messages to rachaelina:
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from sky-rocket : |
::waves hello:: |
from boombasticat : |
I would read just about any of those blogs. I suspect lots of folks talk to cats and dogs. I make up futuristic rap names for my dog. |
from hthespy : |
I had this experience on Facebook the other day too. It was HARSH. Take care, MR |
from jessejackson : |
Reading your entries helps me get my work day started. |
from boombasticat : |
I hope you're OK. |
from jessejackson : |
I sat across from a stranger to eat a waffle this morning. "What is that?" I asked, "Maple Syrup?" "No, it's maple syrup. this sounds like you've been reading Pokey the Penguin. |
from jinkymarvels : |
dear rachaelina: your diary is a surefire eloquent gemstone. i love reading it beyond words. solemnly, jm. |
from division-day : |
i saw you at fred meyer a few days ago. did you recognize me? i smiled at you. i was with my boyfriend. i wanted to say hi but i was too shy. do you want to have coffee someday? i love your diary. |
from jessejackson : |
In response to this Steven Patrick mind frame "-I developed tender feelings for a stranger...": Gurl, U SOooooool cr4zy! Keep it Fresh 4 da summer! K.I.T. |
from rebecca : |
Brad Renfro was rude to me at a house show in Oakland. His friend spilled beer on me, and then BR told his friend that it was okay. |
from division-day : |
hi. getting caught up on blogs i neglected!! i love the i-phone picture, is that you leaning over? if so, you have the BEST STYLE EVER. hat, coat, boots, and everything else is absolutely perfect. also, love your writing a ton. |
from simoncamden : |
i have found that lots of people use "baby" in conversation with their sig. others to a really maddening level. i find it super common in some couples where they use it in super banal conversations "baby, where's the mustard." its GROSS! hi. |
from mymess : |
i used to feel really hungry like that a lot.. could be worms, really, don't know. (i saw a homeopath that says we often have worms, i forget which kind right now, shit!) but i have a feeling that it has more to do w blood sugar. i was reading this book about high glycemic foods that a lot of us eat and how it messes w out hormones and... basically, you will feel hungry a few hours after eating sugar/bad carbs (refined flour and sugar), because it is a completely natural response in your body.. for some reason like your hormones overcompensate for the rush of sugar and then you crash down and your BRAIN wants blood sugar so badly. i guess i have been eating better, thus not so hungry, but also when i started taking prozac it seemed to help me with my impulses. i was eating really recklessly but now i am a little more likely to take the time to eat something healthy.. if you want suggestions on good/fulfilling/energizing meals i can tell you want i like, as well, but wow this is a long note. try raw foods or macrobiotics. and if you are vegetarian be careful about amino acids, get em! |
from pierrecoghil : |
so cryptic |
from raven72d : |
Ummm....frosting? |
from raven72d : |
Cryptic but wonderful entries... |
from boombasticat : |
I really liked that one, about the buckwheat and burrs and unspeakables. Cryptic but jammed full with sights and textures. |
from pinebranches : |
In regards to today's entry (June 13th), yes and yes. |
from jinkymarvels : |
i just want to say thanks be to god you have an online blog. truly, truly. i love it. |
from pierrecoghil : |
wolfgang amadeus was in my top 10 last.fm for this last week. |
from division-day : |
that was a great entry. funny, and also beautiful. i love systems like that. |
from dylanwashere : |
You have some great last lines in your entries. |
from jessejackson : |
can you get anymore victorian? |
from boombasticat : |
Knife in the bootstrap! |
from katherinhand : |
i tried to sign your guestbook but it wouldn't let me. re: your entry, september 25, 2006: i happen to always have thought that you are otherworldly beautiful. i saw you on your bike in my hood just the other day, too far to yell at you but close enough to recognize you and your jacket, and i had the distinct thought that you are the type of person who is perpetually living in a movie. because normal people aren't nearly as glamorous/lovely. |
from mymess : |
aw i always get what you are saying. the entry just now about being lazy and wanting to be loved the way you are! i love people even if i pick on them. even if i don't love their shortcomings. sometimes i can recognize shortcomings but call them things that make that person that person, plain old traits that some might find difficult but that i kind of love. we almost need our "flaws" because we cannot please everyone all the time. trash = treasure, that sort of deal. the most lovable people are often polarizing. but i still get what you are saying, because i FEEL that way. but these are the things i tell myself. i'm telling us now. you and me. |
from boombasticat : |
I would like to take a moment, also, to give big ups to the Rushmore soundtrack. Thanks. |
from mymess : |
hi r i was just reading your diary and i know how you feel so much at times, it's crazy. it sucks wanting to love so much and not being able to. then loving someone madly (platonically, nontheless) and having them abandon you for whatever reason. guess i have nothing really intelligent to say about it, just that i have so recently been there, i'm doing better now but it seems that any type of abandonment that seems unjustified is such a harsh challenge.. i am less secure all the time. and then more secure because i battle it out. i feel like my ideas give me more sercurity. what i've learned and survived. but experience leads to great fear. but for the most part i am ok. and i'm lucky that at the moment i'm seing a highly compassionate fellow. because i worry how these fears might come in the way of things. |
from seven-point5 : |
I forgot to send a gift with Kim S! Ah! I'm so envious of her vacation. Did you have fun with her?? |
from beijadog : |
hi, this is mymess, too lazy to log in and out again so that you will not be confused but it is me. i love "pepermint" by lovers, i love that whole album, i wonder if that is the one that made you cry. i think so. i hope you are doing well. i enjoyed your entry about that audition. i went to portland for the first time ever a few weeks ago. it surprised me in good ways, but it did not make me want to move there. |
from katherinhand : |
beg your pardon. am writing to confirm that a hang-out really must take place the evening of the 4th. i am going to write your lady friend as well. i would send carrier pigeons bearing nice scrawly invitations, but i do not have your postal address. rachael, how will i give you future signs? xo. |
from paperbridges : |
over the weekend i mentioned to molly b that i was going to see you and she was so excited that she jumped up in her seat a little bit! she says she will send along a gift. is the evening of the 4th good for you? |
from paperbridges : |
i am told that when i visit in february, jennifer katherinhand is going to organize an evening of fun having to which you will be invited! i am also told that this evening is to include alcohol and karaoke. boy howdy! |
from boombasticat : |
This made me laugh loud enough for two coworkers to think I sneezed. They both blessed me: "Charlie the dog used to sit upright next to my Dad in his easy chair, and look at me like God's littlest retarded angel." |
from chrisalmond : |
i really like the entry you wrote on the 8th. i think you write very well, and do an excellent job capturing emotions. |
from mymess : |
hey guess what. last night i wanted to play oija board but i forgot to bring it up and i ended up going to sleep. i did not think it was something to do because of halloween, i just wanted to do it. i did it a bunch in the summer and i have not done it yet in the nw. so maybe i was craving it, or maybe the october spirit got to me. |
from paperfriend : |
why are you a creep? i mean, what do you do that is creepy? |
from paperfriend : |
sorry for leaving you so many notes. too bad we never hung out when i was in your city. i wonder if we would have had a good time? i hope so. |
from paperfriend : |
you make pencils? |
from paperfriend : |
. i remember your pregnant friend! she was so nice! i even asked he to turn in my tithing for me. i am glad she mentioned me. i would like to be married to her from the tiny amount i know about her. is that the ward you sometimes go to? that ward is nuts! there was a man about 50 wearing one tennis shoe and one moccasin! i liked the ward. sometimes it was depressing because of men like the mocassin/tennis man. who you could easily tell why they were middle aged and not married. but also fun because it was so different than what i was used to. does this sound like what may be the ingredients of the thai tomato soup you had in anacortes? 1 tbsp grated ginger 2 cups chopped bok choy * 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil leaves * 2 cups stock or water * 1 can (48 oz., more or less) tomato juice * 3-4 tbsps soy sauce * 1 cup bean sprouts * 1/2 cup coconut milk * 2 tbsps lime juice |
from paperfriend : |
i had what i called a chest cold even though i did not think that is what it really was!! so the what the heck fest was good? i would have really liked to have gone. |
from paperfriend : |
i recieved your message. i never called back! in not in portland at the moment |
from paperfriend : |
don't you want to hang out with me? |
from paperfriend : |
okay. here is my phone number 801 376 2053. and anyone who reads your notes is welcome to call me as well. i always feel anxious meeting new people. i have social anxities. what if we have nothing to talk about? i wonder. or what if one of us has a very bad time while the other has a good time. or if we both just have a bad time. those are the sort of things that make me nervouse. |
from paperfriend : |
you don't know of anyone who needs a roommate do you? |
from paperfriend : |
yes, i think in july. maybe july third or fifth, but not the fourth! i have about $550 right now, and thought $1500 would be a good. find me a place to live okay? a place without any nerds around. |
from paperfriend : |
rachael. it is meeeeee!!!!! |
from likeaforest : |
well now i'm curious! DO i know your friends? |
from mymess : |
not that you are a journal. |
from mymess : |
this is the first time i've seen one of the journals i like (besides mine) admit that they are insecure. hope you are doing well. |
from paperfriend : |
what sort of lies do you tell in the break room? |
from softblossoms : |
o thank u! i like yours, too, very much. |
from softblossoms : |
for me, hell would be the restaurant i ate at yesterday that had that richard marx song "right here waiting" playing on repeat. |
from paperfriend : |
this line was very funny:You're bringing me down, clown. Plus, you freak me out. why did you get rid of the picture that was on your diary? |
from paperfriend : |
did you get my email? |
from paperfriend : |
i am writing a story and there is a character in it based on you. perhaps on you. what i know of you. some of what i know of you. |
from mymess : |
thanks for the support and drug advise. i'm still uncertain about if i need to take anything. i guess i'd talk to some doctor first. i tried therapy and it felt similar to what i do when i write or talk to friends but i cannot really say because i only went four times or something before the very fears and quirks that bothered me so much kept me from going back. i feel like i am still learning a lot about myself and a great deal of the crap i've felt in the past year may be situational, and will pass. but i'm not sure. i'm glad you are well with your decision. |
from themiranda : |
i really enjoy reading your diary. |
from paperfriend : |
no, i didn't get it!!!! will you send it again? |
from paperfriend : |
i do not know how to knit. not yet. for christmas i am getting knitting needles and yarn, and a book teaching me how to knit and crochet, the book also gives other related advice. thank you for liking my idea. are you in idaho now? see you soon. |
from mymess : |
rachaelina, i thought for a long time about what you said and then it drove me crazy so i stopped. just kidding. no i realize i do need to make decisions and deal with things and in my mind, i had made the decision. it was this: "stop torturing yourself and remember to go with what feels correct. that's what they do. that's what faith is based on." so i remember how i feel when i go to church, and the feeling is, "i can't believe i used this logic once." sometimes a feeling of brotherhood, that i miss. that's ok though, there are other good causes i can get involved with. but after thinking about what you said i remembered that i am a little unresolved because part of me thinks i didn't try hard enough. i wish it didn't have to feel torturous to try. there's too many emotions involved in it when i'm around people i love who are members of the church. when i'm around my ex-boyfriend who isn't working out when he came home from his mission to someone so hard hearted. when i'm in the same city of an ex-best friend who finds it too hard to talk to me. etc. etc. it seems like i should move, yeah? but there are things i need to do here first so i'm hanging in. i'm going to try and go far away for the summer. i did this last summer and felt awesome and at peace with my beliefs. i was reading the book of mormon a lot and feeling like i understood how it isn't true. quite a contrast from now. so yes, maybe this summer i finish the book. i told myself i wouldn't be at peace until i try harder. this is the longest note ever. |
from mymess : |
ps i talk about myself too much because i forgot to mention how much i like what i've read so far of your diary. i hope you do not mind if i add you. |
from mymess : |
hi i am a friend of chaunte' and chris (paperfriend). my name is allison and i saw the note you wrote chris about mormonism and i really felt similar in that i wanted to stop thinking about it. i still do. i feel it's not true but i do not feel very well adjusted yet. but i just had the whole faith crisis last year. so i'm sure someday i will think about it a lot less. at least now my head is not spinning. this is funny, i just came across your diary tonight, the same night your brother was in town. but i did not know about it until 11 pm; what a perfectly wrong time to find out. this is the end of my hello letter. |
from paperfriend : |
i just saw your brother play. it was a very good show. i spoke to him briefly and told him i heard about the show from diaryland. he said you had called him and told him. your brother is a very nice boy. i was surprised that he is kind of a nerd, which i very much enjoyed. do you make music as well? you can give your brother my bo-regards. |
from paperfriend : |
i am going to see your brother play tomorrow in provo. my friend morgan is also playing at the show. |
from paperfriend : |
what is your work? |
from paperfriend : |
there is a knitting cafe? |
from seven-point5 : |
hi rachaelina, so i passworded my diary because some work associates had been reading and I just didn't want them to anymore. if you go to my page you have to put dirtylinda in as the username and the password is 1234. take care! |
from paperfriend : |
yeah, that is interesting that we have that connection. so you used to be mormon? what happened? |
from paperfriend : |
i see you added my diary, so i added yours. and since that time i have enjoyed reading your entries. do you live in portland? i tried moving there but couldn't find a place by the end of the month, and didn't want to have to wait another month without anywhere to live so moved back. now i might move to portland maine |
from rayonline : |
hi.. i added u as one of my fav entries...nice diary by e way... n, cos we have the same name...see ya... |
from leonmcphelps : |
You want to, know what Leon's life is like ? Well maybe someday I will tell you, but I can pretty much sum it up in one word, normal. |
from brokenbow : |
The Thief of Always was my favorite book in the 6th grade. I believe there is a gooey monster in it. -janey |
from doorholder : |
GREAT DIARY YOU HAVE HERE!!!!! <<<<<>>>>> |
from myeels : |
NEVER will I tuck another shirt in. Never. I was scarred by the mid 90's. Also, a lake outside the door makes me want to weep with joy. However, Georgia is extremely hot. These two things are worth weighing carefully against one another, in my opinion. |
from myeels : |
DUDE. Does he really say everything thrice? Are you exaggerating? Is it a weird mental disorder or something? I am thinking of that guy in Dick Tracy, "Johnny Two-times, Johnny Two-times." Or whatever. God, this entry is funny. |
from no-yes-maybe : |
I just had to click on your diary cause I saw it in the members area- you know the name and whatnot. I love your diary, I will stop by again. |
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