe aLLY
from reeks :
well i saw everyone else doing it so i wanted to do it too
from glitterscars :
http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/scarling - thought it might interest you xox
from xouttheeyes :
haha so often have i wondered about jesus's er.. size. you are so funny, i always enjoy your thoughts.
from nightmara :
YAY, thanks for the note, made me happy. Got any ramon? Me wants ramon noodles. Chicken chicken flavored. chicken chicken!
from dstroyemogrl :
aw you're so nice, i love you.
from srch-n-dstry :
Just thought you should know, that I enjoyed your post:'your anger is perfect. I believe that was my post. SEARCH AND DESTROY
from srch-n-dstry :
Do as the prompt tells you to do and remember: Search And Destroy. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addpub.phtml?user=srch-n-dstry
from glitterscars :
I hope you feel a bit happier soon my lovey. A piece of advice? Vodka and cookie dough may not cure all ills, but it's a start xx
from lipstickbrat :
hey you, thanx for the note! early 90s rock rocks! i grew up in that scene so i miss it alot...im still waiting for another scene that makes me as excited!
from honeyblood :
thank you so much for what you said in the note you left me, it made me really happy. thats why i moved, i couldnt breathe under all the plastic. im rolling around in mud now, and fuck anyone who says i have to stay clean and wrapped up.
from nightmara :
Heh, what's wrong with being called sexy? Oh- sxy is underrated anyway. Nice diary, I'm new. Er... at this anyway. Am I doing it right? Ohhh oh- Time for OY OY OY! Better yet... who digs the Sex Pistols? I am an anti-chrrrrist-ah! Oh kay... I'm going now.
from glitterscars :
I can't wait for Scarling.... anyway, just thought I' let you know that [email protected] who added you to her msn is me... don't get freaked out or nuffin :)
from grrrl-razor :
kid, you crack my shit up. especially cause "ultra sex" is my favourite MSI song. oh man. yr radical. im off to draw more. i will be sure to use the silver crayon the most. it needs some love, i do believe.
from grrrl-razor :
you rock my socks off cause you know who mindless self indulgence is. i love them. thank you for yr sweet words...they made me smile. ok, im off to draw now. i just got new crayons. gotta try them out. haha.
from glitterscars :
I LOVE THE SMASHING PUMPKINS TOO!!!! anyway... long entry today but I read it all. Thouroughly intense. Your life interests me. I just thought you should know. I need more space on my favourite diares list. Have a good day x/L
from shadowfaerie :
Thanks,take it you like that sort of music too?i like quite a mixture,punk.rock,heavy metal and indie.love annette xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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