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Wow & Ouch...geesh what a fuckin' week for you. I sure hope that they got all the stones...don't want any rolling around...reminds me of a song!! Anyhoo, just rest and let your body mend. Take care. =^..^=

from fan4 :

I'm sorry you lost your Nano story.

from catsoul :

I like the connection: truth & poison. Good use of analogy in your poem!! =^..^=

from catsoul :

How heart rendering is that...loosing all that writing. I feel for you. I learned that myself. I lost alot of poems once. Now I put them on backup disk every so often. Take care. =^..^=

from pinktroll01 :

i like your diary its a shame you lost all your stuff i lost all my stuff in july due to a stupid hardrive problem but somehow i didn't feel it as a bad thing but a fresh start.

from catsoul :

Don't you love a pity party for one!!! Do you have any photos of your dog? Anyhoo, take care. =^..^=

from catsoul :

Nice poem today. What casserole did you make? The taco one? =^..^=

from fan4 :

Please read my newest entry.

from fan4 :

I recieved a good grade in the class, so I must've gotten a good score on the Final. Some sections were very tricky. I even had to walk up to my teacher, so she could clarify what exactly she wanted. I wasn't the only one!

from fan4 :

I like having cereal for breakfast. I don't like granola.

from catsoul :

Hey there, you should have just had a plate of the casserole and some string cheese. Who cares what you eat when!! =^..^=

from fan4 :

*sigh* I only had one final. One. Some classes have papers instead of Finals. My first class had a Final. My second class had a paper, though my teacher allowed students to be creative about their last assignment, if they didn't want to write yet another essay.

from fan4 :

If there's anything you'd like to know 'bout me, please feel free and ask. :)

from fan4 :

I've written poems before, but they're usually not dark in nature. Closest I guess I've gotten to that, is when a student (at my highschool) commited suicide, and I wrote a freeverse poem saying suicide's NOT GOOD!!!!

from fan4 :

Where does your inspiration for your poems and short stories come from?

from fan4 :

I'm aware of Role Playing, but I don't do it myself. I've never been in a dating relationship. My relationships consist of ones I have with family members, penpals, the few true-blue friends I can see face-to-face, and the huge assortment of online users.

from fan4 :

It took me awhile, but I finaly read your entire diary.

from fan4 :

How did you and Sen become friends?

from fan4 :

We both have March birthdays. Yours comes after mine though.

from fan4 :

I hope I didn't offend you. That wasn't my intention.

from fan4 :

BTW, I'm a Christian, but I'm not Catholic.

from fan4 :

You may like piercings and tattoos (don't know why though), but they'll never be my thing.

from fan4 :

Information overload!

from fan4 :

Ick, ick, ick! Personally, I don't see any point in mutilating my body by getting it pierced and/or tatooed.

from fan4 :

I don't want to get any part of my body pierced.

from fan4 :

Some of your entries may be weird at times, but I like your diary anyway. :)

from fan4 :

Your poetry and short stories aren't silly.

from fan4 :

I've been reading old diary entries, in an attempt to understand you better. :) I left off in a Dec. 25, 2007 entry. I hope you don't mind me doing that.

from fan4 :

If a scent reminded me of bad experiences, I wouldn't like it either. I consider lavender and vanilla to both be soothing scents than can help calm me down. Well, at least we share the lavender in common!

from fan4 :

Do you like lavender? That's my favorite scent. I don't understand why you (or anybody else, for that matter) dislikes the smell of vanilla. *shrugs*

from fan4 :

I updated my diary today. You can read it if you want.

from fan4 :

Noodles are yummy. For lunch, I had soup with tiny stars in it.

from fan4 :

I hope you're right.

from fan4 :

Some parts of the Final did go okay. Other parts though were a little weird. I had to do some guesswork, am unsure whether i guessed correctly or incorrectly.

from fan4 :

Current time: 11:05am. Time final starts: 12:30pm

from fan4 :

Happy much belated birthday!

from fan4 :

Get well soon!

from fan4 :

My Final's cumulative! Yikes!

from fan4 :

I'm only taking those two classes. Can't do full loads (15 credits), because they're too stressful. Taking about 10 credits per quarter's stressfull enough as it is.

from fan4 :

For my paper, I'm doing a dialogue between Jane Eyre (the star of a book by the same name) and Antoinette (female protagonist in Wide Sargasso Sea). It's almost done, though I still continue to struggle with it. It's due on June 9th. My sole exam for the quarter will be for my English 370 class. It'll take place on June 10th.

from fan4 :

*sigh* People always assume I have multiple exams, even when one class (like my Women Writers class) has a Final paper instead of an exam.

from fan4 :

Spring Quarter at the UW's almost over. On June 10th. I'll have a Final exam.

from fan4 :

I'm slightly stressed. I have an assignment to work on (due June 9th), and it's not easy. Has to be at least 6 pages long, and I have a long way to go.

from fan4 :

I hope you're doing all right.

from luvliv :

wow. i just read the note you left me and i sooooooooooo understand what your going though. my bf religion was part of the reason what attracted me to him too!!! thus he himself has said...not to pray for him to change, be saved etc. and i RESPECT that. he doent want " gods love" but rater mine..if anything he cant stop me for praying for him thst god will reach him and heal/ soften his heart and if anything the reason WHY i'm able to love him ( or ANYBODY honestly) is because of gods love he has shown for me. and i'm not just saying that...IT'S THE TRUTH! i can be a very hatful/vengeful and judgeing person. and that is only beczuse of injustice, unfairness, things thst are wrong basically and the sin of this world drived me crazy! but i'm learning to forgive meore, be open minded and more underanding but keeping my morals close to my heart. life is a battelfeild and you have to be a fighter if your gonna survive y'know? i know your desire to have a partner of the same faith, and not just that, but a PRAYERFUL partner is so hard to fine now. i'm in the same boat with the 'good girl" image crap and your bf as well as mine living life sooo much more in a different experienced direction.... exact oppisites right? my bf is older than me, in the middle of a divorce, has a little boy, and is pagan. ETC... me and him alwasy say how different we are, and how we took life in different directions with such different approches. he grew up as a preacher kid, but had a life event at 16 that chaned him forever and made him turn to the path he did...He was my first. and for him? i was his first virgin, let alone his first he had been with in YEARS, if not the first he had been really "in love" with but ince that mark in his life.he lost his "soul mate" when he was 16 then, and when he got with me he started to belive in them agin. he's confused on the issue. he even said yeah...he had cared for, loved and been good friends with partners before me( to think of them hurts me so much) read my last entry and you'll understand;) but if anything if any of them really mattered and if he wasent "missing somehting" from each one before me i wouldnt be in his life. he says becuse of me, i gave him his life back, i made him know he was still capable of falling in love and caring about someone. he says he's mine. as long as i'll have him. he's really a good guy. and i think i'm the only one that really knows him. I know how to make him vulerable enough to love, laugh, bawl into tears etc. i know what it's like to have a challening relationship faith wise. but cripes...we cant help who we fall in love with right??? and if our feelinsg were so wrong or unequally yoked to be with this person....i dont think god would allow us to have these men in our lives y'know? stay strong girl:) i'm really happy i mett you!!!<3

from luvliv :

hey! thanks so much for checking out my diary...i added you as a fave if you dont mind?:) i think is friggen ironice you got charged by some bogus dating service company on your credit card, because I had the SAME friggen thing just happen to me recently. the company wasent named "VWM*Match" was it??? ahyhow, your bf use to be Pagan? nice. Mine still is. grew up as a preacher kid and has nothing relly aginst the christian Faith, just the "religious" crap with it wich tends to make him jaded on it.( I dont blame him) so how did you bf make the turn around? i dont "pray" for my bf to change even thou many think he probibly should for me, but i love him and accapt him as he is y'know? It's a challenge, but I love him....look forward to hearing more from you:p

from catsoul :

Yes I do like Bare Minerals. I use the makeup five days a week. My skin doesn't have a problem with it at all. For years I used BeautiControl creme to powder, so switching over was a gradual process. For moisturizing I use day and night Avon's Rich Moisture face cream. I started using it when I was 12 years old. My aunt who lived in Florida and came to our lake place on her vacation in the summer, showed my sister and me how she took care of her skin. Too me she looked so young and wrinkle-free for her age. She used morning and night Avon's Rich Moisture Face Cream. I figured if I could look that good at her age. Now I am 52 years old, and people say I look in my early 40's, so my Aunt did know something. I don't have alot of wrinkles either, they are just starting now. I also use Rich Moisture to take off my makeup. So I know this sounds like a commerical, but you know, my sister doesn't use Rich Moisture and she looks her age, maybe older to me and she is four years younger than me. =^..^=

from fan4 :

from luvliv :

hey, just sumbled across your diary and i like it:)

from catsoul :

Oh how sad about Cupid. I so sorry. I feel for you and your family and your other dog. Cupid knows she is missed and that she is just waiting for you all over the "Rainbow Bridge." There is a poem called "Rainbow Bridge" about our pets passing and waiting. It sure helped me when our Katie passed on Nov. 7, 2005. I still miss her, and so does her buddy Sadie. So just know I am feeling for you. Take care and it is ok to cry whenever the hell you want to. =^..^=

from catsoul :

Hi Again, Oh the woos of grooming!! Sometimes they do get to be way too much. As for foundation, I used to use creme to powder by Beauticontrol, they are good. Now I use BareMinerals, and yes at age 52 I still get blemishes, the breakouts are less. Just a thought. I do buy my husband shirts if I see one that reminds me of him. It is a warm fuzzy feeling to be able to buy something for the one you cherish. Hope the razor arrives soon for you!! Take care. =^..^=

from catsoul :

They sound just so yummy, do they really make them? Maybe my husband might like them. Do they actually taste like ice cream? Wow is all I can say!!!!! =^..^=

from catsoul :

In response to your note to me. There have been times throughout my life when I feel like I am just waiting. I don't know for what though. I watch others through a shimmer sometimes, wondering if they ever notice that. The reflection of me people see is just want they want to see. It is a safe place to be, not wanting to connect all the time with others. It is lonely at times. Only I can reach out, to show people who I am. I think that everyone has times when they feel like they are just a reflection and can't be involved with their life. =^..^=

from catsoul :

I liked your writing about the landscapes of your life. Nicely done. Being alive and so richly aware is so cool. People in general like to check out, sometimes way to much. Avoidance and denial is a strange thing. I like that beneath layers of snow there exists for your promises of change and grownth. =^..^=

from catsoul :

Even semi-permanent hair coloring in black doesn't wear off easily. Especially if you real hair color is light. I get my hair colored to hide the gray, I get a dark color with burgundy streaks(purple). My hair colorist said to me many, many years ago when I decided to go this route that I need to realize that I can never go back to light, and if I do, it will take months, and trimming my hair to keep it short for the grow out. So with that said, before you decide to go black, how long are you willing to live with it and eventually do you like the short style for a grow out? Hey, Merry Christmas to you!! =^..^=

from catsoul :

When my son was 8 years old he was into Transformers big time and Legos. He was also a person who loved to draw. So if he loves to draw you can't beat a new drawing pad and colored pencils with a little electric sharpener. Now my son has Prismacolors. Anyhoo, I think when you spend more time thinking of what the person likes to do, the gift is even better to give. =^..^=

from catsoul :

You feel guilty about the money your mom sends you because she is pulling the control you card. You need the money, just say yes to her and her questions, make her feel good about what she is doing, giving you money, and just get over the guilt and move on. Now if you want to work more hours, do it just for yourself. When I was growing up, my parents were big into the I can control you and make you choice things that I will push on you because they gave me money. When I had an ephiany(can't spell that word) and changed my attitude and acceptance everything became different with my parents. Just something to think about. Bottom line, let her do what makes her feel good, don't be sucked into guilt, you need the cash so you can spend time doing your schoolwork, so you can down the road, work so you are independently wealthy. :)

from catsoul :

have them check your potassium level. When that gets extremely low, there is alot of cramping. I have had very low potassium. The waiting for the appointment is always tough. =^..^=

from catsoul :

The little Sadie Princess is a Boston Terrier. I love her to death and spoil her rotten, and I don't care what anyone thinks about it. We also have Idamay, she is a kitty we saved after she was rescued. Her left front leg is atropied into her body. We saved the leg from having to be amputated. Idamay runs around on three legs, and is fast as a bullet. She is also the boss over Sadie. They are quite the pair. There are alot of pictures in different enteries in my archives. I could go on and on about "the girls," they are so loveable. =^..^=

from catsoul :

God I would be lost without my hoodies and patchouli oils. I like the sound of the unique side of your family, never be a perfect fit, always, always, think outside the box!!!!!!! =^..^=

from catsoul :

In my personal opinion, for what it is worth, I think you should wear your necklace. =^..^=

from catsoul :

How about the color slate to describe the sky. Just a thought. Ash, flint, or granite perhaps could all describe a rainy color sky.

from catsoul :

Now that is a damned good poem. I like to use words of color also when I write. At first I thought you were telling about a dream you had, and then bam it twisted to become real. Excellent work. You should be proud of this one. =^..^=

from catsoul :

My poem that I am very proud of is called, "A Single Flame." I wrote that for my husband. "Paper Lantern" was about my first marriage which wasn't ideal to say the least. Thanks for reading my poetry. =^..^=

from catsoul :

Hi Again, I hope that you translate the latest poem you wrote. I don't know Spanish, I think you wrote it in Spanish. I do alot of writing myself. I posted some of my poetry in diaryland. They are in my archives. The dates are 9-23-03, 9-29-03, 11-16-03, and 11-17-05. You will have to tell me what you think. I have been writing and also writing poetry since I was in 8th grade. I am 52 now. Anyhoo, take care, and thank you for your voice from your heart. =^..^=

from catsoul :

I so enjoy reading your poetry. Thank you for putting it out there. =^..^=

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