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from ark11-23-87 :
i need u and want u oh baby oh baby. ps i can't read your diary so i need that asap, k luhb.
from themaster :
+ he's amazingly cute, great nose.
from themaster :
is it possible to sneak in?
from emosister :
yeah. so. i think its my turn to write a letter. if you have time read my latest entry, everything is crazy right now. and myspace deleted my acct so i had to make a new one and havent looked for you yet. anyways, hope all is well, let me know whats up with you lately. love.cheryl.
from emosister :
i got your letter today. was disappointed that none of the pictures were of you! and its ok, it was wolfgang that got fired, not robbie. it still sucks though.
from emosister :
i hope everything goes well at college. hey. um. would you like to write letters. i think that would be pretty cool cause i always get really excited when something comes in the mail for me...even when it is my credit card bill.
from emosister :
barbie sheets?! what the hell? haha, no its cool, i just didnt realize they made those anymore. but i cant talk- i had minnie mouse sheets that i used so much i wore a hole in them. i love minnie mouse. do you think you could email your private entries to me, cause i cant get any of them to work, all that comes up is "diaryland error page". or you could just send them to me on myspace. or if you dont feel like going through all that hassle thats cool too.
from avalonte :
Sorry I missed your birthday lovely! Happy belated birthday! By the way, I've been locked for over a year and I won't be opening again. That's why I have my other diary. (ava-reborn, in case you didn't know!) *hugs*
from emosister :
done
from emosister :
i dont think its that big of a deal. as long as shes not one of those ghetto bitch girls (which being from nigeria i doubt she is). alot of black girls at my school are the ghetto bitches- so ruthless and if you dont look like them and happen to have pink hair they can tear you apart. but i learn ignore it. and besides, if shes emailed you already and wants to already be friends i dont think you will have any problems. also, do you have more private entries cause i go to archieve but i cant open any of them. good luck.
from emosister :
i do want password
from emosister :
username- skeleton password- pornography
from emosister :
how did you manage that. i would have flipped out and just straight up told them i had my period and i was about to bleed on the floor. and yes, the anti prom. im not going to this prom or next years, not even giving it a chance. you will have more fun looking at all the little fishies, aquariums are pretty bad ass.
from emosister :
although i cant completely understand what it would be like have that problem with my parents (community college for me), i can understand one thing- parents are very hard to deal with. i hope things get all clearned up. and you ARE still going to diaryland it when you start at mercer? right?
from starlight42 :
only 23 days left until graduation...you must be ecstatic!! Glad you decided on a college, and that's awesome you earned some scholarships!! I could have earned some, only I was so lazy in HS I didn't APPLY for any. :( Stupid, I know. Anyway, I have heard of the HOPE fund, I think it might be available in MI as well, or maybe it's something we might get soon.
from emosister :
the thing about it being unhealthy is just my moms uninformed opinion. im calling planned parenthood tomarrow. supposibly you let them examine you and you get free birth control in return. and i dont have to be 18. yay. i thought it was intresting how you said second hand smoke is like being bad without being really bad. i never really thought about it to be honest, the fact that im creating smoke that other people may not like, have to breath in.
from emosister :
i must say, being bad is fun.
from starlight42 :
wow- congrats on the award and going to nationals!! I have not heard of these conferences or awards before, but they sound pretty important! You looked very professional in your outfits as well. GO you!
from emosister :
username: rmsoboist. password: pornography. i dont think i understood the directions in locking my diary. cause you were one of the 6 that i was going to let read my diary...just so you know. and congrats at the FBLA thing. very nice.
from emosister :
going old school through diaryland. i do like the template by the way. i think white backgrounds are the new thing, very clear and fresh.
from boxx9000 :
MERRY CHRISTMAS 2005!!!
from terreshami :
Book was called "Our Dumb Century" I think... I don't remember, it's not in my posession anymore.
from starlight42 :
hey, don't feel bad, I'm a bad diarist too! it's so hard to keep up! sounds like you're having a great time in your senior year! enjoy it- it's the best year.
from emosister :
yes, i know who you are talking about. i dont KNOW him, but know of him, and i have seen him before. its suprising you remember the name of my school because most of the time i dont.
from starlight42 :
That's funny the note you wrote about your mom's bachelorette! I got a kick out of that. Also, happy early birthday!
from themaster :
you and i? we split soemwhere along the way... i don't know why you never respond...maybe it's too painful, maybe they are meaningless, maybe i make everything up to believe i am still close to you in some way. kim i love you, no matter who i am, i want you to love me.
from mindlesspop :
based on the pics, you looked fabulous and that's all that's all that really matters, ya know? my senior prom was a mess and an all-around horrible night, but my dress totally redeemed the entire experience. :D
from terreshami :
Well, at least your prom pictures are gorgeous if nothing else.
from mindlesspop :
that bruise makes you look like the Queen of All Badasses! work it! ;)
from terreshami :
Whoa whoa whoa. Tragedy at sea? What happened? Do I just have no idea about this since I live in landlocked Colorado or have I not listened to NPR enough to know anything (although I listened both to and from school and it wakes me up every morning, so that can't be it). What happened? And I'm sorry your day sucked... my ignorance surely isn't helping anything, but I'm sorry.
from starlight42 :
Oh god, I didn't know Clay did that song, wonder what it sounds like. Probably horrible!
from howgoesit :
yes! you need to post regularly. :)
from themaster :
kim i love you...i miss you, and i still have stinky balls haha, he sits on my bed with all my pillows.
from starlight42 :
Too funny, "back in the stone age" you read my mind!! Happy New Year by the way :)
from howgoesit :
new password! username is still the same [howgoesit], but the key is now watermelonSEED. teehee. happy new year.
from mindlesspop :
it is never too late to get on the valentines list! i want to buy the most ridiculous valentine day cards ever and send them out. drop me an email ([email protected]) with your address and i'll send mine along as well. hee! valentines!
from avalonte :
You are soooo pretty!! Seriously!!! And I luuuurrrrve that pic of your little sister with her Kerry sign!!! Bless!! Sorry I've been so slack in leaving you notes!! I will try to do better! xx
from cassiopeia- :
Happy Thanksgiving--kisses, cassie
from cassiopeia- :
I love the movie Serendipity...for obvious reasons! ~Sandy
from starlight42 :
Yes, my live journal is starlight42! If you have one, drop me a line and I'll add you to my buddy list.
from extremesock :
Hi. Its Jamie (kittyleopard). Just thought I'd let you know that I have a new diary. Go on. Jump for joy. You know you want to.
from starlight42 :
So sorry to hear you're not feeling well! I hope the Dr. can fix what it is soon :(
from themaster :
silence...it's not like you kim.
from starlight42 :
Feel better soon!
from starlight42 :
that's funny- you guys changed your bowling scores! Yes, sometimes it's good to listen, because once in a rare while, someone says something worth remembering. Diaries are great for that :)
from starlight42 :
I love when you post pics. Always brings me back to the good ole' high school days. They don't seem that far away...
from starlight42 :
I love when you post pics. Always brings me back to the good ole' high school days. They don't seem that far away...
from howgoesit :
hey! where'd ya go?
from starlight42 :
Thanks for the note- I hope you feel better quickly!! :)
from starlight42 :
that sucks when food does that too you! I'm still getting Buttaface hits too, and it's been a while since I've even mentioned it...
from bytwilight :
LJ: toxicsky
from deb-e-ne-ne :
I'm an editor for a company that puts out business research materials (mostly 50-300pp books). My degree is in English. Some editors have a background in journalism also. Depends what you want to edit. If you are leaning more toward newspapers or magazines, journailsm may be the better option. If you are thinking book-length materials or research, English may be a better choice. If you don't know, I would suggest taking a variety of English classes that encompass writing, grammar/language, and literature, and maybe a journalism class or two on copyediting, layout, Quark/Pagemaker/InDesign, etc. If there is a particular field you'd like to work in (business research, legal publishing), you can always major in that subject and take a few writing/editing courses as electives. I also was a writing tutor at my school's writing center. Doing something like that, working for the school newspaper or university press, or finding an internship/part-time job with a publisher is great experience. Good luck!
from kittyleopard :
You don't need to post a link back to me, feel free to use it.
from mindlesspop :
if you have any luck with that cute boy machine, let me know and i'll try to get one installed in my office.
from starlight42 :
Randy put it well. There's so much you can learn from a good book!
from howgoesit :
that is an excellent way to approach life!
from cdghost :
stumbled across your words and enjoyed reading them very much
from againststuff :
if stars fell i would catch them and keep them in a box. with holes.
from starlight42 :
hey- no, actually I have broadband. It might just be my crappy windows 2000 here at work, it screws up stuff sometimes. Anyway, thanks for the vote- it seems everyone is divided though for my new design!
from starlight42 :
I like the new design- I love that goo goo dolls song! Also, I clicked on the letter at the bottom, couldn't read it very well though, looks like an acceptance letter? In which case, congrats!
from mindlesspop :
yay! you used the Lost in Translation quote too! and big congrats on winning the writing competition!
from mindlesspop :
I recently upgraded to a Kodak DX6490. Still learning all the settings, but I'm really happy with it so far. And you're right to be cautious of those "photo contests." One of my friends took this gorgeous photograph, entered it in one of those contests and they told her she was a finalist "but in order to recieve her prize, please attend our award ceremony...cost to attend is $500 per person." YIKES.
from mindlesspop :
Eep! Sorry this response is a few days late! Quote away on the Ashlee Simpson thing (btw, you always have permission!) I can't wait to read it :)
from starlight42 :
just catching up- liked the pics. Also, I am addicted to I Love the 90's. Thank god there's only 4 more hours left...AND, I liked your entry about returning to that house. I'm not sure if i understand why it's changed though...
from mindlesspop :
Word! Tanning salons are seriously the devil. More girls need to embrace their inner albino-ness. Congrats on the drivers license! I read that entry a couple days ago and was all "aww! She's so grown up!" *wipes a tear* :D
from themaster :
loin cloths and sometimes....hehe..i wish i could spell, but i'll just stop now. (:
from themaster :
running around shouting "kill the..." sorry dumb error.
from themaster :
also entry about little boys reminds me of Lord of the Flies, bunch of yelling crazy, sometiems scarey boys. i can just see them in lion cloths running around kill the b#@ch with golf clubs, rather funny if you ask me, lots of little club boys in diapers...hehe...okay sorry...heh..
from themaster :
thats sounds great, i broke my fibula yesterday, just found out this morning, i go to the orthopedist thursday so my mom will be driving me around for a while which sucks, but maybe i'll go early morning and be done by lunch, that way she wont have to make two trips and take me back on friday, we'll see what we can do, i'm excited, truely. i love you, i really do. hillery
from themaster :
hey kiddo, something for me? oooo....hey when can you go to barbra's the only time i'm busy is all day wenesday. how bout you? let me know so we can plan it okay...
from kittyleopard :
I love Captain Planet. It had to be the green hair or something.
from starlight42 :
oops, forgot to say feel better soon. I don't know what it is, but a lot of people I know are sick with colds & stuff.
from starlight42 :
I don't know if I said it before, but happy (belated) birthday!! Sweet 16, what a year :)
from starlight42 :
I like the new pics! Why is it that men always want their women to be lesbians?
from howgoesit :
happy birthday late! :)
from starlight42 :
looks like you guys are having a ball this summer so far! I didn't realize before that you did your layout, duh! Have a nice weekend!
from critterstars :
thank you for your nice message! I thought your survey was really nice - it wasn't just a bunch of pointless yes or no questions. The hubby's band is still together! their website is www.oxbowboys.com if you want to check it out. They have some mp3s on the site as well. Thanks again - I'm going to check out YOUR diary now. :) Take care
from starlight42 :
sounds like you're having fun! I'd love to watch the sun rise, I need to do that sometime. Enjoy the beach for me, since I'm stuck here at work :(
from starlight42 :
I'm getting tons of hits for buttaface again...daily- are you? lol poor disappointed people.
from howgoesit :
aww.. i wish i could give you a big hug! *[BIG HUG]* i went through a really really difficult breakup this year also, and i still cry about it. i know how it is. i relate to just about everything that you're saying, although of course every relationship is different and unique. i know you'll be okay. :) and so do you, but it's nice to say that- hope you have a good tuesday!
from starlight42 :
my boss went to the Atlanta zoo & saw the Panda's last year...also, sorry to hear about the break-up, I really feel for you. That's tough.
from kittyleopard :
My band was the Gibbs High School Band from Corryton, Tennesee!
from kittyleopard :
OMG! You live in Rome Georgia? We had a competition there October 25th...like Peach State Marching Festival...were you there?
from starlight42 :
I tried to post on xanga, but dont' think it let me...anyway, Drew is a cutie! I liked your prom pics. All the girls dresses are pretty too, I liked the rose colored dress the best though.
from starlight42 :
messing up the class average? I didn't know you were so sneaky! Ya, bye bye John Stevens, he was such a nice guy, but he just wasn't a great singer. Yet, maybe down the road.
from starlight42 :
I like your soundtrack. I love "I go Blind" by Hootie too! :)
from starlight42 :
glad things are good for you and your friend Pam. I think I remember her from other entries...no, I haven't heard of that song you were talking about. hmm, sounds cool though!
from starlight42 :
And I was that Girl was a cute entry. I liked it :)
from starlight42 :
you guys get into too much trouble!!
from themaster :
Hello Kim, the same thing happened to me and David,(not being in someone's yard though)at the liabrary once, i didn't know that you couldn't be in the parkinglot in a locked car at 8:00 on a tuesday night, and the bad thing was i didn't have my license, and I was the driver, but luckly since we were parked there were no charges, but the police man thought david was like 30 something and it was terrible, and i was so completly scared...but i tihnk i told you this story already, maybe twice already, but i just wanted to let you know that NOBODY knows about the being in parks after sundown, cause the same thing happened to ilse at ridgeferry, so that really only leaves us the option of going home....whcih sucks, when you....well it just sucks....heh.. love you kim. hilly
from starlight42 :
I love the new pics.
from bgf247 :
you dont know me but I go to Ringgold Middle I play flute and my sister Isabel is the section leader of the clarinets in the high school i know,i know,odd but im looking for people in Georgia that have diaries cause im bored and i saw RMS on your name my other friends play clarinet,& percussion. it might seem that(b/c of the name)im a guy but im not i just havent ever met another band nerd so its kinda cool. and no im not insane!!!
from cassiopeia- :
I would like to visit Rome someday, it looks so pretty!
from starlight42 :
oh my gosh, here I am trying to eat healthier and I read your diary & you're talking about hot Krispy Kreme's!! Oh, I haven't had one in so long! And it's funny, we have a Shogun by us too, but I've never been. They do the whole cooking at your table too right? Mmm, Japanese food is also very good!
from kittyleopard :
I just saw your latest layout, and I love it! Its so cute. Sorry Im so oblivious. *grins*
from cassiopeia- :
Kimberly dear, do you know where I can find printouts of the Noah's Ark story for Cassie and her classmates? We are hoping to find something where the animals are both male and female for them to color. I know you are super busy so please do not make this a priority on your long list! If you happened to know off the top of your head that would be great! In the meantime I will keep searching...love ya sweetie, hang in there. It will get better I promise.
from themaster :
Kimbery i want the password you sexy moster.
from cassiopeia- :
Happy Valentine's Day! kisses, cassie
from bandish4life :
KIIIM!!! Hey-yah chica! I got your message before tomorrow, lol aren't you excited? It's almost time for Night of Dreams?! lol haha ok anyways, hope you're having a GRRRRRREAT week... you know.. like frosted flakes!! :D anyways.. gotta blast Kasey
from starlight42 :
I so know what you mean about respect like that! I almost got into a fight once because someone closed the door in my face when I was carrying a suitcase, carry on bag & a purse! People just don't think. Also, glad you like my design. Marilyn was ok, but I do also like the entry box to be larger!
from sweet-lilly :
A fellow oboist! Yay, how exciting ^_^ ~L xx
from clauren :
What a beautiful smile. I had braces so I understand what it means by freedom..FREEDOM>>>FREEDOM>>>>>FREEDOM>>>> Congradulations to you..>Freedom
from starlight42 :
hey- if you're looking for another "hit" getter like Buttaface- write about My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiance. I get several hits a day from that! And I only mentioned it once I think.
from howgoesit :
congrats on getting the braces off! :)
from petmykittie :
Hey, thanks for the note. We just got our new uniforms this year (thank the lord), and of course I won't be around next year to enjoy them. Ah well, thus is life. I'm a flautist, believe it or not. ~K
from starlight42 :
I loved Harriet the Spy!! Also, that is so sad about Marcus. I hope the case gets turned around.
from terreshami :
Hey chica. I'm sorry to hear you had such a rough day. Can't say how I haven't had one of those before. They suck... a lot. But it will get better. And your friend will eventually turn around and see that you're not a terrible person (even though I can't understand why she'd think that in the first place). If a friend is really a friend, they will always come back to you if they're still welcome there. Keep that in mind. Hope you feel better.
from mindlesspop :
Isn't 'Transatlanticism' amazing? I can't even begin to count how many times I've listened to that recently! :D
from starlight42 :
Congrats on the award!
from be-like-that :
I know how you feel somewhat. I see my ex everyday in the hall, or we will catch each other's gaze from across the band room, and I just wonder what happened to our friendship. Take care. xo
from starlight42 :
thanks for doing that. It's no problem, you didn't have to go through the trouble of making it all caps & stuff. I just have my rings on my extra's page. so where ever you have it is cool. thanks :) Hope school is going better.
from starlight42 :
hey, I don't mean to be a pain, but can you post the link to my three's company diaryring somewhere in your diary? Thanks! I need more members.
from cassiopeia- :
http://codeamber.org/phelps/
from themaster :
I love you, Kim, so much. hillery
from starlight42 :
yes, Three's Company was a great show!! I got season 1 on dvd, but it only has 6 episodes. :( Happy New Year, hope it brings you peace & happiness.
from starlight42 :
ahhh, Goo Goo Dolls turned up loud in the car...wish I was there! Rome does seem like a beautiful place!
from i-am-a-girl :
merry christmas!
from themaster :
Kim i still feel bad about this weekend, we used to be such great friends and i felt so much tension....i felt like i was crowding you when really i just wanted to hold you and dance to crazy music...i wanted to be a kid again with you. You are so dedicated i don't think i've ever told you how much i love3 you, and i've been thinking about you so much latly that i can't stop, i wonder what i would have been like had we stayed close...how many sad situations i could have avoided. you are the kind of person i just want to pick up when i get sad and go play putt-putt with or color with crayons, i never thanked you for all those slaps on the butt that actualy made me feel better in an odd way, just the attention from you reminds me that friends will always be there even when you grow up and grow apart. I love you Kimberly Rogers and i if i ever ever ever did anything to hurt you i hope you can find it in your beautiful loving heart to forgive me.because i need you kim, and i miss you even now, and this weekend was so good and i never told you that kim, i never told you thank you really....so really, Thank you. I love you always, hillery
from themaster :
Kim i still feel bad about this weekend, we used to be such great friends and i felt so much tension....i felt like i was crowding you when really i just wanted to hold you and dance to crazy music...i wanted to be a kid again with you. You are so dedicated i don't think i've ever told you how much i love3 you, and i've been thinking about you so much latly that i can't stop, i wonder what i would have been like had we stayed close...how many sad situations i could have avoided. you are the kind of person i just want to pick up when i get sad and go play putt-putt with or color with crayons, i never thanked you for all those slaps on the butt that actualy made me feel better in an odd way, just the attention from you reminds me that friends will always be there even when you grow up and grow apart. I love you Kimberly Rogers and i if i ever ever ever did anything to hurt you i hope you can find it in your beautiful loving heart to forgive me.because i need you kim, and i miss you even now, and this weekend was so good and i never told you that kim, i never told you thank you really....so really, Thank you. I love you always, hillery
from starlight42 :
Just wanted to say I hope you have a great Christmas!!
from kittyleopard :
hey rms, this is my new account. I was originally jamabama004 if you remember (which you prolly don't, my luck). Anyways-still an awesome diary like always, and just thought i'd pop a hello!! Cya!
from kittyleopard :
hey rms, this is my new account. I was originally jamabama004 if you remember (which you prolly don't, my luck). Anyways-still an awesome diary like always, and just thought i'd pop a hello!! Cya!
from starlight42 :
oh my god!! I love sweet tea too, but I'm not from the south! been on vacation there though. I love it!
from starlight42 :
hey- I didn't know that movie was filmed in Rome. That's cool. Sorry that you missed the party at your friends house :( cute pic though!
from howgoesit :
oh that's such a cute picture! i just had to tell you that. and i'm getting hungry for christmas, too. but i could be okay with the snow melting until the 24th. :)
from me-undaunted :
"i drink sweet tea like a stereotypical southerner". that cracks me up. i have yet to understand the fascination with sweet tea! i'm a die hard water and coffee drinker. my husband is from columbia, s.c., and he goes through a pitcher of sweet tea a day. must be a southern thing.
from me-undaunted :
hrm. did you just recently change your layout or something? i'm confused. i'm thinking that you're the same girl i was just about to add to my buddy list, but then i come here and your layout is different! bah! :o)
from starlight42 :
love the new design! I checked out the site you got it from, they have some cool designs!
from jce123 :
Hey Kim! You are such a wonderful person and I want to thank you for always leaving notes for me.. -lol- Anyway, your life is very interesting unlike mine and I just wanna say you're the best and I need to meet you next time I come to Rome! xoxoxo Chandler :)
from starlight42 :
I love the pic of your bed! Congrats on winning the passes, stuff like that sure can make your day! I love to win stuff.
from terreshami :
In response to your note: I play violin and I have for 12 years now (since I was 4). I used to play oboe, too, but then I kinda ran out of time and money (let alone energy) to keep playing. But I miss it soo much! Anyway, talk to you later (perhaps).
from cassiopeia- :
Happy Halloween! Trick or Treat! BOO! kisses, cassie
from starlight42 :
Hey, that was a good entry on the Era. Disco would be fun!
from rdhdprincess :
Yay for new makeup! Have fun! Carrie
from starlight42 :
very cool, a homecoming date!! Have a blast.
from talkingtome :
hey girl...i haven't talked to u in a while. i didn't go to my homecoming dance i knew it probably would suck and hey i heard it did lol have a great day (i updated my diary)
from starlight42 :
wow, your school is in the news?! that's crazy!
from howgoesit :
i would feel honored to be a part of your essay. and that's a great unique topic, by the way. good luck and thanks! :)
from starlight42 :
hey- ya, of course you can use me! let me know if you need any help or have questions or whatever :)
from starlight42 :
liked your latest entry. I have to disagree though, I've seen pics of you, you are very pretty! and you are a good person with a great sense of humor to boot! :) I bet the guys are knocking down your door!
from howgoesit :
heythere- you are so cool! just so you know. and i've been meaning to reply to that lovely note you left me a while back, about the trumpet solo.. it completely made my week. :) happy saturday!
from clauren :
I am glad that you had a great weekend!!!!!!!!!!Great picture.
from quietpaleboy :
Hello girl I never talk to, Hey, I saw this link from another site, and was like: Whoa! That's Kim! And I just wanted to basically say thanks, because you've always helped me in the past with assignments when I had noone to turn to, and we never even really talked to eachother, but you still helped me, and Kim, you're just a really great person, and I really do admire you and think you're just. awesome...To the EXTREME! So, yeah.. I think I'm taking up too much space on this note, so I guess I shall leave now. Again Kim, thank you. You're a great person. Brentimous
from starlight42 :
that's funny, crunk! Also, it was very nice of you to go and talk to that girl. It probably made her day :)
from howgoesit :
cute picture! i just thought i'd let you know the new password. username is still howgoesit; new pw: watermelon.
from timeofmylife :
hope you have a blast sophomore year... come to think of it.. i think my sophomore year was the BEST YEAR I HAD in high school.. well, it was tied w/ senior year ^_^
from holycow777 :
hey i havent changed my password... its still holycow777 as the username and the password is luckyyou. thanks for the note!!
from holycow777 :
hey i havent changed my password... its still holycow777 as the username and the password is luckyyou. thanks for the note!!
from starlight42 :
have fun on your girls night!!
from stealingtime :
Hey, I hadnt thought about this before hand, but you ought to come and check out this message board im on. It's basically a support type thing for cutters, but it would be a good place to learn more about what this habit is and all. If youre interested, the site is www.undertheskin.cut.by and my sn on the site is Ahlaylla. You really ought to check it out.
from stealingtime :
I thank you much for caring and everything. It's not as if I want to cut.. It's more like an addiction. It's like this quote out of a book called Lost Souls, "I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to be alive, for me anyway. It lasts so long, and 4 A.M. knows all my secrets. $ A.M. is when all my dreams Die."-Poppy Brite I've tried to stop cutting before to no avail. Once you start, it becomes your only way to feel better. Once again, like a quote from a NIN song, " I hurt Myself Today, to see If I still feel, I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting, Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything." Trent Reznor. I do it to see if I can still feel. Ive become so numb That I cant feel anything.. I dont know, sorry for leaving you suh a huge note and all, I just needed to get all this out. Thank You again :) Youre a very sweet person.
from howgoesit :
hey- that was me too. i loved driving from the minute i started. :�
from sigh100times :
hey, I was just checkin' out your profile because you are on my friend Katelyn's (emoboysrule)favorite diaries list. We have a lot in common! Same age and the same uncommon feverish, quite-upsetting-to-the-old-folk, wacky obsession with the 80's. Sorry if I just scared you - fun times. Check out my diary if you get the chance...sigh100times.diaryland.com
from jce123 :
Hey Kim! Thanks for the note that you left me! I am your age and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from bandie :
Hey Kim, It's your loser, clarinet-playing friend. I'm back. I couldn't keep up with my paper diary and this is more funner. Just dropped in to say hi. Kisses
from howgoesit :
hey- just wanted to let you know that i've locked my diary again, for the time being, and the username is howgoesit & password is moo. keep writing, and enjoy life!
from starlight42 :
glad you liked the suggestions. What I do when I can't think of songs is go on www.fye.com and look up cds and there's a preview of each song on a cd, so you can see if you know it or like it. Or you can remember songs you forgot. Oh and good idea! I joined the always right diaryring! :)
from starlight42 :
80's songs, oh there's SO many! I like "Everybody's working for the weekend", "Bette Davis Eyes", "Foolish Heart", "All I need is a Miracle", "Every Breath you Take", "Drive", "Fast Car", "Luka", "Walk like an Egyptian", "Sweet Dreams", "Boys of Summer", "True", "Only Human", "Jack & Diane" anything Van Halen, Cyndi Lauper, Madonna, Heart, Bon Jovi, Pat Benetar, Journey, Prince, Belinda Carlisle...
from starlight42 :
man, I'd like to be at the beach right now...
from forkgawddess :
hey! thanks for the note! actually, I'm entering my 2nd year of high school.. but i was homeschooled from 2nd to 8th grade, so this whole "school" thing is still really new to me. ^_^
from rainyday6 :
Good luck on your exams!! ^_^
from themaster :
hey kim love, i like your new layout alot it's very cheerful and lovely like superman ice cream...i liked the others..but this is best, it reminds me of a comfotable bedroom...with big yellow fully chairs and pink pillows...i know we don't talk much, we really don't talk much at all...and yeah i miss that, but i know, i know you are here for me if i need it, and i want you to know that i am here for you always.love.
from rainyday6 :
wOOt! you noted me back! this is ::snif:: the happiest day of my life! you are officially on my list of cool people. Feel honoured. ^_^
from timeofmylife :
aww.. i'm sorry that seniors were throwing food at you... don't worry about it.. not all seniors are as mean as they are.. cuz i'm a senior.. and i don't pick on underclass people... funnie.. you have a xanga page too? so do i! haha...
from rainyday6 :
your text isn't readable on my compie...then again my comp sucks so don't do anything by what I say ^_~ Just wanted to let you know that your diary rocks, and it's super entertaining, and all that jazz. ttyl!
from emosister :
hey thanks!
from cheerbear623 :
i just read your entry about the angsty, depressed, cutting teens and how we should find pleasure in other things...and it made me smile. i have been doing a lot better with it lately, and i've found myself smiling at silly random things. thank you for helping me realize (yet again) that there shouldn't be pleasure in something like that, especially when God put so many other things here for us to enjoy. have a lovely day!!
from starlight42 :
I think that was cool of you to write Pam a letter. It's better to "get it out there". And yikes, there's never been an earthquake here (michigan), must be weird.
from haney16 :
hey kimbar waz up yo?? i am bored lol have a nice day~!
from howgoesit :
thanks! and i wish i could've seen that field. it was a nice day here too, and i sat in the sun for a while. happy monday tomorrow!
from allilee :
hey. i joined ur ring sum time ago and put up the link for it on my diary. now due 2 my new layout the diaryring doesnt look as good. do u mind if the link is not up or wuld u like me 2 quit?
from giggle-junky :
Hellooo. Ouch I saw the pick of your leg when you cut yourself shaving, I've done that before and I thought it would never stop bleeding! I thought I was going to lose too much blood and die right there on my bathroom floor in my pink and white stripey bathrobe! But, I am a drama queen.
from haney16 :
yo kimbar! i so totally have burnt myself w/ nair and got maybe half of my hair off!lol go us~! but ill ttyl luv ya
from talkingtome :
yeah Fayetville, NC...i live like an hour away from there. thanks for being sympathetic.
from cheerbear623 :
thanks for your note, it's good to know that someone cares. if you wabt to read my diary: username:cheerbear623, password:luckyduck. haha, sorta pointless to lock the diary and then post the password and such. cutting has been getting better, less frequent and less severe. that's kinda my goal for now, make it less severe, rather than trying to stop altogether. hopefully i will be able to drop that bad habit soon though. have a lovely day!!
from howgoesit :
i hate the time change! it messed up my whole day.
from mindlesspop :
lol - when I decide to "off" my Sims characters, I usually choose the drowning death. Sometimes if you get an inexperienced person cooking in the kitchen, they'll start a fire. Next time I play I'm going to see if starving them works. Okay, now I'm sounding completely twisted - I'll go now seeing as I probably scared you ;)
from haney16 :
KiMbAr!! hey babe!! remeber your my baby's daddy!lol hehe ilu bunches! (dnq) well i am having coach hump. withdrawls!! i need his humor it brightens my day =) you need to dedicate an entry to our hero and we are his biggest fans! what would that man do w/o us! i feel sorry for him cause he sees my 6 out of 7 of the days in a week! but i am gunno let ya go bye bye babe!!
from starlight42 :
starbucks is crazy expensive. I'm easy, I don't like coffee, so I get hot coco!
from bebok :
Every night after I brush my teeth, I chew a stick of sugar free gum. If I go to sleep shortly after brushing my teeth, I'll take the gum and put it on my CD player (or any other convenient object) and chew it again the next morning...and if you chew extra, it won't stick to the CD player OR be too hard to bite! Isn't that horrible? That's like the girl from the " Miracle of 34th Street" that we watched in Mrs. Myers room. It's not gross, just different! Maybe you can give to Santa Claus one day. I love you Kim! <3, Becca
from clauren :
Thank you so much for your comment. IT was so sweet. And I understand everything you said. THanks again. It really help me bunches.
from seanandjacob :
I think you need some alcohol and drugs. I don't mean it. Thanks - Sean
from howgoesit :
lol, that's awful. [but funny, excuse me for saying!]
from starlight42 :
Been a few days...I love the entry about the toilet seats, I'm going to have that as my recommended diary tomorrow or Sun. whenever I get online next! That's hilarious. Also, I liked the entry on jealousy, I guess we're all guilty at judging others by how they look. Have a good weekend!
from holycow777 :
hey i just wanted to say thanks for your note! it made me feel better. i know i usually cant stand to listen to people who sound like i must have sounded but its good to know not everyone is like that. i read your latest entry too about not judging people. those verses are so great. i love them and yet i hate them. they are so true. it almost hurts to read them but thanks for the reminder! -karissa
from timeofmylife :
hey... are you really gonna have a private diary now? poo! well.. if you do.. heh.. care to add me onto the list of readers? :) thankie!
from pimptron333 :
if you gone do some private entries, sneak one of those there passwords my way
from roxyelliot :
Thanks so much for taking my survey. I think being Michael Jackson's therapist would be interesting as well.
from sodelightful :
Thanks for taking our side girl...I could not agree with you more! Christian and I WIN darnit! lol *hugs*
from cheerbear623 :
tehe, just me again. i have been readin your diary, you're randomly funny, you remind me of many of my friends. my oboe life is going well, i've been practicing non stop, it's ridiculous. and my name: my favorite care bears' names were too long, so i just went with this one. haha, i am most definitely not a cheerleader(i am rather an anti cheerleader, nothing against them, i am just....depressed and chubby and non cheerleader-ish). haha, well....cheerio!!
from cheerbear623 :
hey, i just joined the oboe lovers diaryring, and i was readin your diary. you seem really cool. so i thought i'd leave you a note tellin you so :) i just started playing two days ago and i already love it(i played flute for six years before that though) so if you have any tips or anything, leave me a note or IM me. my sn's grumpybear623. thanks!!
from jamabama004 :
Hey, Im in the oboelovrs diaryring.. i love your diary.. wondering if youll check out mine. jamabama004.diaryland.com thanks.
from jamabama004 :
Hey, Im in the oboelovrs diaryring.. i love your diary.. wondering if youll check out mine. jamabama004.diaryland.com thanks.
from clauren :
Hey. Thanks for answering valentinesday survey. YOu crack me up. YOu are no dork because you don't have a significant other at Valentine's day. I don't either. I saw your pics and you are very beautiful and you def. don't look chunky like you wrote on one of your pics....You will get one soon. YOur diary is so cool beans. I was checking it out. We both like the same kind of music: DMB and GOO GOO DOLLS. Before I forget, Good luck on your Geometry project...I saw your blizzard pictures. They are pretty. When I live in Ohio, I would walk in 6 inches of snow to get to school then I moved to KY and it was just having a little dandruff snowflakes and they close off class....Now that is funky....Thanks again for answering my survey.....
from sodelightful :
Acutally, Christian is Atheist, I am a Gnostic Christian, and his mom is Catholic. LOL So yeah, didn't really want to get into any of that. It doesn't cause any problems between us at all, but I certainly didn't want to get into that stuff with his mother...bad news! ;)
from howgoesit :
oh my goodness.. here that would be like ..the nicest day all winter?
from starlight42 :
love your photo's. they're hilarious. i read several of your entries too. pretty funny.
from holycow777 :
yes... thats the word i was looking for hehe. thanks.
from howgoesit :
yay you remember the snorks! i had a snorks coloring book. good times, good times. the presentation on my cartoons project today and it went really good. showed clips and afterwards everyone in the class was reminiscing about their favorite old cartoons. :) anywho, the trumpet life is going well. i made allstate, woohoo! [see entry]
from moopsycho :
Okay, first off, thank you for leaving me a note and trying to get me to accept Christ. I appreciate your concern. Although it was no help at all. I DID accpet Christ and believed in God once. But that was when I was younger and it was all I knew. Now that I've had the chance to research and think about life, I just don't believe it anymore. I feel that religions are nothing more than a handicap. I think that people should do good in the world and live justly and honestly, but not because that's what they've been told to do by their religions. They should do it out of sheer love for mankind, and because it's the right thing to do. You don't need to do good things because God or the Bible says you should; you should do them because you truely want to. .... I have told my dad about the way I feel and he understands and respects my decision, because that's the kind of person he is. Now, I can't tell my mom, because she won't understand. I know you're thinking, "Oh she might. You should just give it a try and hope for the best." No. My mother is NOT the kind of person who can fathom such a thing. She'll think she failed me as a mother, and that I want to be a satanist or something absolutely crazy like that. She loves me and honestly thinks that this is the best thing for me, but it's not; being Catholic is tearing me apart inside. I can not be part of a group that feels people should be sent to hell for eternal suffering just because they didn't have the strength to believe in something they couldn't see. And I REFUSE to be a part of a religion that condemns homosexuals and feels that they are unclean and beneath us. Look it up in the Bible it's there. And some of the nicest and most wonderful friends I have are gay or bi and I can not shun them just because they can't help who they like. It's not right. Just because your "faith" tells you something is right, does not make it true. We should all have our own individual morals that we ourselves decided upon. ... And yes I do suppose I would be much happier pretending I loved God and Christ, and just be clueless all together. But now that the option is out there on the table, I can't just ignore it. I KNOW what I feel is right, and this is it. I will countinue to donate my time and energy to my community. I will continue to be fair and kind to EVERYONE. I will be as honest as possible. I will not have sex until I'm married. I will try my hardest to respect my parents. I will continue to excel in school. I will always be open-minded. But I will not and can not pretend that everything is okay with being a Christian and a Catholic.
from pimptron333 :
Ha Sidearm rules all i have found your secret Ha!!!!! Ha Ha Ha ha!!!!!!!!!ohh and hey Kim how is it going?
from hardcoredior :
Thank you for signing my guestbook! I got on today and there were five of them! LOL, just put that thing up last night, so that's neat. Anyways, thanks and I'm glad you read some of it or looked around in the least because I felt like I was talking to myself for awhile. I'll be checking out your diary now. Email me whenever you want. Arianna
from sodelightful :
*blush* awww...you're too sweet! And cute as a button yourself ;) Hope your holidays were fabulous!
from holycow777 :
hey. you left me a note awhile back that made me feel soo much better. i never had time to thank you because i was grounded but thanks a lot. sometimes i forget to bring god into those situations and you definately reminded me. thanks. later... -karissa
from howgoesit :
yes, i know that feeling! of things being so 'blah' and all of a sudden it's all happy. it's all good. [happened to me lately, too.] and i know whatcha mean about band also. yay for band.!
from themaster :
I LOVE YOU KIM!and i so could have used a hug from you today... forget me not... love you, Hillery
from sodelightful :
Hey chica, glad you like my layout, nice to know it's making someone do the happy! Hope your Thanksgiving was fab as well ;)
from bi-n-proud :
Thanks for filling out my survey! I listed all the names of the songs in my answers, if you're curious. I'd list em all here but it might not make much sense. lol (I can tell you that the last one "She was a fast machine. She kept her motor clean. She was the best damn woman that I ever seen" is You shook me all night long by AC/DC) Thanks again!!
from pazzobello :
Thanks for your input on my baby names survey - I really appreciate it! Ciao- pazzobello
from gotmilkjugs :
hey i saw i was on your buddy list! that picture on my diary is of me and ashley when we were little if you couldn't tell! haha! ~emily
from tenderbeauty :
Lucky Charms!!!!! Yay oh Yay oh :D
from tenderbeauty :
Choo choo. You're gorgeous :)
from themaster :
hey Kim....my brother droped band and said it was one of the worst things he ever did....he jsut didn't have time...but he loved it...don't quit what you love!!! love ya! hillery
from speakmymind :
hey.. its speakmymind... well used to be.. im sorry i didnt give you the new password to my diary i had totaly forgot that you read it.. well my diary isnt speak anymore... its "unthoughtof" (no parenthesis though lol) . the username is dana and the pasword is etphonehome.. i think.. if its wrong... well write me a message to the speakmymind box k? sorry about that
from dana-elayne :
Fast Times is actually about the 80's *eep--my generation*. Hope you had a Happy Birthday! :)
from jello-chick :
hi! how's it going kim? i'm (sadly) not from rome, but i'm a little curious as to how you gathered that:D! i live in canada- how about you? nice diary! take care, Maria

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