messages to sunnibear:
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from desa :
it is so much easier to be that way. Thats y i try to stay so busy sometimes. The more time i have the more i think about things and remember and it just is bad things.
from desa :
remember mean girls... mouth vomit. They want u when they cant have u. Then they say things that make u want to belive its more than just fucking. Its a dumb ass game and we all play it. And we hate ourselves for doing it. I have to watch so carefully not to get back into that circus...ive learned the same lesson again and again. That it never works out. and they never really want u... they just want u there. SO i know. and i feel for u.
from desa :
ohh i know this road. Its hurts and never works out quite like u want it too.
from green-kiwis :
don't let him do that to you!!
from decieved :
You'll be ok sweetie.
from desa :
WHAT???????????????????????
from desa :
sweet. i just feel so slack u know. every one else started when there were suppose to and all. Hell im just glad its happing at all u know.
from desa :
thats crazy. but i understand.one of my x's we cant be just friends. theres too much there. and amy
from desa :
hey. if u want to hang out or anything let me know. u have several ways of getting in touch so yeah.
from desa :
u know hwat? u have alot going for u. and still have the pwoer to do more. execpt people and they will be in ur life forever not matter the situation.
from decieved :
I WAS SO RIGHT! I just had them backwards, dammit. As of right now I'm very unemployed. Semi-hoping/planning to move to Wilmington. We'll have to see.
from decieved :
Nice. Maybe we'll actually hang out! xD Dude, give me that password again.
from decieved :
WHY WOULD YOU REVIVE THIS THING?! ILY!!!! >:(
from desa :
i do!! it wasa bitch to rember the pasword
from green-kiwis :
Reading! Hoooray!
from desa :
breath. and talk. and listen. and breathe.
from green-kiwis :
i got logged out!
from green-kiwis :
don't write the note. trust me.
from desa :
its at the gilbert at midnight. im tryingto go...even bring new peoples. oh yes. and looks liek me and adrienne arw going to the cookout...but we cant stya long be both have ot work at 5ish. so yaeh.
from desa :
hey i think its time to hang old school. me and some old southviewibles..ar goign to the gilbert to see then do a midnight show of it . saturday. i think u should go. im going. and iwork. s oi expect u there. later call me 910-977-4435
from bi-polar :
::pokes::
from desa :
stop thinking about the past..that will screw things up for ur future. dontforget but dont base ur life on the best..what was there...its time to really move on.
from desa :
WTF???come on..u have a great guy. someone who would give u the world if tey could. just be careful and think things tohugh and let ur hear t win. love u bye.
from desa :
i think..i have to chdeck again. i just heard them last week or soemthingl iek that.
from desa :
thnaks. i apperciate it. im starting to love them so muich. im trying to go to the concert at house of blues in feb.
from decieved :
I love you. You're so cute.
from darkenedhell :
aww poor youse >_< i r teh sorry ::glomps:: it'll get better soon enough i wuvs you! ::whispers:: hold my hand! XD
from decieved :
All I can think to say is I'm so happy for you. (^___^) Yay!! Hopefully, one day soon, we can all get together again. Poke the bridge of David's nose for me, ok? I heart you!!
from green-kiwis :
you need to update your bio and cast, darling. :)
from green-kiwis :
ps. myspace sucks. I agree. wtf?
from green-kiwis :
I deleted your note as to protect your pw/un.
from darkenedhell :
meow..i'm sorry stupid bitches are fucking around with ya >_< my poor Amy-chan!!! ::glomps:: i'll hold your hand!! XD ::kisses:: talks to ya laters and hopefully see ya on Thursday heehee you get to see my new boytoy XD he's such a cutey with a hot accent ::drools:: hee! ^^
from green-kiwis :
pword please? kisses! -V.
from decieved :
Oh I know I'm wuvved, I just get all depressed and stupid sometimes, especially when I'm alone. So, yay, ignorance. And I gots hugs, yay!! I heart you guys.
from darkenedhell :
::HUG:: i wuv you! XD
from decieved :
I mean, I 'lesss than three' you. Hehe.
from decieved :
Yay!!! I heart you!!
from desa :
dude..im so proud of amy. ur finally doing hwat isbest for...and keep the bad things out of ur life..remember no matter te distance and how long its been im still ur friend...u can alwasy call me.
from green-kiwis :
I'm on facebook yes, but i don't know which amy you are at UNC Pembroke...
from desa :
dude!!!! i got my tongue pireced!!!! and i can barely talk!!! im loving it!!!
from green-kiwis :
i'm sorry, amy. one, thank you for coming back to the light side at diaryland, and two, well, these things happen, and everyone survives them.
from darkenedhell :
hee ^__^ loves ya too! ::hugs::
from green-kiwis :
thank you for not drinking alone.. that would very much worry me. I'll be on AIM whenever I can if you want to talk...
from darkenedhell :
::hugs:: trust me i know what kind of crap your going through..me and Brian are probably getting ready to break up..dude..we should totally get drunk together, it would kick so much ass..things will get better for you, hopefully for me too. take care of yourself you know i wuvs you!! talk to ya laters ::hugs::
from darkenedhell :
MUAH!!!!!!! \m/>_________<\m/
from desa :
well we plan on going again next week...thursday..i was gonna ring some acholol..any repquest??
from desa :
hold ur ground girl..
from desa :
hey how does thursday sound? anything going on there thursday?
from darkenedhell :
hee hee. yesh hopefully we'll get to see each other soon. and don't worry i'm holding your hand!!!! ^____^ laters!
from green-kiwis :
syllabi, I think.
from desa :
wow..ur going ot one of his parties?? Y? can yes i am having fun....cute guys...sunburn...its all groovey baby.
from darkenedhell :
hmm..i think he either said it starts at 8:30 or thats when it opens. more than likely me and whoever else is going will show up before then..last time we all went we showed up somewhere around seven-ish. i hope Adrienne will be able to go or else i may have to find other ways to get there. she did say she had this saturday off, hopefully that one bastard manager won't be all meh and make her work. i had Kyrstal get in contact with her cuz people at the house are being "special" >__< Chris re-emailed me and said that he can pick me up in his uber cool bus band..::squeels:: i feel wuved! i really hope you'll make it cuz who knows how much longer it will be till next time comes around!!
from desa :
im at the beach!!!! vacation...pool..beach..guys i cant touch!!
from darkenedhell :
yesh!!! you must come along for happy german funtime!!! the charge is $7..fucking brilliant ne?...wow..maybe for fucking once this birthday just maybe perfect...i can hardly contain myself @____@
from desa :
ok still dont know whne...maybe tom maybe not i dont knw. but just wanted to say good luck on ur surgey....i have gone to all three places to wish u good luck..so feel special!!! ur loved!!!!!!
from desa :
i talked to adrienne,i dont think so can this weekend...but we can try for something next week. she mightbe going to clintion. so i dont know.
from desa :
ok...ill try for soemtihng this weekend?? i have run it by the group..but i dontk now.
from desa :
well adrienne.. saud around dark..but im gonna get there early like around 6ish i tihnk. if u want to bring nything go ahead. just think we dont use the phone anymore to talk...thats funny. well later
from desa :
not sure about the chippping in, but if u want ot bring something it will be appreicted. and taime i ont know but late
from desa :
hey the thign at adriennes is on thrusday!!!be there or be square.
from desa :
yep, thats what u got now is karma!!!and hope it sticks to who is should
from desa :
yea, u'll want to beat her up. its how it goes. But then u realize that it took more than one person to kiss. and the blame should go everywhere. but i know u dont want to tihnk that, cause u still care, u still love him, and still somehow u want it to be all her fault. that he was just a victim. trust me i know
from desa :
hey, adrienne is having a get together this u shouldgo. ill let u know or u can call. whichever.
from desa :
whst going on tom?
from pigtail22 :
I think it's great, too!!!! (as you can probably tell!!lol)I'm so excited about the whole thing I can't stop being all smiley and floaty. Thanks for the Birthday wishes, too!!;o) We'll need all the luck we can get, though.
from pigtail22 :
Aww thanks!! I am really excited but very freaked out, too!!!! Yeah I hope Jeff and I do alright, I'm worried a little but I think we'll make it work. :o) We looked at a cute little place today, which was so surreal. I still can't get over that we are actually doing this, hehe!! I'm all giddy right now.
from darkenedhell :
thanks..it means alot to me..i'm just happy that she's not in pain anymore..it would of been selfish to keep her alive. but i know she's waiting for the rest of us to come along..i'll bet waiting for my cat, Corey so she can kick his ass again lol. uhh whenever Krystal's b-day party thing is, me and Brian are probably going to go to..i don't think anything will be happening here so we should be free to go. talk to ya laters! --KiTTy
from desa :
hey...yeah its a every week thing...sweetness...hope u can make it to the karoke thing and my party..ill call u friday unless i hear from u. later
from desa :
hey...party at my mom's....the 18th at 7pm.u should go and help ce lebrate my birthday...be warned..family is there...but yeah tell oliver and stef about it as well..later
from darkenedhell :
oy!! hope ya feel better, i think i'm going back into my sickness again as well -__- well talk to ya laters!
from decieved :
I saw Jamie yesterday. Remember him? He was with some guy. He didn't say anything, didn't look a whole lot like him, I just recognized his walk and his face - barely. I coulnd't stop laughing.
from desa :
no...at the dollar tree on skibo.so far it seems good. she is the youngest person there...she is surrounded my old lady's (haha)
from desa :
hey, i had planned on going...but adrienne got a job and she was my ride...i really wanted to go though.sorry
from counthere :
I love the new design...a pretty caterpillar!
from desa :
hay whats ur cell? adrienne wants it and my phone is messed up. and i sent u a listing of the movie
from desa :
ok...i plan on going. so yeah....hopefully see u there.
from desa :
is it the 6th or the 7th? cookout thingy?
from decieved :
Ooo. Which theatre, which time. Me and Brooke were planning on going to go see it, so everyone can go together. May 7th, you say. I will try to make it, provided I remember how to get to your house. I think I do, not entirely sure. Later tater.
from desa :
hey can i get ur livejournal name and link? please :)
from desa :
im there..just remind me as it comes closer
from decieved :
Oy man. I read about you guys. Shame shame you know your name. At the end of the year one of youse should have a party (at home) and invite your loser friends who have yet to go to college, so we can hang out again. Good luck with your end o' year shit. ::thumbs up::
from pigtail22 :
I have no idea why I haven't written an entry in soo long!? I am writing one right now, though. I'm really scatter brained lately. :o) I'm going through some crazy shit, well not that crazy, but anyways, LoL. Hey back!!!! :oD
from pigtail22 :
Oh, I do not think I am pretty!! But thanks for saying so. :o) Yeah, I've seen some pics of you through webshots or something I think. I think you're pretty, too!! I'm not just saying that, either. I felt a little strange putting pics up, but whatever I guess it's not a big deal. It's fun kind of. :oP
from pigtail22 :
I just read your entry about 'Life as we know it' and your Wet Seal closing. I loved that show soo much, too!! I didn't know for sure they were cancelling it, but thought they might. Thats such a bummer!!:o( And, also Wet Seal is a store I like a lot, so I feel your pain there!!:oP Hopefully the one here won't be closing!!!!
from desa :
yea..i hav very little mobilty since no car. but im trying to g et one soon. so i dont know. but yeah we should get the gang together and hang out...like old times maybe.
from super-banana :
I wish I had movie days every now and then. I wouldn't mind being in the mood to watch a bunch of movies, but I just can't do it. The last movie I saw was...Hmmmm...The Day After Tomorrow, haha. It was the first time I had seen it too. Well, I'm about to go outside and go job for a bit. I haven't jogged for a while and I need to because I start track soon. *hugs you* Have a sublime day!
from super-banana :
Whoa...Seems like you've been watching a lot of movies lately. I can't do that. Its hard for me to just sit there and watch movies for hours upon hours. I can watch maybe two movies back to back, but that's all. Oh well...Its not like I do much anymore nowadays anyway, haha.
from super-banana :
Next week I get Mid-Winter Break. And then on April 9th I get Spring Break. I can't wait!! My boyfriend is supposebly coming to Seattle to visit me. I doubt he is though...His father just got some woman pregnant so his dad is going to have to take care of that for a while. Not to mention his dad is a horrible spender...And Anthony doesn't have a job so he can't pay for himself to get here, lol. I've been okay lately though. March is going to be a busy month for me...Uggghhh. Why does my life expect so much out of me?
from pigtail22 :
Yes, I am pretty sure I'll love that movie, I love tearjerkers, and mushyness. So it sounds like its totally for me!! I'm glad you liked it, because, I pretty much agree with your opinions, LoL.
from super-banana :
Rawr! I haven't talked to any of my DL Friends in a long time and I decided that I should, lol. Actually...I haven't talked to any of my long distant friends in a while. *gasp* Shame on me. Anyway, how's stuff? =)
from pigtail22 :
Yeah, hopefully putting pics on here won't be too difficult for my dumb ass to figure out!!:oP I probably will get a gold membership, maybe even supergold, who knows. Thanks for the help!! ~Lib
from desa :
i know the emotional wave, right now. god! confused..yeah...iknow..well later
from fight-club16 :
this is driving me crazy! my site still won't work!
from fight-club16 :
thank you! hopefully mine will reappear!
from super-banana :
Uhhh...I'm okay...Just lacking self confidence at the moment, but I'll be fine. I also still have to study and it's 2:13am. My life is just so unplanned, haha.
from super-banana :
Yay! Another person that loves SOAD! I just hate it when people say that SOAD sucks...It makes me sad...So how are you?
from desa :
"i kissed a drunk girl"
from super-banana :
Hi =) I just came across your Diary and thought I'd drop a little note.
from pigtail22 :
Ok, LoL, thanks for letting me know!! :o)
from desa :
hey, guess who? give me a ring sometime
from pigtail22 :
Oh, yeah I sometimes do the Sex in the city inspired entries!! Its weird, because I just wrote about that stuff because I was thinking about it, then the next night I was watching Sex in the city, and that show was all about the same thing I was uhmm, pondering. :oP That show always makes me think, theres always something relatable, ya know?! I think it'd be sooo ausome to have Carries job, though, it always looks soo fun to just be able to write about the kinds of things she does. :o) I love that show, too. Sucks they aren't making them anymore!!
from xratedfuture :
Hey, it's Krie, The Diarist Formerly Known As Bildschoen. Just thought you might like the name of my new diary, xratedfuture. :)
from counthere :
Dough, Bart! Ha! I love the new design.
from ahdri :
SWEET!
from dri21 :
hey just want to say hi and i think it's your diary that i can't get on to without having a password just wanted to tell you that. anywayz take care. love dri
from annibelle :
HEY WUTS UP? YOU CAN READ MY PROFILE AND MY DIARY IF YA WANT. O YA YOU CAN WRITEL 2 ME IF YA WANT 2. SEE YA L8ER. BIE ALWAYS ANNIBELLE
from decieved :
Heh, oh well. I'm thinking about changing my username here, what do you think?
from decieved :
Really. I don't think I've mentioned it to mine yet, eh, we'll see how that goes.
from decieved :
Heh, ok. Wanna go next Friday?
from sillybeth :
Just in case you didnt read my entry from earlier today where it said that i wasnt going to write in my diary anymore, well i am...so just disregard it. And keep on reading me :) Thank you! *hugs*
from decieved :
Damn guestbook won't let me "sign again so fast." So, I sign this. ;P I had a feeling it had to do with "cake" hehehehe. Rock on.
from ericintervw :
I finally posted the pic you sent me...WHOO!! You are beautiful inside and out. Smile:)
from ericintervw :
Hello, Thanks for taking part in my Interview site...Yours is posted right now:) http://ericintervw.diaryland.com/030527_8.html
from sillybeth :
Hey! Thanks for the note! I love to know that random people actually do read my diary!! *hugs* And thanks for the info on your diary! Im stamping you in the favorites!! :) Cheerup deary...life does get better (just wait till you get that license and you drive away from the 'rents..its a great feeling..me, im 25..im trying to move away from the 'rents...hehehe)
from fight-club16 :
the username/combo: fight-club16/121386 works for me if it works for you :)
from fight-club16 :
Hey Amy, you locked your diary and I can't get in. Can I be allowed in?
from counthere :
Hey Sweetie, I do not have the sign-in and password for your site. Let me know. Hugs. Randy
from bluebear85 :
Hey,Urm..do u mind giving me the password and username to ur diary?Urm, u can contact me at my diary...There's a link...Thanks. :):):)
from alla1 :
hey! you locked you diary :-( may i please have the password? plz e-mail it or send me a note about it :-D
from sunnibear :
~_+
from jen69 :
thank you very much for getting back to me re:the reviews. i'm pleased i got such a prompt response. i love your layout btw. very bright and cheery. jen xx
from mary-poppins :
Don't wanna own it, huh? I would try, but yoo know; I've only been here for about a month. And maybe the almighty powerful position of owning a review site would get to my head. Hmmm.. well if no one else would want to I would. -Gina
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
Yep. They want it deleted.. they said like.. they never even asked for a review or something like that. *shrugs* It was semisour's.
from mary-poppins :
If someone asks for their review to be deleted, I should delete it, right? And it'll still count for my five-a-month thingie?
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
Hey, this is Gina.. I didn't feel like switching into my own account because I have to sign off in about two seconds... :) When do yoo think we'll be opening requests again?
from decieved :
Heh, I just wanna know why the Helsinki that's never happened to me before. Dude, I really need to get offline and do homework. ~_~;;
from ciaramyst :
:)
from xerodigit :
just what the hell is your problem? I haven't done anything to you and you're acting like a bitch. What's with the whole "I'm too good to talk to Cat and Ben" thing? Are you pissed because every time I see you I don't rush over to you and bathe your feet with kisses or something? Am I supposed to treat you like you're Jesus or something? I haven't done anything to you, I haven't spoken to you for a while but every time I tried to call you over the Holidays either you were on line like always or you had your drones answer the phone. Are you having some kinda "superiority complex" or something, cuz i can help you out with that. I'm not trying to lash out at you or anything or be mean I just wanna know what the hell your problem is and why suddenly you're too good for everyone. I haven't done anything to you and neither has Xero. All we've ever done is try to help you and apparently that isn't good enough. I won't kiss your ass just to remain your friend. And I hope that isn't me you're referring in your insult to this ??? person. I haven't bothered going to your diary in weeks until today. I'm insulted that you think I'd waste my time to insult you when you do that every time you open your mouth. Look, I'm sorry if I've done anything to anger you but I know I didn't do anything. If you want to be a bitch and never talk to me again, fine. If you wanna call me and try talking things over and resolve our differences like adults do,fine. But either way I want to offer you some advice: Don't let others think for you. Think for yourself. Don't let others feel for you. Feel for yourself. Try being yourself instead of conforming into what everyone else wants you to be. But of course,if your pride, dignity, and even religion aren't as important as being "popular" then I guess you're a lost cause, and for that, I'm sorry. If you don't talk to me again because of your over inflated ego, I'm not sorry at all, I'd just be sorry for all those wasted years...
from decieved :
The raver guy at Hot Topic wasn't named Shane was he??
from xerodigit :
btw, i wasn't trying to put you down. That's your lifestyle and you have every right to pursue it. I really am sorry if I offended you. The entry was mainly me being random and blowing off some steam...
from xerodigit :
I'm not trying to offend you in any way. I'm just saying that is my opinion. I have mine and you have yours and I'm not angry about yours. Please don't be angry. I wasn't refering to you when I said people conforming to others, I was refering to some people in general.And the makeup/compact thing was meant for people OVERLY obsessed with their looks always looking at themselves. Like Narcissus.
from weighted-up :
You know a person who doesn't believe in bisexuality? Heh. And here I was wondering how complete hetero/homosexuality could exist.
from xerodigit :
btw, U love Ozzy too? ^^ If you have any CDs I'd really love to borrow them!
from xerodigit :
Thanx for support and nice thing you wrote about me in your profile description! *hugs* It means alot to know someone cares and thanx for passing along message to KF, I didn't think anyone would.
from bluebear85 :
Your diary's cute!! :)
from perceptionss :
Amy, thanks for taking my survey. You sure have a really nice page. Elizabeth Hurley is beautiful. I hope you do become an actress someday:) Booby
from xerodigit :
... Don't worry, I'm alot better than I was before... Thank you for caring, I think you're one of the very, VERY few who do. Thanks for understanding too, alot of people probably wouldn't have understood, it's good to try to understand your friends without being all judgemental. Try to call me sometime and we'll talk. *hugs* :)
from xerodigit :
HI!! I just want you to know that I really, REALLY care about you!!!!!! I'm sorry for all the stuff I've done to you or all the times I've neglected you... If you ever need someone to talk to just call me. ^-^
from tiki-reviews :
Your review has been posted. Have a good night! ^^;~Adrienne
from decieved :
Hmm..I would get a red plastic stick thingy if SOMEONE wouldn't have dropped it on the flo'! I'se tryin' to get better sir, but blargh. You, go get laid...ahem.
from xerodigit :
From Cat: Hi Amy,I'm so so sorry about you and Oliver. I don't know what to say, cept that i truly am sorry... but don't worry, it'll all get better soon, just give it some time, you can do far better than Oliver anyway, you just have to look, or just pray that'll it get better, God will listen. Well, i gotta go, call me sometime tonight and we'll talk. bye :)
from xerodigit :
Hi,Cat again,i'm really sorry that things are going bad for you... :( i really am,i know it's horrible to ride the bus, i did a few years and it was HELL! i haven't since the third grade...my mom took me off the bus cuz everyone harrassed me,physically and mentally, and i'm sorry about your other stuff too... hmm thanks for the support with me and xerodigit though,really nice of you :) hmm... well dunno what else to say... me talk to you later.Bye Bye!
from xerodigit :
Hi,it's not Xerodigit, it's cat, i'm borrowing his password. Didn't read your diary but i just wanted to say hi and CALL ME SOMETIME YOU STUPID !@#$% :)
from decieved :
Why thank you, but you pretty much had an idea of how this would look...I think. I don't think it looks much different from the other one, which can probably be seen on the previous entry, but uhm, yeah. Tanky! ^^;
from decieved :
I didn't read that right, I thought it said "dildo" at first. Double take, ahh, ditto... Maybe I should go to bed.
from decieved :
Maybe I can get it, I feel a little tingle in there. o.O;
from decieved :
Sure. Where will we get it from though? Hm...
from decieved :
I agree whole-heartedly. (is that one word or two?) Homeslice.
from beermary :
Amy, thanks for the flattering review and for taking the time do read my blog! I hope you get to stop by and comment often! :-) http://www.beermary.com/blog.html
from decieved :
I liked it. I suck at expressing, oh anything, but I really, really liked it. I'm gonna shut up now.
from decieved :
Bwahaha!! That was my plan all along. I dressed up as Krystal's gramma to say that, so Krystal would hear, then tell us. And you will be haunted forever!!! o.o;;
from decieved :
How dare you invade <i>my</i> notes page!! Heh. Uhm, hi. Boomshanka. Go, give birth. Remember what Krystal's gramma said...::shudder::
from lifeofhannah :
personally i think sunnibear is some freaky weirdo...all she talks about is abunch or stupid crap...im glad i dont know her b/c if i did i would be a major loser. does she even have a brain? cause her entries suck..i bet she dont even got a man just dramatize the situation and lies.. i bet she she dont even have a life except sit n play tony hawk and eat honey roasted nuts then drop um on the floor and neva pic um up....lazy ho that probably all she is
from lacorneille :
Welcome to the backstage diaryring!
from bunni89 :
hey, what's up? i am in your diary ring, i just joined and am looking at peoples diarys, i like the simpsons too, it's one of my favorite shows but it definatley doesn't beat whose line! jk!!!
from desa :
hey, do i know you? Yeah ur that chick, that did that thing with that dude. Hahaa i rember you. HAhaha. Did that thing in that place ever go away, i hope so, it sounded so uncomfromable with all the iching, and constant ormintment treatment. Opps did i jsut tell the world about ur littl problem ^-^ ,:-D sorry (heehee)
from dataguy :
yes, the faces are mine. Well, someone very akin to me, the max that inhibited this body a few months ago. I'm an everchanging person, you see, personally and physically. Well, not so much physically. However, my hair is no longer doing the spiky go everywhere thing by itself. I should stop combing it again.
from decieved :
You're a fruit.

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