messages to sahera:
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| from nativejedi : |
| Hi. I haven't been on here in a long time. So I decided to check out my "notes" and when I saw your name I thought to myself, "wow! I remember her." Well. I remember your name anyway. Well I see you're married now. Cool. Your diary is locked so I don't know anything else. Well just thought I'd say hello. I pray you're marriage be blessed. :-) |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i just read your to do list and i wanted to tell you i love your life. i look forward to talking to you again soon, xoxo |
| from musicman575 : |
| Sara, I remember when we were young I always wished I could do all the artsy the things that you did, like write poetry, paint, draw, create things, imagine things. I'm sorry for ever passing judgement on your gifts. Can you brogive (brother + forgive, haha, get it, haha lolol!) me? I regret not being mature enough to share your diaryland with you. I miss you. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| tanks friend. i need a pass code. i also need to talk to you!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!! why has it been so long? what time is a good time to call? i heart you friend! xoxo |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sad your diary is locked. wish we could talk. hope your doing ok. alright i'll try to call you soon. cammy |
| from musicman575 : |
| hey sisterface McScholl |
| from cindylou03 : |
| well yes, that was, i think, the biggest part of it. as far as the neck thing... i am trying to work through that. it's all really vague and sort of like... in my head. but i'm figuring it out slowly but surely. :) thank you for caring my sarah. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| well i don't worry b/c in your case i know God is doing a good work. i will call you tomorrow, after i get off work!xoxo cammy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| just want to say i miss you today. and iam hoping we see each other face to face soon. xo cammy |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Sara, you have nevere had a wicked heart. I can't believe you're feeling guilty, or "conviction" as you'd probably call it, over having fun with your friends. You are not foolish and your heart doesn't overflow with wicked things. Don't get too carried away with all that. I'm kinda worried. Love, your bro |
| from theumbrella : |
| Thank you SO much for the note! It really encourages me that someone else knows how it feels, and that God gave you an awesome husband. He is so wonderful, isn't he? I'm also glad you sent me a note, because I read your blog a few years ago as "giantkiller" and I am happy to see how God has taken that time and blessed you incredibly. God bless you today, and thanks for being a blessing in my day:) |
| from lobo21 : |
| That was a new one. I didn't realize my notes section had been turned off. Problem solved! Thank you, your post is taken to heart. |
| from lobo21 : |
| I came across your page the other day. I was struck by your thoughts on prayer. I hope you don't mind if I swing by every now and then. I hope and I pray things turn out for Andrew and his mom. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Just remember that "to teach is not to transfer knowledge but to create the possibilities for the production or construction of knowledge." -Paulo Freire, from Pedagogy of Freedom |
| from dudemanflab : |
| Kudos on the flat screen strategy and the "sam" creatures. You're a cool cat. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| is not in prison |
| from cindylou03 : |
| dang. i read that.....so you know how i feel!! i should have said "batty" instead of "kill her with my hands." oh well. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| hahaha bunions?! ohhhh nooo hahaha |
| from cindylou03 : |
| i just want you to know that i think your 2007 sounds like it was nice. that was a very positive survey. :) |
| from cindylou03 : |
| hhahaha oh man. that's gross of me. oh well! and the reason i never posted more of that story is because i didn't like the rest of it. maybe after revision or something. :) thanks for being interested. it really does make my day! |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Yea, Kate went to Colorado for TG, and yes, drugs. |
| from dudemanflab : |
| I'm praying for you and your mom. it's not easy, is it? Much love, Paul |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara maybe i will...just for you. but it's going to have to be after i revise it a few times. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| haha that's awesome!! i love that you did that. especially because i, too, looked it up. but that's because i wasn't sure how to spell tumultuous. i'm glad you saw tumultuous clouds. i like those kind. :) |
| from dudemanflab : |
| that's beautiful, sarah. He did, you know. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| well, i love your wetsuit entry. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sunday scholl, hehe. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| i adore the antiques roadshow. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| loved your (car) entry. congrats on the new truck! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sarie, last night jesus and i had to talk it over b/c i really wish i could be there and be your in real life in the same place same time friend you need/wanted, but i can't so i will pray he brings you one, and she can even be as cool as me if you want! b/c i love you that much! cammy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sarie, i was wondering about your new address? i wanted to send you and ivan an invit for may. no pressure, just wanted you two to know i thought about you. |
| from dudemanflab : |
| Sara, you made my day. What a find! I can't wait to dance naked this summer--- Paul |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara wow thank you. thank you for actually reading it..and then even TELLING me stuff about it! and such lovely and kind things at that. :D i love you and i miss you cindy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hey saray- i must say that you are not bothersome in the least nor are you "to intense". i find you to be just right. thought-ful and kind open and honest. i can't speak for everyone back in pville but i know that for some of my other married friends it has been hard for me (a singletin) to mesh our two differrent tracks. maybe for the people there it is also hard b/c yes sad to say but out of sight (not mind per say)but out of conncetion. i will say that for me inregards to you...its fine. back then we were not in the same place (town or college) so not much has changed- well other than the welcomed addition of ivan! please don't be discouraged! love you! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| really sara i wasn't lying - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- i want your address, love cammy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| soo i really need your need address...please give it to me...please...no really sara...i want it...love you. |
| from dudemanflab : |
| Sarah, congrats on your marriage! I wish you all the best. i'm sorry about your haircut, however. My mom got a bad hair job at wally world as well. By the way, I cannot get your walmart sack bag idea out of my head. Have you done it yet? I really think you should-- it's so beautiful and such a statement! I love you, Paul |
| from cindylou03 : |
| haha..that's stupendous. i didn't poop my pants but i have done that before. so....yeah. love ya! cindy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hey sar so i laught really hard at the handbag part of your entry. i miss you. i am so happy for you and ivan. i hope i get to talk to you soon. i�ll call you when i get back in the usa. love you. |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| yeahhhh for you my friend and sister. i can't wait to see you face to face. i look forward to the meeting, whenever that maybe, b/c i know that even your outward appearance has been again soften by his love. thank you for always having time for me. |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| EWWww! What a terrible way to wake up! I would've puked. Cockroaches are the worst. Have sweet dreams tonight, okay? |
| from greenstar7 : |
| its hard b/c its worth it, (it being all of you). knowing that you know that is nice. Heres to faith purified by fire...and sisters in Christ. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Hey Sara, what's this personal space issue with your boss? I've thought there was something suspicious about him since you told me about your interview and going over to his house and all. Stay on guard! Don't just think he's a bit nice. I had the same feeling about Calvin a long time ago too and look what happened with him. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| You can pull the new false tooth from my mouth if want. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| I am sorry to hear about Kelsey. That was a beautiful entry you wrote though. I hope you are ok. I'll give you a call later. I love you sister. -Jesse |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sara love, please call me! i miss you! and i am glad you walked. your cute. cammy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| little Ms. McFatty pants, haha, no way, but funny. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| yea!!!! hope things are wonderful! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| dear sara, your beautiful, and what the lord has done in you is beautiful. your desire is real and encourging to me. may you see it fulfilled. amen |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Sara, don't put any more meat products in your pile for a long time. You shouldn't put stuff in that might be high in lipids. They hinder the decomposition process and putrefy. If you can, you should retrieve the tamales and throw them away. I'll give you more tips later. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| i just...really liked your latest entry |
| from mojo1915 : |
| vibrato is a truly perplexing concept |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| "First you must delight yourself in the Lord and then he will give you the desires of your heart." Thanks, Sara. I really need to hear (read) that. xooxxo |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hello sweet child, you have blessed me so much today, an old man on skates, please that is the joy of my life. well that and Jesus, but you know. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| haha...i'm glad you say i like to glue things onto things. that rules man. i do very much hope to see you guys at thanksgiving. i would love that... lov,e cindy |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| The prayers you write in your diary are exceptionally beautiful. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| that's tight..i used to colage EVERYTHING. it was really ridiculous. anyway.. i don't have nick's email. i'll have to find out w hat it is now that he's not at the newspaper anymore. hmm...ok well thanks for the note! i miss you..love, cindy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| do you have our notebook? if so please mail it to me...or tell me i have it! and i am coming to visit in sept. so hold on to your underpants! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sara don't you think dear God/Jesus is funny well i did. i really hope that you did too. man if you didn't i am going to feel so...well i love you. |
| from hardcorefan- : |
| Only $400!!! That is so awesome, I'm so excited for you! I want to know all about the trip, all kinds of details, because I'm a nerd like that. Thanks for your encouraging word. Be on the look out for an entry by me...entitled:"What is the appropriate way to turn down an almost proposal?" Because that really happened tonight... |
| from greenstar7 : |
| ahhh death by face wash...almost as good as ear hole. thank you for sharing i really couldn't stop laughing. sara man. i am glad i know you. * |
| from hardcorefan- : |
| So, have you got the money????? I know you can do this, just push through it...these next few weeks will like seem like ketchup in a glass bottle...you know, you wait and wait and wait, and then it all comes rushing out at one time and you have to fight to keep a handle on it...yeah...i'm rambling, sorry! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| anything in the mail lately??? love you |
| from hardcorefan- : |
| How long are you going to be in South Asia??? I'm praying for the $$$$ to be flowing to you! Keep a watch on the streets...once my dad needed $100 to finish paying our bills for the month, and after work, he walked out to his truck, and there was a $100 bill stuck to his tire of his truck, so, keep a watchful eye! God bless! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| so i think i just need to call you b/c this is like 2 note in 3 days or something. but i just thought about how funny the whole ear hole thing was man iam still smile when i think about it. ok love oyu |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sara tight mathews that what i should call you! hope your doing good and know that iam praying for you! b/c Jesus showed me love and a want to show others! sara man i love you friend! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| so hummm yeah i wore this tizzzight scarf today. it was orange and i thought i just might tell you. that i like it awhole lot. sad we didn't meet up in cbad. but i think i might just come see you again in p ville. heart you friend and thanks for my wonderful bag/scarf! yes JESUS!!!!! |
| from nativejedi : |
| hey! i haven't logged onto Diaryland in a while so I was reading your past entries. A boyfriend!!?? Awesome. I'm happy for you! You sound happy. (even though I can't actually hear you through the net) Ah well.. continue to be blessed! Talk to you later. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| sara my sister in Christ! its as if we haven't talked YEARS!!! i know your busy so give me a call when you have time! heart you friend. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hehe sara! hot koolaid! thats right! the lost boys is about alot of people. its about some of my guy friends from back in the day who have just been changed by drugs. and about the boys i have known over the last few years who have taken their own lives. i have become really frustrated by the whole thing. its about someother stuff as well...but for the most part thats what it means to me. love you. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| aww! hey sara..thank you for sending me that note. :) love ya -cindy |
| from cindylou03 : |
| oh! wow!! that's so cool! i haven't heard from ivan in..i don't know how long! that's nuts..i'm glad you guys found each other tho. :) oh..but my cell phone number is what you asked for right? it is: 505.361.1174 --good luck trying to reach me! :D love, cindy |
| from vicky8 : |
| Hello! I just thought I would let you know that I miss hanging out with you! Have a good day. -Vicky |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara sara how are you? doing good things i hope..not too bad of bad ones at least? :D |
| from cindylou03 : |
| oo i love that song by switchfoot. it is my favorite song.. like..it sounds kinda corny..but when i saw them in concert..a couple years ago.. i had never heard any of their stuff besides the song that is the hit right now (we were meant to live) and so it was the first time i was hearing that song..and when he sang the part 'don't close your eeeeyes.." like..he made eye contact with me for a moment...and it just like..pierced my heart. pretty gay..but pretty special to me. :) |
| from vicky8 : |
| Friend! I miss you a bunch! I hope your break has been splendid so far. Love you bunches! Vicky |
| from cindylou03 : |
| holy wow... no..i am listening to this eva cassidy song called 'songbird'...and the part where she says 'like never before' JUST HAPPENED right when your diary page opened..and i read your topic...and it said 'like never before' ...DANGIT that was freaking weird. |
| from nativejedi : |
| I think that is AWESOME about wanting to start a female accountability group... or som'm. I'm not a female (heheh) but I do know of females who struggle with sexual issues, and even *gasp* masturbation.... |
| from greenstar7 : |
| ahhhh sara yes! iam so happy! i can't even ahhh wish you were here we could scream!!! but iam screaming on my own!!! love! |
| from nativejedi : |
| awesome... yeah I just got done reading your entry as well. THAT IS SO AWESOME!! That lady is wanting to pay your bills! Man, it's so awesome the way our Creator provides. And I pray that He blesses this lady tremendously! I've had people support me like that, and I just thank Adonai so much for sending such people into my life. Their obedience does no go unnoticed. |
| from nativejedi : |
| YO! I was writing a new entry and I get an email notification saying I got a new note... I knew exactly who it was: YOU! 'Cause no one else leaves me notes. **murmurs underneath breath** Yeah I pray for my wife too!! Good stuff... |
| from godsintimate : |
| sara poo: this is cynthia gail boutelle. i am writing because i am successfully having a spiritual diary here on diaryland. i've written like..5 entries in it..and that was going to be my deciding factor in if i was actually going ot have one or not. your diary and been a big influence on my inspirition for it. thanks for all that you are. -auntie bouts |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i will not say ear hole oh gosh i can't believe i just said it...ahhh i can't go on. i must jab q-tips in my ears and eyes in order to punish myself! but if iam going to have to go through all that i might as well make it worth it...hole hole hole hole ok thats it i have to go eat soap. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara...i'm really glad i got over myself and went to paul's. you're the reason i went. i wanted to see you. and it was a good time i had over there..so YAY..love ya -bouts |
| from dudemanflab : |
| a classic... i told my carpool friend, Jason, your jokes all the way home. thanks! paul |
| from thisismywish : |
| Hey, it's giantkiller and I've moved:) Love, Me |
| from greenstar7 : |
| goodness sara that last entry is above me! all i can say is get you some!!! oh the truth and what it sounds like to the ears of those who recive it! sara God speaks through you in a mighty way. thank you. so much for sharing with me this that i feel i can apply to my own life and FAMILY! love you sara. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| haha..yes i remember that day..and how i heard 'auntie bouts' being called through the air as i tried to finish up what i was doing so i could go see who it was. tho..i knew it was you all along. guess it's always like that, secretly huh? ;) i'm glad you got to see my brother and sisterish. you'll see the baby around thanksgiving or christmas probably. he'll've put on a lot of cute by then. :D |
| from greenstar7 : |
| finally something real! haha oh yeah i feel that way...infact last wed i mooned this boy...haha then i felt just awful. haha the temptation is only good til you give in. sara i know what you mean. iam just like why!!!!!!! you know what my favorite thought of our friendship is... its a good one are you ready!!! when we were worshiping in brads room and we were laughing and i jumped on you and we fell back on the bed but i was stilling sings the song really loudly and off key (my favorite way!!!) and then we just laughted! man that was good. thats how we will laugh with Jesus in HEAVEN! sara don't give up or in! we can fight the good fight! (but i know, i really just want to kiss boys...then iam like NO JESUS and then i just smile at them and think well you know it wouldn't be right to jump on the hot guy who works at Gap and make out with him anyway b/c he might have a girlfriend.) |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara, i have my brother's cell phone number..but not their house number ( i dont' know why..i've just never called it.. ) anyway..his cell is 505.302.3048 that'd be cool if you called. love ya! -cindy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| Jesus, i love this girl, thank You for her. love cammy |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| I love your diary. I wanted to comment because I was thinking the EXACT same thing yesterday morning while I was driving w/ my hand out the window. God's spirit IS so much like the wind! |
| from nativejedi : |
| you never get on MSN anymore... why? |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sarah..i love your list. some of it made me go 'oh NO WAY ..i would never want to do that. wow.' (ie: swim with sharks) (you crazy piece of..) ok ..but i was glad to read your list. just encase i can ever help out (ie: kike up guadalulpe peak WITH you..because i never have either.) and cammy and i talked about it..adn we both want to start a list too. and ACTUALLY i've had one started in my head of habits i want to form before too long..i just haven't written it out..or completed it. and you have inspired me to do so. so in coming days i will make on too. thanks for the inspiration. love ya! bye bye -cindy |
| from giantkiller : |
| Diary is locked. Username: bethbelieves PW: inchrist |
| from nativejedi : |
| what's up! I really liked your "to-do-list"! That was aweseom! Esecially numbers 30 and 39. but seriously... wow. That was awesome! I don't think you know how much I liked that list! Each one of them just brought joy to me! I especially liked the simply ones like planting a garden or building a tree house. I don't have the word really to express how awesome those are... to them! yeah! |
| from cindylou03 : |
| no, i haven't called aaron. but i talked to paul and janice about him..and they are going to call him..and tell him that i'll be at bible study. but i'll still call. at some point. and what's this word me and you will discuss..cacoochie? that sounds like a...well..i guess i won't say. but HAHA!! i love it -boutiferous |
| from cindylou03 : |
| ok..i should make an effort to hang out with aaron. i love him a lot..so why not. maybe he'll come to church w/ me sometime. :) |
| from cindylou03 : |
| dang..it was good to see you at church. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i like when you say that! haha |
| from greenstar7 : |
| me and sara in c-bad the same weekend!!! do you know what this means!!! thats right prayer breakfast! goh i love Jesus! i love that you are going home for the weekend! i love it like i love cake! and thats alot! sara i love you! i love how we are friends! i love how deep you are in Jesus! i love how He's the reason we are friends! i love you sister! |
| from cindylou03 : |
| wow that sucks. aren't cigarettes just like..the most..tricky..horrible..crap-faced things in teh world. they're so sly..so good. so..NOT going to smoke one. dangit. good call..we shall both pray for each other on that. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara.. i am just sending you a this note..to say hello, basically. been thinking about you. love you, cindy |
| from giantkiller : |
| Haha- well now I sure feel blonde. My brain has been fried lately. Thanks for the scripture:) |
| from giantkiller : |
| I know exactly what you mean with the messy room thing. I was thinking about the same thing just the other day whilst cleaning my room. It's disgusting. My issue is that I have crayons and bobby pins all over the place- that drives me crazy. Anyway! You're an excellent writer. I love reading your diary so much. Your Sister in Christ, Beth |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| we both wrote poop in our diary today :) |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hi friend, i think we should talk on the phone, so i'll call you tomorrow. |
| from cindylou03 : |
| awwwwwwwww!!! you and colita BOTH came to carlsbad this weekend. and this was the weekend i went to las cruces to visit jonna. that sucks..i mean..i had fun in las cruces..but it would have been cool to see you guys. :( i'm sorry..was your trip good tho? |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Thanks!!! I recently dyed my hair this color, to cover up the grays (yes, as pathetic as it is, I am 23 and I get gray hairs--Its children I tell ya). My hair has alotta natural red highlights in it, so whenever I dye it I like to play around w/ reddish colors. Anyway, enough about MY hair. What color is YOUR hair, and how long was it b4 u cut it/how short is it now?? |
| from vicky8 : |
| I love you my dear friend. -vicky |
| from nativejedi : |
| hi . . . I dont' know what to say except that God is in control. |
| from nativejedi : |
| disenrolled? what the . . .? |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| How right you are! He is the strength in our weakness! I like what you write. all the time. Im a fan of your diary. :) Bye |
| from nativejedi : |
| Thank you for keeping me in your prayers. I pray for ya as well when I think about it. There has been so much on my mind right now as you've read a sample of it in that last entry I made. Last night I was feeling good about myself 'cause I told God I'll go to Montana... I dont want to be lead by my own will. My will is to be where it's nice and hot and with my family, but I think God wants me to do other things right now, and I believe as I die to my "self" right now, He'll lead me later to my desires, for He satisfies the desires of our hearts. As of right now I feel as though I've been trying to "save" my life somehow, but that only loses it eh. So Montana, *gasp* here I come. I hear ya concerning your thoughts of boys, only for me it's thoughts of girls! heh.. I miss a certain someone who doesn't know Yeshua either. I wish she did... I'm heartbroken. Only think keeping it from completely falling apart is HIM. :) |
| from mojo1915 : |
| I think you should tell Derick yourself...before anybody else does. Do it Sara! |
| from giantkiller : |
| I just read your "God's roll in my ubringing" entry and I just thought I'd let you know that I think that was one awesome entry. Your an awesome writer. Sorry I've not read more- I love your diary. I am just a big booger I guess:) I am hereby making a pledge to read your diary more and be less of a loser. God Bless, Chica! -Beth |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| I loved that prayer entry (i'll go). Sooo sweet :) |
| from greenstar7 : |
| what is going??? sic girl we need to talk...you can so tell we haven't b/c iam not sure what you talking about????ahhh i miss you!!!! i miss knowing what is going on in your life!!!! iam calling you today!!!! |
| from nativejedi : |
| gee, I wish I had as many people leaving me notes as you do! Indeed God loves us no matter what... so humbling. Well I'm hidden in some mountains of California and hopefully I'll be online more 'cause tomorrow I'm going back to Chico California... hm... but wait, it's planned that I'll go to Oregon for a few days, then back to Nevada.. I don't know.... but things are koo over my way.... so stay good.... stay out of guys beds. ;) and I'll talk to you later |
| from mojo1915 : |
| I much enjoy your poem. Is it one of those cool coffee pots that you can fill up at night and set a timer and it starts to brew in the morning maybe? Perhaps it's the janitor? |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Hey Sara, when you come back to Portales, can you bring the phone that is in the shed to me. Dad also said he'd give me the answering machine at home. I miss ya too :( Have a good one sis! -Jesse |
| from eowynne : |
| Nope - but I'm waiting for an explanation!! ;) ~�owyn~ |
| from eowynne : |
| Yup - I think it's weird to compare the Gulf Ocean to banana pudding!!! lol! ;) ~�owyn~ |
| from greenstar7 : |
| dang sara i can't stand it...haha i miss you and i have only been gone a few days. haha i hope you day is great and can i please have your new address. * |
| from starfishchik : |
| I'm totally praying for you! Right, guidance, prep, empowerment, friends softened heart. Got it written down! :) Have fun and growth on your Corpus trip. Love in Christ, Brandy |
| from cindylou03 : |
| well..when i was in thirg grade.. i ate a lot of food..which left..not a lot of room for things like scabs and boogers. plus..eating scabs is just gross. and, like you, i also tried my boogers once and thought them to be disgusting..but again..much like your situation..my brother ate his. now he just..picks his a lot. and i mean..i do too..but c'mon nick. be serious. there are better things to do. anyhoo. on another note. i SHALL call you sometime. and encase i don't do it quick enough..you could always call me: 361-1174 that is all for now..bye bye! love, cindy |
| from eowynne : |
| Oh man that sounds like fun - worshiping in a cave!! :D At camp, we always go to some cave or another - tho every year, they pick an easier and easier cave :( I like the harder ones better, tho this one called Dead Horse I HATE because I'm claustraphobic and at the end is this thing called the "rat hole" which is super tiny and you have to squeeze through it!! But anyway... So the camp goes to a cave and we sit there and everyone shuts off their lights, and let me tell you, I didn't know it could ::ever:: be that dark and it scares me because I'm going blind. :( Then we talk about how that's what it's like for people who don't know Jesus Christ personally - walking in spiritual darkness. The leader asked us, "How would you like to try to find your way out of this cave like this, without any lights?" And it's always a very moving and powerful thing. Then one by one, we turn on our flashlights and sing worship. It's an awesome experience - one of my favorite parts of camp every year!! :D Well, long story/rant over!! ;) ~�owyn~ |
| from nativejedi : |
| It gives me great joy to hear that you're being a light to your friends! I stand in agreement with you that your friends will come to know Yeshua in an intimate way like never before! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| ahhhh sara i have to tell you....man i really love you. your so tight!!!! thats it. |
| from starfishchik : |
| Good for you, acknowledging your battles and asking God to take control of them. May you overcome your temptations with God as your ally. Don't forget He's there! :) ~love in Christ, Brandy |
| from nativejedi : |
| I hear ya about being "called to ministry". I too believe that we all have a ministry, whether we're pastors or missionaries or teachers or plumbers. "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord, not for men." Col 3:23. We all have a part in God's plans here on earth, it's not only for the pastors and evengelists! |
| from nativejedi : |
| yo... how you doing? I pray all is well. So what did God tell you on your journey? |
| from cindylou03 : |
| well sarah, when i was a little girl, i laid on my stomach on a merry-go-round at the park in my apartment complex...and spun around blowing my nose into the sand. and i like you a lot too. i love you! and you're right, God is good. thank you for your note..and your friendship..:D |
| from christianboi : |
| Man, today has been kind of whoa, but it ended... perfectly. You'd be surprised at how happy I can get just from listening to myself laugh or watching my fingers move as they type out words... People might call it "easily distracted" but I call it "captivated with simplicity." And hey... maybe we can go out for lunch sometime. I like driving to Carlsbad, so yeah, maybe during this school year we can grab a quick bite to eat. Oh, the possibilities. Thanks for the note! ~Aaron-Michael |
| from starfishchik : |
| Well hey there! :D Thanks for dropping by to say hi! Please do remember to write about the journey and whatnot, it sounds like it was exhaustive. Which is the best sort of feeling to get from a journey I think. It shows you had a real workout, whether physical spiritual or emotional or all of the above! :D Have a good one....a sister in Christ, Brandy* |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Good luck w/ yer journey! hope you have a great time. God bless, Jill |
| from cindylou03 : |
| sara sara..yay! i didn't know that sahera was you. but..i am quite excited to go on the journey. and maybe..be clued in to how you have that glow that you always have. i have a feeling it has something to do with the things for which this journey is based. i'm going to get me some glow, hopefully. ;) also..you tell brenda that i love her. ( aaron too ) |
| from starfishchik : |
| I was also told by my youth leaders that it's best to have a female accountability partner. Some things you have to admit can be uncomfortable to say around the opposite sex, and vice versa for the partner. In accountability, you're sort of chaining yourself together with the person in a spiritual sense and that link will remain and become stronger as you continue in accountability (that's not supposed to sound negative). So, perhaps it is better to have a partner of the same sex. Not sure what you were told, but I was also told that sometimes it is best to partner up with someone who doesn't already play a huge role in your daily life, because you may feel uncomfortable speaking to that person about things you've never said to them before. I started in an accountability group with 2 of my friends who I've only known for a couple of months at the time, but even so, we ended up stopping the accountability deal because we decided we had better things to do together, though a bible study with them is still fun. It just didn't work that well because we kept side-tracking and talking about what we should do together next week, et cetera. I hope Rose is doing well and God is working something inside her :) Oh, what's your talk about Corpus?? My gram lives there :) Have a wunderbar day! a sis in Christ, Brandy |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see you soon! cammy |
| from starfishchik : |
| I'm keeping Rose in my prayers. :) |
| from starfishchik : |
| I feel like you need a smile, so here ya go! :) |
| from greenstar7 : |
| oh amen amen amen!!!! yes yes yes. i love jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no time but amen to your note, to your entry, and your heart which i know Jesus knows!!!! all the love God has given to me!!!! (back to him but then to you) |
| from starfishchik : |
| Don't be discouraged by a person's dismissal of your testimony. "A new command I giv you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. All men will know that you are my disciples if you love one another." [John 13.34,35] By your testimony and your sharing the most valuable thing in your life to that person, you have shown your love. Be "passionately patient" for that person. "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." [Galatons 6.9] May God's peace be upon you. With love, a sis in Christ. :) Just keep praying for that person, and let him/her know you care.. You have already done that with your testimony... sharing is a sign of caring... :D God bless |
| from eowynne : |
| Hey there!!! Thanks so much for the note!! I love talking about God.... is there anything wrong about that??? I don't think so at all - and if anyone does, then they better just not read my diary!! lol! Thanks so much for the encouragement - I really like you a lot already! :D ~�owyn~ |
| from eowynne : |
| You are so cool!! :-) I found you through nativejedi and I love what you have to say and I love your taste in movies and authors! ;) I'm going to add you to my favs now! :D |
| from giantkiller : |
| Keep asking the good Lord for your needs. If he hasn't already, he will grant you with joy. Sometimes we as Christians get happiness and joy mixed up. I'll pray for you. God Bless, S! -Beth |
| from starfishchik : |
| Hey Sara, what's up? Just thought I'd drop in and say hi. Keep your margins straight. :) ~a sis in Christ. |
| from mango-babe : |
| Where the toot have you been? I've missed ya. You should call me sometime (361-MOSH) ...I hope no sick freak gets that and calls me. Oh well. You call me...cause you aint no sick freak. Love you man, Julia |
| from nativejedi : |
| hey! Awesome to hear God orchestrating his plan in your life. I pray that God gives you clear direction for your life and peace in whatever area He has for you! :) |
| from starfishchik : |
| Sara, hearing such a positive response to "Free'd" on it's opening day was like an encouraging hug! Thank you. I'm so glad God is urging you and you are listening to him. Since you have a desire for missions in Africa, you may already know alot about the problems on that continent, but if you'd like to read some stats on the crisis there I suggest datadata.org or oneliferevolution.org. One Life in particular focuses on a specific African country: Zambia. Do you have a high interest in any particular country or are you waiting for God to lead you wherever? Well, if you have one in particular, I would be eager to help you find out more about the place, as well as necessities for the region and whatnot. If you're not really sure about any of it, the sub-saharan region is the poorest and thus has the most problems. If I could suggest two books for you: Mission:Africa (by various christian music artists) and the aWAKE Project (also by various people, it's a collection of essays). Godspeed to ya. :) a sis in Christ, Brandy. |
| from starfishchik : |
| I like your diary layout :) Your site was on the Lighted Path directory so I just thought I'd say hey! :) "How can the Holy Spirit overflow on others from me if I am not filling myself?" A wonderful insight many of us often miss. Take care. :) ~In Christ, Brandy |
| from nativejedi : |
| hello.. yes.. interpretation.. gift. :) God uses me in that way. |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| yep...just go to where it says 'edit your notes settings' (under 'Other stuff') and just click on 'delete individual notes'. God bless!!! Jill |
| from nativejedi : |
| hi.. yeah I hoped to fool everyone. :) interesting dreams... you pray for an interpretation yet? |
| from mango-babe : |
| Hey hun! I added you to mine to because youre so friggin cool! Love ya, girl. -Julia |
| from swingchick04 : |
| hey, i just wanted to tell you that it was great to see you. i have missed seeing you and talking to you a lot. call me, and we'll go to lunch, or something. 302-6512. love, tiff |
| from nativejedi : |
| Awesome. God is good! Answering our prayers... |
| from giantkiller : |
| How awesome is that?? Man it's so great to see that God really is listening to us bite-size people. That really makes me want to keep praying:) Have an awesome day:) |
| from giantkiller : |
| Hey there. I just wanted to say "hello" and let you know that I understand the whole weirdness of breaking up with someone because of God. It takes so much strength. Keep turning to the Lord, as you said you are doing! He wants to carry your burdens and fix things for you. I think sometimes we (especially me, ack) forget that He wants to do that. Have a GREAT day and God Bless! -Beth |
| from nativejedi : |
| how ya doing? haven' talked to you in two days! (I think) Just thought I'd say hello! So. Hello. Happy Independence Day! Be blessed! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| hey sic girl..i am in africa....its really hard, please pray and get ariel to also...i need you guys to go in my be half...joyfully serving God, cammy |
| from nativejedi : |
| wow.. that must have been some sight seeing those bats in flight! wow.. I'd like to see that fo sho. |
| from nativejedi : |
| I love watching the sunrise also! I just love that calm, new feeling one has so early in the morning. (I'm hardly up at said time, but I love it!) And a few weeks ago I was really thinking that I should start waking up in time to see it. In the past, my tribe would always wake up in time to greet the sun. They would thank the Creator for the new day. I want to do that. In reference to God's promise that His mercies are new in the morning, a friend of mine's mom said she likes the mornings a lot and that she can really feel that promise to be true. :) |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Thanks! Glad you like 'em (your assumption is correct). And I like your comment under my name on your profile. :) God bless -Jill |
| from nativejedi : |
| Yes you are the only one giving me notes. No one has wrote me one in a few years until you came along! I realized now.. your notes button only works on your profile. On your actual diary part it doesn't. I look forward to reading your diary too heh. Encouraging... I love hearing about others living their lives for God.. makes me want to praise Him more for the awesome things He does in their (your) life... But I'm talking to you right now on MSN so.. adieu |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Wow. That was an awesome entry ("this is a long one..."). It is so great that you are being consumed by God's love. I get happy reading about how God works in other peoples lives. Keep writing more about it! xooxoxo |
| from nativejedi : |
| I LOVE learning new languages! It's a hobby of mine. :) It's awesome to read your words. I can tell that you truly do have a sincere desire to grow and to not hold anything back from God. I love it. |
| from dudemanflab : |
| thanks for your blessing sarah. i truly appreciate it. and yes, i will be at the methpdist church if i can find it. thanks for being willing to dance like a jew tonight. :) -paul |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Hey girl, thank you for the note! Hardly anyone leaves me notes anymore. It was very exciting. Tacos do indeed rule. I will put you on my buddie list! God bless! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| oh sara iam so glad you know Jesus i am so glad He called your name and you heard Him. i am so happy you are my sister iam so happy!!!! IAM SO HAPPY! iam so happy we laugh with Jesus and iam so happy let me draw in your note book. iam so happy i can't stand it. i can't go on!!! haha i think we really should just yell at people! haha yell at them "repent" or "know Jesus" haha out of the car window! yes! ahhh i love the LORD~ AMEN or I IN!!!! (heaven) well not yet but soon and very soon!!!! |
| from nativejedi : |
| actually... that testimony part is a lot of entries from a "paper" journal of mine that I put up that shows how I was in the past... and I talked a little about that life too and how God has changed me. So.. I haven't logged onto that one in a long time and they put it in a dormant mode when I don't log on in a long time... so.. yeah |
| from nativejedi : |
| I've been trying to send you a note since I first came across your diary but it kept saying that you dont' have your notes activated... anyhow... I was taking a survey and I saw one of your answers that caught my attention, so I checked out your diary. And I just like hearing what you have to say. I love you desire to do God's will and to have complete surrender in him! |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i think i should have saved your new number on my phone...but i didn't. which could be why i miss you this morning...no way to call. i am sad. i hope that your having the best day ever. see you at the table or before, cammy |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Yer welcome :) |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| Hi! I noticed that you're "on the search for some good christian metal bands". A few good ones are Project86 & Blindside (really talented and fun to listen to), then if you wanna go heavier, there's Living Sacrifice, Zao, Torniquet, and Mortification(which is like DEATHmetal). xoxoxo God Bless! |
| from giantkiller : |
| Oh my goodness. I loved that entry so much. You wrote everything I have been feeling the past couple of days much better than I could ever try to say it. We have such a huge task as Christians. It's important to just be gentle and kind to all the people we come across in life. That's what Jesus did and he made such a great difference in the world;) Anyway, I am just rambling. God Bless and have an awesome day:) |
| from christianboi : |
| Hello there! The day has been really awesome today and receiving your note made it just that much better. I hope God is working in your life and that you are continually striving to obtain a better relationship with Him. Have a good rest of the week. ~Aaron-Michael |
| from giantkiller : |
| Hi there! Thank you so much for adding me to your buddy list. I will definitely add you to mine. I also wanted to say THANK YOU for leaving me a note- and your right! We both serve one awesome God. It's so nice to know I have a sister in Christ out there. I don't know a lot of Christian girls so I know I will defenitely reap the benefits of reading your great diary. God bless you, have an AWESOME day and stop by again soon. |
| from vicky8 : |
| mmhhhmm!!! It's really neato that it is your bday! Love you bunches, and I hope it's a great one. See you soon, Vicky. |
| from greenstar7 : |
| did you know that if it wasn't for you in my life right now i just might have dropped out of school and become a carnie...well i still might but at least we will know that it happened a lot later than had you not been in my life...your great, i love the way the Lord made you...your alot like Him. * |
| from vicky8 : |
| Well Sara! I surely would like to do something with you soon. We'll talk about it later. Hope you are doing good. Love ya, Vicky |
| from vicky8 : |
| Hi hi! Hope you are having the coolest day ever. You are the bestest in the world. Love ya! -Vicky |
| from vicky8 : |
| Thank you very much for that card. You are so awesome Sara! Love ya bunches, Vicky. |
| from mojo1915 : |
| hooway fo sewah!!! ~bro |
| from greenstar7 : |
| once i talked to a home lesss man, once i read your diary, once i fond out we had this in commen...i knew we were ment to be friends. i respect very much. i hope to talk with you soon. i really like you whole family alot. thats its it. * good night |
| from greenstar7 : |
| i think you are so tight!!! you really have no idea! man oh man i have a gift for you. its a cameo. i know you like them. hope things are nice. cammy |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Hey Sis! You missed out tonight. The service at youth was awesome. Ariel preached and everything was just so awesome! You had better go with me next week. There is also a college bible study going on at Trones' house tomorrow. You should go with me. Have a good one. ~Jesse |
| from greenstar7 : |
| arm pit of america!! that is so true. its really neat that you got it so right on. glad you added me. can't wait to see you.(*) |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Hello there! I hope you have a very fun halloween and you don't get thrown up on by a salamander. Take care ~Jesse |
| from mojo1915 : |
| Wowy Sara! That was really profound. I love it. The fat dudes in a mosh pit at the end was kinda put the tone all out of whack ya know. |
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