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from megsworld2 :
amazing diary.
from diab2003 :
I'm sorry to hear what happened to you and James... I'm really sorry that I was busy with my homework and couldn't talk with.. Give it time.. Remember if your were meant to be together God will lead you guys there. On a side note.. Maybe you should listen to Blake Shelton "Goodbye Time" Dont know it maybe make you sad. All in all I wish you well. I know its freaken hard times for everyone, and everything just seems to be falling apart around us.... I just question what happened to all the innocents we use to have... Like in high school and stuff.. When we use to use eat pizza and hang out. Things were so much simpler back then... Love is one big mess as well as relationships. Its hard when you like someone and they dont like you back. I dont think its the rejection as much as its the heart feeling that your not "good enough" for them. But all in the end, we have to have faith in God and he will lead us back to were we shall go. ~Love ya, and I'm glade you are working on changeing yourself. I'm realizing how needy and crazy I am too and I'm trying to work on it..
from hamiltonian :
I'll take your offer up. My email is [email protected]gmail.com and I'll be daring and give you mine as well (phone). Nice journal btw and i love the design.
from slurpymundae :
i am dating someone now and i'm trying my best not to be clingy. he's been my good friend since 1st year of university and he's coincidentally from my hometown. he's so chill and fun and relaxed that i really don't want to be all anal and organized and asking him to hang out all the time. haha clingy, what an awful word and it's everything i try not to be so i know how you feel.
from slurpymundae :
your special friend entry really hit home, roni. i am also looking for the same, why IS that so hard to find?
from scaredypants :
Your journal inspires me. Thanks.
from nikita84 :
Hey, no need to thank me. It's ok. *hugs*
from nikita84 :
Well, it sounds like this guy did some pretty bad stuff. There's really nothing to say about it. But rest assured, he'll get what he deserves. *HUG*
from diab2003 :
Hey girl what'z up? So what will you be doing next semester? Will if you make it back to moberly, swing by and say HI. Oh and My CEll I d/c
from diab2003 :
Hello.....
from slurpymundae :
i'm smiling here just reading about the way this guy makes you feel!
from gumphood :
Nice job with the whole quit a job get a job thing. Thanks for the link on the website. It was the snake entry...wasn't it....*tear*
from slurpymundae :
congrats on the new job! i start mine tomorrow, when do you begin? lets kick some work world ARSE!
from diab2003 :
Hey girl who sings that song "am i not pretty enough"
from j-u-s-t-me :
hi. thanks for signing my guestbook. i read a few of your entries and i like your diary. i'd like to have your new diaryland account name if you don't mind... but i understand, reading your last entry, if you don't want anyone old reading it... or anyone for that matter... people tend to screw things up. But yeah, my email address, should you want to send it or anything else to me -since you won't be updating here anymore-, is [email protected] ... well anyway, thanks again for signing me. I'm glad you could feel my poem.. but sorry that you feel that way.. if that makes any freaking sense at all... well yeah, anyway i wish you luck with everything in your life. hope things are getting better for you... or will soon. *hugs* ~chris
from diab2003 :
RORO~ Hey I'm sorry about last night! I wasn't mad at you or any thing like that. you just kicked my butt with your words, and I remembered you and Josh and I decided distance wasnt' going to keep me from him. Will I will talk to you later
from slurpymundae :
hey roni! i'm glad you're feeling renewed and hey, i did pretty decent on your friends quiz for not knowing you in person! lol :P i hope everything goes your way and let me know how quincy goes! au revoir!
from diab2003 :
Roni~ If you want help, we are here. I tried to get you to talk to me, but really its like you dont' want to Or, everything I say is so wrong or untrue. I try to help you, but you are the one that has to open up. I mean I really dont' know what you want from me. I here, but you don't want me to be. I'm sorry that I'm not josh, or keven, or samatha or juile. I'm just the Same old Sarah With they Same old ways. I'm not sure what more you want from me. I'm here, but your realize that???
from diab2003 :
You know if your all taking a big risk and crap, maybe you need to write "what" that big risk is. So that say if someone did care, they would try to help you out. But your too good for that.. Right?
from slurpymundae :
I'd recommend seeing the movie 'Under the Tuscan Sun.' It was wonderful and I think you might enjoy it. Then again, I could be totally wrong, but I thought I'd recommend it anyways. :) I won't go there on the Josh thing, or anything else for that matter, because you're going to get advice all the time and advice is seldom useful, at least that's my opinion. So I suppose this is anti-advice. Or something. I haven't thought of a name for it yet. :) But my message is getting too long, so i will leave you with a little quote I like: "You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." -Eleanor Roosevelt
from noelanii :
I'm glad you like my template, I was going to use the same one that you have while making this one, I ended up making a quick ugly green one to hold me over, though.
from six90girls :
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from irishdream :
If you need anything, or to just talk it out, let me know! ~J's
from irishdream :
Oh yikers, good luck and I hope it turns out the way you want:( Best wishes. ~J's
from schatze- :
"Sometimes I wish I was pregnant. That's right. To feel that never ending love in me. In me. Someone who loved whole heartedly and was unbiased." Babies take a lot more love than they give, though. And when the baby gets a bit older, they might not love you unconditionally anymore. I think that might be why I resent my mother so much, the way that she's treated me throughout her life. She was young when she had me, and not mature enough to really care for a child. So, I guess to sum it up, having a baby wouldn't fix things. It would just make things so much more complicated.
from slurpymundae :
gotta change your profile to reflect the singleness eh! still has josh in there. you go girl! i don't know exactly what happened, but if he wasn't treating you right then to hell with it. :)
from schatze- :
haha, cute jokes. ^__^
from schatze- :
The new layout "whoops a ducky's butt". ~Wesley Willis ^__^
from slurpymundae :
roni's back! mend that heart right back up, i say. idiot boys... never know how to do anything right! lol
from schatze- :
I recieved your Christmas card. Thank you. :) :) :)
from diab2003 :
Hey RoRo, I havn't been on here for 89 days and it seem like you haven't been on here for 20 days! Call me sometime if you in town
from slurpymundae :
Roni! Long time no write. :P You're switchin' schools? Man, really? I think I should too, I was ALMOST hit by a car (close call, closest call ever) and my friend was mugged at gunpoint. If you haven't gathered this already, I go to a brand new University in the ghetto. Don't ask. I don't get it either. But I love it! Don't worry about the dream. I always dream about getting shot, what the HELL is that?! Anyways, keep writing! -Stace
from slurpymundae :
yeah i read you're at QU! wow! who would've known? i'll e-mail you in a few days, i've got a lot of moving and mingling to do before i take off, later kiddo! :)
from soandsotgs :
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from slurpymundae :
i know what you mean about getting a new layout. i felt i needed one too, i designed a quick one for myself and just ran with it. i like it enough, it reminds me of the puke-coloured couches from the '60s we used to have in our basement. i love it! get on MSN more so we can chat! :)
from schatze- :
Awww, the new layout...it IS quite perky, as you said. And as Duan would say, "That cute!" ^__^
from raresilk :
Whoops! Nevermind! lol
from raresilk :
Hi! Just wanted you to know you are linked as a sister site in our "links" page! Thanks a bunch! Leslie Irene :)
from schatze- :
ha ha, "frickety" is a word NOW.
from schatze- :
Ahem, I can't write: that should read "..maybe it will be IN a year or so." Pardon.
from schatze- :
Okay Ms. Worry Wart, caaalm down, hehe. Of course you were meant for college; it's just beginner's jitters. After the first few days, you'll feel like you fit in. And just because you're 18 and a high school graduate doesn't mean that you have to plan your life out right now...but you're taking the first step and making decisions that YOU feel are right for you. Maybe QU wasn't right for this time in your life...but maybe it will be a year or so. ^__^
from slurpymundae :
RONI! i feel exactly the same. you and i have a lot to talk about! do you have MSN? by the way, i'd write more, i'd probably write something meaningful and encouraging, but i'm drained so i might be back tomorrow to pop another note here for ya!
from schatze- :
Heeey don't you write in this thing anymore? I hope our talk about college helped you out at least a little bit...if ya have any more questions, just ask. I'm sure we'll run into each other on campus. ^__^
from aboutagirl- :
Thanks for the compliments on my diary :) I do all my own layouts - I haven't used a pre-made one in ages, I don't think. Anyways, yes. prom! woot!
from aboutagirl- :
I saw that you wrote that you thought slurpymundae's prom was late. Mine's not until the 18th of next month!
from schatze- :
Thanks for the "Thank You" card in the mail; twas a nice change from all the junk mail that I receive. ^__^
from dcalienz :
It is nice to hear from you, Roni. I hope you are doing well. I will be so busy until the end of july that I don't get here much. *hugs*
from slurpymundae :
wow! you had prom on the 3rd? i thought mine was EARLY! i know some people who have theirs in the second week of june! weird, eh? your entry today (or was it yesterday?) about josh was so cute! best of luck to you two! :)
from schatze- :
I know we don't talk much anymore...just wanted to let you know that I still read this thing. ^__^
from slurpymundae :
wow! sounds like a fun weekend, i'm glad to hear you got to spend so much time time with josh. everyone needs a little vacation now and then! i certainly need one right about now... hahah anyways keep it real, roni. later skater!
from diab2003 :
[email protected] Thats Not even cool, What you did to me!!! :(
from slurpymundae :
oh dammit all! let me just say i hope things are all better with you and josh. they seem to be from what i've read. i'm quite outraged at eddy but whatever. i don't know why i expected him to be any different. is it possible to take a hiatus from responsibility? i sure need a vacation. anyways sorry for my ranting, i'll keep checkin' in with ya! later roni! :)
from diab2003 :
Roni~ Sometimes thats just what "Boys" want. If you really love him much, then stick with him if you can handle it. But mayber what he is saying to you is that he needs time to think. That mayber He made too fast of a choice to go out with you or something. But when he matures and gets to become a "man" Well atleast think like one, then he will be true to you. Or, mayber he can't believe that he meet someone so specail as you, and His afraid that if he moves closer to you, You will disappear from him or you'll move. Who knows except for him. Maybe You should talk to you him about. Open the subject and ask him where your relationship is going. Ect. Just be honest and hopful he will too. Wish you the best of luck. Sometimes you have to let the one you love most go, if their return that means they are real, but if they dont' that means it wasn't as real as it was made to be. Best Wishs!! SARAH
from slurpymundae :
oh, roni! i'm so sorry, i just read your note. i feel awful. and you know what? this is kinda weird 'cause i've hit a little rough patch with eddy too. it's not nearly as bad as yours, i understand you must be really confused. guys are JUST SO WEIRD sometimes! sending all these messed-up messages! COME ON GUYS! well hey, girls can be dumb too. so everyone's at fault. lol maybe you guys should chat on the phone about how you feel. does he know that you feel this way yet? 'cause hiding it won't do any good. and maybe his friend Bill was lying, hey, you never know. everyone's a suspect, it's hard to trust people nowadays. but i'm here if you'd like to talk and i hope this thing sorts itself out soon, roni! -stace
from spoon4613 :
Sure you can add me to your list. And thanks for the note. Though I think you're the only random person to read it. Its just something to jot down my random thoughts at the time. But you're more than welcome to add me to your list. Take care, and i'll start reading yours too. Bye
from slurpymundae :
hey roni! you're right, we're lucky to have good boyfriends! we should definitely remember to always appreciate them and never take them for granted. i'm rather exhausted at the moment, work took a lot out of me today so i'll write you a more exciting note later! lol g'nite!
from omzhaara :
Is that a quick enough turnaround, Roni :) hehe - I was typing when I saw you left me a note, so I thought I'd respond! You know, I got the SAME response (i.e. NONE) when I called a few Curves gyms in my area; you have to call them during their open times to be able to get any kind of response, it seems (I left msgs, and not one of THREE called me back). Their open times are usually 8-12 or 1, and then 4-7ish (each is a separate franchise and has its own hours, but those seem to be pretty uniform). :) Hope that helps!
from diab2003 :
Roni, Thanks A lot. Biff and Walt that is so great!! Anyway Just wanted to say hi
from diab2003 :
Hey Roni, I don't think that you are stupid! I think mayber you shoule go to Truman. Atleast if you and You "Friend" Break Up, You will be at the college of your choice. Even if you guys are still together, I think with a long distant relationship, might make it stronger if you guys really love each other. Just Be Careful!!
from slurpymundae :
i'm feelin' ya roni! i also feel engaged. i already told you how eddy talks about how cute our kids would be. lol i don't want to hurt him but i'm only 17. i also want to grow old with him. he's the only person who's treated me right. so i'm stuck too. being in love is just far too ghetto for me. lol
from dcalien :
Roni, I get behind a lot, then I have to read to catch up. It is ok, you can write anything you like, only you don't need to feel obligated. :)
from dcalien :
You are sweet :)
from slurpymundae :
hi again! :) i see what you're saying now, maybe Quincy is the best choice for you? i think you should write out a list of pros and cons for both of them, although it sounds like you already have and just compare them. either way you'll make the right choice. i'm glad the religion thing is all worked out! last night eddy was talking about how cute our kids would be and then i got in a car accident and it was just ughhhh. i'm still a bit traumatized. so which program did you apply for at Quincy and Truman? anyways goodluck! i read your diary every time you update as well. we're quite alike i think. later roni!
from slurpymundae :
hey roni! don't stress, it's okay! to be totally honest i would say go for the school with the better reputation, the one that you want to be at. i believe that would be Truman. How far is it from where Josh will be? don't shape your future around a guy 'cause anything could happen, and then you'll have regrets. oh and about the religion thing at the end, eddy is muslim and i am semi-christian, i have my own set of beliefs. i mean sure, it's a bit of a culture shock but who cares. love is love and no religious title can change that.
from dcalien :
happy is good
from dcalien :
*HUGS*
from dcalien :
haha Thanks Roni. I will pretend I am in the central time zone, and wish you a happy day too.
from roni-ann :
It's amazing how supportive diarylanders are. I've gotten lots of emails and things from ppl about my heart and about Quincy. Wow, I love you people. *hugs everyone* YOu all are the best. *owned*. Hehe. Love you all.
from dcalienz :
Ha ha Roni, I guess I don't advertise the other one. I don't keep it a secret either. :)
from slurpymundae :
howdy! thanks for stopping in at my diary, i check yours out every time you update. i try to keep up with my favourties, because obviously that's why they are on my list! no shit eh? lol anyways i'm so glad that things are looking up for you! Congratulations on getting accepted, and let me know how your cardiologist appointment goes. i'm pullin' for ya! g'nite! -stace
from dcalienz :
yup same smile.
from dcalien :
Yes, I am glad you like your button door. And that smile you have. Everytime I see it in my fotolog, I smile.
from roni-ann :
wow, first off...it really makes me happy to see that people are leaving me notes. I'm planning on adding 3 entries today...so good luck with the reading. Thanks for the support, by the way. It means a lot to know you all care.
from dcalien :
I didn't come here to leave a note, just to read yours. This is the first time I saw the one you wrote to me. The one about pictures I mean. I hope I remember to check your notes as well as mine. haha. If you have one on your computer, you could email it. I have a scanner that i do mine with. I know Trays, openthegate, has lots of pics on her diary, and she takes them to fotomat or something to do hers. I could ask her, cause I know she knows how to do it. Or you could ask her. She is very nice, and if you asked in her notes or gb, I am sure she would tell you. If you want you can say I told you to ask. I will do it, only one thing. Sometimes I cant remember things. So if you don't hear from me about it would you ask me? Thanks. -dave
from slurpymundae :
oh, roni! i'm sorry. i don't think there is anything that i could say right now to make you feel better. josh sounds like an understanding guy; i'm sure he knows you didn't mean to lash out. the last thing he wants to do is cause you any more stress. take it easy for a while, girlie. keep updating and i hope everything straightens itself out soon. g'nite roni! be strong!
from ineedyouso :
thank you for the note :] i went to yours too and it entertained me for quite awhile. p.s. i cry at armageddon too.. EVERY TIME.
from roni-ann :
Yeah, it is the recognition and acknowledgement that matters, not the gift. That's why it matters to me so much that two people who JUST know me because of diaryland wishes me a good birthday. I mean, it really means a lot. I'm going to try to find that entry you wrote and read it. I'm sure it'll be good. Oh, thanks again for all the support. It's really nice. As for a picture...I'll see if I have a good one. I saw part of your fotolog and think the idea is actually really good. How would I get the pic to you though? Haha, where do I send it to? LOL. Well, I better go...for now. And, ah, what the heck *hugs* back..hehe
from dcalien :
Roni, I forgot. I do that alot hehe. I like it that you get happy from small things. It is the small things that make me happiest. Some people don't get that. Like a birthday wish is a small thing. It is the knowledge that someone notices and gives recognition that is priceless. I wrote an entry about that once. Maybe the small things in life are not really all that small. I really like your attitude in your diary. It would be nice if more of the Great and Big people of the world had a little of that.
from dcalien :
I am glad I found your note to me. hehe. You are so sweet. If I did not ask before, I would love to have a pic of you for my fotolog. I really like your friend Stace too. When I look at my fotolog, it is starting to feel like I have a family. It is a nice feeling. I am glad you are a part of it. *hugs*
from roni-ann :
yep, it's on Tuesday. And as for the whole Josh thing, well, that's a whole other issue. I still will move there, regardless of him. But it does worry me that since I likely will go to MACC first, he's enrolling there to be with me. It worries me that he does that. I would like to thank you though for the reality check. I keep the stuff in mind, but I try to push the reality to the back of my head. I guess it's just because there's a LOT to think about right about now.
from slurpymundae :
roni, your birthday is coming up on tuesday? am i right? i hope i am, but even if i'm wrong i'm gonna say it anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! don't worry i don't even enjoy my birthday, it's just another day to me. my family has never been particular assholes about it or anything, i just don't find birthdays to be a big deal. that's just me though. but hey, i can't believe you want to major in journalism! SO DO I! your plans sound good. either one. but just a little warning, never depend on a guy. don't think about living with josh just yet 'cause i used to do that with my ex of 8 months and i thought we were gonna last forever. not to say you and josh won't, but just to be realistic, you never ever know. life is so crazy! i'm so excited for next year, i'm still staying in the same province and i'm only gonna be an hour or so away from home. but it's still a scary change, eh? you can handle it though, roni. the license part isn't a big deal. i can drive by myself now, i'll be 18 in october. it's a scary world but we've both gotta get out there! keep writing! have a lovely night!
from roni-ann :
yay, now I get notes from two people *grin* I feel loved. And....you're the first to wish me a happy birthday early..wow...I'm happy. I'm impressed :D..hehe...it doesnt take much to make me happy.
from dcalien :
I forgot, I meant to wish you a happy birthday in your gb. I forget things sometimes, so I am saying it now in case I don't remember on Tuesday hehe. I think I will tho. ~smiles~
from slurpymundae :
hi girly! a new year, a new start! i really really relate to you; when eddy tells me i'm beautiful i deny it because i don't believe that he means it but you can just see it in their eyes can't you? ohhhh, boys... can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. i also worry too much, about everything... my friends have taught me to relax more but i still have my priorities straight. and i think both of our boyfriends hate when we worry, so how about our new years resolution is to stop worrying? sounds good to you? lol anyways keep writing! later roni!
from roni-ann :
Happy New Year to you too! Anyway, I use to delete entries if I thought someone would get mad. Some entries, I don't know why I deleted them. Heh, I likely won't delete any of the Josh ones though. I guess since it's my senior year, I want to write more things in here to look back at.
from slurpymundae :
howdy roni-ann! yeah, you can always look back on the times you and Josh had, it certainly does make a good memento. i did that with my ex-boyfriend of 8 months and just recently started fresh a few months ago. i erased all of the old entries but it was definitely nice to look back on & remember. now i'm making some new memories :) gotta keep movin' forwards! happy new year to you!
from roni-ann :
At one time he knew the address to this, but I'm pretty positive he's never seen it. And you're totally right about posting...the only ones of my friends who do read it, know most of it anyway and wouldnt tell Josh...and I dont think he's going to come to it anytime soon. I'm going to start using more detail and actually filling in all the things that's happened with me and Josh. If anything, it'll be a good momento. :D
from slurpymundae :
hey again! wow, i just read your description of when you and Josh got together, and that's how it was with my boyfriend and i! i'd known him for 3 months before he made it official. but our one month is coming up too! so we're in a pretty similar situation. i would NEVER in a THOUSAND years let my boyfriend read my diary here. i think it's sometimes too personal and it's not always flowers & happy thoughts about him... :) expressing yourself is a good thing, so don't let anyone read it if they are going to make you feel like you're going to have to censor what you say. keep writing! byebye! -stace
from roni-ann :
wow, I have a note in here. That's really awesome. Thanks, it means a lot. Hmm...wonder if this trend will pick up and I'll get more notes *shrug*. Thanks.
from slurpymundae :
not a single note yet? no way! i don't believe it! you seem pretty damn cool if i do say so myself. i think i'll be able to relate a lot to you as well; we are both in the beginnings of a relationship eh? YAY US! keep writing! i'm gonna go skim through some more of your entries! talk to ya later! -stace

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