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from fitofdestiny :
She has gotten SO BIG! Where does the time go? I can't believe how much personality you can see just in her pictures. She's adorable. I'm so happy for you honey. You are so lucky. I hope you guys have a ton of fun on your vacation. You are very lucky to have such a great family. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Hey love. Glad to see you're still doing well and writing. I hope everything works out for you love.
from fitofdestiny :
Wow honey, she's so big! It seems like just yesterday you were pregnant... She's beautiful just like you. I understand the marriage thing. While it may not be your top priority, to hear someone voice their lack of interest can be depressing. Commitment is one of those things that is both scary but also can make one feel safe, and a fear both of commitment and lack of commitment is natural. I wouldn't worry to much about it hon. Let him know it is something you are interested in doing eventually (casually). Males can be odd and don't always understand our need for outward signs of commitment. Once you live together, they forget about the rest of the steps or just don't understand that while they may mean little to them, to us its important. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Yea! Laptop! lol. That means that when you get home I want those pics you promised!!! Hope you are having fun! I've never been there either but I've always been rather curious. Maybe I'll have to make a road trip of it one day!
from fitofdestiny :
Hi love. I'm glad things are going better. I understand how you feel. Sometimes it is best to be frank. Males do have a way of banding together though that can be a bit unnerving to face. He loves you though and he loves his daughter. He just needs to see through that cloud of his friends vicious words to what is truly important. Unfortunately, that doesn't always happen in the most timely or pleasant manner. Good luck with everything hon. Oh, and you must post some pictures of Marli if you get a chance! Though I can imagine how gorgeous she must be, considering her beautiful mother, I'd still love to see a real pic. *hugs* I am here for moral support, etc, should you ever need.
from fitofdestiny :
Hey hon. I'm so sorry to hear its so rough on you. She really should be beyond breastfeeding, but I understand its hard to hear her throw a fit, especially for that long. Maybe you can ease her away? Almost trick her with a bottle close to your nipple? Or maybe you'll just have to let her scream... I know its motherly instinct, but as long as there's nothing around her that she can hurt herself on, walk away (still within watching distance, but far enough that she doesn't feel you there) and let her... I dunno hon, but it definitely sounds like things can't continue the way they are. Yes being a parent is hard I'm sure, but it just seems like its a bit harder on you because she's so attached. It's great that she loves mommy, but she needs to be able to be away a bit and explore a bit on her own or she won't fully form her ego and will issues later on... *hugs* Good luck honey. And maybe you can look into free or cheap toddler programs in your area? Some are mommy and me type stuff, but sometimes high schools, colleges, tech schools, etc have daycare/preschool type programs that might do her some good and give you the opportunity for some you time for a few hours a week. Can't hurt to call. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
I had to change it for various reasons a while back. It's moving / forward. Just delete this when you get it please? I doubt anyone would find it here, but still. Anyway, I hope Marli feels better! That's really scary hon! Do you have insurance? If not, you should get state for her. Definitely get her to a doctor if she's still sick. Especially with that swine flu going around. *hugs* I hope everything else is well. I understand that fear of growing apart. Unfortunately relationships are constant work, but as I'm sure you've found out, it can be worth it. I'm so glad to have heard from you honey! It's been too long. Oh, and please don't worry about your weight. You are GORGEOUS and curves are very becoming on you. Stay healthy, and take care of that beautiful little girl!
from fitofdestiny :
Honey, your daughter is your reason to live.
from fitofdestiny :
Hey honey. I hope everything is going alright. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you sweetie. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh honey its so lovely to see you so happy! Yea! And shes going to be sooooo beautiful! Just like her mommy and daddy! I'm so glad for you hon. You deserve this happiness. *hugs* Oh babies make me so happy! lol.
from fitofdestiny :
Aww!!! Do you have a name picked out yet?
from fitofdestiny :
That's so exciting! It's great that his family is so happy about it. I hope all goes well with telling yours. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh I'm so glad that you finally seem happy! Make sure you are eating right and let me know how things go! If all goes well I want to send you some little gifts if you don't mind :) *hugs* P.S. You two are adorable together!
from fitofdestiny :
Been there. *hugs* You'll get through this together.
from fitofdestiny :
Ugh honey. If that all doesn't work, you could simply have succeeded in causing brain damage or deformities. *sighs* Even if it does work, you are severely and permanently harming your body. Oh hon... I just want to hug you and take care of you....
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* Yes, everyone has someone at least semi-like that. Or at least, everyone I've ever spoken to about such things. I hope things improve honey, and don't be scared. There are some awesome things out there waiting for you and better people than your father.
from fitofdestiny :
Honey *hugs* It hurts me so much to read about this stuff because it doesn't have to be that way. You don't need to do things away and you are slowly killing yourself and for what? You are getting yourself no where.
from fitofdestiny :
Oh honey. *big hug* Don't you use planned parenthood or something to get condoms and free or cheap birth control. Well honey, whatever you do, please don't do what you did last time. You are going to kill yourself if you continue that. *hugs* I'm here to talk to hon. Anytime.
from fitofdestiny :
You alright darling? It's been awhile....
from fitofdestiny :
I'm glad you're okay hon. I've afraid I disappeared for a little myself but I was glad to come back and see that you wrote. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
For your sake, I hope that all happens the way you want hon. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
You already know what I am going to say hon. So please, go see a doctor...
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* Honey that's a terrible place to be. I'm so sorry things seem so awful right now. Things will get better though honey. They will.
from fitofdestiny :
I'm glad to know other peoplem are letting you know how worried they are about you. Maybe someday you'll actually let them help you.... lean on them a little.
from fitofdestiny :
Reading your entry almost made me cry. I know its useless to warn you or show concern for your well-being, because it won't change your actions. I also know its pointless to share my own experiences, and let you know how much damage I am realizing my small bout with eating disorders has done, and I'm only 20. I worry about you so, because it seems like you don't even care about the long term effects of your actions, but then I remember being that way and realize that you just don't care. That the present is all that matters, and that no matter how misguided that view is, you can't break through it. So instead, I sit here worrying and hoping that one day soon you will see the error in what you are doing and that it will be before too much damage is done. On a different note, it seems like Cori may be looking out for Lindsay? Maybe trying to keep you two apart a bit?
from fitofdestiny :
Please post or contact me soon hon. I'm worried about you and I just want to know you are okay...
from fitofdestiny :
You say you are alone, but hon you never seek the help you deserve and could get. PLEASE go see a doctor. PLEASE
from fitofdestiny :
Honey, no, no, NO! One, cutting down that much right now can make you VERY sick with whats going on inside of you. In addition, you HAVE to give yourself time to heal after and you HAVE to eat well or else you are tens times more likely to get an infection. Would you rather be thinner than a rod for prom, or sick and in the hospital? Darling, you are BEAUTIFUL. Don't risk your health. I know you need that sense of control, and honestly, I don't know how to give you that. There's always the usual 'find a hobby' or something to keep your mind on that you control and work on, but that would be for you to figure out what would work for you. *hugs* Please take care of yourself hon. PLEASE.
from fitofdestiny :
It's really not that bad hon. If you don't want it though, then you shouldn't get it. There are other options. There's financial help out there, and the obvious of giving it away. Otherwise hon, its really not a terrible procedure. I was knocked out for mine, but I had a quick recovery. I, however, went in with an upbeat positive attitude (joking around with the nurses and everything). Those who were more visibly shaken and upset about it, were the ones that seemed to have more trouble. You've got to decide for yourself, fully, without any of those other thoughts. To me, I realized I wasn't emotionally ready for any of it, and neither was he. I wanted it, but not right then and the child was making me hugely sick anyway. It was a hard decision but I made and I kept a positive outlook. If you don't have that darling, you won't be able to recover well, either physically, or mentally. *hugs* You know where I am if you want to talk.
from fitofdestiny :
Here hon. If you go through with it, let them ( http://www.4exhale.org/ ) help you if no one else...
from fitofdestiny :
*big hug darling* I remember being there. If you need any help hon, or anyone to talk to, I'm here. I had to hide my pregnancy from my entire family, and all of his friends. Only my closest knew. In addition, he was being extremely sweet, but once in awhile, he'd get violent and things would turn bad... ugh. I hope things go better for you and you get what you need hon.
from fitofdestiny :
It is hard hon. And even after the procedure its hard. Its one of those things you have to be absolutely sure about before you go through with it. Otherwise, it will eat you up inside for many years. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Hey sweetheart. I'm afraid that this is something that I can relate. A little bit ago, I got an abortion. Not sure if you read those entries or not. Anyway, please talk to me if you need it. I have AIM (imasexyatheist), Yahoo (fruitopia329) and MSN ([email protected]) as well as you can email me. I can understand what you must be going through hon, and I'm here for you. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Sounds like me and boyfriend's situation. Except I'm Paul and he cheated on me with his ex. *sighs* Just be careful with hearts honey. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Maybe
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* I'm glad you're happy... :)
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Hey honey. Could it be that you've lost that 'drive' because what you really want isn't Paul but AK? Just a thought hon. *hugs* Hope everything works out.
from fitofdestiny :
Oh my dear, if he really loves you, he will understand, no matter how much it may hurt him, its hurts more in the end to not let him know how you are feeling. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*huge hugs* I love you honey, and I'm always here to listen and understand. You are stronger than you realize hon, and I know you can make it through and I'm always an email/IM away. *hugs and shared tears*
from fitofdestiny :
I understand that hon. I get like that too sometimes. Maybe you just need a break. A break from it all. This is it... School is, unfortunately, pretty important, but if worse comes to worse, you could always just try to get your equivalent, should you not pass the year. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Yikes. Sounds like an interesting time for you. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
You'll never forget. You just have to try to place in your mind as a bad dream. Pull your mind completely from it, as if it wasn't you that experienced it. Obviously, easier said than done (if you even understand what I mean). *hugs galore*
from fitofdestiny :
*tear* Sweet heart, *hugs* why? What happened?
from fitofdestiny :
Great advice hon. Definitely made me think about a lot of things. *hugs* Sorry about the test results, but when you are both able and ready, I know it will happen for you.
from fitofdestiny :
hmm... *hugs* Well, give it some time and take a test again. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Ummm... congrats. lol. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* You're beautiful my dear.
from fitofdestiny :
Though I agree with his point, I don't like how he went about it. Sweetie, you know I want you to see a doctor. I know you are scared and you don't want anyone to worry about you, but by putting it off and potentially worsening anything you may off, you are making it worse on others. Honestly, its possible that you may have something simple wrong with you requiring just a pill or something. However, I think part of your problem is you eating habits. You need to make sure you are eating enough and the right stuff. Not just healthy stuff and not just a few bites. I know its odd to say since I only really know you through reading you're diary (and no, I'm not creepy), but as a friend, I love you, and I love you're spirit and you're soul and I just want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. You have a very good heart, and you need to face your fears (and allow Paul to help you. Open up some more and have him go with you to the doctors). Once you can learn to face those fears and open up and let others help you, you'll find things become a bit easier. *big hug* I'm ALWAYS here for you hon. Anytime you need to talk.
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* Just be careful hon. This is such a thing as 'too delicate'. Or more, not delicate, just sickly. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
That's adorable hon. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Aw, that's beautiful honey. I'm sooo glad you seem to have found someone to make you happy. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Sweetie, you are so gorgeous... please don't give in to temptation. *big hug*. I know things are hard now. You've been through something terrible. I don't know how I would have handled that... If you ever wish to talk, you know where I am. Please take care of yourself my dear. You've got a lot of people that care about you and wouldn't be too happy if you didn't. *hugs*
from kikyostears :
I wish i could read your diary...i feel so distant from you. Part of me just wants to read just one day a little of you. I miss knowing how your feeling. I miss seeing you....This seperation is hard. We hardly saw eachother at all this summer. I miss you......thats all
from fitofdestiny :
Wow sweetie. That's a lot of people affected. She must have been a great person and a good friend. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh my god honey I am so sorry.... I know theres nothing that can be said that would be of any comfort. If you want to talk though, you have access to all my information and ways to contact me. Even if you just want to talk about stupid stuff. *big hug* I'm here for you sweetie. If you ever need ANYTHING and I can help you out, I will. *tons of hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
That's wonderful hon. You deserve this happiness. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
That's great hon. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
I understand that feeling hon. *hugs* By the way, your dogs are cute!!!
from fitofdestiny :
I know that feeling darling. I've been there. Honestly, its those small moments and things that keep me going. It's the memories of the good times and seeing the beauty in the small things around me. I know things can get really hard hon, but you have someone really great and eventually, you can get away from the family problems and hopefully learn to deal with your mind. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Seems like you need to get completely passed AK. You have what sounds like the most wonderful person in the world who treats you the best. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Wow darling, you had a long hard night. I'm glad he seemed to realize what you were saying though. That's great babe. You deserve to be allowed at least that much. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*HUGE hug* I hope you get some sleep and get better darling. That kind of scares me..
from kikyostears :
Caseykins you forgot your poster! so maybe cori can bring you by to get it. who knows. talk to you later thanks for an awsome day but i still need more casey time. love ya
from fitofdestiny :
Oh yea! Happiness good! I'm glad you ate darling. Be careful there sweetie. Be healthy. I worry about you doll. Hope all is well. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Of course you are meant for something baby. And yes, there will always be hardships, but you can find happiness in a relationship and maybe a job too, you will be happy through any hardships. *big hug* Love ya darling.
from fitofdestiny :
YEA!!!! That's sooo awesome! I hope you feel better hon, but I'm sooo happy that you are happy! <3
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* Love ya babe.
from fitofdestiny :
That's freaking beautiful babe.
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* That's some what similar to what happened to me. I decided to go for it and jump. To tell the truth, I still don't know if I did the right thing... However, you can get the school to transfer your records and enroll out there if you wish. That would make it more likely for you to go. And a lot of schools will allow you to leave early to go to work (thats what my boyfriend does) so that you can earn money for rent as well. I'm sure you will make the right decision hon. If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you. *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Hon I'm sooo happy for you. You deserve this happiness, and I'm so glad you found it. *hugs* He's one lucky guy.
from fitofdestiny :
Oh sweetie, its sounds like love to me. *grins* I'm soooo happy for you!!! You seem to have found a keeper.
from fitofdestiny :
Hey darling. God I just want to hold you and hug you for all of eternity. You deserve all the happiness in the world darling and you seem sooo close to getting it. Hold on to Paul and don't let fear stand in your way. You will finish school darling. You will because you know you have to and eventually you will make sure it is done. Sweet heart, I believe in you, and Paul seems to real love you... You can make it love. Lean on us and all those others who care about you, and don't worry about the stupid crap. Hang on to the good because thats all that really matter. *big hug*. As always darling, I'm here in any way possible if you need me.
from fitofdestiny :
Hey darling. You sound sooo happy and I'm happy for you. I realize it will take you awhile to get passed AK, but I'm glad you are allowing yourself this chance to be happy without him. *hugs* Much <3 darling.
from fitofdestiny :
Oh sweetie, what happened?
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
lol. Handcuffs are soooo awesome. And that was sooo sweet of him to get you those flowers! Wow, I guess romance is still alive somewhere. *hugs* Hope you are alright hon.
from fitofdestiny :
I'm soooo worried about you darling. I really wish you'd come to me sometimes. I'd love to just listen... You're so beautiful, you'd be interesting to listen to. lol. I'm happy that you found someone who makes you happy though. I hope he takes good care of you until he leaves and maybe after too. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
I'm soooo glad you are so happy sweetie! *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh my gosh that GREAT sweetie!!! *hugs* As long as you are happy, thats the greatest thing in the world... I'm soooo happy for you!
from fitofdestiny :
I guess you just kind of have to ask him what he meant by that and discuss it. Just tell him you were thinking about it and not sure what he saw that as meaning... There's really no way around it. Got to be direct. You sound happier though... *hugs*. That's good.
from fitofdestiny :
I'm glad you're so happy doll. I hope things only keep getting better for you....
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Calm down hon, and put it into prospective. It's one project that in the long run of life, doesn't matter. When you are 35 and doing something amazing, no one will care what grade you got on one reports years before. And its in front of people who don't really matter. Most likely, once you graduate, you will never see them again. Who cares what they think about you? *hugs* You are a beautiful awesome sweet person hon. You shouldn't have to feel this way about anything... Hope you feel better sweetie.
from fitofdestiny :
Honey please go to the hospital!!! PLEASE!!! *big hug* I want you to be okay. You NEED to go.... Please stop trying to be so brave and just take it. Go. Get the help you need. I'm so worried about you....
from fitofdestiny :
Oh god sweetie *big hug* I couldn't be more worried about you... did you check your symptoms on webmd.com? Hopefully it was just a panic attack or something, but that sounds really really serious love. Please... I know you don't want to, but please... get some help. *hugs you tightly* You need it and you deserve nothing but the best darling. The best is to be in good health.
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* I'm glad you had a good night.
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh gosh hon I'm SOOO worried about you! *sighs* *big hug* I wish you'd seek help.... but I know, I know. I'm just really concerned.
from fitofdestiny :
That doesn't make you a disappointment! If you are to kiss again, the wait would have only made for anticipation which can only make the next one that much better. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
God, I really wish that boy would wake up already... *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* I love you hon. I'm glad you are content.
from fitofdestiny :
That's beautiful hon... and I agree with the captions. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*big hug* I love ya girl.
from fitofdestiny :
*sighs* I hope he wakes up soon. You deserve the best hon, and if hes as great as you make him sound, then you deserve him. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh hon.. I wouldn't be able to handle that. *hugs* I really hope he wakes up and sees he is letting the most wonderful girl slip away from him.
from fitofdestiny :
Pretty... *hugs* How are you doing hon?
from fitofdestiny :
I love ya hon. I hope everything is alright. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
That is how I felt most of my middle school years, and to be honest, I barely remember them while my friends look back on them fondly. *shrugs* That's really up to you hon. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs*
from lacerated- :
[email protected] Thanks.
from fitofdestiny :
*big hug* aww I'm soooo sorry hon....
from fitofdestiny :
What happened hon?
from xher-secrets :
Hey, I need a password and username to your diary, if that's okay of course. Email me the info at [email protected] --XOXO, Natalie
from fitofdestiny :
Ugh, family... Anyway, I hope you are doing alright hon. I'm still worried about you! *sighs* *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Yes... yes it does. But wow girl you are gorgeous. And you write there too... *makes a note to continue visiting it*
from lacerated- :
May I have access to your diary?
from fitofdestiny :
I'm glad everything is good for you love. Hope things continue going up. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* You are so beautiful lovie...
from kikyostears :
Babe if you go to school tomorrow tell corkster you had the flu. i told her that..heh when she asked where you were i love you ttyl
from fitofdestiny :
Oh love... *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Ah hon, I hope you two end up back together... He sounds so sweet, and you deserve to be happy.
from fitofdestiny :
I know the feeling... *sighs*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh lovie, I hope him and his dog are okay too, but I'm more concerned about you... *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Sweetie PLEASE... please see a doctor. Please lovie, I'm so worried about you! It would be better to see a doctor now. Yes people might worry about you, but they already worry, it wont get any worse. At least then everyone will know whats wrong... Please lovie. Please get help... *hugs* I'm so worried about you...
from for-you-only :
You love me? Awww! Your journal is locked... So I don't know what to say to you.
from fitofdestiny :
Still worried about you over here hon... There's plenty of government programs that could help you pay if you're afraid you can't afford medical stuff... just please sweetie. I want to make sure you are going to be around and as well as possible for quite some time...
from fitofdestiny :
Hmmm... I think I would go up to him and just say "look... I want you to be able to come to me! I want you to talk to me... I really care whats going on with you." Or something along those lines. *hugs* I hope things get better for you hon.
from fitofdestiny :
Sweetie please PLEASE go see a doctor. PLEASE love... I'm so worried about you. You don't need to go through this alone. Get help hon. Please...
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* Oh love... I do so worry about you. I understand where you are coming from, but sweetie, its okay to be a little selfish sometimes and take care of yourself. I really wish you would see a doctor...
from fitofdestiny :
Strength is good... *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
OMG you are so ADORABLE!!!
from fitofdestiny :
Interesting... lol. Sounds like you had a fun convo!
from fitofdestiny :
Sweetie I'm sooooo worried about you! *hugs* I just want to scoope you up and take away all your pain and problems... You're so gorgeous, you don't deserve all that stuff. *huggles lovie*
from kikyostears :
Lady. wtf mate were are you. you have me worried sick, seriously i couldnt sleep last night. any way i wish i could read your diary sometimes. i miss you. we need to runaway again dont we. really soon preferably. just you and me, gone again. think any one would notice? i love you Jessy
from fitofdestiny :
Hold on dear... *hugs* I'm always here. I'm always listening...
from fitofdestiny :
I've had those days... Only the certain right things said and done can you drag you out of it and those right things are rarely said or done. I hope your depression lifts soon hon *hugs*.
from fitofdestiny :
*hugs* well I hope your breaking will help you start new... I'm here for you girly.
from fitofdestiny :
OMG, they should accept you for who you are! And you can't help it that thats what goes through your mind! You can tell whoever you want!!! That makes me mad.... *hugs* Don't listen to people who don't accept who you are. Theres nothing wrong with you, theres something wrong with them not being able to understand others... *big hug*
from fitofdestiny :
Why not just go up and hug him anyway? Forget the distance... and if he calls you crazy, just tell him it was because you care. A hug can do wonders.
from kikyostears :
.....-looks around slyishy-.......::MAYJOR GLOMPAGE::.....-walks away whistling-.......... YOUVE OFFICALLY BEEN GLOMPED BY THE JESSYNATOR! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA-cough cough cough- any who.... i just wanted to say i love you I LOVE YOU! ok im done..... BAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love your faithful little fairy JESSY!!!!!!!!!
from fitofdestiny :
I hope so too... and I hope you are getting better hon, but I'm still concerned about you *hugs* Take care of yourself.
from fitofdestiny :
Oh hon I'm much more worried about you! What if it is serious and your family feels guilty for being the reason you didn't seek help earlier? What if by delaying treatment you are making it worse in the long run.... I don't want you sick! *hugs* Please hon...
from fitofdestiny :
Oh please honey, go see a doctor... *big hug* I want you better!
from fitofdestiny :
Aw hon, is it not possible for something to happen between you two again?
from fitofdestiny :
Hey lovie.. I know how you feel *hugs* And try not to feel overwhelmed. Just try your best, you don't have to be the best. Your are the best person, you don't have to be the best student...
from fitofdestiny :
Oh god honey please get some help... Go see a doctor because thats really not a good sign... *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
I wish I could kiss it and make it all better...
from fitofdestiny :
Eat more, and eat more iron hun. Bruising easily is a sign of an iron deficiency. Please take care of yourself love...
from fitofdestiny :
*huggles*
from fitofdestiny :
Oh sweetie... *big hug* You're so beautiful... never forget that.
from fitofdestiny :
Don't worry about what people say. They pick you apart because it makes them feel better about themselves. Like they are better than you, but your the better person for not doing it back. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Wow, I actually read that whole thing... thats very good for me! Anyway, I'm glad you had a pretty good birthday. I personally would have beat the crap out of Travis... But whatever. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
Well, get your rest, and I'm glad everything went good. HAPPY B-DAY!!!
from fitofdestiny :
Okay, I'm stupid and cleaned out the cookies and everything in my computer. In doing so, I lost the username and password to your diary. Could you pretty please resend it? This time I promise to keep the email so I always have it. lol. I feel really stupid...hehe. Oh well, I am stupid, so at least I'm not being anything I'm not!
from fitofdestiny :
Aw hon, don't think so much. Do what your heart tells you to and don't worry about everyone else. Things will happen the way they are supposed to happen (okay, so I kind of stole that from my ex, but I agree with it). Teddy bears are awesome. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
*nods* Crawling in a hole sounds like fun... but no, we must resist. *hugs*, its your birthday. Try to have fun. I know, easier said then done. *hugs* Think of blue (thats right, blue, I don't like pink) fluffy bunnies with big sad precious moments eyes just asking you to cuddle with them... *cuddles with the bunny*. Of course, if your afraid of bunnies, that could be a problem *looks nervous*. Anyways, I know how you feel hun. *hugs*
from fitofdestiny :
It may be an interesting year, but its going to be a terrific year as well. Just wait and see *grins*. Positive thinking, baby! Hmmm.. I should cut back on the sugar. Oh well! Kisses are awesome! He sounds awesome! *hugs* Destiny
from fitofdestiny :
Hey, I was wondering if I could have the username and password to your diary. [email protected]hotmail.com is my email. *hugs* -~Destiny~-
from kikyostears :
Omg casey-chan i needed that. you have no idea how much your note cheered me up. but right now i dont know if i can be strong enough......i just wanna give up. last night i felt like i had nothing left to live for. but i know i do. i love you and ill pull through for you and everyone else.... i love you more than you know! Jessy
from kikyostears :
Casey i miss you babe. im so sad and boreded here at home. i miss Jordan too :( im so lost and confused. any way ill talk to you later baby girl Dont forget You.....Me.....Opera.....Ballet!!! Phantom of the Opera!! wootage
from kikyostears :
Casey your pants taste like salt!
from kikyostears :
Hey hunnykins. I just thought i would see what was up. Lifes so hectatic right now with me and HIM yeah. Ill up date my diary when i get a chance but i cant tonight ill talk to you later Love ya lots hunnykin
from darkenergy :
Umm, have you changed the pass again? Cause i don't seem to be able to get in....xxx
from kikyostears :
Hey hunnykins! Its Jessy! i made my first entry!!! woot go me! any way ill talk to you later tonight online to give you your user name and pass! cuz i aint giving it out on here! any way im outty ill talk to you later. bye hun love ya much! ~jessy
from rainbowsix :
sure you can email it to me - [email protected]
from rainbowsix :
can i have your new pw?
from staticfears :
Hi, you left me a message concerning my username and password. I no longer use this diary, but rather TRUSTLESSFOE. Trustlessfoe is unlocked and opened to the public. So if you wish to read it, well, you know how to get to it. Yours Truly, D
from darkenergy :
Can i have the new pass? If you don't mind...
from coricrys :
Casey, I need help i can't think straight and i feel like i am dying on the inside alittle more every day. My mom is pissed at me and all i feel like is cutting, i need help!! Cori
from darkenergy :
Uhhh..okay somethings screwy. It still won't let me in. >_< XxX
from rainbowsix :
Hey :) - I emailed you but I don't think you got it. Can I have your un/pw? I miss reading about you. :(
from darkenergy :
Have you changed your password? I can't get in... XXxXX
from n-a-k-e-d :
Hi I use to be wipethetears. Have you changed your pass word? I can't get in... :(
from wipethetears :
Hope your okay (the whole nose/mouth bleed thing) xox
from wipethetears :
Thanks for the note, it meant alot. xox
from thiswonthurt :
Hey, thanks for you note, I've never had a 'fan' before!Ilove to write, so its nice to know at least someone apreciates it! Thanks, keep reading and take care. Claire x
from darkenergy :
Hey, thanks i might change the layout again but i'm not sure i can be bothered lol. Thanks, can i have the password for your diary please? [email protected] - XxX Helen
from staticfears :
My screen name is, [email protected]
from wipethetears :
Could I have the new password? Email: [email protected] xox
from staticfears :
Hello, can I have the new password and username. Thank you.
from wipethetears :
hi... i would love to have the new password!! xox
from relena27 :
hi. thanks for the compliments on my writing! i'm a GW fan and i've had this username for around 4 years. i have this giant collage covering my wall... it must be around 4X8 feet. anyway, best of luck with everything...
from shattdsoul :
My password is being lifted. I can't stop the harrassment of certain people with it, so I will just lift the password.
from shattdsoul :
May I please have your username and password?
from wipethetears :
awww thank you for the note!! i had no idea!! i read your diary every day too. happy easter and good luck to you too!! xox
from wipethetears :
Hi. Thank You So Much. UserName: everyone PassWord: hasastory
from wipethetears :
Hi. I was just wondering if I could get your username and pass word? Leave me a note.
from just-fly :
I'll always read your diary. xox kara
from gothiceyes :
Hey, I was just wondering if I could get the password and username to your diary... Thanks.
from pixiecuts :
hello again... i was going to read your diary.. but i dont have the username =P another thing.. i just wanted to let you know that ive had to close all of my diaries.. apparently my school read one or two of them and they now think im "suicidal" but dont fret.. i started a new diary under an alias.. and im watching who i give it to... its rubyxjuliet.diaryland.com ... its just starting but feel free to read it and everything
from pigment :
oh... And will you write about too your past lives? I'd like to hear that too... Feel free to send me any emails on that... i'de be happy. True.
from pixiecuts :
hey.. i saw your entry on cuttersclub about being caught. i feel the same way.. i just recently too was turned into the office... only i wasnt alone.. about 5 other my friends who also cut were turned in as well.. the initial shock drove me crazy. i dont think ive ever been so scared.. i dont know who it was either, but it doesnt matter.. ive learnt my lesson.. i can only trust a few people in my life.
from pigment :
Hiii!!! i liked what you said you know where... I learnt a lot with that, and it was beautiful to hear... I'd like to know more actually, like your skill with animals... and other stuff.
from wishing-ana :
aww!! You are so sweet. I like your diary alot too. I just found it today, too, so I've been skimming through it, and it's wonderful. best wishes x0x kara
from wishing-ana :
Could I have your user name and pass word? xoxo kara
from staticfears :
Would it be possible for me to get the username/password for the diary? Thank you.
from gothiceyes :
Thank you so very much! I have also added you as a fave.
from coricrys :
Girl. If you Kill yourself i will kill my sef just to kick your ass then i will bring you back to life and you will b e happy. I love you!!
from gothiceyes :
Hey... I found your diary link on cuttersclub, I thought what you wrote was good so I decided to ask if you minded if I read your words... Please consider it.
from coricrys :
Hey gurly you are goen today!!! DID YOU KILL YOURSELF!!!! Just joking. but not. can't you tell i am in a wierd mood today. if not i am.are you skipping tomarow to. Please don't we have to work on the projest for science. oh i got the posts up for the string but my dad stoped at the last pole. So i have to finish it tonight. G2G.
from darkenergy :
Thanks for the note ^_^ We do have quite a bit in common, that's cool. Unfortunately my eating disorder is still in full force, so ugh, that doea't half make life bloody difficult. *sighs* But thanks for noting me, it was nice of you. Thanks again! XxxX Helen
from coricrys :
Oh honey, that was a pretty cool entry. i am also glad he remembered because it made you glad. HEHEHEHEHE
from staticfears :
I fixed it. You should be able to get in now.
from staticfears :
I was wondering if you had recieved the password and username. I you have/had could you please let me know? Thank you.
from staticfears :
I sent you the password and username...hope you enjoy.
from staticfears :
Yes, I would be glad to give it to you. But is there somewhere else that I can send it. Because I rather not have millions of people have access to it.
from sad-doll :
you are amazing.
from staticfears :
I stumbled upon your diary a few days ago, and saved it. I found the link in my favorites today. I read it. I went back a month, if not more. I couldn't stop taking in your words. They reminded me so much of the ones that I produce. They are filled with so much anger, and hate at some points. But they are beautiful. I wish to go on, until I have read every single word that you have written. Your words are infatuating and I cannot stop reading them. -Staticfears
from coricrys :
i love u, like a sis, and as sis i have to help and i don't like this felling that i can't hepl you out in your hard times and i hate it. please tell me if i can help you in any way please??
from xbeautyfiend :
you are AMAZING! i love the way you write. i know what its like to lose someone you love. and it hurts. it hurts to breath. it hurts to talk, to eat, to get out of bed. if i lost my current boyfriend ((whom i also think is my soulmate)) i would be devastated. i know i would do the same as you did. ((cutting, slitting wrist etc.)) but you will get over it. eventually. you will get over him and maybe one day it will come to the point where he means nothing. i know you cant see it now. but its true. ive gone through this before. not that it matters... but just remember this. there are people who care about you and always have you in their thoughts. and though i dont know you, youll be in my thoughts. <3<3
from dragonblade0 :
your layout has me wanting to read what you have to say. thats kudos points to you.
from wolfstone :
hey:) thanks for dropping by....and thanks also for the note..i hope you get out of bulimia soon!
from bloodredrain :
Hi! Thanks for droppin me a note. You diary is really cool, love the layout. I'll have to sit down and read the whole thing soon!
from emptyempty :
Happy Birthday! =D Thanks for leaving a comment in my buestbook, that's so sweet of you. I'm sorry to hear you've been going through troubles with EDs and boyfriends too - I guess we both know how painful it is, huh? *hugs* Take care of yourself. <3
from carouse :
I came across your diary through the "a-love-ring" diaryring. I absolutely love your layout. Especially the image. I liked your Cutting Poem a lot. It was good. Anyways, just saying Hi. :)
from ravenstears :
Hey this is u, just wanna see if this works love you

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