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from nakedimage :
Love is a funny thing. I guess when it comes down to it, once it's real, you don't keep score in a sense. You never think about how does more, who loves more, and so on. Or perhaps that is bullshit and our competitive nature prevents us from ever thinking things are "equal"
from elliestuff :
What makes it even more confusing if both have these thoughts in their head about the other loving more than the other. Its complicated.
from dyingpoet :
At 2:00 am it feels familar talking to you. Like i should be on yahoo messenger waiting for a new email and you complaining about me not coming up with a new subject each time I reply. Spending time trying to write new poetry and figuring out what to do after i get out of high school.
from dyingpoet :
The funny part is I have not been on in months and I just decided to return today out of pure curiosity. But it so familar being here, I remember being in my room all day writing things in all 3 of my diaries. I miss being here, but I feel I have nothing to contribute anymore.
from dyingpoet :
I feel like I miss you. I miss this.
from heartshaped :
it's been too long. xo.
from up-in-stars :
brand new lyrics i love you join http://anthology--.diaryland.com
from metalheart :
theres an all night vegetarian diner on 14th st. between 6th and 5th ave. and a cute bar which is set up like an old school beauty salon. its called the beauty bar and i believe its also on 14th st. and 1st or 2nd ave. hope that helps. have fun!
from dyingpoet :
Perhaps your biggest problem these days is the fact that you don't talk to me much anymore? Not to be selfish or anything but you know I'm like the best person ever and we never get a chance to talk anymore and I miss my courtney.
from dyingpoet :
So whatcha been up to...
from of-her-soul :
There's no need to apologize. 'Tis quite all right.
from of-her-soul :
I love your diary, xo.
from heartshaped :
all the love gone bad. turned my world to black. tattooed all i see. all that i am. all i'll ever be, yeah. i know someday you'll have a beautiful life i know you'll be the star in somebody else's sky but why why why. why can't it be. can't it be mine.
from heartshaped :
oh love. i'm glad i got you into miss plath. keep in touch. i miss you. love.
from redd :
me too.
from redd :
yes.
from mangosplash :
things work odd like that don't they? like they just fall into something that you didn't mean for them to fall into in the first place. mm. i said something somewhat intelligent for a change. lol.
from mangosplash :
i know what you mean, although the difference between the two of us is you can put it into words and for that i highly commend you.
from heartshaped :
you know. we will be so happy someday. just because everything is so fucked up now. <3<3
from bekind :
It's somehow irritating that someone puts down in words EXACTLY my feelings. "So be it I'm your crowbar, if that's what I am so far until you get out of this mess"........... thank you and thanks fiona...;-)
from enchancea :
I love your layout and you write so beautifully
from heartshaped :
the newest entry is quite beautiful. you remind me of me. as always. xo.
from heartshaped :
if you find that boy, could we please clone him? because i want one of those too. mwah.
from heartshaped :
it does. and it makes me feel fucking weak. but you know. i love your newest entry. you are absolutely wonderful. mwah.
from heartshaped :
and god, gavin is so beautiful. yesterday was one of those glycerine days. when i listen to that song over &over and never ever want to stop. it's beautiful.
from heartshaped :
that is my favorite cc song. right on. <3
from dial-revenge :
damn. you know, when someone can write my own entries better than i can, i know i'm in trouble. but you were right on target. i love that song with every part of me. and your diary is completely beautiful. thanks so much. that really did make my entry better. :) xoxxx.
from neverfatale :
nice to meet you courtney...love, abby
from heartshaped :
it does suck. &it's not fair. i'm teaching myself to play guitar and my fingers hurt so much that it's beautiful. so that's what's helping me. but. nothing is ever enough. so i'll just find the rest of my comfort in words like yours. keep on keepin on. xox.
from neverfatale :
here i go again...i just wrote a note to wall-flower, and i came across yours...i truely believe that charlie's roaming around, writing novels about sam and wearing his suit...write me a note...[i'm a wallflower too] :)
from heartshaped :
you are the greatest. &incubus must have been amazing. i know. mmm. hope everything is going okay. <3
from heartshaped :
<3
from heartshaped :
i love the newest entry. so much.
from heartshaped :
thank you for the lovely note. it's nice to relate, especially with someone like you. your newest entry is so pretty x a million. and i have this feeling of absolute chaos inside of me and it.s because of a boy. ah. have a nice xmas if i don't talk to you again soon. cheers &xo.
from heartshaped :
you are the absolute best. xox.
from heartshaped :
no!! i hate you so much. that is so unfair. :) hehe, but really- have the best time ever. they are an amazing live band. and. tell me ALL about it. your newest entry is gorgeous, as usual. take care. xo.
from slice775 :
you write beautifully... "we all experience pain, its the ones who feel it who are screwed"
from heartshaped :
the new entry is fucking beautiful. cheers.
from ifnotme-who :
That's cool that we have the same taste in music...I find that to be a rarity. Anyway, I read your latest entry and really enjoyed it...if I had time right now I'd page back through the archives, but that shall have to wait for another time.
from heartshaped :
well let me know when your shiznit is working. (: we could have a good old time. talking. on aim. yeah. ;) so fuck fuck fuck. i'm glad you enjoy that, because i do as well. as long as you know when enough is enough, if you know what i mean. not that you have to worry about that. but. blah. i don't make much sense today. +you are so completely right about everything. maybe we'll talk soon. have a nice thanksgiving &xo.
from heartshaped :
gosh, thank you so much. i thought it was stupid. and i swear too much. ack. but thank you x a million. it means a lot. i love your entries as of late. how are you? do you have aol? we should talk. xo.
from wall-flower :
yuck. im so sorry this is happening to you.
from wall-flower :
oh me too! i started finger-painting. and then i started looking up all the singers she likes, and checked her website. i think im obsessed. kinda like i am with your diary. it's great.
from wall-flower :
so beautiful- and oh god. i love sabrina ward harrison.
from joaninha :
Oh sweet jesus, you are just amazing! Your layout is spectacular and your words are tight in the way a ball of yarn is knitted up in intricate patterns on a sweater. I don't know if that makes any sense and yet I feel the need to show an outpour of goodness. I'll be coming back for sure.
from poetical :
I don't know you and you don't know me and I read your recent entry and added it to my entry because I wrote mine then read yours and I swear you were talking to me and at 3 a.m. I'm going to take what you said to heart and so thank you and like all that mushy stuff and like...I needed to read that and if you're mad at me for including it ..well I'll add a link when I have more time and well...ever have one of those moments when you say more than you might need to because you just can't figure out a way to tell someone that you don't know them and they don't know you but they just affected your thoughts or actions. Amazing...scary... Thank you!
from heartshaped :
i lied, i'm back again. i'm sorry, but OH MY GOD! thank you so much for listing me as a favorite diary. haha, AND quoting me- i'm so embarassed. you rock my world. keep on keepin on. :)
from heartshaped :
you are selfless, if anything. never selfish, my dear. take care. oh and this is your fourth note in a row from me- i'll leave you alone now. for awhile at least. hehe. xo.
from heartshaped :
i think you live inside my head. i could have said the same exact thing about what i'm feeling right now, but not as good as how you said it. take care. xo.
from heartshaped :
right on. xo.
from heartshaped :
aah, that's so exciting! that is really an amazing book. let me know what you think when you finish it. :) hee.
from che :
no, just the past three or four entries, really, i thought were very good writingwise, you should take the link off probably, even because, yeah, ok, bye now, keep on rocking in the free world
from che :
i like your diary a lot even more, lately than the a lot before
from heartshaped :
beautiful beautiful beautiful. thank you for the nice note. xo.
from heartshaped :
very well done, pretty layout + words. and fiona apple = i love you. :)
from poetical :
Interesting quote. Thank you.
from rockstar4him :
I'm proud of you. Laugh!!! Or atleast smile for me. You're so beautiful when you do.
from metalheart :
i dont know how you found me. but im glad that you did. your life lessons after a year of writing are all right on, especially its over never meaning its over. xo.

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